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Hi, and welcome to video two.

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I know some of you have already got your shovels out, you're ready to start digging.

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You're like, let's get to work, Jackie.

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But I want to remind you, no fixing.

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I know it's your instinct to try to fix yourself, but I know that if you could have fixed yourself,

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you already would have, especially since you have your shovel out and you're ready to go.

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I know what kind of personality that is.

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I have it too.

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And I need to tell us that if we didn't need God, we wouldn't be here.

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If we could do this on our own, we would have already done it.

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So I want to gently remind you that God is emotionally involved with you and he has taken

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charge of this process when you give him permission to, and we're going to talk about permission

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in this video.

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You're going to be held, you're going to be helped.

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You're going to have the enabling power of heaven, that grace, you're going to feel that

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wind at your back, that wind in your sails, if you like to think of it that way.

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And so you're not going to need that shovel.

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So go ahead and put it away.

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I want to encourage you to be really listening.

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What's coming up in your heart?

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Even now, things are probably coming up out of nowhere.

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You're like, wow, why am I thinking about that all of a sudden?

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That is what I call the revealing for healing.

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And it starts almost right away during this process.

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Don't push that stuff back down.

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A lot of us have a lot of heart boxes that need to be unpacked and Holy Spirit is going

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to be necessary.

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You're going to have to invite him to this moving party.

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You know, when you move, your good friends are the only ones that help, right?

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It's like, you think you have all these friends until it's time to move.

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And then all of a sudden crickets, no one's around, no one's answering text messages.

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Everybody's busy because nobody likes to help anyone move and unpack boxes is the worst.

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And you only let your really good friends help you unpack the boxes because there's

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a lot of crazy stuff, isn't there?

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There's a lot of stuff that you know darn well you should have gotten rid of a long

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time ago, but you didn't because you're a hoarder.

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Let's just be honest.

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When that whole Marie Kondo phase came out, people are like blessing and thanking things

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and releasing things.

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But people are realizing in that process that I'm a hoarder.

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I can Marie Kondo the crap out of my closet, but my heart looks like an episode of hoarders.

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I have all this stuff that I've been hanging on to for so long, grudges and little unforgiveness

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and bitterness here and just all different types of memories, bad and good.

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Can I tell you that even good memories can hold you back?

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Because a lot of times nostalgia is just a fancy word for fear.

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We don't know how to move forward.

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So we're living in the past.

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Maybe you're one of those people that's living in the glory days of high school because you

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think that's where you peaked.

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You didn't peak.

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The best is always yet to come.

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So we have to stop reminiscing and we have to start dreaming about the future and it's

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time to go forward and we have to get rid of what's packed away in these boxes.

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So we have to invite Holy Spirit.

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We're going to be doing some submission and some permission during this video at the end.

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So stay tuned.

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Do not cut it off short because everyone, different people are going to do this in a

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different way.

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But I'm going to give you a template that all of you can follow to get yourself started.

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So when I was a kid, we had a junk drawer.

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I don't know about you guys, but we had a junk drawer in our kitchen and it's just a

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catch all.

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Everything that was, you know, we didn't know what to do with it.

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It probably should have been thrown away, but we're going to keep it because maybe we're

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going to need it someday.

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Right?

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And it just got thrown in that junk drawer, all different types of misplaced stuff.

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And that's what our life looks like.

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That's what our heart looks like.

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Everything that we don't know how to process, that we don't know what to do with it.

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Maybe it's something from childhood.

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You didn't know how to process it because you were a little kid, right?

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Little kids don't have the tools to process a lot of the trauma that we go through when

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we're children.

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And so we just save it for the grownup version of us.

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We stick it in one of those boxes.

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And so, you know, what's on the top of your heart, you know, what happened last week,

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the person who, you know, smarted off to at work or, you know, your best friend going

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out with that other person and not inviting you or just whatever happened.

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That was the slight, was the offense, was the hurtful word, the thought, the worry,

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the anxiety that you were in.

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But what about all the stuff from five years ago or 10 years ago or 15 years ago or 20

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years ago?

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Just because it's out of sight does not mean that it's out of heart.

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I know that's really hard for a lot of people to hear.

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You're like, oh man, I got so much crap in my heart.

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Yeah, you really do.

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And guess what?

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All of those Pandora's boxes are going to be opening up during this course.

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And I know that's freaky and scary and it sounds really painful because maybe you've

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been through a lot of bad stuff in your life.

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But I want to encourage you and tell you right now that pain is your friend.

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It's your friend.

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Okay?

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It is.

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And you know how I know that?

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I saw this crazy documentary years ago.

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And it was about this little girl that couldn't feel pain.

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She just couldn't feel it.

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She was born without the ability to feel pain.

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And you think, wow, that would be really awesome

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if I couldn't feel pain.

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No, it wouldn't be.

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Why?

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Because without pain, you wouldn't know

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if you were overdoing it.

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This little girl lived a very, very small sequestered life

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because she did not have the gift of pain.

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She couldn't play on the playground

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because what if she broke her leg when

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she jumped off the monkey bars?

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She'd never know.

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She wouldn't have the pain to tell her

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that something had happened and that she should sit down

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and call for assistance.

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She wouldn't know when she's brushing her teeth

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if she's pressing too hard.

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She wouldn't feel the pain from the pressure.

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So every little tiny thing that we do in our lives

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that we take for granted, she wasn't

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able to do those things without really strong supervision

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to keep her from hurting herself.

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And that's when I realized that pain is a gift.

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It lets us know when something's out of alignment.

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It lets us know when we're pressing too hard

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or pushing too hard or not getting enough rest

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or not taking care of ourselves.

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It's like the engine light on our car

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that tells us when it's time to be maintenance,

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when it's time to pull over.

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It's like that warning signal that's saying,

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hey, you better do something about this area of your life

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before it blows up.

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But a lot of times, we ignore pain

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because we live in a culture that medicates it.

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I have friends where they ask you for an ibuprofen

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and you try to give them one because that's

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what the bottle says.

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The bottle says one to two, possibly, every six hours.

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We give them one, they're like, no, no, come on.

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They want three, four, five.

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Some people even want six.

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Why?

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Because we live in a medicated culture.

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We just want to get out of pain.

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We don't care where the pain's coming from.

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We don't care why the pain's there.

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All we care is that we're able to get out of it.

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That's it.

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And because of that, we're in what I call perpetual pain.

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While pain is a gift, it is.

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It's an amazing gift that shows you that something is wrong

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and that you need to change the way you're doing that thing,

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whether it's a relationship, whether it's a job.

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A lot of you watching are in pain at work.

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You're in pain.

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Monday morning is like the worst thing in the world

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because you've got to get up and go to this job that you hate.

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That's pain.

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And you know what that pain is supposed to do?

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It's supposed to drive you to do something with your life

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that you love.

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It's supposed to drive you to stretch yourself,

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to try something new, to get the resume out there

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to different places, to maybe go back to school.

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But a lot of times, you know what we do with that pain?

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We turn on the TV.

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We get home from the job we hate, and we turn on the TV,

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and we just numb out.

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Uh, like little zombies.

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You know, John 10.10 says that Jesus

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came to give us abundant life.

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Do you know that word abundant means to become fully alive?

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We're not fully alive.

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We're sleepwalking.

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We're like the Night of the Living Dead.

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All those zombie movies, that's us

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because we're walking around only half alive

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because we do not love what we're doing.

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We don't even know what it would be like

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to love what we're doing.

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And so we're medicating ourselves.

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But it's time to stop medicating.

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It's time to feel that pain and allow that pain to be

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a catalyst for what?

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For change.

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A catalyst to drive you into those higher levels of identity

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and purpose.

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You've been created for purpose and on purpose.

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And I can't wait to unpack some of those ideas with you

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in this HeartCourse.

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We're going to really get into the idea of the real you,

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and it's going to be so fun.

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It's going to be so fun.

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You're going to see things about yourself

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that you've never seen before.

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But first, we have to stop medicating this pain.

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We have to go ahead and feel it.

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Remember, it's not permanent.

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Now, the traumas that have happened in your life,

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they've caused you a lot of pain.

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It is true.

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That's true.

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And you're going to feel some of that pain

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because you've been pushing it down and hiding it

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away in those heart boxes.

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But it's just temporary.

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I promise you, it's not your new normal.

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So don't try to medicate it.

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Don't try to run away from it.

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Just go ahead and feel it.

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We've got to feel the feels to heal the feels.

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And so go ahead and feel that pain because remember,

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you're not alone in this.

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This is a divine appointment, and God is here to help you.

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And he's the master Jenga player.

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He knows exactly which blocks to pull out

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so that you don't have a breakdown.

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You have a breakthrough.

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You ever play Jenga?

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If you pull the wrong block out, then the whole thing

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comes crashing down.

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God is the master heart surgeon.

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He knows exactly how to move the things around

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that need to be moved around in order for you to get

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the healing that you've come here for.

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And that's why you shouldn't be digging.

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That's why I don't want you to get that shovel out and dig

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because you might try to dig up something that it's not

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time for you to deal with.

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Only the things that are revealing,

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only the things that are coming to the surface

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are the things that I want you to pay attention to.

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Those are the things that I want you to pay attention to.

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that are being highlighted because that is the stuff

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that is ready to be dealt with.

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That is the stuff that is ready for you

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to take a deeper look at with the help of Holy Spirit.

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And so let's invite Holy Spirit into this process with us.

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We already know that we can't do it alone.

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We already know that perpetual pain is not from God.

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While pain is a gift, if you're stuck in pain

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in any area of your life, every month, every year,

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over and over again, you're in the same pain,

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then you definitely know that that is an area

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where you are believing a lie.

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And we're gonna talk about all the different lies

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that we believe and where they've come from

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in our next video.

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And I cannot wait to get there.

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But first, we have to submit.

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Submission is a dirty word.

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It's a dirty word for so many people.

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And why is that?

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Because we've been asked to submit to people

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that didn't have our best interest at heart.

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We've been asked to submit to situations

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that were not good for us.

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But that's not the case with God.

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He's never gonna ask you to do something

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that isn't in your best interest.

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Remember, it can't be good for him

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if it's not good for you.

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So you can trust him.

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You can lean back.

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Remember that trust game where you fall back

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into the arms of?

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You can fall back into his arms.

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You can yield.

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You know that word yield means to give up, to surrender.

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It means to wave the white flag.

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You're like, wave the white flag, yes,

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because we're in a power struggle with God

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and we need to surrender to him.

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A lot of you have had that beautiful love story

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called the Word of God.

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You've had it used against you, all right?

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It's a love story.

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And if you've heard it spoken of in any other terms,

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then you've heard it spoken of wrong.

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If you've heard it preached or taught to you

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or quoted to you or thrown at you,

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thrown in your face,

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well, some scripture about something that you're doing wrong

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and how you're gonna be punished and sat in the corner,

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then you've heard it the wrong way

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because you always have to be able to hear it

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through the voice of love

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because that is the way it was written.

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And so we don't wanna submit to that higher truth,

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but we need to, we need to.

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And you're like, well, you know what, Jackie,

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I've tried it, I've read the Bible

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and it didn't do anything for me,

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didn't fix what was wrong.

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Well, I understand.

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Remember I told you I couldn't get activated in it either

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because my heart was broken

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and there was nothing wrong with that beautiful word of God,

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but my heart couldn't retain it.

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It couldn't get in there like the seed,

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the beautiful seed that it is

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and bear fruit of an abundant life for me.

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And that is what we're doing here.

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We're getting our hearts healed

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so that we can activate that beautiful love story

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that God wrote for us and wrote about us.

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And so I wanna invite you to just surrender.

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I wanna invite you to give God permission

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to reveal you and heal you,

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permission to bring you up

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out of all of those counterfeit layers

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that you're under right now,

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all of that perpetual pain that you're in.

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And so what we're gonna do is

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I'm gonna give you a template, a permission slip,

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and you're gonna have that in your materials

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that go along with these videos.

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And I want you to sign it.

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I know it's like, really, you want me to sign it?

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Yes, because you're giving permission when you sign that

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and something very supernatural happens

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when people sign that permission slip.

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It may seem like a silly activation to you,

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but I promise you, if you really mean it,

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it is going to cause something to begin.

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It's gonna flip the switch on something in your life

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that you will never go back to where you came from again.

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You won't.

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And this process will be accelerated.

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So I'm just gonna read to you

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what is in that permission slip right now.

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And I want you to read it over yourself.

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And I want you to add to it anything else

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that you wanna give God permission to do

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during this time with you and in you.

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And this is just a template,

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so you can add anything that you want to it,

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but this is what I want you to pray.

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And I definitely want you to sign

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and give that legal authority to God to give you permission.

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And I want you to pray.

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And I want you to add to this

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that you are ready to get this process started.

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Father God, I give you permission to search me

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and to reveal anything in my heart

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that does not belong to my true identity.

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Anything that's hindering me from living the life

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you created me to live.

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Holy Spirit, I invite you into the darkest places in my heart

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show me the areas that are still wounded and still hurting.

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And when you reveal those broken places to me,

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I set aside the season of my life

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for a time of healing and wholeness.

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And I ask Holy Spirit to take charge of this process.

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I ask that you dwell with me and in me.

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I need you, I cannot heal myself.

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I want to be free, free from the past,

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free to be who I truly am.

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Help me to become who you created me to be.

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Show me the lies I have believed about myself, my life,

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my surroundings, even the lies that I've believed about you.

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Teach me the greater truth.

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Teach me your ways.

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Teach me how to think and how to live abundantly.

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Teach me, show me, heal me, and grow me.

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If you've prayed that and you signed that,

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even if you didn't print it out

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because you don't got a printer and you just signed it,

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you just signed it in your mind,

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you gave God permission to take charge of this process,

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you've invited Holy Spirit to come alongside you

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and to do the heavy lifting

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and help you unpack these heart boxes,

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I believe you're gonna begin to see

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some very, very amazing

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supernatural transformations in your life.

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I can't wait to see you in our next video.