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Hi, welcome to video one.

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So let's talk about why is it different this time?

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Remember I said already that a lot of you are going to be at a tipping point.

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So why is this the tipping point?

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You know, you've probably tried all kinds of things.

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I know I tried all kinds of things to fix myself.

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You know, God didn't want to fix me.

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He wanted to heal me and he wants to heal you.

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And that's going to take a transformation.

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And so the first thing that I want to let you know is transformation is supernatural.

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That's why you haven't been able to do it yourself.

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I don't know if this is true of your life, but I was really addicted to the new year

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magic.

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I call it the new year magic.

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Just believing that every time that something was going to happen, it was going to be the

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game changer.

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Like whether it was the new year or it was a new job or a new opportunity or this is

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it.

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This is the one.

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This is the magic bullet of happiness.

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That's what I always thought.

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And so, you know, with the calendar page turn, there was just nothing different.

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There was never anything different.

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It was the same old life.

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It was the same old stuff over and over again, different day, lather, rinse, repeat.

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Because I wasn't stuck on the outside.

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I was stuck on the inside.

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And that's where you're stuck as well.

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You're stuck on the inside.

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Let's look at the definition of transformation.

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It's a process of profound and radical change.

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That doesn't just come from the calendar page turning.

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A process of profound and radical change.

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You notice that it says process there.

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I think we hate that word.

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We hate that word because we realize that God is definitely more into crockpots than

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he is into microwaves.

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And when he gives us a promise, which he has, he's promised us abundant life.

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He's promised us that we can live fully alive.

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That comes with a process.

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Every promise comes with a process.

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Your love life, your love life has a promise over it.

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You want to be married.

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It comes with a process.

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You want an upgrade in your vocation.

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You want an upgrade in your work.

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You don't want to do what you do for a living.

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That comes with a process, that promise.

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And so it's important that we understand that we'll never have anything unless we're willing

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to go through that process.

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And so a lot of us, we think, well, I've just been in the process for such a long time.

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No, you've been in the waiting room for such a long time.

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And the waiting room doesn't have any process in it.

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It just has waiting.

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We're not preparing.

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We're not being stretched.

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We're just waiting around.

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And so this is the end of the waiting room for you.

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You're not going to stay in that waiting room anymore.

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Guess what you're going to do?

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You're going to get into the process.

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And you know what that looks like?

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It looks like a cocoon.

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You ever seen the butterfly?

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See them flying around?

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They're so pretty.

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You know in your mind that they used to be caterpillars, but that process is something

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that is very supernatural.

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If you've ever heard about that process, you'll know that the caterpillar doesn't just go

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into the cocoon and magically turn into a butterfly.

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There's a struggle that goes on inside of there.

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It's a dark night of the soul for the caterpillar.

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The caterpillar turns into caterpillar soup.

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If you were going to rip open the cocoon and take a look at what the process looks like,

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and I don't want you to.

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Don't do that.

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You're going to see that that species, that caterpillar, is not only just getting an upgrade,

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it's becoming something completely different.

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It's getting an entire DNA change.

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Everything that it was was being deconstructed so that it can become all that it could be.

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And so that happens to us oftentimes when we sign up for a transformation process like

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the heart work.

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And I don't want you to get scared because you're like, oh, that sounds really painful.

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But it does sound painful if you're going to do it yourself, which is not possible.

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But if God's in it, if this is a supernatural process and you're accepting a supernatural

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invitation to upgrade, then you can bet that God is going to give you the grace, the enabling

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power of heaven, to be able to accomplish what you could never do yourself.

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And you have tried, haven't you?

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I often joke around that if we titled this the hard work, a lot more people would probably

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want to do it because we're used to doing the hard work.

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We're always trying to change ourselves and fix ourselves and change and fix others as

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But that's all going to come to an end during this process.

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You're going to stop doing that.

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You're going to surrender.

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I call it a supernatural surrender to all.

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It's already there.

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It's already inside of you.

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It's not about becoming it.

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It's about unbecoming all of the things that you're not.

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All right.

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So what is it that you believe that God can do?

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I know a lot of us know that faith is the currency of the supernatural.

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It's all about having faith, but it's not about what God can do.

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It's about what you believe he can do.

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And a lot of you may say, well, Jack, you know what?

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I just really don't know what I believe anymore.

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I've been disappointed.

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I've said it so many times, I really don't have that much faith left.

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I don't know what to do.

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I don't know how to do it.

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I don't know what to do.

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I don't know what to do.

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I don't know what to do.

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I don't know what to do.

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And I just want to let you know that all you need is a shred, all you need is a shred of

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I don't know what to do.

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hope that turns into that radical supernatural faith that creates miracles.

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And so you wouldn't be here if you didn't have that shred of hope.

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You wouldn't have signed up.

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You wouldn't have decided to do your heart work.

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And so the fact that you're here tells me that you have just enough faith left for a

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miracle because that's really all that it takes.

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So that tiny bit of faith, that's all you need.

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And I want to activate that faith right now.

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I want to activate it.

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So I want you to picture God.

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If you're someplace where you can close your eyes, if you're driving, it's not a good idea.

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But if you're anyplace else, I want you to go ahead and close your eyes, kind of create

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that space inside of yourself where you can kind of be alone with God, right?

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And I want you to picture God, whatever you would picture if you pictured God.

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A lot of people have a hard time picturing him as a father because you've got a lot of

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daddy wounds, and we're going to address those during this heart work course.

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But picture whatever it is that makes you feel safe and makes you feel secure and cared

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for and loved.

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And I want you to picture God running towards you, not running away from you, not hiding

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from you, not punishing you, not sitting you in the waiting room, not telling you all the

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things that are wrong with you, giving you a list of rules that you have to somehow accomplish

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in order to please him.

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I want you to picture him running to you, running to you, full of expectancy, full of

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hope, full of love, passing up the other 7 billion people in the world just to get to

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you.

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I want you to picture that right now.

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And I want you to hear him saying, draw close to me and put your name in there.

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Draw close to me, Jenny.

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Draw close to me, Adam.

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Draw close to me, Brandon.

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Draw close to me, Candace.

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Draw close to me, Amy.

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Draw close to me, whatever your name is.

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Draw close to me.

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Come on.

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Draw close to me.

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Come to me.

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You know, this is not a 50-50 relationship.

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It isn't.

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God comes 50% of the way, and then we meet him halfway.

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It's not.

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If we'll just take one step towards him right now, I want you to see yourself taking one

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step towards God, he'll come running the rest of the way.

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I want you to hear him saying, draw close to me, my child, my beloved, baby girl, son.

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Draw close to me, and I will draw close to you.

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I'll draw close to you.

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You know, God is emotionally involved in your life.

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Do you believe that?

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He's emotionally involved.

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The definition of relationship with God is that it can't be good for him if it's not

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good for you, too.

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A lot of people that were raised around religion just believe that God just wants us to do

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what he says.

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He doesn't care if we're happy.

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He just wants us to cross every T and dot every I, and it's just not true.

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This relationship is not a one-sided relationship where it's all good for him and it's not good

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for you.

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It can't be good for him if it's not good for you.

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He's emotionally involved with you.

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He wants you to be happy.

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He wants you to feel secure and safe and have contentment.

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He wants you to enjoy this gift that he's given you called life.

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I know that might be radical for some of you to hear.

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God wants me to enjoy my life.

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Yes, he does.

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He wants you to enjoy your life.

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And so I want to set some expectancy for the rest of our time together in this course.

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I think expectancy is what's going to predict your success.

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The more expectancy that you can have when you show up and you really believe, because

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remember, it's not about what God can do.

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It's about what you believe he can do.

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You really believe that this is a divine appointment.

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You really believe that you're going to leave here changed and that doors are going to open

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and opportunities are going to present themselves.

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And for those of you that have come here because you want to be married, that you're going

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to step into that love story that God's already written for you.

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The rest of you, whatever it is, you're going to step into your healing.

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You're going to step into that job promotion, or you're going to get to do something with

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this one and only life of yours that makes you want to jump out of bed in the morning

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and just run to it.

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Whatever that expectancy is that's going to happen to you, that shift, that transformation,

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I want you to just say it out loud right now.

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What do you want?

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What do you want?

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Just say it.

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Just say it out loud.

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I want this.

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I want that.

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This is my greatest desire of my heart.

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Just say it out loud.

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Why?

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Why?

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Why are we doing that?

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Because we want to own it.

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We've got to own it right now.

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We're in a supernatural moment.

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I don't know if you can feel that.

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I believe that all of heaven's eyes are upon us and God is ready to make happen for you

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the deep

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desires of your heart, but you've got to admit that you want it.

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A lot of times we're done admitting that we want things because we don't want to be disappointed.

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We don't want to be let down anymore.

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And so this is your opportunity to grab a hold of expectancy and to confess that you

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still have those desires and that you still want them.

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So go ahead and do that right now.

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Come on, say it a little louder.

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Say it like you mean it.

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Yes, yes, own it, own it, own it like it's yours.

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You know, drive it like it's stolen.

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Come on, come on, own it.

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That belongs to you.

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And you know what?

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It has been stolen.

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So many of you are here to reclaim something that it does belong to you.

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It's always been yours.

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It just was stolen.

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It was lost.

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It may have been lost by you by bad decisions and mistakes.

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It may have been lost by the people that came before you.

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Doesn't matter how it got lost, how it got stolen, how it got misplaced.

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It's coming back.

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It's time.

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You are the person that your family line has been waiting for for a really, really long

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time, and you're going to step into those higher places of identity, of blessing.

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You know, God promises to bless his friends, their generations.

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He promises to bless their generations for, what, a thousand generations, the friends

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of God.

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I believe that you're sitting here right now and you're listening to my voice because someone

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in your lineage was a friend of God.

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And maybe that got lost in the generations, and you're the first person to step back into

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the place of believing God and having faith and wanting a supernatural life.

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Maybe your parents didn't raise you that way, or your grandparents didn't raise them.

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Maybe it's a long time ago in your family line.

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But God said, I promise that I will bless those that love me to a thousand generations.

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And so I believe you're part of that thousand generations, and you're just the person that

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your family lineage has been waiting for to step back up and to claim what always belonged

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to you guys, so that your children and your children and your children's children can

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benefit from that.

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And so that's really, really exciting for you to be that kinsman redeemer, and I want

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you to own that.

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But new beginnings, like we're talking about right now, require endings.

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They do.

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They require endings.

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They require funerals, all right?

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Not the person that you don't like, not their funeral.

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We're going to do some forgiving during this course, and you're going to let go of all

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that bad blood.

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If you got bad blood, then you're going to let go of it, all right?

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But we do need to sign the do not resuscitate order on some things.

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There's some things that we've been keeping alive for a long time that are unworthy of

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us.

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They're unworthy of our one and only life.

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We should not be wasting our time on those things, those people, those communities, those

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scenarios that you keep worrying about in your head.

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It's time to let that stuff go.

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And that's why this time is different.

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No matter how many times in the past you've tried to let go, you've tried to move forward,

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you've tried to get over it, whatever it was that happened, whatever went wrong, you've

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been trying to get over it, this is the time.

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This is the time that you're actually going to be able to break free, the time that you're

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actually going to be able to move forward, because healing is not a natural occurrence.

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It's a supernatural occurrence, and Holy Spirit is here to do the heavy lifting with you.

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He's here to do the heavy lifting with you.

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I know your brain knows all this good stuff that I'm saying right now, but it's never

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been able to make it down to your heart.

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Remember what I said about myself?

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I really loved God.

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I wanted to have this amazing life that I read about in Scripture, but I just couldn't

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have it, and I didn't know why.

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I thought that I was damaged, that I was messed up, that I was too messed up.

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I was too messed up to ever be able to have those things.

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But all that was wrong was that it was getting stuck somewhere between here and here.

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So it's time for us to move forward, and if you want to do that, I want you just to go

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ahead and grab a hold, and don't let go, because we're going somewhere, and we're going to

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go somewhere really quick together.

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I'll see you soon.