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Hey everyone! Welcome to Supernatural Sunday. We're changing it up a little bit

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this week for good reason and we're going to start in just here in just a

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minute so get ready.

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All right hey hey hey hey everyone I just literally just got out of the car from seven

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and a half mile seven half miles seven and a half miles I literally just got out of the car for

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seven and a half hours back from my daughter's wedding in this little west Texas town called

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Marfa if you haven't been maybe don't go I don't know um no it's it's good but once you've been

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there twice you've been there once too many times okay I might be a little loopy I can't

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promise anything but you know I just seriously I have wedding hair still I have wedding eyelashes

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on I'm not going to be on the camera I'm good I'm good I'm I'm toasted I'm toasty over here

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I'm just giving people a minute to figure out where we are you know we did not have

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supernatural Saturday this week but I heard you had a great time of prayer I appreciate pray

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your prayers for us um the wedding was phenomenal I mean yeah my daughter uh found her spirit mate

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and there isn't any reason why you can't some people find them young it doesn't mean that

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there isn't going to be challenges to that in fact I should probably record all this so I'll

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just wait so people get here before I before I look at it keeps growing we got 169 171

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everyone's headed over right I'm going to hit record

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oh I guess we are recording

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and now we are again okay so welcome to Supernatural Sunday will this be the new thing

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I don't know we're kind of playing around with an idea of what we can do to continue to activate on

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Sunday nights and we're going into what I want to call back to school season and you're like well

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Jackie I don't have kids and I'm not in school college was a long time ago high school was a long

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time ago but I believe that God is calling his kids back to school I do and as the natural

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as it goes in the natural so does it go in the supernatural right the things that are happening

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in the supernatural then they become manifested in the natural and I believe that as we head back

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into this fall season so we head into this um this supernatural school season God is calling us to

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learn some things maybe learn them afresh maybe the things that you're going to learn in this

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season are things that you have never learned before and maybe there are things that you had

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a little taste of maybe you had one class maybe you had 101 maybe you had grace 101 but now you

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need grace 102 you had the prerequisite to what God wants to teach you in the season but it's time

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to learn something new it's time to be upgraded it's time to be accelerated I believe that with

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all my heart he's calling me back to school he's starting to show me things that he talked to me

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about years ago that for whatever reason they got they got cut off he never said anything about

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that to me again and I was like well maybe I missed it maybe that wasn't God no it wasn't

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for that time he was giving me a little taste of it but it wasn't time necessarily for me to fully

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immerse myself in that and I'm going to talk a little bit about times and seasons tonight it's

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going to be a hodgepodge kind of a grab bag tonight of what Holy Spirit wants to talk to us

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about and tell you a little bit about you know my my daughter's wedding which happened yesterday

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some of you all got the memo you knew that we created a Facebook group and you jumped in there

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and you were able to experience that ceremony that covenant uh with us that covenant making

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ceremony with us and that was awesome but it's back to school time and because

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That is what the call in the spirit is and as a prophet I feel that call for the single nation

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We're going to line up the next few months of all of our past sessions

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If you're in phase three

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You're going to be going to that and some of you in phase two and in phase one are also going to be invited to

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Special sessions. I want you to continue to focus on your phase one and two curriculum because it's very important

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There's some things God wants to teach us in this season that are going to accelerate us

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And so we're gonna have some special guest mentors come starting this week with dreams

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God's trying to talk to us in our dreams

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And if you're someone who's never dreamed or you don't remember your dreams

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I'm right there with you. God talks to me in lots of ways, but dreams is not historically one of those ways

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I've had a handful of dreams in my entire

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Life with Jesus for the last 28 years that I actually remembered and knew were perfect prophetic

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But the irony is that I have the gift to interpret other people's dreams

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But I'm like, why aren't you giving me some of my own Lord, you know, you don't talk to me in the night hours

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It's because I'm so busy and active

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Talking to him in the day hours

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I think he lets me sleep in the night hours, but I've started to dream and remember my dreams you guys

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And so the mentor the coach that I'm going to bring on to talk to you this coming Thursday

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It's going to be an all community session

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Yes, it's a past session is for phase three, but at phase one and two are going to be invited as well

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So that's the eighth

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So mark that down August 8th 8-8. What is that? That's the number of new beginnings

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that is going to be a time when you're gonna learn more about

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How to actually ask God for more dreams at night if you're one of those people that doesn't dream like me

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Or you don't remember them because we all we all dream, right?

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And you know your hormones have a lot to do with that as well to get into that REM that dream state

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A lot of us don't ever get into that deep sleep because we're not healthy in our bodies

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So there's some other things that go into that where we need to be able to get into that REM sleep

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That's the deep sleep where your body's repairing itself where you're being regenerated

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And so that is the dream the dream stage as well

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And so he's going to talk to us and I asked you guys to give me questions for him

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So he and I can kind of create what the curriculum for that session is going to look like

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So thank you to all of you that answered those posts and those polls

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Because we're going to have a great time with him and then also

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You'll be able to do some Q&A with him if your question didn't get in. All right, so that's great

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I'm excited about that, but we're going back to school

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We're gonna go back to school

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Let me pick up where I left off a couple minutes ago

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God talked to me about some things and I got some breakthrough and some revelation in some areas

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But then that was it it stopped there

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And now all of a sudden God's bringing those subjects those topics back up to me he's like hey, it's time again

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You're like well Jackie what changed?

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my youngest

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My youngest child will not be returning to my home

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She will be returning to the home that her

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Then fiance now has been set up for the two of them their little love nest for when she comes home

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All of her stuff is moved there besides a few odds and ends because my little daughter is mrs

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mixed up from mixed up mark and so some of her stuff is here still but

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What's happening? I'm shifting seasons

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I'm shifting seasons

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My middle daughter is happily married. She's been married for four years. I have twin grandbabies

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She lives in another state. They moved away from Texas very sad

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They're here obviously in town for the wedding

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My oldest son he has a serious situation going on that I think is going to turn into a spirit mate situation

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And and he has been gone from home for a while as a man out charting his own course

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He's gonna be 29 here in a few months, but my youngest the baby of the family. She was at home

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she's been at home when she's not away to school and

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now she has married and

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Now some of you're like well Jackie, you know, she's been an adult for a long time

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So your season should have shifted a long time ago

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It did but seasons don't just shift from low gear into high gear from high gear into low gear

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There's there's transitions in our seasons

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Meaning that yes when she graduated high school when she first went away to college there were some shifts there

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But she still needed my focus to a certain extent and then there was another shift and another shift and another shift but this

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shift

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This last shift. She has made a covenant and the Bible says that these two are to cleave to one another a

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Woman's gonna leave her home, right?

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A man's gonna leave his mother and father and they're gonna cleave together and they are going to create their family

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Does that mean I love my daughter any less? No, does that mean?

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that I'm not gonna hang out with her

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and I'm not gonna see her,

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probably not as much as I normally did

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because she lived in my house.

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But I will see her, we're very close.

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But my responsibility to her as her covering

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has shifted now.

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You know what that makes room for?

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It makes room for God bringing up these old topics

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and conversations that he started with me years ago.

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But because I had other responsibilities to my family,

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I wasn't able to actually get the fullness

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of the revelation that he had for me.

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And he set that aside for later and now it's time.

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And all of you, without exception,

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it's time for you to learn something new.

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So it's time for us to go back to study hall.

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It's time for us to be drawn back by the spirit

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into places of revelation,

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into places of upgrade and acceleration.

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I was down the street, I got home probably an hour

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and a half ago from this road trip from the wedding.

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And I was down the street grabbing some food

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because I knew I was gonna leave this tonight.

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And I left all the other folks at the restaurant

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with my husband, there's a couple people driving,

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so there's enough room for everyone to get back

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to where they need to go.

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And I took my car and I started traveling this road

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from that restaurant to my house.

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And it's a straight shot, but that straight shot

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has one, two, three, four, five, six, seven

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traffic lights on it.

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Now, it's not even a mile and a half, friends,

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but it has seven traffic lights

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and some of them are major intersections.

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depending on how you hit those lights.

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And so I'm going and in a true Jackie fashion,

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I'm already five minutes behind the five minutes

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I was behind, okay?

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And so I'm rolling down the road

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and the first traffic light is green.

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Listen up, friends, first traffic light was green.

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I roll right through it, I'm like, oh, great, yeah.

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And so I get to the second traffic light, it's green.

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So now I'm changing lanes and I'm kind of juking

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and jiving in between the lanes, like, oh, wow,

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I might make this third traffic light.

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And I did, I made it.

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And then I was like, oh, no, there's no way

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that I'm gonna make this next traffic light.

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This is too great, this is good, this is God, I love it.

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And then I made the next one.

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Now, surely the street can't continue.

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Surely I'm gonna get up to this next traffic light

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and it's gonna turn yellow and the person in front of me

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is gonna turn into a nervous Nelly

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and they're gonna stop on a yellow

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and then I'm gonna get stuck.

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But no, lo and behold, it's green and I go through.

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And then the next one's green and the next one's green

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and the next one's green and then I'm like a bird

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with a French fry, I'm like, I'm gonna make it.

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And they were all green.

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And then Holy Spirit spoke to me and he said,

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where you have been stopped before,

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where the light has been red,

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when you thought it was gonna be smooth sailing,

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he said, all the lights are gonna be green.

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In the seasons before where you were running 100 miles

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an hour towards the thing, the desire of your heart,

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the thing that I told you about,

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the thing that you have been preparing for,

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the thing that you could see,

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but you just couldn't get there

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because at the last minute, the light was always red.

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He said, all the lights are green.

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All the lights are green.

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You have not just full permission and full preparation,

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but now you have full acceleration.

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Come on, friends.

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Come on, raise your hand if you've gotten so close

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to the thing that you desire the most

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that God has promised you.

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It's not just a figment of your own flesh.

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And just at the last minute,

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it felt like it just didn't work out.

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The move, the job, the healing, the breakthrough,

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the relationship, raise your hand.

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Put your right hand in, put your right hand out,

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put your right hand in and shake it all about.

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Come on, raise your hand.

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It's true, it's true.

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We've all lived that frustration.

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And so I immediately said to the Lord,

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because I know when God's talking to me,

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I said, Lord, I said, that's powerful.

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Is this just for me, is it for them?

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Because remember, I'm on my way to this call.

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Is that just for me or is that for them too?

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And it's for us all.

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It's for us all, friends.

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It is time for you to step into a season of grace and ease.

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It doesn't mean that you don't have to do your part.

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Let me tell you a little story about a car.

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A lot of you know the story where my car broke down,

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it gave up the ghost, the engine died,

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and this stranger gave me a car to drive.

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If you don't know the story, it's a great story,

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but I'm not gonna tell it to you now.

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Out of nowhere. I had prayed the prayer God

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I need to see your goodness and I don't care how I need to know that you see me that you care about me that

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You're emotionally involved with me and then

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after I prayed that prayer on the trip that I needed to take for work the next day my engine blew up in my car and

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Someone gave me their car a stranger

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Someone who knew friends of mine. I was at a conference working. I worked for famous Christian back then as

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producer

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They gave me their car. I drove that car for three months

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almost four and

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They actually paid for my car to have a new engine put in it

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They fathered me. They said God wants you to see what it looks like to be fathered

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They fathered me. They were old enough to be my father and they fathered me

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The car that they lent me was a brand new c300 Mercedes-Benz and I'd never even ridden in a Mercedes let alone

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driven one for four months

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And y'all listen, my mom had a Pinto when I was a kid a little blue powder blue Pinto. All right. Mm-hmm

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She did she was a Mustang girl that owned a Pinto and I've never really been anyone who's about status symbols

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About the name on my purse or my shoes or my car

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I just want to know is it gonna go from here to there without me having to put a lot of money in it

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That is really what I've just been about

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But something happened to me when I drove that Mercedes-Benz

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I'm not really sure what it was, but people treated me differently

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All of a sudden I'm ma'am and I'm mrs

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And can I help you and can I open the door for you is a brand new beautiful?

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tinted just perfectly windows

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black

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leather interior tricked-out

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wheels Mercedes-Benz

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Only had 8,000 miles on it. This man had barely driven his own

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car and

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Now here I am driving it

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for four months

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And I got it in my head that

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Well a couple other people put it in my head. There's not everything that people tell you prophetically is true

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You know, you might like the sound of it

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You gotta you gotta get that word established because they could be poking your orphan

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They could be speaking to your little orphan heart that just wants that to be true

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God

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Wanted me to be fathered. That was the truth of this situation. It had nothing to do with the brand of car

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Had nothing to do with a brand of car

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So this man had my engine fixed and my car was running fine

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But now I convinced myself that this car is broken down before it has a new engine

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But it's got other problems and I need to get rid of it as fast as I can

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I gotta get rid of as fast as I can

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So as soon as I got it back and I had gotten addicted to those leather seats in that Mercedes-Benz and now I'm back in

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this, you know Saturn broke down Outlook situation and

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I'm convincing myself

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That this car is not gonna make it and I need to hurry up and get another one. I

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Need to hurry up

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You guys anytime you feel rushed you feel pressured you feel pressed most of the time it's not the Lord

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The press every once in a while is God

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Because he knows what's important and he's trying to give you a little bit of divine urgency

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but when you feel pushed and

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Prodded and pressured and overwhelmed. That's not the Lord

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Hurry hurry quick go go go. That's not the Lord

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He woos us he draws us a

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Lot of times he tells us things way ahead of time because he knows how stubborn you are

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He knows what it's gonna take for you to finally realize. Oh, yeah, that's God

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He knows

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Individually you guys he doesn't father us collectively. He fathers us individually. Please write that down

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For those of you that have more than one child you understand what I'm talking about

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Do you parent all your children the same

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You might have the same rules maybe house rules for all your children

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But all of them need a different form of correction. I need a different form of encouragement

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right

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They need a different form of communication. They're all different

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So God does not father the mass. He fathers the individual

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And so someone told me

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Oh, well, God God gave you this Mercedes

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Remember God didn't give me the Mercedes

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God gave me a man on earth to show me what a father looked like

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Do you see how we don't make the main thing the main thing?

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We get caught up in all the minutia with our little orphan selves

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and so

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It wasn't about the car, but it wasn't about the car

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It wasn't about the car

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wasn't about the brand of car.

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Although, you know, if God was gonna try

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to father me through someone

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and gave me some hooptie to drive,

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I probably wouldn't have gotten the message too clearly.

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So after I gave that car back and I'm driving my car,

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which by the way, is a brand new engine,

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is probably gonna last forever,

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but now I have this thing with this Mercedes,

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I'm like, oh, I gotta do something about this.

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And so someone said to me,

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well, God just gave you that other Mercedes

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to prepare you for your own.

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Oh, that sounds good, I like that, I like that word.

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I'm gonna take that word.

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The problem is, is that word wasn't confirmed at all.

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And you know what?

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I went to try to make that word happen.

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And I'm a firm believer

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that when a word has been established,

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how is the word established?

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Through the mouth of two or three witnesses

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let a word be established,

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not witnesses that you get to tell you what you wanna hear

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because you explain all the signs to them.

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I had someone do that to me the other day.

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They called me up

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because they wanted me to sign off on this person

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as their spirit mate.

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So they called me up on the phone, okay?

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And they were like,

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let me tell you all the supernatural signs

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that prove that this is my spirit mate.

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But I wouldn't come into agreement with them

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because all the signs that they were giving me,

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there were twice as many signs

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that this person was not from the Lord.

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You can't bully me

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into being a confirmation of your words, friends,

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because I won't do it.

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I don't want anyone to do that for me.

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I've been too many times on the receiving end

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of people just telling me what I wanna hear

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because they're my friend and they want me to be happy.

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I don't want you to want me to be happy, all right?

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I want you to want me to be holy.

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So don't ever tell me,

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I'm telling you all of you, hold me accountable.

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I wanna be holy.

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That's how I'm gonna be happy.

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I wanna be connected

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to the divine plan that God has for my life.

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I wanna do that.

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So I have this word.

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So I started trying to put feet on that word.

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Now, when a word's been established in your life

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through the mouth of two or three witnesses, right?

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Through a multitude of counselors or safety

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and a word has been established in your life,

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I'm a firm believer of you taking imperfect action,

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of you on an established word just going after it,

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throwing it against the wall, see what sticks.

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Now, the minute that you start getting exhausted

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in that imperfect action,

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the minute that you don't have any joy in it,

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that you don't have any excitement to try something new

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and see, hey, is that going to be the thing

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that happens, that gives breakthrough?

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As soon as that starts happening, then give it a minute.

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Just let it simmer on the pot for a little while.

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It's still an established word that you can build on,

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but maybe take a little rest

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and take a look at something else

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that's right in front of you.

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Ask God what's ripe in your life right now

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instead of trying to make it happen, all right?

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Okay, so I was taking imperfect action

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on a word that wasn't established.

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And what did that look like?

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I was running around to all the dealerships

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looking for my own Mercedes.

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I was looking for champagne and caviar

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on a Miller Lite budget.

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And people cracked me up with, oh, God's going to give me,

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and they just put in this luxury car, whatever that is.

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You fill in the blank.

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Go ahead, I want you to fill in the blank.

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Put in the chat right now, if you were going to say,

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I want a luxury car, what would it be?

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Because I hear people say this.

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I heard someone testify this the other day.

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They're like, well, I was praying

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and God's going to give me a luxury car.

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And someone just straight up asked them,

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you know, like, do you have the money to pay that car note?

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And they said, no,

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because God's going to give me a luxury car

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and he's going to pay the car note.

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He's going to give me the car and he's going to pay that.

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Well, maybe, but probably not.

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Probably not.

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Probably not.

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I had a gentleman come to me and say,

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I'd love to join your program.

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Said, because I really, really want to get married.

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I don't have $37 a month.

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And I said, oh, you want to join my program

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because you want to be married,

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but you don't have $37 a month?

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And he said, yeah.

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He said, so can you let me in anyway?

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I said, sir, if you don't have $37 a month

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then you can't afford a wife.

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So let's start there.

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Let's start right there, okay?

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And I say that to the same people

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that want to save the luxury car thing, okay?

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So I was looking, I'm calling myself out.

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I was looking for this word about this car

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because I made the main thing, not the main thing.

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Instead of making the main thing,

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God's showing me what it looked like to be fathered,

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to be cared for, to be cared for well.

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to be cared for well and

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Gentlemen for those of you that are in transition that words not for you

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Look, we don't always have a surplus of money laying around. It's just supposed to be funny

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All right

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So please do not think that I'm attacking men in that comment because I'm certainly not and I believe that God can give you a wife

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That can help you, you know break into your next season, even if this last season has been hard financially

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All right, so I put that in there. Okay, I

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Missed the I missed the point. I

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Missed the point

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God was trying to care for me and care for me. Well

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Care for me. Well care for me in a way that I had never been cared for before

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Right, so I'm out how I'm out hunting for this car and I find this red

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C 300

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Mercedes-Benz

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On a Honda lot someone to trade it in got a Honda that should have been my first clue

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Someone traded this car in to get a Honda

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Okay

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Mm-hmm. Yes

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But I went in and I tried I said, oh this must be it. This is the one this is the one

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you know why I thought it was the one because I was in the store and a ad for this Honda dealership came on the

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Radio when I was thinking about how I'm gonna get this Mercedes-Benz and I'm like god. That's a Honda dealership and

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So I went to it and then there was a Mercedes-Benz there, right?

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So I was just reading the signs right guys leading me to this car

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You know how I know it wasn't God who's leading me to the car because when I applied for it, they said no

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They said no you your credits bad and

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Really wasn't bad. I just didn't have any when I went through my divorce

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Nothing was ever in my name and because nothing had ever been in my name

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I'm also be an 18 year old in college with no credit because you know bad credit no credit same thing

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If you guys this is years and years of years ago this story, okay

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And I've never told this part of it, but it's really important

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So, please don't check out because this is really important and we're leading to the green light

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Story that I started this whole entire call with remember Supernatural Sunday tonight

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So I went home and I kind of boohoo'd and I was like, yeah, the enemy's trying to keep this car

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Oh everyone things don't work out. It's always the devil right and every once in a while. It is warfare you guys

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It is true every once in a while

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God is going to encourage you and he's going to make sure that you understand that you need to press forward

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Anyway, we walk by faith and not by sight

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But God's calling you into a grace and ease a grace and ease season right now, okay

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of getting the information and the knowledge and the revelation to be able to

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walk into these places and to

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Ride through these green lights. Okay, that's what we're talking about tonight

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So they said no I

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boohoo'd and I cried and I interceded and you know

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And I kept watching that car on that website of that car dealership and they kept marking it down

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And I kept marking it down and marking it down

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And of course as any good penny cost so would I thought that was the sure sign that that car belonged to me?

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Because not only has no one bought it

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They're marking it down you guys that is the sign of something it but it's not the sign

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I was thinking of you can misread those signs really easy

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Like hey, it was sitting on a Honda dealership

477
00:28:30.520 --> 00:28:37.240
Because someone traded in for a Honda and now they can't sell this bugger and they're marking it down and down and down

478
00:28:37.600 --> 00:28:43.560
Let's make sure if we are reading signs that we're not reading them the wrong way through the wrong heart lens, right?

479
00:28:44.440 --> 00:28:47.960
So got marked down and marked down. It was still there. It's still there. It's still there

480
00:28:48.840 --> 00:28:54.840
You guys I had to borrow a thousand dollars from someone in my family to

481
00:28:55.360 --> 00:28:59.000
Buy that car because I called them back up and I had a friend that worked at this dealership

482
00:28:59.000 --> 00:29:04.040
I just happen to know someone I this is how I matchmake you guys because I know someone everywhere like you know

483
00:29:04.040 --> 00:29:06.520
The phrase I know a guy. I know a guy. I

484
00:29:07.440 --> 00:29:10.360
Know a girl. I know someone pretty much everywhere

485
00:29:11.040 --> 00:29:16.760
And I knew someone who worked at this specific car dealership. So I called them and said hey, I really want this car

486
00:29:16.760 --> 00:29:18.760
I tried to apply for it. They said no

487
00:29:19.280 --> 00:29:23.200
They were gonna charge me outrageous interest even if I was able to afford it

488
00:29:23.200 --> 00:29:25.200
They said I needed a thousand dollars down blah blah blah blah

489
00:29:25.200 --> 00:29:31.040
And so he went and he talked to them and he came back and guys they wanted to sell me this car. Please listen

490
00:29:31.360 --> 00:29:34.360
At almost 24% interest

491
00:29:35.680 --> 00:29:42.040
You guys I said 24. I didn't say 2.4. I said 24% interest. Remember I had no credit

492
00:29:42.920 --> 00:29:46.200
24% interest and a thousand dollars down

493
00:29:47.200 --> 00:29:50.280
And you guys this car wasn't brand-new. This car was old

494
00:29:50.800 --> 00:29:57.200
Okay, this car already had like a hundred fifty thousand miles on it when someone's saying that's terrible. Yes, it is

495
00:30:00.000 --> 00:30:03.940
is terrible. But you know what? I was like, Yeah, I got my

496
00:30:03.940 --> 00:30:11.400
blessing. I brought the $1,000 I got the car. I drove it off the

497
00:30:11.400 --> 00:30:16.920
lot. And I drove it for about two weeks. And just feeling

498
00:30:16.920 --> 00:30:22.560
good, like feeling good. And then it hit me. What have I

499
00:30:22.560 --> 00:30:26.800
done? What have I done? I started looking at what that

500
00:30:26.800 --> 00:30:29.640
payment was going to be that payment that was almost all

501
00:30:29.640 --> 00:30:32.280
interest and no principle, and how long I was going to be

502
00:30:32.280 --> 00:30:34.720
paying this car. And by the time I paid this car off, because

503
00:30:34.720 --> 00:30:38.320
you guys, it was not a lease, it was a finance. By the time I

504
00:30:38.320 --> 00:30:42.000
paid this car off, how much I would have paid for it. By the

505
00:30:42.000 --> 00:30:45.760
time I paid this car off, I was gonna pay $150,000 for this

506
00:30:45.760 --> 00:30:49.400
car. You guys are with me, right? You're listening to this

507
00:30:49.400 --> 00:30:52.720
crazy story. And I'm happy to say this was many, many, many

508
00:30:52.720 --> 00:31:03.000
years ago. You guys, I felt so sick to my stomach. Every time

509
00:31:03.000 --> 00:31:05.840
I drove that car, I was like, Oh, what have I done? Why have

510
00:31:05.840 --> 00:31:09.840
I done this? Why have I done this? Right? God already blessed

511
00:31:09.840 --> 00:31:13.960
me. He showed me what it looked like to be fathered. He sent me

512
00:31:13.960 --> 00:31:17.280
this man to do these things for me to give my old car a new

513
00:31:17.280 --> 00:31:19.840
lease on life with that new engine that probably would have

514
00:31:19.840 --> 00:31:23.640
lasted me until whatever upgrades were coming in my life

515
00:31:23.880 --> 00:31:27.080
that I could actually buy a new car under good circumstances.

516
00:31:27.240 --> 00:31:30.840
But I had forced this out of an urgency that I placed upon

517
00:31:30.840 --> 00:31:34.840
myself out of orphanhood. But I was about to learn a more

518
00:31:34.840 --> 00:31:38.440
important lesson you guys. And that's why I just love it.

519
00:31:38.720 --> 00:31:43.720
Because we either win or learn. And if we learn we win. We

520
00:31:43.720 --> 00:31:47.520
learn we win. So I drove that car for several years paying

521
00:31:47.760 --> 00:31:52.520
extraordinarily high payment every month. And just for I

522
00:31:52.520 --> 00:31:55.720
think, like five years, you guys a long lesson to learn. I drove

523
00:31:55.720 --> 00:31:58.800
that car, that car never had any problems. It didn't break down

524
00:31:58.800 --> 00:32:01.920
didn't end up costing me any more money besides the payment

525
00:32:01.920 --> 00:32:04.840
and the insurance that I was already paying for it. And I

526
00:32:04.840 --> 00:32:07.000
started just chipping away at that. But you know, I started

527
00:32:07.000 --> 00:32:10.440
doing simultaneously, I started going after what caused me to

528
00:32:10.440 --> 00:32:13.840
have such an expensive payment on this car in the first place.

529
00:32:13.840 --> 00:32:18.760
And that was my credit. I started building my credit. I

530
00:32:18.760 --> 00:32:22.080
started, you know, in a very responsible way, I started, you

531
00:32:22.080 --> 00:32:24.400
know, paying off any debt that I had. And I didn't have a lot

532
00:32:24.400 --> 00:32:27.320
didn't have credit card decks, once again, have credit, but

533
00:32:27.320 --> 00:32:29.600
started paying off other things and doing the things that I

534
00:32:29.600 --> 00:32:32.280
needed to do the problems that had happened through the divorce

535
00:32:32.280 --> 00:32:36.080
that I had been through, and just started going after that.

536
00:32:36.680 --> 00:32:41.560
And I was driving down the street in that car. And I had I

537
00:32:41.560 --> 00:32:45.360
had long since gotten over my mistake of buying it. And I had

538
00:32:45.360 --> 00:32:49.200
long since kind of just given, you know, just given it all to

539
00:32:49.200 --> 00:32:51.800
God, put it on my Jesus cares board. And I was going to

540
00:32:51.800 --> 00:32:53.640
continue to make this car payment. And I'm gonna learn my

541
00:32:53.640 --> 00:32:57.080
lesson, right. And I'm driving down the street. And God just

542
00:32:57.080 --> 00:33:00.080
says to me, I want to invite you to go get a different car today.

543
00:33:01.640 --> 00:33:04.880
And I was like, what is like, yeah, it's like, I want to

544
00:33:04.880 --> 00:33:07.680
invite you to take this car back to that same Honda dealership

545
00:33:08.040 --> 00:33:13.680
and trade it in for Honda, a brand new car today. He said,

546
00:33:13.880 --> 00:33:16.600
and and I want I don't want you to see, I want you to see what

547
00:33:16.600 --> 00:33:20.960
happens if you take me up on that invitation. So I went over

548
00:33:20.960 --> 00:33:23.080
there, my friends still work there. And I pulled up and I

549
00:33:23.080 --> 00:33:27.480
said, it's me again, five years later. And I said, Hey, I'd like

550
00:33:27.480 --> 00:33:29.680
to see what you have in the new cars. It was the end of the

551
00:33:29.680 --> 00:33:32.720
year. So they still had the year before his inventory, then they

552
00:33:32.720 --> 00:33:35.200
had all the brand new cars for the next year. Guys, if you

553
00:33:35.200 --> 00:33:37.800
don't know, that's the best time to buy a car. Because maybe

554
00:33:37.800 --> 00:33:40.840
not right now since COVID. But it used to be where at the end

555
00:33:40.840 --> 00:33:43.600
of the year, like, let's say it's, you know, I think back

556
00:33:43.600 --> 00:33:49.040
then it was 2011. They have the 2011 on the lot, but the 2012

557
00:33:49.040 --> 00:33:51.080
are there too. So they're they're making a deal on those

558
00:33:51.080 --> 00:33:54.800
2011. Right. And so I was looking at a 2000, whatever that

559
00:33:54.920 --> 00:33:58.760
previous year was brand new car still driving it. And then it

560
00:33:58.760 --> 00:34:04.080
came time for them to run the numbers. You guys, my credit was

561
00:34:04.080 --> 00:34:13.560
so good that I got 0% financing. 0% from 24% to 0% 0% financing.

562
00:34:14.679 --> 00:34:19.840
Not only that, they gave me so much money for that Mercedes

563
00:34:20.000 --> 00:34:24.679
that I didn't end up upside down. Even though I had so much

564
00:34:24.679 --> 00:34:27.880
to pay off, I had paid off so much. I think I'd even made some

565
00:34:27.880 --> 00:34:31.199
double payments that I wasn't upside down in that situation.

566
00:34:31.199 --> 00:34:37.239
And I drove off that lot in a Honda, a brand new white Honda

567
00:34:37.239 --> 00:34:41.000
Accord, what I call basic white girl car. I drove off you guys

568
00:34:41.000 --> 00:34:44.560
before I even made it home, I saw at least 50 other white

569
00:34:44.560 --> 00:34:49.239
Honda Accords on the road, but I did not care. I did not care

570
00:34:49.239 --> 00:34:54.679
y'all that 0% financing brand new car feel made me so happy.

571
00:34:55.600 --> 00:34:59.800
I was so happy with it. All right. But this is what God

572
00:35:00.000 --> 00:35:02.040
Look to me, and this is what I told that whole long story

573
00:35:02.040 --> 00:35:03.200
to get to, ready?

574
00:35:04.180 --> 00:35:06.200
He said, Jackie, did you see what that felt like?

575
00:35:06.200 --> 00:35:07.120
And I said, what?

576
00:35:07.120 --> 00:35:08.120
He said, that experience.

577
00:35:08.120 --> 00:35:10.160
He said, did you see what it felt like?

578
00:35:10.160 --> 00:35:11.920
Because before you guys, listen,

579
00:35:11.920 --> 00:35:13.520
when I tried to buy that Mercedes,

580
00:35:13.520 --> 00:35:16.080
they went in the little back room that they go into

581
00:35:16.080 --> 00:35:18.680
when they want to intimidate you at the car dealer place.

582
00:35:18.680 --> 00:35:21.000
They went back there and they just came out

583
00:35:21.000 --> 00:35:23.560
and they shook their head like my dog.

584
00:35:23.560 --> 00:35:24.840
You know, I brought him to the vet

585
00:35:24.840 --> 00:35:26.080
and they had to put him down

586
00:35:26.080 --> 00:35:27.520
when they took him into the back room.

587
00:35:27.520 --> 00:35:29.200
It was not good.

588
00:35:29.200 --> 00:35:30.360
It was not good.

589
00:35:30.360 --> 00:35:32.320
Can I tell you that when I bought this car,

590
00:35:32.320 --> 00:35:33.680
they didn't even go to the back room.

591
00:35:33.680 --> 00:35:34.760
They took one look at my credit.

592
00:35:34.760 --> 00:35:36.520
They said, whatever you want, what do you want?

593
00:35:36.520 --> 00:35:38.120
I'll give you whatever you want.

594
00:35:39.680 --> 00:35:40.600
You don't like these numbers?

595
00:35:40.600 --> 00:35:41.800
How about these numbers?

596
00:35:43.120 --> 00:35:44.880
I'm not kidding.

597
00:35:44.880 --> 00:35:47.240
And so when I'm driving home and my husband's with me,

598
00:35:47.240 --> 00:35:48.920
he's there for this entire shenanigans.

599
00:35:48.920 --> 00:35:51.120
He's always in my shenanigans with me.

600
00:35:51.120 --> 00:35:53.560
And God just spoke to me and he said,

601
00:35:53.560 --> 00:35:54.560
did you see what that felt like?

602
00:35:54.560 --> 00:35:55.400
I said, what?

603
00:35:55.400 --> 00:35:57.040
He goes, that, did you see what it felt like?

604
00:35:57.040 --> 00:35:58.080
I said, it felt good.

605
00:35:58.080 --> 00:36:00.240
He said, it's called grace and ease.

606
00:36:02.360 --> 00:36:04.000
He said, I want to invite you

607
00:36:04.000 --> 00:36:07.200
into a season of grace and ease.

608
00:36:07.200 --> 00:36:08.280
He said, there's a lot of stuff,

609
00:36:08.280 --> 00:36:10.040
a lot of decisions that are going to start coming up.

610
00:36:10.040 --> 00:36:11.880
She said, over the course of the next 12 months,

611
00:36:11.880 --> 00:36:14.160
this was that year, that season.

612
00:36:14.160 --> 00:36:16.480
He said, and you want to know how you're going to know

613
00:36:16.480 --> 00:36:17.520
which ones are the right ones?

614
00:36:17.520 --> 00:36:19.880
And I said, it's going to feel like this.

615
00:36:19.880 --> 00:36:21.080
He said, exactly.

616
00:36:21.080 --> 00:36:22.560
You got it, baby girl.

617
00:36:22.560 --> 00:36:26.280
He said, if it doesn't feel like what you just experienced

618
00:36:26.280 --> 00:36:28.840
at this car dealership, grace and ease,

619
00:36:28.840 --> 00:36:29.960
the wind at your back.

620
00:36:29.960 --> 00:36:32.440
He said, it's not, it's not from me.

621
00:36:34.440 --> 00:36:35.440
It's not from me.

622
00:36:36.400 --> 00:36:38.720
And I want to release that over you right now.

623
00:36:39.760 --> 00:36:41.000
I want to release it over you.

624
00:36:41.000 --> 00:36:42.960
We make things a lot harder

625
00:36:42.960 --> 00:36:44.920
than they need to be on ourselves.

626
00:36:44.920 --> 00:36:47.240
And you might be in a situation tonight

627
00:36:47.240 --> 00:36:51.160
where you're like me in that five years of driving that car

628
00:36:51.160 --> 00:36:53.840
where you create a little bit of mess for yourselves.

629
00:36:54.840 --> 00:36:55.840
But God wants you to know

630
00:36:55.840 --> 00:36:58.160
that he wants to be in that mess with you.

631
00:36:58.160 --> 00:36:59.440
And just like he was with me,

632
00:36:59.440 --> 00:37:01.640
he wants you to, whatever it is that you've sown,

633
00:37:01.640 --> 00:37:04.200
he wants to help you reap it in grace.

634
00:37:04.200 --> 00:37:05.360
It's time to reap it in grace.

635
00:37:05.360 --> 00:37:08.400
It's time to let God help you get out

636
00:37:08.400 --> 00:37:11.040
of whatever it is that you've created for yourself

637
00:37:11.040 --> 00:37:12.080
with bad decisions,

638
00:37:12.080 --> 00:37:13.640
or maybe someone else created it for you

639
00:37:13.640 --> 00:37:15.400
if they're bad decisions.

640
00:37:15.400 --> 00:37:18.000
It's time for a season where the lights are green.

641
00:37:19.160 --> 00:37:20.480
Yeah.

642
00:37:20.480 --> 00:37:23.080
Time for a season where the lights are green.

643
00:37:23.360 --> 00:37:24.200
Now, once again,

644
00:37:24.200 --> 00:37:26.520
it doesn't mean that you don't have to show up.

645
00:37:26.520 --> 00:37:28.080
It doesn't mean that you don't have to

646
00:37:28.080 --> 00:37:30.720
actually put your car in gear and drive it.

647
00:37:32.520 --> 00:37:34.840
And some of us like me on my way home,

648
00:37:34.840 --> 00:37:37.560
I wanted, I was instinctually waiting

649
00:37:37.560 --> 00:37:39.000
for a light to turn red.

650
00:37:39.000 --> 00:37:41.800
I was instinctually waiting for something to go wrong.

651
00:37:41.800 --> 00:37:43.160
I was waiting to get roadblocked.

652
00:37:43.160 --> 00:37:47.880
I was waiting to get laid over, delayed, detoured.

653
00:37:47.880 --> 00:37:50.040
I was waiting for it.

654
00:37:50.040 --> 00:37:52.440
Surely they can't all be green.

655
00:37:54.080 --> 00:37:56.480
And a lot of times, you guys, we slow down.

656
00:37:57.560 --> 00:37:59.840
A lot of times we do the things

657
00:37:59.840 --> 00:38:01.640
that cause the delays and the detours

658
00:38:01.640 --> 00:38:03.640
without even knowing it.

659
00:38:03.640 --> 00:38:08.640
Because we're just not used to supernatural help.

660
00:38:11.360 --> 00:38:13.200
We're not used to supernatural help.

661
00:38:14.120 --> 00:38:15.000
There was something that happened

662
00:38:15.000 --> 00:38:17.400
at my daughter's reception.

663
00:38:17.400 --> 00:38:18.560
I'm not gonna go into the whole story,

664
00:38:18.560 --> 00:38:20.280
but I'll just tell you that

665
00:38:20.360 --> 00:38:23.240
when I went to bed after her reception last night

666
00:38:23.240 --> 00:38:26.720
and before I got up to go take care of this thing,

667
00:38:27.800 --> 00:38:29.600
I just said to the Lord, I said,

668
00:38:29.600 --> 00:38:31.640
just, I need you to help me right now.

669
00:38:31.640 --> 00:38:34.160
Normally I would just get up and go take care of it.

670
00:38:34.160 --> 00:38:36.760
A lot of times we don't even bother to ask God for help

671
00:38:36.760 --> 00:38:39.560
because it's something that's within our wheelhouse

672
00:38:39.560 --> 00:38:42.200
and we just go do it, right?

673
00:38:42.200 --> 00:38:44.840
I asked God to help me to have a good attitude,

674
00:38:44.840 --> 00:38:48.600
but I didn't ask him to help me, okay?

675
00:38:48.600 --> 00:38:49.840
But then I asked him to help me

676
00:38:50.400 --> 00:38:51.240
and you know what he did?

677
00:38:51.240 --> 00:38:54.480
He actually gave me the strategy.

678
00:38:54.480 --> 00:38:56.040
He said, when you go down there,

679
00:38:56.040 --> 00:38:58.520
he said, I want you to say this.

680
00:39:02.560 --> 00:39:06.360
So I went down there and I asked the person,

681
00:39:06.360 --> 00:39:08.040
I said, someone that worked at the hotel,

682
00:39:08.040 --> 00:39:08.880
it was something that happened

683
00:39:08.880 --> 00:39:10.360
with my daughter's reception.

684
00:39:10.360 --> 00:39:13.040
And I said, hey, can I talk to you privately for a second?

685
00:39:13.040 --> 00:39:14.000
They're like, sure.

686
00:39:14.000 --> 00:39:16.480
And then we went in the private little office room

687
00:39:16.480 --> 00:39:18.960
and I said what God had told me to say.

688
00:39:19.000 --> 00:39:20.400
And they said, oh, okay.

689
00:39:20.400 --> 00:39:22.920
Well, let me make a phone call and find out.

690
00:39:22.920 --> 00:39:25.040
There were a couple of things that went back and forth.

691
00:39:25.040 --> 00:39:27.760
You guys, when God tells you to do something,

692
00:39:29.720 --> 00:39:32.480
do that thing unapologetically.

693
00:39:32.480 --> 00:39:33.840
Okay, do it with grace.

694
00:39:35.520 --> 00:39:37.520
Do it with mercy, but do it.

695
00:39:38.480 --> 00:39:40.400
Don't do it with a haughtiness or loftiness.

696
00:39:40.400 --> 00:39:42.360
Don't do it with arrogance, just do it.

697
00:39:43.280 --> 00:39:45.880
But then once you do it, just stand still.

698
00:39:46.880 --> 00:39:49.280
There were lots of points in that conversation

699
00:39:49.280 --> 00:39:52.800
where I could have just backed up and been like, okay, yeah.

700
00:39:52.800 --> 00:39:54.600
All right, that's fine, don't worry about it.

701
00:39:54.600 --> 00:39:56.120
But I didn't.

702
00:39:56.120 --> 00:39:57.880
I did what God told me to do.

703
00:39:57.880 --> 00:39:59.680
And maybe for the very first time,

704
00:40:00.000 --> 00:40:03.120
I just stood on it.

705
00:40:03.120 --> 00:40:05.200
And they came back several times,

706
00:40:05.200 --> 00:40:07.520
and they said, well, you know,

707
00:40:07.520 --> 00:40:09.280
they really want this instead.

708
00:40:09.280 --> 00:40:10.620
And I was like, no.

709
00:40:10.620 --> 00:40:15.620
I was like, no, I really gotta insist on this.

710
00:40:15.720 --> 00:40:17.520
And then I didn't say anything else.

711
00:40:17.520 --> 00:40:18.640
I didn't argue back and forth.

712
00:40:18.640 --> 00:40:20.040
I didn't try to plead my case.

713
00:40:20.040 --> 00:40:21.360
That's all that I did.

714
00:40:22.600 --> 00:40:24.640
Because the person that, once you,

715
00:40:24.640 --> 00:40:26.920
God tells you to say something or do something,

716
00:40:26.960 --> 00:40:31.200
and you do it, and you get a little pushback,

717
00:40:31.200 --> 00:40:34.900
the person that talks next loses, okay?

718
00:40:34.900 --> 00:40:36.400
You gotta just stand with God.

719
00:40:37.720 --> 00:40:39.320
And I did, and guess what?

720
00:40:41.120 --> 00:40:41.960
It worked out.

721
00:40:44.680 --> 00:40:45.520
It worked out.

722
00:40:48.880 --> 00:40:50.720
Sometimes when we do that,

723
00:40:50.720 --> 00:40:52.400
we're tempted to take it a little further

724
00:40:52.400 --> 00:40:53.680
to get something a little better

725
00:40:53.680 --> 00:40:56.400
than what God's trying to get for us, right?

726
00:40:56.400 --> 00:41:00.840
We're like, oh, oh, God said this,

727
00:41:00.840 --> 00:41:02.720
but look, ooh, this is working out.

728
00:41:02.720 --> 00:41:05.960
Maybe I should go for a little extra queso on the side.

729
00:41:05.960 --> 00:41:07.700
No, don't do it.

730
00:41:09.440 --> 00:41:11.760
Just do the thing.

731
00:41:12.960 --> 00:41:13.860
Just do the thing.

732
00:41:15.760 --> 00:41:17.320
So speaking to anyone tonight,

733
00:41:21.480 --> 00:41:24.260
you ready for some heavenly instructions?

734
00:41:27.400 --> 00:41:31.120
You guys, going, this is recorded,

735
00:41:31.120 --> 00:41:33.120
so I'm gonna be careful here.

736
00:41:33.120 --> 00:41:34.480
Going into this wedding,

737
00:41:34.480 --> 00:41:35.920
I hadn't seen my former husband,

738
00:41:35.920 --> 00:41:40.120
who is my daughter's father, biological father,

739
00:41:40.120 --> 00:41:41.560
in many years.

740
00:41:41.560 --> 00:41:43.160
I hadn't seen him in many years.

741
00:41:44.080 --> 00:41:45.920
And because my daughter, she's an adult.

742
00:41:45.920 --> 00:41:48.440
She's 23 years old.

743
00:41:48.440 --> 00:41:50.600
We've lived in Texas for seven years.

744
00:41:50.600 --> 00:41:51.840
So I hadn't seen him in many years,

745
00:41:51.840 --> 00:41:54.440
and I certainly hadn't seen his wife.

746
00:41:54.440 --> 00:41:57.800
They've been married for, I think, about 10, 12 years now.

747
00:41:57.800 --> 00:41:58.760
I hadn't seen them.

748
00:41:58.760 --> 00:42:01.240
I hadn't seen the little child that they had adopted.

749
00:42:01.240 --> 00:42:02.400
They adopted a little boy.

750
00:42:02.400 --> 00:42:05.240
I hadn't seen him ever.

751
00:42:05.240 --> 00:42:07.540
And I had been praying going into this

752
00:42:07.540 --> 00:42:10.820
because there has been a lot of tension

753
00:42:10.820 --> 00:42:11.920
in that relationship.

754
00:42:11.920 --> 00:42:14.240
There has been a lot of bad blood, if you will,

755
00:42:14.240 --> 00:42:15.500
in that relationship.

756
00:42:15.500 --> 00:42:17.320
And even though I have forgiven,

757
00:42:17.320 --> 00:42:22.160
I have not felt any grace or any forgiveness towards me.

758
00:42:22.160 --> 00:42:24.680
I felt a lot of resentment and a lot of things

759
00:42:24.680 --> 00:42:27.920
that, unfortunately, and please don't do this, you guys,

760
00:42:27.920 --> 00:42:30.040
but when you're upset at someone

761
00:42:30.040 --> 00:42:31.240
that you've been in a relationship with,

762
00:42:31.240 --> 00:42:33.040
don't make other people upset at them,

763
00:42:33.040 --> 00:42:35.040
people that don't know them.

764
00:42:35.040 --> 00:42:36.600
Don't talk bad about them

765
00:42:36.600 --> 00:42:40.280
and jade the way that other person thinks about them.

766
00:42:41.080 --> 00:42:43.480
Let that other person make their own decision

767
00:42:43.480 --> 00:42:45.080
about what that looks like

768
00:42:45.080 --> 00:42:48.800
or what that person's really like or any of those things.

769
00:42:48.800 --> 00:42:50.680
And so I've been praying.

770
00:42:50.680 --> 00:42:52.780
This is such a small, intimate wedding

771
00:42:52.780 --> 00:42:54.080
that not only would things be good,

772
00:42:54.080 --> 00:42:56.520
but that there'll be some restoration.

773
00:42:56.520 --> 00:42:59.600
And of course, I thought with my former husband,

774
00:42:59.600 --> 00:43:01.560
there'd be some restoration,

775
00:43:01.560 --> 00:43:03.440
that there would be something.

776
00:43:03.440 --> 00:43:04.260
But you know what?

777
00:43:04.260 --> 00:43:07.720
Instead, it happened with his wife and his child.

778
00:43:07.720 --> 00:43:08.880
Didn't happen with him.

779
00:43:10.160 --> 00:43:13.640
Felt the same old blockage there for sure.

780
00:43:13.640 --> 00:43:17.440
Same old stone wall, same old bad blood,

781
00:43:17.440 --> 00:43:22.200
but not with her or the child.

782
00:43:24.160 --> 00:43:25.360
I felt friendliness.

783
00:43:25.360 --> 00:43:30.360
I felt genuine openness and joy in the occasion.

784
00:43:31.160 --> 00:43:34.280
And kids really like me, so that wasn't hard.

785
00:43:34.280 --> 00:43:36.160
And so they like me because I think

786
00:43:36.160 --> 00:43:37.760
they just think I'm super goofy

787
00:43:37.760 --> 00:43:40.180
and maybe just a large child myself.

788
00:43:40.180 --> 00:43:41.920
But it was great.

789
00:43:41.920 --> 00:43:43.480
It was good.

790
00:43:43.480 --> 00:43:46.120
So sometimes when you ask God for something,

791
00:43:46.120 --> 00:43:49.420
you get it, but it doesn't look like what it is

792
00:43:49.420 --> 00:43:51.460
that you thought it was gonna be like.

793
00:43:51.460 --> 00:43:52.960
And that's okay too, isn't it?

794
00:43:54.560 --> 00:43:55.600
That's okay.

795
00:43:55.600 --> 00:43:58.420
Because it could just be the first step

796
00:43:58.420 --> 00:44:00.760
leading to the bigger breakthrough.

797
00:44:00.760 --> 00:44:03.520
So let's not despise small beginnings as we go forward.

798
00:44:04.560 --> 00:44:07.440
Whatever it was, the very first thing that came to your mind

799
00:44:07.440 --> 00:44:09.240
when I said all the lights are green,

800
00:44:09.240 --> 00:44:11.840
maybe that's not what all the lights are green for.

801
00:44:13.520 --> 00:44:14.940
Maybe that's not the thing.

802
00:44:15.740 --> 00:44:17.980
But I do promise you something.

803
00:44:17.980 --> 00:44:19.940
All the lights are green for something.

804
00:44:20.980 --> 00:44:22.840
There's grace and ease in something.

805
00:44:25.180 --> 00:44:26.700
You know how many cars I've had

806
00:44:26.700 --> 00:44:30.300
since my basic white Honda Accord?

807
00:44:32.020 --> 00:44:34.540
That was a while ago, a couple.

808
00:44:34.540 --> 00:44:37.740
And they just keep getting better every time.

809
00:44:38.900 --> 00:44:40.820
And no, they're not a Mercedes-Benz

810
00:44:40.820 --> 00:44:43.480
because I'm just not a Benz girl.

811
00:44:44.360 --> 00:44:46.320
And not because I couldn't be,

812
00:44:46.320 --> 00:44:48.340
because I got great credit now,

813
00:44:48.340 --> 00:44:50.720
but because I just don't care.

814
00:44:50.720 --> 00:44:54.160
I drive a gray Kia Telluride

815
00:44:54.160 --> 00:44:57.160
with a 10-year warranty or 100,000 miles.

816
00:44:57.160 --> 00:44:59.480
Tell me that doesn't sound like a good deal.

817
00:44:59.480 --> 00:45:00.880
That's not like a good deal.

818
00:45:00.000 --> 00:45:02.520
good deal to you. This was a good deal to me. You know, kind

819
00:45:02.520 --> 00:45:05.480
of girl I am. I'm a good deal girl. That's the kind of girl I

820
00:45:05.480 --> 00:45:08.960
am. And it's a smooth ride. In fact, I drove my mother in law

821
00:45:08.960 --> 00:45:14.300
seven hours back from Martha to Austin today. And he was riding

822
00:45:14.300 --> 00:45:17.120
in the backseat. And she was like, Jackie, you're going so

823
00:45:17.120 --> 00:45:21.120
slow. I'm like Barb, I'm going 90 miles an hour. Don't judge

824
00:45:21.120 --> 00:45:24.720
me. Don't judge me. It's a country. There's no one out

825
00:45:24.720 --> 00:45:27.240
there. In fact, why are there even roads out there? There's

826
00:45:27.240 --> 00:45:34.400
literally nobody on them. Who's who uses these roads? And she's

827
00:45:34.400 --> 00:45:36.280
like, Oh, I felt like you're going 50 miles an hour. You

828
00:45:36.280 --> 00:45:39.040
know why? Because that's a sturdy vehicle. That's a sturdy

829
00:45:39.040 --> 00:45:43.920
car. So all the green lights, they might be green for

830
00:45:43.920 --> 00:45:46.800
something other than the first thing that popped into your

831
00:45:46.800 --> 00:45:53.000
head. So be open. Be open to that. Don't insist that the

832
00:45:53.000 --> 00:45:56.120
lights are green for whatever it is that you want them to be

833
00:45:56.120 --> 00:46:02.040
green for. Just be glad that they're green. Just be glad

834
00:46:02.080 --> 00:46:15.400
that they are green. All right. All right. All right. Guys,

835
00:46:15.400 --> 00:46:22.640
want to activate this? Who wants to activate it? Grace and

836
00:46:22.840 --> 00:46:27.400
East season. Grace and East season, there's going to be

837
00:46:27.400 --> 00:46:30.760
opportunities. And if it feels like you have to work it like a

838
00:46:30.760 --> 00:46:34.360
job, if it feels like you're going out and you're trying to

839
00:46:34.360 --> 00:46:41.520
make it happen, you're trying to make it happen. It's difficult

840
00:46:41.920 --> 00:46:46.360
in a way that makes you feel exhausted and makes you feel

841
00:46:46.360 --> 00:46:57.760
like you're forcing it. It's not God. It's just not God. I

842
00:46:57.760 --> 00:47:01.000
feel like some of you are going to have some opportunities that

843
00:47:01.000 --> 00:47:03.440
you weren't looking for. Guys, I'm not trying to make this

844
00:47:03.440 --> 00:47:06.760
about cars. I'm really not. But I just told you I had that Kia

845
00:47:06.760 --> 00:47:11.640
Telluride, right? Well, after my my Honda, my white Honda Accord

846
00:47:11.680 --> 00:47:16.000
upgrade, the very a couple years later, maybe five years later,

847
00:47:16.000 --> 00:47:20.160
six years later, I traded that in for a really good deal for a

848
00:47:20.160 --> 00:47:24.520
Honda CRV. The cars just kind of kept getting bigger. So that's

849
00:47:24.520 --> 00:47:28.680
an SUV, right? Still pretty basic car. I drove that car off

850
00:47:28.680 --> 00:47:31.760
a lot and saw 100 of those before I got home silver Honda

851
00:47:31.760 --> 00:47:36.000
CRVs. Yeah, for sure. It's pretty bad when you go out in

852
00:47:36.000 --> 00:47:38.920
the parking lot. You're like, which one's mine? They all look

853
00:47:38.920 --> 00:47:41.880
alike. Raise your hand if you've accidentally gotten into someone

854
00:47:41.880 --> 00:47:44.360
else's car, because you thought it was yours, and they just

855
00:47:44.360 --> 00:47:47.680
happened to leave their door unlocked. Not me. I didn't do

856
00:47:47.680 --> 00:47:52.920
that. I didn't do that. My husband had this lady do that.

857
00:47:52.920 --> 00:47:55.400
He was waiting for me. He was in the driver's seat of the car.

858
00:47:55.720 --> 00:48:02.200
And this woman came and she opened the passenger door. And

859
00:48:02.220 --> 00:48:04.640
she motioned there was some stuff sitting on the passenger

860
00:48:04.640 --> 00:48:07.880
seat. She motioned like for waved her hand for him to move

861
00:48:07.880 --> 00:48:11.840
it. Never looking at him. He moved it. He moved it y'all this

862
00:48:11.840 --> 00:48:15.040
strange woman to get in the car. And she got in and sat down

863
00:48:15.040 --> 00:48:22.080
and shut the door and looked over at him and screamed. He's

864
00:48:22.080 --> 00:48:29.040
like, Yeah, hi. Not your car. All right. You know that you

865
00:48:29.040 --> 00:48:33.480
have a basic car. If this happens to you. Right. So I had

866
00:48:33.480 --> 00:48:36.360
that. And you guys I was fully happy with that. In fact, David

867
00:48:36.360 --> 00:48:39.720
and I went down to one car because work from home just not

868
00:48:39.720 --> 00:48:42.360
a lot of reasons to have two cars, you know, and just

869
00:48:42.360 --> 00:48:46.880
whatever. So we went down to one car. We have one car. Almost the

870
00:48:46.880 --> 00:48:48.760
whole time we lived in Texas, which is why I don't know how to

871
00:48:48.760 --> 00:48:50.960
drive anywhere here because I've been a passenger princess

872
00:48:50.960 --> 00:48:54.280
almost the entire time that I've lived here. Okay, just being

873
00:48:54.280 --> 00:49:00.000
driven around with snacks. Happy, happy, happy life. And

874
00:49:00.000 --> 00:49:03.640
then I told you guys I was tired. When I get tired, I get

875
00:49:03.640 --> 00:49:08.840
loopy weird. So just get ready. Alright, so the other day, the

876
00:49:08.840 --> 00:49:13.200
other day, meaning February, the other day, February of this

877
00:49:13.200 --> 00:49:17.000
year, remember, my home is fine. And it's almost paid off. It's

878
00:49:17.000 --> 00:49:19.600
almost fully paid off. I've had it that long. And I've never had

879
00:49:19.600 --> 00:49:22.680
any problems with it. And it barely has any mileage on it

880
00:49:22.680 --> 00:49:26.800
because I work from home and it's just been sitting there. I

881
00:49:26.880 --> 00:49:33.160
wake up and God says to me, I want to invite you to go buy a

882
00:49:33.160 --> 00:49:38.960
Kia Telluride today. And I was like, what? Like, I want to

883
00:49:38.960 --> 00:49:42.520
invite you to buy a Kia Telluride. I was like, God, I

884
00:49:42.800 --> 00:49:49.080
I know I don't need a car. I'm not looking for a car. And then

885
00:49:49.080 --> 00:49:52.040
I spent about my day. And then later on that day, God said to

886
00:49:52.040 --> 00:49:54.880
me, Jackie, I want to invite you to buy a Kia today. Kia

887
00:49:54.880 --> 00:49:58.880
Telluride. And I said, Are you telling me my car's gonna break

888
00:49:58.880 --> 00:50:00.000
down? No, your car's fine.

889
00:50:00.000 --> 00:50:02.760
Well, God, I'm not asking for a new car.

890
00:50:02.760 --> 00:50:06.520
And he said, I know you're not, but can't, can't I give you something that you're not

891
00:50:06.520 --> 00:50:07.520
asking for?

892
00:50:07.520 --> 00:50:08.520
Whoa.

893
00:50:08.520 --> 00:50:09.520
What?

894
00:50:09.520 --> 00:50:10.520
Come on guys.

895
00:50:10.520 --> 00:50:15.480
No, I saw half of you go like, wait, what can I not give you something that you're not

896
00:50:15.480 --> 00:50:16.480
asking for?

897
00:50:16.480 --> 00:50:19.080
Can I give you something that you're not praying for?

898
00:50:19.080 --> 00:50:20.900
Can I bless you with something?

899
00:50:20.900 --> 00:50:26.640
How many of you have ever been blessed with something out of the blue that it's nice,

900
00:50:26.640 --> 00:50:28.120
but you know, you never thought of it before.

901
00:50:28.120 --> 00:50:29.160
You never asked for it.

902
00:50:29.160 --> 00:50:32.720
You certainly didn't ask the person who gave it to you to give it to you.

903
00:50:32.720 --> 00:50:35.560
You never even thought about having that thing.

904
00:50:35.560 --> 00:50:37.200
Come on.

905
00:50:37.200 --> 00:50:41.120
So I told my husband after God said that to me, I'm like, okay, I got to follow this through.

906
00:50:41.120 --> 00:50:45.080
I told my husband, I said, God told me he's inviting me to get a Kia Telluride today.

907
00:50:45.080 --> 00:50:46.080
And he had the same reaction.

908
00:50:46.080 --> 00:50:47.760
He said, do you want a new car?

909
00:50:47.760 --> 00:50:48.760
I said, no.

910
00:50:48.760 --> 00:50:52.320
I said, but God said, and I told him, he said, can I bless you with something you didn't

911
00:50:52.320 --> 00:50:53.320
ask for?

912
00:50:53.320 --> 00:50:54.320
And he's like, whoa.

913
00:50:54.320 --> 00:50:55.320
All right.

914
00:50:55.320 --> 00:50:58.660
So we went over to the Kia place and you guys, I already have my stubborn little heart set

915
00:50:58.660 --> 00:50:59.660
on this.

916
00:50:59.660 --> 00:51:00.900
My car is almost paid off.

917
00:51:00.900 --> 00:51:02.140
I don't need a car payment.

918
00:51:02.140 --> 00:51:03.140
I don't need this.

919
00:51:03.140 --> 00:51:08.260
I'm not going to jump into some kind of debt situation just to have a car.

920
00:51:08.260 --> 00:51:10.980
So this is God then grace and ease friends.

921
00:51:10.980 --> 00:51:13.100
And that's exactly what happened.

922
00:51:13.100 --> 00:51:18.340
Not only did they give me an extraordinary amount of money for my used Honda CRV $21,000.

923
00:51:18.340 --> 00:51:19.340
Okay.

924
00:51:19.340 --> 00:51:29.740
Not only did they do that, but they also looked at my stuff, my amazing credit, because I've,

925
00:51:29.740 --> 00:51:32.700
I've just kept that up and I really want to encourage you to do that.

926
00:51:32.700 --> 00:51:33.700
Okay.

927
00:51:33.700 --> 00:51:34.700
Please do that.

928
00:51:34.700 --> 00:51:35.700
You can do it.

929
00:51:35.700 --> 00:51:37.660
God helped me to do it and he can help you to do it too.

930
00:51:37.660 --> 00:51:38.660
He can.

931
00:51:38.660 --> 00:51:42.900
If you set your mind to that and say, this is the year, the next six months, I'm going

932
00:51:42.900 --> 00:51:43.900
to be debt free.

933
00:51:43.900 --> 00:51:44.900
Yes.

934
00:51:44.900 --> 00:51:45.900
That seems impossible.

935
00:51:45.900 --> 00:51:46.900
God said, grace and ease.

936
00:51:46.900 --> 00:51:48.860
Maybe that's what all the lights are green for.

937
00:51:49.380 --> 00:51:53.300
Maybe that's what they're green for right now is for you to have that, have that credit

938
00:51:53.300 --> 00:51:56.620
score spring up and that debt be eradicated.

939
00:51:56.620 --> 00:52:01.580
Maybe that's what it's for, but they took a look at my portfolio and they said, do you

940
00:52:01.580 --> 00:52:02.580
own a company?

941
00:52:02.580 --> 00:52:03.580
And I said, yeah.

942
00:52:03.580 --> 00:52:04.580
They said, do you need any more tax breaks?

943
00:52:04.580 --> 00:52:06.220
And I said, always.

944
00:52:06.220 --> 00:52:10.500
And they said, okay, why don't you, we'll give you all this money for your Honda CRV,

945
00:52:10.500 --> 00:52:15.580
but why don't you have your company actually lease this car and it's complete tax write

946
00:52:15.580 --> 00:52:17.580
off right here.

947
00:52:17.580 --> 00:52:20.020
God set me up y'all for what we all need.

948
00:52:20.020 --> 00:52:21.560
And that's tax avoidance.

949
00:52:21.560 --> 00:52:25.260
You heard it here first, not evasion avoidance.

950
00:52:25.260 --> 00:52:32.500
All right, it's a joke, but we all need tax breaks.

951
00:52:32.500 --> 00:52:33.500
We all need them.

952
00:52:33.500 --> 00:52:34.500
We do.

953
00:52:34.500 --> 00:52:36.380
Don't report me to the IRS.

954
00:52:36.380 --> 00:52:38.180
I'm totally, I'm totally legit.

955
00:52:38.180 --> 00:52:39.180
Okay.

956
00:52:39.180 --> 00:52:40.180
I promise you.

957
00:52:40.180 --> 00:52:41.180
Okay.

958
00:52:41.180 --> 00:52:42.180
But so good, right?

959
00:52:42.180 --> 00:52:44.380
I never, you guys, I didn't think about that.

960
00:52:44.380 --> 00:52:46.980
Do you see how God is trying to become my financial planner?

961
00:52:47.380 --> 00:52:50.660
Do you see him financial planning for me?

962
00:52:50.660 --> 00:52:54.500
Do you see him taking care of stuff?

963
00:52:54.500 --> 00:52:56.060
I didn't go to business school.

964
00:52:56.060 --> 00:52:58.980
Maybe you did, but I didn't go to business school.

965
00:52:58.980 --> 00:53:09.020
That never even crossed my mind, never to not only let go of my personal vehicle and

966
00:53:09.020 --> 00:53:14.760
then have a company vehicle that it's, that is, is just beneficial for me.

967
00:53:14.760 --> 00:53:18.640
It's a beneficial situation for me, right?

968
00:53:18.640 --> 00:53:21.800
And then I have this nice Kia Telluride and I really like it.

969
00:53:21.800 --> 00:53:24.040
If you've ever wondered about those cars, they're great.

970
00:53:24.040 --> 00:53:26.520
10 years, a hundred thousand mile warranty.

971
00:53:26.520 --> 00:53:27.520
Whoa.

972
00:53:27.520 --> 00:53:29.040
They back up their products.

973
00:53:29.040 --> 00:53:30.040
I love that.

974
00:53:30.040 --> 00:53:35.840
Grace and ease, guys.

975
00:53:35.840 --> 00:53:36.840
Let's activate that.

976
00:53:36.840 --> 00:53:42.160
Father God, I thank you for your sons and daughters.

977
00:53:42.160 --> 00:53:52.200
You are wooing them and inviting them into a season of things not being hard, hard ground

978
00:53:52.200 --> 00:53:57.040
with the plow, but walking into freshly tilled soil.

979
00:53:57.040 --> 00:53:58.040
Close your eyes.

980
00:53:58.040 --> 00:53:59.040
I want you to activate.

981
00:53:59.040 --> 00:54:02.120
I want you to see fields of freshly tilled soil.

982
00:54:02.120 --> 00:54:03.120
Look at them.

983
00:54:03.120 --> 00:54:04.960
You know what that looks like?

984
00:54:04.960 --> 00:54:06.640
The ground's not hard anymore.

985
00:54:06.640 --> 00:54:07.640
It's fresh.

986
00:54:07.640 --> 00:54:08.640
It's been tilled up.

987
00:54:08.640 --> 00:54:09.640
It's fluffy.

988
00:54:09.640 --> 00:54:10.640
The ground's fluffy.

989
00:54:10.640 --> 00:54:15.360
Look at those fields.

990
00:54:15.360 --> 00:54:20.760
Some of them, all you can see is the soil, but there's seed in that ground.

991
00:54:20.760 --> 00:54:25.400
Guys, there's never a greater act of faith than when a man or a woman takes a seed, a

992
00:54:25.400 --> 00:54:29.120
farmer, and they go out and they put it in the soil and they continue to check back to

993
00:54:29.120 --> 00:54:31.640
see if something grows.

994
00:54:31.640 --> 00:54:35.200
That's faith.

995
00:54:35.200 --> 00:54:36.600
And some of those fields, look at them.

996
00:54:36.600 --> 00:54:37.600
Look at them.

997
00:54:37.600 --> 00:54:39.160
Imagine them in your mind's eye.

998
00:54:39.160 --> 00:54:43.600
Some of them have little green sprouts coming out.

999
00:54:43.600 --> 00:54:45.480
Keep looking around at your fields.

1000
00:54:45.480 --> 00:54:49.760
Some of them, the sprouts are taller.

1001
00:54:49.760 --> 00:54:52.120
Some of them, the sprouts are budding.

1002
00:54:52.120 --> 00:54:55.360
Some of them, the sprouts are blossoming.

1003
00:54:55.360 --> 00:54:59.400
Some of them, the sprouts are fruiting.

1004
00:54:59.400 --> 00:55:00.040
They're fruiting.

1005
00:55:00.000 --> 00:55:05.180
Whether that looks like wheat or watermelons or strawberries. It doesn't matter what it looks like. They're fruiting

1006
00:55:06.640 --> 00:55:08.640
Corn

1007
00:55:09.240 --> 00:55:14.080
Knee-high by July. It's August now. It's tall

1008
00:55:16.960 --> 00:55:20.320
Picture that now the one that you see that is

1009
00:55:22.200 --> 00:55:23.520
Fruiting

1010
00:55:23.520 --> 00:55:27.680
Ask God, what is that? What does that field? What's that represent?

1011
00:55:28.480 --> 00:55:31.620
What's that represent in my life, where are the lights green

1012
00:55:35.520 --> 00:55:37.520
Where are those lights green right now?

1013
00:55:38.040 --> 00:55:41.160
Where is the wind at my back? Where is the grace and ease?

1014
00:55:42.240 --> 00:55:44.240
Where is the invitation?

1015
00:55:44.840 --> 00:55:50.200
to maybe even step into something that you didn't even ask for some of you're asking what that field is and God is saying something

1016
00:55:50.200 --> 00:55:52.520
To you that never even crossed your mind before you're like what?

1017
00:55:53.880 --> 00:55:55.880
What you talking about?

1018
00:55:58.360 --> 00:56:00.360
Yes, yes

1019
00:56:02.480 --> 00:56:05.680
If you want to share what that is, please go ahead and do that in the chat

1020
00:56:14.000 --> 00:56:16.000
Come on

1021
00:56:16.200 --> 00:56:18.960
Guys this can this this school season that we're going into

1022
00:56:19.640 --> 00:56:26.600
God's gonna educate you on your right fields that grace and ease knowledge is power. He's gonna do that

1023
00:56:28.520 --> 00:56:34.120
Teaching and traveling people have sunflowers. What are those sunflowers represent?

1024
00:56:35.400 --> 00:56:37.400
peace

1025
00:56:37.760 --> 00:56:39.760
Green lights over prophecy

1026
00:56:40.680 --> 00:56:44.600
Well, Bob, you're gonna love some of our guest mentors come and then blackberries and love

1027
00:56:49.240 --> 00:56:54.120
Black who's had that black prison of Sarah Tucker. Hmm. I have a thought on that my friend

1028
00:56:55.120 --> 00:56:59.280
It's all lavender all around me. I love fields of lavender

1029
00:57:02.560 --> 00:57:07.760
Orange trees sweet potatoes now, whatever it is that you're seeing. I don't want you to run off with it. Literally

1030
00:57:07.760 --> 00:57:09.760
I really want you to continue to put it before the Lord

1031
00:57:10.320 --> 00:57:14.560
If you really receive this word of all green lights you receive this word of grace and ease

1032
00:57:15.280 --> 00:57:21.120
The wind of heaven at your back in the season of you knowing which decision some of you are gonna have many options

1033
00:57:21.120 --> 00:57:26.560
There's more than one field that's fruiting and you're like, which one should I be harvesting right now?

1034
00:57:26.560 --> 00:57:31.080
And God's gonna say the one that there's the most grace and ease with

1035
00:57:33.640 --> 00:57:35.640
There's the one that that one

1036
00:57:35.960 --> 00:57:39.560
That's your sign. You want to sign? That's your sign

1037
00:57:40.320 --> 00:57:44.360
If you got to work it like a job, let's just take because we're all here for the spirit mate

1038
00:57:44.360 --> 00:57:46.360
Let's just talk about the dating thing

1039
00:57:46.400 --> 00:57:51.000
You're you're trying to talk to a couple people and one person it's like pulling teeth to get them to answer

1040
00:57:51.400 --> 00:57:53.040
Yeah, you were intrigued by them

1041
00:57:53.040 --> 00:58:00.120
Maybe you had some chemistry with them but trying to converse with them trying to get back together in person with them. It's just

1042
00:58:01.120 --> 00:58:06.280
It's hard but over here this person, you know, they they text you before you even text them

1043
00:58:08.320 --> 00:58:11.160
There they're ready to go on another date they're ready to see you again

1044
00:58:12.920 --> 00:58:15.880
Let's let's let go of what's hard

1045
00:58:17.240 --> 00:58:19.320
And it feels like we're forcing it

1046
00:58:19.600 --> 00:58:24.200
And let's go ahead and grab a hold of even if we think it's the inferior choice because you don't know

1047
00:58:24.880 --> 00:58:26.880
You have no idea

1048
00:58:29.640 --> 00:58:35.240
Maybe the other thing the thing that's not easy right now is the thing you think you want

1049
00:58:37.720 --> 00:58:41.680
Let's do it. Let's grab the other thing and see where that leads

1050
00:58:42.320 --> 00:58:45.680
Yes, yes, yes, yes, yes

1051
00:58:47.280 --> 00:58:49.600
Right. I want testimonies on this. I

1052
00:58:50.560 --> 00:58:54.840
Believe a lot of you can experience that all green lights

1053
00:58:55.760 --> 00:59:00.320
Situation and you're gonna be like wow and remember it builds

1054
00:59:01.200 --> 00:59:03.200
it builds

1055
00:59:03.200 --> 00:59:07.320
It went from one to another to another to another it builds

1056
00:59:07.400 --> 00:59:09.400
All right

1057
00:59:09.400 --> 00:59:11.400
Thank you for your sons and daughters Lord

1058
00:59:11.720 --> 00:59:14.680
Thank you for the season of all of our lives as we go back to school

1059
00:59:15.080 --> 00:59:21.080
Pray that you would highlight the subjects Lord that you want to teach us more about as a community individually

1060
00:59:21.080 --> 00:59:23.080
We know that you will father all of us. Well

1061
00:59:23.640 --> 00:59:27.960
Lead and guide us Holy Spirit spirit of truth into all truth into greater truth

1062
00:59:28.760 --> 00:59:32.600
In Jesus name. Amen. I love y'all. I'll see you this week. Bye everyone