WEBVTT 1 00:00:00.000 --> 00:00:09.200 Hey, ladies, happy Monday. 2 00:00:09.200 --> 00:00:12.560 Bethany Cooper here, one of the HeartWork coaches in the community. 3 00:00:12.560 --> 00:00:17.640 If I've never met you before, you're here for the first time, welcome. 4 00:00:17.640 --> 00:00:22.560 We are so glad that you are here joining us tonight. 5 00:00:22.560 --> 00:00:27.160 There's been a pop-up that's been coming on at the beginning of every session lately about 6 00:00:27.160 --> 00:00:28.160 Julia's AI notes. 7 00:00:28.520 --> 00:00:32.840 I just want to let whoever know I'm denying those just because I don't even know who's 8 00:00:32.840 --> 00:00:35.520 sending those through because we don't even have a Julia in here. 9 00:00:35.520 --> 00:00:40.000 So if you were asking to take notes, we just don't. 10 00:00:40.000 --> 00:00:44.000 We would prefer you take notes with pen and paper because I just I don't know who's sending 11 00:00:44.000 --> 00:00:45.000 that through. 12 00:00:45.000 --> 00:00:46.000 All right. 13 00:00:46.000 --> 00:00:48.160 But welcome joining us for the first time. 14 00:00:48.160 --> 00:00:49.160 Who's joining us tonight? 15 00:00:49.160 --> 00:00:57.160 If you've never been here before, I feel like I have seen everyone know like know everybody 16 00:00:57.160 --> 00:00:59.520 pretty much that's here tonight. 17 00:00:59.520 --> 00:01:04.040 Ladies, some of you this afternoon, I found out what week you're in, but I'm going to 18 00:01:04.040 --> 00:01:11.120 do a quick just touch base with those of you that did not come this afternoon. 19 00:01:11.120 --> 00:01:15.480 Can you tell me what week of the course you are in? 20 00:01:15.480 --> 00:01:27.640 So Shirai, Jacoy, Alicia, Joanna, Natalie, Laura, and actually I think it's Maria. 21 00:01:27.640 --> 00:01:28.640 Your name's Maria, right? 22 00:01:28.640 --> 00:01:29.640 But I think it says Jose Rodriguez. 23 00:01:29.640 --> 00:01:35.080 I feel like there's a different name in there, but okay, Laura. 24 00:01:35.080 --> 00:01:39.400 I'm just doing this as a check in you all because we have some new people and I don't 25 00:01:39.400 --> 00:01:42.160 know, you know, even where they're at. 26 00:01:42.160 --> 00:01:46.960 If you all aren't introducing yourselves or even just if we're not doing a weekly check 27 00:01:46.960 --> 00:01:49.160 in on where you are. 28 00:01:49.160 --> 00:01:54.920 So I just want to make sure I know where everybody's at. 29 00:01:54.920 --> 00:01:58.240 So just keep putting those there in the chat for me and I'll go ahead and keep tonight's 30 00:01:58.240 --> 00:01:59.240 chat. 31 00:01:59.240 --> 00:02:01.160 That might be the quicker way to do it. 32 00:02:01.160 --> 00:02:06.240 So if you're just joining us, I'm asking you all to share what week you are in in the phase 33 00:02:06.240 --> 00:02:08.080 one heart work course. 34 00:02:08.960 --> 00:02:09.960 That would be great. 35 00:02:09.960 --> 00:02:10.960 If you all can put that in the chat. 36 00:02:10.960 --> 00:02:11.960 Again, I'm Bethany Cooper. 37 00:02:11.960 --> 00:02:14.000 I'm glad you're here joining us tonight. 38 00:02:14.000 --> 00:02:16.920 We're so excited to be on this journey with you. 39 00:02:16.920 --> 00:02:19.920 You all, God is doing so many great things. 40 00:02:19.920 --> 00:02:22.360 It's been a blessing to read your updates. 41 00:02:22.360 --> 00:02:27.360 Those of you that have been doing the activations way to go, ladies, can we just give like a 42 00:02:27.360 --> 00:02:31.560 round of applause for the people that are doing these activations and posting their 43 00:02:31.560 --> 00:02:32.560 pictures? 44 00:02:32.560 --> 00:02:34.560 Literally, this is awesome. 45 00:02:34.560 --> 00:02:37.040 Some of you are still in the Facebook group. 46 00:02:37.040 --> 00:02:40.240 So just so you know, some people have been putting them in there and then we have people 47 00:02:40.240 --> 00:02:41.240 in the app. 48 00:02:41.240 --> 00:02:45.560 Those that started in Facebook, you're not missing out on anything other than the fact 49 00:02:45.560 --> 00:02:47.400 that you all are just in two different groups. 50 00:02:47.400 --> 00:02:50.800 But it's because you started way before we launched the app. 51 00:02:50.800 --> 00:02:56.080 And so we're trying to go ahead and let you finish where you started and cheer you on 52 00:02:56.080 --> 00:02:57.080 there. 53 00:02:57.080 --> 00:03:01.960 And so excited to see the breakthroughs that are happening for everyone. 54 00:03:02.080 --> 00:03:07.960 And even when you all have questions, that helps us get to know you better and to meet 55 00:03:07.960 --> 00:03:10.800 you right where you're at on your journey. 56 00:03:10.800 --> 00:03:12.160 There is never a dumb question. 57 00:03:12.160 --> 00:03:13.520 I haven't said that in a while. 58 00:03:13.520 --> 00:03:16.240 And so I feel like it's important to say that tonight. 59 00:03:16.240 --> 00:03:21.000 So if you are processing your heartwork and you're just really not sure what something 60 00:03:21.000 --> 00:03:27.280 means, you don't know how to unpack it, or you're just really finding that you're not 61 00:03:27.280 --> 00:03:31.040 getting the revelation that you feel like you should be getting, because that happens 62 00:03:31.040 --> 00:03:33.440 sometimes and it's just can be in our minds. 63 00:03:33.440 --> 00:03:38.600 But sometimes that's also because something can block people from being able to receive 64 00:03:38.600 --> 00:03:39.600 revelation. 65 00:03:39.600 --> 00:03:42.720 Okay, so there might be some healing that might be needed. 66 00:03:42.720 --> 00:03:47.000 So typically, when you all will share and post about that, then we can ask you some 67 00:03:47.000 --> 00:03:49.000 questions that will lead to deeper healing. 68 00:03:49.000 --> 00:03:51.960 So don't be afraid to ask questions. 69 00:03:51.960 --> 00:03:56.760 That's one of the things we're big on in this community in this course, is asking God really 70 00:03:56.760 --> 00:03:59.080 great questions and asking us questions too. 71 00:03:59.120 --> 00:04:02.280 And we're going to be asking you questions back too, because that's what will lead you 72 00:04:02.280 --> 00:04:04.560 further into your own breakthrough. 73 00:04:04.560 --> 00:04:07.200 I'm going to go ahead and pray and get started for tonight. 74 00:04:07.200 --> 00:04:09.480 Again, thank you so much for joining us. 75 00:04:09.480 --> 00:04:11.960 If you're just now joining, please share. 76 00:04:11.960 --> 00:04:14.680 Hi, Jesse, it's okay. 77 00:04:14.680 --> 00:04:18.800 You can double dip girl. 78 00:04:18.800 --> 00:04:20.079 That's all right too. 79 00:04:20.079 --> 00:04:24.280 You can just listen in if you're not feeling well. 80 00:04:24.280 --> 00:04:28.320 But for those of you just now joining us, go ahead and put in the chat for me what week 81 00:04:28.560 --> 00:04:30.240 you are on in the content. 82 00:04:30.240 --> 00:04:33.760 And if you're new, please let us know that you're joining us new for the first time so 83 00:04:33.760 --> 00:04:35.040 we can welcome you. 84 00:04:35.040 --> 00:04:40.520 Hi, I see a couple other faces I know and recognize. 85 00:04:40.520 --> 00:04:45.160 And for those of you that don't have cameras on yet, I do want to encourage you to go ahead 86 00:04:45.160 --> 00:04:46.880 and turn those on if you can. 87 00:04:46.880 --> 00:04:51.920 If you're not driving, if you're not eating, it's a big, big, big part of coming out of 88 00:04:51.920 --> 00:04:55.320 hiding and it also helps me get to know you more. 89 00:04:55.320 --> 00:04:59.960 Honestly, when I see your face and not just your name on the screen, so it helps me 90 00:05:00.000 --> 00:05:03.400 know who you are, recognize you, and make connections 91 00:05:03.400 --> 00:05:05.680 with things that you're telling me on your journey 92 00:05:05.680 --> 00:05:06.560 through heart work. 93 00:05:06.560 --> 00:05:08.520 Look at all of you beautiful ladies. 94 00:05:08.520 --> 00:05:09.440 Awesome. 95 00:05:09.440 --> 00:05:11.980 All right, Father, thank you so much for tonight. 96 00:05:11.980 --> 00:05:15.500 Thank you, God, for your revelation power. 97 00:05:15.500 --> 00:05:17.280 We thank you, God, that you are the one 98 00:05:17.280 --> 00:05:18.900 that is the great physician, 99 00:05:18.900 --> 00:05:20.240 that nothing's too hard for you. 100 00:05:20.240 --> 00:05:23.380 We thank you, God, that you know what every lady, 101 00:05:23.380 --> 00:05:25.560 their whole journey, their entire lives, 102 00:05:25.560 --> 00:05:28.320 you know everything that has led them to this point, 103 00:05:28.360 --> 00:05:29.960 the areas where they need healing 104 00:05:29.960 --> 00:05:32.560 and breakthrough the most. 105 00:05:32.560 --> 00:05:35.080 Lord, one of the things we're gonna talk about tonight 106 00:05:35.080 --> 00:05:38.080 is roots and how our roots impact us, 107 00:05:38.080 --> 00:05:41.220 and the roots can be connected to truth and life 108 00:05:41.220 --> 00:05:45.080 or brokenness and pain, and how those have an impact 109 00:05:45.080 --> 00:05:48.400 and play a role on who we show up as in the world today. 110 00:05:48.400 --> 00:05:50.780 I thank you, God, that you would bring healing 111 00:05:50.780 --> 00:05:54.360 to the depths of our being and to the core of who we are, 112 00:05:54.360 --> 00:05:57.200 into our identity, and I pray that you would help us 113 00:05:57.200 --> 00:06:00.040 to just come up a little higher tonight 114 00:06:00.040 --> 00:06:01.840 in the understanding of how you see us, 115 00:06:01.840 --> 00:06:05.120 help us to walk as royalty walks, 116 00:06:05.120 --> 00:06:07.680 to understand the lineage and legacy 117 00:06:07.680 --> 00:06:10.560 that we are leaving behind as we go. 118 00:06:10.560 --> 00:06:12.540 And we just thank you, God, for grace. 119 00:06:12.540 --> 00:06:15.280 We thank you that you would protect hearts and minds 120 00:06:15.280 --> 00:06:19.200 and spirits from any lies, guilt, shame, or condemnation 121 00:06:19.200 --> 00:06:21.800 that the enemy might even try to send during this session. 122 00:06:21.800 --> 00:06:25.060 We thank you for freedom from distraction. 123 00:06:25.060 --> 00:06:26.560 Holy Spirit, we ask you to come 124 00:06:27.000 --> 00:06:28.160 and just have your way. 125 00:06:29.160 --> 00:06:31.520 Teach us, show us, heal us, and grow us. 126 00:06:31.520 --> 00:06:33.460 In Jesus' name, amen. 127 00:06:34.720 --> 00:06:35.720 Amen, amen. 128 00:06:35.720 --> 00:06:39.320 All right, Rachel, you finished week five yesterday. 129 00:06:39.320 --> 00:06:40.640 Woo, woo! 130 00:06:40.640 --> 00:06:43.020 All right, y'all, there's a couple others. 131 00:06:43.020 --> 00:06:44.140 I saw some other people. 132 00:06:44.140 --> 00:06:45.120 They're in week five. 133 00:06:45.120 --> 00:06:46.400 They're about to finish week five. 134 00:06:46.400 --> 00:06:48.840 Y'all, just give yourselves a round of applause. 135 00:06:48.840 --> 00:06:51.160 This is an awesome thing that you are doing 136 00:06:51.160 --> 00:06:52.560 and investing in. 137 00:06:52.560 --> 00:06:54.960 I'm gonna celebrate it all day long. 138 00:06:54.960 --> 00:06:58.440 It's great when you all see it all the way through, okay? 139 00:06:58.440 --> 00:07:00.880 So if you're not there yet, keep going. 140 00:07:00.880 --> 00:07:03.760 You've got this, and we're gonna be cheering you on as well. 141 00:07:03.760 --> 00:07:06.520 Don't give up on yourself or this process, 142 00:07:06.520 --> 00:07:09.480 especially when the enemy tries to take you out 143 00:07:09.480 --> 00:07:12.920 and tell you that, you know, you just can't do it 144 00:07:12.920 --> 00:07:15.140 or it's not really working for you. 145 00:07:15.140 --> 00:07:17.560 Whatever the lie is that he's feeding you, 146 00:07:17.560 --> 00:07:19.360 remember that he is a liar. 147 00:07:19.360 --> 00:07:20.400 He's the devil. 148 00:07:20.400 --> 00:07:23.520 So resist his lies and keep on going. 149 00:07:23.520 --> 00:07:25.780 Okay, tonight we're gonna talk a little bit on, 150 00:07:25.780 --> 00:07:27.720 I'm gonna touch on the broken heart. 151 00:07:27.720 --> 00:07:30.840 We've talked about this a little bit before. 152 00:07:30.840 --> 00:07:33.280 If you're new, like you're in week one, two, 153 00:07:33.280 --> 00:07:35.180 maybe even those that are in week three, 154 00:07:35.180 --> 00:07:37.160 but some of you, like I know some 155 00:07:37.160 --> 00:07:38.200 that are staying there in week three, 156 00:07:38.200 --> 00:07:39.520 you've been here for a little bit. 157 00:07:39.520 --> 00:07:41.260 We're gonna talk about the broken heart 158 00:07:41.260 --> 00:07:42.520 in some similar ways, 159 00:07:42.520 --> 00:07:45.640 but we're gonna talk about insignificance tonight. 160 00:07:45.640 --> 00:07:47.000 And what does that mean? 161 00:07:47.000 --> 00:07:49.680 And where do we pick up this lie 162 00:07:49.680 --> 00:07:51.680 of insignificance in our lives? 163 00:07:52.560 --> 00:07:54.800 So when we think back to what the broken heart is, 164 00:07:54.800 --> 00:07:56.800 it is trauma. 165 00:07:56.800 --> 00:07:58.920 Remember this, trauma doesn't just hurt us, 166 00:07:58.920 --> 00:08:02.760 it creates these different versions of us, okay? 167 00:08:02.760 --> 00:08:05.520 So if you think back, I even want you all right now, 168 00:08:05.520 --> 00:08:06.400 if you have pen and paper, 169 00:08:06.400 --> 00:08:07.340 if you don't have pen and paper, 170 00:08:07.340 --> 00:08:08.940 you might wanna get it tonight. 171 00:08:08.940 --> 00:08:13.240 So just FYI, I have some exercises 172 00:08:13.240 --> 00:08:14.860 I want us to do together. 173 00:08:16.440 --> 00:08:18.200 I should have told you that on the beginning. 174 00:08:18.200 --> 00:08:19.260 Sorry about that. 175 00:08:20.260 --> 00:08:25.260 I want you to be thinking about and ask the Lord this. 176 00:08:25.620 --> 00:08:27.160 Remember, you're always asking the Lord, 177 00:08:27.160 --> 00:08:28.920 not just your own insight. 178 00:08:28.920 --> 00:08:33.700 When is the first time you ever felt insignificant? 179 00:08:33.700 --> 00:08:35.059 I'm gonna read the definition 180 00:08:35.059 --> 00:08:37.419 of what insignificant can look like 181 00:08:37.419 --> 00:08:39.500 and sound like what it means. 182 00:08:39.500 --> 00:08:40.980 And this is what it says. 183 00:08:42.260 --> 00:08:44.740 Insignificant is not significant, 184 00:08:44.740 --> 00:08:49.740 lacking meaning, not worth considering, unimportant. 185 00:08:50.820 --> 00:08:52.980 So what I'm asking you to ask the Lord 186 00:08:52.980 --> 00:08:55.820 is to reveal to you if you've ever felt that way 187 00:08:55.820 --> 00:08:59.260 at any point in your life and when you felt that way. 188 00:09:01.660 --> 00:09:04.940 Insignificant, not significant, lacking meaning, 189 00:09:04.940 --> 00:09:08.460 not worth considering, unimportant. 190 00:09:08.460 --> 00:09:09.580 And as you're thinking on that, 191 00:09:09.580 --> 00:09:11.940 I'm gonna go through this content a little bit. 192 00:09:12.940 --> 00:09:16.020 As you're thinking about ways that the enemy 193 00:09:16.020 --> 00:09:18.420 tries to convince you that you're insignificant 194 00:09:18.420 --> 00:09:21.940 because of this wound or this time of wounding 195 00:09:21.940 --> 00:09:24.820 that you experienced pain from the past, 196 00:09:24.820 --> 00:09:27.380 I want you to remember that your broken heart 197 00:09:27.380 --> 00:09:29.900 is often trying to lead you away 198 00:09:29.900 --> 00:09:32.380 from your true original identity 199 00:09:32.380 --> 00:09:34.580 because it's being fueled by lies 200 00:09:34.580 --> 00:09:37.980 that the enemy has planted in during that time of trauma. 201 00:09:37.980 --> 00:09:38.820 If y'all remember, 202 00:09:38.820 --> 00:09:40.580 I'm not gonna actually read the excerpt right now, 203 00:09:40.580 --> 00:09:43.620 but in the book, it talks about the Lord of the flies 204 00:09:43.620 --> 00:09:46.500 and it gives the example about how flies will come 205 00:09:46.500 --> 00:09:49.500 to areas where there's open wounds 206 00:09:49.500 --> 00:09:51.060 and they will come to that 207 00:09:51.060 --> 00:09:54.540 and they will lay their eggs in there 208 00:09:54.540 --> 00:09:56.900 into that decomposing area. 209 00:09:58.060 --> 00:09:58.900 Why? 210 00:09:59.780 --> 00:10:00.620 To. 211 00:10:00.000 --> 00:10:06.540 reproduce to create more flies to create more of this stuff 212 00:10:06.540 --> 00:10:11.160 that breaks down within us. So if you imagine the areas where 213 00:10:11.160 --> 00:10:17.160 you have wounds that are not healed, the enemy is doing the 214 00:10:17.160 --> 00:10:21.480 same thing he's trying to come in and plant these lies in these 215 00:10:21.480 --> 00:10:27.200 seeds into your soul that will cause you to if you will 216 00:10:27.200 --> 00:10:30.920 decompose and break down from the inside out. But what God 217 00:10:30.920 --> 00:10:34.520 comes to do through Jesus Christ, who he sent his one and 218 00:10:34.520 --> 00:10:38.400 only son to die on the cross to redeem your life to give you a 219 00:10:38.400 --> 00:10:42.520 way to be in relationship to restore you to better than you 220 00:10:42.520 --> 00:10:46.480 were before you ever were hurt. He comes to give you life and 221 00:10:46.480 --> 00:10:49.480 give it to you more abundantly. So he's coming in and trying to 222 00:10:49.480 --> 00:10:53.320 bring you truth and bring you healing and bring resurrection 223 00:10:53.320 --> 00:10:57.400 power, the same power that rose Jesus Christ from the dead is 224 00:10:57.400 --> 00:11:01.120 the same power that's available to each one of us. But it's, 225 00:11:01.240 --> 00:11:06.720 it's whether or not we tap into that in our healing process or 226 00:11:06.720 --> 00:11:12.480 not. Sometimes it's because if we struggle to tap into that, 227 00:11:12.480 --> 00:11:16.680 it's because we don't believe it's real, or we don't believe 228 00:11:16.680 --> 00:11:21.480 it's really for us. And it's not that we're saying, I don't 229 00:11:21.480 --> 00:11:25.960 believe Jesus is real. But there are a lot of different belief 230 00:11:25.960 --> 00:11:30.040 systems that don't really even teach about the power, the 231 00:11:30.040 --> 00:11:33.640 miracle power of Jesus Christ, right. So we have to understand 232 00:11:33.640 --> 00:11:36.840 there are differences in teaching out there. And I want 233 00:11:36.840 --> 00:11:41.200 to encourage you to partner with the truth that that power truly 234 00:11:41.200 --> 00:11:45.240 can set you free you all. And some of you have been on this 235 00:11:45.240 --> 00:11:48.920 journey for quite some time. And you're like, okay, is this 236 00:11:48.920 --> 00:11:51.440 really going to be different? But it is it is different this 237 00:11:51.440 --> 00:11:55.160 time, God is doing something supernatural. In this community, 238 00:11:55.160 --> 00:11:58.760 we've seen a time and time and time again, myself included. So 239 00:11:58.760 --> 00:12:03.040 hang on, if you're not there yet, you're on your way. Okay. 240 00:12:03.200 --> 00:12:07.120 And our ladies in our week four and five can attest to this, I 241 00:12:07.120 --> 00:12:10.240 can guarantee it several of them are, I mean, even their 242 00:12:10.240 --> 00:12:13.160 countenances when they show up, I can see even tonight, some of 243 00:12:13.160 --> 00:12:16.040 y'all look different than you even did just a couple weeks 244 00:12:16.040 --> 00:12:19.520 ago. Yes, Alicia, I see you, girl. I see you shining over 245 00:12:19.520 --> 00:12:22.920 there tonight. Look at her. She looks great, doesn't she? I see 246 00:12:22.920 --> 00:12:25.240 a lot of others too. But y'all, I try to go with what Holy 247 00:12:25.240 --> 00:12:29.400 Spirit tells me to nudge and just say, say, hey, this is 248 00:12:29.400 --> 00:12:33.720 something I see happening over here. Alright, so I want you to 249 00:12:33.720 --> 00:12:38.880 think about the identity that God gave you when he originally 250 00:12:38.880 --> 00:12:44.520 created you. If you can imagine with me when he was, he was 251 00:12:44.520 --> 00:12:49.120 conceiving you as an idea. You know, God is creative, look at 252 00:12:49.120 --> 00:12:52.200 all the amazing things he created in the world. And he's 253 00:12:52.200 --> 00:12:55.680 conceiving you in his, his mind, and he's excited because he's 254 00:12:55.680 --> 00:13:00.240 about to create you. And he's planning all this amazing stuff 255 00:13:00.240 --> 00:13:02.960 that he's going to put in you the gifts and the abilities and 256 00:13:03.200 --> 00:13:05.520 the way you're going to talk and the way you're going to walk and 257 00:13:05.520 --> 00:13:09.520 the, you know, just all the vibrancy, if you will, of your 258 00:13:09.520 --> 00:13:15.720 being. But so many times, you know, we don't know that part of 259 00:13:15.720 --> 00:13:20.240 ourselves because trauma came in and pain and we haven't, we 260 00:13:20.240 --> 00:13:23.760 haven't even some of us ever known that person because the 261 00:13:23.760 --> 00:13:28.440 hurt and the pain came before we were even born. Right? All 262 00:13:28.440 --> 00:13:30.920 right. But here's what I want to ask you to do. I'm going to have 263 00:13:30.920 --> 00:13:35.400 you write something else down on your paper. I want you to ask 264 00:13:35.400 --> 00:13:42.480 the Lord to show you tonight, two good things that he wants to 265 00:13:42.480 --> 00:13:46.080 tell you about who he says you are. I'm going to pray for you 266 00:13:46.080 --> 00:13:49.960 as you're doing this. I want you to write down two things. If you 267 00:13:49.960 --> 00:13:53.800 get more, that's awesome. But just start with two, two things 268 00:13:53.800 --> 00:13:57.200 that God is whispering from heaven over you tonight. Who 269 00:13:57.200 --> 00:14:01.640 does he say you are? Father, right now, I just thank you that 270 00:14:01.640 --> 00:14:04.520 you would give the ladies inspiration and the ability to 271 00:14:04.520 --> 00:14:08.680 hear what your spirit is saying to them. Help them to know how 272 00:14:08.680 --> 00:14:12.400 you saw them when you originally created them. God, that that is 273 00:14:12.400 --> 00:14:15.440 truly who they still are, that you would help them to hear the 274 00:14:15.440 --> 00:14:20.040 whispers of heaven over them. Remove any lies of the enemy 275 00:14:20.040 --> 00:14:22.640 that would even try to rise up right now that would cause them 276 00:14:22.640 --> 00:14:27.440 to think negative things and help them to partner with your 277 00:14:27.440 --> 00:14:32.200 truth as they write it on the paper tonight. In Jesus name. 278 00:14:34.520 --> 00:14:47.120 All right. And it's okay if it takes time. If nothing comes 279 00:14:47.120 --> 00:14:49.600 right now, don't get super frustrated. Okay, I want you to 280 00:14:49.600 --> 00:14:54.600 stay open and trust that God will show you either as we go 281 00:14:54.600 --> 00:14:58.600 tonight or even after tonight. And Shira, I just want to 282 00:14:58.600 --> 00:15:00.000 encourage you real quick. It's okay. 283 00:15:00.000 --> 00:15:08.040 I see her note in here. She's stuck in week two. She's feeling really bad. Don't feel really bad. Okay, just one step at a time 284 00:15:08.040 --> 00:15:11.040 Just keep moving forward. So even if you can only do a little bit 285 00:15:11.800 --> 00:15:16.760 And you know every week just do a little bit but just keep moving forward and that will help 286 00:15:17.440 --> 00:15:19.440 You feel a little bit better there 287 00:15:19.880 --> 00:15:21.600 The question oh, that's okay 288 00:15:21.600 --> 00:15:29.400 Anya it the question that I said was ask the Lord to show you two things and if you get more that's great 289 00:15:29.720 --> 00:15:31.720 two things he wants to tell you about 290 00:15:32.480 --> 00:15:37.160 Who you are your original identity things that he put in you when he? 291 00:15:38.040 --> 00:15:41.880 Originally created you so before any trauma or wounds 292 00:15:42.600 --> 00:15:44.600 entered in 293 00:15:45.280 --> 00:15:52.020 And I know ladies sometimes this can be intimidating for some of you we're gonna work through that tonight as well, okay 294 00:15:53.360 --> 00:15:55.360 Because that's just the enemy trying to 295 00:15:56.120 --> 00:15:59.040 Hinder you from moving forward even in that action 296 00:15:59.480 --> 00:16:01.000 statement 297 00:16:01.000 --> 00:16:04.000 All right, our broken heart. What is it? It's a liar 298 00:16:04.040 --> 00:16:08.440 These are just kind of I'm gonna kind of quickly go through these and summarize. It's a liar 299 00:16:08.440 --> 00:16:13.200 So it's full of lies the broken heart. It's a puzzle. It's messed up 300 00:16:13.200 --> 00:16:16.400 You know if you think of a puzzle when you get it, the pieces are all over the place 301 00:16:17.120 --> 00:16:18.560 You know 302 00:16:18.560 --> 00:16:20.560 You got to figure out where they go 303 00:16:20.800 --> 00:16:22.800 Sometimes we feel confusion 304 00:16:22.960 --> 00:16:26.040 we think we want things that we don't really want and 305 00:16:26.520 --> 00:16:30.440 There's just a lot of chaos and doubt and unbelief in there 306 00:16:31.960 --> 00:16:37.000 The the heart is also the pretender so the pretender is someone who's wearing masks 307 00:16:37.000 --> 00:16:43.520 So they're showing up pretending that they are somebody that they're not maybe they're trying to have this idea of perfection 308 00:16:43.520 --> 00:16:47.720 Or I've got it all together. I don't need anybody's help or you know 309 00:16:48.680 --> 00:16:51.720 sometimes we will think that we need titles or 310 00:16:52.480 --> 00:17:00.200 Certain types of merit materialistic things because we get our identity from these things. Sometimes people get identities from their children from 311 00:17:00.880 --> 00:17:04.520 You know even being a spouse and so that came up this afternoon 312 00:17:04.520 --> 00:17:10.839 So I think it's important to mention that one of the things that also happens to all and this is the new part 313 00:17:10.839 --> 00:17:12.839 I want to mention tonight is 314 00:17:13.240 --> 00:17:17.599 The pretender also causes us to live below our true identity 315 00:17:18.599 --> 00:17:26.040 Okay, so the the example God wanted me to give you all is if you're thinking about on a 316 00:17:27.040 --> 00:17:28.960 royal kingdom 317 00:17:28.960 --> 00:17:33.520 You know, there are people that are royalty and then there's people like, you know 318 00:17:33.520 --> 00:17:36.440 I don't know if this is accurate, but this is just in my mind for movies 319 00:17:36.440 --> 00:17:43.600 Then you have commoners and then there's poppers which might be the more low-level people that are very needy 320 00:17:44.000 --> 00:17:50.380 Maybe they don't have anything very low income, you know always in need always begging 321 00:17:50.720 --> 00:17:57.080 Okay. So the reason I'm I'm mentioning this is because the Lord wanted me to talk about 322 00:17:57.740 --> 00:18:02.360 the difference of walking like a queen or a princess 323 00:18:03.280 --> 00:18:05.280 versus a popper and 324 00:18:06.080 --> 00:18:09.760 We're gonna go into this even more than we did this afternoon just FYI 325 00:18:10.120 --> 00:18:16.200 So, I want you all to think even right now about times that you've begged for something 326 00:18:18.600 --> 00:18:23.760 If something comes to mind I just want you to write it down we're gonna do a lot of like processing tonight 327 00:18:27.280 --> 00:18:32.640 Is there a time that you ever even if you didn't beg you felt like you had to 328 00:18:32.960 --> 00:18:35.640 Whether it was with the parent God 329 00:18:36.160 --> 00:18:37.840 You know 330 00:18:37.960 --> 00:18:39.640 You know 331 00:18:39.640 --> 00:18:44.560 Maybe you begged for someone to love you and they really just never did 332 00:18:45.280 --> 00:18:50.960 You pleaded with them to stay and not she don't you know, whatever the begging was about. I 333 00:18:51.800 --> 00:18:53.800 Want you to write that down? 334 00:18:57.360 --> 00:18:59.200 Okay 335 00:18:59.200 --> 00:19:04.800 And if it doesn't come to you yet, that's okay because most people have done this at some point in their life in 336 00:19:05.800 --> 00:19:07.800 one way or another 337 00:19:08.840 --> 00:19:10.840 There's a story in the Bible where 338 00:19:12.320 --> 00:19:18.000 The woman comes and she's asking Jesus I feel like I forget exactly how it goes. I think it was her daughter 339 00:19:18.840 --> 00:19:23.200 Was paralytic or something? I forget. I just read it like yesterday 340 00:19:23.560 --> 00:19:28.600 but she was asking Jesus to heal her daughter and he was kind of in the midst of 341 00:19:29.320 --> 00:19:33.000 He was talking to disciples and she came in and there was this inner 342 00:19:33.000 --> 00:19:37.400 I'm really paraphrasing and I'm not doing a great job, but she basically is like hey 343 00:19:38.800 --> 00:19:45.680 Even you know, the dogs will take the crumbs or something like she didn't care how she was gonna get that healing for her kids 344 00:19:45.680 --> 00:19:47.680 She just was asking to 345 00:19:49.160 --> 00:19:54.560 Heal her kid right and Jesus in that moment healed the kid because of her faith 346 00:19:55.600 --> 00:19:57.400 so 347 00:19:57.400 --> 00:20:00.040 sometimes I think that 348 00:20:00.000 --> 00:20:04.440 But there is a lot, we look at that and we think, 349 00:20:04.440 --> 00:20:06.280 well, she was begging. 350 00:20:06.280 --> 00:20:11.280 Well, I would actually say she was standing in authority 351 00:20:11.920 --> 00:20:14.080 and made a statement of faith. 352 00:20:14.080 --> 00:20:15.840 Like basically saying, you know, 353 00:20:15.840 --> 00:20:17.120 it doesn't matter who we are. 354 00:20:17.120 --> 00:20:19.360 It doesn't matter what level of life we're in. 355 00:20:19.360 --> 00:20:23.080 Like I know basically what is somebody else's 356 00:20:23.080 --> 00:20:24.660 can also be mine. 357 00:20:27.000 --> 00:20:29.240 Y'all and he healed that daughter right then. 358 00:20:31.000 --> 00:20:33.040 So some of you all, Maria, 359 00:20:33.040 --> 00:20:37.240 I'm so sorry that that happened with your mom. 360 00:20:37.240 --> 00:20:39.040 Yes, even things like this. 361 00:20:39.040 --> 00:20:40.880 And y'all, some of this might get really hard 362 00:20:40.880 --> 00:20:42.160 for some of you tonight, 363 00:20:42.160 --> 00:20:44.040 but we're gonna work through this 364 00:20:44.040 --> 00:20:46.120 because I'm gonna bring you out on the other side 365 00:20:46.120 --> 00:20:48.740 because here's why we're talking about this. 366 00:20:51.840 --> 00:20:55.440 It's time for us to live not in a prideful way, 367 00:20:55.440 --> 00:20:58.700 but in our hearts in a place of royalty. 368 00:20:59.700 --> 00:21:03.020 We are called heirs of the kingdom. 369 00:21:05.820 --> 00:21:08.900 So for an heir of the kingdom, 370 00:21:08.900 --> 00:21:10.700 if you think even about a palace, 371 00:21:10.700 --> 00:21:14.580 if you go to England and you go through these places, 372 00:21:14.580 --> 00:21:19.260 you know, there's a lot of photos and images on the wall 373 00:21:19.260 --> 00:21:21.700 of generation after generation after generation 374 00:21:21.700 --> 00:21:25.980 of Kings and Queens and, you know, the Royal lineage. 375 00:21:26.980 --> 00:21:29.100 And I want y'all to understand 376 00:21:29.100 --> 00:21:34.100 that you are a part of God's lineage, his Royal family. 377 00:21:35.540 --> 00:21:39.180 But a lot of you, myself included in the past, 378 00:21:39.180 --> 00:21:40.380 so I'm not pointing fingers, 379 00:21:40.380 --> 00:21:45.380 a lot of us did not grow up in that way, did we? 380 00:21:46.460 --> 00:21:49.940 We were taught things totally opposite of that. 381 00:21:49.940 --> 00:21:52.260 And I'm not faulting even our parents 382 00:21:52.260 --> 00:21:54.740 because if they weren't taught how to live 383 00:21:54.780 --> 00:21:57.940 with healthy mindsets and to believe 384 00:21:57.940 --> 00:22:00.180 that they have authority in the kingdom of heaven 385 00:22:00.180 --> 00:22:02.060 to speak truth, to, you know, 386 00:22:02.060 --> 00:22:05.380 even bind things here on earth as it is, you know, 387 00:22:05.380 --> 00:22:08.080 bind them in the heaven, in the spiritual realm, 388 00:22:08.080 --> 00:22:10.360 even as we bind it here on earth. 389 00:22:10.360 --> 00:22:12.080 You know, the Bible talks about the fact 390 00:22:12.080 --> 00:22:14.180 that we have authority to do that. 391 00:22:14.180 --> 00:22:15.020 How? 392 00:22:15.020 --> 00:22:16.580 Through the power and the blood of Jesus Christ, 393 00:22:16.580 --> 00:22:19.900 not in our own ability, but in his. 394 00:22:19.900 --> 00:22:22.060 He already defeated everything. 395 00:22:22.060 --> 00:22:25.620 So basically we are aligning with truth 396 00:22:25.620 --> 00:22:29.900 and we're asking heaven to come and align up 397 00:22:29.900 --> 00:22:32.020 the physical realm and the heavenly realm 398 00:22:32.020 --> 00:22:33.500 to line up with each other. 399 00:22:33.500 --> 00:22:34.580 Does that make sense? 400 00:22:35.540 --> 00:22:37.580 Everyone tracking with me here? 401 00:22:37.580 --> 00:22:38.760 Am I losing people? 402 00:22:40.100 --> 00:22:41.260 No, yes? 403 00:22:42.340 --> 00:22:43.940 We don't know yet, do we? 404 00:22:43.940 --> 00:22:46.180 All right, we're almost there. 405 00:22:46.180 --> 00:22:49.300 So the reason I want you to think about the beggar side 406 00:22:49.300 --> 00:22:50.940 is because I also want you to think 407 00:22:50.940 --> 00:22:54.020 about the royalty side that I was just talking about. 408 00:22:54.020 --> 00:22:59.020 If you can imagine God coming down right now, 409 00:22:59.700 --> 00:23:02.100 right in your room, right where you're at, 410 00:23:03.940 --> 00:23:06.420 and placing a crown on you, 411 00:23:07.280 --> 00:23:09.980 like, can you just like imagine like 412 00:23:09.980 --> 00:23:12.620 what that would feel like and look like 413 00:23:12.620 --> 00:23:17.540 and how that might cause you to live differently? 414 00:23:17.540 --> 00:23:21.100 If you literally could experience God coming down 415 00:23:21.100 --> 00:23:24.380 and putting a crown on your head and saying, 416 00:23:24.380 --> 00:23:29.340 beloved, you are mine, you are my royal daughter, 417 00:23:29.340 --> 00:23:33.700 everything in my kingdom is available to you. 418 00:23:37.420 --> 00:23:40.620 How would that cause you to live differently 419 00:23:43.220 --> 00:23:44.620 in your day-to-day life? 420 00:23:45.620 --> 00:23:47.660 Jeremiah 17, nine says this, 421 00:23:47.660 --> 00:23:49.820 the heart is deceitful above all things 422 00:23:49.820 --> 00:23:52.900 and desperately wicked, who can know it? 423 00:23:54.100 --> 00:23:57.820 Proverbs 4, 23 says, keep your heart with all vigilance 424 00:23:57.820 --> 00:24:00.980 for from it flows the springs of life. 425 00:24:00.980 --> 00:24:03.460 Y'all, our hearts are very impressionable. 426 00:24:03.460 --> 00:24:06.860 So things that we see, things that we hear, 427 00:24:06.860 --> 00:24:09.980 things that have been said to us, done to us, 428 00:24:09.980 --> 00:24:14.140 impact our hearts and the way we show up. 429 00:24:14.540 --> 00:24:18.020 So tonight in Jesus' name, Father, I pray that you would, 430 00:24:19.060 --> 00:24:21.540 even just right now, I just feel led to pause. 431 00:24:22.460 --> 00:24:27.180 I ask you, Father, to heal impressions that were unhealthy, 432 00:24:28.500 --> 00:24:32.300 where people were beaten, mistreated, 433 00:24:32.300 --> 00:24:37.300 betrayed, mishandled, words spoken harshly to them, 434 00:24:37.740 --> 00:24:41.180 God, in ways that they were disregarded 435 00:24:42.060 --> 00:24:44.660 and discarded at times as well, 436 00:24:44.660 --> 00:24:46.260 maybe neglected or abandoned, 437 00:24:46.260 --> 00:24:50.620 God, we thank you for healing every wound. 438 00:24:50.620 --> 00:24:52.580 We thank you for the balm of Gilead 439 00:24:52.580 --> 00:24:54.620 and we ask you to place it upon hearts, 440 00:24:54.620 --> 00:24:57.700 minds, bodies, spirits, and souls tonight. 441 00:24:57.700 --> 00:25:00.220 Help us to have a glimpse of what it looks like. 442 00:25:00.000 --> 00:25:03.840 looks like to be a princess in your kingdom, 443 00:25:03.840 --> 00:25:07.360 to trust that you are working on our behalf, 444 00:25:07.360 --> 00:25:09.040 even right now, that Jesus is sitting 445 00:25:09.040 --> 00:25:12.480 at your right hand, Father, interceding for us by name, 446 00:25:13.320 --> 00:25:16.200 that you know every hair on our head, 447 00:25:16.200 --> 00:25:19.960 and you count each one because you care about us 448 00:25:19.960 --> 00:25:21.920 and you love us. 449 00:25:21.920 --> 00:25:24.640 Help us to come out of alignment with lies 450 00:25:24.640 --> 00:25:26.420 of the enemy that came through the wounds 451 00:25:26.420 --> 00:25:29.320 that we experienced at the hands of other people. 452 00:25:30.680 --> 00:25:32.600 And help us to partner with your truth, Lord, 453 00:25:32.600 --> 00:25:35.360 in Jesus' name, amen. 454 00:25:36.500 --> 00:25:39.160 All right, I wanna talk about this insignificance thing 455 00:25:39.160 --> 00:25:40.320 a little bit more, 456 00:25:40.320 --> 00:25:43.080 and then we're gonna do the breakout tonight. 457 00:25:45.080 --> 00:25:48.600 Did someone ever tell you that you were not important? 458 00:25:51.000 --> 00:25:53.280 That you, these are lies, okay? 459 00:25:53.280 --> 00:25:55.620 These are the insignificance lies, 460 00:25:55.620 --> 00:25:57.820 and there's gonna be a couple others. 461 00:25:57.820 --> 00:26:00.400 Did anyone ever tell you that you didn't matter? 462 00:26:01.380 --> 00:26:03.380 You should be seen and not heard. 463 00:26:04.260 --> 00:26:07.040 You are not enough, and these come from the enemy as well. 464 00:26:07.040 --> 00:26:09.820 See, the enemy speaks through people, 465 00:26:09.820 --> 00:26:12.420 so you might be thinking of a person, 466 00:26:12.420 --> 00:26:15.760 but remember, the enemy is the one behind these words 467 00:26:15.760 --> 00:26:18.660 and accusations and harmful things that came against you. 468 00:26:18.660 --> 00:26:20.820 Just always remember that. 469 00:26:20.820 --> 00:26:23.060 I mean, we have to forgive those people, 470 00:26:23.060 --> 00:26:26.100 but understand, hurt people hurt people, 471 00:26:26.100 --> 00:26:29.700 and it always comes through the enemy using people 472 00:26:29.700 --> 00:26:33.320 to come towards us and try to bring harm into our lives. 473 00:26:34.340 --> 00:26:35.180 Here's another one. 474 00:26:35.180 --> 00:26:37.660 Your opinion doesn't matter. 475 00:26:37.660 --> 00:26:39.540 You're always going to have to beg. 476 00:26:39.540 --> 00:26:40.780 There's that beggar. 477 00:26:42.260 --> 00:26:44.260 Is the enemy trying to tell you and convince you 478 00:26:44.260 --> 00:26:46.540 that you have to always beg for God 479 00:26:46.540 --> 00:26:48.180 to pay attention to you? 480 00:26:48.180 --> 00:26:52.320 You have to plead for him to actually look your way. 481 00:26:53.080 --> 00:26:57.080 If they really knew me, they wouldn't accept me, 482 00:26:57.080 --> 00:27:00.000 love me, choose me, and a lot of times, ladies, 483 00:27:00.000 --> 00:27:05.000 that shows up regarding people's stories. 484 00:27:05.160 --> 00:27:07.920 Maybe people, I hear it in all different ways, 485 00:27:07.920 --> 00:27:10.800 but these are just ones that I see a lot. 486 00:27:10.800 --> 00:27:13.360 If they really knew everything that I've been through, 487 00:27:13.360 --> 00:27:14.880 they wouldn't accept me. 488 00:27:14.880 --> 00:27:17.320 If they knew I've been divorced more than once, 489 00:27:17.320 --> 00:27:19.840 they wouldn't want to get to know me. 490 00:27:19.840 --> 00:27:24.840 If they knew how much I actually feel insecure, 491 00:27:27.080 --> 00:27:28.480 I'm too much for them. 492 00:27:30.880 --> 00:27:34.680 All of these lies that I've stated above 493 00:27:34.680 --> 00:27:37.880 in the last few minutes are lies that point to us 494 00:27:37.880 --> 00:27:39.880 having low self-esteem, ladies. 495 00:27:42.040 --> 00:27:44.920 It also points to us not understanding our value 496 00:27:44.920 --> 00:27:48.920 and our worth, as well as our lack of self-esteem. 497 00:27:49.840 --> 00:27:52.440 It also points to us not understanding 498 00:27:52.440 --> 00:27:57.440 our value and our worth, as well as proper P-A-U-P-E-R 499 00:27:57.640 --> 00:27:59.640 and or orphan mentalities. 500 00:28:01.320 --> 00:28:04.440 All right, so I want you to be continuing to think about 501 00:28:04.440 --> 00:28:07.280 what are the ways these things have been showing up 502 00:28:07.280 --> 00:28:10.960 in your life and who have they been showing up through? 503 00:28:10.960 --> 00:28:13.720 And maybe it's just you on your own. 504 00:28:13.720 --> 00:28:16.120 Maybe some of you, even I just heard the Holy Spirit say, 505 00:28:16.120 --> 00:28:18.720 some of you won't even let yourself go buy something new 506 00:28:18.760 --> 00:28:20.360 because God's actually nudging you. 507 00:28:20.360 --> 00:28:22.360 I don't know who this is, but God is nudging you 508 00:28:22.360 --> 00:28:27.360 to go buy yourself something new for a reason, 509 00:28:28.280 --> 00:28:30.560 because he's trying to unlock something in you, 510 00:28:30.560 --> 00:28:33.360 but you've convinced yourself that you don't deserve it. 511 00:28:34.440 --> 00:28:35.560 So I don't know who that's for, 512 00:28:35.560 --> 00:28:38.240 but I'm just hearing what the Lord is saying. 513 00:28:38.240 --> 00:28:43.000 So I want to encourage you, go shopping, 514 00:28:43.000 --> 00:28:45.200 go get yourself something. 515 00:28:45.200 --> 00:28:47.160 I'm not trying to tell you to spend money you don't have, 516 00:28:47.160 --> 00:28:50.880 but I do think one of you, at least one of you tonight, 517 00:28:50.880 --> 00:28:53.120 this is an activation for you. 518 00:28:55.800 --> 00:28:58.200 Y'all, I'm going to tell you a story real quick. 519 00:28:59.160 --> 00:29:02.760 I was at a conference, I don't know, last year or sometime, 520 00:29:02.760 --> 00:29:05.120 and there were students there 521 00:29:05.120 --> 00:29:07.560 that were at the Asbury Revival 522 00:29:07.560 --> 00:29:09.920 and they were sharing their testimony. 523 00:29:09.920 --> 00:29:14.120 And at the end, the people that ran the conference 524 00:29:14.120 --> 00:29:16.720 had these students stand up in the front 525 00:29:17.280 --> 00:29:18.920 and they were the ones that were praying for people. 526 00:29:18.920 --> 00:29:20.080 And I felt led to go up, 527 00:29:20.080 --> 00:29:22.320 because God's really speaking to me a lot 528 00:29:22.320 --> 00:29:24.120 about going after college-aged students. 529 00:29:24.120 --> 00:29:25.920 And I'm like, man, these are these, 530 00:29:25.920 --> 00:29:27.280 I mean, even just the things 531 00:29:27.280 --> 00:29:30.200 these young adults were talking about, 532 00:29:30.200 --> 00:29:34.440 I just was like, I want to get closer to the Lord 533 00:29:34.440 --> 00:29:37.200 and what he's doing through these kids. 534 00:29:37.200 --> 00:29:39.040 And I went up for prayer. 535 00:29:39.040 --> 00:29:43.240 And as I was waiting to go up and pray, 536 00:29:43.240 --> 00:29:45.120 I was waiting for them to finish with someone else. 537 00:29:45.120 --> 00:29:47.960 I heard the Lord speak something to me that I, 538 00:29:47.960 --> 00:29:51.280 you know, it was so quick, I could have totally dismissed it. 539 00:29:52.240 --> 00:29:56.400 I heard him say, you need to invest in a new wardrobe. 540 00:29:58.840 --> 00:29:59.880 So simple. 541 00:30:00.000 --> 00:30:07.580 Here's why. So I go up for prayer. I say nothing about that because that's not what I was going 542 00:30:07.580 --> 00:30:13.220 up for prayer about. I finished praying. And after I finished praying and I'm walking back 543 00:30:13.220 --> 00:30:18.920 to my seat, the Lord is continuing to talk to me. And he said, I'm going to send you 544 00:30:18.920 --> 00:30:26.760 to the college age students. And you need to look the part. You need to look the part. 545 00:30:26.760 --> 00:30:32.600 You need to have some new stuff. You need to feel confident when you go. Now y'all, 546 00:30:32.600 --> 00:30:38.000 I haven't had an opportunity open up yet, but here's the thing. And I'm not saying I 547 00:30:38.000 --> 00:30:44.520 didn't have nice things before, but there was a very long period of time where I, I 548 00:30:44.520 --> 00:30:52.600 didn't even like shopping. And so I just quit investing in things. And I just felt like 549 00:30:52.600 --> 00:30:58.560 God was leading me to do that. And I've been investing in it and I'm getting myself ready 550 00:30:58.560 --> 00:31:06.920 for what's coming. Do you understand? Okay. So some of you, God is nudging you because 551 00:31:06.920 --> 00:31:12.960 he wants you to have some stuff that after you finish phase one, not right now, but after 552 00:31:12.960 --> 00:31:20.600 you finish phase one, you'll have some new things or some dates. Hey, so be expectant. 553 00:31:20.600 --> 00:31:27.400 Allow your heart to begin to believe and step into that activation. Okay. Moving on. 554 00:31:27.400 --> 00:31:30.960 I don't know how that tied into the lies and the things, but that's what came up. So I 555 00:31:30.960 --> 00:31:35.880 just go with it. You all. All right. So let's look at the truth. What is the truth? That's 556 00:31:35.880 --> 00:31:38.960 the opposite of some of these lies. I'm just going to say a couple of things real quick, 557 00:31:38.960 --> 00:31:44.160 some scriptures, but here's the one truth God wanted me to speak overall over all of 558 00:31:44.160 --> 00:31:52.280 those lies is you can have enough to give away all the time. You can have enough to 559 00:31:52.280 --> 00:31:57.780 give away all the time and you all, it's not just about money. You can have enough joy. 560 00:31:57.780 --> 00:32:03.360 You can have enough hope. You can have enough laughter. You can have enough fun. You can 561 00:32:03.360 --> 00:32:09.400 have enough of, you know, uh, I do believe this can apply also to finances that you are 562 00:32:09.400 --> 00:32:19.960 going to be a lender, not a borrower. Okay, Natalie, girl, I didn't know why I was telling 563 00:32:19.960 --> 00:32:25.640 that story. You all, this is why I just trust the Holy spirit. I'm going to read Natalie 564 00:32:25.640 --> 00:32:30.080 put in there. Oh, geez. I feel like that was for me. I work at a university and went to 565 00:32:30.080 --> 00:32:36.080 the revival at Asbury and I've literally been thinking about updating my wardrobe. You all 566 00:32:36.080 --> 00:32:40.480 sometimes I don't know why God is telling me to say something, but I just trust him. 567 00:32:40.480 --> 00:32:46.080 Natalie. I can't wait to see now when you go, I hope that you will post in the group, 568 00:32:46.080 --> 00:32:51.120 maybe one of your new shirts or your new outfit. Let us see some of this new swag girl looking 569 00:32:51.120 --> 00:32:58.160 good. All right. So y'all are going to be lenders and not just borrowers. Proverbs 12 49, 570 00:32:58.160 --> 00:33:05.440 a wife of noble character is her husband's crown. There's the crown again, right? Ephesians 571 00:33:05.440 --> 00:33:11.280 one, five in love. He predestined us for adoption to sonship through Jesus Christ in 572 00:33:11.280 --> 00:33:17.120 accordance with his pleasure and will. So there we are. We're adopted. We're never alone. 573 00:33:17.120 --> 00:33:24.160 Here's the next one. Isaiah 43, four, since you are precious and honored in my sight, 574 00:33:24.160 --> 00:33:31.960 this is God speaking. And because I love you, I will give people in exchange for you and 575 00:33:31.960 --> 00:33:38.840 nations in exchange for your life. So he's going to, he's going to go to bat for us. You all 576 00:33:40.760 --> 00:33:44.680 here's the scripture. I kind of stated this earlier, Luke 12, seven, indeed, 577 00:33:44.680 --> 00:33:50.280 the very hairs of your head are all numbered. Don't be afraid you are worth more than sparrows. 578 00:33:50.280 --> 00:33:55.960 So that ties into some of our content from last week. If y'all weren't able to be here last week, 579 00:33:55.960 --> 00:34:00.760 definitely check out that replay. If you haven't listened to it yet and try to get out in nature, 580 00:34:00.760 --> 00:34:07.160 that was our activation. Some of y'all did that this last week and wrote some great updates on how 581 00:34:07.160 --> 00:34:12.760 that minister to you. So there's still time y'all, even if you haven't done it yet, you can still do 582 00:34:12.760 --> 00:34:20.600 this stuff. Okay. So we're going to go into breakouts. We're going to go into breakouts and 583 00:34:20.600 --> 00:34:25.400 here's the one, what I want to talk about. You know, when you wrote down on your paper, 584 00:34:26.199 --> 00:34:32.280 uh, the two things that God spoke over your true identity, that's what I want you to talk about 585 00:34:32.280 --> 00:34:36.600 in the breakout. Okay. Cause it's, I think we've been talking about the hard stuff a little bit 586 00:34:36.600 --> 00:34:42.840 here for a while, and I want you to talk about the good stuff. Now, here is a, uh, a preface. 587 00:34:43.639 --> 00:34:49.800 If you did not get anything, if you feel like you didn't hear something, I don't want you to panic. 588 00:34:50.600 --> 00:34:54.199 All I want you to do when you go into that breakout room is just say you all, I didn't, 589 00:34:54.840 --> 00:34:57.640 I didn't hear anything yet. We, you know, just be praying for me. 590 00:34:58.200 --> 00:34:59.880 They don't have to pray for you right then, but just. 591 00:35:00.000 --> 00:35:04.120 Let your ladies know and they'll pray for you. They can be praying for you this week 592 00:35:04.120 --> 00:35:09.320 Okay, just be real and be honest ladies. This is this is how healing happens 593 00:35:09.920 --> 00:35:16.400 Okay, be vulnerable with each other. God's working in this as well. All right. Let me set these breakout rooms up 594 00:35:17.880 --> 00:35:20.640 Again you're talking about the two things 595 00:35:21.440 --> 00:35:26.840 That God spoke to you when we pause and ask God to show us two things 596 00:35:27.160 --> 00:35:31.260 Oh Tammy you might have come in after two things that God 597 00:35:33.000 --> 00:35:36.960 Is saying to you right now so he can speak to you right now Tammy 598 00:35:38.000 --> 00:35:42.000 Over your original identity like when he was forming you 599 00:35:42.800 --> 00:35:44.800 Things he was speaking over you 600 00:35:45.040 --> 00:35:50.560 Your true identity before trauma and pain ever entered and you're asking God to help you hear 601 00:35:50.840 --> 00:35:55.560 These two things and you can have more on your paper, but we want to start with at least two 602 00:35:56.040 --> 00:35:58.040 All right 603 00:35:59.160 --> 00:36:01.240 Let me give you a let's see 604 00:36:02.800 --> 00:36:07.840 Let's do nine minutes that gives you about two and a half to three minutes everybody 605 00:36:08.600 --> 00:36:10.360 Okay 606 00:36:10.360 --> 00:36:14.720 Here you go. I'm gonna be praying for you all and if you can't go into breakouts, it's okay 607 00:36:20.160 --> 00:36:24.040 Joanne I see you as well. I have to sign you I'm not sure why I didn't 608 00:36:26.560 --> 00:36:28.560 I 609 00:36:29.680 --> 00:36:31.800 Don't only have one there 610 00:36:34.440 --> 00:36:36.440 That's weird 611 00:36:41.040 --> 00:36:43.040 All right 612 00:36:46.960 --> 00:36:48.960 Eloise and Catherine and Carrie 613 00:36:48.960 --> 00:36:53.640 I'm not sure if any of you all are not able to go into breakout if you can't go into breakout 614 00:36:53.640 --> 00:36:55.640 Can you let me know in the chat? 615 00:37:08.400 --> 00:37:10.400 Oh 616 00:37:10.400 --> 00:37:12.400 You 617 00:37:19.360 --> 00:37:24.840 All right, Lord, we just thank you so much for these ladies we thank you God for everything that you're doing 618 00:37:24.840 --> 00:37:27.640 We thank you that you're rewriting stories even right now 619 00:37:28.160 --> 00:37:33.480 Where the enemy has tried to kill steal and destroy we thank you that you sent Jesus Christ to come and give us life 620 00:37:33.480 --> 00:37:38.600 And give it to us more abundantly. So right now we just speak truth and hope and life to be released 621 00:37:39.600 --> 00:37:45.160 Over every one of these ladies into their hearts their minds their spirits their souls their bodies that you would breathe 622 00:37:45.440 --> 00:37:49.040 Life into them help them to hear what your spirit is saying to them 623 00:37:49.720 --> 00:37:52.360 That you would remove every lie of the enemy 624 00:37:53.040 --> 00:37:58.560 Every damaging word that's ever been spoken over them that you would speak truth to them and love right now 625 00:37:58.880 --> 00:38:02.200 We thank you Holy Spirit that you are fanning 626 00:38:04.360 --> 00:38:07.560 The flame within them burning burning burning 627 00:38:09.120 --> 00:38:15.360 You're just burning your love within them cause them to sense your presence right now where they're at 628 00:38:15.360 --> 00:38:16.160 We thank you 629 00:38:16.160 --> 00:38:23.000 Holy Spirit for continuing to weave in and out the comp in and out throughout the conversations that are happening in these rooms 630 00:38:23.600 --> 00:38:26.480 Hi, Nicole. We just went into breakout 631 00:38:27.760 --> 00:38:30.440 Are you able to join breakout? Hi 632 00:38:31.840 --> 00:38:36.520 I'm kind of I just I'm sorry. I missed it this afternoon and now 633 00:38:38.600 --> 00:38:41.640 So what we're talking about if you want to just listen 634 00:38:41.640 --> 00:38:46.080 It's okay because you you might want to go back and listen to the replay and do this part 635 00:38:46.080 --> 00:38:48.720 But I would love for you to at least hear the ladies conversations 636 00:38:49.400 --> 00:38:51.640 What they're talking about. So we did an activation 637 00:38:52.280 --> 00:38:54.280 where I asked them to 638 00:38:54.840 --> 00:39:02.240 Ask God to show them two things that God was speaking and saying over them when he originally created you all 639 00:39:02.760 --> 00:39:05.440 In the womb before before you were ever 640 00:39:06.440 --> 00:39:12.080 Impacted by trauma or wounds like what is God speaking over you when he created you? 641 00:39:12.080 --> 00:39:15.680 So if stuff comes to you go ahead and write that down and you can share that with them 642 00:39:15.680 --> 00:39:19.160 I'm gonna put you into a room now. Okay. All right. God bless you 643 00:39:19.880 --> 00:39:21.880 Thanks 644 00:39:35.440 --> 00:39:37.480 You 645 00:40:00.000 --> 00:40:20.000 All right, Laura, we just thank you. 646 00:40:20.000 --> 00:40:21.000 I'm not sure. 647 00:40:21.000 --> 00:40:24.560 One of the ladies is stuck by herself and I can't fix it. 648 00:40:24.560 --> 00:40:26.760 That's why I was looking at the screen like that. 649 00:40:26.760 --> 00:40:29.400 Hey, Catherine, did you get bumped out? 650 00:40:30.400 --> 00:40:32.000 Something weird is going on. 651 00:40:32.000 --> 00:40:33.000 Do you? 652 00:40:33.000 --> 00:40:35.600 I have somebody stuck in a room by themselves as well. 653 00:40:35.600 --> 00:40:36.700 What room were you in? 654 00:40:38.000 --> 00:40:38.600 Four. 655 00:40:38.600 --> 00:40:39.100 Okay. 656 00:40:44.200 --> 00:40:44.800 There you go. 657 00:40:45.000 --> 00:40:46.300 That should be there for you. 658 00:40:47.800 --> 00:40:48.400 Okay. 659 00:40:48.800 --> 00:40:49.400 Oh cool. 660 00:40:49.400 --> 00:40:50.600 Okay, father. 661 00:40:50.600 --> 00:40:52.000 Thank you so much again. 662 00:40:52.000 --> 00:40:53.800 Just working out technology. 663 00:40:53.800 --> 00:40:56.800 Thank you for helping the ladies to not get kicked out of their 664 00:40:56.800 --> 00:41:00.300 rooms right now and here's Frenchie. 665 00:41:02.400 --> 00:41:05.000 Hey, can you hear me Frenchie? 666 00:41:13.400 --> 00:41:14.300 Hey, I don't know. 667 00:41:14.300 --> 00:41:17.600 I kept trying to move you and you were stuck in the one room. 668 00:41:17.600 --> 00:41:20.400 I sent you a new request for room 12. 669 00:41:20.400 --> 00:41:21.600 Can you see that? 670 00:41:24.900 --> 00:41:25.900 I did. 671 00:41:27.600 --> 00:41:30.600 Keep it up, but it's been hanging out all night. 672 00:41:30.600 --> 00:41:31.100 So. 673 00:41:32.400 --> 00:41:35.000 You know what else just got kicked out right before you. 674 00:41:35.000 --> 00:41:37.600 I think something's going on because it didn't even set the 675 00:41:37.600 --> 00:41:39.300 rooms up right tonight. 676 00:41:40.200 --> 00:41:42.200 Anya, did you get kicked out as well? 677 00:41:44.500 --> 00:41:47.200 No, I actually joined on my phone also because one of the 678 00:41:47.200 --> 00:41:49.000 girls in our group is having trouble figuring out how to 679 00:41:49.000 --> 00:41:49.600 unmute. 680 00:41:49.800 --> 00:41:51.600 So I just am going to show her so I'm good. 681 00:41:51.600 --> 00:41:52.800 I'm still in my breakout room. 682 00:41:53.000 --> 00:41:54.700 Okay, you're in room four. 683 00:41:55.500 --> 00:41:56.100 Yes. 684 00:41:57.200 --> 00:41:58.100 Yes, Catherine. 685 00:41:58.700 --> 00:41:59.100 Yes. 686 00:41:59.300 --> 00:42:00.100 Can you hear me now? 687 00:42:01.000 --> 00:42:01.800 I can hear you now. 688 00:42:01.800 --> 00:42:04.900 Yeah, let's see if it's sending you get into our breakout room. 689 00:42:05.000 --> 00:42:05.700 Yeah, there you go. 690 00:42:05.700 --> 00:42:07.000 You guys can go back in there. 691 00:42:07.600 --> 00:42:08.500 Okay, Frenchie. 692 00:42:08.500 --> 00:42:09.500 Did you see the invite? 693 00:42:09.500 --> 00:42:10.500 I sent you there. 694 00:42:17.200 --> 00:42:19.200 For those watching the replay, sorry about this. 695 00:42:19.200 --> 00:42:21.400 Sometimes this just happens with technology. 696 00:42:21.400 --> 00:42:22.600 So bear with us. 697 00:42:23.400 --> 00:42:24.900 We'll just continue to pray God. 698 00:42:24.900 --> 00:42:29.000 Thank you so much for again, just continuing to remove 699 00:42:29.000 --> 00:42:30.000 distraction. 700 00:42:30.000 --> 00:42:33.500 The enemy is trying to I feel like cause hindrances even in 701 00:42:33.500 --> 00:42:36.000 the conversation tonight and the prayer. 702 00:42:36.000 --> 00:42:39.100 So we just thank you for peace that will prevail. 703 00:42:39.100 --> 00:42:43.100 We thank you for truth and life and healing rivers flowing 704 00:42:43.100 --> 00:42:45.100 from heaven over these ladies tonight. 705 00:42:45.100 --> 00:42:51.300 We thank you that you would help us Lord to envision what 706 00:42:51.400 --> 00:42:55.900 it looks like to be fully loved embraced fully known. 707 00:42:56.200 --> 00:42:58.000 That's the way you love us Lord. 708 00:42:58.000 --> 00:42:59.000 You are love. 709 00:42:59.000 --> 00:43:01.000 You cannot deny yourself. 710 00:43:01.000 --> 00:43:01.400 Therefore. 711 00:43:01.400 --> 00:43:03.700 You will not reject us either because we're made in your 712 00:43:03.700 --> 00:43:04.200 image. 713 00:43:04.200 --> 00:43:08.200 So Lord, I thank you that you would help us to have a more 714 00:43:08.200 --> 00:43:12.700 heavenly understanding of your plan and your blessing in our 715 00:43:12.700 --> 00:43:13.200 lives. 716 00:43:13.200 --> 00:43:18.300 I thank you that you would help us to receive your truth Lord 717 00:43:18.300 --> 00:43:24.700 that you would help us to yes Lord to quickly recognize all 718 00:43:24.700 --> 00:43:28.200 the lies of the wicked one where he is coming that we would 719 00:43:28.200 --> 00:43:31.400 catch those lies quickly and cast those down and choose rather 720 00:43:31.400 --> 00:43:33.300 to believe what the word of God says about us. 721 00:43:33.300 --> 00:43:38.000 We thank you God for fresh manna and revelation from heaven 722 00:43:38.000 --> 00:43:42.000 every single day that you would help us to have insight as we 723 00:43:42.000 --> 00:43:45.500 read your word that it wouldn't just be something legalistic 724 00:43:45.500 --> 00:43:48.600 that we do that we would open the pages of your word and that 725 00:43:48.600 --> 00:43:52.100 they would become illuminated to us that it would feel exciting 726 00:43:52.100 --> 00:43:55.500 that you would stir up the gifts of God within us help us to 727 00:43:55.500 --> 00:43:57.900 know the things that you've placed within us God help us to 728 00:43:57.900 --> 00:44:00.700 see our value to understand our worth in you. 729 00:44:02.400 --> 00:44:05.500 I thank you that you would help all of these ladies to become 730 00:44:05.500 --> 00:44:07.600 more secure in you Lord every day. 731 00:44:12.300 --> 00:44:14.500 That you would help them to get their identity. 732 00:44:15.600 --> 00:44:19.400 From your love from being rooted and rounded in your love Lord. 733 00:44:20.700 --> 00:44:23.500 I thank you that not height nor depth nor principality nor 734 00:44:23.500 --> 00:44:27.200 power nor things in the present or things to come shall ever 735 00:44:27.200 --> 00:44:29.800 separate us from the love of God in Christ Jesus. 736 00:44:29.800 --> 00:44:31.000 I thank you Lord. 737 00:44:32.900 --> 00:44:38.100 That yes Lord and Proverbs 3 5 ladies in the message. 738 00:44:38.100 --> 00:44:40.500 It says this trust God from the bottom of your heart. 739 00:44:40.500 --> 00:44:44.200 Don't try to figure out everything on your own listen for God's 740 00:44:44.200 --> 00:44:46.700 voice in everything you do everywhere you go. 741 00:44:46.700 --> 00:44:49.400 He's the one who will keep you on track. 742 00:44:49.900 --> 00:44:51.300 Don't assume you know it all so Lord. 743 00:44:51.300 --> 00:44:56.200 We just thank you for continuing ability to surrender. 744 00:44:57.300 --> 00:44:59.700 We thank you for grace and life and truth. 745 00:45:00.000 --> 00:45:02.520 Thank you for revealings, for healing that are happening, 746 00:45:02.520 --> 00:45:04.240 that you're bringing things out of the darkness 747 00:45:04.240 --> 00:45:07.960 into the light, that you're showing us, Lord, 748 00:45:07.960 --> 00:45:09.480 the people that we need to forgive, 749 00:45:09.480 --> 00:45:13.360 the situations that we need to ask you to help us to heal, 750 00:45:13.360 --> 00:45:16.960 and that we would invite you into the vulnerable places 751 00:45:16.960 --> 00:45:18.760 and not turn away from those anymore, 752 00:45:18.760 --> 00:45:20.520 that we would not procrastinate, 753 00:45:20.520 --> 00:45:24.680 that we would be women of action doers of your word, 754 00:45:24.680 --> 00:45:25.960 Lord God, that we would partner 755 00:45:25.960 --> 00:45:28.080 with your truth over our lives. 756 00:45:28.080 --> 00:45:29.720 God, that we would see your truth, 757 00:45:29.720 --> 00:45:33.080 that we would perceive a fresh vision in the night hour, 758 00:45:33.080 --> 00:45:34.800 as well as in the daytime, 759 00:45:34.800 --> 00:45:38.040 of your plans and your purposes for us, Lord. 760 00:45:38.040 --> 00:45:41.080 Help us to have a deeper understanding 761 00:45:41.080 --> 00:45:44.360 of all of the plans and the promises that you have for us, 762 00:45:44.360 --> 00:45:47.120 that you don't have plans for harm or for evil, Lord, 763 00:45:47.120 --> 00:45:49.120 you have plans for good. 764 00:45:49.120 --> 00:45:51.120 Help us to partner with the good, good life 765 00:45:51.120 --> 00:45:53.400 that you have for us in Jesus' name. 766 00:45:53.400 --> 00:45:55.720 Welcome back, ladies. 767 00:45:55.720 --> 00:45:56.880 Welcome back, welcome back. 768 00:45:56.880 --> 00:45:57.960 We have like 20 seconds 769 00:45:57.960 --> 00:46:00.880 and everybody will be here with us. 770 00:46:00.880 --> 00:46:01.920 Praise the Lord. 771 00:46:04.120 --> 00:46:06.400 Y'all, we were having some tech issues this time. 772 00:46:06.400 --> 00:46:08.120 I don't know what was going on. 773 00:46:08.120 --> 00:46:10.760 We had people getting kicked out of rooms. 774 00:46:10.760 --> 00:46:13.440 I had somebody stuck in a room by themselves 775 00:46:13.440 --> 00:46:16.280 and I kept trying to invite them to a different room. 776 00:46:16.280 --> 00:46:17.400 I don't know what was going on. 777 00:46:17.400 --> 00:46:18.800 That's a first for me. 778 00:46:19.800 --> 00:46:23.120 Sometimes the Zoom rooms don't do it right. 779 00:46:24.880 --> 00:46:26.400 All right, awesome. 780 00:46:26.400 --> 00:46:27.800 Welcome back. 781 00:46:28.640 --> 00:46:31.600 Who is willing to share with the whole group 782 00:46:31.600 --> 00:46:34.040 what you shared with your breakout? 783 00:46:34.040 --> 00:46:35.160 Anya, go ahead. 784 00:46:37.480 --> 00:46:39.480 So the two things that I heard 785 00:46:39.480 --> 00:46:44.320 were seeker of justice and daughter. 786 00:46:44.320 --> 00:46:47.520 And just what I had been sharing was, 787 00:46:48.480 --> 00:46:49.880 I thought it was really interesting 788 00:46:49.880 --> 00:46:52.280 because in a lot of the, 789 00:46:52.280 --> 00:46:53.760 having just finished week four 790 00:46:53.760 --> 00:46:55.840 with all sorts of forgiveness 791 00:46:55.880 --> 00:46:58.280 and just different memories 792 00:46:58.280 --> 00:47:01.520 and lies that were being uncovered and all of that, 793 00:47:03.080 --> 00:47:07.840 what I was seeing was that sometimes my tendency 794 00:47:07.840 --> 00:47:11.080 to be perfect or to be right, 795 00:47:11.080 --> 00:47:13.040 to always have things to be right, 796 00:47:14.080 --> 00:47:18.400 actually became a self-protective mechanism. 797 00:47:21.000 --> 00:47:23.160 So it was just neat when the Lord was like, 798 00:47:23.200 --> 00:47:25.240 no, but I put that in you, 799 00:47:25.240 --> 00:47:27.320 like that right and wrong 800 00:47:27.320 --> 00:47:29.600 and that sense of right and wrong. 801 00:47:29.600 --> 00:47:32.640 Sure, it was warped and twisted because of things, 802 00:47:32.640 --> 00:47:35.560 but it was actually like what he put in me. 803 00:47:35.560 --> 00:47:39.280 And then daughter, just that reminder of even like, 804 00:47:39.280 --> 00:47:41.920 you never had to do anything, darn it. 805 00:47:41.920 --> 00:47:42.920 So, yeah. 806 00:47:42.920 --> 00:47:44.920 That is so beautiful. 807 00:47:44.920 --> 00:47:46.120 Wow. 808 00:47:46.120 --> 00:47:49.400 What a change from when you first started, right? 809 00:47:49.400 --> 00:47:50.600 I love this. 810 00:47:50.600 --> 00:47:52.960 Ladies, she's onto something really important here. 811 00:47:53.760 --> 00:47:55.280 Did you understand what she was saying? 812 00:47:55.280 --> 00:47:58.640 God put a gift in her that along the way 813 00:47:58.640 --> 00:48:02.840 basically got overextended through trauma and pain 814 00:48:02.840 --> 00:48:05.360 and slightly twisted. 815 00:48:05.360 --> 00:48:08.960 And so she started believing that it wasn't a gift, 816 00:48:08.960 --> 00:48:10.840 that was something that wasn't good about her. 817 00:48:10.840 --> 00:48:12.960 Essentially, I'm kind of paraphrasing, 818 00:48:12.960 --> 00:48:17.120 but here's the truth is that when God puts something in us, 819 00:48:17.120 --> 00:48:18.760 it is a gift. 820 00:48:18.760 --> 00:48:20.960 It's a gift that he's given to us. 821 00:48:21.000 --> 00:48:23.600 And the more that you heal, 822 00:48:23.600 --> 00:48:25.400 the more you're gonna recognize the gift 823 00:48:25.400 --> 00:48:28.560 and it should come back into balance for you. 824 00:48:28.560 --> 00:48:30.040 Now, there will be times 825 00:48:30.040 --> 00:48:32.640 where the enemy will still try to tempt you 826 00:48:32.640 --> 00:48:35.000 to see if he can get you out of balance 827 00:48:35.000 --> 00:48:37.520 and back into chaos, right? 828 00:48:37.520 --> 00:48:42.240 But we get to choose to stay in the pathway with the Lord 829 00:48:42.240 --> 00:48:44.000 and to trust in his goodness 830 00:48:44.000 --> 00:48:46.440 and to remain in the healed place. 831 00:48:46.440 --> 00:48:50.680 How do we do that when hurt still comes, ladies? 832 00:48:51.400 --> 00:48:53.400 How do we remain in the healed place? 833 00:48:53.400 --> 00:48:56.960 Some people never wanna leave phase one. 834 00:48:56.960 --> 00:49:00.520 I literally have someone that's been coming. 835 00:49:00.520 --> 00:49:02.800 Y'all, I thought she was like in phase three 836 00:49:02.800 --> 00:49:05.960 and she's just been coming. 837 00:49:05.960 --> 00:49:08.680 She just needed to know that she can move on, I guess today. 838 00:49:08.680 --> 00:49:11.000 But I say that because there are some people 839 00:49:11.000 --> 00:49:13.720 that literally feel like it's like a womb, 840 00:49:13.720 --> 00:49:15.960 like you're in this protective womb here 841 00:49:15.960 --> 00:49:18.120 and people get afraid to leave. 842 00:49:18.120 --> 00:49:19.680 But I don't want you to be afraid to leave 843 00:49:20.120 --> 00:49:23.080 when God calls the babies out, it is time. 844 00:49:23.080 --> 00:49:24.640 It is time to be birthed. 845 00:49:24.640 --> 00:49:26.480 If you are finishing phase one, 846 00:49:26.480 --> 00:49:30.040 ladies, give yourself permission to go forward 847 00:49:30.040 --> 00:49:32.400 because God has more healing for you 848 00:49:32.400 --> 00:49:33.720 that will come in phase two. 849 00:49:33.720 --> 00:49:35.480 You'll be so amazed 850 00:49:35.480 --> 00:49:37.480 at how you'll continue to be transformed. 851 00:49:37.480 --> 00:49:40.080 So on that note, you will learn. 852 00:49:40.080 --> 00:49:43.240 You'll learn to practice how to keep things in balance. 853 00:49:43.240 --> 00:49:47.200 Healing still happens every single day in my life. 854 00:49:47.200 --> 00:49:49.760 If painful things happen, guess what? 855 00:49:49.760 --> 00:49:51.440 I have more tools now 856 00:49:51.440 --> 00:49:53.080 because I went through the heart work 857 00:49:53.080 --> 00:49:54.920 that I can use on a regular basis 858 00:49:54.920 --> 00:49:57.400 to process things for healing. 859 00:49:57.400 --> 00:49:59.520 And you'll be able to do the same as well. 860 00:50:00.000 --> 00:50:01.940 Anya, thank you for sharing. 861 00:50:01.940 --> 00:50:03.860 Brittany, go ahead. 862 00:50:03.860 --> 00:50:08.120 So in our group, 863 00:50:08.120 --> 00:50:10.640 I shared, first I wasn't sure 864 00:50:10.640 --> 00:50:12.380 the Lord is talking to me because sometimes I'm like, 865 00:50:12.380 --> 00:50:14.780 I need a minute for quietness. 866 00:50:14.780 --> 00:50:18.580 But I caught a glimpse of 867 00:50:18.580 --> 00:50:22.020 just this innocence when I was a little girl. 868 00:50:22.020 --> 00:50:27.000 So before my parents or anyone in my environment, 869 00:50:27.360 --> 00:50:32.360 put their own like teachings into me or any like projections. 870 00:50:32.640 --> 00:50:34.800 And then I just felt the love of the Lord, 871 00:50:34.800 --> 00:50:36.500 like come over me. 872 00:50:36.500 --> 00:50:39.040 And I felt like he was just really allowing me 873 00:50:39.040 --> 00:50:41.800 to see that I'm full of love. 874 00:50:41.800 --> 00:50:44.040 And then I saw this flower, 875 00:50:45.120 --> 00:50:47.760 I wanna say it's a drivera type of flower. 876 00:50:47.760 --> 00:50:49.760 And it's one that has like, 877 00:50:49.760 --> 00:50:52.800 it was the colors of like orange and red and yellow, 878 00:50:52.800 --> 00:50:55.200 like really just like these deep colors. 879 00:50:55.240 --> 00:50:56.320 And that was interesting 880 00:50:56.320 --> 00:50:59.720 because I was in the group with Mariska and Laura 881 00:50:59.720 --> 00:51:03.000 and Mariska mentioned that in the prophetic, 882 00:51:03.000 --> 00:51:04.680 that can mean something very passionate. 883 00:51:04.680 --> 00:51:06.640 And I was reflecting on that 884 00:51:06.640 --> 00:51:08.360 before even deciding to share it. 885 00:51:08.360 --> 00:51:09.560 I was like, oh, wait, 886 00:51:10.600 --> 00:51:13.280 this was something I thought about today, 887 00:51:13.280 --> 00:51:15.280 earlier today before this call, 888 00:51:15.280 --> 00:51:18.640 like passionate about the things that I stand for 889 00:51:18.640 --> 00:51:22.320 and just being brave enough to share that with my family. 890 00:51:22.320 --> 00:51:25.440 And sometimes I feel like with my own family members, 891 00:51:25.440 --> 00:51:27.280 they're not doing that. 892 00:51:27.280 --> 00:51:32.280 And so I was like, oh, that makes sense, that makes sense. 893 00:51:32.640 --> 00:51:35.520 So just being allowed to see that, 894 00:51:35.520 --> 00:51:40.520 it just really helped to see that from the Lord. 895 00:51:41.560 --> 00:51:42.880 That's so good. 896 00:51:42.880 --> 00:51:46.080 And ladies, this is how you can practice this 897 00:51:46.080 --> 00:51:47.760 on your own too, okay? 898 00:51:47.760 --> 00:51:49.880 So that's why we're doing this tonight. 899 00:51:49.880 --> 00:51:52.600 I'm trying to teach you all some real life things 900 00:51:52.600 --> 00:51:54.400 that you can implement. 901 00:51:54.400 --> 00:51:56.600 When you're alone with the Lord, you can say, 902 00:51:56.600 --> 00:52:01.600 Lord, can you show me what you think about me 903 00:52:01.960 --> 00:52:03.160 at whatever stage? 904 00:52:03.160 --> 00:52:04.160 And just ask him, 905 00:52:05.280 --> 00:52:07.240 can you show me what you thought about me 906 00:52:07.240 --> 00:52:08.520 when I went through my divorce? 907 00:52:08.520 --> 00:52:10.800 Whatever it is that you have need of, 908 00:52:10.800 --> 00:52:14.280 he wants to speak to you in every area that you need it 909 00:52:14.280 --> 00:52:15.480 and he will. 910 00:52:15.480 --> 00:52:16.400 And you guys will learn, 911 00:52:16.400 --> 00:52:20.560 you'll learn how to hear him more quickly. 912 00:52:20.560 --> 00:52:22.320 I used to feel very similar, Brittany. 913 00:52:22.320 --> 00:52:25.200 I felt like I had to really like have this, 914 00:52:25.200 --> 00:52:27.640 lots of quiet and processing times. 915 00:52:27.640 --> 00:52:29.720 And sometimes I still feel like that, 916 00:52:29.720 --> 00:52:32.040 but other times like I'll ask and he'll just show me 917 00:52:32.040 --> 00:52:33.400 and I just see stuff. 918 00:52:33.400 --> 00:52:36.920 And so I believe that that can be true for you too, yeah. 919 00:52:36.920 --> 00:52:38.800 Thank you so much for sharing that. 920 00:52:38.800 --> 00:52:41.320 And what a beautiful thing that you felt the love 921 00:52:41.320 --> 00:52:43.720 of the Lord come over you in that process too. 922 00:52:43.720 --> 00:52:45.480 Praise the Lord. 923 00:52:45.520 --> 00:52:47.880 All right, Lori, go ahead. 924 00:52:48.720 --> 00:52:49.560 Thank you. 925 00:52:50.480 --> 00:52:51.640 It was so funny you said that, 926 00:52:51.640 --> 00:52:54.240 like just to practice listening throughout your day. 927 00:52:54.240 --> 00:52:56.520 And so I've really been trying to, 928 00:52:56.520 --> 00:52:58.640 my hunger to hear the voice of the Spirit. 929 00:52:58.640 --> 00:53:00.240 I hunger to hear the voice of the Father. 930 00:53:00.240 --> 00:53:02.320 I hunger to hear the voice of Jesus. 931 00:53:02.320 --> 00:53:05.120 And so I feel like today when I got in my car 932 00:53:05.120 --> 00:53:05.960 to go do errands, I'm like, 933 00:53:05.960 --> 00:53:08.080 okay, Jesus, you're sitting shotgun with me. 934 00:53:08.080 --> 00:53:08.920 Where are we going? 935 00:53:08.920 --> 00:53:09.760 Where should I go first? 936 00:53:09.760 --> 00:53:12.280 And just kind of including Jesus in my every step, 937 00:53:12.280 --> 00:53:14.440 every moment of my day. 938 00:53:14.440 --> 00:53:16.720 And I said, what do you wanna say to me? 939 00:53:16.720 --> 00:53:19.120 What is it that you want me to hear today? 940 00:53:19.120 --> 00:53:20.520 And he said, you're my girl. 941 00:53:21.480 --> 00:53:23.680 You're my girl, I'm with you. 942 00:53:23.680 --> 00:53:28.040 And so when you did this exercise just now, 943 00:53:28.040 --> 00:53:30.160 I shared my small group. 944 00:53:30.160 --> 00:53:34.280 As I heard the Father say, you're my royal daughter, 945 00:53:34.280 --> 00:53:37.480 your royalty, you're my royal daughter. 946 00:53:37.480 --> 00:53:42.040 And Jesus said, you're my beloved, I'm yours. 947 00:53:42.040 --> 00:53:45.840 And so it's kind of fun to hear the voice of the Father, 948 00:53:45.840 --> 00:53:47.960 the Son, and the Holy Spirit, a triune God, 949 00:53:47.960 --> 00:53:50.520 a relational God, the three in one, the Trinity. 950 00:53:50.520 --> 00:53:54.160 And I'm like, okay, I wanna befriend you, Holy Spirit. 951 00:53:54.160 --> 00:53:57.680 I want us to be really close. 952 00:53:57.680 --> 00:54:01.160 And then there's a different feel of what Jesus, 953 00:54:01.160 --> 00:54:04.200 my bridegroom God, my Savior, my Lord, 954 00:54:04.200 --> 00:54:07.680 and then God the Father, my Papa. 955 00:54:07.680 --> 00:54:10.240 And so anyway, I'm just learning to hear the voice 956 00:54:10.240 --> 00:54:12.000 of the Father, the Son, and the Holy Spirit. 957 00:54:12.960 --> 00:54:14.120 And that's what I got. 958 00:54:14.120 --> 00:54:15.920 That's so good. 959 00:54:15.920 --> 00:54:19.680 Hey, you all, you are his royal daughters. 960 00:54:19.680 --> 00:54:21.160 I love that. 961 00:54:21.160 --> 00:54:22.560 Just keep soaking in that. 962 00:54:22.560 --> 00:54:25.320 Let that come over you and speak some truth 963 00:54:25.320 --> 00:54:27.520 into your spirit, even right now. 964 00:54:27.520 --> 00:54:29.880 Some of y'all, he's coming into your rooms, 965 00:54:29.880 --> 00:54:32.760 right where you're at, and he's putting a robe around you. 966 00:54:33.680 --> 00:54:34.880 And you might not even realize it, 967 00:54:34.880 --> 00:54:37.000 but he's doing it in the spirit realm. 968 00:54:37.000 --> 00:54:41.040 So just trust that he is working even right now. 969 00:54:41.040 --> 00:54:41.880 Go ahead. 970 00:54:46.160 --> 00:54:47.600 Sorry, I had to unmute myself. 971 00:54:47.600 --> 00:54:48.760 Oh, that's all right. 972 00:54:48.760 --> 00:54:52.280 So Melissa Fletcher was my partner, 973 00:54:52.280 --> 00:54:53.320 and I told her one thing, 974 00:54:53.320 --> 00:54:56.240 but I actually heard something before that, 975 00:54:56.240 --> 00:54:57.320 but I disregarded it 976 00:54:57.320 --> 00:55:00.160 because I was in the bathroom when I heard it. 977 00:55:00.000 --> 00:55:05.360 I literally had to take the phone into the bathroom and I was like, that can't be for 978 00:55:05.360 --> 00:55:06.360 real. 979 00:55:06.360 --> 00:55:07.720 But now it is all adding up. 980 00:55:07.720 --> 00:55:14.200 So the first thing I heard, you were talking and I asked the Lord, I think you said, like, 981 00:55:14.200 --> 00:55:18.320 what does he think of us or what does he see in us or qualities in us? 982 00:55:18.320 --> 00:55:21.240 And I heard passionate and loyal. 983 00:55:21.240 --> 00:55:24.120 And I was like, huh, okay. 984 00:55:24.120 --> 00:55:28.800 Which I know the loyal thing, but it just, I kind of was like, okay, whatever. 985 00:55:28.800 --> 00:55:35.920 And then I got downstairs and was praying and I prayed again and I heard fun and adventurous. 986 00:55:35.920 --> 00:55:39.680 And what I was saying to Melissa is that I told her about the fun part. 987 00:55:39.680 --> 00:55:44.320 And I said, what's interesting is because I've been getting over this breakup, I haven't 988 00:55:44.320 --> 00:55:45.320 felt very fun. 989 00:55:45.320 --> 00:55:48.920 I felt really like gloomy guests for a long time. 990 00:55:48.920 --> 00:55:55.000 But that really is when I think of fun, I was trying to find a better word, but the 991 00:55:55.000 --> 00:56:04.320 vision that the Lord gave me was like a kid that is very everything is exciting and new 992 00:56:04.320 --> 00:56:06.160 and like wide eyed. 993 00:56:06.160 --> 00:56:12.840 And I feel like that's kind of how a lot of my walk was with the Lord for a long time, 994 00:56:12.840 --> 00:56:16.560 where everything was just anything is possible with God. 995 00:56:16.560 --> 00:56:19.160 And he did all these amazing, miraculous things. 996 00:56:19.160 --> 00:56:24.480 And I saw miracles and experience miracles and just like such a passionate relationship 997 00:56:24.480 --> 00:56:26.080 with him. 998 00:56:26.080 --> 00:56:29.240 And then it's just the last many years have been really hard. 999 00:56:29.240 --> 00:56:34.120 And there's been a whole lot of digging up of traumatic stuff. 1000 00:56:34.120 --> 00:56:36.520 And I'm almost finished. 1001 00:56:36.520 --> 00:56:41.320 What I was explaining to Melissa is that I feel like I just turned a page this weekend 1002 00:56:41.320 --> 00:56:47.680 with this getting over this breakup, where I feel like the regular me is starting to 1003 00:56:47.680 --> 00:56:49.640 come back. 1004 00:56:49.640 --> 00:56:55.960 And I'm also about ready to be done with week five. 1005 00:56:55.960 --> 00:57:01.320 She was saying, well, that's kind of interesting, because one of the qualities in the divine 1006 00:57:01.320 --> 00:57:04.760 part for women is fun. 1007 00:57:04.760 --> 00:57:09.000 And then when I think about all of those qualities, I'm like, well, all of those would be good 1008 00:57:09.000 --> 00:57:14.600 in a relationship, you know, loyal, passionate, fun, adventurous, because those aren't necessarily 1009 00:57:14.600 --> 00:57:19.720 the things that I would have thought, like I used to be involved with anti human trafficking 1010 00:57:19.720 --> 00:57:23.320 and a lot of mission stuff and ministry, I would have thought there would be different 1011 00:57:23.320 --> 00:57:24.600 words. 1012 00:57:24.600 --> 00:57:27.720 But those words seem very relevant right now. 1013 00:57:27.720 --> 00:57:34.400 Well, and here's the thing, ladies is, remember that he's also trying to speak to you about 1014 00:57:34.400 --> 00:57:43.840 what he originally put in you long before trauma and wounds ever entered. 1015 00:57:43.840 --> 00:57:51.800 And so no matter what we go through in life, ladies, this stuff is still in us. 1016 00:57:51.800 --> 00:57:54.640 You are experiencing an awakening. 1017 00:57:54.640 --> 00:58:02.480 And guess what you will you can even end up better and healthier and more fun and more 1018 00:58:02.480 --> 00:58:06.320 adventurous than you were ever before. 1019 00:58:06.320 --> 00:58:12.800 All this other stuff happened, that is really something true that can happen like over here, 1020 00:58:12.800 --> 00:58:20.160 you may experience all like, even though you're saying I was this way before, I believe, 1021 00:58:20.160 --> 00:58:24.720 because I've experienced it, and just by faith for you, that you're about to experience a 1022 00:58:24.720 --> 00:58:31.560 whole new level of fun, adventure, passion, what loyalty looks like not only you being 1023 00:58:31.560 --> 00:58:35.000 loyal, but someone being loyal to you. 1024 00:58:35.000 --> 00:58:42.360 You know, all the things so be prepared because there's good stuff on the way and God is working 1025 00:58:42.440 --> 00:58:44.280 on your behalf right now. 1026 00:58:44.280 --> 00:58:48.040 And this is where we prepare and partner our hearts, right? 1027 00:58:48.040 --> 00:58:53.240 In the heart healing, you all are also learning how to prepare your hearts for what he's about 1028 00:58:53.240 --> 00:58:54.240 to bring you. 1029 00:58:54.240 --> 00:58:58.160 All right, so I'm going to go ahead and shift over to Shirai. 1030 00:58:58.160 --> 00:59:00.920 And then I do need to do the additional content. 1031 00:59:00.920 --> 00:59:05.560 So Shirai and is it Mariska? 1032 00:59:05.560 --> 00:59:06.640 Yeah. 1033 00:59:06.640 --> 00:59:10.320 So if you guys can go ahead and I'll have you both go and then I can't have anybody 1034 00:59:10.320 --> 00:59:13.920 else raise their hand right now because we'll try to come back for another round in a little 1035 00:59:13.920 --> 00:59:14.920 bit. 1036 00:59:14.920 --> 00:59:18.120 All right, Shirai, go ahead. 1037 00:59:18.120 --> 00:59:24.240 In mine, I really, honestly, I, I'm always very sensitive about whether or not I hear 1038 00:59:24.240 --> 00:59:25.240 God or not. 1039 00:59:25.240 --> 00:59:29.320 And that's what I told my, my partner. 1040 00:59:29.320 --> 00:59:36.440 So but I was sitting here listening to the other ladies. 1041 00:59:36.440 --> 00:59:40.600 And I, I just, so I really didn't say anything in my group. 1042 00:59:40.600 --> 00:59:41.960 That's okay. 1043 00:59:41.960 --> 00:59:45.760 I'm just sitting here listening to the, these other ladies. 1044 00:59:45.760 --> 00:59:53.720 And I just heard tender hearted, sensitive. 1045 00:59:53.720 --> 00:59:58.760 I have a lot of moments where I'm like, I, I'm kind of like, like in the bed, like sleep. 1046 00:59:58.760 --> 01:00:00.040 I've, you know. 1047 01:00:00.000 --> 01:00:08.480 No, but my spirit gets awake, awoken and I begin to pray for like, and I'm not praying 1048 01:00:08.480 --> 01:00:13.920 out loud, but I can hear the words in my head and that happens a lot to me at night. 1049 01:00:16.720 --> 01:00:23.120 And so it just brought back last night, how I was woken up. It was like two o'clock in the morning 1050 01:00:23.120 --> 01:00:31.840 and I wasn't talking out loud, but in my head, I was praying for the salvation of Donald Trump. 1051 01:00:31.840 --> 01:00:41.520 Somebody in my own personal self, no offense to anybody on here, irks me, but I was literally 1052 01:00:41.520 --> 01:00:51.680 travailing in my spirit. And it was so weird. So I'm like, so Barry, so I just heard in my 1053 01:00:51.680 --> 01:00:58.800 tender hearted and sensitive. Yes. Yes. And y'all again, these are, these are attributes. 1054 01:00:58.800 --> 01:01:04.640 God is trying to say, this is the stuff that I breathed into you when I was forming you. 1055 01:01:04.640 --> 01:01:09.760 Like that, that's what he was doing. He was forming us. He was breathing life and, 1056 01:01:09.760 --> 01:01:16.480 and good things into us. I love that you are recognizing that God is waking you up, continue to 1057 01:01:17.280 --> 01:01:25.920 allow him to use you as an intercessor and someone who can pray and let him continue to show you the 1058 01:01:25.920 --> 01:01:31.120 tender heartedness and the sensitivity that he wants to draw out of you more in the days ahead. 1059 01:01:31.120 --> 01:01:40.560 I love that. Okay. Mariska, go ahead. I will be quick. I want to share the, I feel like inspired 1060 01:01:40.640 --> 01:01:50.960 by God to share the dream that I had and I have something to show also. Okay. So in a dream, 1061 01:01:50.960 --> 01:01:57.200 and I feel like this is worth for every one of them here and every one of us here. So in a dream, 1062 01:01:57.840 --> 01:02:06.160 I was in a Royal wedding and I was with Jesus and I didn't see him because we was walking forward. 1063 01:02:06.800 --> 01:02:15.440 And this was a type of a crown or that's not TR crown, I guess. So, and I was imagined when you 1064 01:02:15.440 --> 01:02:22.800 put it on, try to walk with it. I mean, it's going to go all over the places. And I was just thinking, 1065 01:02:22.800 --> 01:02:33.440 and I was asking God, how can I wear it? And he told me this is the reason why I want you to see 1066 01:02:33.520 --> 01:02:41.920 it. Because I don't want you to put your head down ever. You keep your heads up and you'll be 1067 01:02:41.920 --> 01:02:48.480 the princess that I created you to be. And guess what? It doesn't matter what's happened in the 1068 01:02:48.480 --> 01:02:56.240 past. He was telling me, and I believe he's the word for somebody else. If you feel like you are 1069 01:02:56.240 --> 01:03:05.440 his princess, don't put your head down, keep your crown on, walk with that because he is the 1070 01:03:05.440 --> 01:03:11.520 glory in the lifter of your head and be the princess. Because I remember the testimony of 1071 01:03:11.520 --> 01:03:18.000 one woman when I was going through the healing through betrayal journey. And one of the counselors 1072 01:03:18.080 --> 01:03:27.600 said, well, my ex-husband was telling me that I am too complicated, too something. And I am engaged 1073 01:03:27.600 --> 01:03:36.000 now and my future, my fiance is thinking I am it for him with all the complications, with everything. 1074 01:03:36.000 --> 01:03:42.320 So my word for you ladies, just to keep your crown on and don't put your head down. 1075 01:03:43.040 --> 01:03:48.480 Love that. You all, can we just get an amen? All right. This is pretty awesome. 1076 01:03:49.920 --> 01:03:55.760 How did we know that she was going to have that dream and share that tonight? No. And you all, 1077 01:03:55.760 --> 01:04:02.000 I did talk about this stuff earlier today, but I didn't take it this direction. So I believe this 1078 01:04:02.000 --> 01:04:10.160 is the Lord. He's trying to help all of you remember like who you are. Remember what he 1079 01:04:10.160 --> 01:04:17.760 created you to be, who he created you to imitate. It's his son and projecting confidence. How do we 1080 01:04:17.760 --> 01:04:25.440 do that? If we don't have healed hearts and confidence within us, we tend to attract who we 1081 01:04:25.440 --> 01:04:33.680 are, you all. Okay. So if we're attracting unhealthy people in some way, we still believe 1082 01:04:33.680 --> 01:04:43.040 that that's what we deserve. Okay. That's truth. Even though I didn't want to admit it back years 1083 01:04:43.040 --> 01:04:49.120 ago, there was a part of me that thought I didn't deserve better than the guy I had. And that's why 1084 01:04:49.120 --> 01:04:53.760 I stuck with him. And there was some entanglement and all kinds of other stuff there too. But you 1085 01:04:53.760 --> 01:04:59.200 all, if I really believed, then I would have broke that off right in the beginning. I wouldn't have 1086 01:05:00.000 --> 01:05:01.680 put up with none of that. 1087 01:05:01.680 --> 01:05:03.960 And I did for many, many years. 1088 01:05:03.960 --> 01:05:06.800 Okay, so we're gonna talk a little bit about identity. 1089 01:05:06.800 --> 01:05:09.080 We're gonna weave right into this, okay? 1090 01:05:09.080 --> 01:05:13.240 So who or what are you currently getting your identity from? 1091 01:05:13.240 --> 01:05:15.780 I want you to think about this for a little bit. 1092 01:05:15.780 --> 01:05:16.980 Like what are some things 1093 01:05:16.980 --> 01:05:20.140 that you actually attach your identity to? 1094 01:05:22.320 --> 01:05:25.720 And that if that thing is not there, 1095 01:05:25.720 --> 01:05:28.260 you don't feel like you know yourself. 1096 01:05:30.280 --> 01:05:33.080 Okay, here's another way to look at it. 1097 01:05:34.020 --> 01:05:38.080 Do you get your identity from things people said to you 1098 01:05:38.080 --> 01:05:40.720 or currently say to you? 1099 01:05:40.720 --> 01:05:42.520 This could be things in the past 1100 01:05:42.520 --> 01:05:45.080 that were negative or positive, 1101 01:05:45.080 --> 01:05:47.200 or people even today 1102 01:05:47.200 --> 01:05:49.880 that they're saying positive or negative things. 1103 01:05:49.880 --> 01:05:54.080 Are those impacting the way that you view who you are, 1104 01:05:54.080 --> 01:05:55.560 your core identity? 1105 01:05:56.480 --> 01:05:57.320 Do y'all remember, 1106 01:05:57.320 --> 01:05:59.200 I don't remember if it was last week or two weeks ago 1107 01:05:59.200 --> 01:06:04.200 when I said that example in this class that I'm taking, 1108 01:06:04.200 --> 01:06:07.640 it's talking about if one person, 1109 01:06:07.640 --> 01:06:08.600 like I'm gonna give the example, 1110 01:06:08.600 --> 01:06:09.440 cause I'm married. 1111 01:06:09.440 --> 01:06:11.400 So if my current husband's like, 1112 01:06:11.400 --> 01:06:14.520 I love Bethany, she's awesome. 1113 01:06:14.520 --> 01:06:16.600 Cause that's what he says about me. 1114 01:06:16.600 --> 01:06:19.920 My husband, my ex-husband's like, 1115 01:06:19.920 --> 01:06:22.160 I think Bethany's terrible. 1116 01:06:22.240 --> 01:06:24.520 I think Bethany's terrible. 1117 01:06:24.520 --> 01:06:27.360 She left and divorced me 1118 01:06:27.360 --> 01:06:29.720 and whatever negative thing he ever wanted to say, 1119 01:06:29.720 --> 01:06:32.160 cause he said a lot of negative stuff. 1120 01:06:32.160 --> 01:06:33.640 Which one of them is right? 1121 01:06:36.280 --> 01:06:37.680 Guess what? 1122 01:06:37.680 --> 01:06:38.720 Neither one of them, 1123 01:06:38.720 --> 01:06:39.880 cause guess what? 1124 01:06:39.880 --> 01:06:41.800 It's what I think about myself. 1125 01:06:42.800 --> 01:06:44.640 Yes, that's awesome that my husband 1126 01:06:44.640 --> 01:06:46.120 thinks all those things about me, 1127 01:06:46.120 --> 01:06:46.960 cause he really does. 1128 01:06:46.960 --> 01:06:49.600 He's amazing, he says nice things to me all the time. 1129 01:06:49.600 --> 01:06:51.080 But at the end of the day, 1130 01:06:51.120 --> 01:06:53.040 I need to know who I am. 1131 01:06:55.280 --> 01:06:56.920 Because there are gonna be days 1132 01:06:56.920 --> 01:06:58.160 where we're gonna encounter people 1133 01:06:58.160 --> 01:07:00.080 that don't think great things about us. 1134 01:07:00.080 --> 01:07:04.040 And we have to be able to not lose the core of who we are 1135 01:07:04.040 --> 01:07:08.560 and to be able to remain in our confidence in the father 1136 01:07:08.560 --> 01:07:13.560 and to be really rooted and grounded in love for ourselves. 1137 01:07:14.720 --> 01:07:16.640 Not in a selfish way, 1138 01:07:16.640 --> 01:07:19.760 but even as scripture declares 1139 01:07:19.760 --> 01:07:24.760 that we would love our neighbors as we love ourselves. 1140 01:07:25.400 --> 01:07:28.000 So we have to learn how to love ourselves. 1141 01:07:28.000 --> 01:07:29.880 All right, are you getting your identity 1142 01:07:29.880 --> 01:07:32.560 from things the enemy has been saying to you? 1143 01:07:35.000 --> 01:07:36.760 Or are you getting your identity 1144 01:07:36.760 --> 01:07:39.200 from who God says that you are? 1145 01:07:41.440 --> 01:07:43.680 All right, I'm gonna read a little bit to you 1146 01:07:43.680 --> 01:07:45.040 about the fruits and the roots. 1147 01:07:45.040 --> 01:07:47.480 I just want you guys to have a refresher on this 1148 01:07:47.480 --> 01:07:48.600 cause it is important. 1149 01:07:48.600 --> 01:07:51.280 So the fruit, think about it, 1150 01:07:51.280 --> 01:07:53.840 any kind of fruit that's on a tree. 1151 01:07:53.840 --> 01:07:56.200 Well, those seeds at one point were planted 1152 01:07:56.200 --> 01:07:58.520 and those grew up and then they produce the fruit. 1153 01:07:58.520 --> 01:08:01.520 So the fruit is what you see on the outside. 1154 01:08:01.520 --> 01:08:04.600 So right now, think about the fruit in your life. 1155 01:08:04.600 --> 01:08:07.640 What kind of fruit are you displaying? 1156 01:08:07.640 --> 01:08:09.880 And y'all, let's be honest too. 1157 01:08:09.880 --> 01:08:12.160 Is there any rotten fruit? 1158 01:08:14.000 --> 01:08:16.319 Is there any fruit on your tree right now 1159 01:08:16.319 --> 01:08:18.279 that isn't looking so good? 1160 01:08:18.960 --> 01:08:22.399 Is there any fruit that isn't gonna be sweet to the taste? 1161 01:08:22.399 --> 01:08:24.439 Okay, just think about that. 1162 01:08:25.359 --> 01:08:27.120 And then the roots, okay? 1163 01:08:27.120 --> 01:08:29.040 So there's both of those things 1164 01:08:29.040 --> 01:08:31.720 and we're gonna talk about the roots here in a minute. 1165 01:08:31.720 --> 01:08:35.319 Here are some fruits that are not good looking. 1166 01:08:35.319 --> 01:08:38.520 So maybe they don't taste so sweet, okay? 1167 01:08:38.520 --> 01:08:42.080 They might include sickness, self-pity, 1168 01:08:42.080 --> 01:08:44.720 a victim mentality, despair. 1169 01:08:44.720 --> 01:08:47.000 So despair is not the same as sadness. 1170 01:08:47.040 --> 01:08:51.640 Deep, deep grief where people get so stuck in that grief 1171 01:08:51.640 --> 01:08:54.520 that they have a very hard time getting out of it. 1172 01:08:54.520 --> 01:08:57.560 Suicidal tendencies, disgust, judgment. 1173 01:08:59.240 --> 01:09:00.520 And then she put a side note. 1174 01:09:00.520 --> 01:09:01.680 She says, just a side note, 1175 01:09:01.680 --> 01:09:03.520 if you have a problem with judging others, 1176 01:09:03.520 --> 01:09:05.319 it's because you have a fragmented heart. 1177 01:09:05.319 --> 01:09:08.600 So brokenness causes us to judge other people, 1178 01:09:08.600 --> 01:09:10.439 criticizing people. 1179 01:09:10.439 --> 01:09:13.399 Here are some other fruits that aren't good, 1180 01:09:13.399 --> 01:09:16.960 like good fruit that we don't wanna produce this stuff. 1181 01:09:17.760 --> 01:09:19.240 If we are, there's no shame y'all, okay? 1182 01:09:19.240 --> 01:09:21.760 Remember that I'm saying this from the perspective 1183 01:09:21.760 --> 01:09:24.960 of we wanna recognize the good and the bad 1184 01:09:24.960 --> 01:09:26.800 so that we can get healing 1185 01:09:26.800 --> 01:09:29.960 for the stuff that's not looking so good, okay? 1186 01:09:29.960 --> 01:09:34.800 Obesity, perversion, addiction, sexual dysfunction. 1187 01:09:34.800 --> 01:09:37.520 Fornication can go right alongside of that, you all. 1188 01:09:37.520 --> 01:09:41.000 Sex outside of marriage is not God's plan for us. 1189 01:09:41.000 --> 01:09:44.399 Hopelessness, hatred, self-hatred. 1190 01:09:44.399 --> 01:09:46.399 Just so you know, all forms of hatred 1191 01:09:46.760 --> 01:09:48.279 begin with self-hatred. 1192 01:09:48.279 --> 01:09:52.479 You can't hate somebody else without hating yourself. 1193 01:09:52.479 --> 01:09:55.600 Some other ones, abrasiveness, short temper, 1194 01:09:55.600 --> 01:09:58.920 irritability, jealousy, envy, competitiveness, 1195 01:09:58.920 --> 01:10:00.120 comparing, gossip. 1196 01:10:00.000 --> 01:10:06.640 being backstabbing, being unhappy, ungratefulness, selfishness, and having a poverty mindset. 1197 01:10:06.640 --> 01:10:13.120 If you are habitually negative, unfaithful, or have any form of dis, so disease, 1198 01:10:13.120 --> 01:10:19.680 disconnection, discontent, disappointment, you are suffering from a broken heart. 1199 01:10:19.680 --> 01:10:24.480 So she goes in and she says she could keep going. So you guys can check that out again in the book. 1200 01:10:24.480 --> 01:10:30.480 But those are the things that we we want to pay attention to those kind of fruits and understand 1201 01:10:30.480 --> 01:10:37.440 that we need to ask God for healing and not stay in those places, okay? Because we want to produce 1202 01:10:37.440 --> 01:10:43.840 good fruit that's going to be really sweet tasting to whoever comes up and has a taste, 1203 01:10:43.840 --> 01:10:49.120 if you will, from our tree or comes up and sits under the shade of our branches. 1204 01:10:49.680 --> 01:10:56.000 So I want you to think right now about your root system, okay? I'm going to show you a picture. 1205 01:11:00.640 --> 01:11:06.880 I think I still have it open. Give me one second. Nope, that's not the right thing. Sorry, y'all. 1206 01:11:08.240 --> 01:11:10.480 There we go. All right. Can y'all see this tree? 1207 01:11:12.560 --> 01:11:18.080 All right. So I wanted you to have a visual. So here, look at the root system of this tree. 1208 01:11:19.040 --> 01:11:23.360 See how it's real strong and those roots go all the way down into the water. 1209 01:11:23.360 --> 01:11:29.120 There's actual scriptures that talk about that God would plant those who live according to 1210 01:11:29.120 --> 01:11:34.880 his purposes, that he would plant us by streams of living water, okay? So I want you to think 1211 01:11:34.880 --> 01:11:40.800 on that scripture. I want you to think about your life. And I want you to think about what 1212 01:11:40.800 --> 01:11:47.760 fruit are you producing and then think about the roots that it goes down into, okay? So if we are 1213 01:11:47.760 --> 01:11:54.880 producing, let's just talk about jealousy because jealousy comes up a lot. If we are producing 1214 01:11:54.880 --> 01:12:06.160 jealousy in our fruit, what is the root lie and wound that is connected to? When is the first 1215 01:12:06.160 --> 01:12:11.040 time, this is how we do it again, kind of using the revealing for healing cycle, when's the first 1216 01:12:11.040 --> 01:12:17.760 time, Lord, I ever felt jealous. That's how you, you just kind of ask the Lord, when's the first 1217 01:12:17.760 --> 01:12:23.520 time I ever felt jealous and ask him to reveal that. And then as he reveals the situation that 1218 01:12:23.520 --> 01:12:30.320 you would invite him in to heal that area and help you process. And then what we're going to 1219 01:12:30.320 --> 01:12:38.240 look for the truth to replace the lie. And then as that root system starts to heal, it'll then 1220 01:12:38.240 --> 01:12:44.400 start to create that good fruit. So I'm going to go ahead and stop screen share. I want us 1221 01:12:46.160 --> 01:12:50.640 so sorry, go ahead and put in the chat for me. Let me, let me see some fruit. 1222 01:12:50.640 --> 01:12:55.440 What are some negative things that you think, if any of you have any areas where you're still 1223 01:12:55.440 --> 01:13:03.920 seeing some fruit that maybe isn't the kind of good fruit that you need healing in those areas, 1224 01:13:03.920 --> 01:13:10.320 I want you to put that in the chat first. And remember, there's no shame here. Fully honest, 1225 01:13:10.320 --> 01:13:16.320 people are going to get breakthrough poverty, mentality, comparison, judging others. 1226 01:13:17.680 --> 01:13:23.680 Yeah. Impatience, not good enough judgment, poverty, mentality, comparison, self-pity, 1227 01:13:23.680 --> 01:13:29.360 judging cynical about men, habitual negative mindset, poverty, mindsets, 1228 01:13:30.080 --> 01:13:34.480 comparison, a lot of comparison here tonight, competitiveness, overworking and stress, 1229 01:13:34.480 --> 01:13:41.440 not good enough, poverty, judging and jealousy. Okay. So remember habitual negative mindset, 1230 01:13:42.720 --> 01:13:47.840 heart healing is needed there. Let's see doubt, irritability, obesity, judgment, comparison, 1231 01:13:47.840 --> 01:13:54.720 victim mentality, gluttony, comparison, disconnect, profanity, hopelessness. All right. So ladies, 1232 01:13:54.720 --> 01:13:58.960 let's lean into this. And then Nikki put fear in there. Sorry, you guys, I'm going to keep going 1233 01:13:58.960 --> 01:14:06.160 as you put them up there. So remember with your fruit, you're going to ask the Lord, 1234 01:14:06.160 --> 01:14:15.280 what root is that connected to? Root lies and root wound. When is the initial time 1235 01:14:15.280 --> 01:14:21.360 that you experienced? Like for Jen, she wrote hopelessness here. So Jen, you're going to say, 1236 01:14:21.360 --> 01:14:30.720 Lord, when is the first time I ever experienced hopelessness? Okay. And then as God shows you that 1237 01:14:30.720 --> 01:14:36.240 first time that you experienced that hopelessness again, remember sometimes he'll show us one thing 1238 01:14:36.240 --> 01:14:40.720 and we want to pull that thread. And then as we start to ask him questions about that, 1239 01:14:40.720 --> 01:14:46.720 it might connect to other things, or sometimes it is just that thing. And then ask him to come in 1240 01:14:46.720 --> 01:14:52.880 and bring truth to that area. Same thing, profanity. I mean, I know this, I'm just 1241 01:14:52.880 --> 01:14:59.600 breaking this down, making it real. When's the first time you turned to profanity when you felt 1242 01:15:00.000 --> 01:15:03.480 And this is Nicole put that in there. 1243 01:15:03.480 --> 01:15:09.680 You all sometimes I think we can all struggle with this when there's a lot of pressure applied, 1244 01:15:09.680 --> 01:15:14.360 but when is the first time we turn to that as a coping mechanism? 1245 01:15:14.360 --> 01:15:17.040 Did y'all know that's in the list of coping mechanisms? 1246 01:15:17.040 --> 01:15:23.180 Well, we call it self preservation technique, but it's a coping mechanism, okay? 1247 01:15:23.180 --> 01:15:32.180 People will swear as self like a method of self preservation, protecting themselves, okay? 1248 01:15:32.180 --> 01:15:40.780 Disconnect, so Alicia, when's the first time Lord that I disconnected to protect myself 1249 01:15:40.780 --> 01:15:43.340 and what was I protecting myself from? 1250 01:15:43.340 --> 01:15:50.500 Because there's probably something there that needs a little bit of healing in that area. 1251 01:15:50.500 --> 01:15:52.540 I'm just trying to unpack some of these for y'all. 1252 01:15:52.540 --> 01:16:00.740 Gluttony, anytime we turn to food to fill a void, we're trying to fill the only void 1253 01:16:00.740 --> 01:16:04.580 that can be filled or the void that can only be filled with the Lord with food, we turn 1254 01:16:04.580 --> 01:16:06.580 to food as comfort. 1255 01:16:06.580 --> 01:16:12.820 So sometimes that can also be paired with a lack of self control and one of the fruits 1256 01:16:12.820 --> 01:16:14.900 of the spirit is self control. 1257 01:16:14.900 --> 01:16:20.060 So we want to grow in the fruits of the spirit to counteract the opposite. 1258 01:16:20.060 --> 01:16:21.060 Does that make sense? 1259 01:16:21.060 --> 01:16:22.060 Everyone? 1260 01:16:22.060 --> 01:16:23.460 How I'm kind of unpacking these a little bit. 1261 01:16:23.460 --> 01:16:24.940 All right. 1262 01:16:24.940 --> 01:16:30.420 So take yours, ladies, whatever yours was, and you want to start to ask the Lord to show 1263 01:16:30.420 --> 01:16:32.140 you what that root was. 1264 01:16:32.140 --> 01:16:39.580 And then here's the thing, the more that you heal that tree that I showed you, that represents 1265 01:16:39.580 --> 01:16:40.580 you. 1266 01:16:40.580 --> 01:16:41.860 I'm going to bring it back up because I want to show you something else. 1267 01:16:41.860 --> 01:16:45.660 I didn't, I didn't go into this when I pulled it up the first time. 1268 01:16:45.660 --> 01:16:48.140 Can y'all see this little girl right here? 1269 01:16:48.220 --> 01:16:50.820 Do you see her down here in this photo? 1270 01:16:50.820 --> 01:16:54.500 Yeah, she's on this really great journey. 1271 01:16:54.500 --> 01:16:59.700 I just want you to kind of imagine this journey that you're on of healing. 1272 01:16:59.700 --> 01:17:04.420 And she's looking at this tree that is possible for her. 1273 01:17:04.420 --> 01:17:12.020 And this is a, this is a symbol of hope and life and wisdom and all these things. 1274 01:17:12.020 --> 01:17:16.620 And I want you to know that God is saying that this can be like, this can be you, like 1275 01:17:16.620 --> 01:17:20.040 your symbol of life in the days to come. 1276 01:17:20.040 --> 01:17:22.660 But it's just, you have to keep walking into healing. 1277 01:17:22.660 --> 01:17:26.500 You have to keep making healthy choices day by day. 1278 01:17:26.500 --> 01:17:28.020 If you make a mistake, guess what? 1279 01:17:28.020 --> 01:17:29.260 There's mercy and there's grace. 1280 01:17:29.260 --> 01:17:31.220 It's new every morning. 1281 01:17:31.220 --> 01:17:34.620 Now we don't want to take advantage of God's grace, do we? 1282 01:17:34.620 --> 01:17:36.620 We want to walk in righteousness. 1283 01:17:36.620 --> 01:17:39.740 We want to make right choices according to the word of God. 1284 01:17:39.740 --> 01:17:45.780 If you're not sure, ladies, what to do in a situation, just seek the word of God. 1285 01:17:45.940 --> 01:17:52.640 We are here to walk in this journey with you. 1286 01:17:52.640 --> 01:18:00.000 I'm going to put you in a breakout room and I want you to talk about what is a negative 1287 01:18:00.000 --> 01:18:03.220 route that you are going to confess and gain healing. 1288 01:18:03.220 --> 01:18:06.860 So maybe you already put yours in the chat, but you guys can talk about them. 1289 01:18:06.860 --> 01:18:13.180 And then I also want you to talk about a positive route, maybe an area where God has already 1290 01:18:13.180 --> 01:18:19.260 been healing you because I'm trying to balance the negative and the positive, because I want 1291 01:18:19.260 --> 01:18:22.820 you all practicing talking about the good that's going on. 1292 01:18:22.820 --> 01:18:23.820 Okay. 1293 01:18:23.820 --> 01:18:26.020 So remember short, brief and powerful. 1294 01:18:26.020 --> 01:18:30.780 I want you to talk also about the good, something that's already been being healed and you feel 1295 01:18:30.780 --> 01:18:32.020 that route being restored. 1296 01:18:32.020 --> 01:18:34.380 Does that make sense, everyone? 1297 01:18:34.380 --> 01:18:37.380 All right, cool. 1298 01:18:37.380 --> 01:18:44.380 I'm going to try to recreate these rooms and hopefully this time I don't have anybody by 1299 01:18:44.380 --> 01:18:45.380 themselves. 1300 01:18:45.380 --> 01:18:47.380 I think it looks good. 1301 01:18:47.380 --> 01:18:48.380 All right. 1302 01:18:48.380 --> 01:18:51.380 I am going to do eight minutes just because we're already at 919 here. 1303 01:18:51.380 --> 01:18:52.380 All right. 1304 01:18:52.380 --> 01:18:55.380 Go ahead and click to join those. 1305 01:18:55.380 --> 01:19:14.380 I'm praying for you all. 1306 01:19:14.380 --> 01:19:21.380 All right, Joanne and Maria and Eloise, are you all able to join those rooms? 1307 01:19:21.380 --> 01:19:25.380 All right. 1308 01:19:51.380 --> 01:19:56.380 All right. 1309 01:19:56.380 --> 01:20:01.380 All right. 1310 01:20:00.000 --> 01:20:04.720 All right, Lord, just thank you so much for everything that you're doing already tonight. 1311 01:20:01.380 --> 01:20:06.380 All right. 1312 01:20:04.720 --> 01:20:09.840 I thank you for the words of life and truth that these ladies were already speaking out about 1313 01:20:06.380 --> 01:20:11.380 All right. 1314 01:20:09.840 --> 01:20:14.640 who you originally created them to be. So ladies that are watching this and replay, I pray 1315 01:20:14.640 --> 01:20:21.280 that you will come in and share with us in the group what God spoke to you as you did this 1316 01:20:21.280 --> 01:20:26.000 exercise. I hope that you're joining with us and that you're going to continue to come and join us 1317 01:20:26.000 --> 01:20:31.440 in the group and be a part of the conversation there as well. Lord, I pray that you would show 1318 01:20:31.440 --> 01:20:37.120 these ladies the root systems that you want to heal, show them areas that their lives aren't 1319 01:20:37.120 --> 01:20:42.240 portraying good fruit, not to shame them, not to bring condemnation or guilt, but to help them step 1320 01:20:42.240 --> 01:20:48.880 further into healing, to step further into the pathway of righteousness that you have for them. 1321 01:20:48.880 --> 01:20:53.840 We thank you, Lord God, that you would take their feet off the path of pain and put their feet back 1322 01:20:53.840 --> 01:20:59.200 on the path that leads them back to you. We thank you, God, for transforming them by the renewing of 1323 01:20:59.200 --> 01:21:04.880 their minds that all old things have passed away. Behold, everything has become new and new. We thank 1324 01:21:04.880 --> 01:21:09.600 you, God, that their latter years are going to be greater than their former years. We thank you, Lord, 1325 01:21:09.600 --> 01:21:15.040 that they don't have to fear, they don't have to be afraid, they can trust in you. It's not by our 1326 01:21:15.040 --> 01:21:21.200 might or our power, but it's by your spirit, Lord, that all things can be possible. We thank you, God, 1327 01:21:21.280 --> 01:21:27.440 that we will trust you. We thank you that you'll keep us in a place of contentment in all seasons, 1328 01:21:27.440 --> 01:21:33.680 that we will be women of God that persevere and continue in this healing journey, one step at a 1329 01:21:33.680 --> 01:21:41.760 time, that we would continue to pursue your truth in your life. Hi, Summer. The ladies are talking 1330 01:21:41.760 --> 01:21:48.400 about negative root systems and positive root systems just from this exercise I just did with 1331 01:21:48.400 --> 01:21:53.440 them. I'd love to go ahead and just put you in the room if you want to just listen, and then, 1332 01:21:53.440 --> 01:21:57.120 you know, if something comes to you while they're talking, you can feel free to share, but it might 1333 01:21:57.120 --> 01:22:02.400 take too long for me to explain it right now. But I would love for you to at least be able to hear 1334 01:22:02.400 --> 01:22:07.280 them, okay? Okay, that'd be awesome. Thank you. You're welcome. Go ahead and join that. Okay. 1335 01:22:11.120 --> 01:22:18.000 All right. So, Laura, we just thank you also for that we're never too late. We're right on time. 1336 01:22:18.000 --> 01:22:24.640 We thank you, God, that you are continuing to breathe life into these ladies tonight, 1337 01:22:24.640 --> 01:22:31.040 that you are reminding them that they are awakening as they hear your voice, that you 1338 01:22:31.040 --> 01:22:37.360 are making them completely whole, lacking no good thing. We thank you that you're taking all of the 1339 01:22:37.360 --> 01:22:44.880 ashes and you're creating beauty out of them. And we thank you, God, that, yes, Lord, that we don't 1340 01:22:44.880 --> 01:22:51.200 have to, yes, the scripture that's coming to my mind, that we would not have a spirit of fear or 1341 01:22:51.200 --> 01:22:58.560 timidity, but we would have a spirit of love and of power and of a sound mind. Let's see here. 1342 01:23:00.160 --> 01:23:06.400 What other scriptures do we want to read? This one is, it says here in Ephesians 4, 21 through 24, 1343 01:23:06.400 --> 01:23:09.840 since you have heard about Jesus and have learned the truth that comes from him, 1344 01:23:09.920 --> 01:23:15.360 throw off your old sinful nature and your former way of life, which is corrupted by lust and 1345 01:23:15.360 --> 01:23:21.200 deception. Instead, let the spirit renew your thoughts and attitudes, put on your new nature, 1346 01:23:21.760 --> 01:23:29.760 created to be like God, truly righteous and holy. Lord, we thank you that Ecclesiastes 3, 6 1347 01:23:29.760 --> 01:23:34.880 says a time to search and a time to quit searching, a time to keep and a time to throw away. Lord, 1348 01:23:34.880 --> 01:23:43.600 we thank you that you would help us to recognize any areas that we are carrying baggage from the 1349 01:23:43.600 --> 01:23:49.280 past. Lord, reveal to us anything that we need to let go of in this season to make room for the new. 1350 01:23:49.920 --> 01:23:54.480 We thank you that you would continue to reveal these areas for healing of where we need to 1351 01:23:54.480 --> 01:23:58.960 forgive. We need to choose your grace where we need to confess and repent 1352 01:23:59.200 --> 01:24:04.240 for lifestyles and decisions that we used to partner with that do not serve us and they are 1353 01:24:04.240 --> 01:24:10.480 not leading us into the fullness of your plans for our lives. We thank you. Yes, Lord, we thank you 1354 01:24:10.480 --> 01:24:16.880 even areas when we get offended, ladies, that we would seek out and pursue forgiveness. We ask you 1355 01:24:16.880 --> 01:24:22.880 to help us, Lord God, to see the areas that you desire to give us an upgrade, help us to humble 1356 01:24:22.880 --> 01:24:26.880 ourselves under your mighty hand and to know that you will exalt us in due season. 1357 01:24:29.920 --> 01:24:36.000 John 3.16 says this, for this is how much God loved the world. He gave his one and only unique 1358 01:24:36.000 --> 01:24:44.720 son as a gift. So now everyone who believes in him will never perish but experience everlasting 1359 01:24:44.720 --> 01:24:51.360 life. Matthew 7.24-25 in the Passion Translation says this, everyone who hears my teaching and 1360 01:24:51.360 --> 01:24:56.560 applies it to his life can be compared to a wise man who built his house on an unshakeable 1361 01:24:56.560 --> 01:25:00.320 foundation. When the rains fell and the flood came with 1362 01:25:00.000 --> 01:25:01.760 fierce winds beating upon his house. 1363 01:25:01.760 --> 01:25:06.280 It stood firm because of its strong foundation. 1364 01:25:06.280 --> 01:25:09.240 Lord, help us to have strong foundations in you. 1365 01:25:09.240 --> 01:25:10.760 I thank you that even tonight 1366 01:25:10.760 --> 01:25:12.680 that you would just continue to help the ladies 1367 01:25:12.680 --> 01:25:15.040 find their identity in you, 1368 01:25:15.040 --> 01:25:19.160 that they would become more and more secure and confident 1369 01:25:19.160 --> 01:25:21.280 in who you've created them to be 1370 01:25:21.280 --> 01:25:23.480 and who you are calling them to be. 1371 01:25:23.480 --> 01:25:26.000 Even now, we thank you, God, 1372 01:25:26.000 --> 01:25:29.280 that your word declares in Psalm 147, three through four, 1373 01:25:29.320 --> 01:25:31.880 he heals the wounds of every shattered heart. 1374 01:25:32.960 --> 01:25:36.760 He sets his stars in place, calling them all by their names. 1375 01:25:36.760 --> 01:25:39.560 God, we thank you that you call all of your daughters 1376 01:25:39.560 --> 01:25:41.560 and sons by name as well. 1377 01:25:41.560 --> 01:25:44.920 I thank you that you never slumber or sleep, 1378 01:25:44.920 --> 01:25:47.320 that your eyes are always on us 1379 01:25:47.320 --> 01:25:49.940 and you are working all things together 1380 01:25:49.940 --> 01:25:52.040 for the good of those who love you 1381 01:25:52.040 --> 01:25:53.920 and who live according to your purpose 1382 01:25:53.920 --> 01:25:55.360 to save many people alive. 1383 01:25:55.440 --> 01:25:59.680 Thank you, God, that when we give you our stories 1384 01:25:59.680 --> 01:26:01.000 and the things that we've been through, 1385 01:26:01.000 --> 01:26:02.720 God, that you can take all of our pain 1386 01:26:02.720 --> 01:26:04.480 and make it into a purpose. 1387 01:26:04.480 --> 01:26:06.840 I thank you, God, that we can surrender 1388 01:26:06.840 --> 01:26:11.000 completely and fully to you, to your plan, to your ways. 1389 01:26:11.000 --> 01:26:12.760 Help us to be sober and alert 1390 01:26:12.760 --> 01:26:14.360 and to be mindful of the enemy 1391 01:26:14.360 --> 01:26:16.600 and the way that he tries to sneak around 1392 01:26:16.600 --> 01:26:19.440 and prowl around like a lion, 1393 01:26:19.440 --> 01:26:21.360 seeking those in whom he might devour. 1394 01:26:21.360 --> 01:26:22.480 But thank you, God, 1395 01:26:22.480 --> 01:26:25.560 that you have placed your hedge protection around us, 1396 01:26:25.560 --> 01:26:28.520 that you covered every pit the enemy has set for us, 1397 01:26:28.520 --> 01:26:30.600 that we don't have to fear or be dismayed 1398 01:26:30.600 --> 01:26:32.600 because you've gone before us 1399 01:26:32.600 --> 01:26:35.800 and you are making a way for us to stand even now. 1400 01:26:35.800 --> 01:26:38.360 Ephesians 3, 17 through 19 says this, 1401 01:26:38.360 --> 01:26:40.300 then Christ will make his home in your hearts 1402 01:26:40.300 --> 01:26:41.820 as you trust in him. 1403 01:26:41.820 --> 01:26:44.160 Your roots will grow down into God's love 1404 01:26:44.160 --> 01:26:45.080 and keep you strong. 1405 01:26:45.080 --> 01:26:47.640 Remember that tree that I showed you all? 1406 01:26:47.640 --> 01:26:49.320 Here's a great example of that. 1407 01:26:49.320 --> 01:26:51.080 And may you have the power to understand 1408 01:26:51.080 --> 01:26:52.240 as all God's people should, 1409 01:26:52.240 --> 01:26:54.440 how wide, how long, how high, 1410 01:26:54.440 --> 01:26:59.440 how deep his love is. 1411 01:27:00.280 --> 01:27:02.120 May you experience the love of Christ, 1412 01:27:02.120 --> 01:27:04.700 though it is too great to understand fully, 1413 01:27:04.700 --> 01:27:07.960 that you will be made complete with all the fullness of life 1414 01:27:07.960 --> 01:27:10.540 and power that comes from God. 1415 01:27:11.560 --> 01:27:13.680 Ephesians 3, 20 through 21 says, 1416 01:27:13.680 --> 01:27:15.840 never doubt God's mighty power to work in you 1417 01:27:15.840 --> 01:27:17.600 and accomplish all of this. 1418 01:27:17.600 --> 01:27:20.760 He will achieve infinitely more than your greatest request, 1419 01:27:21.440 --> 01:27:22.800 your most unbelievable dream 1420 01:27:22.800 --> 01:27:24.680 and exceed your wildest imagination. 1421 01:27:24.680 --> 01:27:26.760 He will outdo them all 1422 01:27:26.760 --> 01:27:30.960 for his miraculous power constantly energizes you. 1423 01:27:30.960 --> 01:27:33.080 God, thank you for your energy. 1424 01:27:33.080 --> 01:27:36.040 Thank you for filling us in a fresh way 1425 01:27:36.040 --> 01:27:37.600 with everything that we need 1426 01:27:37.600 --> 01:27:40.400 to fulfill the things that you call us to do. 1427 01:27:40.400 --> 01:27:44.880 Romans 8, 17 says, and since we are his true children, 1428 01:27:44.880 --> 01:27:47.760 we qualify to share all his treasures 1429 01:27:47.760 --> 01:27:50.240 for indeed we are heirs of God himself. 1430 01:27:50.360 --> 01:27:51.960 And since we are joined to Christ, 1431 01:27:51.960 --> 01:27:55.920 we also inherit all that he is and all that he has. 1432 01:27:55.920 --> 01:27:59.480 We will experience being co-glorified with him 1433 01:27:59.480 --> 01:28:04.320 provided that we accept his sufferings as our own. 1434 01:28:04.320 --> 01:28:06.020 Praise the Lord. 1435 01:28:06.020 --> 01:28:07.640 Welcome back, everyone. 1436 01:28:07.640 --> 01:28:08.560 Welcome back. 1437 01:28:09.400 --> 01:28:10.920 All right, ladies. 1438 01:28:10.920 --> 01:28:13.720 I hope this has been a blessing to you tonight. 1439 01:28:13.720 --> 01:28:15.120 What we're gonna do right now, 1440 01:28:15.120 --> 01:28:18.360 I'm gonna share with you your activation for this week. 1441 01:28:19.360 --> 01:28:22.840 I wanna see you all working on your root systems, okay? 1442 01:28:22.840 --> 01:28:24.320 That's activation number one. 1443 01:28:24.320 --> 01:28:26.760 I would love to see, you know, 1444 01:28:26.760 --> 01:28:28.240 you don't have to be super artsy, 1445 01:28:28.240 --> 01:28:30.480 but like, what do they look like right now? 1446 01:28:30.480 --> 01:28:31.440 If they've got, you know, 1447 01:28:31.440 --> 01:28:33.160 some roots in there that aren't good, 1448 01:28:33.160 --> 01:28:34.840 like, let's be honest about this, 1449 01:28:34.840 --> 01:28:36.440 write the ones that are good. 1450 01:28:36.440 --> 01:28:39.640 I want you to see the good and the not so good 1451 01:28:39.640 --> 01:28:41.280 and see where God can continue to heal 1452 01:28:41.280 --> 01:28:42.200 and share those in the group. 1453 01:28:42.200 --> 01:28:43.040 But here's another one. 1454 01:28:43.040 --> 01:28:45.360 I thought of this as I was praying for you all. 1455 01:28:45.360 --> 01:28:47.320 I haven't issued this in a while 1456 01:28:47.360 --> 01:28:49.400 and it came up in my spirit while I was praying. 1457 01:28:49.400 --> 01:28:51.600 So here's your other activation. 1458 01:28:53.520 --> 01:28:55.000 Actually, someone shared about this 1459 01:28:55.000 --> 01:28:58.200 in their weekly roll call that they are working on, 1460 01:28:58.200 --> 01:29:02.080 or maybe it was in their, I'm sorry, their activation. 1461 01:29:02.080 --> 01:29:04.040 It was in their activation from last week, 1462 01:29:04.040 --> 01:29:07.200 their list of things that God cares about. 1463 01:29:07.200 --> 01:29:10.400 One of the things that she wrote was decluttering, 1464 01:29:10.400 --> 01:29:12.520 in a sense, cleaning things out. 1465 01:29:13.400 --> 01:29:14.920 So what came to my mind 1466 01:29:14.920 --> 01:29:17.600 is as you all are working on these roots, right? 1467 01:29:17.600 --> 01:29:18.880 And you're looking at the areas 1468 01:29:18.880 --> 01:29:21.160 that you're asking God to bring healing and life 1469 01:29:21.160 --> 01:29:23.080 and restoration and all this stuff. 1470 01:29:23.080 --> 01:29:25.080 Here's one of the things that we, 1471 01:29:25.080 --> 01:29:27.520 Jackie gave this to my group a long time ago 1472 01:29:27.520 --> 01:29:29.920 and it really, sorry, y'all, I'm getting hot. 1473 01:29:29.920 --> 01:29:33.800 And it really was so powerful. 1474 01:29:34.760 --> 01:29:37.760 She encouraged us to ask the Lord 1475 01:29:37.760 --> 01:29:42.280 to reveal to us anything that we had in our homes 1476 01:29:42.280 --> 01:29:44.160 that we needed to get rid of. 1477 01:29:45.240 --> 01:29:48.240 So that we could make room for the new. 1478 01:29:48.240 --> 01:29:50.320 Okay, this can look a lot of different ways. 1479 01:29:50.320 --> 01:29:52.440 Eloise, I'll go over the first activation again 1480 01:29:52.440 --> 01:29:53.280 here in a second. 1481 01:29:54.600 --> 01:29:56.400 It can look a lot of different ways. 1482 01:30:00.000 --> 01:30:03.840 So I'm gonna give you some examples. 1483 01:30:03.840 --> 01:30:05.760 When we did this way back, 1484 01:30:05.760 --> 01:30:09.300 when I was going through my bootcamp and everything, 1485 01:30:09.300 --> 01:30:10.440 I prayed about it. 1486 01:30:10.440 --> 01:30:12.940 And at first I didn't really know 1487 01:30:12.940 --> 01:30:14.880 what I needed to get rid of. 1488 01:30:14.880 --> 01:30:17.280 And then one day I was cleaning out a closet 1489 01:30:17.280 --> 01:30:19.520 and I came across a box that honestly, 1490 01:30:19.520 --> 01:30:21.400 I didn't even know I still had. 1491 01:30:21.400 --> 01:30:24.200 It had all, like when I was in high school, 1492 01:30:24.200 --> 01:30:26.000 I had a boyfriend for a while 1493 01:30:26.000 --> 01:30:27.440 and he wrote me all kinds of notes, 1494 01:30:27.440 --> 01:30:29.380 which it was really fun and all this stuff. 1495 01:30:29.380 --> 01:30:32.800 But like, when I saw that box, 1496 01:30:32.800 --> 01:30:35.220 like I had teddy bears from him and all kinds of stuff. 1497 01:30:35.220 --> 01:30:37.700 And as soon as I saw it, the Lord was like, 1498 01:30:37.700 --> 01:30:39.860 this is what you need to get rid of. 1499 01:30:39.860 --> 01:30:41.380 Because here's the thing you all, 1500 01:30:41.380 --> 01:30:45.720 that was in a sense a tie that I was keeping 1501 01:30:45.720 --> 01:30:47.100 with that person. 1502 01:30:47.100 --> 01:30:48.700 That makes sense? 1503 01:30:48.700 --> 01:30:49.540 All right. 1504 01:30:49.540 --> 01:30:51.860 So it can be things like that. 1505 01:30:51.860 --> 01:30:54.260 Another example of something God showed me 1506 01:30:54.260 --> 01:30:57.120 is he led me to go through my phone 1507 01:30:57.120 --> 01:31:01.000 and get rid of pictures of my ex people 1508 01:31:01.000 --> 01:31:03.480 that I didn't need to hang on to. 1509 01:31:03.480 --> 01:31:06.880 Another example is my ex betrayed me a lot. 1510 01:31:06.880 --> 01:31:08.960 And so during the time I was with him, 1511 01:31:08.960 --> 01:31:10.640 I was always invested, 1512 01:31:10.640 --> 01:31:12.440 like I was always looking for evidence 1513 01:31:12.440 --> 01:31:14.040 of what he was doing. 1514 01:31:14.040 --> 01:31:17.360 Y'all, I had so many snapshots of these women 1515 01:31:17.360 --> 01:31:20.020 that he was doing this stuff with. 1516 01:31:20.020 --> 01:31:22.920 Like, you know, think when I would find his email 1517 01:31:22.920 --> 01:31:23.760 or stuff he would, 1518 01:31:23.760 --> 01:31:25.740 and I would screenshot it as evidence. 1519 01:31:25.740 --> 01:31:28.540 And literally some of the stuff I forgot I even had it. 1520 01:31:28.540 --> 01:31:30.180 But when I was going through my phone, 1521 01:31:30.180 --> 01:31:31.420 it was just like, oh my gosh. 1522 01:31:31.420 --> 01:31:33.500 And every time I would see that thing pop up, 1523 01:31:33.500 --> 01:31:36.140 I would feel that feeling again, right? 1524 01:31:36.140 --> 01:31:37.980 And for whatever reason, for years, 1525 01:31:37.980 --> 01:31:38.980 I still hung on to it, 1526 01:31:38.980 --> 01:31:41.020 like thinking I was gonna need to use it 1527 01:31:41.020 --> 01:31:42.740 to prove something, 1528 01:31:42.740 --> 01:31:46.020 but I didn't need to hang on to that. 1529 01:31:46.020 --> 01:31:47.220 Because guess what? 1530 01:31:47.220 --> 01:31:48.660 God is a God of vengeance. 1531 01:31:48.660 --> 01:31:50.220 If there's anything that needs done 1532 01:31:50.220 --> 01:31:52.080 regarding those situations, 1533 01:31:52.080 --> 01:31:53.980 God will take care of that. 1534 01:31:54.020 --> 01:31:56.100 Okay, I don't need to hold on to that. 1535 01:31:56.100 --> 01:31:59.300 Now, if you are in a court situation, 1536 01:31:59.300 --> 01:32:02.820 okay, you need to listen to what your lawyer is telling you. 1537 01:32:02.820 --> 01:32:04.840 Okay, that's totally different. 1538 01:32:04.840 --> 01:32:07.780 I was not in a court situation with him. 1539 01:32:07.780 --> 01:32:09.660 Okay, we were never married. 1540 01:32:09.660 --> 01:32:11.740 I didn't need to prove to anybody. 1541 01:32:11.740 --> 01:32:14.460 Okay, so just make sure you're not misunderstanding 1542 01:32:14.460 --> 01:32:15.800 what I'm saying there. 1543 01:32:15.800 --> 01:32:17.980 But those are just some examples, you all. 1544 01:32:17.980 --> 01:32:20.020 Make room for the new, it's time. 1545 01:32:20.020 --> 01:32:21.860 It's time for new things. 1546 01:32:21.860 --> 01:32:24.340 Some of you all might need to declutter. 1547 01:32:24.340 --> 01:32:26.340 Maybe you have extra clothes 1548 01:32:26.340 --> 01:32:28.520 that you haven't worn for years. 1549 01:32:28.520 --> 01:32:31.020 And if you're like me, you keep hanging on to them. 1550 01:32:31.020 --> 01:32:32.660 In the past, I would hang on to that stuff, 1551 01:32:32.660 --> 01:32:35.100 like I'm gonna get back into those jeans. 1552 01:32:35.100 --> 01:32:37.380 Y'all, I never got back into some of those jeans 1553 01:32:37.380 --> 01:32:39.180 and I kept hanging on to them. 1554 01:32:39.180 --> 01:32:41.460 And every time I would look at those, 1555 01:32:41.460 --> 01:32:44.100 I would feel guilt and shame. 1556 01:32:44.100 --> 01:32:46.600 And so God was like, you need to get rid of that. 1557 01:32:47.600 --> 01:32:52.080 So anything, anything, just trust the Holy Spirit 1558 01:32:52.080 --> 01:32:54.120 as he shows you what to do. 1559 01:32:54.120 --> 01:32:57.160 The first activation, Eloise, 1560 01:32:57.160 --> 01:33:00.560 almost kinda like you guys can do super simple 1561 01:33:00.560 --> 01:33:02.720 or you, if you're crafty and artsy, 1562 01:33:02.720 --> 01:33:04.160 you can make it look really cool. 1563 01:33:04.160 --> 01:33:05.640 Y'all, it could be this simple. 1564 01:33:05.640 --> 01:33:07.080 Here's my tree trunk. 1565 01:33:07.080 --> 01:33:08.000 Here's my roots. 1566 01:33:08.000 --> 01:33:10.260 If I go in and I start writing on my roots, 1567 01:33:10.260 --> 01:33:12.560 the positive and the negative roots, 1568 01:33:12.560 --> 01:33:14.080 that's what I wanna see, okay? 1569 01:33:14.080 --> 01:33:15.600 I didn't actually write things on here 1570 01:33:15.600 --> 01:33:17.880 because I just drew this today to remind myself 1571 01:33:17.880 --> 01:33:20.040 what I wanted to go over with you all, okay? 1572 01:33:20.040 --> 01:33:22.800 So when you all turn your picture in 1573 01:33:22.800 --> 01:33:24.240 and you share it in the group, 1574 01:33:24.240 --> 01:33:28.440 you're gonna have things written on the roots, okay? 1575 01:33:28.440 --> 01:33:29.780 And you might add more roots. 1576 01:33:29.780 --> 01:33:32.680 Yours might be up here and good and things, 1577 01:33:32.680 --> 01:33:35.800 maybe not so healthy roots that you need to still work on. 1578 01:33:36.920 --> 01:33:38.040 Everybody understand? 1579 01:33:38.040 --> 01:33:41.040 Did I explain that so everyone's on the same page with me? 1580 01:33:41.040 --> 01:33:42.160 Okay, cool. 1581 01:33:42.160 --> 01:33:45.160 All right, and again, these are just activations 1582 01:33:45.720 --> 01:33:48.440 and ideas of things y'all can do to help you partner 1583 01:33:48.440 --> 01:33:51.160 with the healing work that is happening in your life. 1584 01:33:51.160 --> 01:33:53.500 It's up to you whether or not you take advantage of those, 1585 01:33:53.500 --> 01:33:56.520 but I do believe it'll help you get additional breakthrough. 1586 01:33:56.520 --> 01:33:58.080 So let me pray for us. 1587 01:33:58.080 --> 01:34:02.600 And for those that are moving on, praise the Lord. 1588 01:34:02.600 --> 01:34:05.800 Yay, moving on to phase two, hopefully. 1589 01:34:05.800 --> 01:34:07.360 We will see you in phase two. 1590 01:34:07.360 --> 01:34:11.200 I have two other amazing coaches in phase two, 1591 01:34:11.200 --> 01:34:14.920 Carla and Ebony, you'll be meeting them over there. 1592 01:34:15.680 --> 01:34:16.520 And I oversee them. 1593 01:34:16.520 --> 01:34:18.720 So you guys might see me popping into that group 1594 01:34:18.720 --> 01:34:20.960 from time to time as well. 1595 01:34:20.960 --> 01:34:23.080 Y'all, I'm in all parts of this community. 1596 01:34:23.080 --> 01:34:24.880 So you guys will see me at all different times. 1597 01:34:24.880 --> 01:34:29.200 Yeah, so it's been an honor and a blessing 1598 01:34:29.200 --> 01:34:31.400 for those of you that are moving on to be a part 1599 01:34:31.400 --> 01:34:32.400 of this journey with you. 1600 01:34:32.400 --> 01:34:34.800 I'm so excited to see what else is ahead for you. 1601 01:34:34.800 --> 01:34:36.840 For those of you that aren't moving on yet, 1602 01:34:36.840 --> 01:34:38.520 we're gonna keep having a lot of fun 1603 01:34:38.520 --> 01:34:39.880 these next several weeks. 1604 01:34:39.880 --> 01:34:41.640 Continue on in your hard work. 1605 01:34:41.640 --> 01:34:43.200 Do not give up on yourself. 1606 01:34:43.200 --> 01:34:45.120 You've got this, okay? 1607 01:34:45.120 --> 01:34:45.960 All right. 1608 01:34:45.960 --> 01:34:48.720 Father, thank you so much for these amazing women. 1609 01:34:48.720 --> 01:34:51.320 God, I pray tonight that as they sleep, 1610 01:34:51.320 --> 01:34:53.800 God, give them new dreams. 1611 01:34:53.800 --> 01:34:56.480 Awaken dreams within them. 1612 01:34:56.480 --> 01:34:59.960 Help them to continue to see visions. 1613 01:35:00.000 --> 01:35:03.540 dreams of what you originally planned for them, 1614 01:35:03.540 --> 01:35:06.120 what you conceived in your heart as you were creating them. 1615 01:35:06.120 --> 01:35:07.760 I thank you, God, that you would help them 1616 01:35:07.760 --> 01:35:10.360 to know their identity more in you. 1617 01:35:10.360 --> 01:35:13.480 God, help them to become more firmly fixed and confident 1618 01:35:13.480 --> 01:35:14.840 in who you've created them to be, 1619 01:35:14.840 --> 01:35:16.940 that they would be secure and rooted 1620 01:35:16.940 --> 01:35:19.040 and grounded in your love. 1621 01:35:19.040 --> 01:35:20.440 God, I thank you that you would help them 1622 01:35:20.440 --> 01:35:24.080 to grow into a deeper love relationship with you, 1623 01:35:24.080 --> 01:35:27.120 that they would never be satisfied apart from you. 1624 01:35:28.120 --> 01:35:30.240 I thank you, Lord, for the plans and the promises 1625 01:35:30.240 --> 01:35:31.400 that you have for their lives. 1626 01:35:31.400 --> 01:35:35.640 I thank you, God, that you would continue to, 1627 01:35:35.640 --> 01:35:39.560 yes, Lord, help them to partner with fun and adventure 1628 01:35:39.560 --> 01:35:42.960 in choosing to live and hope more and more 1629 01:35:42.960 --> 01:35:43.920 in the days ahead. 1630 01:35:43.920 --> 01:35:46.120 In Jesus' name, amen. 1631 01:35:46.120 --> 01:35:47.640 God bless you all. 1632 01:35:47.640 --> 01:35:48.460 Love you guys. 1633 01:35:48.460 --> 01:35:51.480 I'll see you in the groups and on prayer 1634 01:35:51.480 --> 01:35:52.900 or wherever I see you all. 1635 01:35:52.900 --> 01:35:53.960 Have a good night. 1636 01:35:54.800 --> 01:35:56.600 Blessings, everybody. 1637 01:35:56.600 --> 01:35:57.640 Have a good week.