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Hi, ladies, welcome.

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Happy Monday evening.

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It's good to see you all.

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If you can, if you're able, you're not driving, you're not eating, please turn on your cameras.

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We're going to always ask you, at least I am going to always ask you to do that when you join me for a live session.

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It's really good for me to be able to see you as a coach, but also for you all to practice being seen.

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Coming out of hiding is really important in your phase one heartwork journey and beyond.

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If you have a name, like administrator, Zoom user, if you all can, if you hover over your picture on Zoom, the three dots, if you click on that, and then it's called rename, if you can just put in your first name, at least that way I know who you are.

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I'm going to call you by your name, so we can all see who you are.

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I'm going to put my name as my name, and then I'm going to put my picture on Zoom, so I can see you all.

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Just because there's times where God will lead me to say, call people by name, and I want to be able to use your name, so that helps me, and also just so I know who you are in the program.

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All right, so again, welcome, my name is Bethany Cooper.

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Please tell me in the chat that you're new, you're joining us for the first time, that way I know who our new ladies are.

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I know that we have some that might even join us here in a little bit.

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We have several new ladies that joined in the last week, so I imagine at some point, we'll have some people joining for the first time.

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Hi, Tara, welcome for your first time.

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And all of our ladies that have been here for a while, wave and welcome Tara and Christy.

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Wave and welcome them, help them feel really welcome.

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It's so good to be here with all of you tonight.

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Always want to remind you all to stay connected in community.

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I know that there are a lot of things going on in the world, especially with the hurricane and all the effects.

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You know, we are praying for all those that have been impacted, as well as family members and all of the things.

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But also beyond that, your own personal life and what's happening.

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But you're here during this time for heart work, for an appointed time and appointed purpose.

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And we believe God has divinely led you here.

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And so we want to encourage you to stay connected, stay in community, come into the app or the Facebook group.

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And I don't want either group to worry.

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Those that started in Facebook are just finishing their journey in Facebook.

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But after a certain point, we have everybody in the app, but same things are happening in both places.

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But just want you all to come into those groups and engage, post in there, let us know how you're doing.

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And at the end of every live session, we are going to be issuing what's called activation.

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Some of you are like, what's an activation?

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An activation from my standpoint, I'm not sure if Jackie would describe this differently,

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but it's a way for you to take what you're learning in a live session, as well as in the heart work program and activate it, partner with it.

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So taking quick action on something helps make it very real, helps accelerate the supernatural healing process.

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And ways beyond what you guys can ask, think or imagine truly.

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So I encourage you all as much as you can to take quick action on the activations that I give or Jackie might give in our live sessions, as well as on Supernatural Saturday.

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Sometimes I know you all that it can seem like, oh, my gosh, I already have a lot to know and keep up with.

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But I promise if you stay engaged and just do your best every day, you're going to get to where you need to go.

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Okay, stay engaged. We love you.

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We want to be here for you.

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If you start to struggle in any way, please don't allow the enemy to cause you to isolate.

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Come into the group and say, hey, I'm really struggling today or this week.

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Can you pray for me?

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Y'all, do you know that you can ask for prayer in the community group?

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I hope you do.

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Now, for those that are joining us for the first time, it's super important for me to tell you this.

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You get to check your helper hats at the door.

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No matter if you've been in ministry forever, counseling, you're a really big helper and you just love to help people.

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You get to take all those helper hats off.

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And myself and the other coaches are the ones that are going to be helping people.

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So even sisters that might be really struggling, I want to encourage you all.

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Those that are members of this program, you do not have to be the ones to help them.

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That's what myself and the coaching team and Jackie are here for.

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But you can definitely cheer them on and just let them know you're praying for them.

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So just want to make sure everyone knows that.

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And it's a good reminder for the ladies that have been in the program for a while as well.

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I want to let you guys know that we're going to have a special session coming up this Sunday.

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If you didn't know, we just had a prophetic night last night.

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be in your replays probably tomorrow if it's not already there. But we are going to do another

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special session. It's a very prophetic anointed time during Rosh Hashanah this week happening as

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well as the new year beginning and we are just really feeling led to lead people into some really

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special important times with the Lord during this week. So that's going to happen Sunday evening

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this Sunday October 6th at 8 p.m. Eastern Time. That's 7 p.m. Central and 5 p.m. Pacific. We'll

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put a post in there that will also be in your events area. We'll make sure you guys know how

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to get connected to that. Basically it's just taking place of our regular Sunday night prayer.

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Okay so you can use the same link that you would use for Sunday night prayer but we're just going

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to repurpose that night for something special. For those of you in the program no matter where

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you're at this is my reminder for you tonight regarding disruptions and distractions. I want

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to encourage you to stay focused even those guys that you broke up with or they broke up with you

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and all of a sudden they're coming out of the woodwork. Yes stay focused. I want to encourage

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you to continue to surrender those people to the Lord and trust that you're here you're moving

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forward and understand that the enemy is going to try to get you to go where backwards backwards.

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So we want you to stay focused keep moving forward and I want to encourage you all just to

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if you don't know we encourage everybody in phase one to press pause on dating and interacting with

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men. Okay here's why because you all need this time for you. You came here because there was a

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reason that you have felt stuck and you haven't found the spirit mate the God you believe God is

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leading you towards and we want to help you get to that place as well and one of the ways we have

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found that this is uh works really well is when you all really stay engaged in your healing process

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and don't get distracted with guys. I promise if you will give yourself the five weeks or seven or

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ten however long it takes you we we really prefer best practice one week of content per week. If you

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need to take a little bit longer that's fine we don't want you rushing and binging on videos and

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binging on the book y'all you're going to miss things if you do that so give yourself at least

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one week per week of content to work on that but also to really focus on what God wants to do in

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you. If you will do that if you will give yourself permission to invest fully in yourself in this time

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I've been through this program several years ago so I'm telling you from experience

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you will experience supernatural healing and shifts that you need to not just attract a guy

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but to attract your spirit mate a really healthy amazing man that God is going to lead you to okay

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trust me in this your your process will be accelerated later on supernaturally in ways you

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can't even imagine right now truly all right my last focus uh update for you is um just keep

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showing up okay just keep showing up and let us see who you are what are some things you love to do

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you all know you can come in the group and just say hey I had a great week this week this is

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something fun that happened yes you can do that in here I want you all to look across the zoom room

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I know some of them it's just names but these ladies in here are a part of what we call your

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sister squad even though some of you are going to move out into phase two before you know before

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the ladies that just joined yes some of you all are going to become friends more than what you can

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even understand or comprehend right now if you will let yourself become a part of this community

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and really let the ladies in this group in I was in the wedding of one of our phase two coaches Carla

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you guys that will later go into phase two you will meet her there I was in her wedding one year

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ago I met her in this program I absolutely love her she's one of my sisters and I believe that

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that can be possible for you all as well if that is something that you want all right that's all

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for the catch-up tonight let me pray for us father god thank you so much for everything that you're

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doing god I thank you for your divine protection and redirection at times god we thank you for

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supernatural healing and grace in our midst tonight holy spirit we ask you to come and have

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your way remove any blinders any filters any triggers that would happen tonight we thank you

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god that you would place the balm of gilead upon our hearts bring those things out of darkness into

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the light so that there can be healing and redemption and reconciliation and restitution

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in ways that we can't even imagine we thank you for supernatural heart surgery happening tonight

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Yes, Lord, we thank you that you love your daughters, you love your sons, and I thank you that you are creating kingdoms, families, and marriages through this movement, through this generation, through this time, and in the lives of these ladies that are here tonight, that that is what you're going to do.

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We thank you that this is an Esther 414 moment. For such a time as this, you've called them. We thank you for their yes. We thank you that you would help them to hear what your spirit is saying to them tonight, that you would give them eyes to see in the spirit as well.

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We thank you, Father, for sending your son Jesus, and Jesus, we thank you for coming, for shedding your blood on the cross for our sins, for our healing, for our redemption, but also so that we could be in relationship with you.

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Thank you for not leaving us alone. Thank you for the truth that Psalm 68.6 says that you place God, the solitary and families. For those that feel alone tonight, I thank you, God, that you would remind them that you have placed them here and they can choose to be a part of this family.

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And we just thank you for leading them here. In Jesus name, amen and amen. All right, ladies, if you did not know there is a video in week one. So even if you're past week one, some of you all are in week three and four and maybe further, and you haven't done your Jesus cares board yet.

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You're not in trouble, I promise. But here's my loving reminder and encouragement. Please do your Jesus cares boards. Here's why. This is an important part of you inviting Jesus and that physical reminder of Jesus, I believe that you care about these cares and worries and concerns that burden me and I'm going to take them off of myself and put them on to you, Jesus.

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If you're just starting this program, you will see that video in week one. Jackie will explain she's going to tell you a story and then she's going to explain what the Jesus cares board is and she's going to show you an example of her Jesus cares board. It can be very simple ladies.

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If you want to be more artsy and crafty and do something that is different than hers, it is totally fine. You do what feels best for you. Okay. The point is just to get it done to get it started and then what? Post it in the group. We want to see pictures of it. Why does that matter?

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Because a myself as a coach and the other coaches can choose to see your Jesus cares board pray over those needs and partner with you and believing that Jesus is going to work in every one of those cares on your board. It also is you saying I'm coming out of hiding and I'm choosing to believe myself that Jesus is working in these cares in my life. Okay.

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Be sure to do that. If you haven't done it yet, those of you just joining us brand new, you can do it this week as you're in there week one watching that video and working on that. We look forward to seeing those.

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I want to talk to you all a little bit about supernatural surrender tonight.

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And I want to start at this place. Some of you may not believe this or know this, but God is a gentleman.

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What does that mean? It means he's not going to force his way in.

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Well, why does that matter in the heart healing process? Well, because some of you, whether you realize it or not, subconsciously have put do not enter signs up on parts of your heart.

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Maybe not all of your heart. Maybe you feel close to God in some areas, but there's just other areas that you're just really not wanting to go into.

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And for some of you, you've been in counseling for years. You've done all kinds of programs. Some of you have done other healing programs.

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And I want to encourage you if the Holy Spirit brings something up in this time.

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It's because there's another peak. He's just wanting you to take another look at that. It doesn't mean you have to go all the way back through your trauma.

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But there is something he's wanting to show you. So here's something that you're going to, we want to encourage you to get really good at asking God questions.

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So for example, I was sexually abused when I was younger. And when I went through my process, I had already done work on that.

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But guess what? Holy Spirit brought that up in my process. And so I learned really quick, like, Lord, I know I've worked through this before, but you're bringing this up.

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So is there something you're wanting me to see about this? Is there a new layer of healing that you're wanting me to walk through?

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Is there something that I didn't know before that you want to reveal that's new?

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So just have a conversation with God about it versus just dismissing it like, I've already done this. I don't want to do this again.

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Be very open in this process. I want to encourage you all to just ask the Lord to help you take down any do not enter signs.

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And to give God full access. Full access.

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That means...

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There's no broken bridges. There's no keep out signs. There's no do not enter. It's full access.

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All roads lead to yes. Yes, Lord. You can enter my heart. Yes, Lord. You can enter this really

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broken area. Yes, Lord. You can enter this broken relationship with my mom or my sister,

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or you can enter this broken relationship with my child. Whatever that looks like for you all,

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God wants you to invite him into that. He's not going to force his way in.

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So if you didn't know, Revelation 320 confirms it. It says, Behold, I stand at the door and knock.

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If any man hears my voice and opens the door, I will come into him,

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and he will suck with me and he with me. A lot of times we believe that's just about

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accepting and inviting Jesus into our lives as our Lord and Savior, but I believe it's also about

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the daily invitation. God is daily knocking on the door of your heart saying, Can I come into

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this area? Can I come into this situation? Will you trust me? I feel the Holy Spirit on this.

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I'm going to stay here for a minute. Will you trust me with this burden, with this unfulfilled

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promise that you believe I've held out on you? Y'all, God is not a God that dangles carrots

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as a trick. And I believe some of you tonight, he wants you to understand that the enemy

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of your soul, the enemy comes to kill, steal, and destroy, but Jesus Christ came to give you life

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and give it to you more abundantly. The enemy has tried to cause you to believe that God's a trickster,

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that he's a liar, that he's deceitful, and that he just, he's never going to come through for you.

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He comes through for everybody else, but not for you. That's the lie of the enemy.

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And tonight, I want to encourage you to let that lie go and partner with the truth that

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God is a good father. He's faithful, and he will come through for you, not just everybody else,

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for you, for you, Friendshi, for you, Camilla, for you, Mariska. Yes, every one of you, ladies,

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I could call you all by name, but tonight he is saying, Trust me, open the door of your heart to

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me and see what I will do. I'm going to read just a brief thing from the book. I don't give page

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numbers when I do live sessions because the ebook page numbers are different than the physical book.

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The content's the same, but it just, just listen and kind of soak it in. At some point, you all

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will read it anyways, but it says this, Ever since we were toddlers, our mantra has been, I do it

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myself. I do it myself. Y'all had little kids. Anybody had little kids? I know my kids did that,

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even as they got older, even myself as a teenager, I can remember just being adamant that I didn't

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need help. Y'all, can I get a witness that us ladies also do that as adults? Hello? I don't

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need anybody's help. I got this all by myself. We're going to talk about that in other weeks

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because we want to get rid of that. It's okay for us to be strong, ladies. I can get all kinds of

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things done all day long, but y'all know what has been really amazing is letting my husband do

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things for me. It's not been easy, but it's absolutely been worth it because you know what?

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I don't have to do everything by myself anymore. And here's another thing for you. For those of

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you that aren't there yet, obviously you're here in heartwork. Even before he came into my life,

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my husband, I was practicing this in heartwork and beyond before I ever met him, letting friends

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help me. My best friend, I called her one day like, Hey, can you ask your husband if you'll

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come over and help me hang this cabinet? Some of you, I want you just right now, even just start

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asking the Holy spirit. Is there something the Lord wants you to ask someone to help you with

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this week? This didn't come up this, this afternoon. So I believe this is a Holy spirit.

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Some of y'all need to let people help you. And you need to surrender to the idea that you just

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have to act like you have it all together all the time. And that you just have to be strong.

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And if you show any signs of weakness, that that's bad. A asking for help isn't weak.

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It's not a weakness. It's you opening yourself to relationship. It's you opening yourself

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to community and to love and to connection. Okay. I'm going to go on. We've been programmed

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by our broken world to never depend on anyone or anything. And people that do are considered

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foolish and naive all through our lives. We are taught overtly and covertly that it's a good

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thing to be in and stay in control. And that is a lot of hard work. One of the main reasons we

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don't want to depend on anyone else. Guess what? It's because we don't want to be disappointed.

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So I want to ask you all right now, just to ask the Holy Spirit, be 100% honest with God

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in yourself right now.

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Are you putting up walls and we're going to talk about this more in a little bit and not

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letting love in, not just romantic relationship, love, even love and community and friendship.

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Some of y'all have been hurt in churches.

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Some of y'all have been hurt by other friends and community groups.

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And so you're even afraid, like you're here, praise the Lord, you're here, but you still

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have walls up.

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You're like, I don't know about this.

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I don't, I don't know if I even want to share in this group.

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I don't, I would just rather be on the wall and just, just kind of watch.

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If that's you, I love you.

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There's no shame.

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There's no condemnation or guilt.

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I don't want you to receive any of that.

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If you feel that during any of these live sessions, that is from the enemy because he

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doesn't want you to feel safe.

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But I want you to know absolute like love for you.

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I don't want you to stay there though.

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I want you to come into community.

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I want you to get out of your comfort zone and really embrace everything God has for

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you here because it's, it's really going to be beautiful and glorious if you allow it

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In this process as well, in our supernatural surrender process, we want to encourage you

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to ask for revealings for healing.

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We don't want you to dig.

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So the difference is somebody who gets their shovel out and they start digging into past

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generation and start asking their parents and it's okay to ask every now and then questions,

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but y'all, we don't need to go dig up graves.

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We need to ask the Holy spirit.

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Is there anything you want to bring to darkness until from the darkness into the light, Lord,

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is there anything you want to reveal?

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If you get offended word, Hey, I feel offended about that.

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Is there anything you want to show me?

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and you're getting super triggered over something that really isn't a big deal.

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Ask the Holy spirit to reveal for healing and trust what he brings up and lean into

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the Holy spirit.

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And you guys will hear me talk about pull the thread.

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I'm going to, I'll do that during my coaching sessions.

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It's actually something that just, I don't know, over the last three years as I've been

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coaching in this community, it just pulled the thread.

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What is the root trauma that I experienced that led me to where I'm at right now?

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Like whatever the thing is that you're struggling with where you're stuck.

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It's okay.

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Just pull the thread, pull the thread on what is the Holy spirit bringing up right now?

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Even if it's just a random thought and you're like, why am I thinking about this great school

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playground incident?

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I don't even think I was hurt by that.

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Well, the threat Lord, you're bringing up this situation from when I was in elementary

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school on the playground.

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Is there something you want to reveal to me through this situation?

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Y'all.

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So you just pull the thread means you just start asking the Lord about what's coming

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And then as he starts to show you, what can happen is it may, it doesn't always, but it

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might lead to another situation.

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And then you might find that underneath of those is the root.

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Everyone on the same page with me.

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I listened to things over and over and over when I was in the bootcamp and heartwork,

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that's what we used to call.

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Heartwork was bootcamp.

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It really, really is helpful.

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I'm going to now pray over you all, uh, the submission activation.

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This is in your books as well.

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Again, I'm not going to say the page just cause it won't really matter to you.

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Cause it's a different page for you in your ebook, but I want to encourage you.

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I am big on before y'all go into breakout.

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For those of you that are new, what we do in breakout also, just so you know, is I put

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you in a, a breakout room and you're going to get a pop-up to join that room.

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You are probably going to be in a room with people that you don't know.

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And I want to encourage you don't avoid conversation, lean in, lean in again, get out of your comfort

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zone and engage.

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These ladies will truly, this is, I've been doing this for three years.

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You all in three years, I've never had someone say someone hurt me in a breakout room.

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So I hope that doesn't start now, but I don't think it will.

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And so we honor one another.

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You don't have to fix anybody in the breakout rooms.

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Remember you just give everybody space to share, love each other, support each other

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And then when we come back together, I'm going to ask who's willing to share with the whole

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group, what you shared in your breakout.

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and then we'll do the breakouts again.

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session will go. Sometimes Holy Spirit takes way over and we always invite him in but sometimes

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he takes over and we do more content on the front end and and it might look a little different but

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tonight that's the plan so we'll see what happens. But for now I encourage you all just to put your

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hands out. Submission activation if you all surrender and you're letting go I want to

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encourage you all to practice this often okay. Even at home alone with the Lord. Just Lord you

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picture people in your hands that he's asking you to surrender. Lord I just I surrender these people

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to you so I'm going to teach you something right now. Surrender these people to you and I trust

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that you're working in their lives and you care about them more than I do. Lord I surrender my

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life to you. So just this posture. I want you to maintain this posture with your heart healing.

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Okay as you stay with your hands open you're going to close your eyes. I'm going to read

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this submission activation over you and then I'm going to put you into breakouts.

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Father God I give you permission to search me and to reveal anything in my heart that does not

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belong to my true identity and that is hindering me from living the life you created me to live.

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Holy Spirit I invite you into the darkest places in my heart. Show me the areas that are still

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wounded and are still hurting. When you reveal these broken places to me I covenant with you to

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release them into your care and to respond with forgiveness and repentance. I set aside the season

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of my life for a time of healing and wholeness and ask Holy Spirit to take charge of this process.

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I ask that you dwell with me and in me. I need you. I cannot heal myself. I want to be free

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from the past. Free to be who I truly am. Help me to become who you created me to be.

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Show me the lies that I have believed about myself,

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my life, my surroundings, even the lies I have believed about you.

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Teach me the greater truth. Teach me your ways. Teach me how to think and how to live abundantly.

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Teach me. Show me. Heal me. Grow me. In Jesus name. Amen. Ladies he will do it. He will do it.

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Just keep asking him. Keep surrendering every day and he's going to show you. So this is your

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question for breakout room number one. What are some things that God has been nudging you about

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as I've been talking tonight about surrendering to him? Like what's something you need to surrender

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to him tonight? Okay. Maybe it's an area of your heart that you need to allow him to come into.

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Maybe it's, you know, a situation that you need to surrender. Maybe it's a worry,

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a fear, whatever it is for you. What do you need to surrender? Remember again,

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we're taking down do not enter signs and we're saying full access Lord. Okay. All right. Here we

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go. I'm going to give you all eight minutes. Go ahead and click to join those rooms.

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All right. Let's see. Julia, Lucy, Lua, Marsha, Nisheto. Can you all join groups tonight?

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Awesome. I know some of y'all might not have great connection. Let's see here. Oh, that's

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totally fine. Nisheto. That's that's good. You can stay here with me. I'm going to start to pray

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here in a minute. All right. Father, thank you so much for all those that are in the breakouts

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right now, as well as those that are going to be watching this replay. We thank you God for

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revealings for healing that are happening. And we thank you God for just working in all of these

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conversations. Lord, I thank you that you would help them to open up to their sisters and share

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as well as again, those that are watching replay, may they post in the group and allow all those in

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the group to come around them as they share those areas that they're going to surrender to you,

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Jesus and you father and you Holy Spirit and trust you in this process. We thank you for

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continuing to minister truth and life and hope in every area of their lives. And we just thank you

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Lord for everything that you're doing. Ladies, hold on one second. I have somebody asking for

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help, but I cannot go into that room. All right. We'll see what happens there. All right. So Lord

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We just thank you also for just ministering peace

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and truth and life.

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and your revelation and healing grace

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into every mind and spirit.

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Oh, let's see here.

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Oh, awesome.

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You are in, hi.

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Hold on one second.

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Where are you?

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I'll go ahead and put you in there.

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Go ahead and join.

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Sorry, ladies, I was just trying to figure out.

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Thank you, Lord, as Joanna's joining.

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Hi, Joanna.

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But we just thank you for helping every lady

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just really submit this process to you

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and allow you to come in

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as you've knocked on the door of their heart.

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because you're with them

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and they don't have to be discouraged in this process

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because you are their God

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and you have them in the palm of your hand,

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that you will strengthen them.

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You're gonna help them.

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not just your right hand, but your victorious right hand.

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that the victory has already been won

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on the cross with Jesus Christ.

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Hi, Virginia, did you get kicked out of your room?

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Virginia, I knew that you sent a request for help,

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but I'm not able to go into the breakouts with you.

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So I don't know if maybe Melissa wasn't able to share

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or talk in there.

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All right, well, I'm gonna keep going.

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and I can kind of respond there accordingly.

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that we are fighting from victory, not for victory.

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in every area of our lives,

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that all things have passed away.

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Behold, everything is becoming new.

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So we thank you that you're bringing rivers in the wasteland

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and streams in the desert, that you are doing a new thing

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and that we will perceive it

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and we will see that it is springing up.

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We thank you for springing up, oh, well, within our soul.

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We thank you for fresh and fillings of the Holy Spirit.

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And I thank you, God, that we don't have to get tired

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of doing any good.

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At just the right time,

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we are gonna reap a harvest of blessing

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if we don't give up.

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grace, and courage, Lord.

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Hi, Emily, how are you?

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The ladies are in a breakout room.

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So they're gonna be back in like three minutes.

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I can put you in a breakout

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and you can just join in for a few minutes if you'd like.

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I'm not sure if you can hear me.

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I just need help with the, I'm muted.

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I don't know how to fix this.

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Okay, Virginia, I can hear you now.

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Were you having trouble when you were in the room?

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Yes, I can't like, I can't make it show my picture.

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I can't unmute.

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Okay, well, you're unmuted right now.

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So that's what you would wanna do in the room.

413
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You can stay here right now,

414
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but then also, are you on a phone?

415
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Yes.

416
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Okay, so if you tap on your phone,

417
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there will be, well, let me ask you this.

418
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Does your phone have camera capability?

419
00:34:05.640 --> 00:34:06.480
Yes.

420
00:34:06.480 --> 00:34:08.639
Okay, so if you tap on your phone,

421
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at the bottom, there's like a thing that says video.

422
00:34:12.280 --> 00:34:13.800
Do you see that?

423
00:34:13.800 --> 00:34:14.920
No, that's.

424
00:34:16.360 --> 00:34:18.920
You might have to click where it says more then.

425
00:34:20.800 --> 00:34:21.760
Do you see that?

426
00:34:22.760 --> 00:34:24.360
Oh, you just muted yourself.

427
00:34:29.440 --> 00:34:31.560
Okay, now you're on, oh, maybe not.

428
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Am I still muted?

429
00:34:38.000 --> 00:34:39.080
Now I hear you.

430
00:34:40.520 --> 00:34:41.360
Hello?

431
00:34:41.360 --> 00:34:42.199
Yes, I hear you.

432
00:34:42.199 --> 00:34:43.040
Can you hear me?

433
00:34:45.440 --> 00:34:46.280
Hello?

434
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Okay.

435
00:34:50.840 --> 00:34:51.800
I'm gonna keep praying.

436
00:34:51.800 --> 00:34:55.560
Virginia, we can definitely work with you behind the scenes

437
00:34:55.560 --> 00:34:57.880
with our admin tech team.

438
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If you'll email admin at JackieDorman.com.

439
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They can help you kind of work through how to get your camera to work and how to get

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your phone to work so you can hear and talk properly.

441
00:35:07.680 --> 00:35:08.680
Okay.

442
00:35:08.680 --> 00:35:09.680
Okay.

443
00:35:09.680 --> 00:35:10.680
Awesome.

444
00:35:10.680 --> 00:35:14.880
So let me just thank you for bringing truth in life.

445
00:35:14.880 --> 00:35:16.260
We thank you for bringing peace.

446
00:35:16.260 --> 00:35:20.640
Even when we have tech issues, we trust Lord that you put us right where we need to be.

447
00:35:20.640 --> 00:35:24.720
So Lord, I thank you that you just even minister to Virginia right now, God, you know, everything

448
00:35:24.720 --> 00:35:29.660
that she has need of, or we just thank you for insight and revelation on how to work

449
00:35:29.660 --> 00:35:34.660
her technology, but also peace in the midst of frustration that can happen, at least

450
00:35:34.660 --> 00:35:37.900
for myself, when I experienced stuff like that, I can feel frustrated.

451
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So God, we thank you for peace.

452
00:35:40.020 --> 00:35:45.180
And we thank you Lord that you, you lead us into wide open spaces and that you're, you're

453
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bringing truth and you're bringing life into every area of darkness.

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And we thank you for the truth and the reminder that there is no darkness for you, Lord, because

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you are the light.

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And so everywhere that you are, there is light.

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There is no darkness.

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You can't even like the darkness can't even comprehend you because you walk in and everything

459
00:36:02.800 --> 00:36:03.800
changes.

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So Lord, we thank you for illuminating and bringing light and life into every area of

461
00:36:07.760 --> 00:36:13.960
our minds, our spirits, our bodies, and our souls tonight, our emotions, our mindsets.

462
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We thank you for revealing areas for healing.

463
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And just bringing also just Lord, your love and your acceptance and your grace.

464
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We know it's already there, Lord, but help us to receive it.

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God, your word says that you love us unconditionally, that nothing can separate us from your love,

466
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not height, nor depth, nor principality, nor power, nor things in the present or things

467
00:36:35.240 --> 00:36:36.360
to come.

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We thank you that you would help us to become more firmly rooted and fixed in your love.

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00:36:41.120 --> 00:36:47.320
Help us to just remember that tonight that you would help us to return to our first love,

470
00:36:47.320 --> 00:36:53.960
which is you, and that you would just reinvigorate our relationship with you, Jesus, and bring

471
00:36:53.960 --> 00:36:58.760
new life, bring new revelation, bring new healing, and just help us to fall in love

472
00:36:58.760 --> 00:37:03.040
all over again with your word, with your truth, with your life.

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00:37:03.040 --> 00:37:08.360
We see in Psalm 139, 23 through 24, that it says, God, I invite your searching gaze into

474
00:37:08.360 --> 00:37:12.120
my heart, examine me through and through, find out everything that might be hidden within

475
00:37:12.120 --> 00:37:17.000
me, put me to the test and sift through all my anxious cares, see if there's any path

476
00:37:17.000 --> 00:37:22.560
of pain I'm walking on, and lead me back to your glorious ways, the path that brings me

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00:37:22.560 --> 00:37:25.360
back to you, in Jesus' name, amen.

478
00:37:25.360 --> 00:37:28.160
All right, so welcome back, ladies.

479
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When you are in breakouts, for those that are new, I tend to pray while you're in there

480
00:37:33.120 --> 00:37:38.760
because the people that watch the replays, it would just be black nothing, so I pray

481
00:37:38.760 --> 00:37:41.120
and declare things over you while you all are in there.

482
00:37:41.120 --> 00:37:45.120
I also try to help other ladies get connected, so I don't want you all to come back and worry

483
00:37:45.120 --> 00:37:47.360
that you're missing out.

484
00:37:47.360 --> 00:37:51.800
If you want to go back and listen to those in the replay, awesome, but just know you're

485
00:37:51.800 --> 00:37:54.160
being lifted up in that time as well.

486
00:37:54.160 --> 00:37:58.840
Okay, who is willing to share with the whole group what you shared?

487
00:37:58.840 --> 00:37:59.840
Hi, Shirai.

488
00:37:59.840 --> 00:38:00.840
Go ahead.

489
00:38:00.840 --> 00:38:01.840
Oh, you're muted.

490
00:38:01.840 --> 00:38:05.600
Oh, there you go.

491
00:38:05.600 --> 00:38:15.560
So I actually, this time, I found somebody that we were like, yeah, me too.

492
00:38:15.560 --> 00:38:17.920
That's awesome.

493
00:38:17.920 --> 00:38:30.400
We were just talking about how being in our 40s, how it's an emotional rollercoaster.

494
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We have hot, really, we feel like we need to, we surrender and we feel really high with

495
00:38:37.800 --> 00:38:44.520
our relationship with God, and then there's moments that would come crashing down.

496
00:38:44.520 --> 00:38:58.800
And we were just talking about how, I guess, maybe what we need to surrender is comparing.

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We both were sharing with each other that we look at, that we see other people and we

498
00:39:06.200 --> 00:39:14.480
are wondering why it's, why it hasn't happened for us or to us or, and we, and we get angry

499
00:39:14.480 --> 00:39:21.440
with God and we don't want to get angry with God, but we do get angry with God about it

500
00:39:21.440 --> 00:39:28.160
because it's been a long time, a long time waiting and wondering when is it my turn?

501
00:39:28.160 --> 00:39:29.160
Yes.

502
00:39:29.160 --> 00:39:30.160
Yes.

503
00:39:30.160 --> 00:39:31.160
So good, Shirai.

504
00:39:31.160 --> 00:39:32.160
Thank you so much for sharing that.

505
00:39:32.160 --> 00:39:33.160
I appreciate that.

506
00:39:33.160 --> 00:39:34.160
Yes.

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00:39:34.160 --> 00:39:39.080
You all, one of the biggest contenders in everybody's process that I have coached in

508
00:39:39.080 --> 00:39:42.440
these three years is comparison traps.

509
00:39:42.440 --> 00:39:43.720
That's what I call them.

510
00:39:43.720 --> 00:39:44.720
Comparison traps.

511
00:39:44.720 --> 00:39:49.880
The enemy is like constantly, whether it's about a romantic relationship or your job

512
00:39:49.880 --> 00:39:55.360
or a friend, he always wants to get us into comparing ourselves with other people, thinking

513
00:39:55.360 --> 00:39:58.360
that we're not enough and that they have everything.

514
00:39:58.360 --> 00:39:59.840
We have nothing.

515
00:40:00.000 --> 00:40:04.640
we're like supernaturally blessed, he's always trying to

516
00:40:04.640 --> 00:40:08.040
cause us to think that there's something that we don't have,

517
00:40:08.280 --> 00:40:11.100
that we're missing out on, and that God's holding out on us

518
00:40:11.100 --> 00:40:14.880
because he wants us to believe the lie that God is not good,

519
00:40:14.880 --> 00:40:18.440
that God does not see us, that God does not care. And so we

520
00:40:18.440 --> 00:40:22.580
always have to resist those lies and partner with the truth that

521
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God is for us. So who can be against us? God is on our side,

522
00:40:27.160 --> 00:40:30.880
and he's fighting for us in ways that we can't even even imagine

523
00:40:31.080 --> 00:40:34.800
right now, even while you're on this session right now. I want

524
00:40:34.800 --> 00:40:37.680
you just to consider that Jesus is sitting at the right hand of

525
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the Father interceding for you, by name, by name, and he knows

526
00:40:44.360 --> 00:40:50.920
every hair on your head. And he cares deeply for you. When you

527
00:40:50.920 --> 00:40:53.560
were sharing the highs and the lows, you said there's moments

528
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that come crashing down. My question for you, Shirai, is in

529
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the moments where you feel like that crashing down happens, is

530
00:41:00.880 --> 00:41:03.600
there something in particular, and it can be a lot of different

531
00:41:03.600 --> 00:41:06.320
things, but what comes to mind tonight when I ask you, is

532
00:41:06.320 --> 00:41:10.600
there something in particular that happens that triggers the

533
00:41:10.600 --> 00:41:11.400
crashing down?

534
00:41:11.400 --> 00:41:20.360
Lots of times, it is scrolling on Facebook, and or getting a

535
00:41:20.360 --> 00:41:25.640
getting a wedding invitation in the mail, or see, yeah, seeing

536
00:41:25.640 --> 00:41:30.920
somebody else experiencing something that you that you want,

537
00:41:31.400 --> 00:41:37.720
or that you desire and, and you just don't, and you just don't

538
00:41:37.840 --> 00:41:39.040
understand, like,

539
00:41:41.840 --> 00:41:44.640
so what is the lie? Okay, this is really good. We're going

540
00:41:44.640 --> 00:41:46.640
somewhere really great with us. So I'm gonna if you're willing,

541
00:41:46.640 --> 00:41:50.440
I'm going to kind of unpack this with you. So what is the lie

542
00:41:50.440 --> 00:41:54.520
when you when you and I want you to know, I felt this way before,

543
00:41:54.560 --> 00:41:58.800
so I can relate 100% to what you're saying. When you let's go

544
00:41:58.800 --> 00:42:01.440
with the getting a wedding invite. Okay, let's go with that

545
00:42:01.440 --> 00:42:05.720
one right now. When you get the wedding invite, you're going to

546
00:42:05.720 --> 00:42:09.160
when you get the wedding invite, what is the lie that

547
00:42:09.160 --> 00:42:13.920
you believe that triggers the downward spiral, if you will?

548
00:42:18.160 --> 00:42:23.760
Why not? Why? Why her or him and not me? Okay, is that the lie

549
00:42:23.800 --> 00:42:27.600
you believe? Or is that the emotion that follows? And the

550
00:42:27.600 --> 00:42:28.720
thought emotion of thought?

551
00:42:29.120 --> 00:42:31.600
I guess the lie is I'm never gonna have it's not gonna be

552
00:42:31.600 --> 00:42:35.360
it's never gonna be my turn. Okay, like I'm always

553
00:42:35.360 --> 00:42:38.520
celebrating other people, but nobody ever celebrates me.

554
00:42:39.920 --> 00:42:42.080
Okay, so what's the lie underneath of that?

555
00:42:45.600 --> 00:42:50.440
Disappointment? Yes. Yes, you're you're you're headed in the

556
00:42:50.440 --> 00:42:52.560
right direction. So I'm not trying to tell you what's there

557
00:42:52.560 --> 00:42:57.880
for you. But typically, ladies, if it's never going to be our

558
00:42:57.880 --> 00:43:01.880
turn, what's the core lie that we believe?

559
00:43:04.480 --> 00:43:06.240
That God will not come through for me.

560
00:43:06.560 --> 00:43:12.400
That's right. That's right. And when we really get to that core,

561
00:43:13.040 --> 00:43:17.400
and then we say, Lord, when is the first time I believed the

562
00:43:17.400 --> 00:43:22.360
lie that you're not going to come through for me? When's the

563
00:43:22.360 --> 00:43:25.760
first time I believe that lie? Because when we understand and

564
00:43:25.760 --> 00:43:29.440
recognize the first time we believe that lie, every time

565
00:43:29.440 --> 00:43:33.000
after that, that we believe that lie and partnered with it with,

566
00:43:33.040 --> 00:43:35.160
you know, and again, subconsciously, this happens a

567
00:43:35.160 --> 00:43:38.160
lot of times subconsciously, ladies, we're partnering with

568
00:43:38.160 --> 00:43:41.320
these lies. And every time we partner with it again, like,

569
00:43:41.320 --> 00:43:43.960
Yep, God, he's not going to come through for me. He didn't come

570
00:43:43.960 --> 00:43:46.480
through me for me before. And he's not coming through for me

571
00:43:46.480 --> 00:43:50.720
now. So it's just never going to happen for me. That's how we

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00:43:50.720 --> 00:43:54.000
partner with the lie. And when we do that, it creates a

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00:43:54.000 --> 00:43:58.440
stronghold. Okay, so that's how strongholds are created. So the

574
00:43:58.440 --> 00:44:00.920
way we come out of those strongholds, and that they're

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00:44:00.920 --> 00:44:04.120
broken is we come out of alignment and agreement with

576
00:44:04.120 --> 00:44:07.480
those lies. And we say, No, devil, I am not going to believe

577
00:44:07.480 --> 00:44:10.640
that lie anymore. Even though in the physical realm, I'm not

578
00:44:10.640 --> 00:44:14.080
there. Yet, I want you all to get real comfortable with that

579
00:44:14.080 --> 00:44:20.080
word yet. Y E T. You may not be there yet. But that doesn't mean

580
00:44:20.080 --> 00:44:24.440
you're not going there. You can be a bride you if you believe

581
00:44:24.440 --> 00:44:27.120
you will be a bride. I'm not just saying name it, claim it.

582
00:44:27.120 --> 00:44:30.520
But here's the reality. We have to partner with truth. We have

583
00:44:30.520 --> 00:44:33.840
to stop partnering with the lies in the core. But how does that

584
00:44:33.840 --> 00:44:38.480
happen? It happens because we ask God to come into that area

585
00:44:38.680 --> 00:44:43.160
that that first place Lord, where did I believe the lie? The

586
00:44:43.160 --> 00:44:49.280
first time that you don't come through for me. And when he comes

587
00:44:49.280 --> 00:44:53.760
in and heals those areas. That's how the more that that

588
00:44:53.760 --> 00:44:57.480
core areas healed, the more everything else is going to heal.

589
00:44:57.680 --> 00:44:59.400
And you're going to start to get breakthrough and you're going to

590
00:44:59.400 --> 00:44:59.840
start to gain

591
00:45:00.000 --> 00:45:02.200
because here's the other reality, ladies.

592
00:45:02.200 --> 00:45:05.840
When we're more free, we're more confident, we're healthier.

593
00:45:05.840 --> 00:45:07.680
Guess what kind of people we attract?

594
00:45:08.820 --> 00:45:13.020
Healthy attracts healthy, whole attracts whole.

595
00:45:13.020 --> 00:45:14.920
If we're really, you know, have unhealthy,

596
00:45:14.920 --> 00:45:17.680
even myself in the past, I was a big giver,

597
00:45:17.680 --> 00:45:20.800
big giver, big giver, I had no boundaries.

598
00:45:20.800 --> 00:45:22.520
And so guess what I attracted?

599
00:45:22.520 --> 00:45:24.360
Takers, takers, takers, takers,

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00:45:24.360 --> 00:45:27.600
not just even in romantic relationships, but in friendships.

601
00:45:27.640 --> 00:45:30.100
Y'all, I was surrounded by takers.

602
00:45:30.100 --> 00:45:34.120
I still have to watch that today as a leader, as a pastor,

603
00:45:34.120 --> 00:45:37.380
I have a big pastor's caring heart.

604
00:45:37.380 --> 00:45:39.040
I have to set a lot of boundaries

605
00:45:39.040 --> 00:45:42.560
because if I'm not careful, I can get out of balance

606
00:45:42.560 --> 00:45:45.160
and the takers just come right back in

607
00:45:45.160 --> 00:45:46.400
because they don't have any boundaries.

608
00:45:46.400 --> 00:45:47.720
And if I don't have boundaries

609
00:45:47.720 --> 00:45:48.720
and they don't have boundaries,

610
00:45:48.720 --> 00:45:52.400
then they're all invading my stuff, right?

611
00:45:52.400 --> 00:45:54.640
So I'm not saying I shut people out.

612
00:45:54.640 --> 00:45:57.120
If the Lord tells me I need to kind of step back

613
00:45:57.640 --> 00:45:58.480
from somebody in a season

614
00:45:58.480 --> 00:46:00.680
because they're not in a healthy place, I do that.

615
00:46:00.680 --> 00:46:02.840
But I'm not saying y'all have to just cut off relationships,

616
00:46:02.840 --> 00:46:05.760
but we have to see, okay,

617
00:46:05.760 --> 00:46:08.940
these are the areas that haven't worked for me before.

618
00:46:10.160 --> 00:46:12.440
For me, I was a common denominator.

619
00:46:13.480 --> 00:46:17.040
I kept attracting broken men that were abusive

620
00:46:17.040 --> 00:46:19.280
and cheated on me and all these things,

621
00:46:19.280 --> 00:46:20.320
and were big takers.

622
00:46:20.320 --> 00:46:23.000
And so I had to be willing to look at,

623
00:46:23.000 --> 00:46:26.040
you know what, I'm the common denominator here.

624
00:46:26.040 --> 00:46:30.320
So Lord, what needs to happen and change in me

625
00:46:30.320 --> 00:46:32.680
so that I don't keep attracting that

626
00:46:32.680 --> 00:46:34.740
because I don't want that anymore.

627
00:46:36.280 --> 00:46:38.920
And then God really led me into supernatural healing

628
00:46:38.920 --> 00:46:40.520
in so many ways, y'all.

629
00:46:40.520 --> 00:46:43.320
Things I didn't even know that I needed healing from.

630
00:46:43.320 --> 00:46:45.400
And so Shirai, thank you for sharing.

631
00:46:45.400 --> 00:46:47.100
I hope that was super helpful.

632
00:46:47.980 --> 00:46:50.520
As you unpack this, I want to encourage you,

633
00:46:51.400 --> 00:46:54.640
A, here's another thing, ladies.

634
00:46:54.640 --> 00:46:59.600
I will tell you, mine was wedding announcements sometimes,

635
00:46:59.600 --> 00:47:01.520
but honestly, the thing that was harder for me

636
00:47:01.520 --> 00:47:04.080
on social media was seeing everybody having babies.

637
00:47:05.200 --> 00:47:07.520
Because I've always wanted a baby of my own.

638
00:47:07.520 --> 00:47:08.960
I've raised other people's kids.

639
00:47:08.960 --> 00:47:11.360
I feel like I've done a good job helping them do that.

640
00:47:11.360 --> 00:47:13.720
And I'm super grateful for the kids in my life,

641
00:47:14.640 --> 00:47:18.000
as well as Brian's children now in my life as well.

642
00:47:18.000 --> 00:47:21.480
But, you know, I had to really start limiting

643
00:47:21.480 --> 00:47:23.080
my social media for a season.

644
00:47:23.080 --> 00:47:25.960
When that really pained me, every time I saw it,

645
00:47:25.960 --> 00:47:27.000
God just was like,

646
00:47:27.000 --> 00:47:29.960
just stop looking on social media for as much right now.

647
00:47:31.480 --> 00:47:33.720
I just, it wasn't that I never went on there,

648
00:47:33.720 --> 00:47:35.560
but I just went on there less.

649
00:47:35.560 --> 00:47:37.080
Because in that season,

650
00:47:37.800 --> 00:47:42.120
my heart just needed time to get to a healthier place

651
00:47:42.120 --> 00:47:44.600
to believe that God has that for me.

652
00:47:45.560 --> 00:47:47.960
And that he hasn't forgotten me in that either.

653
00:47:47.960 --> 00:47:50.360
And he's working on my behalf and he's working,

654
00:47:50.360 --> 00:47:51.880
and he might even do it in ways

655
00:47:51.880 --> 00:47:53.400
that I haven't even imagined yet.

656
00:47:54.600 --> 00:47:57.560
You know, so want to encourage you all.

657
00:47:57.560 --> 00:47:59.640
We've had some ladies, I'm not saying you have to do this,

658
00:47:59.640 --> 00:48:00.920
but this might be for somebody

659
00:48:00.920 --> 00:48:03.640
because it's come up in my spirit twice tonight.

660
00:48:03.640 --> 00:48:04.840
So I just want to encourage you.

661
00:48:05.720 --> 00:48:08.120
We've had some ladies while they're in heart healing

662
00:48:08.120 --> 00:48:11.480
in this program, literally not watch TV

663
00:48:11.480 --> 00:48:13.160
or go on social media at all.

664
00:48:15.320 --> 00:48:17.640
I know that seems super like big.

665
00:48:17.640 --> 00:48:20.040
So that might not be for everyone, like I said.

666
00:48:20.040 --> 00:48:21.800
But if that's something that even right now,

667
00:48:21.800 --> 00:48:25.560
you're like, ooh, Lord, that might be for me.

668
00:48:26.280 --> 00:48:27.560
I want to encourage you just,

669
00:48:27.560 --> 00:48:29.080
it doesn't mean that you can't watch it at all,

670
00:48:29.080 --> 00:48:30.920
but maybe you just need to reduce

671
00:48:30.920 --> 00:48:33.320
your media engaging right now.

672
00:48:34.200 --> 00:48:37.000
Because you all, sometimes when we're filling our minds

673
00:48:37.000 --> 00:48:39.080
with all kinds of stuff in our ears,

674
00:48:39.080 --> 00:48:40.680
you know, everything comes through the ear gate

675
00:48:40.680 --> 00:48:41.800
and the eye gate.

676
00:48:41.800 --> 00:48:44.040
And when we're filling with all this other stuff,

677
00:48:44.040 --> 00:48:45.560
sometimes God is speaking to us,

678
00:48:45.560 --> 00:48:48.280
but we can't hear him as clearly

679
00:48:48.280 --> 00:48:49.880
because we're hearing all this other stuff.

680
00:48:50.840 --> 00:48:51.480
Does that make sense?

681
00:48:52.600 --> 00:48:53.320
Okay.

682
00:48:53.320 --> 00:48:54.360
So you all pray.

683
00:48:54.360 --> 00:48:58.280
I'm not, again, I am never about rules and legalism.

684
00:48:58.280 --> 00:48:59.400
I want you all to just pray

685
00:48:59.400 --> 00:49:00.920
and ask the Holy Spirit for yourself.

686
00:49:00.920 --> 00:49:01.640
Okay.

687
00:49:01.640 --> 00:49:02.520
Brenda, go ahead.

688
00:49:06.040 --> 00:49:10.280
Hi, I felt the Lord said to surrender finances.

689
00:49:11.240 --> 00:49:12.440
Okay. Tell me why.

690
00:49:14.600 --> 00:49:15.240
Oh, I didn't know.

691
00:49:15.240 --> 00:49:20.600
I don't have to give all the details,

692
00:49:20.600 --> 00:49:21.640
but what is like,

693
00:49:21.640 --> 00:49:24.520
what was the main reason he put finances on your heart?

694
00:49:26.120 --> 00:49:31.000
I feel like right now it's because I resigned

695
00:49:31.000 --> 00:49:33.080
from the job I was at, which was a good thing.

696
00:49:33.080 --> 00:49:37.880
I felt the Lord, you know, on that.

697
00:49:37.880 --> 00:49:40.680
Like when I resigned, I felt the joy of the Lord on it.

698
00:49:40.840 --> 00:49:44.440
Um, um, and I just feel like, um,

699
00:49:46.200 --> 00:49:47.560
yeah, I'm just struggling with this

700
00:49:47.560 --> 00:49:50.360
because I did get an offer for a new job.

701
00:49:50.360 --> 00:49:51.480
Praise Jesus.

702
00:49:51.480 --> 00:49:52.920
It hasn't started yet.

703
00:49:52.920 --> 00:49:55.080
And so, but I'm going to be making less.

704
00:49:56.440 --> 00:49:59.640
And so all of a sudden it's this, you know,

705
00:50:00.000 --> 00:50:12.640
um, not trusting him for, for provision. And I've had this happen before. Um, but I tend to,

706
00:50:12.640 --> 00:50:16.960
I think it's, I think definitely part of it is just the way I was raised and I'm the first

707
00:50:16.960 --> 00:50:26.000
believer in my family. So it was always like work hard, you know, and, and, and make money,

708
00:50:26.000 --> 00:50:31.360
you know? So all of a sudden when, when my job hasn't started, all of a sudden I'm like,

709
00:50:32.400 --> 00:50:39.280
you know, about spending money and, you know, not looking to him.

710
00:50:40.160 --> 00:50:45.440
So, so this is so good, Brenda. And I wouldn't have necessarily gone here tonight, but I love

711
00:50:45.440 --> 00:50:51.920
that it came up tonight. 100%. I believe there's a lot of people that struggle in their finances.

712
00:50:51.920 --> 00:50:57.520
I did, I did for years. And one of the things that I learned through heart healing y'all

713
00:50:57.520 --> 00:51:03.680
seriously heart healing, this heartwork program can supernaturally change every area of your life.

714
00:51:04.320 --> 00:51:07.680
If you will believe that and partner with that, it really can happen.

715
00:51:08.240 --> 00:51:14.320
I genuinely surrendered every area. And there were certain areas, even like, I was just like,

716
00:51:14.320 --> 00:51:19.360
okay, Lord, I knew that I needed transformation in my finances. It wasn't that I didn't have a

717
00:51:19.360 --> 00:51:23.840
good job, but I, you know, I, I followed the, you know, you put money in 401k and I just didn't

718
00:51:23.840 --> 00:51:27.440
have a lot left. I felt like I was living kind of paycheck to paycheck after that.

719
00:51:28.640 --> 00:51:33.040
And I have two spiritual daughters. I was, you know, providing a lot for them as well.

720
00:51:33.600 --> 00:51:39.840
But in that God started showing me how the way that I was raised and the way that money was

721
00:51:39.840 --> 00:51:45.280
talked about in a lot of fears around money. My mom was a single mom. She didn't handle her money

722
00:51:45.280 --> 00:51:50.400
well and therefore set a lot of negative things about money. And so those things were just still

723
00:51:50.400 --> 00:51:55.600
in my mind and in my subconscious. And every time something happened, those things would rise up,

724
00:51:55.600 --> 00:51:59.680
which is kind of what you're talking about. And so when you were talking, that's what I wrote

725
00:51:59.680 --> 00:52:04.640
fears rising. And so I want to encourage you just to partner with you know, fear has to do with

726
00:52:04.640 --> 00:52:11.040
torment, perfect love, cast out fear. So when we were, when we feel fear ladies about anything,

727
00:52:11.040 --> 00:52:16.640
but in regards to what Brenda's saying regarding finances, Lord, what is the way that I'm not

728
00:52:16.640 --> 00:52:22.080
feeling rooted in your love right now? That's causing me to be afraid that you're not going

729
00:52:22.080 --> 00:52:32.080
to provide for me. Does that make sense? So typically if we feel rooted in his love,

730
00:52:32.080 --> 00:52:36.160
if we feel secure, maybe that's a better word to kind of help bring that home a little bit.

731
00:52:36.160 --> 00:52:44.160
If we feel secure in his love, when the waves come, we're still secure. We're still steady.

732
00:52:44.160 --> 00:52:51.280
Does that make sense? Yeah. And so, um, as those fears rise, I want to encourage you to ask the

733
00:52:51.280 --> 00:52:59.040
Lord, is there a lie that I heard growing up that is causing me to partner with fear?

734
00:53:01.280 --> 00:53:05.760
Yeah. Yeah. I feel like when you were saying that, that my mom has spoken over me more than once.

735
00:53:06.640 --> 00:53:14.480
That I'm not good at finances. Okay. So in Jesus name, Brenda, you are changing things for your

736
00:53:14.480 --> 00:53:21.200
family and you are going, you know, I, I sincerely, I say stuff like this over even now, God, thank you

737
00:53:21.200 --> 00:53:26.080
so much that you're helping me to become Bethany Cooper, a better steward of all of the finances

738
00:53:26.080 --> 00:53:32.480
you give me that I'm going to be a bar or a lender, not a borrower that I'm going to have plenty of

739
00:53:32.480 --> 00:53:37.520
money to give away all the time. And it's not about it like, Oh God, just going to constantly

740
00:53:37.520 --> 00:53:42.880
know you all, but here's the reality. God wants to give money to his kids who will handle it well

741
00:53:42.880 --> 00:53:50.160
and steward it well, so that we can what help other people that we are an extension of him

742
00:53:50.800 --> 00:53:56.640
and his generosity is kind heart. Just like Jackie, if y'all weren't on last night,

743
00:53:56.640 --> 00:54:01.040
the prophetic ministry, and I please listen to it. Jackie released a prophetic word

744
00:54:01.040 --> 00:54:05.760
about supernatural provision that God led her and her husband to do for a woman that they met

745
00:54:05.760 --> 00:54:13.200
randomly on the road. Y'all this stuff really happens and it can happen for each one of you too.

746
00:54:13.200 --> 00:54:17.520
So Brenda, thank you for sharing. I believe God wants to continue to give you breakthrough

747
00:54:17.520 --> 00:54:22.240
partner with the truth. God, thank you so much that I just come out of agreement right now.

748
00:54:22.240 --> 00:54:26.640
This is the kind of stuff I would say. I come out of agreement right now with the lie that was spoken

749
00:54:26.640 --> 00:54:31.360
over me through my mother that I am not good at finance. It's got to thank you that you are the

750
00:54:31.360 --> 00:54:35.600
one that gives me fresh revelation and insight every single day. And you're going to teach me

751
00:54:35.600 --> 00:54:40.160
how to continue to become stronger and a better steward in my finances. And I'm going to break

752
00:54:40.160 --> 00:54:46.640
that, that lie off of my life every day going forward. Amen. Thank you. Yeah. So just keep

753
00:54:46.640 --> 00:54:51.840
partnering with truth. Keep walking. You've got this. God's going to show you the way. So good.

754
00:54:51.840 --> 00:55:00.080
All right, Maureen, go ahead. Hi.

755
00:55:00.000 --> 00:55:10.040
Thank you. So I felt the Lord nudging me about giving up the dream of what I think my romantic

756
00:55:10.040 --> 00:55:16.800
relationship is supposed to look like with him and with other like a significant other.

757
00:55:16.800 --> 00:55:22.720
And I also heard the lie as one of the other women were sharing about why not me the lie

758
00:55:22.720 --> 00:55:31.480
that spoke the lie that came up to me. Sorry, my dog knocked over my phone. I'm not good

759
00:55:31.480 --> 00:55:39.600
enough is the lie that I hear a lot. And what I relate to is seeing engagement engagements

760
00:55:39.600 --> 00:55:44.400
for some reason, every time I see somebody go like posting look, I'm engaged. I'm not

761
00:55:44.400 --> 00:55:49.320
good enough to get that is the lie I've heard. But so recently, the past year, I've tried

762
00:55:49.320 --> 00:55:55.560
to step out and date in their two failed relationships. And I envisioned and I had a dream for each

763
00:55:55.560 --> 00:56:01.520
of them and hope that it would work because they were Christian men. And even going to

764
00:56:01.520 --> 00:56:05.440
churches one with one of the guys we were holding hands in worship, and I just felt

765
00:56:05.440 --> 00:56:13.760
like the Lord was nudging me to surrender that to him. Yeah, that's it.

766
00:56:13.760 --> 00:56:20.240
So good. Y'all so many times, um, it's a really good place to be in when we surrender

767
00:56:20.240 --> 00:56:28.000
the dream or the expectation of how something has to look. Um, you all, I would have never

768
00:56:28.000 --> 00:56:34.640
swiped on, I would have never swiped right on my now husband in the past. I wouldn't

769
00:56:34.640 --> 00:56:40.600
have. But God just kept highlighting him to me in the app. And so I said something to

770
00:56:40.600 --> 00:56:44.840
my best friend, and she's like, just just go for it and see what happens. And y'all,

771
00:56:44.840 --> 00:56:51.160
here we are two years later married. And I would have passed him right over. So just

772
00:56:51.160 --> 00:56:57.080
planting some seeds for y'all. Okay. So one of the things in the I'm not good enough,

773
00:56:57.080 --> 00:57:01.800
I'm again, y'all are going to hear me say this over and over and over again, but I do

774
00:57:01.800 --> 00:57:06.720
this so that you remember, Lord, when is the first time I believed the lie that I'm not

775
00:57:06.720 --> 00:57:12.720
good enough to whatever, if it starts with get the guy, if I'm not good enough to get

776
00:57:12.720 --> 00:57:17.400
married, if I'm not good enough to be able to hold a relationship together, if I'm not

777
00:57:17.400 --> 00:57:25.680
good enough to, um, you know, um, get invited out with my friends to the football game when

778
00:57:25.680 --> 00:57:28.880
you were a teenager, I don't know why that just came up in my spirit, but just whatever

779
00:57:28.880 --> 00:57:35.040
the I'm not good enough, wherever that trail started, it started somewhere. Most people

780
00:57:35.200 --> 00:57:42.000
in general believe two big lies. I'm not, I'm not enough or I'm too much. And a lot of other

781
00:57:42.000 --> 00:57:48.400
lies central, like kind of come around those two lies. So if that's you, you are enough.

782
00:57:48.400 --> 00:57:55.280
God makes us enough. And on our journey, as we become more whole, more healthy, we realize

783
00:57:55.280 --> 00:58:01.200
that, uh, in the moments that we feel that we're not enough, God is, is our strength

784
00:58:01.280 --> 00:58:08.800
and our weakness, right? Y'all God will lead you to a spirit mate that will love you in

785
00:58:08.800 --> 00:58:14.000
your inadequacy, just as much as they love you in your greatness. If you believe that

786
00:58:14.000 --> 00:58:20.800
can happen for you, it's waiting and pursuing that kind of healthy and not settling for

787
00:58:20.800 --> 00:58:26.400
less than God's best for you. And so as you invite the Lord into your process, I want

788
00:58:26.400 --> 00:58:31.520
to encourage you, Maureen and anybody else that related to what she said, I want you to ask God

789
00:58:31.520 --> 00:58:36.160
to give you some new dreams. And one of the activations tonight, I'm going to go ahead.

790
00:58:36.160 --> 00:58:39.280
There's two, I'm going to go ahead and give you the first one right now, because I feel like

791
00:58:39.280 --> 00:58:46.480
it's really good segue with what Maureen just shared activation. Number one, never will I ever.

792
00:58:47.840 --> 00:58:52.000
It's a list. You're going to make a list. Never will I ever. And I'm going to explain this to

793
00:58:52.000 --> 00:58:59.120
you so you know what we're looking for. Without realizing it along the way, we all start to make

794
00:58:59.120 --> 00:59:05.440
a list mentally subconsciously. Never will I ever. I'm going to just start giving you some examples.

795
00:59:05.440 --> 00:59:11.200
You guys can even start to write things down as they come to mind for you. Okay. Never will I ever

796
00:59:11.200 --> 00:59:18.480
date someone with the name James ever again. Never will I ever date someone shorter than me.

797
00:59:18.480 --> 00:59:23.680
Never will I ever date someone or marry someone that's a pastor or in ministry.

798
00:59:23.680 --> 00:59:28.080
Never will I ever date someone who's in the military or a police officer.

799
00:59:28.080 --> 00:59:33.680
Never will I ever date someone of another ethnicity. Never will I ever. Date someone

800
00:59:33.680 --> 00:59:38.560
with brown hair. I mean, there's so many different things that we subconsciously

801
00:59:38.560 --> 00:59:44.320
and a lot of times through hurt, through brokenness or, you know, criticism in our hearts because of

802
00:59:44.320 --> 00:59:48.480
something that was done to us by a certain person with a certain name or certain look

803
00:59:49.360 --> 00:59:55.520
and even just our own stigmas. Let's be real. Okay. Am I saying that God's going to force you

804
00:59:55.520 --> 00:59:59.920
to marry someone you absolutely have no attraction to? No, that's not true.

805
01:00:00.000 --> 01:00:01.360
That's not what we're saying.

806
01:00:01.360 --> 01:00:03.200
But here's the reality, you all.

807
01:00:03.200 --> 01:00:05.920
We have to surrender the pen.

808
01:00:05.920 --> 01:00:09.000
Remember I said full access.

809
01:00:10.400 --> 01:00:11.240
Full access.

810
01:00:11.240 --> 01:00:13.920
Surrender the pen to the Lord

811
01:00:13.920 --> 01:00:16.920
and let go of your never will I ever list.

812
01:00:16.920 --> 01:00:19.600
Now, on the flip side, I am not saying,

813
01:00:19.600 --> 01:00:21.760
we as a community are not saying

814
01:00:23.680 --> 01:00:26.240
that you should get into a relationship

815
01:00:26.240 --> 01:00:27.840
with someone who's abusive.

816
01:00:27.880 --> 01:00:29.040
Sometimes we have people say,

817
01:00:29.040 --> 01:00:32.760
never will I ever date someone who abuses me.

818
01:00:32.760 --> 01:00:35.000
Well, of course not.

819
01:00:35.000 --> 01:00:35.840
Of course not.

820
01:00:35.840 --> 01:00:38.760
And I'm not trying to sound funny here or put anyone down,

821
01:00:38.760 --> 01:00:41.960
but we would never want you to be in a relationship

822
01:00:41.960 --> 01:00:43.520
with someone who's abusive.

823
01:00:43.520 --> 01:00:48.320
Never will I ever date someone who is currently an addict.

824
01:00:49.880 --> 01:00:52.280
No, we don't want you to be in a relationship

825
01:00:52.280 --> 01:00:54.840
with someone who is currently an addict either.

826
01:00:54.840 --> 01:00:56.680
So you don't have to put those on your list.

827
01:00:56.680 --> 01:00:57.840
That's not what we're looking for.

828
01:00:57.840 --> 01:01:01.640
We're looking for the, again, the kind of the stigmas,

829
01:01:01.640 --> 01:01:03.120
the things that we partner with.

830
01:01:03.120 --> 01:01:07.400
And we just say, I'm never being with someone like this.

831
01:01:07.400 --> 01:01:09.040
And it tends to be connected,

832
01:01:09.040 --> 01:01:10.600
whether you realize it or not,

833
01:01:10.600 --> 01:01:14.960
it's often connected with things in your subconscious

834
01:01:14.960 --> 01:01:18.680
that happened along the way because of hurt that happened.

835
01:01:18.680 --> 01:01:20.760
I'm gonna be real transparent and honest with you.

836
01:01:20.760 --> 01:01:24.040
One of mine, and I don't wanna offend any of my,

837
01:01:24.040 --> 01:01:26.560
and I don't, when I say this, I'll be real honest.

838
01:01:27.400 --> 01:01:31.440
Sometimes I don't know if I should say African-American

839
01:01:31.440 --> 01:01:34.320
or black, and so just know, I love all of my,

840
01:01:34.320 --> 01:01:36.200
like Mexican, Asian, I don't,

841
01:01:36.200 --> 01:01:37.320
all the different ethnicities.

842
01:01:37.320 --> 01:01:39.320
When I say this, I have so much love.

843
01:01:39.320 --> 01:01:42.880
I have some of my best friends are of different ethnicities,

844
01:01:42.880 --> 01:01:47.440
but growing up, my sister dated gentlemen that were black.

845
01:01:47.440 --> 01:01:51.920
And the one guy in general, in particular, excuse me,

846
01:01:51.920 --> 01:01:55.720
would not even come in and meet us as a family.

847
01:01:55.720 --> 01:01:59.520
And it was really hard for me to see that happen.

848
01:01:59.520 --> 01:02:02.640
And my sister got in a really bad relationship

849
01:02:02.640 --> 01:02:05.200
and it did a lot of damage to her.

850
01:02:05.200 --> 01:02:08.200
And so I just got really afraid.

851
01:02:08.200 --> 01:02:11.240
And it had nothing to do with all people

852
01:02:11.240 --> 01:02:13.760
of other ethnicities or all people that are black,

853
01:02:13.760 --> 01:02:17.680
but in my heart, I was scared, okay?

854
01:02:17.680 --> 01:02:20.760
So in my transparency, I want you all to understand

855
01:02:20.760 --> 01:02:23.600
that I had to be honest with myself

856
01:02:23.600 --> 01:02:25.840
and say that in my subconscious,

857
01:02:25.840 --> 01:02:28.080
it wasn't because the color of someone's skin,

858
01:02:28.080 --> 01:02:30.560
it was because what I saw my sister go through.

859
01:02:32.080 --> 01:02:33.840
Here's the flip side.

860
01:02:33.840 --> 01:02:38.360
I had a lot of white men, Caucasian men hurt me.

861
01:02:38.360 --> 01:02:39.720
It's not about the skin color,

862
01:02:39.720 --> 01:02:42.920
it's about what the person's character is.

863
01:02:42.920 --> 01:02:44.640
What is the fruit that they're displaying

864
01:02:44.640 --> 01:02:48.360
or the lack of fruit that is being displayed, okay?

865
01:02:48.360 --> 01:02:50.360
So, but here's the thing,

866
01:02:50.360 --> 01:02:53.800
I had to be willing to be honest with myself

867
01:02:53.800 --> 01:02:58.000
and say, I had on my never will I ever list

868
01:02:58.000 --> 01:03:02.160
that I was not comfortable dating someone that was black.

869
01:03:02.160 --> 01:03:05.480
And I had to be willing to look into my heart

870
01:03:05.480 --> 01:03:10.400
and look at why did I have that in my heart?

871
01:03:10.400 --> 01:03:11.320
Do you understand?

872
01:03:12.280 --> 01:03:13.920
And I hope everyone feels loved

873
01:03:13.920 --> 01:03:15.840
that's of any other ethnicity here,

874
01:03:15.840 --> 01:03:17.760
because I just feel like it's important

875
01:03:17.760 --> 01:03:20.040
for us to talk about these things sometimes

876
01:03:20.720 --> 01:03:23.880
because this is how we posture in our hearts

877
01:03:23.880 --> 01:03:28.240
and even other, it goes both ways at times.

878
01:03:28.240 --> 01:03:31.760
And so just know that it's important

879
01:03:31.760 --> 01:03:34.280
for the Holy Spirit to guide this process.

880
01:03:34.280 --> 01:03:37.000
There are gonna be God non-negotiables, okay?

881
01:03:37.000 --> 01:03:38.680
So one of my God non-negotiables,

882
01:03:38.680 --> 01:03:40.760
this did not go on my never will I ever list

883
01:03:40.760 --> 01:03:43.400
because God did not ask me to give this up

884
01:03:43.400 --> 01:03:45.040
and surrender this to him.

885
01:03:45.040 --> 01:03:47.920
I've always wanted a child, always.

886
01:03:48.480 --> 01:03:51.600
I mean, I was the girl that was with my baby cousins

887
01:03:51.600 --> 01:03:53.200
and nieces and nephews holding the babies.

888
01:03:53.200 --> 01:03:56.400
Like that is a part of who I am.

889
01:03:56.400 --> 01:04:00.040
And so I knew that I wanted to date

890
01:04:00.040 --> 01:04:03.360
and marry someone that wanted to have more children,

891
01:04:03.360 --> 01:04:05.120
whether I have one biologically

892
01:04:05.120 --> 01:04:10.080
or we have one biologically or we adopt or whatever.

893
01:04:10.080 --> 01:04:13.120
I just knew they needed to be willing to do that.

894
01:04:14.040 --> 01:04:16.240
So that's a God non-negotiable.

895
01:04:16.240 --> 01:04:17.840
That was one of my God non-negotiables.

896
01:04:18.640 --> 01:04:20.120
Y'all see the differences?

897
01:04:20.120 --> 01:04:21.200
I hope I made this clear

898
01:04:21.200 --> 01:04:23.720
and I hope I didn't offend anybody in the process.

899
01:04:23.720 --> 01:04:25.240
If I did, I wanna encourage you.

900
01:04:25.240 --> 01:04:26.080
If you felt offended,

901
01:04:26.080 --> 01:04:28.360
please ask the Holy Spirit to show you why,

902
01:04:28.360 --> 01:04:30.520
because I genuinely am releasing this

903
01:04:30.520 --> 01:04:33.120
with so much love in my heart for all people.

904
01:04:33.120 --> 01:04:34.600
All right, so I'm gonna start.

905
01:04:34.600 --> 01:04:36.400
I see another hand went up, April.

906
01:04:36.400 --> 01:04:37.960
I'm gonna have to move forward

907
01:04:37.960 --> 01:04:40.000
because I wanna talk about control for a little bit.

908
01:04:40.000 --> 01:04:42.720
And I want y'all to have another breakout session, okay?

909
01:04:43.720 --> 01:04:44.560
Okay.

910
01:04:46.320 --> 01:04:47.280
Camilla asked me,

911
01:04:47.280 --> 01:04:48.920
is the man that wouldn't come in the house

912
01:04:48.920 --> 01:04:50.520
the same man that hurt your sister?

913
01:04:50.520 --> 01:04:52.560
Yes, yes, yes.

914
01:04:52.560 --> 01:04:54.280
I mean, there were multiple men that hurt my sister.

915
01:04:54.280 --> 01:04:57.160
My sister has lived a very, very rough life,

916
01:04:57.160 --> 01:04:58.840
but that was one of the first memories.

917
01:04:58.840 --> 01:05:00.640
And I was young, I was three years.

918
01:05:00.000 --> 01:05:04.360
younger than her. So that was pretty big. Uh, like when she was, you know,

919
01:05:04.800 --> 01:05:08.400
16, 17, when that happened, I was 13, 14 years old.

920
01:05:08.400 --> 01:05:11.680
So that was pretty influential in my life. Um, all right.

921
01:05:12.000 --> 01:05:15.600
Control is an illusion you all. So what do I mean by that?

922
01:05:15.600 --> 01:05:16.880
It's a misleading image.

923
01:05:17.280 --> 01:05:22.000
We get misled intellectually as well as in the physical realm by ideas of

924
01:05:22.020 --> 01:05:22.840
control.

925
01:05:22.920 --> 01:05:25.840
One of the things that the Holy spirit brought up this afternoon that I want to

926
01:05:25.840 --> 01:05:29.800
mention today. And again, there's no shame or guilt or condemnation.

927
01:05:29.800 --> 01:05:32.240
If y'all struggle with this, but OCD came up.

928
01:05:32.520 --> 01:05:36.040
And I feel led to mention that again tonight. What do I mean by that?

929
01:05:36.880 --> 01:05:41.360
OCD that you have about anything tends to

930
01:05:41.380 --> 01:05:46.200
come out of people that have fragmentation and trauma because they

931
01:05:46.200 --> 01:05:51.160
didn't have control when they went through things as kids or

932
01:05:51.160 --> 01:05:55.240
even as adults. And so when they, when they went through trauma,

933
01:05:55.880 --> 01:06:00.200
one of their coping mechanisms was to develop OCD methods.

934
01:06:00.440 --> 01:06:04.080
Sometimes it can be excessive cleaning. It can be, um,

935
01:06:04.680 --> 01:06:07.640
just having to have things, you know, just so in different ways,

936
01:06:07.640 --> 01:06:12.520
like my youngest spiritual daughter was like really OCD about her bed at night.

937
01:06:13.320 --> 01:06:16.600
Everything had to be tucked real tight and her and her sister,

938
01:06:16.600 --> 01:06:20.400
they would fight like every night. I'm not joking about the bed,

939
01:06:20.960 --> 01:06:24.240
because Michaela was just fine to just lay down. She was the older and Olivia,

940
01:06:24.240 --> 01:06:28.440
just everything had to be so, so she couldn't have, um,

941
01:06:29.000 --> 01:06:30.240
Olivia, the same, same one.

942
01:06:30.240 --> 01:06:33.600
Couldn't have anything that she could feel on the inside of her socks.

943
01:06:33.600 --> 01:06:36.000
So no decorative socks, all that.

944
01:06:36.360 --> 01:06:40.320
But she also struggles with like when she feels very stressed,

945
01:06:41.400 --> 01:06:45.720
she massively cleans. And so again, I'm just giving these as examples.

946
01:06:45.960 --> 01:06:47.120
Y'all there's nothing wrong with it,

947
01:06:47.120 --> 01:06:49.760
but I want you to be aware of it because I don't believe God wants you to stay

948
01:06:49.760 --> 01:06:50.960
there. Okay.

949
01:06:51.440 --> 01:06:55.520
I believe he wants to heal your heart and help you learn other, um,

950
01:06:55.560 --> 01:06:57.680
ways to live your life.

951
01:06:58.160 --> 01:07:01.600
And as you heal to maybe practice,

952
01:07:01.960 --> 01:07:06.880
not always, um, doing those as excessively.

953
01:07:07.160 --> 01:07:09.520
So that makes sense where you start to come into balance. Again,

954
01:07:09.520 --> 01:07:12.760
it's not bad to clean. It's not bad to have things straight, right?

955
01:07:13.240 --> 01:07:16.760
But it's when we become obsessed with those, because we,

956
01:07:16.840 --> 01:07:18.840
we need that feeling of control.

957
01:07:19.160 --> 01:07:22.800
That is one of the signals that you have trauma that needs healed.

958
01:07:24.120 --> 01:07:25.280
Okay. All right.

959
01:07:27.080 --> 01:07:30.640
We cannot control other people. We can't control outcomes.

960
01:07:30.640 --> 01:07:36.120
We can't control circumstances. Um, so what can we control ladies?

961
01:07:37.400 --> 01:07:40.760
We can control our beliefs about things as well as,

962
01:07:40.920 --> 01:07:43.360
as our responses to situations.

963
01:07:44.360 --> 01:07:48.480
So I talked today also about the difference between response and,

964
01:07:48.880 --> 01:07:49.720
um,

965
01:07:51.080 --> 01:07:56.080
response and re I forget how I said it today. It was so good.

966
01:07:56.480 --> 01:08:01.240
Um, but basically like, you're just a reacting. Thank you. Thank you.

967
01:08:01.240 --> 01:08:03.240
Lord reacting versus responding.

968
01:08:03.240 --> 01:08:07.480
A reaction is just like what the way I consider it and it can be like small

969
01:08:07.480 --> 01:08:09.200
reaction, but it can also be very big.

970
01:08:09.640 --> 01:08:12.760
So I was thinking this afternoon, um,

971
01:08:12.800 --> 01:08:15.680
that reactions can be very volcanic.

972
01:08:16.080 --> 01:08:19.520
So you have all this stuff underneath the surface and somebody does something

973
01:08:19.520 --> 01:08:20.359
and you're just like,

974
01:08:20.359 --> 01:08:24.200
you go from zero to one 80 and you're angry and you're reacting.

975
01:08:24.359 --> 01:08:26.040
And sometimes it's not always anger.

976
01:08:26.040 --> 01:08:29.880
Sometimes it's shutting down and going like a turtle.

977
01:08:30.080 --> 01:08:32.120
I'm going to use that as, and again, not making fun,

978
01:08:32.120 --> 01:08:33.319
but literally people kind of,

979
01:08:33.560 --> 01:08:37.960
they just go in the shell and they just hide from the world, right? So it can be,

980
01:08:37.960 --> 01:08:39.399
that can be a reaction too.

981
01:08:39.920 --> 01:08:42.680
So I don't want you always to think it has to be a big explosive thing.

982
01:08:42.680 --> 01:08:47.279
Sometimes it's a very quiet, like, I'm just not going to let anybody in.

983
01:08:47.279 --> 01:08:50.439
Nobody's safe kind of thing. So that's a reaction.

984
01:08:50.439 --> 01:08:54.439
We want you to heal and start to respond instead.

985
01:08:55.760 --> 01:08:57.680
So I want you to ask the Lord,

986
01:08:58.040 --> 01:09:02.640
are there any areas that you are currently having constant reactions?

987
01:09:03.120 --> 01:09:06.399
I gave some examples this afternoon. Yours might be something totally different.

988
01:09:06.720 --> 01:09:09.359
Road rage. Y'all, it's not just men.

989
01:09:10.040 --> 01:09:14.880
I have had more ladies like doing road rage on me

990
01:09:14.880 --> 01:09:17.040
on the road than ever before.

991
01:09:18.000 --> 01:09:20.479
Anger is at an all time high in our society.

992
01:09:21.279 --> 01:09:23.520
People getting massively angry at their kids,

993
01:09:23.840 --> 01:09:27.160
getting massively offended over things all the time.

994
01:09:27.160 --> 01:09:31.000
Everything agitates us in this society. So what is,

995
01:09:31.000 --> 01:09:35.120
what is the thing that causes the reaction and explosion in you be open to

996
01:09:35.160 --> 01:09:38.319
hearing what that is and talking with God about it? Maybe it's your mom,

997
01:09:38.840 --> 01:09:41.640
maybe just being around your mom. I don't know why that's coming up,

998
01:09:41.640 --> 01:09:43.920
but that just came up in my spirit as well. You know,

999
01:09:43.920 --> 01:09:46.760
those people that just get under your skin and maybe for good reason,

1000
01:09:47.600 --> 01:09:50.960
because maybe they've done a lot of hurtful things or said a lot of hurtful

1001
01:09:50.960 --> 01:09:54.840
things in the past. And the Lord wants to help you heal,

1002
01:09:55.280 --> 01:09:59.880
to help you be able to respond to them, even in the midst of those situations.

1003
01:10:00.000 --> 01:10:03.400
Doesn't mean we have to be okay with their mistreatment.

1004
01:10:03.400 --> 01:10:05.960
I wanna make sure you hear me on that, okay?

1005
01:10:05.960 --> 01:10:07.960
You don't have to keep being abused by people.

1006
01:10:07.960 --> 01:10:09.700
You can set healthy boundaries

1007
01:10:09.700 --> 01:10:11.160
and you're gonna learn more how to do that

1008
01:10:11.160 --> 01:10:13.420
over the next several weeks.

1009
01:10:13.420 --> 01:10:15.160
Here's one of the other things that's super important.

1010
01:10:15.160 --> 01:10:18.140
Boundaries, while they are important,

1011
01:10:18.140 --> 01:10:20.760
we also wanna make sure you don't go overboard with those

1012
01:10:20.760 --> 01:10:23.200
and just create a bunch of walls

1013
01:10:23.200 --> 01:10:25.180
as self-protection mechanisms.

1014
01:10:26.080 --> 01:10:27.880
Are you doing things in your life right now

1015
01:10:27.880 --> 01:10:31.360
to try to avoid pain, getting hurt, or disappointment?

1016
01:10:32.400 --> 01:10:33.600
Here's a quote from the book.

1017
01:10:33.600 --> 01:10:34.560
The more hurt we are,

1018
01:10:34.560 --> 01:10:36.600
the more we try to control our environment,

1019
01:10:36.600 --> 01:10:38.180
keep everyone right where we want them

1020
01:10:38.180 --> 01:10:39.560
so they can't hurt us.

1021
01:10:41.400 --> 01:10:43.000
Love is a risk, you all,

1022
01:10:44.640 --> 01:10:46.840
but it's a risk worth taking.

1023
01:10:46.840 --> 01:10:47.760
I promise.

1024
01:10:48.640 --> 01:10:51.840
Y'all know that even to connect with your sisters

1025
01:10:51.840 --> 01:10:53.880
in this group, that you have to be willing

1026
01:10:53.880 --> 01:10:56.180
to open yourself up to receive love.

1027
01:10:58.760 --> 01:11:00.880
To find your spirit mate,

1028
01:11:00.880 --> 01:11:03.400
you have to be open to the new things

1029
01:11:03.400 --> 01:11:06.680
that God wants to bring you and to be open to love.

1030
01:11:06.680 --> 01:11:08.960
We have some women that say they wanna get married,

1031
01:11:08.960 --> 01:11:10.080
they wanna meet their spirit mate,

1032
01:11:10.080 --> 01:11:13.040
but y'all, they absolutely hate men.

1033
01:11:13.040 --> 01:11:15.520
Even in this community, long into the program,

1034
01:11:15.520 --> 01:11:17.340
they just do not like men.

1035
01:11:18.300 --> 01:11:19.880
And so we're continuing to love them,

1036
01:11:19.880 --> 01:11:21.480
we're continuing to speak truth to them,

1037
01:11:21.480 --> 01:11:23.520
we're continuing to pray for their healing,

1038
01:11:23.520 --> 01:11:25.600
but y'all, if you don't like men,

1039
01:11:26.480 --> 01:11:29.200
you need to heal in that place

1040
01:11:29.200 --> 01:11:31.200
because one man or two men,

1041
01:11:31.200 --> 01:11:33.000
however many men that hurt you,

1042
01:11:33.000 --> 01:11:34.940
doesn't mean that all men are bad.

1043
01:11:36.920 --> 01:11:39.040
Okay, so if you're believing the lie

1044
01:11:39.040 --> 01:11:42.080
that all men are liars, all men are cheaters,

1045
01:11:42.080 --> 01:11:46.140
all men are lazy, whatever the lie is for you,

1046
01:11:46.140 --> 01:11:48.300
that's an area I wanna encourage you to ask God

1047
01:11:48.300 --> 01:11:51.180
to bring truth into those things and places as well.

1048
01:11:52.180 --> 01:11:54.540
Isaiah 26, three says,

1049
01:11:54.540 --> 01:11:56.300
you will keep him in perfect peace

1050
01:11:56.300 --> 01:11:58.580
whose minds are steadfast,

1051
01:11:58.580 --> 01:12:03.580
which means stayed upon you because they trust in you.

1052
01:12:03.620 --> 01:12:06.840
So as we trust in the Lord, he will keep us in peace.

1053
01:12:06.840 --> 01:12:10.240
It's time to yield control tonight, it's your night.

1054
01:12:10.240 --> 01:12:12.260
Did you know that this tonight is your night,

1055
01:12:12.260 --> 01:12:15.040
it's your time to yield control?

1056
01:12:15.040 --> 01:12:16.160
So what do I mean by that?

1057
01:12:16.160 --> 01:12:18.920
To give in, to give into the Lord,

1058
01:12:18.920 --> 01:12:21.240
to give into his trust, to his care,

1059
01:12:21.240 --> 01:12:25.000
letting go, conceding and waving the white flag

1060
01:12:25.000 --> 01:12:29.560
and saying, God, I cannot do this by myself,

1061
01:12:29.560 --> 01:12:31.100
I never could do it by myself,

1062
01:12:31.100 --> 01:12:33.680
but I am truly gonna take my hands off the wheel

1063
01:12:33.680 --> 01:12:35.440
and I'm not gonna keep taking the wheel back,

1064
01:12:35.440 --> 01:12:38.640
Lord, I promise, I promise, Lord.

1065
01:12:38.640 --> 01:12:41.180
And if I do, Lord, I thank you that you'll remind me

1066
01:12:41.180 --> 01:12:46.180
that I can trust you, I can truly let go.

1067
01:12:47.040 --> 01:12:48.000
And that doesn't mean y'all,

1068
01:12:48.000 --> 01:12:51.480
we just sit and wait for God to drop the guy at our door.

1069
01:12:51.480 --> 01:12:54.040
Y'all know, I actually, that's what I was asking God for.

1070
01:12:54.040 --> 01:12:57.720
I genuinely wanted God to bring the guy to my door.

1071
01:12:57.720 --> 01:12:59.760
I even asked him, like, it can be a UPS guy,

1072
01:12:59.760 --> 01:13:02.760
I don't even care, but he just has to love you, Jesus.

1073
01:13:02.760 --> 01:13:04.840
And he has to wanna do ministry too.

1074
01:13:04.840 --> 01:13:08.200
But y'all, that's not what God did and that's okay.

1075
01:13:08.200 --> 01:13:10.040
He had a different plan and praise the Lord,

1076
01:13:10.040 --> 01:13:13.600
I was willing to listen and walk with him in the journey.

1077
01:13:13.600 --> 01:13:15.400
When I encourage you all to partner with God,

1078
01:13:15.400 --> 01:13:18.480
he knows what's best for you every step of the way.

1079
01:13:18.480 --> 01:13:22.360
All right, so tonight we're gonna end the power struggle.

1080
01:13:22.360 --> 01:13:23.760
Agree?

1081
01:13:23.760 --> 01:13:25.760
Raise your hand if you are willing to let go

1082
01:13:25.760 --> 01:13:27.740
of the power struggle tonight.

1083
01:13:28.700 --> 01:13:31.320
Praise the Lord, we're gonna break free tonight,

1084
01:13:31.320 --> 01:13:36.320
we're gonna, April, yeah, your UPS guy's cute.

1085
01:13:36.600 --> 01:13:38.760
I don't even think I had a cute UPS guy,

1086
01:13:38.760 --> 01:13:40.400
so that didn't work out for me either.

1087
01:13:40.400 --> 01:13:42.180
All right, ladies, so here's your chance

1088
01:13:42.180 --> 01:13:43.120
to let go of control.

1089
01:13:43.120 --> 01:13:44.840
You're gonna go into the breakout room

1090
01:13:45.280 --> 01:13:47.800
and I wanna encourage you to share with your sisters.

1091
01:13:47.800 --> 01:13:51.320
I know it might seem similar to the earlier question

1092
01:13:51.320 --> 01:13:52.680
about where do you need to surrender,

1093
01:13:52.680 --> 01:13:54.760
but it's actually different.

1094
01:13:54.760 --> 01:13:57.820
Maybe some of you need to let go of controlling your kids.

1095
01:13:57.820 --> 01:14:01.600
Maybe some of you need to let go of controlling outcomes.

1096
01:14:01.600 --> 01:14:03.600
Maybe some of you need to let go of a guy

1097
01:14:03.600 --> 01:14:06.000
that you're still trying to hang on to,

1098
01:14:06.000 --> 01:14:07.040
even though it's just like,

1099
01:14:07.040 --> 01:14:09.480
oh, I'm just encouraging him from time to time.

1100
01:14:09.480 --> 01:14:13.040
That came up today, genuinely in the one o'clock.

1101
01:14:13.080 --> 01:14:14.960
She just said, you know, he just,

1102
01:14:14.960 --> 01:14:17.200
this guy just keeps popping up every now and then,

1103
01:14:17.200 --> 01:14:20.040
and she just feels led to pray for him and encourage him.

1104
01:14:20.040 --> 01:14:22.920
Y'all know, just let that go.

1105
01:14:22.920 --> 01:14:27.120
It's not your job to be someone's spiritual advisor.

1106
01:14:27.120 --> 01:14:29.060
Let that go and make room for the new.

1107
01:14:29.060 --> 01:14:29.900
So what is it?

1108
01:14:29.900 --> 01:14:33.800
Maybe for you it's letting go of fear and worry

1109
01:14:33.800 --> 01:14:37.040
and controlling, you know, every aspect

1110
01:14:37.040 --> 01:14:38.760
to try to get something to work out

1111
01:14:38.760 --> 01:14:40.880
exactly the way that you want it to.

1112
01:14:40.880 --> 01:14:41.720
Someone said earlier,

1113
01:14:41.720 --> 01:14:44.840
letting go of the dream and the expectation.

1114
01:14:44.840 --> 01:14:45.920
Okay, all right.

1115
01:14:45.920 --> 01:14:47.520
So I think I gave enough examples.

1116
01:14:47.520 --> 01:14:50.200
Y'all can say something entirely different.

1117
01:14:50.200 --> 01:14:53.060
Whatever works for you is what you want to share.

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All right, I'm going to give you,

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I'm going to give you six minutes this time.

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So short, brief and powerful.

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That's how we say it in this community.

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Alright, go ahead ladies. Click to join. See y'all in just a few minutes. Praying for you all. Go ahead and click to join.

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Alright.

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Alright, Laura, we just thank you so much for the ladies that are in the group.

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Thank you so much for your healing, grace.

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Lord, I thank you that you would just show us the areas that we need to surrender control to you, that we would wave the white flag

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and trust you, God, in the process of our healing, in the process of our lives.

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God, that you are working all things together for our good, not just for our life, but to save many people alive.

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I thank you that we can rely on you, God. We can depend on you and you will see us through.

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Hi, Joanna. Did you get kicked out?

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No, I was in my room by myself.

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Oh, shoot. I didn't scroll down all the way. I'm so sorry.

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Here you go. There you go.

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Thank you.

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Sorry about that.

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Alright.

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What was I saying? I'm going to read that again.

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If you continue in my word, you shall know the truth and the truth shall make you free.

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So, Laura, we just thank you for freedom in the Holy Spirit tonight.

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It's not by might nor by power, but it's by your spirit, says the Lord.

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We thank you, that Holy Spirit, you're just coming in, you're weaving in the conversations,

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you're even weaving into the hearts and the minds and the spirits of those that are watching this replay.

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And you're helping them to hear what your spirit is saying about letting go of control and allowing you to bring truth and hope in life.

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We thank you that Jeremiah 17, 9 through 10 in the message version says this,

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the heart is hopefully dark and deceitful, a puzzle that no one can figure out,

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but I, God, search the heart and examine the mind.

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I get to the heart of the human.

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I get to the root of things.

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I treat them as they really are, not as they pretend to be.

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God, thank you that you treat us, your daughters, as we really are.

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God, that you treat us as the daughters, like when you originally formed us,

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when you created us and you breathed us into existence.

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God, that you, that's how you look at us.

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And every time you look at us, that's the way you look through that lens.

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And we just thank you for your unconditional love, your grace, your mercy.

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That is new every morning.

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We thank you, God, that we are blessed when we go in.

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We're blessed when we go out.

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We're blessed when we rise up and we're blessed when we lie down.

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We thank you, God, for sale of rest for every one of these ladies in this heart work process.

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We thank you, God, that you are doing supernatural heart surgery in each one of them every day in the days ahead.

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We thank you that in 1 John 3, 20, it says,

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whenever our hearts make us feel guilty and remind us of our failures,

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we know that God is much greater and more merciful than our conscience.

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And he knows everything there is to know about us.

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So Lord, we just thank you that you know everything about us and you love us.

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You chose us anyways.

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You chose us knowing the sin that we would commit and you wanted us and you still want us.

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We thank you, God, that you always extend the olive branch to us.

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Proverbs 4, 23 says,

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So above all, guard the affections of your heart for they affect all that you are.

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Pay attention to the welfare of your innermost being for from there flows the wellspring of life.

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So Lord, we just thank you that you'll go into the depths of our soul,

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into the depths of our heart.

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Lord, we thank you for healing at the core of our being.

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God, we just slow down right now in your presence.

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And we say, thank you.

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Thank you for healing.

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Every aspect of us healing us from the inside out.

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We thank you that you're making us beautiful more and more and more every day from the inside out that your glory will shine through us.

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That we are like a city set upon a hill.

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That others will be drawn to you through us.

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We thank you that our spirit mates will be drawn to us and we will be drawn to our spirit mates in due season.

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We thank you, Lord, for your truth, for your hope, for your life.

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Yes, Lord.

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I even just heard the Holy Spirit say, we thank you for forgiveness.

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Lord, we release a spirit of forgiveness in Jesus name.

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Flowing in each one of us individually as well as through this community.

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Thank you for helping us, Holy Spirit, to recognize.

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eyes, the places and the spaces and the ways we get offended.

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Help us to forgive those who have hurt us even right now,

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just yes, Lord, I forgive that man. I don't know if I've ever

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done this. But Lord, I forgive that man that hurt my sister.

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And that man that caused fear in me. I thank you, Lord, that you

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would just wash over him even right now that your grace would

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be upon him. I thank you that your grace would also return to

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me. I thank you for healing and, and release in Jesus name of

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that situation. Ladies, this is how we do forgiveness. As many

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times as I've done forgiveness. I don't think I've ever shared

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that story before. I've done heartwork coaching for three

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years. Now I did it long before I came into this community as

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well. But I've never shared that story that I shared tonight. And

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I literally don't think I've ever realized I don't know if

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I've ever forgiven that man until just now. So Lord, I thank

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you for that. I thank you that I can be an example of walking in

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forgiveness and choosing forgiveness in every moment as

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you reveal it to us for healing. God, I thank you that you're so

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good. You're so wonderful. Philippians 4.7 says then you

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will experience God's peace which exceeds anything we can

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understand. Peace will guard our hearts and our minds as we live

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in Christ Jesus. Isaiah 40 verse 31 says that those who hope in

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the Lord will renew their strength. They will soar in

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wings like eagles. They will run and not grow weary. They will

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walk and not be faint. Proverbs 23 23 says embrace the truth and

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hold it close. Don't let go of wisdom instruction in life

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giving understanding where we thank you for these reminders. We

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thank you for your truth. We thank you that your word cuts

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through the bone and marrow that you bring truth in life and

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we thank you for hope. Yes, Lord, we thank you for fresh and

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filling of hope where hope has been deferred. We thank you God

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that you would not only fill us with fresh hope but Lord God

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that we would become so full that we would be able to turn

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into people that create shade and hope for other people that

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we would be hope dealers. We thank you and we partner with

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that truth Lord that we're hope dealers that we are kinsmen

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Redeemers in our family timeline in Jesus name. Hello,

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welcome back. All right, go ahead and mute yourselves. All

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right, who is willing to share with the whole group? What you

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shared in your breakout?

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I can.

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Awesome. How do you say your first name? Just tell me. Is it

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Kaja?

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Kaja.

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Say it again for me.

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Kaja.

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Okay, so like phonetically like Kaja?

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Like K-Y-S-A.

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Okay, awesome. Thank you so much. Go ahead.

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Um, so this kind of took me off guard a little bit. Um, but

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something that I really like to do is exercise, not like

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excessively, but just every day I like to exercise for you know,

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45 minutes or an hour. And, you know, my job feels kind of

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stressful. And it, you know, I see it as like, Oh, good way to

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just unwind. And, you know, like even with I live in Tacoma. And

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so this call starts at five o'clock. And that's like a short

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window between work and the call. And I just was realizing

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that I've been convicted. God saying, I feel like He has said

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to my heart, is this heart work? Like how big of a priority is

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it? This is something you've been wanting to really be free

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of you for so long. And, um, it's one evening, you know, and

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so yeah,

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that's really good. And I want to just say thank you for your

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honesty about that. Because there are a lot of people. I'm

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not everyone. But I can tell you that there are other people

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that struggle with that that have come into the program. And

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then they're like, you're giving us too much work. So they like

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don't, they literally don't continue. And so I want to

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encourage you if the Holy Spirit is speaking to you, Kaisa, or

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anyone else about that, to really lean into that. Because

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you're worth it. You're worth the investment, just as much as

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anything else would be worth our time. You all just even right

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now, just in my spirit, like

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What's coming up is sometimes people, and I say this with a lot of love too, and the examples I

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give you all are things I've walked through. So just know when I give them, it's typically stuff

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God has convicted me of or shown me on my journey. Times I've said I didn't have money for stuff,

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and then God would be like, well, you're getting coffee at Starbucks all the time.

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So do you not have the money? You know, just like he just lovingly just like nudges us, right?

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And so just be open to seeing like, what is it maybe that God wants to shift in your schedule

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just for now in this season to make room, to make room for this program, for this healing journey,

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because what the freedom and the lightness that you're going to experience as a result

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will be worth it. I love that share. Thank you so much for being open to sharing that.

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Joanna, go ahead. Yeah, so I shared with the group something that I need to let go of

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is the previous relationship that I had, where I realized that he wasn't like healthy,

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like fully healthy. But like, and I don't know if this is something like bad or not,

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but like, I find myself like still praying for him. I'm not like in communication with him or

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anything like that. But I'm praying for it, for his healing, that the Lord makes him whole.

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And I'm like, Lord, I surrender it to the Lord. But I'm like, man, like if he was whole,

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and he was healing, healthy, that like, you know, then we can get back together.

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So just like letting, letting go of that and just really surrendering that to the Lord.

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Yeah, so okay, so on this, this is kind of what came up today with someone different.

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And I'm not saying you guys have to all together stop praying for people. Obviously,

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if God really leads you to pray for someone, do it. But sometimes you all, we hang on.

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And we just keep hanging on. In our program, I'm not going to go into this much. So don't ask me

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a lot of questions. But I do want you all to hear this tonight, because it goes with this.

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We encourage when you guys go into phase two, and, and beyond the three M's marriage minded,

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masculine, and oh my gosh, I thought forgot the third one, marriage minded, masculine,

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and mature, mature, super important. And so here's the thing. When we are giving our minds

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and our hearts and that space to someone else, it's not open and available for ourselves in

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this season or anybody else in the future. Okay, one of the things I encourage the young lady

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this afternoon to do, and I would encourage you all to do this as well as that if this speaks to

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you, instead of taking the time to pray for that former person that you were in relationship with,

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I would encourage you to get a little journal and start writing prayers for your spirit mate.

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Anything that God puts on your heart, pray and ask God to show you something to pray for your

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spirit mate and do that instead. And just give yourself permission to all the way shift and let

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go of that person, completely surrender that. Because here's the thing. Sometimes y'all it's,

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it's does happen where people will come back into our lives and that relationship will,

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will work at some point. But here's the thing. If that person has not changed at all in their

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character, in the fruit, they display in their pursuit of the Lord, then nothing has changed with

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that person. That's going to help you be able to be with them in a healthy marriage. Okay. So I just,

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that's what I'm going to share on that part tonight, but I want to encourage you all make room,

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make room for yourself. And again, even the time and the effort that we're spending,

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praying for that person. What if we just took that time even and put it towards our heart work

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process? You know what I'm saying? And sometimes it's just a few minutes. I understand that,

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but sometimes some of us, I don't know about you all, but sometimes I would spend like 15 minutes

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praying for somebody because I wanted that person's heart to change. I begged and pleaded

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with God to be with the girl's dad and for him to marry me. Y'all I'm so thankful now that that is

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not what God did. He did not answer that prayer and I'm super grateful. Okay. So thank you for

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sharing. That was really good. Tara, go ahead. Yeah. So I think I just need to let go of the

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guilt that I Harbor.

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versus staying in an abusive relationship

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where I knew I was cheating at some point.

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In the beginning, they're never like that.

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But then once you realize who they truly are,

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I did the same thing, was looking at,

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oh, well, all these good things,

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but then when the bad things and the horrible things

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and everything came up,

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I just blamed myself for staying.

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And for, instead of being like,

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all of my friends say I'm too nice,

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like everyone makes mistakes,

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everyone has their issues,

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but when I said them out loud afterwards,

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I recognized, oh my goodness,

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like what was I thinking?

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Why would I stay ever when I say it out loud to someone

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or someone, you know what I mean?

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So I just need to let go of that guilt

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and blaming myself for staying in such a horrible situation.

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Yeah.

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Have you ever done,

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have you ever forgiven yourself for that?

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Not just let go of guilt,

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but like actually forgiven yourself for it?

1335
01:31:07.700 --> 01:31:08.860
No.

1336
01:31:08.860 --> 01:31:09.700
Okay.

1337
01:31:09.700 --> 01:31:13.360
There is a forgiveness prayer sheet in week four.

1338
01:31:13.360 --> 01:31:14.200
Okay.

1339
01:31:14.200 --> 01:31:16.100
I don't know if it will let you seek week four right now.

1340
01:31:16.100 --> 01:31:18.200
If not, do a post in the group and let me know

1341
01:31:18.200 --> 01:31:20.020
and I will get that to you.

1342
01:31:20.020 --> 01:31:20.860
Okay.

1343
01:31:20.860 --> 01:31:21.980
I really feel like it's super important for you

1344
01:31:21.980 --> 01:31:24.100
to go ahead and do that this week.

1345
01:31:24.100 --> 01:31:24.940
Okay.

1346
01:31:24.940 --> 01:31:26.860
And really just partner with the process

1347
01:31:26.860 --> 01:31:30.280
of forgiving yourself for staying in that relationship.

1348
01:31:31.340 --> 01:31:32.500
Cause here's the thing,

1349
01:31:33.500 --> 01:31:34.860
from this day forward Tara,

1350
01:31:34.860 --> 01:31:37.080
you're going to be changed forever.

1351
01:31:37.080 --> 01:31:39.460
And God is going to show you how to heal

1352
01:31:39.460 --> 01:31:41.380
and become confident in who you are.

1353
01:31:41.380 --> 01:31:43.820
And you're going to start to see your value

1354
01:31:43.820 --> 01:31:44.940
in a whole different way.

1355
01:31:44.940 --> 01:31:46.320
I believe that in Jesus name,

1356
01:31:46.320 --> 01:31:48.220
I'm just speaking that over you.

1357
01:31:48.220 --> 01:31:51.220
I believe that you're here by divine appointment

1358
01:31:51.300 --> 01:31:54.940
and God has something really amazing in store for you.

1359
01:31:54.940 --> 01:31:59.040
And everything that used to be is no more.

1360
01:32:00.460 --> 01:32:02.220
It's no more, it's over.

1361
01:32:02.220 --> 01:32:03.980
And God is rewriting your story.

1362
01:32:03.980 --> 01:32:07.080
And so I really believe that as you forgive yourself

1363
01:32:07.080 --> 01:32:09.700
and really lean into this process,

1364
01:32:09.700 --> 01:32:13.060
God's going to just transform the way you look at everything.

1365
01:32:13.060 --> 01:32:14.680
I really do.

1366
01:32:14.680 --> 01:32:15.760
Yeah.

1367
01:32:15.760 --> 01:32:16.940
Y'all it's going to be so good.

1368
01:32:16.940 --> 01:32:18.940
I'm going to go ahead and let Camilla,

1369
01:32:18.940 --> 01:32:21.100
if anybody needs to log off, totally understand.

1370
01:32:21.940 --> 01:32:23.780
We're going to always end at 9.30.

1371
01:32:23.780 --> 01:32:25.900
So y'all know, I try not to go longer

1372
01:32:25.900 --> 01:32:26.740
than an hour and a half.

1373
01:32:26.740 --> 01:32:28.700
And I really am only supposed to do an hour and 15,

1374
01:32:28.700 --> 01:32:31.460
but I feel like it's super hard to get all this in

1375
01:32:31.460 --> 01:32:32.700
in an hour and 15 minutes.

1376
01:32:32.700 --> 01:32:34.040
I really do.

1377
01:32:34.040 --> 01:32:36.220
So Camilla will go and then I'm not going to be able

1378
01:32:36.220 --> 01:32:38.060
to take any more tonight,

1379
01:32:38.060 --> 01:32:40.020
but y'all if you have something you want to share

1380
01:32:40.020 --> 01:32:41.540
or need additional coaching,

1381
01:32:41.540 --> 01:32:43.660
just y'all know if there's something you want

1382
01:32:43.660 --> 01:32:47.060
coaching feedback on in your group,

1383
01:32:47.060 --> 01:32:49.900
you can do a post and we will coach you there.

1384
01:32:49.900 --> 01:32:52.420
So just so you know, you guys can do that 100%.

1385
01:32:52.420 --> 01:32:57.420
So Camilla, go ahead and share and yeah, go ahead.

1386
01:32:57.580 --> 01:32:59.500
It's interesting because both questions

1387
01:32:59.500 --> 01:33:00.460
that you asked tonight,

1388
01:33:00.460 --> 01:33:03.340
they both led me to the same answer,

1389
01:33:03.340 --> 01:33:08.340
in surrender and letting go of the anxiety of timing,

1390
01:33:08.620 --> 01:33:10.300
trusting God's timing.

1391
01:33:10.300 --> 01:33:13.300
That's something that really stresses me out.

1392
01:33:13.300 --> 01:33:16.060
Like I need to, I feel like I need to be in control.

1393
01:33:16.060 --> 01:33:18.820
I feel like, oh, if I at least knew like a timeframe,

1394
01:33:18.820 --> 01:33:22.100
like to look for, for example, in a year, two, 30,

1395
01:33:22.100 --> 01:33:25.040
whatever, you know, I wouldn't feel more relieved,

1396
01:33:25.040 --> 01:33:27.940
but just that anxiety of like not knowing when,

1397
01:33:27.940 --> 01:33:31.620
you know, like I really need to surrender that to God,

1398
01:33:31.620 --> 01:33:32.780
like that fear, you know,

1399
01:33:32.780 --> 01:33:36.100
like I always constantly feel like I'm running out of time,

1400
01:33:36.100 --> 01:33:38.260
you know, like, oh, I'm almost 40,

1401
01:33:38.260 --> 01:33:39.860
you know, like I see my friends

1402
01:33:39.860 --> 01:33:42.000
and you'd spoke about comparison today.

1403
01:33:42.000 --> 01:33:44.820
And I feel like, oh my gosh, I'm running out of time, God,

1404
01:33:44.820 --> 01:33:49.300
you know, like, so that's like this thought

1405
01:33:49.300 --> 01:33:52.340
that keeps coming to my mind and brings anxiety.

1406
01:33:52.340 --> 01:33:55.780
Okay, so Camilla or anyone else,

1407
01:33:55.780 --> 01:33:57.460
these are great examples of stuff

1408
01:33:57.460 --> 01:34:00.020
that should go on your Jesus Cares board, okay?

1409
01:34:00.020 --> 01:34:03.300
So you can put on their anxiety,

1410
01:34:03.300 --> 01:34:05.300
fear of running out of time, okay?

1411
01:34:05.300 --> 01:34:08.100
Put those up on your, and just as you do it, Jesus,

1412
01:34:08.100 --> 01:34:09.860
I cast these cares on you,

1413
01:34:09.860 --> 01:34:12.580
and I believe that you're gonna supernaturally work

1414
01:34:12.580 --> 01:34:17.580
and heal any area of my life that's causing fear to happen

1415
01:34:19.220 --> 01:34:21.140
that then feeds into the anxiety.

1416
01:34:21.140 --> 01:34:23.300
Just so y'all know, I say this a lot,

1417
01:34:23.300 --> 01:34:28.300
anxiety is fueled by fear and what if statements, okay?

1418
01:34:30.020 --> 01:34:33.380
So if you can ask the Lord to reveal the fear

1419
01:34:33.380 --> 01:34:36.100
that you believe, the lie that, okay,

1420
01:34:36.100 --> 01:34:38.340
so basically it starts with a lie,

1421
01:34:38.340 --> 01:34:41.700
the lie feeds the fear and the fear feeds anxiety.

1422
01:34:42.580 --> 01:34:43.860
It's kind of how it goes, okay?

1423
01:34:44.980 --> 01:34:47.700
So if you can ask the Lord to reveal the lie

1424
01:34:49.380 --> 01:34:51.220
that it started with, okay?

1425
01:34:51.220 --> 01:34:54.740
So if it's the anxiety of trusting God's timing,

1426
01:34:54.740 --> 01:34:56.100
so somewhere along the way,

1427
01:34:56.900 --> 01:34:59.860
you probably partnered with the lie that

1428
01:35:00.480 --> 01:35:06.960
God takes too long or some kind of, you know, God doesn't come through fast enough for me,

1429
01:35:06.960 --> 01:35:12.080
or, you know, I wait and I wait and I wait and I wait and nothing happens. You know,

1430
01:35:12.080 --> 01:35:17.680
it can sound a lot of different ways, but just ask the Lord to reveal to you what it sounds like,

1431
01:35:17.680 --> 01:35:22.400
what it feels like, so that you know, what is the lie that you actually partnered with

1432
01:35:22.400 --> 01:35:26.880
so that you can come out of agreement with that. And then partner with the truth that God

1433
01:35:27.600 --> 01:35:31.920
is never late. He's always right on time. And here's the other thing, the Lord, and I'm going

1434
01:35:31.920 --> 01:35:35.600
to close with this. I'm going to give you all one more activation, so don't leave us yet if you're

1435
01:35:35.600 --> 01:35:45.440
still here. For all of you, but also for Camilla, one of the ways that we defeat overwhelm, which

1436
01:35:45.440 --> 01:35:50.480
is what kind of you're talking about there, the fear of like, I'm running out of time and you're

1437
01:35:50.480 --> 01:35:58.000
feeling overwhelmed and it feeds all that anxiety is to take one day at a time. So every day I want

1438
01:35:58.000 --> 01:36:04.400
you to just ask the Lord, what's one thing I can do today to partner with your, your plan for my

1439
01:36:04.400 --> 01:36:09.680
life? What's one thing. So right now, hopefully it's heartwork. You're working on your heartwork

1440
01:36:09.680 --> 01:36:16.240
each day. What's one thing I can do today. And then every day forward saying this, asking God

1441
01:36:16.240 --> 01:36:22.480
the same thing, ladies, I know that sounds very simple, but so many times we forget that it truly

1442
01:36:22.480 --> 01:36:28.880
is one day at a time when we sit and wait, a lot of people think waiting is an inactive thing. It's

1443
01:36:28.880 --> 01:36:37.040
not, it's an active thing. So every day, as I was waiting on my spirit mate, I was walking

1444
01:36:38.000 --> 01:36:43.360
one day at a time, taking one step, taking one step, partnering with the next truth that God

1445
01:36:43.360 --> 01:36:49.280
revealed coming out of agreement with the lie that was revealed one day each day. Some days I

1446
01:36:49.280 --> 01:36:54.880
had multiple things that God would show me, but again, the key is for, for us to start somewhere

1447
01:36:54.880 --> 01:37:01.360
and doing one thing at least a day. And then as we do that and then do that again, as God shows,

1448
01:37:01.360 --> 01:37:07.760
it's going to create momentum. Okay. So that's how we start to get breakthrough and really start to

1449
01:37:07.760 --> 01:37:13.920
move forward in life. Okay. So partner with God. What is the one thing you want me to do today?

1450
01:37:14.480 --> 01:37:18.320
And for those of you that feel stuck in your heartwork, I hope that you're asking God,

1451
01:37:18.320 --> 01:37:24.080
the same thing, God, what's the one heartwork program thing I need to do today. Cause y'all,

1452
01:37:24.080 --> 01:37:28.400
we don't want you gets camping out in phase one and heartwork. I have some people in the program

1453
01:37:28.400 --> 01:37:32.720
right now, you know, and some that came back, you know, they got distracted or life happened.

1454
01:37:32.720 --> 01:37:37.200
That's different, but some people that have been here for many, many, many, many months,

1455
01:37:37.200 --> 01:37:41.440
and I have compassion for that. We understand, but we want you to move forward.

1456
01:37:42.560 --> 01:37:46.880
Okay. We don't want people to get stuck. All right, here's your other activation. So activation

1457
01:37:46.880 --> 01:37:51.120
number one was the never will I ever remember the never will I ever list. So what you guys

1458
01:37:51.120 --> 01:37:54.160
are going to do with that. You're not going to just write your list on your paper.

1459
01:37:55.200 --> 01:37:58.400
You're going to go in the group and you're going to post it in the group. And you're going to share

1460
01:37:58.400 --> 01:38:02.800
it with your sisters and with the coaches, because we're going to coach you on those. Never will I

1461
01:38:02.800 --> 01:38:06.880
ever as well. Some of you all will write things on there that we're going to have to Holy spirit

1462
01:38:06.880 --> 01:38:13.280
nudge you to let go of as well. Even things you don't realize. Yes. Yeah. You're still moving

1463
01:38:13.280 --> 01:38:17.120
forward, sweetie. I love it. You're showing up, keep moving forward. I have some other people,

1464
01:38:17.120 --> 01:38:21.360
they had some health things come up, you know, all kinds of things. So we're so proud of all

1465
01:38:21.360 --> 01:38:25.280
of you who still are moving forward. All right. Activation number two,

1466
01:38:26.480 --> 01:38:32.560
pray about what God wants you to let go of this week. And then I want you to create a post about

1467
01:38:32.560 --> 01:38:38.640
it. I want you to take a photo of the thing you're letting go of. Okay. This can look a lot

1468
01:38:38.640 --> 01:38:45.600
of different ways. It might be a person. It might be a thing. Um, I had, um, someone share it in

1469
01:38:45.600 --> 01:38:51.680
another group. Um, and also if you guys did not hear, uh, supernatural Saturday as well, Jackie

1470
01:38:51.680 --> 01:38:57.280
gave a word about letting go. It's very timely. I, I, she did not know I was going to be doing

1471
01:38:57.280 --> 01:39:01.680
this session tonight and I didn't know she was going to do a message on letting go. So Holy

1472
01:39:01.680 --> 01:39:06.480
spirits all up in that. I believe that'll be a big blessing to you as well. That's also in your

1473
01:39:06.480 --> 01:39:12.960
replays. But what's, um, the one lady in another group posted, she was cleaning out her garage

1474
01:39:12.960 --> 01:39:18.080
and came across divorce paperwork. She didn't even realize she still had it. It's not stuff she

1475
01:39:18.080 --> 01:39:22.400
needs to hang on to. It's stuff that she can let go of. And God nudged her, get rid of that.

1476
01:39:22.400 --> 01:39:26.320
Um, you all, when I went through the letting go process, I've done it several times that God has

1477
01:39:26.320 --> 01:39:32.880
led me to let go of clothes, uh, that reminded me of somebody negative from the past, my ex-husband

1478
01:39:32.880 --> 01:39:37.520
just even recently when we moved from Indiana to Florida, there were some things I just, I don't

1479
01:39:37.520 --> 01:39:42.160
even know why I still had them. I really wasn't even wearing them, but as I was packing it, I got

1480
01:39:42.160 --> 01:39:47.120
this ucky feeling. And I was like, but it's just, you know, it's just a, I hate to get rid of it.

1481
01:39:47.120 --> 01:39:53.600
It's a night, you know, like nothing major. Um, I didn't, I didn't even like really think anything

1482
01:39:53.600 --> 01:39:58.880
of it until the Holy spirit was like, you need to just get rid of that. Cause every, he literally,

1483
01:39:58.880 --> 01:39:59.840
this is how he talked to me.

1484
01:40:00.000 --> 01:40:03.000
Every time you look at that, you feel something negative.

1485
01:40:03.000 --> 01:40:04.480
Why are you keeping it?

1486
01:40:05.600 --> 01:40:07.480
Holy Spirit and I just talk like friends, y'all.

1487
01:40:07.480 --> 01:40:10.260
This is the conversations we have together.

1488
01:40:10.260 --> 01:40:11.960
So sometimes it's stuff like that.

1489
01:40:11.960 --> 01:40:14.400
The other example I wanna give you

1490
01:40:14.400 --> 01:40:18.060
is I came across a box of old love notes

1491
01:40:18.060 --> 01:40:21.120
that I had from a prior boyfriend.

1492
01:40:21.120 --> 01:40:23.280
This is a couple of years ago now.

1493
01:40:23.280 --> 01:40:25.160
And God asked me to get rid of that.

1494
01:40:25.160 --> 01:40:27.600
I also have gone through my phone

1495
01:40:27.600 --> 01:40:29.200
and asked the Lord to show me stuff

1496
01:40:29.200 --> 01:40:30.960
I need to get rid of in my phone.

1497
01:40:30.960 --> 01:40:32.700
Pictures of old stuff.

1498
01:40:32.700 --> 01:40:36.880
I had proof of bad things that my ex did

1499
01:40:36.880 --> 01:40:39.220
to prove all the people he was cheating on me with,

1500
01:40:39.220 --> 01:40:40.600
all that kind of stuff.

1501
01:40:40.600 --> 01:40:42.760
Y'all, we gotta let go.

1502
01:40:42.760 --> 01:40:46.280
Let go, let go, let go, okay?

1503
01:40:46.280 --> 01:40:49.120
If you are in some kind of court case

1504
01:40:49.120 --> 01:40:52.080
and you need stuff for that, that is different.

1505
01:40:52.080 --> 01:40:54.480
Follow the wise counsel of your lawyer

1506
01:40:54.480 --> 01:40:57.540
or attorney or whatever, okay?

1507
01:40:57.540 --> 01:40:59.100
All right, I'm gonna pray us out,

1508
01:40:59.860 --> 01:41:01.180
but post in the group, let's see those.

1509
01:41:01.180 --> 01:41:02.280
You guys, if you go in the group,

1510
01:41:02.280 --> 01:41:03.300
you're gonna see some ladies

1511
01:41:03.300 --> 01:41:04.620
that were in the afternoon session

1512
01:41:04.620 --> 01:41:05.660
that are already posting.

1513
01:41:05.660 --> 01:41:07.340
I think it will encourage you.

1514
01:41:07.340 --> 01:41:08.300
I was pretty excited.

1515
01:41:08.300 --> 01:41:10.420
I saw it right before I hopped on tonight.

1516
01:41:10.420 --> 01:41:12.200
That God is doing some stuff.

1517
01:41:12.200 --> 01:41:14.220
Become a part of this movement

1518
01:41:14.220 --> 01:41:16.180
and what God is doing in this day and time

1519
01:41:16.180 --> 01:41:18.660
in creating kingdom, family, and marriage.

1520
01:41:18.660 --> 01:41:21.060
Father, we thank you for freedom.

1521
01:41:21.060 --> 01:41:25.460
We thank you that you are, yes, Lord,

1522
01:41:25.460 --> 01:41:28.860
opening prison doors and you're setting the captives free.

1523
01:41:29.620 --> 01:41:30.940
I thank you that you're starting with us.

1524
01:41:30.940 --> 01:41:32.660
I thank you that we are walking

1525
01:41:32.660 --> 01:41:34.260
into the fullness of your plans

1526
01:41:34.260 --> 01:41:36.380
and purpose for us every single day.

1527
01:41:36.380 --> 01:41:38.820
God, I thank you that we are your daughters,

1528
01:41:38.820 --> 01:41:41.180
that we are beloved, that we are,

1529
01:41:41.180 --> 01:41:42.780
our worth is far above rubies.

1530
01:41:42.780 --> 01:41:43.860
I thank you that you'll help us

1531
01:41:43.860 --> 01:41:46.540
to truly believe that in our core,

1532
01:41:46.540 --> 01:41:49.700
that God, we will become more secure in your love,

1533
01:41:49.700 --> 01:41:52.580
that we will become more confident in you every day.

1534
01:41:52.580 --> 01:41:54.420
Help us to know you more, Father,

1535
01:41:54.420 --> 01:41:58.220
as love, as good, as faithful, as kind.

1536
01:41:58.660 --> 01:42:01.540
I ask you, God, to heal the depths of our souls

1537
01:42:01.540 --> 01:42:03.540
and help us to hear what your spirit is saying

1538
01:42:03.540 --> 01:42:05.740
a little bit more clearly every day.

1539
01:42:05.740 --> 01:42:08.220
We thank you for your hedge of protection around us.

1540
01:42:08.220 --> 01:42:09.420
And I thank you that you'll help us

1541
01:42:09.420 --> 01:42:11.780
to think on things that are true, noble,

1542
01:42:11.780 --> 01:42:13.260
lovely, and of good report,

1543
01:42:13.260 --> 01:42:15.540
things that are above only and not beneath.

1544
01:42:15.540 --> 01:42:17.540
In Jesus' name, amen.

1545
01:42:17.540 --> 01:42:18.820
God bless you all.

1546
01:42:18.820 --> 01:42:20.100
I'll see you all in the group

1547
01:42:20.100 --> 01:42:22.860
and probably around on prayer

1548
01:42:22.860 --> 01:42:24.640
and all kinds of stuff this week.

1549
01:42:24.640 --> 01:42:26.780
Have a great week, everyone.

1550
01:42:26.780 --> 01:42:27.620
Bye.

1551
01:42:28.220 --> 01:42:29.220
Bye.