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Hey, hey, hey, welcome to Monday Night Heart Check-In.

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It's good to see you all.

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Hi, hi.

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People are rolling in.

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We're going to get started here in just a few minutes.

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Welcome.

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For those of you that are joining us for the first time,

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can you put in the chat if you are

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joining for your first live session

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so that we can welcome you tonight?

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Want to see that in the chat.

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And also, if you've never joined us before,

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you all are going to hear me encouraging

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you to come on screen with us.

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And some of you weren't planning on that.

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And I understand, but I want to encourage you to get out

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of your comfort zone anyways.

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And if you're not able or feel comfortable enough

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to do it tonight, I want to encourage you

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all to come on screen next week.

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Come on screen the time that you can take that leap.

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But I want to kind of push you out of that nest as well.

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Here's why.

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And I should introduce myself.

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My name is Bethany Cooper.

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I'm one of the HeartWork coaches here.

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And you all are going to see me in the community

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beyond phase one.

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But this is part of what I do in the community at this time.

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And so it's going to be a great journey.

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Y'all, it's going to be whatever you make it, truly.

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So what you put into your journey in the heart healing

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process is what you're going to get out of it, sincerely.

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And so I want to encourage you all

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to really take this time for you to understand

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the importance of the investment that you are making.

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Do you know that you are your best investment?

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For those of you that have wondered

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why you circle around the same things over and over,

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or you attract the same kind of guys,

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or whatever the dynamic is that led you here,

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let's take the time while you're here

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to break free from the stuff.

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Get healing where you need it so that you

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don't continue those things in the days ahead, OK?

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So make this time great.

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Invest in yourself.

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I'm going to encourage you all.

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I was thinking about this, not because of anything you all

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did, actually I was thinking about this

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because someone that I know is struggling with something.

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They've been circling around the same thing for a year.

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And really, this is a pattern in their life.

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Love them, the Lord loves them.

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But one of the things that really stood out to me tonight

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is this is someone who reads a lot of Christian books.

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They read their Bible.

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And I'm not saying it's not working,

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but sometimes you all, there's actually

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a point where we get too much information

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and we're not really absorbing what we're learning.

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We're not really letting God get it deep inside.

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So why I'm saying that to you is during this hard work

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time, can I encourage you to only

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read your Bible and the heart work book

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and focus on the videos?

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Don't try to, unless you're in school, OK?

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Obviously, don't quit your school.

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If you're in school or something,

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don't stop going to school.

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But I want to encourage you to really set this time aside

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to just focus on the heart work materials in your Bible.

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And I believe that you will thank me later

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if you choose to accept that challenge, OK?

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Welcome to all of our first timers.

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iPhone, let us know what your name is.

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If you guys don't know how to change your name when

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you join a Zoom, when you hover over your little photo

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icon of yourself, there's three dots.

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If you click on that, there's a little thing that says rename.

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And you can put your name in there.

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And I know that can be tricky if people are driving

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or on their phones, so no pressure.

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But if you're able, would love to know your name on there.

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Rembo, first time.

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Megan's first time.

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Cindy Carter, first time.

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Debra is her first time as well.

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It's OK.

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If your audio doesn't work, you can still

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join in on breakout sessions, but you

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might have to just type your stuff in the chat.

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Just know that might be something you'll face.

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Lauren's first time.

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Anyone else?

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Crystal, Kelly Gooden, Brittany.

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I like to call people by name.

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You all enjoy this.

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It's so good to have you.

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This is going to be a great journey.

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You're going to really see all the ways

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God has loved you all along.

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He really has.

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And he's been drawing you with his loving kindness

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even to this moment for such a time as this.

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And he is going to do amazing things beyond what

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you can ask, think, or imagine.

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For those of you also who have not

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seen the Jesus Cares board video,

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you're about to see it if you haven't yet

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in either the welcome section or week one.

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I can't remember right now.

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But not only do we want you to do the Jesus Cares board,

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but we want you to post your board in the group.

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Why does that matter?

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Well, here's what we believe.

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We believe that when you take that courageous step

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to post your board in the group, it is a private group.

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We ask that you do it.

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Own this app. Nobody can invade our group. Just FYI. This is our company's app that we paid to

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develop and your information is private. When you post that in the group, we can start praying for

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your spiritual, those needs that you've cast onto that board as well. And I also believe

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in supernatural acceleration. When you step in and you say, yes, these are the cares that I cast on

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Jesus. And you all can add to your board as you go. I don't want you all to feel like you have

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to have it completely finished to post it. Some people worry about that kind of stuff.

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Do the board. However is best for you. If the post-its is what you want to do. Awesome. If

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you want to do something a little more, do whatever God leads you to do, but just the

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point is do it and then post it in the group. Uh, two more housekeeping items for you all

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replays, um, for all of our supernatural Saturdays, all of our heart work check-ins like this live

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session tonight. Um, we also did a special time of prayer last night, last night over families,

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um, lineage and legacy. We prayed for family members that were not, that are not currently

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saved people that know the Lord and are far from him is really beautiful. So those are all in your

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replay tab. So when you're in the app, there are different tabs, your community tab. I'm going to

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go ahead and pull this up and show you all real quick, just because if I just talk through it,

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I'm afraid you won't understand. Now, for those of you, again, remember if you joined long before

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the app was formed, y'all are still in Facebook. Um, I am slowly starting to get you all connected

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over to the app because it's just, we got to start to phase everybody into the same place.

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It'll be a lot easier. Okay. So community tab, that's where all of your posts are going to go.

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Okay. We're going to talk high level right now. And then I'll come back to the community,

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the community tab more in detail. So those are all the different types of post

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training is where your course material is located. So you're going to see all that in there

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replays. That's what I was just talking about. I'm going to go through this super quick. You all

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replace events. So every event that we do for phase one is going to be in your event calendar.

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I'm going to recommend for you all, if you haven't already create a free zoom profile,

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log into zoom before you click on the link that's in these. So as soon as I click on this link here

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or this event here, the link for zoom is here, but also if you scroll down the zoom meeting ID

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and passcode are here. Why am I telling you that? Unfortunately, it has nothing to do with

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our technology. It's some kind of bug that is happening between zoom and Android phone users.

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Typically some people that have Apple have experienced it as well. Some people, the links

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aren't working. So if that happens, go directly to zoom, type that zoom meeting ID and passcode in,

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and you should get right into the session. Okay. Resources. All we really have in there for you

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right now, which is great is the affiliate program. I can explain that more later.

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Just cause I don't want to take too much time tonight on the community tab. There's also

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sub tabs. So there's an all wins, ask a coach and relationship milestones.

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All is going to be any kind of posts. You can like anything like your Jesus cares board.

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When we do activations, you can post about just what is God doing in your heart? You know,

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whatever you all want to post there wins is more like, what are some areas you're getting wins

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breakthrough? They can be small, they can be big, but come in and post celebrate what God's doing

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in you. And I'm confident that's going to encourage other people in the group as well.

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Ask a coach. So if you have a question, you can post that in here and it will go to ask a coach.

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Um, if you also are doing an activation and want to share that on the ask a coach too,

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that's totally fine. Y'all. The biggest thing is you're not going to get in trouble if it's

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posted in a certain place. If, if I'm saying or anything like that, just do your best,

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but I just want you guys to know what each one of these tabs means to us,

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because if you continue in the program, you're going to have the same tabs in your other groups

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as well. Relationship milestones. Okay. So how does this work in our group? Because we don't

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want you to date right now. We want you to press pause on the men, press pause on dating,

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on the dating apps, um, during your five ish weeks in heartwork. So in this, we want to encourage you

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to, to share about reconciliation that's happening. You know, what is God doing and, uh, friendships,

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what is God doing and, uh, friendships, other work relationships? Like where are you getting

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some traction and healing in your relationships in your life? Okay. Um, so you guys can see some

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examples in there as well. Some other people have posted, I put some in there as an example to give,

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you know, you guys some inspiration as well and just to encourage you. Okay. All right.

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Last thing, best practice for this journey is one week of content per week. Okay.

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Some of you all are going to feel like you just want to fly right through.

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to binge the videos. You want to binge the book because you just want breakthrough. And I want

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to encourage you, please do not do that. Please do not do that. You need to give yourself time

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to process what you're going to be learning, what you're going to be hearing, to give yourself and

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your soul enough time to percolate stuff up to the surface. Some of y'all have been numb for so long

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that you're going to think you're good and you're not. So out of love for you all,

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I want to encourage you take one week per one week of content. If you need to go a little slower,

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that is fine. And some of you in particular are going to feel like God is going to nudge you

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to spend an extra week in a certain week. Or, you know, we had someone recently, she finished,

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she took the five weeks or so, and she felt led to start over because God was doing so much in

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her life. If that is you, cool. We don't want you to camp out here in phase one forever though,

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either, because that's not healthy either. Just think of it like if you're in the ICU,

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the longer you're in the ICU, the hospital, like it's not, it's not great. You all. Okay. So we

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want you to come in, let God do what he's doing in you. And we want to encourage you to keep moving.

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So I always encourage everybody, if overwhelm, especially if overwhelm tries to set in,

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one step forward every day. God, what is one step I can take today to move forward in my course?

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Just don't stop. Just keep moving. Okay. I think that is it. So I'm not going to go into all the

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phases tonight because Jackie explains that I think in the orientation video that's in your

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thing, but basically phase one is the heart work. That's, that's where we're at. You're going to be

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focused on your inner heart healing phase two is what we call our love story accelerator,

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whether or not you decide to go into dating, right? When you exit phase one,

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you should still take time to learn from the course material, get the coaching,

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let God work in your heart in that phase as well. And then phase three is what we consider our

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community and continued growth as a whole. So we're all, once we go through phase one,

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phase two, we all end up in phase three together as a big happy family. Okay. All right. Are we

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ready to go ahead into tonight's content? I'm super excited to dive into it. Let me pray for us.

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Father God, I just thank you so much for who you are. God, I thank you that we are your good idea.

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God, I thank you that we don't have to be perfect, that we don't have, have to have some level of

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where we just will never make mistakes, but God, you love us. You see us, you,

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your love is unconditional for us. I thank you, God, that you look at us and you smile.

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I pray that people that have been raised in any kind of very religious strict households,

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where they believe that you are mad at them. God, I pray that you would just change minds,

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change hearts tonight. We ask you to reveal areas for healing, that you would bring anything out of

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darkness into the light, God, so that we could see it, that we could understand, God, the places

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that you want to heal us in our innermost being. I thank you that you are transforming us by the

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renewing of our minds, that all things have passed away and behold, everything has become

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new in you. God, I thank you that you would help the ladies tonight also to understand and receive

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truth from heaven of Jesus, how you felt the day they were born. Not only, God, were their parents

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excited, but you were celebrating the day they came into the world. And I pray that you would

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help even those that are struggling with that thought and concept right now to receive your

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truth, to see, God, the way that you see them. In Jesus name, amen. Tonight, we're going to talk

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about the broken heart and what it is and how we get caught up in lies. And we're also going to

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talk about the real you, the real you as in the princess, a daughter of the king, and what it

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looks like to awaken and live your best life. So we're going to start with the heart first.

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If y'all are thinking about your broken heart, what I want you to understand, and you're going

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to gain from this course, the truth is this, trauma doesn't just hurt us, it's creating different

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versions of us. So it's causing fractures in our soul that cause us to lean into counterfeit

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identities, to have these filters, these blind spots that we live our life through.

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unfortunately, cause us to choose people that are unhealthy, to not set boundaries, to

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think less of ourselves and be really self-condemning in our thoughts. I mean,

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there's so many different things, but those are three things that come up to the surface for me

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tonight as I'm saying that to you. So no matter what your background is,

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No matter what you've done, y'all tonight can be a clean slate for you.

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It can be your new beginning, but it will be up to you to choose that new beginning

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and then to begin to align yourself and partner with the truth of heaven for your life.

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What is your broken heart like and where is it leading you?

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Is it leading you into fullness, into abundance, into goodness, even when it's hard you all?

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Just recently, um, you know, sometimes there's things happening in the physical world that

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are hard and bad.

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That are hard and bad.

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Just recently when the hurricane was coming here, I live in Florida.

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I feel like I gained a better understanding of how to navigate hard situations, but to

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have hope and life and joy in the midst of it.

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Y'all, we can lean into our true identity in the midst of hard situations.

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Does that mean we won't struggle?

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No, of course I, I battled anxiety.

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I battled fear, but God can help us overcome that stuff.

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But here's the key.

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It's not the identity that we currently have.

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It's not the identity that we think we are.

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It is actually God's true identity for you.

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And what that means is when he originally created you.

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and wonderfully made us like we're good.

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He didn't think anything was broken or missing or lacking, and he formed us and he had this

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idea of everything that we would, would go and do in the world.

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But then trauma and wounds and sin enters the picture.

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That original design that was set up for us to live the best life that he had for us.

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I want you to think about the book talks a little bit about this.

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If y'all aren't there yet, it's okay, but I wanted just to just draw this out tonight.

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It is called the Lord of the Flies.

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If you don't know, that's a nickname for Satan, the devil, Beezlebub, the Lord of the

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flies.

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rest of this.

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It says what flies do is they find an unhealed wound, a sore or someplace of decomposition,

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and they lay their eggs inside of this place.

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So when the eggs hatch, the larvae will have an unlimited food source.

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These unhealed heart wounds, traumas, and rejections become an ideal place for the enemy

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to sow his seeds, which are the lies because our hearts are fertile wounds, remember?

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And anything that gets in there reproduces.

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So I want to ask you right now, just to be really honest with yourself, you don't have

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to put anything in the chat, but if you have pen and paper, I want you just to write down

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like is like, what's getting reproduced from your heart?

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Like what's the first thought that comes and it's okay if some of you all are maybe further

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in the course and you might feel like there's good stuff coming out of there, but if some

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of you are like, yeah, like even today, man, I was angry or I felt bitter.

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I felt resentful, whatever.

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your heart in this season right now, okay?

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When we're fully honest with ourselves, y'all, that's a great starting place for healing.

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It really, really is.

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The broken heart is three things.

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It's a liar, a puzzle, and a pretender.

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We started talking about the lies already.

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It's full of lies.

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As this even described, when we go through trauma and wounds, the enemy comes in and

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plants lies in there in those sore places, in those painful places to cause them to grow

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because our defenses are down and a lot of times when we're going through trauma or wounds,

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it can be tougher, not impossible, but tougher to hold fast to the truth, okay?

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The puzzle is like all the areas that feel messed up in our hearts.

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Have you ever felt like, man, this is just a jumble mess?

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Maybe in your mind, but really your mind and your heart are connected, y'all.

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Did you know that?

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Like there's a direct connection there.

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Out of the overflow of our hearts, our mouth speaks and also our mind thinks.

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So what's going on in your heart?

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Our heart that's the puzzle also sometimes tells us that we want things that we don't

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really want.

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Well, what does that look like?

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Sometimes it's sexual stuff that we don't need to.

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do and we always feel yucky afterwards, but our flesh is telling us we'll feel better if we do

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this thing. Maybe it's gossiping, maybe it's lying, maybe it's deceiving someone in some way.

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Maybe it's, I don't know, I'm trying to think of different types of messes. Financial,

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we keep doing the same financial things. As we go on, the pretender typically does a couple

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different things. And this again is your broken heart in ways that it shows up

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for those that have just joined us. It is a mask. Have y'all ever had like, I mean, we have

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Halloween coming up. We just did a fall festival here. I saw a lot of kids walking around with

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mask on and you couldn't even see their face like at all, some of the kids.

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And so I want you to think about the fact that sometimes when your broken heart causes you to

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pretend, you're putting up a mask and you're not really letting anyone see who you really are.

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Because you're afraid somewhere deep down in that if they really see who you are,

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that they will not accept you, love you, whatever, fill in the blank. Sometimes the pretender,

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you'll want expensive things, status symbols. I brought this up earlier today and I think this

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is important as well. The flip side of that in our church culture, people, how did I say it today?

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Think it's holy to have clothes with holes and holy things. Like we have to be these martyrs and

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it's bad if we want something nice. I want you to have balance in this area in your life.

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It's okay to want and have nice things, but it's also healthy and good

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to not get caught up in those things and have balance and let those things dictate our lives.

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Because sometimes y'all, God's going to nudge you instead of buying things for yourself to buy

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groceries for a mom that's single and she can't afford them or an orphan. God's heart is crying

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out in this season, in this society. He's always been crying out for us to care for orphans and

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widows and it should disturb us. It should. And so we need to be open and balanced in those ways, okay?

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All right. It can cause us to also live below our true identity. Jeremiah 17, 9 says this,

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the heart is deceitful above all things and desperately wicked. So who can even know it?

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Did you know that we don't even really fully know our own hearts sometimes?

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Y'all, as I've gone through this process, I've been coaching for years doing this. It's been amazing.

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I went through bootcamp. That's what we used to call it, uh, several years ago. And on my journey,

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I remember this one, and I'm not going to go into the memory, but this one memory in particular,

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like one day percolated to the surface. And I was like, man, I didn't even know that was in there.

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You know, like sometimes y'all are going to have that happen and you're just kind of like, well,

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what, what does that have to do with anything? Sometimes you're, you're even going to be like,

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you're even going to be like, well, I don't even think I was upset about that.

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But if it's coming to the surface, God's trying to show you something through it. That memory may

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lead you to another memory. Okay. So be, be really good at asking God good questions in this journey.

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God knows your heart better than you do. Proverbs 4, 23 says this, keep your heart

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with all vigilance for from it flows the springs of life. Our hearts are also very impressionable

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ladies. Okay. So I want you to think about how often you have been easily and like impressed.

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behavior to accommodate. One of the ways this showed up in my life is when I was dating the

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girl's spirit, uh, my spiritual daughter's dad, um, early on, I wanted to be the cool girlfriend.

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I was trying to impress him and his friend showed up, we were out to dinner and his friend showed

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up at this one place. They had like DJ and music and all that. And I love to dance and,

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but his friend was out on the dance floor. I knew his friend had a girlfriend,

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but his friend was out on the dance floor with another girl. And it was really bothering me

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that, okay, wait a minute, this guy that I like, this is his friend. And these are the

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friends he hangs out with without sounding judgy. I just, it fell off, but I didn't say anything.

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was going on. And so I allowed my heart to be impressionable, if you will, in that moment.

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And I, you know, still to this day, um, just that's a decision. I wish I wouldn't have gone

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that direction. I wish I would have said what I really thought and felt. Another thing is also

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when we go.

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through great pressure. If you think about like, sometimes we'll go through things and we just feel

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like, you know, that someone's putting their thumb down on us, that pressure that we feel,

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the pressure of the world. Um, so even with the enemy, you know, when he's applying pressure in

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a negative way to your life, what is it causing to have happen in your heart? Like what's going

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on in there when you're going through that, here are some lies you guys might hear more,

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but these are just some that I want to go through really quickly tonight to start to get you kind

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of thinking and stirred up in your spirit, in a sense for this stuff to come out for you. So as

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I'm, as I'm saying these, if you resonate in any way, even if it's not this exact way that I say

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it, but something else comes to mind, I want you to write those on your paper. Okay. Or in your

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phone, if you don't have paper. So just, just note it somewhere. Cause I want you to remember,

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so you can process this out later with the Lord lie. Number one, you, and this is if the Lord is

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not the Lord, excuse me. Oh my gosh, we're talking lies. So it has to be the enemy. He's the

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father of lies. So this is if the enemy is saying this to you in some way, shape or form,

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you are insignificant. Here's the definition definition of insignificant, not significant,

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lacking meaning, not worth considering you are unimportant.

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Have you ever heard the enemy say to you through someone that you are insignificant?

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I want you to think about that. Did anyone in your life ever tell you that you weren't important?

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Those are the kinds of things you want to talk to the Lord about. Here's lie. Number two,

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you don't matter. Your voice doesn't matter. Your thoughts don't matter.

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Lie number three, you should be seen and not heard. Lie number four, you are not enough.

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The flip side of that, that a lot of people hear is you're too much. You're too much. You're,

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you're just too much. Sometimes too, this is coming up in my spirit. You're too sensitive.

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Why are you always crying? Stop that crying. It all goes along with all those things. You all,

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here's another one. Your opinion doesn't matter. Number six, you're always going to have to beg.

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And the reason I wrote this down is there's a lot of people that have a lot of scarcity

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mindsets, orphan mentalities, limiting belief systems that come out of years of seeing

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other people struggle. Uh, and not just financially, you all, this is like an

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internal belief system where you think there's not enough for you enough, good men,

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enough clothes, enough money, enough food, um, enough friends. If we go through something and

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we, of course, it's hard to lose a friend, but why can't we move forward and embrace a new friend?

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A new friend. But so many of us shift into isolation, withdrawal, and destruction,

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destructive behaviors. So are there any areas in your life right now where you're begging?

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You feel like you're on the outside and they're like, you just can't get to what God has for you.

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And you believe the lie that there are no good men, that there are no good people

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and that you are always going to struggle.

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Lie number seven, if they really knew me, they wouldn't accept me, love me, or choose me.

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Another one that I said this afternoon that I think is really relevant and y'all can

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apply this in different ways. But one of the things is a lot of people will say, I,

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I don't think there's any men who will not just love me, but also love my kids.

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I hear a lot of single moms say that. Single dads believe it too. Y'all, a lot of the men,

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you guys don't realize they actually struggle with very similar lies that just shows up

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differently for them. But I want to encourage you that there are men out there that will not

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only love you completely, but they're going to love your kids. They are because God is preparing

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them and calling them to do so. And I can say this because I have been one of those moms.

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I've never had a biological child yet of my own, but I have loved every child that God has brought

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into my life as mine. Even when it's like Brian's girls are pretty much adults when I, when I came

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into his life and, you know, so it's a little different, but I love them. I accept them,

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you know, welcome them into my home and love on them. Every chance we get,

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you can find a man that will do the same too. And you don't have to feel like he's going to be put

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out to do so. So basically ladies, what I'm saying is you don't have to settle for scraps

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you're a single mama, or you're divorced, or you've been married before, or never married,

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whatever the scenario is, you all don't have to settle for less than God's best.

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All of the lies that I shared with you before I shared the single mom one, that one can

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go into this category too, but all of those lies point to low self-esteem, to not understanding

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our value or worth, or those pauper orphan mentalities and limiting belief systems.

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All of those lies fall under those kind of categories.

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Here are some truths I want to read over you through scripture.

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Proverbs 12 49 says, a wife of noble characters or husband's crown.

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Just be honest with yourself.

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And if you don't, I want to encourage you to ask the Lord, like, why don't I believe

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Like what needs healed in me so that I believe I'm a blessing to my spirit mate in every

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Ephesians 1 5 in love, he predestined us for adoption to sonship through Jesus Christ in

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accordance with his pleasure and will.

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Isaiah 43 4 says, since you are precious and honored in my sight, this is God talking.

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And because I love you, I will give people in exchange for you and nations in exchange

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for your life.

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Luke 12 7 says, indeed, the very hairs of your head are all numbered.

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Don't be afraid.

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You are worth more than sparrows.

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So breakout session number one, what lie had, this is the question for those of you joining

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us live tonight.

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I almost forgot.

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Not everybody knows what we're doing.

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So I'm going to open up breakout rooms here in a minute, there'll be a thing that is going

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to come up on the screen.

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You're going to click to join that breakout room.

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It'll take you right in there.

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You're going to meet some amazing women.

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Some of you, you'll meet people you've never met before when I encourage you to not shut

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down or, or leave the live session because we're doing breakouts.

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This is the time to lean in and make some new friends.

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And nobody has to fix anybody.

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If y'all don't know, we take all you all take all your coaching hats off advice, giving

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hats.

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You don't have to do any of that here.

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It's just everybody comes and shares, cheer each other on.

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And then we come back together.

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So when you go in there, this is your question.

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What lie have you been believing that you need to invite God into tonight so that he

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can begin to heal you?

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What lie have you been believing that you need to invite God into tonight so that he

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can begin to heal you?

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All right, let me set these up for you.

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If anybody's at work and you're not able to join breakout, can you put that in the chat

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for me?

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Just because now don't everybody that's just nervous to go into breakout, do that.

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This is really just for people that aren't able to join so that I know, because when

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I do these breakout rooms, I might have to move people around.

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Okay, I'm going to give you all, um, eight minutes on this first one to talk about it.

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That should be about two minutes for everybody.

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So keep it short, brief and powerful ladies.

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Okay, here you go.

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All right, Melissa, thank you for letting me know.

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We're going to be praying for you all while you're in there.

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All right, ladies, go ahead and keep clicking to join.

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If you see that there, sometimes too, if you click on the bottom, um, if you guys don't

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see it, like Naomi or anyone else that is wanting to join, if you click on the more

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button and breakouts, it won't, it should show that room to join again and then, okay.

467
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Totally fine.

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Um, Megan.

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Totally fine.

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Okay.

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So I think all of you that are here with me are going to hang out here.

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Okay, cool.

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Okay, cool.

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All right.

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Father, just thank you so much for everything you're doing tonight.

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We thank you God for the revealing, for healings that are already happening.

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Lord, we just ask you to come into these zoom rooms as well as even in this main room while

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people are listening in from work and help them to hear what your spirit is saying louder

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than any voice of the enemy.

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We thank you that you are Lord helping them to draw a little bit closer to you, to come

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out of alignment with the lies that the enemy sewed into their life when they experienced

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trauma and pain.

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And we thank you God that you're just coming in and placing the balm of Gilead upon those

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places tonight.

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We just thank you for healing oil flowing from heaven.

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over every mind, body, soul, spirit, wills, emotions.

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God, yes, you care even about our emotions

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and I thank you, God, that you want to heal our emotions

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and our mental status.

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Hi, Rebecca, we are talking about

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in the breakout room right now,

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what lie, where's the questions, I'm sorry.

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What lie have you been believing

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that you need to invite God into to heal tonight?

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And so, oh, that's totally fine.

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You're right on time.

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I'm gonna go ahead and put you in a breakout though

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so that you can have time to connect with the ladies.

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So that is there for you.

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All right, awesome.

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So we just thank you that healing oil

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is flowing from heaven,

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that it's going over every part of us.

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We thank you that you're healing our minds

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in the way that we think.

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God, I pray that you would reveal

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any limiting belief systems that we've grown up under,

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that we've adopted even through the lies of the enemy.

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God, and what those are is just ways

510
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that don't align with heaven,

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mindsets that we live under

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that do not connect and align with the kingdom.

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So if we want to know what the kingdom looks like,

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we can look at Jesus.

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So I pray that you give us a deeper revelation

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of who Jesus was, who Jesus is,

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and all that you, Lord, sent him to do

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and all that he chose to come and do on our behalf.

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We thank you that, Jesus, you came and you died.

520
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You allowed your body to be broken

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and your blood to be shed for the forgiveness of our sins,

522
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for our healing, for our redemption,

523
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but also to make a way for us to be one with you

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as you are one with the Father.

525
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And I thank you that you went back up to heaven

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so that the Holy Spirit would come.

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So thank you for being here, Holy Spirit.

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We thank you for weaving in and out of conversations

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and bringing illumination and truth,

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for comforting and guiding each one of those

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here tonight into the fullness of the truth of the Father.

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In Jesus' name, oh, there was someone new

533
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that joined us there and she just dropped off.

534
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So Father, we just thank you also for helping us, Lord,

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to know what the next best step is each day

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in this week ahead, that you would help the ladies

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to see all the ways that you create beauty out of ashes.

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00:37:19.880 --> 00:37:22.740
And Lord, we just come against any spirit of overwhelm,

539
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any spirit of fatigue, any spirits of unbelief,

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00:37:27.660 --> 00:37:31.340
doubt, fear, anxiety, panic, in Jesus' name

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and by the power of your blood, Jesus,

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and we lose the spirit of love and of power

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and of a sound mind.

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We thank you that we will be women

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that are marked by your presence, Jesus.

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We thank you that the same power

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that rose you from the dead is living in us

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for those that believe in Jesus Christ

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as our Lord and Savior, that it's living in us,

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that it's operating through us

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so every day we can tap into the power of your presence.

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Help us, Jesus, to know what that can look like

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and how we can walk that out.

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I thank you that even in Luke 8, 17 through 19,

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it says this, because this revelation lamp now shines

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within you, nothing will be hidden from you.

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It will all be revealed.

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Every secret of the kingdom will be unveiled

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and out in the open made known by the revelation light.

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So pay careful attention to your hearts

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as you hear my teaching,

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for to those who have open hearts,

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even more revelation will be given to them

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until it overflows.

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And for those who do not listen with open hearts,

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what little light they imagine to have will be taken away.

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So Lord, we thank you for open hearts,

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minds, bodies, spirits, and souls,

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open to you, open to your goodness, open to your healing.

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We ask you to remove any stony, hardened places

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of our hearts that have happened and occurred

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through trauma, that you would remove those places

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and put in them places that are fleshly,

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that are soft and pliable to you.

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We thank you, Lord, that we will hear your knocking

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on the door of our hearts and we will open

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and allow you to enter into every place of our hearts

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that are needed, that we will remove any do not enter signs

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and trust, God, that you are good

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and you have good things for us.

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I just pray even right now, your word declares, Lord,

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that you are close to the broken hearted

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and those who are crushed in spirit.

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So Lord, any ladies that are in this group,

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maybe even those coming in new this week,

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00:39:30.940 --> 00:39:33.420
Lord, if any of them are crushed in spirit,

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God, I thank you that you would lift them up.

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I thank you, God, that when we are weak, you are strong

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00:39:39.860 --> 00:39:43.340
and that you carry us, you carry us through

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and we can rely on you.

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I thank you that you're not a man that you should lie

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and you're not like man in the way that they let us down.

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So Lord, I thank you that you'll help us

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have a fresh revelation of who you are as a God of love,

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00:39:57.180 --> 00:40:00.140
as a faithful God, as a good God.

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That is part of your character and you cannot deny yourself.

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Yes, Lord. Let's see. Psalm 119, 165 in the Passion Translation says this.

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There is such a great peace and well-being that comes to the lovers of your word and they will never be offended.

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Man, that's a good word.

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Lord, I pray right now tonight that you would help us to be daughters that are not easily offended,

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that we would not partner with angry outbursts, lack of self-control in our behaviors,

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00:40:38.000 --> 00:40:44.000
our attitudes, our mindsets, even when the enemy tries to tempt us to go into drama.

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Lord, I thank you that we will resist and turn towards healthy things instead.

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00:40:50.000 --> 00:40:58.000
God, that we will choose to stay alert, as 1 Peter 5, 8 says, and watch out for our great enemy, the devil.

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He prowls around like a roaring lion looking for someone to devour.

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00:41:02.000 --> 00:41:08.000
But I thank you, God, that you gave us the armor that we can dress in your armor every day,

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00:41:08.000 --> 00:41:12.000
that belt of truth, the breastplate of righteousness, the shoes of the readiness of the gospel of peace,

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00:41:12.000 --> 00:41:16.000
the helmet of salvation, the shield of faith, and the sword of the Spirit, which is the word of God.

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We thank you, God, that when we put this armor on, we are choosing every single day to put you on,

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00:41:22.000 --> 00:41:25.000
to clothe ourselves with who you are, God.

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And I just thank you that you cover every pit the enemy has set for our destruction,

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and you help us to leap over those instead.

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The ladies are starting to come back, you all.

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As they do, I'm going to tell a quick little story.

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They can go back and listen to it on replay.

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This came to mind as I was praying.

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You all, the enemy is going to try to send on your journey at different points in your life distractions in all kinds of forms.

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And one of the distractions that he's been sending my way lately, and I just felt led to share this, is drama.

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Can anybody say drama, drama, drama?

620
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The enemy loves drama.

621
00:42:07.000 --> 00:42:10.000
And I don't.

622
00:42:10.000 --> 00:42:12.000
I don't like drama.

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00:42:12.000 --> 00:42:17.000
But it's been funny, and not like a ha-ha funny, but I've been kind of catching on.

624
00:42:17.000 --> 00:42:18.000
And even tonight, it was so good.

625
00:42:18.000 --> 00:42:23.000
I asked my husband his opinion on something, and he's like, you know, you don't got to reply to that.

626
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He's like, because you don't have to get caught up in that drama with another person.

627
00:42:28.000 --> 00:42:30.000
And I was like, you're right.

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I don't.

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Here's the thing.

630
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Here's why I'm sharing this with you all.

631
00:42:36.000 --> 00:42:41.000
This is someone that I've known for years, and I do care about them.

632
00:42:41.000 --> 00:42:46.000
But they tend to struggle with the same patterns over and over and over again.

633
00:42:46.000 --> 00:42:54.000
And I tend to find myself spending way too much time trying to help them get out of this place.

634
00:42:54.000 --> 00:42:58.000
And they're still, many years later, in the similar places.

635
00:42:58.000 --> 00:43:04.000
And I just can't spend energy on that anymore.

636
00:43:05.000 --> 00:43:07.000
Y'all, I love this person a lot.

637
00:43:07.000 --> 00:43:12.000
But I need to conserve my energy.

638
00:43:12.000 --> 00:43:14.000
Like, this happened literally at 630.

639
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And so it was really good.

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It was a good check with my husband.

641
00:43:17.000 --> 00:43:20.000
Like, okay, yeah, I don't need to get caught up with that.

642
00:43:20.000 --> 00:43:27.000
I need to go listen to worship music and get my heart kind of in a cool place before I go live tonight.

643
00:43:27.000 --> 00:43:29.000
I don't need to get caught up in someone's drama.

644
00:43:29.000 --> 00:43:31.000
So I feel like I'm sharing this for someone tonight.

645
00:43:31.000 --> 00:43:33.000
Because I wasn't planning on sharing that at all.

646
00:43:33.000 --> 00:43:37.000
Some of you all, you're kind of like drama magnets.

647
00:43:37.000 --> 00:43:44.000
And I say that not because I think you mean to be, but because the enemy is sending it your way.

648
00:43:44.000 --> 00:43:48.000
But it's time for you to set healthy boundaries.

649
00:43:48.000 --> 00:43:51.000
It's time for you to protect your house.

650
00:43:51.000 --> 00:43:52.000
And not just your physical house.

651
00:43:52.000 --> 00:43:56.000
I'm talking about your heart.

652
00:43:56.000 --> 00:43:58.000
I feel the Holy Spirit on this.

653
00:43:58.000 --> 00:44:01.000
Some of you all don't have any white space in your calendar.

654
00:44:01.000 --> 00:44:04.000
You don't have any white space in your heart.

655
00:44:04.000 --> 00:44:05.000
You feel just torn.

656
00:44:05.000 --> 00:44:10.000
Like you're just going, going, going, going, going constantly.

657
00:44:10.000 --> 00:44:19.000
And some of the going is you're so busy helping everybody else that you don't even have time to help yourself.

658
00:44:20.000 --> 00:44:27.000
And so you might find yourself struggling to focus on the course in the next few days, weeks ahead.

659
00:44:27.000 --> 00:44:29.000
Because somebody is going to call you.

660
00:44:29.000 --> 00:44:31.000
I'm claiming this right now.

661
00:44:31.000 --> 00:44:33.000
Somebody is going to get a phone call.

662
00:44:33.000 --> 00:44:35.000
And there's going to be all kinds of drama attached to it.

663
00:44:35.000 --> 00:44:41.000
Because the enemy wants you to get stuck on that instead of focusing on your own heart healing and work.

664
00:44:41.000 --> 00:44:44.000
I want to encourage you, don't take the bait.

665
00:44:44.000 --> 00:44:45.000
Don't take the bait.

666
00:44:45.000 --> 00:44:47.000
You can love them and keep moving forward.

667
00:44:47.000 --> 00:44:50.000
And you don't have to be the one to solve their problem.

668
00:44:50.000 --> 00:44:52.000
Okay?

669
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Did you all know that we don't have to be ambulance workers?

670
00:44:57.000 --> 00:44:59.000
I'm kind of making light of this, but this is the truth.

671
00:44:59.000 --> 00:45:01.000
Some of us don't have to be ambulance workers.

672
00:45:00.000 --> 00:45:06.240
Us who are big givers, every time the ambulance siren rings, so to speak, and with these people

673
00:45:06.240 --> 00:45:11.880
that have a lot of drama that we surround ourselves with, we feel like we have to be

674
00:45:11.880 --> 00:45:13.840
the ones to help them.

675
00:45:13.840 --> 00:45:14.840
And we don't.

676
00:45:14.840 --> 00:45:15.840
Okay?

677
00:45:15.840 --> 00:45:21.200
Sometimes, some of the best things we could ever do is to love those people and release

678
00:45:21.200 --> 00:45:22.200
them.

679
00:45:22.200 --> 00:45:26.920
It doesn't mean you can't be friends with them, but you just don't invest as much time

680
00:45:26.920 --> 00:45:29.360
and space in them.

681
00:45:29.360 --> 00:45:30.360
Okay?

682
00:45:30.360 --> 00:45:31.360
All right.

683
00:45:31.360 --> 00:45:35.280
Didn't plan on saying that, but I feel like that's a part of what we're doing tonight.

684
00:45:35.280 --> 00:45:39.800
So some of y'all might need to really pray about some of your friendships and people

685
00:45:39.800 --> 00:45:43.800
that are kind of sucking some life out of you in this season.

686
00:45:43.800 --> 00:45:44.800
Okay?

687
00:45:44.800 --> 00:45:45.800
All right.

688
00:45:45.800 --> 00:45:50.400
So who is willing to share with the whole group what you shared in your private breakout

689
00:45:50.400 --> 00:45:55.040
group?

690
00:45:55.040 --> 00:45:57.440
It typically takes one to get us going.

691
00:45:57.520 --> 00:46:03.520
So who will raise their hand as tribute and go first?

692
00:46:03.520 --> 00:46:05.520
All right.

693
00:46:05.520 --> 00:46:06.520
Okay.

694
00:46:06.520 --> 00:46:07.520
Awesome.

695
00:46:07.520 --> 00:46:08.520
Mackenzie.

696
00:46:08.520 --> 00:46:10.520
And then I think I saw Rebecca raise her hand, too.

697
00:46:10.520 --> 00:46:11.520
All right.

698
00:46:11.520 --> 00:46:17.600
So you can go after Mackenzie, Rebecca.

699
00:46:17.600 --> 00:46:23.280
I shared in my group today that I have always struggled in seasons with friendships.

700
00:46:23.280 --> 00:46:26.040
My mom always was like, seasons are with friends.

701
00:46:26.040 --> 00:46:30.920
And I was sad because that meant that those seasons had to end.

702
00:46:30.920 --> 00:46:38.160
And so I dealt with a lot of abandonment issues when it comes to that.

703
00:46:38.160 --> 00:46:43.960
And I have this friend in my life now who has just been such an, I feel so blessed to

704
00:46:43.960 --> 00:46:45.920
be her friend.

705
00:46:45.920 --> 00:46:51.880
And there is this element of every conversation is iron sharpening iron, and it is the most

706
00:46:51.920 --> 00:46:53.920
encouraging relationship I have ever been in.

707
00:46:53.920 --> 00:46:58.560
Because I am a person who ends up pouring and mentoring a lot of people, just being

708
00:46:58.560 --> 00:47:00.120
honest.

709
00:47:00.120 --> 00:47:08.840
And so I'm like afraid of, there's like a scarcity aspect of losing that friendship.

710
00:47:08.840 --> 00:47:14.160
And so I don't know the exact like sentence or the exact lie that it is right now, but

711
00:47:14.160 --> 00:47:20.440
there is an element of scarcity there that I'm trying to enjoy the friendship for however

712
00:47:20.440 --> 00:47:24.280
long it is, and just thank the Lord for it.

713
00:47:24.280 --> 00:47:28.760
But I'm trying to figure out and seek the Lord for the exact like lie that I'm believing

714
00:47:28.760 --> 00:47:29.760
there.

715
00:47:29.760 --> 00:47:30.760
Yeah.

716
00:47:30.760 --> 00:47:33.080
And something I feel led to share with you, and I don't know if this will resonate for

717
00:47:33.080 --> 00:47:36.800
you or anyone else, Mackenzie, but one of the things I also found, I went through something

718
00:47:36.800 --> 00:47:39.440
like this recently.

719
00:47:39.440 --> 00:47:43.280
And I shared on this, I don't know, maybe a month or two ago, this friendship that's

720
00:47:43.280 --> 00:47:44.280
been changing.

721
00:47:44.280 --> 00:47:48.600
And y'all, do y'all know that sometimes friends can ghost us?

722
00:47:48.600 --> 00:47:51.000
It's like a thing now.

723
00:47:51.000 --> 00:47:58.840
But anyways, I have been processing this friendship that has changed myself.

724
00:47:58.840 --> 00:48:04.320
And one of the things God showed me, this was a huge kind of like, oh, so I'm really

725
00:48:04.320 --> 00:48:08.280
big on like, I don't have a lot of like closeness with my biological family because all the

726
00:48:08.280 --> 00:48:12.160
trauma and I, you know, I've done a lot of work and I love on them when God leads me

727
00:48:12.160 --> 00:48:17.920
to, but they were at toxic levels that it just wasn't safe for me to stay around them.

728
00:48:17.920 --> 00:48:23.480
And so a lot of my family are my friends.

729
00:48:23.480 --> 00:48:27.960
And now with my husband, you know, him and his mom and his sisters as well.

730
00:48:27.960 --> 00:48:32.920
And my, you know, I have cousins and whatnot, but the people that I'm really close to that

731
00:48:32.920 --> 00:48:35.680
I consider family are my friends.

732
00:48:35.680 --> 00:48:44.780
And so when I say that I feel like, hey, you're like family to me, like I mean it, right?

733
00:48:44.780 --> 00:48:53.620
And so what God showed me is that because my family abandoned me and I considered some

734
00:48:53.620 --> 00:49:00.780
of these people like family, when they treat me like my biological family and they, in

735
00:49:00.780 --> 00:49:07.460
my mind, abandoned me, that's when I get tripped up with rejection or, you know, the enemy

736
00:49:07.460 --> 00:49:13.220
lies to me about like, you know, that friendship or what it needs to look like, or all these

737
00:49:13.220 --> 00:49:18.660
things that, you know, that scarcity stuff you're talking about.

738
00:49:18.660 --> 00:49:22.940
And God's really been showing me, even as you were talking, I teach this in leadership

739
00:49:22.940 --> 00:49:27.700
and I need to remember and remind myself, even in my spirit on the hard days of this,

740
00:49:27.700 --> 00:49:31.980
but like when we are leading with people, I always encourage people to like keep open

741
00:49:31.980 --> 00:49:37.820
hands, like even in our staff, with our church and like that we would hold people with open

742
00:49:37.820 --> 00:49:38.820
hands.

743
00:49:38.820 --> 00:49:45.180
And so I encourage all of you to think like this, and what does that mean?

744
00:49:45.180 --> 00:49:50.900
That means that no one belongs to us, no one.

745
00:49:50.900 --> 00:49:55.620
But if we trust God and we put them like in God's hands and we just, we just hold them

746
00:49:55.620 --> 00:50:00.020
open handed, that people can go in seasons and go.

747
00:50:00.000 --> 00:50:04.560
do their thing and come back and it doesn't mean that we have to try to grip and hold on to them

748
00:50:04.560 --> 00:50:11.360
because if genuinely even when it's hard you all if God is moving a friend out of our life that

749
00:50:11.360 --> 00:50:14.960
used to be it doesn't mean that we're never going to talk to them again but they're maybe just not

750
00:50:14.960 --> 00:50:23.040
in that inner circle if God is moving them out guess what that means it means he's ready to

751
00:50:23.040 --> 00:50:30.240
move someone else in that needs to be there in this season but if we grip and hold on same thing

752
00:50:30.240 --> 00:50:36.560
with unhealthy relationships some of y'all need to let go of these guys keep just oh yep texting

753
00:50:36.560 --> 00:50:42.880
late at night buzzing back in but they're not healthy but we're hanging on to them why because

754
00:50:42.880 --> 00:50:49.840
we're afraid if we let go of that well what if nothing else comes right so we got to really

755
00:50:49.840 --> 00:50:57.440
learn how to lord i trust you like god okay here mckenzie even this that was a struggle for you in

756
00:50:57.440 --> 00:51:03.840
the past but now you've got this amazing friend and God brought her into your life so can he do

757
00:51:03.840 --> 00:51:11.440
it again 100 you all he can he can do it again thank you for sharing that that's super real

758
00:51:11.440 --> 00:51:16.400
a lot of people struggle myself included with like the ebbs and flows of friendships and

759
00:51:16.400 --> 00:51:22.080
relationships and when they come in and when they go out and it's it's not it's not always easy and

760
00:51:22.080 --> 00:51:27.920
it's not always cut and dry right um but what i love about what you shared is that you're already

761
00:51:27.920 --> 00:51:33.760
being honest with yourself about how you're feeling and when you do that and you give that to

762
00:51:33.760 --> 00:51:40.880
the lord and ask him to reveal any lies that might be still attached to that scarcity feeling then he

763
00:51:40.880 --> 00:51:46.080
can heal that those parts of your heart and really help you and who knows this might be a friend for

764
00:51:46.080 --> 00:51:55.280
your whole life so maybe not let's worry about what if they leave right what if they stay what

765
00:51:55.280 --> 00:52:04.160
if they stay all right so good uh let's see uh it was going to be rebecca rebecca go ahead and then

766
00:52:04.160 --> 00:52:09.920
i'll come up to sarah hi okay so this is the first time and i'm hoping i remember because i have kind

767
00:52:10.000 --> 00:52:19.600
of brain trauma that gives me swiss cheese memory of what i just said so um basically my my issue

768
00:52:19.600 --> 00:52:28.720
or lie or whatever um i was listening to the hope um video uh last night in fact and i have a

769
00:52:28.720 --> 00:52:37.600
tendency i know this is my battle a big one um is that i god will has given me a promise and he's

770
00:52:37.600 --> 00:52:43.520
consistently on a regular basis confirmed it time and time again for like the last year and a half

771
00:52:46.080 --> 00:52:54.880
i don't want to speak it um so it's personal um and but i will have a tendency to

772
00:52:55.920 --> 00:53:02.880
um gaslight myself and so even after confirmation that brings me joy and gives me hope i will look

773
00:53:02.880 --> 00:53:11.360
for or i will start to doubt or i will um hone in on something that is negative to confirm that the

774
00:53:11.360 --> 00:53:17.440
other shoe will drop or that it may not happen or that i hold it very loosely like you say

775
00:53:17.440 --> 00:53:23.280
and the fact that okay i hope that happens but i have to leave room for the fact that it may not

776
00:53:23.280 --> 00:53:29.680
and i'm going to be disappointed or crushed or um and that kind of thing and so even like when i

777
00:53:29.680 --> 00:53:33.760
watched the video great great great great great got to prayer and then she got to the point where

778
00:53:33.760 --> 00:53:38.880
she said something of you know god take away the prompt the promises we thought were from you but

779
00:53:38.880 --> 00:53:43.840
aren't and and really were from ourselves or something like that i'm paraphrasing to some

780
00:53:43.840 --> 00:53:47.840
kind of extent and i mean i just froze and went oh my god is that what's happened this last year

781
00:53:47.840 --> 00:53:53.040
and a half is that promise really not mine and and have i made that up and da da da da and then i had

782
00:53:53.040 --> 00:53:59.040
it balloons it and i have to go through all this mental unpacking to bring back and eventually

783
00:53:59.040 --> 00:54:04.960
what what actually ends up happening often is god will reconfirm it and it's just it's a mental

784
00:54:04.960 --> 00:54:11.440
battle i'm really not i get very ashamed with because i feel like i'm um i i go lord i don't

785
00:54:11.440 --> 00:54:15.520
want to be that double-minded it says double-mindedness gets you nothing and i feel like i'm

786
00:54:15.520 --> 00:54:21.600
being double-minded all the time with that so then i kind of do a little bit of that uh beating up

787
00:54:21.600 --> 00:54:26.560
of that um i'm gonna have you i'm gonna have you pause just for a second

788
00:54:28.560 --> 00:54:34.160
no you're not okay so really important y'all if i ever stop y'all it's because i already know

789
00:54:34.160 --> 00:54:39.360
something we need to kind of hone in on in what you're sharing so to coach you and help you don't

790
00:54:39.360 --> 00:54:45.440
ever feel like you have to apologize no one like i just want you to just uh trust that if i jump in

791
00:54:45.440 --> 00:54:50.560
it's because i already feel the presence on something and i want to i want to go with that

792
00:54:50.560 --> 00:54:56.160
because that's what god's highlighting to me um so please don't ever take that personal all right

793
00:54:56.160 --> 00:54:59.040
so when you said about the other shoe dropping

794
00:55:00.000 --> 00:55:03.800
I question for you is this, when is a time in your life

795
00:55:03.800 --> 00:55:07.600
that you went through something and the other shoe dropped

796
00:55:07.600 --> 00:55:09.040
and it didn't turn out well?

797
00:55:10.760 --> 00:55:11.600
Only one?

798
00:55:11.600 --> 00:55:14.640
I mean, what comes to mind as the...

799
00:55:14.640 --> 00:55:19.520
The consistent theme throughout my life.

800
00:55:19.520 --> 00:55:24.520
But the most recent was I was in a 23-year-old marriage

801
00:55:25.700 --> 00:55:27.760
with a man who was chronically ill.

802
00:55:27.760 --> 00:55:32.200
I was his caretaker and he died January of 2023.

803
00:55:32.200 --> 00:55:35.620
And he did so kind of event...

804
00:55:35.620 --> 00:55:38.140
He did it by his own hand in the fact

805
00:55:38.140 --> 00:55:41.020
that he had a chronic illness he never took care of

806
00:55:41.020 --> 00:55:43.280
and I was the caretaker and he was...

807
00:55:43.280 --> 00:55:47.160
And then I had all this promise and belief

808
00:55:47.160 --> 00:55:49.240
that he was going to get well

809
00:55:49.240 --> 00:55:51.360
and that he was going to...

810
00:55:51.360 --> 00:55:53.760
It was gonna turn out better than it did.

811
00:55:53.760 --> 00:55:55.240
And it never did.

812
00:55:55.280 --> 00:55:56.120
And...

813
00:55:57.700 --> 00:55:59.960
When was the first time that you felt

814
00:55:59.960 --> 00:56:01.120
like the other shoe dropped?

815
00:56:01.120 --> 00:56:03.800
The first time that you can remember before that.

816
00:56:06.000 --> 00:56:08.280
You said this has been a consistent theme in your life.

817
00:56:08.280 --> 00:56:09.120
Do you remember the first?

818
00:56:09.120 --> 00:56:12.840
Yeah, I come from a lot of trauma and drama.

819
00:56:14.400 --> 00:56:16.720
And so it would have to be...

820
00:56:16.720 --> 00:56:19.000
There was absolutely zero stability in my home

821
00:56:19.000 --> 00:56:20.800
and I was always the one who was put in charge

822
00:56:20.800 --> 00:56:23.200
of taking care of everybody else.

823
00:56:23.200 --> 00:56:26.840
So it started very, very young, very, very young,

824
00:56:26.840 --> 00:56:28.960
five, six years old young.

825
00:56:28.960 --> 00:56:32.420
And then every time I would try to go

826
00:56:32.420 --> 00:56:34.000
and something good would happen,

827
00:56:34.000 --> 00:56:34.840
I got...

828
00:56:34.840 --> 00:56:37.160
I was a professional singer when I was young

829
00:56:37.160 --> 00:56:41.360
and I got offers and then trauma would happen in my family

830
00:56:41.360 --> 00:56:44.040
and I'd have to give it all up and move forward.

831
00:56:44.040 --> 00:56:48.080
So, I mean, it's just pretty a consistent theme, honestly.

832
00:56:48.080 --> 00:56:50.200
Yeah, and here's the reason I asked that

833
00:56:50.200 --> 00:56:51.660
and that's helpful.

834
00:56:51.660 --> 00:56:53.820
Some of you guys are gonna have consistent themes

835
00:56:53.820 --> 00:56:58.820
that have been your theme in your life up to this point.

836
00:57:00.860 --> 00:57:03.060
And some of you guys are gonna have different themes

837
00:57:03.060 --> 00:57:04.260
and you're gonna have different areas.

838
00:57:04.260 --> 00:57:06.260
And sometimes I'm gonna ask questions

839
00:57:06.260 --> 00:57:09.300
because I wanna get more information to coach you

840
00:57:09.300 --> 00:57:13.060
from a little bit better, fuller perspective.

841
00:57:13.060 --> 00:57:14.820
Because I can come in and I can coach

842
00:57:14.820 --> 00:57:17.640
and I can give you insight and it could be totally off

843
00:57:17.640 --> 00:57:20.820
if I'm not asking for more information.

844
00:57:20.860 --> 00:57:23.460
And so one of the things that's super important

845
00:57:23.460 --> 00:57:26.500
and the reason I said, some of y'all have themes

846
00:57:26.500 --> 00:57:29.580
that have been a part of your life until now.

847
00:57:29.580 --> 00:57:31.100
I did that intentionally.

848
00:57:32.020 --> 00:57:35.700
Because I believe that you can experience

849
00:57:35.700 --> 00:57:38.200
supernatural healing so much to the point

850
00:57:38.200 --> 00:57:42.200
that you can break the cycle in this course and beyond.

851
00:57:42.200 --> 00:57:44.580
I think some of you will take more time than others

852
00:57:44.580 --> 00:57:46.580
because of how much you've been through.

853
00:57:47.540 --> 00:57:50.740
Rebecca, on that, I wanna encourage you this week.

854
00:57:50.740 --> 00:57:55.100
While your husband and the situation with him came up first,

855
00:57:55.100 --> 00:58:00.100
I actually think the stuff from when you were younger,

856
00:58:00.740 --> 00:58:03.860
specifically, you mentioned the professional singing.

857
00:58:03.860 --> 00:58:05.380
Let's start there.

858
00:58:05.380 --> 00:58:07.860
You were gonna be a professional singer

859
00:58:07.860 --> 00:58:10.660
or had that opportunity and then a trauma happened

860
00:58:10.660 --> 00:58:12.980
and that was taken away, okay?

861
00:58:13.420 --> 00:58:18.220
I want you to ask the Lord to help you know

862
00:58:18.220 --> 00:58:21.620
like what is the lie you believed in that situation

863
00:58:21.620 --> 00:58:23.360
but here's the other side.

864
00:58:23.360 --> 00:58:25.580
I want you to ask God to show you

865
00:58:25.580 --> 00:58:28.180
what does he want you to know about the situation?

866
00:58:28.180 --> 00:58:31.540
What was Jesus saying to you when that happened?

867
00:58:33.220 --> 00:58:34.940
Because y'all, here's the reality.

868
00:58:34.940 --> 00:58:37.540
Whether we realize it or believe it or not,

869
00:58:37.540 --> 00:58:42.060
the Bible says that God never leaves us, ever.

870
00:58:43.620 --> 00:58:48.620
So everything that we go through and have gone through,

871
00:58:48.940 --> 00:58:51.820
I feel the Holy Spirit on this, he was with us.

872
00:58:54.220 --> 00:58:57.140
And so I want you to ask Jesus to reveal himself

873
00:58:57.140 --> 00:58:58.780
in that situation and help you to hear

874
00:58:58.780 --> 00:59:01.460
what his spirit wants you to know about it.

875
00:59:01.460 --> 00:59:03.660
And then come in the group and post and tell us what,

876
00:59:03.660 --> 00:59:05.980
and it might take you a little while to hear that, okay?

877
00:59:05.980 --> 00:59:07.260
So don't put pressure on yourself,

878
00:59:07.260 --> 00:59:10.260
just journal about it and see what he shows you

879
00:59:10.540 --> 00:59:14.940
because we need Jesus, the light of the world,

880
00:59:14.940 --> 00:59:18.260
to bring illumination and light into those situations.

881
00:59:18.260 --> 00:59:19.460
And let's start with that one

882
00:59:19.460 --> 00:59:22.580
and then see where God leads you from there, okay?

883
00:59:22.580 --> 00:59:24.140
Singing?

884
00:59:24.140 --> 00:59:26.460
Sure, that was one of the things you mentioned.

885
00:59:26.460 --> 00:59:28.900
So we just start with what comes up

886
00:59:28.900 --> 00:59:30.140
and this is where it's really important.

887
00:59:30.140 --> 00:59:31.700
I think I said this last week, you all,

888
00:59:31.700 --> 00:59:34.020
when I coach, I talk about pulling the thread.

889
00:59:34.020 --> 00:59:35.660
And what I mean by that is you're gonna,

890
00:59:35.660 --> 00:59:37.620
whatever percolates to the surface.

891
00:59:37.660 --> 00:59:40.500
So when I asked you tonight, what was the first time

892
00:59:40.500 --> 00:59:43.020
and you were sharing, you're like a lot of different things,

893
00:59:43.020 --> 00:59:46.500
but the one you actually gave form to

894
00:59:46.500 --> 00:59:49.540
was that opportunity to be a professional singer

895
00:59:49.540 --> 00:59:52.140
and that got taken from you.

896
00:59:53.020 --> 00:59:56.660
And so to me, pull the thread means start there,

897
00:59:56.660 --> 00:59:59.620
let God come in and heal that situation.

898
01:00:00.000 --> 01:00:04.120
then maybe most likely, I mean, this is what typically happens.

899
01:00:04.120 --> 01:00:08.160
The next thing will get revealed to you in that process, because

900
01:00:08.160 --> 01:00:11.840
there's probably a lot more under that, but we also don't go

901
01:00:11.840 --> 01:00:16.260
digging. So we trust the Holy spirit with what he's revealing

902
01:00:16.260 --> 01:00:19.400
for healing. And we go there. Does that make sense? Everyone?

903
01:00:20.760 --> 01:00:24.000
Okay, awesome. Thank you for your share. So courageous. I

904
01:00:24.000 --> 01:00:26.720
appreciate you. All right, Sarah, go ahead.

905
01:00:26.720 --> 01:00:32.920
Um, one of the ones that's come up for me, that God's revealed

906
01:00:32.920 --> 01:00:36.960
to me since I've started this program is thinking that I'm not

907
01:00:36.960 --> 01:00:39.480
good enough, and that that's why he's not doing things for me.

908
01:00:40.960 --> 01:00:43.840
And that's, that's not something I realized that I believed

909
01:00:43.840 --> 01:00:48.040
before. And then another pretty consistent lie that I've

910
01:00:48.040 --> 01:00:53.200
believed throughout my life is that I'm insignificant. And I

911
01:00:53.200 --> 01:01:01.600
think, um, like thinking about it right now, I see that theme

912
01:01:01.600 --> 01:01:06.200
kind of like, throughout my life, like when I was, I guess

913
01:01:06.200 --> 01:01:09.480
when I was younger, and my mom's emotions were frequently out of

914
01:01:09.480 --> 01:01:14.600
control. And so I would, I don't know, I was just thinking about

915
01:01:14.600 --> 01:01:18.040
this right now, I wondering where that came from. And I, I

916
01:01:18.040 --> 01:01:21.160
think about back then and how I would kind of try to stay under

917
01:01:21.160 --> 01:01:25.120
the radar and just like, not be seen so that I wouldn't stir up

918
01:01:25.120 --> 01:01:30.360
anything unnecessary. And I feel like maybe that's carried over

919
01:01:30.360 --> 01:01:34.560
still today. And that because people don't see me, then I feel

920
01:01:34.560 --> 01:01:38.360
like I'm not there, like I'm invisible, and, and not

921
01:01:38.360 --> 01:01:39.160
significant.

922
01:01:39.680 --> 01:01:43.160
Yeah, here's, here's something that as you were saying that, I

923
01:01:43.160 --> 01:01:46.600
also think part of this in you, when I say this, please know

924
01:01:46.600 --> 01:01:49.320
that I don't think you did it intentionally. But

925
01:01:49.320 --> 01:01:53.000
subconsciously, you're also have in your life chosen to not

926
01:01:53.000 --> 01:01:58.200
be seen in certain ways. And one of them started when you just

927
01:01:58.200 --> 01:02:01.560
described that situation. And it's it typically is probably

928
01:02:01.560 --> 01:02:05.960
showing up in your life at times where you feel fear. You

929
01:02:05.960 --> 01:02:09.960
described like your mom would have these emotional situations

930
01:02:09.960 --> 01:02:13.200
that were out of control. And so you would hide to stay under the

931
01:02:13.200 --> 01:02:16.640
radar. That's kind of what you explained to us. And so what I

932
01:02:16.640 --> 01:02:20.480
imagine is because that started so young, this, that's a self

933
01:02:20.480 --> 01:02:23.760
preservation technique, by the way, your body and your mind was

934
01:02:23.760 --> 01:02:27.520
doing something to protect you. But what can happen is when

935
01:02:27.520 --> 01:02:33.200
those place those things happen, we can then live into that, even

936
01:02:33.200 --> 01:02:37.520
as we're adults. So if at any time you feel fear, even if

937
01:02:37.520 --> 01:02:40.160
you're trying to interact in a relationship or a friendship or

938
01:02:40.160 --> 01:02:44.280
a work situation, is if that pressure or something emotional

939
01:02:44.280 --> 01:02:48.040
that feels too much, you might find yourself it might not look

940
01:02:48.040 --> 01:02:50.920
the same as like when you hit as a kid, but maybe it's pulling

941
01:02:50.920 --> 01:02:55.120
back, withdrawing, maybe not going out in public as much. It

942
01:02:55.120 --> 01:02:57.400
can be all kinds of things. So I want you to pray you're on a

943
01:02:57.400 --> 01:03:01.160
really good path. I think stuff is already like percolating to

944
01:03:01.160 --> 01:03:04.840
the surface with you regarding this stuff with your mom. But

945
01:03:04.840 --> 01:03:09.520
the other thing as well. It was interesting, you said, the lie

946
01:03:09.520 --> 01:03:11.680
that you believe is not good enough, and that that is why

947
01:03:11.680 --> 01:03:16.160
God's not doing good things for you. And so my, my question was

948
01:03:16.160 --> 01:03:20.520
going to be for you. Like, who told you you weren't good

949
01:03:20.520 --> 01:03:24.240
enough, like in real life? Like, was there someone that ever said

950
01:03:24.240 --> 01:03:28.720
that? Because you, you know, and again, you all parents say

951
01:03:28.720 --> 01:03:32.600
things sometimes we like, they don't mean it. And but then if

952
01:03:32.600 --> 01:03:35.440
they don't apologize for their mistakes, that wound tends to

953
01:03:35.440 --> 01:03:40.240
stay there. But I just in my spirit, imagine someone saying

954
01:03:40.280 --> 01:03:44.000
because you did this, you're not getting this, but that that was

955
01:03:44.000 --> 01:03:47.760
a, was that a frequent thing in your life where people withheld

956
01:03:47.760 --> 01:03:51.960
things that were good from you? For any reason, whether you

957
01:03:51.960 --> 01:03:55.400
misbehaved or not, but it felt like you were getting those

958
01:03:55.400 --> 01:03:56.600
things held back from you?

959
01:03:57.680 --> 01:04:01.360
Um, I don't remember that specifically. But I just, I

960
01:04:01.360 --> 01:04:06.000
growing up, my mom was very critical of, of me and

961
01:04:06.000 --> 01:04:10.360
everything that I did. So I think that probably over time

962
01:04:10.360 --> 01:04:13.520
just caused me to feel like nothing I do is ever like

963
01:04:13.520 --> 01:04:16.880
enough, like, yeah, like there's something wrong with me.

964
01:04:25.240 --> 01:04:27.880
Am I losing her? Am I the only one that lost her there? Or did

965
01:04:27.880 --> 01:04:28.760
you all lose me?

966
01:04:31.000 --> 01:04:31.720
Can you hear me?

967
01:04:32.400 --> 01:04:35.280
Okay, I can hear you. Now. I think we lost you there for a

968
01:04:35.280 --> 01:04:38.640
little bit. But I think I think I have enough to kind of coach

969
01:04:38.640 --> 01:04:42.400
you on this. One, one of the things I want you to pray still

970
01:04:42.400 --> 01:04:44.720
into the thing with your mom that's coming up. And

971
01:04:44.760 --> 01:04:48.520
specifically, when her emotions were out of control, and you

972
01:04:48.520 --> 01:04:53.640
started to hide to prevent being seen or disruptive or whatever

973
01:04:53.680 --> 01:04:59.240
verbiage you were using there, and ask the Lord to reveal those

974
01:04:59.240 --> 01:04:59.720
areas for

975
01:05:00.000 --> 01:05:04.040
link this, this next week that are all surrounding that and any other lies.

976
01:05:04.040 --> 01:05:08.000
So the lie might be insignificant, um, not getting up, but there might be

977
01:05:08.000 --> 01:05:10.480
some other ones that are hanging like outliers.

978
01:05:10.480 --> 01:05:11.440
That's what I'm going to call them.

979
01:05:12.060 --> 01:05:14.720
They're connected, but they're kind of outliers.

980
01:05:14.720 --> 01:05:16.600
And so they might not be as obvious.

981
01:05:17.080 --> 01:05:20.880
Um, and we're going to do, um, your activation y'all this week is going to

982
01:05:20.880 --> 01:05:22.960
help that'll partner really well.

983
01:05:23.300 --> 01:05:27.000
Um, Sarah, with what I was just saying, I do want you to write down the things,

984
01:05:27.000 --> 01:05:29.240
but I never want you all to stay in a negative place.

985
01:05:29.240 --> 01:05:29.520
Okay.

986
01:05:30.200 --> 01:05:34.560
We're always going to try to bring the truth and the positive to any negative

987
01:05:34.560 --> 01:05:37.720
that we write down and acknowledge about the lies that we're experiencing.

988
01:05:37.880 --> 01:05:41.520
But I want you to start at least there where you're starting to identify.

989
01:05:41.960 --> 01:05:47.280
Um, and I do want you to just to pray and ask the Lord if there are any areas

990
01:05:47.280 --> 01:05:54.520
where in, in the day to day, where maybe you're not sometimes showing

991
01:05:54.520 --> 01:05:56.360
up the way you want to show up.

992
01:05:57.340 --> 01:05:58.280
Does that make sense?

993
01:05:58.280 --> 01:06:01.880
Like you want to be a certain way, but you hold back parts of yourself.

994
01:06:01.920 --> 01:06:04.800
That's and again, I don't know if that's resonating, but that's just kind of what

995
01:06:04.800 --> 01:06:06.640
was coming up in my spirit for you.

996
01:06:07.120 --> 01:06:11.280
Um, so I'm going to take Camilla and then, um, Anna, I'm going to probably

997
01:06:11.280 --> 01:06:14.400
come back and have you share if we have time at the end, cause I need, need to

998
01:06:14.400 --> 01:06:17.000
go through the additional content as well.

999
01:06:17.120 --> 01:06:19.960
Um, because it's going to be really important for, for a lot of you.

1000
01:06:20.240 --> 01:06:20.640
Okay.

1001
01:06:21.200 --> 01:06:22.400
Um, Camilla.

1002
01:06:22.640 --> 01:06:23.160
Yeah.

1003
01:06:23.480 --> 01:06:27.480
So when you were reading the list of lies, one really stood out to me in

1004
01:06:27.480 --> 01:06:31.880
was the scarcity orphan mentality that says like that I'm not enough, that I'm

1005
01:06:31.880 --> 01:06:35.400
always going to be begging that I'm always going to be struggling in, especially

1006
01:06:35.400 --> 01:06:40.760
today, something happened in my day that really hit me and I didn't see it coming.

1007
01:06:40.800 --> 01:06:45.240
And that was a really strong, I thought I would, I was not even going to be able

1008
01:06:45.240 --> 01:06:50.520
to be here tonight because I was just crying uncontrollably and, um, I feel

1009
01:06:50.520 --> 01:06:54.680
like I just have to break this cycle, you know, of scarcity, like people around me

1010
01:06:54.680 --> 01:06:57.400
say, Camilla, you know, I don't want to sound proud.

1011
01:06:57.440 --> 01:06:59.240
I'm just sharing like honest here.

1012
01:06:59.240 --> 01:07:04.480
Like people tell me like, Oh, Camilla, I see so many potential potential in you

1013
01:07:04.480 --> 01:07:09.320
and you're this and that, and they see like greatness, but I like, God, I don't

1014
01:07:09.320 --> 01:07:11.640
know how to break this cycle of scarcity.

1015
01:07:11.640 --> 01:07:14.280
You know, like, I don't know how to break through this, you know, like

1016
01:07:14.280 --> 01:07:20.280
financially and also, um, like emotionally, you know, like thinking like there's

1017
01:07:20.280 --> 01:07:27.320
no good man out there anymore, like in my church, like there's just couple people

1018
01:07:27.320 --> 01:07:29.640
and couple married couples and.

1019
01:07:30.280 --> 01:07:31.360
With teenagers.

1020
01:07:31.360 --> 01:07:35.760
So like, I'm like, there's no guy out there left, you know, like good guys of

1021
01:07:35.760 --> 01:07:37.960
character and Christian single, you know?

1022
01:07:38.400 --> 01:07:38.760
Yeah.

1023
01:07:39.000 --> 01:07:39.880
So, yeah.

1024
01:07:40.360 --> 01:07:45.160
So ladies, this, the key to this truly is growing in your identity.

1025
01:07:46.000 --> 01:07:49.040
And one of the ways you're going to keep growing, you're already on a good star.

1026
01:07:49.040 --> 01:07:53.880
I mean, I've been so blessed by your activations and you're, you're doing the

1027
01:07:53.880 --> 01:07:56.920
work, the enemy's just trying to discourage you, you know?

1028
01:07:56.920 --> 01:07:58.520
I mean, he's trying to discourage you.

1029
01:07:58.520 --> 01:08:00.520
You're making a lot of great progress.

1030
01:08:01.000 --> 01:08:03.440
You're going to learn through this and grow through this situation

1031
01:08:03.440 --> 01:08:04.760
that happened today as well.

1032
01:08:04.760 --> 01:08:08.040
I don't think it's a coincidence that I talked about the scarcity mindset

1033
01:08:08.040 --> 01:08:14.680
tonight, um, but I want to encourage you, um, keep asking God to show you, excuse

1034
01:08:14.680 --> 01:08:16.080
me, who he is more.

1035
01:08:16.479 --> 01:08:20.439
And the more that you get to know God's character, the more that he's going to

1036
01:08:20.439 --> 01:08:23.479
keep showing you your identity in him.

1037
01:08:23.600 --> 01:08:24.600
Does that make sense?

1038
01:08:25.040 --> 01:08:25.399
Yes.

1039
01:08:25.760 --> 01:08:26.080
Yeah.

1040
01:08:26.120 --> 01:08:30.279
So, and, and with that, again, the activation, I think you guys are going to

1041
01:08:30.279 --> 01:08:33.040
really like the activation that we're going to do this week.

1042
01:08:33.080 --> 01:08:36.160
It's going to help what I'm talking to you about right now as well.

1043
01:08:36.640 --> 01:08:41.240
Um, because we're going to be asking God to show you all stuff about your identity.

1044
01:08:41.680 --> 01:08:42.520
It's going to be good.

1045
01:08:42.800 --> 01:08:43.240
All right.

1046
01:08:43.520 --> 01:08:46.960
So I'm going to segue into our content because it ties into what

1047
01:08:50.319 --> 01:08:51.600
you muted Bethany.

1048
01:08:53.200 --> 01:08:53.680
Sorry.

1049
01:08:53.680 --> 01:08:55.160
I don't know why I just muted myself.

1050
01:08:55.720 --> 01:08:59.439
I'm going to segue into the content because it's really good transition with

1051
01:08:59.439 --> 01:09:01.359
what we were just talking about right there.

1052
01:09:01.640 --> 01:09:04.960
So we're going to start talking about the real you like, who is the real you?

1053
01:09:05.120 --> 01:09:08.200
We talked a little bit earlier about your true identity.

1054
01:09:08.680 --> 01:09:11.359
Um, that is your God given identity.

1055
01:09:11.439 --> 01:09:16.840
And, and a lot of us don't really know that to the fullness that we could know it.

1056
01:09:17.840 --> 01:09:21.319
One of the stories I tell a lot is, um, and I'm going to paraphrase this.

1057
01:09:21.319 --> 01:09:26.359
You also, please don't hold me to like how the scriptures quoted, but in Genesis,

1058
01:09:26.359 --> 01:09:32.319
you know, after Adam and Eve, um, eight of the fruit and they realized they were

1059
01:09:32.319 --> 01:09:36.680
naked, they started finding things to cover themselves and they went into

1060
01:09:36.800 --> 01:09:37.520
hiding.

1061
01:09:37.840 --> 01:09:40.200
Interesting that we were talking about hiding tonight too.

1062
01:09:40.760 --> 01:09:48.160
Um, a little bit, but when God came back in, um, he's looking for them and he's

1063
01:09:48.160 --> 01:09:49.120
like, where are you?

1064
01:09:50.040 --> 01:09:56.040
And you know, they come out and basically God ends up asking them and like so many

1065
01:09:56.040 --> 01:09:58.240
words, like who told you that you were naked?

1066
01:09:58.240 --> 01:09:59.880
Like, cause they were now covered.

1067
01:10:00.000 --> 01:10:04.600
And the reason they covered themselves was because now they knew they were naked.

1068
01:10:04.600 --> 01:10:09.580
So my question to you is this, who told you that you were naked?

1069
01:10:09.580 --> 01:10:15.960
And what I mean by that is like, who told you that you weren't smart?

1070
01:10:15.960 --> 01:10:21.320
Who told you that you were fat or that you were too skinny or that you couldn't keep

1071
01:10:21.320 --> 01:10:22.320
a husband?

1072
01:10:22.320 --> 01:10:27.000
Who told you that you're, um, I'm just saying things that are coming up in my spirit that

1073
01:10:27.000 --> 01:10:28.040
your nose looked funny.

1074
01:10:28.040 --> 01:10:33.600
Who told you that you would never be able to grow financially?

1075
01:10:33.600 --> 01:10:39.480
Who told you that you would never be able to, um, accomplish a degree?

1076
01:10:39.480 --> 01:10:45.480
Like there's so many different things you all that we lean into and we live our lives

1077
01:10:45.480 --> 01:10:50.080
because of these things that were said to us by other people and the enemy sent those

1078
01:10:50.080 --> 01:10:56.800
people to say those things, to crush us in such a way that we would not step into the

1079
01:10:56.800 --> 01:11:01.680
fullness of what God originally created us to do and to become.

1080
01:11:01.680 --> 01:11:05.920
So I don't know what your, who told you you were naked phrase, like whatever your thing

1081
01:11:05.920 --> 01:11:11.140
is, maybe it is like even Camille, like the enemy's trying to tell her she's never going

1082
01:11:11.140 --> 01:11:12.140
to break the cycle.

1083
01:11:12.140 --> 01:11:14.400
Like, where did that start?

1084
01:11:14.400 --> 01:11:15.640
You know?

1085
01:11:15.640 --> 01:11:18.240
So who was the one that originally told you that?

1086
01:11:18.240 --> 01:11:23.000
And I want you to kind of imagine if a building fell, crushed, crumbled to the ground and

1087
01:11:23.000 --> 01:11:31.880
all the rubble and the mess, imagine if you were spiritually laying underneath of that.

1088
01:11:31.880 --> 01:11:38.960
The Lord never intended for you to be up under the rubble and the mess that no matter what

1089
01:11:38.960 --> 01:11:44.760
we go through, the Bible says we will go through trials and tribulation, but we can overcome.

1090
01:11:44.760 --> 01:11:50.200
It also says that we are more than conquerors on our own.

1091
01:11:50.200 --> 01:11:55.560
I don't know, but through Christ Jesus, but so many times we're, we're trying to go it

1092
01:11:55.560 --> 01:12:02.280
alone and we're trying to go at it through these false identities that we're living into.

1093
01:12:02.280 --> 01:12:06.960
But did you know that you were created to be a supernova?

1094
01:12:06.960 --> 01:12:08.440
You were.

1095
01:12:08.440 --> 01:12:13.800
And some of you are like, man, I don't feel that special, but I'm here tonight to tell

1096
01:12:13.800 --> 01:12:18.080
you that you are genuinely God.

1097
01:12:18.080 --> 01:12:23.560
Mike was so excited the day that he was forming you and molding you and he was putting gifts

1098
01:12:23.560 --> 01:12:28.840
and talents and abilities into you and he was like, man, she's going to be amazing.

1099
01:12:28.840 --> 01:12:33.920
And I can't wait to release her into the world.

1100
01:12:33.920 --> 01:12:40.160
Whether your parents planned you or not, God always planned you and you are, you were his

1101
01:12:40.160 --> 01:12:43.000
good thought and you are his good thought.

1102
01:12:43.000 --> 01:12:46.520
That has not changed.

1103
01:12:46.520 --> 01:12:51.360
Romans 8, 37 through 39 says this, no, here's the scripture to support what I was saying.

1104
01:12:51.360 --> 01:12:55.680
In all these things, we are more than conquerors through him who loved us, for I am convinced

1105
01:12:55.680 --> 01:13:00.200
that neither death nor life, neither angels nor demons, neither the present nor the future

1106
01:13:00.200 --> 01:13:04.400
nor any powers, neither height nor depth, nor anything else in all creation will be

1107
01:13:04.400 --> 01:13:10.040
able to separate us from the love of God that is in Christ Jesus, our Lord.

1108
01:13:10.040 --> 01:13:19.600
If God is for you, who and what can be against you?

1109
01:13:19.600 --> 01:13:22.480
If God is for you, who or what can be against you?

1110
01:13:22.480 --> 01:13:27.360
Who or what can be against his plan unfolding in your life?

1111
01:13:27.360 --> 01:13:29.520
Y'all, it's time.

1112
01:13:29.520 --> 01:13:35.640
It's time for you to continue to step into the fullness of the life God planned for you.

1113
01:13:35.640 --> 01:13:40.240
It's time for the princess on the inside of you, the royalty, the royal part of who

1114
01:13:40.240 --> 01:13:45.280
God created you to be, to rise up and awaken.

1115
01:13:45.280 --> 01:13:50.360
Ephesians 5, 14 says this, awake, awake, O sleeper, and rise up from the dead and Christ

1116
01:13:50.360 --> 01:13:54.440
will shine on you.

1117
01:13:54.440 --> 01:13:55.680
So how do we awaken?

1118
01:13:55.680 --> 01:13:58.480
Well, God is the one that awakens us, right?

1119
01:13:58.480 --> 01:14:01.880
Even in moments like tonight, some of you will leave tonight and you will be changed

1120
01:14:01.880 --> 01:14:03.280
forever.

1121
01:14:03.280 --> 01:14:04.720
You will.

1122
01:14:04.800 --> 01:14:10.840
Some of you will take steps towards that, but each one of you will, will go on the path

1123
01:14:10.840 --> 01:14:16.280
that you choose as well as the ones that God enables you to walk on.

1124
01:14:16.280 --> 01:14:22.240
But I want you to think of it like, like heaven comes down and kisses our life and awakens

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us just like in the love stories, the little princess stories, right?

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There's a prince.

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God is the one awakening you to that true identity.

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How many of you all, anyone ever seen the movie Wreck-It Ralph?

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Anyone ever seen that?

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Yeah, it's super cute.

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And I won't spend a lot of time on this, but if you haven't seen it, I will, I would love

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for y'all or even if you've seen it to watch it.

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I don't want to give away too much, but there's this character in there that God really has

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shown me this storyline as a good example for true identity that's always been there.

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But sometimes things happen in life and

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get a glitch. Penelope in the movie is like this little girl that's glitching and she's just like

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this cute little adorable girl and Wreck-It Ralph meets her and at first it's like a one motive but

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then he starts she grows on him and they start to become kind of like really good friends and

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then as the story unfolds what ends up being found out is that there was this villain guy

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okay so we're gonna pretend he's the devil this is my little scenario he took a part of Penelope

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out of her this is like a a movie based on like a game so she had a chip that he removed

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but imagine the same thing happened in your life at some point the enemy came and he

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took a piece out and you've been glitching ever since and all that needs to happen and

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i'm not trying to simplify this but like y'all the movie when that chip got put back in place

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she even herself had forgotten who she was before that chip was taken out it's kind of incredible

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but then when that chip chip got put back in she turns into the princess that she always was

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there was never a time that she wasn't a princess

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but she forgot who she was in her mind and some of you you've just forgotten who you are

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you are becoming someone new every single day

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so i believe god wants to help you become that princess that that person that does allow him to

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put the royal robe on you and come into his family you're also going to awaken to restoration in your

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01:16:53.440 --> 01:16:57.760
life you're going to awaken to big bold future some of you guys are going to have quickened

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dreams not just nighttime dreams daytime dreams but what i'm talking about tonight

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are like childhood dreams things you always wanted to do but you've never done it one of you all i

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was so excited on your activation you said i've been wanting to go to this place for years and i

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finally went and it was beautiful and i'm sorry i don't remember who it was but it was beautiful

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and i was so glad that you shared that with us but i felt so yes nicole i felt so excited

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to see you and at the same moment i was thinking man why do we wait why do we go why do we wait

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to go and do these things that we long to do live today ladies live today don't wait to live

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tomorrow you're going to be able to do all kinds of amazing things with your spirit mate when they

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come to but have fun today live today awaken to your life now practice living because you know

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what your spirit mate and men that are healthy guess what ladies they're attracted to people

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who can have fun and are lively and live life they are okay here's your breakout question

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in what ways does the enemy challenge the real you does he tend to use comparison competition

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or imitation or maybe he uses all of them but what does he tend to use with you and how does

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this show up in your life like what's what's one of the ways that you know either comparison

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competition or imitation how does that show up for you all right i'm going to recreate these rooms

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we lost a couple people all right we're going to do six minutes so you're gonna have to be

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a little quicker on this one but go ahead and go click to that room

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then click to join

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all right i think we got everyone situated lord i just thank you

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for your truth and your life lord i thank you that you're bringing revelation power into our

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spirits our souls our bodies our minds and our wills i thank you god that you are awakening these

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women to the power of who you have created them to be lord that you would just breathe life into

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them even right now that they would arise arise a sleeper and wake up from the dead that they would

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have visions and understanding of what it means to literally not only you open the grave the two

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whom, where we've been buried under things, but you enable us

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to sit up and to get up and to start living life more

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abundantly. We thank you, God, for resurrection power, the same

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power that rose Jesus from the dead, again, is living and

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operating in us. And even Lazarus is a prime example.

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Jesus loved him. Lazarus died. Could Jesus have kept Lazarus

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alive, even from where he was at? Absolutely. But it says that

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he allowed that so that God could be glorified. And I was

1186
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thinking about this the other day, after Lazarus was risen

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from the dead, Jesus and Lazarus were just sitting at a dinner

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table one night, having dinner together. And I was thinking to

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myself, man, wouldn't that be wild to sit there with a man

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that was dead for a few days, but now he's alive. Same thing

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with Jesus, right? But the same thing can happen in our life.

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Things that seem dead right now, God can breathe life and hope

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and new things. He can bring rivers in the wasteland and

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streams in the desert. Isaiah 43, 19 talks about that. I want

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to encourage you all to meditate on that scripture and really let

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it sink in, that we would think on things that are true, noble

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and lovely and of good report, things that are above only and

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not beneath, that we would believe by the power of God that

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we are blessed when we go in, we're blessed when we go out,

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we're blessed when we lie down at night and we're blessed when

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we rise up, even when we physically don't feel it, that

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we would align with that truth and partner with heaven to see

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what God wants to do in us and through us every single day. We

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thank you, God, that you're doing a new work in our lives,

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that we will not settle for less than your best. God, I thank you

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that you would help us to recognize the areas where we're

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not living fully alive. Some of us are living good lives, but

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we're not living the good, good abundant life you created us to

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live. Revelation 12, 9 through 11 says this, then I heard a

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triumphant voice in heaven proclaiming now salvation and

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power set in place and the kingdom reign of our God and the

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ruling authority of his anointed one are established for the

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accuser of our brothers and sisters who relentlessly accused

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them day and night before our God has now been defeated. Cast

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out once and for all. Eva, I just saw your message. That's

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totally fine. That's totally fine. John 3, 16 says this, for

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this is how much God loved the world. He gave his one and only

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son, his one and only unique son as a gift. So now everyone who

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believes in him will never perish, but experience

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everlasting life. Lord, we thank you that you'll help us to also

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just understand what it looks like to be like a tree that's

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planted by rivers of living water that we would flourish in

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season and out of season, even under pressure that we would,

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yeah, just experience the fullness of your joy, joy,

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unspeakable and full of glory. And Lord that our joy comes a

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lot from focusing on the joy of our salvation that when we

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meditate and think on even the day that you, you met us Lord,

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that you drew us in with your loving kindness. And we made a

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decision to live for Jesus Christ, the joy that we felt,

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Lord, let that be the thing that emanates in our soul tonight.

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Help us to cling to the truth of who you are and all that you're

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doing in our life, even when we can't see it with our physical

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eyes, that we would partner with the truth that you are working

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all things together for good, for those who love you and live

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according to your purposes that you're working on our behalf,

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even right now in Jesus, I thank you that you're sitting at the

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right hand of the father interceding for us. And I thank

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you, Lord, Jesus, that you, you are always, you went to the

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cross for us, you chose us, you conquered death and destruction

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and we can live in the abundant life, the healed life, the full

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life because of it. Isaiah 53 verse four through six says

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this, yet it was our weaknesses he carried. It was our sorrows

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that weighed him down. And we thought his troubles were a

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punishment from God, a punishment for his own sins, but

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he was pierced for our rebellion, crushed for our sins.

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He was beaten so we could be whole. He was whipped so that we

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could be healed. Matthew 7, 25 through 26 says this, these

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words I speak to you, and this is Jesus saying this are not

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incidental additions to your life, homeowner improvements to

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your standard of living. They are foundational words, words to

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build a life on. If you work these words into your life, you

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are like a smart carpenter. Sorry, I got to push these

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buttons. Who built his house on a solid

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rock, rain poured down, the river flooded, a tornado hit, but nothing moved that house. It was

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fixed to the rock. God's so good you all. He protects us in trouble and storms and when the

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winds blow. Jesus wasn't scared in that boat when the waves were crashing. Do you know why?

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Because he knew where they were going. He knew where he was taking the disciples.

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He knew where they were going. He had no fear and so he could sleep and be at a place of rest.

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So in Jesus name I declare that you all will even in the midst of heartwork be in that place of

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rest knowing that Jesus is with you and he knows where you're going and he'll take you there and

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he'll guide you every step of the way. He's not going to leave you alone. Even when Peter stepped

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out of the boat. We focus a lot on the fact that Peter sunk you all, but what what the heck he got

1263
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out of the boat. Let's focus on that, right? I always get a little echo when Eloise comes back.

1264
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I'm not sure why, but let's focus on the positive. The enemy's going to try to get you all to focus

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on the negative a lot and it can be hard when you're doing heart healing because you're going

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to see the lies and the pain, but I want to encourage you to celebrate your wins. Y'all,

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you made it. You're here and some of you like you're investing in this heart healing and others

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never do. I want you to like really just the old-fashioned like tonight when you get off.

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I really sincerely and some of you will do this and some won't, but I genuinely want you to give

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yourself a hug and just like say thank you to yourself. Like really love yourself and say thank

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you for not giving up on me. Yeah. Y'all, we're our best advocates. We fight for ourselves and

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Jesus fights on our behalf too, but we got to love ourselves really well. Okay, I have three minutes.

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So here's what I'm going to do. Eva. No, Anna. I'm so sorry. Wrong name. Anna. Anna, I would like for

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you to go ahead and share because you had your hand up before if you would like to still share

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and then I'll go ahead and finish us up for tonight. Yeah, sure. And it's Anna, by the way.

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Anna. Thank you. Like Elsa and Anna. Okay. Okay. Yeah. So it's interesting because in the first

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breakout, this is my first night, by the way. So in the first breakout, we were talking about

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just kind of the lie that there's nobody out. I'm 43. I've never been married. I don't have children

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and I want those things very deeply and I've just been waiting on the Lord to provide them for me

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and just had a lot of, you know, trauma and that sort of thing. And so it's just hard to believe

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that that is in my future. But then I also question it in that maybe that's not what God has

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for me. So is it right for me to continue to pursue that? But what's interesting is we came back from

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that and what Mackenzie shared and what you shared actually triggered something else for me and that

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just feeling like like ghosted by a friend. Right. Like I've had a couple of friends that have

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were very close. Like I was in their weddings. We were best friends. And separately, just one

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completely ghosted me. And it was very painful. And I had no idea why. And she refused to respond

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to me and got her whole family to ghost me. And so I still, to this day, have no idea. And it had

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been, you know, 10 years and she she tried to come back into my life earlier this year.

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And I struggled with how to respond to that. And I did respond. And then she ended up not responding

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back to me at all. And so it's been kind of this repeated, I guess, abandonment or people that I

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had, you know, prayed the Lord would bring into my life when I first went to college that I would

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find a Christian friend. And here this is this first person I met. She was an answered prayer

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for me. And then to have her do that to me. And that's happened more than once with really

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close friends. And so that really hit for me for sure. This is this. Yeah, I feel like this is the

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Lord for several people tonight, because it's interesting. You didn't know this, but the person

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I was talking about, I was in her wedding. She was in my wedding. So it does. It's kind of like,

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wait a minute, this doesn't feel right, you know, but one of the things in particular,

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you'll just keep this in mind, the enemy will try to come at us similar ways to wear us down.

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And if he can't get one way, he'll try to come another way. And he'll kind of keep trying to

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attack the same things. So like, think of it like, I don't know what movies, but like the old school

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war movies, when there would be castles, and they would go to war, well, how they would take the

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castle down is they would try to find the vulnerability of the castle and they would

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target it and target it and target it. And they would go to the door and, you know, they would

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take those big logs and whatever they're called. You all know what movies I'm talking about, right?

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Try to pound the door. Well, that's because the door typically couldn't be the stone. It was made

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out of something else. And typically they've, they believed they could get through that place.

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And so what I want to propose to all of you is that the enemy will try to come at you in similar

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ways, but praise God, you have people fighting on your behalf in heaven. And there's scripture in

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the Bible that even talks about like, there are times where, uh, I don't remember if it was

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Elisha or Elijah right now. I apologize y'all, but it was one of them. But like, you know,

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the servant was scared because there was, you know, all these army people surrounding them

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and he was terrified they were going to be overcome. And, um, Elisha or Elijah prayed to,

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for God to open the servant's eyes. And when he did, when God opened the servant's eyes,

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there was a whole host of army angels there to war on their behalf. So I'm saying that to say this,

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no matter what we go through, no matter how the enemy comes at us and tries to take us down in

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different ways or discourage us or cause us to believe that people don't love us, that we are

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abandoned because see the whole, the whole thing is he's trying to get us to take the bait. Yep.

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See your friend left you. They ghosted you. You are abandoned. People don't love you. They don't

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stick around again. I'm just kind of saying different things, but like whatever you hear,

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that's what you want to hone in on. Like, Lord, what is it that I heard when this happened and

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what are their lies and trauma in my life? Did this connect to when's the first time I felt

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abandoned by a friend, by a parent, whoever y'all sometimes when we go down this road, I'll have

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people say like, even as a kid, they had a friend that moved away and they just were so heartbroken

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over that the friend didn't leave them, but they felt abandoned by that friend. So just be open to

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whatever the Lord brings up ladies. Okay. In this process, super important. All right. I'm going to

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close this out tonight. Here is what your activation is this week. I'm going to show you

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a picture. This is just one example. I don't want people to worry. It doesn't have to be super

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crafty. I had another example and I meant to look for it this afternoon. And then I totally forgot,

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but here's one example that I want to show you. This is what I call the silhouette activation.

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The silhouette literally can be less crafty than this. Y'all can scratch a little with pencil,

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01:32:46.640 --> 01:32:51.520
a little silhouette of yourself. It doesn't even have to have eyes and color, but if you want to

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do whatever you feel led to do, but with that silhouette, I want you to ask God this,

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God, what do you say about me? God, who do you say that I am?

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And I want you to write the positive things that you hear onto the silhouette.

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If you hear negative things, I don't want those to go on the silhouette. Those need to go on a

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separate piece of paper because what's happening is as you guys are leaning into God, who do you

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01:33:20.080 --> 01:33:24.480
say that I am? God, what do you want me to hear about myself? You're going to have negative

1338
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thoughts that you think about yourself because of lies you believe that are going to come up as well.

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If those come up, write those on another piece of paper, then cross them out and say, okay, God,

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this is not truth. What is your truth for me? And once you process that out and get the truth,

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get the positive thing, then you can put that on your silhouette. Okay.

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So that's your activation. We're calling this the silhouette of yourself, your identity,

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who you are, and this will pair with the real you. Again, you're asking God to show you. And

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some of you, yeah, I see. I know Laura, some of you are going to struggle with this, but it's okay.

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If you only get one word right now, do one word and start there. Don't feel like you're less than

1346
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if you don't get that, that young lady got a lot of words. That's awesome. I had other people that

1347
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had like five words, just do what, do what God leads you to do, because it's better to start

1348
01:34:21.520 --> 01:34:26.640
somewhere than not do it at all. Cause I have a lot of people that will just be like, Oh,

1349
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that's too much. And they're afraid they're not going to hear God. And so they just won't do it,

1350
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but just, I encourage you to lean in. If y'all don't ever know how to hear God,

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reading his word is one of the best ways to get to know him and hear him more.

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Okay. All right. So as we do that, that's your activation number one. And because

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of some things that came up tonight, I feel led to give you a second one.

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It didn't come up this afternoon, but I wrote it down when y'all were in the breakout.

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We're going to do the mirror.

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activation. That's what I call it. And what I want you to do

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is I want you to stand in front of your bathroom mirror, or

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bedroom or whatever, in front of a mirror. And I want you to

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genuinely tell yourself that you love yourself. This is I do the

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mirror activation a couple different ways. So we're gonna

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we're gonna take step one tonight. And you all might

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think, well, that's not hard. But some of you all are going to

1363
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find an encounter with God in this some of y'all are gonna,

1364
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it'll be a process for you to actually really love yourself

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when you're looking at yourself and say, Hey, Maria, I love you.

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And genuinely meet it. Okay. But starting with confessing that is

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the first part. All right, as we close tonight, I'm going to read

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our supernova declaration over you. This is at the end of your

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ebook. So you guys can look for this. And I encourage you

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honestly, write this out and put it up and declare it out loud

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over yourself on a regular basis, it will change your life.

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How do I know? Because God led me to do that. And it did. Okay,

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here we go. So as I'm reading this, I really want to encourage

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you just to like, close your eyes and let the truth really

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inspire you and let God speak into your soul. This is what he

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is saying over each one of you tonight. You are a world

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changer, an atmosphere shifter, a light bearer, a truth teller

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and a hope dealer. Your heart is awakening. It's your time to be

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made whole. You contain the beauty of all creation, the

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mysteries of the entire universe reside in you. You are the image

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of the Almighty God, the offspring of the great I am.

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You are a beloved daughter of God. His original heart, your

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original heart is one of love, joy, peace, hope and innocence.

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You were created for community and love. You are accepted in

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the family of God. You have been created to prosper. You will not

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be anyone besides who love God, the Father has made you to be.

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From this moment forward every day, when you look in the

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mirror, you are going to see more and more of what God sees

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in Jesus name. Amen and Amen. Father, I pray that you would

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seal every one of these declarations, every word that

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spoke in all the prayers that have been prayed. Pray that you

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would just continue to minister to these ladies this week and

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help them to hear what your spirit is saying to them. In

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Jesus name. We love you all. Keep showing up in the group.

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I've been so excited y'all. I saw lots more engagement in the

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last week in the group. It's awesome. Keep coming in and

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sharing. So good to see you. I'll be seeing you all again

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really soon. Good night.