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Hello, welcome. Welcome, welcome. Joining us tonight for heart check in 8pm so glad

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to be here. If you're joining us for the first time, would love for you to let me know in

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the chat that you're here joining for your first live session. So you could have even

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been in the heart work for a few weeks. But maybe this is your first live session that

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you're joining. If that's you definitely let me know in the chat. Welcome back to those

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of you that have been with us before. It's so good to see all of you again and just so

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grateful even our afternoon session and just I feel like I have such a blessed opportunity

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to get to know so many of you and to get to be just to see a small glimpse of your healing

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journey. It's incredible privilege from my perspective. And y'all just as I start to

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kick tonight off, couple housekeeping things as we welcome first time Liz, welcome. Stephanie

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first live session. Welcome. Who else has joined us for the first time? Anyone else?

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Hi, ladies. All right. Okay, so Bernice, do you go by Nisi? Is that what you're saying

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to us? I think that's what you're saying. I like it. Yes, thank you. Yeah, I'll put

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you back on. It's okay. Welcome for your first time. And I saw you on prayer this morning

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and I loved what you had to share by the way. So glad to see you jumping in and just being

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bold to share what God was speaking to you. As we start tonight. Again, if you're joining,

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you're just logging in. If you're joining us for the first time, be sure to let me know

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in the chat. Want to just welcome you and shout out to you. Replays Supernatural Saturday.

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And we also have this last week, last night we did prophetic ministry night. So once a

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month we do our best. We being the prayer team, Jackie, myself, and anyone else that's

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able to join us that we have designated to do a prophetic ministry night. And we really

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lean into like, what is God saying to us for the community? And so we did that last night

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and that replay is there for you. I really believe that that will be a time of healing

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for you all. If you're able just to like, you know, even just let yourself receive and

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soak in it. And you can always go back and relisten and take notes, but it'll be such

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a blessing. I think it'll really lift your spirits in a time when you're working and

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processing so many things. All right, so those are under the replays tab for you. Y'all one

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of the things I've noticed recently is in the app in the phone app. Sometimes we have

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a couple of bugs and glitches. So even myself, when I clicked on the replays tab today, the

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new replays weren't showing there, but I knew they were there. And so I clicked on a different

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tab and then went back and they were there. So it was kind of like a refresh. So be sure

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to do that. Just kind of, you know, click around on other tabs and then go back to make

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sure you're seeing all the replays that are available to you. Best practice one week of

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content per week, ladies. Okay. I know some of you want to go like really fast because

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you feel like you're all healed up already when you come in here, but I want to encourage

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you to really honor the guidelines that we've set. We've been doing this for a long time

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and we really see what works and what's the most effective for everyone. And so if you

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do kind of email us in email in, excuse me, and say that you're ready to move forward

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and you've only been here two, three, even four weeks, we're going to encourage you

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to spend that extra however many weeks applies to you in the heartwork. So we might encourage

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you to go back and rewatch videos, whatever. If you guys, if you all get done, here's my

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recommendation to you. If you're watching and content and reading your book, you want

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to really stick with what are the videos and what are the reading and what are the journal

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questions for each week. We've built them that way because it's progressive. It's supposed

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to guide you as you go. And I know some people get super excited and they read all the way

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through the book and then they don't watch the videos in correlation with it. Is it going

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to still work? Yeah. But I, I believe we believe you're going to get more revelation if you

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do kind of the way we've paired it together. Um, but if you finish content early, I want

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to encourage you to go back and rewatch the videos for that week. Reread the book, visit

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your journaling and really let God like give yourself space to, um, unpack with the Lord

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what you've been hearing. Sometimes we're moving so fast, especially in this world and

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society that we don't even have time to really process myself included y'all. Sometimes I'm

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so busy coaching everybody else and helping everybody else. I, uh, sometimes forget to

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pause and.

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Take care of me. All right, so I want to encourage you don't don't lean into that lean into taking good care of yourself and

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Receive everything that God has for you while you're here

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We do put up a roll call post on every Sunday what that is. Basically, it's our weekly check-in

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It's not mandatory, but we want you to know that's there for you to let us know. How are you doing?

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What are your wins? What week are you on so that we can track with you? No matter what week you are on

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Amy W. Hi, welcome back

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Thank you for putting in the chat and letting us see you and know you if you all are joining for the first time

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If you haven't heard me say this, I would love for you to come on screen

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If you can we understand that not everybody can if you're at work

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You don't have to if you're driving we get it

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But if you're able want to encourage you to come on screen, here's why

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You all in so many parts of our lives. We go into hiding and we don't even realize it

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We don't show up as fully in the world because something has happened and it's caused us to shrink back. I

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Told a story this morning. I'm in Kentucky visiting family for the holidays

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We're about to head to Indiana, but I got to see my spiritual daughters

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Super excited about that and my one the older of the two

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She got to the restaurant a little bit before us the other day and I was like, hey

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Can you go in and put our name in I thought we were gonna be there before you

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The short of it is she said yes to me in the text

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But then when we got there, she was afraid to go in by herself, which she's 21

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So I was kind of like really you're afraid and then we went to this little coffee shop and I was walking in with her

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I just was like right behind her and she said I'm kind of scared to go in here

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and so I'm saying this to you as an example because

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She's had so much trauma with her parents her biological parents and some of her own choices in life

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That she is really becoming afraid of all kinds of things

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And so what that causes is she often doesn't leave the house except for to go to work

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She's 21. And so imagine any of us no matter how old we are

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That sometimes the enemy really tries to push us into isolation, doesn't he?

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Do you know that oftentimes the enemy will try to do that because that's where he can in his mind take us out

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If we're in isolation, so community is good show up be in community y'all make the most of this five weeks

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Show up post in the group. Let us know you let us see who you are

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Let us hear from you even you know, here's here's the thing. Sometimes y'all as a coach. I'm gonna ask you hard questions

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Okay, and I just want to encourage you

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If you feel like I'm asking a really hard question

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I want to encourage you to ask the Lord why you feel like it's hard

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It doesn't mean that I'm you know, I never make mistakes or anything like that

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But I want you to know genuinely from my heart

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I know that y'all don't know me that well yet, but I have the best of intentions in my heart towards all of you

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My number one goal is for you to get breakthrough and healing

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sincerely and

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Sometimes I'm gonna ask questions that might feel hard

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And but really be sure that you're asking the Lord what lens am I hearing this through?

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What lens am I reading this through?

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Especially if the enemy is trying to cause you to feel offended

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Okay, and that could be with me another woman in the community that comments on you

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That could be later on in your life the guy that's on the dating apps when you're encountering, you know

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Even myself I have to really keep short accounts

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If I gave in to the enemy, I would probably be offended like daily

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Y'all if I'm just being honest life is hard this world is hard, you know, there's a lot of angry people

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And so I just want you to know you're not alone if that happens to you and we love you. I love you

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I know you don't maybe fully know or believe that yet, but genuinely

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That is my heart. And that is why I'm here

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I'm one of the heart we're coaches in this community if you've never met me

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I've been here doing this for almost four years now

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Well, I joined the program four years ago

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but I've been coaching with this community for about three and a half years and I'm continuing to learn as I go and

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We'll always seek the Lord about how can I convey your heart in a healthier way in a more holistic way where they can?

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Hear what your spirit is saying. So even before I jump on here with you all on Monday nights or Monday afternoon

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I'm like Lord, I can't do this without you

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You know them better than I do like help me to know what to say tonight that they need to hear and so I do

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My best to lean into that on that note. I'm gonna pray and we're gonna start to unpack the material for tonight father. Thank you

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Thank you for your grace

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Thank you for your goodness. Thank you for man. You're a love that covers a multitude of sins

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Thank you for your forgiveness

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Thank you Lord that we can repent that we can confess and turn and go in different directions

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and in a healthy direction,

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we can turn away from every weight

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that so easily ensnares us

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and we can press on toward the high calling of God

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for our lives.

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I thank you for a greater revelation, greater healing,

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greater truth being revealed in us and through us tonight,

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that you bring anything in darkness to the light

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so that there can be revealings for healing happening.

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Lord, I'm asking for physical healing tonight.

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I'm asking for emotional healing night tonight,

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for breakthroughs, for mental breakthroughs in healing.

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Lord, I thank you even for fragmentation

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from trauma being healed,

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that bodies and minds and spirits and souls

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would be restored to complete wholeness,

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lacking no good thing.

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I know that God, you're more than able

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to do exceedingly abundantly above all

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that we could ever ask or think, hope or imagine.

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Yes, Lord.

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Where our hope has been crushed down

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and it feels like it's just barely a flame flickering,

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God, I ask you to breathe,

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breathe hope into our hearts and our minds and our spirits.

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Help us to receive everything you have for us

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in Jesus name, amen.

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That was a word for someone.

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So if you came in feeling like your hope

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is nothing but a flicker,

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God wants you to know he's about to light that flame.

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He's about to light that flame afresh

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and that's not something that,

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if you feel scared by that,

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I want you to know it's a loving thing, okay?

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It's a loving thing.

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He knows that you are in need of him

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and he wants you to know that he's there

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and he's available to you, okay?

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All right, we're gonna talk about

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broken promises first tonight.

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And we're gonna talk in particular

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about things that we go through

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where we experience brokenness

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and people that break promises

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and how that impacts the way we view the Lord

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and that we believe that he breaks promises too oftentimes

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because that is what our experience in the world has been.

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And so I'm gonna just mention briefly the story of Candice.

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You all will hear this in the material yourself

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if you haven't already heard it.

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Jackie talks about the story about Candice.

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Jackie did not know Candice, but God knew Candice

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and God started talking to Jackie about Candice.

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Candice is coming, she's gonna be there

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and she needs healing.

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That's what God was speaking to Jackie about.

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And so the reason I bring this up tonight

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is I want you to just be reminded as we start tonight off

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that God knows what you need,

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God knows where you are

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and he knows how to get what you need to you.

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he knows where you are

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and he knows how to get you what you need in this season.

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So no matter what the enemy has said to you,

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God has not abandoned you, he has not forsaken you,

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he will not leave you alone on your journey.

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Even through this journey of hard work you all,

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I see Liz is saying that her hope's been attacked.

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No matter what's going on you all,

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God's not gonna leave you in the middle of this battle,

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of this journey, of the hard work process

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or even in the dating process

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or the beyond dating and marriage process.

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You all have been married for a little over two years,

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we need God all the time, we need that reminder.

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I have a great marriage, I'm so blessed,

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but y'all they're still stretching and growing.

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I have moved three, I said I was never gonna move y'all

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and I've moved three times.

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I said I wasn't gonna move for my spirit mate

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cause I wanted God to bring him right to me

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and God had other plans.

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And I'm so grateful that God has stretched me and grown me

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and that we are where we are at right now as a couple.

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So I wanna encourage you,

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the supernatural surrender is real.

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As you learn that in the hard work,

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I hope that you'll continue to utilize that tool as you go,

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your whole journey, that we can daily choose to surrender

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to the Holy Spirit, to what he's doing in our lives,

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to the Lord and to the goodness of the Father.

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So tonight I'm asking the Lord to reveal

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to each one of you right now,

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any areas that you are currently struggling to believe

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that God cares about your needs as well as your wants.

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Y'all needs and wants.

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He cares about both.

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Now, one thing that I need to mention here

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that's super important is while he cares about the wants,

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if something that we're asking for is not good for us

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because he loves us, he is going to do his best

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to protect us from it.

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Now, if we continue to go forward and choose it,

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we're gonna experience consequences because we do that,

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but it's not because God left us.

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God can you just reveal to me like if I was praying right now God

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Can you just reveal to me all the ways that you're good to me in the midst of my spiritual daughters like choosing?

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pathways of unrighteousness and brokenness

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God in the midst of seeing them struggle, you know, like we make it real ladies

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it's so hard to see them making the choices that they're making and it's hurting them and

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Daily does that make sense everyone?

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Declarations and that truth that we release. I don't know if you know that but it is true. The Bible talks about it

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Aligning with the truth and partnering with it and our faith and our hearts are healed and and we are in complete alignment

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So if you need I know some of y'all need protection some of you need defended some of you need healing

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All right as we keep moving forward letdowns trauma and unhealed wounds from the past

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Something's trying to be sick. The Lord's trying to reveal something to us in those situations. It's not always

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This is just my heart. You guys don't have to choose to live this way, but this is just my heart

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Lord, I want to go higher. I want to learn from this even if it wasn't my fault

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Like what do you want me to learn from it? What do you want me to?

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he's gonna give you new perspectives if you will choose to partner with that and let go of all the things that all the even

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different staff positions. I've had good jobs. I didn't come in

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prideful, but I did really think like, you know, I know this will

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be a blessing to me. I know I need to be set free. But I

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didn't really know how much I was gonna get. And then it

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started happening. One thing after another is like light

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bulbs were going off. I felt like God was converging

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questions I had had for years that nobody else could answer.

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addressed that a lot of a lot of different churches wouldn't

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even touch with a 10 foot pole. And God was speaking to my heart

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and he was setting me free from the yoke of bondage. I also

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randomly this might seem like a rabbit trail, but I just it came

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up in my mind. Even if you've never been divorced, ladies, I

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really don't I encourage you to watch the divorce and

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remarriage video. Okay, super important. Here's why. You

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probably know someone that's been divorced or gone through

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divorce or may go through divorce. And some of you all are

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going to meet a spirit mate who's been divorced. So please

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don't skip over that just because you haven't been

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divorced or gone through that. Lean into that. And that came up

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in my spirit. Because when I went through divorce, there were a

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lot of things that happened there in the church. And a lot

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of brokenness and things that were conveyed that were very

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religious. I loved those people. But they were operating out of

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their, their lack of knowledge of what to do with me. Does that

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because of where they're at, they do it by the things that

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they say. So we forgive them. But we also let God help us heal

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and grow through those things. All right, numbers 2319 says

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this, and this is the message version. God is not a man one

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given to lies and not a son of man changing his mind. Does he

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speak and not do what he says? Does he promise and not come

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through? Does he promise and not come through? Y'all God is was

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a man he came in the form of a man in that sense, but he was

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also God. And so we we tend to think of God the same way we

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think of our brother or our former ex husband or our mother

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or you know, in the flesh. God, Jesus came in the flesh, but he

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was still fully God. Okay, so he's never going to be exactly

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like man. Y'all understand that? So what that means is he cannot

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lie. Because he's not a liar. He's not he's not the one that's

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going to do those things. But the people on the earth, the

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fleshly ones us, we do our best to walk in the wholeness and the

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healing that has been given to us, but we fall short. We fall

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short. Yeah, so I see some people are asking that video is

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in the app. If you guys log into the app as you continue to go

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through your training on the training tab, not your training

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the curriculum under the training tab. It is in one of

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the later weeks. So you'll get there. Okay, so don't feel like

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you have to skip ahead. Again, that's kind of put in there at

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a good place because some of y'all need to come out of some

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heart stuff before you listen to that video. Okay. But good

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questions. I will be looking forward to hearing some of your

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insights and takeaways from that. I'm going to read a couple

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lyrics from this song called Sparrows by Corey Asbury. Has

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anybody ever heard it before? Yeah. So God kind of talked to

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me one day and he was just kind of like slow down and really

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listen to the words of this song. And you all when God gave

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me this, I've been coaching this curriculum for quite some time.

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through this song. And it came through a time where my husband

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moved to Florida where we're at now we're in an entirely

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different church and denomination. And it was just a

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really hard season was really hard season. And because of some

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threatening to like we live in a parsonage. So like, our home is

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because of my husband's job, and they were threatening, like

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they were going to make us move out. And it was just a really

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scary time. Because like, like, all my stuff was there, you

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know, my life, I'm like, how am I going to pack my house in a

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through stuff, right. But here's what God, God reminded me that I

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didn't have to worry about tomorrow. And here's what the

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song says. And this is what I want to give to all of you

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tonight, no matter what you're going through, that God's got

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you, he loves you, he cares about you. And he's got you like

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right in the palm of his hand. This is what it says. The

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sparrows not worried about tomorrow, or the troubles to

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come the lilies not thinking about the seasons, the drought

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or the flood, a tree that's planted by the water isn't

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fading.

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by the fire. So why should I be? Because you take good care of me. He's talking about God here. You

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take good care of me. You know what I need before I even ask a thing. And you hold me in your hands

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with a kindness that never ends. I'm carried in your love no matter what the future brings. Yeah,

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you take good care of me. The sun's not worried about the winter because soon it will pass. The

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light's not thinking about the darkness or the shadow that it casts. A heart that's planted in

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forgiveness doesn't dwell in the past. So why should I be? Because you take good care of me.

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You take good care of me. You know what I need before I even ask a thing. And you hold me in

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your hands with a kindness that never ends. I'm carried in your love no matter what the future

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brings. Yeah, you take good care of me. I love that whole, all those lyrics. But y'all, I don't,

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for whatever reason, every time I say that a heart that's planted in forgiveness doesn't dwell in the

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past. So why should I be? All of it blesses me, but that part always, man, it gets, it's just,

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it's so rich. I encourage you all to listen to that song this week. Let that really soak in that God,

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guess what? He cares about us more than even the sparrow. And God says that he will provide for the

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sparrow, right? He'll clothe them. He'll provide for them. So why should we fear or be afraid?

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Why is this time different? I get that question all the time in this course, in this curriculum,

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in the heart work journey. Why is this time any different? A lot of people struggle with that.

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And basically, I just want to tell you, this time is different because you are different. You, you,

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Laura, you, Anna, you, Sarah, you, Nellie, you, Bernice, Niecy, you, Crystal, all of you. I could

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say every single one of your names. You are different now. You're different than the day

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you came in the door of this heart work. Every day you are becoming somebody new. You're being

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made. If you're allowing the healing to happen, if you're allowing God to minister to your heart,

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mind, spirit, body, and soul, every single day, you are becoming a new creation in Christ Jesus.

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So yesterday is gone. And today is a brand new day. Tomorrow is a brand new day that,

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and then the next, and then the next. You all, every day we have a fresh start, don't we?

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Yeah, we do. So let's reach out and grab that fresh start. Lord, what do you want me to do today?

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Lord, how do you want me to hear your spirit today? What do I, where do I need to be set free

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today? We don't have to worry about tomorrow because again, tomorrow will worry about its

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own things. And I know that can feel so hard, right? When, when all of the world, it seems like

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it's crashing in just like that situation I told you as that was happening and the things were

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falling, it looked like they were falling apart and we were just being attacked left and right.

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The enemy was using people that should have been a blessing to us to harm us.

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But I know that my God is a good father. And so all I knew to do was to keep praying,

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to keep praying, to keep praying. And then, you know what God did? He used some other people

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that were in one of these churches to stand up for us and stand up to that denomination. And

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they said no. And they ended up hiring my son, my son, they ended up hiring my husband as an

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actual employee instead of the way the denomination had it set up so that they could still pay him.

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And then they were allowed to let us stay in that house. Y'all tell me that God can't come in a

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situation and turn it around and do whatever he wants to do to look out for his kids. Am I saying

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it's always going to work out that way? No, but I knew that he kept saying, just trust me in this,

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just trust me in this. It was scary. I felt fear, but every day I had to put my fear and

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surrender it all the way down. Because if I fear, then I'm not made perfect in love.

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And so if I felt fear, I had to know that God needed to show me more of his love to help me

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understand what it felt like to be rooted in his love more and more and more. This time is

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different because you are different. You're different. Thank you, Laura. Ecclesiastes 3.1

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in the Message Version says this, there's an opportune time to do things, a right time for

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everything on the earth. Heart change, ladies, equals life change. Heart change equals life

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change. I shared this earlier as well. When I was going through the heart work,

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one of the things that I was struggling with a lot, I was single, like a lot of you.

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It was a little more, it felt like a stretch financially and COVID happened not long after

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I moved in there and the whole nine yards and I was trying to help my spiritual daughters

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and they were struggling.

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I was trying to provide and their, their dad didn't have, there's just so many things happening.

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you're struggling financially, anywhere that we're stuck, ladies, that means there's something

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that needs healing there.

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And I just really struggled a lot of my life with finances.

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I always, you know, I've taken classes, I've tried, I'm doing way better now, y'all.

440
00:30:49.320 --> 00:30:50.320
I'm so excited.

441
00:30:50.320 --> 00:30:51.320
God's got me on a good path.

442
00:30:51.320 --> 00:30:54.080
I'm learning a lot.

443
00:30:54.080 --> 00:31:01.000
But what needed to happen first, the knowledge was good before it wasn't that getting the

444
00:31:01.000 --> 00:31:07.880
knowledge before was bad, but my heart condition, the way I looked at money, the way I thought

445
00:31:07.880 --> 00:31:10.080
about life needed to change.

446
00:31:10.080 --> 00:31:12.400
My orphan mentalities needed healed.

447
00:31:12.400 --> 00:31:16.680
I had limiting belief systems and mindsets that I needed to be, I needed to be set free

448
00:31:16.680 --> 00:31:17.680
from.

449
00:31:17.680 --> 00:31:18.680
I tell this story a lot.

450
00:31:18.680 --> 00:31:21.800
I kind of felt like this, like orphan.

451
00:31:21.800 --> 00:31:24.240
And it felt like there was a gate.

452
00:31:24.240 --> 00:31:30.160
Like if you can imagine a gate that had bars and it did have a door, but the gate was closed

453
00:31:30.160 --> 00:31:31.160
to me.

454
00:31:31.160 --> 00:31:32.160
That was my perspective.

455
00:31:32.160 --> 00:31:38.760
And I always just felt like I was like stretching through the gates, just begging God to help

456
00:31:38.760 --> 00:31:40.160
me.

457
00:31:40.160 --> 00:31:43.080
That's how I felt on the inside.

458
00:31:43.080 --> 00:31:47.160
And that came from a root of abandonment and neglect as a kid.

459
00:31:47.160 --> 00:31:55.080
I'm letting that sink in.

460
00:31:55.080 --> 00:32:00.800
God never neglected me, but my parents did.

461
00:32:00.800 --> 00:32:07.800
And it caused me to feel like I always had to strive for attention and affection and

462
00:32:07.800 --> 00:32:09.840
help.

463
00:32:09.840 --> 00:32:14.080
Because I needed help as a kid and even as a teenager, when I told my mom for the first

464
00:32:14.080 --> 00:32:20.000
time ever about the abuse and she turned and walked away.

465
00:32:20.000 --> 00:32:24.360
And then the next day was mean to me, y'all, these are real things that happen that cause

466
00:32:24.360 --> 00:32:31.520
us to feel like God is far away and he's out of our reach and he really isn't going to

467
00:32:31.520 --> 00:32:32.520
help us.

468
00:32:32.520 --> 00:32:35.400
And we're just always going to have to strive.

469
00:32:35.400 --> 00:32:37.760
But that isn't true.

470
00:32:37.760 --> 00:32:42.720
And the change came not only in my heart work, but something that I do a process every year.

471
00:32:42.720 --> 00:32:50.040
I do a vision board and God, I had this picture on my board of a door that was like, it wasn't

472
00:32:50.040 --> 00:32:51.040
all the way open.

473
00:32:51.040 --> 00:32:53.960
It was just cracked open.

474
00:32:53.960 --> 00:32:57.880
And all of a sudden, one day I was praying and I kind of did this thing.

475
00:32:57.880 --> 00:32:59.840
I would pray and I would read scripture out loud.

476
00:32:59.840 --> 00:33:04.520
And all of a sudden I looked up in that picture, it was still on the board, but it's like one

477
00:33:04.520 --> 00:33:08.000
of those moments where you just, something jumps off the page at you.

478
00:33:08.000 --> 00:33:10.360
And I just saw it differently.

479
00:33:10.360 --> 00:33:15.200
And God was like, that door's open to you.

480
00:33:15.200 --> 00:33:19.080
My door is open to you.

481
00:33:19.080 --> 00:33:25.280
And he started talking to me about how he is always available to me.

482
00:33:25.280 --> 00:33:30.800
Y'all, he's always available to you.

483
00:33:30.800 --> 00:33:34.640
When that started happening and I started leaning into that truth, guess what started

484
00:33:34.640 --> 00:33:37.840
happening with that picture that I saw of that gate?

485
00:33:37.840 --> 00:33:41.280
Y'all want to guess?

486
00:33:41.280 --> 00:33:48.200
The gate started opening in that visual that I saw where I felt like I was always striving

487
00:33:48.200 --> 00:33:53.320
to get through the gate, but the gate door was closed in the way I looked at it in the

488
00:33:53.320 --> 00:33:54.320
past.

489
00:33:55.040 --> 00:34:02.600
But all of a sudden God started showing me that the gate was always open and I could

490
00:34:02.600 --> 00:34:05.000
walk right in.

491
00:34:05.000 --> 00:34:09.960
But it was my perspective in the past because of my heart wounds that caused me to think

492
00:34:09.960 --> 00:34:14.480
that it was closed and I could not come in.

493
00:34:14.480 --> 00:34:18.400
I did not say this this afternoon, so I feel like God is doing something with this for

494
00:34:18.400 --> 00:34:20.920
some of you.

495
00:34:20.920 --> 00:34:24.840
God doesn't want you to feel like he doesn't care about your problems and that he's not

496
00:34:24.840 --> 00:34:30.719
available for you to come and find respite and rest in his care and his protection.

497
00:34:30.719 --> 00:34:34.639
And some of you haven't experienced that before, but you're going to.

498
00:34:34.639 --> 00:34:39.639
You're going to in the days ahead, God's going to show you in a fresh way how good of a father

499
00:34:39.639 --> 00:34:46.199
he is.

500
00:34:46.199 --> 00:34:50.520
And y'all, he's got the mother heart of God too.

501
00:34:50.520 --> 00:34:51.520
He's both.

502
00:34:51.520 --> 00:34:58.880
So if you need a good mom, maybe you feel like your mom failed you, God wants to heal

503
00:34:58.880 --> 00:34:59.920
that tonight too.

504
00:35:00.000 --> 00:35:04.960
All right, we're going to keep going, but I feel God's doing something there.

505
00:35:04.960 --> 00:35:08.560
So I just want to, I want to follow him.

506
00:35:08.560 --> 00:35:10.440
Real and lasting change is a process.

507
00:35:10.440 --> 00:35:16.080
So we choose to step out of alignment with microwave culture and mentalities.

508
00:35:16.080 --> 00:35:17.800
What do I mean by that?

509
00:35:17.800 --> 00:35:18.800
Everything fast.

510
00:35:18.800 --> 00:35:20.880
We want everything yesterday.

511
00:35:20.880 --> 00:35:23.800
We don't want to wait five minutes, 10 minutes, 15.

512
00:35:23.800 --> 00:35:29.720
We don't want, like I wanted my guy delivered to my door and y'all, that wasn't just because

513
00:35:29.720 --> 00:35:33.880
I was being, you know, selfish or any of that is because I've been through so much pain

514
00:35:33.880 --> 00:35:37.080
and I tried so much to get it right.

515
00:35:37.080 --> 00:35:40.080
And I felt like I kept failing.

516
00:35:40.080 --> 00:35:45.160
And so it just felt easier for God to bring him to my door, but God had other plans.

517
00:35:45.160 --> 00:35:48.360
He wanted me to participate in that process.

518
00:35:48.360 --> 00:35:52.040
And so I believe he'll probably have you all participate in that process too.

519
00:35:52.040 --> 00:35:53.040
It's going to be good.

520
00:35:53.040 --> 00:35:54.040
All right.

521
00:35:54.040 --> 00:35:58.600
So we're going to step out of alignment of everything having to happen fast.

522
00:35:58.600 --> 00:36:03.000
We're going to believe in supernatural transformation, but here's the thing.

523
00:36:03.000 --> 00:36:04.840
We also partner with God in the journey.

524
00:36:04.840 --> 00:36:08.200
So that's why we take imperfect action every day, ladies.

525
00:36:08.200 --> 00:36:13.000
That's where the becoming every day comes into play, right?

526
00:36:13.000 --> 00:36:19.840
So where do you need an upgrade tonight in your understanding of God's care for you?

527
00:36:19.840 --> 00:36:22.680
Where do you personally need an upgrade?

528
00:36:22.680 --> 00:36:24.600
Let's activate you real quick before we go into breakouts.

529
00:36:24.600 --> 00:36:25.600
I know we're at 836.

530
00:36:25.600 --> 00:36:27.720
I better hustle, but let me see.

531
00:36:27.840 --> 00:36:30.400
Where do you need an upgrade in God's care for you tonight?

532
00:36:30.400 --> 00:36:31.800
Go ahead and put whatever comes to mind.

533
00:36:31.800 --> 00:36:32.800
It can be a word.

534
00:36:32.800 --> 00:36:36.920
It can be a sentence, a phrase, whatever comes quickly to you.

535
00:36:36.920 --> 00:36:42.280
As I'm, as you're doing that, I'm going to start to get these breakout rooms ready.

536
00:36:42.280 --> 00:36:49.560
All right, I'm seeing hope.

537
00:36:49.560 --> 00:36:50.840
I'm seeing worth.

538
00:36:50.840 --> 00:36:53.840
Anyone else?

539
00:36:54.840 --> 00:36:57.840
All right.

540
00:36:57.840 --> 00:37:03.160
My mind, God's love, financial, hope and value, trusting him.

541
00:37:03.160 --> 00:37:04.160
Maybe with your son.

542
00:37:04.160 --> 00:37:05.960
Is that what you meant, Niecy?

543
00:37:05.960 --> 00:37:06.960
That God's got it.

544
00:37:06.960 --> 00:37:07.960
Trust, relationships.

545
00:37:07.960 --> 00:37:08.960
Yes.

546
00:37:08.960 --> 00:37:09.960
Hope, value, trust.

547
00:37:09.960 --> 00:37:11.920
Sorry if I'm missing some of y'all.

548
00:37:11.920 --> 00:37:15.240
Trusting in his provision, seeing God as mother and father to me.

549
00:37:15.240 --> 00:37:16.240
All right.

550
00:37:16.240 --> 00:37:21.520
Mind and hope, his timing, physical help, happiness in the process.

551
00:37:21.520 --> 00:37:22.520
That's a good one.

552
00:37:22.720 --> 00:37:24.760
Sometimes we don't have happiness in the process.

553
00:37:24.760 --> 00:37:25.760
Do we?

554
00:37:25.760 --> 00:37:28.720
Relationships, his plan, future.

555
00:37:28.720 --> 00:37:29.720
So many good things here.

556
00:37:29.720 --> 00:37:31.720
Keep putting those up as you feel led.

557
00:37:31.720 --> 00:37:35.840
So here's your question as you go into the breakout session tonight.

558
00:37:35.840 --> 00:37:42.000
When was a time someone broke a promise that they made to you and how is that still affecting

559
00:37:42.000 --> 00:37:43.000
you today?

560
00:37:43.000 --> 00:37:47.080
And if you joined us this afternoon, you can say the same thing you did this afternoon,

561
00:37:47.080 --> 00:37:50.440
or if God is showing you something new tonight, you can share that.

562
00:37:50.440 --> 00:37:53.880
Don't feel like you have to share the same thing from this afternoon.

563
00:37:53.880 --> 00:37:59.440
When was a time someone broke a promise they made to you and how is that still affecting

564
00:37:59.440 --> 00:38:00.440
you today?

565
00:38:00.440 --> 00:38:01.440
All right.

566
00:38:01.440 --> 00:38:03.000
Let me get these going here.

567
00:38:03.000 --> 00:38:05.280
We've got seven minutes, ladies.

568
00:38:05.280 --> 00:38:06.840
Go ahead and click to join.

569
00:38:06.840 --> 00:38:12.080
If you're not able to join the breakout, just let me know in the chat, okay?

570
00:38:12.080 --> 00:38:15.440
Preferably if you can, everybody would love for you to join those.

571
00:38:20.440 --> 00:38:26.680
I'll start to pray here in just a minute.

572
00:38:26.680 --> 00:38:30.280
I just got to get people situated here.

573
00:38:30.280 --> 00:38:53.920
Hey, it looks good, Father.

574
00:38:53.920 --> 00:38:55.920
We just thank you so much.

575
00:38:55.920 --> 00:38:56.920
That's okay, Kelly.

576
00:38:56.920 --> 00:38:58.240
You can stay here.

577
00:38:58.240 --> 00:39:00.160
I'm glad that you're here.

578
00:39:00.160 --> 00:39:04.160
Thank you, Father, for everything that you're doing in our hearts, our minds, our bodies,

579
00:39:04.160 --> 00:39:05.520
our spirits, and our souls.

580
00:39:05.520 --> 00:39:10.400
Thank you, God, for ministering truth and hope in life to us.

581
00:39:10.400 --> 00:39:15.120
God, we thank you that you would just come in and continue to reveal every area for healing.

582
00:39:15.120 --> 00:39:17.320
Oh, Sarah, you didn't get...

583
00:39:17.320 --> 00:39:19.760
There you go.

584
00:39:19.760 --> 00:39:20.760
That should be there for you.

585
00:39:20.760 --> 00:39:22.760
Do you see it pop up?

586
00:39:22.760 --> 00:39:26.040
We thank you that you're revealing all these areas for healing.

587
00:39:26.040 --> 00:39:29.080
God, I thank you that you would even come while they're in these breakout sessions and

588
00:39:29.080 --> 00:39:35.120
help them to sense you as their father, to sense you as their mother.

589
00:39:35.120 --> 00:39:38.040
Tap on the bottom of your screen.

590
00:39:38.040 --> 00:39:43.840
There should be a thing that says more and then breakouts, because that should have popped

591
00:39:43.840 --> 00:39:48.600
right up for you.

592
00:39:48.600 --> 00:39:50.040
Do you see that?

593
00:39:50.040 --> 00:39:52.200
You can unmute yourself if you're able so we can chat.

594
00:40:00.720 --> 00:40:03.300
Oh, awesome, okay, I think she got in there.

595
00:40:03.300 --> 00:40:07.400
All right, Lord, thank you for helping Sarah get connected.

596
00:40:07.400 --> 00:40:10.740
Thanks for helping her get in that room and situated.

597
00:40:10.740 --> 00:40:13.240
Thank you, Lord, for everything that you're doing.

598
00:40:14.460 --> 00:40:15.660
Yeah, she's good to go.

599
00:40:15.660 --> 00:40:17.620
Father, thank you again just for,

600
00:40:19.620 --> 00:40:22.580
yeah, just coming in and restoring every area

601
00:40:22.580 --> 00:40:25.600
where the enemy has come to try to kill, steal, and destroy.

602
00:40:25.600 --> 00:40:27.420
But God, we thank you that you've come to give us life

603
00:40:27.420 --> 00:40:29.020
and give it to us more abundantly.

604
00:40:29.020 --> 00:40:30.780
I thank you, God, that you would just continue

605
00:40:30.780 --> 00:40:34.180
to take blinders and filters and false lenses

606
00:40:34.180 --> 00:40:39.180
off of our minds, our spirits, our hearts, our souls.

607
00:40:39.400 --> 00:40:40.920
We thank you, God, that you would just place

608
00:40:40.920 --> 00:40:43.980
the balm of Gilead upon us in every area,

609
00:40:43.980 --> 00:40:47.300
that you would just bring healing and wholeness

610
00:40:47.300 --> 00:40:48.900
in the depths of every part of our being.

611
00:40:48.900 --> 00:40:52.100
God, we thank you that you would just, yeah.

612
00:40:52.100 --> 00:40:55.000
Lord, remove debris out of the way.

613
00:40:55.000 --> 00:40:56.940
Lord, we thank you that you would just come in

614
00:40:56.980 --> 00:40:58.660
with your kindness and just begin

615
00:40:58.660 --> 00:41:01.980
to lovingly remove debris out of the way.

616
00:41:01.980 --> 00:41:03.580
Ladies, just what I'm seeing my spirit.

617
00:41:03.580 --> 00:41:05.700
I saw this thing on TV last night

618
00:41:05.700 --> 00:41:09.000
where there's, not to be too long,

619
00:41:09.000 --> 00:41:10.220
but I feel like there's something in this

620
00:41:10.220 --> 00:41:13.100
that the Lord wants to give to all of you.

621
00:41:13.100 --> 00:41:17.460
When people in the world, in the US, throw things away,

622
00:41:17.460 --> 00:41:20.660
sometimes they're supposed to get recycled by companies,

623
00:41:20.660 --> 00:41:24.520
but at times they actually get sent to other countries

624
00:41:24.520 --> 00:41:26.580
that are like in poverty.

625
00:41:27.100 --> 00:41:28.700
Those countries get paid to take that stuff,

626
00:41:28.700 --> 00:41:31.700
but they actually oftentimes get sent way more.

627
00:41:31.700 --> 00:41:32.980
Anyways, what was on the screen

628
00:41:32.980 --> 00:41:35.960
was all these clothes floating in the water,

629
00:41:35.960 --> 00:41:39.860
in like ocean and in landfills and everything all over.

630
00:41:39.860 --> 00:41:41.380
I just want to say to you tonight

631
00:41:41.380 --> 00:41:43.860
that I was seeing that kind of like same kind of thing

632
00:41:43.860 --> 00:41:45.660
in the spirit, like there's all this debris

633
00:41:45.660 --> 00:41:48.940
and there's water, and I just sensed the Holy Spirit

634
00:41:48.940 --> 00:41:51.020
and the Father and Jesus Christ just coming

635
00:41:51.020 --> 00:41:53.260
and moving the debris out of the way

636
00:41:53.260 --> 00:41:57.100
and making room for us to receive the goodness

637
00:41:57.100 --> 00:42:01.140
from the Father, to receive the healing power,

638
00:42:01.140 --> 00:42:04.180
and yeah, Lord, anointing oil.

639
00:42:04.180 --> 00:42:06.260
There's a scripture that talks about

640
00:42:06.260 --> 00:42:08.940
just how when the oil was poured over their head

641
00:42:08.940 --> 00:42:12.060
and it would drip down like the beard of Aaron

642
00:42:12.060 --> 00:42:16.140
and even King David, when he was anointed,

643
00:42:16.140 --> 00:42:18.320
he was anointed in front of all of his brothers,

644
00:42:18.320 --> 00:42:19.820
and I just sense the Lord is saying

645
00:42:19.820 --> 00:42:22.860
He wants to honor all of you,

646
00:42:22.860 --> 00:42:24.660
but there's some of you in particular,

647
00:42:24.660 --> 00:42:27.060
you have felt dishonored by your family,

648
00:42:27.060 --> 00:42:28.820
by friends, by other people,

649
00:42:28.820 --> 00:42:31.620
and maybe even in church or work situations,

650
00:42:31.620 --> 00:42:34.260
and God is saying that as you continue to heal

651
00:42:34.260 --> 00:42:35.900
and trust Him and lean into Him,

652
00:42:35.900 --> 00:42:39.540
that He's going to exalt you in due season

653
00:42:39.540 --> 00:42:42.240
and that He has anointed you

654
00:42:42.240 --> 00:42:43.860
to do the work that He set before you.

655
00:42:43.860 --> 00:42:44.700
He's gonna equip you

656
00:42:44.700 --> 00:42:46.260
and He's gonna be with you every step of the way.

657
00:42:46.260 --> 00:42:47.500
So we'll just thank you for that.

658
00:42:47.500 --> 00:42:49.520
We thank you for the word that whoever that's for,

659
00:42:49.520 --> 00:42:51.260
we thank you, God, that you would just heal

660
00:42:51.260 --> 00:42:55.220
and mend and restore and help them to receive,

661
00:42:56.060 --> 00:42:58.420
yes, Lord, the fullness of your promises

662
00:42:58.420 --> 00:43:00.260
and your plans for them,

663
00:43:00.260 --> 00:43:03.620
and that the enemy cannot, yes, Lord,

664
00:43:03.620 --> 00:43:05.160
we thank you for your hedge of protection

665
00:43:05.160 --> 00:43:08.140
around every one of these ladies, around their families,

666
00:43:08.140 --> 00:43:10.660
God, that you would place a hedge of protection around them.

667
00:43:10.660 --> 00:43:13.220
We thank you that you would help them to actively choose

668
00:43:13.220 --> 00:43:16.160
to guard their hearts and minds through Christ Jesus,

669
00:43:16.160 --> 00:43:20.120
that you would help us to give you thanks and praise,

670
00:43:20.120 --> 00:43:22.320
and that you would help us to be a good father

671
00:43:22.320 --> 00:43:24.680
for we are fearfully and wonderfully made

672
00:43:24.680 --> 00:43:26.720
and wonderful are your works towards us

673
00:43:26.720 --> 00:43:29.080
and our soul knows it very well.

674
00:43:29.080 --> 00:43:31.080
I thank you that in 1 John 3, 20, it says,

675
00:43:31.080 --> 00:43:32.920
whenever our hearts make us feel guilty

676
00:43:32.920 --> 00:43:34.480
and remind us of our failures,

677
00:43:34.480 --> 00:43:36.080
we know that God is much greater

678
00:43:36.080 --> 00:43:37.760
and more merciful than our conscience

679
00:43:37.760 --> 00:43:40.480
and He knows everything there is to know about us.

680
00:43:40.480 --> 00:43:43.320
God, I thank you that you see everything about us

681
00:43:43.320 --> 00:43:46.840
and you love us and you choose us anyways.

682
00:43:46.840 --> 00:43:49.920
Jesus, thank you that you chose to go to the cross for us,

683
00:43:50.760 --> 00:43:52.280
that you chose to forgive us

684
00:43:52.280 --> 00:43:54.160
and that you chose to forgive our sins

685
00:43:54.160 --> 00:43:56.080
that we would commit and you still chose us.

686
00:43:56.080 --> 00:43:57.960
And God, I thank you for repentance,

687
00:43:57.960 --> 00:44:00.800
the opportunity that we have to turn our lives around,

688
00:44:00.800 --> 00:44:02.640
to surrender completely to you,

689
00:44:02.640 --> 00:44:04.760
to allow your blood to cleanse us,

690
00:44:04.760 --> 00:44:07.800
to take our sins that are as scarlet, crimson red,

691
00:44:07.800 --> 00:44:10.160
and turn them white as snow,

692
00:44:10.160 --> 00:44:12.720
that they become as far as the East is from the West

693
00:44:12.720 --> 00:44:14.960
and you remember them no more.

694
00:44:14.960 --> 00:44:17.360
Lord, I thank you for the reminder that,

695
00:44:17.560 --> 00:44:19.440
and we can choose to forgive ourselves,

696
00:44:19.440 --> 00:44:21.600
we can choose to release ourselves

697
00:44:21.600 --> 00:44:23.960
from any condemnation, guilt, or shame.

698
00:44:23.960 --> 00:44:25.760
We thank you, God, that you'll help us to walk

699
00:44:25.760 --> 00:44:30.760
into just the wide open spaces that you've set before us.

700
00:44:30.840 --> 00:44:32.880
We thank you that you will wipe away every tear

701
00:44:32.880 --> 00:44:36.720
from our eyes and eliminate death entirely.

702
00:44:36.720 --> 00:44:38.520
No one will mourn or weep any longer.

703
00:44:38.520 --> 00:44:42.320
The pain of wounds will no longer exist.

704
00:44:42.320 --> 00:44:44.320
God, I thank you that the pain of the wounds

705
00:44:44.320 --> 00:44:45.840
that we've experienced in the past

706
00:44:45.880 --> 00:44:47.920
will no longer exist when we get to heaven,

707
00:44:47.920 --> 00:44:51.000
but I believe, God, that we can also experience

708
00:44:51.000 --> 00:44:51.840
that here on earth.

709
00:44:51.840 --> 00:44:55.920
So I thank you, Lord, that you'll help us to...

710
00:44:55.920 --> 00:44:58.560
Yeah, Lord, just come and let's cuddle

711
00:44:58.560 --> 00:45:00.120
a little closer to you, Father.

712
00:45:00.000 --> 00:45:07.600
I believe that you are a truly intimate God, and in your loving-kindness, Lord, you lead us and draw us to repentance,

713
00:45:07.600 --> 00:45:12.400
you draw us to yourself, because you've always wanted us to be a part of a family.

714
00:45:12.400 --> 00:45:18.100
And Jesus, I thank you that you died to make a way for us to be one with you as you are one with the Father,

715
00:45:18.100 --> 00:45:24.800
and then you ascended into heaven so that the Holy Spirit would come to be our comforter, our counselor, and our guide,

716
00:45:24.800 --> 00:45:27.500
that we never walk through life alone.

717
00:45:27.500 --> 00:45:38.400
I thank you, Holy Spirit, for being here tonight, for continuing to help us to hear, yeah, through fresh ears.

718
00:45:38.400 --> 00:45:42.800
I pray that you would help us to see everything through fresh eyes.

719
00:45:42.800 --> 00:45:45.500
Yeah. Thank you, Lord.

720
00:45:45.500 --> 00:45:54.400
Thank you, Lord, where we have in the past even agreed with limitation of what we can accomplish or do, where we can go, what we can receive.

721
00:45:54.400 --> 00:45:59.200
God, I thank you that you'll help us to come out of alignment with those lies, the unbelief,

722
00:45:59.200 --> 00:46:05.400
the limiting belief systems that the enemy has tried to get us to gravitate towards.

723
00:46:05.400 --> 00:46:11.100
Even some of us have been raised in mindsets and households that were very limiting.

724
00:46:11.100 --> 00:46:14.400
And so, Lord, we're trying to break free. We're trying to move forward.

725
00:46:14.400 --> 00:46:19.900
And so, Lord, even as we try to move forward, sometimes we face border bullies.

726
00:46:19.900 --> 00:46:23.900
So, Lord, if we face border bullies, when we're about to cross into the promised—

727
00:46:23.900 --> 00:46:26.600
You're on mute.

728
00:46:26.600 --> 00:46:29.500
Oh, I'm not muted.

729
00:46:29.500 --> 00:46:33.200
Okay. Okay. Lord, if we're trying to cross over into the promised land,

730
00:46:33.200 --> 00:46:40.000
I thank you that you will help us to resist the border bullies and we'll keep going.

731
00:46:40.000 --> 00:46:43.200
In Jesus name. Y'all had a good prayer time.

732
00:46:43.200 --> 00:46:46.100
I just needed to keep going to finish that out, that thought.

733
00:46:46.100 --> 00:46:48.500
Welcome back. So excited to see you.

734
00:46:48.500 --> 00:46:53.300
Oh, look, I see some new faces. Is it LaTia? Is that how you say your name?

735
00:46:53.300 --> 00:46:58.000
Yes. All right. Awesome. I got it. Hi, Sharon.

736
00:46:58.000 --> 00:47:01.100
I'm going to just call you lovely ladies out. I haven't seen some of you.

737
00:47:01.100 --> 00:47:03.900
You've probably been here and you probably had your video on,

738
00:47:03.900 --> 00:47:08.100
but tonight I see you, Katie. I see some new faces. I love it.

739
00:47:08.100 --> 00:47:12.900
Okay, KR3204. I don't know what your name is, but hi.

740
00:47:13.000 --> 00:47:19.500
Sarah. Who else? Naomi. Nellie. Let's see.

741
00:47:19.500 --> 00:47:22.700
I know your name isn't Sprit. It's Tammy. Right?

742
00:47:22.700 --> 00:47:27.000
Yep. All right. Trying to remember some of y'all. Kimberly.

743
00:47:27.000 --> 00:47:31.200
Anyone else I didn't say? Hi, Judy. See Judy in there.

744
00:47:31.200 --> 00:47:34.800
Arianne. Doesn't it feel good to hear your name sometimes?

745
00:47:34.800 --> 00:47:38.100
Ladies. Rambo. Anna. Did I miss people?

746
00:47:38.100 --> 00:47:41.200
Claudia. I hope I didn't miss people. I'm trying.

747
00:47:41.200 --> 00:47:44.600
There's a lot of you on here tonight. That's good. That's a good thing.

748
00:47:44.600 --> 00:47:49.000
All right. So who is willing to share with the whole group?

749
00:47:49.000 --> 00:47:55.300
I turned away from saying who wants to because a lot of times people don't want to.

750
00:47:55.300 --> 00:47:58.500
They're like, no, no. But like if you do it,

751
00:47:58.500 --> 00:48:04.400
if you jump in and go first, typically other people go.

752
00:48:04.400 --> 00:48:10.200
So who is willing to volunteer as tribute tonight?

753
00:48:10.200 --> 00:48:13.000
Anyone? All right. Awesome. I see. I see two hands.

754
00:48:13.000 --> 00:48:17.400
So Amy W. And then Sarah and California go after Amy W.

755
00:48:17.400 --> 00:48:20.800
Okay. Awesome. Yeah.

756
00:48:20.800 --> 00:48:27.200
I just said I could think of like two different situations like someone lying to me

757
00:48:27.200 --> 00:48:33.700
and then it breaks trust and then I'm second-guessing everything they're saying after that.

758
00:48:33.700 --> 00:48:42.400
And then also I remember a friend assuming something about me

759
00:48:42.400 --> 00:48:48.900
and accusing me out of nowhere in front of people and and then never bothered to check that out.

760
00:48:48.900 --> 00:48:54.300
And so then I asked her if she had an issue with me come talk to me privately,

761
00:48:54.300 --> 00:48:59.700
you know, instead of like all of a sudden, you know, unexpectedly in front of people.

762
00:48:59.700 --> 00:49:04.800
She's like, yeah, I know and apologize and then did it again a couple months later.

763
00:49:04.800 --> 00:49:10.000
It's same type of thing and is pretty like distressing.

764
00:49:10.000 --> 00:49:17.300
It just broke trust and you know, I feel like I can't really be around this person, you know,

765
00:49:17.300 --> 00:49:22.500
because yeah, so I think I do have a fear that I'm going to marry someone

766
00:49:22.500 --> 00:49:27.700
who's might come out with something like that and then it breaks trust.

767
00:49:27.700 --> 00:49:31.600
And then what do I do? Yeah, so can I ask you a question?

768
00:49:31.600 --> 00:49:35.900
Yeah after you shared the friend that's has done the accusatory stuff.

769
00:49:35.900 --> 00:49:42.800
Have you been through that with a mom or anyone in authority over you before?

770
00:49:42.800 --> 00:49:51.600
Yes, I think when I was a child I did feel taken out on on occasionally by my mom

771
00:49:51.600 --> 00:49:55.600
and I worked through that I think in my 20s

772
00:49:55.600 --> 00:49:59.700
and today like my mom is one of my best friends like a lover to death,

773
00:49:59.700 --> 00:50:00.000
but.

774
00:50:00.000 --> 00:50:07.000
Yes, I did feel kind of a similar thing, not accusatory, but like taken out on.

775
00:50:07.000 --> 00:50:12.200
And that's how I felt with this friend too, it was like, she's just taking out her woundedness

776
00:50:12.200 --> 00:50:13.200
or something.

777
00:50:13.200 --> 00:50:14.200
Yeah.

778
00:50:14.200 --> 00:50:15.200
Okay.

779
00:50:15.200 --> 00:50:17.280
I was going to ask you, I wanted to make sure I understood what taken out on meant to you,

780
00:50:17.280 --> 00:50:18.280
but that helped me.

781
00:50:18.280 --> 00:50:19.280
Yeah.

782
00:50:19.280 --> 00:50:22.040
So here's the thing, uh, even though you've already worked through healing with your mom

783
00:50:22.040 --> 00:50:24.640
and y'all are good now, which is awesome.

784
00:50:24.640 --> 00:50:29.760
Two things ladies, I always encourage in this community, like we don't have to go all the

785
00:50:29.760 --> 00:50:33.520
way back through that stuff, but sometimes we've got to take a peek under the hood.

786
00:50:33.520 --> 00:50:34.520
Okay.

787
00:50:34.520 --> 00:50:38.960
If the Holy spirit, he may not, but if the Holy spirit brings stuff up where you do find

788
00:50:38.960 --> 00:50:44.440
that there's a connection with this friend situation and similarities to how it was with

789
00:50:44.440 --> 00:50:49.840
mom, even in the past, um, just, just be open to taking a peek under that hood.

790
00:50:49.840 --> 00:50:50.840
Okay.

791
00:50:50.840 --> 00:50:57.240
Um, and, and here's why, uh, typically it doesn't always mean this, but because you've

792
00:50:57.240 --> 00:51:02.000
kind of seen this show up a couple of times, even with different people, um, I'm just wondering

793
00:51:02.000 --> 00:51:06.840
if the door is still slightly open somewhere from past hurt and trauma.

794
00:51:06.840 --> 00:51:12.080
And sometimes it's just that current situation, but, um, what week are you on Amy?

795
00:51:12.080 --> 00:51:13.080
Just so I know.

796
00:51:13.080 --> 00:51:14.080
Uh, week one.

797
00:51:14.080 --> 00:51:15.080
Okay.

798
00:51:15.080 --> 00:51:16.080
Okay.

799
00:51:16.080 --> 00:51:17.080
So you're not too far in.

800
00:51:17.080 --> 00:51:19.800
So as you go along, there's also going to be a soul ties video.

801
00:51:19.800 --> 00:51:24.000
Hopefully everybody will watch that when they get there, but that also came up, I'm not

802
00:51:24.000 --> 00:51:27.520
sure why, but I feel like there's a soul tie connection there.

803
00:51:27.520 --> 00:51:32.040
Um, and so we'll just leave that to the Lord, but just be in prayer as you're, as you're

804
00:51:32.040 --> 00:51:33.600
processing that.

805
00:51:33.600 --> 00:51:38.840
Um, and, uh, I'm just hearing the Lord say that you're not anyone's punching bagged and

806
00:51:38.840 --> 00:51:40.040
to tell you that.

807
00:51:40.040 --> 00:51:41.040
Okay.

808
00:51:41.040 --> 00:51:43.360
That's not what your role in life is.

809
00:51:43.360 --> 00:51:47.520
And I believe God is going to send you some really great friends, uh, as well in the future.

810
00:51:47.520 --> 00:51:52.440
So just start thanking God for that now, ladies, we partner with what God is doing, what he

811
00:51:52.440 --> 00:51:53.440
is going to do.

812
00:51:53.440 --> 00:51:56.840
And we believe by faith that he's going to send us good people, no matter what we went

813
00:51:56.840 --> 00:51:59.040
through in the past, I can attest to that.

814
00:51:59.040 --> 00:52:03.760
I used to attract all kinds of unhealthy people, men, friends, a lot of takers.

815
00:52:03.760 --> 00:52:05.040
I'm a big giver.

816
00:52:05.040 --> 00:52:08.320
And so I tend to do attract a lot of that, like a freaking magnet.

817
00:52:08.320 --> 00:52:09.560
And I'm like, what's going on?

818
00:52:09.560 --> 00:52:11.600
Why is this happening?

819
00:52:11.600 --> 00:52:14.840
Well, I had to learn how to set healthy boundaries.

820
00:52:14.840 --> 00:52:21.200
And I had to learn that I didn't have to always take everybody's crap on myself, pardon the

821
00:52:21.200 --> 00:52:22.200
way I'm saying that.

822
00:52:22.960 --> 00:52:23.960
That's reality.

823
00:52:23.960 --> 00:52:27.600
And so I had to learn how to love myself and how to start believing for what I wanted to

824
00:52:27.600 --> 00:52:29.520
see God bring into my life.

825
00:52:29.520 --> 00:52:30.840
So I partnered with God.

826
00:52:30.840 --> 00:52:37.000
Thank you that you're going to send me friends that are kind, that are good, that reciprocate

827
00:52:37.000 --> 00:52:39.440
and you know, are healthy for me to be around.

828
00:52:39.440 --> 00:52:45.920
And if there's an area in me that needs healing, that's attracting these accusations because

829
00:52:45.920 --> 00:52:49.460
it's the enemy talking through them, right?

830
00:52:49.860 --> 00:52:52.660
It's people, but it's the enemy using them.

831
00:52:52.660 --> 00:52:58.660
And so, Lord, if there's anything in me that needs healing, show me that so that I can

832
00:52:58.660 --> 00:53:02.940
be free and attract this kind of stuff less.

833
00:53:02.940 --> 00:53:05.820
And sometimes it's just an attack of the enemy period, right?

834
00:53:05.820 --> 00:53:06.820
All right.

835
00:53:06.820 --> 00:53:07.820
Awesome.

836
00:53:07.820 --> 00:53:08.820
Thanks for going first.

837
00:53:08.820 --> 00:53:09.820
That was great.

838
00:53:09.820 --> 00:53:10.820
Thank you so much.

839
00:53:10.820 --> 00:53:11.820
Straight on.

840
00:53:11.820 --> 00:53:12.820
Yeah.

841
00:53:12.820 --> 00:53:13.820
You're welcome.

842
00:53:13.820 --> 00:53:14.820
Sarah in California.

843
00:53:14.820 --> 00:53:15.820
Yeah.

844
00:53:15.820 --> 00:53:16.820
Hey, everybody.

845
00:53:17.300 --> 00:53:22.260
Somebody got the long version in, in our breakout group.

846
00:53:22.260 --> 00:53:25.980
So thank you for your patience listening and I'll try to give you guys the not so long

847
00:53:25.980 --> 00:53:31.100
version, but I feel like a friend broke a promise to me to be in her wedding as, as

848
00:53:31.100 --> 00:53:32.780
one of her bridesmaids.

849
00:53:32.780 --> 00:53:33.780
And that was really hurtful.

850
00:53:33.780 --> 00:53:35.260
That was in June.

851
00:53:35.260 --> 00:53:41.940
And what came into play was something kind of COVID related, which I don't know, but

852
00:53:41.940 --> 00:53:51.140
I'm sure everybody experienced some kind of trauma during that time from 2020 to 2023.

853
00:53:51.140 --> 00:54:01.140
And so her fiance's husband had, I guess his, his dad almost died from COVID or something

854
00:54:01.140 --> 00:54:03.580
like that.

855
00:54:03.580 --> 00:54:08.380
And I had an upper respiratory infection the week before their wedding.

856
00:54:08.380 --> 00:54:13.540
And they said, my, my friend said, you, you have to wear a mask or you have to get COVID

857
00:54:13.540 --> 00:54:15.780
tested to, to be in our wedding.

858
00:54:15.780 --> 00:54:18.860
And I'm like, well, I'm not going to wear a mask because I just don't think they're

859
00:54:18.860 --> 00:54:21.180
effective.

860
00:54:21.180 --> 00:54:26.500
And so, sorry if I'm offending anybody who are pro masks but that's just my feeling on

861
00:54:26.500 --> 00:54:27.820
it.

862
00:54:27.820 --> 00:54:30.620
And I said, I'll take the COVID test.

863
00:54:30.620 --> 00:54:33.620
And it came up positive.

864
00:54:33.620 --> 00:54:37.580
And I had been keeping her abreast about how I was feeling and everything.

865
00:54:37.780 --> 00:54:41.420
And the test, and I just felt like the test on the back even says it's, it's not a reliable

866
00:54:41.420 --> 00:54:42.420
source.

867
00:54:42.420 --> 00:54:45.300
It says often pro often false negative, false positive.

868
00:54:45.300 --> 00:54:47.900
So I was like, I don't feel like the test is really accurate.

869
00:54:47.900 --> 00:54:50.900
And I, you know, I get upper respiratory infections.

870
00:54:50.900 --> 00:54:52.660
I got them, I get them a lot.

871
00:54:52.660 --> 00:54:55.220
And prior to 2020, I got, you know, I always would get them.

872
00:54:55.220 --> 00:54:57.460
So anyways, they're not nothing new to me.

873
00:54:57.460 --> 00:54:59.980
And then 2020 hits and then it just kind of shines us light.

874
00:55:00.000 --> 00:55:05.680
on upper respiratory infections and all of that. Um, and so, and again, I'm not trying to offend

875
00:55:05.680 --> 00:55:12.160
anybody, but this is just my perspective. Um, so my friend basically uninvited me to their wedding

876
00:55:12.160 --> 00:55:16.160
said, Oh, the COVID test came up positive. We don't want you in our wedding. Um, our other good

877
00:55:16.160 --> 00:55:21.040
friends said, um, why don't you maybe take the test the next day in the morning, just to see if

878
00:55:21.040 --> 00:55:27.440
it's still positive. Um, but by that point, um, it was like my brother was my helping with my mom.

879
00:55:27.440 --> 00:55:32.000
And she, you know, so anyways, he's like, I'm out of peace out. I got to go. I'm going back to

880
00:55:32.000 --> 00:55:36.880
San Diego. You have COVID. I don't want to infect the people in my house. Um, so anyways,

881
00:55:36.880 --> 00:55:41.120
there's just like all these doors are just slamming shut and I see you're trying to interject.

882
00:55:42.000 --> 00:55:45.920
Well, I just have a question for you just so I can kind of bring this kind of full circle to

883
00:55:45.920 --> 00:55:52.720
was this June of 2020 that this happened of this year, June of this year. Okay. So here we are.

884
00:55:52.720 --> 00:55:58.000
Yeah. We're still, we're still going back to that, my friends. And I, I probably said the

885
00:55:58.000 --> 00:56:03.040
Cardinal sin to my friend, which was, you know, your family was extreme during COVID.

886
00:56:04.400 --> 00:56:09.440
I was like, your mom was wearing a mask up until the very last day, it felt like 2023.

887
00:56:09.440 --> 00:56:14.720
And then my friend even was still dabbling with masks in 2024. And so I'm like, had I known this

888
00:56:14.720 --> 00:56:19.120
would play a part in your wedding? Like I wouldn't have signed up for it, you know? So anyways,

889
00:56:19.120 --> 00:56:23.280
there's just a bunch of, so just all this trauma came back to me when they were doing that, all of

890
00:56:23.280 --> 00:56:29.760
this post, like the PTSD, you know, all that stuff, all those feelings, all those frustrations. And I

891
00:56:29.760 --> 00:56:34.480
felt bad because I took it out on my brother too. And just, you know, I was just frustrated doors

892
00:56:34.480 --> 00:56:41.200
were closing and I'm like, what is going on? Yeah. I have a question. Um, have you processed

893
00:56:41.200 --> 00:56:46.560
at all? Like, and you may say no initially, but I'm, I'm just kind of sensing.

894
00:56:47.680 --> 00:56:54.000
Were you angry at God at all during that time? Um, I would say I was angry at people. I was

895
00:56:54.000 --> 00:56:59.600
angry at people, how they were acting. A lot of people I felt like were not acting scientifically.

896
00:56:59.600 --> 00:57:04.080
They were acting based off of fear. Um, even doctors have said, you know, masks were never

897
00:57:04.080 --> 00:57:09.200
intended to be worn 24 seven. You know, there are so many things that were, and I just felt like

898
00:57:09.200 --> 00:57:13.360
there was a lot of people, not everybody, but it was like, if, if a mask is effective,

899
00:57:13.360 --> 00:57:17.040
it should be good for one person and be, and actually be effective for that person.

900
00:57:18.080 --> 00:57:22.320
Um, so I want to, I do want to honor other people too, because everyone's going to have

901
00:57:22.320 --> 00:57:26.000
different opinions about this. And that's what I'm saying. I'm trying, I'm trying to like not

902
00:57:26.000 --> 00:57:32.400
offend anybody, but this is my POV. Yeah. And so this is where ladies it's real important. And

903
00:57:32.400 --> 00:57:37.280
it's so good that I started tonight about people not getting offended. Don't you think that's a,

904
00:57:37.280 --> 00:57:42.480
I don't think that's a coincidence y'all. Okay. So we don't get offended. We, we hold space for

905
00:57:42.480 --> 00:57:47.680
people and we understand that this was stressful. I can even tell, like, even as you're talking

906
00:57:47.680 --> 00:57:53.440
about it, you're holding, I'm like, here's the thing. God intentionally had me ask you

907
00:57:54.560 --> 00:58:00.560
if you were ever angry with him. And so I don't even know if it's okay. You don't have to even

908
00:58:01.200 --> 00:58:06.560
unpack that more right now, but I want you to be about that because I feel like at some level,

909
00:58:08.080 --> 00:58:12.640
you had anger towards people, but I feel like there's some other stuff underlying

910
00:58:13.280 --> 00:58:19.920
and I can't fully say which direction that's going to go for you. But I, I know that God

911
00:58:19.920 --> 00:58:25.120
wanted me to ask you that. And so I'm just trying to be obedient to that. So into this,

912
00:58:25.120 --> 00:58:29.440
one of the things that I really want to encourage you to do, have you, I forget Sarah, what week

913
00:58:29.440 --> 00:58:36.480
are you on in the heartwork? Are you on two? Okay. Okay. Yeah. So I am going to go ahead and

914
00:58:36.560 --> 00:58:43.920
encourage you to do the forgiveness sheet. I am, even though you're not in week four,

915
00:58:43.920 --> 00:58:49.840
because I feel like there's a lot of forgiveness that needs to happen here. Sometimes ladies,

916
00:58:50.720 --> 00:58:57.520
because we get hurt, we can become bitter and the bitter root can cause us all kinds of problems.

917
00:58:57.520 --> 00:59:01.840
The Bible talks about us having like really to be cautious about the bitter root. We can be

918
00:59:01.840 --> 00:59:08.000
very judgmental and critical of other people and their opinions. And, but at the core we're hurt

919
00:59:09.440 --> 00:59:16.000
somewhere. Anger is hurts bodyguard. Okay. So I just want, I want to be sensitive to the pain

920
00:59:16.000 --> 00:59:24.320
that that caused you to feel excluded from that wedding that you want to, I'm guessing from what

921
00:59:24.320 --> 00:59:30.080
you're saying to be a part of. And I, I really think there's something underneath of that,

922
00:59:30.080 --> 00:59:36.960
even where you, there was something that got taken or something that's under again,

923
00:59:36.960 --> 00:59:41.760
underneath the surface that is even before these weddings and these situations that God is going

924
00:59:41.760 --> 00:59:47.200
to uncover for you. And I read lightly because we don't dig in this community. We ask for revealing

925
00:59:47.200 --> 00:59:51.680
for healing. And so I just want you to be in prayer as you process the forgiveness with some

926
00:59:51.680 --> 00:59:57.840
of these folks and, and just see what, where God will lead this, but you're on it. You're on a good

927
00:59:57.840 --> 00:59:59.920
path. You're in this place where you're expressing.

928
01:00:00.000 --> 01:00:05.000
Okay. This is a place where a promise was broken and this is good that you, that you

929
01:00:05.000 --> 01:00:10.920
shared it. I think also some of the stuff, uh, as you are praying, um, I really want

930
01:00:10.920 --> 01:00:18.240
to encourage you to ask God to bring peace into those memories. Yeah. Okay. Super important

931
01:00:18.240 --> 01:00:22.260
ladies. Yeah, you're welcome. And we love you. And I'm so glad that you shared that.

932
01:00:22.260 --> 01:00:26.440
And I want everyone to feel safe here, but we'll, we'll always do our best to make sure

933
01:00:26.440 --> 01:00:30.900
everybody feels safe, but it's important for people to feel like they can, can actually

934
01:00:30.900 --> 01:00:36.360
process stuff. Okay. Ladies. All right. Awesome. So, so good. Is there anyone else that wants

935
01:00:36.360 --> 01:00:43.880
to go before I move on to our next content tonight? All right. I don't see. Oh yeah.

936
01:00:43.880 --> 01:00:53.920
Yeah. Yeah. Nisi, go ahead. So what did you do when, um, you started attracting, um, these

937
01:00:53.920 --> 01:01:03.080
wrong people into your life? What, what, how did you handle that? Um, well, what do

938
01:01:03.080 --> 01:01:08.480
you mean? Like, how did I get healing or how did I stop attracting those people? Can you

939
01:01:08.480 --> 01:01:14.680
give me some clarity on what you're asking? How did you stop attracting those type of

940
01:01:14.680 --> 01:01:23.680
people that you were saying that all kinds of crap? Yeah. Yeah. Good question. Uh, I

941
01:01:23.720 --> 01:01:26.880
am going to just mute you just cause I'm, I tend to get feedback for some reason. So

942
01:01:26.880 --> 01:01:30.880
I'll, if, if we need to do a question back and forth, I'll mute you or you can unmute

943
01:01:30.880 --> 01:01:38.160
again. Okay. Um, so basically, uh, the simple answer is heart healing. And I know that you

944
01:01:38.160 --> 01:01:44.400
probably want a bigger, like big boom kind of, but genuinely, the more I healed, uh,

945
01:01:44.400 --> 01:01:49.000
the less, it's not so much that I don't encounter people like that anymore, ladies. Cause the

946
01:01:49.000 --> 01:01:56.040
reality is, is there's broken people everywhere. Okay. Um, but I don't allow them to come as

947
01:01:56.040 --> 01:02:03.520
close into my inner circle anymore. Okay. So the access that they have to my heart and

948
01:02:03.520 --> 01:02:10.640
my life is, is not the same as what I would have done in the past. And I come from a different

949
01:02:10.640 --> 01:02:15.240
perspective. I tend to go into situations. I was sharing this a little bit this afternoon.

950
01:02:15.960 --> 01:02:22.360
Like regarding my mom back in the old days, I would, every time I would go around my mom,

951
01:02:22.360 --> 01:02:26.200
I go in as a daughter cause I'm a daughter, right? So I'd go around. My mom is a daughter

952
01:02:26.200 --> 01:02:30.920
with my heart as a daughter. My heart was wide open. Cause that's my mom. Even though my mom

953
01:02:30.920 --> 01:02:38.280
at times was not kind. Um, and over time I had to learn that I needed to change the posture of

954
01:02:38.280 --> 01:02:44.120
my heart to go around my mom, because my mom said a lot of manipulative, manipulative, hurtful

955
01:02:44.120 --> 01:02:50.600
things. Um, and so I had to start going in with the hat of a leader and a minister,

956
01:02:51.800 --> 01:02:56.120
not to try to change my mom, not to try to convince her to be somebody different, but to,

957
01:02:56.120 --> 01:03:02.280
to like in a, in a healthy way, show up in that situation differently.

958
01:03:04.440 --> 01:03:08.680
And I'm not saying it didn't still hurt at times when she would do or say things,

959
01:03:08.680 --> 01:03:13.240
um, even like up to like four months before she passed away, there was stuff that she was doing.

960
01:03:13.240 --> 01:03:17.320
She went on, on social media and told everybody who her favorite kid was. And like, I mean,

961
01:03:17.320 --> 01:03:27.240
it was just some hard, hard stuff. Um, but I just, I just started showing up as okay. Like if I'm

962
01:03:27.240 --> 01:03:33.080
going into a situation as a coach, as a leader, as a minister, and someone's broken, I'm going

963
01:03:33.080 --> 01:03:40.520
to look in and treat that differently than if I'm daughter. Does that make sense? I'm just giving

964
01:03:40.520 --> 01:03:47.000
different access points. If I'm a daughter, if I'm a sister, if I'm a best friend, I'm going to,

965
01:03:47.000 --> 01:03:51.640
I'm going to come in and I, because I I'm a giver. I love to hug. I love to love people.

966
01:03:51.640 --> 01:03:58.600
And I'm going to let, I'm going to let them in. Love is a risk y'all. It is, but man, when it,

967
01:03:58.600 --> 01:04:03.960
when it works and it's healthy and God is doing something, it's so worth it.

968
01:04:04.840 --> 01:04:13.400
Okay. And so I go in and I embrace and I let them in. Is it always easy? No, but God helps me learn

969
01:04:14.040 --> 01:04:20.520
who I can trust and who here's another thing. Okay. I see Karen. This is helpful. So I'm going

970
01:04:20.520 --> 01:04:25.720
to share one other aspect here and then I'm going to keep moving y'all. Sometimes here's going to

971
01:04:25.720 --> 01:04:31.240
be the reality. You all are not going to be able to share what you're doing in this program with

972
01:04:32.040 --> 01:04:38.680
everyone. There are going to be people in your life that do not have the faith for it. That do

973
01:04:38.680 --> 01:04:43.400
not have the comprehension for it. That think you should just stay single and be happy.

974
01:04:46.120 --> 01:04:53.080
And some people who are okay, if you're broken, because it's actually, if when we start healing

975
01:04:53.080 --> 01:04:57.480
you all, what starts to happen is it actually will confront other people in their life without us

976
01:04:57.480 --> 01:05:00.120
even doing anything. And they will then have to come.

977
01:05:00.000 --> 01:05:03.280
to their own crossroads, decide which way they're going to go.

978
01:05:03.880 --> 01:05:07.760
That's nothing we can't, we can't prevent that because we're healing and we're

979
01:05:07.760 --> 01:05:12.040
growing, God's doing stuff in us and we're starting to live differently and think

980
01:05:12.040 --> 01:05:15.000
differently and feed off of the word differently.

981
01:05:15.440 --> 01:05:17.320
And people will start to notice that.

982
01:05:17.760 --> 01:05:21.680
And some people may not be comfortable with it, but that doesn't mean

983
01:05:21.680 --> 01:05:23.760
we stop going and stop moving.

984
01:05:24.000 --> 01:05:26.960
So some people are not going to be able to be safe for you to

985
01:05:26.960 --> 01:05:28.080
share certain things with.

986
01:05:29.040 --> 01:05:30.480
And that's where you're going to need to pray.

987
01:05:30.560 --> 01:05:33.640
You're going to really need to pray and ask God to show you who is a safe

988
01:05:33.640 --> 01:05:35.080
person to share certain things with.

989
01:05:35.400 --> 01:05:38.520
So for an example, Brian and I are trying to get pregnant.

990
01:05:38.520 --> 01:05:40.800
Yes, I'm 46 and we are trying to get pregnant.

991
01:05:41.120 --> 01:05:44.120
I've always wanted a biological child or even adopt a child.

992
01:05:44.120 --> 01:05:45.400
I want a child of my own.

993
01:05:45.920 --> 01:05:49.840
I have cared for multiple other people's children, and I'm super grateful to

994
01:05:49.840 --> 01:05:51.480
have had the opportunity to do that.

995
01:05:51.960 --> 01:05:54.120
But, uh, that is a calling on my life.

996
01:05:54.120 --> 01:05:57.280
I've known it since I was a little girl and I want to see that fulfilled.

997
01:05:57.360 --> 01:05:58.400
Why do I share that?

998
01:05:59.200 --> 01:06:00.160
Because you know what?

999
01:06:01.680 --> 01:06:04.600
I can't tell you how many people have told me I'm too old.

1000
01:06:07.880 --> 01:06:08.880
I'm still having a cycle.

1001
01:06:08.880 --> 01:06:10.920
My doctor says I can get pregnant.

1002
01:06:11.440 --> 01:06:17.040
So I have to reject that from people and know that I might not be able to share

1003
01:06:17.040 --> 01:06:23.360
my journey regarding this, especially when it's hard with some people, because

1004
01:06:24.280 --> 01:06:27.720
they may not have the faith or the wisdom to speak into it.

1005
01:06:28.840 --> 01:06:33.000
Jesus went into some rooms and he, he moved, moved the people out of the room.

1006
01:06:34.720 --> 01:06:35.120
Okay.

1007
01:06:35.360 --> 01:06:36.760
Sometimes that has to happen.

1008
01:06:37.120 --> 01:06:37.560
All right.

1009
01:06:37.600 --> 01:06:40.480
I didn't mean to go into that tonight, but I think that is helpful.

1010
01:06:40.480 --> 01:06:43.280
And that was definitely something that helped me on my journey.

1011
01:06:43.720 --> 01:06:51.000
Um, I'm not sure, uh, Arianna, I'm not sure what you mean on that.

1012
01:06:51.080 --> 01:06:54.200
Um, but I will do my best to circle back to that in a little bit.

1013
01:06:54.440 --> 01:06:54.680
All right.

1014
01:06:54.680 --> 01:06:56.680
So we're going to start talking about stories.

1015
01:06:57.920 --> 01:07:02.600
Um, maybe one day we'll do a faith session on fertility.

1016
01:07:02.600 --> 01:07:04.720
Who knows, Anna, there's all kinds of stuff.

1017
01:07:04.720 --> 01:07:07.520
I think that's going to come out of this journey with my life and a lot of other

1018
01:07:07.520 --> 01:07:09.880
women in this community in the days ahead.

1019
01:07:10.520 --> 01:07:10.720
All right.

1020
01:07:10.720 --> 01:07:11.600
We're going to talk about stories.

1021
01:07:11.600 --> 01:07:14.840
And from this perspective, I want to encourage you all to step out of the old

1022
01:07:14.840 --> 01:07:17.480
story that you've been living under.

1023
01:07:19.360 --> 01:07:19.800
Okay.

1024
01:07:20.360 --> 01:07:21.160
What does that mean?

1025
01:07:21.160 --> 01:07:25.640
The limiting belief systems, the limiting thought patterns, all the things that we

1026
01:07:25.640 --> 01:07:30.720
cannot accomplish or that will never change or that we're not good enough or

1027
01:07:30.720 --> 01:07:32.920
whatever that looks like and sounds like for you.

1028
01:07:32.920 --> 01:07:37.200
And I want you to start stepping into the new story that God has written already

1029
01:07:37.200 --> 01:07:39.000
for you from the foundation of the world.

1030
01:07:39.000 --> 01:07:44.080
When he created you, y'all know that he actually had an original plan and design

1031
01:07:44.080 --> 01:07:46.320
for us long before trauma ever entered.

1032
01:07:47.440 --> 01:07:49.480
And so many of us aren't living into that.

1033
01:07:50.400 --> 01:07:50.640
Okay.

1034
01:07:50.640 --> 01:07:55.160
Cause brokenness entered our lives, but God wants to help us to get closer to

1035
01:07:55.160 --> 01:07:57.320
that and that's his original plan.

1036
01:07:57.320 --> 01:08:00.680
So he's already written it, but he's also writing our story now.

1037
01:08:01.000 --> 01:08:02.480
So here's how we do that.

1038
01:08:03.240 --> 01:08:06.800
We start to ask God to help us to be aware of the stories that we tell

1039
01:08:06.800 --> 01:08:10.200
ourselves that don't align with the kingdom of heaven.

1040
01:08:13.760 --> 01:08:17.800
So I want you to think about when something happens in your life, that's

1041
01:08:17.800 --> 01:08:18.319
hard.

1042
01:08:18.720 --> 01:08:20.760
What is your go-to reaction?

1043
01:08:20.760 --> 01:08:22.000
What is your go-to thought?

1044
01:08:22.160 --> 01:08:25.359
Start to put those in the chat for me as those come to you.

1045
01:08:28.920 --> 01:08:31.640
What is your go-to thought when something hard happens?

1046
01:08:35.000 --> 01:08:35.240
All right.

1047
01:08:35.240 --> 01:08:37.200
Crystal, find a solution.

1048
01:08:37.200 --> 01:08:38.720
Defeat the word of God.

1049
01:08:39.880 --> 01:08:40.600
Cry.

1050
01:08:42.240 --> 01:08:42.680
Who else?

1051
01:08:42.680 --> 01:08:43.279
Who else?

1052
01:08:44.359 --> 01:08:46.359
I'm not worthy of finding love again.

1053
01:08:47.160 --> 01:08:50.120
Panic and fear to be expected negative attitude.

1054
01:08:50.960 --> 01:08:51.120
All right.

1055
01:08:51.120 --> 01:08:53.479
Let's talk about that to be expected.

1056
01:08:53.960 --> 01:08:55.960
Yeah, this is to be expected.

1057
01:08:55.960 --> 01:08:57.560
This is what's always going to happen.

1058
01:08:57.560 --> 01:08:59.760
Nothing's ever going to change, which is what we kind of talked

1059
01:08:59.760 --> 01:09:01.120
about a little bit earlier.

1060
01:09:01.359 --> 01:09:03.920
The chaos never ends to be alone the rest of my life.

1061
01:09:04.160 --> 01:09:04.399
Okay.

1062
01:09:04.399 --> 01:09:06.479
You all keep putting these out there because we're going to get

1063
01:09:06.479 --> 01:09:07.520
rid of this stuff tonight.

1064
01:09:07.520 --> 01:09:10.479
That's why I wanted you to be thinking about it and start to put it in the

1065
01:09:10.479 --> 01:09:12.000
chat because these are real things.

1066
01:09:12.240 --> 01:09:16.000
When the pressure is applied, when it's painful, when life happens,

1067
01:09:16.000 --> 01:09:22.120
that's disappointing something, you know, uh, crushes our heart in some way.

1068
01:09:22.439 --> 01:09:26.120
These are the things that are our habits in our minds.

1069
01:09:26.520 --> 01:09:27.640
These are the go-tos.

1070
01:09:27.640 --> 01:09:30.640
These are the, the, the ruts that have been created through

1071
01:09:30.640 --> 01:09:32.840
years of thinking these things.

1072
01:09:33.840 --> 01:09:35.960
And you all, we need to create some new thoughts.

1073
01:09:36.399 --> 01:09:42.560
And so as we're doing this, it will take about 30 days, at least

1074
01:09:42.560 --> 01:09:43.920
for you to create a new thought.

1075
01:09:44.240 --> 01:09:48.200
And for you to create a new groove, to get that thought going, where

1076
01:09:48.200 --> 01:09:50.200
that starts to become your go-to.

1077
01:09:50.680 --> 01:09:54.160
And sometimes for some of you, because you've thought those thoughts for so

1078
01:09:54.160 --> 01:09:55.800
long, it might take you a little longer.

1079
01:09:56.120 --> 01:09:59.240
So we want to, we want to think about that.

1080
01:10:00.000 --> 01:10:04.960
How do we typically react? Is it healthy? Is it unhealthy? For a lot of you, some of you guys had

1081
01:10:04.960 --> 01:10:13.360
some things that maybe that's your first go-to that was positive, but a lot of us tend to lean

1082
01:10:13.360 --> 01:10:20.880
toward the negative. What do your normal thought patterns sound like? Okay, what are your normal

1083
01:10:20.880 --> 01:10:25.440
thought patterns sound like when you're thinking about money? What are your normal thought patterns

1084
01:10:25.440 --> 01:10:34.160
sound like when you're thinking about your body or your dad or a husband or, you know, your kids?

1085
01:10:34.160 --> 01:10:40.720
Some of y'all are, you know, estranged from kids and there's brokenness there and every time

1086
01:10:40.720 --> 01:10:46.800
something happens, you know, I don't know why I'm saying this name, but Michael's never going to

1087
01:10:46.800 --> 01:10:52.560
change. I don't know if that's somebody's son's name. I have no clue, but that name came up in

1088
01:10:52.560 --> 01:10:58.400
my spirit, so I went with that one. Examples of thoughts that we think. I'm going to just, y'all, there

1089
01:10:58.400 --> 01:11:03.280
can be so many thoughts that we have, so please don't think this is a complete list. This is, these

1090
01:11:03.280 --> 01:11:09.040
are just examples. These are some things that we tend to think that are these limiting belief

1091
01:11:09.040 --> 01:11:14.880
systems or negative thought patterns, okay? We will tell ourselves stuff like, it doesn't matter.

1092
01:11:15.840 --> 01:11:22.960
What does that mean? Well, sometimes we want something and then when it doesn't happen,

1093
01:11:22.960 --> 01:11:29.280
we just tell ourselves it doesn't matter anyways. It doesn't matter, but that's not really true

1094
01:11:30.560 --> 01:11:36.640
because we wanted it and even if it wasn't good for us, it's not good for us to deny what we

1095
01:11:36.640 --> 01:11:43.040
actually feel and think, so let's start owning our feelings and feel the feels so that God can heal

1096
01:11:43.120 --> 01:11:47.840
the feels and he can help us sort those things out to show us whether or not that's a good thing to

1097
01:11:47.840 --> 01:11:53.120
want and let's even get, I'll get rid of that. Good. Let's get rid of that. Let's look at healthy

1098
01:11:53.120 --> 01:11:58.080
versus unhealthy. Is that a healthy thing for me to want God or is it unhealthy for me?

1099
01:12:00.800 --> 01:12:04.400
I didn't want that anyway. It kind of goes with that same kind of thought, so some of you are

1100
01:12:04.400 --> 01:12:10.560
telling yourself, well, I didn't want that anyways because it just feels easier to tell yourself that

1101
01:12:10.560 --> 01:12:16.960
than to actually admit that you wanted that. Even what Sarah shared, I think of that.

1102
01:12:18.880 --> 01:12:23.040
Sometimes it's easier for us to get, and I'm not saying that you haven't admitted these things to

1103
01:12:23.040 --> 01:12:26.560
yourself, Sarah, but I'm just using this as an example, so let me kind of run with this a minute.

1104
01:12:27.280 --> 01:12:33.680
Sometimes it's easier for us to get angry at people than to admit how much we wanted to be

1105
01:12:33.680 --> 01:12:40.080
in a wedding and how much we wanted to be there to see our friends or our family. Sarah doesn't

1106
01:12:40.080 --> 01:12:46.160
know this, but my oldest brother got married and I was the only one in my family that wasn't invited

1107
01:12:47.040 --> 01:12:55.520
and I wasn't invited because I told about the abuse and none of my family stood up for me,

1108
01:12:55.520 --> 01:13:04.720
not one person, and that broke me a lot and it was this thing that, you know, I did for a while.

1109
01:13:04.720 --> 01:13:08.640
I didn't want that anyways. I didn't want to go to that wedding anyways, you know, and I don't know

1110
01:13:08.640 --> 01:13:14.800
that I even really, I don't know deep down that I did, but I did. Does that make sense?

1111
01:13:16.240 --> 01:13:22.720
I did, but I don't know if I did. I kind of wanted it. All right, I'm just going to pick a random name,

1112
01:13:22.720 --> 01:13:29.840
so don't feel left out, but this gives my example a little bit more, if you will. All right, I'm

1113
01:13:29.840 --> 01:13:35.440
going to pick Rambo. Rambo, you should just give up on this. You know, the enemy is telling you,

1114
01:13:35.520 --> 01:13:40.400
Anna, you should just give up on this because you've tried, you know, five times and it just

1115
01:13:40.400 --> 01:13:45.600
never worked. I don't know. I'm just making this up, y'all, but that's how the enemy will, he'll

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01:13:45.600 --> 01:13:51.600
talk to us and he'll try to convince us that nothing's ever going to change and that you

1117
01:13:51.600 --> 01:13:57.920
should just give up. I never get picked. Anyone? Does anyone ever hear that? I never get picked.

1118
01:13:57.920 --> 01:14:03.840
God picks everybody else but me. The guys pick everybody else but me. We have a lady, we've been,

1119
01:14:03.840 --> 01:14:07.680
we've been doing a lot of heart work with her and she used to tell us all the time, I told this

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01:14:07.680 --> 01:14:15.680
story this afternoon, she used to tell us all the time, men don't pick fat ladies. And then she,

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01:14:15.680 --> 01:14:21.360
that's literally how she would say it to us over and over and over again. Didn't matter what we

1122
01:14:21.360 --> 01:14:26.960
said. That was, that was the go-to. And y'all, here, here's the thing. When we started unpacking

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01:14:26.960 --> 01:14:32.800
that more with her and we tried, we tried all through heart work. I kept saying, I kept trying

1124
01:14:32.800 --> 01:14:37.760
to ask her the hard questions. She was one of my tough cases, you all, and I loved her. We kept

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01:14:37.760 --> 01:14:41.600
loving her. We kept showing up. We continue to love her and challenge her. She keeps coming back,

1126
01:14:41.600 --> 01:14:48.480
so that's good. But here, all just recently, in the last month, she finally started opening up

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01:14:48.480 --> 01:14:54.560
and talking about things that she's never talked about. And she actually didn't even admit to

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01:14:54.560 --> 01:14:59.920
herself that they hurt her when they happened. She convinced herself that that was,

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01:15:00.000 --> 01:15:02.200
was normal and it happened to everyone

1130
01:15:02.200 --> 01:15:04.080
and she just needed to suck it up.

1131
01:15:05.400 --> 01:15:07.400
So someone probably told her that

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01:15:07.400 --> 01:15:08.940
when she was younger somewhere.

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01:15:09.920 --> 01:15:11.520
So I wanna encourage you all,

1134
01:15:11.520 --> 01:15:16.440
again, it's super important to lean into,

1135
01:15:16.440 --> 01:15:18.520
like, where is this stuff coming from?

1136
01:15:19.560 --> 01:15:22.840
Lord, will you show me the first time I had this thought

1137
01:15:22.840 --> 01:15:25.640
or believe this lie or begin to partner with these lies?

1138
01:15:25.640 --> 01:15:27.000
Here's another one.

1139
01:15:27.000 --> 01:15:29.080
I wait and God, you always take someone else

1140
01:15:29.080 --> 01:15:31.160
to the front of the line and I get passed by,

1141
01:15:31.160 --> 01:15:32.800
that's kinda like the I never get picked.

1142
01:15:32.800 --> 01:15:33.640
Here's another one.

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01:15:33.640 --> 01:15:35.740
God blesses everyone but me.

1144
01:15:35.740 --> 01:15:39.040
All men, I already said this one, okay, pass, keep going.

1145
01:15:39.040 --> 01:15:41.920
This program takes too much time.

1146
01:15:41.920 --> 01:15:43.940
I did that one non-regarding relationship,

1147
01:15:43.940 --> 01:15:45.200
but I get that sometimes too.

1148
01:15:45.200 --> 01:15:48.080
People are like, man, this just takes too much time.

1149
01:15:48.080 --> 01:15:50.320
Well, how much is our breakthrough worth?

1150
01:15:52.280 --> 01:15:54.520
How much is our healing worth?

1151
01:15:54.520 --> 01:15:57.880
Y'all, some of you, you literally are here

1152
01:15:57.880 --> 01:15:58.720
to just get healing.

1153
01:15:59.320 --> 01:16:01.880
And none of the approaches are wrong.

1154
01:16:01.880 --> 01:16:03.560
So when I say this, none of them are wrong.

1155
01:16:03.560 --> 01:16:05.960
Some of y'all really just wanna meet someone

1156
01:16:05.960 --> 01:16:08.280
and you're hoping that you can get healed

1157
01:16:08.280 --> 01:16:10.440
and just move to that, and that's okay too.

1158
01:16:10.440 --> 01:16:14.560
But here's the thing, the man is the cherry on top.

1159
01:16:14.560 --> 01:16:17.660
The spirit mate is the cherry on top.

1160
01:16:17.660 --> 01:16:21.100
You are in a community where you can potentially,

1161
01:16:21.100 --> 01:16:25.240
like, literally revolutionize your whole life, genuinely,

1162
01:16:25.240 --> 01:16:27.860
and change every aspect of your life.

1163
01:16:29.640 --> 01:16:31.520
Think about what you're thinking about

1164
01:16:31.520 --> 01:16:33.380
and where is it taking you?

1165
01:16:34.480 --> 01:16:37.720
We wanna start inspecting our thoughts.

1166
01:16:37.720 --> 01:16:38.920
What are the heart postures

1167
01:16:38.920 --> 01:16:40.920
that we're living up underneath of?

1168
01:16:42.800 --> 01:16:44.640
I want you to be asking the Lord again,

1169
01:16:44.640 --> 01:16:45.960
where's that original source?

1170
01:16:45.960 --> 01:16:49.660
Where's that original wound that this all originated from?

1171
01:16:49.660 --> 01:16:51.760
All right, 2 Corinthians 10, five says,

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01:16:51.760 --> 01:16:53.640
we demolish arguments and every pretension

1173
01:16:53.640 --> 01:16:55.560
that sets itself up against the knowledge of God.

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01:16:55.560 --> 01:16:57.560
And we take every thought captive

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01:16:57.560 --> 01:16:59.400
and make it obedient to Jesus Christ.

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01:16:59.400 --> 01:17:01.680
Think about your thoughts today.

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What have they been rooted in?

1178
01:17:02.840 --> 01:17:07.040
Were they rooted in overwhelm, fear, risk,

1179
01:17:07.040 --> 01:17:12.040
or were they rooted in love, truth, kindness, patience?

1180
01:17:13.280 --> 01:17:17.600
Also, when are your intrusive thoughts happening the most?

1181
01:17:17.600 --> 01:17:18.880
I want you to start tracking,

1182
01:17:18.880 --> 01:17:20.500
when are your thoughts happening most?

1183
01:17:20.500 --> 01:17:22.240
Is it in the morning when you first wake up?

1184
01:17:22.240 --> 01:17:24.840
Does the enemy kind of onslaught you right then?

1185
01:17:24.840 --> 01:17:26.520
Is it at night when you're tired

1186
01:17:26.520 --> 01:17:29.720
and you're feeling weary and worn out from the day?

1187
01:17:29.720 --> 01:17:31.520
Is it after you have a conversation

1188
01:17:31.520 --> 01:17:33.920
with a certain friend or a parent?

1189
01:17:33.920 --> 01:17:35.600
When are the intrusive thoughts

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happening in your life the most?

1191
01:17:39.360 --> 01:17:41.360
Breakout number two, we're about to go into it.

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01:17:41.360 --> 01:17:43.320
Here is your question.

1193
01:17:43.320 --> 01:17:47.040
What negative thoughts do you need to take captive tonight?

1194
01:17:48.320 --> 01:17:53.320
What negative thoughts do you want to take captive tonight?

1195
01:17:53.320 --> 01:17:57.640
Okay, I'm gonna go ahead and recreate these rooms.

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01:17:57.640 --> 01:17:59.920
I'm gonna put you with some different people

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so you can meet some more ladies.

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I'm gonna take it down to six minutes, y'all.

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Short, brief, and powerful when you go into the rooms, okay?

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Remember that.

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All right, ladies, go ahead and click to join.

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Okay.

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Oh.

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Okay, I got everyone situated.

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Father, thank you

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01:18:57.960 --> 01:18:59.780
for everything you're already doing tonight.

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01:18:59.780 --> 01:19:01.880
Thank you for setting us free

1208
01:19:01.880 --> 01:19:04.380
and helping us to hear what your spirit is saying.

1209
01:19:05.560 --> 01:19:07.880
Thank you for leading us into all truth

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01:19:07.880 --> 01:19:09.600
and anointing us for all of our lives

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01:19:09.600 --> 01:19:11.200
and walking, calling, and leading us deeper

1212
01:19:11.200 --> 01:19:13.120
into Jesus today.

1213
01:19:13.120 --> 01:19:14.780
Thank you that we don't have to fear,

1214
01:19:14.780 --> 01:19:16.560
we don't have to be afraid,

1215
01:19:16.560 --> 01:19:18.720
because, Lord, you've gone before us

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01:19:18.720 --> 01:19:22.060
into every situation, every dynamic.

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01:19:22.060 --> 01:19:25.340
Lord, you're continuing to, yes, Lord,

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01:19:25.340 --> 01:19:27.780
transform us by the renewing of our minds

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01:19:27.780 --> 01:19:29.700
that all old things have passed away,

1220
01:19:29.700 --> 01:19:33.460
and behold, everything has become new in you.

1221
01:19:34.520 --> 01:19:36.900
God, I thank you that you're rewriting stories tonight,

1222
01:19:36.900 --> 01:19:39.460
that you're helping us to shift out of mindsets

1223
01:19:39.460 --> 01:19:40.780
and perspectives that we've had

1224
01:19:40.780 --> 01:19:43.380
that don't align with the kingdom of heaven.

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01:19:43.380 --> 01:19:45.360
We thank you that you're helping us

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01:19:45.360 --> 01:19:47.380
to just receive fresh downloads,

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01:19:47.380 --> 01:19:49.180
even as we would be here tonight,

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01:19:49.180 --> 01:19:51.580
but also that you would, yes, Lord,

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01:19:51.580 --> 01:19:53.620
stir up a hunger and thirst for your righteousness,

1230
01:19:53.620 --> 01:19:56.380
for your word, that we would desire to read your word

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01:19:56.380 --> 01:19:57.900
and get to know you more

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01:19:57.900 --> 01:20:00.300
so that we can come into a closer relationship.

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with you and to receive everything that you have for us.

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I thank you, Lord.

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Yes, Lord, that you'll take all of the ashes

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01:20:07.660 --> 01:20:09.700
and turn them around into beauty,

1237
01:20:09.700 --> 01:20:13.560
that you'll take the oil of joy and turn the morning

1238
01:20:13.560 --> 01:20:15.560
and turn it into an oil of joy.

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01:20:15.560 --> 01:20:18.660
Gabby, thank you that you'll help us to dance and celebrate

1240
01:20:18.660 --> 01:20:21.100
and to experience the fullness of everything

1241
01:20:21.100 --> 01:20:22.260
that you have for us.

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01:20:23.180 --> 01:20:24.020
Yes, Lord.

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01:20:24.020 --> 01:20:26.100
In Ephesians 3, 17 through 19, it says,

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01:20:26.100 --> 01:20:28.300
"'Then Christ will make his home in your hearts

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01:20:28.300 --> 01:20:30.420
"'as you trust in him.

1246
01:20:30.420 --> 01:20:32.440
"'Your roots will grow down into God's love

1247
01:20:32.440 --> 01:20:34.380
"'and keep you strong.

1248
01:20:34.380 --> 01:20:36.060
"'And may you have the power to understand

1249
01:20:36.060 --> 01:20:38.600
"'as all God's people should, how wide, how long,

1250
01:20:38.600 --> 01:20:40.720
"'how high and how deep is his love.

1251
01:20:41.620 --> 01:20:43.240
"'May you experience the love of Christ,

1252
01:20:43.240 --> 01:20:46.120
"'though it is too great to understand fully.

1253
01:20:46.120 --> 01:20:48.340
"'Then you will be made complete

1254
01:20:48.340 --> 01:20:51.560
"'with all the fullness of life and power

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"'that comes from God.'"

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01:20:54.220 --> 01:20:57.420
Lord, help us to know how wide and how deep,

1257
01:20:58.580 --> 01:21:01.660
how high and how long is your love for us.

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01:21:01.660 --> 01:21:04.060
Help us to have a revelation of your love

1259
01:21:04.060 --> 01:21:05.240
in a fresh way tonight.

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01:21:05.240 --> 01:21:06.660
We thank you, God.

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01:21:06.660 --> 01:21:08.820
Yes, Lord, I thank you that you would just remove

1262
01:21:08.820 --> 01:21:12.920
chains and shackles of condemnation and shame and guilt.

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01:21:12.920 --> 01:21:16.020
We thank you, God, that you would just help us to receive.

1264
01:21:16.020 --> 01:21:19.060
Thank you, Lord, that we have the spirit of love

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01:21:19.060 --> 01:21:20.460
and of power and of a sound mind,

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01:21:20.460 --> 01:21:23.700
that we don't walk in the spirit of timidity or fear.

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01:21:24.040 --> 01:21:27.840
Lord, we thank you that you're showing us all the ways

1268
01:21:27.840 --> 01:21:30.240
that you've already gone in and conquered the land.

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01:21:30.240 --> 01:21:31.500
You've already prepared it for us,

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01:21:31.500 --> 01:21:33.880
that we can be like Joshua and Caleb,

1271
01:21:33.880 --> 01:21:37.080
and we can go in and know that we can overtake the giants

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01:21:37.080 --> 01:21:37.920
that are in the land.

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01:21:37.920 --> 01:21:39.800
So, Lord, we thank you where there's strongholds

1274
01:21:39.800 --> 01:21:42.180
that have been in place in the past,

1275
01:21:42.180 --> 01:21:45.160
that you're coming and you're bringing revelation and truth,

1276
01:21:45.160 --> 01:21:48.920
and that you're equipping us and enabling us to come in

1277
01:21:48.920 --> 01:21:52.840
and really just break free from every stronghold,

1278
01:21:52.840 --> 01:21:56.100
every generational area that has held us back,

1279
01:21:56.100 --> 01:21:59.020
every mindset that's been a learned behavior

1280
01:21:59.020 --> 01:22:02.420
through parents, through grandparents, through friends,

1281
01:22:02.420 --> 01:22:05.520
through school systems, societal messages,

1282
01:22:05.520 --> 01:22:08.700
everything that is being fed into our minds,

1283
01:22:08.700 --> 01:22:10.220
the things that we take in through our eye gate

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01:22:10.220 --> 01:22:11.060
and our ear gate.

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01:22:11.060 --> 01:22:13.580
Lord, help us to know what does not align with you

1286
01:22:13.580 --> 01:22:15.760
and help us to protect our minds and our spirits

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01:22:15.760 --> 01:22:18.300
from those things.

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01:22:18.300 --> 01:22:19.440
We thank you, Lord.

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01:22:20.260 --> 01:22:22.860
Yeah, Lord, that we'll take that seriously,

1290
01:22:23.900 --> 01:22:25.500
that we won't be religious about it,

1291
01:22:25.500 --> 01:22:28.100
but God, that we'll take it seriously.

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01:22:28.100 --> 01:22:30.380
Psalm 147, three through four says this.

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01:22:30.380 --> 01:22:33.380
He heals the wounds of every shattered heart.

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01:22:33.380 --> 01:22:35.880
He sets his stars in place,

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01:22:35.880 --> 01:22:40.420
calling them all by their names.

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01:22:40.420 --> 01:22:41.260
So, Lord, we thank you

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01:22:41.260 --> 01:22:44.840
that you know each one of these ladies by name,

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01:22:44.840 --> 01:22:47.100
and that you never slumber or sleep,

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01:22:47.100 --> 01:22:50.220
and that your eyes are always on them

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01:22:50.220 --> 01:22:52.760
in a loving, kind way,

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01:22:52.760 --> 01:22:54.280
that you would lead them into all truth

1302
01:22:54.280 --> 01:22:55.880
and anoint them for all of their lives

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01:22:55.880 --> 01:22:57.760
and walk in calling.

1304
01:22:57.760 --> 01:22:59.400
And I think I even prayed that earlier.

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That's funny, that came back up in my spirit.

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01:23:03.120 --> 01:23:06.920
Yes, Lord, we thank you that Matthew 7, 24 through 25 says,

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01:23:06.920 --> 01:23:09.380
everyone who hears my teaching and applies it to his life

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01:23:09.380 --> 01:23:11.440
can be compared to a wise man

1309
01:23:11.440 --> 01:23:14.260
who built his house on an unshakable foundation.

1310
01:23:14.260 --> 01:23:16.880
When the rains fell and the floods came with fierce winds,

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01:23:17.820 --> 01:23:21.020
it stood firm because of its strong foundation.

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01:23:21.020 --> 01:23:21.860
We thank you, God,

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01:23:21.860 --> 01:23:24.400
that even this heart healing work that we're doing,

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01:23:24.400 --> 01:23:28.180
that you're helping us to, yeah, Lord,

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01:23:28.180 --> 01:23:29.020
that you're coming in

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01:23:29.020 --> 01:23:32.740
and repairing the foundations within us,

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01:23:32.740 --> 01:23:35.460
that you're coming in and you're filling the cracks,

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01:23:35.460 --> 01:23:38.460
Lord, with your love, with your liquid love.

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01:23:38.460 --> 01:23:41.780
We thank you that you're bringing healing power,

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01:23:41.780 --> 01:23:44.520
that we are a remnant chosen for this generation

1321
01:23:44.520 --> 01:23:48.180
for such a time as this to be an impact

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01:23:48.180 --> 01:23:50.740
in kingdom families and marriages, God,

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01:23:50.740 --> 01:23:53.540
that it's not just for everybody else, it's for us.

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01:23:53.540 --> 01:23:56.380
And so Lord, I thank you that you'll help us to have faith

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01:23:57.520 --> 01:24:00.100
to believe in the promises that you've had for us

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01:24:00.100 --> 01:24:03.280
and that we would continue to contend and stand firm

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01:24:03.280 --> 01:24:05.980
until we see those fulfilled.

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01:24:05.980 --> 01:24:06.980
Yes, Lord.

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01:24:08.180 --> 01:24:10.060
Yes, Lord, thank you for the fulfillment

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01:24:10.060 --> 01:24:11.460
of your promises to us.

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01:24:14.660 --> 01:24:17.740
Well, there we go.

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01:24:17.740 --> 01:24:19.240
They're about to come back.

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01:24:24.300 --> 01:24:25.740
What other ones can we read?

1334
01:24:25.740 --> 01:24:26.980
This will be really good.

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01:24:31.020 --> 01:24:33.580
Ephesians 4, 21 through 24 says this,

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01:24:33.580 --> 01:24:34.980
since you have heard about Jesus

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01:24:34.980 --> 01:24:36.860
and have learned the truth that comes from him,

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01:24:36.860 --> 01:24:39.960
throw off your old sinful nature and your former way of life

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01:24:39.960 --> 01:24:41.900
which is corrupted by lust and deception.

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01:24:41.900 --> 01:24:45.120
Instead, let the spirit renew your thoughts

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01:24:45.120 --> 01:24:47.040
and your attitudes.

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01:24:47.040 --> 01:24:49.840
Put on your new nature created to be like God,

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01:24:49.840 --> 01:24:52.880
truly righteous and holy.

1344
01:24:52.880 --> 01:24:54.760
Lord, I just thank you that in that truth,

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that Lord, you would help us to allow the Holy Spirit

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01:24:57.040 --> 01:25:00.040
to renew our thoughts, our attitudes.

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01:25:00.000 --> 01:25:05.360
our perspectives, that Holy Spirit would come and remove any scales from our eyes

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01:25:05.360 --> 01:25:11.520
that cause us to see people around us in ways that that aren't true.

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01:25:11.520 --> 01:25:16.320
Lord, I thank you that even when we hear things, God, if it's warped by the time we hear it,

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01:25:16.320 --> 01:25:21.600
I pray that you will just start to smooth that out so that we will hear things clearly.

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01:25:25.280 --> 01:25:28.960
Yeah, even more when you're saying things to us, sometimes the way we hear them,

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01:25:28.960 --> 01:25:33.840
Lord, is through condemnation and judgment. And Lord, we thank you that you'll soften our hearts.

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01:25:33.840 --> 01:25:42.160
Hi, ladies. Welcome back. Just leaning into that for a minute. God not only wants to change the

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01:25:42.160 --> 01:25:47.040
way we hear things, ladies, or see them, but he wants to change the way our hearts respond to him,

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01:25:48.480 --> 01:25:53.200
the way we view him, and the way that he brings correction and love into our life.

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01:25:53.920 --> 01:25:58.160
And we talked about this this afternoon. I won't have time to go into it too far tonight,

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01:25:58.160 --> 01:26:05.280
but I just want to mention this, that God isn't waiting to whip you and punish you, okay?

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01:26:05.920 --> 01:26:10.880
Some of you all might have grown up in environments like that, but God is, he does

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bring correction and redirection, but he brings it with love, okay? He brings, it's always undergirded

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in love. All right, I want to share the activations with you tonight. We are going to, I'll give,

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if we have one or two people that want to share, if you want to get ready for me,

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while I talk about the activations, just we're running short on time and I want to be conscious

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of that. I'm so sorry, y'all. I'm in Kentucky, I'm back in Kentucky, and I'm having all kinds

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of allergy stuff rising up. All right, activations this week. Number one, practice positivity.

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Practice positivity, partner with grace and ease. I want that to start to become a new storyline

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01:26:52.240 --> 01:26:56.480
that you tell yourself, okay? What do I mean by that? I want you to come out of alignment with,

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01:26:56.480 --> 01:27:06.640
this is hard. Are you going to face hard things? Yes. Is it going to feel hard? Yes, but I don't

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want you to partner with saying over yourself all the time, this is hard, this is hard. Yes,

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we're going to feel that, but we're going to partner with God. Thank you that when I face

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01:27:16.400 --> 01:27:20.480
situations, you're going to help me walk through them with grace and ease, grace and ease, Lord,

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and this season grace and ease. And until we feel that change, we're going to just keep partnering

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01:27:24.640 --> 01:27:29.120
with that. And sometimes y'all, it's okay to still say this still feels hard. And let's unpack that

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01:27:29.120 --> 01:27:34.480
because a lot of times, even in my own life situations I'm going through now, when it feels

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01:27:34.480 --> 01:27:38.640
hard, I'm like, okay, Lord, show me how I can look at this differently. Show me how I can rise up

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01:27:38.640 --> 01:27:43.760
above this thing. Yeah, I can do hard things, but Lord, I also want to do things with grace and ease.

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Praise Jesus. I don't have to be striving hard life the whole life. That's something the enemy

1377
01:27:49.200 --> 01:27:56.160
used to tell me all the time, because my life was really hard growing up y'all. It was really hard.

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And then my marriage was hard. And then the stuff with the kids was hard and the church stuff was

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01:28:00.640 --> 01:28:07.520
like, everything felt so hard. And I'm not saying that wasn't true, but part of that was because

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I needed healing so that I could look at stuff different. And when it feels hard, I just,

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01:28:15.840 --> 01:28:22.320
I just invite my dad to come into the situation and fight for me because I can't fight all the time.

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Truth. Anybody tired of fighting all the time?

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01:28:30.480 --> 01:28:37.520
Yeah. So I'm just like, dad, I need you to just come and fight. I just need you to fight on my

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01:28:37.520 --> 01:28:43.920
behalf because I just, all I know to do right now is stand. I didn't cause this situation,

1385
01:28:44.480 --> 01:28:50.480
but God, the enemy is coming after me and I just need you to protect me and defend me.

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Y'all I'm being real right now. Sometimes it's just what we got to do and he'll fight for us.

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Lord, I ask you to dispatch your angels to war on my behalf. These are things that I pray

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01:29:03.200 --> 01:29:06.400
when I'm, when I'm up against a battle and it feels hard.

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And just like, basically I'm saying I feel the hard, but I don't partner with that thought.

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Okay. So just really be aware of those kinds of thought patterns. Here's the next one. I want to

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encourage you all to do like go to an internet browser and type this in top Bible verses about

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01:29:27.520 --> 01:29:37.200
positivity, top Bible verses about positivity. And here's what I want you to do with that.

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I want you to click there's, there's different sources that are going to show you different

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01:29:41.120 --> 01:29:48.160
scriptures all centered around positivity. Okay. I want you to look through some of those

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and I want you to pick one or two that speak to you in this season. Okay. And this is what I want

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you to do with it. I want you to write it out. I want you to actually have the scripture for

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First, I want you to write that out,

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and then you're gonna create a declaration

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with that scripture, okay?

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I'm gonna give you an example.

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My scripture I chose today is Philippians 4,

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four through seven.

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Rejoice in the Lord always.

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I will say it again, rejoice.

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01:30:16.240 --> 01:30:18.140
Let your gentleness be evident to all.

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The Lord is near.

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Do not be anxious about anything,

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but in every situation, by prayer and petition,

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with thanksgiving, present your request to God,

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01:30:25.420 --> 01:30:29.020
and the peace of God, which transcends all understanding,

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01:30:29.020 --> 01:30:32.120
will guard your hearts and minds in Christ Jesus.

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Now, my next one's gonna be similar,

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but I've turned it into a declaration,

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not just the scripture.

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01:30:37.060 --> 01:30:39.100
So it is the scripture, but it's the declaration

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01:30:39.100 --> 01:30:43.740
I will now put up in this next week for myself as well.

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01:30:43.740 --> 01:30:46.820
I, Bethany Cooper, put my name in there.

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See how it's a declaration automatically?

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I, Bethany Cooper, will rejoice in the Lord always.

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01:30:51.500 --> 01:30:54.820
Again, I say I will rejoice.

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01:30:54.820 --> 01:30:56.820
I, Bethany Cooper, will let my gentleness

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01:30:56.820 --> 01:30:57.800
be evident to all.

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The Lord is near.

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01:30:59.160 --> 01:31:01.760
I, Bethany Cooper, will not be anxious about anything,

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but in every situation, by prayer and petition,

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with thanksgiving, I, Bethany,

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will present my request to God,

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and the peace of God, which transcends all understanding,

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will guard Bethany's heart and mind through Christ Jesus.

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Y'all, you make it personal, okay?

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01:31:18.420 --> 01:31:20.260
That's one of the ways you turn something

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into a declaration.

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You take a scripture.

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You don't take it out of context.

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01:31:23.540 --> 01:31:25.060
You just put your name in there,

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01:31:25.060 --> 01:31:26.020
and you make it personal,

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01:31:26.020 --> 01:31:28.760
and you start declaring it over yourself.

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That's your assignment.

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01:31:30.240 --> 01:31:32.720
Those are your assignments this week.

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Here's why.

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01:31:34.160 --> 01:31:36.800
Y'all, holidays, guess what?

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01:31:36.800 --> 01:31:39.120
When you're single, and you're struggling,

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01:31:40.920 --> 01:31:42.920
they feel hard, don't they?

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01:31:44.320 --> 01:31:48.080
We're not partnering with hard this week, are we?

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01:31:48.080 --> 01:31:50.280
We're gonna partner with grace and ease.

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01:31:50.280 --> 01:31:52.760
We're gonna partner with abundance, blessing,

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01:31:52.760 --> 01:31:54.160
even when we may not see it.

1448
01:31:54.160 --> 01:31:55.720
Y'all, I've spent holidays alone, okay?

1449
01:31:56.420 --> 01:31:59.620
So please know, I'm not saying this is gonna be real easy,

1450
01:31:59.620 --> 01:32:02.020
but what I am saying is that when we are like,

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01:32:02.020 --> 01:32:06.200
God, show me someone else that needs to feel friendship,

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01:32:07.100 --> 01:32:09.400
and let me invite them over to my house.

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01:32:10.700 --> 01:32:12.700
Yeah, I feel the Holy Spirit on this.

1454
01:32:12.700 --> 01:32:15.220
Y'all, we don't have to spend holidays alone.

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01:32:15.220 --> 01:32:17.380
There are homeless people that have no food

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01:32:17.380 --> 01:32:20.100
and nobody to go to, and we can go serve

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01:32:20.100 --> 01:32:21.900
at a homeless dinner.

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01:32:21.900 --> 01:32:24.540
So please, please, please don't partner with,

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01:32:24.540 --> 01:32:27.120
I have to be alone, and I have to be miserable,

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01:32:27.120 --> 01:32:29.960
and this is so hard, and nothing's ever gonna change.

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01:32:29.960 --> 01:32:31.720
Please don't choose that this week.

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01:32:33.800 --> 01:32:36.100
God, show me someone that I can be a blessing to.

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01:32:36.100 --> 01:32:36.940
Guess what?

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01:32:36.940 --> 01:32:40.760
Y'all, sometimes when we least feel like it,

1465
01:32:40.760 --> 01:32:42.440
we just need to go bless somebody else

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01:32:42.440 --> 01:32:44.840
because it helps us to get out of our own stuff.

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01:32:46.520 --> 01:32:48.000
I'm not saying we have to do that all the time,

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01:32:48.000 --> 01:32:53.000
but sometimes we just, that's the best remedy for us, okay?

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01:32:53.100 --> 01:32:55.900
So this week, come show me in the group.

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01:32:55.900 --> 01:32:57.800
I wanna see the negative thoughts.

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That's the last activation.

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I know I'm giving y'all a lot,

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01:33:00.340 --> 01:33:03.060
but you have some extra time with Thanksgiving.

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01:33:03.060 --> 01:33:06.260
So as you're thinking on things and you're around family,

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01:33:06.260 --> 01:33:08.960
let's keep the negative thoughts under control.

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01:33:10.060 --> 01:33:12.560
But let me see in the group this week.

1477
01:33:12.560 --> 01:33:13.880
What are the negative thoughts

1478
01:33:13.880 --> 01:33:16.860
that you are choosing to work on, okay?

1479
01:33:16.860 --> 01:33:18.700
I feel like if y'all post those in there,

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01:33:18.700 --> 01:33:21.660
you're gonna get a lot more coaching one-on-one

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01:33:21.660 --> 01:33:25.220
than I could give to everyone here tonight.

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01:33:25.220 --> 01:33:27.200
Some of y'all, the negative thoughts

1483
01:33:27.200 --> 01:33:29.720
that you're struggling with are going to show areas

1484
01:33:29.720 --> 01:33:31.080
that you need healing.

1485
01:33:31.080 --> 01:33:33.080
And that's how the coaches will be able to tell that

1486
01:33:33.080 --> 01:33:34.280
a little bit more, okay?

1487
01:33:35.220 --> 01:33:36.060
Y'all, we made it.

1488
01:33:36.060 --> 01:33:38.080
It's 9.33.

1489
01:33:38.080 --> 01:33:40.600
I was kind of taking a hike there at the end.

1490
01:33:40.600 --> 01:33:42.620
Hopefully we didn't rush too fast.

1491
01:33:42.620 --> 01:33:43.460
We love you all.

1492
01:33:43.460 --> 01:33:45.200
We're praying for you.

1493
01:33:45.200 --> 01:33:48.620
Again, please, if you don't have someone

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01:33:48.620 --> 01:33:50.240
to spend Thanksgiving with,

1495
01:33:50.700 --> 01:33:53.140
even here's the last thing I'll leave you with.

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01:33:54.980 --> 01:33:56.820
Some of y'all are not gonna wanna do this,

1497
01:33:56.820 --> 01:33:59.740
but I encourage you to invite yourself to someone's house.

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01:34:00.940 --> 01:34:01.780
I do.

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01:34:02.860 --> 01:34:05.460
Friend, so-and-so,

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01:34:05.460 --> 01:34:08.460
yeah, I really don't wanna spend Thanksgiving by myself.

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01:34:08.460 --> 01:34:10.460
Do you have an extra seat at your table?

1502
01:34:11.900 --> 01:34:13.580
And I hope they'll say yes.

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01:34:13.580 --> 01:34:15.620
If they don't, go to the next person.

1504
01:34:15.620 --> 01:34:17.020
Try not to feel rejection.

1505
01:34:17.020 --> 01:34:17.860
Don't give into that.

1506
01:34:17.860 --> 01:34:18.780
Just go to the next person.

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01:34:18.800 --> 01:34:21.960
Because some people might not even be home, y'all, okay?

1508
01:34:21.960 --> 01:34:23.600
Doesn't mean they don't love you.

1509
01:34:24.920 --> 01:34:27.040
Does everyone receive that?

1510
01:34:27.040 --> 01:34:27.880
Is that good?

1511
01:34:27.880 --> 01:34:28.720
That's a good word.

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01:34:28.720 --> 01:34:29.800
Just because someone says no

1513
01:34:29.800 --> 01:34:31.120
doesn't mean they don't love us.

1514
01:34:31.120 --> 01:34:33.320
It might just mean that it just doesn't work this time.

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01:34:33.320 --> 01:34:34.840
We just go to the next person.

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01:34:35.820 --> 01:34:37.860
I invited myself to people's house

1517
01:34:37.860 --> 01:34:39.800
when I was alone all the time.

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01:34:39.800 --> 01:34:43.880
COVID was, I literally was alone constantly with COVID.

1519
01:34:43.880 --> 01:34:46.200
I lived in an apartment by myself.

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01:34:46.200 --> 01:34:48.480
Y'all, we can do, we can do this.

1521
01:34:49.180 --> 01:34:51.780
And we can overcome and thrive through it.

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01:34:51.780 --> 01:34:52.620
All right, let me pray.

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01:34:52.620 --> 01:34:53.840
Father, thank you.

1524
01:34:56.180 --> 01:34:58.980
Father, I know some people don't know you as daddy.

1525
01:34:58.980 --> 01:35:00.220
Some people don't.

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01:35:00.000 --> 01:35:04.160
that even feels offensive to them because of the religion that they've been raised up in.

1527
01:35:04.160 --> 01:35:10.800
But God, I know that you're that kind of dad to me because you've shown me time and time again,

1528
01:35:12.000 --> 01:35:16.480
all the ways that you've shown up for me all along, not just in the last few years, but my

1529
01:35:16.480 --> 01:35:22.080
whole life. I pray that you would help these ladies just to sense your tangible presence this

1530
01:35:22.080 --> 01:35:26.960
week with them. Lord, that when it, when it might feel hard, that they would just sense just,

1531
01:35:27.840 --> 01:35:33.840
just the presence of the Holy Spirit, just entering in, help them to sense the mother

1532
01:35:33.840 --> 01:35:37.600
heart of God as well. We thank you that you would comfort them, that you would nurture them.

1533
01:35:38.800 --> 01:35:44.480
Yes, Lord, that even last week, as you shared that you would bend down with the first aid kit

1534
01:35:44.480 --> 01:35:49.280
and tend to every need that still continues this week. And we thank you for it.

1535
01:35:49.280 --> 01:35:56.880
Yes, Lord. We thank you that you catch every tear in a bottle and nothing is wasted.

1536
01:35:57.920 --> 01:36:04.400
You pour those back out on us like choice oil. Yes, Lord. And in due season, we will reap if

1537
01:36:04.400 --> 01:36:08.400
we don't faint. Thank you, God, for giving us the endurance, the perseverance, and the

1538
01:36:08.400 --> 01:36:15.840
courage to keep going as well as the grace every day to walk it out. Thank you that the reminder

1539
01:36:15.840 --> 01:36:21.520
that we are our best investment. Help us to continue to invest in our healing and to trust

1540
01:36:21.520 --> 01:36:28.400
you in the process in Jesus name. Amen. Amen. Happy Thanksgiving. If I don't see you all again,

1541
01:36:28.400 --> 01:36:33.360
as far as visually happy Thanksgiving, I'll be in the group. I'll see you all there.

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01:36:33.360 --> 01:36:37.760
God bless you. Have a great night, everyone. Bye-bye.