WEBVTT 1 00:00:00.000 --> 00:00:20.000 Hello. 2 00:00:20.000 --> 00:00:24.000 Hey, Robin. Hey, Marcella. 3 00:00:24.000 --> 00:00:25.000 Hi, Liz. 4 00:00:25.000 --> 00:00:28.000 Hello. So fun to hang out with you guys today. 5 00:00:28.000 --> 00:00:29.000 Yes. 6 00:00:29.000 --> 00:00:32.000 It might actually be a little bit of a smaller group because I know there's some people traveling. 7 00:00:32.000 --> 00:00:37.000 Macy's actually in Redding, California right now at School of the Prophets with Bethel. 8 00:00:37.000 --> 00:00:42.000 I'm not jealous at all. 9 00:00:42.000 --> 00:00:49.000 So she won't be on the call with us today, but I saw a few people had put into the Pioneers group that they might be out, but we'll wait to see. 10 00:00:49.000 --> 00:00:52.000 Here comes Sally. 11 00:00:52.000 --> 00:00:58.000 Also, I might be a little bit back and forth because I'm hosting solo, so like letting people in and making sure no one's in the waiting room. 12 00:00:58.000 --> 00:01:00.000 Okay, you got it. 13 00:01:00.000 --> 00:01:05.000 This will be a little bit of a stretch for me as far as like, okay, how well can I host this Zoom on my own? 14 00:01:05.000 --> 00:01:11.000 There's so many factors to consider. 15 00:01:11.000 --> 00:01:14.000 Hey, Sally. 16 00:01:14.000 --> 00:01:16.000 Okay, Marcella. 17 00:01:16.000 --> 00:01:17.000 We'll see who else joins. 18 00:01:17.000 --> 00:01:26.000 Here's Job. 19 00:01:26.000 --> 00:01:31.000 I saw that you had dropped in not too long ago that you finished your landing page. 20 00:01:31.000 --> 00:01:32.000 Yes. 21 00:01:32.000 --> 00:01:33.000 Congratulations. 22 00:01:33.000 --> 00:01:34.000 That's a huge win. 23 00:01:34.000 --> 00:01:36.000 So tell us a little bit about that. 24 00:01:36.000 --> 00:01:42.000 Yes, I met with Macy last Thursday. 25 00:01:43.000 --> 00:01:51.000 I met with her last Thursday and she was kind of like, you know, tying me just, oh, it feels crazy, last Thursday and just kind of sharing with her what I wanted to do. 26 00:01:51.000 --> 00:01:55.000 And so she kind of helped me to, I had the idea, but just kind of helped me flesh it out. 27 00:01:55.000 --> 00:02:03.000 And then, you know, just putting it all together, getting all the links and everything going. 28 00:02:03.000 --> 00:02:04.000 And so I'm excited. 29 00:02:04.000 --> 00:02:08.000 It's like, oh, I can't tell you how I feel right now. 30 00:02:09.000 --> 00:02:12.000 I'm excited to be able to share this with you. 31 00:02:12.000 --> 00:02:19.000 I'm excited to express just what this has culminated to. 32 00:02:19.000 --> 00:02:24.000 I didn't see this, like this feeling, this, I knew God was working on something. 33 00:02:24.000 --> 00:02:31.000 I knew it was, you know, you kind of sense like, okay, Marcella, you've been underground now. 34 00:02:31.000 --> 00:02:33.000 You've been doing your work. 35 00:02:33.000 --> 00:02:35.000 You've been gleaning at the tables. 36 00:02:35.000 --> 00:02:37.000 Let's go. 37 00:02:38.000 --> 00:02:40.000 But no, it's like, yeah, just it's exciting. 38 00:02:40.000 --> 00:02:42.000 It's just exciting. 39 00:02:42.000 --> 00:02:48.000 So I'm glad to have that part done and that I, you know, told Macy I would have it done for today. 40 00:02:48.000 --> 00:02:50.000 And I did. 41 00:02:50.000 --> 00:02:52.000 So excited. 42 00:02:52.000 --> 00:02:54.000 Awesome. 43 00:02:54.000 --> 00:02:56.000 And I love the journey. 44 00:02:56.000 --> 00:03:01.000 It's been, I mean, this is what I love about doing stuff like this within community, because we get to, you know, the testimony is an invitation to do it again. 45 00:03:01.000 --> 00:03:09.000 But I love the journey that you were on, Marcella, and how even just the cadence the Lord had you on as far as really solidifying you and your identity. 46 00:03:09.000 --> 00:03:14.000 Like a couple weeks ago, you released that identity statement and shared it with the tribe group. 47 00:03:14.000 --> 00:03:16.000 And I know that took some time. 48 00:03:16.000 --> 00:03:18.000 It took input from others that you trusted. 49 00:03:18.000 --> 00:03:24.000 It took you leaning into what was the Lord saying to me, what has he been saying, you know, through my history and what are the patterns that I'm recognizing. 50 00:03:24.000 --> 00:03:26.000 And then owning that. 51 00:03:26.000 --> 00:03:28.000 This is who I am. 52 00:03:28.000 --> 00:03:34.000 And then not just owning it to yourself, but actually putting it out there for others to see. 53 00:03:34.000 --> 00:03:36.000 Right? 54 00:03:36.000 --> 00:03:38.000 So it was very declarative. 55 00:03:38.000 --> 00:03:40.000 It was declaring. 56 00:03:40.000 --> 00:03:47.000 And then from that place it seems like there's been the things that have been on your heart for a long time are starting to come to fruition, which is really cool. 57 00:03:47.000 --> 00:03:49.000 Absolutely. 58 00:03:49.000 --> 00:03:51.000 Absolutely. 59 00:03:51.000 --> 00:03:53.000 Yeah. 60 00:03:53.000 --> 00:03:55.000 I could not have. 61 00:03:55.000 --> 00:03:57.000 I was like, okay, put it in the group. 62 00:03:57.000 --> 00:03:59.000 I didn't even think to put it in the group. 63 00:03:59.000 --> 00:04:01.000 But I was like, oh, wait. 64 00:04:01.000 --> 00:04:03.000 Yeah. 65 00:04:03.000 --> 00:04:05.000 You know, when we're like chugging along, it is good, though. 66 00:04:05.000 --> 00:04:07.000 Like, again, this is because there's something about it. 67 00:04:07.000 --> 00:04:09.000 I know we've talked about this a lot. 68 00:04:09.000 --> 00:04:11.000 The reps of publishing. 69 00:04:11.000 --> 00:04:17.000 And utilizing that tribe group, utilizing the safety of this circle to, you know, go first before we go out even. 70 00:04:17.000 --> 00:04:19.000 Like there's something really powerful. 71 00:04:19.000 --> 00:04:27.000 There's something I feel like really happens, and I'm not trying to over spiritualize something, but I felt it in my own journey when we say it out loud. 72 00:04:27.000 --> 00:04:29.000 And we share it with others. 73 00:04:29.000 --> 00:04:41.000 And that obviously is happening in layers and levels on each of our journeys as we're entering into our industries, entering into the technology spaces, the digital landscape, all of that stuff. 74 00:04:41.000 --> 00:04:43.000 So it's just a great practice. 75 00:04:43.000 --> 00:04:51.000 And Lara, I don't want to put you on the spot, but I know that you had dropped something in recently in the tribe group as well. 76 00:04:51.000 --> 00:04:59.000 That you had been spending some time collecting the prophetic words and your journal entries and the, you know, the inklings and the whispers. 77 00:04:59.000 --> 00:05:01.000 And that you were. 78 00:05:00.000 --> 00:05:04.960 really wanting to challenge yourself to step out more. So do you mind unmuting and sharing a little 79 00:05:04.960 --> 00:05:12.960 bit about the journey that you've been on? So can you hear me? Yes. So I'm still collecting, 80 00:05:12.960 --> 00:05:18.000 so I have a lot of journals, so it's taking longer than expected, but I came out with 81 00:05:20.000 --> 00:05:26.960 keywords and a particular thing that I keep seeing journal by journal, year by year, 82 00:05:27.680 --> 00:05:32.720 which is, you hear God's voice. And this is people reassuring me year after year, 83 00:05:32.720 --> 00:05:38.480 like you hear God's voice, so you can trust that. And I just noticed that today, actually, 84 00:05:39.920 --> 00:05:45.440 the repetition. So it's been very beneficial going back and rereading them, because I'm 85 00:05:45.440 --> 00:05:52.400 picking up a theme, and that was one, and then all these keywords, like bridge builder, connector, 86 00:05:52.400 --> 00:05:59.840 identity builder, things like that. So I'm on the process. Yeah, you're on the journey. 87 00:06:00.480 --> 00:06:04.560 On the journey, yes, I'm on the journey. Now, tell me a little bit, though, I'm curious about 88 00:06:04.560 --> 00:06:09.760 what's happening to you. Share a little bit of, if you don't mind, let's be vulnerable, 89 00:06:09.760 --> 00:06:14.400 like internally, when you're reading those things and noticing those patterns, do you feel like, 90 00:06:14.400 --> 00:06:20.000 okay, I accept this, I see it in my life, and this is who I am? Or are you finding there's 91 00:06:20.000 --> 00:06:24.640 any resistance right now, as you're going through that process of noticing the patterns of, hey, 92 00:06:24.640 --> 00:06:28.960 people keep saying this about me, bridge builder, and I hear from God, and what is that like? 93 00:06:29.840 --> 00:06:36.960 Well, the thing that came up the most is a little bit of being displeased with the amount of time 94 00:06:36.960 --> 00:06:44.320 I'm taking to accept it. Because these are things that were said to me, like I can start all the way 95 00:06:44.320 --> 00:06:54.320 down to 2019, 2018. And while I was looking for my prophetic words, I was reading my prayers. 96 00:06:55.520 --> 00:07:04.240 And at a certain point, I couldn't believe that those prayers are still prayers I have today. 97 00:07:05.120 --> 00:07:11.280 And some things have not changed. And like seven years have passed. And so it's like, kind of, 98 00:07:11.280 --> 00:07:17.440 okay. So I feel like I'm kind of a point where I really need to step out and take 99 00:07:19.280 --> 00:07:25.520 action. Because this could go on forever, if I don't decide to move, move with it, 100 00:07:25.520 --> 00:07:31.440 the words are there, the promise of God is there. If I don't move with it, 10 years from now, 101 00:07:31.440 --> 00:07:36.320 I'm going to be exactly where I was seven years ago, with the same doubts, same things. 102 00:07:36.960 --> 00:07:47.200 So I think that's probably a key revelation. That action is the most important step I can 103 00:07:47.200 --> 00:07:57.360 take now. I need to act out those promises. I need to act out believing that what God said 104 00:07:57.360 --> 00:08:03.280 is true. I need to act it out. And I'm seeing some head nods. So I think there's a lot of 105 00:08:03.280 --> 00:08:08.080 resonance. We can all relate to that at some point, even if we're not there right now in 106 00:08:08.080 --> 00:08:12.560 our journey, like we've been there, that discontent of the time that's passed or 107 00:08:13.120 --> 00:08:18.720 the not seeing the change. What is it going to take for you to take action? Have you identified 108 00:08:18.720 --> 00:08:31.600 that? No. Okay. At least I can't express it. I guess it's just, I know it's more simple. 109 00:08:34.080 --> 00:08:42.240 The simple thing is taking the small step. My block is always thinking ahead and always thinking 110 00:08:42.240 --> 00:08:48.080 big, and then I don't take the small step. And the small step, I have done seasons where I took 111 00:08:48.080 --> 00:08:56.160 small steps and they did produce fruit. But then life happens and you get discouraged again and 112 00:08:56.160 --> 00:09:03.200 you let it go. Instead, I know that the small steps, that's the path. So I need to take 113 00:09:03.200 --> 00:09:09.600 that one small step and not stop. That's a great point. I think, especially for people who live 114 00:09:09.600 --> 00:09:15.200 prophetically, because there's the now and the not yet, right? And there's the gap of seeing what it 115 00:09:15.200 --> 00:09:20.640 is in the future and all that it can be in the scale. And then we kind of have to not despise 116 00:09:20.640 --> 00:09:25.760 the small beginnings of that and take the small steps. And that takes some discipline. It takes 117 00:09:25.760 --> 00:09:30.720 some holy discipline to stay present when it's like, well, it's just going to be big and it's 118 00:09:30.720 --> 00:09:36.560 going to take me taking some small steps and finding really contentment and joy and delight 119 00:09:36.560 --> 00:09:42.080 in those small steps, even knowing it. And if I could be real, when you're in the small, 120 00:09:42.080 --> 00:09:47.040 not comparing yourself to the people who are a little bit ahead that you perceive are ahead and 121 00:09:47.040 --> 00:09:52.240 doing the thing that you want to be doing, right? But enjoy and in Thanksgiving, celebrating them 122 00:09:52.240 --> 00:09:57.520 and not condemning yourself for not being there yet. Okay. So I've noticed something though, 123 00:09:57.520 --> 00:09:59.840 when you were talking and I hope this is okay. 124 00:10:00.000 --> 00:10:01.240 So I think this is gonna be really helpful. 125 00:10:01.240 --> 00:10:02.080 So I hope it's okay. 126 00:10:02.080 --> 00:10:04.520 I'll continue to have this conversation. 127 00:10:04.520 --> 00:10:05.720 Again, I'm gonna try and put you on the spot, 128 00:10:05.720 --> 00:10:08.560 but this is helpful, I think, for people. 129 00:10:08.560 --> 00:10:10.200 It sounds like it's been a pattern 130 00:10:10.200 --> 00:10:11.600 where I've taken the small steps 131 00:10:11.600 --> 00:10:13.480 and then discouragement has come. 132 00:10:13.480 --> 00:10:17.480 So have you identified that wall? 133 00:10:17.480 --> 00:10:22.280 Because what happens with patterns is if we can identify it, 134 00:10:22.280 --> 00:10:23.160 that's actually helpful 135 00:10:23.160 --> 00:10:26.720 because we can then do something differently next time 136 00:10:26.720 --> 00:10:29.800 than continuing just to, for instance, take the small step 137 00:10:29.800 --> 00:10:32.760 and not really confront? 138 00:10:32.760 --> 00:10:34.320 Because it doesn't sound like it's the taking 139 00:10:34.320 --> 00:10:36.400 the small steps that is hard for you. 140 00:10:36.400 --> 00:10:37.280 You've done that before. 141 00:10:37.280 --> 00:10:39.120 What's hard is when resistance come 142 00:10:39.120 --> 00:10:40.840 is continuing to move forward, 143 00:10:40.840 --> 00:10:43.400 which I can totally relate to. 144 00:10:43.400 --> 00:10:45.560 So have you identified, okay, 145 00:10:45.560 --> 00:10:47.760 what is it gonna take when the resistance does come? 146 00:10:47.760 --> 00:10:49.640 Because it will come, because this has been a pattern. 147 00:10:49.640 --> 00:10:51.800 Well, it takes small steps and then life happens 148 00:10:51.800 --> 00:10:53.840 and either I don't feel like I have the time 149 00:10:53.840 --> 00:10:56.520 or the focus or the energy or whatever to continue on. 150 00:10:56.560 --> 00:11:01.160 Have you come up with a plan of action in that place? 151 00:11:02.640 --> 00:11:04.560 I don't have a plan of action, 152 00:11:04.560 --> 00:11:09.560 but I do see the things that have blocked me. 153 00:11:11.880 --> 00:11:15.680 So for sure, it's the fear of what I can't control. 154 00:11:15.680 --> 00:11:19.040 So like family issues, intense family issues 155 00:11:19.040 --> 00:11:22.720 that pop up suddenly or other people 156 00:11:22.720 --> 00:11:24.880 that have patterns of destruction 157 00:11:24.880 --> 00:11:27.040 and that interfere with what I do, 158 00:11:27.040 --> 00:11:28.120 because I work at home. 159 00:11:28.120 --> 00:11:29.960 So everything that happens at home, 160 00:11:31.840 --> 00:11:34.200 I just, it happens here. 161 00:11:36.160 --> 00:11:40.720 And also the fear of overworking, 162 00:11:40.720 --> 00:11:45.280 because I did this start like a cake business in the past 163 00:11:45.280 --> 00:11:48.080 and it scarred me, like it really destroyed. 164 00:11:48.080 --> 00:11:52.000 I loved it because I loved the job of cake decorating, 165 00:11:52.000 --> 00:11:55.960 but it just, it consumed my body. 166 00:11:55.960 --> 00:11:59.720 And I am still scared of overworking, 167 00:11:59.720 --> 00:12:01.800 because even my small steps in the past, 168 00:12:01.800 --> 00:12:05.480 my small steps took a lot of effort and time. 169 00:12:05.480 --> 00:12:09.040 It wasn't just, it wasn't something like super easy, 170 00:12:09.040 --> 00:12:10.800 five minutes a day. 171 00:12:10.800 --> 00:12:12.800 I do it for a while. 172 00:12:12.800 --> 00:12:15.160 It was hard work, but I could do it. 173 00:12:16.680 --> 00:12:19.240 So I get to a point where then something happens 174 00:12:19.240 --> 00:12:22.120 and then I'm just, I feel like I justify myself. 175 00:12:22.120 --> 00:12:26.040 It's like, oh, well, life, this shouldn't happen. 176 00:12:26.040 --> 00:12:28.640 And it's like, you have other things to take care of. 177 00:12:30.320 --> 00:12:34.680 So maybe the pattern of giving the situation control 178 00:12:34.680 --> 00:12:38.280 instead of keeping control of what I'm building, 179 00:12:39.400 --> 00:12:41.040 that is for sure a pattern. 180 00:12:42.320 --> 00:12:43.680 Okay. 181 00:12:43.680 --> 00:12:45.880 And yeah, I love the honesty too. 182 00:12:45.880 --> 00:12:47.200 The chat is kind of blowing up. 183 00:12:47.200 --> 00:12:48.760 I think again, this is resonating 184 00:12:49.280 --> 00:12:51.920 and it's helpful for us just to talk this through. 185 00:12:51.920 --> 00:12:55.440 When we're talking about taking the small steps, 186 00:12:55.440 --> 00:13:00.360 do you feel like it's the external that is hard work? 187 00:13:00.360 --> 00:13:03.120 Or is it the fact that what's happening internally 188 00:13:03.120 --> 00:13:05.960 and what you're having to contend with internally, 189 00:13:05.960 --> 00:13:08.000 whether it's self doubt or fear 190 00:13:08.000 --> 00:13:10.920 is what makes what's happening externally harder? 191 00:13:12.640 --> 00:13:15.920 Well, probably the internal has more impact. 192 00:13:15.920 --> 00:13:16.760 Okay. 193 00:13:16.760 --> 00:13:18.560 Because then when external things happen, 194 00:13:19.400 --> 00:13:23.080 then they kind of question your beliefs internally. 195 00:13:23.080 --> 00:13:24.080 Yeah. 196 00:13:24.080 --> 00:13:25.920 So probably that's the biggest thing. 197 00:13:25.920 --> 00:13:30.200 I think that this is maybe not everyone's struggle, 198 00:13:30.200 --> 00:13:32.120 but I think for a lot of people, 199 00:13:32.120 --> 00:13:33.160 it's all about, 200 00:13:33.160 --> 00:13:34.800 and we've talked about this a couple of different times, 201 00:13:34.800 --> 00:13:37.040 really untangling ourselves from the toil 202 00:13:37.040 --> 00:13:38.120 of the work of our hands. 203 00:13:38.120 --> 00:13:39.360 And a lot of that's internal. 204 00:13:39.360 --> 00:13:42.760 It's a lot of it, it all comes down to what am I believing? 205 00:13:42.760 --> 00:13:45.480 And it's often like we have the capacity 206 00:13:45.480 --> 00:13:47.680 to probably do a lot more externally, 207 00:13:48.000 --> 00:13:51.000 get the to-do list done, 208 00:13:51.000 --> 00:13:52.440 write the copy, 209 00:13:52.440 --> 00:13:53.680 publish the thing, 210 00:13:53.680 --> 00:13:55.160 build the business. 211 00:13:55.160 --> 00:13:57.240 But often there's a lot of toil 212 00:13:57.240 --> 00:13:58.840 that it enters into our work 213 00:13:58.840 --> 00:14:01.840 because of what we're having to contend with internally, 214 00:14:01.840 --> 00:14:03.320 whether that's unbelief, 215 00:14:03.320 --> 00:14:05.400 whether that's self doubt, 216 00:14:05.400 --> 00:14:09.880 whether that's emotional drain. 217 00:14:09.880 --> 00:14:14.000 So that's why I was wondering, Laura, on your journey, 218 00:14:14.000 --> 00:14:17.200 that's what contributes to burnout, in my opinion, 219 00:14:17.200 --> 00:14:19.920 more than an external something. 220 00:14:19.920 --> 00:14:22.720 Like people can run marathons. 221 00:14:24.880 --> 00:14:27.080 I can't run a marathon right now 222 00:14:27.080 --> 00:14:29.960 because first I have to believe that I can run a marathon, 223 00:14:29.960 --> 00:14:32.280 which will then engage me into a practice 224 00:14:32.280 --> 00:14:34.120 of training for a marathon 225 00:14:34.120 --> 00:14:36.880 and keep me motivated for when it's hard, 226 00:14:36.880 --> 00:14:38.560 when it's rainy, when it's cold, 227 00:14:38.560 --> 00:14:39.640 when I'm sleep deprived, 228 00:14:39.640 --> 00:14:41.560 because I have a seven month old. 229 00:14:41.560 --> 00:14:44.240 So I have to, in order for me to run a marathon, 230 00:14:44.240 --> 00:14:46.000 I don't just start running. 231 00:14:46.000 --> 00:14:47.520 I have to believe differently. 232 00:14:48.960 --> 00:14:50.960 And what makes it hard for me right now 233 00:14:50.960 --> 00:14:52.760 is I don't believe that I can do it. 234 00:14:55.560 --> 00:14:59.000 And what makes other people capable of that 235 00:14:59.000 --> 00:15:00.560 is that they believe something. 236 00:15:00.000 --> 00:15:05.440 different. They believe that they can. It's hard. It's physically hard. So I'm not saying, 237 00:15:05.440 --> 00:15:09.040 oh, that's easy. That would just be easy if I believe differently. But there is something 238 00:15:09.040 --> 00:15:16.080 where when the resistance hits, some people can hit past the resistance and some people can't. 239 00:15:16.080 --> 00:15:22.160 And I will all day long not push you into striving. That's not my goal. There are 240 00:15:23.040 --> 00:15:27.120 seasonal realities. I'll use a very Christian term. There are seasonal realities 241 00:15:28.080 --> 00:15:36.240 that come up in our lives. But often, if we believe differently, we can move through a 242 00:15:36.240 --> 00:15:43.360 lot of the resistance that continually comes up, right? Because there's always going to be life, 243 00:15:43.360 --> 00:15:48.480 and there's always going to be hard. It might not be our hard. It might be other 244 00:15:48.480 --> 00:15:52.800 people's hard around us that we're supporting or loving or doing life with. 245 00:15:53.760 --> 00:15:58.240 But if we can acknowledge and be very honest, this is where I wanted to kind of get to the 246 00:15:58.880 --> 00:16:04.640 point of it. This has been a big breakthrough for me, being honest, which is hard for religious 247 00:16:04.640 --> 00:16:09.280 people to do. But we're no longer religious people, right? We are breaking out and learning. 248 00:16:09.840 --> 00:16:17.840 But when I was religious, you can't have a bad day and still be a leader. That's kind of 249 00:16:18.080 --> 00:16:22.640 the implication, right? Leaders don't have bad days. So you're just like, you can't really admit 250 00:16:22.640 --> 00:16:29.440 how hard it can be, right? So it's a big deal to say, I acknowledge that there's a pattern right 251 00:16:29.440 --> 00:16:35.440 now in my life where I get to a point and I hit resistance. And it's real. It's not necessarily, 252 00:16:35.440 --> 00:16:39.760 I'm not saying it's not real. There's burnout, there's seasonal realities, family, there's life 253 00:16:39.760 --> 00:16:47.600 and stuff. But I have to admit that there's a pattern, right? And I'm not saying it's not real. 254 00:16:48.240 --> 00:16:53.120 And so there has to be a breaking out of the pattern. And the only way you can create change 255 00:16:53.120 --> 00:16:58.640 is to change and do something differently. What is like the old sayings, like, you know, 256 00:16:58.640 --> 00:17:02.080 insanity is like doing the same thing and expecting different results, right? Like, 257 00:17:03.120 --> 00:17:10.319 so we know. So a couple weeks ago when I was on here and I put a lot of effort into putting some 258 00:17:10.319 --> 00:17:14.319 riders in place before I even asked the question, I'm like, we're not going to do this with 259 00:17:14.319 --> 00:17:18.000 condemnation. We're not going to do this with shame. We're not going to do this with blame. 260 00:17:18.720 --> 00:17:24.319 But the question I asked is what prophetic words have you yet to experience in your life? 261 00:17:25.920 --> 00:17:29.760 What are the prophetic words you're holding onto that have been spoken over and again that you have 262 00:17:29.760 --> 00:17:34.960 yet to walk into? And I wanted to do that from a place of no blame, shame or condemnation, 263 00:17:34.960 --> 00:17:40.320 because we automatically go into it. Oh, well, you know, there's so much time has passed and I 264 00:17:40.320 --> 00:17:44.480 need to do this. I need to do that. And we have to get to the place at the bottom. At the end of 265 00:17:44.480 --> 00:17:53.600 the day, the way that we unleash ourselves from toil is we have to stop letting our doing inform 266 00:17:53.600 --> 00:18:00.240 our being. And we have to start letting our being inform our doing. Because there is doing that's 267 00:18:00.240 --> 00:18:04.320 going to take place. Like we don't just sit at home and then our destiny unfolds, right? That's 268 00:18:04.320 --> 00:18:09.440 not fun. That's there's no delight in that. But the Lord has just in his kindness to us created 269 00:18:09.440 --> 00:18:16.320 a partnership. He wrote our destiny scroll out and then for the sake of engagement and relationship 270 00:18:16.320 --> 00:18:22.880 with him, that is his deep desire. And so yes, there's actions to take. There's work to be done. 271 00:18:22.880 --> 00:18:29.280 But it can truly be done from a place of delight and joy and expectation and not dread and blame 272 00:18:29.280 --> 00:18:37.200 and shame and condemnation. But I think vulnerability, honesty, living in the light 273 00:18:37.760 --> 00:18:42.320 is the key to unlocking a lot of this. And that's why he gave us each other. He gave us community. 274 00:18:42.320 --> 00:18:47.600 He placed us in a body, right? So that we're not doing this alone and that there would be a safe 275 00:18:47.600 --> 00:18:52.880 place to land with these questions and these doubts and these uncertainties and these fears 276 00:18:52.880 --> 00:18:58.000 and just being willing to say, I don't know how to do this. I had a situation yesterday. It was 277 00:18:58.000 --> 00:19:01.920 actually just what all you need to know is yesterday was a day of growth for me. I found 278 00:19:01.920 --> 00:19:08.720 myself in a situation and it was kind of silly. It doesn't matter the details, but I had to get to 279 00:19:08.720 --> 00:19:13.840 a place. I had to tell Bruce, like this was so hard for me. I said, Bruce, I don't know how to 280 00:19:13.840 --> 00:19:19.360 advocate for myself in this situation. I'm stuck. I know that there's a phone call that I need to 281 00:19:19.360 --> 00:19:26.240 make. I can't do it. I just feel stuck. And so he said, can I help you? And I said, yes. And that 282 00:19:26.240 --> 00:19:31.680 was a big deal for me. It was a big deal for me to admit as a 38 year old woman that I couldn't 283 00:19:31.680 --> 00:19:37.360 make what would for most people maybe be an easier call to make, but there was a lot of things 284 00:19:37.360 --> 00:19:42.640 attached to it. There was a lot of things happening internally as well. And I needed help. And I needed 285 00:19:42.640 --> 00:19:48.960 to be able to say, I don't know how to move forward and I need help. And can you help me? Can you even 286 00:19:48.960 --> 00:19:54.880 help me take some of the steps? Help me take some of the action, right? So like Marcella jumping on 287 00:19:54.880 --> 00:19:59.840 a call with Macy, like help me get this done, right? Like that's why we're here. We want to 288 00:20:00.000 --> 00:20:03.620 And we don't want to just, you know, be your cheerleaders. 289 00:20:03.640 --> 00:20:07.480 We want to help you like move along on the journey and get the stuff done. 290 00:20:07.480 --> 00:20:09.760 Maybe some of the stuff that's been sitting on a shelf for a long time. 291 00:20:09.760 --> 00:20:13.860 So I'm encouraged, Laura, hearing you process that. 292 00:20:13.880 --> 00:20:17.420 And I think, I think what would be important is thinking through, okay, 293 00:20:17.420 --> 00:20:20.600 when the resistance comes, what are some guardrails? 294 00:20:20.600 --> 00:20:25.040 What are some things that I can put in place now before, before the 295 00:20:25.040 --> 00:20:28.320 resistance hits and, you know, my mind feels a little bit, maybe jumbled 296 00:20:28.320 --> 00:20:31.160 and it's, they might be a little confusing, but in the, and this is for 297 00:20:31.160 --> 00:20:33.240 everyone, what, what is the pattern? 298 00:20:34.200 --> 00:20:37.920 Can we be honest and with no blame, shame or condemnation, right? 299 00:20:38.320 --> 00:20:41.680 Cause once that hit, once the blame, shame, condemnation hits, we actually 300 00:20:41.680 --> 00:20:44.080 are not, our brains are not functioning at full capacity. 301 00:20:44.560 --> 00:20:47.120 So like, we have to release ourselves from that and we have full permission 302 00:20:47.120 --> 00:20:48.720 from the father to do that, right. 303 00:20:49.360 --> 00:20:53.600 And saying, okay, I just, I see it now. 304 00:20:53.600 --> 00:20:56.960 I know I need to make a plan and if I can't figure out what I need 305 00:20:56.960 --> 00:20:58.960 to do, I'm going to ask for help. 306 00:20:59.880 --> 00:21:01.080 I'm going to get some feedback. 307 00:21:01.120 --> 00:21:02.400 I'm going to ask for wisdom. 308 00:21:04.760 --> 00:21:09.000 And I would encourage you all to do that. 309 00:21:09.040 --> 00:21:12.880 Not just in the secret place, obviously start there with the Lord, but also 310 00:21:12.880 --> 00:21:14.760 do that in the context of community. 311 00:21:15.360 --> 00:21:17.320 Cause for some of us, that's more scary. 312 00:21:18.920 --> 00:21:21.920 It's a little bit, it's a little bit more scary to say it out loud to 313 00:21:21.920 --> 00:21:25.680 another human being than it is to say it to the father, like this is where I'm stuck. 314 00:21:26.520 --> 00:21:26.880 Help. 315 00:21:28.280 --> 00:21:30.720 Cause a lot of times we say, we ask for help and he gives 316 00:21:30.720 --> 00:21:33.000 us community to help us out. 317 00:21:36.200 --> 00:21:36.560 Okay. 318 00:21:36.600 --> 00:21:37.680 Anybody want to add to that? 319 00:21:37.680 --> 00:21:40.200 Cause I'm seeing y'all nod. 320 00:21:42.200 --> 00:21:42.720 Thank you. 321 00:21:43.080 --> 00:21:43.800 Yeah, of course. 322 00:21:43.800 --> 00:21:45.240 We'll continue the conversation. 323 00:21:45.720 --> 00:21:47.280 I'm really excited for you. 324 00:21:47.640 --> 00:21:52.640 Um, and I was just reading your, I read your blurb in the tribe group and I'm 325 00:21:52.680 --> 00:21:56.200 really excited for this group because I feel like the Lord is wanting to 326 00:21:56.200 --> 00:22:02.000 pioneer something massive, massive. 327 00:22:04.280 --> 00:22:05.720 Like generationally. 328 00:22:05.720 --> 00:22:10.800 So I know each of us are carrying some things in our own history that 329 00:22:10.800 --> 00:22:12.400 the Lord is wanting to redeem. 330 00:22:12.560 --> 00:22:13.760 He's wanting to restore. 331 00:22:13.760 --> 00:22:16.280 He's wanting to break out and break through. 332 00:22:16.440 --> 00:22:21.600 And I think the body of Christ as a whole has been on a journey of 333 00:22:21.600 --> 00:22:23.480 learning to trust each other again. 334 00:22:24.760 --> 00:22:27.920 Cause we've kind of come out of religion and then there was some, you know, 335 00:22:29.360 --> 00:22:34.400 understandably so like, Oh, that was, that was abusive because religion is abusive. 336 00:22:34.960 --> 00:22:38.440 And so then people were, some people were a little bit scared to engage with each 337 00:22:38.440 --> 00:22:41.480 other and it's like, well, I'm going to just, it's just going to be me and Jesus. 338 00:22:42.360 --> 00:22:43.880 And we're going to figure it out together. 339 00:22:43.880 --> 00:22:47.160 And I think there's seasons for that, but I think Jesus kind of prods us back in 340 00:22:47.160 --> 00:22:51.960 and say, okay, go make some friends, go make some brothers and sisters, have some 341 00:22:51.960 --> 00:22:53.520 spiritual fathers and mothers again. 342 00:22:54.200 --> 00:22:56.520 And you guys are going to be that for each other, but you'll also be that for 343 00:22:56.520 --> 00:22:59.640 the communities that you're going to be leading and the clients of your 344 00:22:59.640 --> 00:23:01.480 businesses, your customers. 345 00:23:02.360 --> 00:23:04.160 So we have to go the way to show the way. 346 00:23:04.920 --> 00:23:09.280 So I feel like the Lord has got fathers and mothers in the spirit right now that 347 00:23:09.280 --> 00:23:11.000 are engaging in communities like this. 348 00:23:11.000 --> 00:23:17.080 And it's for you first, not just for the people you're going to serve. 349 00:23:17.080 --> 00:23:22.120 We, we so easily go into servant mode and we're sons, we're daughters first, you 350 00:23:22.120 --> 00:23:26.200 know, we so easily go into, okay, but yeah, it's about, I'm learning this so that I 351 00:23:26.200 --> 00:23:27.040 can teach others. 352 00:23:27.040 --> 00:23:31.120 No, you're learning this so you can enjoy the goodness of God and your own life and 353 00:23:31.120 --> 00:23:36.200 your own journey and experience your manifest destiny here in the spirit. 354 00:23:36.380 --> 00:23:39.800 I know that, that, that again you have to dwell on the door of service we have to 355 00:23:39.800 --> 00:23:42.840 say, we've got the door of service in all of our undertakings. 356 00:23:43.800 --> 00:23:45.360 So we're trained to be true these… 357 00:23:45.560 --> 00:23:46.360 Let me say it again. 358 00:23:46.360 --> 00:23:51.440 Let me praise the Lord in all of her meetings and scriptures that God proposed 359 00:23:51.760 --> 00:23:52.760 to us in all of the world. 360 00:23:52.760 --> 00:23:54.760 She's like, man, I don't even know how many more times than that you have to 361 00:23:54.760 --> 00:23:56.320 go and read books and find better affirmations. 362 00:23:57.560 --> 00:23:59.240 That's a message to all of us. 363 00:23:59.240 --> 00:24:03.440 We are training in the spirit that's the Holy Spirit, God says your soul goes with 364 00:24:03.440 --> 00:24:03.940 it. 365 00:24:04.440 --> 00:24:05.160 That comes from God. 366 00:24:05.160 --> 00:24:07.720 That's what you're chatting about in the chat. 367 00:24:10.440 --> 00:24:12.600 Xavier, I see you on mute, go for it. 368 00:24:13.240 --> 00:24:22.320 I'll start because when you mentioned blame, shame, and condemnation, one of the 369 00:24:22.320 --> 00:24:26.640 things that the Lord's taught me recently in the framework that I use is to start 370 00:24:26.640 --> 00:24:32.080 with him and ask him about what lies do I believe about whatever it happens to be. 371 00:24:32.680 --> 00:24:33.160 Okay. 372 00:24:33.160 --> 00:24:38.760 And just ask him to reveal that and then ask him to reveal what is the truth about 373 00:24:38.920 --> 00:24:46.640 whatever this happens to be, you know, so that I can release the lies and reaffirm 374 00:24:46.640 --> 00:24:47.720 that truth. 375 00:24:48.120 --> 00:24:51.000 And so it's just become a daily thing for me. 376 00:24:51.000 --> 00:24:57.000 And, you know, as you mentioned, coming out of religion and into relationship with 377 00:24:57.000 --> 00:25:00.000 him, it's just a different way of looking. 378 00:25:00.000 --> 00:25:08.080 and everything, but to also emphasize and affirm what you said about community. 379 00:25:08.080 --> 00:25:12.400 I think I've said this before, but I definitely believe that the Lord has brought us here so that 380 00:25:12.400 --> 00:25:17.760 we can affirm, so that even when I'm talking to the Lord, just talking, you know, and opening up 381 00:25:17.760 --> 00:25:25.760 to the rest of you, and I have to learn to do that better, then I get confirmation of what 382 00:25:25.760 --> 00:25:32.480 He's been telling me, okay, and when you have a group that you can trust, you know, that are 383 00:25:32.480 --> 00:25:39.040 following the Lord, then it is, there's nothing like that, okay, it really just propels you even 384 00:25:39.040 --> 00:25:45.920 further to, you know, to kind of move along, so I think that, you know, everything you're saying 385 00:25:45.920 --> 00:25:50.880 is right on the mark, and I know it's not just for me, I know it's for everybody who's here, 386 00:25:51.520 --> 00:25:58.160 because, yeah, we are going to be passing this on to others as well, so that they can do the same 387 00:25:58.160 --> 00:26:03.200 thing, and as we work with others, and they work with others, and they work with others, that's 388 00:26:03.200 --> 00:26:08.880 what's going to make the difference, that's what's going to change the world, so thank you. 389 00:26:08.880 --> 00:26:14.880 Yeah, you do bring up a good point about kingdom math, and that's multiplication always, not just addition, 390 00:26:15.840 --> 00:26:18.400 so some of us, as we're going through our prophetic words, right, 391 00:26:19.200 --> 00:26:27.440 and contemplating the scale at which the Lord is speaking to us, it doesn't end with you, 392 00:26:29.680 --> 00:26:35.680 so for me, I'll use myself an example, there's, I have words about speaking to arenas of people, 393 00:26:35.680 --> 00:26:42.320 I know I've shared some of this with you guys already, and before Zoom was a thing, before 394 00:26:42.320 --> 00:26:46.160 social media had really taken off, I was getting words like that, so I only had one picture, which 395 00:26:46.160 --> 00:26:52.720 was like being in a physical arena on a physical stage, and what it would take to make that happen, 396 00:26:52.720 --> 00:26:57.120 which is typically, you know, you write a book, you do speaking engagements, and then you kind of work 397 00:26:57.120 --> 00:27:02.800 your way up the speaker circuit ladder, Christian speaker circuit ladder, and you eventually get 398 00:27:02.800 --> 00:27:08.560 invited to an arena, right, that was the only, in the natural, that was the only context I had, 399 00:27:08.720 --> 00:27:13.360 but God is not bound by time, right, and this is, hopefully this will be encouraging anyone who's 400 00:27:13.360 --> 00:27:17.200 feeling similar to Lara, of like, hey, he spoke this back in 2018, and here I am, and there's no 401 00:27:17.200 --> 00:27:22.160 change, I have a cool story about that too, so I'm getting, I'm getting words about that, and all I 402 00:27:22.160 --> 00:27:26.160 can think about in my natural brain is, okay, like, that's gonna, that's gonna mean I gotta write some 403 00:27:26.160 --> 00:27:29.520 books, I gotta get some speaking engagements, I gotta put some press releases out there, I've 404 00:27:29.520 --> 00:27:34.000 gotta start networking, I've gotta, whatever, podcasts weren't even like a big thing back then, 405 00:27:34.000 --> 00:27:38.320 so it was like, everything was very, you know, step-by-step, and a slow process, slow-moving 406 00:27:38.320 --> 00:27:42.480 process, unless you're just like, we're, we're like a wonder kid, and, you know, someone happened to 407 00:27:42.480 --> 00:27:48.320 see you at some, like, random women's conference, and said, hey, come, you know, come, come, you know, 408 00:27:48.320 --> 00:27:53.040 let me mentor you in the bigger things, right, I mean, that's just reality of it, but then social 409 00:27:53.040 --> 00:27:57.840 media takes off, okay, great, but still, you gotta build an audience, you guys are in that right now, 410 00:27:57.840 --> 00:28:02.560 building an audience, and putting content out there, and being consistent, then comes the 411 00:28:02.560 --> 00:28:12.000 pandemic, and being consistent, then COVID hits, and people are home, and a month before COVID hit, 412 00:28:12.880 --> 00:28:20.640 I got my podcast out, and started posting, none of that I could have made, like, I could do the 413 00:28:20.640 --> 00:28:29.680 podcast, but I didn't build social media, I didn't create COVID, right, but the Lord, you see, like, 414 00:28:30.640 --> 00:28:38.640 and he's calling it before it's time, giving me the heads up, and I wish I could have said at the 415 00:28:38.640 --> 00:28:43.200 time, oh, I received that word with joy and gladness in my heart, and I was full of faith, 416 00:28:43.200 --> 00:28:47.040 no, you know what I did, guys, when I started getting words of, you're gonna speak in arenas, 417 00:28:48.080 --> 00:28:56.560 I dreaded it, I dreaded the work, because at the time, I did not have a right believing about what 418 00:28:57.520 --> 00:29:02.960 work was, there was a lot of toil involved in anything that I did, for the Lord, or, you know, 419 00:29:02.960 --> 00:29:12.640 for my nine to five, or whatever, because I was stuck in approval seeking mode, I wanted to be 420 00:29:12.640 --> 00:29:21.120 loved, I wanted to be liked, I wanted to succeed, which is not inherently bad on its own, because we 421 00:29:21.120 --> 00:29:28.320 are wired for love, we're wired for acceptance and belonging, but without a revelation of that 422 00:29:28.320 --> 00:29:33.600 already being fulfilled in the finished work of Jesus Christ on my behalf, I'm working for something 423 00:29:33.600 --> 00:29:40.720 that's already mine, that I actually can't achieve on my own, and that's the suckiness of religion, 424 00:29:41.680 --> 00:29:46.000 working for something that you already have, and with the belief that it's all up to you, 425 00:29:46.000 --> 00:29:51.840 and you're on your own, and neuroscience is catching up to what I was actually experiencing 426 00:29:51.840 --> 00:29:57.680 years and years ago, so neuroscience, I'm gonna butcher it, so I apologize for the people that 427 00:29:57.680 --> 00:29:59.920 actually work with the brain. 428 00:30:00.000 --> 00:30:04.560 And no more than me, but I will put it down into layman's terms. 429 00:30:05.520 --> 00:30:10.400 When you're approval seeking, when that is your mode, your, uh, what is it called? 430 00:30:10.400 --> 00:30:16.500 Your, uh, amygdala, amygdala, amygdala. 431 00:30:16.500 --> 00:30:17.400 I think that's how you say it. 432 00:30:17.400 --> 00:30:17.800 Yes. 433 00:30:17.800 --> 00:30:18.040 Okay. 434 00:30:18.040 --> 00:30:18.440 I'm getting it. 435 00:30:18.440 --> 00:30:18.760 Yes. 436 00:30:18.800 --> 00:30:19.160 Okay. 437 00:30:20.240 --> 00:30:21.920 That gets ultra sensitive. 438 00:30:23.160 --> 00:30:27.480 So you become more and more eagerly, easily triggered by 439 00:30:27.840 --> 00:30:29.720 the possibility of rejection. 440 00:30:30.840 --> 00:30:38.040 Not actual rejection with, which we, which we have resilience for in, if we're 441 00:30:38.120 --> 00:30:41.440 healthy, but the possibility of rejection. 442 00:30:41.760 --> 00:30:46.760 So we get more and more sensitive are to the point where our bodies even respond. 443 00:30:46.760 --> 00:30:48.640 Our cortisol levels rise. 444 00:30:49.280 --> 00:30:53.080 We kind of get the, we're in that stuck mode of fight or flight. 445 00:30:53.080 --> 00:30:55.720 Our nervous systems are dysregulated because of it. 446 00:30:56.720 --> 00:31:01.400 Like we were not made to live in approval seeking mode. 447 00:31:02.440 --> 00:31:04.560 We were made to live from a place of approval. 448 00:31:04.600 --> 00:31:08.360 I'll always not for acceptance, but from acceptance. 449 00:31:08.360 --> 00:31:08.720 Right. 450 00:31:10.320 --> 00:31:14.000 And so what's happened with a lot of people, I think in the body of Christ, 451 00:31:14.040 --> 00:31:17.120 who are just wanting to be good Christians and be good for God, like me, 452 00:31:17.160 --> 00:31:18.720 like it came from a pure place. 453 00:31:18.920 --> 00:31:20.120 She wanted to be good for God. 454 00:31:20.640 --> 00:31:23.800 She wanted to be loved and liked by godly people, wanted to be affirmed, 455 00:31:23.920 --> 00:31:26.200 wanted to be validated, wanted to be accepted. 456 00:31:27.440 --> 00:31:33.720 But I got stuck in that mode where I became more and more sensitive to needing 457 00:31:33.720 --> 00:31:37.280 that, that even when it happened and there's neuroscience behind this, that 458 00:31:37.280 --> 00:31:41.320 even when you do get approval, it's not a big enough of a dopamine hit. 459 00:31:44.120 --> 00:31:48.040 It doesn't even scratch the itch anymore because you just need 460 00:31:48.040 --> 00:31:50.000 it more and more and more. 461 00:31:50.280 --> 00:31:57.400 Why is it that we can get 45 positive comments on a post, but the one comment 462 00:31:57.920 --> 00:32:01.760 that, you know, told us we were prostituting the gospel and we didn't 463 00:32:01.760 --> 00:32:05.200 know what we were talking about is the thing that sticks with us. 464 00:32:08.960 --> 00:32:14.760 So in order for us to move forward from a place of health and resilience, as we 465 00:32:14.800 --> 00:32:20.280 grow and become more even public facing in our industries and our spheres and the 466 00:32:20.280 --> 00:32:24.320 digital landscape is we have to really settle in our hearts once and for all 467 00:32:24.320 --> 00:32:31.440 that we are accepted in Christ because of Christ and we are fully loved and there's 468 00:32:31.440 --> 00:32:33.360 nothing we can do to chip away at that. 469 00:32:33.360 --> 00:32:35.480 And there's nothing we can do to add to that. 470 00:32:37.520 --> 00:32:43.080 But I think that's exactly why we have to be transformed and renewed in our minds. 471 00:32:43.120 --> 00:32:44.120 Absolutely. 472 00:32:44.240 --> 00:32:47.520 That is the whole point of of of everything. 473 00:32:48.000 --> 00:32:54.280 And as things taking a long time, you know, from one point to another, the Lord just 474 00:32:54.280 --> 00:32:58.560 kept reminding me about, you know, one, Moses was 80 when he when when I say when 475 00:32:58.560 --> 00:33:04.480 he, you know, set foot on his mission, but he spent 40 years basically, I think, 476 00:33:04.480 --> 00:33:07.320 unlearning what he'd learned in Egypt the first 40 years. 477 00:33:07.560 --> 00:33:09.720 Probably it was 40 years of unlearning it. 478 00:33:09.960 --> 00:33:12.080 And then God cut him loose. 479 00:33:12.480 --> 00:33:13.000 Yeah. 480 00:33:13.240 --> 00:33:15.640 And I and I, you know, I could be proven wrong. 481 00:33:15.760 --> 00:33:19.600 I have to go back and reread the the thing, the story of Moses. 482 00:33:19.600 --> 00:33:22.480 But I don't think there was ever a point with the Lord said, Moses, I'm really 483 00:33:22.480 --> 00:33:24.040 disappointed it took you that much time. 484 00:33:24.240 --> 00:33:25.760 No, exactly. 485 00:33:25.760 --> 00:33:26.800 No, there's not. 486 00:33:26.920 --> 00:33:30.520 I've gone through it in detail because it's God brought it to me. 487 00:33:30.680 --> 00:33:33.160 So I'm going through in detail to study that. 488 00:33:33.200 --> 00:33:35.680 And no, I mean, that wasn't it. 489 00:33:37.680 --> 00:33:40.160 I think the Lord was more concerned about building Moses. 490 00:33:40.320 --> 00:33:40.800 Yeah. 491 00:33:40.800 --> 00:33:44.600 And I and I know that's that's exactly what, you know, what he was after. 492 00:33:44.600 --> 00:33:49.280 So because as Moses would grow and believe in Moses, I mean, hey, how how 493 00:33:49.280 --> 00:33:53.680 relatable in so many ways where it was like the creator of the universe is 494 00:33:53.680 --> 00:33:58.440 literally visiting you through a burning bush and you're like, yeah, I don't know. 495 00:34:00.920 --> 00:34:07.400 I, I learned you really did me, you know, but but but I think the point is we have 496 00:34:07.400 --> 00:34:14.840 to get to a place of such trust, of such trust in the Lord, guys, such trust in the 497 00:34:14.840 --> 00:34:21.719 Lord when he says, I'm pleased with you and I love you and I accept you that we get 498 00:34:21.719 --> 00:34:23.520 past the time conversation. 499 00:34:24.920 --> 00:34:27.360 We get past the fact that Lord is taking so much time. 500 00:34:27.400 --> 00:34:28.679 I've taken so much time. 501 00:34:28.679 --> 00:34:29.719 I'm so sorry. 502 00:34:29.719 --> 00:34:31.280 It's it's taken so much time. 503 00:34:31.880 --> 00:34:33.080 Time is a tool. 504 00:34:34.760 --> 00:34:35.679 It's just a tool. 505 00:34:35.800 --> 00:34:41.320 And so my point being, you know, I could have started taking steps towards the arena 506 00:34:41.360 --> 00:34:46.080 life and maybe it would have happened that way and there's nothing wrong with that. 507 00:34:46.679 --> 00:34:47.719 But I didn't. 508 00:34:48.920 --> 00:34:54.440 And then the Lord still leveraged what was happening as time unfolded with 509 00:34:54.440 --> 00:34:58.480 technologies that weren't available and glory to the Lord. 510 00:34:58.480 --> 00:35:01.080 And I think that's what we need to do right now. 511 00:35:00.000 --> 00:35:02.700 global situations that had not yet unfolded, 512 00:35:03.600 --> 00:35:08.360 leverage that so that there was a time when every day, 513 00:35:08.360 --> 00:35:11.040 not just once a year when I was speaking at one conference, 514 00:35:11.040 --> 00:35:13.720 but every day when I started posting, 515 00:35:13.720 --> 00:35:16.500 I was reaching upwards of 200,000 people, 516 00:35:17.760 --> 00:35:19.520 which is a pretty big arena. 517 00:35:19.520 --> 00:35:20.800 Yeah. 518 00:35:20.800 --> 00:35:22.240 And speaking of time, I'm impressed. 519 00:35:22.240 --> 00:35:25.120 I have to share something then I promise I'll be quiet. 520 00:35:25.120 --> 00:35:27.600 You take your time. 521 00:35:28.560 --> 00:35:29.880 I've been traveling a lot, 522 00:35:29.880 --> 00:35:32.640 which is why I'm here sporadically and whatnot. 523 00:35:32.640 --> 00:35:36.680 And I was given a task to do just before the meeting. 524 00:35:36.680 --> 00:35:39.800 And I'm thinking, Lord, I don't have time, okay, 525 00:35:39.800 --> 00:35:42.280 to do the meeting and actually get this done. 526 00:35:43.200 --> 00:35:46.640 And then literally the Lord goes, excuse me? 527 00:35:46.640 --> 00:35:49.280 Okay, because I have learned to allow the Lord 528 00:35:49.280 --> 00:35:51.840 to bend time for me to let things get done. 529 00:35:53.400 --> 00:35:56.480 And so this conversation was really, really important. 530 00:35:56.560 --> 00:35:59.160 And when we think we can't do things, okay, 531 00:35:59.160 --> 00:36:02.080 well, God has the resources to help us 532 00:36:02.080 --> 00:36:03.920 to get those things done. 533 00:36:03.920 --> 00:36:06.360 And Sally, just to respond to what you wrote, 534 00:36:06.360 --> 00:36:10.960 you said, how we do the 1% and he does the 99%, okay? 535 00:36:10.960 --> 00:36:13.560 That is a total matter of trust. 536 00:36:13.560 --> 00:36:17.440 You have to trust that he's going to help you get through it 537 00:36:17.440 --> 00:36:20.800 and get to get across the finish line, okay? 538 00:36:20.800 --> 00:36:23.720 And it's building that trust in our relationship with him 539 00:36:23.720 --> 00:36:27.080 that makes all of the difference in the world. 540 00:36:27.080 --> 00:36:28.640 And when we learn to do that, 541 00:36:28.640 --> 00:36:30.360 then we stop worrying about time. 542 00:36:30.360 --> 00:36:32.720 We stop worrying about resources, okay? 543 00:36:32.720 --> 00:36:37.160 We start listening to what the impressions 544 00:36:37.160 --> 00:36:38.720 that the Holy Spirit are making on us. 545 00:36:38.720 --> 00:36:41.560 We confirm them with each other, okay? 546 00:36:41.560 --> 00:36:43.840 And we just keep moving forward. 547 00:36:43.840 --> 00:36:45.040 It's a completely different way. 548 00:36:45.040 --> 00:36:48.160 And that's how we are not working from a place of toil. 549 00:36:48.160 --> 00:36:52.120 We are working from a place of rest and a place of peace. 550 00:36:52.120 --> 00:36:53.440 And it's peace because we know 551 00:36:53.440 --> 00:36:55.360 that God's going to come through. 552 00:36:55.360 --> 00:36:58.160 So I just wanted to add that. 553 00:36:58.160 --> 00:36:59.000 That's awesome. 554 00:36:59.000 --> 00:37:01.440 And we will get to a place 555 00:37:01.440 --> 00:37:03.200 where we're not just not worried about time, 556 00:37:03.200 --> 00:37:06.340 but we welcome it to come serve us. 557 00:37:07.680 --> 00:37:08.520 Right. 558 00:37:08.520 --> 00:37:11.840 Like we will be so renewed in our minds 559 00:37:11.840 --> 00:37:14.440 that we won't just be worried about resources, 560 00:37:14.440 --> 00:37:15.440 but we'll welcome them. 561 00:37:15.440 --> 00:37:20.440 We'll be open to greater possibilities and greater realms 562 00:37:22.160 --> 00:37:25.800 and that's where we're heading. 563 00:37:27.440 --> 00:37:29.080 Sally, do you want to unmute a little bit? 564 00:37:29.080 --> 00:37:31.880 I know you're sharing a few things in the chat. 565 00:37:34.440 --> 00:37:37.880 I popped in a Word document, 566 00:37:37.880 --> 00:37:40.360 which comes from Dr. Bruce Perry 567 00:37:40.360 --> 00:37:42.920 around the arousal continuum. 568 00:37:42.920 --> 00:37:47.920 But ultimately when we are in Christ and Christ is in us, 569 00:37:47.920 --> 00:37:49.520 we only stay in the green. 570 00:37:49.520 --> 00:37:51.080 We don't go into the red. 571 00:37:51.080 --> 00:37:52.160 We don't go into doubt. 572 00:37:52.160 --> 00:37:53.760 We don't go into fear. 573 00:37:53.760 --> 00:37:56.400 But what that chart shows you 574 00:37:56.400 --> 00:37:59.280 is what happens to our physical bodies 575 00:37:59.280 --> 00:38:03.760 and what happens to how we then react rather than respond. 576 00:38:03.760 --> 00:38:05.360 So it was just in line with, 577 00:38:05.360 --> 00:38:06.560 you were talking about neuroscience. 578 00:38:06.560 --> 00:38:08.400 And so I thought it was a good document 579 00:38:08.400 --> 00:38:10.760 to just pop in there. 580 00:38:10.760 --> 00:38:11.600 That's awesome. 581 00:38:11.600 --> 00:38:14.440 And Sally, would you mind when you have time to, 582 00:38:14.440 --> 00:38:15.360 when you have time, 583 00:38:15.360 --> 00:38:17.800 to put that in our pioneers group as well? 584 00:38:17.800 --> 00:38:19.080 Just so it's accessible for people 585 00:38:19.080 --> 00:38:20.720 who won't be on the call. 586 00:38:21.360 --> 00:38:23.240 I want us to get into the practice of doing that as well, 587 00:38:23.240 --> 00:38:25.560 just like sharing resources we come across. 588 00:38:25.560 --> 00:38:26.880 Because how helpful has it just been 589 00:38:26.880 --> 00:38:27.880 in the last 30 minutes 590 00:38:27.880 --> 00:38:31.960 just to share each other's processes a bit? 591 00:38:31.960 --> 00:38:34.280 So I want us to get in the practice of doing that 592 00:38:34.280 --> 00:38:37.360 more and more if you guys are up for it. 593 00:38:39.280 --> 00:38:40.880 So yeah, so approval seeking. 594 00:38:40.880 --> 00:38:41.960 So I want to go back to 595 00:38:41.960 --> 00:38:43.720 what we were talking about a few weeks ago. 596 00:38:43.720 --> 00:38:45.640 And I don't know if, 597 00:38:45.640 --> 00:38:47.160 I know that Marcella did. 598 00:38:47.160 --> 00:38:48.560 I know Lara's been working on it. 599 00:38:48.560 --> 00:38:49.880 Yap's been working on it. 600 00:38:49.880 --> 00:38:51.080 Sally, you said you've been working on it 601 00:38:51.080 --> 00:38:52.120 as far as going back 602 00:38:52.120 --> 00:38:56.840 and looking through the prophetic words that you have. 603 00:38:56.840 --> 00:38:58.800 And what my challenge was, 604 00:38:58.800 --> 00:39:00.240 was just to take those 605 00:39:00.240 --> 00:39:03.040 and utilize it to identify patterns, 606 00:39:03.040 --> 00:39:04.640 to put together an identity statement 607 00:39:04.640 --> 00:39:07.840 of things that you can declare over yourself. 608 00:39:07.840 --> 00:39:10.360 So how is that going for everyone? 609 00:39:10.360 --> 00:39:11.280 I know Marcella's done. 610 00:39:11.280 --> 00:39:12.120 She's did it. 611 00:39:12.120 --> 00:39:14.280 There's the video to prove it. 612 00:39:14.280 --> 00:39:15.520 Sally, you're unmuted. 613 00:39:16.360 --> 00:39:17.680 Yeah, I mean, I've spent, 614 00:39:17.680 --> 00:39:19.680 I actually decided 615 00:39:20.480 --> 00:39:21.320 I've got a whole heap of prophetic. 616 00:39:21.320 --> 00:39:22.160 As soon as you said that, 617 00:39:22.160 --> 00:39:23.360 I just take my pile out 618 00:39:23.360 --> 00:39:24.280 because I've got a pile 619 00:39:24.280 --> 00:39:26.680 in every single prophetic word 620 00:39:26.680 --> 00:39:29.440 since 2017, when it all started. 621 00:39:29.440 --> 00:39:30.640 I've written it down 622 00:39:30.640 --> 00:39:32.240 and I go back and I reread them. 623 00:39:32.240 --> 00:39:34.320 So I feel like they're very much, 624 00:39:34.320 --> 00:39:36.040 and it's always been for now. 625 00:39:36.040 --> 00:39:38.400 It's always, yes, there's stuff in the future, 626 00:39:38.400 --> 00:39:39.760 but it's always been, 627 00:39:39.760 --> 00:39:43.000 I'm blessed that I haven't had to wait 20 odd years 628 00:39:43.000 --> 00:39:44.640 for these prophetic words to come. 629 00:39:44.640 --> 00:39:48.800 They literally come and they have the same flavor. 630 00:39:48.800 --> 00:39:50.160 And then I said to God, okay, 631 00:39:50.160 --> 00:39:52.960 so I, cause I'm now on a stage 632 00:39:52.960 --> 00:39:55.640 where I've got to be able to say who I am 633 00:39:55.640 --> 00:39:59.520 and what I do and working with the boys at Linda's Fun. 634 00:40:00.000 --> 00:40:02.440 I talked to all about who I am, 635 00:40:02.440 --> 00:40:04.040 and then I told them what I did. 636 00:40:04.040 --> 00:40:06.400 And I'm like, oh no, that's the wrong way around. 637 00:40:06.400 --> 00:40:09.900 So I find it really hard to read the label 638 00:40:09.900 --> 00:40:10.920 from inside the jar. 639 00:40:10.920 --> 00:40:14.200 I could probably share what God sees in each one of you 640 00:40:14.200 --> 00:40:17.160 or how I see each one of you, like boom, boom, boom, 641 00:40:17.160 --> 00:40:18.000 no problem. 642 00:40:18.000 --> 00:40:19.960 But when it comes to myself, 643 00:40:19.960 --> 00:40:21.560 it has been the hardest journey 644 00:40:21.560 --> 00:40:24.680 and I have struggled to put that together. 645 00:40:25.980 --> 00:40:27.720 So I thought, right, well, what I'll do 646 00:40:27.720 --> 00:40:28.780 is I'll just put it out there. 647 00:40:28.780 --> 00:40:33.540 So in the groups that I'm involved with or lead 648 00:40:33.540 --> 00:40:35.980 or I'm part of, I just put it out and said, 649 00:40:35.980 --> 00:40:38.360 hey guys, I've got to put this pitch together, 650 00:40:38.360 --> 00:40:39.860 which I'm doing later on today. 651 00:40:40.900 --> 00:40:42.660 So I think I finally put it together 652 00:40:42.660 --> 00:40:44.040 about half an hour ago. 653 00:40:45.140 --> 00:40:48.860 But I have to put it to just share who I am and what I do. 654 00:40:48.860 --> 00:40:50.740 And God wants me to do it that way, 655 00:40:50.740 --> 00:40:54.180 not this is Sally Webb, international speaker, 656 00:40:54.180 --> 00:40:56.620 blah, blah, blah, whatever the stuff is. 657 00:40:56.620 --> 00:40:59.820 He says, no one cares how much you know 658 00:40:59.820 --> 00:41:01.520 until they know how much you care. 659 00:41:02.460 --> 00:41:05.460 And so it was about shifting that. 660 00:41:05.460 --> 00:41:08.300 So I put it out there. 661 00:41:08.300 --> 00:41:10.940 And then what I did was I poured it all in, 662 00:41:10.940 --> 00:41:13.540 it was great testament, it was lovely. 663 00:41:13.540 --> 00:41:17.300 But I poured it all in, I stuck it through AI in here 664 00:41:17.300 --> 00:41:22.060 and it churned out what I do, not who I am. 665 00:41:22.060 --> 00:41:25.240 So it was interesting, even though I was very specific 666 00:41:25.240 --> 00:41:28.200 about this is what people say about me, 667 00:41:28.200 --> 00:41:33.200 help me put together who is my character, who am I? 668 00:41:35.640 --> 00:41:40.120 So I flipped it and so I sat the hour before here 669 00:41:40.120 --> 00:41:43.160 and wrote who I am and what I do. 670 00:41:43.160 --> 00:41:47.440 So I'll be attempting to put that together for later on. 671 00:41:47.440 --> 00:41:50.520 I'm excited to see how it goes, how it's received. 672 00:41:50.520 --> 00:41:51.360 Yeah. 673 00:41:51.360 --> 00:41:53.200 Because it's very countercultural, right? 674 00:41:53.880 --> 00:41:56.920 We all lead with what we do. 675 00:41:56.920 --> 00:41:58.120 Yeah. 676 00:41:58.120 --> 00:42:01.440 In the world, it's like, oh, hey, I'm Lindsay. 677 00:42:01.440 --> 00:42:02.320 Oh, what do you do? 678 00:42:02.320 --> 00:42:03.560 Or what do you do for work? 679 00:42:03.560 --> 00:42:05.880 Or what does your business do? 680 00:42:05.880 --> 00:42:10.320 And so it's interesting that you are contending with that. 681 00:42:11.160 --> 00:42:12.440 Yeah. 682 00:42:12.440 --> 00:42:14.560 I'm happy to share it if you want me to read it out. 683 00:42:14.560 --> 00:42:17.080 I would love to, I was going to ask you to. 684 00:42:17.080 --> 00:42:21.040 Okay, let me just see if I can get it up. 685 00:42:21.040 --> 00:42:21.880 Okay. 686 00:42:21.880 --> 00:42:23.520 I'm going to take the scarf off, it's a bit warm. 687 00:42:23.520 --> 00:42:24.360 Okay. 688 00:42:24.360 --> 00:42:25.480 Hi, beautiful people. 689 00:42:25.480 --> 00:42:29.000 I'm Sally Webb, a firecracker who is kind, 690 00:42:29.000 --> 00:42:32.160 considered and deeply rooted in my faith. 691 00:42:32.160 --> 00:42:34.240 I wear my heart on my sleeve. 692 00:42:34.240 --> 00:42:38.200 I'm honest, open, direct, and to the point. 693 00:42:38.200 --> 00:42:41.520 My life goal is to see and to live 694 00:42:41.520 --> 00:42:44.000 in a world filled with love, 695 00:42:49.360 --> 00:42:50.880 peace and joy. 696 00:42:51.840 --> 00:42:56.360 To date, this is exactly what I've created in my own life. 697 00:42:56.360 --> 00:42:59.400 I believe we are blessed to be a blessing. 698 00:42:59.400 --> 00:43:02.320 And my heart is to see all those in the world around me 699 00:43:02.320 --> 00:43:07.120 thriving and living a genuinely abundant life of their own, 700 00:43:07.120 --> 00:43:09.400 complete and free from the stresses 701 00:43:09.400 --> 00:43:10.880 and strains of this world. 702 00:43:12.000 --> 00:43:17.000 I see and get to be a small part of miracles every day. 703 00:43:17.160 --> 00:43:18.760 The skills, tools, and frameworks 704 00:43:18.760 --> 00:43:21.000 that have been divinely given to me, 705 00:43:21.800 --> 00:43:23.400 that I get to share with others, 706 00:43:23.400 --> 00:43:26.480 open heaven over their lives. 707 00:43:26.480 --> 00:43:30.080 It is an absolute joy to witness firsthand 708 00:43:30.080 --> 00:43:33.000 what people once believed was impossible, 709 00:43:33.000 --> 00:43:37.000 become possible for them and to see it done. 710 00:43:38.240 --> 00:43:40.160 I get people moving when they're stuck, 711 00:43:40.160 --> 00:43:42.480 stalled, momentarily lost, 712 00:43:42.480 --> 00:43:45.280 or looking for someone that gets them. 713 00:43:45.280 --> 00:43:49.200 I believe there is nothing wrong with anyone on this planet. 714 00:43:49.240 --> 00:43:52.440 I believe there is a need for alignment sometimes. 715 00:43:52.440 --> 00:43:54.520 My joy is to see people running the race 716 00:43:54.520 --> 00:43:56.080 that's set before them, 717 00:43:56.080 --> 00:43:59.280 in the lane they're uniquely designed to win in. 718 00:43:59.280 --> 00:44:01.880 It took me 55 years to find my lane. 719 00:44:06.080 --> 00:44:10.360 With blood, sweat, and tears shed along the way, 720 00:44:11.720 --> 00:44:16.160 I have proven tools and frameworks for who? 721 00:44:16.200 --> 00:44:19.560 To move and go fast and go further 722 00:44:19.560 --> 00:44:21.960 than they ever thought was possible. 723 00:44:21.960 --> 00:44:23.760 My name is Sally Webb. 724 00:44:23.760 --> 00:44:26.960 I'm an alignment specialist, pioneer, leader, 725 00:44:26.960 --> 00:44:31.160 collaborator, and life navigator and engineer. 726 00:44:31.160 --> 00:44:34.280 I am brave and courageous, spearheading the way, 727 00:44:34.280 --> 00:44:37.160 locking arms with those willing to step out in faith 728 00:44:37.160 --> 00:44:39.720 to become all they're called to be. 729 00:44:39.720 --> 00:44:41.720 In the words of Teresa Cook, 730 00:44:41.720 --> 00:44:43.840 if you wanna go fast, go alone, 731 00:44:43.840 --> 00:44:46.760 but if you wanna go far, go with others. 732 00:44:46.760 --> 00:44:50.920 Today, I invite you to find your tribe, to run your race, 733 00:44:50.920 --> 00:44:55.240 and arrive in your final destination with no regrets. 734 00:44:55.240 --> 00:44:58.560 Visit www.inspiringperspectives.co.nz 735 00:44:58.560 --> 00:45:00.160 forward slash life by design. 736 00:45:00.000 --> 00:45:02.880 design call and get connected today. 737 00:45:03.760 --> 00:45:05.560 Thank you for listening and blessing me 738 00:45:05.560 --> 00:45:07.240 with one of the most precious commodities 739 00:45:07.240 --> 00:45:09.160 you have to give, your time. 740 00:45:11.160 --> 00:45:12.000 What? 741 00:45:15.080 --> 00:45:17.360 That was incredible, Sally. 742 00:45:18.440 --> 00:45:19.880 Thank you for sharing that. 743 00:45:21.280 --> 00:45:23.160 I don't think I even have to pose the question, 744 00:45:23.160 --> 00:45:25.560 but can you tell the difference of that 745 00:45:25.560 --> 00:45:29.880 versus, oh, I'm an international speaker and what? 746 00:45:30.880 --> 00:45:32.880 Guys, this is what the world craves. 747 00:45:36.040 --> 00:45:40.960 To be known and to know, like fully know each other. 748 00:45:40.960 --> 00:45:42.640 This is the difference. 749 00:45:42.640 --> 00:45:43.960 This is the kingdom way. 750 00:45:46.360 --> 00:45:47.200 And do you know what? 751 00:45:47.200 --> 00:45:49.760 I got the blessing on every eight weeks, 752 00:45:49.760 --> 00:45:54.280 so every week, every rotation that we have with the boys. 753 00:45:54.280 --> 00:45:56.880 I get to sit with God on a Sunday afternoon 754 00:45:56.880 --> 00:45:57.960 and I go, okay, God, 755 00:45:58.640 --> 00:46:01.760 and I literally just have their faces and their names. 756 00:46:01.760 --> 00:46:03.200 It's all I have, I just have a list. 757 00:46:03.200 --> 00:46:05.200 And I go, okay, what do you want to say to this boy? 758 00:46:05.200 --> 00:46:06.520 What do you want to say to this boy? 759 00:46:06.520 --> 00:46:08.600 What do you want to say to this boy? 760 00:46:08.600 --> 00:46:12.800 And I get to write it on a pad like this for each boy. 761 00:46:12.800 --> 00:46:14.480 And he gives me at least a couple of scriptures, 762 00:46:14.480 --> 00:46:18.000 sometimes a song, and some words about their character. 763 00:46:18.000 --> 00:46:19.600 Not about what they're going to do, 764 00:46:19.600 --> 00:46:23.760 although he did have an engineer and a lawyer this week. 765 00:46:23.760 --> 00:46:26.560 And yesterday, I got to deliver that to the boys. 766 00:46:27.560 --> 00:46:30.360 And I get to see them all. 767 00:46:30.360 --> 00:46:34.000 I get to, not one word is the same. 768 00:46:34.000 --> 00:46:37.520 You know, not very rarely are the scriptures the same. 769 00:46:37.520 --> 00:46:41.800 I mean, Matthew 6, 33 comes up a lot, and Jeremiah 29, 11. 770 00:46:41.800 --> 00:46:46.800 But he, and I watched 18-year-old boys weep 771 00:46:48.880 --> 00:46:53.680 as the Holy Spirit filled the room and blessed them. 772 00:46:53.760 --> 00:46:56.840 You know, I can honestly say, 773 00:46:56.840 --> 00:47:00.400 I have never, ever experienced a life 774 00:47:00.400 --> 00:47:03.640 like the one that I live right now, and watching others. 775 00:47:03.640 --> 00:47:05.440 Those boys, every single one of them, 776 00:47:05.440 --> 00:47:07.080 they're not allowed phones in the classroom 777 00:47:07.080 --> 00:47:09.360 when they do the last thing during school, 778 00:47:09.360 --> 00:47:10.880 with the last period. 779 00:47:10.880 --> 00:47:12.240 And I said to them, look, you know, 780 00:47:12.240 --> 00:47:15.320 Sir talked about, you know, six years, 781 00:47:15.320 --> 00:47:17.840 he was given a word, and six years later it happened, 782 00:47:17.840 --> 00:47:20.360 and he remembered, God brought it to remembrance. 783 00:47:20.360 --> 00:47:23.400 And he said, at that time, I didn't think that was the case. 784 00:47:24.080 --> 00:47:25.680 And he said, look, for those of you who wanna keep it, 785 00:47:25.680 --> 00:47:27.280 you might wanna get your phones out 786 00:47:27.280 --> 00:47:29.680 and just take a photo at the end of the class. 787 00:47:29.680 --> 00:47:31.560 22 boys got their phones out 788 00:47:31.560 --> 00:47:34.000 and took a picture of the piece of paper. 789 00:47:34.000 --> 00:47:37.240 Like, these aren't even Christians. 790 00:47:37.240 --> 00:47:40.360 These are kids that are just at school. 791 00:47:40.360 --> 00:47:45.360 And it is the Holy Spirit in this season is on fire. 792 00:47:46.000 --> 00:47:49.440 We now have six schools in our area 793 00:47:49.440 --> 00:47:51.960 that have all started up Jesus Clubs. 794 00:47:51.960 --> 00:47:55.040 Some of them have got nothing to do with God, technically, 795 00:47:55.040 --> 00:47:58.720 and they are firing in this season, it is. 796 00:48:00.440 --> 00:48:03.680 But yeah, it's taken me some balls 797 00:48:03.680 --> 00:48:06.960 on to hang out with God and to really declare who I am. 798 00:48:06.960 --> 00:48:11.960 So thank you for letting me do my first practice. 799 00:48:12.120 --> 00:48:14.240 Thank you for sharing, such a gift. 800 00:48:15.640 --> 00:48:18.840 You need to record that, that's what you need to post. 801 00:48:18.840 --> 00:48:21.640 If people need to see it and hear your voice. 802 00:48:23.200 --> 00:48:26.160 I've just somehow put the Holy Spirit on hold 803 00:48:26.160 --> 00:48:28.880 because he just, and a couple of times yesterday 804 00:48:28.880 --> 00:48:32.920 when I was giving the prophecies, he just comes 805 00:48:32.920 --> 00:48:34.000 and I'm like, I'm sorry, boys, 806 00:48:34.000 --> 00:48:35.320 you'll just have to excuse the fact, 807 00:48:35.320 --> 00:48:38.600 and I've got tears rolling down my face. 808 00:48:38.600 --> 00:48:41.520 Boys, you'll just have to excuse the fact that that's, 809 00:48:41.520 --> 00:48:43.200 it's how it works. 810 00:48:43.200 --> 00:48:45.560 And they're pretty good, 811 00:48:45.560 --> 00:48:49.080 but I'm not sure I'm ready to put the whole, 812 00:48:49.080 --> 00:48:50.560 I can be vulnerable with you guys, 813 00:48:50.560 --> 00:48:52.440 but there's a level of vulnerability 814 00:48:53.880 --> 00:48:56.400 for something you'd put out into the public. 815 00:48:57.320 --> 00:48:59.200 Oh yeah, there is. 816 00:49:01.240 --> 00:49:03.280 I think it's important when we have things like this, 817 00:49:03.280 --> 00:49:05.080 and Rachel, you're right there, 818 00:49:05.080 --> 00:49:08.200 like I was gonna tell you even that, 819 00:49:08.200 --> 00:49:10.480 so when you recorded your declarative statement, 820 00:49:10.480 --> 00:49:12.880 I mean, I'm sure you did it a few times, right? 821 00:49:12.920 --> 00:49:15.760 But the practice of just saying it out loud 822 00:49:15.760 --> 00:49:17.880 and even making it a daily practice 823 00:49:20.840 --> 00:49:22.320 I think is so important. 824 00:49:22.320 --> 00:49:23.560 Like get it in you, 825 00:49:23.560 --> 00:49:26.360 just like we would memorize scripture, right? 826 00:49:26.360 --> 00:49:28.520 Like we wanna get that in us. 827 00:49:28.520 --> 00:49:31.920 This is more than just an exercise of like a one and done. 828 00:49:31.920 --> 00:49:33.560 This is something that it's really important 829 00:49:33.560 --> 00:49:36.800 for our soul and our body to hear 830 00:49:36.800 --> 00:49:39.440 what our spirit already knows to be true 831 00:49:39.480 --> 00:49:43.400 because we're informing ourselves in this 832 00:49:44.440 --> 00:49:47.000 before informing others. 833 00:49:47.000 --> 00:49:49.000 And there's a power there in agreement 834 00:49:49.000 --> 00:49:50.320 and saying it out loud. 835 00:49:50.320 --> 00:49:52.560 And I'm sure there's nerve signs behind that too. 836 00:49:52.560 --> 00:49:56.760 But so yeah, Sally, I just, I was like, I continue like, 837 00:49:58.120 --> 00:49:58.960 I'm sure you are, 838 00:49:58.960 --> 00:50:00.720 because this is kind of who you are. 839 00:50:00.000 --> 00:50:05.760 but like declaring the saying that over and over again over yourself like make it so it's a part 840 00:50:05.760 --> 00:50:14.480 of you that it's not just words on paper or words on screen but this is what I'm I could say this 841 00:50:14.480 --> 00:50:19.840 from memory because it's just who I am and I own this um for some of you it's just going to be a 842 00:50:19.840 --> 00:50:25.840 sentence it doesn't have to be long it's just going to be an I am statement and I think sometimes 843 00:50:25.840 --> 00:50:31.360 in in different seasons it's different statements that he emphasizes right like for me right now 844 00:50:32.240 --> 00:50:40.240 I am an author I am an author and I have to own that I have to say it out loud over and over again 845 00:50:40.240 --> 00:50:44.400 and I tried to do the thing that we all do and we call it humility where I was like okay 846 00:50:45.280 --> 00:50:50.400 I'm going to start to write the book and I'm not going to tell anyone until it's done 847 00:50:50.400 --> 00:50:55.520 because how like impressive would that be right that it's like the book is here 848 00:50:56.400 --> 00:51:01.520 and that lasted for like a week or two and then I felt I found myself it almost felt dishonest 849 00:51:03.040 --> 00:51:07.760 to not talk about it I started to find myself in conversations with friends were like hey what 850 00:51:07.760 --> 00:51:12.800 have you been up to and I would almost have to lie not lie but I would have to omit the truth 851 00:51:13.680 --> 00:51:20.080 to continue the secret of I'm not working on this project and so I began to just own it 852 00:51:21.280 --> 00:51:26.320 Sally you've got your hand raised oh just to say one of the things that I've learned on this journey 853 00:51:26.880 --> 00:51:34.480 in this sort of writing a book um was to take people with you yeah and that's the biggest 854 00:51:35.040 --> 00:51:39.600 you know what the world is all about look at me I'm an international best-selling author 855 00:51:40.560 --> 00:51:47.440 that's what the world's about but God is about let me let me take you on my journey let me show you 856 00:51:47.440 --> 00:51:56.080 the blood the sweat the tears come and walk with me let's do this together and because no one no 857 00:51:56.080 --> 00:52:05.360 one puts that stuff out there no one says this is really tough so celebrating you for that insight 858 00:52:06.080 --> 00:52:11.600 because what actually happens is as you break through at each step you give permission others 859 00:52:11.600 --> 00:52:16.080 to do so if we just come with a finished product we're as much use as a chocolate fire guard 860 00:52:16.640 --> 00:52:23.040 but if we take people on the journey and we show them the pitfalls and the stuff that doesn't quite 861 00:52:23.040 --> 00:52:30.160 work right the beauty of it is our test becomes our testimony and because we sit we start in the 862 00:52:30.160 --> 00:52:36.480 heavenly realms we finish in the heavenly realms and we live in the heavenly realms so what happens 863 00:52:36.480 --> 00:52:44.000 is as we go on this journey we show Christ throughout the whole thing we show how it works 864 00:52:44.000 --> 00:52:48.240 and that is what brings the breakthrough but if we're not on the if we're not showing people the 865 00:52:48.240 --> 00:52:54.720 test we can't share the testimony if we're not walking it and they go why is she not stressed 866 00:52:54.800 --> 00:53:03.360 when all this is happening and you speak it they don't get to see so go girl be that 867 00:53:05.120 --> 00:53:08.080 let me tell you guys something really cool because sally mentioned ai 868 00:53:08.880 --> 00:53:14.960 and i'm sure some of you are using ai or all of you are using ai there's a lot of there's a lot of 869 00:53:16.640 --> 00:53:23.120 dialogue right now about ai obviously um some people think it's of the devil some people think 870 00:53:23.120 --> 00:53:27.280 it's the greatest thing that ever happened on the on the planet earth and there's everything in 871 00:53:27.280 --> 00:53:34.400 between and i want to first of all encourage us to like obviously we embrace all all things with 872 00:53:34.400 --> 00:53:38.320 wisdom just like we would do with social media and technology but if you're finding yourself 873 00:53:38.320 --> 00:53:45.280 being super resistant i would i would take that to the lord and even like dialogue a little bit 874 00:53:45.280 --> 00:53:50.560 in this community about why that is because i really believe just like with any technology 875 00:53:51.280 --> 00:53:58.240 it's a weapon and it really it really matters in which whose hand is holding it right so if it's 876 00:53:58.240 --> 00:54:04.880 sons of god that's going to be a blessing to the earth that is going to advance the kingdom if it's 877 00:54:04.880 --> 00:54:12.000 sons of darkness we're in for hard times right okay so i think it's important for us to be 878 00:54:13.680 --> 00:54:18.240 open to new technologies and then asking holy spirit to help us steward those in wisdom 879 00:54:19.040 --> 00:54:25.760 okay so all that to say i've had prophetic words about writing books for as long as i can remember 880 00:54:25.760 --> 00:54:32.560 okay not a surprise to me that there's books in me i have attempted to write books many many times 881 00:54:32.560 --> 00:54:36.000 this is going back to what we were talking about with laura at the beginning noticing patterns i 882 00:54:36.000 --> 00:54:40.160 have attempted to write books multiple times and it had there's always i hit a point of resistance 883 00:54:40.160 --> 00:54:45.360 and then i just let it go okay some of that's a discipline issue right that i need to break 884 00:54:45.360 --> 00:54:50.880 through there's some focus things there's some and then some of it just felt uncharacteristic 885 00:54:50.880 --> 00:54:55.200 right like why is people write books all the time so there's some belief stuff and everything like 886 00:54:55.200 --> 00:55:00.000 that but i i did feel a piece about timing when it came 887 00:55:00.000 --> 00:55:02.520 came to the order of things. 888 00:55:02.520 --> 00:55:05.560 So I began to take what I was writing, 889 00:55:05.560 --> 00:55:06.920 you know, behind the scenes and in secret 890 00:55:06.920 --> 00:55:07.960 and bring that to posture. 891 00:55:07.960 --> 00:55:10.720 So that was my podcast that I did for a few years. 892 00:55:10.720 --> 00:55:13.400 And there was an expression of that, I'll say that. 893 00:55:13.400 --> 00:55:15.760 So in that season, there was the question, 894 00:55:15.760 --> 00:55:17.160 people asked me like, why don't you also write a book? 895 00:55:17.160 --> 00:55:18.720 And I was like, I really feel at peace 896 00:55:18.720 --> 00:55:19.760 that this is not the season for that. 897 00:55:19.760 --> 00:55:22.040 I need to be focusing on this. 898 00:55:22.040 --> 00:55:23.660 But now that some of that is on hold 899 00:55:23.660 --> 00:55:26.340 and I've got this fallow field before me 900 00:55:26.340 --> 00:55:27.880 and I'm asking the Lord, okay, what do we till? 901 00:55:27.880 --> 00:55:29.360 What do we plant? 902 00:55:29.380 --> 00:55:31.100 The thing of a book came up again. 903 00:55:31.100 --> 00:55:32.940 And I know there's a pattern within me. 904 00:55:32.940 --> 00:55:34.260 There's a record now of, 905 00:55:34.260 --> 00:55:38.220 hey, every time I've attempted this, it doesn't work. 906 00:55:38.220 --> 00:55:41.460 So if I attempted again the same way, 907 00:55:41.460 --> 00:55:43.680 there's a real possibility. 908 00:55:43.680 --> 00:55:46.300 It's gonna go the way it always has gone, right? 909 00:55:47.480 --> 00:55:50.580 But what is available to me now 910 00:55:50.580 --> 00:55:52.980 that wasn't available to me then? 911 00:55:52.980 --> 00:55:53.820 AI. 912 00:55:55.020 --> 00:55:57.740 I wanna do this with wisdom, okay? 913 00:55:57.760 --> 00:56:00.200 So I did not wanna get on chat GPT or whatever 914 00:56:00.200 --> 00:56:03.080 and be like, write a book about God's peace 915 00:56:03.080 --> 00:56:05.340 because that's not me writing a book. 916 00:56:05.340 --> 00:56:07.440 That is basically plagiarism, okay? 917 00:56:07.440 --> 00:56:08.600 So that's wisdom, right? 918 00:56:08.600 --> 00:56:10.080 And that's, people are stuck there. 919 00:56:10.080 --> 00:56:10.920 There's people that, 920 00:56:10.920 --> 00:56:13.040 there's a lot of ethics questions right now. 921 00:56:13.040 --> 00:56:14.640 So we just have to, we have to wrestle with those. 922 00:56:14.640 --> 00:56:17.640 We need to like confront it. 923 00:56:17.640 --> 00:56:22.640 But what I do have is over 200 podcast scripts 924 00:56:23.800 --> 00:56:27.400 where I spoke daily and weekly about my journey, 925 00:56:28.060 --> 00:56:30.260 my journey to God's peace, 926 00:56:30.260 --> 00:56:33.300 my revelation about who I am in Christ, 927 00:56:33.300 --> 00:56:36.060 who Christ is in my life, all those things. 928 00:56:36.060 --> 00:56:41.060 So that's a tedious task to just take that 929 00:56:41.060 --> 00:56:43.500 and try to make it a book. 930 00:56:43.500 --> 00:56:47.300 But now I have AI, okay? 931 00:56:47.300 --> 00:56:51.260 So now I can engage a tool, just like time is a tool, 932 00:56:51.260 --> 00:56:53.100 just like there's a different technology that are tools. 933 00:56:53.100 --> 00:56:53.940 AI is a tool. 934 00:56:53.940 --> 00:56:57.100 And I can have it help me put together a book 935 00:56:57.600 --> 00:56:58.440 or a book. 936 00:56:59.320 --> 00:57:01.120 So I'm like, I don't know how this is going to turn out, 937 00:57:01.120 --> 00:57:01.960 but I'm going to try it. 938 00:57:01.960 --> 00:57:04.080 I'm going to like believe something different 939 00:57:04.080 --> 00:57:05.560 because at first I was like, no, I don't, 940 00:57:05.560 --> 00:57:06.400 I don't want to plagiarize. 941 00:57:06.400 --> 00:57:07.680 And I'm like, it's not plagiarizing 942 00:57:07.680 --> 00:57:08.720 because it's literally my work. 943 00:57:08.720 --> 00:57:10.960 And you can give the chat prompts, 944 00:57:10.960 --> 00:57:14.360 like do not extend beyond my work, use my language, 945 00:57:14.360 --> 00:57:16.280 use, you know, and then you can question it. 946 00:57:16.280 --> 00:57:17.640 Because if you see something and say, 947 00:57:17.640 --> 00:57:18.480 where did you get that? 948 00:57:18.480 --> 00:57:20.880 It can say, hey, I'm referencing episode 105. 949 00:57:20.880 --> 00:57:22.020 Like it gets very specific. 950 00:57:22.020 --> 00:57:24.660 It's amazing technology, right? 951 00:57:24.660 --> 00:57:25.760 So we put together a book. 952 00:57:25.780 --> 00:57:29.660 And now what I get to do is I get to essentially work 953 00:57:29.660 --> 00:57:34.020 with an editor named Claude, my chat. 954 00:57:34.020 --> 00:57:36.740 Claude is actually an AI tool himself. 955 00:57:36.740 --> 00:57:41.660 But, and I'm saying, help me as an editor, edit this. 956 00:57:41.660 --> 00:57:45.340 There's a lot of delight in that type of workflow 957 00:57:45.340 --> 00:57:49.860 than me trying to, on my own, go through all my old scripts 958 00:57:49.860 --> 00:57:51.780 and try to put together an outline. 959 00:57:51.780 --> 00:57:54.140 And I'm very much writing this book, right? 960 00:57:54.140 --> 00:57:54.960 Like I'm going through it. 961 00:57:54.960 --> 00:57:57.300 I'm saying, hey, I want to include this story. 962 00:57:57.300 --> 00:57:58.740 And I'm adding that in there. 963 00:57:58.740 --> 00:58:00.340 But I'm getting to do it in real time 964 00:58:00.340 --> 00:58:03.180 with what would even have cost me thousands of dollars 965 00:58:03.180 --> 00:58:06.940 to do with an actual editor and publisher 966 00:58:06.940 --> 00:58:08.880 and all of that stuff. 967 00:58:08.880 --> 00:58:12.060 And we can be upset about that if we are editors 968 00:58:12.060 --> 00:58:14.300 and say AI is taking my job. 969 00:58:14.300 --> 00:58:17.160 Or we can recognize that this is the time to level up. 970 00:58:17.160 --> 00:58:21.140 And AI is going to be replacing people's tedious task, 971 00:58:21.140 --> 00:58:23.660 but they can't replace people. 972 00:58:23.680 --> 00:58:28.280 So it would behoove us to learn how to lead AI 973 00:58:28.280 --> 00:58:30.100 in doing those tasks. 974 00:58:30.100 --> 00:58:31.480 And now we're experiencing 975 00:58:31.480 --> 00:58:35.100 what used to be considered miraculous and supernatural, 976 00:58:35.100 --> 00:58:36.840 which is an acceleration of time. 977 00:58:39.120 --> 00:58:40.720 It's pretty cool. 978 00:58:40.720 --> 00:58:41.560 It's very cool. 979 00:58:41.560 --> 00:58:43.600 And let me just affirm what you're doing 980 00:58:43.600 --> 00:58:47.920 because I did a very similar context for my book. 981 00:58:47.920 --> 00:58:51.400 I've been writing inspirations for 20 some odd years. 982 00:58:51.400 --> 00:58:52.920 Okay, just things that the Lord had 983 00:58:52.920 --> 00:58:54.620 and trying to put it together 984 00:58:54.620 --> 00:58:57.380 and doing everything that I could. 985 00:58:57.380 --> 00:59:01.360 It would not come, I could not get it together as a book. 986 00:59:02.780 --> 00:59:05.900 And then the Lord showed me that, 987 00:59:05.900 --> 00:59:07.900 we were in for changing seasons in our lives. 988 00:59:07.900 --> 00:59:09.460 We moved twice. 989 00:59:09.460 --> 00:59:11.960 We ended up moving up to Dallas, 990 00:59:11.960 --> 00:59:13.700 nothing that was supposed to happen. 991 00:59:13.700 --> 00:59:16.920 I mean, nothing that we had planned to happen did happen, 992 00:59:16.920 --> 00:59:18.820 but everything that was supposed to 993 00:59:18.820 --> 00:59:20.420 is actually what happened. 994 00:59:20.920 --> 00:59:22.400 Okay. 995 00:59:22.400 --> 00:59:24.560 And so throughout all of this, 996 00:59:24.560 --> 00:59:28.860 I was also training the AI with all the things that I, 997 00:59:28.860 --> 00:59:30.680 well, a lot of what I've written. 998 00:59:30.680 --> 00:59:32.480 Okay, and then feeding it back. 999 00:59:32.480 --> 00:59:34.800 And so I spent six months just not knowing what I was doing, 1000 00:59:34.800 --> 00:59:39.800 just putting it in there and making everything come together. 1001 00:59:40.120 --> 00:59:45.120 And then I started working with it and just had the outline 1002 00:59:45.480 --> 00:59:47.720 and just asked it to outline this and do that 1003 00:59:47.720 --> 00:59:49.680 and improve this and improve that. 1004 00:59:49.700 --> 00:59:52.460 And what I was not able to accomplish 1005 00:59:52.460 --> 00:59:54.180 probably the last 10, 15 years 1006 00:59:54.180 --> 00:59:56.500 since I've been trying to write a book, 1007 00:59:56.500 --> 00:59:59.020 I got done in less than six months. 1008 00:59:59.020 --> 00:59:59.860 Okay. 1009 01:00:00.000 --> 01:00:04.840 So, you know, that that was that that is really what happened. 1010 01:00:04.840 --> 01:00:06.960 So I know part of it was the season. 1011 01:00:06.960 --> 01:00:11.040 Part of it was me growing into becoming who I need to become. 1012 01:00:11.480 --> 01:00:14.640 But it was also, you know, taking the tools that are available 1013 01:00:15.160 --> 01:00:17.120 and being able to shape that. 1014 01:00:17.120 --> 01:00:19.840 And, you know, I'm working on an A.I. 1015 01:00:19.840 --> 01:00:22.640 version of myself, if that's not too scary for anybody. 1016 01:00:22.920 --> 01:00:26.520 But it's based on everything that I've written and and and 1017 01:00:27.280 --> 01:00:30.120 and the things that I believe and have to share, you know. 1018 01:00:30.480 --> 01:00:33.240 Listen, we were in a time just a few years ago 1019 01:00:33.680 --> 01:00:35.080 where you're working with different ministries 1020 01:00:35.080 --> 01:00:37.240 that were creating essentially an A.I. 1021 01:00:37.240 --> 01:00:38.360 bot for their ministry 1022 01:00:38.360 --> 01:00:40.840 because they were getting so overwhelmed with questions 1023 01:00:41.320 --> 01:00:43.280 that they wanted to put together 1024 01:00:43.280 --> 01:00:46.160 like a library of answers for the questions that were incoming 1025 01:00:46.160 --> 01:00:48.680 because they did not have the staff 1026 01:00:48.680 --> 01:00:52.040 or the resource to staff a bunch of people to answer these questions. 1027 01:00:52.040 --> 01:00:53.720 But they wanted to minister it like they wanted people 1028 01:00:53.720 --> 01:00:55.840 to get the information they were looking for. 1029 01:00:55.840 --> 01:00:59.160 OK, what was it took months to build? 1030 01:00:59.640 --> 01:01:02.160 Then now you can literally get for free. 1031 01:01:02.600 --> 01:01:04.520 Yeah. Yeah. So, I mean, this 1032 01:01:05.480 --> 01:01:07.480 what an incredible time to be alive, guys. 1033 01:01:08.640 --> 01:01:10.200 I mean, it really is. 1034 01:01:10.200 --> 01:01:13.760 I mean, and it's shocking how accurate can be if you train it properly. 1035 01:01:14.160 --> 01:01:16.720 OK. Yeah. And that's what I mean by the guardrails. 1036 01:01:16.720 --> 01:01:20.000 It needs learning, learning how to utilize these tools. 1037 01:01:20.000 --> 01:01:21.000 Hey, Tali, I see your hand. 1038 01:01:21.000 --> 01:01:22.680 You go ahead and real quick. 1039 01:01:22.680 --> 01:01:24.920 I know we're kind of come to the end. 1040 01:01:24.920 --> 01:01:28.280 I've been doing the same thing because I wrote a book during covid 1041 01:01:28.280 --> 01:01:32.440 and it's just been sitting there because I didn't know what to do next. 1042 01:01:32.440 --> 01:01:36.080 And it was going to be thousands of dollars to get it professionally edited. 1043 01:01:36.080 --> 01:01:38.400 So I just kind of shelved it for a while. 1044 01:01:38.400 --> 01:01:40.280 But now I've been doing the same thing. 1045 01:01:40.280 --> 01:01:43.640 I just and I've learned so much since I wrote it, 1046 01:01:43.680 --> 01:01:46.360 you know, back in 2020 or whatever, that I feel like I 1047 01:01:48.000 --> 01:01:49.160 I just know so much more. 1048 01:01:49.160 --> 01:01:52.080 So I've been kind of updating it, upgrading the language 1049 01:01:52.120 --> 01:01:54.720 and then running it through a I just chapter by chapter, 1050 01:01:54.720 --> 01:01:57.280 just kind of going through. 1051 01:01:57.280 --> 01:01:58.280 I've been doing the same thing. 1052 01:01:58.280 --> 01:02:03.200 So glad to know that that that's that's everyone's OK with doing that 1053 01:02:03.200 --> 01:02:06.040 because you kind of go, well, is this OK to do? 1054 01:02:06.280 --> 01:02:08.920 I guess so. You know, I mean, it's your work. 1055 01:02:08.920 --> 01:02:09.560 So this is a thing. 1056 01:02:09.560 --> 01:02:12.880 It's about accelerating time and it's about leveraging. 1057 01:02:12.880 --> 01:02:15.960 I mean, what was literally blood, sweat and tears 1058 01:02:16.960 --> 01:02:18.920 getting it done the first time. 1059 01:02:18.920 --> 01:02:21.680 And here's what's so cool. 1060 01:02:21.680 --> 01:02:24.920 There is a good chance that if I had not taken that leap, 1061 01:02:25.240 --> 01:02:29.120 all of that hard work and all of that would have just been shelved 1062 01:02:29.440 --> 01:02:31.680 and left in time in the past. 1063 01:02:31.960 --> 01:02:34.640 That's what all of a sudden it's now brought to the forefront. 1064 01:02:35.400 --> 01:02:37.760 And it's it's there's new life on it. 1065 01:02:38.800 --> 01:02:43.600 You know, honestly, I feel like now is the time for like what I have. 1066 01:02:43.600 --> 01:02:46.760 I feel like now is the right time for it to get out, to be released out. 1067 01:02:46.760 --> 01:02:48.600 So I think it's yeah. Yeah. 1068 01:02:48.640 --> 01:02:50.960 I'm feeling that, too, in my face. 1069 01:02:50.960 --> 01:02:53.520 I know for that. Yeah, that's amazing. 1070 01:02:54.200 --> 01:02:56.360 Well, this has been a great conversation, guys. 1071 01:02:56.360 --> 01:03:00.120 I would love for you to continue to press into those identity statements, 1072 01:03:00.120 --> 01:03:03.720 press into the prophetic and just a way of showing your work, 1073 01:03:03.720 --> 01:03:07.960 if you will, is bringing it to the tribe group and sharing it. 1074 01:03:07.960 --> 01:03:09.840 And it doesn't have to be finished as any perfect. 1075 01:03:09.840 --> 01:03:12.200 But again, like this is a safe place to land. 1076 01:03:12.640 --> 01:03:15.360 Do the easiest next step. 1077 01:03:15.400 --> 01:03:18.520 OK, so if it's too much for you to like make the video 1078 01:03:18.520 --> 01:03:22.840 because that feels too like either you're shy or whatever, type it out and share it 1079 01:03:23.400 --> 01:03:27.920 and then commit to yourself that in a week I'm going to I'm going to record this 1080 01:03:27.920 --> 01:03:31.480 like we need to it's kind of getting bolder and bolder in the steps of 1081 01:03:31.840 --> 01:03:33.120 the ways in which we share it. 1082 01:03:33.120 --> 01:03:35.840 I want to show my face to the group and I want to say this out loud, 1083 01:03:35.840 --> 01:03:37.840 just like Sally did today. Right. 1084 01:03:37.840 --> 01:03:40.880 Today. Today, right now, I feel like I've got the bravery 1085 01:03:40.880 --> 01:03:42.720 and the bandwidth to type it out. 1086 01:03:42.720 --> 01:03:46.000 But I'm going to commit to like pushing even harder into. 1087 01:03:46.000 --> 01:03:47.320 That's not the finished thing. 1088 01:03:47.320 --> 01:03:50.840 I need to now like record it, have me saying it, share it with the group. 1089 01:03:51.080 --> 01:03:52.360 And I'm going to do this, too. 1090 01:03:52.360 --> 01:03:55.400 I, you know, I want to I want to I know Macy's working on hers. 1091 01:03:56.120 --> 01:03:58.360 Bruce and I have been working on a pretty exciting project 1092 01:03:58.360 --> 01:04:00.640 that's going to help organize prophetic words 1093 01:04:01.680 --> 01:04:05.760 because we need it for ourselves, because I'm I'm similar to Laura, 1094 01:04:05.760 --> 01:04:07.840 where I just had it kind of in a bunch of different places. 1095 01:04:07.840 --> 01:04:10.560 And I'm like, no, I want to I want to centralize location. 1096 01:04:10.560 --> 01:04:14.680 So it's easy to not just easy for me to access. 1097 01:04:14.680 --> 01:04:17.520 But I'm I'm there's some things where I'm in legacy mode as well. 1098 01:04:17.520 --> 01:04:21.120 Like I want my kids and my grandkids to be able to like find these things. 1099 01:04:22.360 --> 01:04:25.480 And if the house burns down, I don't want it to take my journals with me. 1100 01:04:25.480 --> 01:04:28.760 So there's things like that that the time is now. 1101 01:04:28.920 --> 01:04:31.240 So bless you all. 1102 01:04:31.240 --> 01:04:33.600 We will continue the conversation in the tribe group. 1103 01:04:33.600 --> 01:04:35.920 If you have any questions or anything you wanted to add, 1104 01:04:36.680 --> 01:04:39.560 feel free to do so there, but have an amazing rest of your week. 1105 01:04:40.360 --> 01:04:41.760 All right. I'm with Holly. 1106 01:04:41.760 --> 01:04:44.640 So if you will just I missed the assignment itself. 1107 01:04:45.160 --> 01:04:48.560 So I'll go back and play. Oh, yeah, I missed it. 1108 01:04:48.640 --> 01:04:50.120 I missed it, too. Yeah, that's fine. 1109 01:04:50.120 --> 01:04:51.760 Let me make it easy for you guys. 1110 01:04:51.760 --> 01:04:53.880 I'll drop it in the tribe group, just a summary. 1111 01:04:53.880 --> 01:04:55.880 So you guys know what we're doing. 1112 01:04:55.880 --> 01:04:58.240 I would be awesome. Thank you. Great. 1113 01:04:58.240 --> 01:04:59.360 See y'all later. OK.