WEBVTT 1 00:00:00.000 --> 00:00:16.200 Um, okay, so to lead into this week, I, so coming back from School of the Prophets, they, 2 00:00:16.200 --> 00:00:23.160 a big thing, I was there as like a, um, I was there to be, uh, like I was not attending, 3 00:00:23.160 --> 00:00:29.760 I was attending, but I was not going to attend, I was going to work, um, because we were offering 4 00:00:29.760 --> 00:00:35.640 Emerging Prophets, which is, was my dad's, is now Chris Vallotton's, is, I am still working 5 00:00:35.640 --> 00:00:36.640 for both. 6 00:00:36.640 --> 00:00:45.640 So, uh, I was going to help with us offering this program to everyone at the school and 7 00:00:45.640 --> 00:00:49.280 I was able to sit, I mean, I literally just sat at a table, like I got paid to sit at 8 00:00:49.280 --> 00:00:54.560 the back of a table and listen to the, all the amazing things that they all have to share, 9 00:00:54.560 --> 00:00:56.240 which was really incredible. 10 00:00:56.240 --> 00:01:00.880 But this year, they really went into foundations. 11 00:01:00.880 --> 00:01:07.680 So I feel like they used to, years ago, School of the Prophets has been going for 19 years. 12 00:01:07.680 --> 00:01:08.680 Yes. 13 00:01:08.680 --> 00:01:15.160 Um, School of the Prophets has been going for eight, 19 years and they all said 20 and 14 00:01:15.160 --> 00:01:18.440 everyone from the stage was like, this is our 20th year and our 20th year and we were 15 00:01:18.440 --> 00:01:21.200 like, that's going to be really hilarious. 16 00:01:21.200 --> 00:01:26.040 Next year, it's going to feel anticlimactic when next year is actually the 20th year and 17 00:01:26.040 --> 00:01:29.360 everything they spoke into was this year is the 20th year. 18 00:01:29.360 --> 00:01:30.840 So we thought that was very funny. 19 00:01:30.840 --> 00:01:40.240 Um, that's what happens when people who don't have a grid for time lead an event, but it 20 00:01:40.240 --> 00:01:45.640 was, they, at the very beginning, Chris Vallotton has this workbook called the prophetic, um, 21 00:01:45.640 --> 00:01:46.640 oh shoot. 22 00:01:46.640 --> 00:01:49.680 I think it's the basic training of the prophetic ministry. 23 00:01:49.680 --> 00:01:54.600 And it's a really incredible manual that they used to for School of the Prophets teach 24 00:01:54.600 --> 00:01:58.400 out of like in depth all week long. 25 00:01:58.400 --> 00:01:59.640 And they haven't done that for years. 26 00:01:59.640 --> 00:02:04.680 And for years, it's been like a lot of really incredible teaching, but they felt this year 27 00:02:04.680 --> 00:02:10.800 to go back to the foundations and the, like, I feel like that's been something that everyone 28 00:02:10.800 --> 00:02:14.620 is like, it's kind of like, okay, let's go back to the basics. 29 00:02:14.620 --> 00:02:16.940 Let's go back to the foundations. 30 00:02:16.940 --> 00:02:17.940 What are we doing? 31 00:02:17.940 --> 00:02:24.780 We're actually taking a step back from like high level thinking to let's go back to zero 32 00:02:24.780 --> 00:02:30.020 and not, we're not taking a step back, but we're going and like actually creating a foundation, 33 00:02:30.020 --> 00:02:34.300 even if things have been like cracked and just kind of like filling the cracks. 34 00:02:34.300 --> 00:02:39.820 Um, and so this year they went into the foundations, they went back to that manual and were able 35 00:02:39.820 --> 00:02:45.300 to actually, and as Chris has taken over emerging profits, that's what he's teaching in our 36 00:02:45.300 --> 00:02:47.600 school now is the foundations. 37 00:02:48.260 --> 00:02:54.680 And so I've been able to sit, I've sat in so many of these like foundational sessions. 38 00:02:54.680 --> 00:03:01.520 And I think it's funny because Lindsay has been talking about, okay, let's look at our 39 00:03:01.520 --> 00:03:06.240 prophetic words, which in a sense is like, okay, I'm actually going to pull back on what 40 00:03:06.240 --> 00:03:07.240 you're doing. 41 00:03:07.240 --> 00:03:12.280 And like, let's look at what God said about you, what God said is for you. 42 00:03:13.240 --> 00:03:17.000 And what are like, what are the patterns you see? 43 00:03:17.000 --> 00:03:19.520 What are the identity markers that come from the word? 44 00:03:19.520 --> 00:03:24.280 And when is the actual season that the word, like those are the three things, the patterns, 45 00:03:24.280 --> 00:03:28.320 the identity markers, and when is the season that the word is meant for? 46 00:03:28.320 --> 00:03:36.760 And so I was really like blown away at looking at all of the, like, even for myself, okay, 47 00:03:37.760 --> 00:03:43.800 I've been so challenged by going through and looking at, like, Sally, your prophetic identity 48 00:03:43.800 --> 00:03:48.800 statement, I listened to it this last week when I've had a chance to catch up and like, 49 00:03:48.800 --> 00:03:49.800 was beautiful. 50 00:03:49.800 --> 00:03:50.800 I was so moved. 51 00:03:50.800 --> 00:03:56.880 And then even going back and listening to the session yesterday, re-listening to last 52 00:03:56.880 --> 00:04:00.800 week session and like, even hearing you share it with us live on the call, like, I feel 53 00:04:00.800 --> 00:04:04.120 like that's not something that's necessarily easy. 54 00:04:04.160 --> 00:04:07.160 Like, I think sometimes you can look at it as like, oh, it's fine. 55 00:04:07.160 --> 00:04:08.160 I'm going to read it. 56 00:04:08.160 --> 00:04:09.160 It'll be fine. 57 00:04:09.160 --> 00:04:10.880 But like, it really is so powerful. 58 00:04:10.880 --> 00:04:17.519 And like, our words have so much power and going in and it's really vulnerable. 59 00:04:17.519 --> 00:04:25.880 Like I, this, during this have been reminded of my dad shares a story about their staff 60 00:04:25.880 --> 00:04:30.080 when they were on staff at a church, maybe 10 years ago, they would do this thing where 61 00:04:30.080 --> 00:04:35.360 they had all of the staff go and look and create identity statements for themselves. 62 00:04:35.360 --> 00:04:40.560 And he had all of the staff come up in, in like a sequence of staff meetings, come up 63 00:04:40.560 --> 00:04:44.760 and read their identity statements to the staff of like 30. 64 00:04:44.760 --> 00:04:50.560 And my dad, one of his, one of his statements was I'm a prophet of fire and my family are 65 00:04:50.560 --> 00:04:52.760 meant to be prophets of fire. 66 00:04:52.760 --> 00:05:00.040 And it, he was like, I'm not saying that in front. 67 00:05:00.000 --> 00:05:17.000 of all of these people who were like, who were our prophets and like hold such a high like they were his were are his mentors and people that he so looked up to and he was like, I'm not going insane. 68 00:05:17.000 --> 00:05:27.000 I am a prophet for one, I'm a prophet. I'm a prophet of fire and my family is called to be prophets of fire and so he went up and like said it the first time and 69 00:05:27.000 --> 00:05:43.000 very sheepishly declared it in front of on the podium and the pastor stopped him and goes, Keith, I'd like you to re say that. What are you, and so he had to be like, my dad is not a timid man. 70 00:05:43.000 --> 00:05:46.000 If you know Keith, he's not a timid man. 71 00:05:46.000 --> 00:06:01.000 And so just kind of like, I am a prophet of fire and like, as he said it, it like there's something that broke into when you're actually stepping into and like, even as Sally you were sharing and just the emotions that were brought into it of like, Oh, I'm actually, I am 72 00:06:01.000 --> 00:06:15.000 declaring this and like this is shifting the authority that I have because there's something when someone else speaks it over you but now you're speaking it out of your own mouth and like our words have power. 73 00:06:15.000 --> 00:06:27.000 This week, everyone asked me how I am and I'm like, I'm freaking tired. I'm like, I'm so tired and the Lord, this yesterday I was on a walk and I was like, Lord, I need help. 74 00:06:28.000 --> 00:06:51.000 He's like, I want you to stop declaring over yourself that you're tired, because you are tired but like you keep declaring and people are asking how are you, how are you, how are you doing and like, I'm tired, he's like, no, stop declaring over yourself you're tired because you're not going to get out of the rut of being tired and going into rest like I'm working on rest. 75 00:06:52.000 --> 00:07:02.000 stepping into that. But okay, looking at like okay I like taking back to I feel like there's a line, everyone's talking about kind of the foundations, what are our prophetic words. 76 00:07:02.000 --> 00:07:10.000 That's the foundation that Lindsay's been like, who are we, the foundation of kind of what Lindsay has been talking about and speaking about. 77 00:07:11.000 --> 00:07:16.000 So like, I, this is my first I'm like for myself. 78 00:07:16.000 --> 00:07:22.000 I have not put together my identity statement, but just for an example, I am called to be creative. 79 00:07:22.000 --> 00:07:38.000 I am called to be a leader and an influence to my generation so I've like even just looking at these are my like I not my identity markers, but the patterns that I've been seeing throughout literally every other word has a similar I'm like. 80 00:07:39.000 --> 00:07:43.000 Okay, I'm called to be a leader. It's my generation. 81 00:07:44.000 --> 00:07:46.000 I'm called to break new ground. 82 00:07:47.000 --> 00:07:54.000 I'm called to be so I had one I'm called to break new ground. The next one was I'm called to be a pioneer haha how funny. 83 00:07:54.000 --> 00:08:12.000 I'm called to model healthy family, which is funny because that's something my family has gone after so deeply, but also that I'm called to speak into those who did not have a healthy family, specifically pastors kids. 84 00:08:13.000 --> 00:08:19.000 And then I'm called to be an Esther to this generation, which I feel like I'm like, I don't know what I feel like. 85 00:08:20.000 --> 00:08:38.000 Esther's 414 I feel like is been such a everyone you're made for such a time as this you're made for such a time as this like that is something like even Sally said earlier, we are made for such a time as this and going into that so I'm like, okay, now taking this what words feel like there for this season. 86 00:08:39.000 --> 00:08:56.000 And like coming back to if you look at the through the through line of all of your words, there is a like, okay, maybe like Lindsay was saying last week, she had the word about speaking to stadiums, and then it happened she started her podcast and COVID happened. 87 00:08:56.000 --> 00:09:25.000 So like what stadium is she speaking into that, but then she was given a platform of X amount of people, which would like that's a lot of people so it's still like it's funny like that word seemed if we take it so literally she was met for a stadium but now is working in like with all of these people it's like, Oh, no, that is the word for this season, someone's delivery may not have been exactly how God meant it but it's how they interpreted it whenever they spoke it to you. 88 00:09:26.000 --> 00:09:50.000 So it's like not taking things necessarily so literally, because I think we can take a lot of like a lot of the words we've said like I've had, I do have a lot of words about leading from a stage leading from a leading worship from a stage and I'm like, No, thank you but like this is my step at that this is currently. 89 00:09:50.000 --> 00:10:00.000 This is not a stage that I'm standing on. Technically, I am. This is my, like, platform, so to speak, for the moment and the time being. 90 00:10:00.000 --> 00:10:04.240 Picking the literals, like what is literal and what is not? 91 00:10:05.440 --> 00:10:07.480 So what words are for this season? 92 00:10:07.480 --> 00:10:12.480 And when I was thinking about it, I'm like, okay, what am I? 93 00:10:13.240 --> 00:10:16.000 And then probably what are so many of us doing? 94 00:10:16.000 --> 00:10:21.000 We have the word, we have the calling, we have the idea, 95 00:10:21.420 --> 00:10:23.460 we have the education. 96 00:10:23.460 --> 00:10:27.360 Like we're all here sitting in a place 97 00:10:27.360 --> 00:10:30.240 to be helped along, educated. 98 00:10:30.240 --> 00:10:34.760 We've all probably spent money into helping, 99 00:10:34.760 --> 00:10:37.920 doing something to help you go step into your column, 100 00:10:37.920 --> 00:10:39.120 doing something to help you. 101 00:10:39.120 --> 00:10:41.840 Like, even if it's, you're paying for higher education, 102 00:10:41.840 --> 00:10:45.040 you're going to college, you're paying for this education 103 00:10:45.040 --> 00:10:47.240 that's supposed to help you get somewhere. 104 00:10:47.240 --> 00:10:52.240 Like, okay, we have all of these things 105 00:10:52.240 --> 00:10:54.440 and then we're not necessarily like, we're like, 106 00:10:54.440 --> 00:10:56.200 okay, God, why am I stuck? 107 00:10:56.200 --> 00:10:59.200 Why do I feel like I've done all the right things? 108 00:10:59.200 --> 00:11:03.600 I have the word, I have the calling, I had the God idea 109 00:11:03.600 --> 00:11:06.200 or like we're thinking it's a us idea. 110 00:11:06.200 --> 00:11:07.600 And like you were saying, Jennifer, like, okay, 111 00:11:07.600 --> 00:11:09.460 how can I be praying for, 112 00:11:09.460 --> 00:11:12.280 like I'm praying specifically for the God ideas. 113 00:11:12.280 --> 00:11:15.760 God show me what you are breathing life onto right now. 114 00:11:17.040 --> 00:11:18.600 But like, why do I feel stuck? 115 00:11:18.600 --> 00:11:23.600 Why do I feel like I cannot continue to move forward? 116 00:11:23.880 --> 00:11:26.520 And it's, Lindsay talked about it again last week, 117 00:11:26.520 --> 00:11:29.120 how she's like, okay, what are the patterns 118 00:11:29.120 --> 00:11:29.960 that you're seeing? 119 00:11:29.960 --> 00:11:32.560 You're seeing that like, oh, I'm getting to this point. 120 00:11:32.560 --> 00:11:33.800 And once I get to this point, 121 00:11:33.800 --> 00:11:38.120 like I always get to this point and never move any further. 122 00:11:38.120 --> 00:11:41.200 What is our stuck point? 123 00:11:41.200 --> 00:11:43.600 What is our, so that's why having a, 124 00:11:43.600 --> 00:11:46.120 trying to keep us like, okay, let's think, 125 00:11:46.120 --> 00:11:47.000 what is our win? 126 00:11:47.000 --> 00:11:48.180 What is our stuck? 127 00:11:49.500 --> 00:11:50.760 Where is our stuck point? 128 00:11:50.760 --> 00:11:52.540 And I want to kind of pull back 129 00:11:52.580 --> 00:11:53.780 and look at the broader picture. 130 00:11:53.780 --> 00:11:56.460 Okay, why are we not starting communities? 131 00:11:56.460 --> 00:12:00.100 Why do we feel like we're not going into, 132 00:12:00.100 --> 00:12:02.020 like, why is our community not starting? 133 00:12:02.020 --> 00:12:03.980 That's kind of everyone's like, okay, 134 00:12:03.980 --> 00:12:06.460 we've done all the things, we have all the teaching. 135 00:12:06.460 --> 00:12:09.820 The hardest part is getting my tribe to be started. 136 00:12:09.820 --> 00:12:14.780 How do we actually get my people into what I'm doing? 137 00:12:15.740 --> 00:12:20.740 So I think sometimes we sit and wait 138 00:12:22.580 --> 00:12:27.220 and we're thinking like, okay, this is a prophetic word. 139 00:12:27.220 --> 00:12:30.560 You have words, you have things people have shared with you. 140 00:12:30.560 --> 00:12:35.140 And it's really like, it's not, we are not, 141 00:12:35.140 --> 00:12:38.860 I'm not getting a word about speaking to people and leading 142 00:12:38.860 --> 00:12:43.180 as I'm not just going to fall into leading people. 143 00:12:43.180 --> 00:12:47.380 I'm not just going to trip in, I am now leading you. 144 00:12:47.380 --> 00:12:49.660 But like, there is intentionality and like, 145 00:12:49.660 --> 00:12:53.140 God is more so like our prophetic words are invitations 146 00:12:53.140 --> 00:12:56.100 for us to partner with him and what he's doing. 147 00:12:56.100 --> 00:12:57.060 And I know we know that. 148 00:12:57.060 --> 00:13:00.620 And I'm like, I'm not, I am not speaking to you all 149 00:13:00.620 --> 00:13:05.620 as if you do not know anything, I know we all know. 150 00:13:06.060 --> 00:13:07.900 And like trying to be reminded, 151 00:13:07.900 --> 00:13:10.260 because this last week and like even being, 152 00:13:10.260 --> 00:13:12.060 okay, we're being brought back to foundations. 153 00:13:12.060 --> 00:13:13.300 We are, I'm not like, 154 00:13:13.300 --> 00:13:15.980 I think sometimes it's a good reminder 155 00:13:15.980 --> 00:13:18.460 because we are looking at, 156 00:13:18.460 --> 00:13:23.460 like, I know that we all know generally these things 157 00:13:24.420 --> 00:13:28.940 and coming into, okay, let's just a reminder for myself. 158 00:13:28.940 --> 00:13:32.180 My prophetic word is an invitation for me to step into 159 00:13:32.180 --> 00:13:36.420 and partner with God and what he's saying, 160 00:13:36.420 --> 00:13:37.820 my life will happen. 161 00:13:37.820 --> 00:13:42.820 He's saying I'm called to, so how can I partner with him? 162 00:13:43.820 --> 00:13:48.820 So, and I think I was thinking back to like, 163 00:13:48.820 --> 00:13:52.260 David was anointed before he became king. 164 00:13:52.260 --> 00:13:55.980 Noah got a word and then built the ark. 165 00:13:55.980 --> 00:13:58.700 Like there's a lot of like, thus and then, 166 00:13:58.700 --> 00:14:01.340 like they got the word and then it's not, 167 00:14:01.340 --> 00:14:02.860 we were, oh, wow, you got this word. 168 00:14:02.860 --> 00:14:05.980 And sometimes people have, they get a word for you 169 00:14:05.980 --> 00:14:07.100 and it's something you're already doing. 170 00:14:07.100 --> 00:14:09.700 It's more so they're picking up in the atmosphere of like, 171 00:14:09.700 --> 00:14:12.340 oh, she's doing this and that's what they're sensing. 172 00:14:13.140 --> 00:14:16.940 Rather than the foretelling. 173 00:14:18.140 --> 00:14:23.140 So what I would like us to do, 174 00:14:25.500 --> 00:14:30.500 and I wanna take a little bit of time to kind of backtrack 175 00:14:31.500 --> 00:14:35.020 and like, what is it that you're believing 176 00:14:36.020 --> 00:14:40.500 about what you're building, about who you are 177 00:14:40.540 --> 00:14:43.060 or about your circumstances 178 00:14:43.060 --> 00:14:45.100 that are keeping you from moving forward? 179 00:14:47.020 --> 00:14:49.460 Because I think that we can believe like, 180 00:14:50.940 --> 00:14:53.100 Marcella's doing the, all the inner healing. 181 00:14:53.100 --> 00:14:55.180 Like, it's like, okay, what are we believing? 182 00:14:55.180 --> 00:14:56.580 What does God say about it? 183 00:14:56.580 --> 00:14:58.660 Or kind of, Xavier said it last week, 184 00:14:58.660 --> 00:14:59.980 that that's kind of what the Lord is doing, 185 00:15:00.000 --> 00:15:02.160 Him too is like, what is it that I'm believing? 186 00:15:03.040 --> 00:15:05.060 What is it that God is actually saying about it? 187 00:15:06.020 --> 00:15:14.480 Um, why haven't we moved forward and done X, Y, and Z if it's why haven't 188 00:15:14.480 --> 00:15:16.020 you moved forward and publish your book? 189 00:15:16.020 --> 00:15:19.760 Why haven't, which most of you have actually, but why haven't you moved 190 00:15:19.760 --> 00:15:21.440 forward and started your community? 191 00:15:21.620 --> 00:15:24.320 Why haven't you moved forward and hit publish on your post that 192 00:15:24.320 --> 00:15:25.440 you're supposed to be posting? 193 00:15:25.640 --> 00:15:28.860 Why haven't you moved forward and had made that phone call to that person 194 00:15:28.860 --> 00:15:31.860 that God's been highlighting to you the past few weeks? 195 00:15:32.260 --> 00:15:41.780 Um, so what I want to do is I want to take like five minutes and I'm 196 00:15:41.780 --> 00:15:44.860 going to set the beloved timer. 197 00:15:46.380 --> 00:15:48.860 And I want us to take five minutes and think, okay, God, what 198 00:15:48.860 --> 00:15:50.420 is it that I'm wanting to build? 199 00:15:51.160 --> 00:15:52.540 What is it that you've said? 200 00:15:52.540 --> 00:15:54.940 I'm called to build what I'm called to do. 201 00:15:56.180 --> 00:15:57.660 And why is it? 202 00:15:57.980 --> 00:16:02.780 And what is the lie that I am believing about what I'm building? 203 00:16:02.820 --> 00:16:06.180 What, what, like what I'm building is not good enough. 204 00:16:06.220 --> 00:16:08.740 What I'm building, people are not going to come in and get free. 205 00:16:09.180 --> 00:16:10.420 Um, who am I? 206 00:16:10.460 --> 00:16:11.820 I'm not called to be a leader. 207 00:16:11.860 --> 00:16:15.260 I'm not called to be like, you think of a lot of times your prophetic words 208 00:16:15.260 --> 00:16:18.540 and the things that you're doing, those are your biggest insecurities. 209 00:16:18.600 --> 00:16:23.120 Like for me, there's so many of my words that I'm called to lead people 210 00:16:23.120 --> 00:16:25.460 called to speak called to blah, blah, blah, blah. 211 00:16:25.780 --> 00:16:28.940 And I'm like, those are the things that I'm like, no, thank you. 212 00:16:29.220 --> 00:16:31.820 I told Bruce earlier today, I was like, I'm good. 213 00:16:31.820 --> 00:16:32.180 Thanks. 214 00:16:32.180 --> 00:16:34.100 And he's like, that's really funny. 215 00:16:34.420 --> 00:16:37.060 I'm like, well, shucks. 216 00:16:38.300 --> 00:16:42.660 So what is it that like, who the lie you're believing about who you are, that's 217 00:16:42.660 --> 00:16:45.980 keeping you from stepping into what you're doing, or what is it about your 218 00:16:45.980 --> 00:16:46.820 circumstances? 219 00:16:46.820 --> 00:16:47.940 Oh, I'm too busy. 220 00:16:47.980 --> 00:16:53.820 I feel like that's like, usually busyness is our best excuse for moving forward. 221 00:16:53.900 --> 00:16:55.260 Oh, I'm too busy. 222 00:16:55.740 --> 00:17:01.020 Oh, I'm, I have this, this, and this, like we are, God has not given us, like, 223 00:17:01.020 --> 00:17:04.099 he is not going to put something in your hands that you don't have capacity for. 224 00:17:04.099 --> 00:17:09.180 So like, okay, where can I make room for, where can I make this capacity? 225 00:17:09.579 --> 00:17:12.140 So does that make sense to anyone? 226 00:17:12.220 --> 00:17:15.940 Does everyone, does anyone have any questions, comments, concerns? 227 00:17:16.579 --> 00:17:18.660 Are you ready for me to set the beloved timer? 228 00:17:20.780 --> 00:17:21.180 All right. 229 00:17:22.700 --> 00:17:23.900 I'm going to put on music. 230 00:17:24.900 --> 00:17:27.579 Sally, you can go ahead and mute me if you'd like. 231 00:17:29.740 --> 00:17:30.140 Okay. 232 00:21:00.000 --> 00:21:10.000 ♪♪ 233 00:21:10.000 --> 00:21:20.020 ♪♪ 234 00:21:20.020 --> 00:21:30.020 ♪♪ 235 00:21:30.020 --> 00:21:40.040 ♪♪ 236 00:21:40.040 --> 00:21:50.040 ♪♪ 237 00:21:50.040 --> 00:22:00.060 ♪♪ 238 00:22:00.060 --> 00:22:10.060 ♪♪ 239 00:22:10.060 --> 00:22:20.080 ♪♪ 240 00:22:20.080 --> 00:22:30.080 ♪♪ 241 00:22:30.080 --> 00:22:36.080 Five minutes is up. 242 00:22:36.080 --> 00:22:42.080 How did that go for everyone? 243 00:22:42.080 --> 00:22:50.080 Does it feel like there was anything new that came up for anyone? 244 00:22:50.080 --> 00:23:00.080 Or is it just kind of a, quote, reminder of kind of something you already knew and like, oh, yeah, I am believing that. 245 00:23:00.080 --> 00:23:10.080 Would anyone like to share? You don't have to share. But if anyone felt inclined to share, they can. 246 00:23:10.080 --> 00:23:15.080 I'll start. I have always been able to set goals. 247 00:23:15.080 --> 00:23:26.080 I remember early in the 90s going to a class with Mark Victor Hansen who wrote Chicken Soup for the Soul. 248 00:23:26.080 --> 00:23:31.080 And you had to go out to lunch and write 100 goals down for your life in an hour. 249 00:23:31.080 --> 00:23:38.080 And so every year, well, I would, December, I would go out and set goals for the next year and write goals and everything. 250 00:23:38.080 --> 00:23:43.080 So I've never had a problem with goal setting and making stuff happen at all. 251 00:23:43.080 --> 00:23:50.080 But right now I'm sitting here. What am I called to? And I, you know, it's like I have blank. 252 00:23:50.080 --> 00:23:55.080 I don't want to I don't want for Robin Butler to set the goals I want. 253 00:23:55.080 --> 00:24:03.080 You know, for something that moves me, moves my heart, you know, to be there. 254 00:24:03.080 --> 00:24:10.080 And so I'm just drawing a blank. So just be honest. 255 00:24:10.080 --> 00:24:19.080 That's I think honestly, I think a lot of us are the place at least I'm in the place of like, I actually don't want to do this upon my goal. 256 00:24:19.080 --> 00:24:24.080 I don't want to have to build something because I talked about maybe five weeks ago. 257 00:24:24.080 --> 00:24:31.080 If it's not something that you feel like you're called to, but also that you love doing, like it's not sustainable. 258 00:24:31.080 --> 00:24:37.080 It's not going to be something that you're going to end up building and like, OK, yes, this is something that seems really amazing. 259 00:24:37.080 --> 00:24:47.080 But I can I like that, that you're at least being at the point of like, OK, actually, I don't feel like there's anything that necessarily moves me that I'm wanting to move forward with. 260 00:24:47.080 --> 00:24:54.080 Because if it doesn't move you, it's not going to keep not going to keep moving you down the line. 261 00:24:54.080 --> 00:24:59.080 So thank you for sharing. Does anyone else want to share? 262 00:24:59.080 --> 00:25:00.080 I'll share. 263 00:25:00.000 --> 00:25:07.000 there. So on the question, like I got what kept me what is 264 00:25:07.000 --> 00:25:10.920 keeping me stuck, which is I can't trust myself. And it's 265 00:25:10.920 --> 00:25:15.200 referring to how I interpret the prophecies God has given me. 266 00:25:15.640 --> 00:25:21.320 Because I do have an instance where I very I misinterpreted a 267 00:25:21.320 --> 00:25:25.360 very important promise that I felt God has given me. And so 268 00:25:25.360 --> 00:25:29.560 that I've noticed that also by going through my journals. And 269 00:25:29.560 --> 00:25:35.600 that is still 10 years later is still sticking in me. And I know 270 00:25:35.600 --> 00:25:38.600 it's not the problem with God. And so if it's not the problem 271 00:25:38.600 --> 00:25:43.040 with God, it's a problem with me. And so I don't trust me with 272 00:25:43.040 --> 00:25:48.640 what God has given me. And yet, I feel that like God keeps 273 00:25:48.640 --> 00:25:53.080 asking me to like, share the journey, while on the journey. 274 00:25:53.440 --> 00:25:57.720 So even if I feel in the desert, or I don't, like I still have a 275 00:25:57.720 --> 00:26:02.600 lot of questions about my faith, I have a hard time 276 00:26:02.600 --> 00:26:06.560 bringing other people along the way. But while we were doing 277 00:26:06.560 --> 00:26:09.560 this exercise, I was looking over I have it, I had it written 278 00:26:09.560 --> 00:26:15.200 on my, on my wall. And there's this phrase, when we trust in 279 00:26:15.200 --> 00:26:20.280 the nature of God, faith is easy. And so I feel like God 280 00:26:20.280 --> 00:26:24.640 kind of already answered me, right at this moment. It's like, 281 00:26:24.640 --> 00:26:29.160 okay, I understand you don't trust in you. But trust in my 282 00:26:29.160 --> 00:26:33.760 nature. And I know God's nature. So I can actually do that I can 283 00:26:33.760 --> 00:26:39.960 trust in God's nature. And it's okay. If I'm on the journey of 284 00:26:40.000 --> 00:26:44.400 rebuilding trust with myself. And so it was, that was kind of 285 00:26:44.400 --> 00:26:47.080 sweet to come to a full circle with that. 286 00:26:47.760 --> 00:26:50.760 I love that. I love that he was able to actually take you 287 00:26:50.760 --> 00:26:54.240 because the next step of that is what is the truth? What is the 288 00:26:54.240 --> 00:26:59.600 truth? This is where I'm stuck, what I'm lacking for sense what 289 00:26:59.600 --> 00:27:02.680 I'm not believing. And I think that even that you were able to 290 00:27:02.680 --> 00:27:06.440 look up and be shown like naturally, he is the truth. He 291 00:27:06.440 --> 00:27:11.200 is the like was the answer in this situation, and that he 292 00:27:11.200 --> 00:27:14.120 actually brought you to full circle with that. And I think 293 00:27:14.320 --> 00:27:18.800 thinking to these moments, okay, now you have a now you have 294 00:27:18.800 --> 00:27:22.320 something to look back on now you have something to hold. 295 00:27:22.520 --> 00:27:25.200 I don't trust myself. I don't trust like, okay, you 296 00:27:25.200 --> 00:27:28.160 misinterpreted a word. Did you actually misinterpret the word? 297 00:27:28.680 --> 00:27:34.600 Yes, I had to burn the word. Oh, no. Okay. Okay. But like, I 298 00:27:34.600 --> 00:27:37.960 don't know until the end of my life. But what has to happen to 299 00:27:37.960 --> 00:27:42.960 make that true, as I imagined it can't come to pass, it would be 300 00:27:42.960 --> 00:27:47.600 horrible. So yes, I burned the word. Okay. Have you gone back 301 00:27:47.600 --> 00:27:52.760 and looked at the original word? Yes. Yes. So there's for 302 00:27:52.760 --> 00:28:01.080 sure truth in the word. But still, I must I overstepped or 303 00:28:01.120 --> 00:28:05.040 something went wrong in me understanding the word. But I do 304 00:28:05.040 --> 00:28:10.240 know that something was real in my encounter with God. Yeah, I 305 00:28:10.240 --> 00:28:13.400 think as you like the very first time you said that when you 306 00:28:13.400 --> 00:28:18.120 misinterpreted the word, I think go back and reread or re 307 00:28:18.160 --> 00:28:20.680 like look at that word and you said you have but I want you to 308 00:28:20.680 --> 00:28:23.120 actually go back and relook at it because sometimes I think 309 00:28:23.280 --> 00:28:28.480 there's healing in like, it was a really strong I misinterpreted 310 00:28:28.480 --> 00:28:31.720 that word. I burned the word I like and kind of moving forward 311 00:28:31.760 --> 00:28:34.960 of like, I got it wrong. Sometimes we get it wrong. We 312 00:28:34.960 --> 00:28:39.320 are people we are not perfect. And we get it wrong. But I 313 00:28:39.320 --> 00:28:45.040 think look back at the original intent of what the wasn't an 314 00:28:45.040 --> 00:28:48.440 encounter that you had. So I think look back at the 315 00:28:48.440 --> 00:28:51.760 encounter and look back and just ask God like, okay, God, what are 316 00:28:51.760 --> 00:28:54.720 you actually had? Like see what sticks out to you? What God what 317 00:28:54.720 --> 00:28:59.880 are you highlighting to me? And what that encounter was? Because 318 00:28:59.880 --> 00:29:02.840 I think there's going to be something healing in the process 319 00:29:02.840 --> 00:29:06.960 of actually going back. Because I don't think you'd like you 320 00:29:06.960 --> 00:29:09.560 didn't just imagine your encounter, like you did have an 321 00:29:09.560 --> 00:29:13.280 encounter and he encountered you for a purpose. And it may not 322 00:29:13.320 --> 00:29:17.840 necessarily be what you thought. But I think he is going to bring 323 00:29:17.840 --> 00:29:21.600 some redemption to what you were, what you had thought or 324 00:29:21.600 --> 00:29:27.680 what was from before. So yeah, I think look back at that. But 325 00:29:27.680 --> 00:29:33.120 thank you so much for sharing. Thank you, of course. Okay, 326 00:29:33.120 --> 00:29:41.200 would anyone else like to go before we wrap up today? No, no 327 00:29:41.200 --> 00:29:42.320 one. Oh, Jennifer, 328 00:29:42.800 --> 00:29:44.960 I can share one thing that's been coming up the last few 329 00:29:44.960 --> 00:29:49.840 months, but came up kind of when I was doing this today, is that 330 00:29:49.880 --> 00:29:52.920 similar to you, I'm called to create, I'm called to, you know, 331 00:29:52.920 --> 00:29:57.200 lead be a CEO, like, you know, business. And then also I'm 332 00:29:57.200 --> 00:29:59.760 called like a fusion 320 called to exceed. 333 00:30:00.000 --> 00:30:06.240 But what's interesting is like every time I step out in something you know creative, 334 00:30:06.240 --> 00:30:12.400 it's like book launching or a course or something, I'll get into it and then all of a sudden like I 335 00:30:12.400 --> 00:30:17.920 have these like quantum leaps of like I'll be four weeks in and all of a sudden like God takes me to 336 00:30:17.920 --> 00:30:23.760 a new level and then I'm a future version of myself and so then that content is almost like 337 00:30:23.760 --> 00:30:28.800 not relevant anymore and it's not like this need for perfection, it's not like oh I wish I had a 338 00:30:28.800 --> 00:30:34.000 different color or I wish this, it's like I'm a totally different me or how I'm seeing things or 339 00:30:34.000 --> 00:30:40.080 the vision you know prophetic like I see possibilities. So what I'm recognizing is 340 00:30:40.080 --> 00:30:44.880 it's like my creative ideas and even the tribes and courses and stuff that I'm trying to create 341 00:30:44.880 --> 00:30:50.160 are almost like pulling me backwards from being able to run at the pace like God wants me to 342 00:30:50.720 --> 00:30:54.480 and so like just this past week like I've had to just like I'm going to completely shut down 343 00:30:54.720 --> 00:31:00.800 Broadway's and like just let everything go but it's like I need to step into a way, I'm still 344 00:31:00.800 --> 00:31:07.520 asking him how do I create in a way that's like quick and easy and not in a way where like they're 345 00:31:07.520 --> 00:31:13.760 becoming anchors versus like propellers like they're like do you understand what I'm saying? 346 00:31:13.760 --> 00:31:17.440 So it's like creating in a way that's like lifting you forward versus holding you back 347 00:31:18.000 --> 00:31:22.240 and so I think that's what I'm praying is like how to do that and how to release like 348 00:31:22.880 --> 00:31:27.680 you know how to build a community but not based on like oh this is my anchor course because the 349 00:31:27.680 --> 00:31:32.240 second I go and try to launch it like I have a whole new idea and a whole new course and it's 350 00:31:32.240 --> 00:31:38.480 not just like chasing the shiny it's like part of who I am is to constantly be moving to the 351 00:31:38.480 --> 00:31:42.880 next level in revelation and what he's calling me to do but I think that's what's been holding 352 00:31:42.880 --> 00:31:49.200 me back is because like every time I take action I'm like a hundred steps ahead but I'm still here 353 00:31:49.200 --> 00:31:58.080 trying to get this thing built. I think I don't think you're actually like and I was so let me 354 00:31:58.080 --> 00:32:08.400 reel back my thoughts I you are a I feel like a visionary where you're coming in and like you're 355 00:32:08.400 --> 00:32:12.640 saying is like oh I have all of these things like I would love to do this I would love to do this oh 356 00:32:12.640 --> 00:32:17.280 but I actually I got to the point where I started building this and oh I want to do this and I want 357 00:32:17.280 --> 00:32:21.760 to do this and you're kind of like you're almost you have someone and I think there's someone 358 00:32:21.760 --> 00:32:26.160 that's going to come alongside you that's actually going to become the like you need when you have a 359 00:32:26.160 --> 00:32:30.960 visionary you need someone who's a practical to kind of bring and I think there is a practical 360 00:32:30.960 --> 00:32:36.160 side to you because there is like like you're saying like the the spreadsheets and the like 361 00:32:36.160 --> 00:32:43.920 those types of things are practical sides of you but you at your I feel like are you at your fullest 362 00:32:43.920 --> 00:32:50.640 self the visionary is that what you enjoy you enjoy being the person to cast vision to kind of 363 00:32:50.640 --> 00:32:55.440 be in the like if we're thinking of it and like be in the heavenlies you're kind of like not a 364 00:32:55.440 --> 00:32:59.440 mystic but that's the reference that I'm thinking right mind where you like being in the heavens and 365 00:32:59.440 --> 00:33:03.760 you like oh my gosh I have this and I can do this and I can do this and you see the vision for 366 00:33:03.760 --> 00:33:09.680 yourself and then you need someone to come in and help kind of like get here the tactics that you 367 00:33:09.680 --> 00:33:14.960 can do to move forward that makes sense so me so what you're saying is like because I try to do it 368 00:33:14.960 --> 00:33:20.880 myself versus in corporate I had a team of like 60 people underneath me right and because now 369 00:33:20.880 --> 00:33:28.160 in business I'm trying to do all the things I'm going at too slow a pace versus if I could have 370 00:33:28.160 --> 00:33:34.480 additional team members or delegate or figure out a way to use technology whatever uh in a quicker 371 00:33:34.480 --> 00:33:41.760 way then I could be producing quicker and my creativity could keep up at the pace of my ideas 372 00:33:41.760 --> 00:33:48.960 or my vision I think so I think we get to this point where like um because Pedro is who a lot of 373 00:33:48.960 --> 00:33:57.200 us um have awareness of Pedro is a visionary Pedro is a and he's a verbal processor so he spits things 374 00:33:57.200 --> 00:34:03.280 out and is like I don't know and he just like starts talking and then he kind of like he has 375 00:34:03.280 --> 00:34:11.280 um Keith is a good anchor for him or Holly is a good Susette his wife is a great anchor for him 376 00:34:11.280 --> 00:34:16.719 and is someone who is able to actually like center him into like okay let's actually pull those three 377 00:34:16.719 --> 00:34:21.840 things were really great ideas now what can we bring alongside of you to keep doing it because 378 00:34:21.840 --> 00:34:27.040 I don't think Jennifer that even though you're stepping into this new season and there are doors 379 00:34:27.040 --> 00:34:36.719 opening for you I don't think you having the desire to speak to those CEO women those c-suite 380 00:34:36.719 --> 00:34:41.920 women like and I don't think that is a desire that's going to go void I think that it's going 381 00:34:41.920 --> 00:34:48.480 to be something that even if like you're saying maybe it doesn't look like the course is the anchor 382 00:34:48.480 --> 00:34:56.080 maybe it looks like um I kind of maybe um I was telling Marcella even with like consulting and 383 00:34:56.080 --> 00:35:00.640 throwing that out there of like you may think of consulting 384 00:35:00.000 --> 00:35:01.320 And you're in that space. 385 00:35:01.320 --> 00:35:04.600 So like, I feel like CEOs all the time are like, I'm going to pay this person 386 00:35:04.600 --> 00:35:09.680 this amount to consult, help me situate my stuff, whereas you can actually bring 387 00:35:09.980 --> 00:35:16.900 the, like, the, like, you can do something that is still going towards 388 00:35:16.900 --> 00:35:21.280 that vision and that goal, but it is a little bit more easy to grasp 389 00:35:21.280 --> 00:35:23.700 with how fast you're running. 390 00:35:24.600 --> 00:35:25.100 Right. 391 00:35:25.360 --> 00:35:28.420 You can keep running and you can choose to like, I'm going to sit and I'm going 392 00:35:28.420 --> 00:35:31.540 to, instead of it being a group you're coaching, if you're doing one person 393 00:35:31.540 --> 00:35:36.180 and you're running with this one person, or like, even you had a desire 394 00:35:36.180 --> 00:35:38.740 for like events with women. 395 00:35:38.780 --> 00:35:39.140 Okay. 396 00:35:39.140 --> 00:35:40.120 What does that look like? 397 00:35:40.120 --> 00:35:44.660 What if you did that once a year and like, you had this crazy, like this 398 00:35:44.660 --> 00:35:49.020 crazy week with all of these women once a year that like set them for the 399 00:35:49.020 --> 00:35:52.420 trajectory for the next year and really blew up their year. 400 00:35:52.420 --> 00:35:56.140 So I think thinking in like, okay, how can I take the little scale 401 00:35:56.140 --> 00:35:57.020 and how could I make it? 402 00:35:57.020 --> 00:35:58.580 Like, I'm going to do one big thing. 403 00:36:00.300 --> 00:36:01.520 So yeah, exactly. 404 00:36:01.520 --> 00:36:03.700 And you're in alignment with what I'm already thinking is too. 405 00:36:03.700 --> 00:36:07.540 I mean, I'm just going to rebrand under Jennifer Miller, which is what my LLC 406 00:36:07.540 --> 00:36:09.460 is anyway, instead of my DBA. 407 00:36:09.900 --> 00:36:14.620 And then just instead of trying to create a whole course program, like 408 00:36:14.620 --> 00:36:19.380 just offer a cons, you know, consulting, coaching, uh, and then do more of 409 00:36:19.380 --> 00:36:22.140 like short form content creation. 410 00:36:22.140 --> 00:36:27.620 And then like, what I was as Ryan Brad, somebody who talked to us, um, just do 411 00:36:27.620 --> 00:36:31.500 it more that way versus trying to create the tribe and the community, because I 412 00:36:31.500 --> 00:36:35.140 think that's, what's holding me back from running as fast. 413 00:36:35.140 --> 00:36:37.220 So yeah, no, I appreciate the confirmation there. 414 00:36:37.260 --> 00:36:37.660 Yeah. 415 00:36:37.940 --> 00:36:41.460 I think that I've even thought of like the idea of like, well, having W-2 income 416 00:36:41.460 --> 00:36:44.900 again can just help me hire an assistant and get this off the ground. 417 00:36:44.900 --> 00:36:47.820 And I like that part more than like doing all the work. 418 00:36:47.820 --> 00:36:49.580 So yeah, I think it is helpful. 419 00:36:49.580 --> 00:36:54.580 It's like even, um, that's why Keith brought me to do stuff with him because 420 00:36:54.580 --> 00:36:59.140 he was running his business and then doing all the admin stuff on the one side. 421 00:36:59.140 --> 00:37:04.540 And like, whenever your vision, you're trying to lead something, trying to do 422 00:37:04.540 --> 00:37:08.300 the technical things on the side is not necessarily like, I think sometimes 423 00:37:08.300 --> 00:37:10.940 to start, you have to, right. 424 00:37:11.020 --> 00:37:14.180 If you can get to the point now you have a W-2, now there's a little extra 425 00:37:14.180 --> 00:37:17.900 income of like, oh, I'm going to pay this person to do just a little bit of 426 00:37:18.020 --> 00:37:21.460 like mundane things for you that are pulling you back. 427 00:37:21.460 --> 00:37:25.180 Cause I think you start to do the tasks and then you're like, no, I have to 428 00:37:25.180 --> 00:37:29.500 answer those five emails and set up this in this one schedule, these posts. 429 00:37:29.820 --> 00:37:34.140 So yeah, I think not doing it alone. 430 00:37:36.060 --> 00:37:40.980 I think is huge because like you said, we can do it alone and then be like, I 431 00:37:40.980 --> 00:37:42.860 can't actually go fast enough for myself. 432 00:37:43.100 --> 00:37:44.860 So, okay. 433 00:37:45.060 --> 00:37:45.980 I've kept you all. 434 00:37:48.300 --> 00:37:52.940 But we will see you all guys next week. 435 00:37:53.260 --> 00:37:57.820 Jennifer, we will not, maybe not see you, but I'll try if I can. 436 00:37:57.820 --> 00:38:01.700 It just depends if my daughter's goes, like if she has play practice, but if 437 00:38:01.700 --> 00:38:03.500 she doesn't, then I won't be able to. 438 00:38:03.500 --> 00:38:04.900 So we'll see. 439 00:38:05.100 --> 00:38:05.500 All right. 440 00:38:05.740 --> 00:38:06.540 Appreciate you guys. 441 00:38:06.660 --> 00:38:07.460 Bye everyone. 442 00:38:07.460 --> 00:38:08.500 Have a good week. 443 00:38:08.620 --> 00:38:09.820 See you next week.