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Okay, today I wanna start with going through,

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I feel like we haven't done our wins

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in our like blockers for a little while.

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So I wanna do that

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because I wanna be able to take some time

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to be like, okay, where are you stuck?

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Because we have,

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which I'll go into a little bit more later,

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but like including or from today forward,

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what do we have seven weeks left?

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So we have seven sessions left after today.

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So I wanna be able to like look at what you're stuck on

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and not just stuck on like this week,

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what you're stuck on, but like, okay,

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where am I actually blocked

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in what I'm building and what I'm doing

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so that we can kind of,

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I want to be able to take today

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to like look at one or two of you and see,

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okay, what is your goal?

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And then how can we help you get there?

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Or even how can we help build a plan

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so that after our seven weeks is over,

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we can officially like,

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you can keep feeling like you have a plan to move forward.

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So, hi Sally.

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Wins for the week,

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blocks, but not just blocks that were from this week,

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blocks of where you feel like,

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what you feel like is keeping you from moving forward.

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I'm gonna set a three minute timer

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and then we'll go and then we'll do a couple of shares

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and see how we're feeling with that.

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So, sound good?

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Okay, great.

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Starting now.

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Okay, great.

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Every time it's so majestic.

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I feel like I'm in Disneyland

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when this timer sound goes off.

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Okay, does anyone,

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would anyone like to go?

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Sally, you just had your workshop this last weekend.

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Would you like to share?

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I'm sorry, I'm volunteering you.

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You can volunteer me.

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Yeah, so we had 56 signed up for the workshop.

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We had a page and a half on our thing.

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So that's the second time.

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Like, did it the first time for a time to love,

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repeated the exercise again.

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So we've decided to do the workshop deep dive

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and then go into the offer.

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In this case, we did workshop, we shared the deep dive,

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but we explained that the big offer is actually to come

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and join the collaboration for the book.

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And so people wanted, said, actually, yeah, I'm in,

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I want to write my chapter of beauty from ashes.

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Then we would offer, they could sign up for that

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and get the deep dive for free.

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So we kind of did a little bit in reverse.

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So we've got 17 signups to write a chapter

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of beauty from ashes for the book,

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which is very exciting.

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And it does take a bit of follow-up.

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So we build it, like I'm building my mailing list.

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So in the last, I've been sat at six or to 650

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for probably about three years, two or three years.

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It sort of goes up, comes down, goes up, come down.

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So we're now popping over the 700 mark.

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And I can see that this is the way,

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like doing the workshops, getting the stuff out there.

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That's the way to build the mailing list

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and the social media.

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It's coming from within rather than externally.

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It's a different, it's looking different for me.

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And so that was just, that was the course.

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So we've got a few more we're still follow up with

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and massive learns in all of this that,

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so when I was talking to Jess,

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we're looking at doing lots of collaborations,

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like that is the lane, that's where I'm,

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this is where God's got me and it's running.

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We're, so the last one was the time to love

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with the heart healer, that's pumping, going really well.

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This time it's buddying up with a mentor

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for editing, writing, publishing,

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an expert in his field to do the whole book for a year.

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And then it's like, okay, so who else could I partner with?

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And how does that work?

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And it's for both of us, it's massively extended our reach.

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So it's like a win-win for both parties.

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And then just how we navigate where our skillsets are.

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So by working with others,

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I've actually found out what my zone of genius is.

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That was nuts, that it was actually by,

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oh, I do this bit now,

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oh, that's the thing I do without thinking, oh.

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And so I have never really particularly

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liked administration,

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but actually it's a spiritual gift that I've got

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and I'm now seeing it, coming together, it's so cool.

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So that's that, and so money's coming in,

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tech's working, emails are working,

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collaborations are working.

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We've booked our flights to the US for February

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because we're coming for an in-person conference

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with Brilliant.

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And a time for love is pumping

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and our applications are out

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for our Heart of a True Leader event

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that we're running in March online.

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So I couldn't find any blocks,

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but I found lots of wins.

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Well, that's great.

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I would love to be in a place

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where I haven't been able to find blocks.

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Well, to be honest,

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and this is my last session with you guys

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because the times have changed for us

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and I'm cracking in school holidays, so I'm good.

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But next term, I'm back into my year's mentorship

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that we've kind of juggled,

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but it makes sense to leave it where it is for this term.

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And it's a lovely way to kind of,

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for me to wrap up my time with you guys

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is I've got no blocks,

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but that's not that there won't be some coming up.

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It's because actually,

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and I was thinking, I was really reflecting.

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Oh, I can feel it.

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Oh, I was reflecting about my time here

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and it hasn't been what I expected it to be.

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I haven't done the 10 grand.

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I haven't launched my app.

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All the things that were front end

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that I came for wasn't what I've done,

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but actually what I've done is more than what I came for.

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So it's been beautiful to,

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you know, when you look at the world things

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and say, oh, well, you said you'd do this

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and you said we'd do that.

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Nah, nah, nah, nah, nah, you know, all that stuff.

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And that's what drew me in.

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But what I've gone away with

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is a muscle that says I can do this.

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And without your help, Macy,

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I would not have,

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I would have not come over that bridge

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and become an I can do this.

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You know, I can do all things in Christ who strengthens me,

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but Sally was still working in her flesh.

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So you've helped to bridge that gap

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and for me to learn how to embrace tech

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rather than run away from it.

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So I might not have my app.

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up and running but I know now I can and that's that's gold absolute gold and my expectation

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from a tribe was that we would all hop into each other's you know like instagrams and facebooks and

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if somebody was doing a course we'd hop into this and we'd hop into that and it wasn't that because

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we're all running in different lanes and it's not because any one of us are less or more than the

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other but my expectation isn't what this was about so it was it's been the most amazing learning

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journey and I just you know it was an opportunity today to just say thank you because I think what

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you've done is you've set me up for success and you've done what 100x couldn't do you've done

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what Dr Benjamin Hardy couldn't do um and I'm you know I'm really grateful for being here so while

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on paper it doesn't look like it's achieved much watch this coming year because what's come from

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a time to love what's come and it has been other places I've been in like doing the collaboration

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course with Jesse was outstanding and that birthed it so it's a lot of things together

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but it's for me my learn is I need to run with people in their lanes and so running with you

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may see and with Bruce and with Lindsay during this time when with this group has been amazing

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the crossover hasn't been what I expected but we've all run together and we've run in the way

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that we've been called to run and and that's gold so yeah I walk away free I came in with baggage

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and my baggage has been removed and so whatever anyone sees I know that this was the most

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incredible experience I'm sad that it's not continuing because I'd like to have seen it go

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further but I'm stoked that you guys have looked at the you know what you're delivering you are

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moving in a different direction everyone else will be doing the same and just cheering everyone on to

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be honest and the fact that we've still got the app to chat in I'd love to keep in touch with

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people and one of the things I did put in the app was please put your Instagram handles or whatever

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it is because if I haven't touched base with you yet or I haven't cheered you on that's my zone

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I'm happy to go in you know yay you know Dr Marcello she's launching her book yay Holly's

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doing this course and I've talked a lot about Holly because I actually got into her zone

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and but if you I can talk about people and cheerlead people if I've been in their space

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if I haven't been in your space I can't cheerlead you so I've had a little smidgen in Holly's space

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um which I've thoroughly enjoyed and will continue in that space as long as you know she's out there

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doing what she's doing but yeah so I've loved it I'm very grateful and I think there's a lot

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this is the beginning of what's to come for all of us going forward so sorry I probably took a bit

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longer than I should have done then no it's great we've loved having you with us every week Sally

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it's been really a joy to get to even just do our one-on-ones together and like go through and even

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just chatting and like you praying with me and chatting through different things that are

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happening in the world and happening in our spaces and like being able to encourage not just like

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teach the tech but also encourage each other has been a really big blessing for me this year so

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yeah we will miss you I will miss I will miss all of you as we're wrapping out these last

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um few weeks my heart is like oh I'm so glad that we will have um so I'll do a little bit of

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admin notes just to to recap we will have the pioneers group will stay

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like active and in the group we'll have seven more weeks of after this week of our sessions

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and of you can do we can do work sessions we can do we'll do the weekly thing with Bruce and Lindsay

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and all of this stuff and then um you will have so if you're like wanting to get in I would say

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get in create like even just dreaming let's create a couple of the groups that you're wanting to

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build like we can work on adding in some of your content adding in some of your things and like

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Bruce and Lindsay want because of what you've invested like they're not just like oh you're

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gonna have nothing after you've come out of it like their heart and their goal is still for

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you guys to be building your communities to be running with your tribe like to be doing that

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and like you said Sally it's like you didn't necessarily get what you came for and I think

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sometimes we we get what like we get latched into something because you're like oh that's

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what I need but then we get something else and sometimes like you're not like sometimes it's

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like oh you weren't going to get

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the thing that you got in for, but it's how the Lord knew that you would get hooked to be able

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to come in to actually get the breakthrough that you really needed in the end. Not saying that

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there wouldn't be the things that were offered in the beginning, but sometimes it is just needed as

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like, oh I actually want that and that's what hooks you in to bring you in. So I think it is fun

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to like see that and recognize that and be like there actually is, you did receive breakthrough

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and you received what you actually needed in the end. So Bruce and Lindsay still want to see that,

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they still want to see what you guys are doing. And so like we can work on creating, building out

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your stuff because you will still have the space to be able to host your groups, to be able to host

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your whatever. And if like, if you don't use it, that's okay. Like it's not like you have to,

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but if you, if like you can still use everything. So those are kind of like the

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the details that Bruce, Xavier were not here. Xavier and Cindy, were you here last week?

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No. So Bruce made the announcement last week, you can probably re-watch it in the replay. And then I

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sent out an email and I made a post just for like the little bit of details of what the remainder

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of the year is going to look like, what it looks like for you to continue on in the app, so on,

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so forth. So those are kind of the details. Am I missing anything? Let me look at my notes.

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Yeah. So it'll be, you'll have access to the group and course content for life

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and you'll have access to the groups that you've created, the content you've created,

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et cetera. And then we would, yeah, like Sally was saying to stay connected, we would love to

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be able to still like post your wins, post the things that you're doing. Like we can follow each

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other in what you're doing and be a part of what you're doing. And I think that's a lot of fun to

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get to see. Cause like a lot of what this year has been, has been seed sowing and like, okay,

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because a lot of us came in and like, I don't actually know what I want to be doing. And I

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don't actually know, like we didn't necessarily start with the beginning of like, oh, I have this,

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this, this, this, and this planned. And like in four weeks, I would love to get it launched and

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running. Most of us came in with like, I actually don't know what I want to do. I know the people

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that I want to serve and I don't know how to get there. And so I feel like this year has been

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seeds of like, let's actually start to lay some foundation for how you can do that. So it'll be a

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lot of fun to see in the next, even like you're saying Sally in the next year of like what starts

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to actually like bloom. So those are my thoughts on that. Does anyone else have any wins? I would

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love to do like two more if anyone has any wins. I'll go real quick because I have to leave for

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another meeting as usual, but thank you, Sally, because that was inspirational and I totally get

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it. Everything that you said just resonated. What I ended up getting from this group was not what I

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expected going in and it was fine. And as far as blocks go, well, you know, one of the things I

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had to learn to do was learn to ask the Lord to bend time for me so that I could get things done.

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And part of what he did then is basically we have a client in the EU. My boss had to is gone for

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three weeks. I've got even more responsibility, you know, at work and whatnot, but I'm getting

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more done. So, you know, and on the outside and I was feeling for a long time, I think it was Zig Ziglar

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had this story about biscuits in the oven. They were they were, you know, preparing to rise, but

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then they got cooked in the squat and it never, you know, that's kind of what things have kind of

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felt like for me. But, you know, as far as wins go this this past week, we've seen that the book

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has gone live on Amazon. It's going live on Kubo. It's going live on Gumroad. As soon as I finish

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the narration, redoing that, then it'll be on Audible. So all these things are really kind of

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happening. And I just praise God for, you know, really kind of for pushing me through. And

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all of you have been an inspiration, you know, and the things that you've shared don't just

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relate to your own stories, but they also relate to mine. So I take them to heart and I think

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that they're important. And I know that God put this group together for, you know, for a reason.

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And Macy is right. We are going to continue to do things. I know that this coming year,

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as we move from this point forward, things are really going to accelerate. We were just getting

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the seeds in the ground. OK, and we didn't know that that's what we were doing, but we were just

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toiling this, you know, the soil and so that we could get the seeds in the ground. And those

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things are all going to come to fruition. And for the three of you who are in California,

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I'm also from L.A. I was born in L.A. And so when I get back, you know, I want...

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and make sure that we get together and spend some time.

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I would love to do that.

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So with that, I'm going to let somebody else have it.

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only because my other meeting has started.

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Oh, I love that, Xavier.

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You are the busiest man.

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And I know your goal is like retirement and things

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and then to be like you're kind of working

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towards the cutoff of whenever your stuff is actually

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wrapping up.

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to be able to be like, oh, I've actually

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been able to be walked kind of walked along with

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and had my hand, not that we're holding your hand,

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but having your hand held and the things

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that you're doing and building so that you can take it

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and be like, I'm going to do this later.

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Even when you don't know it, Macy, you're holding my hand.

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And these next few weeks, I'm going

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to be yanking your hand a lot.

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OK, perfect.

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That is what I'm here for.

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I cannot say it enough.

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That is what I'm here for.

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I'm not like our time is ending and like, OK, peace out.

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I really do want to be able to be there for you guys.

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And you have the way to contact me.

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I really need help with this, I would

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love to be able to still come alongside of you all.

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Oh, speaking of bending time, Dan O'McCollum

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has a great book on bending time.

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It is one of the all, I have it copied.

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I'm like, I remember that Xavier and I had the conversation

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on bending time.

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And I cannot remember if I sent it to you,

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but I just dropped the link to his book on Amazon.

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It is literally like one of the first books

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that I actually read that I was like, oh, wow.

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I know we're all, I'm like, everyone's like,

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read this book, do this thing, read this book.

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And none of us have time to read any books.

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But if you're going to read a book

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and you feel like that's the line you need drawn,

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that is a really great book, even if you just

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have it on Audible.

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So she's absolutely right.

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Yeah, no, it's really good.

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And Dan knows how to articulate things.

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And such a way that he is a teacher, he's a prophet.

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He is a teacher through and through.

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Like you listen to him and you're like, oh, my word.

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I would have never, ever thought to think that way.

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So anyways, that is my wrap up on that.

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Holly, you had your hand up next.

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Yeah, I've had a few wins, even though I've

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been sick this week.

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I feel like it's been a while of just feeling not 100%

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clear on who I'm trying to find and what I have for them

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because I could pick a bunch of different ones.

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I was sick, so I wasn't really doing anything.

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I had a little bit of a personal breakthrough in that.

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Just I felt like I got some major clarity on that.

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feel like I've been able to fine tune or figure out

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the language that I want to use to articulate the message

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that I'm carrying.

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And I feel like I'm breaking through on both of those areas.

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So that's good.

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As far as blockages, one thing I'm noticing

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is that, kind of like Sally said,

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I have stuff happening from within my own network.

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But I don't have anybody new from the outside.

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is to do more coaching programs, like six-week coaching

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programs.

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know who I would be able to find to join those.

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I've already worked with.

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And they've already done all my stuff.

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has been so slow in growing.

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only because it's taken me a long time

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to figure out the tech stuff.

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just to practice through Restream.

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And it didn't work.

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So I guess the block is finding new people that will want

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to join my coaching program.

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Yeah, because I guess that's my goal.

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Because I have enough in my network.

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in-person people that's really good,

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but I wanna be able to expand that reach to more people

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and have it be cheaper for them to do a group coaching.

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So that's my goal,

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but I don't know where to get those people or how.

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Sally's gonna answer.

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Sally feels some sort of way.

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I think for one, I think it's interesting that this week,

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which I have a little bit of something to share after,

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but I think it's interesting that even Laura posted

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saying that this last week,

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she has gotten clarity in her message.

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So I think it's really interesting

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that that's the one thing

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that you had from this last week also,

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is that you actually have clarity in the language

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that you're supposed to be using and what you're doing.

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And I feel like that's huge,

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but I did think that was interesting.

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I do think it fits into what I'll share after.

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I have some ideas, Holly, which if we have time at the end,

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I feel like we can talk about figuring out

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or just for everyone, how to get more people in,

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but we can also sit for 30 minutes or for an hour,

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like maybe next week or something, whenever you have time

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and actually like talk that through

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and try to map out a good plan.

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Sounds good for that, thank you.

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This week, so something that has really been,

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I feel like it's in the stream of Keith Ferrante

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in the prophetic stream, but in the stream of like,

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just the things that I've been hearing

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and all of the things that are around.

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I've been sitting with the Lord a lot on this last week.

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So the 23rd and the 24th or Rosh Hashanah,

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does everyone know the gist with that?

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Yes, okay.

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So I'm gonna do a tiny bit of a little bit

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of like a through line,

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just to kind of connect it to the end.

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So Rosh Hashanah is the Jewish new year,

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the 23rd and the 24th.

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And it's, I feel like a day that,

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where it is the day of rest and the day of remembrance

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and the day that we're actually supposed to sit

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and like how we have in our like Western new year

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of like, what is the word for the next year?

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What is the word for the like,

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where we kind of go into like asking the Lord

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what he has for us for the next year.

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That's what happens.

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it's just the same thing for the Jewish new year.

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But I do think there's an interesting,

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it feels like the spirit is very thin in this,

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like there's something really special about this week

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because it feels like the atmosphere is thin

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and that there's like an easier grasp

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to some of the things that like the Lord

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is trying to go after.

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So Rosh Hashanah, there's the 10 days after Rosh Hashanah,

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in between Rosh Hashanah and Yom Kippur,

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that are the days of awe,

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which are supposed to be days of like fasting,

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prayer, repentance, reconciliation.

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so if you've got something on Rosh Hashanah,

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like asking the Lord,

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Lord, what do you have for this next year?

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If you got things in that,

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the 10 days are supposed to be spent

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like really going after praying for it.

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Like the new year wasn't like,

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it's not like, oh, I had a word for the new year

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and then you let it be.

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It's like, no, these days are actually spent to intercede

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and look into and like actually like spend time in the word,

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spend time fast.

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Some people don't fast, but spend time fasting,

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spend time praying,

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like actually more so sitting with the Lord in those things

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because Yom Kippur is the 10th day.

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So that's on, I think it's the second.

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Yeah, it's the second,

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but it's the sealing of the new year.

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So it's looked at to be like the holy day

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where it feels like, so in their tradition,

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the high priest would be able to enter

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the holy of holies on Yom Kippur.

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And there's a whole thing with blood

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and sprinkling blood on the mercy seat,

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but he would actually take the day.

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It's like the one day that the high priest can stand

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on behalf of Israel and intercede for the nation.

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So I think it's a really special day.

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my dad is really, really big on like,

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okay, let's take this 13 days.

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and like, really go after because really go after what

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does the Lord have for my next year? What is he doing? What am

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I leaving behind in this, like, from this year? What am I

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bringing into the next year? What is the Lord doing new in

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the next year? And I think it's funny, because like you said,

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Holly, like, you actually feel like you've gotten clarity this

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last week, you feel like there's been a bunch of things. And I'm

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like, even if I think sometimes because of just the days, it's

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like, Oh, I didn't even realize that that was what was happening

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this week. Um, I just got off a call. And literally, everyone

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was like, I feel like there's been so much warfare, the last

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like, seven days, the last five days. And it's just an

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interesting, like, recognizing this is actually what's

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happening in the Spirit. There's a, like, there's something we

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00:30:50.800 --> 00:30:54.400
are fighting for. There's like tension that's happening in the

476
00:30:54.400 --> 00:30:57.360
Spirit, like the enemy doesn't want you to be able to latch

477
00:30:57.400 --> 00:31:00.720
on to the things that the Lord is actually doing in this new

478
00:31:00.720 --> 00:31:04.280
year. And so I feel like it's a really exciting time to even,

479
00:31:04.680 --> 00:31:09.600
like, some people go in and get some people get all of their

480
00:31:09.600 --> 00:31:13.200
stuff for the new year on Rosh Hashanah. Some people hear

481
00:31:13.200 --> 00:31:16.760
nothing until Yom Kippur, like my brother, if I were to look at

482
00:31:16.760 --> 00:31:22.320
it, my brother, my dad, my dad got everything on Rosh Hashanah

483
00:31:22.360 --> 00:31:27.720
for the new year, last year, and got nothing. He spent he set

484
00:31:27.720 --> 00:31:31.160
aside Yom Kippur, like did nothing. He was like, I spent it

485
00:31:31.200 --> 00:31:34.560
sitting and prayer and he was like, and I heard jack squat

486
00:31:34.560 --> 00:31:40.800
heard nothing. Whereas my brother heard nothing the entire

487
00:31:40.920 --> 00:31:45.320
12 days before and on Yom Kippur had like all of his encounters

488
00:31:45.320 --> 00:31:48.080
and all of his like words for the new year. So I think it's

489
00:31:48.080 --> 00:31:50.880
really interesting. And it's not like I didn't get something on

490
00:31:50.880 --> 00:31:53.280
Rosh Hashanah. It's like, I'm actually going to spend the time

491
00:31:53.280 --> 00:31:59.040
to like, okay, Lord, I want to sit. What are you doing? What

492
00:31:59.040 --> 00:32:01.280
are you doing in this next year? Like I think it is really

493
00:32:01.280 --> 00:32:08.040
important to be able to kind of look at even with our communities

494
00:32:08.080 --> 00:32:12.160
with what we are in the process of building because what we're

495
00:32:12.160 --> 00:32:17.160
building is like, it is a little piece of you. It is a thing you

496
00:32:17.160 --> 00:32:19.480
are called to it is something that is within you. It's not

497
00:32:19.480 --> 00:32:25.840
like a job that you are just like, hired to do it is a

498
00:32:25.840 --> 00:32:29.240
calling that like you guys have have on your heart that the Lord

499
00:32:29.240 --> 00:32:33.400
has actually instilled within you. So I think it is important.

500
00:32:33.400 --> 00:32:38.240
I think it's applies like, we can still be like, Lord, what

501
00:32:38.240 --> 00:32:43.640
are you? What are you doing for this next year? And I think like

502
00:32:43.640 --> 00:32:49.440
you were saying, looking at, okay, my goal is this. Now,

503
00:32:49.440 --> 00:32:53.400
Lord, how can I partner with what is what do you have? Lord,

504
00:32:53.400 --> 00:32:57.600
what are you saying about this next season? And what are you

505
00:32:57.600 --> 00:33:05.920
doing? In this next season? It was interesting. I had. I didn't

506
00:33:05.920 --> 00:33:08.520
even realize it. And my dad was like, Have you prayed yet? Have

507
00:33:08.520 --> 00:33:11.480
you like, have you asked the Lord what he has for you for the

508
00:33:11.480 --> 00:33:16.760
new year? And I was like, No. And I was on my way to my walk

509
00:33:16.760 --> 00:33:20.680
that I go on every morning. And I forgot my headphones. And

510
00:33:20.680 --> 00:33:24.120
that's like a nightmare in my soul. I forgot my headphones. I

511
00:33:24.120 --> 00:33:29.280
can't listen to my music or my podcast on my walk. And my dad

512
00:33:29.280 --> 00:33:31.520
had literally just said that because I was gonna turn around

513
00:33:31.520 --> 00:33:34.560
and go home. And the Lord was like, No, just like, go on your

514
00:33:34.560 --> 00:33:39.120
walk. Walk with me, be still with me. And I didn't realize

515
00:33:39.120 --> 00:33:43.960
the day that that was was the 24th, which is the last day of

516
00:33:44.400 --> 00:33:47.120
Rosh Hashanah. And like, there was just a few things that the

517
00:33:47.120 --> 00:33:52.520
Lord highlighted to me. And so I was just kind of going on. And

518
00:33:52.520 --> 00:33:56.240
then I actually started dreaming a lot that that night I had

519
00:33:56.240 --> 00:34:01.760
like, I dream sort of sometimes I feel like we all dream but do

520
00:34:01.760 --> 00:34:05.320
we remember it? No, I don't know. But like, I feel like

521
00:34:05.320 --> 00:34:08.520
it's whenever recognizing like, oh, this is actually a time

522
00:34:08.520 --> 00:34:11.199
where there's visions and they're like visions and dreams,

523
00:34:11.199 --> 00:34:15.199
I feel like coincide with one another. And like, we are at

524
00:34:15.199 --> 00:34:18.560
like, your eye gate is opened in a different way. And so I looked

525
00:34:18.560 --> 00:34:20.960
at the dream. And I went and told this friend this dream, and

526
00:34:21.080 --> 00:34:23.520
she took it for herself. And I like texted her like, you're my

527
00:34:23.520 --> 00:34:27.440
dream. And this, this and this happened. And my dad was like,

528
00:34:28.199 --> 00:34:32.280
that wasn't about her. Like, she took it for herself. And I

529
00:34:32.280 --> 00:34:36.679
didn't have a CNE importance in it for myself. So I just left it

530
00:34:36.679 --> 00:34:41.480
be. And he was like, No, he's like dream interpretation 101.

531
00:34:41.920 --> 00:34:45.120
98% of the time, your dreams are for yourself and not for other

532
00:34:45.120 --> 00:34:48.080
people. He was like, sometimes the Lord gives it for other

533
00:34:48.080 --> 00:34:53.320
people. But like, typically, it's for yourself. And so me and

534
00:34:53.320 --> 00:34:55.840
him were on a walk. And he was like, what day and I was like, I

535
00:34:55.840 --> 00:34:58.640
wonder what day that dream was on. And it was on the night of

536
00:34:58.640 --> 00:34:59.560
the 24th.

537
00:35:00.000 --> 00:35:03.920
And so I thought, I was like, huh, Lord, you're so funny.

538
00:35:03.920 --> 00:35:06.520
And like the way that the dream tied into,

539
00:35:06.520 --> 00:35:07.720
I was sharing with my dad,

540
00:35:07.720 --> 00:35:09.240
cause he was like, what is the Lord in speaking to you?

541
00:35:09.240 --> 00:35:11.000
And I gave him my like three bullet points

542
00:35:11.000 --> 00:35:13.560
and he whips out his phone and he was like,

543
00:35:13.560 --> 00:35:15.160
this is what the Lord's been sharing with me.

544
00:35:15.160 --> 00:35:19.080
And like has a note and is literally like scrolling

545
00:35:19.080 --> 00:35:19.920
and scrolling.

546
00:35:19.920 --> 00:35:23.800
And I was like, he's like, I've been doing this a long time.

547
00:35:23.800 --> 00:35:24.640
Oops.

548
00:35:24.640 --> 00:35:28.300
I thought it was very funny.

549
00:35:28.300 --> 00:35:32.740
Anyways, but it was one of those things that I was like,

550
00:35:32.740 --> 00:35:34.680
oh, they're actually, he was like those,

551
00:35:34.680 --> 00:35:35.680
the dream that you had.

552
00:35:35.680 --> 00:35:37.620
And he interpreted my dream for,

553
00:35:37.620 --> 00:35:40.040
and then he went in and was like,

554
00:35:40.040 --> 00:35:41.800
that actually speaks exactly to the word

555
00:35:41.800 --> 00:35:43.040
that the Lord gave you.

556
00:35:43.040 --> 00:35:46.200
So I think paying attention to those things, like, okay,

557
00:35:46.200 --> 00:35:47.840
what is the Lord speaking this week?

558
00:35:47.840 --> 00:35:50.920
How is it applying to like, and how can we actually,

559
00:35:50.920 --> 00:35:55.000
I think sitting down intentionally and being like, okay,

560
00:35:55.000 --> 00:35:57.160
Lord, what are you doing for this new year?

561
00:35:58.880 --> 00:36:00.040
Is really important.

562
00:36:00.040 --> 00:36:02.320
So that's kind of my like,

563
00:36:02.320 --> 00:36:06.360
my little bit of like call to action for you guys

564
00:36:06.360 --> 00:36:08.720
is spend the next, cause when is it?

565
00:36:08.720 --> 00:36:12.000
Yom Kippur is on the second, so you have two days.

566
00:36:12.000 --> 00:36:13.400
Spend a little time with the Lord.

567
00:36:13.400 --> 00:36:17.720
Even if it's just like 30 minutes of your time,

568
00:36:17.720 --> 00:36:20.160
like literally the amount of time that my walk was,

569
00:36:20.160 --> 00:36:22.720
that I got my three things that I felt like the Lord

570
00:36:22.720 --> 00:36:24.240
was saying for this next year,

571
00:36:24.240 --> 00:36:26.400
my walk was like 45 minutes long.

572
00:36:26.400 --> 00:36:30.620
And so I'm like spending the little bit of time

573
00:36:30.620 --> 00:36:34.140
and just intentional, like even just like having,

574
00:36:34.140 --> 00:36:36.280
I've kept been keeping, I don't,

575
00:36:36.280 --> 00:36:38.700
I have a really hard time reading my Bible

576
00:36:38.700 --> 00:36:41.460
and like having the motivation to actually sit

577
00:36:41.460 --> 00:36:42.700
and read my Bible.

578
00:36:42.700 --> 00:36:45.140
And the Lord was like, why don't you download it on audio?

579
00:36:45.140 --> 00:36:47.460
So I did that, but I've also just been keeping my Bible

580
00:36:47.460 --> 00:36:52.460
like next to me and not for like the holiness of like,

581
00:36:52.620 --> 00:36:54.340
wow, I need to have my Bible next to me,

582
00:36:54.360 --> 00:36:58.700
but like actually being intentional to like, okay,

583
00:36:58.700 --> 00:37:00.840
the Lord was saying like specifically for me

584
00:37:00.840 --> 00:37:02.960
that he was gonna speak to me through the word.

585
00:37:02.960 --> 00:37:07.280
And that's, I was like, yeah, rats.

586
00:37:08.400 --> 00:37:10.480
But like, okay, now I'm actually gonna take action

587
00:37:10.480 --> 00:37:12.760
to like, this is what I'm doing to be intentional about that.

588
00:37:12.760 --> 00:37:14.680
And I may never read a word out of it,

589
00:37:14.680 --> 00:37:17.160
but I am sitting there and like taking the intentional time

590
00:37:17.160 --> 00:37:19.880
to like, oh, I have no excuse.

591
00:37:19.880 --> 00:37:22.040
So looking at like, I think like, okay,

592
00:37:22.040 --> 00:37:23.160
what is Lord speaking?

593
00:37:23.160 --> 00:37:26.620
What are the excuses that we're making in ourselves

594
00:37:26.620 --> 00:37:29.100
to not do the different things?

595
00:37:29.100 --> 00:37:31.300
Like, I feel like you were saying, Sally,

596
00:37:31.300 --> 00:37:34.620
with like the biggest block for you has been the tech.

597
00:37:34.620 --> 00:37:37.300
Like, I feel like that can be sometimes our biggest excuse

598
00:37:37.300 --> 00:37:39.840
to not keep going and to not like,

599
00:37:39.840 --> 00:37:40.900
I don't wanna do the tech.

600
00:37:40.900 --> 00:37:42.040
I don't wanna build the funnel.

601
00:37:42.040 --> 00:37:43.980
I don't wanna learn to make a Facebook ad.

602
00:37:43.980 --> 00:37:48.980
I don't wanna pay the $10 for daily to spend on an ad.

603
00:37:50.260 --> 00:37:51.220
Like, I don't wanna do this.

604
00:37:51.220 --> 00:37:52.060
I don't wanna do that.

605
00:37:52.060 --> 00:37:54.140
Like, okay, what are those excuses that are real?

606
00:37:54.140 --> 00:37:57.860
If you look at them, if someone else were giving the excuse

607
00:37:57.860 --> 00:38:00.340
that you feel like you're giving, what would you say to them?

608
00:38:00.340 --> 00:38:03.100
You'd probably be like, that's funny.

609
00:38:03.100 --> 00:38:05.300
Just take the tech, go ask somebody,

610
00:38:05.300 --> 00:38:06.520
just learn how to do it.

611
00:38:06.520 --> 00:38:09.020
Like, I feel like if someone were to come up to you

612
00:38:09.020 --> 00:38:12.580
and say those things, you'd be like, oh,

613
00:38:12.580 --> 00:38:15.060
and have a really positive, like learn how to do this.

614
00:38:15.060 --> 00:38:17.180
And then we do that for ourselves and we're like,

615
00:38:17.180 --> 00:38:19.220
this has kept me from my entire calling

616
00:38:19.220 --> 00:38:22.860
that the Lord has put on my heart.

617
00:38:22.860 --> 00:38:26.220
So I think, yeah, those are my kind of thoughts

618
00:38:26.220 --> 00:38:30.600
with wrapping up this week and like really being intentional,

619
00:38:30.600 --> 00:38:33.580
wanting us to be intentional and kind of like,

620
00:38:33.580 --> 00:38:35.680
okay, there's been a lot going on in the world.

621
00:38:35.680 --> 00:38:37.520
There's been a lot, like even what,

622
00:38:37.520 --> 00:38:39.720
that was two weeks ago that Lindsey talked about that,

623
00:38:39.720 --> 00:38:41.800
but even what Bruce and Lindsey have been sharing on

624
00:38:41.800 --> 00:38:44.320
and like, there's been a lot going on in the world

625
00:38:44.320 --> 00:38:45.700
and how are we like, actually,

626
00:38:45.700 --> 00:38:49.240
I think Yom Kippur ending and starting,

627
00:38:49.240 --> 00:38:52.260
Rosh Hashanah, Yom Kippur, ending and starting

628
00:38:52.260 --> 00:38:55.420
this last month and what this last month has been

629
00:38:55.420 --> 00:38:58.220
is really a beautiful way to be able to kind of help

630
00:38:58.220 --> 00:39:00.980
shift our mindset and look at, okay, what is,

631
00:39:00.980 --> 00:39:04.020
Lord, let's focus on what He's actually doing.

632
00:39:04.020 --> 00:39:08.020
Let's focus on how we can move forward that way.

633
00:39:10.020 --> 00:39:14.440
So those are my thoughts.

634
00:39:15.280 --> 00:39:20.200
And I've become back to my school.

635
00:39:20.200 --> 00:39:22.360
I've started keeping notes on paper

636
00:39:23.720 --> 00:39:25.840
and it's changed my life.

637
00:39:25.840 --> 00:39:29.680
I started having a checklist and like crossing things

638
00:39:29.680 --> 00:39:32.460
off the checklist, I feel like is the most satisfying thing.

639
00:39:32.460 --> 00:39:34.320
So that's my hack number two.

640
00:39:34.320 --> 00:39:35.840
If you're having a hard time doing things,

641
00:39:35.840 --> 00:39:37.280
the text sometimes is too much

642
00:39:37.280 --> 00:39:39.020
and the paper is really nice.

643
00:39:40.360 --> 00:39:43.440
Anyways, does anyone have any thoughts

644
00:39:43.480 --> 00:39:45.380
or any things they would like to say?

645
00:39:46.880 --> 00:39:48.920
Anyone, anyone, anyone?

646
00:39:48.920 --> 00:39:51.600
If not, Sally, yes, ma'am.

647
00:39:53.160 --> 00:39:56.800
This is so exciting because God has been like,

648
00:39:56.800 --> 00:40:00.200
interesting, I did not know anything about this.

649
00:40:00.000 --> 00:40:07.920
period of time and yet my whole crew that that I'm involved with all the

650
00:40:07.920 --> 00:40:13.960
years every single time at this time of year we do the reset. We do the what have

651
00:40:13.960 --> 00:40:17.920
you achieved for the last nine months and what do you want to achieve for the

652
00:40:17.920 --> 00:40:23.280
last quarter because how we finish the year is how we start the year next year

653
00:40:23.280 --> 00:40:28.680
and so many people just kind of you know fall away at the end of the year or I'm

654
00:40:28.680 --> 00:40:34.320
exhausted or whatever it might be and actually I have watched that in this

655
00:40:34.320 --> 00:40:40.000
quarter I achieve more than I do in the last three. Every year it's been

656
00:40:40.000 --> 00:40:45.920
consistent and isn't that interesting that that fits in line with that Jewish

657
00:40:45.920 --> 00:40:51.080
calendar that this is the time when God gives me the revelation of what's going

658
00:40:51.080 --> 00:40:55.800
ahead but what I need to do to set myself up for success for the coming

659
00:40:55.800 --> 00:41:01.680
year it's like ah that makes sense and of course we're coming into spring in

660
00:41:01.680 --> 00:41:07.920
this hemisphere so it I haven't seen it fit more beautifully that this time of

661
00:41:07.920 --> 00:41:13.120
year is the getting ready whereas if you're in the other hemisphere or your

662
00:41:13.120 --> 00:41:17.160
hemisphere this is the time when you go right it's autumn what do I need to get

663
00:41:17.160 --> 00:41:21.600
done in the fall before we go into winter before we're digging in and doing

664
00:41:21.600 --> 00:41:27.440
the things behind the scenes but either which way it just is so stunningly

665
00:41:27.440 --> 00:41:33.800
beautiful that this and and he keeps showing me 20 all of 2025 was to prepare

666
00:41:33.800 --> 00:41:38.800
and the numbers and what was going on in that it was just all about preparation

667
00:41:38.800 --> 00:41:45.360
sowing the seeds turning the soil over doing what needed to be done 2026 is

668
00:41:45.360 --> 00:41:51.480
like next level God's in charge my people are shining I've positioned them

669
00:41:51.480 --> 00:41:57.160
all for possession let's go and it's almost like I see it like a stadium when

670
00:41:57.160 --> 00:42:01.800
the lights suddenly go on like literally we are going to cross over and the

671
00:42:01.800 --> 00:42:09.120
lights are gonna go on and there is no darkness it's like yeah anyway so I'm

672
00:42:09.120 --> 00:42:13.800
very excited and that fits beautifully with all the hard yards we've been doing

673
00:42:13.800 --> 00:42:21.560
with you and in pioneers while this space isn't continuing the work has been

674
00:42:21.560 --> 00:42:27.360
done and now we're ready and we still get to if we wish to we still get to you

675
00:42:27.360 --> 00:42:31.160
know lock arms and walk to you know nothing together it's exciting very

676
00:42:31.160 --> 00:42:34.920
exciting it is exciting and I do think it's interesting the more people I've

677
00:42:34.920 --> 00:42:39.200
talked to kind of like you're saying I had no idea that that was actually

678
00:42:39.200 --> 00:42:42.960
what's been happening this last week and I think it's funny that some people do

679
00:42:42.960 --> 00:42:47.200
there are some people that are like I know that this is this is here and that

680
00:42:47.200 --> 00:42:52.720
this is coming but like a lot of people I was just the class before this I have

681
00:42:52.720 --> 00:42:57.880
one of our emerging profits classes right before this and they had me come

682
00:42:57.880 --> 00:43:01.640
on and basically share about the same thing and half of the people were like

683
00:43:01.640 --> 00:43:07.160
that makes so much sense what's been happening this last week and I had no

684
00:43:07.160 --> 00:43:12.800
idea so I think like yap and Holly were both saying is like oh there's been

685
00:43:12.800 --> 00:43:16.520
stuff this important things and like themes through this last week and

686
00:43:16.520 --> 00:43:19.720
there's like the Lord's been speaking and it feels like oh this week feels

687
00:43:19.720 --> 00:43:25.440
really like like the air has been primed this last week but why and so I think it

688
00:43:25.440 --> 00:43:31.920
is it's fun to actually get to take the time to be like oh that's why um and I

689
00:43:31.920 --> 00:43:35.440
do think it's interesting like you're saying that it's it is the like we've

690
00:43:35.440 --> 00:43:39.200
been preparing all year long in this last three months it's like typically

691
00:43:39.200 --> 00:43:42.920
you kind of be winding down the end of the year usually feels like a wind down

692
00:43:42.920 --> 00:43:48.120
like oh it's November Oh holidays are coming like for us here Thanksgiving is

693
00:43:48.120 --> 00:43:51.960
coming and then Christmas is coming and New Year's is coming like it feels like

694
00:43:51.960 --> 00:43:56.880
a wind down but actually like let's not take it and like it's a time to wind up

695
00:43:56.880 --> 00:44:01.440
and okay there's actually momentum because we've been building and because

696
00:44:01.440 --> 00:44:05.920
we've been like the seeds have been sown and things have happened but like we're

697
00:44:05.920 --> 00:44:12.800
keeping momentum and not letting the end of the year like take us out and

698
00:44:12.800 --> 00:44:17.840
then have to have us kind of like get thrown all the way back and like you've

699
00:44:17.840 --> 00:44:21.560
taken ten steps forward and don't let the end of the year like whip you back

700
00:44:21.560 --> 00:44:28.200
15 steps so my computer is dinging and I cannot have not been able to figure it

701
00:44:28.200 --> 00:44:32.400
out all week long sorry I'm like the cocks constantly

702
00:44:32.560 --> 00:44:37.960
I got a new computer this last week so I'm like anyways that was my little

703
00:44:37.960 --> 00:44:44.440
sidetracked but yeah I think that's a good point Sally is just what this like

704
00:44:44.440 --> 00:44:49.720
yeah it's interesting to see things and even I think noticing this is my one

705
00:44:49.720 --> 00:44:54.680
other thing noticing that it's okay if things this time of year someone even

706
00:44:54.680 --> 00:44:59.560
with relationships and things that are coming into like okay are there actually

707
00:45:00.000 --> 00:45:04.200
that you notice that aren't bearing fruit.

708
00:45:04.200 --> 00:45:06.560
Typically, my dad made a really good point.

709
00:45:06.560 --> 00:45:09.760
Typically, if they come up to this time of year,

710
00:45:09.760 --> 00:45:11.320
that relationship won't typically

711
00:45:11.320 --> 00:45:13.160
go into the next year with you.

712
00:45:13.160 --> 00:45:14.920
It may come back.

713
00:45:14.920 --> 00:45:17.200
But if there's things that you notice are falling off,

714
00:45:17.200 --> 00:45:18.720
it's OK to let them fall off.

715
00:45:18.720 --> 00:45:20.640
If it's relationships, if it's things

716
00:45:20.640 --> 00:45:22.540
that you're putting into, if you feel

717
00:45:22.540 --> 00:45:24.200
like they're coming into this next year

718
00:45:24.200 --> 00:45:27.880
and not actually moving forward, that's OK.

719
00:45:27.880 --> 00:45:29.320
And if there are things that you do

720
00:45:29.320 --> 00:45:31.760
feel like they are going into, like you're saying,

721
00:45:31.760 --> 00:45:33.680
there's momentum, there's, like for Sally,

722
00:45:33.680 --> 00:45:35.600
you feel like the partnerships of people,

723
00:45:35.600 --> 00:45:37.480
like that's something that's working,

724
00:45:37.480 --> 00:45:39.800
let's take it in and build with it in the next year,

725
00:45:39.800 --> 00:45:42.520
like realizing that.

726
00:45:42.520 --> 00:45:46.240
And I had a friend that I had talked to about the relationship

727
00:45:46.240 --> 00:45:47.280
thing.

728
00:45:47.280 --> 00:45:49.440
And she was like, even in America,

729
00:45:49.440 --> 00:45:52.400
it's really interesting because we start school a lot of times

730
00:45:52.400 --> 00:45:57.120
in the end of August, September, like September, August.

731
00:45:57.120 --> 00:45:59.320
And typically, relationships, it's

732
00:45:59.320 --> 00:46:01.020
like, oh, I had all of those people

733
00:46:01.020 --> 00:46:02.360
that you're in connection with.

734
00:46:02.360 --> 00:46:04.080
Up until then, it completely switches

735
00:46:04.080 --> 00:46:06.760
and you go into a new class with a new group of people

736
00:46:06.760 --> 00:46:10.320
with a new, like even down to like being a kid

737
00:46:10.320 --> 00:46:13.440
and realizing that this is the cycle of what relationships

738
00:46:13.440 --> 00:46:15.200
can look like.

739
00:46:15.200 --> 00:46:16.280
I think it's interesting.

740
00:46:16.280 --> 00:46:18.940
So it's interesting to start looking at the patterns

741
00:46:18.940 --> 00:46:21.200
and being like, oh, it's actually OK if that falls off.

742
00:46:21.200 --> 00:46:23.740
But like, oh, this has actually been happening my whole life

743
00:46:23.740 --> 00:46:25.640
and we've just never put like, the Lord

744
00:46:25.640 --> 00:46:33.080
is so clever and actually how he's built things

745
00:46:33.080 --> 00:46:36.560
and how he's designed the way that the year falls,

746
00:46:36.560 --> 00:46:38.520
the way that there's even structures

747
00:46:38.520 --> 00:46:41.640
that we as people have set that have aligned with the callings

748
00:46:41.640 --> 00:46:47.720
that he's had and how he set up the holiest of holy,

749
00:46:47.720 --> 00:46:51.320
the one day that is the holy day of the year

750
00:46:51.320 --> 00:46:54.520
and how it transitions and how it goes into the season

751
00:46:54.520 --> 00:46:57.520
shifting and the people that fall in or out.

752
00:46:57.520 --> 00:47:02.960
So yeah, I just thought it's all very interesting.

753
00:47:02.960 --> 00:47:05.160
So I think noticing those things,

754
00:47:05.160 --> 00:47:07.200
being intentional these last two days,

755
00:47:07.200 --> 00:47:11.080
recognizing what is it for the next year?

756
00:47:11.080 --> 00:47:12.320
What is it for your community?

757
00:47:12.320 --> 00:47:14.680
Applying it because I want to apply it to pioneers

758
00:47:14.680 --> 00:47:15.800
and to what you're doing.

759
00:47:15.800 --> 00:47:20.040
What is it the Lord is doing with what you're building?

760
00:47:20.040 --> 00:47:22.840
What hasn't worked for what you're building?

761
00:47:22.840 --> 00:47:24.520
Why don't we try some new things?

762
00:47:24.520 --> 00:47:26.040
Because I think it's OK because it's

763
00:47:26.040 --> 00:47:29.320
like, oh, I've put a lot of work to this and it's not working.

764
00:47:29.320 --> 00:47:31.560
And so taking like, I actually can

765
00:47:31.560 --> 00:47:34.240
accept that that's OK that it didn't work.

766
00:47:34.240 --> 00:47:37.040
I've talked a lot about like, OK, let's make a three point

767
00:47:37.040 --> 00:47:37.540
turn.

768
00:47:37.540 --> 00:47:40.480
It's going to be a 17 point turn this time.

769
00:47:40.480 --> 00:47:41.640
Like, OK, that didn't work.

770
00:47:41.640 --> 00:47:43.880
Let's shift and move on.

771
00:47:43.880 --> 00:47:45.840
And it's OK to be able to shift and move on.

772
00:47:45.840 --> 00:47:49.060
And it may get something that gets picked back up

773
00:47:49.060 --> 00:47:50.600
because once you get into something,

774
00:47:50.600 --> 00:47:52.720
it doesn't mean that that thing is dead.

775
00:47:52.720 --> 00:47:53.760
Same with relationships.

776
00:47:53.760 --> 00:47:56.720
It doesn't mean that that relationship is dead

777
00:47:56.720 --> 00:47:58.560
or that it's never coming back.

778
00:47:58.560 --> 00:48:01.680
Just means that it's not fruitful for whatever

779
00:48:01.680 --> 00:48:04.720
the Lord is doing in this next season.

780
00:48:04.720 --> 00:48:07.640
So yeah.

781
00:48:07.640 --> 00:48:11.720
Thank you for that, Macy.

782
00:48:11.720 --> 00:48:13.360
That really brought some clarity to me.

783
00:48:13.360 --> 00:48:17.720
I had a shift change with a very close friend of mine.

784
00:48:17.720 --> 00:48:22.680
Nothing bad happened, but just something just felt off.

785
00:48:22.680 --> 00:48:25.920
And I wasn't sure about it.

786
00:48:25.920 --> 00:48:27.280
I've been really praying.

787
00:48:27.280 --> 00:48:30.440
And I was like, Lord, I don't want to, am I making things up?

788
00:48:30.440 --> 00:48:33.040
I feel like we're going in a different direction.

789
00:48:33.040 --> 00:48:34.400
And I didn't feel bad about it.

790
00:48:34.400 --> 00:48:41.240
But she's also been very, what's the word I want to use?

791
00:48:41.240 --> 00:48:43.840
She's been a part of my village because I've created,

792
00:48:43.840 --> 00:48:47.440
God has given me a village in these last six years.

793
00:48:47.440 --> 00:48:51.400
And so I was like, OK, what's happening here?

794
00:48:51.400 --> 00:48:55.040
I didn't expect that, expect this shift.

795
00:48:55.040 --> 00:48:56.160
And it felt kind of weird.

796
00:48:56.160 --> 00:48:57.840
So I had been praying and praying for her

797
00:48:57.840 --> 00:48:59.800
and praying for me and checking my heart

798
00:48:59.800 --> 00:49:00.640
and seeing where I am.

799
00:49:00.640 --> 00:49:05.000
But at the same time, there was this whole emergence

800
00:49:05.000 --> 00:49:06.440
of new relationships that I didn't

801
00:49:06.440 --> 00:49:07.680
anticipate in a new place.

802
00:49:07.680 --> 00:49:09.200
And so you're talking about trying new things

803
00:49:09.200 --> 00:49:10.080
and doing new things.

804
00:49:10.080 --> 00:49:12.720
I'm like, oh, that's what's going on.

805
00:49:12.720 --> 00:49:15.520
So I appreciate you talking about that

806
00:49:15.520 --> 00:49:19.480
because I did not, with Rosh Hashanah and Yom Kippur,

807
00:49:19.480 --> 00:49:21.600
I did not add the relationship part in there.

808
00:49:21.600 --> 00:49:23.320
Since I'm not married and all the things,

809
00:49:23.320 --> 00:49:24.600
I don't think about it that way.

810
00:49:24.600 --> 00:49:27.160
But I have key people that are in my life.

811
00:49:27.160 --> 00:49:33.760
And I do see, so the Lord had said to me at one point,

812
00:49:33.760 --> 00:49:36.600
Marcella, are you all in with me?

813
00:49:36.600 --> 00:49:38.800
And he just asked me that one morning.

814
00:49:38.800 --> 00:49:41.280
And I was like, let me think, Lord.

815
00:49:41.280 --> 00:49:42.000
Am I all in?

816
00:49:42.000 --> 00:49:42.640
Am I all in?

817
00:49:42.680 --> 00:49:46.600
And I was, at the end of me just sitting and thinking about it.

818
00:49:46.600 --> 00:49:48.240
I'm like, yes, Lord, I'm all in.

819
00:49:48.240 --> 00:49:51.160
Wherever we're going together, wherever you're taking me,

820
00:49:51.160 --> 00:49:53.080
I'm all in because he was saying,

821
00:49:53.080 --> 00:49:55.440
if this person doesn't go, this person doesn't go.

822
00:49:55.440 --> 00:49:57.080
Are you only here for these people?

823
00:49:57.080 --> 00:49:58.080
Or are you all in?

824
00:49:58.080 --> 00:49:59.240
And I was like, I'm all in.

825
00:49:59.240 --> 00:50:01.240
And that was just a few.

826
00:50:00.000 --> 00:50:07.320
Just a couple months ago and so to feel that and then to have you talk about that that really resonates with me and in

827
00:50:07.320 --> 00:50:09.280
like a resolve a

828
00:50:09.280 --> 00:50:14.880
Peace that I have that it doesn't have to be that anything is wrong and the relationship is ending

829
00:50:15.040 --> 00:50:18.800
we're just maybe you know, God is taking me a different way and

830
00:50:19.560 --> 00:50:26.420
You know, she's going that way and it's okay to allow that to happen. And so very naturally when you

831
00:50:27.140 --> 00:50:31.320
Have a trash, you know tragic losses sudden and unexpected losses

832
00:50:31.320 --> 00:50:37.180
it does kind of bring that sense of you don't want to lose any more people you you want to hold on to who you

833
00:50:37.180 --> 00:50:38.740
have and and

834
00:50:38.740 --> 00:50:42.820
And continue and it doesn't mean that again like that relationship is ending

835
00:50:42.820 --> 00:50:49.500
but it's just a shift and at the same time I'm embracing the new relationships that he has brought to me that I that I

836
00:50:50.380 --> 00:50:55.620
You know in a new place and new opportunities that I didn't see so yeah

837
00:50:55.620 --> 00:50:58.900
I'm all in with him. I just I just need to kind of process that out loud

838
00:51:00.140 --> 00:51:06.020
Because as you were saying that I could feel that it was really deeply resonating with me and bringing that reason

839
00:51:06.020 --> 00:51:09.060
I was even praying for her this morning and praying about the relationship. I was like a Laura

840
00:51:09.060 --> 00:51:12.300
I don't know what I don't know what this is. It feels weird, but I'm gonna pray for her

841
00:51:12.300 --> 00:51:14.940
I'm gonna bless her because that's just my that's what I do

842
00:51:15.020 --> 00:51:19.300
And so in my time with the Lord and so to have you say that

843
00:51:19.660 --> 00:51:24.740
That's my biggest takeaway from what you just said, you know about it. So I love that. Thank you for sharing

844
00:51:25.380 --> 00:51:31.180
Good I think that it's that's exactly where I'm at too. So I feel like that was my biggest like thing

845
00:51:31.980 --> 00:51:33.260
towards

846
00:51:33.260 --> 00:51:38.620
Everything this like for Rosh Hashanah and the relationship with that when I heard it as well. I was like, oh

847
00:51:39.460 --> 00:51:46.380
Cuz I have one of my closest friends. It's like it's the relationship is just doesn't exist anymore and like not due to

848
00:51:47.140 --> 00:51:49.820
no effort, but literally she's just

849
00:51:50.820 --> 00:51:56.460
That disappeared this last and she has a little bit of beef from her husband with have beef with

850
00:51:56.900 --> 00:51:58.900
My husband and with some of our friends

851
00:51:58.900 --> 00:52:03.060
I'm like, I think I'm just in the middle and it's kind of like you said like I actually don't think there's anything wrong

852
00:52:03.060 --> 00:52:08.420
I just think that there's other things going on that are like kind of parted the seas a little bit and like, okay

853
00:52:08.740 --> 00:52:15.980
There's like these things are a little bit different which it's and I think allowing ourselves to grieve is good

854
00:52:16.260 --> 00:52:22.300
Cuz I think sometimes you're like, oh I actually didn't realize that I feel I feel really sad and like hurt that

855
00:52:22.300 --> 00:52:23.380
This is what's happening

856
00:52:23.380 --> 00:52:25.580
but it is okay and like looking at like

857
00:52:25.940 --> 00:52:30.520
Like you said I really love that you're saying that the Lord asked you like are you all in are you all in despite?

858
00:52:31.140 --> 00:52:34.140
Who's around? Are you all in despite what's being done?

859
00:52:34.140 --> 00:52:39.900
who like what's I think I really do love that and I feel like that's a very convicting and

860
00:52:40.740 --> 00:52:43.860
Like you sit there and you're like, oh you went there Lord

861
00:52:43.860 --> 00:52:49.980
okay, man, that's that kind of sucks to be like, are you all in cuz it kind of takes you and like

862
00:52:50.500 --> 00:52:57.020
Hmm. Am I all in do I want to be all in I am all in cuz he's asking me to be all in but like

863
00:52:58.220 --> 00:52:59.740
Do I want to be?

864
00:52:59.740 --> 00:53:04.300
So I think that's really I love that and I think it is interesting

865
00:53:04.300 --> 00:53:08.300
I just it blows my mind how it all coincides how it's all like wow

866
00:53:08.300 --> 00:53:10.540
I didn't even put that together with that and I mean

867
00:53:10.820 --> 00:53:13.060
We're gonna learn those things for the rest of our lives

868
00:53:13.060 --> 00:53:18.180
I feel like the Lord is just too clever and too there's too many like

869
00:53:18.660 --> 00:53:23.260
Little facets of things that we could go probably another 15 million

870
00:53:23.580 --> 00:53:28.260
Lifetimes and still not understand and like still be piecing things together

871
00:53:29.940 --> 00:53:31.940
So, yes

872
00:53:32.940 --> 00:53:37.120
Does anyone else have any thoughts yeah, and I was just gonna add you know

873
00:53:37.400 --> 00:53:44.720
It's just the thought that you that you said too because I do think that knew you know that I know the number is five

874
00:53:44.720 --> 00:53:48.320
Seven eight six and eight is in the number the number of new beginnings

875
00:53:48.320 --> 00:53:52.040
And so I know with me being all in with him. It was

876
00:53:52.800 --> 00:53:54.160
really

877
00:53:54.160 --> 00:53:58.080
Like embracing the new and sometimes we we can't embrace that new

878
00:53:59.080 --> 00:54:01.600
in a old place in an old

879
00:54:02.320 --> 00:54:04.640
setting and old thought patterns and old

880
00:54:05.400 --> 00:54:12.240
Systems and old things so I I feel like even with my age though. I have not disclosed it to you all

881
00:54:13.840 --> 00:54:18.600
It has eight in it, I'll just say it that way and so I feel like

882
00:54:19.640 --> 00:54:25.120
Though the number seems very big and I feel like I don't reflect the number. However this whole

883
00:54:25.880 --> 00:54:30.520
Like you were talking about tech, you know Holly and all the things but I took a moment and just

884
00:54:31.280 --> 00:54:33.280
celebrated myself for not being

885
00:54:34.000 --> 00:54:38.560
Stuck for not saying, okay. I'm this age. And so I'm not gonna learn it

886
00:54:38.560 --> 00:54:45.000
I'm not gonna try it like, you know with Laura saying tomorrow's October 1st, and she's gonna start, you know the journey

887
00:54:45.000 --> 00:54:49.680
You know the declaring God's Word and I'm like it didn't even dawn on me and there I was like

888
00:54:50.120 --> 00:54:55.880
Let me let me just grab my phone use my snapchat. And I mean, I wouldn't have never done that

889
00:54:55.880 --> 00:55:00.040
So there is you know that embracing the new like it doesn't have to

890
00:55:00.000 --> 00:55:01.720
It doesn't have to be the old way.

891
00:55:01.720 --> 00:55:02.800
You can walk into the new.

892
00:55:02.800 --> 00:55:07.480
And I feel like God is yet pulling me toward the new.

893
00:55:07.480 --> 00:55:09.240
I'm getting a little bit emotional.

894
00:55:11.880 --> 00:55:13.320
And I feel like there's that part,

895
00:55:13.320 --> 00:55:17.640
there's that resolve with my parents passing.

896
00:55:17.640 --> 00:55:19.280
It's been six years.

897
00:55:19.280 --> 00:55:21.480
It's coming up on the sixth year for my mom

898
00:55:21.480 --> 00:55:24.620
and that old regime, that old,

899
00:55:25.760 --> 00:55:28.800
my foundation is solid, but that old regime.

900
00:55:28.800 --> 00:55:30.800
And the Lord is saying, when he told me,

901
00:55:30.800 --> 00:55:32.160
he asked me, was I all in?

902
00:55:32.160 --> 00:55:34.800
It's because he wanted to take the foundation,

903
00:55:34.800 --> 00:55:39.800
but yet the new wineskins to bring forth for his people.

904
00:55:40.080 --> 00:55:42.160
So yeah, it has so much to do with the calling,

905
00:55:42.160 --> 00:55:45.080
but anyway, I didn't mean to process out loud.

906
00:55:45.080 --> 00:55:46.840
With all of you, thank you.

907
00:55:46.840 --> 00:55:47.720
No, I love that.

908
00:55:47.720 --> 00:55:49.120
That's what we are here for.

909
00:55:49.120 --> 00:55:51.480
Like, it's like genuinely when I'm like,

910
00:55:51.480 --> 00:55:54.880
please process, please, like stay connected.

911
00:55:54.880 --> 00:55:57.400
I think, cause there is something that like,

912
00:55:57.400 --> 00:55:59.440
even with, I think it's been really special

913
00:55:59.440 --> 00:56:02.600
having even a group this small this year,

914
00:56:02.600 --> 00:56:04.680
because some of our calls, there's been four of us

915
00:56:04.680 --> 00:56:06.040
and we've been able to spend the whole hour

916
00:56:06.040 --> 00:56:09.680
just like chatting and like, okay, what is the Lord doing?

917
00:56:09.680 --> 00:56:10.760
How can we help each other?

918
00:56:10.760 --> 00:56:12.480
Like, I think it is really beautiful

919
00:56:12.480 --> 00:56:14.880
that like we do get to take the time

920
00:56:14.880 --> 00:56:18.200
and actually be intentional with one another

921
00:56:18.200 --> 00:56:20.000
and actually like build it.

922
00:56:20.000 --> 00:56:22.120
So thank you for sharing.

923
00:56:22.120 --> 00:56:25.960
I, like you said, it is like pouring,

924
00:56:25.960 --> 00:56:28.240
almost like pouring the old wine to the new wineskin.

925
00:56:28.240 --> 00:56:29.720
And like, there's something that the new wineskin

926
00:56:29.720 --> 00:56:32.120
is going to keep going.

927
00:56:32.120 --> 00:56:34.160
Like you can leave back the old wineskin,

928
00:56:34.160 --> 00:56:36.360
but still like there's something new that's being built.

929
00:56:36.360 --> 00:56:38.000
And I think it's scary.

930
00:56:38.000 --> 00:56:41.720
And it's like, even like I said, grieving the old

931
00:56:41.720 --> 00:56:44.160
and grieving, even if it's not just like a relationship,

932
00:56:44.160 --> 00:56:47.000
but grieving, like I actually am still,

933
00:56:47.000 --> 00:56:48.960
I feel really tender and holding onto

934
00:56:48.960 --> 00:56:50.320
what was in that last season.

935
00:56:50.320 --> 00:56:52.880
And like the Lord actually has different,

936
00:56:52.920 --> 00:56:57.040
he doesn't discount what that last season had,

937
00:56:57.040 --> 00:56:58.920
but like, okay, what is actually,

938
00:56:58.920 --> 00:57:01.960
there's something really exciting about this new season.

939
00:57:03.280 --> 00:57:05.440
The last call that I was on,

940
00:57:05.440 --> 00:57:08.160
they asked, has anyone had pain,

941
00:57:08.160 --> 00:57:10.720
unusual pain in their bodies this week?

942
00:57:11.840 --> 00:57:14.960
And he was like, I feel it a lot in my left shoulder.

943
00:57:14.960 --> 00:57:17.200
And then I feel it a lot in my lower back.

944
00:57:17.200 --> 00:57:19.720
And I, and literally all of us raised our hand.

945
00:57:19.720 --> 00:57:22.120
Like I've had some weird lower back.

946
00:57:22.120 --> 00:57:25.160
I'm like, who I am, I'm 25 years old.

947
00:57:25.160 --> 00:57:28.000
Why do I have lower back pain?

948
00:57:28.000 --> 00:57:32.200
And so I'm like, I'm a fairly active individual.

949
00:57:32.200 --> 00:57:33.360
So I was like, okay.

950
00:57:33.360 --> 00:57:37.200
And so, but literally everyone raised their hand

951
00:57:38.680 --> 00:57:40.680
and taking like, okay, actually God,

952
00:57:40.680 --> 00:57:42.160
like with the warfare, with the things,

953
00:57:42.160 --> 00:57:44.880
like actually there's a realignment happening.

954
00:57:44.880 --> 00:57:48.960
There's a adjustment, a bringing into like,

955
00:57:48.960 --> 00:57:51.400
okay, this new season, like I'm actually,

956
00:57:51.440 --> 00:57:52.760
I need to be shifted.

957
00:57:52.760 --> 00:57:54.400
I need to be realigned.

958
00:57:54.400 --> 00:57:56.920
I need like, and so going in and like,

959
00:57:56.920 --> 00:57:59.800
just kind of, they just kind of prayed like,

960
00:57:59.800 --> 00:58:02.520
okay, actually like, I want you to take the,

961
00:58:02.520 --> 00:58:03.720
there's the alignment,

962
00:58:03.720 --> 00:58:05.600
kind of like if you're laying on a chiropractor's

963
00:58:05.600 --> 00:58:08.160
and you have like, you're kind of sitting in the like,

964
00:58:08.160 --> 00:58:09.160
my arms are here.

965
00:58:09.160 --> 00:58:11.560
And like, I'm actually like, your body's in alignment.

966
00:58:11.560 --> 00:58:13.680
Like, Lord, I'm actually gonna choose,

967
00:58:13.680 --> 00:58:16.000
like this pain is not of the natural.

968
00:58:16.000 --> 00:58:18.520
This pain is not of the things

969
00:58:18.520 --> 00:58:20.120
that are like happening right now.

970
00:58:20.120 --> 00:58:21.840
Lord, like I acknowledge

971
00:58:21.840 --> 00:58:24.760
that I'm actually stepping into something new.

972
00:58:24.760 --> 00:58:26.200
Yeah, I am expanding.

973
00:58:26.200 --> 00:58:30.360
We are like, we are getting taller.

974
00:58:30.360 --> 00:58:32.760
Even like spiritually, like I am,

975
00:58:32.760 --> 00:58:35.640
there's a new authority that we are stepping into

976
00:58:35.640 --> 00:58:38.280
that like your body has to come into alignment with.

977
00:58:38.280 --> 00:58:40.440
And so I think acknowledging like,

978
00:58:40.440 --> 00:58:42.080
Holly, you've been sick this last week.

979
00:58:42.080 --> 00:58:43.920
Marcello, you've had a lot of stuff happening

980
00:58:43.920 --> 00:58:47.000
like in your body and just like stuff this last week

981
00:58:47.000 --> 00:58:48.160
and being like, okay, Lord,

982
00:58:48.160 --> 00:58:52.720
actually that's not like, this is not natural.

983
00:58:52.720 --> 00:58:54.360
And I think taking into sometimes we're like,

984
00:58:54.360 --> 00:58:56.760
hell, I don't wanna over spiritualize it.

985
00:58:56.760 --> 00:58:59.500
Like, I'm just sick, it happens.

986
00:58:59.500 --> 00:59:04.500
But like, actually like, no, this is not of my body.

987
00:59:05.000 --> 00:59:06.200
My body is healthy.

988
00:59:06.200 --> 00:59:07.960
My body is whole.

989
00:59:07.960 --> 00:59:09.420
We are whole individuals.

990
00:59:09.420 --> 00:59:12.360
Like, Lord, I am in agreement and actually taking,

991
00:59:12.360 --> 00:59:14.120
I am in agreement with what you're doing

992
00:59:14.120 --> 00:59:15.320
and where you're taking me.

993
00:59:15.320 --> 00:59:17.640
Cause if we are in resistance,

994
00:59:18.120 --> 00:59:19.120
like even if you're like,

995
00:59:19.120 --> 00:59:21.080
you think of when our body, when we get pulled,

996
00:59:21.080 --> 00:59:23.400
like when you pull a muscle, when you pull us anything,

997
00:59:23.400 --> 00:59:25.700
it's because your body's in resistance

998
00:59:25.700 --> 00:59:28.920
in a way that it is not how it should be.

999
00:59:28.920 --> 00:59:30.400
Like you're doing something

1000
00:59:30.400 --> 00:59:32.800
the way that is improperly being done.

1001
00:59:32.800 --> 00:59:37.400
And so I think when we are choosing to like fight against

1002
00:59:37.400 --> 00:59:39.360
where the Lord is taking us,

1003
00:59:40.460 --> 00:59:44.040
your body's like, your spirit, your soul is like, no.

1004
00:59:45.280 --> 00:59:46.520
It's just not correct.

1005
00:59:46.520 --> 00:59:48.680
So I think coming into like, okay,

1006
00:59:48.680 --> 00:59:51.800
like even just like laying your hands on your body, okay.

1007
00:59:51.800 --> 00:59:55.280
This is not, I am Lord, I am going where you're going.

1008
00:59:55.280 --> 00:59:57.640
I am doing with what you're doing.

1009
00:59:57.640 --> 01:00:00.000
Like, okay, I come into agreement with.

1010
01:00:00.000 --> 01:00:05.000
I will stop resisting. I will choose to be okay with expanding.

1011
01:00:05.000 --> 01:00:13.000
So, yeah, those are my last few thoughts. We have gone a little bit over. Sorry, y'all.

1012
01:00:17.000 --> 01:00:22.000
Okay, good. This next week, take your time. Take your time with the Lord.

1013
01:00:22.000 --> 01:00:25.000
I think it's good. I think it's good, like you said.

1014
01:00:25.000 --> 01:00:34.000
Even just to, like, sit and be quiet. Like, Holly, you said this week you've actually been able to sit and rest because you've been sick and so literally you've been forced to rest.

1015
01:00:34.000 --> 01:00:41.000
Sometimes the forced rest is good. It's like, man, that sucks. I wish, like, we're so active and like, oh, I wish I could do.

1016
01:00:41.000 --> 01:00:44.000
I have a big list of things I need to do and I wish I could do them all.

1017
01:00:44.000 --> 01:00:53.000
But, like, sometimes taking even, like I said, 30 minutes to just sit and be and just say, Lord, like, what do you have for me?

1018
01:00:53.000 --> 01:00:57.000
I think is really good. So, yeah.

1019
01:00:57.000 --> 01:01:04.000
And then trying to keep us active in the group. I would love to hear if you guys even just posted a little something in the group.

1020
01:01:04.000 --> 01:01:10.000
What did the Lord say that he wants to do with your next year or bring it to class next week?

1021
01:01:10.000 --> 01:01:14.000
And we can we can share about it next week.

1022
01:01:14.000 --> 01:01:18.000
Holly, I canceled our work session for today. That was today. I canceled that for today.

1023
01:01:18.000 --> 01:01:31.000
But if you want to be able to sit and process next week, maybe when you're feeling better next week or the week after, like on how we can help build your people.

1024
01:01:31.000 --> 01:01:34.000
OK. Yeah, definitely. That'd be great.

1025
01:01:34.000 --> 01:01:37.000
OK, perfect. Just reach out to me. OK, thank you.

1026
01:01:37.000 --> 01:01:41.000
OK, everyone, have a great rest of your week.

1027
01:01:41.000 --> 01:01:42.000
Bye.