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We're going to do a little bonus session tonight on something that I've been pressing into

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and I think would be really helpful for our community.

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And we will eventually have, you know, some more experienced teachers come, have some

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friends that actually have, you know, a book on this subject, and we'll dig in even deeper.

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But I'd like to just do kind of a basic, a basic class tonight, little workshop tonight

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on our times and seasons.

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That sound good?

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Who here did prophesy your year this last time around?

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Raise your hand if you did prophesy your year.

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Go ahead and keep them up.

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I want to see how many people are here that actually partook of that this time around.

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Always love that.

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I didn't get to be there this year, but it's always a good time trying to see.

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All right.

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Oh, there's a couple of you.

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There's a handful of you that did it.

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Go ahead and put your hands down.

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All right.

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So, I want to really dig into this because we believe the siege is over.

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If you don't know what I'm talking about, you need to go listen to Supernatural Saturday.

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I'm seeing lots of confirmations that the siege is over.

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I want to encourage you, if you've tried something in the past that you really felt led to do,

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you felt like there was synergy on it.

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You felt like God had led you to it, whether it was making a friend or joining a new community,

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but it sort of fell flat afterwards.

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You really felt like it was a supernatural connection or instruction and you did it.

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You were obedient to it.

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And then either nothing happened or it went the opposite direction of what you thought.

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Raise your hand.

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It just didn't do what you thought it was going to do, whatever that thing was.

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You met someone, you're like, man, we're going to be best friends and then nothing.

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You had a really good time with them and maybe hung out with them two or three more times

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and then they fell off the face of the earth.

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And you haven't seen them since, you know, just things like that.

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So, got a lot of hands up on that.

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Someone's like, pretty much everything.

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Well, Nina, we're not going to get fatalistic, but here we go.

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To put your hands down, pray about trying whatever that is again.

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Pray about trying whatever that is again.

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For me, I have been carrying a promise for 15 plus years that has been confirmed over

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and over and over again.

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A word over my life that I was going to have my own TV show.

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Now, I used to work in television.

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For those of you that know my background, I was an executive in television.

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I was a general manager of a TV network in Ohio.

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I've been on TV.

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I've done a lot of different things and I know what it takes to be in television.

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I know that it's a very, it's not a glamorous situation.

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It's a lot of hard work.

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It's a hard work situation.

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And so, this is what I don't want you to do.

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Just because something is not in its timing or there's a siege against it, I don't want

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you to say to yourself, oh, I must have missed it.

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That must not have been God.

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Now, I do believe that words have expiration dates, meaning that if something hasn't happened

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in 20 years that God told you was going to happen, you may want to take that word back

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to him and exchange it for a more modern version of that word.

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Because as you and I both know, I got that word 15 years ago, but broadcast television

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is not a thing anymore.

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But there is a version of TV, right?

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The things that we watch on the box in our living room or in our bedroom and it's streaming

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now.

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That's what it is now.

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It's streaming, isn't it?

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But that word got confirmed.

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People that didn't even know me would have dreams about this television show that was

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my show and they would come up to me like, oh my gosh, I had a dream about you.

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You're on this television show.

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It was your show and this is what was happening.

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So, so many different confirmations of that word.

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Then I want to tell you this, that in the last couple years, I have been signed to not

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just one, but two, three TV contracts.

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TV production contracts.

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I've signed for television development contracts and every single time.

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They didn't go anywhere.

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And they didn't go anywhere because there was a strike in Hollywood.

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So the first time around, there was a situation where it was more of a Christian television

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situation and I didn't really want to do it, and so I was really thankful that it didn't

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go anywhere.

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But the television network, the Christian television network that wanted me to do a

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show, it went belly up.

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The person that owned it, you guys remember TBN, you remember Jan Crouch, and then she

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died and all the stuff.

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So that was all that era of stuff.

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So it's just like, oh, well, the TV network that I was supposed to go on, the person died.

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And then the people that took it over, they kind of revamped it.

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They were trying to keep it, actually four times, you guys.

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And then another Christian TV network called God TV wanted me to do something with them.

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And then they, what happened with them?

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Something financial happened with them as well.

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I'm trying to remember what it was.

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This has been a few years ago.

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And then I was in two secular television contracts with a really popular production studio that

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has produced a lot of, in fact, they won South by Southwest Film Festival a couple years

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ago.

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And both of those contracts, those were two different production companies.

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Both of those contracts ended up expiring.

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I was in a contract for a certain amount of time to develop the show and then to get it

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in pilot and then to get it shopped to the networks.

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And both those contracts ended up expiring before that whole thing could happen because

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the first time Hollywood writers were on strike.

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And so none of the networks were buying any television shows.

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And the second time, the Hollywood teamsters, so the truck drivers, the people in charge

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of sets and grips and cameramen and all them, they were on strike the second time around.

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So once again, Hollywood studios were not buying any, any shows.

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So both of those contracts timed out.

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They both timed out.

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Now just recently in June of this year, I had another TV person approach me and say,

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you need to be on reality TV.

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You know, this is the first person that actually pitched me a show that I really liked the

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sound of that the studio is here in Austin.

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It's a popular studio.

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They just got done making a movie with Matthew McConaughey.

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It's legit.

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It's the real deal.

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I was on the phone with them for an hour and a half in June talking to them about this

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potential project.

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And then they fell off the face of the earth.

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So just like the other things, like every time I would try to contact the agency, just

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crickets.

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And I was like, okay, and you guys, you know what we're tempted to do when these things

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happen?

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Well, it must not have been God.

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I must be being God defended this.

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You know, I must be dodging a bullet somehow.

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We try to make sense of rejection and oftentimes rejection is divine.

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I will agree with you in that, but I have this 15 year old word and it doesn't have

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to be with them.

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But then if it never comes true and it's always shut down, you got to start looking at warfare.

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I have a word.

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It's been established to the mouth of two or three or four or five or 10 or 50 witnesses

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that don't know each other.

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And it continues to come back around more and more and more.

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And let's just face it, y'all.

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I was born to be on TV.

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We can say it.

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I can say it.

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You can say it.

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We all know it's true.

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All right.

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Regardless of what kind of television it is, we know that I belong there and I'm going

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to be there.

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Never was a dream of mine before the Lord gave it to me.

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And now it's there and it's still alive.

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And that's the other clue that I have.

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The dream doesn't die.

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It's still there.

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It's still alive.

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And if I go there, guess what?

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A lot of more singles come here and that's what we want.

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Don't we?

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All right.

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So I was praying the other night, just a couple of nights ago, because remember the siege

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is over.

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That Hollywood stuff, those strikes, all that stuff, that's siege stuff because those contracts

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kept timing out.

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This person that I talked to in June that's here in town, the production studio that's

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here in town, I don't know if you guys know this because you're probably not really into

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the Hollywood thing, but Matthew McConaughey lives here in Austin and he has made a huge

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deal about moving all kinds of Hollywood industry to Austin.

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So we have huge production studios.

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We have a lot just like in Hollywood, you know, like the MGM lot and the Sony studios

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and all that.

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That's here in Austin.

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We have a huge piece of land out East, kind of near Elon Musk's Tesla and his rocket science

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place and all that stuff.

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There's big production studios and lots out there.

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And he went to the government and said, hey, we want funding for Austin to bring industry

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to Austin, specifically in the area of arts and entertainment.

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And he got it.

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Did you guys see the news that he got that $300 million grant or whatever it was?

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And so it's not an accident that I live here and that God told me to move here eight years

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So all that being said, I really liked these producers

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that I met in June and I met them through a friend.

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You guys, I have never once knocked on one door

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about this promise.

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I have not tried to make it happen at all.

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It just keeps coming around to me.

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All those TV contracts, they came to me.

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I didn't go to them.

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This person called me, said,

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hey, I heard about you from a friend of mine.

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They said, I really needed to check you out,

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that we should do a pilot with you, blah, blah, blah.

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And then crickets from June to now.

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End of October.

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I'm sitting there and I'm like, God, I really liked them.

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And that lady actually was a Christian

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working in this industry.

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And I really liked what she said

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about Christian dating and matchmaking

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and how she thought that I actually could make a go of that

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as a show and not have to just be a regular matchmaker

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and that we could actually do something

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with the Christian niche.

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And I was just praying about this.

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And this is what God said to me.

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He said, is the siege over?

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And I said, well, yes, yes, it is.

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And he said, try again.

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Guys, I have tried to contact them

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at least a handful of times since June to try to follow up.

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I haven't gotten a response.

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Last night at 1120 at night,

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I sent a message to the lady that is the owner

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of that agency and just said,

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hey, my book, Modern Dating Sucks is about to come out.

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I was really excited about our previous conversation.

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I would love to follow up again.

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Now, once again, I've reached out a handful of times

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with no response.

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I got an immediate response saying,

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I was just thinking about you

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and I'm gonna be in Austin on Wednesday.

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Can we get together?

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Come on, the siege is over.

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Now, will it be the right production studio?

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I have no idea,

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but I still believe that that is going to come true.

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And all of you have things like that,

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things that you've tried to do.

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Maybe it's just lose weight.

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I hope that you don't have to lose it

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the way that I lost it,

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but I couldn't lose one pound, not one pound.

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And then I had the situation with,

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we think it was my gallbladder.

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I don't know because I was healed, whatever it was,

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but it was two and a half months

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of not being able to eat normally.

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And I lost 24 pounds.

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So, that's the Romans 828 of that moment.

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Whatever works, right?

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Whatever works, Lord.

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Fasting and calorie deficit

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apparently does work to lose weight.

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So, go for it.

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Maybe you should do a little bit of a fast.

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I always tell my husband,

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he never thought he could fast before

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and he just recently started fasting.

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Your boy, David's been fasting

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and he never thought he could do it before.

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He's like, babe, I can't make it through

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a whole day without eating.

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And I would say, your God is your belly.

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And then we would have a good laugh

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and go on with our lives.

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Even just intermittent fasting, friends,

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where you don't eat until noon

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and then you eat in a small window of time

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and you stay under a certain calorie count.

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Now, it doesn't work if you,

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in those four to six hours of eating window,

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you literally ate 8,000 calories.

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You probably shouldn't do that.

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But, yeah.

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Anyway, I wanted to just say that to you guys

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because it's really important to not only believe

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what God has spoken over you,

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God has given me a lot of words

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and I want to tell you something.

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I'm a good steward of God's words.

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If he gives them to me, I don't just,

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I'm not willy nilly with them.

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I write them down.

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I pray about them.

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I ask God for confirmations of them.

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I try to steward them the best I can.

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I'm not going to go out and try to make it happen,

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but I'm also going to see if there's a natural part

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that needs to be done

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so that God can put his super on my natural.

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He's got to have something to put his super on.

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So we've got to do our part so he can do his part, right?

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Nod yes, it's true.

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It's scriptural.

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And to him who is able to exceedingly,

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abundantly, above all,

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we can ask, think, or imagine by the power that what?

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Works through us.

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Don't forget that part of the scripture.

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By the power that works through us.

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Through us.

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Okay.

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Is anyone still with me?

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Is anyone feeling excited or encouraged?

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We're seeing shifts.

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We're seeing the siege ending.

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We're seeing things happen.

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So whatever it is that you tried

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and you just really didn't get the kind of results

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that you expected, whatever it was,

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maybe you put in for that promotion and you got denied.

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And I'm not saying you should be promoted

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at the job you work at now

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because maybe you need a better job.

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But all I'm saying is try again.

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Try again.

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Try again.

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Try again.

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Try again.

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Try again.

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The shenanigans have already begun.

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And Crystal, this is the shenanigans, don't you know?

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Okay.

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I'm just looking through,

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I'm looking through your comments to see who's up to what

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and doing whatever they're doing.

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Okay.

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Okay, so we're gonna try again

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because we believe the siege is over

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and we believe we can have a different result.

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All right, I wanna jump into talking about

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some of the things and activating you guys

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on some times and season steps right now.

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Steps right now.

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Okay, now I want everyone to close your eyes if you can.

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And ask Holy Spirit to show you a picture,

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a word, a feeling that represents

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the current season that you're in.

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And of course, we're talking about

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summer, fall, winter, spring.

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Just ask Holy Spirit to show you.

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You might see a hybrid of two different seasons.

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Like you might see late summer, early fall.

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You might see, you know, late winter, early spring.

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You might see spring turning into summer.

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You might see a hybrid,

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but go ahead and ask Holy Spirit to show you

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and ask, what season am I in

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and what are you cultivating in me right now?

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Go ahead and ask that.

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You might see yourself planting some seeds.

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That would be a springtime kind of idea.

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You might see tall sunflowers.

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That would be like a summer type of idea.

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Maybe you're pruning some vines.

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Maybe the leaves have turned golden and red.

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Okay, go ahead and put those answers in the chat.

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Go ahead and put those things that you saw in the chat.

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And if you didn't see anything,

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just press in for the rest of our time together.

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You might see something.

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Might see something tonight.

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Might see something tomorrow.

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I know some of you are like, I see winter and I hate winter.

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I feel you, but you don't hate winter.

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You hate cold.

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You might not like the cold,

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but winter is a beautiful time of rest.

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It's when everything's getting a rest.

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Winter is a depiction of purity.

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I wanna reframe winter for you

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because all of you are like, winter's when things are dead.

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No, winter's when things are resting.

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Winter is when things get purified.

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Winter is when a lot of celebration happens.

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I mean, winter is when we in America

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celebrate Christmas, right?

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That's when we celebrate Thanksgiving and Christmas.

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It's when we gather together family.

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When I think of winter, I think of cozy nights

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and fireplaces and cuddling up

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and being with the ones that you love.

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I think of twinkly lights and I think of rest

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and things being purified

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and things getting a chance to have a blank slate

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so that God can write on those things

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and a new season can begin.

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It's kind of like a reset.

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It's a beautiful time of reset.

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All right.

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Continue to put your answers there in the chat.

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And then on your paper,

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I want you to write whatever you saw

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and just say,

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God, what are you teaching me in this current season?

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And just take a couple minutes to write that down.

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Friends, we want to walk well

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in whatever season we're in right now.

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You can't change a season just because you don't like it.

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Trust me, I've tried.

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So we don't want to fight with God's time.

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We want to flow with it.

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We don't want to fight with God's timing.

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We want to flow with God's timing.

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There's always something beautiful in every season.

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There's always an assignment in every season.

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There's always a treasure in every season.

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Now, we're gonna define season

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as an overarching period of time,

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like summer, fall, winter, spring.

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But when I talk about time in just a few minutes,

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it's about a moment in that season.

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Does that make sense to everyone?

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The season is the umbrella,

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but the time is a moment within there.

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So for instance, winter, but Christmas day or Christmas,

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it's time within the season.

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God, what are you teaching me?

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Is the question, Lori.

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What are you teaching me in the season that I just saw?

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The season that I'm currently in, what am I being taught?

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What am I being taught in the season that I'm currently in?

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I'm just gonna read some bullet points

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from the different seasons as you guys finish that up.

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The fall season is characteristic of reaping,

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sowing, seeing the results of sowing,

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so harvest, letting go of old mindsets

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because there's pruning happening.

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Maybe you're planning forward.

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A lot of planning happens in the fall.

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Right now, we're in fall here in America,

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and it's also fourth quarter for a lot of businesses.

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And so what are we doing in our businesses?

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We're planning for next year.

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So there's a lot of planning that happens

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in this season of life for the next season.

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And so if you saw the fall season when you closed your eyes,

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celebrate what God has done, give thanks,

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and begin to press in and plan with God

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what this next season is going to look like.

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You're in a harvest season right now.

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Ask God what needs to happen

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with the resources that are coming in.

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Ask him what you can do differently in the next season

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to have an even better and bigger harvest.

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If you saw wintertime,

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the characteristics of winter is rest and renewal.

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There's a lot of hidden growth.

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You can't see it, it's hidden,

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but there are things that are growing.

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There is a deep under the ground.

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There's a slower pace.

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There's a lot of internal restoration happening

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when there's a winter season.

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You may feel really, really hidden

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in the season that you're in.

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If you feel like you're in a winter season,

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you may feel less visible, less active.

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Maybe your external process and progress,

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the things that are happening outside,

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you're like that iceberg, right?

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You can see the tip of it,

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but there's so much going on underneath the surface.

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You're in an iceberg type of season.

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Makes sense to everyone?

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You can only see this,

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and yet there's so much happening under the surface

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that you cannot see.

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A lot of internal change happening in winter seasons.

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And so what do we do?

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And so what do we wanna do?

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We wanna embrace that rest.

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Trust me, I took a sabbatical.

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It's not easy to rest if you're not a rester,

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but you wanna embrace rest.

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You wanna allow God to renew you.

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You wanna allow God to prepare you for what's next.

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If you saw that spring season,

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that's usually a new beginnings type of motif,

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new ideas, fresh starts, sewing.

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We can't have a spring without a winter though, friends.

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So those of you that are a winter,

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don't fight against your season

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just to understand that spring is a coming,

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and it could come next week.

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If you live where I live,

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there is no differentiation between the seasons.

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It's like, oh, today's fall.

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No, it's not.

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No, it's summer again.

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No, it's fall.

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No, it's summer.

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No, it's summer.

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It's really perpetually summer.

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And some of you all live where it's always cold.

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It's like Narnia.

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It's always winter, but it's never Christmas.

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That's a problem.

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For those of you that have never read C.S. Lewis,

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now you're gonna wanna go read that book,

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The Chronicles of Narnia, because that's a direct quote.

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All right.

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I love me some literature.

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All right, so spring.

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You might feel a stirring for something new.

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You might be planting seeds.

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Remember, those seeds are not gonna grow up overnight.

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If you're in a spring season,

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you're not gonna probably see anything

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from your due diligence until harvest, and that's okay.

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You're not gonna have anything to harvest

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if you don't.

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in the spring. You got to sow in the spring. And if you want a better harvest, next time

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you're in a harvest season, make sure that you're sowing. We want to be sowing, friends.

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And I'm not talking about money. A lot of you will religialize that and be like, oh,

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I got to give money. No, I'm talking about sowing, sowing into yourself. I remember I

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felt God prompting me to go back to broadcasting school, to go back to school for TV. This was

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when I was in my early 30s. I'm 50 now. And I didn't want to spend the time because I felt old.

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I don't want to be in a class with 22 year olds when I'm in my 30s. I don't want to do that. I

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should be past that by now. Why do I have to go back to school, God? I don't want to spend that

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time. And then I would count the cost. I would say, if I'm going to be in school for five years,

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I'm not going to graduate until I'm this amount old. Anyone else ever do that?

510
00:25:58.760 --> 00:26:02.760
You really feel like you need to go and invest in yourself, maybe take some classes, some courses,

511
00:26:02.760 --> 00:26:06.280
maybe go back to school for something. But you just can't get over the fact that by the time

512
00:26:06.280 --> 00:26:13.240
you graduate, according to the syllabus or the curriculum of that schooling, you'll be this many

513
00:26:13.240 --> 00:26:19.800
years old. Can I tell you something? The time is going to pass anyway. The time is going to pass

514
00:26:19.800 --> 00:26:25.240
anyway. You're going to be that many years old anyway, whether it's 48 or 52 or maybe it's 60.

515
00:26:26.040 --> 00:26:28.680
It doesn't matter. The time is going to pass anyway.

516
00:26:31.240 --> 00:26:35.240
But you're not going to have anything to show for it because you didn't sew into it.

517
00:26:37.640 --> 00:26:40.120
That's a word for somebody. You better get a hold of it.

518
00:26:42.280 --> 00:26:47.080
Something's been on your heart to do and you're like, I can't do that because I don't want to

519
00:26:47.080 --> 00:26:54.120
waste my time. It's not a waste of time if there's a harvest connected to it. And God can accelerate it.

520
00:26:56.680 --> 00:27:00.840
You could end up actually working in that industry before you even graduate. You could

521
00:27:00.840 --> 00:27:06.440
have favor and you can end up, you know, getting some kind of really cool internship or who knows

522
00:27:06.440 --> 00:27:15.640
what can happen. I really want to encourage you that if you're in a spring season, new beginnings

523
00:27:15.640 --> 00:27:19.160
require endings first of all. So there's some things in your life that have to end so that

524
00:27:19.160 --> 00:27:23.160
other things can live and begin, but you're going to have to sew in that season.

525
00:27:26.040 --> 00:27:32.760
I'm sassy, sexy and smart. Thank you, Nora. I like it. Unless you're talking to a different Jackie.

526
00:27:32.760 --> 00:27:40.680
And then I'm going to take that word for myself too. Sassy, smart, sexy. Okay. All right.

527
00:27:40.760 --> 00:27:53.000
So friends, don't ever be afraid to sew into your time, to use your time. You have one and only life.

528
00:27:53.000 --> 00:27:58.920
It's your one and only life. And if you don't like what you're doing now and what you want to do

529
00:27:58.920 --> 00:28:01.960
requires some sort of specialized training, then you best get on it.

530
00:28:02.840 --> 00:28:07.720
That means that you're in a spring season. You got to get that going. All right. And then the

531
00:28:08.120 --> 00:28:12.840
application in our spring season is to step out in faith, to begin whatever that is that you want to

532
00:28:12.840 --> 00:28:19.000
sew into those projects, that schooling, whatever it is, launch what's been in your heart. That's

533
00:28:19.000 --> 00:28:24.120
important. And then for those of you that saw summertime, this is like a peak productivity

534
00:28:24.120 --> 00:28:28.760
season. This is where everything's really growing. It's growing fast because it has all the right

535
00:28:28.760 --> 00:28:33.800
elements to grow. It's maturing. The things that you've sewn in the spring are now maturing. You're

536
00:28:34.120 --> 00:28:40.680
starting to see evidence of the fruit that's coming in your life. You're active. You're

537
00:28:40.680 --> 00:28:45.480
tending to what's been planted. You're stewarding it. You're stewarding it well. So just stay

538
00:28:45.480 --> 00:28:50.760
consistent in the season. Guard your heart. Guard the work of your heart. Celebrate your milestones.

539
00:28:50.760 --> 00:28:57.640
Always celebrate. I'm really guilty of not doing this. If I have accomplishments, I've been working

540
00:28:58.520 --> 00:29:03.880
If I have accomplishments, I've been working really hard towards things, and then I start

541
00:29:03.880 --> 00:29:10.120
to see fruit. Instead of celebrating that fruit and just taking a beat, taking some pause and time

542
00:29:10.120 --> 00:29:15.160
to celebrate, instead of doing that, I'm just running off to sew into the next thing. So that's

543
00:29:15.160 --> 00:29:18.600
why it was so great that we had the five-year anniversary party because I actually took a beat

544
00:29:19.400 --> 00:29:25.000
to celebrate where we've come from and where we're going next. So letting go of the old.

545
00:29:25.000 --> 00:29:29.640
If you're transitioning between seasons, for those of you that saw those hybrid seasons, one

546
00:29:29.640 --> 00:29:35.080
and you saw two, more than one season, then it's important for you to let go of the old. Prepare

547
00:29:35.080 --> 00:29:40.520
for the new. It's the ambiguous timing. You have no idea when the new is going to fully be here.

548
00:29:40.520 --> 00:29:46.120
It's okay. You don't have to know the full timeline. You just have to be obedient to the

549
00:29:46.120 --> 00:29:54.600
idea of letting go, pruning, purging, making room, close doors so that other doors can be opening.

550
00:29:55.000 --> 00:29:59.880
If you sense change is coming, raise your hand if you sense change is coming.

551
00:30:00.000 --> 00:30:04.040
Let's see the hands of people that sense change is coming.

552
00:30:04.040 --> 00:30:05.040
Change is on the horizon.

553
00:30:05.040 --> 00:30:08.520
You feel the winds of change blowing regardless of what season you saw.

554
00:30:08.520 --> 00:30:11.560
You sense the change of wind, the winds of change blowing.

555
00:30:11.560 --> 00:30:12.560
Okay.

556
00:30:12.560 --> 00:30:17.000
Lots of people are sensing those winds of change, lots and lots of people.

557
00:30:17.000 --> 00:30:21.760
So what you do when you sense that something is about to end, because that means if change

558
00:30:21.760 --> 00:30:23.320
is coming, that means there's endings.

559
00:30:23.320 --> 00:30:25.440
New beginnings require endings.

560
00:30:25.440 --> 00:30:29.800
And so what you can do to steward that feeling of change that's coming, even though you don't

561
00:30:29.800 --> 00:30:33.400
know what the change is and you don't know when the change is going to fully be here,

562
00:30:33.400 --> 00:30:37.600
what you can do is, is you can release some things.

563
00:30:37.600 --> 00:30:38.820
You can prune some things.

564
00:30:38.820 --> 00:30:43.220
You can make some room for whatever that change is blowing in, whatever those winds are blowing

565
00:30:43.220 --> 00:30:46.920
to you, preemptively.

566
00:30:46.920 --> 00:30:48.360
Makes sense to everyone?

567
00:30:48.360 --> 00:30:55.740
You can preemptively make space.

568
00:30:55.740 --> 00:30:59.520
Your prayers can make space by saying, here I am, God, send me.

569
00:30:59.520 --> 00:31:03.600
Now, position yourself spiritually to receive what's coming, even if you don't know what

570
00:31:03.600 --> 00:31:06.600
it is.

571
00:31:06.600 --> 00:31:07.600
Crystal did that.

572
00:31:07.600 --> 00:31:09.840
God threw a bunch of babies in her arms.

573
00:31:09.840 --> 00:31:10.840
Look at her with those.

574
00:31:10.840 --> 00:31:13.720
She on here still with babies?

575
00:31:13.720 --> 00:31:15.760
Every time I see her, she's bouncing a different baby.

576
00:31:15.760 --> 00:31:16.760
Oh, there it is.

577
00:31:16.760 --> 00:31:17.760
The baby's sleeping.

578
00:31:17.760 --> 00:31:18.760
Hi, baby.

579
00:31:18.760 --> 00:31:19.760
Hi, little baby.

580
00:31:19.760 --> 00:31:22.880
But she did that.

581
00:31:22.880 --> 00:31:24.960
She preemptively made space for that.

582
00:31:24.960 --> 00:31:33.960
And then one day, she just got a phone call, and there they were, literally.

583
00:31:33.960 --> 00:31:36.960
Okay.

584
00:31:36.960 --> 00:31:46.600
All right.

585
00:31:46.600 --> 00:31:49.280
Let's do some identity questions next.

586
00:31:49.280 --> 00:31:52.360
So get your paper and pen out if you can.

587
00:31:52.360 --> 00:31:53.800
Some of you are holding babies.

588
00:31:53.800 --> 00:32:04.800
That's okay.

589
00:32:04.800 --> 00:32:08.080
I want you to answer this question.

590
00:32:08.080 --> 00:32:15.440
Where have I come from, and where am I going?

591
00:32:15.440 --> 00:32:19.800
Where have I come from?

592
00:32:19.800 --> 00:32:22.960
Just recently, not like 15 years ago.

593
00:32:23.120 --> 00:32:24.120
Where have I just come from?

594
00:32:24.120 --> 00:32:26.840
So, like, say you just walked in the door, and I see you.

595
00:32:26.840 --> 00:32:31.680
You came in the door, and I said, oh, hey, where'd you just come from?

596
00:32:31.680 --> 00:32:35.760
Where have you just come from, and where are you headed?

597
00:32:35.760 --> 00:32:36.760
Not 20 years from now.

598
00:32:36.760 --> 00:32:37.760
Right now.

599
00:32:37.760 --> 00:32:41.320
Where have you come from, and where are you going?

600
00:32:41.320 --> 00:32:43.320
I give you a couple seconds for that.

601
00:33:12.320 --> 00:33:21.400
Okay.

602
00:33:21.400 --> 00:33:40.920
Does anyone want to unmute and say where they came from

603
00:33:40.920 --> 00:33:41.920
going?

604
00:33:41.920 --> 00:33:42.920
I will, Jackie.

605
00:33:42.920 --> 00:33:43.920
Go ahead.

606
00:33:43.920 --> 00:33:44.920
I am coming from a long wilderness season.

607
00:33:44.920 --> 00:33:45.920
And then God gave me a path towards like a kingdom, a village.

608
00:33:45.920 --> 00:33:46.920
So I'm headed to the promise fulfilled.

609
00:33:46.920 --> 00:33:47.920
The words vibrancy, life, fullness, where there's one stagnation, there will be now

610
00:33:47.920 --> 00:33:48.920
life.

611
00:33:48.920 --> 00:33:49.920
Okay.

612
00:33:49.920 --> 00:33:50.920
So she's been in a long, barren season.

613
00:33:50.920 --> 00:33:51.920
Definitely.

614
00:33:51.920 --> 00:34:21.239
Desert season, wilderness season, and she's headed towards life, community, village, promised

615
00:34:21.239 --> 00:34:22.239
land.

616
00:34:22.239 --> 00:34:23.239
Who else?

617
00:34:23.239 --> 00:34:24.239
I'll go.

618
00:34:24.239 --> 00:34:34.080
I came from a season of many decades of brokenness because I thought I'd always be single.

619
00:34:34.080 --> 00:34:39.639
And now I'm in the season of complete hope because I believe through the healing God

620
00:34:39.639 --> 00:34:41.239
is bringing my man.

621
00:34:41.239 --> 00:34:42.239
Right.

622
00:34:42.239 --> 00:34:49.199
So she's been a season of brokenness, hopelessness, and now she's in a season of hope.

623
00:34:49.280 --> 00:34:52.280
She's in a season of rising, right?

624
00:34:52.280 --> 00:34:57.320
It's been in a low season and now she's coming into a high season.

625
00:34:57.320 --> 00:34:58.760
So that's good.

626
00:34:58.760 --> 00:35:00.040
That's exciting.

627
00:35:00.000 --> 00:35:01.600
Do you guys have your hands up to share?

628
00:35:01.760 --> 00:35:03.040
Is that why you have your hands up?

629
00:35:04.200 --> 00:35:05.640
Or just, are they up from before?

630
00:35:05.640 --> 00:35:06.920
Cause I don't know who to call on.

631
00:35:06.960 --> 00:35:07.960
Who wants to go next?

632
00:35:09.520 --> 00:35:10.020
I do.

633
00:35:10.480 --> 00:35:11.000
Okay, go ahead.

634
00:35:11.280 --> 00:35:11.780
Okay.

635
00:35:11.960 --> 00:35:17.760
I come from years and years of working and getting to a point of being

636
00:35:17.760 --> 00:35:24.240
completely debt-free, have no obligations and reaping the benefits.

637
00:35:24.240 --> 00:35:29.080
I'm going into reaping the benefits and going to a higher area of, it's

638
00:35:29.080 --> 00:35:33.640
like the grand champion of quilting and teaching in a Asilomar, Monterey,

639
00:35:33.880 --> 00:35:36.720
California from people that are flying in from all over the world.

640
00:35:36.720 --> 00:35:43.600
So I'm, and I get to be me fully using my voice and who I am and not be quiet

641
00:35:43.600 --> 00:35:47.920
anymore, and I'm learning how to do that and to love myself.

642
00:35:48.480 --> 00:35:49.760
So I'm super happy.

643
00:35:50.480 --> 00:35:50.980
Wow.

644
00:35:51.160 --> 00:35:51.960
That's a lot.

645
00:35:52.000 --> 00:35:52.800
That's great.

646
00:35:53.280 --> 00:35:54.440
Do you guys hear what she said?

647
00:35:54.680 --> 00:35:56.640
Like the grand champion of quilting.

648
00:35:56.720 --> 00:35:57.340
Did you hear that?

649
00:35:57.340 --> 00:35:58.040
That's the thing.

650
00:35:58.760 --> 00:36:01.920
And so my next question for you is what's in your hand?

651
00:36:02.840 --> 00:36:04.200
Where are you going from?

652
00:36:04.480 --> 00:36:05.360
Where are you coming from?

653
00:36:05.360 --> 00:36:06.240
Where are you going?

654
00:36:06.240 --> 00:36:07.400
And what's in your hand?

655
00:36:07.680 --> 00:36:12.440
Gwen just told us what's in her hand is some quilting needles, some quilting things.

656
00:36:13.040 --> 00:36:15.680
You know, I don't even know what they're called cause I don't quilt, but I do know

657
00:36:15.680 --> 00:36:21.920
this, I know that that is a very unique situation that God has given to her that

658
00:36:21.920 --> 00:36:26.000
she's passionate about and obviously very good at since she's the grand champion.

659
00:36:26.400 --> 00:36:32.960
And it has caused her to have a place of influence with people, people that do

660
00:36:32.960 --> 00:36:35.720
that, people that are interested in that.

661
00:36:36.160 --> 00:36:37.680
And they're coming from all over.

662
00:36:39.400 --> 00:36:40.240
Is that amazing?

663
00:36:40.800 --> 00:36:42.360
So where are you going from?

664
00:36:42.400 --> 00:36:43.160
I'm going to add this.

665
00:36:43.200 --> 00:36:45.920
I'm going to let you guys share, but I'm going to add, I'm adding this tidbit.

666
00:36:47.200 --> 00:36:48.520
Where'd you come from?

667
00:36:49.560 --> 00:36:50.280
Where'd you go?

668
00:36:50.280 --> 00:36:50.920
Where'd you come from?

669
00:36:50.920 --> 00:36:51.520
Cotton Eye Joe.

670
00:36:51.560 --> 00:36:51.960
Just kidding.

671
00:36:51.960 --> 00:36:52.640
That's in my head.

672
00:36:52.680 --> 00:36:53.800
I just don't know what happened.

673
00:36:53.800 --> 00:36:54.520
It had to come out.

674
00:36:54.920 --> 00:36:55.960
Where are you coming from?

675
00:36:56.000 --> 00:36:57.000
Where are you going?

676
00:36:57.040 --> 00:36:58.640
And what do you have in your hand?

677
00:36:59.560 --> 00:37:00.120
What do you have?

678
00:37:00.440 --> 00:37:01.240
What do you have in your hand?

679
00:37:02.680 --> 00:37:02.880
Right.

680
00:37:02.880 --> 00:37:03.440
Who wants to go?

681
00:37:05.200 --> 00:37:06.280
Congratulations, Gwen.

682
00:37:06.520 --> 00:37:07.400
That's awesome, Gwen.

683
00:37:07.960 --> 00:37:08.160
Okay.

684
00:37:08.160 --> 00:37:09.320
Who go ahead, go.

685
00:37:09.480 --> 00:37:10.120
I don't know who that is.

686
00:37:10.440 --> 00:37:11.480
This is Jennifer.

687
00:37:11.560 --> 00:37:12.320
I'm coming.

688
00:37:12.360 --> 00:37:13.840
I'll read what I wrote in the chat.

689
00:37:13.840 --> 00:37:20.320
I'm coming from desolation and drought and forced layers of survival.

690
00:37:20.680 --> 00:37:24.880
Um, I saw like a layer, like a house that kept having like siding layered

691
00:37:24.880 --> 00:37:30.000
on, layered over, layered over, but I'm going to the foundation in this

692
00:37:30.000 --> 00:37:32.040
season, the foundation of the house.

693
00:37:32.440 --> 00:37:34.560
Um, I'm going to the core of my truth.

694
00:37:34.600 --> 00:37:39.360
And this season is about authenticity only and nothing unaligned.

695
00:37:40.360 --> 00:37:41.760
Yes.

696
00:37:42.440 --> 00:37:43.160
What's in your hand.

697
00:37:44.960 --> 00:37:46.640
Oh, I saw a gold egg.

698
00:37:46.640 --> 00:37:48.640
I don't know what that means, but I'll pray about it.

699
00:37:49.920 --> 00:37:51.160
Saw a gold egg in her hand.

700
00:37:51.760 --> 00:37:54.760
Um, you know what I saw when you just said that?

701
00:37:54.880 --> 00:38:01.480
I saw, um, I saw really ugly, um, really ugly.

702
00:38:02.480 --> 00:38:09.880
You were talking about siding, but I saw really ugly, trendy from past, past

703
00:38:09.880 --> 00:38:14.680
seasons, flooring that was covering up beautiful hardwood.

704
00:38:14.960 --> 00:38:18.880
And what I hear the Lord saying is, is that, you know, trends come and go,

705
00:38:19.040 --> 00:38:21.440
but authentic will always be in style.

706
00:38:21.560 --> 00:38:23.760
The real deal will always be in style.

707
00:38:24.080 --> 00:38:27.880
And what was, you know, trendy in a past season is garish now.

708
00:38:28.120 --> 00:38:32.320
Um, but as we peel those things back, you know, what other people thought

709
00:38:32.320 --> 00:38:35.760
was beautiful and what other people thought was good, um, there's going

710
00:38:35.760 --> 00:38:38.280
to be the real, the raw under there.

711
00:38:38.280 --> 00:38:40.920
And it's going to be beautiful and authentic.

712
00:38:40.920 --> 00:38:42.000
And that is who you are.

713
00:38:42.000 --> 00:38:42.680
That is you.

714
00:38:43.000 --> 00:38:46.880
So peeling back, you know, the trend and peeling back what other people

715
00:38:46.880 --> 00:38:51.120
want or what other people thought was good or beautiful or valuable.

716
00:38:51.440 --> 00:38:59.160
And just getting down to the authentic, beautiful, gorgeous, timeless you.

717
00:39:02.360 --> 00:39:03.200
Hopefully that resonates.

718
00:39:05.760 --> 00:39:06.760
Okay, honey.

719
00:39:06.960 --> 00:39:07.400
All right.

720
00:39:07.520 --> 00:39:08.360
I receive it with you.

721
00:39:08.720 --> 00:39:09.240
All right.

722
00:39:09.280 --> 00:39:09.880
Who else?

723
00:39:09.920 --> 00:39:10.680
Where are you coming from?

724
00:39:10.680 --> 00:39:11.240
Where are you going?

725
00:39:11.240 --> 00:39:12.120
What is in your hand?

726
00:39:12.520 --> 00:39:13.120
I'll go next.

727
00:39:14.000 --> 00:39:18.200
Um, wait, wait, David, David, before you go next, I want to say this.

728
00:39:18.200 --> 00:39:19.200
I'm going to add another one.

729
00:39:19.560 --> 00:39:20.680
So where are you coming from?

730
00:39:20.680 --> 00:39:21.360
Where are you going?

731
00:39:21.360 --> 00:39:24.160
What's in your hand and what feels out of sync?

732
00:39:25.920 --> 00:39:26.920
What doesn't fit?

733
00:39:29.160 --> 00:39:33.000
I'll give you a second since I'm sorry.

734
00:39:33.400 --> 00:39:33.880
It's okay.

735
00:39:34.720 --> 00:39:37.960
Cause I'm adding that everyone else I'm going to add that.

736
00:39:37.960 --> 00:39:39.440
So those four things, where are you coming from?

737
00:39:39.440 --> 00:39:40.080
Where are you going?

738
00:39:40.440 --> 00:39:43.840
What's in your hand and what feels like it doesn't fit anymore?

739
00:39:43.840 --> 00:39:46.840
Like what feels out of sync with where you're going?

740
00:39:48.280 --> 00:39:48.600
Okay.

741
00:39:49.120 --> 00:39:50.800
So I'm, I'm ready.

742
00:39:50.840 --> 00:39:55.200
I'm coming from a season of being scared of the past, specifically being scared

743
00:39:55.200 --> 00:39:58.960
of, um, getting physically assaulted again, or being in a relationship where

744
00:39:58.960 --> 00:39:59.960
the person will be physically.

745
00:40:00.000 --> 00:40:05.760
abusive again. And coming from just fear of rejection, but being rejected because of my

746
00:40:05.760 --> 00:40:11.440
learning disabilities. Where am I going? Or where am I headed? I think headed to green pastures.

747
00:40:11.440 --> 00:40:15.600
And so I just saw this field of like, it was a harvest, but it was a harvest full of vegetables,

748
00:40:15.600 --> 00:40:21.120
but they were all gold. And so what's in my hand is like a pickaxe to harvest the gold vegetables,

749
00:40:21.120 --> 00:40:25.760
or the gold harvest. And so I saw my little garden in the back, but all of my vegetables

750
00:40:25.840 --> 00:40:35.920
and my crop was huge, but it was filled with gold. I think what doesn't fit is, I think I

751
00:40:35.920 --> 00:40:42.400
am wearing clothes that don't fit. And I think the relationship I'm in doesn't fit. And I think,

752
00:40:44.320 --> 00:40:49.760
yeah, I think being messy and being and allowing myself to be messy isn't working.

753
00:40:49.760 --> 00:40:56.160
Okay. All right. So he sees something that's out of alignment, doesn't fit,

754
00:40:56.160 --> 00:41:00.160
doesn't fit the vision that God's giving him right now. This is a really good way to figure

755
00:41:00.160 --> 00:41:05.120
out what needs to be pruned. If you really sit with Holy Spirit, where am I coming from? Where

756
00:41:05.120 --> 00:41:11.840
am I going? What's in my hand? And also what feels out of sync when I'm looking at this?

757
00:41:13.200 --> 00:41:18.000
So that's good. Thank you for sharing that vulnerability. Appreciate that, David. Who else?

758
00:41:18.720 --> 00:41:24.880
I can go. So I'm coming out of a season of being really discontent with where I'm at

759
00:41:24.880 --> 00:41:32.000
into a season of contentment. What I'd seen in my hand was actually a bunch of keys for doors,

760
00:41:32.000 --> 00:41:37.520
and there was lots of them and lots of opportunity. But I heard that I need to use the keys to open

761
00:41:37.520 --> 00:41:43.440
the door or else the keys are useless. And then what felt out of sync was certain friendships.

762
00:41:44.240 --> 00:41:52.960
Okay. All right. So coming, going, keys, doors, got to use the keys. Otherwise,

763
00:41:52.960 --> 00:41:56.240
why have them? And then you see some relationships,

764
00:41:56.240 --> 00:42:04.000
specifically friendships, that just don't fit this season. What are you going to do about that?

765
00:42:04.080 --> 00:42:08.880
What are you going to do about that? Not continue them.

766
00:42:10.160 --> 00:42:17.040
Okay. Well, you guys, we need to leave things better than we found them. And we don't have

767
00:42:17.040 --> 00:42:22.240
to pick fights with things to leave them. David also said that the clothes he's wearing

768
00:42:23.040 --> 00:42:30.720
represent relationship, that he doesn't feel fit. And so I just want to really encourage all of you

769
00:42:30.720 --> 00:42:35.600
that it's okay. It's okay when there needs to be an ending. New beginnings require endings.

770
00:42:35.600 --> 00:42:41.600
It's okay when there needs to be an ending for us to just say, this isn't working for me anymore.

771
00:42:42.320 --> 00:42:46.720
Like this isn't working. This doesn't feel healthy. It doesn't feel good for me. It doesn't

772
00:42:46.720 --> 00:42:50.960
feel good for you. If it's a community, if it's a job that you're quitting, if it's a friendship

773
00:42:50.960 --> 00:42:56.720
that you're leaving, saying that it's not just about you. That's why I hate the phrase that

774
00:42:56.720 --> 00:43:01.680
says, this isn't serving me anymore, because we're not here to be served. We're here to serve.

775
00:43:02.480 --> 00:43:07.120
And so it's not about you being served, but it is about whether something fits the assignment

776
00:43:07.120 --> 00:43:13.120
or whether something is working for what it is that God has you doing. And so it's important to

777
00:43:13.120 --> 00:43:19.200
say, Hey, you know, this just isn't right. It just doesn't feel right. And I'm freeing you. I'm

778
00:43:19.200 --> 00:43:24.320
freeing myself. You know, when you go in to put your two weeks notice into your job, just say,

779
00:43:24.320 --> 00:43:29.040
Hey, you know, I'm doing you a favor, because I'm not passionate about this. And you need people

780
00:43:29.040 --> 00:43:33.680
working for you that are passionate. Try that when you quit your job. Instead of saying,

781
00:43:33.680 --> 00:43:37.760
you would take this job and shove it. You don't want to do don't do that one.

782
00:43:38.560 --> 00:43:43.200
All right, I'm going to add something else. Let's see.

783
00:43:44.160 --> 00:43:50.640
Mm hmm.

784
00:43:50.640 --> 00:44:10.080
All right, let's do this activation. All right.

785
00:44:12.960 --> 00:44:16.560
You guys always know that I say that regardless of what season you're in,

786
00:44:16.560 --> 00:44:21.120
if you have sown a lot in past seasons, then there is something that's ripe and ready in your

787
00:44:21.120 --> 00:44:26.640
life. And oftentimes we focus on what we're going to sow and not really on what we're going to reap.

788
00:44:26.640 --> 00:44:28.560
And so I want you to finish this sentence.

789
00:44:32.400 --> 00:44:34.640
In this season, I'm planting blank.

790
00:44:37.280 --> 00:44:40.880
Or in this season, I'm harvesting blank.

791
00:44:41.280 --> 00:44:42.800
I want you to write down the answer to that.

792
00:44:45.520 --> 00:44:49.360
And you can put down the area of your life that you're planting something new in,

793
00:44:49.360 --> 00:44:52.400
the area of your life where you're reaping what's already been sown.

794
00:44:53.680 --> 00:44:58.160
Could be love, finances, ministry, friendships, relationships, community,

795
00:44:58.160 --> 00:45:01.200
whatever it is that you're planting blank in your life.

796
00:45:00.000 --> 00:45:02.400
community, family, it doesn't matter what it is.

797
00:45:01.200 --> 00:45:02.800
And I want you to write down the answer to that.

798
00:45:02.400 --> 00:45:05.120
So ask yourself, what's one seed you need to plant in faith

799
00:45:02.800 --> 00:45:06.720
And you can put down the area of your life that you're planting something new in,

800
00:45:05.120 --> 00:45:06.400
if you're in a planting season?

801
00:45:06.400 --> 00:45:08.680
If you're in any kind of reaping season,

802
00:45:08.680 --> 00:45:11.200
what's one harvest that you need to celebrate

803
00:45:11.200 --> 00:45:12.080
or steward well?

804
00:45:12.080 --> 00:45:13.680
So in this season, I'm planting blank

805
00:45:13.680 --> 00:45:16.600
or in this season, I'm harvesting blank.

806
00:45:16.600 --> 00:45:18.600
Go ahead and do one of those.

807
00:45:30.000 --> 00:45:41.200
And when someone has something and they want to share,

808
00:45:41.200 --> 00:45:43.440
go ahead and unmute yourself so we can get moving forward.

809
00:45:43.440 --> 00:45:46.000
I want to take some shares.

810
00:45:46.000 --> 00:45:48.680
I think I would like to share.

811
00:45:48.680 --> 00:45:51.600
So just not the other questions, just the harvesting

812
00:45:51.600 --> 00:45:53.240
or the reaping part.

813
00:45:53.240 --> 00:45:54.000
OK.

814
00:45:54.000 --> 00:45:55.640
Is that what we're doing or not?

815
00:45:55.640 --> 00:45:57.560
We can, you can share from any of the above.

816
00:45:57.560 --> 00:45:59.120
If you want to share where you're going, where you're

817
00:45:59.120 --> 00:46:00.480
coming from, where you're going.

818
00:46:00.480 --> 00:46:01.960
I'm coming out of a winter, coming

819
00:46:01.960 --> 00:46:07.200
out of a winter of desolation for 20 years

820
00:46:07.200 --> 00:46:11.280
where I have done a lot of the work, the heartwork

821
00:46:11.280 --> 00:46:13.600
and the grief share and recovery work.

822
00:46:13.600 --> 00:46:17.720
I moved to California where God called me for a new beginning.

823
00:46:17.720 --> 00:46:22.800
And then moving into the spring because

824
00:46:22.800 --> 00:46:27.320
of being engaged in Paris and planning

825
00:46:27.320 --> 00:46:29.280
a wedding for Valentine's Day.

826
00:46:29.280 --> 00:46:30.960
By the way, congratulations.

827
00:46:30.960 --> 00:46:32.080
I saw that.

828
00:46:32.080 --> 00:46:34.920
Now, is this the guy that we had to put some boundaries up with?

829
00:46:34.920 --> 00:46:35.840
Yes.

830
00:46:35.840 --> 00:46:37.400
Sometimes that's what it takes.

831
00:46:37.400 --> 00:46:38.320
I know it was.

832
00:46:38.320 --> 00:46:41.400
As we said, you'll either come back around and give you

833
00:46:41.400 --> 00:46:43.400
what you need or it'll be over.

834
00:46:43.400 --> 00:46:44.120
Exactly.

835
00:46:44.120 --> 00:46:45.600
All right, keep going.

836
00:46:45.600 --> 00:46:48.200
So that was a big part of that was

837
00:46:48.200 --> 00:46:52.240
as far as the work in the season was me

838
00:46:52.240 --> 00:46:54.480
putting God in front of a man.

839
00:46:54.480 --> 00:46:56.080
I used to always put a man before God.

840
00:46:56.080 --> 00:46:58.400
And if I didn't have that man, I felt lost without it.

841
00:46:58.400 --> 00:47:00.480
And so being willing to give something up

842
00:47:00.480 --> 00:47:03.560
that I thought God had given me and to continue

843
00:47:03.560 --> 00:47:06.800
to look to God for what he had for me.

844
00:47:06.800 --> 00:47:09.080
And so I just feel really grateful

845
00:47:09.080 --> 00:47:12.800
because he's totally stepped up now, planned that trip,

846
00:47:12.800 --> 00:47:13.680
proposed.

847
00:47:13.680 --> 00:47:16.440
We're getting married on Valentine's Day in Hawaii

848
00:47:16.440 --> 00:47:18.560
with all of our grown children there.

849
00:47:18.560 --> 00:47:24.320
And it just seems like this is God gave me

850
00:47:24.320 --> 00:47:25.760
this desire in my heart, Jackie.

851
00:47:25.760 --> 00:47:28.040
When I first heard you speak about the desire in my heart,

852
00:47:28.040 --> 00:47:30.560
and that wasn't a bad thing that I wanted to be married again

853
00:47:30.560 --> 00:47:32.080
and didn't want to be alone.

854
00:47:32.080 --> 00:47:34.200
I always felt kind of ashamed of that.

855
00:47:34.200 --> 00:47:35.440
Like, why should I want this?

856
00:47:35.440 --> 00:47:36.800
I'm an independent, strong woman.

857
00:47:36.800 --> 00:47:38.320
I'm doing fine on my own.

858
00:47:38.320 --> 00:47:41.080
And the words that I learned from you were so much of that.

859
00:47:41.080 --> 00:47:43.240
And then speaking of Song of Solomons

860
00:47:43.240 --> 00:47:48.760
and this being alone and the hardening.

861
00:47:48.760 --> 00:47:51.400
But God has come alongside of me and he's helping me

862
00:47:51.400 --> 00:47:53.000
with the foxes in the garden.

863
00:47:53.840 --> 00:47:55.800
What's the one thing that doesn't fit in this season?

864
00:47:55.800 --> 00:47:57.840
What's the one thing that doesn't fit?

865
00:47:57.840 --> 00:48:00.560
But the one thing that doesn't fit is I came home super sick.

866
00:48:00.560 --> 00:48:04.240
And I've been really doing a lot of health stuff.

867
00:48:04.240 --> 00:48:05.800
And I had a hip replacement.

868
00:48:05.800 --> 00:48:07.960
And I can walk 16,000 steps again.

869
00:48:07.960 --> 00:48:11.280
But I spent two and a half weeks being totally in bed.

870
00:48:11.280 --> 00:48:13.200
And right now, I'm just struggling

871
00:48:13.200 --> 00:48:17.440
to get back into energy and to be able to eat regularly

872
00:48:17.440 --> 00:48:19.000
because I was on a lot of prednisone

873
00:48:19.000 --> 00:48:20.240
and a lot of other medications that

874
00:48:20.240 --> 00:48:21.680
made me want to eat everything.

875
00:48:21.680 --> 00:48:23.920
And I'm still feeling I'm struggling with that.

876
00:48:23.920 --> 00:48:26.280
So that's the one thing that doesn't fit right now.

877
00:48:26.280 --> 00:48:28.120
Next week, I'm starting back with my trainer

878
00:48:28.120 --> 00:48:29.920
and my physical therapy.

879
00:48:29.920 --> 00:48:32.880
So I'm hoping that putting some action to this

880
00:48:32.880 --> 00:48:35.800
will help to turn that around.

881
00:48:35.800 --> 00:48:39.280
Because I feel really unhealthy.

882
00:48:39.280 --> 00:48:42.120
If what's happening in your body doesn't fit the season,

883
00:48:42.120 --> 00:48:44.520
doesn't fit the blessings and breakthrough that's

884
00:48:44.520 --> 00:48:46.000
happening for your soul and spirit,

885
00:48:46.000 --> 00:48:48.520
then let's call it warfare.

886
00:48:48.520 --> 00:48:51.400
And yeah, let's call it warfare if it doesn't fit.

887
00:48:51.400 --> 00:48:54.920
Because you're in a celebration season.

888
00:48:54.920 --> 00:48:56.360
You're in a summer season.

889
00:48:56.360 --> 00:48:59.120
You're in a celebration, full-blown fruit,

890
00:48:59.120 --> 00:49:02.080
summer going into harvest, going into fall.

891
00:49:02.080 --> 00:49:06.600
And so let's ask God to rebuke the devourer.

892
00:49:06.600 --> 00:49:08.400
And you do what you know to do.

893
00:49:08.400 --> 00:49:09.360
Get with your trainer.

894
00:49:09.360 --> 00:49:10.720
Start moving.

895
00:49:10.720 --> 00:49:13.680
Start moving your body like a healthy person that you are.

896
00:49:13.680 --> 00:49:15.720
Start moving your body and doing the things

897
00:49:15.720 --> 00:49:16.960
that healthy people do.

898
00:49:17.960 --> 00:49:21.240
And let's see if that all just breaks off and falls off.

899
00:49:21.240 --> 00:49:22.040
Yeah.

900
00:49:22.040 --> 00:49:22.840
OK?

901
00:49:22.840 --> 00:49:23.920
Yeah, that's a good picture.

902
00:49:23.920 --> 00:49:24.520
Congratulations.

903
00:49:24.520 --> 00:49:26.800
I'm so proud of you.

904
00:49:26.800 --> 00:49:29.600
You were willing to let go of what wasn't right for you.

905
00:49:29.600 --> 00:49:30.880
And look at what happened.

906
00:49:30.880 --> 00:49:31.720
Look at what happened.

907
00:49:31.720 --> 00:49:35.000
I remember those love seat calls where

908
00:49:35.000 --> 00:49:37.920
it was very difficult for you to cut that off and then move on.

909
00:49:37.920 --> 00:49:39.240
But you did it.

910
00:49:39.240 --> 00:49:40.480
Yeah, it was really hard.

911
00:49:40.480 --> 00:49:43.320
And so thank you for you and your team.

912
00:49:43.320 --> 00:49:46.320
This place has been such a blessing for me.

913
00:49:46.320 --> 00:49:46.840
Thank you.

914
00:49:46.840 --> 00:49:48.440
Yes, you're welcome.

915
00:49:48.440 --> 00:49:49.240
Of course.

916
00:49:49.240 --> 00:49:51.440
It's our pleasure.

917
00:49:51.440 --> 00:49:52.160
It's our pleasure.

918
00:49:52.160 --> 00:49:54.000
Your harvest is our harvest.

919
00:49:54.000 --> 00:49:55.400
And so we're so thankful.

920
00:49:55.400 --> 00:49:59.920
All right, so let's answer the question.

921
00:50:00.000 --> 00:50:05.360
I've been wanting to actually congratulate her and I wasn't sure if it was the same situation

922
00:50:05.360 --> 00:50:09.320
or if God brought something new speedily, but I'm so excited and that's great.

923
00:50:09.320 --> 00:50:14.040
So in the season I'm planting blank or I'm harvesting blank, who wants to answer that

924
00:50:14.040 --> 00:50:15.040
question?

925
00:50:15.040 --> 00:50:19.600
Oops, I scared the baby.

926
00:50:19.600 --> 00:50:23.380
Actually when you first asked the questions downstairs about the seasons, I didn't get

927
00:50:23.380 --> 00:50:24.720
a picture of a season.

928
00:50:24.720 --> 00:50:29.200
I just got, the Lord said you're planting and then you asked, I don't know further along,

929
00:50:29.200 --> 00:50:32.240
but then you asked this question and the Lord had given me the answer at the beginning

930
00:50:32.240 --> 00:50:33.240
already.

931
00:50:33.240 --> 00:50:39.760
So I just got planting and he was like, you're planting selfless love.

932
00:50:39.760 --> 00:50:41.360
Yes you are.

933
00:50:41.360 --> 00:50:42.360
Yes you are.

934
00:50:42.360 --> 00:50:43.360
Look at you with that baby.

935
00:50:43.360 --> 00:50:44.360
Praise God.

936
00:50:44.360 --> 00:50:45.360
All right.

937
00:50:45.360 --> 00:50:46.360
That's awesome.

938
00:50:46.360 --> 00:50:47.360
I love it.

939
00:50:47.360 --> 00:50:48.360
Who else wants to share?

940
00:50:48.360 --> 00:50:49.360
Come on you guys.

941
00:50:49.360 --> 00:50:50.360
Let's get some fast shares here.

942
00:50:50.360 --> 00:50:51.360
I'm planting or I'm harvesting.

943
00:50:51.360 --> 00:50:52.360
What?

944
00:50:52.360 --> 00:50:53.360
Blank.

945
00:50:53.360 --> 00:50:54.360
Fill in the blank.

946
00:50:54.360 --> 00:50:55.360
I'm planting and harvesting gold.

947
00:50:55.360 --> 00:50:56.360
Yeah, you are.

948
00:50:56.360 --> 00:50:58.360
Cause you saw all the gold.

949
00:50:58.520 --> 00:51:01.160
And to me, gold is something that's been tried in the fire.

950
00:51:01.160 --> 00:51:02.160
It's been tried.

951
00:51:02.160 --> 00:51:03.360
It's been true.

952
00:51:03.360 --> 00:51:08.400
When you said what you said about all the big fruit, I thought about John 15 about being

953
00:51:08.400 --> 00:51:13.000
connected to the vine, being connected to the branch, being connected to the vine and

954
00:51:13.000 --> 00:51:14.660
bearing much fruit.

955
00:51:14.660 --> 00:51:19.120
And then of course that gold fruit is the fruit that has been tried in the fire, our

956
00:51:19.120 --> 00:51:20.120
faith.

957
00:51:20.120 --> 00:51:24.640
So fruit that's, you know, created from faithful, from faithfulness.

958
00:51:25.440 --> 00:51:33.120
And then of course we all know that, and gold is, is precious and it is powerful.

959
00:51:33.120 --> 00:51:37.200
And I love that depiction of big gold fruit.

960
00:51:37.200 --> 00:51:38.200
It's good.

961
00:51:38.200 --> 00:51:40.720
And you're even finding gold in real life, which has been cool.

962
00:51:40.720 --> 00:51:42.160
So I know that's right.

963
00:51:42.160 --> 00:51:43.440
He's been finding gold in real life.

964
00:51:43.440 --> 00:51:47.800
You guys, if you hadn't hear, just briefly, just briefly, I don't think the ladies heard.

965
00:51:47.800 --> 00:51:50.600
I think you told the guys just briefly tell them what happened.

966
00:51:50.600 --> 00:51:51.600
Yeah.

967
00:51:51.600 --> 00:51:55.160
So the Lord told me, gave me a word saying on Monday, I'm going to give you gold.

968
00:51:55.160 --> 00:51:56.880
I'm going to give you like a box of gold.

969
00:51:56.880 --> 00:52:00.960
And I thought, Oh, that meant like in men's ministry, I would be receiving some, you know,

970
00:52:00.960 --> 00:52:02.760
some really good wisdom.

971
00:52:02.760 --> 00:52:08.040
But on Monday I actually found an entire box in a storage locker full with gold.

972
00:52:08.040 --> 00:52:10.720
So like gold rings, gold necklaces.

973
00:52:10.720 --> 00:52:14.640
He bought the, you know, how people abandon their storage unit.

974
00:52:14.640 --> 00:52:16.840
So he bought the storage locker.

975
00:52:16.840 --> 00:52:18.560
You never know what's going to be in there.

976
00:52:18.560 --> 00:52:21.480
And in his was a box of gold.

977
00:52:21.480 --> 00:52:22.480
Yeah.

978
00:52:22.480 --> 00:52:25.240
Isn't that crazy?

979
00:52:25.240 --> 00:52:28.440
The siege is over.

980
00:52:28.440 --> 00:52:31.560
God told him the word and immediately the word was executed.

981
00:52:31.560 --> 00:52:32.560
That's another thing.

982
00:52:32.560 --> 00:52:33.640
Friends, that's another thing.

983
00:52:33.640 --> 00:52:38.480
I'm seeing there'd be no delay between God saying something and it manifesting.

984
00:52:38.480 --> 00:52:41.080
Like I'm seeing that I'm seeing that happen.

985
00:52:41.080 --> 00:52:43.480
I'll talk more about that on Supernatural Saturday.

986
00:52:43.480 --> 00:52:47.080
I don't want to, I don't want to, I don't want to ruin Supernatural Saturday.

987
00:52:47.080 --> 00:52:48.200
Okay.

988
00:52:48.200 --> 00:52:52.040
So you guys, we can build on all of this.

989
00:52:52.040 --> 00:52:57.000
Some of you like crystal may not feel really that in tune with one of the prompts, but

990
00:52:57.000 --> 00:52:59.240
then another prompt you feel really in tune to.

991
00:52:59.240 --> 00:53:00.240
That's fine.

992
00:53:00.240 --> 00:53:02.840
If you didn't see a season when we closed our eyes, that's okay.

993
00:53:02.840 --> 00:53:07.240
But then once again, when we said some of these other things, some of these other activations,

994
00:53:07.240 --> 00:53:10.440
then you did feel something or you saw something, whatever.

995
00:53:10.440 --> 00:53:12.780
You don't have to feel something every single time.

996
00:53:12.780 --> 00:53:17.860
So I'm going to give, I'm going to give some, some more, some more direction here.

997
00:53:18.520 --> 00:53:27.180
So those of you that really haven't been really plugged in yet, let's go ahead and do a couple

998
00:53:27.180 --> 00:53:28.780
more activations.

999
00:53:28.780 --> 00:53:31.860
All right.

1000
00:53:31.860 --> 00:53:33.340
Fill in the blank.

1001
00:53:33.340 --> 00:53:37.820
It's time for me to blank.

1002
00:53:37.820 --> 00:53:40.500
It's time for me to blank.

1003
00:53:40.500 --> 00:53:41.580
It's time for me to let go.

1004
00:53:41.580 --> 00:53:42.620
It's time for me to rest.

1005
00:53:42.620 --> 00:53:44.500
It's time for me to speak up.

1006
00:53:44.500 --> 00:53:48.260
It's time for me to what?

1007
00:53:48.260 --> 00:53:51.140
Ecclesiastes tells us there's a time for everything under heaven.

1008
00:53:51.140 --> 00:53:56.860
Time to be born, a time to die, time to tear down, a time to build, a time to mourn, a

1009
00:53:56.860 --> 00:53:58.420
time to dance.

1010
00:53:58.420 --> 00:54:01.060
It's time for me to dance?

1011
00:54:01.060 --> 00:54:03.060
What?

1012
00:54:03.060 --> 00:54:04.060
What is your thing?

1013
00:54:04.060 --> 00:54:07.780
You can put it in the chat, but also I want to take some shares.

1014
00:54:07.780 --> 00:54:08.780
Who's willing to share?

1015
00:54:08.780 --> 00:54:09.780
It's a time for you to what?

1016
00:54:09.780 --> 00:54:10.780
Who knows?

1017
00:54:10.780 --> 00:54:15.140
I'll share.

1018
00:54:15.140 --> 00:54:16.140
I'll do mine too.

1019
00:54:16.140 --> 00:54:17.140
I'm going to do mine too.

1020
00:54:17.140 --> 00:54:20.420
Are you going to let you go first and then I'll do mine?

1021
00:54:20.420 --> 00:54:21.420
It's time.

1022
00:54:21.420 --> 00:54:22.420
I heard.

1023
00:54:22.420 --> 00:54:23.420
Go ahead.

1024
00:54:23.420 --> 00:54:24.420
Go ahead.

1025
00:54:24.420 --> 00:54:25.420
Sarah and Stephanie.

1026
00:54:25.420 --> 00:54:26.420
Go ahead.

1027
00:54:26.420 --> 00:54:27.420
Either one.

1028
00:54:27.420 --> 00:54:28.420
I'll go.

1029
00:54:28.420 --> 00:54:33.620
I heard it's time for me to come out of my shell.

1030
00:54:33.620 --> 00:54:34.620
Yes.

1031
00:54:34.620 --> 00:54:39.340
And I saw you at the party and you're beautiful and I think you're coming out of your shell.

1032
00:54:39.380 --> 00:54:40.380
I think that.

1033
00:54:40.380 --> 00:54:42.660
I think you are.

1034
00:54:42.660 --> 00:54:48.020
I could tell that you were a little bit more introverted, but I think that you were making

1035
00:54:48.020 --> 00:54:51.420
bold moves and you were meeting new people.

1036
00:54:51.420 --> 00:54:53.640
And I think that's great.

1037
00:54:53.640 --> 00:54:59.740
So you have a, you, you are a beautiful and intelligent woman and coming out of your shell.

1038
00:54:59.740 --> 00:55:00.020
I love it.

1039
00:55:00.000 --> 00:55:01.360
Sarah, what do you got?

1040
00:55:01.360 --> 00:55:04.560
Give me time for me to let go of past relationships

1041
00:55:04.560 --> 00:55:06.800
and make room for new ones.

1042
00:55:06.800 --> 00:55:07.640
I love that.

1043
00:55:07.640 --> 00:55:09.200
And I want both of you, Sarah and Stephanie,

1044
00:55:09.200 --> 00:55:10.620
what does that look like?

1045
00:55:10.620 --> 00:55:11.960
So Stephanie, what does it look like

1046
00:55:11.960 --> 00:55:12.800
to come out of your shell?

1047
00:55:12.800 --> 00:55:14.920
I want you to write down some practical ways

1048
00:55:14.920 --> 00:55:18.020
that you're gonna activate that, okay?

1049
00:55:18.020 --> 00:55:19.280
Same with you, Sarah.

1050
00:55:19.280 --> 00:55:21.600
What's it look like to let go of relationships,

1051
00:55:21.600 --> 00:55:23.200
to leave them better than you found them?

1052
00:55:23.200 --> 00:55:24.360
Remember, we're not picking fights

1053
00:55:24.360 --> 00:55:26.080
with things to leave them.

1054
00:55:26.080 --> 00:55:27.160
But what does that look like?

1055
00:55:27.160 --> 00:55:28.740
And what does it look like

1056
00:55:28.820 --> 00:55:31.020
to begin to engage new relationships?

1057
00:55:31.020 --> 00:55:31.940
That's important.

1058
00:55:31.940 --> 00:55:33.500
I just told you guys that I would share mine.

1059
00:55:33.500 --> 00:55:35.180
I know it's gonna sound really funny to you guys

1060
00:55:35.180 --> 00:55:36.820
because you always see me here on Zoom

1061
00:55:36.820 --> 00:55:38.060
and I'm usually the teacher.

1062
00:55:38.060 --> 00:55:42.060
So I'm like on the Zoom stage teaching you guys.

1063
00:55:42.060 --> 00:55:45.300
But it's time for me to be seen.

1064
00:55:45.300 --> 00:55:46.860
And the reason why I say that is

1065
00:55:46.860 --> 00:55:48.340
if you follow me on social media,

1066
00:55:48.340 --> 00:55:50.900
you notice that I really never go live.

1067
00:55:50.900 --> 00:55:53.180
I don't do anything publicly.

1068
00:55:53.180 --> 00:55:54.760
And it's easy for me to do this in here

1069
00:55:54.760 --> 00:55:55.860
because this is private.

1070
00:55:55.860 --> 00:55:57.180
These are private groups.

1071
00:55:57.340 --> 00:56:01.460
And you are the beautiful clients and students

1072
00:56:01.460 --> 00:56:03.620
that I serve day in and day out.

1073
00:56:03.620 --> 00:56:06.480
But it's different to be seen in here

1074
00:56:06.480 --> 00:56:08.540
and also loved because I know that you love me.

1075
00:56:08.540 --> 00:56:10.180
You wouldn't have signed up for these courses

1076
00:56:10.180 --> 00:56:11.900
and these classes and this membership

1077
00:56:11.900 --> 00:56:13.960
if you didn't believe what I'm saying.

1078
00:56:13.960 --> 00:56:16.420
But it's hostile out there, okay?

1079
00:56:16.420 --> 00:56:17.260
It is.

1080
00:56:17.260 --> 00:56:19.680
People are cray, cray, cray out there.

1081
00:56:19.680 --> 00:56:22.580
And so I don't do a lot of stuff out there.

1082
00:56:22.580 --> 00:56:25.460
I don't open myself up to that.

1083
00:56:25.460 --> 00:56:28.380
I don't try to get on the world stage, so to speak.

1084
00:56:28.380 --> 00:56:30.820
And I do really feel like, I used to be though,

1085
00:56:30.820 --> 00:56:32.220
I used to have a show on Periscope

1086
00:56:32.220 --> 00:56:33.940
called The Wake Up Call with Jackie.

1087
00:56:33.940 --> 00:56:35.660
I used to do a lot of things out there.

1088
00:56:35.660 --> 00:56:38.700
I do more things in here now in the last eight years.

1089
00:56:38.700 --> 00:56:40.500
But I do feel like God is saying to me,

1090
00:56:40.500 --> 00:56:42.540
it's time for you to go back out there.

1091
00:56:42.540 --> 00:56:43.940
And here, I'll still be here,

1092
00:56:43.940 --> 00:56:46.300
but I'm just saying it's time for me to be seen

1093
00:56:47.540 --> 00:56:49.460
and possibly rejected

1094
00:56:49.460 --> 00:56:53.200
and possibly yelled at and argued with, you know?

1095
00:56:53.200 --> 00:56:54.620
And that's okay.

1096
00:56:54.820 --> 00:56:56.580
I don't know if I told you guys this or not,

1097
00:56:56.580 --> 00:56:58.580
but I just found out a couple nights ago,

1098
00:56:58.580 --> 00:57:00.020
actually at the party,

1099
00:57:00.020 --> 00:57:02.940
that Charlie Kirk was talking about me

1100
00:57:02.940 --> 00:57:05.020
before he passed away.

1101
00:57:05.020 --> 00:57:07.540
He was on a video, on an interview,

1102
00:57:07.540 --> 00:57:08.900
and he was talking about me.

1103
00:57:08.900 --> 00:57:09.900
He said my name.

1104
00:57:09.900 --> 00:57:12.340
He said that people needed to join my program.

1105
00:57:12.340 --> 00:57:14.220
He was talking about my book.

1106
00:57:14.220 --> 00:57:17.860
And we looked it up and we found out that it was true.

1107
00:57:17.860 --> 00:57:20.400
It wasn't just a figment of someone's imagination.

1108
00:57:20.400 --> 00:57:22.600
Someone at the party said that they had found out about me

1109
00:57:22.640 --> 00:57:25.160
because they heard Charlie Kirk talking about me.

1110
00:57:25.160 --> 00:57:28.260
And so it was really pretty awesome to hear that

1111
00:57:28.260 --> 00:57:29.640
because I actually was invited

1112
00:57:29.640 --> 00:57:32.360
to come on Turning Point USA on the podcast.

1113
00:57:32.360 --> 00:57:33.680
And I have to be honest with you,

1114
00:57:33.680 --> 00:57:34.860
and I hope this doesn't offend you,

1115
00:57:34.860 --> 00:57:36.800
I had no idea what it was.

1116
00:57:36.800 --> 00:57:38.160
First of all, I'm not his audience.

1117
00:57:38.160 --> 00:57:39.340
I'm not Gen Z.

1118
00:57:39.340 --> 00:57:40.800
I can't listen to everyone

1119
00:57:40.800 --> 00:57:43.280
who's out there talking about Jesus.

1120
00:57:43.280 --> 00:57:45.360
I'd obviously heard his name before,

1121
00:57:45.360 --> 00:57:46.720
but I didn't really know who he was

1122
00:57:46.720 --> 00:57:48.760
and I had never listened to any of his videos.

1123
00:57:48.760 --> 00:57:51.320
But now that I know who he is and what he did

1124
00:57:51.320 --> 00:57:53.820
and what he actually gave his life to do,

1125
00:57:54.680 --> 00:57:56.340
I think that is a huge honor.

1126
00:57:56.340 --> 00:57:59.060
But I, call me crazy,

1127
00:57:59.060 --> 00:58:02.540
but I feel like God wanted me to find out about this.

1128
00:58:02.540 --> 00:58:04.760
And now I found out about it through two people.

1129
00:58:04.760 --> 00:58:06.120
So one person told me at the party

1130
00:58:06.120 --> 00:58:08.000
and then I found out about it right afterwards.

1131
00:58:08.000 --> 00:58:09.680
Someone else said,

1132
00:58:09.680 --> 00:58:12.880
hey, by the way, we found out about you from Charlie Kirk.

1133
00:58:12.880 --> 00:58:15.400
And I just wanna say that I believe

1134
00:58:15.400 --> 00:58:18.000
that part of that mantle that's left behind,

1135
00:58:18.000 --> 00:58:19.840
that I'm carrying that now.

1136
00:58:19.840 --> 00:58:21.960
And I need to be seen and I need to step out

1137
00:58:21.960 --> 00:58:24.760
and step in the ring and need to not be afraid

1138
00:58:24.760 --> 00:58:26.400
of what people are gonna say

1139
00:58:26.400 --> 00:58:27.960
or the attack that might come

1140
00:58:27.960 --> 00:58:29.620
from the words of truth and life,

1141
00:58:29.620 --> 00:58:32.320
especially about the revival of marriage and family.

1142
00:58:32.320 --> 00:58:34.000
And so that part of the mantle,

1143
00:58:34.000 --> 00:58:36.880
I fully believe we were carrying together already.

1144
00:58:36.880 --> 00:58:38.640
We're both revivalists for marriage and family.

1145
00:58:38.640 --> 00:58:41.000
We just didn't get to meet each other this side of heaven.

1146
00:58:41.000 --> 00:58:42.880
And so that's another reason why I feel like

1147
00:58:42.880 --> 00:58:46.400
stepping into the arena is important for me in this season.

1148
00:58:46.400 --> 00:58:47.720
All right, who else wants to fill in the blank?

1149
00:58:47.720 --> 00:58:48.960
It's time for me to what?

1150
00:58:50.760 --> 00:58:52.080
I can go.

1151
00:58:52.080 --> 00:58:53.280
Go ahead.

1152
00:58:53.280 --> 00:58:55.040
So I was telling the prayer call this morning

1153
00:58:55.040 --> 00:58:57.360
that God had asked me to take a sabbatical

1154
00:58:57.360 --> 00:58:58.560
from figuring stuff out.

1155
00:58:58.560 --> 00:59:01.080
And in that month, I got breakthrough in so many things.

1156
00:59:01.080 --> 00:59:02.560
I never could have reverse engineered.

1157
00:59:02.560 --> 00:59:05.800
And so I am officially resigning from figuring things out.

1158
00:59:05.800 --> 00:59:07.720
And so it's time for me to just trust God

1159
00:59:07.720 --> 00:59:09.280
with all the things that I had been

1160
00:59:09.280 --> 00:59:10.760
trying to figure out on my own.

1161
00:59:13.080 --> 00:59:15.080
Yes, Nora.

1162
00:59:15.080 --> 00:59:17.720
Officially resigning from trying to figure things out.

1163
00:59:17.760 --> 00:59:20.640
You have resigned or been fired, one or the other.

1164
00:59:20.640 --> 00:59:21.480
Okay.

1165
00:59:21.480 --> 00:59:22.320
Yeah.

1166
00:59:22.320 --> 00:59:23.160
I love that.

1167
00:59:23.160 --> 00:59:24.200
It's time for me to what?

1168
00:59:24.200 --> 00:59:25.240
Come on, these are good.

1169
00:59:25.240 --> 00:59:26.320
Who's got one?

1170
00:59:26.320 --> 00:59:27.160
I'll go.

1171
00:59:28.800 --> 00:59:32.880
It's time for me to let go of all the lies

1172
00:59:32.880 --> 00:59:35.960
that I'm not worthy of marriage

1173
00:59:35.960 --> 00:59:40.960
and to believe that marriage is for me and it's possible.

1174
00:59:43.400 --> 00:59:45.560
I'm not worthy of marriage.

1175
00:59:46.080 --> 00:59:46.920
Yes.

1176
00:59:46.920 --> 00:59:48.720
It's time for you to let go of those lies.

1177
00:59:48.720 --> 00:59:50.560
Guys, I heard from a client today.

1178
00:59:51.720 --> 00:59:53.840
He's a great guy.

1179
00:59:53.840 --> 00:59:55.200
He's a good looking guy.

1180
00:59:55.200 --> 00:59:56.640
He's a successful guy.

1181
00:59:56.640 --> 00:59:57.680
He loves Jesus.

1182
01:00:00.000 --> 01:00:04.680
And I, you know, he's been in my men's group by proxy.

1183
01:00:04.680 --> 01:00:06.000
He doesn't always come to lives and stuff,

1184
01:00:06.000 --> 01:00:07.280
but he's been part of this community

1185
01:00:07.280 --> 01:00:09.120
for a little while now.

1186
01:00:09.120 --> 01:00:10.880
None of you have probably even met him before.

1187
01:00:10.880 --> 01:00:12.200
I think he was spotlighted

1188
01:00:12.200 --> 01:00:14.880
during one of the single spotlights maybe last year.

1189
01:00:14.880 --> 01:00:16.920
Long story short, he told me that he met someone

1190
01:00:16.920 --> 01:00:19.280
that he's really excited about,

1191
01:00:19.280 --> 01:00:21.480
hasn't been this excited about someone in a long time,

1192
01:00:21.480 --> 01:00:22.640
already went to visit them.

1193
01:00:22.640 --> 01:00:24.360
They're a few states away from him.

1194
01:00:24.360 --> 01:00:26.340
He's excited to go back and see them again.

1195
01:00:26.340 --> 01:00:28.880
He said he really sees this going somewhere.

1196
01:00:28.880 --> 01:00:31.560
And I just want to tell you, that woman is a paraplegic.

1197
01:00:31.560 --> 01:00:32.920
She's in a wheelchair.

1198
01:00:32.920 --> 01:00:34.640
She has no use of her legs.

1199
01:00:34.640 --> 01:00:37.760
She was in a bad car accident when she was 17 years old,

1200
01:00:37.760 --> 01:00:40.720
and she has not been able to walk ever since then.

1201
01:00:40.720 --> 01:00:43.360
I'd say she's probably in her thirties now.

1202
01:00:43.360 --> 01:00:46.820
And so I say that to say this, you're not disqualified.

1203
01:00:46.820 --> 01:00:50.480
He's super excited about a woman who's handicapped.

1204
01:00:50.480 --> 01:00:51.820
She's in a wheelchair.

1205
01:00:51.820 --> 01:00:55.960
And you know, so hello, whatever it is

1206
01:00:55.960 --> 01:00:58.000
that you've been like, oh, no one can love me

1207
01:00:58.000 --> 01:01:00.600
because I have kids, or I have this, or I have that,

1208
01:01:00.600 --> 01:01:02.720
or this is wrong, or that's wrong.

1209
01:01:02.720 --> 01:01:06.040
You know, people, when they meet you,

1210
01:01:06.040 --> 01:01:09.400
they usually want to focus on what is right with you,

1211
01:01:09.400 --> 01:01:11.640
not what's wrong with you.

1212
01:01:11.640 --> 01:01:13.000
You know, it's about your heart.

1213
01:01:13.000 --> 01:01:14.520
It's about your passion for life.

1214
01:01:14.520 --> 01:01:16.080
It's about your passion for Jesus.

1215
01:01:16.080 --> 01:01:18.560
It's about what are you doing with what you've got?

1216
01:01:18.560 --> 01:01:22.580
I know people who have fully functional legs

1217
01:01:22.580 --> 01:01:23.420
that don't use them.

1218
01:01:23.420 --> 01:01:25.000
They just sit on their ass all day long.

1219
01:01:25.000 --> 01:01:26.160
I'm sorry, that's what they do.

1220
01:01:26.160 --> 01:01:27.000
They don't ever move.

1221
01:01:27.000 --> 01:01:27.840
They don't go hiking.

1222
01:01:28.680 --> 01:01:29.520
They don't go running.

1223
01:01:29.520 --> 01:01:30.440
They don't go walking in nature.

1224
01:01:30.440 --> 01:01:33.500
You know, they're wasting perfectly good legs.

1225
01:01:35.280 --> 01:01:37.080
They don't go skipping or jumping.

1226
01:01:39.280 --> 01:01:41.720
So if that offends you, I'm sorry.

1227
01:01:41.720 --> 01:01:43.760
But if you have perfectly good legs,

1228
01:01:43.760 --> 01:01:45.320
you should probably use them.

1229
01:01:45.320 --> 01:01:46.920
It's probably a good idea.

1230
01:01:46.920 --> 01:01:49.040
All right, I'm letting go of what?

1231
01:01:49.040 --> 01:01:50.740
It's time to let go of what?

1232
01:01:50.740 --> 01:01:52.160
I've got one.

1233
01:01:52.160 --> 01:01:55.120
This week, just because of all that you've shared,

1234
01:01:55.120 --> 01:01:56.640
I hired a health coach.

1235
01:01:56.640 --> 01:01:58.480
I never thought I would do it,

1236
01:01:58.480 --> 01:02:01.800
but I went in because it's time to let go of my weight

1237
01:02:01.800 --> 01:02:05.240
because when God says run, I'm gonna be ready.

1238
01:02:05.240 --> 01:02:07.080
Let's go.

1239
01:02:07.080 --> 01:02:08.680
Come on.

1240
01:02:08.680 --> 01:02:11.820
She's like, I'm letting go of dead weight.

1241
01:02:11.820 --> 01:02:13.320
I'm letting go of dead weight.

1242
01:02:13.320 --> 01:02:14.160
Let's go.

1243
01:02:14.160 --> 01:02:15.200
Come on, Allison.

1244
01:02:15.200 --> 01:02:17.000
That's amazing.

1245
01:02:17.000 --> 01:02:18.400
Good for you, girl.

1246
01:02:18.400 --> 01:02:19.240
I love it.

1247
01:02:19.240 --> 01:02:20.060
Who else?

1248
01:02:21.400 --> 01:02:22.320
Proud of you.

1249
01:02:23.240 --> 01:02:26.560
I think God's telling me it's time to move forward

1250
01:02:27.380 --> 01:02:29.880
and he gave me an image of starting to pack up my apartment

1251
01:02:29.880 --> 01:02:32.040
even though I don't have a place to go yet.

1252
01:02:33.080 --> 01:02:36.000
Okay, so it's time for me to move forward.

1253
01:02:39.160 --> 01:02:40.200
Jill, is that what you're saying?

1254
01:02:40.200 --> 01:02:42.480
Yes, it's time for me to move forward

1255
01:02:42.480 --> 01:02:44.960
and I think he's asking me to do a prophetic act

1256
01:02:44.960 --> 01:02:48.400
of the things I'm not using to literally pack them up,

1257
01:02:48.400 --> 01:02:51.960
like go get boxes and start packing them up.

1258
01:02:51.960 --> 01:02:53.600
I did that.

1259
01:02:53.600 --> 01:02:54.480
I did that.

1260
01:02:54.480 --> 01:02:55.940
When I was moving, I did that.

1261
01:02:56.380 --> 01:02:58.660
I did that before I had a place to live or go

1262
01:02:58.660 --> 01:03:00.580
or even knew when I was going.

1263
01:03:00.580 --> 01:03:02.940
Now, it became pretty awkward after a while

1264
01:03:02.940 --> 01:03:04.340
trying to live out of those boxes,

1265
01:03:04.340 --> 01:03:05.500
but eventually I did move

1266
01:03:05.500 --> 01:03:07.700
and so I'm not against that at all.

1267
01:03:07.700 --> 01:03:09.460
Maybe the things that you use every day,

1268
01:03:09.460 --> 01:03:11.300
put them in like, you know,

1269
01:03:11.300 --> 01:03:14.620
put them in like a bin in your room so you can use them.

1270
01:03:14.620 --> 01:03:17.800
But yes, it's time for me to move forward.

1271
01:03:17.800 --> 01:03:19.460
Prophetic activation.

1272
01:03:19.460 --> 01:03:20.580
It's time for you to what?

1273
01:03:20.580 --> 01:03:21.420
Who else?

1274
01:03:21.420 --> 01:03:23.140
We'll take two more, two more shares.

1275
01:03:24.640 --> 01:03:25.480
I'll go.

1276
01:03:26.940 --> 01:03:29.300
Time for me to start pursuing my spirit mate.

1277
01:03:29.300 --> 01:03:30.620
For the past year and a half,

1278
01:03:30.620 --> 01:03:33.820
I've basically been at my retail store

1279
01:03:33.820 --> 01:03:35.340
six days a week, 10 to six.

1280
01:03:35.340 --> 01:03:38.860
So I took that time to really dive into your courses

1281
01:03:38.860 --> 01:03:42.060
and some other courses and I feel like I was in training

1282
01:03:42.060 --> 01:03:45.340
and just growing and just, I'm just,

1283
01:03:45.340 --> 01:03:49.100
I listened to what you said about if nothing has changed,

1284
01:03:49.100 --> 01:03:50.940
maybe we need to change our location.

1285
01:03:50.940 --> 01:03:53.860
So on Saturday, I moved into my beach house

1286
01:03:53.860 --> 01:03:56.260
that I have been dreaming about for the past 40 years.

1287
01:03:56.260 --> 01:03:57.820
Come on.

1288
01:03:57.820 --> 01:04:01.340
Here and I've been unpacking and super, super excited.

1289
01:04:01.340 --> 01:04:04.380
So I feel like summer is my season right now

1290
01:04:04.380 --> 01:04:06.180
and I'm just so ecstatic.

1291
01:04:06.180 --> 01:04:09.420
So now I'm gonna really start pursuing my spirit mate.

1292
01:04:09.420 --> 01:04:12.420
I feel like I have him there because I think he's here.

1293
01:04:13.400 --> 01:04:14.680
I love it.

1294
01:04:14.680 --> 01:04:15.520
I love that.

1295
01:04:15.520 --> 01:04:18.660
Congratulations on your new location.

1296
01:04:18.660 --> 01:04:20.180
That's amazing.

1297
01:04:20.180 --> 01:04:22.020
I love that so much.

1298
01:04:22.020 --> 01:04:23.740
You guys, a lot of things are coming full circle

1299
01:04:24.580 --> 01:04:27.580
and there's a lot of people making moves.

1300
01:04:27.580 --> 01:04:31.940
All of a sudden they have a fresh supply of courage.

1301
01:04:31.940 --> 01:04:35.900
The siege kept them doubting, it kept them always afraid.

1302
01:04:35.900 --> 01:04:39.580
And now there's a fresh supply of courage,

1303
01:04:39.580 --> 01:04:44.580
of excitement, of hope, of peace, of joy, of acceleration.

1304
01:04:45.500 --> 01:04:46.700
That's what's happening.

1305
01:04:48.140 --> 01:04:50.140
That is what's happening right now.

1306
01:04:50.660 --> 01:04:51.860
That's what's happening.

1307
01:04:53.300 --> 01:04:55.040
That is what's happening.

1308
01:04:56.260 --> 01:04:57.780
All right.

1309
01:04:57.780 --> 01:05:00.180
Okay, I think that we're right here at the end.

1310
01:05:00.000 --> 01:05:02.440
and yes, we're past the hour.

1311
01:05:02.440 --> 01:05:05.960
All right, this is just a short, brief meetup tonight

1312
01:05:05.960 --> 01:05:09.120
to talk about seasons, to talk about respecting our seasons,

1313
01:05:10.280 --> 01:05:13.120
talking about knowing and being wise,

1314
01:05:13.120 --> 01:05:16.920
knowing what to do in the timing in those seasons.

1315
01:05:17.760 --> 01:05:20.800
I remember when I was working in TV,

1316
01:05:20.800 --> 01:05:24.240
I felt like I was going to,

1317
01:05:25.900 --> 01:05:28.880
there was this woman who was a GM of a different network.

1318
01:05:28.880 --> 01:05:30.880
I was the GM of this network

1319
01:05:30.880 --> 01:05:33.480
and I actually ended up resigning and moving on.

1320
01:05:33.480 --> 01:05:34.360
And I had met her,

1321
01:05:34.360 --> 01:05:37.360
we were both GMs of different TV networks

1322
01:05:37.360 --> 01:05:40.920
and her network was a much larger network.

1323
01:05:40.920 --> 01:05:44.120
And I knew that she had moved here from Atlanta,

1324
01:05:44.120 --> 01:05:46.720
moved there to Columbus from Atlanta

1325
01:05:46.720 --> 01:05:49.120
and that she didn't really know anybody.

1326
01:05:49.120 --> 01:05:51.000
And so she was just really on my heart one day.

1327
01:05:51.000 --> 01:05:52.680
And out of the goodness and pureness of my heart,

1328
01:05:52.680 --> 01:05:54.720
you guys, no agenda whatsoever,

1329
01:05:54.720 --> 01:05:56.920
I called her and I said,

1330
01:05:57.000 --> 01:05:59.200
hey, would you like to get together for lunch?

1331
01:05:59.200 --> 01:06:01.000
She did, she was really excited.

1332
01:06:01.000 --> 01:06:02.840
And we got together for lunch

1333
01:06:02.840 --> 01:06:04.600
and I really just ministered to her.

1334
01:06:04.600 --> 01:06:06.240
I really encouraged her.

1335
01:06:06.240 --> 01:06:07.560
She was a single woman.

1336
01:06:07.560 --> 01:06:09.680
So you guys already know I was carrying that gift.

1337
01:06:09.680 --> 01:06:10.960
And so I encouraged her

1338
01:06:10.960 --> 01:06:13.480
and this has been years and years ago now, this story.

1339
01:06:13.480 --> 01:06:15.960
But I wanna show you how you can be in the right season,

1340
01:06:15.960 --> 01:06:18.880
but out of timing, okay?

1341
01:06:18.880 --> 01:06:22.120
And so we're talking and I'm encouraging her

1342
01:06:22.120 --> 01:06:23.560
and she's like, we should really do this again.

1343
01:06:23.560 --> 01:06:25.240
I was like, absolutely.

1344
01:06:25.280 --> 01:06:27.440
I said, I would absolutely love to do this again.

1345
01:06:27.440 --> 01:06:30.040
And so just reaching out, I had a friendship to her

1346
01:06:30.040 --> 01:06:31.160
because she had given up everything

1347
01:06:31.160 --> 01:06:33.080
to move from Atlanta to Columbus

1348
01:06:33.080 --> 01:06:35.680
and she just didn't have anything,

1349
01:06:35.680 --> 01:06:37.000
any friends, no community.

1350
01:06:37.000 --> 01:06:39.640
And so we ended that lunch and I went home,

1351
01:06:39.640 --> 01:06:40.920
I didn't think anything of it.

1352
01:06:40.920 --> 01:06:45.040
And a few days later, I was in prayer and God spoke to me

1353
01:06:45.040 --> 01:06:47.600
and he said, she is going to,

1354
01:06:47.600 --> 01:06:50.400
because I'd given her some advice about,

1355
01:06:51.320 --> 01:06:53.040
she'd already been in Columbus

1356
01:06:53.040 --> 01:06:55.840
for like seven years by this time

1357
01:06:55.840 --> 01:06:57.560
and she really hadn't made any community.

1358
01:06:57.560 --> 01:06:59.080
She was really homesick.

1359
01:06:59.080 --> 01:07:00.880
So I had given her some advice about,

1360
01:07:00.880 --> 01:07:03.560
hey, maybe it's time for you to entertain the idea

1361
01:07:03.560 --> 01:07:04.800
of either going back home

1362
01:07:04.800 --> 01:07:07.600
or maybe God has something more for you kind of idea.

1363
01:07:07.600 --> 01:07:10.840
So within, in prayer, over the next couple of days,

1364
01:07:10.840 --> 01:07:13.960
in prayer, God spoke to me and he said,

1365
01:07:13.960 --> 01:07:16.160
she's gonna move back home.

1366
01:07:16.160 --> 01:07:18.120
She misses her parents, they're elderly.

1367
01:07:18.120 --> 01:07:19.800
She's gonna move back home

1368
01:07:19.800 --> 01:07:23.720
and you're gonna take her job as the GM of that network.

1369
01:07:24.920 --> 01:07:26.000
And I was like,

1370
01:07:27.280 --> 01:07:30.000
now I wasn't trying to get back into television

1371
01:07:30.000 --> 01:07:31.360
at that time.

1372
01:07:31.360 --> 01:07:34.040
It didn't even cross my mind as God is my witness.

1373
01:07:34.040 --> 01:07:36.360
That is absolutely not why I took her to lunch.

1374
01:07:36.360 --> 01:07:38.040
I just took her to lunch so that her and I

1375
01:07:38.040 --> 01:07:39.280
could just get to know each other.

1376
01:07:39.280 --> 01:07:42.200
I always thought she was sweet and God put her on my heart.

1377
01:07:42.200 --> 01:07:45.280
So we get together again for another lunch

1378
01:07:45.280 --> 01:07:47.920
and I'm not gonna say anything about that.

1379
01:07:47.920 --> 01:07:49.640
I'm not gonna say anything about what I felt,

1380
01:07:50.440 --> 01:07:52.080
what God said or nothing about that.

1381
01:07:52.080 --> 01:07:53.720
But in the course of this lunch,

1382
01:07:53.720 --> 01:07:55.080
she's so excited to see me.

1383
01:07:55.080 --> 01:07:56.560
She's got, I have great news, Jackie,

1384
01:07:56.560 --> 01:07:57.640
I need to talk to you.

1385
01:07:57.640 --> 01:07:58.640
Let's have lunch.

1386
01:07:58.640 --> 01:08:01.280
So we have lunch and she's like,

1387
01:08:01.280 --> 01:08:03.920
I just wanna let you know I'm moving back to Atlanta.

1388
01:08:04.920 --> 01:08:06.400
She's like, after our talk,

1389
01:08:06.400 --> 01:08:09.120
I just really realized that life is too short,

1390
01:08:09.120 --> 01:08:12.200
that I really just want to move back to Atlanta,

1391
01:08:12.200 --> 01:08:14.040
blah, blah, blah, da, da, da, da.

1392
01:08:14.040 --> 01:08:15.560
She said, I wanna let you know

1393
01:08:15.560 --> 01:08:18.160
that I've recommended to the network

1394
01:08:18.240 --> 01:08:21.359
that they replace my position with you

1395
01:08:21.359 --> 01:08:22.960
if you're open to the job.

1396
01:08:24.880 --> 01:08:26.200
That's what happened.

1397
01:08:26.200 --> 01:08:27.479
That's what happened at this lunch.

1398
01:08:27.479 --> 01:08:29.439
And then you know what happened next?

1399
01:08:29.439 --> 01:08:31.479
I made a fatal timing mistake.

1400
01:08:33.800 --> 01:08:35.760
I should have just kept what I knew to myself,

1401
01:08:35.760 --> 01:08:37.240
but I wasn't mature enough.

1402
01:08:38.640 --> 01:08:41.920
And I said, oh my God, that's crazy.

1403
01:08:41.920 --> 01:08:43.040
In prayer the other night,

1404
01:08:43.040 --> 01:08:45.479
God told me that you were gonna move back to Atlanta

1405
01:08:45.520 --> 01:08:48.200
and that I was going to replace you as the GM.

1406
01:08:49.160 --> 01:08:52.279
You guys, I almost saw the spirit come over her

1407
01:08:52.279 --> 01:08:54.160
after that came out of my mouth,

1408
01:08:54.160 --> 01:08:56.560
even though she just said the exact same thing.

1409
01:08:59.680 --> 01:09:01.880
One of the reasons why she had never made community

1410
01:09:01.880 --> 01:09:04.279
in Columbus is because she didn't trust people.

1411
01:09:05.920 --> 01:09:08.080
And when I said that, instead of being like, really?

1412
01:09:08.080 --> 01:09:09.760
Wow, oh my gosh, me?

1413
01:09:09.760 --> 01:09:10.600
Are you sure?

1414
01:09:10.600 --> 01:09:11.960
Oh yeah, whatever.

1415
01:09:12.000 --> 01:09:15.560
When I said that, I could see by the look in her eyes

1416
01:09:15.560 --> 01:09:17.479
that she thought this was all a setup,

1417
01:09:19.200 --> 01:09:21.479
that the whole thing was manufactured

1418
01:09:21.479 --> 01:09:25.560
to try to get her job, to try to steal her job somehow.

1419
01:09:25.560 --> 01:09:27.279
She didn't say anything to me in that moment,

1420
01:09:27.279 --> 01:09:29.439
but she said, hey, I'd love to have you come over

1421
01:09:29.439 --> 01:09:32.080
to the network and start shadowing me

1422
01:09:32.080 --> 01:09:35.479
and seeing the job and all this stuff.

1423
01:09:35.479 --> 01:09:37.000
But just like Saul and David,

1424
01:09:37.000 --> 01:09:39.960
she started acting super weird towards me.

1425
01:09:39.960 --> 01:09:42.439
She started really being very standoffish,

1426
01:09:42.439 --> 01:09:44.560
very just weird and crazy.

1427
01:09:44.560 --> 01:09:48.040
And within like maybe two or three months,

1428
01:09:48.040 --> 01:09:49.520
she sent me an email telling me

1429
01:09:49.520 --> 01:09:51.560
that she had recommended someone else from the job

1430
01:09:51.560 --> 01:09:53.040
and they had given it to them.

1431
01:09:54.040 --> 01:09:55.160
That's what happened.

1432
01:09:56.040 --> 01:09:58.480
And the reason why is because I was in the right season,

1433
01:09:58.480 --> 01:09:59.840
but I was out of timing.

1434
01:10:00.000 --> 01:10:03.800
And so why am I telling you this?

1435
01:10:03.800 --> 01:10:06.260
Because sometimes the things that you hear from the Lord

1436
01:10:06.260 --> 01:10:07.840
are not meant to be shared.

1437
01:10:09.120 --> 01:10:10.620
Now, obviously you can share them in here.

1438
01:10:10.620 --> 01:10:11.840
This is a safe space.

1439
01:10:11.840 --> 01:10:14.760
You can share them here for the purpose of processing.

1440
01:10:14.760 --> 01:10:17.360
I believe that words should be judged.

1441
01:10:17.360 --> 01:10:19.840
And so if you have a crazy word from the Lord

1442
01:10:19.840 --> 01:10:20.960
and you want it to be judged,

1443
01:10:20.960 --> 01:10:23.060
then post it and let the coaches,

1444
01:10:23.060 --> 01:10:25.520
by the way, who are all ministers,

1445
01:10:25.520 --> 01:10:26.440
let them judge it.

1446
01:10:26.440 --> 01:10:27.280
They're all wise.

1447
01:10:27.280 --> 01:10:28.400
They're all spiritually mature.

1448
01:10:28.400 --> 01:10:30.440
Say, hey, I feel like God is saying this.

1449
01:10:30.440 --> 01:10:32.000
What do you coaches think?

1450
01:10:33.580 --> 01:10:35.680
Let those words be judged.

1451
01:10:35.680 --> 01:10:40.060
But as far as the people that the words pertain to,

1452
01:10:40.060 --> 01:10:41.960
don't speak out of turn.

1453
01:10:41.960 --> 01:10:43.660
You might be in the season,

1454
01:10:43.660 --> 01:10:45.840
but you might not be in the right timing.

1455
01:10:45.840 --> 01:10:47.600
And so, and sometimes it's not something

1456
01:10:47.600 --> 01:10:52.280
that you're ever supposed to communicate.

1457
01:10:52.280 --> 01:10:53.820
It's just something God's telling you

1458
01:10:53.820 --> 01:10:56.360
so that you can get ready and prepare for it.

1459
01:10:56.360 --> 01:10:58.060
Does that make sense to everybody?

1460
01:10:59.400 --> 01:11:02.000
So you have to know, excuse me.

1461
01:11:02.000 --> 01:11:04.280
You have to know whether it is a shareable word

1462
01:11:05.200 --> 01:11:08.640
or if it is a just for you, Mary,

1463
01:11:08.640 --> 01:11:10.300
pondering it in your heart word.

1464
01:11:11.320 --> 01:11:14.000
Trust me, Mary didn't go off shouting from the rooftops

1465
01:11:14.000 --> 01:11:15.880
that she was immaculately conceived.

1466
01:11:19.440 --> 01:11:20.840
I would have not been good.

1467
01:11:22.720 --> 01:11:24.040
Dude, she would have got stoned.

1468
01:11:24.040 --> 01:11:25.600
You know that, right?

1469
01:11:25.600 --> 01:11:27.400
They would have drug her little teenage booty

1470
01:11:27.400 --> 01:11:28.460
out into the street.

1471
01:11:29.720 --> 01:11:30.840
And there's nothing that Joseph

1472
01:11:30.840 --> 01:11:32.640
would have been able to do about it.

1473
01:11:36.920 --> 01:11:38.560
In fact, an angel had to appear to him

1474
01:11:38.560 --> 01:11:39.760
to tell him what was up.

1475
01:11:40.920 --> 01:11:42.800
So all I'm saying is is that

1476
01:11:42.800 --> 01:11:44.800
if you receive something from the Lord

1477
01:11:44.800 --> 01:11:46.480
in these times and seasons,

1478
01:11:46.480 --> 01:11:47.760
in these things that you've said

1479
01:11:47.760 --> 01:11:50.480
that are happening to you right now,

1480
01:11:50.480 --> 01:11:52.080
what you feel like you're walking towards,

1481
01:11:52.080 --> 01:11:53.500
what you feel like you're leaving behind,

1482
01:11:53.500 --> 01:11:55.120
what you have in your hand,

1483
01:11:55.120 --> 01:11:56.800
what doesn't fit anymore,

1484
01:11:56.800 --> 01:11:59.880
it may not be time for you to actually

1485
01:12:00.960 --> 01:12:05.480
say that to the people that it has to do with

1486
01:12:05.480 --> 01:12:07.520
or the companies that it has to do with.

1487
01:12:07.520 --> 01:12:08.640
Wait on God's timing.

1488
01:12:09.600 --> 01:12:11.200
Just be satisfied and content

1489
01:12:11.200 --> 01:12:13.160
that you know that you're in the season.

1490
01:12:14.800 --> 01:12:16.120
God's in the neighborhood.

1491
01:12:19.660 --> 01:12:20.680
If you guys know what that means,

1492
01:12:20.680 --> 01:12:22.660
you've been here for a really long time.

1493
01:12:22.660 --> 01:12:24.160
Raise your hand if you know what that means

1494
01:12:24.160 --> 01:12:26.260
when I just said God's in the neighborhood.

1495
01:12:27.800 --> 01:12:30.480
There should only be like two of you

1496
01:12:31.920 --> 01:12:33.320
unless you're on Kingdom Seekers

1497
01:12:33.320 --> 01:12:34.880
and you heard me talk about it.

1498
01:12:36.120 --> 01:12:37.960
Okay, there's a few of you.

1499
01:12:39.040 --> 01:12:40.160
I used to have a student

1500
01:12:40.160 --> 01:12:41.980
who every time someone would get married,

1501
01:12:41.980 --> 01:12:43.080
she'd be so excited,

1502
01:12:43.080 --> 01:12:45.280
almost as excited as if, or engaged.

1503
01:12:45.280 --> 01:12:47.840
She'd be so excited as if she'd gotten engaged.

1504
01:12:47.840 --> 01:12:49.960
And finally, I was just like, what's up with you?

1505
01:12:49.960 --> 01:12:50.800
I said, you just have,

1506
01:12:50.800 --> 01:12:52.840
you're just such a cheerleader for other people's love story.

1507
01:12:52.840 --> 01:12:54.200
She goes, oh no, honey.

1508
01:12:54.200 --> 01:12:55.960
She's like, if it happens for somebody else,

1509
01:12:56.000 --> 01:12:57.760
it means God's in the neighborhood.

1510
01:13:02.560 --> 01:13:03.720
That's so good.

1511
01:13:03.720 --> 01:13:05.120
I've always just held onto that.

1512
01:13:05.120 --> 01:13:06.880
All right, so ask the Lord

1513
01:13:06.880 --> 01:13:07.840
whether it's something that,

1514
01:13:07.840 --> 01:13:10.040
like Mary, you're supposed to just ponder in your heart.

1515
01:13:10.040 --> 01:13:11.400
It's just a you and him thing,

1516
01:13:11.400 --> 01:13:13.720
and it doesn't need to be shared with anybody else.

1517
01:13:13.720 --> 01:13:16.480
I know you're excited about it,

1518
01:13:16.480 --> 01:13:18.760
but don't be spouting off to other people

1519
01:13:18.760 --> 01:13:22.480
and getting thrown into the dungeon, Joseph, okay?

1520
01:13:22.480 --> 01:13:24.880
Other people can't necessarily handle

1521
01:13:24.880 --> 01:13:26.960
what it is that you're trying to say.

1522
01:13:28.920 --> 01:13:32.040
And then there are people that you can share it with,

1523
01:13:32.040 --> 01:13:35.960
maybe, if you have a release to do that.

1524
01:13:35.960 --> 01:13:38.480
Okay, so hopefully that helps you guys.

1525
01:13:38.480 --> 01:13:40.080
I already told you that I've been carrying this word

1526
01:13:40.080 --> 01:13:41.640
that keeps getting devoured somehow,

1527
01:13:41.640 --> 01:13:45.080
keeps getting delayed somehow for 15 years.

1528
01:13:45.080 --> 01:13:48.440
And I think it's time.

1529
01:13:48.440 --> 01:13:49.640
I really do.

1530
01:13:50.520 --> 01:13:52.120
I think it's time.

1531
01:13:52.120 --> 01:13:53.680
And so we're all gonna move forward together

1532
01:13:53.680 --> 01:13:54.640
in all of these things.

1533
01:13:55.400 --> 01:13:57.600
All right, so let's do a little activation prayer.

1534
01:13:57.600 --> 01:13:58.440
Ready?

1535
01:13:58.440 --> 01:13:59.280
Close your eyes.

1536
01:13:59.280 --> 01:14:00.120
Repeat after me.

1537
01:14:01.680 --> 01:14:03.760
I will not miss my season.

1538
01:14:04.760 --> 01:14:06.560
I will not miss my season.

1539
01:14:07.720 --> 01:14:09.280
You don't have to unmute yourself to do it

1540
01:14:09.280 --> 01:14:11.800
because then it's just gonna get messy in here.

1541
01:14:11.800 --> 01:14:12.960
All right, so just stay muted,

1542
01:14:12.960 --> 01:14:15.880
but say it out loud where you guys are, okay?

1543
01:14:15.880 --> 01:14:17.680
I will not miss my season.

1544
01:14:19.800 --> 01:14:24.240
I am aligned with heaven's rhythms of grace.

1545
01:14:25.040 --> 01:14:28.200
I will plant when it's time to plant,

1546
01:14:29.320 --> 01:14:32.560
rest when it's time to rest,

1547
01:14:32.560 --> 01:14:36.280
build when it's time to build,

1548
01:14:36.280 --> 01:14:39.160
and reap when it's time to reap.

1549
01:14:40.600 --> 01:14:44.400
My times are in God's hands.

1550
01:14:45.840 --> 01:14:50.840
And I will prosper in every season.

1551
01:14:51.160 --> 01:14:54.000
In every season.

1552
01:14:57.600 --> 01:14:58.440
Amen.

1553
01:15:00.000 --> 01:15:04.120
Psalm 1 1 you are the tree by the water that prospers in all seasons

1554
01:15:04.120 --> 01:15:09.680
And I do have a book that my friend wrote. I don't know if I have it here

1555
01:15:09.680 --> 01:15:15.280
I don't think that I do. I would love to show you the front of it. My good friend Bethany Hicks wrote a

1556
01:15:15.920 --> 01:15:17.880
book oh

1557
01:15:17.880 --> 01:15:22.920
There it is right there Gail if you can put it up. It's called seasons and assignments

1558
01:15:23.440 --> 01:15:26.560
some of tonight's teaching is straight from that book and

1559
01:15:26.720 --> 01:15:30.520
And so it says know what to do and when to do it

1560
01:15:30.520 --> 01:15:37.280
It's by Bethany Hicks. And so if you want to grab that book seasons and assignments, it's full of so many great activations

1561
01:15:37.600 --> 01:15:44.960
So many good questions to ask yourself to really be able to do this season and this

1562
01:15:45.320 --> 01:15:50.240
Assignment that's before you well, she doesn't she doesn't have any idea that I'm talking about her book tonight

1563
01:15:50.240 --> 01:15:52.560
But she's one of my best friends. And so

1564
01:15:53.240 --> 01:15:59.320
So it's not a marketing ploy at any time of any kind, but I just really felt like we need to

1565
01:15:59.840 --> 01:16:03.560
Push into knowing our times and seasons since the siege is over

1566
01:16:03.880 --> 01:16:09.320
If the siege is over then we need to know what we need to be doing with the freedom and the free flow of

1567
01:16:09.560 --> 01:16:11.560
resources that that's bringing

1568
01:16:11.840 --> 01:16:13.320
cool, oh

1569
01:16:13.320 --> 01:16:18.080
I'm in her book. I haven't gotten to that place yet. I guess someone just said that I'm in her book

1570
01:16:18.080 --> 01:16:21.800
I haven't gotten to that page yet. Don't tell her I'm not done reading the whole thing

1571
01:16:22.040 --> 01:16:23.400
Oh

1572
01:16:23.400 --> 01:16:27.200
Y'all reading I like it, but it's hard

1573
01:16:29.240 --> 01:16:31.240
Okay, so

1574
01:16:32.160 --> 01:16:36.160
Go forth with the Lord no matter what season you're in there's gold in your season

1575
01:16:36.560 --> 01:16:41.160
David showed us there's gold in your season. No matter what season you're in in his season. There's a lot of gold

1576
01:16:41.160 --> 01:16:48.200
And so make sure make sure friends that you are not saying off. I'm in a crappy season. Everybody else is in a good season

1577
01:16:48.240 --> 01:16:56.000
Uh-huh. Every season is a really good season full of the blessings of God full the prosperity of God full of the

1578
01:16:56.640 --> 01:17:00.680
Promotion of God and so do not think of it like that because it's not true

1579
01:17:01.200 --> 01:17:05.380
So I'll see you guys soon Supernatural Saturday be there be square. Bye everyone
