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All right, everyone, good morning, good morning and welcome to Supernatural Saturday.

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I apologize for my raspy voice.

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I am getting up very early this morning here on the West Coast and like I said, I have

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not had that many hours of sleep, but we're going to press on through and push on through

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and it's going to be a wonderful and amazing.

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Today I wanted to talk a little bit about Advent.

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That is the season that we are currently in and if you haven't noticed yet, I am very

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much a times and seasons girl.

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And the reason why is because God taught me years ago to respect my times and seasons.

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I'm a prophetic person, a prophet actually.

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They say that you're only a prophet if other prophets say you're a prophet and other prophets

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have said I was a prophet.

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So I'm like, all right, I'm a prophet, let's go.

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And as a prophetic person, because I've always been a prophetic person, God has taught me

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to really look and see what time is it, what are you doing and set my expectations according

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to that.

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And I really want to just release that over all of you because there's a lot of things

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that we want to have happen, but it may not be time for them to happen.

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And so you're just going to be pushing against, you know, the rock trying to roll it out of

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the way.

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It's better to allow God to roll it out of the way.

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Amen.

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And so I'm not talking about predestination.

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I just had a little exchange on my Instagram yesterday with someone who apparently must

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be a Calvinist of some sort.

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They must believe in predestination and, you know, predestination takes away our ability

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to have free will and free will is what it's all about.

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And this person was pushing back saying that I shouldn't be helping people to get married

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because they don't need to participate in that.

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If God has that for them, then one day it's just going to show up.

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God's going to let them be in the right time, the right place, and they're going to meet

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their person because God has already foreordained that.

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And while there's some truth to that, you are going to be in the right place at the

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God wants to give you.

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That is not because God has predestined it to happen is because God is inviting you to

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it and you have received the invitation because you have the right mindset and the right heart

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posture.

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Because think about it, if God chooses our spouse and he chooses everything else, including

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whether we choose him, it's going to let that settle in for a second.

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If God chooses your spouse, if it's true that he chooses your spouse, he's already picked

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them out for you, then that means he chooses your job, he chooses where you live, he chooses

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whether or not you choose him.

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And that just doesn't seem very fair, does it?

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And it also seems like we would just be a whole entire human group of robots, humanoids.

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I mean, there's nothing, there's nothing left for us to choose if God has chosen everything

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for us.

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And so it isn't either or, it's both and.

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I believe that God is constantly inviting us into his choice for us.

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Come on, y'all.

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God is always inviting us into his best for us, his choice for us, but we have to pull

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the trigger on it.

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We have to choose.

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We have to choose.

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He's showing us the right choice.

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And I don't believe that it's about always best.

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It's good, better, best.

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Good, better, best, oftentimes, the choices.

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And I do believe that even when we zig instead of zag, go right instead of go left, if the

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case may be, that God in his mercy and in his goodness will still help us to make the

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next best choice, right?

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In order to get us to good places.

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I do not believe that it is like, okay, well, I made a bad choice here.

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I followed after my flesh here.

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I didn't follow the spirit here.

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I was caught up in my fear of man over here, but I'm still going to make it to the very

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same destination.

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No, I don't think that you do get to the same destination.

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I think that you get to a similar destination.

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I think it's kind of like those choose your own adventure books.

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Remember guys, remember reading those?

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Raise your hand if you remember reading those.

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I cheated in those books.

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I just want to let you know when it said, if you, if you choose this, go to page 14.

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If you choose this, go to page 26.

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Well, I went to page 14 and page 26 to see which story.

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I liked better.

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And I did that all through the book.

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Why?

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Because I was choosing my own adventure and I choose to make the right choice to have

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the ending that's happily ever after.

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Because if you remember those books, sometimes you're like eaten by a crocodile and then

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up, got to go back to page one.

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So apparently none of you read those books, okay, but I think that walking with God is

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a lot like that.

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It's, you know, every single path that we take, if we surrender to the Lord, even after,

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you know, we've realized, oh, this is not really the best path.

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I can't tell you how many times I have made a choice based on some of the things that

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I mentioned before, fear of man, fear of disappointing others, lack of obedience on my part.

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Sometimes friends, I saw the red flags waving in my face.

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I'm not talking about romance right now.

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That's a whole different story with me.

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I got some crazy stories in my life of romantic escapades, romantic entanglements, okay?

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You know, I was married before, but I had plenty of boyfriends too.

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So we won't go into all that right now, but I will tell you that in my life, okay, even

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married to David for the last 18 years, there have been decisions.

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All of us make decisions.

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We make decisions every day about what to eat, where to go, who to be friends with,

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what invitations to take, which ones not to take, which freeway to get on, which job promotion,

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which opportunity.

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And I will tell you that there have been decisions that I've made where the red flags were literally

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hitting me in the face and I still did it.

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I still did it.

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I knew it was a rattlesnake before I picked it up.

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And you're like, Jackie, why would you do such a thing?

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Well, because I didn't want to disappoint somebody.

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I had the fear of disappointing people.

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I had the fear of people being upset at me.

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I had, you know, just fear in general.

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Fear is a really bad decision maker.

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Did you guys know that?

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It's really, really, really bad decision maker.

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And so I had all kinds of different things that caused me to make the wrong choice kind

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of on purpose.

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I knew it wasn't going to work out well.

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And then guess what?

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I wasn't surprised when it didn't work out well.

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Whether it was a business opportunity, whether it was having someone come and work for me,

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whether it was, you know, whether to go to an event or not, or to receive an invitation

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or take an invitation, there's just all kinds of lists of things.

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So for all of you that are sitting around and thinking, hey, you know, people that are

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super spiritual like Jackie Dorman, they make all the right decisions.

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Let's just laugh at that together because that's ridiculous.

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And so as you can see, our life is made up of all kinds of decisions.

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Tiny decisions and big decisions.

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But I believe that after we make the decision, I just recently made a really bad decision.

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I halfway knew that it wasn't the greatest decision.

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And I don't want you guys to think that I'm just roaming through life making all the bad

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decisions.

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I make good decisions too, you know.

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But I want you to see the beauty of the freedom of free will and choice.

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Now, very few of those decisions did God just say, don't do it.

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I'm not talking about having a word from the Lord and being disobedient.

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I'm not talking about that at all.

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I'm talking about my regular laying down, sitting up, eating, drinking, walking around

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life.

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There's all kinds of decisions to be made.

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And how many of you know that you don't have a word from the Lord on all of them?

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You just got to kind of use your own wisdom.

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And we lack wisdom, don't we?

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We lack wisdom because we're operating under a lot of fear.

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All of us, without exception, is believing a lie right now about something in our life,

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about ourselves, about someone else, about situations.

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And so I try to make good decisions, but sometimes I make decisions with the wrong motivations.

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Like I just said, not wanting to disappoint someone, not wanting to let somebody down.

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Trust me, I'm getting cured of that.

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It's been a long road though, because of my past, because of my childhood.

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We all have a predisposition to certain things that trip us up and distract us a lot.

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So life is full of all these decisions.

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And you know, I pray about them.

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I do, but you don't always get a clear answer, do you, friends?

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Sometimes you get a gut instinct.

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Sometimes you have a check in your heart like, hey, yeah, that's probably not the best choice.

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Sometimes other people come along and they're just like, hey, you know, I took that road

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once too and it wasn't actually the greatest road.

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There's a lot of potholes on it.

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So maybe you want to take a different route and you just do it yourself.

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You just go yourself.

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You just do it anyway.

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Why?

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Because you've got a hard head.

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I get it.

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I've been hard headed many, many times and I don't know where Holy Spirit's taking us

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right now because I want to talk about Advent, but apparently Holy Spirit wants to talk about

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this.

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We're going to talk about this for a few minutes.

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So life is made up of all these beautiful moments of choice, friends.

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And I just want to let you know that if you make a choice and it's not the right choice

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and you realize it's not the right choice and you come to God and you say, hey, I made

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a bad choice here.

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I can see it very clearly.

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I shouldn't have trusted this person.

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I shouldn't have gone to this thing.

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I shouldn't have taken this job.

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I'm two weeks in now and they're already giving pink slips out to people because they're downsizing.

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There's things that we do, friends, where we can just come to the Lord and we can say,

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hey, I exercise this beautiful gift of free will and choice that you've given me.

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And I went down the wrong road and I need you to put my feet back on the road to you.

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I need you to take my feet off this path of pain.

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This is a scripture, actually, and lead me back to you, lead me back to your will for

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my life.

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And friends, His will for your life is for you to be in perfect peace, for you to have

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perfect joy, for you to be in health, for you to prosper even as your soul prospers.

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And it's a journey to get there.

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It's a journey to get there.

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And God will do exactly what you've asked.

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And so this is where I wanted to get to.

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He will lead you to good places.

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Will they be the same places that you would have gotten to if you would have made different

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decisions along the road?

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Probably not.

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Maybe sometimes, but it's okay.

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What I'm trying to help all of you understand is that you haven't missed any boats because

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every time you ask God to put your feet back on the path, you're still going to a really

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great place.

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And this is why God doesn't choose our spouses, because we always end up on different roads

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because of our own free will and choice.

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I hope it doesn't offend you for me to tell you that there is right now on earth, probably

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dozens of people that you could be happily married to out of the eight plus billion people.

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It's not really a lot of people because there's eight plus billion of us.

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Maybe there's hundreds of people that you could be happily married to.

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You're like, what?

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Oh my God, that's so random, Jackie.

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No, it's not.

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It's not random.

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I want you to get out of this idea of the one.

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Even if you believe it's just a little tiny bit, I want you to get out of that idea.

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What I want you to understand is that there are people on this earth like you that love

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God and that are trying their best.

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They're putting one foot in front of the other every single day, and they're praying these

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prayers, asking God to lead them to him.

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And all you have to do is cross paths with one of them.

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And make a decision that you guys are going to walk together.

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David and I did not have to love each other.

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There were definitely obstacles to us coming together.

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And there were many times in our friendship where it occurred to me that, hey, you know,

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maybe this could become a relationship.

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And then there were also times that I was like, yeah, I don't really want that.

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And it wasn't relationship anxiety.

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It wasn't relationship OCD.

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It wasn't necessarily my attachment style.

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It was I have free will.

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And I stand before you today to tell you that had I not married David and gone on this adventure

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of blended family and all the things that we've done for almost 20 years now, which

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I do not regret for one moment, I'm so glad that I said yes, I still believe I'd be happily

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married right now.

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Does that weird you out?

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I would just be happily married to somebody else.

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The reason why I believe that Holy Spirit is taking us down this road this morning is

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because he wants you to stop believing that there's just one adventure that you can take

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in this life.

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There's many adventures.

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adventures that are of Him.

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There's many adventures that are of Him because we make God so black and white, so wrong and

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white.

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But you have to understand this is the same author of the cosmos, of quantum physics,

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of everything outside of this tiny little ball that we're spinning around.

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Yes, I believe that the earth is round and not flat in the universe because we put everything

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in our lives in such a tiny little box.

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And that's the beauty of the season of Advent, which is what I want to do Supernatural Saturday

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on.

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So thank you, Holy Spirit, for bringing this thought full circle.

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Do you guys realize that during Jesus's time, Israel had not heard from a prophet in 400

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years?

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Wow y'all.

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That's crazy.

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If your only way to hear from God is through a person, through a prophet, and there's been

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dead silence for 400 years, that'd be pretty scary, wouldn't it?

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It'd be really scary.

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There's some different players in the Advent story, and all of them had to risk a lot.

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Mary risked a lot, Joseph, there was a lot of risk, Israel in general, 400 years of silence.

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And a lot of you feel like that too.

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Right?

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A lot of you feel like there's been a lot of silence, there's been a lot of missed expectations.

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And so let's talk about that because God wants to increase our expectation during the season.

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I believe this is a miraculous season, bringing it full circle to the beginning of Supernatural

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Saturday today.

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I do believe that there are times and seasons where there's just more angelic movement.

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And this is one of them, friends.

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This is a season marked by angels.

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And I know that you can't see them, or at least most of you can't.

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Some of you may have been able to see them once or twice, or maybe you see them regularly.

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I used to have a pastor who used to see angels all the time, but they're all around you.

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The messengers of heaven, they're all around.

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There's all kinds of agents of heaven, agents of heaven all around us all the time, ready

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to make things happen.

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So we're not going to talk about Advent this morning as a tradition.

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A lot of people, it's traditional, they have an Advent calendar, they light a candle, they

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do something depending on what your denomination of Christianity is.

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I want to talk about living in this expectation season.

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Because Advent is about being between the promise and the fulfillment.

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And a lot of us have felt like that is where we live all the time, between the prophecy

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and the manifestation of the prophecy, between whatever God said to you and it actually showing

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up in your life.

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And that space has a name and we call it Advent.

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But it's important that we understand that Advent is not about passive waiting, and that's

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not what last year singles about either.

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It's about active expectation.

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And that's why during your heartwork season, when you come into this community, the very

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first thing we do is heartwork.

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And the very first thing we do in heartwork is we raise up our expectations.

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Because there's nowhere in the word of God where God tells us to not hope too much or

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to lower our expectations or to be content with less.

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He doesn't.

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He tells us to prepare.

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He tells us to ready our hearts.

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He tells us to stay awake.

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He tells us to keep our oil full.

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Always ready for some kind of divine encounter.

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And so this season is the embodiment of that.

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Advent is the tension of knowing that something is coming even when you can't see it yet.

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And I love expectation.

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A lot of you that have been around here for some time know that at the very beginning

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of my discipleship, God began to teach me expectation.

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He began to teach me preparation.

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I remember the days where he told me to pack a bag and leave it by the front door like

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you would if you were pregnant and going to give birth and go to the hospital.

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I didn't know what to put in the bag.

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I asked him, what should I put in the suitcase that I'm packing?

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And he just said a little bit of everything.

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Well, where am I going?

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Well, you'll see.

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And I kept a packed bag at the door ready to go.

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I was ready to go.

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I've also made sure in my life, this is something that I continue to do, is I tie up loose ends.

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So if God wants to put me into a new season, he can.

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There's never a time in my life where I have lots of loose ends.

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I don't.

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I tie up my loose ends and I tie them up pretty quickly because I want God to be free to promote

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me no matter what I'm doing.

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You know, back in the days where, you know, wars would pop up, thankfully that's not necessarily

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happening right now.

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We have a different type of war.

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We have cyber wars and we have chemical warfare wars and, you know, biological contaminant

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wars.

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But back in the day of just the footman wars, there were these people, these men, and they

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called them minute men and they were a militia and they were highly trained, but they were

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just busy doing their regular lives.

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They were farmers and, you know, most of the population was agricultural, so they were

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mostly farmers, but they could be craftsmen, tradesmen of some sort.

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But at any moment they could be called to go to battle and they were ready.

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They were ready, you guys.

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That's where the scriptures talk about beating your plowshares into swords.

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It's talking about just leaving what you're doing and going.

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And I live my life that way.

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I'm always ready for the adventure.

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If God is going somewhere, I'm calling shotgun.

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I'm going to.

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Now, I'm not saying you need to live your life that way.

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Maybe that isn't for everybody.

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Maybe that's just something that God's given me to do, but if that sounds exciting to you,

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then I want to encourage you to tie up your loose ends.

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Tie up your loose ends.

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I know that we get frustrated because God starts with small things and that's what Advent

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is all about.

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Jesus could have arrived instantly.

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We know that.

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But instead, God chose him to be gestated inside of Mary, a teenage girl's womb.

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He definitely could have arrived supernaturally, fully formed, fully grown, unmistakably powerful.

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I mean, all of Israel had been waiting for Meshuach forever, right?

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So I mean, that would have been amazing and incredible, and I'm sure that most people

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expected him to arrive that way, but he didn't.

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He chose a buildup.

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He chose a gestation, a pregnancy, an incubation, a process, because every promise has a process.

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And why is that?

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Because miracles are often formed.

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They're formed.

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I know that we think of miracles as being instantaneous, and there definitely are very

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instantaneous miracles.

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But oftentimes, miracles are formed before they're revealed.

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And we see Jesus, even in process, when he's healing people and doing things, just doing

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some sort of process, having people wash, making mud packs for people's eyes, and just

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doing all kinds of different things, we see some process in some of the miracles that

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Jesus performed when he was on earth.

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I think there are lots of reasons for that.

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I think that one of the reasons is that Jesus was showing that there was a part to play

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and also showing that not all miracles look alike.

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But most of all, I just really believe that Advent teaches us that God is always working

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behind the scenes, y'all.

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I really want to encourage you with that right now, because a lot of you don't see any changes

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on the surface of your life, and I want to encourage you that God is always working behind

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the scenes long before anything steps onto the center of the stage.

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Long before.

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Have any of you ever been in a play?

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I have.

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I really wanted to be involved in the theater when I was younger, and I was in theater in

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high school, and I was in plays when I was younger.

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And before that curtain goes up, even dress rehearsal curtain goes up, the day before,

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long before the show, we're preparing, right?

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In fact, it's all preparation.

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It's all preparation for, you know, I was only in plays that ran for one day.

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Perhaps there's shows that run for weeks and months, and I know that they do.

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But in my experience, it was a lot of preparation for just one day of center stage.

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it was a lot of preparation.

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is 95% behind the curtain or behind the scenes.

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And so I don't want you to despise small beginnings

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because small beginnings do not equal small outcomes.

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Just because there's only maybe a little bit of progress

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in something that you've been praying for for years

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doesn't mean that tomorrow it can't show up fully formed.

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That happened with my brother.

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In fact, if I'm being fully transparent with you,

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I actually had been sort of giving up hope

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that anything was gonna change with him.

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And he's physically just so unwell

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that I actually was expecting instead of the miracle

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that God promised me 28 years ago,

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I was more expecting his miracle

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to be just him taking home to be with Jesus,

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if I'm being fully honest.

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And can I tell you that even though

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there's been 28 years of prayer on this,

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I didn't really see any type of change

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on the surface of him.

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In fact, I had just talked to him.

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He had just been at my house and I was so frustrated

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because he wanted to like live in his car in my driveway

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for the winter and I had to tell him no.

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See friends, these are the lessons that we learn

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when we make decisions

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because we don't wanna disappoint people.

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This is the kind of stuff I'm talking about

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where I have allowed my brother or someone else

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to do something that I knew wasn't a good idea

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and then I had to live in the consequences of that

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because I said yes, because I didn't wanna upset them.

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You guys do it too.

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Y'all do it too.

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I know you do.

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So he had just left here

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and he was roaming around Texas somewhere.

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And you guys, I've been through this for 28 years with him.

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And then he calls me out of nowhere and says,

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I found a house because I've been asking him for years.

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Will you please find a trailer?

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Will you please find a camper?

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Will you please find a double wide?

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Will you please find a little house somewhere,

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a piece of land that we can put a camper on,

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anything so that you're not homeless?

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Because my mom left money for him.

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There's no reason for him to be homeless

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and he just wouldn't do it.

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No, I don't wanna do that.

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I don't wanna do it.

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I wanna live in my car.

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I wanna be mobile.

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I wanna be in my car.

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I don't wanna, 100,000 different reasons why.

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None of them make sense

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and none of them are based in reality.

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And then out of nowhere, friends,

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out of nowhere during this Advent season,

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he says, I found this place, I want it.

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What, you want it?

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You wanna put down a trailer?

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You wanna put down roots?

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You wanna make a commitment and buy this little house?

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Okay, well, it's out of the price range

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of what mom left for you.

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So go out for the guy this much money.

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See if he'll take this much money

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for this little tiny 1,000 square foot house

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on a literally a tiny little 3,000 square foot lot.

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And the guy took it.

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And at any point in that process of closing on that property,

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my brother could have backed out

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and I've seen him change his mind a million times,

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not necessarily about a house.

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This is as far as we've ever gotten with this,

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but all kinds of different things,

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renting an apartment,

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something that would cause him to not be homeless

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and not have us worry about his safety every day.

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And you guys, it went all the way through

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and he's now a homeowner and lives in a house.

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And can I tell you that this miracle kind of snuck up on me

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because I wasn't expecting it at all.

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I've been expecting it in past seasons and maybe that's you.

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I can tell you about past seasons where I was like,

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man, I really think something's gonna shift with Jake.

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I was praying for him and I felt something in my spirit.

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And I really think that this is the time.

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And guess what?

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It wasn't.

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But this time it came with no fanfare.

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It came with no Holy Ghost goosebumps.

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It came with nothing that would announce

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any kind of miraculous time except it just happened.

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So friends, I don't care if you feel

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spiritually dull right now.

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If you haven't had a word from the Lord for a while,

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if you haven't felt angelic activity for a while,

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if you haven't felt like there's any kind of

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supernatural hope on your promise for a while,

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I am telling you that we are in a season

482
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where messiahs come unannounced in mangers.

483
00:29:49.160 --> 00:29:50.560
Do you hear me?

484
00:29:56.320 --> 00:29:59.440
And they may not look like much at first, but they grow.

485
00:30:00.000 --> 00:30:04.460
into the most miraculous events of our lives.

486
00:30:08.560 --> 00:30:11.000
So just because you don't see it yet

487
00:30:11.000 --> 00:30:12.320
doesn't mean it hasn't started,

488
00:30:13.320 --> 00:30:14.220
because it has.

489
00:30:15.660 --> 00:30:17.460
So just like what I just went through,

490
00:30:17.740 --> 00:30:20.360
the danger of this type of season

491
00:30:20.360 --> 00:30:22.600
is that we are losing expectation

492
00:30:22.900 --> 00:30:25.040
right before our breakthroughs,

493
00:30:25.040 --> 00:30:28.540
just like me and my brother Jake, okay?

494
00:30:28.980 --> 00:30:30.020
So what happens?

495
00:30:30.240 --> 00:30:31.280
Why do we lose expectation?

496
00:30:31.980 --> 00:30:34.440
Well, it's been a long time.

497
00:30:34.800 --> 00:30:35.500
Hope feels risky.

498
00:30:35.920 --> 00:30:36.260
Anybody else?

499
00:30:36.540 --> 00:30:37.220
Hope feels risky.

500
00:30:38.280 --> 00:30:39.260
You know, my brother was saying,

501
00:30:39.340 --> 00:30:40.740
you know, he's gonna sleep in my driveway

502
00:30:40.740 --> 00:30:41.980
in his car for the winter.

503
00:30:42.200 --> 00:30:43.740
Dear God, by the way, I said no.

504
00:30:43.860 --> 00:30:44.680
Are you proud of me?

505
00:30:44.760 --> 00:30:46.420
I literally said, no, you're not.

506
00:30:46.500 --> 00:30:49.360
You're not gonna stay in my driveway in your car.

507
00:30:50.760 --> 00:30:52.180
You're not gonna do it.

508
00:30:53.080 --> 00:30:55.860
Sometimes, you know, our miracle breakthrough

509
00:30:55.860 --> 00:30:57.860
is gonna come on the other side of us

510
00:30:57.860 --> 00:30:59.420
saying no to something,

511
00:31:02.120 --> 00:31:03.900
something that we would normally say yes to,

512
00:31:05.160 --> 00:31:08.340
because once again, we're people pleasers.

513
00:31:08.500 --> 00:31:09.560
Let's just admit it.

514
00:31:10.800 --> 00:31:13.360
Most of you women on here are definitely people pleasers.

515
00:31:16.560 --> 00:31:17.900
So try this word.

516
00:31:18.000 --> 00:31:18.880
It's a little word.

517
00:31:19.000 --> 00:31:20.360
It's very easy to say.

518
00:31:21.340 --> 00:31:22.700
No, say it with me.

519
00:31:23.500 --> 00:31:24.020
No.

520
00:31:25.860 --> 00:31:26.980
I kind of like it.

521
00:31:26.980 --> 00:31:27.840
You like it?

522
00:31:27.840 --> 00:31:29.020
It's kind of a good word.

523
00:31:29.940 --> 00:31:30.260
No.

524
00:31:30.480 --> 00:31:32.340
And the reason why we have such a hard time

525
00:31:32.340 --> 00:31:33.380
saying no to other people

526
00:31:33.380 --> 00:31:35.900
is because we've had too many people say no to us.

527
00:31:36.980 --> 00:31:38.800
We've had too many no's in our lives,

528
00:31:38.920 --> 00:31:41.120
and we just simply don't want to cause

529
00:31:41.120 --> 00:31:42.760
the same type of disappointment in others

530
00:31:42.760 --> 00:31:44.480
that we've had all of our lives,

531
00:31:44.680 --> 00:31:46.260
and I understand that,

532
00:31:46.280 --> 00:31:49.180
but you cannot say yes to everything.

533
00:31:50.200 --> 00:31:51.640
You gotta say no

534
00:31:51.640 --> 00:31:54.240
so that you can have that better yes, right?

535
00:31:54.240 --> 00:31:55.920
We want that better yes,

536
00:31:56.140 --> 00:31:57.900
and so I don't think it's an accident,

537
00:31:58.340 --> 00:31:59.040
because guess what?

538
00:31:59.220 --> 00:32:01.720
My brother wouldn't have been off driving around Texas

539
00:32:01.800 --> 00:32:03.120
if I would have said yes.

540
00:32:03.200 --> 00:32:05.580
He would have been in my driveway, wouldn't he have?

541
00:32:07.200 --> 00:32:09.000
He would have been sleeping in my driveway,

542
00:32:10.300 --> 00:32:11.800
and what would have caused,

543
00:32:11.920 --> 00:32:13.140
it would have been a delay.

544
00:32:13.380 --> 00:32:14.440
There would have been another delay,

545
00:32:14.700 --> 00:32:16.420
and maybe that house would have been purchased

546
00:32:16.420 --> 00:32:17.360
by someone else,

547
00:32:17.420 --> 00:32:19.260
and maybe it would be a different house that he lived in,

548
00:32:19.260 --> 00:32:19.880
because once again,

549
00:32:20.140 --> 00:32:21.800
I believe the breakthrough was gonna come,

550
00:32:21.900 --> 00:32:23.560
but I think that we, a lot of times,

551
00:32:23.560 --> 00:32:25.500
decide the timeline of the breakthrough

552
00:32:25.860 --> 00:32:28.280
based on what we're willing to put up with.

553
00:32:34.540 --> 00:32:37.520
I mean, if you're willing to go around the mountain

554
00:32:37.660 --> 00:32:39.460
another 40 years

555
00:32:39.460 --> 00:32:42.600
instead of facing some of your fears in the promised land,

556
00:32:42.740 --> 00:32:43.560
then so be it.

557
00:32:52.020 --> 00:32:53.700
I do know this.

558
00:32:54.720 --> 00:32:57.300
I know that when you begin to partner with expectation,

559
00:32:57.380 --> 00:32:59.160
it's going to stretch your capacity.

560
00:33:02.740 --> 00:33:06.000
You are going to have to face your fears.

561
00:33:06.140 --> 00:33:08.660
You're going to have to align your posture with heaven

562
00:33:09.460 --> 00:33:10.740
in a place of faith,

563
00:33:12.020 --> 00:33:13.540
and the reason why we let go of that fear

564
00:33:13.540 --> 00:33:13.540


565
00:33:13.540 --> 00:33:13.540


566
00:33:13.540 --> 00:33:13.540


567
00:33:13.540 --> 00:33:13.540


568
00:33:13.540 --> 00:33:14.160
and let go of expectation

569
00:33:14.160 --> 00:33:15.640
is because it's been too long,

570
00:33:15.660 --> 00:33:16.680
and hope feels risky.

571
00:33:17.280 --> 00:33:18.960
We don't want to take risks anymore.

572
00:33:19.900 --> 00:33:22.640
We're constantly listening to that voice of disappointment

573
00:33:22.940 --> 00:33:24.020
that's whispering to us,

574
00:33:24.380 --> 00:33:26.040
don't get your hopes up.

575
00:33:26.740 --> 00:33:28.460
I know that voice very well,

576
00:33:28.480 --> 00:33:29.580
and I know you do as well.

577
00:33:32.060 --> 00:33:35.400
So how can we stay expectant in this season

578
00:33:35.400 --> 00:33:37.240
without demanding to be in control?

579
00:33:39.560 --> 00:33:40.760
How can we do it?

580
00:33:46.720 --> 00:33:52.140
Well, we can continue to align and prepare.

581
00:33:53.320 --> 00:33:54.120
I packed that bag,

582
00:33:54.280 --> 00:33:54.940
I set it by the door,

583
00:33:55.040 --> 00:33:57.160
I had no idea where I was going or when I was going,

584
00:33:57.240 --> 00:33:58.220
I just knew I was going.

585
00:34:00.460 --> 00:34:02.140
And friends, you don't prepare a nursery

586
00:34:02.240 --> 00:34:03.620
after a baby arrives

587
00:34:04.120 --> 00:34:05.900
unless you didn't know the baby was coming,

588
00:34:05.960 --> 00:34:07.540
and I have seen some stories like that,

589
00:34:07.560 --> 00:34:09.000
and they're very strange stories,

590
00:34:10.940 --> 00:34:13.520
but we prepare for what we believe is coming.

591
00:34:15.239 --> 00:34:17.199
Remember, belief requires action.

592
00:34:18.460 --> 00:34:20.139
And so you continue to prepare

593
00:34:22.940 --> 00:34:25.400
even when it doesn't feel like anything has changed.

594
00:34:27.760 --> 00:34:28.980
And so for those of you

595
00:34:28.980 --> 00:34:30.800
that are praying for miracle breakthroughs

596
00:34:32.020 --> 00:34:33.520
in whatever area of your life,

597
00:34:33.620 --> 00:34:35.739
but you have not made room for them yet,

598
00:34:35.880 --> 00:34:36.960
that's your first step.

599
00:34:38.560 --> 00:34:40.380
Because if Advent is anything,

600
00:34:40.480 --> 00:34:43.420
it is not just the invitation to hope

601
00:34:43.420 --> 00:34:44.239
and to expect,

602
00:34:44.400 --> 00:34:45.260
but also to prepare.

603
00:34:47.000 --> 00:34:48.219
So let's apply this.

604
00:34:48.480 --> 00:34:49.560
Let's personally apply this.

605
00:34:49.760 --> 00:34:50.800
We have a few minutes left.

606
00:34:52.480 --> 00:34:58.260
All right, so what are we gonna speak over?

607
00:35:00.000 --> 00:35:02.000
What have you lost some expectation in?

608
00:35:02.180 --> 00:35:03.580
I just use my brother as an example

609
00:35:03.580 --> 00:35:06.380
because it's a miracle that my family is still celebrating.

610
00:35:06.520 --> 00:35:07.580
Just happened this month.

611
00:35:08.340 --> 00:35:10.280
So, very excited about it.

612
00:35:10.920 --> 00:35:14.320
Still just, actually just in awe of it.

613
00:35:15.880 --> 00:35:17.320
My brother's sending me pictures.

614
00:35:17.580 --> 00:35:18.860
The washer and dryer got delivered.

615
00:35:18.940 --> 00:35:21.080
My brother lives in a house with a washer and dryer.

616
00:35:21.160 --> 00:35:21.860
My God.

617
00:35:24.480 --> 00:35:25.620
What in the world?

618
00:35:25.620 --> 00:35:25.880
What?

619
00:35:31.160 --> 00:35:32.360
Sleeps in a bed.

620
00:35:34.180 --> 00:35:35.140
Sleeps in a bed, you guys.

621
00:35:35.380 --> 00:35:35.960
Sleeps in a bed.

622
00:35:40.140 --> 00:35:44.320
All right, so, maybe there's a relationship in your life

623
00:35:44.320 --> 00:35:45.280
and I don't mean romantic,

624
00:35:45.480 --> 00:35:46.860
but a different type of relationship

625
00:35:46.860 --> 00:35:49.200
that you just stopped expecting any kind of healing

626
00:35:50.000 --> 00:35:50.740
to happen in.

627
00:35:50.740 --> 00:35:52.400
It's just been so bad for so long.

628
00:35:53.540 --> 00:35:55.520
You used to believe that you were gonna have breakthrough

629
00:35:55.520 --> 00:35:56.500
in that relationship.

630
00:35:56.940 --> 00:35:58.320
You used to believe there was gonna be healing,

631
00:35:59.960 --> 00:36:01.720
forgiveness, reconciliation, but you stopped believing.

632
00:36:04.540 --> 00:36:04.940
Right?

633
00:36:05.540 --> 00:36:07.420
Maybe there's something that you've wanted to do

634
00:36:07.420 --> 00:36:09.080
and you've worked towards in the past,

635
00:36:09.140 --> 00:36:10.860
but it didn't work out, so you shelved it.

636
00:36:11.060 --> 00:36:12.780
Some of you have shelved promises.

637
00:36:13.020 --> 00:36:14.920
You have promises that are on a shelf somewhere.

638
00:36:15.560 --> 00:36:17.440
You gotta take them down during this season.

639
00:36:17.480 --> 00:36:18.520
You gotta dust them off,

640
00:36:18.560 --> 00:36:20.200
just like you do your Christmas ornaments.

641
00:36:20.440 --> 00:36:23.720
Take them out of the boxes, clean them up, look at them.

642
00:36:26.240 --> 00:36:28.080
Remember, remember where you got them

643
00:36:28.380 --> 00:36:30.100
and how it made you feel.

644
00:36:30.300 --> 00:36:32.660
A lot of people don't have just Christmas box,

645
00:36:33.080 --> 00:36:33.920
Christmas ornaments from Target.

646
00:36:34.040 --> 00:36:35.420
You have things that mean something.

647
00:36:36.380 --> 00:36:40.480
You have memories tucked away in boxes

648
00:36:40.480 --> 00:36:42.100
that you bring out once a year.

649
00:36:43.280 --> 00:36:44.780
So, perhaps at this time of year,

650
00:36:44.820 --> 00:36:47.020
it's time for you to take some of your wishes and dreams

651
00:36:47.120 --> 00:36:49.440
and hopes off the shelf and take a good look at them.

652
00:36:50.360 --> 00:36:52.580
That might look like taking out your old journals

653
00:36:52.580 --> 00:36:53.420
and reading them.

654
00:36:54.340 --> 00:36:56.240
You'd be surprised what you've written to yourself.

655
00:36:57.380 --> 00:36:59.920
Can I tell you that those of you that journal,

656
00:37:00.200 --> 00:37:02.560
you are literally journaling to yourself.

657
00:37:02.680 --> 00:37:04.140
And if you go read old journals,

658
00:37:04.140 --> 00:37:05.740
you will minister to yourself

659
00:37:05.740 --> 00:37:07.580
like nothing you've ever experienced.

660
00:37:08.080 --> 00:37:10.980
I can't tell you how many times I've needed encouragement

661
00:37:11.340 --> 00:37:13.220
and no one was encouraging me.

662
00:37:13.220 --> 00:37:14.900
And I went and read old journals

663
00:37:14.900 --> 00:37:18.120
because I have haphazardly been a journaler,

664
00:37:18.220 --> 00:37:20.900
meaning I'm not consistent, I don't do it every day.

665
00:37:20.900 --> 00:37:24.980
But I go through spurts of it since 2010

666
00:37:25.720 --> 00:37:27.500
and I will get out those old journals

667
00:37:27.500 --> 00:37:29.800
and I will minister to myself with them.

668
00:37:33.100 --> 00:37:34.920
So, maybe that's what it looks like.

669
00:37:35.460 --> 00:37:37.000
Maybe getting out an old vision board.

670
00:37:37.660 --> 00:37:40.020
Maybe for those of you that keep prophetic words,

671
00:37:41.000 --> 00:37:43.080
maybe you have them recorded in your phone

672
00:37:43.080 --> 00:37:44.860
or you have them written down somewhere,

673
00:37:44.900 --> 00:37:47.220
getting those things out, taking a look at those things.

674
00:37:48.300 --> 00:37:50.580
Guys, we are gonna be doing a very, very fun,

675
00:37:50.580 --> 00:37:52.020
I should have done this at the beginning

676
00:37:52.020 --> 00:37:54.400
during the housekeeping portion of Supernatural Saturday,

677
00:37:54.620 --> 00:37:58.280
but we are going to be doing a really fun event

678
00:37:58.280 --> 00:38:00.660
at the new year for our times and seasons.

679
00:38:02.200 --> 00:38:03.860
My good friend, Bethany Hicks,

680
00:38:03.920 --> 00:38:07.860
who is one of the most accurate prophets of our day,

681
00:38:08.300 --> 00:38:11.280
in my opinion and a lot of other people's opinions as well.

682
00:38:11.760 --> 00:38:14.160
She has written a book called Seasons and Assignments,

683
00:38:14.420 --> 00:38:15.920
Know What to Do and When to Do It.

684
00:38:16.240 --> 00:38:18.820
So we did prophesy your year at Rosh Hashanah

685
00:38:18.820 --> 00:38:21.140
and we're going to do Seasons and Assignments

686
00:38:22.080 --> 00:38:23.720
on January 4th.

687
00:38:24.100 --> 00:38:27.760
It's gonna be a really cool, very prophesy your year like.

688
00:38:29.740 --> 00:38:33.460
First, you're going to be able to discern what season is,

689
00:38:33.580 --> 00:38:36.100
what your season is and what you should be doing

690
00:38:36.100 --> 00:38:37.920
in that season and then we're going to lean

691
00:38:37.920 --> 00:38:40.800
into the prophetic to find out what it looks like

692
00:38:40.800 --> 00:38:43.320
to partner with that season, January, February,

693
00:38:43.620 --> 00:38:47.400
March, April, May, June, July, August, throughout the year.

694
00:38:47.960 --> 00:38:51.260
So what does it look like to partner with that season

695
00:38:52.380 --> 00:38:53.200
throughout the year?

696
00:38:53.320 --> 00:38:55.180
And so we'll be going into Zoom rooms,

697
00:38:55.400 --> 00:38:57.100
we'll be giving each other prophetic words

698
00:38:57.100 --> 00:38:59.140
and we'll be activating and we'll be doing

699
00:38:59.140 --> 00:39:01.200
a lot of the things that we do at prophesy your year,

700
00:39:01.380 --> 00:39:05.060
but just with a different bent on knowing your season

701
00:39:05.060 --> 00:39:09.120
and your assignment and how can you walk it out this year

702
00:39:09.320 --> 00:39:12.160
so that this year can be a year of breakthrough.

703
00:39:12.340 --> 00:39:14.420
Did you know that this coming year is your year?

704
00:39:16.700 --> 00:39:20.880
It's your year for something.

705
00:39:22.220 --> 00:39:23.800
There should not be a year that passes

706
00:39:23.800 --> 00:39:25.720
where there's not something significant

707
00:39:25.720 --> 00:39:26.980
that happens in your life.

708
00:39:27.560 --> 00:39:28.520
It's your year.

709
00:39:29.220 --> 00:39:30.980
A lot of people are always hoping and praying

710
00:39:30.980 --> 00:39:32.820
it's gonna be their year, but it is your year.

711
00:39:33.340 --> 00:39:35.560
The problem is, is a lot of times we do not come

712
00:39:35.560 --> 00:39:38.620
into alignment with heaven on what actually

713
00:39:38.620 --> 00:39:39.860
is happening in our lives.

714
00:39:40.040 --> 00:39:43.640
If I told you all the times that I cried and I moaned

715
00:39:43.640 --> 00:39:46.220
and I complained because I wanted it to be my time

716
00:39:46.220 --> 00:39:48.560
and season for something that wasn't ripe yet,

717
00:39:48.980 --> 00:39:51.260
when there was something ripe right in front of me

718
00:39:51.260 --> 00:39:53.940
that I was not taking advantage of,

719
00:39:54.280 --> 00:39:55.880
that was amazing and wonderful.

720
00:39:56.260 --> 00:39:58.700
It just wasn't the thing that I had my eyes on.

721
00:40:02.720 --> 00:40:05.660
We have to work with God, we have to partner with heaven.

722
00:40:08.160 --> 00:40:09.000
We do.

723
00:40:10.180 --> 00:40:15.420
And of course, I believe that all of you are here because partnership is something that

724
00:40:15.420 --> 00:40:16.560
you're ripe and ready for.

725
00:40:17.060 --> 00:40:23.720
So Advent is a time to pick these things back up because whatever miracle you decided was

726
00:40:23.720 --> 00:40:28.820
not for you anymore, let my situation with my brother Jacob tell you differently.

727
00:40:32.780 --> 00:40:36.740
It may not have happened when you wanted it to, but it's not dead yet.

728
00:40:38.780 --> 00:40:41.600
All right, go ahead and close your eyes, we're gonna do some activations here.

729
00:40:45.940 --> 00:40:49.280
Here's the question that I want you to ask.

730
00:40:51.080 --> 00:40:54.320
Holy Spirit, ask the Holy Spirit, say Holy Spirit.

731
00:40:55.800 --> 00:41:03.560
By the way, Holy Spirit is not an it, it's a he, it's a person of the Godhead, Father,

732
00:41:03.960 --> 00:41:06.800
Son, Holy Spirit, you can talk to him.

733
00:41:07.120 --> 00:41:08.020
You know that, right?

734
00:41:08.220 --> 00:41:10.240
If you didn't, now you do.

735
00:41:10.760 --> 00:41:17.160
Holy Spirit, where have I lowered my expectations to protect myself?

736
00:41:17.760 --> 00:41:19.000
Ask Holy Spirit to show you.

737
00:41:19.640 --> 00:41:27.340
Where have I lowered my expectations to protect my heart, myself from disappointment?

738
00:41:29.720 --> 00:41:30.400
Go ahead and ask that.

739
00:41:47.220 --> 00:41:53.660
All right, now I want you to ask, what do you want me to expect again in this season?

740
00:41:54.020 --> 00:41:56.880
What do you want me to expect again in this season?

741
00:42:20.480 --> 00:42:22.900
What do you want me to expect again?

742
00:42:32.940 --> 00:42:34.220
Okay, go ahead and put it in the chat.

743
00:43:15.740 --> 00:43:17.140
All right, go ahead and put it in the chat.

744
00:43:46.880 --> 00:43:47.120
All right, go ahead and put it in the chat.

745
00:44:16.880 --> 00:44:17.120
All right, go ahead and put it in the chat.

746
00:44:19.780 --> 00:44:22.760
All right, hopefully you guys are looking at what people are posting.

747
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I'm just giving you guys some space.

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Some powerful stuff in there, and I think you can see yourself in each other's responses,

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can't you?

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One thing that's beautiful about this community is that you're not in this by yourself.

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And every single week we see someone graduate from this place of expectation for marriage

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and family into the reality of it, don't we?

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We do.

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And just so you know.

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that person soon is going to be you.

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And I hear time after time after time from those people that they didn't think that it was going

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to be them. They just continued to prepare, they were continuing to hope. We don't just get what

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we expect, we get what we inspect. They continued to inspect what God had promised them and they

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continued to declare it. They had down days just like all of you do and it's not just about marriage

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and family, about all the other things that make up your life that you do not feel like are in

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complete alignment with what God has created you for. We all live in that tension friends, all of

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us, including myself. But it's a beautiful tension because it's called an adventure.

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I want you to stop looking at this life as a destination and start looking at it as an adventure.

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There's all kinds of things that I'm expecting that I don't have possession of

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in the natural. I believe that they've been declared in the spirit realm

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and I'm walking towards them. Some days fast, some days slow.

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We're all going to get there.

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So let's let this be a time of introspection with God during this Advent season.

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It's time to let go of some things. It's time to embrace some other things.

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This is a beautiful time at the end of the year where God can prune and purge.

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He can shift some things. Go back a couple Supernatural Saturdays to the dream a new dream

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message. Apply that here. There's some of you that your dream is just a little outdated. It needs an

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update. It's not lacking faith for you to ask for an update. Some of you are holding on to things

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that that really need a makeover. Okay, those things need a makeover. God wants to upgrade

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those things for you. He does. Lord Jesus, let's do a little prayer here.

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Father God, we come before you in this holy season of Advent. This beautiful space,

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Lord, between promise and fulfillment in the place where faith meets action.

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God, we acknowledge that you are not absent in our waiting.

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Just acknowledge that right now. God, you are not absent in our waiting.

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You are present. Lord, you're so present. You've just been preparing us. You've been repurposing

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some of us. Some of us have lost purpose and you're repurposing us. Help us to surrender

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to that repurposing. Things have felt quiet, Lord, concerning our promises.

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And we need a reminder right now that you're still at work. Father, I pray that every single

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person on this call, all 264 of them, get a reminder that you're still at work. That you've

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been working behind the scenes. We're asking, Holy Spirit, that you just peek your head from behind

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the curtain and you show us that you're still preparing the set. That you're still at work

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in these areas where we have longing. And our longing and desire is from you.

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It's not wrong. Our longing and desire is not wrong. Friends, I just want to let you know the

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Bible talks about people with strong desire and they are never shamed. And whatever you have

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come from the Lord, if it wasn't from God, you would have given up a long time ago.

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I want you to remind yourself of that. The human will is pretty fragile, friends. I just

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want to let you know. Strong-willed or not, the human will is fragile. And if it was not

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a desire from the Lord, it would not continue to renew itself. You would have given up

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and just moved on. A little jaded, perhaps, a little bitter, but you would have moved on.

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I submit to you this morning that the very fact that you still have whatever that desire is,

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desire is, after years and years and years of it not being fully fulfilled, means that

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it's from the Lord.

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Like my brother.

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Yeah, I just went through a season where, you know, I was starting to lose some hope,

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but trust me, friends, my fire would have been restoked, I would have been in a time

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of prayer, I would have felt the presence of Holy Spirit over the promise, and I would

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have been right back on it again.

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Right back on it again.

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Deep longing is allowed.

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Do not let anyone shame you for it.

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Do not let anyone tell you it's become an idol.

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You know what an idol is?

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An idol is something that you go to instead of God.

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All of you are coming to God with this.

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People don't bring their idols to God.

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They worship their idols, not God.

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Do you get it?

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Do you see the difference?

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People bring their requests and their desires, their hunger to God.

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Idols are something that you use instead of God.

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Now there may be some of you that are running off and making really bad decisions because

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you're trying to get your identity from something other than God, and that's where you get an

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idol territory.

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So if you're doing that, repent this morning and let it go.

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Put it back into God's hands.

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Your identity comes from Christ.

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It does not come from your job, your money, your career, a friendship that's gone the

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wrong way that you've had since you were five years old, and now you think without it, who

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are you even?

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You're a child of God.

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That's who you are.

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Marriage, family, being a mother, being a father, whatever it is, that you think that

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you have no identity without it, you're wrong.

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You do have an identity.

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You have an identity in Christ.

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That is where your identity is, and if that is where your identity is, then God can give

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you anything because you're not looking to it for significance.

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I'll just be honest with you.

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There's a lot of things that God's promised me that I don't think he gave me yet because

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I wasn't ready to receive it because my significance still was not in Christ, and I don't want

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you to get scared and say, oh, I'm never going to be there.

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I don't think God's waiting for us to have perfection.

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I think that he's waiting for us to align our hearts.

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It has nothing to do with perfection.

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You are going to fail a million more times before you leave this earth, but if you're

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And if God knows you have the kind of heart that's teachable, you have the kind of heart

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that is repentant, that is soft towards him, you have the kind of heart that he could come

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alongside you and say, oh, hey, by the way, this thing's not really healthy for you.

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I want you to let it go, and you would say, okay.

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I'm not saying you're not going to fuss a little now, friends.

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Come on, let's get real.

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I'm not going to say you're not going to pout a little bit.

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I'm not even going to say that you're going to do it the first time he tells you.

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You might wait till he tells you five or six times, but if he knows that you have the kind

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of heart that's eventually going to say yes to him, that's all that it matters.

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That's all that matters.

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I'm telling you, it's a beautiful thing when God says to you that, hey, you know what?

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I know you trust me, but I want to let you know I trust you too.

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Jesus, and I just release that over all of you right now.

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I don't think that you would be here if you didn't trust God.

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I think you'd be doing something else on a Saturday morning.

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But I want you to know that God trusts you, too.

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He trusts you with his promises.

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That's why he gave them to you.

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He trusts you with his prophecies.

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That's why he gave them to you.

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He trusts you with lineage and legacy.

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That's why you're the kinsman redeemer of your family.

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He knows you're not perfect, but he also knows that he is.

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And that his strength is made perfect when you give him your weakness.

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And so, Lord, we thank you that you've chosen us, that your hand's upon us, and we thank

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you for this season of expectation that we call Advent, this time of miracles, this time

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of manifestation, this time where things that have been long promised actually start

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to become visible.

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Lord, we thank you for these things, and I thank you for every Advent miracle that you

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are going to perform.

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I thank you for every life that's going to be changed, God.

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And we're asking that you would speak to us, but also through us, God, in this Advent

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season. We don't just want miracles for ourselves.

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We want miracles through us for others.

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And so, Lord, we are declaring right now that we are your agents of heaven, that we are

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your agents, that we are your feet, we are your hands, we are your mouths on the earth,

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Lord, and that you can.

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Use us to bring someone else's promise to pass.

881
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You can use us to bring someone else's prophetic word

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to fruition, Lord.

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You can, God.

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We are volunteering.

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We are volunteering.

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We're saying, here we are.

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Send us, utilize us, speak through us.

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Do what you need to do, Lord,

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through your human body on earth.

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In Jesus' name, amen.

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All right, friends, I love y'all.

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I'm expecting to hear about some wonderful things

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that God is speaking to you and breakthrough

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that's happening in this season of miracles.

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Go ahead and dust off some of that old stuff.

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Take a look, take a look.

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Remember, what is it that you've lost expectation for

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and what does God want you to start expecting again?

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That is the assignment.

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I'll see you soon, bye-bye.
