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So, hello everybody. Just wanted to give a little update. Um, last couple weeks, kind

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of soul searching a little bit to, yeah, find out, I don't know what it was like in our

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hearts and, um, I feel like, for me generally, I kind of get overwhelmed by like, I had this

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at art school too, where, you know, we would have to do all these assignments or they would

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give us tools of how to analyze what we were doing. And I just got lost in that. And like,

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I tried to, I tried to make everything focused on like the tools they were giving me or the

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assignments instead of like just sticking to making it come from myself. I kind of think

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of it as top-down, bottom-up, you know, like bottom-up design is like, you know, if you're

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designing a city, it's like people just start building houses, you know, in the old days and

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that turns into a city. That's bottom-up design. Top-down is more like modern where they have a

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clean slate and then say, okay, this is going to be where those houses are. And this is where

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that's going to be. And it's like this whole design situation. And, um, really got to stick

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with the bottom-up, like this authentic thing, if that makes sense to you guys. So, um, yeah. So

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kind of like to, to, to not focus on like the tools, but just focus on the heart and also to

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kind of let it be what it is for just for Mike and me, like to, to let it be okay. Well, for now

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it's just, it's just sharing our hearts. It's just sharing our testimonies and we don't know

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where it's headed next and just to kind of, you know, stick with the small steps. So that's

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kind of what we've been doing. And, uh, I can see also that as we're doing that, the need for

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like certain tools starts to become very logical or obvious. So I don't know if that's like a

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weird thing that only I have, but I just want to put that out there.