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All right, friends, welcome to Supernatural Saturday.

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I hope you're ready for some goodness from the Lord this morning.

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For those of you that have never been here before, you're in for a treat.

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Saturday is my favorite session.

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It's my favorite time of the week because it is a time when we look together to the

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Lord to find out what the heck is going on in heaven, because we want to have heaven

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on earth.

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So God has a reality, and we have a reality, and we want to live in God's reality, not

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ours, right?

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Amen?

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Do we want to be partaking of His reality?

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So today, because I am off-site, I'm down in Miami about to officiate a wedding, and

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I have lots to do today to go and get that done, we're going to have an abbreviated Supernatural

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So it's not going to be an hour long.

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We'll see how long it takes, but I have a word for all of you, and I want to release

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that.

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So let's look to the Lord.

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Father God, I'm so thankful for your goodness and your love.

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I'm so thankful that you see us and that you know us and that you still love us.

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You're always leading us and guiding us into bigger and better things, into your goodness,

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Lord, into your goodness, into good things for us.

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You don't want to give us tragedy, trauma.

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You're not trying to give us lessons.

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You're always leading us into good things, and good things require lessons a lot of times

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because we're not big enough to receive those things.

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We don't understand who we are, and so even the receiving of good things sometimes causes

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us pain, Lord, because it causes us to have to stretch.

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It causes us to have to acknowledge the places inside of us that do not believe that we are

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worthy.

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And so, Lord, we thank you, God, that you never give up on us, and you keep giving us

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opportunity after opportunity after opportunity to grow into and become everything that you

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created us to be.

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In Jesus' name, amen.

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Is that not the truth, friends?

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I know a lot of times people are like, oh, it's the bad things that change you and transform

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you and grow you.

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No.

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In fact, a lot of people just become bitter in the bad things.

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If we're being honest, if we're being honest, think about for those of you that have been

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parents and if you've never been a parent, you can imagine.

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I believe in my heart you can imagine what it would be like to be a parent.

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And it isn't the punishment that transforms the child.

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A lot of times it's the correction to abundance that transforms the child.

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You know, when they have to really step up and stretch in order to receive something

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that they really want, that's what transforms the child.

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A lot of times punishment just hardens their heart.

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And that's why if you grew up in a family where you were overpunished, just recently

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I was part of a weekend of transformation where we had to really acknowledge set limits

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inside of ourselves, inside of our hearts.

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And we're going to be doing a lot of that in 2026.

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Friends, I announced this the other night on Ask Jackie at the very beginning.

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If you didn't see that, go back and watch it.

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I announced it and I'm going to announce it again right now that 2026 in this community

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is going to look really different than 2025, especially for those of you that are in what

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we call VIP community, which is the phase three community.

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You've been here long enough to know better, and we're going to really help you to get

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unstuck however you're stuck and moving forward because God wants you moving forward.

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He really does.

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And so if you're going to stay here with us in community, we're going to really challenge

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you in some good ways.

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We're going to really challenge you in some good ways, and I'm looking forward to that.

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In love, we're going to challenge you in some good ways because you need to be living that

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big, beautiful life that Jesus died to give you.

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And we want that for you, not just in your love life, but in every area of your life.

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With that in mind, I want to announce that I have a presale on Modern Dating Sucks, my

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new book, A Matchmaker's Guide to Love in a Swipe Left World.

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I'm only releasing 500 copies as of now.

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Those are the only copies that I'm going to release.

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You'll be able to get a signed copy for $25 at my website.

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The link is JackieDorman.com forward slash MDS, Modern Dating Sucks, MDS book.

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It doesn't matter if those are capitals or lowercase, MDS book.

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You can go over there, and I believe that Bethany put up the link in all the groups.

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But as soon as those copies sell out, that is going to be our presale.

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So 500 copies, and I'm going to release it to the public probably next week so people

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can get it for their Christmas.

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They can't get it for their Christmas because it's four to six weeks to delivery, but they

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can actually know that they have it.

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People have been waiting for that book for a while.

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So a lot of challenging things coming in 2026.

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Some of that, the content from that book is going to really challenge you.

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Ladies, especially for those of you that are like, oh, he just needs to pursue me.

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Actually that's not really what I want.

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that biblical. If you want an arranged marriage, that's cool, and I know a lot of you think that's

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what you're waiting for. You're waiting for God to arrange you a marriage, but that's just not

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how it works, friends. That was part of culture. That wasn't part of God's plan. That was part

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of culture. You know, when you read the Bible, you have to differentiate between what is God,

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what is like God's original plan, and what was the culture that the Bible was written in.

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The Bible was written during a time where people did specific things. They did specific things,

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but we live in a modern world, and that's why it's about modern dating. You can't even find

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the word dating in the Bible because the way that we approach love in our love lives and romance

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in this modern age is not like anything that's ever been seen or done before. But you know what?

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It might suck, but your love story doesn't have to. But if you're trying to take a page from a

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playbook of things that don't exist anymore, and I'm not talking about God's ways. God's ways are

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the best ways, and God's ways are just woven all throughout this book. Community-based matchmaking,

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kind of bringing back some things that I believe are God's heart and His ways. But do not look for

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things from a bygone era in culture because we don't live in those times, and thank God.

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Ladies, thank God, because if you lived in that time, you'd be in big trouble.

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If you had a strong personality like me, they would have stoned you already.

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You would be gone. You would not be here anymore, and a lot of you have strong personalities.

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So I just want to let you know that those times are not coming back. There are some of you that

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are older. You're from the baby boomer generation, and you're waiting for the things to come back of

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the way people dated in the 50s and stuff. That ain't coming back, and you better be glad because

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the book talks about how that was a patriarchal propaganda generation where they were trying to

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put things back from the world wars. They let the ladies out of the house to go work in the

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factories to help make bullets and guns, and then they wanted them back in the house after the wars

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were over in the 50s. That's what happened there, friends. This isn't a hype. This isn't

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conspiracy theory. That's the truth, and so that was the media machine trying to tell you ladies

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that this was the better life, to be vacuuming your house and your pearls and sleeping with your

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waking up, and your only goal in life was to make sure that your little hubby was happy.

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Friends, that is downplaying the divine feminine. The feminine is powerful,

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and when the masculine and feminine partner together, we're powerful, and I'm not saying

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you can't be the keeper of the home, but in the Bible, that scripture doesn't mean what you think

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it means. It actually means the defender of the home, spiritual defender. It means you're a warrior,

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the warrior of the home, so it doesn't mean housekeeping. It means something different,

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but if that's your vibe, you want to be a trad wife, a traditional wife. They call it trad wife

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now, friends, if you haven't caught on to this trend, is a trad wife. If you want to be at home

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homesteading, milking goats, and making sourdough, do it. Whatever your vibe is, whatever you want,

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find a partner who also wants that and do it. I was just going through some notes from old

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weddings, old weddings that I've officiated, and one of the notes said that the thing that the

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person liked about the other person is that they both wanted a traditional marriage where he was

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going to go out and bring home the bacon, and she was going to fry it up in the pan. That's amazing

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because they wanted the same things, and that's the most important thing about partnership. You

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want one thing, and they want another thing. That's not going to be good, especially if you're

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like, well, I just want them, so I'm just going to want what they want. Can I tell you that that's

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not going to work? Oh, I'll just grow to like what they like. No, that's not going to work.

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Well, I don't really want to do this with the rest of my life, but maybe after we get married,

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they're going to change their mind. Oh, no, no, that's really not going to work.

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If they tell you who they are and what they want, don't try to change them. If they tell you they

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want children, then they don't want children. If they tell you they don't want any more children,

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then they don't want any more children. If they tell you that they can't have any more children,

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don't marry them just banking on a miracle from God. Does God do miracles? Yes, but if you really,

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really want children and they tell you that it's medically impossible to have children,

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don't just marry them thinking that you're going to get a miracle just because you married them.

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Now, if God tells you to marry them anyway and asks you to release that desire and let him

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but if they absolutely tell you that they don't want any more kids or they don't want any kids,

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then if you really want kids and that's the desire of your heart, then guess what? That's

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not your match, but they like me, Jackie. I don't care. That's not how it works

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because a couple years into that marriage, you're going to be feeling some kind of way

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about whatever it is that you gave up that was the desire of your heart.

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Just so that you could have someone sleeping next to you in the bed.

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This is why we have non-negotiables from heaven, and if having children is a non-negotiable

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from heaven for you, you're still in your childbearing years, you want a child, you

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know that it's part of God's plan for you to be a parent, whether it's through adoption

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or through birth, and this person says they absolutely do not want to raise any children,

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then you have to move on from that relationship.

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I don't even know why I'm saying this.

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It must be a word from the Lord for someone, because it's not even part of my supernatural

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It doesn't have anything to do with it.

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We're off on a tangent now, and I have to be shorter today than normal.

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So here is the word for today.

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When what you've been waiting for, and it's not just, okay, I want you to expand your

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mind.

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This is not just about your love life.

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So close your eyes, let God expand your mind.

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When what you've been waiting for, and a lot of us have been waiting for a lot of things.

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We have a lot of dreams that are unrealized, have unrealized dreams in our lives, a lot

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of things that we've been wanting to have happen in our lives, whether it's a healing,

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whether it's a financial breakthrough, whether it's a relational breakthrough, whether it's

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someone else's healing that we love, whether it's an opportunity that we've always dreamed

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of having, whatever it is.

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Maybe you've always wanted to go to the Grand Ole Opry.

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Maybe you've wanted to travel abroad.

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You know, it doesn't matter what it is.

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This is the word.

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When what you've been wanting and waiting for shows up, it's going to be better than

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you expected.

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Remember that we're in this season of the siege is over.

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Remember we're in this season that God said we're no longer going to have to make do and

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just kind of muddle through.

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Remember that God said we're in this season of firsts?

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Well, it's happening, friends.

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It's happening.

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You guys already know about my brother getting his first house, but I had some other firsts

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that happened that I want to tell to you guys about, because I want to talk to the

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people that are afraid to hope again.

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Just briefly this morning, I want to talk to you folks that are afraid to get your hopes

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up again.

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You're afraid to even believe that anything good is coming for you, and it's not that

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you stop believing God necessarily.

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It isn't, but disappointment is painful, amen?

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It is.

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It is.

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And so it's not that you stop believing God or in God, I should say.

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You haven't stopped believing in God, but you just stop maybe believing that good things

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could happen to you.

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I run into people all the time that have no problem believing that good things can happen

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for everybody else.

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In fact, they pray for good things to happen for everybody else, and things happen for

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other people.

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It's just you that's kind of stuck, but it's not because you're faithless.

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I just want to really make sure that that point is clear, but it's because you've been

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disappointed time after time after time.

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And you guys, I have the same shoes on that you do.

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I have all kinds of things in my life that I thought, oh, this is it.

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This is the time.

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It's going to happen, and let's call those things near misses.

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You know how many times I thought my brother was going to finally be inside and not outside,

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living outside or living in his car?

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You know how many times we got so close to that happening in the past?

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And you guys have a lot of almosts as well.

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Raise your hand if you have a lot of almosts.

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Get them up.

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Get them up.

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A lot of almosts, almosts, the almost breakthrough, whatever it is, the almost breakthrough.

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Look at all those hands coming up.

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It's almost, it almost happened.

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It looked like it was going to happen.

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You thought that this was it.

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that, you just got to walk that out.

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You know, if you believe and you receive, then you will have, is what the Bible says.

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If you believe it and receive it, then you will have it.

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And sometimes you just got to walk it out.

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You just got to ignore the symptoms.

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You just got to keep walking forward.

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You just got to keep speaking faith.

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I'm telling you, for some of you, that is the truth.

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You can't just say, oh, well, I still have a little bit of symptoms, so I guess I wasn't

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healed.

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No, you just got to walk it out.

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Believe it, receive it, and you will have it.

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That's what the Bible says.

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But I'm not here to talk about that today.

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I'm here to talk about more tangible things where you almost got the job, okay?

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Not things that you just have to walk out in faith.

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You almost got the job.

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You went to the third interview, and then they chose the other person.

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And it was your dream job.

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You really wanted it.

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You almost got the house.

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You almost got the house, but someone outbid you, or, you know, you just couldn't quite

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get there financially.

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You know, whatever it was, those almost, but God wants you to know that this is not a season

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for you to manage disappointment anymore.

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This is a season where you need to expect God's goodness again.

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It's time to expect God's goodness again, so I tell you a story

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And I have some notes written down here, so I don't miss anything. I want to tell you a story

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For for a couple years at least for years I've wanted to see this lady named Heidi Baker. Do you guys know who she is?

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She's this amazing sold-out woman of God who?

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Could have done anything she wanted to she came from a lot of people don't know this about her

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But she came from an affluent family

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Okay, her dad graduated from Stanford her family was affluent she grew up in the Orange County area of California

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In fact when she became a believer her parents were just like what the what?

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Because she was 16 years old and she started doing some radical things for Jesus and her parents were not believers

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And they were just like what what's happening here. She was she was

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Raised to live this more affluent lifestyle, and she's very smart. She's a very smart businesswoman once again

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She could have done anything that she wanted to but what she wanted to do after she met Jesus in her late teens is

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She wanted to do whatever Jesus asked her to do and I love people like that

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And I've heard about the meetings that she has

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she went over to Mozambique and she's done amazing things in Africa God sent her to the poorest of the poor and

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She has built schools there, and she has improved lives there. They have you know had to deal with all kinds of terrorism and

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You know Africa's always that some kind of civil war and they've just had all kinds of horrible crazy things

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All around them during these missionary years and yet they've persevered and there's been miracle after miracle and now they're elder older

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You know they're in their 70s or so her and her husband Roland and every time I hear about people getting to hear her speak

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About her adventures with Jesus. I'm like man. I really want to see Heidi Baker

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I'd love to be in one of those meetings one of those services with Heidi

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But let me tell you this every time I've been anywhere where Heidi Baker was supposed to be she didn't show up

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There's a word for you here listen to it

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Every time that I put myself in proximity to where this woman was gonna be

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She was not there

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Because something happened their flight was delayed or there was a cancellation now

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She was never the main speaker at any of these situations. I don't want you to think that she's flaky and unreliable

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She just was gonna be there and word was on the street that she was gonna be there and it was gonna be amazing

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So when my good friend that I was going out to a Christmas party at his house out in the Orange County area last weekend

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He said to me just kind of offhandedly. He said oh by the way Heidi and Roland Baker are gonna be at my Christmas party

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What you talking about with us what are you serious

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Roland are gonna be at your house. They're gonna be and he's like, yeah, and you know, they're gonna share they're gonna share

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They're gonna minister. I'm like, no and so then I said to him I said, well, you know every time I've ever been

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Anywhere where Heidi Baker was supposed to show up. She never shows up. He's like bro. Don't say that

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And I'm like, I'm just telling you and he's like well, you know, she has had some medical difficulties recently

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So that's actually a possibility. And so, you know, I hate to hear you say that. I hope that doesn't come true kind of thing

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Well, it didn't come true y'all because not only was she there she was sitting less than two feet in front of me in a chair

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Sharing all kinds of amazing things about her adventures with Jesus

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She shared for about an hour and then our host asked if we would pray for her and her husband

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Y'all instead of seeing Heidi up on a platform somewhere speaking from a distance and I'm sure it would have been amazing

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I was on the floor with my head and my hands on this woman's tiny little feet praying for her

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Touching her I was touching her you guys

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Alright, I was touching her all up on her feet praying for her

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Interceding for her. I mean, come on. It's amazing

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Blessed are the feet precious are the feet that carry the gospel. Oh, it was powerful. And so I just wanna let you know I

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Just want you to know that it was better

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It was better because those platform moments when I was supposed to see her never happened

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They never happened. But this was a no stage moment. This was a no microphone moment. This was a no crowd moment and

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It was just me at her feet

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Praying for her thanking God for her life loving her

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ministering to her and then she reached on she put her hands on my head and

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As I sat there and I got to touch her feet and pray for her

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she prayed for me and then her husband and her prayed over everyone in the room and when I tell you the place was

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Wrecked with the joy of the Lord. It was wrecked with the joy of the Lord. Everyone was just

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laid out everywhere

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Just enjoying the sweet, beautiful presence of God that only sold-out lovers can bring,

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like Heidi and Roland Baker.

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And the Holy Spirit whispered to me in this moment, this is what I'm going to whisper

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to you because this word is for you as well.

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This is why I didn't let you have it before.

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Woo!

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Jesus!

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This is why it didn't happen before.

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Because whatever I was asking for, or even wasn't even asking, friends, this isn't even

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about what you've been asking for.

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Even what I was hoping for in my heart, well, wouldn't that be nice?

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Wouldn't that be fun?

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Oh man, I hope that happens.

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Even what I was hoping for, God was preparing to exceed.

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He was already going to exceed my expectations.

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To him who's able to do exceedingly abundantly above all we can ask, think, or even imagine.

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It was not going to be a distant encounter when I met Heidi Baker.

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God saw fit that it was going to be a personal one.

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Wow, y'all.

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And I don't want you to think I'm some kind of stalker, I'm like idolizing her.

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For all of you religious folks that are stuck in here and we ain't got that religion out

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of you yet, it's not like that at all.

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It's not like that at all.

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God says to give honor to whom honor is due.

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And these people, it's not that they've made billions of dollars, but they've won millions

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of souls.

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And I'm telling you what, that's worth sitting down and opening up your ears and your heart

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and listening to someone like that talk.

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Amen?

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So, let's talk about why these delays possibly have been mercy.

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Now, sometimes we zig instead of zag.

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Sometimes we're the reason for the delay, and we're going to address that in 2026.

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If you're the reason for the delay, if you're the problem, we're going to address that.

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And I'm not putting out the registration for it yet, but on January 4th this year, we are

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going to do a Times and Seasons with the renowned prophet, Bethany Hicks.

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She's also a good friend of mine.

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She lives in Austin.

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I have enjoyed Dana McCullum and her ministry up close and personal.

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They have been mentors in my life and friends in my life.

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And she wrote a new book, Times and Seasons, and I decided that this was the perfect start

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for 26, where I did prophesy your year at Rosh Hashanah.

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I want to do something that's more of an activation where you guys know what to do and when to

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do it.

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You know your season.

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And after this time together on January 4th, you are going to know what time it is in your

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life, what you need to be doing, and how to do it.

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Because it's time for action, friends.

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2026 is going to be all about action.

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It's going to be all about taking action.

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And God wants you to take action.

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And so that is what that night's going to be about.

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Because some of you, your delays are you.

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I'm just going to tell you, point blank, it's you.

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You're stuck on the inside, and that's getting you stuck on the outside.

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And so we've got to get unstuck.

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We've got to get challenged in these things that we're continuing to hold on to that are

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keeping us stagnant, apathetic, that are keeping us from really taking the action.

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We say we believe, but there's not the right appropriate action to prove that.

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And so we are going to address all of those things starting January 4th and going forward

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into the new year.

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In love, y'all.

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In love.

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But some of you need a kick.

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You need a boot in the butt.

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You need a kick in the pants.

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You do.

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And lovingly, that's going to happen.

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All right.

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But I want to talk to all of you that it was outside of your control, but those delays

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were mercy.

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And a lot of you, a lot of you, I really feel it's in my spirit, you're still grieving those

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doors that didn't open.

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You're still grieving that relationship that didn't make it all the way to the finish line,

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that breakup.

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But I want you to know that those were not rejections.

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I know they feel like rejections.

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And I have a post on my Instagram right now about rejections, and I wish you would go

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see it.

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I posted it yesterday.

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But what if it wasn't a rejection?

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What if it was just a divine upgrade that was in process?

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I could have seen Heidi from a distance, from a platform, and I'm sure it would have been

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great.

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But God wanted better for me.

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He wanted something more powerful for me.

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He told me that there was going to be an impartation between her and I, that she was going to impart

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something to me.

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I know a lot of you don't know this about me, but when I first met Jesus at 22 years

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old, I wanted to be a missionary.

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I felt like God called me to be a missionary, specifically to Africa.

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And it never worked out.

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I was estranged from my husband at the time.

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I was separated from him.

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And when I met Jesus, the people that were discipling me convinced me that it would be

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God's will for me to get back together with my husband, who was a believer, a very legalistic

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believer.

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And I got back together with him.

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But when I did, you guys, I signed up for the ideology.

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that a woman is just an accessory to a man and it doesn't matter what my callings are

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because only a man has callings, not a woman.

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And so even though I had a calling when I first met Jesus to go and be a missionary,

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a foreign missionary on foreign soil, when I shared that with him after getting back

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together with him, we had been married for two years, separated, I became a believer,

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we got back together.

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When I shared that hope and dream and word from the Lord, he immediately cast it down

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with women don't have callings, men do, and I'm not called to be a missionary, so you

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might as well just let go of that hope and dream because it's never going to come true.

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And you guys, it didn't come true.

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I believe I am a type of missionary.

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I'm a missionary to the single nation.

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Come on.

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God can repurpose your callings and your giftings.

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But one of the most profound and prolific missionaries to Africa where I felt called

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laid hands on me last weekend and I got to pray for her feet that will surely go back

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to Mozambique and other places and other countries in Africa.

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And I feel somehow that was a full circle moment.

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Right.

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Nothing's lost.

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It's just invested.

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Nothing's lost in the kingdom, friends.

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It's only invested.

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It's seed that's sown and it's invested.

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So whatever that delay was, it wasn't a denial.

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You didn't miss it.

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You were being positioned.

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And God has very precise timing.

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He really does.

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Right.

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And if that was all that I had to share with you, that would be powerful.

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But I have one more thing to share with you guys.

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Ever since I was a little kid, there's some specific dental work that I, I know that I

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had Invisalign, so my teeth look good right now.

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They look better than they've ever looked.

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But when I was a kid, I was mercilessly teased because of my teeth.

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Anybody else?

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I had a huge overbite and I had my, my, my front two teeth were very bucked.

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They were bucked toothed and there was a space in between them.

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The bottom teeth were very crooked and just, I had really messed up teeth.

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And when you come from a childhood like mine, where your basic needs are being

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neglected, your clothes are not being washed, you know, there's not someone

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home making the food, you know, you're kind of on your own.

454
00:27:20.880 --> 00:27:21.160
Guess what?

455
00:27:21.200 --> 00:27:22.100
You're not going to get braces.

456
00:27:22.780 --> 00:27:23.980
That's a luxury item.

457
00:27:24.200 --> 00:27:28.060
You know, I wasn't even getting my basic needs met emotionally or physically.

458
00:27:28.200 --> 00:27:30.240
I'm not going to definitely not going to end up with braces.

459
00:27:30.480 --> 00:27:31.820
And so I didn't get them.

460
00:27:31.860 --> 00:27:35.020
And so I was bullied and I was teased for a lot of different things because

461
00:27:35.020 --> 00:27:38.140
my clothes were dirty, because they smelled, because I know it's hard for

462
00:27:38.140 --> 00:27:41.980
you all to picture me like this, but second through sixth grade,

463
00:27:42.060 --> 00:27:44.240
little Jackie was dirty.

464
00:27:44.760 --> 00:27:45.300
Okay.

465
00:27:45.300 --> 00:27:48.180
She went to private school where people wore uniforms, but

466
00:27:48.180 --> 00:27:49.860
my uniform was never washed.

467
00:27:50.600 --> 00:27:55.580
So my uniform stunk and it made it worse that I wet the bed until I was like in

468
00:27:55.580 --> 00:27:59.340
eighth grade because of my mental and emotional state.

469
00:27:59.340 --> 00:28:04.080
And so there was poor hygiene, there was unwashed clothes.

470
00:28:04.080 --> 00:28:06.880
There was, you know, not clean underwear.

471
00:28:07.320 --> 00:28:08.660
There was no lunch.

472
00:28:08.720 --> 00:28:11.220
I was stealing other kids' lunches in the coat room.

473
00:28:11.340 --> 00:28:13.840
I mean, I know it's hard for you to imagine me that way, but that was my

474
00:28:14.360 --> 00:28:14.360


475
00:28:15.500 --> 00:28:16.920
My poor mom was young.

476
00:28:17.100 --> 00:28:19.120
She was only 21 years old when I was born.

477
00:28:19.560 --> 00:28:22.520
And, you know, so she would have been in her twenties still when all this was

478
00:28:23.080 --> 00:28:23.080


479
00:28:23.120 --> 00:28:26.160
And she was married to very abusive men, one after another.

480
00:28:26.320 --> 00:28:30.020
She was married three times before I was 10 years old and they were all abusive.

481
00:28:30.800 --> 00:28:33.200
Alcoholics, addicts, it was bad news bears.

482
00:28:34.560 --> 00:28:40.580
So my teeth kind of became this thing, friends was kind of like a, I don't know,

483
00:28:40.620 --> 00:28:44.060
a thing, but there's some dental work that I've really wanted to have done all

484
00:28:44.060 --> 00:28:48.860
my life and I've come really close to having it done really close to letting

485
00:28:48.860 --> 00:28:52.720
someone do it because I mean, it's, it's a situation where if they mess it up,

486
00:28:52.720 --> 00:28:53.500
it's not good.

487
00:28:54.540 --> 00:28:59.040
And so I almost, I went to Columbia last year too.

488
00:28:59.060 --> 00:29:00.700
We went two years in a row for a retreat.

489
00:29:00.740 --> 00:29:02.260
You guys know, we take people to Columbia.

490
00:29:02.260 --> 00:29:05.480
I don't know if you guys know this or not, but Columbia is kind of known as like

491
00:29:05.480 --> 00:29:08.080
the dental tourism capital of the world.

492
00:29:08.480 --> 00:29:13.240
People go there to get dental work done a lot cheaper than they can in the States

493
00:29:13.240 --> 00:29:16.360
because you guys know dental work's expensive, right?

494
00:29:16.620 --> 00:29:18.600
And so I had an appointment.

495
00:29:19.160 --> 00:29:22.420
I was going to get it done last year and I spelled a check in my heart.

496
00:29:22.840 --> 00:29:26.620
Not that it wouldn't have turned out well, not that these dentists weren't, you

497
00:29:26.620 --> 00:29:30.060
know, don't have great reviews and not because it's in a foreign country or any

498
00:29:30.060 --> 00:29:35.040
of that, but because I just felt like God's just like, don't do this.

499
00:29:35.520 --> 00:29:37.960
And you guys, we have to listen to that still small voice.

500
00:29:38.100 --> 00:29:41.620
I know that there's, there's, you know, there's a fine line, there's a tension

501
00:29:41.620 --> 00:29:47.300
that we have to hold between, you know, wanting something about, you know, about

502
00:29:47.300 --> 00:29:51.260
having something and about not yet, about now and not yet.

503
00:29:51.560 --> 00:29:56.340
We believe that we receive what God has for us, but sometimes, you know, there's

504
00:29:56.340 --> 00:29:59.340
a specific scenario in which we need to receive it because that's the best

505
00:29:59.340 --> 00:29:59.720
scenario.

506
00:30:00.000 --> 00:30:04.020
I could have got it done anyway and I don't think that it would have been an emergency.

507
00:30:04.320 --> 00:30:05.500
I don't think that it would have been terrible.

508
00:30:05.740 --> 00:30:07.400
I don't think that it wouldn't have worked out.

509
00:30:07.500 --> 00:30:09.460
It just wasn't God's best for me.

510
00:30:10.460 --> 00:30:15.980
It wasn't God's best for me and I'm very cautious even using that language with you guys because

511
00:30:15.980 --> 00:30:23.280
some of you live in so much fear that you never take action and so with our times and

512
00:30:23.280 --> 00:30:27.060
seasons thing that we're going to do on January 4th, we're going to see the difference between

513
00:30:27.060 --> 00:30:35.440
moving and taking action and not being afraid and waiting because we know that God's saying,

514
00:30:35.760 --> 00:30:37.940
hey, I have something for you but that's not it.

515
00:30:39.340 --> 00:30:44.680
There's a fine line between those things and if you have the mindset of fear, then you're

516
00:30:44.680 --> 00:30:49.060
never going to take action in faith and this life requires action in faith and some of

517
00:30:49.060 --> 00:30:53.620
you are always paralyzed by the fear of making a mistake or doing things wrong and so that's

518
00:30:53.620 --> 00:30:57.660
why I hesitate to even use language like this with you but I want to let you guys know

519
00:30:57.660 --> 00:30:58.980
that I'm not that kind of person.

520
00:30:59.440 --> 00:31:01.420
I'm not analysis paralysis person.

521
00:31:01.900 --> 00:31:02.760
In fact, I'm a fast start.

522
00:31:02.960 --> 00:31:05.240
I'm the kind of person who throws against the wall, see what sticks.

523
00:31:05.940 --> 00:31:11.060
I take quick action on the words that God gives me and so I wasn't saying no to Columbia

524
00:31:11.080 --> 00:31:12.140
because I was afraid.

525
00:31:12.160 --> 00:31:16.180
I was saying no to Columbia because I know when God is telling me to not do something

526
00:31:16.860 --> 00:31:19.840
and I want to teach you to be those people as well.

527
00:31:19.840 --> 00:31:23.280
So I knew that the Lord said no to that.

528
00:31:23.320 --> 00:31:24.420
So that was last spring.

529
00:31:24.480 --> 00:31:27.260
It was April I believe that we went there.

530
00:31:27.340 --> 00:31:29.580
Now there's this dentist that I follow.

531
00:31:30.020 --> 00:31:31.660
I follow all his stuff.

532
00:31:31.740 --> 00:31:32.780
I follow his website.

533
00:31:32.780 --> 00:31:33.980
I just love him.

534
00:31:34.360 --> 00:31:40.280
He does some of the work that I want done and I just, I've always wanted to go to him

535
00:31:40.800 --> 00:31:43.460
but it's really difficult to work with this dentist.

536
00:31:43.640 --> 00:31:47.700
Of course, everyone wants to work with him but because of this word that the siege is

537
00:31:47.700 --> 00:31:51.700
over and we don't have to muddle through and it's a season of firsts, I went ahead

538
00:31:51.700 --> 00:31:55.320
in and put an inquiry into his office and guess what?

539
00:31:55.460 --> 00:32:01.680
They called me a few days ago and they have a cancellation and the cancellation is on

540
00:32:01.780 --> 00:32:02.260
my birthday.

541
00:32:03.500 --> 00:32:08.820
Not only do they have a cancellation but the cancellation is on my birthday and so on my

542
00:32:08.820 --> 00:32:14.680
birthday, January 16th, I'm going to get something done that I've wanted done for probably 40

543
00:32:14.680 --> 00:32:15.200
years.

544
00:32:18.060 --> 00:32:23.380
So that was about 10 years old and it's just, I'm just so excited about it because the woman

545
00:32:23.380 --> 00:32:28.540
who had this appointment got pregnant so that's a happy thing and they don't work on, they

546
00:32:28.540 --> 00:32:31.660
don't do dental work because you know, they gotta give you like, you know, drugs and stuff.

547
00:32:31.660 --> 00:32:35.280
They don't do dental work on pregnant people in their first trimester and she's in her

548
00:32:35.280 --> 00:32:35.960
first trimester.

549
00:32:36.380 --> 00:32:41.380
She's had this appointment with him for over a year and so she's pregnant.

550
00:32:41.520 --> 00:32:43.140
She can't come and guess what?

551
00:32:43.140 --> 00:32:49.820
The first person that got offered that appointment that happens to be on my birthday is me.

552
00:32:51.000 --> 00:32:54.700
When she said we had an opening, a cancellation, she's like, this never happens.

553
00:32:54.920 --> 00:32:59.280
She said, this is really a very unusual circumstance but we had a cancellation.

554
00:32:59.820 --> 00:33:05.940
This person has had this appointment for over a year and she said it's in January and as

555
00:33:05.940 --> 00:33:07.600
soon as she said January, I perked up.

556
00:33:07.760 --> 00:33:08.760
I said, what day in January?

557
00:33:08.880 --> 00:33:10.060
She said, January 16th.

558
00:33:10.060 --> 00:33:11.640
I was like, shut the front door.

559
00:33:12.240 --> 00:33:13.580
Happy birthday to me.

560
00:33:15.440 --> 00:33:18.760
So every time I tried to do this, it was just the wrong timing.

561
00:33:18.940 --> 00:33:20.240
It was the wrong doctor.

562
00:33:20.620 --> 00:33:22.720
I didn't have peace about it.

563
00:33:23.040 --> 00:33:24.480
Isn't this incredible, you guys?

564
00:33:24.560 --> 00:33:27.100
It's the season of first because the siege is over.

565
00:33:28.420 --> 00:33:33.240
Okay, hold on, we got someone unmuted, got someone unmuted on here.

566
00:33:34.400 --> 00:33:35.520
Make sure you're muted.

567
00:33:35.660 --> 00:33:39.640
There should be a little red line through your microphone so that you're not messing

568
00:33:39.640 --> 00:33:44.120
up the recording for later when people are trying to listen back.

569
00:33:49.040 --> 00:33:49.240
Mute yourself.

570
00:33:50.960 --> 00:33:51.440
Okay.

571
00:33:54.400 --> 00:33:56.580
You guys, you cannot make this kind of stuff up.

572
00:33:57.680 --> 00:33:58.640
You can't.

573
00:33:59.700 --> 00:34:01.840
I feel like I'm in perpetual Christmas time.

574
00:34:01.880 --> 00:34:03.120
My brother gets a house.

575
00:34:03.120 --> 00:34:04.560
I can't tell you.

576
00:34:05.520 --> 00:34:11.699
For over 28 years, I have been interceding and crying out to the Lord for my brother.

577
00:34:12.860 --> 00:34:13.360
Help him, Lord.

578
00:34:13.540 --> 00:34:14.320
Please help him.

579
00:34:14.460 --> 00:34:15.540
Deliver him, Lord.

580
00:34:16.100 --> 00:34:17.199
Make him, keep him safe.

581
00:34:17.219 --> 00:34:20.820
You know how many times I thought he was dead because I didn't hear from him for months

582
00:34:20.820 --> 00:34:23.600
at a time because you don't hear from homeless people a lot.

583
00:34:25.100 --> 00:34:30.340
And how many times I've like called police stations in the last area that he was, I found

584
00:34:30.340 --> 00:34:33.800
friends that lived in those areas that were searching the streets for him and looking

585
00:34:33.800 --> 00:34:34.380
for him.

586
00:34:34.480 --> 00:34:39.639
And, you know, I can't tell you guys, can't tell you the breakthrough that is.

587
00:34:40.219 --> 00:34:43.219
And I believe that this teeth thing, it's a sign.

588
00:34:44.639 --> 00:34:48.080
All of the trauma from my childhood, all the pain, all the hurt.

589
00:34:48.239 --> 00:34:53.340
This has become kind of like the poster child for that because of the bullying and everything.

590
00:34:53.440 --> 00:34:59.640
I feel like it's some part of restoration, it's like a final piece of the puzzle of restoration

591
00:34:59.640 --> 00:34:59.980
in my life.

592
00:35:00.000 --> 00:35:01.560
Life. Does that make sense to you guys?

593
00:35:03.120 --> 00:35:04.400
I know it's a silly thing.

594
00:35:04.440 --> 00:35:07.660
It's just some dental work, but you guys, it has such a bold

595
00:35:08.040 --> 00:35:08.500
significance.

596
00:35:10.000 --> 00:35:11.240
Because of my childhood.

597
00:35:13.520 --> 00:35:15.020
And God has that for you too.

598
00:35:16.420 --> 00:35:18.920
Now, some of you have been bracing for the worst to come.

599
00:35:20.100 --> 00:35:21.540
You've been bracing for impact.

600
00:35:22.140 --> 00:35:24.020
Got your seatbelt on, bracing for impact.

601
00:35:24.060 --> 00:35:28.060
Instead of putting your seatbelt on, ready to go on a ride with

602
00:35:28.060 --> 00:35:29.900
Jesus to blessing.

603
00:35:30.520 --> 00:35:32.520
You got your seatbelt on for the wrong reason.

604
00:35:32.760 --> 00:35:33.980
You're bracing for impact.

605
00:35:34.960 --> 00:35:36.580
Instead of bracing for blessing.

606
00:35:37.720 --> 00:35:38.320
Come on.

607
00:35:39.580 --> 00:35:41.840
I want you to put your seatbelt on because we're about to get

608
00:35:41.840 --> 00:35:42.600
on a ride.

609
00:35:43.440 --> 00:35:45.820
But it's going to be a good ride to good places.

610
00:35:47.260 --> 00:35:49.520
I know you're still praying but you're still expecting worst

611
00:35:49.520 --> 00:35:51.260
case scenarios and we can't have that anymore.

612
00:35:51.840 --> 00:35:54.160
You're hoping but you're kind of flinching while you're hoping

613
00:35:54.160 --> 00:35:57.580
we can't have that anymore because this is the season where

614
00:35:57.580 --> 00:35:59.740
what is going to show up is going to be better than you

615
00:35:59.880 --> 00:36:00.280
imagined.

616
00:36:00.960 --> 00:36:02.920
Come on, who's going to grab a hold of this?

617
00:36:03.460 --> 00:36:04.600
I'm proving it to you.

618
00:36:04.620 --> 00:36:05.780
I'm giving you examples.

619
00:36:08.100 --> 00:36:10.180
What arrives is going to come with peace.

620
00:36:10.440 --> 00:36:13.280
You're going to know that this is what you've been waiting for.

621
00:36:14.040 --> 00:36:15.540
And when it happens

622
00:36:16.160 --> 00:36:18.880
and when God does what only he can do, you're going to say,

623
00:36:19.780 --> 00:36:21.040
oh, that's why.

624
00:36:22.000 --> 00:36:23.600
That's why I didn't work out before.

625
00:36:23.800 --> 00:36:25.100
That's why I didn't get that job.

626
00:36:25.180 --> 00:36:26.480
That's why I didn't move to that city.

627
00:36:26.520 --> 00:36:27.260
That's why.

628
00:36:27.580 --> 00:36:29.560
That's why I didn't get that house in that neighborhood.

629
00:36:30.920 --> 00:36:31.720
That's why.

630
00:36:33.080 --> 00:36:35.300
So I want you to go ahead and name that thing out loud right

631
00:36:35.300 --> 00:36:35.580
now.

632
00:36:35.780 --> 00:36:37.640
Don't unmute yourself, but out loud where you are.

633
00:36:37.860 --> 00:36:40.640
Name that thing that's coming into your spirit right now and

634
00:36:40.640 --> 00:36:42.660
just want to let you know that no matter what you name, it

635
00:36:42.660 --> 00:36:45.340
could be a different thing that God's going to just rock your

636
00:36:45.380 --> 00:36:46.180
world with.

637
00:36:47.460 --> 00:36:49.860
Because when I tell you this dental thing was not on my mind

638
00:36:49.860 --> 00:36:52.340
at all when this happened, it was not on my mind at all, but

639
00:36:52.340 --> 00:36:53.640
it's powerful and it's amazing.

640
00:36:56.300 --> 00:36:59.460
And so instead of you just naming a thing, why don't you

641
00:36:59.460 --> 00:37:02.140
just instead say, God, I give you permission to surprise me.

642
00:37:03.080 --> 00:37:03.360
Whoo!

643
00:37:06.740 --> 00:37:08.060
Release the specifics.

644
00:37:08.360 --> 00:37:10.480
God, I just give you permission to surprise me.

645
00:37:10.920 --> 00:37:13.680
Expect the upgrade, but you don't got to know what it is in

646
00:37:13.680 --> 00:37:13.840
advance.

647
00:37:17.280 --> 00:37:21.020
God, I give you permission to surprise me.

648
00:37:23.640 --> 00:37:24.800
Because the siege is over.

649
00:37:26.460 --> 00:37:27.000
All right.

650
00:37:27.020 --> 00:37:28.020
So here's our declaration.

651
00:37:29.100 --> 00:37:29.920
The siege is over.

652
00:37:30.440 --> 00:37:31.060
Repeat after me.

653
00:37:31.520 --> 00:37:31.760
Don't run.

654
00:37:32.040 --> 00:37:33.820
Don't unmute yourself because we'll all be out of this.

655
00:37:34.240 --> 00:37:37.180
We all have delays in our technology.

656
00:37:37.180 --> 00:37:40.760
So we will not be speaking on time together.

657
00:37:41.260 --> 00:37:42.440
The siege is over.

658
00:37:45.520 --> 00:37:48.680
From this moment forward, I will stop rehearsing disappointment.

659
00:37:49.200 --> 00:37:52.460
From this moment forward, I will stop talking about my

660
00:37:52.460 --> 00:37:52.840
disappointment.

661
00:37:55.780 --> 00:37:58.160
Starting right now, I expect God's goodness.

662
00:38:00.680 --> 00:38:03.140
I am in my season of firsts.

663
00:38:07.200 --> 00:38:09.060
What I've been waiting for

664
00:38:10.020 --> 00:38:12.080
is going to be better than I expected.

665
00:38:14.880 --> 00:38:15.980
Better than I imagined.

666
00:38:17.620 --> 00:38:19.880
And I'm going to finish 2025 strong.

667
00:38:22.380 --> 00:38:24.980
And I'm going to start 2026 full of faith.

668
00:38:27.440 --> 00:38:29.800
Because friends, how you end one thing is always how you start

669
00:38:29.800 --> 00:38:30.200
the other.

670
00:38:30.380 --> 00:38:31.440
Because remember, it's just one day.

671
00:38:31.560 --> 00:38:33.120
It's one calendar page turned.

672
00:38:34.500 --> 00:38:36.440
We're not even in 2026 yet.

673
00:38:37.320 --> 00:38:39.780
But God is already exceeding our expectations.

674
00:38:42.760 --> 00:38:44.720
It's already exceeding our expectations.

675
00:38:45.320 --> 00:38:46.360
So lift your head.

676
00:38:46.900 --> 00:38:47.780
Get your hopes up.

677
00:38:49.720 --> 00:38:50.980
Put on your seatbelt

678
00:38:52.200 --> 00:38:54.440
to go on a wild good ride with the Lord.

679
00:38:56.400 --> 00:38:59.740
Because this is the season where God is going to outdo even

680
00:39:00.180 --> 00:39:02.020
himself in your life.

681
00:39:03.060 --> 00:39:04.840
So let's activate that, you guys.

682
00:39:05.260 --> 00:39:07.660
The blessed are blessed to be blessings.

683
00:39:08.240 --> 00:39:11.520
And if you believe that you're going to be blessed, if you

684
00:39:11.520 --> 00:39:12.900
believe that you've been created

685
00:39:13.400 --> 00:39:16.580
to be a conduit of blessings in the earth, then just go ahead

686
00:39:16.580 --> 00:39:17.760
and start paying that forward.

687
00:39:19.000 --> 00:39:21.780
One thing I learned from Heidi is that she wasn't afraid to go

688
00:39:21.780 --> 00:39:22.400
after the one.

689
00:39:23.260 --> 00:39:26.600
And so let this Advent season, the season of miracles, the

690
00:39:26.600 --> 00:39:29.100
season of first, the season where the siege is over, as

691
00:39:29.200 --> 00:39:32.720
we're entering into all of these beautiful promises of the

692
00:39:32.720 --> 00:39:35.540
Lord better than we ever expected or imagined, look for

693
00:39:35.540 --> 00:39:36.600
people that you can bless.

694
00:39:37.160 --> 00:39:41.420
Have your eyes wide open while you walk around this life for

695
00:39:41.440 --> 00:39:44.960
people who need an encouraging word, for people who need a

696
00:39:44.960 --> 00:39:47.660
compliment, for people who need a smile, for people who need

697
00:39:48.280 --> 00:39:51.580
you know, someone to buy them a cup of coffee, for people who

698
00:39:51.580 --> 00:39:52.800
just need something.

699
00:39:54.380 --> 00:39:56.700
Because you're an abundant person.

700
00:39:57.720 --> 00:39:59.980
And the way you can practice abundant is by

701
00:40:00.000 --> 00:40:05.940
beginning to give, give, give, give, give.

702
00:40:08.020 --> 00:40:10.540
I will tell you, that's how I live my life

703
00:40:10.880 --> 00:40:12.220
because I am a missionary,

704
00:40:12.440 --> 00:40:14.440
regardless of whether I ever got to go to Africa.

705
00:40:15.480 --> 00:40:19.220
Missionaries are always on a mission and that is who I am.

706
00:40:19.640 --> 00:40:21.700
No matter where I am, no matter what I'm doing,

707
00:40:21.920 --> 00:40:23.360
I'm stopping for the one.

708
00:40:23.460 --> 00:40:24.440
No matter where I am,

709
00:40:24.480 --> 00:40:26.800
no matter what my agenda is for the day,

710
00:40:26.960 --> 00:40:28.200
I'm looking for need.

711
00:40:28.200 --> 00:40:29.880
I'm looking people in their faces.

712
00:40:30.660 --> 00:40:33.600
I'm watching for places where I can help.

713
00:40:34.540 --> 00:40:37.500
I'm that person that overhears someone

714
00:40:37.500 --> 00:40:39.600
asking someone else where something is

715
00:40:39.600 --> 00:40:41.680
or overhears someone having a problem

716
00:40:41.680 --> 00:40:45.340
and then I just turn around and I just try to help them.

717
00:40:46.060 --> 00:40:47.500
Whether they're looking for a seat,

718
00:40:47.860 --> 00:40:50.000
I'm the person that's pointing out an open seat,

719
00:40:50.060 --> 00:40:51.240
maybe that they don't see.

720
00:40:51.640 --> 00:40:54.960
Because I'm listening, I'm watching all the time.

721
00:40:55.540 --> 00:40:57.060
How can I be of service?

722
00:40:59.020 --> 00:40:59.780
How?

723
00:41:01.660 --> 00:41:06.340
How can I make this life matter for the kingdom of God?

724
00:41:10.020 --> 00:41:11.860
We all have problems, friends.

725
00:41:12.520 --> 00:41:13.780
We all have things that we wish

726
00:41:13.780 --> 00:41:15.240
weren't going on in our lives.

727
00:41:15.940 --> 00:41:18.940
But we also all know Jesus.

728
00:41:20.060 --> 00:41:20.800
And guess what?

729
00:41:22.100 --> 00:41:23.160
We win.

730
00:41:24.260 --> 00:41:25.420
We are blessed.

731
00:41:26.520 --> 00:41:29.480
So let's take off any kind of victimhood that we've had on

732
00:41:29.480 --> 00:41:32.560
and let's put this word on because now is our time.

733
00:41:33.100 --> 00:41:36.480
Let's get out there and let's just begin to love people,

734
00:41:36.820 --> 00:41:38.080
love them up, love them well.

735
00:41:38.760 --> 00:41:41.200
All the while knowing that God knows who we are,

736
00:41:41.340 --> 00:41:42.620
he knows where our address is.

737
00:41:42.660 --> 00:41:44.380
And so when your friends have breakthrough,

738
00:41:44.540 --> 00:41:47.400
like today, Benjamin and Julia from this community

739
00:41:47.400 --> 00:41:48.220
are getting married.

740
00:41:48.900 --> 00:41:50.020
Julia's from this community.

741
00:41:51.740 --> 00:41:52.860
She is your neighbor.

742
00:41:53.360 --> 00:41:54.300
She is getting married.

743
00:41:54.720 --> 00:41:55.400
And guess what that means?

744
00:41:55.400 --> 00:41:57.040
That means God's in the neighborhood.

745
00:41:58.840 --> 00:42:01.460
So get excited because he knows where you live too.

746
00:42:01.880 --> 00:42:02.540
I love you guys.

747
00:42:02.840 --> 00:42:03.420
Have a great day.
