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Welcome, everyone, to Supernatural Saturday.

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I am live from Park City, Utah, and that is why I will not be on camera.

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I did not sleep well last night, if we are going to have full disclosure, because I'm

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not used to elevation, so I'm getting used to it.

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I'm drinking tons of water.

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If you have any other tips, go ahead and throw them in the chat for me.

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For those of you that live in the mountains, the mountains are a whole new deal for me

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and I am trying my best.

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And you guys, I really want to encourage you to do new things in 2026.

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Let's just start out Supernatural Saturday just like that.

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We've got to try new things.

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If you haven't done something that you've never done before, then do it.

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You're like, wait, wait, if I haven't done something that I've never done before, then

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do it.

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Yes.

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Remember the word that God gave us that 2026 was going to be a season of firsts, right?

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Well, this is the first ski trip.

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I've been married to David for 18 years and we both ski.

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We both were skiers before we got married.

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And this is the first ski trip that we've gone on together.

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What the heck?

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Why?

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Because life comes at you fast.

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That's why.

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You're raising kids.

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You're broke.

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You know, you're working.

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You don't have PTO.

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There's just all different types of reasons why you never do whatever it is.

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But let's go ahead and cut through those reasons in 2026 and do something that we haven't done

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before.

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Let's do something that maybe we have done before, but with people we've never done it

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with before.

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This is a season of time that I believe that God wants us to experience first fruits.

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And I'll do a whole Supernatural Saturday about that because that word keeps coming

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up.

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And so the first fruits word.

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And so let's do a Supernatural Saturday about that possibly next week when I'm back in Austin.

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But you guys, I just want to let you know, and this is important for us to start out

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today.

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And if you're new to Supernatural Saturday, welcome.

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This is where we get into the nitty gritty of the prophetic.

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What is heaven's reality?

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What's going on behind the scenes?

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We want to be on God's alignment.

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We want to be in God's on God's page and in his alignment.

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But let's just get down to the nitty gritty of firsts just because it's a first does not

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mean it's going to be comfortable.

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In fact, most first times are not comfortable.

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I'm not talking about sex, but you can apply it there if you want.

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Most first times are not comfortable.

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It doesn't mean they're not fun.

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It doesn't mean it's not exciting.

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It doesn't mean that you shouldn't do it.

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I mean, yeah, there's a, you know, they say there's a first time for everything.

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I don't want to go that far because there's a lot of things.

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I don't know about you, but there's a lot of things that I don't ever want to have a

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first time at, right?

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But this word that God gave us about firsts for 2026, it's a good word.

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It's a positive word.

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It's not about bad first times.

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It's not about the first time that you're in the hospital with a parent because they're

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ill.

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It's not about the first time that, you know, you lose your dog.

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It's not about that.

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It's about good things and even good things stretch you.

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Just let that sink in for two seconds because this is going to be a very activating supernatural

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Saturday.

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For those of you that are just joining me, I'm at elevation, almost 8,000 feet.

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I live at sea level in Austin, Texas, so my body's trying to acclimate to this.

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I want to be here.

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I'm going to have fun, but it's stretching me.

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I have a cotton mouth this morning because I'm perpetually dehydrated here.

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All of the water in my body has dried up.

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I don't know how people drink here.

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The people that drink alcohol here are crazy town.

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But you guys, first, anything that's a first time, it's going to challenge you a little

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It's going to be all right.

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You got to press through that.

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Press through that to the joy.

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Press through that to the experience that's exciting.

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Press through that to the reward.

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Now I want to talk to you guys about something very serious today, and it actually was birthed,

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the idea, the thought.

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God gave me this thought because of being here at altitude.

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Because as I'm dealing with a little bit of shortness of breath, little elevated heart

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rate at nighttime, 70 beats a minute.

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So I'm not sleeping more than five and a half, six hours.

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I'm looking around at the other people that are here with me.

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So I have two of my grown children are here, and they're people.

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My daughter and her husband.

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husband, my son and his fiance, my husband, and then just the people just in general,

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just walking down the street.

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Have you ever done this?

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You're, you know, you're just walking down the street and you're dealing with something.

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Come on, track with me right now.

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You're dealing with something and you're looking at everybody else that's walking past you

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in the mall or, you know, at the gas station, at the grocery store, and in your heart, this

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is what your narrative is in your heart.

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Man, I wish I was like them.

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They seem like everything's okay because you're dealing with something.

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Anybody else?

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Come on, raise your hand if you're just like, man, I wish I was normal.

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Anyone ever say that to themselves?

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Man, I wish I was a normal person.

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So I'm looking at everybody else last night.

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We tried to go out to dinner for my birthday and of course, you really, really need a reservation

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If you ever come to Park City, make sure you make a reservation a year in advance for a

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restaurant because you're not getting in.

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All right.

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So we ended up eating some subpar food last night for my birthday, which is okay.

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It's not going to be my last meal.

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I'm going to make it.

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It's going to be all right.

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But I'm looking at everybody else because I'm over here struggling to breathe and everybody

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else seems okay.

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Everybody else seems like they're having a good time.

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They're laughing.

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They're drinking like all the people around us.

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I don't know if there's this thing called après.

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This is what you do after skiing, après ski.

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It's a French word that means go get drunk is pretty much what I think it means.

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And so all these people were all dressed up and fancy and living their best Gucci life.

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And I'm over here like, does anybody else think this hill is high?

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Is anybody else struggling to get?

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I mean, it's not y'all.

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It's just a slight incline, but I felt like I was on the Stairmaster for like two hours.

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And what happens if you're not careful as little seed starts to get sown in your heart?

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That man, it would just really be nice to be anybody else but myself.

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Man, I wish I could just be normal.

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Wish I didn't always have all this extra stuff going on.

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Anybody else?

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I only have like five hands up.

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No one tracking with this.

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Nobody else.

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Come on.

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Nobody else ever looked around them and been like, man, no, doesn't seem like anybody else

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is dealing with what I'm dealing with.

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Why do I always have to deal with this stuff?

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Doesn't matter what it is, friends.

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And if I'm just going to go give you full disclosure, I was born in HSP.

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Does anyone know what an HSP is?

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I was born a highly sensitive person.

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I came out of my mother's womb highly sensitive, very intuitive, very empathic, a feeler.

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Anyone else?

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Here's the problem with being an HSP.

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It's a great and beautiful gift.

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It's a beautiful gift to be an intuitive.

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It's a beautiful gift.

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I sense things, you guys.

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I know things.

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This is how I'm a great matchmaker.

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This is how I'm a prophet.

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This is a gift.

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Do you see it?

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It's a gift.

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It's a beautiful gift.

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But who remembers the details of my childhood?

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I was born running for my life the minute that I came out of my mother's womb.

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Who thinks that being an HSP from birth and then also being born in a very broken, dysfunctional,

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unsafe environment is probably not a good combination?

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You guys, I have friends that are not feelers.

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They're not empathic.

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They're not intuitive.

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And they're just like, I'm like, man, did you see, did you feel that?

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Did you, man, did you see that person?

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Did you?

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No, they, nothing.

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They don't got nothing.

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And you know what?

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They seem to have a better life than me.

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It's easy to look at those people and be like, man, I wish I was someone that nothing bothered.

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I wish I was someone that nothing bothered because I'm someone that everything botherss.

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Everything.

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And it's easy to, to look outside of yourself at other people and be like, man, they, they,

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they seem to have it so much easier because they don't have.

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this weakness.

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Can I tell you that your gifts are… let me rephrase it.

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Your weaknesses are just your gifts overextended.

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Write that down because that is exactly what today's Supernatural Saturday is about because

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God told me that 2026 is going to be the year, if we want it to be, where our gifts no longer

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will be liabilities.

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These things we call weaknesses, they will be transformed back into gifts.

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Come on, you guys.

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These things that we call weaknesses are going to be transformed back into gifts.

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Your weakness is just a gift overextended.

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So I got up last night in the middle of the night, huffing and puffing.

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Everyone else is asleep in the house.

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And you guys, I want to let you know this.

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It's important that you understand what I'm saying right now.

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My body is not, is not, you know, less healthy than the people around me.

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I'm not acclimating slower than the people around me here on this trip.

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All the people with me live at sea level.

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We all live at sea level.

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The reason why I'm feeling it more is because I'm an HSP.

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Are you tracking with me?

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The people around me, they're not feeling it because they're not paying attention to

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it.

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Do you guys see what I'm saying?

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The only reason that I'm sensing it more, the only reason that it's affecting me more

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is because I'm in tune.

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I was born in tune.

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It's a gift.

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But guess what?

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When you feel unsafe, it becomes a liability.

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When you're born into a broken family where there's dysfunctional and unsafe people, your

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HSP gift, your intuitive gift becomes hypervigilance.

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It becomes a situation where you're constantly scanning the environment for danger, trying

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to keep yourself safe.

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I know this is going to resonate with so many of you guys, and I'm going to go over some

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other things that you might think are a weakness, which are really just gifts in disguise.

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But right now I want you to go ahead and close your eyes and ask yourself this question.

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Come on.

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Close your eyes.

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What part of yourself do you secretly wish wasn't true about you?

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You can also frame it as what trait, what trait do you have?

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With my highly sensitive nature, what trait do you feel you have to manage all the time?

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Maybe explain to others.

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Maybe even you feel like you have to tone it down or hide it because you might think

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other people don't, wouldn't understand.

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And you guys, I'm not talking about stuff you can't, I'm not talking about stuff like

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you're short.

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If you have an illness or something, you have some sort of disease or something like that,

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that's not what I'm talking about.

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We could put that before the Lord for healing.

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I'm talking about something you might call your issue that keeps showing up in your life.

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This would be something that you guys would label a flaw.

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I used to label my HS penis a flaw.

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Oh man, I wish I could be like other people.

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I wish I didn't care.

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I wish I didn't feel, I wish I wasn't intuitive.

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I wish I didn't sense what was going on right now.

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Why?

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Because remember my gift had become a weakness because it was overextended and so it caused

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great anxiety in my life.

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Drama overextends our gifts, you guys.

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The way that God created you is beautiful.

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It was, the Bible says in Psalm 139 that you're fearfully and wonderfully made.

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The problem is, is that we get born into a broken world.

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We get born into a world that's under a sin curse.

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We get born into families that are not healthy.

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We get thrust out into the world.

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We go out into public school.

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We go out into the war zone.

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We go out into places where people are going to try to hurt us, where people are going

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to try to destroy us.

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And oftentimes our gifts get overextended and become weaknesses in these environments.

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You know, the Native Americans believe that people that have been diagnosed with mental

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illness are really just healers.

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Healers that's gifts got overextended by living in trauma and broken in a broken world.

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They're too in tune.

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That definitely has been my story.

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God created me to be a healer.

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He created me to be an intuitive.

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He created me to be a prophet, to be an oracle.

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And because of what I was born into, it got crazy overextended to the place where if it

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wasn't for Jesus, I would probably be in an institution right now.

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I know a lot of you are new to me.

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You don't know my story, but I was very, very, very on the road to, to not being able

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to function in this world.

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I want to be careful with my words because God has set me free.

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He has delivered me.

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But does that mean there's not times when my gift wants to be overextended?

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Does that mean that there's not times when I'm still hypervigilant?

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Is there not times when I turn, when I choose worry or fear?

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No, there are lots of times like that.

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Okay.

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So let's talk about these gifts.

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These gifts have become liabilities, you guys, because they were designed to protect.

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They were designed to actually, they were designed to serve us.

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They were designed to serve the world.

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That's why God gave you that gift.

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But you had to use it to protect yourself.

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You're using your gift to protect instead of serve.

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Don't forget to mute, you guys.

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All right, so let's, let me list some, I think some people are still struggling to figure

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out what, what this could mean to their life.

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So let's go ahead and let's just talk about some, okay, I have some written down here.

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So once again, I'm a high, I'm a high intuitive, I'm a high empath, all right?

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I'm highly sensitive, but that was never my problem.

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My problem was that I was in an unsafe environment and I used my gift instead of to serve others,

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I used it to protect myself.

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I became hypervigilant of danger, was always trying to figure out if people were safe or

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not.

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I was using my gift of discernment incorrectly.

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And so a lot of you that put gifts up in the chat, you need to ask yourself, when did

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this start?

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Like, when did your gift stop feeling safe to use?

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You know, what environment did that start in?

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Because for me, sensitivity didn't turn into anxiety by accident or overnight, you guys.

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It was a survival instinct, wasn't it?

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For me, I went into survivor mode.

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And what happened, you guys, is I started to equate my intuition with anxiety.

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When I would feel it coming, I'd be like, oh, I'm getting anxious.

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No, I'm being intuitive right now.

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I was seeing that empathy as a weakness.

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So let's separate our gift from the survival that overextended it.

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Can we do that real quick?

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Because we want to figure out, we want to figure that out because what God has taught

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me to do with my gift is when I feel that coming, I start getting curious instead of

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fearful.

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Hmm, why am I feeling this way?

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What could it mean?

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What am I sensing right now?

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Instead of being like, oh, what's going to happen?

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Oh, no.

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Because that's used, that used to be how I would react when my gift would be activated.

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I'd be waiting for the other shoe to drop.

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I'd be waiting for something terrible to be happening.

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I would start to self-protect.

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I would start to, I would start to armor myself instead of being curious instead.

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We want to be curious.

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So let me go ahead and just list out a few things that I think could be become overextended

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gifts.

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All right.

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You like me are a feeler.

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You feel too much.

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You have a lot of empathy.

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You have a lot of compassion.

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You have a lot of sensitivity.

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Okay.

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So you feel too much.

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And when that gets overextended, once again, just like me, it could become anxiety and

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hypervigilance.

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Here's another one.

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You love too hard.

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You're what people call a loyal person.

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Your gift is loyalty.

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Put your hands down so I can see who we're talking to today.

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Put your hands down real quick so we can do a little poll.

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I can't tell you how many people I've counseled and coached over the years

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and like, oh, yeah, I just love people.

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I love hard.

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I'm a lover.

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I'm a ride or die.

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You know, this is a gift of loyalty.

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This is a gift of devotion.

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This is not, this doesn't come just from the human experience.

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God gave you that gift.

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The problem is, is that when that gift is overextended, it

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looks like self-abandonment.

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It looks like enabling beginning with an abusive relationship because

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you're an enabler because you're staying too long, you're abandoning self.

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You love other people.

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You're loyal to other people, but you're not being loyal to yourself.

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Got a lot of hands up still, you guys, if you could put your hands down,

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that'd be great because I want to know who this, I want to know

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who's tracking with this one.

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This is a beautiful gift.

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You guys loving people is a beautiful gift.

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Being a loyal person is a beautiful gift, but if it gets overextended,

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it could really kill you.

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This is a gift that could really hurt you.

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If it becomes a weakness, raise your hand.

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If that's one of your gifts, if it's a gift of yours.

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And it goes right in line with the next gift that I have.

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You have the gift to see the best in people.

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You have the gift of faith.

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You have redemptive vision.

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You don't see people the way they are.

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You see people the way God sees them.

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Oh, that's a beautiful gift, but if that's overextended, once again, same

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with loving heart and being loyal to yourself, it could really kill you.

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Same with loving heart and being loyal.

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This is going to hurt you because it really becomes enabling.

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It becomes ignoring red flags.

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Yeah, guys, these are gifts.

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You might've never thought of it this way.

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You might've been like, oh yeah, that's just the way I am.

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No, that's the way you have been created to be.

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And remember, God said 2026 is the year that gifts are no longer liabilities.

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He's going to put them back into alignment.

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Who wants their gift put back into alignment?

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So for, for this gift, you would need, you would need also a gift of boundaries,

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wouldn't you, in order to keep this gift safe, you would need to learn how to have

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healthy boundaries because if you see the best in people and you're also people

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pleaser on top of it, oh, that is the one, two punch of a knockout.

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And you're the person getting knocked out by the way.

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Someone's like, forget about it.

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I don't know who that was in the chat, but that was funny.

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For those of you that have this gift, you guys have to listen to me.

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I know you have the gift of faith, but faith and fruit have to agree.

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The trees don't buy us fruit.

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I know what you have faith for, but that ain't what they're manifesting right now.

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And so you got to move on.

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Faith and fruit must agree.

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All right.

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Let's talk about all of you that you have a leadership gift.

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You got a problem solving gift.

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Okay.

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You can fix things.

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You can make things better.

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You can turn the ship around.

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The problem is, is that when this gift gets overextended, it usually turns into

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control.

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Come on, all you controllers, you have a leadership gift.

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Let's see your hands.

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You'd be controlling things.

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You guys, the enemy always wants to have a counterfeit just so you know.

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Having influence is wonderful, but the, but the counterfeit of influence is

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manipulation.

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Influence is God given.

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But when it gets overextended and people feel like they, they have to get people

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to do what they want them to do, they're not influencing them anymore.

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They're manipulating them.

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Leadership is a God given gift, but controlling people is not.

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And a lot of you have been in places where you've been in a place where you've

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been in a place where you've been in a place where you've been in a place where

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where there was a true leader,

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but when that leader isn't healthy

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and their gift is overextended,

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they start becoming pretty controlling, don't they?

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Maybe you're even in a marriage like that.

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God told me years ago,

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because I also have a leadership gift.

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He said, Jackie, he said,

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what's your responsibility

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with the things that I have told you?

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What's your responsibility?

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And I said, my responsibility is to deliver the news,

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deliver what you've told me to others.

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He's like, okay.

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He's like, and then after you deliver my messages,

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he's like, like right now, Supernatural Saturday,

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my responsibility, friends, as a leader,

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is to show up here as a prophet

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and to release the word of the Lord, okay?

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15 years ago, God was talking to me about this

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because I've been doing this for a long time.

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And he said, Jackie, after you deliver what I've told you

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to deliver, what's your responsibility?

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And I was like, I don't know.

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And he's like, nothing.

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He's like, you release the word,

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what people do with it is none of your business.

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He literally said it just like that.

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What people do with it is none of your business.

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And this is what he said to me next.

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I'll let you into my little prayer closet.

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This is 15 years ago, y'all.

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I'm not like this anymore.

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He said, but your motto is you can take a horse to water,

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but you can't make them drink.

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He said, but your motto is you can stick their head under

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and they'll either drink or drown.

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You guys, I want a breakthrough for people

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way more than they wanted it for themselves.

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Way more than they wanted it for themselves.

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And so I would keep pressing and creep pressing

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and keep pushing and keep trying to get that person

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or those people to the finish line.

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And that's why here you guys,

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and you have to also know the forum for your gift.

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My gifts are really well received in a mass forum.

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God created me to speak to the masses.

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You know what happens when I try to speak to the one,

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even if it's my husband or my children?

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I kind of overdo it a little bit.

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They feel a little bit overwhelmed.

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My kids are like, hey, mom, can you just be my mom?

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Do you have to be like a prophet?

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Do you have to be a leader?

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Like my kids to this day, you guys are just like,

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man, we never, you know, can't even get pregnant.

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My daughter that's married, she's like, mom,

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I was afraid, I was trying to get pregnant,

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but I was afraid that God would tell you I was pregnant

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before I could surprise you with it.

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She's like, I was afraid that I wouldn't be able

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to surprise you because you always know what's going on

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before it even happens.

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These gifts, they become a little bit too much sometimes

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when they get overextended, right?

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All right, so those of you that have that leadership gift,

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you can't be a controller, can't force people.

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Leaders just go and then people follow them.

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You can't control who follows your leadership.

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All you can do is show up and lead

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and some people will listen, some people will follow,

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some people will benefit from that gift that you have

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and some won't.

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Some of you have like a, you know,

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I don't wanna call it a gift of independence,

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but you have a lot of strength, you're strong.

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You're a strong person, you're a resilient person.

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But that gift, when it gets overextended,

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it can become hypervigilance, hyperindependence, can't it?

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Just because you're strong, just because you're resilient

493
00:29:22.760 --> 00:29:24.200
doesn't mean you're supposed to be isolated,

494
00:29:24.200 --> 00:29:26.400
doesn't mean you're supposed to be independent.

495
00:29:28.680 --> 00:29:30.840
But a lot of people that are really strong and resilient,

496
00:29:30.840 --> 00:29:33.160
they realize, you know what, it's not gonna get done

497
00:29:33.160 --> 00:29:34.660
unless I do it myself.

498
00:29:34.660 --> 00:29:36.800
They realize it's not safe to rely on other people

499
00:29:36.800 --> 00:29:40.600
because other people are not strong and not resilient

500
00:29:40.600 --> 00:29:42.560
and then they just start becoming independent,

501
00:29:42.560 --> 00:29:44.000
start doing everything themselves,

502
00:29:44.000 --> 00:29:46.840
stop asking for help from other people.

503
00:29:48.480 --> 00:29:50.080
Is anyone listening to me today?

504
00:29:52.800 --> 00:29:54.520
That's a gift.

505
00:29:54.520 --> 00:29:55.960
That's a beautiful gift.

506
00:29:57.440 --> 00:30:00.160
But if it becomes overextended by trauma, by...

507
00:30:00.000 --> 00:30:06.140
disappointment by rejection with other people, it becomes an isolating gift.

508
00:30:06.140 --> 00:30:07.140
You know why?

509
00:30:07.140 --> 00:30:11.400
Because you are really resourceful and you really honestly in a lot of ways don't need

510
00:30:11.400 --> 00:30:17.040
other people and so now you'll just start doing everything yourself until the day that

511
00:30:17.040 --> 00:30:23.260
you can't, you guys, until the day that you really, really do need someone's help but

512
00:30:23.260 --> 00:30:27.040
you become so isolated because this gift is overextended.

513
00:30:27.040 --> 00:30:34.160
Now you don't have any community and now you don't have anyone to ask for help.

514
00:30:34.160 --> 00:30:40.280
Now there's nobody because you siloed yourself.

515
00:30:40.280 --> 00:30:44.920
All right, here's a good one that I have written down.

516
00:30:44.920 --> 00:30:45.920
Guys ready for this?

517
00:30:45.920 --> 00:30:48.820
And there's going to be so many of you.

518
00:30:48.820 --> 00:30:53.080
God has given you the gift of foresight and depth.

519
00:30:53.080 --> 00:30:57.240
You're a futuristic person, maybe even a little prophetic.

520
00:30:57.240 --> 00:31:00.640
But when that gift gets overextended, you know what happens?

521
00:31:00.640 --> 00:31:01.640
You overthink.

522
00:31:01.640 --> 00:31:04.720
Who's an overthinker in here?

523
00:31:04.720 --> 00:31:13.800
Overthinking, overthinking, overthinking, overthinking and you know what happens when

524
00:31:13.800 --> 00:31:14.800
you overthink?

525
00:31:14.800 --> 00:31:16.720
You get paralyzed.

526
00:31:16.720 --> 00:31:20.080
It's called analysis paralysis.

527
00:31:21.080 --> 00:31:25.600
Yeah, you have the gift to see all the loopholes and all the liabilities.

528
00:31:25.600 --> 00:31:30.800
You have foresight but now you're paralyzed because your gift has become overextended.

529
00:31:30.800 --> 00:31:40.240
Instead of using that gift to just venture out, just go ahead and take a step forward

530
00:31:40.240 --> 00:31:42.320
and see what happens.

531
00:31:42.320 --> 00:31:48.000
Now it's got you stuck because now you're overthinking it.

532
00:31:48.000 --> 00:31:51.060
Instead of taking the foresight that you've been given and just going ahead and venturing

533
00:31:51.060 --> 00:31:57.240
out and realizing that, you know, God's not going to give you the whole blueprint, it's

534
00:31:57.240 --> 00:32:01.340
beautiful to have some foresight.

535
00:32:01.340 --> 00:32:06.240
Those are the starting steps and when you take those, you'll get more.

536
00:32:06.240 --> 00:32:11.640
But when people have been traumatized and they have this gift, they'll always be afraid

537
00:32:11.640 --> 00:32:15.840
of repeating some mistake they've made in the past.

538
00:32:15.840 --> 00:32:21.000
They'll be paralyzed by all the danger that they see ahead instead of seeing the beautiful

539
00:32:21.000 --> 00:32:22.000
potential.

540
00:32:22.000 --> 00:32:38.840
I think a lot of people are seeing themselves in this stuff today.

541
00:32:38.840 --> 00:32:43.480
A lot of people are like, man, I have all these gifts.

542
00:32:43.480 --> 00:32:44.480
That's funny.

543
00:32:44.480 --> 00:32:45.920
Let me tell you guys something.

544
00:32:45.920 --> 00:32:52.320
That goofy little laugh that I just had, that's not my laugh.

545
00:32:52.320 --> 00:32:53.680
I got that laugh.

546
00:32:53.680 --> 00:32:55.320
I received that laugh.

547
00:32:55.320 --> 00:32:59.400
This was never my laugh until my mom passed away.

548
00:32:59.400 --> 00:33:00.400
You know whose laugh it was?

549
00:33:00.400 --> 00:33:01.400
It was her laugh.

550
00:33:01.400 --> 00:33:08.440
That's the way that she laughed, especially when she was real tickled about something.

551
00:33:08.440 --> 00:33:09.800
My mom was an Enneagram seven.

552
00:33:09.800 --> 00:33:12.080
She loved to have fun.

553
00:33:12.080 --> 00:33:16.520
She was very much a big kid in her heart, just forever young.

554
00:33:16.520 --> 00:33:21.000
And when she passed away, I immediately started laughing like this.

555
00:33:21.000 --> 00:33:25.600
And I said to God, I was like, because as soon as I heard myself laugh like this, I

556
00:33:25.600 --> 00:33:31.080
was like, whoa, whoa, whoa, whoa, whoa, whoa, what's happening?

557
00:33:31.080 --> 00:33:33.520
Because I knew what it was.

558
00:33:33.520 --> 00:33:40.000
And everybody else, you guys, her husband, their son together, who's my brother, you

559
00:33:40.000 --> 00:33:42.680
know, same mom, different dad.

560
00:33:42.680 --> 00:33:47.560
When they heard that laugh come out of me, everyone kind of stopped and looked.

561
00:33:47.560 --> 00:33:50.160
And I was like, yeah, friends, I do not know.

562
00:33:50.160 --> 00:33:51.160
I'm sorry.

563
00:33:51.160 --> 00:33:52.160
I have no idea.

564
00:33:52.160 --> 00:33:54.480
Like I'm not doing it on purpose.

565
00:33:54.480 --> 00:33:58.000
They were almost a little offended at first.

566
00:33:58.000 --> 00:34:00.120
But trust me, I am not a good mimicker.

567
00:34:00.120 --> 00:34:01.640
Like I'm terrible at voices.

568
00:34:01.640 --> 00:34:03.480
I'm terrible at impressions.

569
00:34:03.480 --> 00:34:04.480
I do the worst.

570
00:34:04.480 --> 00:34:11.199
If the worst impressions in the world were like something, then I would be like the number

571
00:34:11.199 --> 00:34:16.000
one person at it.

572
00:34:16.000 --> 00:34:19.880
So I prayed about it because it really kind of a little, it actually kind of freaked me

573
00:34:19.880 --> 00:34:21.040
out at first.

574
00:34:21.040 --> 00:34:25.840
I prayed about it because it's a very distinct laugh.

575
00:34:25.840 --> 00:34:27.280
And I said, God, what's up with this?

576
00:34:27.280 --> 00:34:29.360
I mean, what's happening?

577
00:34:29.360 --> 00:34:33.239
And he said, it's the, he said, it's the gift of joy, he said, and your mom had it.

578
00:34:34.000 --> 00:34:39.800
And now it belongs to you.

579
00:34:39.800 --> 00:34:44.960
It's a gift of joy.

580
00:34:44.960 --> 00:34:46.800
Have any of you ever heard a baby laugh?

581
00:34:46.800 --> 00:34:47.800
It's so pure.

582
00:34:47.800 --> 00:34:49.440
It's so beautiful.

583
00:34:49.440 --> 00:34:52.280
It makes you laugh because it's just so genuine.

584
00:34:52.280 --> 00:34:54.600
Well, that's how my mom's laugh was.

585
00:34:54.600 --> 00:34:55.320
And now I have it.

586
00:35:00.000 --> 00:35:06.600
Because it's joy, that's what it is.

587
00:35:06.600 --> 00:35:10.880
Here's another gift that becomes a liability.

588
00:35:10.880 --> 00:35:19.240
You are a highly aware, let's call it self-aware person.

589
00:35:19.240 --> 00:35:23.520
You're a highly aware person, but the problem is that when people are highly aware, a lot

590
00:35:23.520 --> 00:35:28.600
of times they turn that inward and you become highly self-aware.

591
00:35:28.600 --> 00:35:31.880
It's a gift of emotional intelligence.

592
00:35:31.880 --> 00:35:41.280
The problem is, is that if you have shame, this gift is going to become a inner critic.

593
00:35:41.280 --> 00:35:43.320
You're always going to be policing yourself.

594
00:35:43.320 --> 00:35:47.920
You're always going to be hard on yourself.

595
00:35:47.920 --> 00:35:54.100
It's a gift, you guys.

596
00:35:54.100 --> 00:36:02.300
Emotional intelligence is a gift, but becoming chronically, toxically self-aware, it's not

597
00:36:02.300 --> 00:36:03.300
good.

598
00:36:03.300 --> 00:36:06.460
Why am I reading your mail, Helen?

599
00:36:06.460 --> 00:36:10.460
Because God wants to set you free and he wants to put your gift back into alignment.

600
00:36:10.460 --> 00:36:15.740
So it can be a gift.

601
00:36:15.740 --> 00:36:23.120
If you are hypercritical about yourself, this is just emotional intelligence that's been

602
00:36:23.120 --> 00:36:34.200
overextended by shame.

603
00:36:34.200 --> 00:36:40.080
I'm going to say this, you guys, I need you to hear it.

604
00:36:40.080 --> 00:36:45.960
Self-awareness and even awareness of other people, even awareness of other people, okay?

605
00:36:45.960 --> 00:36:51.280
Awareness of what other people do, but let's put it on self for just a second.

606
00:36:51.280 --> 00:36:57.560
Self-awareness, it means that you know what you're doing, you know how you come across,

607
00:36:57.560 --> 00:37:01.120
you heard your tone of voice, you know the thoughts that you're thinking, you're paying

608
00:37:01.120 --> 00:37:07.360
attention and you don't like what you're hearing, what you're seeing in yourself, okay?

609
00:37:07.360 --> 00:37:20.280
Self-awareness without grace is going to lead to self-punishment, self-criticism and self-punishment.

610
00:37:20.280 --> 00:37:23.680
Self-awareness without grace will lead to some type of punishment and you won't even

611
00:37:23.680 --> 00:37:28.320
always know that you're punishing yourself.

612
00:37:28.320 --> 00:37:34.400
You won't always even know that you're punishing yourself.

613
00:37:34.400 --> 00:37:37.200
You won't.

614
00:37:37.200 --> 00:37:41.120
Sometimes you just won't let yourself have nice things.

615
00:37:41.120 --> 00:37:45.080
You won't let yourself feel celebrated.

616
00:37:45.080 --> 00:37:54.800
You won't, you know, people give you a compliment, you won't receive it, you don't deserve it.

617
00:37:54.800 --> 00:38:06.840
You guys, self-punishment can be so sneaky, won't let yourself have love.

618
00:38:06.840 --> 00:38:10.040
You're here and you're still single and one of the reasons why you're still single is

619
00:38:10.040 --> 00:38:22.120
because you're highly aware of all of your flaws and if you don't love you, I mean, how

620
00:38:22.120 --> 00:38:24.480
could anybody else?

621
00:38:24.480 --> 00:38:28.640
That's what you secretly think.

622
00:38:28.640 --> 00:38:35.480
Guys, emotional intelligence is a beautiful gift but we got to put it back into alignment.

623
00:38:35.480 --> 00:38:41.160
All right, let's talk more about, let's go into spiritual stuff.

624
00:38:41.160 --> 00:38:44.160
Spiritually sensitive, you guys.

625
00:38:44.160 --> 00:38:46.760
You pray, you sense things, you're discerner.

626
00:38:46.760 --> 00:38:47.760
That's good.

627
00:38:47.760 --> 00:38:49.720
Those are gifts, gifts of the spirit.

628
00:38:49.720 --> 00:38:51.160
That's great.

629
00:38:51.160 --> 00:39:00.040
The problem is, is that when this is overextended by weakness, you have like a fear of missing

630
00:39:00.040 --> 00:39:05.160
God, of like doing the wrong thing, of doing something that God doesn't want you to do.

631
00:39:05.160 --> 00:39:09.400
Can I tell you guys something about God's voice?

632
00:39:09.400 --> 00:39:12.560
God's voice produces clarity, not confusion.

633
00:39:12.560 --> 00:39:17.680
If God's talking to you, you're just going to become more clear, not more confused and

634
00:39:17.680 --> 00:39:21.040
so if you're becoming more confused, that's not God.

635
00:39:21.040 --> 00:39:22.720
That's not God talking to you.

636
00:39:22.720 --> 00:39:24.860
That's just religion talking to you.

637
00:39:24.860 --> 00:39:26.560
That's just spirituality talking to you.

638
00:39:26.560 --> 00:39:27.560
That's not God.

639
00:39:27.560 --> 00:39:35.160
People that have this gift overextended, a lot of times they become very fearful people.

640
00:39:35.160 --> 00:39:36.160
They're always looking for the devil.

641
00:39:36.160 --> 00:39:39.160
The devil's hiding behind the bush.

642
00:39:39.160 --> 00:39:40.160
No.

643
00:39:40.160 --> 00:39:50.760
Guys, this makes me really sad because right now I'm in Utah and Utah is 68% Mormon or

644
00:39:50.760 --> 00:39:53.240
Church of Latter-day Saints.

645
00:39:53.240 --> 00:39:57.600
I didn't really know a lot about the Church of Jesus Christ of Latter-day Saints, but

646
00:39:57.600 --> 00:39:58.600
I can tell you one thing.

647
00:39:58.600 --> 00:40:00.080
It ain't about Jesus.

648
00:40:00.000 --> 00:40:06.280
I don't know why Jesus is in the title because I went to their museum and if you're a former

649
00:40:06.280 --> 00:40:10.760
Mormon I think you would maybe understand this, I went to their museum, there's a museum

650
00:40:10.760 --> 00:40:13.940
here in Salt Lake City and I was like, oh, this looks cool, let me wander through their

651
00:40:13.940 --> 00:40:20.760
museum and it's basically just a timeline of how the religion started with all kinds

652
00:40:20.760 --> 00:40:25.520
of paintings and all kinds of like videos you can watch and just different things and

653
00:40:25.520 --> 00:40:32.520
you know, I'm fascinated by history and by even, you know, things like that.

654
00:40:32.520 --> 00:40:38.040
And so I wanted to look and I went and saw and Jesus is not mentioned at all, in fact

655
00:40:38.040 --> 00:40:45.560
Jesus does not exist in this timeline at all, you guys, there's no Jesus, there's angels,

656
00:40:45.560 --> 00:40:49.560
there's beings, there's Moroni the angel, there's this, there's that, by the way that's

657
00:40:49.560 --> 00:40:54.160
why they call them Mormons because Joseph Smith, their founder, was visited by this

658
00:40:54.160 --> 00:40:58.320
angel Moroni and it actually is spelled Moron.

659
00:40:58.320 --> 00:41:03.100
So I'm like, hmm, maybe that's your first clue.

660
00:41:03.100 --> 00:41:09.640
But you guys, I read the history of this guy, Joseph Smith, and he really was a seeker.

661
00:41:09.640 --> 00:41:15.820
I know some of y'all laughed at that and some of you were like, jaggy, and I'm like, well,

662
00:41:15.820 --> 00:41:20.720
he was a seeker, you guys, he was a young man who was in a family that was torn between

663
00:41:20.720 --> 00:41:24.480
two different religious ideas.

664
00:41:24.480 --> 00:41:28.880
And he didn't know what the truth was, he didn't know who to side with in this family.

665
00:41:28.880 --> 00:41:34.400
And so he went seeking and when he went seeking I think he probably had a few authentic spiritual

666
00:41:34.400 --> 00:41:39.040
encounters but then he became kind of more in love with the encounter than anything more

667
00:41:39.040 --> 00:41:41.240
it looks like.

668
00:41:41.240 --> 00:41:46.040
And that opens the door to some cray cray.

669
00:41:46.040 --> 00:41:47.040
It does.

670
00:41:47.040 --> 00:41:49.960
And you know what he didn't have?

671
00:41:50.200 --> 00:41:57.040
He didn't have anyone around him that could check him before he wrecked him.

672
00:41:57.040 --> 00:42:04.520
You guys, if you're the most spiritual person in the room you're probably in the wrong room.

673
00:42:04.520 --> 00:42:10.960
If you don't have people that are further ahead of you spiritually, mentors and leaders

674
00:42:10.960 --> 00:42:15.440
and some of us have had bad experiences with that and I got it, I got you, but God has

675
00:42:15.440 --> 00:42:20.640
other people because we have to be in a multitude of counselors.

676
00:42:20.640 --> 00:42:27.280
The Bible doesn't say in a multitude of signs there is safety.

677
00:42:27.280 --> 00:42:31.380
It says in a multitude of counselors there is safety.

678
00:42:31.380 --> 00:42:35.320
In wise counsel there is safety, not signs.

679
00:42:35.320 --> 00:42:40.600
When people isolate themselves they oftentimes are just looking for signs.

680
00:42:40.600 --> 00:42:44.360
And I feel like this, you know, this wasn't on my list but some of you, your gift that's

681
00:42:44.360 --> 00:42:49.680
overextended is that you really have a gift for community but you've been hurting community

682
00:42:49.680 --> 00:42:56.760
and now you've isolated yourself and now you're kind of wandering around without other people

683
00:42:56.760 --> 00:43:00.560
and that's not where God wants you.

684
00:43:00.560 --> 00:43:02.000
You can trust people again.

685
00:43:02.000 --> 00:43:03.320
You know how I know?

686
00:43:03.320 --> 00:43:07.280
Because your trust should be in God, not people.

687
00:43:07.280 --> 00:43:19.680
When you put your trust in God, then he shows you who the people are that you can trust.

688
00:43:19.680 --> 00:43:22.680
And for those of you that are spiritually sensitive out here trying to discern things

689
00:43:22.680 --> 00:43:28.360
on your own, that's a dangerous place to be.

690
00:43:28.360 --> 00:43:31.400
There's checks and balances, friends.

691
00:43:31.400 --> 00:43:37.840
There's words that are established through the mouth of two or three witnesses.

692
00:43:37.840 --> 00:43:41.240
Especially if it's a big decision in your life, especially if it's something super serious

693
00:43:41.240 --> 00:43:47.680
that you think God has told you, it's time to submit that to other spiritual people that

694
00:43:47.680 --> 00:43:51.800
you can trust to give you wise counsel on it.

695
00:43:51.800 --> 00:43:55.960
Don't just go off running off by yourself building on it because that's what happened

696
00:43:55.960 --> 00:43:59.200
to Joseph Smith.

697
00:43:59.200 --> 00:44:03.600
And I know people want to throw these, you know, what we call Mormons, by the way they

698
00:44:03.600 --> 00:44:07.680
don't like to be called that, they like to be called Latter-day Saints, under the bus

699
00:44:07.680 --> 00:44:15.960
but these people were just given a heritage, a false doctrine based on one man's experiences

700
00:44:15.960 --> 00:44:20.900
that he didn't get vetted out with anybody else.

701
00:44:20.900 --> 00:44:24.280
He was having legitimate supernatural experiences, I believe that.

702
00:44:24.280 --> 00:44:28.280
The problem is is that he wasn't testing the spirits to see if they were of the Lord and

703
00:44:28.280 --> 00:44:33.680
the first place he went wrong is the stuff that he was being given was in direct contradiction

704
00:44:33.680 --> 00:44:37.320
to the written word of God.

705
00:44:37.320 --> 00:44:49.400
I don't think anybody ever told him that it doesn't work like that.

706
00:44:49.400 --> 00:44:52.480
And then a bunch of other people that were disgruntled with their faith and they were

707
00:44:52.480 --> 00:44:58.120
breaking away and disenfranchising themselves, they joined themselves to him.

708
00:44:58.120 --> 00:45:00.000
And then it got weirder and weirder, y'all.

709
00:45:00.000 --> 00:45:04.080
Look, when you see the beginning of how it began, it wasn't really that bad, but when

710
00:45:04.080 --> 00:45:08.960
you walk through the whole museum and you get to the end, oh baby, it got off on some

711
00:45:08.960 --> 00:45:12.200
other other.

712
00:45:12.200 --> 00:45:17.720
Secret polygamy, it says, and God revealed to him that it was an act of faith to take

713
00:45:17.720 --> 00:45:19.960
many wives, but he didn't tell anyone about it.

714
00:45:19.960 --> 00:45:21.440
You know why he didn't tell anyone about it?

715
00:45:21.440 --> 00:45:27.480
Because he didn't want anyone telling him, no, that's wrong, don't do that.

716
00:45:27.480 --> 00:45:29.140
And y'all, they weren't even single women.

717
00:45:29.140 --> 00:45:34.180
They were taking wives that belonged to other men that they were still actively married

718
00:45:34.180 --> 00:45:35.180
to.

719
00:45:35.180 --> 00:45:36.180
There was just crazy stuff going on.

720
00:45:36.180 --> 00:45:42.420
I don't know if you guys know, but this man eventually, he was in a jail and a mob came

721
00:45:42.420 --> 00:45:50.300
upon the jail, about 150 men, and he was murdered.

722
00:45:50.300 --> 00:45:54.820
They were like, oh, no, no, we don't want the Mormons in our town, so we're going to

723
00:45:54.820 --> 00:45:56.820
take them out.

724
00:45:56.820 --> 00:45:58.100
And they did.

725
00:45:58.100 --> 00:46:03.700
And when that happened, I think four or five other men took on the religion, and one of

726
00:46:03.700 --> 00:46:08.640
them being the guy that founded Utah, which is Brigham Young.

727
00:46:08.640 --> 00:46:12.220
And Brigham Young had more wives than anybody.

728
00:46:12.220 --> 00:46:17.700
He had like 60 wives.

729
00:46:17.700 --> 00:46:19.200
And a lot of other cray cray.

730
00:46:19.200 --> 00:46:23.180
So you guys, it started out kind of a little bit off, but then it got really off.

731
00:46:23.180 --> 00:46:26.420
And so if you are a spiritual person, please hear me.

732
00:46:26.420 --> 00:46:30.660
If you are a person of prayer, if you are a person that operates in the prophetic or

733
00:46:30.660 --> 00:46:33.780
in discernment, please get into a safe community.

734
00:46:33.780 --> 00:46:39.580
Get into a community of voices that you can trust, people that you can weigh things with.

735
00:46:39.580 --> 00:46:41.860
All right?

736
00:46:41.860 --> 00:46:45.260
Because God wants to use that beautiful gift he's given you, and he wants to use it in

737
00:46:45.260 --> 00:46:52.700
a way that's not going to hurt you or anybody else.

738
00:46:52.700 --> 00:47:00.540
Let's use Joseph Smith's story as a cautionary tale, shall we?

739
00:47:00.540 --> 00:47:03.020
In a good way.

740
00:47:03.020 --> 00:47:06.300
He obviously was a very charismatic and passionate young man.

741
00:47:06.300 --> 00:47:09.300
He just didn't have the right community around him.

742
00:47:09.300 --> 00:47:16.500
All right, I want you to put one hand on your chest, one on your stomach.

743
00:47:16.500 --> 00:47:20.260
Can also just put one on your chest or your head.

744
00:47:20.260 --> 00:47:27.700
If you feel like you're the overthinker, you might want to put it on your head.

745
00:47:27.700 --> 00:47:32.020
And I want you to just pray this declaration with me.

746
00:47:32.020 --> 00:47:45.740
2026 is going to be the year that God will restore my gift.

747
00:47:45.740 --> 00:47:51.620
This is the year that God's going to restore my gift.

748
00:47:51.620 --> 00:47:54.420
Come on, keep it there.

749
00:47:54.420 --> 00:47:59.100
This is the year where my gift comes back into alignment with heaven.

750
00:47:59.100 --> 00:48:03.240
Come on, you guys.

751
00:48:03.240 --> 00:48:07.340
Trauma does not define my design.

752
00:48:07.340 --> 00:48:15.900
I want to tell yourself my gift has never been the problem.

753
00:48:15.900 --> 00:48:18.620
Trauma was.

754
00:48:18.620 --> 00:48:28.340
In 2026, my gifts will become gifts again.

755
00:48:28.340 --> 00:48:32.580
I love this.

756
00:48:33.580 --> 00:48:40.580
In 2026, my gifts will become gifts again.

757
00:48:48.580 --> 00:48:49.580
All right, let's pray this prayer together.

758
00:48:49.580 --> 00:48:52.580
I have this prayer written down.

759
00:48:52.580 --> 00:49:03.740
God, I give you permission to separate my design, these beautiful gifts you've given

760
00:49:03.740 --> 00:49:11.500
me from my defense mechanisms.

761
00:49:11.500 --> 00:49:18.060
I release the belief that something is wrong with me.

762
00:49:18.060 --> 00:49:24.540
I will no longer pray just to be normal.

763
00:49:24.540 --> 00:49:27.180
I don't want to be normal.

764
00:49:27.180 --> 00:49:31.620
I want to be supernatural.

765
00:49:31.620 --> 00:49:41.980
And so I ask you to restore my gift to its original purpose.

766
00:49:41.980 --> 00:49:48.340
I no longer need this gift to protect me.

767
00:49:48.340 --> 00:49:54.540
I need this gift to serve you and others.

768
00:49:54.540 --> 00:50:00.100
So in 2026, I allow you.

769
00:50:00.000 --> 00:50:05.000
to reset my gift, to refine my gift, to realign my gift.

770
00:50:14.440 --> 00:50:18.260
And as of right now, my gift reemerges.

771
00:50:18.260 --> 00:50:22.560
If I've silenced it, if I've shut it down,

772
00:50:24.040 --> 00:50:28.480
I give you permission to activate it in Jesus name.

773
00:50:31.000 --> 00:50:32.440
Yes, friends.

774
00:50:32.440 --> 00:50:34.200
All right, let's get some feedback in the chat.

775
00:50:34.200 --> 00:50:35.200
We have a few minutes left.

776
00:50:35.200 --> 00:50:37.080
Let's get some feedback.

777
00:50:37.080 --> 00:50:38.880
Who felt what today?

778
00:50:38.880 --> 00:50:41.020
What kind of aha moments did you have?

779
00:50:41.020 --> 00:50:43.640
If you wanna unmute yourself and share for two seconds,

780
00:50:43.640 --> 00:50:46.360
remember, it's gotta be like five, 10 second shares

781
00:50:46.360 --> 00:50:48.060
so more than one person can do it.

782
00:50:49.000 --> 00:50:50.800
People are crying.

783
00:50:50.800 --> 00:50:52.600
People are feeling seen by the Lord.

784
00:50:52.600 --> 00:50:56.080
People are realizing that I'm not broken, I'm gifted.

785
00:50:56.080 --> 00:50:59.640
Woo-hoo-hoo, I'm not broken, I'm gifted.

786
00:50:59.680 --> 00:51:00.560
You're not broken.

787
00:51:00.560 --> 00:51:02.240
You thought this whole time you were broken,

788
00:51:02.240 --> 00:51:04.280
but really you're super gifted.

789
00:51:04.280 --> 00:51:06.640
And the more gifts that you had on just this short list,

790
00:51:06.640 --> 00:51:08.240
and by the way, there's many, many more

791
00:51:08.240 --> 00:51:09.440
that I didn't mention.

792
00:51:10.520 --> 00:51:13.760
You're like, man, God gave me a lot of gifts.

793
00:51:13.760 --> 00:51:15.440
Yeah, he did.

794
00:51:15.440 --> 00:51:18.280
Because he's created you to be a world changer.

795
00:51:18.280 --> 00:51:20.000
That's why.

796
00:51:20.000 --> 00:51:21.560
Come on, you guys.

797
00:51:21.560 --> 00:51:23.080
Okay, the person that said I need to share,

798
00:51:23.080 --> 00:51:25.120
go ahead, unmute yourself, let's go.

799
00:51:25.320 --> 00:51:26.720
I unmuted.

800
00:51:26.720 --> 00:51:29.920
I literally saw my gift come up from the ground.

801
00:51:34.200 --> 00:51:35.640
That's amazing.

802
00:51:36.680 --> 00:51:38.200
That's incredible.

803
00:51:39.640 --> 00:51:43.840
Yes, Laura, Jessenia, how do you say your name?

804
00:51:43.840 --> 00:51:44.920
Jessenia.

805
00:51:44.920 --> 00:51:45.920
Jessenia.

806
00:51:45.920 --> 00:51:47.000
Laura, we thank you, God,

807
00:51:47.000 --> 00:51:50.960
that this gift is gonna be powerful in 2026 and beyond.

808
00:51:50.960 --> 00:51:54.560
We thank you, Lord, no longer a liability, God.

809
00:51:54.640 --> 00:51:56.160
Thank you, Jesus.

810
00:51:57.240 --> 00:51:59.640
Guys, who else?

811
00:51:59.640 --> 00:52:01.160
When I was younger,

812
00:52:01.160 --> 00:52:03.920
I used to be teased by the children in my neighborhood.

813
00:52:03.920 --> 00:52:06.120
They used to call me spacey, flighty,

814
00:52:06.120 --> 00:52:07.720
and all things like that.

815
00:52:07.720 --> 00:52:10.240
And I realized that that was a gift from God,

816
00:52:10.240 --> 00:52:14.480
that I could see things differently than other people could.

817
00:52:14.480 --> 00:52:16.400
And I'm embracing it now.

818
00:52:16.400 --> 00:52:17.240
Thank you.

819
00:52:18.160 --> 00:52:19.120
That's amazing.

820
00:52:19.120 --> 00:52:21.360
Yes, honey, yes, it is.

821
00:52:21.360 --> 00:52:23.120
You're a seer.

822
00:52:23.120 --> 00:52:24.600
Come on.

823
00:52:24.600 --> 00:52:25.640
I love it.

824
00:52:25.640 --> 00:52:26.760
Who else?

825
00:52:26.760 --> 00:52:27.600
I have one.

826
00:52:27.600 --> 00:52:30.000
So as you're praying,

827
00:52:30.000 --> 00:52:32.880
I saw the Lord and heard him talking to me

828
00:52:32.880 --> 00:52:36.400
and just saying that the church that he has put me at,

829
00:52:36.400 --> 00:52:38.280
this new church, to stay there

830
00:52:38.280 --> 00:52:40.280
and so that way my gifts can be refined.

831
00:52:40.280 --> 00:52:42.720
So I really just thank the Lord for that.

832
00:52:42.720 --> 00:52:43.880
Oh, I love that, Brittany.

833
00:52:43.880 --> 00:52:45.080
That's amazing.

834
00:52:45.080 --> 00:52:46.000
You hear that?

835
00:52:46.000 --> 00:52:49.480
God wants to refine her gifts in community.

836
00:52:49.480 --> 00:52:50.680
Yeah, he does.

837
00:52:50.680 --> 00:52:51.600
And I just really feel like

838
00:52:51.600 --> 00:52:53.880
this is gonna be so healing for you.

839
00:52:53.880 --> 00:52:54.720
I do.

840
00:52:54.720 --> 00:52:56.200
I feel like you're gonna just be so seen

841
00:52:56.200 --> 00:52:57.880
and celebrated and loved.

842
00:52:57.880 --> 00:52:58.840
Thank you, Jesus.

843
00:52:58.840 --> 00:53:00.200
You guys are choking me up today.

844
00:53:00.200 --> 00:53:01.320
All right, who else?

845
00:53:03.640 --> 00:53:04.480
I feel like-

846
00:53:04.480 --> 00:53:05.320
I saw the-

847
00:53:06.720 --> 00:53:07.720
Take turns, go ahead.

848
00:53:07.720 --> 00:53:12.280
I saw the Lord restoring the gift of reading

849
00:53:14.680 --> 00:53:15.680
and learning.

850
00:53:16.960 --> 00:53:19.080
Yes, Erica, that's beautiful.

851
00:53:19.080 --> 00:53:20.000
That's what I didn't mention.

852
00:53:20.080 --> 00:53:22.040
You guys, the gift for learning.

853
00:53:22.040 --> 00:53:24.640
Some of us were told that we weren't smart

854
00:53:24.640 --> 00:53:25.840
and we stopped learning

855
00:53:25.840 --> 00:53:27.480
because we weren't smart the same way

856
00:53:27.480 --> 00:53:28.800
that other people are smart.

857
00:53:28.800 --> 00:53:32.200
Western school systems are lecture models.

858
00:53:32.200 --> 00:53:33.440
It's just memorization.

859
00:53:33.440 --> 00:53:34.880
You just listen to someone talk

860
00:53:34.880 --> 00:53:36.600
and you're supposed to retain.

861
00:53:36.600 --> 00:53:38.200
We don't all learn like that.

862
00:53:38.200 --> 00:53:39.440
And so I love that, Erica.

863
00:53:39.440 --> 00:53:40.560
That's beautiful.

864
00:53:40.560 --> 00:53:42.200
Kim, I think you were next.

865
00:53:42.200 --> 00:53:47.200
Yeah, HSP here and God gave me a son who has autism.

866
00:53:48.400 --> 00:53:49.320
Jesus.

867
00:53:50.600 --> 00:53:52.600
Just an overextended gift somehow, isn't it?

868
00:53:52.600 --> 00:53:55.320
Oh my gosh, I'm so industrious.

869
00:53:55.320 --> 00:53:58.000
I'm so productive.

870
00:53:58.000 --> 00:53:59.320
I can do anything.

871
00:53:59.320 --> 00:54:00.680
I can find anything.

872
00:54:00.680 --> 00:54:01.960
I can make a way.

873
00:54:03.320 --> 00:54:04.160
I love it.

874
00:54:05.120 --> 00:54:07.280
I love it, I love it.

875
00:54:07.280 --> 00:54:10.160
And can I just ask you just something very vulnerable?

876
00:54:10.160 --> 00:54:12.120
That gift that you can just find anything,

877
00:54:12.120 --> 00:54:13.880
fix anything, make a way.

878
00:54:13.880 --> 00:54:17.800
Does that gift get overextended trying to help your son?

879
00:54:17.800 --> 00:54:18.960
Yes.

880
00:54:18.960 --> 00:54:20.440
Yeah, honey.

881
00:54:20.440 --> 00:54:22.040
But your son's not broken.

882
00:54:24.120 --> 00:54:24.960
He's not.

883
00:54:26.280 --> 00:54:29.280
I let him go at the beginning of last year.

884
00:54:29.280 --> 00:54:32.960
And he is now past his first semester

885
00:54:32.960 --> 00:54:35.880
living on his own at University of Central Florida.

886
00:54:35.880 --> 00:54:36.720
Come on.

887
00:54:37.760 --> 00:54:42.200
He just needed some place to express his gifts

888
00:54:42.200 --> 00:54:44.080
and who he is without,

889
00:54:44.080 --> 00:54:47.000
because you guys, when we try to fix, fix, fix people,

890
00:54:47.000 --> 00:54:49.320
whether we ever say it out loud or not,

891
00:54:49.320 --> 00:54:52.680
it makes them feel like they're broken, right?

892
00:54:52.680 --> 00:54:53.600
What's wrong with me?

893
00:54:53.600 --> 00:54:55.760
That's the internal thing that happens.

894
00:54:55.760 --> 00:54:58.280
But when we just start to celebrate their design,

895
00:54:58.280 --> 00:55:00.120
yeah, it's different, it's different.

896
00:55:00.000 --> 00:55:01.000
It's not bad.

897
00:55:01.000 --> 00:55:02.000
It's just different.

898
00:55:02.000 --> 00:55:06.060
We start to celebrate it, then people start to find their strengths and their gifts.

899
00:55:06.060 --> 00:55:10.420
So anyone who has special needs children, you know, we've called this, but let's, let's,

900
00:55:10.420 --> 00:55:11.820
you know, you guys, these are gifts.

901
00:55:11.820 --> 00:55:17.140
These can be really powerful gifts and in the hands of God, anything is possible for

902
00:55:17.140 --> 00:55:19.660
that person's life, you know?

903
00:55:19.660 --> 00:55:21.060
So that's a beautiful share, Kim.

904
00:55:21.060 --> 00:55:22.060
Thank you so much.

905
00:55:22.060 --> 00:55:23.060
All right.

906
00:55:23.060 --> 00:55:24.060
Take a couple more.

907
00:55:24.060 --> 00:55:25.060
Go ahead.

908
00:55:25.420 --> 00:55:31.720
I saw myself doing the prayer, talking to the little girl that God was really using

909
00:55:31.720 --> 00:55:33.400
at a young age.

910
00:55:33.400 --> 00:55:40.060
And during college, I walked away from God and I came back to God a couple of years later.

911
00:55:40.060 --> 00:55:43.920
But I've never picked up the gifts that God gave me at a young age.

912
00:55:43.920 --> 00:55:48.600
And I saw me talking to her and say, I'm taking over now.

913
00:55:48.600 --> 00:55:50.460
Yes.

914
00:55:50.460 --> 00:55:56.640
You guys, so many of you, like Dr. Deborah, laid down gifts because they were, they were

915
00:55:56.640 --> 00:55:59.800
too much liability when you were a kid, you were getting teased for them.

916
00:55:59.800 --> 00:56:04.040
You were getting bullied for them, even by your own family, maybe.

917
00:56:04.040 --> 00:56:05.240
And so you laid those down.

918
00:56:05.240 --> 00:56:10.300
I believe after today, you're going to pick them up just like her.

919
00:56:10.300 --> 00:56:13.680
You guys, where can these things take us?

920
00:56:13.680 --> 00:56:15.240
Where can they take the body of Christ?

921
00:56:15.240 --> 00:56:17.520
What is God up to today?

922
00:56:17.520 --> 00:56:18.520
Come on.

923
00:56:18.520 --> 00:56:19.520
Who's next?

924
00:56:19.920 --> 00:56:26.460
I saw the Lord show me that there are other gifts that are available and it doesn't have

925
00:56:26.460 --> 00:56:31.540
to be just like you're working a job, that it's not supposed to be painful, supposed

926
00:56:31.540 --> 00:56:35.540
to bring joy and a closeness with him.

927
00:56:35.540 --> 00:56:40.980
And then there are other things like a gift of joy and faith and things that I don't have

928
00:56:40.980 --> 00:56:45.540
that he wants to continue to give as I make space from overextending.

929
00:56:45.540 --> 00:56:48.540
Yes, you guys.

930
00:56:48.560 --> 00:56:54.280
The Lord told me in 2026, he said, Jackie's, I don't waste one moment on worry.

931
00:56:54.280 --> 00:56:55.760
If you can control it, control it.

932
00:56:55.760 --> 00:56:58.400
If you can't give it to me, why?

933
00:56:58.400 --> 00:57:05.240
Because I'm a creator and worry shuts down creativity.

934
00:57:05.240 --> 00:57:06.240
That's what she's saying.

935
00:57:06.240 --> 00:57:10.760
There's so much more for us to have for even those of you that don't even recognize your

936
00:57:10.760 --> 00:57:13.840
gifts in this moment on this call, we have to make space for it.

937
00:57:13.840 --> 00:57:16.480
We have to make room for it.

938
00:57:16.480 --> 00:57:20.760
And we make room for it by stopping what she said, overextending.

939
00:57:20.760 --> 00:57:23.560
Proverbs 10, 22 is one of my life verses.

940
00:57:23.560 --> 00:57:28.080
God gives increase and adds no sorrow to it.

941
00:57:28.080 --> 00:57:34.760
What she just said, there's things you can do for you with your life that are not toil,

942
00:57:34.760 --> 00:57:39.440
not drudgery, right?

943
00:57:39.440 --> 00:57:42.800
And that's called using your gifts.

944
00:57:42.800 --> 00:57:48.720
Ending your life using your gifts is going to cause you to have increase and provision

945
00:57:48.720 --> 00:57:52.200
and resources without the drudgery and the toil.

946
00:57:52.200 --> 00:57:54.080
So that's why we got to dust these gifts off.

947
00:57:54.080 --> 00:57:55.080
Who else?

948
00:57:55.080 --> 00:58:09.840
I just want to say, like you named every single one of my gifts and the trauma, oh gosh, has

949
00:58:09.840 --> 00:58:17.520
just so perverted them and robbed me of so much.

950
00:58:17.520 --> 00:58:27.320
But God's over this last four years has done such a deep work that I can just see so clearly

951
00:58:27.320 --> 00:58:31.280
like what I'm no longer supposed to hold on to anymore.

952
00:58:31.280 --> 00:58:37.560
And the word that he gave me for this season is restore.

953
00:58:37.560 --> 00:58:43.120
And so when you said it, it was just like every single thing in my body just like stood

954
00:58:43.120 --> 00:58:53.560
at attention, like this is who you are and how I've created you is so beautiful.

955
00:58:53.560 --> 00:58:58.960
And that, oh my gosh, I just can't even believe what he's done.

956
00:58:58.960 --> 00:58:59.960
Thank you.

957
00:58:59.960 --> 00:59:00.960
I love it.

958
00:59:00.960 --> 00:59:01.960
It's amazing, Karen.

959
00:59:01.960 --> 00:59:03.960
We're so excited for you.

960
00:59:03.960 --> 00:59:07.000
What a year of restoration for Karen and so many others, Laura.

961
00:59:07.000 --> 00:59:08.920
We just thank you, God.

962
00:59:08.920 --> 00:59:10.160
We thank you for alignment.

963
00:59:10.160 --> 00:59:12.320
We thank you that you're putting things in alignment.

964
00:59:12.320 --> 00:59:14.080
These things are not overextended anymore.

965
00:59:14.080 --> 00:59:15.080
They're not limitations.

966
00:59:15.080 --> 00:59:17.000
They're not liabilities.

967
00:59:17.000 --> 00:59:21.360
They're beautiful blessings that we use to bless you and bless others, God.

968
00:59:21.360 --> 00:59:22.960
We thank you for it.

969
00:59:22.960 --> 00:59:25.680
So Father, we pray that you would seal in all the goodness from today.

970
00:59:25.680 --> 00:59:33.800
Holy Spirit, set a seal upon our heart, Lord, do not let us, Lord, use Holy Spirit, use

971
00:59:33.800 --> 00:59:39.680
anything and everything that you need to use to remind us daily of this message that

972
00:59:39.680 --> 00:59:46.240
has been released today so that we are not forgetful, so that we do not go into past

973
00:59:46.240 --> 00:59:47.480
patterns.

974
00:59:47.480 --> 00:59:55.000
We give you permission to keep us vigilant in the way of the Word and the Spirit only,

975
00:59:55.000 --> 00:59:59.800
not hypervigilant in safety, hypervigilant in you.

976
00:59:59.800 --> 01:00:00.080
And thank you.

977
01:00:00.000 --> 01:00:03.160
Thank you, in Jesus name, amen.

978
01:00:03.160 --> 01:00:05.280
All right, friends, love you so much.

979
01:00:05.280 --> 01:00:06.120
I will see you soon.

980
01:00:06.120 --> 01:00:09.080
Remember, we activate more of this on Sunday nights,

981
01:00:09.080 --> 01:00:11.200
and so if you wanna come on Sunday nights and activate,

982
01:00:11.200 --> 01:00:12.960
we will do that tomorrow night.

983
01:00:12.960 --> 01:00:14.200
For those of you that are new to that,

984
01:00:14.200 --> 01:00:15.440
that's what we do on Sunday nights,

985
01:00:15.440 --> 01:00:18.380
except one Sunday night, the last Sunday night of the month,

986
01:00:18.380 --> 01:00:21.360
we have a prophetic night, which is amazing as well.

987
01:00:21.360 --> 01:00:22.880
Love y'all, have a great day.