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All right, welcome to Supernatural Saturday.

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I have some sad news to start today off, and I promise we will not end sad today, but we

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are going to start.

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And it's only sad because it's sad to us.

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And the reason why it's sad to us is because we are still living in this current earth

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reality and we don't fully understand how much better off the people that go on and

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they step over the line into that other dimension, that they trip that line fantastic, right?

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They step over into that other reality.

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We have no understanding truly of how amazing that is.

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And so it's sad to us because out of sight, you know, and we're not able to necessarily

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connect and it makes us, it makes us feel sad.

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So the news that I have, and I posted it in the women's group, but I haven't really

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posted it anywhere else.

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And if you haven't been in this program since 2023, you would not know this beautiful bride.

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But one of our beautiful brides, Amy Rich, Amy Rich Vice, because she got married in

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this program, has gone on to be with the Lord.

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So I found out about this just a few days ago, friends, and she actually passed away in October.

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I don't always get the news.

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People don't always circle back around and tell me, obviously this was a sudden situation.

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But you know, I knew Amy and she was a beautiful woman.

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She was beautiful inside and outside.

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She was a single mom.

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She had gone through, like some of you, a divorce that she did not want.

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Her husband wanted a divorce.

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There was infidelity in the situation.

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She did not want a divorce.

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She did not picture herself as someone who was going to be divorced in her life.

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She wanted to fight for that situation, that marriage.

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She wanted there to be reconciliation.

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That didn't happen.

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That caused her to become very disillusioned.

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Like so many of us, like, Hey God, like what's happening?

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Why is this happening?

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I don't understand.

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And she got very angry, as most of us would as well.

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And for a few years, she was in that state until she found us.

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And when she found us, because I had conversations with her and she had conversations in the

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group back in 2023, which was three years ago, things were run a little bit differently

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than they are now.

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And she just talked about her process.

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And so I posted some of those posts so that those of you that are in phase three, the

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VIP community for women, you can kind of see the process.

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And so many of you are going through that exact same process.

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She came in, she did the heart work.

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She started to have some breakthrough.

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She started to process some of her deeper fear and hurt that was coming out as anger.

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She started to have massive transformation.

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And then very quickly, very, very quickly, probably within four or five months after

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she went through the whole program, phase one, two, and three, she met Greg.

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And they were in love pretty much from the beginning.

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It was moving very, very quickly.

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And she loved his character.

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They really clicked with each other.

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They came through Simbus and I taught Simbus at that time.

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And I could definitely attest that they were a great couple and that he was a good man.

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Definitely a lot of character there to love.

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And then they got engaged like right after Simbus and they got married.

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And then it looks like they were married for about two and a half years before she suddenly

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got ill and passed away.

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And so I just want to let you guys know that our earth timeline, and this is not supposed

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to be a Debbie Downer, but I know one thing that Amy wanted and that's she wanted this

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area of her life redeemed.

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And that definitely happened.

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She wanted her spirit mate.

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I'm not really quite sure how old her children are now.

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They were probably upper in their teens.

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They could still be minors, but I do know that she wanted this area of her life redeemed.

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She wanted to see God 828, this area of her life.

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And he did.

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It's very sad to me that she had such a short marriage and that once again, she got the

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promotion.

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We don't fully understand how great that promotion is.

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And that's definitely not what we want to see happen.

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That's not our happily ever after, right?

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It's like, oh, you get married, you're married for two and a half years and then you go on

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to be with Jesus.

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It's like, wait, what?

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Shouldn't we have like 10, 20, 30, 40 years?

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Well, here's the thing, friends.

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We don't know any of that, do we?

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So I want to encourage all of us.

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The takeaway that I have from this, because it's not a sad story, God fulfilled the desires

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of her heart.

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She went to heaven.

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Desires for her heart are really fulfilled now.

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But at the same time, we have the storyline in our head like, oh, we have all the time

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in the world.

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Well, we don't.

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And so that's my takeaway from that.

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My takeaway is, wow, I didn't see that coming.

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That's not how I wanted that to end.

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That makes me really sad, but at the same time, it's bittersweet because I know what

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she wanted.

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And I know that those things got fulfilled in her life.

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But then also, and then she went on to her next assignment, you know, she's on another

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assignment, friends.

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We don't just go patty cake for Jesus in heaven, right?

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There's an eternity.

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We're eternal people.

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And so she transitioned into her next thing.

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But I don't know about you, but there's some things I'd like to do on earth while I'm still

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here.

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I mean, anybody else, are there some things that you'd like to do while you're here on

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earth still?

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And so we celebrate her earth journey, her earth life.

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We celebrate her.

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She was amazing.

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We give thanks for her.

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We pray for her family and her husband.

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I reached out to him.

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I wish I could have done it earlier, but I didn't know.

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And so I just, I just thank you, Lord, that we got to be part of her story or thank you,

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God, that we got to be part of her story and we got to help her to fulfill some deep healing

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that she needed and that was necessary and step into the desires of her heart.

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So thank you for that.

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So friends, I really want to encourage us because when I woke up this morning, I heard

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the Lord say something very, very clearly to me.

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You guys know that's my process.

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God's always, you know, waking me up, telling me stuff.

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And the thing that he said to me this morning is where we're going to kick off from for

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he, from here, we're going to kick off from that point.

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But I really want you before we do that to just really think for a second about what

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life are you putting off for later, for tomorrow, for next month, for next year.

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Once again, not a Debbie Downer.

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I'm not saying that you're going to leave the earth in the next six weeks, but the bottom

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line is, is why save the good stuff for later?

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Why save the good stuff for later?

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Amy was divorced seven years before she got to us.

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There's some of you that need to be moving forward.

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You hear me?

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You need to be moving forward.

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There's some stuff to accomplish in this life.

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This life is a temporal life.

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This life has a time limit.

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There's some things we need to accomplish here.

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You're like, well, what difference does it make?

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Because I'll be gone.

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Because it's about lineage and legacy.

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That's what difference it makes.

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That's the difference it makes.

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You guys, none of us should still be living just for ourselves.

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We're too old for that.

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Everyone here is too old for that, okay?

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We should be living for what we leave behind, shouldn't we?

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And what does that look like?

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That looks like us living a big abundant life so that we can make a way for the people coming

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after us to live a big abundant life.

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The more that you get free from religious thinking, the more the people after you will

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be free from religious thinking.

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The more that you step out, the more the people after you will step out.

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The more you get into your original identity, your guard in you, the more hard work that

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you do, the more actualized you become, the more they will be, right?

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The more you don't settle for living less than you can, the healthier you become mentally,

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physically, emotionally, spiritually, the more they will be.

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And you're like, well, I don't have any kids, so who are they?

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They could be anyone.

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Your life impacts all kinds of people.

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You might not know how impactful you are, but you're impactful.

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People are watching you.

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People are seeing you.

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People are learning from you, even when you don't realize it.

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And I'm going to talk about kids today, actually, too.

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So that's part of what I want to say today.

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And it might be a little hard for some of you to actually receive.

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So I want you to go ahead and say a little prayer over yourself that God will give you

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the heart to receive, the spirit to understand.

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Because we're going to go someplace today that maybe none of us really thought we would

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go.

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So friends, it's up to us.

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It's up to us.

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We're on the playing field.

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We're the team on the field right now on the earth.

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We have a part to play.

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Our part, and then once again, I'm not trying to be negative, but our part will soon be

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over, friends.

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Our part will soon be over.

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I had a message pop up on my phone from Marco Polo.

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It was just reminding me of a message from this time five years ago, a message five years

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ago between me and two of my friends that live here in Austin.

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One of them hadn't even moved here yet, and we were just this little Marco Polo with each

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other.

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And it popped up on my phone.

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And I was like, oh my gosh, that was 2021.

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That was five years ago.

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I don't know if it's something that happens when we become adults, but time seems to be

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flying by.

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Does it not?

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Does it not?

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You guys, first day of spring was yesterday.

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We're already in spring.

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If you're in America, we're in spring.

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If you're in Australia, I'm sorry.

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You heading into winter time.

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We're heading into summer.

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We paid our dues.

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And when I say that, I say it lightly because here in Austin, Texas, we had about two weeks

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of winter.

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It's not even spring here, you guys.

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It's straight up summer.

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It's going to be 90 degrees today.

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We just went ahead and skipped spring.

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Spring does not exist here.

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But this morning when I woke up and I opened my eyes, this is what God said, all right,

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are you ready?

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Lord, open our eyes, Papa.

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Open our spiritual eyes.

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Open our hearts to receive the word of the Lord.

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When I woke up this morning, this is what I heard, ready or not, here I come.

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Ready or not, here I come.

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And if you come from my generation, you immediately know that that's hide and seek.

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You immediately know that that's a children's game.

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And whoever the seeker is, they're counting.

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And when they're done counting, that is what they're supposed to yell out to let you know

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that they're coming to find you.

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Ready or not, here I come.

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And that's what I heard the Lord say, but I want us to kind of separate some of those

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words really quickly because God has been speaking some version of this to me for the

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last few months.

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And the version that he's been speaking to me is regardless of whether you're ready,

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the season's going to change.

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Regardless of whether you're ready, the season's going to change.

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Friends, regardless of whether you're ready, meaning like your clothes, okay, so you have

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a bunch of winter clothes.

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You have your big coat.

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For those of you that are up in Minnesota, you got a couple of big coats.

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I don't even own a big coat anymore in Austin, Texas.

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I look at them.

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I think about buying them.

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I'm like, why?

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Why would I buy this?

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I have nowhere to wear a big coat.

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You have your thermals.

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You have your boots.

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You got your warm socks.

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You got all your pants.

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In fact, some of you ain't shaved your legs in months because what's the use of that?

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No one's going to see them.

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Well, best get shaving those legs because ready or not, here I come.

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You got all that winter stuff, but friends, spring is here.

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So you're looking out the window like, well, Jackie, we just had a snowstorm.

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I don't care.

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Spring is here.

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That can melt off in three days and you can have a warm snap.

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That's the way it works at this time of year.

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That's the way it works.

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When a season is transitioning, going from one season to the other, anything is possible

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as far as the weather is concerned.

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And so if you haven't started looking through your spring stuff yet, you best start looking

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through it.

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What do I have?

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What do I need?

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Why?

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Because ready or not, here I come.

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We got to get prepared.

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We got to have what we need.

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I know for a fact that when you're pretty much 38 weeks pregnant and hopefully not sooner,

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you better be ready for that baby because ready or not, here I come.

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That's not the time to be picking out furniture and painting nurseries.

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That's not the time to be doing the stuff that you should have done five months earlier.

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You don't have any energy.

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Your hips, the prolactin has been released and your hips are all disjointed.

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You're waddling around like a little duck, like ductavious, you know?

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You're about to pop like a tick on a dog.

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That's not the time.

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Now you can do it if you have to, but I was well done with those things.

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Well done with those things.

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And I want you to ask yourself right now, are you well done?

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The first question that I was going to ask you is what's new in your life?

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Because we're in a new season.

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The calendar told us we're in a new season.

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And once again, it doesn't matter if there are no signs of new season.

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I remember one year when I lived in Ohio and Ohio is criminal when it comes to season changes.

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Criminal.

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We will have a 75 degree day and the next week we will have a snowstorm and it is wrong

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you guys.

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It is so wrong.

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And I'm so glad I don't live there anymore.

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Be like, oh, it's springtime, the season has changed only to find out, oh, no, no, same

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old season.

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Same old season.

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That tricks you into thinking that you have a bunch more time.

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Oh, it's not.

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I can wait on all this.

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That season hasn't changed.

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No, because God told us this morning, ready or not, here I come.

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And I'll tell you what's coming in just a second.

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We're going to get into that.

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But we're still going to talk about this because in Ohio, when I walked out of the front door

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of my house, I remember the last house I'd lived in in Ohio.

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That's the one with the rosebush.

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For those of you that know the rosebush story, I walked out in my front yard and nothing,

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my flower beds, everything barren, you know, like winter, winter landscape.

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And then I remember coming home from somewhere, you know, maybe two or three days later, I

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pull in the driveway.

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I'm like, what's that?

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And I go over to the flower bed and there is a bunch of green stuff.

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It's just a little, it's like maybe an inch popped out of the soil, a bunch of green stuff.

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I don't know what it is yet.

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It's just green stuff.

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In the dark, barren landscape of winter, there's green growth here.

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And I'm just like, wow, I wonder what that is.

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And then a couple of days later, guess what?

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It's a flower.

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It's the flowers that brave the season transition, those daffodils, those daffodils.

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They're just like, laugh at you winter, right?

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The tulips, they come out, they're like, we're here.

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What is that?

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The first sign of spring.

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I went live, I went live in my challenge group the other day for the first time in like a

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year and there were two different women named Robin.

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You guys, there's only like 20 people there.

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What are the chances of two of the women there when there's only like 20 people watching

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named Robin?

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Spelled different, R-O-B-I-N and R-O-B-Y-N.

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But I will tell you, one of the first signs of spring when you live in the north is the

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Robin bird.

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If you're not familiar with what that is, it's like a grayish bird, grayish brown bird

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with a red chest.

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The males have like a red, like an orangey red chest.

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And when you would see those, and cardinals as well, the red bird, the cardinals, but

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Robins were considered the first sign of spring where I used to live in Ohio.

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If you saw those, you knew that the season had shifted.

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Why?

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Because the birds were the first sign.

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They were coming back from wherever they had gone.

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Okay?

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They had a nice little southern vacation and they were coming back from there to move back

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in for the summer, for the spring, for the summer.

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Those were signs.

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I want you to close your eyes right now and I want you to say, Hey, Holy Spirit, can you

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show me any first little signs of season change in my life?

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Any first little signs.

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Are there any signs that I've been ignoring?

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Because when we're real busy friends, we just don't notice maybe the signs of a shift.

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Are there any signs?

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It could just be a restlessness inside of your heart.

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It could be that the winds of change are blowing.

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You sense it.

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You sense something different is happening.

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It could be a new idea or thought that you've been having lately like, Hey, wouldn't it

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be cool if I did this?

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If I tried this, if I went here, if I went here, if I read this book, if I called this

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person up.

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Oh, I haven't thought of them in years.

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Wow.

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Man, I should see how they're doing.

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All right, go ahead and put in the chat.

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There's this little tiny inkling of something.

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Something there that wasn't there before, as Beauty and the Beast would say.

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People's hearts are softening.

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Gwen's like, my heart is softening, I feel like my heart is softening, there's forgiveness

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there.

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I ain't hating men like I used to.

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I'm saying, hey, maybe there are a few good men left in the world.

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I told you how my former husband apologized to me, wow.

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If that's not a sign of spring, I don't know what is.

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If that's not a sign that the barren winter of my discontent is ending, I don't know what

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is.

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Because friends, I'm not talking about the natural seasons, winter, spring, summer, fall.

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Yeah, we're using that as an example because the first day of spring was yesterday and

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we really are stepping into a new solstice.

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We really are stepping into a new season in the earth.

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But some of us have been in long winters.

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We've been in Siberian winters of the heart, of our emotions, of our circumstances.

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I want to read this scripture and I use this in my challenge all the time, but I'm going

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to read it to you guys now.

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It is in the Passion Translation.

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If that offends you, I'm so sorry, but it's very poetic and I like it.

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Song of Songs, The Divine Romance, chapter two.

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Arise my dearest, hurry my darling, come along with me.

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I have come as you have asked to draw your heart and lead you out.

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For now is the time, my beautiful one.

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The season has changed, you guys, past tense.

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The season has changed.

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The bondage of your barren winter has ended and the season of hiding is over and gone.

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Woo, baby.

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Ready or not, here I come.

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What's that mean?

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That means if you're hiding, I'm going to find you because the season of hiding is over.

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The season of hiding is over.

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And in the kid's game, trying to hide in the best spot to not get found is the goal of

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the game.

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But today, the goal of the game is to come out and say, here I am.

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Ready or not, here I come.

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Oh, here I am.

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In order to win this game, you have to lose the game.

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You have to lose the hiding part of the game.

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The season for singing and pruning the vines has arrived.

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I hear the cooing of doves in our land, filling the air with songs to awaken you and guide

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you forth.

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Who wants some instructions?

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Who would like to get some instructions?

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Can you not discern this new day of destiny breaking forth around you?

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The early signs of my purposes and plans are bursting forth.

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Friends, early signs.

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Early signs.

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I saw those little green shoots poking up out of the brown soil, poking up out of the

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desolate landscape.

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But very quickly, within just a few days, they had turned into something beautiful.

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Do not despise small changes.

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Do not despise small signs of life.

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Some of you just need proof of life right now.

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You're like, hey, God, can I get some proof of life?

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Can I get some proof that you see me, that you care about me?

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Can I get some proof that this season changes for me and not just for everybody else?

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Can I get some proof of that?

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Because I've been in this Siberian winter for a long time, and I need some proof that

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you're talking to me.

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I need some proof that you're talking to me.

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You guys, ready or not, here I come.

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Ready or not.

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So winter is just a season when everything's dormant, and I know about that because I used

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to call us, me and David, the dormant dormants.

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The dormant dormants, that's who we were, because we had all kinds of things that had

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been fruitful in years past and seasons past, even before we were married.

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And when we came together, for whatever reason, everything had died in our lives.

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Everything had died in our lives, you guys.

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I wish that you could have known us back then so that you could see the miraculous hand

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of God.

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You're just going to have to trust me and believe me when I say that we were pretty

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busted and disgusted when we met each other.

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The highlight was that we met each other, but we met each other in a downturn.

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We met each other in an unraveling.

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We met each other in a hard, hard, hard winter season.

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Hard winter season.

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The kind of season where you wake up

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and everything is gone.

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Everything is gone.

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For me, my church family, my pastor,

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dudes going to prison, my mental health,

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my faith.

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You guys, if you're getting taught by someone

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for over a decade of your life

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and then they get arrested and get sent to prison,

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you might question your faith a little bit.

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Don't you think?

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You might wonder, oh my God, is this real?

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Like, what's happening?

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What's happening?

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Is the Bible real?

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Is God real?

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What's happening?

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That happened?

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And then you get a divorce.

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Now you don't have anyone because you never had a family.

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You guys know my history.

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Wasn't close to my family.

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They're the last people that I would call for help.

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And then the guy that I'm married to, that's over.

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I have a little kid.

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So now it's not just me in the ship that's sinking,

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but she's there too.

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And my mental health and my physical health

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are very impaired.

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And so it's not a good season.

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It's a winter season.

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And then this guy moves in next door to me

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and he's not doing that much better.

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He's not doing that much better.

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He's got two kids instead of just one.

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His wife has gone AWOL, right?

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She's kind of checked out.

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She's not really doing anything, his former wife.

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He had a downgrade from a big, beautiful house

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in the suburbs to this apartment, this duplex,

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where he lived next to me.

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Guys, just so you know,

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that's how we ended up being neighbors.

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We are both neighbors because we are both

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in a winter season.

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If you guys pictured us living our best lives,

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fat, dumb, and happy in the suburbs,

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then you pictured wrong, okay?

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We were in some new builds

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and I'm just gonna get real honest.

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We were in some new build duplexes

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and the only reason that I was able to rent there

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and he was able to rent there

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because he was going through a bankruptcy and a foreclosure

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and I had already gone through a foreclosure

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because of the divorce and because of all the crazy stuff

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is because the guy who owned these duplexes

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was willing to give both of us a chance.

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Separately, separately.

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We didn't know each other,

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but this guy, he used to be the mayor

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of this tiny little town and he was a nice guy

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and he was willing, even if bad credit

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and all the things, to give a chance.

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That's the only reason.

491
00:27:40.680 --> 00:27:43.000
So we had a landlord that was willing to give a chance

492
00:27:43.000 --> 00:27:44.880
and there was probably like, I don't know,

493
00:27:44.880 --> 00:27:48.600
20 units that he had built back here in this cul-de-sac.

494
00:27:48.600 --> 00:27:51.560
That's where we lived and that's why we were neighbors.

495
00:27:51.560 --> 00:27:54.960
We were both neighbors because we didn't have a choice

496
00:27:55.000 --> 00:27:56.080
to live anywhere else

497
00:27:56.080 --> 00:27:58.960
because nowhere else would give us a chance.

498
00:27:59.800 --> 00:28:02.800
Does that kind of change the story a little bit?

499
00:28:02.800 --> 00:28:03.640
Maybe a little.

500
00:28:07.960 --> 00:28:09.240
Maybe a little bit.

501
00:28:11.840 --> 00:28:13.600
And even though, obviously, you guys,

502
00:28:13.600 --> 00:28:15.240
you can see that God's hand was on us,

503
00:28:15.240 --> 00:28:16.720
it didn't feel like it.

504
00:28:16.720 --> 00:28:18.640
I just wanna make sure that you understand that.

505
00:28:18.640 --> 00:28:21.060
It didn't feel like God's hand was on us.

506
00:28:21.060 --> 00:28:22.340
It felt like a demotion.

507
00:28:22.340 --> 00:28:23.840
It felt like a deterioration.

508
00:28:23.840 --> 00:28:25.280
It felt like going backward.

509
00:28:26.720 --> 00:28:29.680
There were times when I lived in that specific duplex

510
00:28:29.680 --> 00:28:32.040
where I didn't think that I was going to live

511
00:28:32.040 --> 00:28:33.520
to see tomorrow.

512
00:28:33.520 --> 00:28:37.280
I really want someone to get a hold of that idea

513
00:28:37.280 --> 00:28:38.880
because I know that we have a tendency

514
00:28:38.880 --> 00:28:42.440
to just rose color everybody else's stories

515
00:28:42.440 --> 00:28:45.240
and not understand that it was really, really hard.

516
00:28:45.240 --> 00:28:47.800
It was the hardest season of my life.

517
00:28:47.800 --> 00:28:48.800
And that's saying a lot

518
00:28:48.800 --> 00:28:51.680
because I had had some really hard seasons

519
00:28:51.720 --> 00:28:53.820
ever since I came out of my mother's womb.

520
00:28:54.960 --> 00:28:56.600
Hardest season of my life.

521
00:28:56.600 --> 00:28:59.600
In fact, I remember one day I told my former husband,

522
00:28:59.600 --> 00:29:02.000
hey, I need you to take really good care of our daughter

523
00:29:02.000 --> 00:29:04.000
because I don't think I'm gonna make it.

524
00:29:06.040 --> 00:29:07.340
I thought I was gonna die.

525
00:29:10.720 --> 00:29:11.680
Thought I was gonna die.

526
00:29:11.680 --> 00:29:15.800
In fact, it was so bad that I actually called my mother.

527
00:29:15.800 --> 00:29:17.560
I called my mother, you guys,

528
00:29:17.560 --> 00:29:19.620
and I know that that really can't hit home with you

529
00:29:19.620 --> 00:29:21.580
because you don't understand the relationship,

530
00:29:22.420 --> 00:29:23.820
but it was so bad that I called my mother

531
00:29:23.820 --> 00:29:27.060
and I asked her to come two and a half hours

532
00:29:27.060 --> 00:29:29.740
to where I lived in Columbus, Ohio,

533
00:29:29.740 --> 00:29:33.140
to just be there because I literally thought

534
00:29:33.140 --> 00:29:34.680
that I wasn't gonna make it.

535
00:29:37.780 --> 00:29:42.780
That was the season where I found love.

536
00:29:42.940 --> 00:29:46.340
That was the season that I was in where this stuff happened.

537
00:29:47.740 --> 00:29:49.980
Can you not discern this new day of destiny

538
00:29:49.980 --> 00:29:51.140
breaking forth around you?

539
00:29:51.660 --> 00:29:52.500
No, God, I can't.

540
00:29:52.500 --> 00:29:55.700
As a matter of fact, I cannot discern it.

541
00:29:56.860 --> 00:29:59.540
But Jackie, the early signs of my purposes and plans

542
00:29:59.540 --> 00:30:00.380
are bursting.

543
00:30:00.000 --> 00:30:02.000
Are they?

544
00:30:02.000 --> 00:30:03.000
Are they God?

545
00:30:03.000 --> 00:30:06.920
Because I feel like I'm in hell with gasoline underwear on.

546
00:30:06.920 --> 00:30:07.920
I do.

547
00:30:07.920 --> 00:30:08.920
I do.

548
00:30:08.920 --> 00:30:14.160
And so if that's you too, you're in a good place.

549
00:30:14.160 --> 00:30:16.480
Because God said, ready or not, here I come.

550
00:30:16.480 --> 00:30:21.520
And when I tell you that I was not ready for love, I'm not kidding.

551
00:30:21.520 --> 00:30:24.920
Does it sound like I was ready?

552
00:30:24.920 --> 00:30:29.920
Does it sound like I was someone who was ready to fall in love?

553
00:30:29.920 --> 00:30:30.920
No, it doesn't.

554
00:30:30.920 --> 00:30:31.920
Does it?

555
00:30:31.920 --> 00:30:33.060
Because I wasn't.

556
00:30:33.060 --> 00:30:34.060
I wasn't.

557
00:30:34.060 --> 00:30:37.260
And I will tell you this, friends, because I wasn't, there were a lot of crazy things

558
00:30:37.260 --> 00:30:42.800
that happened in the first two years of me and David being together that were not necessary

559
00:30:42.800 --> 00:30:46.320
if I had had some more time to prepare.

560
00:30:46.320 --> 00:30:51.600
But I can tell you that all during the last and final years, this is where you got to

561
00:30:51.600 --> 00:30:56.900
understand the process, because otherwise it just makes me look like a victim.

562
00:30:56.900 --> 00:31:00.860
But I will be honest with you and tell you in the last and final years before all this

563
00:31:00.860 --> 00:31:03.680
crazy happened, God warned me.

564
00:31:03.680 --> 00:31:04.680
He showed me.

565
00:31:04.680 --> 00:31:05.680
He told me.

566
00:31:05.680 --> 00:31:06.680
I had dreams.

567
00:31:06.680 --> 00:31:08.100
I had words.

568
00:31:08.100 --> 00:31:12.300
I had strangers give me words.

569
00:31:12.300 --> 00:31:16.220
And yet I did not prepare.

570
00:31:16.220 --> 00:31:19.220
I did not do it.

571
00:31:19.220 --> 00:31:20.460
I knew I was supposed to move.

572
00:31:20.460 --> 00:31:21.580
I knew I was supposed to leave.

573
00:31:21.580 --> 00:31:22.860
We knew we were supposed to leave.

574
00:31:22.860 --> 00:31:27.540
In fact, when my former husband apologized to me a few weeks ago, that's what he said.

575
00:31:27.540 --> 00:31:31.460
He said, we should have left.

576
00:31:31.460 --> 00:31:34.940
I was thinking about that season and I know that I should have let us out.

577
00:31:34.940 --> 00:31:35.940
We should have left.

578
00:31:35.940 --> 00:31:37.140
We had an opportunity to leave.

579
00:31:37.140 --> 00:31:40.100
We had an opportunity to move almost three hours away.

580
00:31:40.100 --> 00:31:43.340
A good opportunity, a lucrative opportunity.

581
00:31:43.340 --> 00:31:50.300
And we did sort of, he did, for a few weeks, come home on the weekends.

582
00:31:50.300 --> 00:31:52.740
But we never fully made the move.

583
00:31:53.620 --> 00:31:55.260
And you might ask, Jackie, why would you guys do that?

584
00:31:55.260 --> 00:32:06.260
Because of people pleasing, because of expectations and loyalty to the church, to the leadership,

585
00:32:06.260 --> 00:32:09.420
to the family that was in that area.

586
00:32:09.420 --> 00:32:13.740
Sometimes you got to be loyal to yourself.

587
00:32:13.740 --> 00:32:16.380
Sometimes you got to do what's right for you and you got to let everybody else figure it

588
00:32:16.380 --> 00:32:18.340
out.

589
00:32:18.340 --> 00:32:21.460
That's hard for a lot of people and that was hard for us.

590
00:32:21.460 --> 00:32:25.620
So he would go and then he would come home on the weekends and then we just made a decision

591
00:32:25.620 --> 00:32:26.940
that we were just not going to move.

592
00:32:26.940 --> 00:32:28.100
We were just not going to do it.

593
00:32:28.100 --> 00:32:30.460
We were just going to stay here and we're going to do what other people wanted us to

594
00:32:30.460 --> 00:32:31.460
do.

595
00:32:31.460 --> 00:32:35.780
There's a lot of manipulation happening in that season from the leadership, the same

596
00:32:35.780 --> 00:32:39.340
leadership that ended up going to prison.

597
00:32:39.340 --> 00:32:50.220
But I'm just telling you that when you feel the stirring, you got to follow that.

598
00:32:50.260 --> 00:32:53.460
When grace starts lifting, you got to pay attention to that.

599
00:32:53.460 --> 00:32:54.460
You're like, what does that mean?

600
00:32:54.460 --> 00:32:59.700
It means that you don't have the grace to do what you're doing or be where you are anymore.

601
00:32:59.700 --> 00:33:01.340
You wake up every day confused.

602
00:33:01.340 --> 00:33:06.060
You wake up every day feeling like you're in a winter that's never going to end.

603
00:33:06.060 --> 00:33:07.300
Friends, seasons end.

604
00:33:07.300 --> 00:33:12.260
And if you've been in the same season for a long period of time, that means that you

605
00:33:12.260 --> 00:33:14.620
keep skipping your time of visitation.

606
00:33:14.620 --> 00:33:19.700
But God is here to say, ready or not, here I come.

607
00:33:20.700 --> 00:33:24.700
This opportunity is coming right back around and it's time to take it.

608
00:33:24.700 --> 00:33:29.700
And when I say opportunity, I mean opportunity for change.

609
00:33:29.700 --> 00:33:32.700
Opportunity for new.

610
00:33:32.700 --> 00:33:34.700
How long has it been since you had something new in your life?

611
00:33:34.700 --> 00:33:36.700
I mean, something seriously new.

612
00:33:36.700 --> 00:33:37.700
Put it in.

613
00:33:37.700 --> 00:33:38.700
I don't care if it's a new pair of shoes.

614
00:33:38.700 --> 00:33:39.700
Put it in the chat.

615
00:33:39.700 --> 00:33:42.700
What's new with you is the question right now.

616
00:33:42.700 --> 00:33:45.700
What's new with you?

617
00:33:45.700 --> 00:33:47.700
I saw some of you last summer.

618
00:33:47.700 --> 00:33:48.700
I saw Cindy at Disney.

619
00:33:48.700 --> 00:33:50.700
What's new with you, Cindy?

620
00:33:50.700 --> 00:33:51.700
Come on.

621
00:33:51.700 --> 00:33:53.700
What's new?

622
00:33:53.700 --> 00:33:54.700
What's new with you?

623
00:33:54.700 --> 00:33:55.700
I saw Beth in Austin.

624
00:33:55.700 --> 00:33:56.700
What's new, Beth?

625
00:33:56.700 --> 00:33:58.700
What's new with you?

626
00:33:58.700 --> 00:34:00.700
I want to see it in the chat.

627
00:34:00.700 --> 00:34:03.700
Someone got a new sweatshirt?

628
00:34:03.700 --> 00:34:06.700
Praise the Lord.

629
00:34:06.700 --> 00:34:08.699
Don't buy any more winter clothes, Terry.

630
00:34:08.699 --> 00:34:10.699
Winter's done.

631
00:34:11.699 --> 00:34:13.699
Ms. Young is having a revival in her career.

632
00:34:13.699 --> 00:34:15.699
She's booking some acting work again.

633
00:34:15.699 --> 00:34:17.699
And friends, this is not all just about your love lives.

634
00:34:17.699 --> 00:34:20.699
I want you to see that people are putting in the chat that,

635
00:34:20.699 --> 00:34:23.699
you know, I've always been the barren winter of financial

636
00:34:23.699 --> 00:34:24.699
insecurity.

637
00:34:24.699 --> 00:34:26.699
I've always been in that.

638
00:34:26.699 --> 00:34:30.699
Barren season of not having enough.

639
00:34:30.699 --> 00:34:36.699
That's the winter that I want to step out of.

640
00:34:37.699 --> 00:34:38.699
New job.

641
00:34:38.699 --> 00:34:39.699
New TV.

642
00:34:39.699 --> 00:34:40.699
New red dress.

643
00:34:40.699 --> 00:34:41.699
Love it.

644
00:34:41.699 --> 00:34:43.699
Put in your retirement paperwork.

645
00:34:43.699 --> 00:34:44.699
Come on.

646
00:34:44.699 --> 00:34:45.699
New season for you.

647
00:34:45.699 --> 00:34:47.699
Interviewing for new jobs.

648
00:34:47.699 --> 00:34:49.699
New, new, new, new, new.

649
00:34:49.699 --> 00:34:50.699
New.

650
00:34:50.699 --> 00:34:51.699
New.

651
00:34:51.699 --> 00:34:55.699
Starting to sing again.

652
00:35:00.000 --> 00:35:01.920
Something old becoming new.

653
00:35:04.640 --> 00:35:07.040
New hair, and guys, I love new hair.

654
00:35:07.040 --> 00:35:09.080
New hair is one of my favorite things.

655
00:35:09.080 --> 00:35:10.840
New hair!

656
00:35:10.840 --> 00:35:12.380
New hair, who dis?

657
00:35:12.380 --> 00:35:13.220
Who dis?

658
00:35:13.220 --> 00:35:15.240
New hair, let's go.

659
00:35:15.240 --> 00:35:18.360
I have to admit, some people get their hair done

660
00:35:18.360 --> 00:35:20.760
and I don't even know who they are.

661
00:35:20.760 --> 00:35:23.500
I'm like, who are you?

662
00:35:23.500 --> 00:35:24.540
What is this?

663
00:35:24.540 --> 00:35:26.440
I mean, like, in a good way.

664
00:35:26.440 --> 00:35:28.180
So, winter is the season, friends,

665
00:35:28.180 --> 00:35:29.860
when everything is dormant, everything is hidden.

666
00:35:29.860 --> 00:35:34.860
We know that, but it's not, it's hidden.

667
00:35:35.640 --> 00:35:38.880
It's out of sight, but it doesn't mean that it's not there.

668
00:35:38.880 --> 00:35:40.000
It's important, remember?

669
00:35:40.000 --> 00:35:42.620
I came in my driveway in the green stuff.

670
00:35:42.620 --> 00:35:45.300
The green stuff didn't just magically,

671
00:35:45.300 --> 00:35:47.720
you know, it did magically appear,

672
00:35:47.720 --> 00:35:51.560
but it didn't just, you know, it had already been there.

673
00:35:51.560 --> 00:35:52.880
I don't know the word that I want,

674
00:35:52.880 --> 00:35:56.040
but it had come up, it had manifested,

675
00:35:56.040 --> 00:35:57.880
because it was already there, though.

676
00:35:58.700 --> 00:36:03.060
So, winter is the time when there's stuff that's hidden,

677
00:36:03.060 --> 00:36:04.500
seeds that have been planted,

678
00:36:04.500 --> 00:36:07.520
but the growth has not been seen yet, right?

679
00:36:08.860 --> 00:36:11.020
So, once again, I know that we're in a spring season

680
00:36:11.020 --> 00:36:13.900
in the world, but in parts of the world, I should say,

681
00:36:13.900 --> 00:36:15.980
America being one of those parts,

682
00:36:15.980 --> 00:36:18.860
but I'm talking about your seasons of your life right now.

683
00:36:18.860 --> 00:36:21.240
Lots of you have seed under the ground

684
00:36:21.240 --> 00:36:22.460
that nothing has happened with.

685
00:36:22.460 --> 00:36:24.060
It is dormant seed.

686
00:36:24.060 --> 00:36:27.580
It has been planted, but there has not been any growth.

687
00:36:28.280 --> 00:36:30.440
And that is the kind of season shift that I'm talking about,

688
00:36:30.440 --> 00:36:33.040
then, where the things that you have planted

689
00:36:33.040 --> 00:36:37.800
begin to show signs of life, proof of life,

690
00:36:37.800 --> 00:36:39.560
proof of God's process.

691
00:36:39.560 --> 00:36:41.480
He said, I won't be mocked.

692
00:36:41.480 --> 00:36:43.040
Whatever you sow, you're gonna reap.

693
00:36:43.040 --> 00:36:45.560
And a lot of people use that to scare people.

694
00:36:45.560 --> 00:36:47.480
Oh, you're gonna reap what you sow.

695
00:36:47.480 --> 00:36:49.640
But a lot of you have good seed in the ground.

696
00:36:49.640 --> 00:36:52.040
You've sown a lot of good seed, a lot of good deeds,

697
00:36:52.040 --> 00:36:55.560
a lot of good things, a lot of help,

698
00:36:55.560 --> 00:36:57.700
a lot of hope.

699
00:36:59.100 --> 00:37:03.460
And that stuff has a harvest date too.

700
00:37:03.460 --> 00:37:04.540
So growth is happening.

701
00:37:04.540 --> 00:37:05.540
It's kind of invisible.

702
00:37:05.540 --> 00:37:08.380
It's like everything's been being done behind the scenes

703
00:37:08.380 --> 00:37:10.660
and nothing looks like it's working, right?

704
00:37:10.660 --> 00:37:12.260
Nothing looks like it's working.

705
00:37:13.260 --> 00:37:14.620
Anyone else feel that way?

706
00:37:14.620 --> 00:37:16.060
Nothing looks like it's working?

707
00:37:16.060 --> 00:37:17.620
But have you been sowing to it?

708
00:37:17.620 --> 00:37:18.460
You have.

709
00:37:18.460 --> 00:37:20.940
And remember, when you sow, you're gonna reap.

710
00:37:20.940 --> 00:37:22.540
There's gonna be a harvest.

711
00:37:22.540 --> 00:37:24.420
So just because nothing was visible

712
00:37:24.440 --> 00:37:26.000
or nothing is visible right now

713
00:37:26.000 --> 00:37:28.360
doesn't mean that nothing has been happening.

714
00:37:33.600 --> 00:37:35.480
It's really easy to liken this to a pregnancy

715
00:37:35.480 --> 00:37:36.600
because I've been pregnant

716
00:37:36.600 --> 00:37:38.320
and there's stuff going on in there

717
00:37:38.320 --> 00:37:39.960
that you just don't know about.

718
00:37:39.960 --> 00:37:42.080
You just have to have faith.

719
00:37:42.080 --> 00:37:44.520
You just have to have faith that it's happening.

720
00:37:45.720 --> 00:37:47.280
I didn't show with my baby

721
00:37:47.280 --> 00:37:48.920
until I was like seven months pregnant

722
00:37:48.920 --> 00:37:50.080
because I'm tall, y'all.

723
00:37:50.080 --> 00:37:50.920
I'm really tall.

724
00:37:50.920 --> 00:37:53.840
And I was really, really skinny back then.

725
00:37:53.840 --> 00:37:56.660
And I will tell you that a lot of people were like,

726
00:37:56.660 --> 00:37:58.100
are you sure you're pregnant?

727
00:38:00.340 --> 00:38:01.500
Are you sure?

728
00:38:03.700 --> 00:38:06.320
And I'm like, oh yeah, I'm sure, I'm sure.

729
00:38:06.320 --> 00:38:09.680
But there wasn't much visibly happening.

730
00:38:12.800 --> 00:38:16.380
But if God said, we know that we're in springtime.

731
00:38:16.380 --> 00:38:18.380
We're using that as an example

732
00:38:18.380 --> 00:38:20.260
because we've stepped into that.

733
00:38:21.240 --> 00:38:26.240
But also we know that spring is just God saying

734
00:38:27.600 --> 00:38:29.240
that there's a revealing season.

735
00:38:30.600 --> 00:38:32.560
There's a revealing season.

736
00:38:32.560 --> 00:38:34.200
What was underground comes up.

737
00:38:34.200 --> 00:38:36.140
What was hidden becomes visible.

738
00:38:37.720 --> 00:38:41.400
What he's been working on behind the scenes emerges.

739
00:38:42.440 --> 00:38:43.440
That's happening.

740
00:38:44.400 --> 00:38:46.160
And he's telling us in Song of Songs,

741
00:38:46.160 --> 00:38:47.400
arise, come away with me.

742
00:38:47.400 --> 00:38:50.000
The season has changed already.

743
00:38:50.740 --> 00:38:51.700
The bareness of your winter is over.

744
00:38:51.700 --> 00:38:53.980
The time of hiding is done.

745
00:38:57.060 --> 00:38:57.900
What's it saying there?

746
00:38:57.900 --> 00:38:59.860
It's saying, I wanna reveal you.

747
00:38:59.860 --> 00:39:01.300
I wanna reveal things to you.

748
00:39:01.300 --> 00:39:03.440
The things that you think are not visible,

749
00:39:03.440 --> 00:39:05.300
the things that you don't even know are there.

750
00:39:05.300 --> 00:39:07.660
I want that stuff to come out of hiding.

751
00:39:09.460 --> 00:39:10.460
I want it to come out of hiding.

752
00:39:10.460 --> 00:39:11.300
And there's something else.

753
00:39:11.300 --> 00:39:12.820
This just keeps coming into my spirit.

754
00:39:12.820 --> 00:39:13.660
So I'm gonna say it.

755
00:39:13.660 --> 00:39:15.340
I had no intention of saying this.

756
00:39:15.340 --> 00:39:16.340
But the other day, you guys,

757
00:39:16.340 --> 00:39:19.380
I watched a really good podcast on Oprah's podcast.

758
00:39:19.920 --> 00:39:22.600
I don't know if Oprah has a podcast, but she does.

759
00:39:22.600 --> 00:39:25.920
And you guys remember that,

760
00:39:25.920 --> 00:39:27.960
I wanna say that it was last year that it happened,

761
00:39:27.960 --> 00:39:29.680
but that couple that got caught

762
00:39:29.680 --> 00:39:33.940
at the Coldplay concert together on the Jumbotron,

763
00:39:33.940 --> 00:39:37.640
that CEO and the chief people officer,

764
00:39:37.640 --> 00:39:38.960
her name's Kristen Cabot,

765
00:39:38.960 --> 00:39:42.520
they got caught on the thing.

766
00:39:42.520 --> 00:39:43.680
Is it Kristen Cabot?

767
00:39:44.800 --> 00:39:45.720
Her name's Kristen.

768
00:39:45.720 --> 00:39:47.560
I know that's her first name for sure.

769
00:39:47.560 --> 00:39:51.340
So they got caught canoodling,

770
00:39:52.500 --> 00:39:56.040
hugging on that thing.

771
00:39:56.040 --> 00:39:57.820
And then people were like, oh.

772
00:39:57.820 --> 00:40:00.100
And then of course, when the kiss cam came on.

773
00:40:00.000 --> 00:40:01.780
and they just bolted.

774
00:40:01.780 --> 00:40:03.900
She turned away, he ducked down,

775
00:40:03.900 --> 00:40:05.860
and Chris Martin, who is the lead singer

776
00:40:05.860 --> 00:40:07.100
of that band Coldplay, said,

777
00:40:07.100 --> 00:40:08.540
"'Oh, they must be really shy,"

778
00:40:08.540 --> 00:40:10.780
or, "'They must be having an affair.'"

779
00:40:10.780 --> 00:40:13.020
So he sowed the seed, right?

780
00:40:13.020 --> 00:40:15.120
And because of that, it went viral.

781
00:40:15.120 --> 00:40:17.260
There's lots of people that duck out of a KISS cam.

782
00:40:17.260 --> 00:40:19.620
You guys at baseball games, there's lots of people,

783
00:40:19.620 --> 00:40:20.900
and it's not because they're having affairs,

784
00:40:20.900 --> 00:40:23.660
it's because they just don't want to be on the KISS cam.

785
00:40:25.020 --> 00:40:26.900
They don't want the whole stadium looking at them.

786
00:40:26.900 --> 00:40:28.760
Even if it's their partner sitting next to them,

787
00:40:28.760 --> 00:40:32.200
there are people that just don't like the KISS cam, right?

788
00:40:32.200 --> 00:40:33.900
And nobody thinks anything of it.

789
00:40:34.880 --> 00:40:37.040
But for whatever reason,

790
00:40:37.040 --> 00:40:41.040
when that lead singer of that band said that,

791
00:40:41.040 --> 00:40:43.880
people picked it up in this viral age that we live in,

792
00:40:43.880 --> 00:40:45.560
and they put it on TikTok,

793
00:40:45.560 --> 00:40:47.320
and they put it here, and they put it there,

794
00:40:47.320 --> 00:40:49.320
and what happened after that, friends,

795
00:40:49.320 --> 00:40:50.800
was really, really bad.

796
00:40:50.800 --> 00:40:52.560
The narrative got hijacked.

797
00:40:52.560 --> 00:40:54.920
People assumed that they knew what was going on

798
00:40:54.920 --> 00:40:56.280
between these two people.

799
00:40:56.280 --> 00:40:58.160
All kinds of stories were told,

800
00:40:58.320 --> 00:41:01.360
and both of these people's careers and lives were ruined,

801
00:41:01.360 --> 00:41:02.720
especially the woman.

802
00:41:04.460 --> 00:41:05.880
Her life was ruined.

803
00:41:05.880 --> 00:41:08.320
And this is the first interview that she's ever given.

804
00:41:08.320 --> 00:41:10.080
She's not gonna give any other interviews.

805
00:41:10.080 --> 00:41:13.400
She's a very private person, very proper person,

806
00:41:13.400 --> 00:41:14.800
and when you watch her on the podcast,

807
00:41:14.800 --> 00:41:18.080
you realize she's very intelligent, she's very articulate,

808
00:41:18.080 --> 00:41:20.760
and she was making herself vulnerable

809
00:41:20.760 --> 00:41:25.640
for this interview with Oprah, and it was very sincere,

810
00:41:25.640 --> 00:41:28.680
and I felt very sad for her and for her children,

811
00:41:28.680 --> 00:41:31.840
because she wasn't married when this happened.

812
00:41:33.720 --> 00:41:35.320
She was, in her mind,

813
00:41:35.320 --> 00:41:38.760
allowed to be in a budding relationship,

814
00:41:38.760 --> 00:41:40.360
unfortunately, yes, with her boss,

815
00:41:40.360 --> 00:41:42.960
and she did say, you know, obviously,

816
00:41:42.960 --> 00:41:45.960
as a chief people officer, which is the head of HR,

817
00:41:45.960 --> 00:41:47.960
friends, that's what she was,

818
00:41:47.960 --> 00:41:50.340
you know, they always discourage us from that.

819
00:41:50.340 --> 00:41:52.040
Like, don't date coworkers.

820
00:41:52.040 --> 00:41:53.120
They discourage.

821
00:41:53.160 --> 00:41:57.120
And they had actually been about to go to the board,

822
00:41:57.120 --> 00:41:59.720
which was the only people higher than them in the company,

823
00:41:59.720 --> 00:42:02.760
and tell them about their budding relationship,

824
00:42:02.760 --> 00:42:05.120
and start making some changes in the company

825
00:42:05.120 --> 00:42:07.040
so that they didn't report to each other.

826
00:42:07.040 --> 00:42:09.120
You know, just make things on the up and up.

827
00:42:09.120 --> 00:42:12.480
That was literally about to happen before this happened.

828
00:42:12.480 --> 00:42:16.840
This was a spontaneous, spur-of-the-moment,

829
00:42:16.840 --> 00:42:20.040
concert invitation from one of their friends,

830
00:42:20.040 --> 00:42:20.920
and this is what happened.

831
00:42:20.920 --> 00:42:22.080
This was actually the first time

832
00:42:22.080 --> 00:42:24.120
that they'd ever been in public together,

833
00:42:24.120 --> 00:42:25.320
and it was also the first time

834
00:42:25.320 --> 00:42:27.800
that they'd ever physically touched each other.

835
00:42:27.800 --> 00:42:30.320
They were up there dancing, having fun,

836
00:42:30.320 --> 00:42:31.680
and then this happens.

837
00:42:31.680 --> 00:42:33.960
And friends, the story, the real story,

838
00:42:33.960 --> 00:42:36.080
is quite different than the story

839
00:42:36.080 --> 00:42:38.140
that was made up in the public.

840
00:42:38.140 --> 00:42:40.320
And the reason why Holy Spirit is saying this right now

841
00:42:40.320 --> 00:42:43.000
is because some of you have had a similar situation

842
00:42:43.000 --> 00:42:46.680
where there are stories about you in the world,

843
00:42:46.680 --> 00:42:48.600
in your family, in your friend groups,

844
00:42:48.600 --> 00:42:50.840
in your communities, that are not true,

845
00:42:50.880 --> 00:42:54.280
and they have caused winter seasons in your life.

846
00:42:56.720 --> 00:42:59.080
There are people that think things about you

847
00:42:59.080 --> 00:43:00.360
that are not true.

848
00:43:01.480 --> 00:43:04.200
I had one of those winter seasons end a couple weeks ago

849
00:43:04.200 --> 00:43:06.800
when my former husband acknowledged

850
00:43:06.800 --> 00:43:08.440
that he should have done things differently,

851
00:43:08.440 --> 00:43:11.480
and when he apologized to me for,

852
00:43:11.480 --> 00:43:12.640
and this is what he said,

853
00:43:12.640 --> 00:43:15.280
I apologize for thinking these bad things about you

854
00:43:15.280 --> 00:43:17.500
and for being angry at you all this time.

855
00:43:19.720 --> 00:43:20.560
Come on, y'all.

856
00:43:21.680 --> 00:43:24.200
That's a springtime if I've ever seen one.

857
00:43:27.040 --> 00:43:27.880
Why?

858
00:43:27.880 --> 00:43:29.480
Not because we're getting back together.

859
00:43:29.480 --> 00:43:31.120
Obviously, I've been married to someone else

860
00:43:31.120 --> 00:43:32.280
for almost 20 years.

861
00:43:32.280 --> 00:43:33.600
Has nothing to do with that.

862
00:43:33.600 --> 00:43:37.840
It has to do with that cloud that's been over me lifting

863
00:43:37.840 --> 00:43:39.880
and the sun being able to shine through.

864
00:43:40.800 --> 00:43:43.960
I know we say things don't bother us, but they do.

865
00:43:43.960 --> 00:43:46.860
I know we say that things don't hold us back, but they do.

866
00:43:47.860 --> 00:43:52.860
So what would happen if some long time misunderstanding

867
00:43:53.540 --> 00:43:55.660
in your life was cleared up?

868
00:43:55.660 --> 00:43:58.340
What would happen if some situation

869
00:43:58.340 --> 00:44:00.460
where someone's holding a grudge against you

870
00:44:00.460 --> 00:44:02.860
or someone's believing just whatever they wanna believe

871
00:44:02.860 --> 00:44:05.140
about you, even though it's not accurate,

872
00:44:05.140 --> 00:44:07.540
what if that shifted and changed?

873
00:44:09.820 --> 00:44:11.420
Anybody have a situation like that?

874
00:44:11.420 --> 00:44:12.940
Can I see hands in the chat?

875
00:44:16.860 --> 00:44:18.860
My husband has a situation like that.

876
00:44:20.660 --> 00:44:23.380
He worked at a mega church for almost 15 years

877
00:44:23.380 --> 00:44:27.420
and he was fired at the end of his ministry career.

878
00:44:27.420 --> 00:44:28.780
You know what word God gave me?

879
00:44:28.780 --> 00:44:31.740
God said, tell him, because we had just gotten married.

880
00:44:31.740 --> 00:44:34.940
We've been married for only two months, you guys.

881
00:44:34.940 --> 00:44:37.860
Talk about hard seasons that just don't seem to end.

882
00:44:39.680 --> 00:44:41.520
God said, he'll be vindicated.

883
00:44:41.520 --> 00:44:42.360
What's that mean?

884
00:44:42.360 --> 00:44:43.740
It means the truth will be known.

885
00:44:44.740 --> 00:44:46.920
The truth will be known.

886
00:44:49.940 --> 00:44:51.380
And guess what?

887
00:44:51.380 --> 00:44:53.260
That has happened.

888
00:44:53.260 --> 00:44:55.420
Just recently, that has happened.

889
00:44:55.420 --> 00:44:59.540
The toxicity of this place, of this church,

890
00:44:59.540 --> 00:45:00.540
the way they run it.

891
00:45:00.000 --> 00:45:06.480
things the way they do things. There's even a podcast about this church just outing it.

892
00:45:11.520 --> 00:45:15.120
And you know what, that just shows you, and of course he already knew this to be true because

893
00:45:15.120 --> 00:45:20.720
he was there for 15 years on staff, but it just makes you understand that you dodged a lot of

894
00:45:20.720 --> 00:45:25.520
bullets, didn't you? What you saw as something bad that happened in your life actually was for

895
00:45:25.520 --> 00:45:36.720
your benefit. It just didn't feel good at the moment. It didn't feel good, but it's still for

896
00:45:36.720 --> 00:45:43.440
you. It's still for you. By the way, I just want to say something really important. Romans 8.28

897
00:45:43.440 --> 00:45:47.920
says, God works all things to your good. It doesn't mean that he doesn't say, he doesn't say

898
00:45:47.920 --> 00:45:54.720
God works all things in a way that feels good. It doesn't say that, does it? Can we just talk

899
00:45:54.720 --> 00:46:01.680
about that for a second? He will, if you allow him, because he is sovereign, but only when you

900
00:46:01.680 --> 00:46:09.040
allow him. If you release these broken places of your life, all these pieces, if you give that to

901
00:46:09.040 --> 00:46:14.000
him, he can work that all to your good, but he didn't promise it would feel good.

902
00:46:14.160 --> 00:46:22.000
I know with all my heart that God shut that door for my husband at that place after 15 years. He

903
00:46:22.000 --> 00:46:26.960
probably should have left after 10. I remember what I said earlier about when grace is lifting,

904
00:46:26.960 --> 00:46:31.600
you guys, you have a responsibility when grace is lifting to make action.

905
00:46:34.320 --> 00:46:37.280
When you're waking up every day, confused, upset,

906
00:46:38.160 --> 00:46:44.160
when you know you've done the hard work, but you still feel restless, you still feel unsafe,

907
00:46:45.520 --> 00:46:52.560
unhappy, if all you're noticing is all the negative things about something instead of what you used to

908
00:46:52.560 --> 00:47:00.880
think was great about it, it means the grace for that is probably lifting. Once again, especially

909
00:47:01.200 --> 00:47:07.120
if you've done your hard work. So if you're part of a job, a company, a community, a church,

910
00:47:07.120 --> 00:47:12.080
and you find yourself always just being in quiet judgment in your mind about the stuff that you

911
00:47:12.080 --> 00:47:17.280
know is wrong and should be fixed, but nobody cares to fix it, it means that your grace to

912
00:47:17.280 --> 00:47:25.200
participate is probably ending. Do you guys hear me? Do you guys hear me?

913
00:47:25.200 --> 00:47:33.840
Do you guys hear me? And you know what happens when you outstay your grace?

914
00:47:33.840 --> 00:47:39.760
You start getting bitter. You start getting into judgment. You start getting into gossip.

915
00:47:39.760 --> 00:47:45.520
That's what happens to you. You start having a bad attitude.

916
00:47:46.400 --> 00:47:51.120
But God didn't promise it was going to feel good. And I know I've talked about God's will before,

917
00:47:51.120 --> 00:47:56.480
but I'm talking about it again because there is a storm over on my Instagram with people

918
00:47:56.480 --> 00:48:01.920
who believe that we're predestined. And anytime I put out any content that suggests that we get to

919
00:48:01.920 --> 00:48:09.920
choose, people get really upset. They really do. Because they believe, and the thing is,

920
00:48:10.720 --> 00:48:14.560
they don't call it predestination, but they do call it, like, God's not going to let you miss

921
00:48:14.560 --> 00:48:18.240
out on what's good for you, or God's not going to do this, or God's not going to do that.

922
00:48:18.240 --> 00:48:23.920
Well, honey, this ain't about God. This is about you. And people miss out on what's good for them

923
00:48:23.920 --> 00:48:30.240
every day of the week and twice on Sundays. People miss out on what's best for them over and over and

924
00:48:30.240 --> 00:48:35.920
over and over again because they continue to decide that they know best. And guess what?

925
00:48:35.920 --> 00:48:42.800
They don't. It's ridiculous that people think that, you know, God is full of grace and grace

926
00:48:42.800 --> 00:48:47.760
abounds, friends. And I believe with all my heart that when you surrender and you continue to

927
00:48:47.760 --> 00:48:50.880
surrender, that's why we teach you in heart work that surrender is not a one and done.

928
00:48:50.880 --> 00:48:58.960
Surrender is a daily situation. Because you have no idea how strong your will is. Your will is so

929
00:48:59.040 --> 00:49:04.880
strong. And your will trumps God's will all the time. It does. It trumps his will. The belief

930
00:49:04.880 --> 00:49:11.280
systems that you have, they are what direct your course, not the Holy Spirit. I know we walk by

931
00:49:11.280 --> 00:49:16.560
faith and not by sight, but a lot of us are not walking by faith because we're not taking action

932
00:49:16.560 --> 00:49:20.240
because we don't truly believe what we say we believe. And I'm not going to get into all that

933
00:49:20.240 --> 00:49:24.960
right now. But I've taught at many, many schools, and I've taught at many, many colleges, and I've

934
00:49:25.920 --> 00:49:29.760
And I'm not going to get into all that right now. But I've taught at many, many, many, many times

935
00:49:29.760 --> 00:49:33.760
before, and I'm sure that I'll teach it many times again until all of us, including myself,

936
00:49:33.760 --> 00:49:38.400
really start living it. But in order to live that life, you have to follow the Spirit,

937
00:49:38.400 --> 00:49:46.560
not just once in a while, but every day. It's not that easy. You're going to make mistakes.

938
00:49:47.200 --> 00:49:52.000
But the key is that when you realize that you have chosen some things that are not that great,

939
00:49:52.000 --> 00:49:56.000
and that you've made some mistakes maybe in charting your course, that's what repentance

940
00:49:56.000 --> 00:49:59.920
is. You say, Oh God, you know, I'm not really sure how I ended up over here.

941
00:50:00.000 --> 00:50:05.500
here. You know, I love you and I live for you, but I still ended up over here somehow.

942
00:50:05.500 --> 00:50:12.380
So I'm just telling you, take the wheel. Jesus, take the wheel. That's you repenting. That's

943
00:50:12.380 --> 00:50:17.400
you repenting. I'm turning away from this stuff because this is not good right here.

944
00:50:17.400 --> 00:50:22.400
And I'm asking you to make it good. And remember, it doesn't have to feel good for him to make

945
00:50:22.400 --> 00:50:28.660
it good. The Word of God doesn't say that God works everything. I'm sorry, the Bible

946
00:50:28.660 --> 00:50:35.900
doesn't say God wills everything to our good. He says he works everything to our good. These

947
00:50:35.900 --> 00:50:41.380
people out here believe in God's will and everything. No, if God had his way and his

948
00:50:41.380 --> 00:50:45.340
will is done on earth as it is in heaven, this whole world would look much, much different

949
00:50:45.340 --> 00:50:51.500
friends. And remember his will is joy and peace and righteousness. That's what it is.

950
00:50:51.500 --> 00:50:57.700
It's not specific, like move to Milwaukee and marry Brad. No, that's not, that's not

951
00:50:57.700 --> 00:51:01.340
what God's will looks like. God's will is that you would live in joy and you would live

952
00:51:01.340 --> 00:51:05.980
in peace and you would live in the righteousness of Christ. All the details are kind of up

953
00:51:05.980 --> 00:51:13.540
for grabs. Make sense? All right, you guys, this is a grab bag today of all kinds of things.

954
00:51:13.540 --> 00:51:22.020
So let's get back here. Let's get back here. So we have been hiding. God is seeking. And

955
00:51:22.020 --> 00:51:26.500
I'm encouraging all of us, including myself to come out and say, here I am, because it's

956
00:51:26.500 --> 00:51:31.380
not just God looking for us, like God looking for us, like for relationship. I believe that

957
00:51:31.380 --> 00:51:37.980
there's a lot of things looking for us. We got to be honest with ourselves today about

958
00:51:37.980 --> 00:51:44.220
whether or not we're maybe hiding from some of those things, feeling unready, feeling

959
00:51:44.220 --> 00:51:53.940
unqualified, disqualified, unqualified and disqualified. Okay. But I believe, and this

960
00:51:53.940 --> 00:51:57.180
is one of the things that God spoke to me very early in this movement. He said this

961
00:51:57.180 --> 00:52:05.100
to me. He said, love has heard your name and it's searching for you. I want you to grab

962
00:52:05.100 --> 00:52:09.060
a hold of that. Love has heard your name. Ever since love heard your name, it has been

963
00:52:09.060 --> 00:52:16.340
looking through these streets for you. I want you to get a hold of this idea, you guys.

964
00:52:16.340 --> 00:52:20.580
God said this to me this morning. He's like, tell them someone is praying for a person

965
00:52:20.580 --> 00:52:26.620
just like them. Because someone is praying for you right now. Someone has been praying

966
00:52:26.620 --> 00:52:30.540
for you. And I don't just mean for romance. I don't just mean your spouse. Someone is

967
00:52:30.540 --> 00:52:34.780
praying for someone who can partner with them in business. Someone who's praying for someone

968
00:52:34.780 --> 00:52:40.020
who has a skill set or a gift set like you. Someone is praying for someone who carries

969
00:52:40.020 --> 00:52:50.940
what you carry, to come, to help, to assist in whatever. Someone has a job opening right

970
00:52:50.940 --> 00:52:56.700
now and they're praying for you to fill it. Because they need a team member, they need

971
00:52:56.700 --> 00:53:05.420
a partner. They need someone who's an expert in X, Y, Z. Some single mom right now is praying

972
00:53:05.420 --> 00:53:11.100
for you to be a mentor. If you're a teacher, to be a teacher to their children. They're

973
00:53:11.100 --> 00:53:17.420
asking, oh God, this next half of the school season, please, please let my child, you know,

974
00:53:17.420 --> 00:53:23.140
have an adult in their life that cares about them. Someone's praying for a mentor or spiritual

975
00:53:23.140 --> 00:53:27.100
mentor or pastor like you or whatever it is that you're carrying. It doesn't matter. But

976
00:53:27.100 --> 00:53:32.260
also love. But I need you to understand that opportunities are looking for you too. Healing

977
00:53:32.260 --> 00:53:41.180
is looking for you. Healing is looking for you. It's searching for you. The answers to

978
00:53:41.180 --> 00:53:47.340
the stuff on your Jesus cares board is looking for you. And for those that desire children,

979
00:53:47.340 --> 00:53:51.380
I said at the beginning, there might be something hard in today's Supernatural Saturday, something

980
00:53:51.380 --> 00:53:58.900
hard to receive. For those of you that desire children, even if you still have, you know,

981
00:53:58.900 --> 00:54:04.860
your cycles, even if you could have children yourself right now, but you don't have a partner,

982
00:54:04.860 --> 00:54:09.540
so you can't. Even for those of you that that time, that reproductive season of your life

983
00:54:09.540 --> 00:54:14.780
has ended. For those of you that desire children, I want you to know that there are children

984
00:54:14.780 --> 00:54:21.420
looking for you. I don't mean in heaven coming down, you know, supernaturally and God knitting

985
00:54:21.420 --> 00:54:25.300
them together in your womb. Yeah, those children, but children that are born, children that

986
00:54:25.300 --> 00:54:30.020
were born of other parents, but need a parent like you, they're looking for you. I just

987
00:54:30.020 --> 00:54:37.140
want to let you know that I know what it's like to be a child who doesn't have a caregiver

988
00:54:37.140 --> 00:54:42.620
that's safe. A child who doesn't have someone to turn to, a teenager that is confused and

989
00:54:42.620 --> 00:54:49.180
lost and on their own in the world. And I remember wishing all throughout my childhood

990
00:54:49.180 --> 00:54:53.580
that I had an adult that cared, that I had an adult that I could turn to or talk to.

991
00:54:53.580 --> 00:54:57.060
I would go to summer camp and there's lots of adults there that were counselors and none

992
00:54:57.060 --> 00:54:59.940
of them paid any attention to me. And I went to summer camp every year and I was

993
00:55:00.000 --> 00:55:01.000
hurting you guys.

994
00:55:01.000 --> 00:55:02.800
I was being abused at home.

995
00:55:02.800 --> 00:55:08.480
No one noticed me."

996
00:55:08.480 --> 00:55:13.800
That might be your story as well, but maybe in this season, that's not just our story

997
00:55:13.800 --> 00:55:15.360
that we get to get healed from.

998
00:55:15.360 --> 00:55:18.560
Maybe healing for that story is looking for us, but we actually begin to become the answer

999
00:55:18.560 --> 00:55:27.120
to someone else's desires, wishes, and hopes.

1000
00:55:27.120 --> 00:55:31.640
I don't believe that we have to chase what God has meant for us or what God has set aside

1001
00:55:31.640 --> 00:55:32.640
for us.

1002
00:55:32.640 --> 00:55:35.400
I don't believe we have to earn it, but I do believe that we have to be open to it,

1003
00:55:35.400 --> 00:55:40.640
we have to be available to it, and we have to be found by it, which means we cannot be

1004
00:55:40.640 --> 00:55:42.200
hiding.

1005
00:55:42.200 --> 00:55:46.000
We hide in all different types of ways, but we mainly hide in our mindsets of what we

1006
00:55:46.000 --> 00:55:47.520
believe is possible.

1007
00:55:47.520 --> 00:55:51.200
We mainly hide in our mindsets, our belief systems is where we hide.

1008
00:55:58.120 --> 00:55:59.760
So this is your sign.

1009
00:55:59.760 --> 00:56:03.840
If you've ever thought about adoption, if you've ever thought about being a foster parent,

1010
00:56:03.840 --> 00:56:06.720
you're like, I've just been waiting for my partner before I do that.

1011
00:56:06.720 --> 00:56:09.920
No, don't wait.

1012
00:56:09.920 --> 00:56:12.440
There's children that just wish and hope that you don't wait.

1013
00:56:12.440 --> 00:56:16.600
You're like, but a child needs a mother and a father.

1014
00:56:16.600 --> 00:56:17.600
Uh-huh, I understand.

1015
00:56:17.600 --> 00:56:18.840
But we live in 2026.

1016
00:56:18.840 --> 00:56:20.160
The world is on fire.

1017
00:56:20.160 --> 00:56:24.560
One good parent is better than no parent at all.

1018
00:56:24.600 --> 00:56:27.600
Amen.

1019
00:56:27.600 --> 00:56:29.600
You know how people always say, in a perfect world.

1020
00:56:29.600 --> 00:56:31.680
Well, you know what?

1021
00:56:31.680 --> 00:56:33.060
That's never going to happen.

1022
00:56:33.060 --> 00:56:37.160
There's no such thing as a perfect world.

1023
00:56:37.160 --> 00:56:39.400
There's no such thing.

1024
00:56:39.400 --> 00:56:40.960
You got some time.

1025
00:56:40.960 --> 00:56:41.960
You know what?

1026
00:56:41.960 --> 00:56:46.760
There's some elderly people in nursing homes right now that have never been visited or

1027
00:56:46.760 --> 00:56:50.560
haven't been visited in years by any of their blood-related family.

1028
00:56:50.560 --> 00:56:51.560
You know what?

1029
00:56:51.560 --> 00:56:55.880
It's amazing that someone sees them or cares about them or comes to visit them.

1030
00:56:55.880 --> 00:56:56.880
How do I know this?

1031
00:56:56.880 --> 00:56:58.360
Because I used to work at a nursing home.

1032
00:56:58.360 --> 00:57:01.120
I used to be the activities director of a nursing home.

1033
00:57:01.120 --> 00:57:04.600
When I was a child, my mom's third husband owned a nursing home.

1034
00:57:04.600 --> 00:57:09.240
And from the ages of nine to 11, I spent every single day after school at a nursing home,

1035
00:57:09.240 --> 00:57:10.680
a big nursing home.

1036
00:57:10.680 --> 00:57:13.280
And I used to go and visit all of my favorite old people.

1037
00:57:13.280 --> 00:57:15.840
They were my honorary grandparents.

1038
00:57:15.840 --> 00:57:19.640
I would come into the nursing home after school and I would run from room to room and wing

1039
00:57:19.720 --> 00:57:24.920
to wing, meeting and seeing and meeting new people and seeing the people that I loved,

1040
00:57:24.920 --> 00:57:27.240
Rose Costucco and Gwen Wynn.

1041
00:57:27.240 --> 00:57:32.160
And they'd give me candy and things and going out and helping Dolores with her garden.

1042
00:57:32.160 --> 00:57:34.360
I love old people.

1043
00:57:34.360 --> 00:57:35.720
Why?

1044
00:57:35.720 --> 00:57:38.600
Because they're great.

1045
00:57:38.600 --> 00:57:41.920
And maybe you don't know that because you haven't spent any time with some elderly people,

1046
00:57:41.920 --> 00:57:45.680
but they know a lot of stuff and they're very funny.

1047
00:57:45.680 --> 00:57:46.680
They're very funny.

1048
00:57:46.680 --> 00:57:48.360
And you know what?

1049
00:57:48.360 --> 00:57:53.800
Most of them are very gracious because they've realized that life is too short to be judgmental

1050
00:57:53.800 --> 00:58:00.000
and they give you the type of love and acceptance and wisdom that you wish that younger people

1051
00:58:00.000 --> 00:58:02.760
would give you.

1052
00:58:02.760 --> 00:58:07.160
So perhaps there's someone over there that's waiting for you.

1053
00:58:07.160 --> 00:58:12.640
Gentlemen, those of you that are on here, I know for sure that there's a woman waiting

1054
00:58:12.640 --> 00:58:14.120
for you to be her partner.

1055
00:58:14.120 --> 00:58:16.800
There could be a single mom waiting for a kinsman redeemer.

1056
00:58:16.800 --> 00:58:20.240
There's all kinds of things waiting for you.

1057
00:58:20.240 --> 00:58:24.440
There's waiting for a community for you to step up and just show people what it looks

1058
00:58:24.440 --> 00:58:26.800
like to be a good man of character.

1059
00:58:26.800 --> 00:58:30.320
A lot of people haven't seen one of those in a while.

1060
00:58:30.320 --> 00:58:35.960
You can be that.

1061
00:58:35.960 --> 00:58:41.160
I have someone right now that I'm in relationship with that is a foster dad.

1062
00:58:41.160 --> 00:58:43.320
He has lots of foster kids.

1063
00:58:43.320 --> 00:58:45.640
He's fostered hundreds of kids on his own.

1064
00:58:45.640 --> 00:58:51.280
He was an orphan in Africa and he grew up to want to do this.

1065
00:58:51.280 --> 00:58:53.360
He wanted to get married, just hasn't gotten married yet.

1066
00:58:53.360 --> 00:58:58.080
He's 50 years old, but he has given a lot of kids a lot of love and he doesn't care

1067
00:58:58.080 --> 00:59:02.800
what people think about him being a man fostering kids, fostering kids of different races.

1068
00:59:02.800 --> 00:59:03.800
He's a black man.

1069
00:59:03.800 --> 00:59:09.320
A lot of his foster kids are white kids because as he says, you don't get to pick.

1070
00:59:09.320 --> 00:59:13.120
It's not like Baskin Robbins where you kind of come in and there's 31 kids to pick from

1071
00:59:13.120 --> 00:59:15.280
and you get to pick your favorite flavor of kid.

1072
00:59:15.920 --> 00:59:16.920
That's not the way it works.

1073
00:59:16.920 --> 00:59:17.920
Okay?

1074
00:59:17.920 --> 00:59:18.920
Flavor of kid.

1075
00:59:18.920 --> 00:59:19.920
That doesn't really sound that right.

1076
00:59:19.920 --> 00:59:23.120
You don't get to pick your favorite color of kid, all right?

1077
00:59:23.120 --> 00:59:26.040
Your favorite type of kid, your favorite age of kid.

1078
00:59:26.040 --> 00:59:30.280
You just get whatever they send you.

1079
00:59:30.280 --> 00:59:32.960
And he is a good, good man and he's a believer.

1080
00:59:32.960 --> 00:59:34.160
His name is Peter.

1081
00:59:34.160 --> 00:59:35.480
He's looking for a wife.

1082
00:59:35.480 --> 00:59:37.440
Go find him on Instagram.

1083
00:59:37.440 --> 00:59:39.520
I can make an introduction for you.

1084
00:59:39.520 --> 00:59:41.480
You have to be trauma informed though.

1085
00:59:41.480 --> 00:59:46.760
His kids are traumatized and he understands how to deal with kids that have trauma.

1086
00:59:46.760 --> 00:59:54.200
He has the patience that God has given him as a gift, but you guys, that started as just

1087
00:59:54.200 --> 00:59:57.280
someone stepping out and saying, Hey, you know what?

1088
00:59:57.280 --> 00:59:58.280
There's a need.

1089
00:59:58.280 --> 00:59:58.560
I'm going to be the help.

1090
01:00:00.000 --> 01:00:06.760
All right, we're at time, friends, so I want you to put in the chat where you're no longer

1091
01:00:06.760 --> 01:00:10.800
going to be hiding or what winter in your life is ending.

1092
01:00:10.800 --> 01:00:11.800
Come on.

1093
01:00:11.800 --> 01:00:15.520
You're like, hey, if this thing's looking for me, I'm available to it.

1094
01:00:15.520 --> 01:00:16.680
Let's go.

1095
01:00:16.680 --> 01:00:18.040
Let's go.

1096
01:00:18.040 --> 01:00:19.880
This winter is coming to an end.

1097
01:00:19.880 --> 01:00:23.720
Let's go ahead and put it there because we're at time.

1098
01:00:23.720 --> 01:00:28.880
I want you to see yourself not hiding, friends.

1099
01:00:28.880 --> 01:00:33.880
That is saying, ready or not, here I come.

1100
01:00:33.880 --> 01:00:35.040
Ready or not, here I come.

1101
01:00:35.040 --> 01:00:37.200
We're going to do one more little activation.

1102
01:00:37.200 --> 01:00:38.600
Don't hop off just yet.

1103
01:00:38.600 --> 01:00:39.680
Look at everyone's things.

1104
01:00:39.680 --> 01:00:41.040
One more tiny little activation.

1105
01:00:41.040 --> 01:00:46.320
The winter of doubt.

1106
01:00:46.320 --> 01:00:56.080
New church, relocation, husbands, wives.

1107
01:00:56.080 --> 01:00:59.880
Come on, come on, come on.

1108
01:00:59.880 --> 01:01:00.880
Springing into a new job.

1109
01:01:00.880 --> 01:01:01.880
Yep.

1110
01:01:01.880 --> 01:01:02.880
Spring forward, baby.

1111
01:01:02.880 --> 01:01:09.440
Spring forward, ministries.

1112
01:01:09.440 --> 01:01:10.440
Learning more, helping more.

1113
01:01:10.440 --> 01:01:11.440
Job, job, job.

1114
01:01:11.440 --> 01:01:12.440
Okay.

1115
01:01:12.440 --> 01:01:16.040
All right, I want you to close your eyes really quick after you type your thing, and I'm going

1116
01:01:16.040 --> 01:01:17.040
to say what God said.

1117
01:01:17.040 --> 01:01:19.920
I'm going to say his line.

1118
01:01:19.920 --> 01:01:24.140
Ready or not, here I come, and remember, he comes in a lot of different ways.

1119
01:01:24.140 --> 01:01:26.700
The Bible says he comes like the rain, you guys.

1120
01:01:26.700 --> 01:01:28.500
He comes like the refreshing.

1121
01:01:28.500 --> 01:01:32.820
He comes like the rain on your dry, desert, barren land.

1122
01:01:32.820 --> 01:01:33.820
He comes like the rain.

1123
01:01:33.820 --> 01:01:38.740
So he's saying, ready or not, here I come, in the form of anything and everything that

1124
01:01:38.740 --> 01:01:39.740
you've put in the chat.

1125
01:01:39.740 --> 01:01:41.420
Because remember, he comes through people.

1126
01:01:41.420 --> 01:01:42.420
He comes through things.

1127
01:01:42.420 --> 01:01:43.420
He comes through opportunities.

1128
01:01:43.420 --> 01:01:44.820
He comes through blessings.

1129
01:01:44.820 --> 01:01:45.820
He comes through healing.

1130
01:01:45.820 --> 01:01:47.820
So he's saying, ready or not, here I come.

1131
01:01:47.820 --> 01:01:49.500
I want you to close your eyes.

1132
01:01:49.500 --> 01:01:52.540
I want you to, we don't usually do this, but everyone unmute yourself.

1133
01:01:52.540 --> 01:01:54.940
No one say anything yet.

1134
01:01:54.940 --> 01:01:56.940
Everyone unmute yourself really quickly.

1135
01:01:56.940 --> 01:01:57.940
Don't say anything.

1136
01:01:57.940 --> 01:02:03.580
And if you have something going on in the background, turn it off.

1137
01:02:03.580 --> 01:02:07.620
All right, really quick, really quick.

1138
01:02:07.620 --> 01:02:09.580
I'm going to say God's line.

1139
01:02:09.580 --> 01:02:10.580
Ready or not, here I come.

1140
01:02:10.580 --> 01:02:12.980
And remember, it's all those different things.

1141
01:02:12.980 --> 01:02:16.460
And then you're going to say, here I am.

1142
01:02:16.460 --> 01:02:17.460
Here I am.

1143
01:02:17.460 --> 01:02:18.460
Here I am.

1144
01:02:18.460 --> 01:02:19.460
Not yet.

1145
01:02:19.460 --> 01:02:20.460
Not yet.

1146
01:02:20.460 --> 01:02:21.460
Not yet.

1147
01:02:21.460 --> 01:02:22.460
Not yet.

1148
01:02:22.780 --> 01:02:24.260
No, here I am.

1149
01:02:24.260 --> 01:02:25.260
Here I am.

1150
01:02:25.260 --> 01:02:26.260
Here I am.

1151
01:02:44.540 --> 01:02:45.540
Listen up.

1152
01:02:45.740 --> 01:02:47.700
I'm going to do it one more time.

1153
01:02:47.700 --> 01:02:51.620
And then as soon as I say it, as soon as I say, ready or not, here I come, everyone

1154
01:02:51.620 --> 01:02:52.620
together.

1155
01:02:52.620 --> 01:02:54.640
As soon as those words leave my mouth.

1156
01:02:54.640 --> 01:02:56.740
Everyone is going to say in unison, here I am.

1157
01:02:56.740 --> 01:02:57.740
Ready, ready or not.

1158
01:02:57.740 --> 01:02:58.740
Here I come.

1159
01:02:58.740 --> 01:02:59.740
Here I am.

1160
01:02:59.740 --> 01:03:00.740
Here I am.

1161
01:03:00.740 --> 01:03:01.740
Here I am.

1162
01:03:01.740 --> 01:03:02.740
Here I am.

1163
01:03:02.740 --> 01:03:03.740
Here I am.

1164
01:03:03.740 --> 01:03:04.740
Here I am.

1165
01:03:04.740 --> 01:03:05.740
I am.

1166
01:03:05.740 --> 01:03:06.740
Here I am.

1167
01:03:06.740 --> 01:03:07.740
I am.

1168
01:03:07.740 --> 01:03:08.740
Here I am.

1169
01:03:08.740 --> 01:03:09.740
Here I am.

1170
01:03:09.740 --> 01:03:10.740
All right, you guys.

1171
01:03:10.740 --> 01:03:11.740
Here I am.

1172
01:03:11.740 --> 01:03:12.740
Live like it.

1173
01:03:12.740 --> 01:03:13.740
Live out of hiding.

1174
01:03:13.740 --> 01:03:14.740
Love you guys.

1175
01:03:14.740 --> 01:03:14.740