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Hey, everyone, how's it going?

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Yeah, Amy back.

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Hey everybody.

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All right, look, we are fresh off of learning about breakthrough right.

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So okay who broke through something this past week.

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Y'all. Okay, I've, I've never preached a sermon, Marian hats off to you.

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And for those who have but my son in law is the pastor of our little satellite church that we go to and we're having a from the Pew series for three weeks, and he asked if I would speak about love.

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And, you know, just get something from God and do a 15 to 20 minute sermon.

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And we really are going a lot this summer, and it was the one Sunday that he wanted me to go on was the one Sunday we were going to be in town.

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He's asked me to pray about it and you know I didn't have to pray very long I knew that that I needed to be stretched, because real people is different from a camera.

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And so, all week long, I mean like there were so many things that were coming at me and coming off of last Tuesday, which was just so powerful, which I hated to miss it, but we were traveling.

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But anyway, but I was going around confessing about how nervous I was about Sunday.

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And things just kept getting delayed I kind of gave an outline that I had to do for slides, but actually having something you know that I could keep within 1520 minutes, you know, I knew I had to have something outline or something written.

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And so, when I sat down, the Lord, I said, Lord, I, you know, I can't get up there and say whatever I'm going to say without you, you know, like, apart from you, I can do nothing.

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And it was like he just like took me by the shoulder and in the sweetest most kindest way, truly, I did not feel rebuked.

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But he said he told me that the way I had looked at that scripture that there was a hidden negative connotation for me toward me as though apart from him. I can do nothing that like I'm, I'm always trying to pull apart from him.

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And he said, there's some unbelief there that I want to take out from that.

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And I was like, Okay, I see that and he you know he began to speak to me who I was and what was.

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And then he said, how about you and about that nervous stuff that you've been confessing.

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He said,

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that is, that is not what I don't give you nervousness. So I'll give you excitement.

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And, you know, anticipation and joy.

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And he just basically said, Give me that.

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And so I did, and he said, Okay, now you believe.

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And you believe everything that you're prepared to say now speak.

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And I went to that scripture that says I believe. And now I speak.

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And went on to say, I mean like it was like a big thing it was a big breakthrough for me because he said I've prepared you for all these years to speak my love, and to speak it with authority, and I'm going to go up there with you.

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And I'm going to be cheering you on and whatever comes out of your mouth is going to be pleasing to me, and I'm going to be excited.

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And the night, night after we had gotten home, or the day after my, my granddaughters came over a trimmed one of their hair and they wanted to perform something that they're going to be doing at a talent show on our family vacation next week at

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the beach.

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And it's a, they had made up the words with their mama, but it's they replaced the words to we don't talk about Bruno was anybody know what I'm talking about we don't talk about, you know, that's a big movie, you know, with the kids in Kanto.

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Anyway, so they sat there and my husband and I were watching them with just these big smiles, and they, you know, they're like, oh my gosh, I can't believe I'm going to be doing this.

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weren't getting all the words right, but it was just like,

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there was so much delight. And the Lord said, that's, that's

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how I'm going to be. It's good. But y'all, that's how he is with

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us. It was huge. And I went up and I was excited. I had a white

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dress on and there were like yellow stains by the end of it

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was in the air conditioner, air conditioner wasn't working. Oh

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my God. So, but I just had joy and I'm just went up and Holy

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Spirit just gave me authority. I mean, he's like, I've given you

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this authority now go up and speak, you know, like, believe

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and speak.

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That's awesome.

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That is so powerful, Amy. That just ministered to me so much

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hearing your testimony. So that was that the first time you

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said you've never preached before?

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Well, I've spoken, but I've never preached. You know, I've

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been like, I was preaching. We each had our 15 to 20 minutes

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and both of us knew that we could be long winded and he and

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I looked at each other. I was like, they, they didn't know

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what they were doing, putting you and I on the same Sunday,

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you know, but anyway, it was fun. It was fun.

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We're going to talk a little bit about that later today about

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um, the light and being the beloved. So I love that you set

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us up.

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He told me that you, you're my beloved daughter. Get up there

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and speak. So anyway,

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so good. Thanks for sharing that. And I see we got a few

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people more joined Hillary and we got Karina's on here.

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So good to see you ladies. Okay, so the question was that Tamara

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had posed was let's talk about what breakthroughs happened this

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week. Cause that is what we've been focusing on as a community.

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So who wants to share? Has there been, and Amy just shared that

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powerful story. What breakthrough has been happening? Is it

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internally, externally mindset shifts?

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Well, I actually have one go for it, girl. And then you go first

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and then we'll go to Susan.

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So externally, it's an external situation that still kind of

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weighs on me altogether, which is my dad. That's in the nursing

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home. Currently. I went to see him on Sunday and it's not, he

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doesn't really talk much. He just kind of just looks, you

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know, and so, but I'm believing that he will, you know, so I

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just talk to him regularly when I go, I don't talk, I talk to

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him just like I'm talking to you guys. And so why he, he only

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said two words, he coughed and he said, excuse me. And I said,

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it's like, dad, you talked. He never talks. So I just, and I

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just said more Lord, I just went right into prayer mode. And I

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never did. I just said more Lord. And so just had to share

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that. It just, it gave, I was like, Lord, this is an awesome

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birthday gift. You know, it was just awesome. Cause I haven't

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heard him speak in a very long time. And so he just coughed and

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he said, excuse me. And I was like, dad, you just talk.

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Praise God. I mean, that is such an invitation for any of us

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right now who are believing on behalf of someone we love. I

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love Tamara, what you said about, I just talk. Cause I'm

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believing that he's going to talk back. So I, you relate to

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him in belief, not through the lens of unbelief or even the

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lens of the current, what the current circumstance look like.

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That's amazing. So for any of us right now that are believing

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for people, whether it's healing, wholeness, salvation,

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identity, restored mindsets, renewed walk and relate in

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belief towards them. And we believe that even more that's

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going to happen for your dad, more, more, more. Amen. Hey,

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Susie, let's talk about breakthrough.

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Well, um, I posted, um, yeah, on the Facebook a couple weeks ago

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or last week about my origin story on TikTok went up to 915

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people. And now it's like 1100. And amazingly, I've been

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sidetracked with the video. So I haven't been posted on TikTok.

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So I did one other thanking God. One other thanking God TikTok

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that got like 450 views. I'm amazed. But the origin story

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kept growing. It was like stalled for a while and then it

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kept growing. So I'm really kind of curious about what that is.

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But thank you, Lord for that. So my other breakthrough is I have

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started the website. Thank you, Bruce. And I've spent a lot of

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time

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really getting it that if I

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relying on the Holy Spirit for this, I'm going to be nuts. And

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you know that all of that stuff that we already know, and the

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Lord just keep saying, you know what to do, Amy, bless you, you

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know what to do. You do it for me. Don't do it thinking of how

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I would say this to other people, but do it in me. So I

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think that you know, it's exactly what you said last week.

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But that that deep, it's got it's got to be in me. Oh, and I

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was I was realizing listening to someone who tends to be

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challenging. And I have been thinking, okay, Lord Jesus, you

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know, you be there for them. How do you want to do this? You be

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for them. And it was like this morning, it just hit me. Oh, no,

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you be you in me, you, you know, whatever it is, in me and get

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that filled up. And then out of the heart, you know, mouth

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speaks out of the fullness of the heart, wanting to have, you

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know, making choices with kind of like a result in view versus,

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okay, Lord, you're my Lord, you know, who do you want to be for

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me? So, yeah, thank you. Thank you for the breakthroughs.

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I love it. Identity being realized and experienced every

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single day. That's amazing.

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Hey, hey, how's it going? Thanks for sharing your word with us.

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Oh, man, you guys, it's like my way of having a conversation

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with you while you're talking. Because I had no zoom like or

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Facebook notes. So and I still have to go back and find the

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recording that was just like fire. So thank you for what you

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all do. Um, so, um, first, I just want to say to, um, to

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Tamara and Karina, like, I get it, we're praying the same

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thing for my dad. They, they've taken him off hospice, which is

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a good thing on the one hand, except that now my mom doesn't

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have the help. So like, we were rotating. And now we've moved

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out to the beach. But I was saying to my sisters, like, we

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know what it looks like to envision the need for prayer.

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Have we practiced what it looks like to envision the answer to

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prayer. And so we were like, like, hey, that's like, was it

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Rhoda, who answers the door? There's Peter and

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no, he's in.

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So, um, anyway, I'm still like, I don't know if it's because of

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all the moving or whatever. But I'm still going through this

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kind of season of hiding. And, and but I have an exam this

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week in, in heartseek. So I'm doing a whole lot of other

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things in this hiding season. But one thing like even just

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hearing you guys, and each time I hear, it's just what the Lord

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said, if you're not opening your mouth with the message I gave

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you, people are not hearing it. And so I'm just exposing myself

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here for like, I know that there's something getting ready

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to erupt. And I'm not yet sure how it looks again, since I've

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kind of stopped a year ago, what, you know, so I still show

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up in my membership. But in terms of birthing new and

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reaching new, I have not been doing that. So just putting that

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out there, because I would love your prayers for that. Just that

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trans becoming that person that's headed into that next

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season, envisioning the answer to prayer. It's the perfect

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timing. It's perfect timing for you to be back. And this is for

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everyone, because this is what Bruce and I have been feeling

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this. And I want you to talk about a little bit first. Okay,

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let's I'm going to do you mind if I just do a quick prayer for

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us as we enter in? We're in it. We're in it. I don't want to

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lose. So Father, thank you. Thank you. Thank you. Thank you.

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We come today, rejoicing, full of thanksgiving, knowing that

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it's your fullness. That is our starting point. We start from a

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place of fullness. Jesus, thank you, that because of what you've

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done, we have access to this fullness. And Holy Spirit, we

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thank you that you are leading us and guiding us in how full

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this fullness really is, and getting to experience that. So

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thank you. In Jesus name, we pray all these things. Amen.

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Yeah, that's good. So we believe that and I shared this with a

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little bit last week that what the Lord has been walking

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through us personally, we believe is something that he is

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inviting our whole community into. We are all pioneers, we

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are all forerunners. And we are doing that for the people that I

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this is like the call of a leader is we kind of go the way so we can show the way we see this in

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scripture again and again with different leaders they break through things and then lead people

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through that breakthrough someone pointed out to me last year that you know moses lived in the

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wilderness before he brought people through the wilderness like that that that period of his life

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where he went and actually lived in the wilderness was preparing him to then lead people through the

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wilderness and so i think i believe that that's for all of us it's not just bruce and i sitting

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up here but we're all doing this for the people that we are leading and will be leading and so

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that's why we've we've had to come out of this we've had to we've realized that strategies and

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tactics are helpful but useless if we are not believing we are who god says we are because they

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do not do knowing what to do does not do well up against resistance if we are not confident in who

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we are to go do those things and and comes down to it's not when we talk about obstacles and

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breakthrough and how to be continue to move and grow grow your channel limit despite whatever

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season you're in kind of moving past some of those those uh roadblocks or obstacles typically what

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we've seen and it doesn't really matter um kind of at what level you're in and we've been a part

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of a lot of different kind of masterminds and coaching the thing it's not like when you spend

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a bunch more money or you're with this other group like they all of a sudden reveal these other

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tactics that no one ever knew about like that's kind of a misconception it's it's all about mindset

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stuff and i've like we've talked with people that have done very very well who are also feeling some

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of the same stuff we felt and they're in a totally different level than we are and the

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things that are holding them back is not the tactics it's like do they still believe that

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the lord told them to do this do they still feel believe they have something valuable to say like

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a lot of what we've seen with people with launching their own channels and launching

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and stepping into the their kind of online ministry that they feel the lord's called them to

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are some of these more like root deep down kind of inner world things that we have to get right

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because the rest of it will have yes sometimes there's there's you know a place for like just

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learning the tech and all that i get that and we're not going to stop doing that but i think

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there's some really important things that if we are so motivated and we truly believe that what

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the lord has given us is precious and like i said we he's brought us into the wilderness that we

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learn something and now we're going to bring a lot of people through into that area of breakthrough

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that you feel you've been that you've got breakthrough in um that's something if we

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truly believe that like we'll go figure out the tech like we'll figure the thing out just to get

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the message out right and we've really been wrestling with like what does what does it

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actually look like to be a kingdom messenger verse being just a christian content creator

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right because you guys are not newsflash like you're not christian content creators and you're

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not in christian influencers right that's not what we're about here um you're kingdom messengers with

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influence exactly influence yeah and there's a very big difference there because we're growing

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something that's actually helping disciple people first just growing influence like you say like a

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christian influence so very very different and i think that's what we're trying to and i think

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like we're just getting started like with with this like i know some of you guys have been with

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us for over almost coming up on two years like this is just just the beginning like we're not

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we're not you know oh we did this we helped a few hundred people and like hopefully they feel

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encouraged like we feel like we're just getting started in it and i feel like this is something

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we'll be doing for the next decade right like we're just going to continue to help grow people

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and grow this online ministry and so that's what we're kind of we're feeling it for kingdom

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messengers but at the same time like the way that we have coached and and taught and how we've

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connected with our online our who online with this we're wanting to also kind of show you guys

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how we're doing that like how are we what are the mindset things that we're having to overcome

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what are the things that are holding us back and that's where we kind of started to share

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last week was around this idea of breakthrough and and and all that stuff yeah absolutely

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so that is that is a um an a glory to glory experience and what we can sometimes confuse it

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to be is if we get to a place like say we hit our 10 000 or we whatever our goal is in our mind right

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now say we hit that and then we've hit resistance again there's a temptation to believe oh my gosh

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i didn't get it the first time or god is trying to teach me something i've done something wrong

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we begin to like like what amy said we begin to negatively identify with whatever the whatever

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the negative could be that is what we tend to kind of embrace right like oh the way i think about

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myself the way i think about my ministry the way i think about how i'm doing things i i believe

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that at points of resistance and they kind of come

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with each point of growth and each point of acceleration

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is because there is a deeper,

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there is something deeper to experience

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as we become more like Him,

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as we are being made into the image of Christ.

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we're going from glory to glory in that.

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if you're facing resistance,

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or if you're in a season that feels like,

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I don't even know if I want to do this anymore,

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or what am I even doing?

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This is an opportunity to become more like Christ.

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This is an opportunity to partner with the Lord

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like never before, and go deeper in our walk,

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in our intimacy, in our relationship with Him.

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to Jesus in the wilderness.

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I know you guys have probably heard a thousand sermons

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on Jesus in the wilderness,

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which I'm sure they were all good,

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but don't become so familiar with a story

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that we miss what maybe what the Holy Spirit has for us

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in that today.

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I know the story, I know the story,

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but the Lord's like, no, I want you to like,

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go back to that story.

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There's something there for you today.

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but there is something that stuck out to me

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from the very get-go,

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because the order in which this happens,

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Jesus is baptized by John the Baptist.

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this is my beloved son.

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if there was any question about who Jesus is,

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the father makes it known in that moment.

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This is my beloved son.

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but I'm reading from Luke four today.

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It says Jesus full of the Holy Spirit.

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not halfway full, not depleted,

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full of the Holy Spirit left the Jordan

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and was led by the Spirit into the wilderness.

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into the wilderness spot.

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His lack of, he lacked nothing.

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He was full of the Holy Spirit.

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The father said, this is my beloved son.

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He had the identity.

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He had everything he needed.

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that he was tempted by the devil.

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and the basis of the word.

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There's nothing new under the sun.

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The devil is not original, okay?

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the same thing that he went after with the Israelites

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being led out of slavery,

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is the same thing he's coming back to Jesus with,

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identity and God's word.

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Did God really say, and are you who he says you are?

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Jesus resisted the temptation with the word,

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and the devil left him alone.

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That's kind of the shorter version of the story.

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because like, I want to be gut level honest with you guys.

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that being on the mountaintop of life,

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does not, is not what qualifies you

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to preach and teach the truth.

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The truth is what qualifies you

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to teach and preach the truth.

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This is something we are,

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we are constantly coming up at a resistance.

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the enemy is wanting to poke holes at, did God really say?

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He authored the Mirror Bible.

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it's the unrenewed mind.

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Because the devil has been dealt with in Christ.

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we don't have to overcome the devil.

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We are in Christ.

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is our place.

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I would like to add that the enemy

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is an unrealized identity.

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is unbelief.

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That is the enemy.

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It's our own unbelief.

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from experiencing, living the truth,

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except if we don't believe it.

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So the authority now rests in us of, did God,

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do we choose to believe the truth or do we choose to deny it?

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choose to believe that this is what God said,

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and do we choose to believe what he said about us is true?

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like never before when I was reading through this,

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is I realized Jesus held on to his,

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belovedness in the wilderness.

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That is what he held on to.

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He was not going to let that go.

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The father said he was the beloved son,

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and Jesus believed him.

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We are beloved.

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Jesus prayed this.

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We have so, and the gospel is so rich,

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and then of course in Paul's writings as well,

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but in the gospel, Jesus spoke to this time and time again.

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like John 14 and John 15 and John 16,

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when Jesus was talking to his disciples,

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and he was praying on behalf of not just his disciples,

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but all who would believe, that's us, right?

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and that they would know that we are one,

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and that the father, that it would be revealed to us

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that just as the father loves Jesus, he loves us.

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in the words that Jesus spoke to us,

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and the words that Jesus spoke to the father

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in praying for us, and then throughout the new covenant,

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the new testament, we see time and time again,

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it's speaking to two things.

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God does not lie.

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and say, see, it's true.

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See, it's true.

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Jesus did this too, just as it is written,

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just as it is written.

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Jesus went back to Isaiah.

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It's being fulfilled.

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All of those things are speaking to the fact

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that God does not lie.

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What he says is true.

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It is trustworthy.

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It is worthy of our trust, and what he says about us,

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because if all he says is true is true,

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that means what he says about us is true as well.

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And Jesus held on to his belovedness,

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and I feel like the Lord has Bruce and I at a place

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where he's like, are you going to hang on

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to your belovedness?

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into that question and conversation with God as well.

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Will we hold on to our belovedness?

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I know I've spoken before about Philippians 1, 6,

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because that's so, you know, that verse,

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I just read it with new eyes when it talks,

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when Paul's writing to Philippians,

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and he says, I'm confident that the work he is doing in you

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will be brought to completeness.

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And guys, for years, I read that as like the work

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being done through you.

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Like, oh yeah, yeah, like the work of my hands,

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or the ministry, or the calling, or the purpose,

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but Paul was speaking about the work being done in us.

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He's speaking about the primary purpose of God,

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which is to make us in his image and likeness.

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in the garden.

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in the wilderness.

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They let go of the belief that they were image bearers

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and they verbalized, we are grasshoppers.

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Like, make no mistake.

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And they talked an entire generation out of their destiny.

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Yeah, that's good.

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And their destiny, guys, let me just be so bold to say,

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their destiny was not a work being done by their hands.

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Their destiny was to be image bearers.

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Their destiny was to walk into the promised land

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as image bearers of God.

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But they just focused on the work of it all.

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And then they let that be the thing

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that kept them from entering into the promised land.

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So I thought, this is so much work.

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And oh, by the way,

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it's not work that we're gonna be able to accomplish

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because we're grasshoppers.

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That's good, that's really good.

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There's some really powerful things there.

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So I don't know, there's like,

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if you guys wanna jump in with comments,

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I don't see Hillary's got her hand raised.

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Yeah, I want this to be more,

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because again, like I said,

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this is kind of the engine room

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of things that we're gonna be sharing

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to the broader community.

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So I do want feedback.

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So go ahead, Hillary.

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And then I see Marcello's hand as well.

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This is so powerful.

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So in my studying for my upcoming exam,

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I learned that,

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so the same,

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so agape, of course, is God's love, right?

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Unconditional love, that great value that he gave to us

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that made him give his son,

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that made him give us life and everything else.

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Well, that word is also translated value.

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And because people don't understand love, right?

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But they understand value.

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you. And people don't have anger problems. They have a

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devaluation problem. So at the at the root of anger is hurt at

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the root of hurt is trauma at the root of every trauma is

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someplace a person was devalued. So if we believe lies about who

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the father is, and fatherhood, we believe lies about ourselves

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and we're completely vulnerable to being devalued. And I just

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think what you're saying and what you're tapping into this

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issue of belovedness is at the root of every person we're being

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sent into with a message because what's the what's the primary

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message right to restore Jesus restoring the child to the

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father, and the kingdom to the child and through the child,

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right. So and the kingdom comes from his presence. So we're for

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messengers of that kingdom, we need that connection to the

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father that can only come through understanding our value.

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And so this whole issue of like, for God so valued the world that

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he sent his only begotten Son. And so it's just that, you know,

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this, this understanding that if we if we know that what we're

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talking to, and the walls that are up, are just someplace a

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person has been devalued, whether they know how to identify it or

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not. And just realizing and asking the questions that will

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help a person come to that place, where maybe they can get

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healed, because they've been heard, right? Love is patient,

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patients listens, patients prefers patients values. And

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once we value someone else, we don't have to think about being

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kind to them, or not taking account of a suffered wrong or

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all that stuff. So I just think that what you're tapping into

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with Jesus holding on to his belovedness is exactly what we

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are after.

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Amen. That's awesome. That's good. Hey, Marcella.

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Hey, I had to get that out. Because I'm so full. This is so

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it's just so amazing. I can only speak for myself, personally. So

494
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Pedro had a powerful message on yesterday that kind of led me

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along this road. So meeting you guys a year ago. You know, it's

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like, it's like, I was trying to take my notes, I wouldn't talk

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all randomly. But it's like all of the pieces that were broken.

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I mean, I just, you know, just I had to talk into my recorder

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yesterday, because it was so much and he was on the same,

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same topic, but so much transformation, what I see that

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is happening in me and what has been this fight. And I now see

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that it's not. It's not the people, the enemy wants me to

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focus on the people and the internal fights, but it's also

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that fight from the people is what is happening inside of me

505
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as well from old religious mindsets from old religious

506
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beliefs, behaviors, things that have shamed me have just kind of

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held me in a box. And it's taken all I'm 55 guys and it's taken

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me all this time. Um, I one of the things I said yesterday was

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God, you just extended your hand to me. This is the vision that I

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had. I was in darkness, and he just extended his hand. And I

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put my hand in his and I didn't know where I was going. And he

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led me out of the darkness out of the wilderness with no

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direction. And all the while he's telling me, this is who you

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are. This is who you are reminding me. So oftentimes when

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I would show up here and I do reference being a part of

516
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kingdom messengers, it is here that I have found my voice. It

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is here that I'm learning about about my identity. When God gave

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me finding me, I did not understand fully what that meant.

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You know, this whole thing of rebuilding my life, but it's the

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transformation that is taking place as I yield in obedience.

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Like you said, it's not preaching from the mountaintop.

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What he was what he shared with me was share the process of you

523
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becoming now I didn't have the whole thing of how you guys

524
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articulated like becoming, you know, in his I knew the

525
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scripture becoming more of who he has created me to be in his

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image and what he's created me to be. But I wrote just a second

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ago, as you

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speaking Lindsay about holding on how Jesus held on to his

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belovedness. And I wrote, I am one with the Father, you know,

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because you know, I, I don't have my natural father and

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mother physically. And God spoken to me and said that he

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was my father. And so I said, the more I am one with my

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father, the more I identify with him, and the more I see me.

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For the first time. So I am. I am Yeah, I am shedding, I am

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loosening, I'm being released, I am, I feel freedom, I feel

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restoration, I feel healing. And, and, and I'm trying to now

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articulate it and put it out so other people too can be redeemed

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because the language that we share here, why this is such a

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sacred space is because when I leave here, when I leave my

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family, my family room, coaches here, when I leave the room, I

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go then out amongst people who I feel should know me, but don't

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even recognize me. And that is where the the worrying seems to

543
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come because you want to shine brightly and share. But it's

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just like, we don't know who you are. Let's dial that down. We

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don't what are you talking about? Like they the language.

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So I'm gonna post a quote, because I can't requote it, but

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I get I get these daily messages. And so it was talking

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about when you're when you're spiritually evolved, and other

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people don't get it. It talked about don't worry, like it says

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keep going, because they'll they'll come into it or

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something like that. And I got to find it and put it in. But

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it just all of this all this week. It's just resonating. And

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it's just so powerful, the transformation and what is

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happening. And I love that we are kingdom messengers, sharing

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a message. And we have influence. So awesome. There

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you go. Good.

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That's really good, Marcella. Can I just buy a quick show of

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hands? And you if you guys feel safe, to be honest? Are any of

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you feeling what Marcella is feeling as far as like not

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feeling known or seen by the people that you're doing life

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with the people around you? It's okay if you're not feeling that

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way. But okay, I'm saying that way. Yeah. Us too. This is this

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is part of our suffering that we share with Christ. It's good.

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Because people didn't recognize him either. Yeah. Yeah. Denise,

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particularly family members. Yeah, particularly family

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members, particularly the people that should have, like the Jews

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that should have recognized him from day one. Super easy should

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have been easy to recognize. They had they had hundreds of

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years of prophecies, prophesying him. Yeah. And they didn't

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recognize him. Like, I mean, the point on that, like just the

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comics and we'll hear from me. But like, we, we both came from

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Christian families, like we're both like pastors, kids. And I

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would say like, maybe 20% of our family on either side, like,

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even knows what we're doing with the kingdom messengers, like even

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as an idea, like what this is, and they're all in ministry, and

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they're serving. And then we're like, try to explain it to them.

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And they're like, Oh, are you guys still doing that? Like

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social media thing with churches and stuff? And we're like, yeah.

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No. Anyway, the point is, just to let you know, you're not

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you're not alone. And this is a perfect opportunity to identify

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with Christ and hold on to your belovedness. Go ahead, Denise.

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Well, this is so exciting, you guys, because I just did my last

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podcast on this aligning with true identity. And so what

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you're saying, Lindsay, is like exactly what God told me. But

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anyway, this is what I discovered in my study. It was

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so exciting. I'm gonna do part two this week. But it's so

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amazing. Like not like you said, in the wilderness, you are my

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beloved son, and because he knew his identity, he's knew his

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mission, right? And then in the temptation, if you are is the

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the Son of God was two of the temptations of the three. So the

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enemies come in against his identity. But here's what I

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didn't realize is that when he right before he was crucified,

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he was led up into a mountain, and he was transfigured. And

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that's when God said, again, this is my beloved son, who I'm

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well pleased. So that identity, the first one prepared him for

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the wilderness, the second one prepared him for the

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crucifixion, we'll get this. So he's up on the cross. And I

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never saw this before. But the Romans nailed a sign above his

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head, having to do with his identity. He's the king of the

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Jews. And then those passing by hurled insults at him say, if

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you

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the Son of God, come down from the cross, in the same way the chief priests, along with the scribes

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and elders, were mocking him. It says, in the same way, saying, well, he said, I am the Son of God,

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so let him come down from the cross. And then it says, the robbers who've been crucified with him

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were insulting him with the same words. So, basically, what it's saying is, for the first

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time, I saw that all these people, the Romans, pacifiers, chief priests, scribes, and elders,

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even the robbers, all were insulting him on his identity. It was coming from all sides.

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Like, he didn't have, he, so why is it super important that God knew who Jesus was, and

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right before those two difficult times, gave him that, this is my beloved Son. So, when you said,

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we need to stick to our belovedness, it's so, it just so resonated. And I think that

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if we don't, like, I get tempted with not so much that, but with focusing on my numbers,

612
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because I don't know, I think I have 550 total plays on my podcast. But when I focus on my

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numbers, then I think, well, maybe I shouldn't be doing this. But then, because I'm so untechnical,

614
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I feel like I have to hire someone to do what you guys are teaching me to do. But when I focus on,

615
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when I focus on my feedback from my audience, I had a woman text me and said, I have been listening

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to your podcast, and God told me to tell you that this is what you should be doing. This is really

617
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helping us. And so, it was like, when I focus on what God wants me to do, I feel really happy and

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joyful, because I'm lining up with what he wants me to do. But when I focus on the numbers, I get

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all scattered. You know what I'm saying? So, I don't know. Oh, absolutely. Because, and you'll

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probably understand this better than others, because of your profession. But like, there is

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a physical and a physiological reason why we feel good when things are going good. Or when we, you

622
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know, because there's like dopamine hits, there's like, oh, wow, we've got likes, we've got comments,

623
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we've got numbers, right? Like, that's just how we are, like, physically designed to respond to,

624
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you know, achieving goals, take, you know, checking off lists, like all this stuff is

625
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scientifically proven that like, there is a response in our body and in our mind when that

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happens. However, those aren't bad things. However, there is a different realm that as new

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creations is our actual reality. And that is being completely spirit led. So, why we live in a,

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while we have a body and a mind and emotions, and all those things are good, they serve us,

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like, there's no reason to be unkind to them, to war against them, to be like, whatever.

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But there's just another way. There's a better way. And that is to be spirit led. Because there

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are going to be days and moments where it's not going to look like we're producing fruit

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in the natural. But this is why it's so important to focus on the work being done in us, because

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that at the end of the day, is what matters the most, that we are being made in his image and

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likeness. At the end of the day, like Jesus on the cross, being crucified by the leaders of the day,

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the top influencers of the day, right? The people who actually were following him just a few weeks

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prior, the guys who said they would never leave him nor forsake him, completely denying him,

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not once, not twice, three times. John was at the foot of the cross. I don't think the other

638
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disciples were there, right? Completely abandoned and alone. But in that moment, he was still

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the beloved son. And there are going to be days where there is so much evidence

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in the natural stacked up against us for why we are not beloved. And this is what I feel like

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the Lord is really, just to be completely honest, what the Lord is breaking off of Bruce and I,

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once and for all, because we have grown up in, I mean, look, we have great families. It's not

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our families, but we are just, we're high achievers. And that was praised. That was

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rewarded in schools, in churches, in leadership, in jobs. It was like, yay, yay, yay, yay, yay.

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And it was so easy to believe that because things were going good, we were good.

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We weren't hanging on to our belovedness, even in the goodness, because it was all about what

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was being produced by our hands. And that's not actual abiding. I'm even in a place right now

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where I'm radically pushing back on what is.

649
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said in John 15 when Jesus was talking about abiding in Him and bearing fruit,

650
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so often that's taught about external fruit, and it's pointed to like big ministries and you know,

651
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people who are doing big things of like, well that's, you know, they must be abiding because

652
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look at what, but I think it's internal fruit. I think it's the fruit of the Spirit. I think

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that's what Jesus was talking about. Maybe a theologian will take me on, that's okay too.

654
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I'm willing to be corrected, but I just, I feel like that's the, where the Spirit is leading us

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right now. Like we are in the wilderness, and I've even said, like we were, I was kind of

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smiling with the Holy Spirit earlier because I have said out of my mouth, like this digital

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landscape is like the wild, wild west. Like it is wild. It is wild, but it's the wilderness,

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and I feel like we have been led by the Spirit into the wilderness for such a time as this.

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Yeah. Okay, go ahead Corrine. I want to, I definitely want to hear what you have to say.

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Yeah, so, well, I tend to be the crazy faith girl, kind of like pushing people past their

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comfort zone. And in February, the Lord showed me how He's transitioning the people who are

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He's transitioning the people who are seen versus not seen, and how the people who have platforms,

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let's say like the known prophetic voices, how He's slowly taking away those platforms,

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because He wants more of His children to have like kind of their own platforms,

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but it's going to look different. And one of the things that He showed me so specifically was that

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we often fall back on comforting scripture, like, you know, Jesus being in the wilderness,

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and we know it's rough and we're all in social media. And so we all know,

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like there's a lot of trolls and, you know, all of that craziness. But then what the Lord,

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what the Holy Spirit showed me is that the Bible says that we're going to do greater things than

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Jesus did. And He said that this is a time to stop kind of falling back on those scriptures that say,

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well, it's okay, because, you know, you know, Jesus did go through this. And so we're going to

672
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go through it too, which we know, but He said to push past it because we're called to do greater

673
00:47:34.960 --> 00:47:41.360
things. And so in the same way that Jesus came out of the wilderness in power and authority,

674
00:47:42.080 --> 00:47:47.840
He's like, keep pushing past. And it's crazy because just last night,

675
00:47:50.000 --> 00:47:55.760
my friend and I started comparing notes. And then as more of our friends came just in our city,

676
00:47:56.960 --> 00:48:04.720
we're having this huge discussion about how people who maybe for decades have gone unseen or

677
00:48:05.120 --> 00:48:12.480
underappreciated for what they do, even like in the community. Now the Lord is making crazy

678
00:48:12.480 --> 00:48:17.920
supernatural connections that, you know, it's just Him intervening.

679
00:48:19.120 --> 00:48:25.520
And so I just want to encourage everyone that we can identify that,

680
00:48:27.360 --> 00:48:32.480
you know, we're in a wilderness or that, you know, you feel like you're in a wilderness, but

681
00:48:33.280 --> 00:48:39.760
the importance of don't rest on that and let that comfort you, allow the Holy Spirit to

682
00:48:39.760 --> 00:48:48.240
power you and push you through it because each one of us has so much to offer so many people.

683
00:48:48.240 --> 00:48:56.160
I mean, we all have an audience of at least hundreds, if not thousands. And Jesus, you know,

684
00:48:56.160 --> 00:49:02.160
He was like, you know, leave the 99 and go after the one. And I mean, I know firsthand. So my

685
00:49:02.160 --> 00:49:11.920
ministry is in year five and I have spent years, I feel like just going after the one, but I was

686
00:49:11.920 --> 00:49:19.840
doing it for the Lord and not doing it for, you know, growth of ministry or whatever else. And

687
00:49:19.840 --> 00:49:29.040
now, and of course, with Bruce and Lindsay's help and expertise of how to, you know, do this

688
00:49:29.760 --> 00:49:36.400
digitally through social media and, you know, just kind of refining messages and all that stuff.

689
00:49:37.120 --> 00:49:46.960
It's like, now I'm almost at 8,000 people and I'm like, Lord, that's just you. And that's just

690
00:49:46.960 --> 00:49:57.200
partnering with each other to say, we each have something to offer one another. And, you know, for

691
00:49:57.200 --> 00:49:59.840
me, it's just my firm belief. Like we're not.

692
00:50:00.000 --> 00:50:07.040
supposed to feel defeated and then feel okay that we're defeated. It's like, no, we have more to

693
00:50:07.040 --> 00:50:13.200
offer. God has given us this incredible thing to release to other people. And I'm going to release

694
00:50:13.200 --> 00:50:21.120
it. And the ones who will hear it are the ones that the Lord needs to hear it. So it's all about

695
00:50:21.120 --> 00:50:25.760
yeah. Thank you, Karina. And it's all about what is it's not that we are in a wilderness. It's

696
00:50:25.760 --> 00:50:32.640
what's happening there. This is a tip. This is typically in the natural, a place of depletion.

697
00:50:33.360 --> 00:50:40.640
But it wasn't that for Moses. It wasn't that for Christ. It was only a place of depletion for the

698
00:50:40.640 --> 00:50:46.720
people who refuse to believe what God said and that they are they were who they are people.

699
00:50:46.720 --> 00:50:51.840
I'm speaking the past. I'm talking about the Israelites who God said that they were. It's

700
00:50:51.840 --> 00:51:00.000
the same for us. We are victorious, period. And it can be so subtle because I know we're

701
00:51:00.000 --> 00:51:04.880
talking about this in terms of being a kingdom messenger, but there's so much that's

702
00:51:04.880 --> 00:51:11.360
happening in our daily lives that can distract us from like just to be like, again, to be real.

703
00:51:12.480 --> 00:51:16.320
I was sitting at my desk earlier and I'm like, there were so many things like, oh my gosh,

704
00:51:16.320 --> 00:51:20.000
I didn't write that person a thank you note. I didn't do this. I haven't finished my grocery

705
00:51:20.000 --> 00:51:24.320
order. Like, it's like the little things that can like pile up and all of a sudden you don't

706
00:51:24.320 --> 00:51:28.960
like yourself. Forget love. You just don't like yourself anymore. You're like, I just,

707
00:51:28.960 --> 00:51:36.000
it was all this like negative identifiers. And those are the places, even those places,

708
00:51:36.000 --> 00:51:40.400
because it was keeping me from like wanting to do anything. Kingdom messenger driven,

709
00:51:40.400 --> 00:51:43.680
posture driven, because I was just thinking about all the things that were wrong with me. Again,

710
00:51:43.680 --> 00:51:48.000
this is the shame that I was talking about even in last week's training. Like, it's not that I'm

711
00:51:48.000 --> 00:51:54.320
doing something wrong. It's that I'm believing something is faulty with me. The kind of quick

712
00:51:54.320 --> 00:51:59.840
release, if you will, is holding onto your belovedness in that. I am loved because I am

713
00:51:59.840 --> 00:52:05.360
loved because I am loved. Not because I'm necessarily killing it right now in my personal

714
00:52:05.360 --> 00:52:10.240
life or killing it right now online. That's what I want to, that's, that's what I feel like the

715
00:52:10.240 --> 00:52:15.360
Lord is breaking us from. And that's what I want to make sure, because we do, we happily talk about

716
00:52:15.360 --> 00:52:20.720
things like the numbers and impact and right, because we want to be people of our word. So we

717
00:52:20.720 --> 00:52:23.680
don't want to just say like, Oh, we're going to help you grow. And then we don't measure those

718
00:52:23.680 --> 00:52:30.000
things. I think it's important to like, keep track of the vision, right? However, it's not,

719
00:52:30.800 --> 00:52:35.040
the chart is not telling us our worth or to use Hillary's term, which I love. It's not telling

720
00:52:35.040 --> 00:52:41.680
us our value. It's not even necessarily proving our fruit as far as the fruit that comes from

721
00:52:41.680 --> 00:52:46.320
abiding, just a metric, just like we would keep metrics of other things in our lives.

722
00:52:47.200 --> 00:52:50.560
So that's what I want to make sure as we move forward as a Kingdom Messenger community,

723
00:52:50.560 --> 00:52:56.080
like I just want us to have a right way of thinking about what it is that we're doing.

724
00:52:56.080 --> 00:53:02.880
And the only way we can move forward in power is to go back to the place of identity,

725
00:53:03.600 --> 00:53:11.120
word and identity. What he says is true. I can trust it and I can be it because I am it.

726
00:53:11.680 --> 00:53:16.160
This is the great I am. And now because of the, because of his I am-ness,

727
00:53:16.800 --> 00:53:20.320
we are. Okay. I want to hear from Marion because we haven't heard from her yet today.

728
00:53:28.480 --> 00:53:33.120
One thing that I'm reminded of is Moses and Gideon, both of them.

729
00:53:34.000 --> 00:53:40.960
They, Moses spent 40 years in the desert, but when God called him to go back to save the people,

730
00:53:41.920 --> 00:53:47.680
he fought against it every step of the way. He said, I can't speak. I'm not good at speaking.

731
00:53:47.680 --> 00:53:56.880
I can't do this until God told him just go. And he went and he practiced using the rod and all of

732
00:53:56.880 --> 00:54:05.120
that, but he had to do it in spite of his negative feelings about who he was. And I believe that as

733
00:54:05.120 --> 00:54:12.080
he stepped into it, it's like God proved to him that that's who he was. And the same with Gideon,

734
00:54:12.080 --> 00:54:18.880
I'm the smallest one of the smallest clan, you know, why me? And God basically just told him

735
00:54:18.880 --> 00:54:26.560
to go and do it and do what he was told. And, and he had to fight. He was even too afraid to let his

736
00:54:26.560 --> 00:54:31.760
brother see what he was doing. So he did it in the middle of the night. So nobody would know,

737
00:54:32.560 --> 00:54:40.160
but he did it. And, and I'm reminded of something that God showed me long ago about healing.

738
00:54:41.440 --> 00:54:47.040
Somebody asked me to pray for somebody and I, I was feeling really anointed, but I was,

739
00:54:47.040 --> 00:54:52.000
I chickened out and I prayed for them that next meeting they went to, they would get healed.

740
00:54:54.000 --> 00:54:59.840
And, and I confessed it to God. I repented and said, next meeting we're in just anoint me up.

741
00:55:00.000 --> 00:55:06.400
right time and I'll do it. And he did. And everybody was gathered and sitting down in

742
00:55:06.400 --> 00:55:15.080
a circle, not watching. And I stood up and went and laid hand on this lady. She fell

743
00:55:15.080 --> 00:55:22.880
down and I went back to my seat and nobody even noticed. But it proved to me I could

744
00:55:22.880 --> 00:55:29.360
do it. But what Jesus said to me was, do you believe you can heal? And I said, no. Do you

745
00:55:29.360 --> 00:55:36.040
believe I can? Of course. So he said, then you lay hands on them and I'll heal them.

746
00:55:36.040 --> 00:55:44.040
And as we do what he's called us to do, God will bring the increase. It's not our responsibility.

747
00:55:44.040 --> 00:55:49.120
So reminds me of Hebrews 11. That's a good chapter for us all to read because you mentioned

748
00:55:49.120 --> 00:55:54.120
Gideon and you mentioned Moses and he talks about the great people of faith in Hebrews

749
00:55:54.120 --> 00:56:02.680
11. And it talks about like, they did it. You can say you believe it, but there's something

750
00:56:02.680 --> 00:56:07.480
about taking action to your point, Marion, which I love is a good, great reminder that

751
00:56:07.480 --> 00:56:14.200
you walk out that belief. You walk out that belief. That's really powerful. That's good.

752
00:56:14.200 --> 00:56:21.000
I think that's what, guys, when we like to bring it back to all that we're doing, the

753
00:56:21.000 --> 00:56:26.560
fact that we launched, the fact that we show up, the fact that we produce and we hit play

754
00:56:26.560 --> 00:56:32.920
and we publish, like it is a statement of our belief. Now there's things that I think

755
00:56:32.920 --> 00:56:37.400
that he's working out in me, even now, even years into this, where he's bringing me back

756
00:56:37.400 --> 00:56:42.120
to this question again, like, do you really believe that I fully love you? Like, even

757
00:56:42.120 --> 00:56:47.360
if this all blew up tomorrow, I fully love you. Like he's bringing me back to that place.

758
00:56:47.680 --> 00:56:54.240
As my response to him in the season has been to continue to show up. I mean, last week was,

759
00:56:55.680 --> 00:56:59.680
it was hard for us to show up again, like and do the training in a larger community because

760
00:56:59.680 --> 00:57:06.160
of things we've been just personally facing. And I showed up to that call, not even quite sure.

761
00:57:06.160 --> 00:57:10.320
And you guys know this is a big deal for me because I'm typically like, let's get it on

762
00:57:10.320 --> 00:57:14.320
the teleprompter. I want to make sure I'm clear. Like I want to be articulate. And I do. And I

763
00:57:14.320 --> 00:57:19.280
think that's, I think that's worthy too. But I was in a place where like, I was like, Lord,

764
00:57:19.280 --> 00:57:24.400
I don't even know if I have all the words tonight. And I don't know if this is going to hit

765
00:57:25.120 --> 00:57:29.680
like I want it to as far as like impact people the way I want it to, but I'm not here to motivate.

766
00:57:30.240 --> 00:57:35.520
I'm just here to obey tonight. This is pure obedience. And it was so interesting just so

767
00:57:35.520 --> 00:57:40.880
you guys can know the place that I was in because of what came out of that, like people really

768
00:57:40.880 --> 00:57:46.480
resonated and that's the Holy Spirit to Marion's point. That's the partnership. That's him flowing

769
00:57:46.480 --> 00:57:53.040
through us. So I just want to encourage you guys. Cause I know, I just, I know that there's people

770
00:57:53.040 --> 00:57:57.520
that I, I follow where I'm led by and it just looks sometimes like, man, they're just like,

771
00:57:58.880 --> 00:58:02.960
they're just, they're just, it's, they never have a bad day. So I'm not here to be like,

772
00:58:02.960 --> 00:58:06.800
let's all sit in the ditch together. Cause we're in it. We're like, the Holy Spirit is leading us

773
00:58:06.800 --> 00:58:11.680
and guiding us. Like we're good. Like we're not like depressed, but it's, we're in it. We're

774
00:58:11.680 --> 00:58:18.560
walking in obedience right now when we don't feel like we're killing it. And the Holy Spirit is

775
00:58:18.560 --> 00:58:24.320
meeting us in that place. Like never before. It's pretty powerful. So, okay. Lee and Brendan,

776
00:58:24.320 --> 00:58:33.120
cause we haven't heard from them yet. Yeah. I just, I just wanted to say, thank you so much for

777
00:58:33.120 --> 00:58:40.400
walking in to obedience and showing up Bruce and Lindsay and Kingdom Messengers. But like,

778
00:58:40.400 --> 00:58:46.480
I feel like the way that you've activated from the very start, when we stepped in, we,

779
00:58:47.040 --> 00:58:50.880
we are completely changed and we we've put you on our list as mentors and, you know,

780
00:58:50.880 --> 00:58:57.680
you're in Atlanta and we're in Australia. Because when we show up to Kingdom Messengers,

781
00:58:57.680 --> 00:59:03.200
like we get encouraged by Kingdom Messengers, but you know, you started in stepping out in

782
00:59:03.200 --> 00:59:08.080
the unknown and showing up and walking in obedience. And I feel like our lives have

783
00:59:08.080 --> 00:59:14.960
changed so much because of that and to continue to change and I'm so inspired by everybody,

784
00:59:14.960 --> 00:59:21.360
but Bruce and Lindsay, thank you so much for walking when you can't necessarily see and,

785
00:59:21.360 --> 00:59:26.720
you know, leading us more than, well, I don't want to say more than what you realized,

786
00:59:26.720 --> 00:59:32.560
but there's so much leadership growth that's happening in me internally, but also with me

787
00:59:32.560 --> 00:59:38.880
in Christ, would you say that? Yeah, absolutely. Yeah. It's just the richness of the word that you

788
00:59:38.880 --> 00:59:44.960
share that, you know, that, that just jumps out and, you know, we, we take that and

789
00:59:46.400 --> 00:59:51.600
when we're in the valid moments that where we say, hang on a minute, what did they say? And,

790
00:59:51.600 --> 00:59:56.560
you know, we're very much, yeah, I have grown so much. And even though, yes,

791
00:59:57.280 --> 00:59:59.840
this, we have those people, family.

792
01:00:00.000 --> 01:00:03.860
we try and explain what we do and we give up.

793
01:00:05.200 --> 01:00:08.300
We just let Holy Spirit just, you know, explain it to them.

794
01:00:08.300 --> 01:00:11.740
And that's fine because we know what we're doing.

795
01:00:11.740 --> 01:00:15.020
And that's the thing that we continue wanting to grow

796
01:00:15.020 --> 01:00:17.520
in our identity and what we're doing.

797
01:00:17.520 --> 01:00:22.520
And so, yeah, we feel very much blessed

798
01:00:23.620 --> 01:00:28.620
and just feel so much joy in what we're doing

799
01:00:29.520 --> 01:00:31.520
in like we're in our flow.

800
01:00:31.520 --> 01:00:33.920
We just feel like we're in our flow together.

801
01:00:33.920 --> 01:00:36.160
And yep, other things are coming in

802
01:00:36.160 --> 01:00:40.120
and we've had somebody else join us in our home

803
01:00:41.320 --> 01:00:42.160
this past week.

804
01:00:42.160 --> 01:00:45.120
So, which is exciting.

805
01:00:45.120 --> 01:00:45.960
All who.

806
01:00:45.960 --> 01:00:49.180
Yeah, part of our who, but yeah.

807
01:00:49.180 --> 01:00:50.020
Thank you.

808
01:00:50.020 --> 01:00:51.280
Awesome.

809
01:00:51.280 --> 01:00:52.120
Thank you so much.

810
01:00:52.120 --> 01:00:52.940
Thanks for sharing that.

811
01:00:52.940 --> 01:00:54.120
We're honored to be your mentors

812
01:00:54.120 --> 01:00:55.880
and we love doing life with you.

813
01:00:56.720 --> 01:00:58.440
So thank you for sharing.

814
01:00:58.920 --> 01:01:00.620
We are coming up on four o'clock.

815
01:01:00.620 --> 01:01:04.880
Now, there was no one in the database

816
01:01:04.880 --> 01:01:07.060
because this is still, we just all have some coaching.

817
01:01:07.060 --> 01:01:08.800
So if you ever need, if you're ever stuck somewhere,

818
01:01:08.800 --> 01:01:12.880
we do wanna give people a place to ask questions.

819
01:01:12.880 --> 01:01:14.760
And again, I just wanna, maybe, yeah,

820
01:01:14.760 --> 01:01:15.600
are you gonna finish?

821
01:01:15.600 --> 01:01:16.420
No, you go.

822
01:01:16.420 --> 01:01:17.520
So I was gonna, just on that point,

823
01:01:17.520 --> 01:01:21.680
because of this, we recognize that there's two kind of,

824
01:01:21.680 --> 01:01:23.880
there's two different conversations happening.

825
01:01:23.880 --> 01:01:26.280
Like, so that's why starting in August

826
01:01:26.280 --> 01:01:27.700
for all of August and September,

827
01:01:27.700 --> 01:01:30.040
we are doing a totally new intensive

828
01:01:30.040 --> 01:01:31.480
and we're gonna be bringing hopefully

829
01:01:31.480 --> 01:01:34.640
a whole bunch more people on into that group.

830
01:01:34.640 --> 01:01:36.640
But you guys are of course included in that

831
01:01:36.640 --> 01:01:38.680
as part of just being in the members.

832
01:01:38.680 --> 01:01:40.260
And, but we are gonna be doubling up.

833
01:01:40.260 --> 01:01:42.500
So we're gonna be doing like a Tuesday call like this,

834
01:01:42.500 --> 01:01:45.640
where it's more mindset and this kind of conversation.

835
01:01:45.640 --> 01:01:48.120
And then we're gonna do tech support day, right?

836
01:01:48.120 --> 01:01:49.960
Just where we just go through all the tech stuff

837
01:01:49.960 --> 01:01:50.800
on Thursday.

838
01:01:50.800 --> 01:01:53.440
So you guys will get two opportunities to hang out

839
01:01:53.440 --> 01:01:55.240
and that way you don't feel so rushed

840
01:01:55.240 --> 01:01:56.280
trying to do it all in one.

841
01:01:56.280 --> 01:01:58.300
So everybody in this group,

842
01:01:58.300 --> 01:02:00.300
we're gonna be kind of going through into September.

843
01:02:00.300 --> 01:02:02.900
So if you guys, that's gonna be for you as well,

844
01:02:02.900 --> 01:02:06.340
because we feel there's this push for growth at some,

845
01:02:06.340 --> 01:02:08.220
and you can always be growing your channel bigger.

846
01:02:08.220 --> 01:02:11.060
You can always be learning or honing something in.

847
01:02:11.060 --> 01:02:14.260
And so while there will be a number of people

848
01:02:14.260 --> 01:02:16.480
that are joining us who are just getting started,

849
01:02:16.480 --> 01:02:19.100
we are gonna challenge you guys to set your own goals

850
01:02:19.100 --> 01:02:21.980
for August and September and to start writing those out

851
01:02:21.980 --> 01:02:24.040
and start trusting the Lord

852
01:02:24.060 --> 01:02:26.420
that you can get to a certain thing,

853
01:02:26.420 --> 01:02:31.420
or maybe it's writing a book or starting a podcast

854
01:02:32.020 --> 01:02:34.100
or doing something that you're not currently doing,

855
01:02:34.100 --> 01:02:35.740
or just growing one of your channels

856
01:02:35.740 --> 01:02:38.120
to a certain size potentially.

857
01:02:39.460 --> 01:02:43.100
So, or someone mentioned they're doing a course as well.

858
01:02:43.100 --> 01:02:44.800
Like there may be other things around this

859
01:02:44.800 --> 01:02:46.120
that you guys are thinking of doing

860
01:02:46.120 --> 01:02:47.560
or just getting your website live.

861
01:02:47.560 --> 01:02:49.060
But so it's gonna be another chance

862
01:02:49.060 --> 01:02:51.060
to sort of set some goals.

863
01:02:51.060 --> 01:02:53.880
We'll be covering a lot of things again from scratch,

864
01:02:54.720 --> 01:02:56.780
but it'll hopefully be valuable to everybody

865
01:02:56.780 --> 01:02:59.040
because I think a lot of it is gonna be

866
01:02:59.040 --> 01:03:00.300
on these Tuesday Transmitter Time,

867
01:03:00.300 --> 01:03:01.760
a lot about mindset stuff,

868
01:03:01.760 --> 01:03:04.660
which we've kind of weaved into other conversations.

869
01:03:04.660 --> 01:03:07.100
But now I think we're taking on a little bit more

870
01:03:07.100 --> 01:03:10.740
specifically to say, this is what is really different

871
01:03:10.740 --> 01:03:12.540
between just being a content creator,

872
01:03:12.540 --> 01:03:15.380
Christian content creator, and being a kingdom messenger.

873
01:03:15.380 --> 01:03:17.900
And there is a way to encourage each other,

874
01:03:17.900 --> 01:03:20.700
do this in community to where we're not hitting things

875
01:03:20.700 --> 01:03:23.460
that are common to content creators like burnout.

876
01:03:23.680 --> 01:03:26.760
That is a very common thing in the YouTube world

877
01:03:26.760 --> 01:03:28.440
and seeing people with eight, 9 million,

878
01:03:28.440 --> 01:03:30.480
10 million subscribers just burning out

879
01:03:30.480 --> 01:03:34.280
and shutting down their accounts like happens every week.

880
01:03:34.280 --> 01:03:36.080
And so we don't have to do that as kingdom messengers.

881
01:03:36.080 --> 01:03:37.060
And there's things like that

882
01:03:37.060 --> 01:03:38.940
that we can encourage each other in

883
01:03:38.940 --> 01:03:40.900
and continue to grow as a community.

884
01:03:40.900 --> 01:03:43.000
So that's what we're excited about.

885
01:03:43.000 --> 01:03:44.080
Absolutely.

886
01:03:44.080 --> 01:03:44.920
Cool.

887
01:03:44.920 --> 01:03:45.740
Does that make sense to everyone

888
01:03:45.740 --> 01:03:47.600
that kind of what those eight weeks will look like?

889
01:03:47.600 --> 01:03:51.760
Yeah, it'll be a time of like intense focus

890
01:03:51.780 --> 01:03:54.860
for us to all hit on individual goals

891
01:03:54.860 --> 01:03:59.860
and we'll return to some of the basics

892
01:04:00.100 --> 01:04:02.100
just to make sure that we're like all up to date

893
01:04:02.100 --> 01:04:06.340
on managing accounts and if there's any,

894
01:04:06.340 --> 01:04:08.020
we're just gonna kind of touch on things again

895
01:04:08.020 --> 01:04:13.020
because we realize we don't wanna miss the opportunity

896
01:04:14.980 --> 01:04:19.980
to make sure that everything is organized and going well.

897
01:04:20.920 --> 01:04:22.640
You know, cause we've talked about things

898
01:04:22.640 --> 01:04:24.360
but it's been like seven months, you know,

899
01:04:24.360 --> 01:04:25.240
or it's been eight months.

900
01:04:25.240 --> 01:04:27.040
So we just wanna kind of bring it back to the-

901
01:04:27.040 --> 01:04:28.200
Yeah.

902
01:04:28.200 --> 01:04:29.460
I'm hoping we're probably gonna weave in

903
01:04:29.460 --> 01:04:31.520
some guest speakers as well.

904
01:04:31.520 --> 01:04:33.360
Yeah, that's our hope.

905
01:04:33.360 --> 01:04:35.440
People that would make it really fun to hear from.

906
01:04:35.440 --> 01:04:37.760
So awesome.

907
01:04:37.760 --> 01:04:38.960
Cool.

908
01:04:38.960 --> 01:04:42.340
Okay, Hillary, you can just take us out, Hillary.

909
01:04:43.800 --> 01:04:47.320
So like, I loved that you brought up

910
01:04:47.340 --> 01:04:50.340
this whole issue of familiarity

911
01:04:50.340 --> 01:04:54.460
and like how we're treated when people feel

912
01:04:54.460 --> 01:04:59.460
we're familiar to them and just reminding us what it's like.

913
01:05:00.000 --> 01:05:04.200
Like when we feel we know the person we're talking to,

914
01:05:04.200 --> 01:05:07.760
we feel we know the situation we're dealing with,

915
01:05:07.760 --> 01:05:09.880
we don't feel dependent upon God.

916
01:05:09.880 --> 01:05:13.420
We're really not looking for his vision

917
01:05:13.420 --> 01:05:15.560
for what my husband's doing right now,

918
01:05:15.560 --> 01:05:17.600
or my children aren't doing right now,

919
01:05:17.600 --> 01:05:20.120
or my sister, my mother, right?

920
01:05:20.120 --> 01:05:23.520
So it makes total sense.

921
01:05:23.520 --> 01:05:25.740
And it just is a reminder for us,

922
01:05:25.740 --> 01:05:28.760
like, you know, when I'm not listening, they get me,

923
01:05:28.760 --> 01:05:31.460
but when I'm listening, they get him.

924
01:05:31.460 --> 01:05:36.460
And so it just, I think it's just a really awesome reminder,

925
01:05:36.740 --> 01:05:41.740
hey, what am I like when I feel that I already know someone

926
01:05:42.340 --> 01:05:44.140
and what they're capable of,

927
01:05:44.140 --> 01:05:47.580
and what I feel like caring about,

928
01:05:47.580 --> 01:05:50.020
and even in regard to Christ.

929
01:05:50.020 --> 01:05:54.340
And then another thing, I was just so fired up

930
01:05:54.340 --> 01:05:57.220
that to each one of us, it's like Moses,

931
01:05:57.220 --> 01:05:58.740
whoever by now had brought up,

932
01:05:58.740 --> 01:06:01.140
I think it was Marian brought up Moses.

933
01:06:01.140 --> 01:06:03.580
And, you know, it was the Lord that said,

934
01:06:03.580 --> 01:06:07.260
I have heard the cries of my people.

935
01:06:07.260 --> 01:06:08.660
I've heard the cries, right?

936
01:06:08.660 --> 01:06:10.660
To us, he says, I've heard the cries in the bedroom.

937
01:06:10.660 --> 01:06:12.380
I've heard the cries in the courtroom.

938
01:06:12.380 --> 01:06:15.060
So I've heard the cries in those back alleys.

939
01:06:15.060 --> 01:06:17.080
I've heard the cries of my people.

940
01:06:17.080 --> 01:06:18.840
So now you go.

941
01:06:18.840 --> 01:06:21.480
And when we forget who's the one, you know, he says,

942
01:06:21.480 --> 01:06:23.840
I have come to deliver my people.

943
01:06:23.840 --> 01:06:24.940
Now you go, right?

944
01:06:24.940 --> 01:06:26.820
So we're like taxi cabs.

945
01:06:26.820 --> 01:06:27.940
We're like donkeys.

946
01:06:27.940 --> 01:06:30.820
We're like, you know, whatever, we're just bringing him.

947
01:06:30.820 --> 01:06:34.140
And if we're vessels for the Holy Spirit,

948
01:06:34.140 --> 01:06:36.660
then we're introducing that kingdom

949
01:06:36.660 --> 01:06:41.500
where the unholy spirits have been so unapologetically,

950
01:06:43.180 --> 01:06:44.500
you know, having their way.

951
01:06:44.500 --> 01:06:46.460
And, oh, that's just a little segue.

952
01:06:46.460 --> 01:06:50.820
I went and bought the websites, unapologetics.com

953
01:06:50.820 --> 01:06:52.920
and unapologetically.com,

954
01:06:52.920 --> 01:06:55.600
because I thought the whole world is unapologetically

955
01:06:55.600 --> 01:06:59.440
like killing babies and burning businesses and churches

956
01:06:59.440 --> 01:07:01.080
and defiling education.

957
01:07:01.080 --> 01:07:05.520
And the church is apologizing, right?

958
01:07:05.520 --> 01:07:06.860
Like apologizing.

959
01:07:06.860 --> 01:07:10.480
And the highest form of Christianity, what, apologetics?

960
01:07:10.480 --> 01:07:15.480
I'm like, no, no, we ought to be the unapologetic ones.

961
01:07:15.880 --> 01:07:18.120
So anyway, I don't know where that's going,

962
01:07:18.120 --> 01:07:20.400
but I went and did that.

963
01:07:20.400 --> 01:07:22.720
And just like what it reminded me of

964
01:07:22.720 --> 01:07:23.560
was when the Lord said,

965
01:07:23.560 --> 01:07:26.640
Hillary, lighthouses don't pursue ships.

966
01:07:26.640 --> 01:07:28.480
So it's not about the ships.

967
01:07:28.480 --> 01:07:31.520
It's about the power that we draw from within

968
01:07:31.520 --> 01:07:33.280
and shine with.

969
01:07:33.280 --> 01:07:35.040
The ships that will,

970
01:07:35.040 --> 01:07:37.200
the lighthouse doesn't even tell what ships

971
01:07:37.200 --> 01:07:40.440
to pay attention to the light, doesn't even,

972
01:07:40.440 --> 01:07:41.280
you know, anything.

973
01:07:41.280 --> 01:07:44.720
It just shines, draws from within and shines.

974
01:07:44.720 --> 01:07:47.120
And the ships that will come, they come.

975
01:07:47.120 --> 01:07:50.480
And he said, a flower doesn't pursue birds,

976
01:07:50.480 --> 01:07:52.200
bees and butterflies, right?

977
01:07:52.200 --> 01:07:57.200
It sucks from that life, that DNA, that nourishment within,

978
01:07:58.000 --> 01:07:59.920
and it blossoms toward the sun

979
01:07:59.920 --> 01:08:01.800
and releases its sweet fragrance.

980
01:08:01.800 --> 01:08:05.200
And it doesn't mind itself with the butterflies and bees

981
01:08:05.200 --> 01:08:08.040
because none of those things and none of those ships

982
01:08:08.040 --> 01:08:11.600
define that lighthouse or that flower.

983
01:08:11.600 --> 01:08:15.600
And then he said, you know, cities of refuge,

984
01:08:15.760 --> 01:08:19.000
they don't pursue refugees.

985
01:08:19.000 --> 01:08:21.600
They just make sure their own aqueducts

986
01:08:21.600 --> 01:08:24.680
and infrastructure and justice system

987
01:08:24.680 --> 01:08:27.720
are shored up or edified and built.

988
01:08:27.720 --> 01:08:30.120
The refugees, they'll come.

989
01:08:30.120 --> 01:08:33.439
And the refugees don't define the city of refuge.

990
01:08:33.439 --> 01:08:36.000
So anyway, I'm all fired up

991
01:08:36.000 --> 01:08:38.560
because I'm like, oh, this is so good.

992
01:08:38.560 --> 01:08:40.200
So, all right, I haven't been out there,

993
01:08:40.200 --> 01:08:41.359
but I'm in here today.

994
01:08:41.800 --> 01:08:43.479
I'm so like...

995
01:08:43.479 --> 01:08:45.880
Here's what I want us all to focus on

996
01:08:45.880 --> 01:08:48.279
because there's so many things we can be doing.

997
01:08:48.279 --> 01:08:49.319
The homework is simple.

998
01:08:49.319 --> 01:08:51.479
Hold on to your belovedness

999
01:08:51.479 --> 01:08:54.560
and ask the Holy Spirit to lead you and guide you in that.

1000
01:08:54.560 --> 01:08:57.600
I'm telling you, there will be so much more momentum

1001
01:08:57.600 --> 01:09:00.720
by just doing, by just the act of faith in that,

1002
01:09:00.720 --> 01:09:03.120
of no matter what happens this week,

1003
01:09:03.120 --> 01:09:06.120
no matter what doesn't happen this week,

1004
01:09:06.120 --> 01:09:09.040
you are the beloved.

1005
01:09:09.080 --> 01:09:13.840
You're beloved just because He has chosen

1006
01:09:13.840 --> 01:09:15.600
to love you, to love you, to love you.

1007
01:09:15.600 --> 01:09:17.680
And God makes good choices.

1008
01:09:17.680 --> 01:09:18.760
That's right.

1009
01:09:18.760 --> 01:09:19.680
So we love you guys.

1010
01:09:19.680 --> 01:09:20.960
We're gonna be in our community,

1011
01:09:20.960 --> 01:09:22.920
the big community tomorrow night.

1012
01:09:22.920 --> 01:09:25.240
You guys are welcome to join if you can.

1013
01:09:25.240 --> 01:09:28.520
We're gonna be talking basically kind of the same thing

1014
01:09:28.520 --> 01:09:30.880
and whatever else the Holy Spirit gives us

1015
01:09:30.880 --> 01:09:32.319
between now and then.

1016
01:09:32.319 --> 01:09:33.160
Awesome.

1017
01:09:33.160 --> 01:09:34.000
We love you guys.

1018
01:09:34.000 --> 01:09:34.960
Have a great week.

1019
01:09:34.960 --> 01:09:36.080
Talk to you guys soon.

1020
01:09:36.080 --> 01:09:36.920
Bye.