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hey everyone so good to see you I just like taking a deep breath like I feel

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like this is just such a invitation from the Lord these calls that we're gonna

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have just to enjoy the time and the space versus trying to make the time and

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space significant or trying to make something happen or rush off to the next

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thing and so yeah so this is gonna be really this these will be interesting

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times I think it'll definitely be an extension of what we experienced in the

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last eight weeks but I felt like the Lord said it's gonna look different and

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it might look different every time and that's okay so as you guys know I want

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these calls to be centered around the internal territory that we are taking

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within ourselves with Jesus and Holy Spirit and Father God together in our

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you know in this journey we call life and I just wanted to make sure that this

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would be a place that would guarantee that we're not pressing pause on that or

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ignoring that as we continue to take external territory in the digital

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landscape in our channels on different platforms etc and so these times

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together you know come you know you might be getting here by the skin of

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your teeth sometimes I totally understand that but just come expecting

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to receive and rest and be rejuvenated like you can have that expectation

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there's nothing that you have to conjure up there's nothing that you have to

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strive to make happen I know that we're all leaders and so sometimes we enter

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these spaces of a prayer meeting or prophetic time and we're like oh it's

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like one more thing I have to give myself to to like encourage someone and

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I think that'll naturally flow out of us there's no stopping that but it's if you

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don't have it to give that's okay to just come and receive because this is a

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time that I want to facilitate that it's more about what's happening between you

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and the Lord instead of what's all happening amongst ourselves like we're

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here to just be and that's okay and so that's the expectation that I wanted to

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set it's a very simple one like come expecting to receive I think there's

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gonna be some times of and I wanted to set these calls for an hour instead of

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like the 30 minutes that we had before so there's probably gonna be times of

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silence and some pauses and like that's okay we don't have to be uncomfortable

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with that because I want to give us some space to receive from the Lord something

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that the Lord has been reminding me about is the gift of time and I think

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we'll probably talking a lot about this over the next four months together but

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Francois and I'm gonna say his name wrong my father-in-law told me how to

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say his name and I keep forgetting how to but the author of the mirror Bible he

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writes time is given relevance by redemption realities and I was

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pondering on that because like that's really interesting but it's true like

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we're not bound by time anymore because Christ is not bound by time and his

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reality is now our reality but yet we live in time so what does that mean well

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it means that we are no longer mastered by time or dictated to by time we no

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longer serve time but it does serve us and it serves a purpose so it's not that

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it's like all of creation it doesn't mean that it's without purpose but it's

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not something that we are subject to and I thought about this when it came to the

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prophetic as well because when we think about the prophetic we often think about

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for like a foretelling like we're looking into the future or pulling what's

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into the future into the present which is absolutely true that's not a wrong

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definition but thinking about the prophetic in the in the the time of

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Christ if you will I that's not the right word but just in now that we are

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in a new covenant I think also what's happening in the prophetic is we are

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speaking to what is true now right so why I want to make that differentiation

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is because sometimes when we think about the prophetic and we think about it only

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being future tense we have a tendency to always be wanting and wishing something

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that we don't feel like we have yet and if we're not careful it moves us into a

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place and sometimes very subtly of lack well I don't have that yet so think

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about this in the terms of identity right like you someone gives you a

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prophetic word and they're like Monica like you are a warrior and I see you

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speaking to stadiums of people and there's going to be millions of people

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coming to Christ under you and like speaks it's like that's so wonderful but

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if but in Christ fullness is our starting point and all that is true then

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in the future is now true now right we are just on a journey of discovering and

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it's just a matter of time

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It's who you already are. It's just a matter of time and that's a

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gift. It's not something to dread like, oh that's gonna be ten years from now or

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even ten months from now and I wish it was now. It's true of you now and so

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sometimes when we get those prophetic words, especially prophetic words that

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might be circumstantial or like, you know, you're speaking to stadiums

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worth of people. If we're not aware, we just spend all our time focusing on what

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is not yet. What we perceive is not yet and it builds this like poverty, orphan,

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lack thing in us and we and we worst case is we just now feel like we have to

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strive to be that thing and we take ourselves out of the reality of Christ.

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Not that you can but just in our minds, right? Like and we just live under this

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dread and heaviness because we don't measure up to whatever the thing is,

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right? So we don't want to do that with a prophetic. Any prophetic words that you

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have already or that you will receive or you know anything like that, like

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it's something to take, like to embrace. Oh this is who I am and Holy Spirit's

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unpacking that and time, which is a gift to me, will be gifted to me as I discover.

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I have now time. I'm not running out of time. I'm not wasting time. Time is

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not, I'm not up against time. You know, we have to change even our language around

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time and so the best way to change your mind about something is through

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Thanksgiving. Like thank yourself into the realization of what is true and so I

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wanted to read some scriptures over us. So this is just just an example like

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Colossians. I love Colossians. I know I share a lot from Colossians. I was just

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thinking today, I was reading through some of the scripture and I'm like, oh I

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just wish I had the time to dive into Colossians but I'm also like wanting to

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unpack John. I'm kind of there now and I just, instead of it being this

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treasure hunt and this giddiness of like, oh there's so much here to explore, it

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became this dread in me of I don't have enough time or I'm running out of time

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and or I should have done this already. I should have already done a study on

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Colossians, you know, and it's just this subtle thing and then all of a sudden we

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have, but we have spent all of our day with little moments like that and then

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we wonder why we're so heavy and exhausted and tired and struggling to

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believe the very truth that we are made up of. It's literally our DNA now as new

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creations in Christ. So those are the types of things that I'm just, I'm asking

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Holy Spirit to reveal, like catch us in the moment and I know he will in each of

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our scenarios. Like this is something during advancement that I want us to

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break off. Like I want us to come out of these four months together and feel so

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empowered by our relationship with time and our relationship with the prophetic

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that we don't, we don't have these subtleties in our day anymore that build

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up into a spirit of heaviness. So let me read a few because Colossians talks so

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much about Thanksgiving and so Colossians is a chapter that is packed

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full of identity. It's packed full of laying out like what happened through

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Christ in Christ and what we look like now as new creations in Christ. It's not

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a very long chapter but there's so, I didn't even catch this before, but

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there's so much around Thanksgiving that's tied to that. So I just wanted to

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read a few scriptures. So let me start in Colossians 2. I lost my place but I

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will find it again. Colossians 2, six through seven. This is what I love

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because this is the internal territory picture. It says, as you

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therefore have received Christ Jesus the Lord, so walk in him. So it's like as

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you've received this, now walk in it. Now live it. I just love that picture. It's so

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simple but it's so beautiful and I'm reading in New King James but let me

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just pop over to maybe a, so the NIV says, just as you have received Christ Jesus

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as Lord, continue to live your lives in him. The Passion Translation says, in the

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same way you have received Jesus our Lord and Messiah by faith, continue your

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journey of faith progressing further.

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further into your union with him.

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It's just like this depth, right?

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The ESV, therefore, as you received Christ Jesus,

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your Lord, so walk in him.

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established in the faith, just as you were taught,

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abounding in thanksgiving.

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So I love this because there is this depth that then speaks

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to this overflow of thanksgiving.

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hadn't seen before reading these scriptures,

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as far as how thanksgiving partners

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with our awareness, which then brings us deeper

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into our intimacy with Jesus and our union with him.

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So I loved that.

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OK, so this was interesting, because it's

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such a simple verse, but there's so much,

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like, something packed into it.

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It says, let me pull it up.

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It says, and whatever you do, in word or in deed,

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do all in the name of the Lord Jesus,

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giving thanks to God the Father through him.

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It was just like, so whatever you do, in word or in deed,

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do all that in the name of Jesus,

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giving thanks to God the Father through him.

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All things, and in all things, give thanks.

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So there's never a circumstance.

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There's never a situation where thanksgiving should not

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happen, which thanksgiving should always be present.

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It's always appropriate to be giving thanks.

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And then in Colossians, this is the last one I'll read,

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and then we'll kind of just jump into some prayer.

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Continue earnestly in prayer, being vigilant in it

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with thanksgiving.

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And I know I could go all through scripture

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and find the significance of thanksgiving,

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like I think about how in the Psalms

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it talks about how we enter his gates with thanksgiving

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in our hearts, and we enter his courts with praise.

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I mean, there's so many things, but I just

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wanted to start tonight, because this is a practice, right?

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that we become familiar with.

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that it loses its essence, like its astonishment.

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We lose the delight in it.

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We lose the, like our, we just kind of, oh yeah,

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we give thanks, we give thanks.

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So I just want us to posture our hearts tonight

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like with precision in the thanks that we give.

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It doesn't even mean that has to be articulate.

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But I want us to just take a second instead

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of just being like, oh yeah, I'm thankful for this

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and just take a second.

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to just voice some thanksgiving.

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And we're not doing this to impress anyone.

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We're doing this to connect with someone.

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This is about partnership.

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And so we're all friends here.

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This is a safe space.

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This isn't like, oh, you know, like Tamara's was like so good,

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but I'm really tired right now.

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Like whatever bubbles up in your heart,

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but I want us to release it

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because I believe that there is power in our words.

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There's power in our declaration.

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But let's just take, and I'm gonna,

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I'm literally going to time because I don't,

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what happens sometimes is like,

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Like, should I go now?

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Should I go now?

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So like, I'm gonna take 60 seconds

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and I'm putting it on the clock.

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but time is a gift.

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So we're gonna give ourselves some space.

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Actually, I'm gonna give us more than 60 seconds.

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That seems very short.

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I'm gonna give us two minutes

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and then I will release us to then release our things.

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But I just want us to settle, like close your eyes.

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No one's looking, no one's watching

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and to settle in your heart

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and just become thanks for a second.

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what hasn't happened yet,

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what you don't think you are.

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Just focus on what is, what you know to be true,

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not what you wish is true,

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just what you know to be true right now.

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And just breathe in some things.

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Thanks. Okay, so I'm going to start the clock.

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That was an aggressive timer should have had like some bells or something set, but

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all right, let's release it you guys can unmute yourself.

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Let's just give thanks.

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Wow, where do I start is the question, but I'm gonna keep it short so everyone else can

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Oh my goodness, Lord, I thank you.

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I thank you.

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I thank you for redeeming me, Lord, you have shown me what love really means.

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And for many, many, many years, I had a twisted view of what love meant.

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And now that I know what love means, I can now actually love and I can help to show others

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what it means.

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I thank you for opening my eyes to learning you more, Lord, going deeper rather, I've

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always only known you on a surface level, only to a point, all of my childhood, all

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of my you know, God, you know, me, I've always known you just at the surface.

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But now I'm actually getting to explore and know you at a deeper level.

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And I'm so grateful.

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I'm not going to bash what I learned in my past.

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It's all a part of growing and building a foundation.

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But thank you that my mind is open to learning you in a new way, and not just stuck in what

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I've known all my life.

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Father, I thank you that you are the Prince of Peace.

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I thank you that you are the Prince of Peace and that because you live in me, I can choose

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peace in every circumstance and that I can be overwhelmed by your goodness in my situation

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and not overwhelmed by my circumstances.

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And I thank you for your goodness in Jesus name.

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Father, I just thank you for how you have related to me today in such a sweet way as

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your beloved daughter.

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up to, to you and was settling to go back into, to sleep.

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And you said, I believe in you.

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And just the conversation that, that started is I, I told you that

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I wanted to believe in you more.

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And today you just like, like a, like a dad have coached me through some

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things, like a dad would his daughter.

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So thankful to have that, that view and that, I don't know.

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It's just at a different level, a different depth than I've ever looked at

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you before, and it's just like showing up in a moment where my mind could have

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taken me somewhere that would affect everything you, you explained like a dad

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would, well, you thought this because of this and father, you're just, you're so

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good.

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I'm just, I'm so thankful.

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I praise you.

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Father, I just thank you.

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I thank you for, for your tenderness towards me, father, you're the only one

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that I, that I look to that accepts me just the way I am.

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And then you smile and you smile at me and to, to let me know that I'm okay, that

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we're okay.

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Father, I thank you that sometimes I feel like I'm like a, between a rock and a

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hard place, but yet father, I know that if I, if I really am between a rock and a

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hard place, the rock is the promise of your word.

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Father, I thank you that, that the things that you put in me has got to grow.

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They just have to grow.

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That is not, it's not anything that I need to do.

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It's not something that is on me.

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You put in me your seed.

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You're the one that provides the water.

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You're the one that provides the soil.

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So the, the, the sun, you're the one that provides the nourishment for me to grow.

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Father, I just want to thank you for being so kind in the process of teaching me how

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to mature as a believer, showing me that you are my provider in all areas in

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incredible ways.

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I'll have to tell you guys the story later, but I'm still in awe of what God is

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I thank you, Lord, that you are turning my husband into a leader in our family and in

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our faith, that he is doing things he has never done before to have an intimate

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relationship with you.

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I thank you that you're providing for our finances.

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I thank you that you're teaching me what things I've been holding as idols and while

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the tearing down of those idols has been difficult and caused many tears, but through

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that, it's a breakthrough of revelation of your truth and that truth that I need to

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stand on and I need to be willing to lose it all in order to vocalize and share that

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truth.

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You've taught me that a lot this week.

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And I'm just so thankful that I have a friend in Jesus.

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things that you've already done.

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This is just the beginning.

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I want more.

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I want to seek you more.

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I want to put the kingdom first above everything else, because I know that my dreams will

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turn into your dreams.

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And as that.

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unfolds, I get to be who you actually created me to be.

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So I thank you, Lord, for your faithfulness. In Jesus name.

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Jesus, I'm thankful for your grace, your empowering presence in my life. I was reminded just today how sufficient your grace is for me.

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That it's not about second chances or it's not cheap, but it's treasure.

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And how you can come into just an ordinary day that seems overwhelming with all of its tasks and to do, and you can breathe life into every ordinary moment and make the mundane miraculous.

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I thank you for who you are.

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I thank you for who you choose to be for me each and every day.

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Yeah, I know you joined us a little bit late, so I don't know if you were able to catch the beginning of our call, but we're, we're giving thanks and I would love for you to be able to participate.

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It doesn't have to be long, but just sharing what you're thankful for in the Lord today.

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Okay, thank you. Yeah, I was, I'm on my phone and I couldn't read the comments or anything.

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Yeah, I just want to thank God that not a day goes by without his unfailing love.

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And it doesn't matter what's happening. It doesn't matter what the circumstances are.

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He's just, his love is so faithful and consistent and sustaining.

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It's like living inside of a self-contained capsule that is God.

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And it doesn't matter what's going on around because he's that safe place where everything is provided and, and he can make it all turn together for good.

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And so I just thank him for that.

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I thank him for you and Bruce and the team and this opportunity and everyone who's joining the journey.

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I'm just grateful to get to be a part of it.

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So thank you, Father. We together lift up our Thanksgiving to you and to Jesus and Holy Spirit.

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And we recognize that Thanksgiving is really the engine room of so much awareness of the things that you want us to see and experience and discover.

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And so we give ourselves to Thanksgiving as we become Thanksgiving.

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It's the very essence of our DNA.

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Like it's, it's woven in us.

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And I, I see all of you guys right now with this, like, just tapestry of like what you've just released.

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Like it's, it's woven now into you.

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It can't be, you can't be separated from it.

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And it doesn't stay stagnant like Thanksgiving.

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And that's why I wanted us to like release the sound because that doesn't die.

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Like now those sound waves are, are released and Thanksgiving absorbs negativity.

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It absorbs because it's, it's greater than and absorbs the lesser than words that have been spoken to us or over us or even through us.

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Sometimes Thanksgiving cancels that out.

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And so, so Lord, we thank you.

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We thank you for, I just love how Tamara said, you know, from, from what, what, what used to be, I don't even have to stay bound to that.

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I can only find ways to thank you for how you've taken me through this past journey, brought me to where I am now and continue to move me forward into a deeper awareness and a deeper intimacy and of the union that we have with you, Christ.

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So, you know, this guy's this is like I there's no agenda. I mean, truly, which can be terrifying for someone like me but i i might.

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commitment to you is I'm like you and I'm saying this again because I know Kathy's joining in.

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This is not for you guys to feel like you have to come and like strive to give something out like

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so I know some calls you're going to come and it's like let's go and some days you're going

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to come and like I just need to sit. There will be some participation because you guys know that I

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believe highly participation but nothing that's strenuous but my commitment to you is I'm coming

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and fresh so I'm leading this thing so I'm here to give and so I attached prophetic onto this

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prayer time and not just calling it a prayer call which was significant for me. I operate in the

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prophetic and I don't necessarily feel like it's an office mantle but we all have been given the

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gift of prophecy and this is about internal territory and and sometimes it's just good

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to feel seen right. It's just good to be called by name so so Monica I felt like I had something to

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share with you specifically and we'll see how this flows but Monica I feel like the lord wanted you

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to know that significance and I wrote this down actually before you any of you guys share anything

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maybe I should have shared before you guys started sharing things but it's okay you can believe me

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or not believe me but I felt like the father wanted you to know that significance is not a

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destination. It's it's your starting point it's who you already are and you are you are living in

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significance right now and if you didn't do another thing for the lord your significance remains

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intact and that's proven by not what you do it's not even proven by what I say it's not proven how

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you're recognized here on earth it's proven by the sacrifice of christ for you and that happened

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before the foundations of the world that happened that that happened before any of us were here

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before anyone in your life was around to derail or celebrate who you are and all in between

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so it's not a destination and I just felt like the father wanted to release you from any

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pressure to arrive

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because you're already there girl it now it's everything is just overflow of that that place

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of significance and if it all burns and crashes tomorrow he has more for you he has more to

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explore he has more to partner with you with and it's meant to be a delight he is having a lot of

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fun doesn't mean it will always be easy because in this world we gotta we gotta break through some

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things we gotta overcome some things we gotta be it's that more than conquer like mode right we

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gotta conquer some things because we are christ-like and we lay down our lives in the conquering and

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the overcoming so people can come behind us and share in that victory in an accelerated way they

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don't have to experience all the bumps and bruises that we do as leaders right it's what christ did

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it's how we partner in our christ-likeness but you're not earning it you're not achieving it

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there's no trophies there's no medal there's just christ himself and he's enough and you're enough

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and him i just felt like i the lord wanted you to know that and and that is a word spoken out

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but it's also for you to like in the next it's not just a now thing like the gift of time is now

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you get to live it now you get to experience that freedom like this is the beauty of the prophetic

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guys is that it's not just like oh in this moment or in this like service that i'm in like someone

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calls me out and i get to experience the warm fuzzy feelings in that space but if it's something

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let me just say you can always throw it out if it doesn't resonate okay like you don't have to

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take it someone speaks prophecy just because they call it prophetic doesn't mean it's necessarily

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true so it's monica it's for you to purify with holy spirit but the beauty ever since you receive

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that prophetic encouragement you're like wow but now i have to go live tomorrow right and i had to

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go face the day now you get to eat of that fruit and experience and explore it so that was that

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you know um colossians 2 thing that so caught me today was as you've received christ now walk in

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him and i just saw that happening with the prophetic as well like now you receive that

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prophetic encouragement i get to go walk it out and it's not this dread of oh my gosh now i have

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to go do 500 things to become this person it's like oh i just get to walk it out and i get to

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be in tune with holy spirit and he's gonna teach me and guide me and lead me and i'm gonna follow

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him and i'm gonna obey his word and as i do that maturity happens and as i behold i become so

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yeah i love you

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And so Amy, I had an interesting experience today.

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So I'm in this mentorship group

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and we were doing this prophetic activation.

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for specifically for women.

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So people who are mothers in the kingdom,

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not just biological mothers,

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but are mentoring and everything.

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So it was an interesting group.

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And so they had each of us ask the Lord

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to give us a name of someone that we're mentoring,

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like in a group we're mentoring.

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And your name came to mind.

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But what we did was we just said your first name

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to the group and they all prophesied over you.

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So I didn't prophesy.

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I know, isn't that interesting?

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it was like the first name that came to mind.

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So I thought that was so cool.

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like, they're just like, okay, pick a name.

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which is, that's the gift that they gave me

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to be able to share it with you.

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So what they saw is they saw that you are a person

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of precision and organization.

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And I'm like, yeah, that resonates.

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I can see that, Amy, for sure.

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creative ideas, new solutions in that vein of like,

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the Lord was like partnering with that wiring

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that you have of, you know,

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I feel like it's the perfectionist redeemed in you,

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but like, that's what, you know,

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excellence and precision,

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and the Lord's gonna be partnering with you in that area

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and giving you like new ideas and creative solutions,

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like in that space.

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like there's even more freedom to that,

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which I thought was really cool.

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And I didn't tell them anything about you.

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I could only share your first name.

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That was it, couldn't share like anything.

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they could just feel the Father's love towards you,

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that you were precious and unique in His sight.

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And that you were a much loved daughter.

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smile was on you.

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And someone like partnered with that.

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And they said that they saw like all these sticky notes

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on their desk, on a desk.

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It was partnering with your like new,

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like solutions or thing.

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They said, she has the answers and love is the key.

455
00:37:26.100 --> 00:37:29.260
She will share the solutions and the answers in love.

456
00:37:29.260 --> 00:37:30.380
Which like, they didn't know.

457
00:37:30.380 --> 00:37:31.780
They didn't know the name of your,

458
00:37:31.780 --> 00:37:33.460
they don't even know what I do.

459
00:37:33.460 --> 00:37:36.620
Like I couldn't even say like, I help these like creative,

460
00:37:36.620 --> 00:37:38.740
I mean, these Christian content creators,

461
00:37:38.740 --> 00:37:40.940
you know, however I would explain it to an outside group.

462
00:37:40.940 --> 00:37:42.180
Like they didn't know, like,

463
00:37:42.180 --> 00:37:43.820
so like your channel Bound by Love,

464
00:37:43.820 --> 00:37:45.740
I just thought that was like so cool.

465
00:37:45.740 --> 00:37:48.460
But I thought it was a good reminder for you to know that

466
00:37:48.460 --> 00:37:49.740
like love is the key.

467
00:37:49.740 --> 00:37:53.020
So as you share your solutions and your creative ideas

468
00:37:53.020 --> 00:37:56.140
and your wisdom, you're doing it all in love.

469
00:37:56.140 --> 00:37:58.220
I just thought it was a great reminder.

470
00:37:58.220 --> 00:38:03.220
And someone said they saw a white sail

471
00:38:03.380 --> 00:38:05.980
and they felt like it represented a fresh wind

472
00:38:05.980 --> 00:38:10.980
that carried a deeper intimacy with you and the Lord.

473
00:38:11.220 --> 00:38:16.220
And they felt like it could affect your dreams.

474
00:38:16.980 --> 00:38:18.620
And he could start speaking to you in your dream.

475
00:38:18.620 --> 00:38:19.460
I don't know if he does.

476
00:38:19.460 --> 00:38:21.780
I don't know if you dream prophetically,

477
00:38:21.780 --> 00:38:23.580
but they felt like it would affect your dream life.

478
00:38:23.580 --> 00:38:25.460
And there would be this deeper intimacy

479
00:38:25.460 --> 00:38:27.380
with you and the Lord in your dream life.

480
00:38:27.380 --> 00:38:29.980
And he'd begin speaking to you there more and more,

481
00:38:29.980 --> 00:38:30.940
which I thought was really cool.

482
00:38:30.940 --> 00:38:33.100
So that's something to consider.

483
00:38:33.980 --> 00:38:38.980
And they felt, so I'm just submitting this to you

484
00:38:40.820 --> 00:38:42.620
because I didn't want to filter it because I was like,

485
00:38:42.620 --> 00:38:43.980
oh, I don't know if that's true or not.

486
00:38:43.980 --> 00:38:47.980
But they said, I saw this bowl of mixed nuts.

487
00:38:47.980 --> 00:38:50.180
And I felt like Amy is dealing with,

488
00:38:50.180 --> 00:38:51.420
as far as the people in her life,

489
00:38:52.260 --> 00:38:55.340
it's a bowl of mixed nuts, a bag of mixed nuts.

490
00:38:55.340 --> 00:38:58.940
And God is giving her the wisdom and authority

491
00:38:58.940 --> 00:39:02.060
and how to relate to this bag of mixed nuts.

492
00:39:02.060 --> 00:39:06.620
And it's going to bring like unity and harmony.

493
00:39:06.620 --> 00:39:10.260
And so that's what they kind of shared.

494
00:39:10.260 --> 00:39:12.980
So I don't know if that relates at all,

495
00:39:12.980 --> 00:39:17.980
but maybe the mixed nuts could be your channel, your who.

496
00:39:18.220 --> 00:39:19.060
I don't know.

497
00:39:19.060 --> 00:39:21.060
But those are just some things that they shared.

498
00:39:21.540 --> 00:39:22.580
I wanted to share that with you

499
00:39:22.580 --> 00:39:24.580
because I thought it was such a fun exercise.

500
00:39:24.580 --> 00:39:28.420
And I felt like there was some, from what I knew,

501
00:39:28.420 --> 00:39:29.940
there was some connecting points

502
00:39:29.940 --> 00:39:30.980
of what I knew about you.

503
00:39:30.980 --> 00:39:32.940
So that was pretty cool.

504
00:39:35.620 --> 00:39:36.940
Hopefully I'm not a mixed nut.

505
00:39:36.940 --> 00:39:37.780
I don't know.

506
00:39:37.780 --> 00:39:38.620
Maybe I am.

507
00:39:43.300 --> 00:39:45.420
All right, let's take another just deep breath, guys.

508
00:39:45.420 --> 00:39:48.140
We're going to breathe in some more Thanksgiving.

509
00:39:48.140 --> 00:39:50.260
And this is open.

510
00:39:50.260 --> 00:39:52.180
So just like our last prayer calls,

511
00:39:52.180 --> 00:39:53.420
you are welcome to share

512
00:39:53.420 --> 00:39:55.500
whether there's a scripture that comes to mind

513
00:39:55.500 --> 00:39:56.460
or an encouragement.

514
00:39:56.460 --> 00:39:58.180
If you feel like you have something for someone

515
00:39:58.180 --> 00:39:59.420
or just for the group.

516
00:40:00.000 --> 00:40:03.440
But I also want to make sure that there's just time for you to receive from the Lord.

517
00:40:03.440 --> 00:40:06.000
So like, as we take some time, I'm going to pray.

518
00:40:06.000 --> 00:40:07.600
You can tune out even.

519
00:40:07.600 --> 00:40:11.600
It still connects in the spirit, but I just want you guys to feel like a freedom.

520
00:40:12.000 --> 00:40:16.400
Because this is some time, and I just want to remind you, this is about internal territory.

521
00:40:16.400 --> 00:40:17.600
I'm going to continue to remind you.

522
00:40:17.600 --> 00:40:19.360
It's about internal territory.

523
00:40:19.360 --> 00:40:20.480
There are so many things.

524
00:40:20.480 --> 00:40:23.920
It doesn't mean that we're disconnected from what's happening externally around us,

525
00:40:23.920 --> 00:40:28.400
but sometimes when there's so many things happening externally around us,

526
00:40:28.400 --> 00:40:31.840
we can ignore what's happening within us.

527
00:40:32.560 --> 00:40:34.480
I'm so glad, Amy, that that resonated.

528
00:40:34.480 --> 00:40:35.200
That's really cool.

529
00:40:37.680 --> 00:40:41.200
And the question is, Lord, what are you building in me?

530
00:40:41.200 --> 00:40:43.120
What territory are we taking together?

531
00:40:44.160 --> 00:40:48.720
And so I know how easy it can be to focus.

532
00:40:48.720 --> 00:40:51.120
And sometimes those circumstances that are happening,

533
00:40:51.120 --> 00:40:54.240
though they're not necessarily caused by the Lord,

534
00:40:54.880 --> 00:41:01.200
He's utilizing them to be an opportunity to partner with what He's building in us, right?

535
00:41:01.200 --> 00:41:03.920
So I don't want to say, like, they're not significant or they're not,

536
00:41:03.920 --> 00:41:07.280
but I don't, sometimes it becomes so, like, I just need to pray about the circumstance.

537
00:41:07.280 --> 00:41:10.960
I need to resolve in the circumstance that we forget to focus

538
00:41:10.960 --> 00:41:14.640
and become more aware of, like, what is the Lord doing to me?

539
00:41:14.640 --> 00:41:17.280
What is He building in me, if that makes sense?

540
00:41:17.280 --> 00:41:21.840
And so, Walt, you're highlighted to me right now.

541
00:41:22.800 --> 00:41:29.200
I love what you're doing with, because you've really championed prayer.

542
00:41:30.640 --> 00:41:34.320
You've really championed prayer in some of your challenges and what you've been doing.

543
00:41:34.320 --> 00:41:35.920
And I don't know if that's something that you've always,

544
00:41:35.920 --> 00:41:37.920
I know that part of your background is, you know,

545
00:41:37.920 --> 00:41:40.000
you've led small groups and things like that.

546
00:41:40.000 --> 00:41:45.920
But there's something that the Lord is, like, there's this,

547
00:41:47.440 --> 00:41:49.360
I'm going to probably get the word wrong.

548
00:41:50.160 --> 00:41:51.200
Let me see if I can.

549
00:41:53.920 --> 00:41:59.200
It's like an amplification that's happening within you right now.

550
00:41:59.200 --> 00:42:01.920
And prayer, it's happening through your prayer life.

551
00:42:02.800 --> 00:42:06.480
Like, it's, I know that sounds, like, simplistic.

552
00:42:06.480 --> 00:42:08.400
Like, of course, like, so much happens in prayer.

553
00:42:08.400 --> 00:42:11.440
But it's like, don't take your finger off that.

554
00:42:11.440 --> 00:42:13.520
Don't take your hand away from that.

555
00:42:13.520 --> 00:42:17.280
Because it's not something that you're just trying.

556
00:42:18.240 --> 00:42:20.160
It's built into who you are.

557
00:42:20.160 --> 00:42:22.080
Like, you are a man of prayer.

558
00:42:23.040 --> 00:42:29.040
And that is how you bring breakthrough to people and places.

559
00:42:29.040 --> 00:42:31.600
Like, I know that you have a heart for where you are right now,

560
00:42:31.600 --> 00:42:33.440
for the nation of Sweden.

561
00:42:33.440 --> 00:42:39.200
Like, there's a significant, like, it's an intercessory anointing on you.

562
00:42:39.200 --> 00:42:41.120
I might just be, like, telling you everything you already know.

563
00:42:41.120 --> 00:42:42.640
I'm not trying to be profound.

564
00:42:42.640 --> 00:42:44.640
But I just felt like the Lord was like,

565
00:42:44.640 --> 00:42:47.520
don't take your hand off that wheel.

566
00:42:47.520 --> 00:42:48.320
That's what I was trying to say.

567
00:42:48.320 --> 00:42:49.520
Don't take your hand off that wheel.

568
00:42:49.520 --> 00:42:51.360
And it's being amplified.

569
00:42:51.360 --> 00:42:54.880
So you're seeing, like, you're seeing this.

570
00:42:54.880 --> 00:42:56.880
But what's happening is this.

571
00:42:56.880 --> 00:42:57.680
Does that make sense?

572
00:42:59.200 --> 00:43:03.440
And so the more you do this, don't feel like it's staying at that measure.

573
00:43:03.440 --> 00:43:10.320
Because there's a fullness taking place in the spirit that is happening

574
00:43:10.320 --> 00:43:14.880
at a, like, 100x multiplication factor to what you're seeing in the natural.

575
00:43:16.480 --> 00:43:17.440
So continue.

576
00:43:19.680 --> 00:43:23.440
The prayers of a righteous man are powerful and effective.

577
00:43:24.400 --> 00:43:28.640
And the prayers of Walt Williams are powerful and effective.

578
00:43:29.520 --> 00:43:31.280
So don't take your hand off that wheel.

579
00:43:33.520 --> 00:43:33.920
Awesome.

580
00:43:37.200 --> 00:43:38.720
So let's just take a deep breath, guys.

581
00:43:38.800 --> 00:43:40.080
We're going to breathe in some things.

582
00:43:46.160 --> 00:43:48.000
For most of us, I think, maybe not Walt.

583
00:43:48.000 --> 00:43:49.840
Because I know he's on a very different time zone.

584
00:43:49.840 --> 00:43:52.320
But we are ending our day.

585
00:43:52.320 --> 00:43:54.800
And we're going to be starting a fresh new day tomorrow.

586
00:43:55.440 --> 00:43:56.480
It's still true for Walt.

587
00:43:56.480 --> 00:43:57.520
He just might be in the middle.

588
00:43:59.360 --> 00:44:00.640
But tomorrow is a fresh day.

589
00:44:02.240 --> 00:44:05.920
And we don't have to wait for tomorrow to experience the freshness now.

590
00:44:06.480 --> 00:44:08.080
We can breathe it in right now.

591
00:44:08.080 --> 00:44:09.840
We can stay fresh right now.

592
00:44:10.960 --> 00:44:14.240
So thank you, Lord, that your mercies are new every morning.

593
00:44:16.160 --> 00:44:20.080
Thank you that there is so much wide open space in you.

594
00:44:20.080 --> 00:44:25.200
That we don't have to be bound to a formula or a box or a stagnant agenda.

595
00:44:26.480 --> 00:44:28.880
That it doesn't have to always be the way that it's been.

596
00:44:29.760 --> 00:44:31.440
That you have broken the mold.

597
00:44:32.240 --> 00:44:33.680
And that every day is fresh.

598
00:44:34.480 --> 00:44:36.720
We're not tied to any tradition.

599
00:44:36.720 --> 00:44:40.800
We're not tied to any specific way of doing something.

600
00:44:40.800 --> 00:44:41.760
We're not bound.

601
00:44:41.760 --> 00:44:42.480
We're not...

602
00:44:42.480 --> 00:44:43.760
I don't know who this is for.

603
00:44:43.760 --> 00:44:44.880
But I'll speak it out.

604
00:44:44.880 --> 00:44:46.080
And if it resonates with you.

605
00:44:46.080 --> 00:44:48.080
But I just feel like there's someone here.

606
00:44:48.080 --> 00:44:49.440
Maybe someone's here.

607
00:44:50.000 --> 00:44:52.800
That are feeling bound to this.

608
00:44:52.800 --> 00:44:57.280
Like almost enslaved to this is how we've always done it.

609
00:44:58.240 --> 00:44:59.920
And this is how I always have to continue to do.

610
00:45:00.000 --> 00:45:04.800
it and you're afraid to step out of that box because it feels like you're quitting or you're

611
00:45:04.800 --> 00:45:12.240
letting people down. But the Lord is like inviting you to like take a step out of the box

612
00:45:13.280 --> 00:45:17.680
and do something fresh like you've lost the motivation and the desire to continue but

613
00:45:17.680 --> 00:45:23.920
you're doing it out of a sense of loyalty and you feel like it's slowly sucking the life out of you

614
00:45:24.880 --> 00:45:30.480
and you're free to do something new. I just feel like there's a there's a freedom there's a new

615
00:45:30.480 --> 00:45:37.280
day there's a freshness and it's okay. I'm like reminded of Abraham like it's okay if you don't

616
00:45:37.280 --> 00:45:43.840
know what the new thing looks like entirely like it feels like well I don't even know what I would

617
00:45:43.840 --> 00:45:49.200
be doing if I wasn't doing this and so I'm just going to continue to do this and that is like

618
00:45:49.200 --> 00:45:55.280
it's you just feel like chained to it and you're not excited about it and you kind of there's been

619
00:45:55.280 --> 00:46:01.040
this over like there's been this growth of like dread each time you have to like enter that box

620
00:46:01.040 --> 00:46:06.240
and continue in that space. So Lord here's what we know we don't have to do anything recklessly

621
00:46:07.200 --> 00:46:15.440
because we have the spirit of wisdom. We don't have to move forward into a new space

622
00:46:15.760 --> 00:46:24.000
in reckless abandon abandonment but we can move forward not knowing all the steps because we're

623
00:46:24.000 --> 00:46:31.280
held in you. We have the spirit of wisdom speaking to us teaching us. We know that we can always ask

624
00:46:31.280 --> 00:46:35.760
for more wisdom and you give it liberally without finding fault. You're not going to nitpick on how

625
00:46:35.760 --> 00:46:43.360
we're doing something. All we have to focus on Lord is our is that our pure heart towards you

626
00:46:43.360 --> 00:46:52.720
wanting to obey you wanting to follow you and I just Lord just release release whoever it is

627
00:46:52.720 --> 00:47:00.800
right now from that spirit of intimidation. It's like a religious spirit that's saying like if you

628
00:47:00.800 --> 00:47:09.920
move out of the box you're like you are going to ruin everything. It's like that's a religious

629
00:47:09.920 --> 00:47:16.960
spirit that wants to hold you back with a formula with a ritual with the law

630
00:47:18.800 --> 00:47:23.920
and the Lord is giving you wide open spaces. There's so much freedom as sons of God we have

631
00:47:23.920 --> 00:47:32.560
so much freedom. Our freedom is found in him and him alone. Our freedom is not found in following

632
00:47:32.560 --> 00:47:38.640
a formula. Our freedom is not even found in us knowing all the steps. Our freedom is found in

633
00:47:38.640 --> 00:47:45.600
him and so like Abraham like he just knew that he had to leave the familiar land and go to a place

634
00:47:45.600 --> 00:47:50.400
that the Lord was showing him. He didn't know where that place was but he knew God and that

635
00:47:50.400 --> 00:48:00.880
was enough and he wanted to obey God and that was that was what his choice was and so so the choice

636
00:48:00.880 --> 00:48:09.840
to make is can I trust the Lord enough to get out of the box and follow him even if I don't know

637
00:48:09.840 --> 00:48:19.360
the way. It's not an easy choice but it is a freeing one and Spirit of Wisdom I just invite

638
00:48:19.360 --> 00:48:26.400
you to give wisdom liberally to whoever needs it right now and in what to do next. What is the next

639
00:48:26.960 --> 00:48:32.160
step? I don't even know the thousand steps just what is the next step. I know you'll speak to them

640
00:48:32.160 --> 00:48:35.600
you'll show them clearly. It'll be done in peace.

641
00:48:46.880 --> 00:48:53.280
Father I thank you that you are a rock. You're a salvation. We don't have to fear anyone

642
00:48:53.280 --> 00:49:04.160
because of that truth that we are found in you. You're a safe place. We belong to you.

643
00:49:53.280 --> 00:50:00.160
Amen.

644
00:50:00.000 --> 00:50:01.000
Thank you very much.

645
00:50:01.000 --> 00:50:02.000
Thank you.

646
00:50:02.000 --> 00:50:03.000
Thank you.

647
00:50:03.000 --> 00:50:03.000


648
00:50:30.000 --> 00:50:54.000
Thank you.

649
00:50:54.000 --> 00:51:02.000
I just see that the Lord, I just saw his hand and there were these gems in his hands are all different colors.

650
00:51:02.000 --> 00:51:11.000
And I, I saw each one of us picking them up out of his hand and taking it with us and I, I don't know what they are.

651
00:51:11.000 --> 00:51:20.000
But I feel like the Lord is going to and obviously it's treasure right it's something good. It's a gem for crying out loud.

652
00:51:20.000 --> 00:51:27.000
And I just feel like there's a gift that the Lord is like.

653
00:51:27.000 --> 00:51:32.000
Yeah, there's a treasure that he's giving each of you.

654
00:51:32.000 --> 00:51:43.000
And it's like, I believe that there's like a clarity, like there were so the gems are so clear.

655
00:51:43.000 --> 00:51:54.000
And I felt like the Lord is bringing clarity but I feel like it's different, a different kind of clarity, like it's not it's a unique, it's, I'll say this, it's, it's on an individual basis for each of us.

656
00:51:54.000 --> 00:52:06.000
So I don't like I, I could know what it is for me but not necessarily for Tamara but there's something of a deeper clarity in a specific area that's meaningful to us.

657
00:52:06.000 --> 00:52:13.000
For me, I think personally, it's a deeper, it's like the gem represents a clarity of peace.

658
00:52:13.000 --> 00:52:26.000
Like, and I mean you guys can have it too and I'm saying it's just for me but like I know that there's a sign if there's something significant in that area that's being retested in the season of my life right now like I've experienced certain deaths.

659
00:52:26.000 --> 00:52:39.000
And I feel like I'm about to experience like a new death like I felt like there was like today was like in a beautiful way like a precursor to that. So if there's an area where you're like I've had.

660
00:52:39.000 --> 00:52:43.000
I've had victory in this area before.

661
00:52:43.000 --> 00:52:56.000
And it doesn't have to like it can be anything you know what it is like it can be career it doesn't have to be like a fruit of the spirit necessarily but there's like yes like I've had, but it feels like there's been a retesting.

662
00:52:56.000 --> 00:53:03.000
And I just felt like the gem represented like a deeper clarity it's a provision for the testing.

663
00:53:03.000 --> 00:53:14.000
It's, it's a deeper clarity in that area like a greater depth in that area so you guys know what that is for you I'm not even asking you for to share it's between you and the Lord and you might not know what it is right now it's okay it'll be unpacked

664
00:53:14.000 --> 00:53:16.000
later.

665
00:53:16.000 --> 00:53:27.000
But there's a greater clarity coming and so there's I think there's a tendency I know for me that if I, if there's an area where I feel like I've experienced like, yes, like there's some conquering there's some overcoming this area.

666
00:53:27.000 --> 00:53:43.000
And there's a retesting sometimes it can feel more intense, because you're like, wow, but here's the truth. I am not the same person I was when I was first tested in that area, because I've matured in the space.

667
00:53:43.000 --> 00:53:50.000
So even though the testing might feel more intense. I am more intense towards the testing.

668
00:53:50.000 --> 00:54:03.000
Does that make sense like there is a intensity it's not a okay this is what it's not it's not a new levels new devils, I don't believe in that at all, and there's people that I deeply care about that I've said that before from stage, and there's no shame

669
00:54:03.000 --> 00:54:07.000
there's no shade or shame that I'm throwing it's just like, that's not what it is.

670
00:54:08.000 --> 00:54:22.000
There's a, there's a, there's an intensity sometimes that comes and it's, it's not for you to cower to because you, the, the one in you is greater than he was in a world so like you're meeting it at the same.

671
00:54:22.000 --> 00:54:25.000
I mean you're meeting it at a greater intensity.

672
00:54:26.000 --> 00:54:42.000
It's who you are. And these gems were like, they just so bright so intensely bright. These gems, and there was such an intense worth and I felt like the Lord was just like a reminder like take this with you, because it's who it's, it's what's happening

673
00:54:43.000 --> 00:54:59.000
So, so we thank you for that Lord we thank you that the clarity is coming in that area and there's a, you know, we are experiencing a greater awareness we're experiencing a greater intensity, and

674
00:54:59.000 --> 00:55:00.000
it's not we will

675
00:55:00.000 --> 00:55:06.640
not be overcome by the intensity of the testing because we have already experienced the greater

676
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intensity in who you are. We're just becoming aware of that intensity. I don't know why I

677
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keep using that word, but there's something significant in that word. We meet our circumstances.

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Have you ever thought of your circumstances from your circumstances point of view?

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Like we always think about how we like, oh my gosh, like this is so, but like,

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have you ever thought about what your circumstance sees when it looks at you?

681
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I know that's kind of crazy to think of to personify the circumstance, but it's true.

682
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It's true. The circumstance sees you, negative circumstance in our lives sees you and cowers

683
00:55:49.920 --> 00:55:54.400
and it's throwing everything it can at you. I mean, really, we're talking about the enemy here.

684
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Let's just use a circumstance, whatever it is. I'm not talking about other people,

685
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though other people may be partnering with the enemy's plans. Maybe they don't realize it. Maybe

686
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they do realize it. They're coming across pretty intense, right? But we're sons.

687
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The circumstance sees Jesus when it looks at us. There's no separation.

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So we're going to, we're going to close with this.

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I want to give thanks for each of you. I want to name you guys by name. Isaiah 40, 43, I'm sorry,

690
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says, but now says the Lord who created you a Jacob and he who formed you Israel,

691
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fear not for I have redeemed you. I have called you by name. You are mine.

692
00:56:52.960 --> 00:56:56.800
And I know it's kind of silly. Like I learned it from Graham. If you guys know,

693
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Graham, you probably heard him say it like give thanks until you become things. But like,

694
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that's what I see happening right now on this call is like, we gave thanks and I wanted you

695
00:57:06.000 --> 00:57:11.040
just to participate a little bit. I just wanted to be, I just wanted to feel, um, I don't want

696
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to feel like this heavy activation, like that's for Tuesdays. Right. But like,

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I want you to just participate because that's the seed. Right. And now we're going to be

698
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and now we're going to become things. And I just want to like speak Thanksgiving over you and thank

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the Lord for who you guys are because, because I want the enemy to hear. And I want you guys to

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hear. So father, we thank you for wall. We thank you that he is a righteous man and his prayers

701
00:57:41.920 --> 00:57:47.760
are powerful and effective. And we thank you that he does not give up and that he does not quit.

702
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And we thank you that he has chosen you and the people around him get to experience the fruit of

703
00:57:54.640 --> 00:58:00.160
that choice. They get to taste and see that you are good because Walt said yes to you.

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00:58:01.040 --> 00:58:08.080
He said yes to becoming like Christ. And he has not given up on that no matter how hard it has

705
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gotten. And it has gotten pretty hard and intense at times. He has not let circumstances define him.

706
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He's not let learning disabilities define him. He's not let people who don't know you

707
00:58:20.400 --> 00:58:25.520
define him. He has taken off all of those words, all of that negativity,

708
00:58:25.520 --> 00:58:34.000
and he has said yes to you and you alone. And people will be blessed because of who Walt is.

709
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And that Walt is in their lives. So we thank you for that. And Lord, I thank you for Monica

710
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because she does not back down.

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And I thank you that she is bold and courageous.

712
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And I thank you, Lord, that peace is her inheritance.

713
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And I thank you, Lord, that even in the midst of extremely hard, devastating circumstances,

714
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letdowns, disappointments, discouragement, she has chosen hope.

715
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And that's not an easy thing, but it is a freeing one.

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And Lord, I thank you that Monica is a person of peace. She's a person of grace.

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And she is a daughter that you love so deeply. And Lord, I just pray that that love that you

718
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feel towards her would be tangible right now, that she'd have an encounter with that.

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And it wouldn't be for anyone else, just for her to experience. She's such a giver, Lord. I thank

720
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you for her generosity. I thank you that she gives. Lord, you multiply every seed that she

721
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has sown. She's about to reap a harvest. She forgot that she planted. But I pray, Lord, that just

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right now.

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And this evening, when she's alone with you, Lord,

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01:00:03.040 --> 01:00:06.120
that she would have an encounter with your love for her,

725
01:00:06.120 --> 01:00:08.320
and it would just be for her.

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01:00:08.320 --> 01:00:09.640
She doesn't have to give it away.

727
01:00:09.640 --> 01:00:10.800
It's just for her.

728
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It's bread for eating, so I thank you for that.

729
01:00:14.120 --> 01:00:16.480
And Lord, I thank you for Bridget.

730
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I thank you that she is a person who makes bold decisions.

731
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She's a person that goes when you say go.

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She's a person that says stay when you say stay,

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no matter what it costs her, Lord.

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And Lord, I thank you that her sacrifices are not wasted.

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I thank you, Lord, that she is going

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to be experiencing on a deeper level

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01:00:42.080 --> 01:00:46.040
the harvest of the sacrifices that she's given towards others,

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and she's going to experience it at an accelerated rate.

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01:00:50.520 --> 01:00:54.600
It's going to feel like whiplash,

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but a good whiplash that won't hurt your neck.

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And Lord, I just thank you that she's a woman of strength.

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And Lord, I just pray that you would infuse her right now

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with greater strength.

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01:01:07.320 --> 01:01:09.480
You would infuse her with a deeper revelation

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01:01:09.480 --> 01:01:11.640
that your grace is sufficient for her,

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01:01:11.640 --> 01:01:15.320
that your power is made perfect, and even in her weakness, Lord.

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And I just pray that there would be

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an ease at which she is strengthened,

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01:01:26.200 --> 01:01:32.280
because being strengthened is a workout until you've

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01:01:32.280 --> 01:01:34.360
built the muscle, Lord, and she's built the muscle.

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01:01:34.360 --> 01:01:37.760
And now she can lift heavy weights with ease.

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01:01:37.760 --> 01:01:43.520
And I just pray, Lord, that she would experience that this week,

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or that that would be a tangible reality for her this week,

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that she would be lifting heavy weights with ease,

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because the muscle's been built. Thank you for that, Lord.

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01:01:54.920 --> 01:01:57.320
Lord, I thank you for Tamara.

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01:01:57.320 --> 01:01:59.760
I thank you that she is a woman of depth.

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She's a highly intellectual woman, like of great IQ.

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And Father, I thank you that she is someone

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that you have purposed before the foundations of the world

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01:02:20.840 --> 01:02:26.600
to bring great freedom to people who don't know you yet.

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Like, she is a bridge between pre-Christians and Christian.

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01:02:34.560 --> 01:02:37.720
Like, she is, I see this evangelistic call on you,

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01:02:37.720 --> 01:02:38.440
Tamara.

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01:02:38.440 --> 01:02:42.360
Like, you go into spaces that some people

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aren't willing to go into, because they're like, no,

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01:02:44.720 --> 01:02:45.440
we've tried that.

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It doesn't work.

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Like, those people are unreachable, like, whatever.

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And you just become this bridge.

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It's just like who you are.

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And you just connect.

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And you're like, oh, here it is.

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Meet Christ.

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Meet Christ in me, the hope of glory.

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And I just, I don't know if this is true or not.

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Like, you've never shared this with me.

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But like, I feel like there's something

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01:03:08.880 --> 01:03:13.920
to do with, like, you being a person of high IQ,

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01:03:13.920 --> 01:03:15.800
that, like, you're an intellectual woman.

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01:03:15.800 --> 01:03:19.600
You're a woman of great depth, that people have dismissed

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01:03:19.600 --> 01:03:22.880
that part of you before.

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01:03:22.880 --> 01:03:25.320
And the Lord is bringing healing and redemption to that.

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And you're going to walk in a level of, like,

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01:03:27.840 --> 01:03:31.880
great depth and intellect like never before.

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Like, it's there.

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But I feel like you've had, felt like you've had to hold back

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because of how people have defined you in the past.

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And you've just had to kind of, like, work around it.

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01:03:40.640 --> 01:03:43.200
And then, like, enter into a space and kind of share.

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01:03:44.000 --> 01:03:48.080
But it's had to be, like, incognito because, like,

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01:03:48.080 --> 01:03:50.720
people, you didn't feel like people would receive it

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01:03:50.720 --> 01:03:52.960
because you've been so diminished in the past.

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The Lord's like, we're dealing with that once and for all.

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01:03:55.680 --> 01:03:57.080
And it's like, you don't even have to try.

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01:03:57.080 --> 01:03:58.800
It's already who you are, but you're just going to show up,

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01:03:58.800 --> 01:04:02.200
and you're going to share things of such depth and revelation.

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01:04:02.200 --> 01:04:03.520
And people are going to be like, how did you even,

799
01:04:03.520 --> 01:04:05.200
how do you know that?

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01:04:05.200 --> 01:04:06.760
Like, how do you know that?

801
01:04:06.760 --> 01:04:09.840
Like, wisdom and intellect and depth.

802
01:04:09.840 --> 01:04:12.120
So thank you, Lord, for that.

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Lord, thank you that Tamara no longer lives diminished.

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She no longer lives dismissed.

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01:04:20.360 --> 01:04:22.960
It wasn't something that she meant to do.

806
01:04:22.960 --> 01:04:24.880
It was something that people wanted to hold her back.

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01:04:24.880 --> 01:04:27.640
Like, there was this, like, there was this ickiness

808
01:04:27.640 --> 01:04:29.920
in people or a person in particular

809
01:04:29.920 --> 01:04:31.960
that wanted to, like, hold you back.

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01:04:31.960 --> 01:04:34.400
And the Lord's like, that was never the plan.

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01:04:34.400 --> 01:04:36.600
And you've continued to press into him

812
01:04:36.600 --> 01:04:39.320
even though there's been this, like, guardedness

813
01:04:39.320 --> 01:04:42.000
because of people who have represented him

814
01:04:42.880 --> 01:04:45.120
that, like, misrepresented him to you.

815
01:04:45.120 --> 01:04:47.480
But he's like, girl, that was never the plan.

816
01:04:47.480 --> 01:04:49.280
So this is the way walking it.

817
01:04:49.280 --> 01:04:50.600
We're going to walk in this together,

818
01:04:50.600 --> 01:04:53.400
and no one is going to mess with my girl anymore.

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01:04:53.400 --> 01:04:54.720
Like, like a father, he was like,

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01:04:54.720 --> 01:04:56.320
no one's messing with my girl,

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01:04:56.320 --> 01:04:59.360
and she's going to shine unapologetically.

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01:05:00.000 --> 01:05:06.880
So we thank you for that. Lord, I thank you for Amy. I thank you that she is a person who has overcome

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01:05:09.680 --> 01:05:17.440
incredible things, and she does it with such grace. She shows up in places with such grace and love

824
01:05:18.000 --> 01:05:25.840
that people would never know. The behind the scenes, the warrior in Amy, the warrior that she

825
01:05:25.840 --> 01:05:33.760
is, but she is a warrior, Lord. And the expression of grace is her strength under control, and it is

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01:05:33.760 --> 01:05:43.440
magnificent. It's magnificent. It's this meekness that allows her to come in with such precision

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01:05:45.120 --> 01:05:50.880
and share such deep truths and transform people with your love and your grace,

828
01:05:50.880 --> 01:05:57.040
and I thank you for that. And I thank you that she is loved by you. I thank you that she's

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01:05:57.040 --> 01:06:01.680
experiencing, like she shared today, she's experiencing greater levels, greater encounters

830
01:06:01.680 --> 01:06:08.880
with you of that tangible love. And I thank you that you are continuing to heal her heart

831
01:06:09.920 --> 01:06:15.520
in such magnificent and miraculous ways. And Amy, I just saw that you have healing hands.

832
01:06:16.080 --> 01:06:23.440
Like a healed heart heals hearts, and there's this like openness that you are

833
01:06:24.560 --> 01:06:30.480
walking with, like kind of like with open hands, and it's this approachability that allows people

834
01:06:30.480 --> 01:06:35.840
to step into this vulnerable space, because love is a very vulnerable space, but they step into

835
01:06:35.840 --> 01:06:42.640
the space with you, and they're transformed. And that's what Christ does. He does it through you.

836
01:06:43.040 --> 01:06:44.880
And God, I thank you for Kathy.

837
01:06:48.560 --> 01:06:53.840
Oh man, I thank you for Kathy. Such a willing heart, Lord.

838
01:06:56.080 --> 01:07:03.520
It's like, Lord, you roam the earth looking for people that you can entrust, and you trust Kathy,

839
01:07:04.320 --> 01:07:07.840
because she is so willing to partner with your will.

840
01:07:08.800 --> 01:07:13.040
And it's, unfortunately, but you know, you know what I'm trying to say, it's unique.

841
01:07:14.160 --> 01:07:21.600
And you're like, Lord, you're just like, oh, to have more Kathys. I love everything about her.

842
01:07:21.600 --> 01:07:27.840
I love her willing heart. I love how she longs to match my will, longs to partner with my will.

843
01:07:27.920 --> 01:07:31.360
And Kathy, I just, I see you're entering this new season,

844
01:07:32.640 --> 01:07:36.480
and it's like this fresh new season, and it feels a little bit like a blank slate.

845
01:07:37.760 --> 01:07:44.400
But the Lord is like, he's right there, ready to create with you. And it's going to be such fun

846
01:07:44.400 --> 01:07:52.880
and such adventure. And it's going to feel like, like almost like, are we allowed to have this

847
01:07:53.040 --> 01:08:05.680
much fun? Is this okay, Lord? So Lord, I thank you for that. I thank you that you have made Kathy

848
01:08:06.800 --> 01:08:13.440
an adventurous person. She shares your adventurous heart, Lord. And you have removed

849
01:08:13.440 --> 01:08:18.640
any intimidation that would keep her from stepping into this new fresh blank season.

850
01:08:19.439 --> 01:08:23.600
And I thank you, Lord, that I thank you for what's going to come out of this season,

851
01:08:23.600 --> 01:08:31.359
the creativity, the depth of revelation, the fun. You know, fun, Kathy, breaks the religious spirit

852
01:08:31.359 --> 01:08:36.720
in a heartbeat. Like the religious spirit has no tolerance for fun. So when the people of God

853
01:08:36.720 --> 01:08:42.960
have fun, it's like, it can't even stand, it can't even stand in the same vicinity as fun.

854
01:08:43.520 --> 01:08:50.479
And I just feel like you were created for fun. And the Lord's going to show you what that means.

855
01:08:51.120 --> 01:08:54.560
And he's going to, he's going to take you on an adventure that is going to be,

856
01:08:55.680 --> 01:09:01.439
it's going to be fun. It's not going to just be impactful and influential and all those things,

857
01:09:01.439 --> 01:09:06.720
those are great. But like, it's actually going to be fun. So we thank you for that, Lord.

858
01:09:06.720 --> 01:09:10.640
We thank you for this time. We thank you for this, this season that we have together,

859
01:09:10.640 --> 01:09:15.520
where we're going to be taking internal territory, as well as the external territory,

860
01:09:15.520 --> 01:09:21.120
Lord. This is like, it's like, I feel like we're starting new again, but we're not, we're building

861
01:09:21.120 --> 01:09:26.240
on a foundation. But I feel like there's like this wildness to it that the Lord is like inviting us

862
01:09:26.240 --> 01:09:34.640
into. That even for me feels a bit much. I just want to be, I just wanted to be so structured.

863
01:09:34.640 --> 01:09:42.399
But I know that the Lord is like, releasing us from some of that, like, and myself included.

864
01:09:42.399 --> 01:09:46.240
So it's going to be, it's going to be great, guys. And so thank you for being here. I know

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01:09:46.240 --> 01:09:50.640
we've gone a little bit over, I want to honor your time. Just remember, there's a gem of clarity

866
01:09:50.640 --> 01:09:54.400
coming that you guys have you received. And I feel like the Holy Spirit's gonna be unpacking

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01:09:54.400 --> 01:09:59.760
that in this month, and beyond, of course. But what you've, what you've

868
01:10:00.000 --> 01:10:09.000
Receive tonight if any of its resonated and you're like I want to stir on that more one take that just know it doesn't end with this it doesn't end with the warm fuzzy is now you get to go live it.

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So as you receive Christ now go walk in him so I love you guys have a great night and I'll see you on tomorrow's coaching call. Okay, bye bye.