WEBVTT 1 00:00:00.000 --> 00:00:08.080 We are in week three, moving right along here and I'm going to spend just one episode today on 2 00:00:09.040 --> 00:00:15.760 really your original blueprint and why it may be locked up and why it needs to be liberated. 3 00:00:16.400 --> 00:00:21.600 So I'm just going to spend this one episode on that and then I'm going to spend the last two 4 00:00:21.600 --> 00:00:28.960 on how to unlock it and liberate your true identity. So I didn't want to skip this part 5 00:00:28.960 --> 00:00:38.480 because there are some whys that I want to answer. So number one, you are an original. 6 00:00:38.480 --> 00:00:45.200 I mean who you are, who each human being is, is an original. You have an original blueprint 7 00:00:45.920 --> 00:00:51.920 and you see that on your fingerprints. I mean you can't get any more proof than that, 8 00:00:51.920 --> 00:00:59.600 that everybody is original and unique and everybody is a one-of-a-kind and 9 00:01:01.280 --> 00:01:08.880 you know there's no one else on the earth that is you or that is like you. And the fine-tuned 10 00:01:08.880 --> 00:01:16.000 detail by which we are formed and designed is really nothing short of a miracle. That's why 11 00:01:16.000 --> 00:01:21.440 I wanted to go through the seven parts of the identity because the parts of you that make up 12 00:01:21.440 --> 00:01:27.920 who you are, there's so much fine-tuned detail. Even though every person has the same seven parts, 13 00:01:27.920 --> 00:01:34.400 every single one is unique and there's this detail added to each one. So really every human 14 00:01:34.400 --> 00:01:42.080 walking around is really a walking supernatural miracle. And I think that one of the main 15 00:01:42.720 --> 00:01:50.880 tactics that the enemy uses against humanity is to hide that from you, to do whatever he can, 16 00:01:50.880 --> 00:01:56.240 take advantage of whatever experiences and situations and people that you've had in your life 17 00:01:56.240 --> 00:02:02.000 and to try to keep the truth of who you are from you so that you don't realize it. You don't realize 18 00:02:02.000 --> 00:02:08.960 and see how extraordinary you are. And so this is why this is so important to 19 00:02:10.000 --> 00:02:16.800 take a little bit of time to focus on your identity and how to liberate your identity because 20 00:02:17.680 --> 00:02:22.880 where the Spirit of the Lord is, there is liberty and freedom. Whom the Son sets free is free 21 00:02:22.880 --> 00:02:28.960 indeed. Jesus was anointed to set the captives free. There's so many scriptures about freedom 22 00:02:30.080 --> 00:02:36.160 and one of the things Jesus purchased on the cross with his blood was our freedom. He purchased 23 00:02:36.160 --> 00:02:41.840 our freedom from captivity and bondage. So it's really, really important to get our identity, 24 00:02:42.160 --> 00:02:49.040 our original blueprint, who we are, free, out, functioning and operating. 25 00:02:50.080 --> 00:02:55.680 And another reason why this is so important is because your identity is related to your health. 26 00:02:56.240 --> 00:03:03.600 Okay, it's related to your mental health and physical health. And this has actually been 27 00:03:03.600 --> 00:03:09.600 proven. There's a lot of scientific evidence that has come out in the last 10 years that has proven 28 00:03:09.600 --> 00:03:17.520 how stressful it is to your body when you're not living according to your authentic self. 29 00:03:18.160 --> 00:03:24.720 So it puts your physical body in an extreme amount of stress and you can see that even 30 00:03:24.720 --> 00:03:32.000 with the muscle testing that I do. When I'm doing a muscle test one-on-one in person, 31 00:03:32.000 --> 00:03:39.280 I test somebody's arm and we're all basically human lie detector test. So one of the ways that 32 00:03:39.280 --> 00:03:45.600 I can get information from the body about what's going on in somebody's subconscious mind 33 00:03:45.600 --> 00:03:51.120 and maybe they're not aware of it is that I'll ask a question and if you're saying something 34 00:03:51.120 --> 00:03:57.440 that's true for you, your energy and your muscles will be really strong and you can resist my 35 00:03:57.440 --> 00:04:02.720 hand and I won't be able to push your arm down. If you say something that's not true for you, 36 00:04:03.600 --> 00:04:08.720 that doesn't align with the truth of who you are and what you are inside, 37 00:04:08.720 --> 00:04:14.960 your muscles become weak, your energy changes and I can easily push your arm down. So that 38 00:04:14.960 --> 00:04:24.800 just shows you and that's just asking questions and that just shows you how stressful it is 39 00:04:25.120 --> 00:04:33.440 if you're living a lie or believing a lie or functioning according to something that's not 40 00:04:33.440 --> 00:04:41.200 true about you. It's extremely stressful to your body and that can come out in physical 41 00:04:42.240 --> 00:04:48.720 manifestations and health problems. It can also cause mental issues like depression, 42 00:04:48.720 --> 00:04:59.760 it can cause, you know, I think a lot of mental disorders have to do with the person's identity and 43 00:05:00.000 --> 00:05:06.560 and they're living with these falsehoods or they've adopted or accepted or agreed with 44 00:05:06.560 --> 00:05:09.640 or received some kind of falsehood about them. 45 00:05:09.640 --> 00:05:13.560 So it's a pretty important thing. 46 00:05:13.560 --> 00:05:18.980 And your body just really, really reacts to untruths. 47 00:05:18.980 --> 00:05:20.600 It just has a physical reaction. 48 00:05:20.600 --> 00:05:29.880 So we want your body, your mind, everything to be working together, to be in unity. 49 00:05:29.880 --> 00:05:35.720 And when that's happening and you're your authentic self and there's freedom to be yourself, 50 00:05:35.720 --> 00:05:38.220 your body can work with that. 51 00:05:38.220 --> 00:05:39.800 Your body knows what to do. 52 00:05:39.800 --> 00:05:43.320 Your body knows how to respond to your authentic self. 53 00:05:43.320 --> 00:05:48.880 Your body does not know how to respond to an unauthentic self because it's not you. 54 00:05:48.880 --> 00:05:52.000 You're not wired to be this other thing that you're being. 55 00:05:52.000 --> 00:05:53.480 You're not wired or designed for it. 56 00:05:53.480 --> 00:05:55.960 So your body doesn't know how to do it. 57 00:05:55.960 --> 00:05:59.240 So that's why it's really, really important. 58 00:05:59.240 --> 00:06:12.160 So I think that your identity can really be locked up because of these false, maybe 59 00:06:12.160 --> 00:06:17.400 false identities that we adopt and we think that they're us and they're not. 60 00:06:17.400 --> 00:06:23.160 So I want to talk about the light within you. 61 00:06:23.160 --> 00:06:25.680 Do you know that you have a light within you? 62 00:06:25.680 --> 00:06:29.640 And I'm not even talking about Jesus because Jesus is the light of the world. 63 00:06:29.640 --> 00:06:31.920 And so you have his light in you. 64 00:06:31.920 --> 00:06:34.760 But every human being also has a light. 65 00:06:34.760 --> 00:06:35.760 This is fascinating. 66 00:06:35.760 --> 00:06:43.240 But I've seen the picture of what happens at conception when a sperm and an egg meet 67 00:06:43.240 --> 00:06:48.080 at the moment of conception, there's this flash of light. 68 00:06:48.080 --> 00:06:49.480 It's the most incredible picture. 69 00:06:49.480 --> 00:06:53.640 If you haven't seen it, Google it because it is incredible. 70 00:06:53.640 --> 00:07:01.960 There's this electric event that happens and this spark of light shoots out. 71 00:07:01.960 --> 00:07:08.960 And I believe that is the moment that the spirit of the baby is brought to life and 72 00:07:08.960 --> 00:07:12.120 activated and the manifestation of that is a light. 73 00:07:12.120 --> 00:07:13.720 So we all have a light. 74 00:07:13.720 --> 00:07:18.680 It's also, you can see this, when you go in for an x-ray, I always thought that x-rays 75 00:07:18.680 --> 00:07:21.400 were taking pictures of your bones and they're not. 76 00:07:21.440 --> 00:07:24.960 An x-ray is scanning the frequencies of light. 77 00:07:24.960 --> 00:07:30.720 Your bones actually hold the same frequency as light. 78 00:07:30.720 --> 00:07:32.520 Light has a frequency. 79 00:07:32.520 --> 00:07:38.640 And what an x-ray does is it scans your bones and it's looking for where there's an absence 80 00:07:38.640 --> 00:07:39.920 of light. 81 00:07:39.920 --> 00:07:44.920 Because if you have a break in a bone or a problem with a bone, it's dark. 82 00:07:44.920 --> 00:07:46.280 There's no light there. 83 00:07:46.280 --> 00:07:48.560 So you actually are a light. 84 00:07:48.560 --> 00:07:50.600 And the Bible says, do not cover up. 85 00:07:50.800 --> 00:07:52.640 It says, do not hide. 86 00:07:52.640 --> 00:07:54.240 Don't put your light under a bush. 87 00:07:54.240 --> 00:07:55.240 Don't cover up your light. 88 00:07:55.240 --> 00:07:57.640 It says, let your light shine before men. 89 00:07:57.640 --> 00:07:59.440 There's so many verses about that. 90 00:07:59.440 --> 00:08:04.240 And what makes you so incredible is not only are you a light because God created you that 91 00:08:04.240 --> 00:08:06.560 way, you're a human being and he's light. 92 00:08:06.560 --> 00:08:08.720 So therefore you have light as well. 93 00:08:08.720 --> 00:08:13.000 So not only do you have your own individual human being light, but then you've got the 94 00:08:13.000 --> 00:08:19.480 light of Jesus that comes in on top of that and just illuminates the heck out of you. 95 00:08:19.480 --> 00:08:25.200 So you're literally walking around in the spiritual realm like this shining, beautiful 96 00:08:25.200 --> 00:08:26.640 beacon of light. 97 00:08:26.640 --> 00:08:27.640 And guess what? 98 00:08:27.640 --> 00:08:30.080 The devil does not want you to know that. 99 00:08:30.080 --> 00:08:36.480 That's why you can walk into any atmosphere or any environment and you can bring the light 100 00:08:36.480 --> 00:08:39.320 because you bring your own light plus the light of Jesus. 101 00:08:39.320 --> 00:08:40.760 And it's great. 102 00:08:40.760 --> 00:08:43.559 So we want to get our lights uncovered. 103 00:08:43.559 --> 00:08:46.560 We want to get our identities liberated. 104 00:08:46.600 --> 00:08:49.600 So I want to talk about the fruit. 105 00:08:49.600 --> 00:08:50.600 Okay. 106 00:08:50.600 --> 00:08:52.760 So the fruit of having your identity locked up. 107 00:08:52.760 --> 00:08:53.760 Okay. 108 00:08:53.760 --> 00:08:58.680 This is what happens when our identities are locked up and they're not able to flow out 109 00:08:58.680 --> 00:08:59.680 of us. 110 00:08:59.680 --> 00:09:07.360 Number one is that a person with a locked up identity will feel unfulfilled. 111 00:09:07.360 --> 00:09:09.760 There's a sense of unfulfillment in your life. 112 00:09:09.760 --> 00:09:10.760 And that's, that's really sad. 113 00:09:10.760 --> 00:09:13.760 I mean, that's really sad. 114 00:09:13.760 --> 00:09:19.280 Purposeless, useless. 115 00:09:19.280 --> 00:09:26.320 You may have physical, mental, and spiritual lethargy from not using, if your identity 116 00:09:26.320 --> 00:09:30.720 is locked, that means it's not being, there's no use. 117 00:09:30.720 --> 00:09:36.240 Your identity, who you are is not able to be used in any way or to affect or influence 118 00:09:36.240 --> 00:09:37.640 anything. 119 00:09:37.640 --> 00:09:41.160 And you can mentally, physically, and spiritually become lethargic because of that. 120 00:09:41.160 --> 00:09:46.240 Like when you sit around on the couch all day and you don't do anything, it actually 121 00:09:46.240 --> 00:09:47.640 makes you feel more tired. 122 00:09:47.640 --> 00:09:49.040 It doesn't make you feel more restful. 123 00:09:49.040 --> 00:09:51.440 You get more lazy and more tired. 124 00:09:51.440 --> 00:09:57.320 So lethargy, laziness, physically, mentally, and spiritually. 125 00:09:57.320 --> 00:10:00.000 You may feel frustrated all the time and not know why. 126 00:10:00.000 --> 00:10:06.800 And it's kind of like a volcano, you know, when there's pressure or a, you know, 127 00:10:06.800 --> 00:10:11.860 when there's pressure building up under a volcano, it has a limit. 128 00:10:11.860 --> 00:10:17.300 And when that pressure starts to build up, there's only a matter of time before, you know, 129 00:10:17.300 --> 00:10:23.700 it's going to erupt, and so if that's capped, if you put a cap on the amazing, remarkable, 130 00:10:23.700 --> 00:10:29.340 extraordinary identity and person that you are, that pressure is going to cause frustration 131 00:10:29.340 --> 00:10:32.300 because it's building up, building up, and it needs to come out, 132 00:10:32.300 --> 00:10:33.960 and it's going to cause frustration. 133 00:10:33.960 --> 00:10:35.980 We already talked about stress. 134 00:10:35.980 --> 00:10:40.400 It can make you feel very, very stressed all the time. 135 00:10:40.400 --> 00:10:45.600 And you may dislike yourself, and that's really a tragedy because if you don't, 136 00:10:45.600 --> 00:10:49.560 if you're not aware of who you are, and you don't see it and recognize it, 137 00:10:49.560 --> 00:10:52.000 you will probably not like yourself. 138 00:10:52.000 --> 00:10:57.240 And it can even lead to self-hatred, honestly, which is a tragedy. 139 00:10:57.240 --> 00:11:06.060 And, you know, fulfilled and satisfied people are those who are able to live life true 140 00:11:06.060 --> 00:11:09.900 to their authentic self, that's how it works. 141 00:11:09.900 --> 00:11:17.940 And so, I want to just talk about why, why your identity can become locked sometimes, 142 00:11:17.940 --> 00:11:21.100 and I want to get to that. 143 00:11:21.100 --> 00:11:25.100 I'm turning off my phone because it keeps blinging at me. 144 00:11:25.100 --> 00:11:28.600 So, your identity can become locked. 145 00:11:28.600 --> 00:11:30.280 I'm going to go through the reasons why. 146 00:11:30.280 --> 00:11:35.720 And the way I've seen it, so this is me on my own journey. 147 00:11:35.720 --> 00:11:42.600 I mentioned it in the first, my introductory video that I did not know my own identity. 148 00:11:42.600 --> 00:11:48.680 I knew little pieces of it, but I didn't really know myself until about five years ago. 149 00:11:48.680 --> 00:11:54.800 And the way that God revealed it to me was that there's a door. 150 00:11:55.500 --> 00:12:01.660 There's a door, and I felt like I was locked behind this door, and I couldn't, 151 00:12:01.660 --> 00:12:05.020 I didn't know how to open the door and come out. 152 00:12:05.020 --> 00:12:06.580 And the Bible talks about doors. 153 00:12:06.580 --> 00:12:12.180 There's, you know, Jesus stands at the door of your heart and knocks and waits for you to let him in. 154 00:12:12.180 --> 00:12:19.380 You know, the Bible talks about gateways and doors all over the place. 155 00:12:19.380 --> 00:12:27.320 Even in Isaiah 61, my favorite life verse, where it says that Jesus came to bind up the brokenhearted 156 00:12:27.320 --> 00:12:32.240 and set at liberty the captives, and he says to open prison doors. 157 00:12:32.240 --> 00:12:36.800 So, there's all kinds of doors, and those are obviously spiritual doors, right? 158 00:12:36.800 --> 00:12:38.800 So, there's some kind of door. 159 00:12:38.800 --> 00:12:44.720 And since your true identity is in your spirit, that's where it's formed. 160 00:12:44.720 --> 00:12:50.860 You know, your spiritual identity, your spiritual DNA, and your spiritual code, 161 00:12:50.860 --> 00:12:54.900 who you are and who you're made to be in your spirit, 162 00:12:54.900 --> 00:13:01.660 your identity needs to come from your spirit, from the depth, from your innermost being, 163 00:13:01.660 --> 00:13:04.060 and come through your soul. 164 00:13:04.060 --> 00:13:10.420 And what happens is your soul is the buffer between your spirit and your body, 165 00:13:10.420 --> 00:13:13.380 because your spirit isn't physical matter. 166 00:13:13.380 --> 00:13:17.520 Your body is physical, and so the soul is the in-between. 167 00:13:17.520 --> 00:13:25.560 It's the gateway or the buffer or the intermediary portion of you where your spirit, 168 00:13:25.560 --> 00:13:30.360 it goes through your soul, and then it can manifest into your physical body. 169 00:13:30.360 --> 00:13:39.720 So, a lot of times, the door, whatever this door is, can be locked or blocked or something like that. 170 00:13:39.720 --> 00:13:52.300 So, the reason, so I'm going to tell you some reasons why that you're the door of your heart. 171 00:13:52.300 --> 00:13:58.620 If it's the door of your heart, between your heart and your soul, you know, your heart is where your spirit is. 172 00:13:58.620 --> 00:14:00.340 So, this is why. 173 00:14:00.340 --> 00:14:03.340 Reasons for a locked and blocked identity. 174 00:14:03.340 --> 00:14:06.580 Number one can be a hardening of your heart. 175 00:14:06.580 --> 00:14:08.520 You know, the Bible talks about that a lot. 176 00:14:08.520 --> 00:14:10.320 Don't harden your heart. 177 00:14:10.320 --> 00:14:16.400 So, a hardened heart can cause your identity, that door, to be closed. 178 00:14:16.400 --> 00:14:19.200 A hardened heart can even cause a wall. 179 00:14:19.200 --> 00:14:20.280 It can cause a wall. 180 00:14:20.280 --> 00:14:22.920 It can cause a locked door. 181 00:14:22.920 --> 00:14:27.480 And most of the time, people harden their hearts because of self-protection, 182 00:14:27.480 --> 00:14:30.840 self-preservation because of pain, okay? 183 00:14:30.840 --> 00:14:33.320 So, you wouldn't know that you're hardening your heart. 184 00:14:33.320 --> 00:14:38.460 It's not like everybody decides one day, I'm going to harden my heart. 185 00:14:38.460 --> 00:14:41.060 It happens without, unknowingly. 186 00:14:41.060 --> 00:14:50.100 It's just a natural reaction to pain is to try to protect your heart and preserve yourself 187 00:14:50.100 --> 00:14:53.420 so you harden it or put up a wall. 188 00:14:53.420 --> 00:14:59.220 Another reason is living primarily from your soul. 189 00:14:59.220 --> 00:14:59.720 So. 190 00:15:00.400 --> 00:15:05.680 As I go through this list of the reasons why your identity might be locked, if any of those apply 191 00:15:05.680 --> 00:15:11.360 to you, that means you're living primarily from your soul. Your soul is your mind, your will, 192 00:15:11.360 --> 00:15:20.800 and emotions. And your soul can get skewed because your soul is affected by all your life experiences, 193 00:15:20.800 --> 00:15:26.080 the people that are around you, the things that people say to you, your mindsets, the beliefs that 194 00:15:26.080 --> 00:15:33.280 you establish and develop. So if you're living primarily from the soul instead of from your 195 00:15:33.280 --> 00:15:42.400 spirit, that door can be locked. Moving forward, adopting false pieces of your identity because of 196 00:15:43.280 --> 00:15:48.480 negative words that people in your life spoke over you, especially if they were 197 00:15:49.440 --> 00:15:56.720 very influential people, your parents, even teachers, people that have authority over you 198 00:15:56.720 --> 00:16:06.080 when you're little. So words from people and negative experiences that were difficult 199 00:16:07.360 --> 00:16:13.760 that made you feel less than who you are, that made you doubt your value and worth, and also 200 00:16:13.760 --> 00:16:18.720 being around wounded people. So if you grew up around wounded people or you hung out with 201 00:16:18.720 --> 00:16:26.880 wounded people, wounded people wound people. So that's another reason why your identity can be 202 00:16:26.880 --> 00:16:33.840 locked up, adopting false pieces of your identity through those things. Another reason is not wanting 203 00:16:33.840 --> 00:16:42.080 to be who you are. In other words, you may have rejected yourself. And I've seen this a lot. 204 00:16:42.080 --> 00:16:51.040 I've seen this even in my own family where you start to look over at somebody else's life or you 205 00:16:51.040 --> 00:16:58.640 start looking at another person's who they are and you think to yourself, oh, 206 00:17:00.080 --> 00:17:07.440 I don't like who I am. I want to be like that. Okay. So if you've rejected yourself and not 207 00:17:07.440 --> 00:17:14.720 wanted to be who you are, you actually willed to close the door to your identity and cap it off. 208 00:17:16.480 --> 00:17:21.760 So another reason, and this kind of goes along with that one, is comparing yourself. 209 00:17:22.400 --> 00:17:26.960 Comparing yourself to other people, comparing your life to other people's lives, 210 00:17:27.839 --> 00:17:35.840 and almost idolizing other people and thinking, oh, that person is so great, and putting them up 211 00:17:35.840 --> 00:17:42.800 on a pedestal and idolizing them and trying to be like them, and looking at yourself and seeing 212 00:17:42.800 --> 00:17:50.160 all the things that are different and this comparison thing. And I have to say, I did that 213 00:17:50.160 --> 00:17:55.120 for so many years of my life. I didn't know any better because I grew up in church and you see 214 00:17:55.120 --> 00:17:59.200 all the church leaders and all, especially the church, I call them the church ladies, 215 00:17:59.760 --> 00:18:04.480 the church ladies, and you look at them and you think, oh, they're so godly and their families 216 00:18:04.560 --> 00:18:09.440 are so successful and their kids are so good and they're doing all these things for God, and I want 217 00:18:09.440 --> 00:18:16.400 to look like that. I want to do that. And I spent, I wasted, you guys, I wasted so much of my life 218 00:18:16.400 --> 00:18:22.720 trying to make myself like those ladies that I saw, and I couldn't do it. I exhausted myself 219 00:18:22.720 --> 00:18:29.120 doing it. And the more I tried to be like them, and I realized I couldn't, then it just made me 220 00:18:29.120 --> 00:18:34.080 feel worse about myself. Why can't I be like those ladies? There must be something wrong with me. 221 00:18:34.640 --> 00:18:39.200 So don't do that. Don't compare yourself because it turns out I wasn't like any of those ladies. 222 00:18:39.200 --> 00:18:46.640 I wasn't like any of them. And I never was, and I'm still not. And so comparing yourself to other 223 00:18:46.640 --> 00:18:52.400 people is going to cause your own identity to get blocked, and it's not going to be free. 224 00:18:52.400 --> 00:18:58.320 Your true authentic self is not going to be free to come out. So a couple more. 225 00:18:59.200 --> 00:19:03.200 Being afraid that who you are deep down is not good enough. 226 00:19:05.600 --> 00:19:12.880 Not recognizing your value and worth. Not agreeing with God about who you are. 227 00:19:14.640 --> 00:19:20.800 Not believing who you are from God's perspective. So those two things are important because if God 228 00:19:20.800 --> 00:19:28.080 designed you, if God wired you, if God created your spiritual identity and encoded your spiritual 229 00:19:28.080 --> 00:19:34.800 identity with who you are, and we don't agree with that, then we say, no, that can't be. 230 00:19:34.800 --> 00:19:42.240 That can't be. That's going to be a problem. And so we want to believe God and agree and believe 231 00:19:42.240 --> 00:19:49.040 who we are from his perspective. Believe who he says we are. Believe how he sees us. Who does 232 00:19:49.040 --> 00:19:56.640 he see when he sees us? And believe that. One more. False humility. And I've seen this a lot 233 00:19:56.640 --> 00:19:59.920 in church, that people believe that it's not okay. 234 00:20:00.000 --> 00:20:05.000 pay to think well of yourself or to love yourself. 235 00:20:05.540 --> 00:20:07.120 And that is wrong too. 236 00:20:07.120 --> 00:20:08.700 That's false humility. 237 00:20:10.580 --> 00:20:15.580 When you see how remarkable and valuable you are, 238 00:20:16.300 --> 00:20:18.200 when you love who you are, 239 00:20:18.200 --> 00:20:21.020 when you appreciate what makes you unique 240 00:20:21.020 --> 00:20:24.340 and the things that you do, 241 00:20:24.340 --> 00:20:27.180 when you can see that and you love that about yourself 242 00:20:27.200 --> 00:20:32.200 and you like yourself and you believe that you are valuable, 243 00:20:33.000 --> 00:20:35.840 that's not pride, that's agreeing with God. 244 00:20:35.840 --> 00:20:37.680 That's agreeing with God and believing 245 00:20:37.680 --> 00:20:40.040 who he made you to be. 246 00:20:40.040 --> 00:20:42.440 So false humility, not good. 247 00:20:44.120 --> 00:20:47.720 So I'm gonna go through an exercise really quickly 248 00:20:47.720 --> 00:20:52.720 just in case any of these things have taken place 249 00:20:52.880 --> 00:20:56.780 inside you and has caused your own true identity 250 00:20:56.780 --> 00:20:59.360 to be locked behind a door or blocked 251 00:20:59.360 --> 00:21:02.620 or if there's been a wall or a barrier 252 00:21:02.620 --> 00:21:06.640 created in between your spirit and your soul 253 00:21:06.640 --> 00:21:09.540 so that what's in your spirit is not able to flow 254 00:21:09.540 --> 00:21:11.940 through you and come out of you. 255 00:21:11.940 --> 00:21:15.740 So I'm gonna, this might sound really weird, 256 00:21:15.740 --> 00:21:19.500 but I'm gonna lead you through, it's sort of a prayer, 257 00:21:20.420 --> 00:21:25.420 but it's also a prayer, a declaration, 258 00:21:25.660 --> 00:21:28.420 an acknowledgement, but this is what we're gonna do. 259 00:21:28.420 --> 00:21:33.060 I'm gonna lead you through a prayer-like declaration 260 00:21:33.060 --> 00:21:35.740 to apologize to yourself 261 00:21:35.740 --> 00:21:40.100 for not allowing your true identity to be expressed. 262 00:21:40.100 --> 00:21:43.100 And I started doing this a while ago 263 00:21:44.940 --> 00:21:46.740 and it's not the first time. 264 00:21:46.740 --> 00:21:49.420 I actually remember hearing years ago 265 00:21:49.420 --> 00:21:52.420 about this healing conference 266 00:21:52.420 --> 00:21:55.780 where all of these people started getting instantly healed 267 00:21:55.780 --> 00:21:58.500 after they apologized to their body 268 00:21:58.500 --> 00:22:02.220 for straining and abusing their bodies. 269 00:22:02.220 --> 00:22:04.100 So this is similar to that. 270 00:22:04.100 --> 00:22:07.520 There's something about when you apologize to yourself, 271 00:22:07.520 --> 00:22:09.840 it's like what you would do to your child. 272 00:22:09.840 --> 00:22:14.220 If you, you know, one day went overboard 273 00:22:14.220 --> 00:22:16.220 and yelled at your kid or something, 274 00:22:16.220 --> 00:22:17.780 you would go to your child and you would say, 275 00:22:17.780 --> 00:22:18.940 I'm really sorry. 276 00:22:18.940 --> 00:22:21.260 Well, you can do the same thing to yourself. 277 00:22:21.260 --> 00:22:23.800 And when you're apologizing to yourself, 278 00:22:23.800 --> 00:22:25.820 you're setting it right 279 00:22:25.820 --> 00:22:30.820 and you're giving yourself permission to then be you. 280 00:22:33.140 --> 00:22:34.420 That's what you're doing. 281 00:22:34.420 --> 00:22:35.740 And then the second thing we're gonna do 282 00:22:35.740 --> 00:22:37.940 is apologize to God. 283 00:22:37.940 --> 00:22:39.900 And this is kind of like a confession, 284 00:22:39.900 --> 00:22:43.980 but it's not that you were committing some sin or something. 285 00:22:43.980 --> 00:22:46.740 This is just acknowledging like, you know what? 286 00:22:46.740 --> 00:22:51.360 I've been wrong to be out of agreement 287 00:22:51.360 --> 00:22:53.140 with who you made me to be. 288 00:22:53.140 --> 00:22:54.740 I've been wrong about that. 289 00:22:54.740 --> 00:22:56.900 And I'm choosing with my will, 290 00:22:56.900 --> 00:22:59.260 I'm willing to change this 291 00:22:59.260 --> 00:23:02.100 and to do it differently from this point on. 292 00:23:03.060 --> 00:23:05.040 So go ahead and close your eyes. 293 00:23:05.040 --> 00:23:07.520 And I'm going to lead us 294 00:23:07.520 --> 00:23:10.700 through this prayer declaration exercise. 295 00:23:11.700 --> 00:23:14.860 So thank you, Father God. 296 00:23:14.860 --> 00:23:19.860 I just wanna thank you for the original blueprint of me. 297 00:23:21.540 --> 00:23:23.380 Go ahead and pray along with you. 298 00:23:23.380 --> 00:23:25.260 Thank you that I'm one of a kind. 299 00:23:27.340 --> 00:23:29.540 Thank you that I'm extraordinary. 300 00:23:31.820 --> 00:23:35.340 Thank you that I have my own unique light to shine. 301 00:23:37.620 --> 00:23:41.260 And thank you that Jesus paid for my freedom 302 00:23:42.260 --> 00:23:44.300 so that my true identity, 303 00:23:45.660 --> 00:23:50.660 my true purpose for living could be free to come out. 304 00:23:53.060 --> 00:23:56.300 And so right now I apologize to myself. 305 00:23:56.300 --> 00:23:59.020 I say that I'm sorry to myself 306 00:24:00.900 --> 00:24:04.700 for the ways that I've come out of agreement 307 00:24:05.820 --> 00:24:08.380 with God about who I am. 308 00:24:12.260 --> 00:24:14.700 I say that I'm sorry to myself 309 00:24:14.700 --> 00:24:19.100 for not believing who I really am. 310 00:24:19.100 --> 00:24:23.700 And I'm sorry for creating any kind of barrier or wall 311 00:24:25.980 --> 00:24:30.020 that has not allowed my true identity to come out. 312 00:24:33.740 --> 00:24:38.620 And I apologize to myself for locking the door, 313 00:24:38.620 --> 00:24:42.060 for locking the door in my soul 314 00:24:44.100 --> 00:24:49.100 to where my true spiritual identity was not able to come out. 315 00:24:54.260 --> 00:24:56.660 And I also say that I'm sorry to you, God. 316 00:24:56.660 --> 00:24:58.100 I apologize to you, God. 317 00:24:58.100 --> 00:25:00.260 I'm sorry for everything. 318 00:25:00.000 --> 00:25:02.840 every way that I've been out of agreement with you 319 00:25:05.480 --> 00:25:09.120 about who I am, where I'm sorry and I apologize 320 00:25:09.120 --> 00:25:12.340 for not liking who you made me to be, 321 00:25:12.340 --> 00:25:14.860 for not accepting who you made me to be, 322 00:25:16.300 --> 00:25:17.520 for not loving, 323 00:25:19.900 --> 00:25:24.900 for not loving my design, my wiring, my makeup, 324 00:25:26.060 --> 00:25:28.960 for not loving who I really am in my innermost being, 325 00:25:28.960 --> 00:25:31.320 I'm sorry, and I'm sorry for the ways 326 00:25:31.320 --> 00:25:36.200 that I've been out of alignment with who you say that I am. 327 00:25:36.200 --> 00:25:38.740 I've been out of alignment and I'm sorry, God. 328 00:25:41.200 --> 00:25:44.560 And I just declare right now that I desire 329 00:25:46.660 --> 00:25:51.600 to discover my true authentic self 330 00:25:51.600 --> 00:25:54.060 and who I really am in my innermost being. 331 00:25:55.060 --> 00:26:00.060 And I declare that I'm willing to open the door, 332 00:26:01.180 --> 00:26:03.980 to open the door between my soul and my spirit 333 00:26:03.980 --> 00:26:08.060 to let my true identity come forth. 334 00:26:10.100 --> 00:26:13.900 And I give my true identity permission 335 00:26:13.900 --> 00:26:16.820 to come out and to express who I am 336 00:26:18.180 --> 00:26:21.940 and to shine my light. 337 00:26:22.940 --> 00:26:27.940 And I declare that I am willing to believe, 338 00:26:28.300 --> 00:26:31.940 to believe the truth about who I am 339 00:26:31.940 --> 00:26:36.940 and to believe who God says I am and how he sees me 340 00:26:38.220 --> 00:26:41.660 and to believe that and to function according 341 00:26:41.660 --> 00:26:45.640 to the truth of who I am, not according to untruths. 342 00:26:46.740 --> 00:26:49.580 In the name and authority of Jesus Christ of Nazareth, 343 00:26:49.620 --> 00:26:54.540 the Messiah who paid for and purchased 344 00:26:54.540 --> 00:26:58.300 my freedom and liberty, in Jesus name. 345 00:26:59.300 --> 00:27:04.300 Okay, so we are done with that.