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I'm gonna kind of segue us into talking about two things that one of which I've

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talked about a bit in my coaching program but there's there's additional

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layers of that that the Lord has had me learn and walk out this past year that I

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have not been sharing and because again I want to only speak what it is that I

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own and and then but before that we're actually going to start with something

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that I have never talked about and it's again something that the Lord has had me

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that has been teaching me and having me walk out practically you know putting my

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life on the line you know my faith on the line risking things and it wasn't

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until December where I went through a very major threshold shift another one

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and it was it was very challenging very difficult a new way excuse me a new way

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to trust the Lord a new way to believe that he was more love and more good than

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I had that I had agreed with him thus far that he was and then he was able to

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manifest into my life because I chose it before I saw it and I chose it in very I

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won't I won't you know believe I won't take time to tell you this story but it

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was a very extreme situation and from by the worldly standards by the world

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standards it was it was way past deadline way past and so what so there's

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so I want to give that as an encouragement to you that just because

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God that when God says that he's our protector in our provision it does not

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always mean that our deadline or that a deadline that the world gives us maybe

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our make something up I don't know just some decision that we have to make a

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that some deadline that a person gives us of actually I need a decision by the

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state or the bank tells me actually this is the deadline for this payment or the

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insurance says this is a deadline for what for whatever that does not dictate

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my life yes there is there is and there's wisdom it to operate according

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to those things my point is that if God is calling you to remember that you are

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always protected for and provided by him it will come it will manifest itself in

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a variety of ways very often it will look in the form of a manifested wisdom

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as in you meet those deadlines but just because the deadline passes does not

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mean anything contrary to about the character of God than what he has

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declared because God God's character is not determined by an arbitrary deadline

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so yes I live in faith I am I live being believing that I am sustained by the fact

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that God loves me being sustained by the character of God and even my

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deadlines pass and I'm still declaring that what my God says is true remember

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what Shadrach Meshach and Abednego said they said Abednego they said you know

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even that our God will deliver us from the fire and even if he doesn't so it

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wasn't what it was that God was going to save them from or a deadline that we

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tell him that we need him to meet because we thought that that was a

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standard he was holding us to in order to be a responsible citizen or whatever

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that that God's character is not determined by those things and we do we

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it's very very very important that we do not hold God our belief in God's

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character hostage to the manifestation don't hold God's character hostage to

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that and another thing don't hold your relationship with him which is what he

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values above everything else don't hold your relationship with him at ransom

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until he meets your demands and that includes don't throw God's words and

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promises back at him as I know you must show me this about yourself you're the

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one Lord who said this I am waiting for your word you have said this to me and I

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am withholding myself from you remember it talking and I don't remember which

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book it is talking about the importance of that a man and woman might withhold

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themselves for a certain amount of time that it is very important that they

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always come back together and that they do not allow that time to be too long

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again God does not like separation between us and him and he doesn't want

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us to withhold him and to use his relationship our relationship with him

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as a as a bartering chip or up for ransom until he until we until he

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this word in a way that we approve of and that meets our standards. He gets to dictate

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everything. He gets to dictate the word. He gets to dictate what we're about to talk about

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in the second session, which is dreams and visions and how they manifest. And he also

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gets to dictate how it actually happens. We're going to talk about now how we get to partner

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with God to actually create. That's what we're talking about in this section, is how do we

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partner with God to actually create something on this earth? Adam partnered with him in

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the creation of the animals and the fact that yes, God created them. He spoke them into

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being, but then Adam helped him. He called Adam to help him by saying, I want you to

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partner with me and I want you to name them. Within the name that you give them is going

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to is carried an identity that you're speaking over them that for the rest, however many

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thousands of years that these lines of animals live, they will carry out that identity, that

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characteristic based on what it is that you're speaking over them. So we too are co-creators

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with God and we're going to talk about that today. We're very used to New Agers and people

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of other religions talking about manifestation. Manifestation is not a bad word. It simply

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means to create something. It simply means to finally see something that was once invisible

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and now see it as visible. And we get to partner with the Lord in that. We don't get to decide

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on our own apart from God. Well, this is what I want to do, which is why all those other

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religions when they begin to manifest things and the things that they teach, they're using

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real principles of God, which is why they work. But they're doing it according to the

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tree of the knowledge of good and evil. They're doing it according to man worship. And if

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I just zero in on my target and I determine and I speak affirmations that I want this

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thing to happen, then I'm going to manifest it and make it happen. It does work, but remember

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it's in separation, therefore it leads to nothing but death. That's why God wants us

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to have no part of it. So when there's manifestations that are being talked about in books, I don't

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know, mindset coaches or whoever, I mean like secular mindset coaches, we wonder, so why

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is this thing bad? That's why we're not to have any part of it. It's done from a place

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of separation. It is not done from one's identity in Christ where one is in the blood

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of Christ, operating in the blood of Christ at that moment, not simply because of the

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blood of Christ. No, in the blood of Christ at that moment, together with God, choosing,

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co-laboring together, conjoined wills to manifest their relationship and make it visible in

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some unique form, which ends up being in a variety of forms that we refer to as creation.

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He speaks something into existence, and he uses us to partner with him to do that. And

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that I wanted to talk about first before we start talking in the second session about

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goals, dreams, and visions, because this is the power through which when we partner with

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the Lord, the dreams and the visions and the goals actually manifest. When God gives us

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a goal, a dream, or a vision, then we don't just wait for the Lord. Okay, Lord, so you're

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going to do it. Well, why aren't you doing it yet? Seventeen years later, we're still

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standing there going, God, why haven't you done it yet? God's like, because you're supposed

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to do it with me. We're supposed to do it together. The whole aspect of you living life,

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the whole point of you living life, so to speak, when you're going through life, what

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it is that I want you to do is I want you to do, this is a process and a journey of

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you developing your relationship with me, and you standing there waiting for me is not

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relationship. And it's not developing. So the result, God says, hey, by the way, that

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thing is coming, but it's coming when you and I together, join together, take a journey,

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and just letting you know this is where we're going to end up. This is going to be the result.

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That is a promise, a goal, a dream, a vision of what something is that you and the Father

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and the physical manifestation into creation that God foretells you that is going to happen

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is actually a promise to you of the aspect of your relationship that will be developed

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up to that point. So it's God's promise.

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that you will mature, and you will be victorious enough that when the two, to

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choose him, so you can be assured of the fact that God has promised you that

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you'll be victorious, and that you'll make the right decisions, and that you'll

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you'll risk having faith with him. And that's what that, and that's what that

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goal or that vision is. He's saying, you will choose me enough that together, that

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over time, together, that will eventually be the visible expression of how you and

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I have matured together as a unique being. So that, that's the goals and the

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dreams and visions, but what is the, what's the, the power, what's the source

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behind it? So first of all, let's start with, well I just wanted, the reason I

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wanted to show this really fast is what I was just saying, that, that the, that

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our, remember that our purpose, that the purpose for which we were created was to

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have, have a relationship with the Lord, was, that's why we were taken out of him

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and put back into him before creation ever, you know, existed. Then our destiny,

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once creation existed, our destiny was to manifest who it is that he and we were

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in the invisible, and actually make it visible. So he created a realm that was

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visible for the purpose of, and which is our, which defined our destiny to, meaning

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our destiny related to the earth, not the destiny of our existence. Destiny of our

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existence, meaning the purpose of our existence is for relationship. When I'm

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talking about destiny, I wanted to use a different word than, than purpose, so that

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we understand it's destiny, in other words, the, why God created the earth.

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Because if God, if the whole purpose is relationship between us and God, then why

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did we need the earth? That's this extra, that's this additional thing that God

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said, let's take what you and I have together, and let's actually make it

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visible. Let's change the form. Let's grow it and develop it enough where we take

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it from 1D to 2D to 3D. That's what creation is. It is basically taking God

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and, and ourselves, and that, and the development of that relationship, and it

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is, it's moving it into another dimension. What is that doing? It's

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expanding us. It's expanding the Father, and it's expanding us. We're, well, we're,

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we're expanding it, and so it's not expanding us, but that was just a real

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quick way of saying it, but we're expanding, and as we're expanding, it's

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being created. So remember that the universe is always expanding, scientists

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have discovered. That is a type and shadow of the fact that God himself, who

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we already know is infinite, and no, we can't fully understand it. It's like

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understanding, trying to figure out the Trinity. Even though he's infinite, he's

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also ever-expanding, meaning we're never going to get to the end of him. If we're

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of a character in the essence and the DNA of God, it means, and we're also in

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God, it means that we will continue to expand for eternity. But anyway, so, so our

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destiny is to make the invisible of our relationship actually visible. When you

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and God come together in a visible form, what do you look like? What do you look

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like as a song? And that would be a song that you would write. What do you look

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like as a piece of art? What does an expression of you look like? And I

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don't mean just you, an expression of you, just one out of the multifacets that make

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up you, and you and the Lord. What does that look like as a piece of art? These,

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all of these things here are, all of these pictures here are actual visible

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expressions of the artist joined together with God in the spirit seeking

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to make that thing visible, that aspect of themselves, themselves visible. Anyway,

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so that, that our, the manifestation of our spirit, of our, the relationship of

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our spirits will take on a variety of forms in creation. So you're not just

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going to create, your relationship isn't going to create one thing, in creation

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it's going to take all kinds of forms. And when he made creation, he said, you

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are going to have dominion over it, and I want you to connect. I want you to

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connect earth and heaven, so you will be of both heaven and earth, just like Jesus

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was. Jesus had, was born of spirit. Remember he, that the Holy Spirit joined

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together with Mary's womb, so she provided the, the humanity, and then God

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provided, God provided the spirit, and then Jesus, just as an example to us, at

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every level, as he always is, he bridged heaven and earth. He was made of, so to

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speak, he consisted of heaven and earth. He bridged the gap. So, and we do the same

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thing. We need to love creation. We're of it.

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We're above it, but we, it's not this other thing that, well, it's just this, it's just

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this other, I don't know how to describe it, it's, it's, we need to understand that there

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is a connection, and there's an essence of ourselves as well that is of that which creation

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itself is of.

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We thankfully are over it, so it doesn't ever, we're not ever controlled by it, determined

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by it, or identified by it, but this allows us to be a king over it because we're of it.

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Just like Moses was allowed to be the, the leader of the children of Israel because he

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was a Jew, however, how did the Lord prepare him?

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He did not allow him to grow up to be a slave.

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If you are a slave, you cannot save other slaves.

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Moses could not grow up as a slave, instead he grew up in the royal household, and he

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was sent off in preparation as a pioneer into the wilderness, and then called back to save

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a people that he was connected to, because he bridged, he was connected to them, literally

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in physical, physical form, but he never lived as them underneath that slavery, but because

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of his connection with them, he had the authority by God to be able to lead them out of slavery.

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We're doing the same thing with creation.

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We are of it, but we were never enslaved.

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A slave cannot lead other slaves into freedom, so anyway, drawing all kinds of connections

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here, so that's what we're going to be talking about, is the, how we are joining together

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with God in our destiny of manifesting the invisible and actually making it visible.

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By visible, we also mean the soul as well, and people who can see into other realms have

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seen the soul.

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In fact, I was talking to someone yesterday, or the day before, here, at this conference.

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I'll leave it to them to share as to who they are, if they want, but I was talking

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to someone a couple of days ago that said, actually, I've seen my soul, and so she described

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to me what it looked like, and she said that it looked like, in Frozen II, she said, actually,

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you know where all of the colors are, there's so many colors, and they're like twirling?

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She said, it's like that, only they're colors I've never seen before, so people can actually

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see into the soul.

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We can see into the spirit as well, but I'm just pointing that out.

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We're also talking about anything that happens in the metaphysical, we're manifesting that,

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we can manifest down into the soul as well, and that's the realm of like our emotions,

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our thoughts, ideas, concepts, spiritual laws, we're over spiritual laws, we're not governed

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by them.

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We're in relationship, governing spiritual laws and earthly laws, so we actually will

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help, and by doing that, we actually help identify earthly laws and spiritual laws.

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That's what Jesus did when he was talking to the wind and the waves.

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He identified him.

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He's like, this is what I want you to do.

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I know who you are, and now that I know who you are, I'm giving you instruction, and I

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need you to act appropriately.

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He governed over them.

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He didn't say that they were bad.

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He didn't say they were wrong.

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He didn't say, I need you to change.

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He said, no, be yourselves, but do it in order.

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Do it this way, because he, as a sovereign king in the spirit, was seeing in the spirit,

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knew what needed to be done, and was telling it how to come into alignment, and then he

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looks back at his disciples, asking, why did you wake me up?

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You could have done the same thing.

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Okay, so now let's actually get into, I finally figured out how to turn this around on my

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I felt very powerful.

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It does not take much.

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Okay, so what do I want to start with?

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Let's start with what creation actually means.

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How creation happens.

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So, here is, let me just write it like this.

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So, here is masculine, feminine, God, his bride, pictured here and manifested into the

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invisible form as a type in shadow, as a man and a woman.

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Order, I see, is there anything else?

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Oh. Fascinatingly also spirit and waters.

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Remember the, that the, that Genesis 1, 1, that this,

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or Genesis 1, 2, whichever, that the spirit hovered

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over the waters, and the spirit hovered over Mary.

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just to draw some different connections there for us.

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So, we're co-creators with Christ, just, and he,

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and he exemplified this as the type in shadow between a man

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and a woman, they can come together and create something.

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They can create a new human being.

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That when, at the moment of conception, a soul,

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a human soul that is, that is, that has a spirit

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in heaven is, is all conjoined.

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of physical anatomy, it's very obvious

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that the masculine is meant to initiate,

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and the woman to receive.

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God always initiates.

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That is his role, it's his character,

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it's his essence, it's his being.

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We're at rest.

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So, there's initiation, and then receptivity.

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so a lot of people get that.

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to do it, especially if we're talking about something

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that we think of in terms of like, oh,

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well, that's impossible, right?

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I can't do that.

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I mean, it's very obvious that I'm limited, and da, da, da,

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da, we need to stop talking like that,

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and you stop thinking like that.

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We're free from that.

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I don't mean that we need to be condemned,

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like, oh, we need to stop.

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No, no, no, you don't have to.

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You do not have to live into that oppression,

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and, because you actually aren't there.

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that you're not enslaved to.

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But, anyway, here's the very important point

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that I want to make, and that is the fact

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that when the co-creators come together,

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that while the man initiates,

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in other words, the masculine God,

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while he initiates, what does he initiate with?

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Word.

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How does God give himself to his bride?

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Word.

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And, so, he gives word.

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What are we, what is the bride responsible for?

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How does she interact with word?

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She's called to receive, and the receptivity

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is a belief

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or faith.

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So, it's, you know, it's faith.

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that you've identified with thus far in your life is belief,

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understand that that's not belief,

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and we need to upgrade our understanding of what belief is.

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It's actually faith where you don't feel,

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you may not feel anything, but you choose it anyway

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because God said it.

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And how do you know what to choose,

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and how do you know what you have permission

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to execute or to come up with or whatever?

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God said it first.

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even if it's never been done before

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because you're meant to make something happen

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that's never been seen before.

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that's waiting on you in order to even exist.

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So, God provides the word, initiates with word.

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We respond in faith, and then, excuse me,

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a being or an aspect of creation is created.

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so the seed is planted within the woman.

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what has to happen?

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This is the very, very important point.

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The woman also has to provide a seed.

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Yes, the man initiates, but the woman has to provide a seed.

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So, she receives very effortlessly, right?

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We receive from the Lord very effortlessly,

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but we do have a contribution.

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that God has promised you hasn't manifested

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in your life yet, you have a contribution.

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What that means is you have a say.

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You have decisions that God would like

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to know your opinion about.

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Now, he's gonna father you into that.

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So, say, for instance, you have a 35-year-old.

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old man and a five-year-old son, and they're going to do something together, well, whose

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opinion weighs the most in the conversation? Well, the 35-year-old man does, simply because

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the 35-year-old father, he knows more about, like, all of the things that he has to think

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about. What do you want to do today? Oh, I want to go to Disney World. Well, I'm sorry,

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son, we live in Seattle, so we can't do that. You know, we can't go there today. But the

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five-year-old's just like, well, I don't know, why not? So the father far outweighs because

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he can see more, he understands more. However, what the father is wanting the child to do

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is he doesn't want his child to remain like that for forever. He wants to know his child's

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opinion. It's very important that we allow our children to express their opinion, to

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let them, to give them confidence that what comes out of them is good, as opposed to always

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suppressing and saying, no, that's bad, bad idea, da-da-da-da. We guide it, though, but

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we don't speak in condemnation, where they could possibly internalize it out of, oh,

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that came out of me, or I want that, therefore, me wanting that or me thinking that is bad

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because that came out of me, and I'm bad, therefore, et cetera. So anyway, God wants

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to actually, just like that example I was saying earlier, the father doesn't want his

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five-year-old to stay five forever. He wants to develop a relationship with him and guide

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him and raise him to the point that his son can grow up and mature, understand how to

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make decisions, not the decisions he would make, but decisions according to how it is

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that God has called that young man's spirit to manifest into the earth. He desires, a

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father really unconditionally loves and desires his son to manifest that, and so he's guiding

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his son into how to mature enough to the point to be able to make those types of decisions.

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So when a 35-year-old man and now, excuse me, would that be 60, 70-year-old man, is

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that right? Did I do the right math? And a 70-year-old father, or no, no, it's 65-year-old

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father, now that they're 35 and 65, if they talk about what restaurant they want to go

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to, they have equal weight in the conversation because the father helped mature the son to

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that point in order to be able to enjoy his son at a more intimate level, where instead

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of there being so much from the parent to the child, the child has been raised to give

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to the father. Fathers raise the sons that save them. Because, and here's why, because

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I just dropped that bomb right in the middle there, so I need to explain it. Okay, so we

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are a single body of Christ from Adam all the way till, you know, whoever, however long.

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We're one single body in Christ, and each generation is given particular responsibilities

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and given ways, given things from the Lord that they learn and that they are called to

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believe God in, step out in so that creation now can manifest that. That then, all of those

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hard choices that your parents made, we should honor them for because their ceiling is the

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floor that enables us to stand where we are. But what does that mean? That doesn't mean

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that we're only supported by the parents. Why are we being supported by the parents

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and what it is that they accomplished and what it is that they believed about God that

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was true, that we now get to benefit from and our grandparents and our great-grandparents?

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The whole point of that is, okay, let's get the next generation higher, and we're just

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going to use higher in terms of this aspect of like ceiling and floor, so we'll just talk

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about it that way. Let's get the next generation higher and higher and higher and higher so

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that they can finally be the one to reach the banana so that, or all of the bananas,

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so that we can all eat. That's what we're doing. We're working together, so what it

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is that you, the new things of the Lord that you step into that your parents don't understand,

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don't condemn them for that. They believed things about God that their parents didn't,

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and they enabled you to stand where you are, and so now God's revealing amazing new things.

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For instance, you know, here right now, here on the earth, and He's revealing new things

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to us these days, and what that means is that because we're now, we are receiving that,

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that revelation, we're called to step out in it,

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receiving that word, we received the word,

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we're receiving the revelation,

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we're called to step out on it in faith

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so that something can manifest

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that will release creation from frustration.

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What is the creation that we're releasing from frustration

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when we're stepping out and believing God

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in a new way than our parents did?

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We're releasing our parents from frustration.

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Fathers raise their own saviors.

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I don't mean a savior like Jesus Christ,

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I mean just someone who helps them.

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So our fathers were so used to being supported by them,

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right, so used to that,

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that they're the ones who are doing everything, whatever,

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they're doing that in the Lord's eyes,

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the way that the Lord sees it is they're doing that

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in order for us to eventually be able

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to give them what it is that in the Lord

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they have allowed us to reach.

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It's very important that we honor them

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for what it is that, for how it is

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that our generation is where it is

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and what it is that we know.

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And it's very easy for us to look back,

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especially as God is loosening our holds of legalism,

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et cetera, how do you think that we got to the point

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that we can receive the word that we're now able to receive?

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All of those decisions that they made prior to this

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to believe God to the level that they did,

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including if we would define it by the words

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of traditionalist religion or legalism or whatever,

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it enabled us to be here.

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And why are we here?

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We're here to save them, not condemn them.

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Remember what I was talking about with my coworker,

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that's why I chose to do that.

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I didn't know that, I just knew it in my spirit

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that that's what I needed to do.

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But it's like the longer that,

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the more that the Lord reveals to us,

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we now realize, oh, that's the spiritual principle

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that was in play.

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In other words, somebody that is hurting me

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or anything like that,

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and then instead of just protecting myself from him

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and condemning him, I'm called to actually save someone

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who's trying to destroy me.

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That's what Jesus did.

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He actually died at the hands of those

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he was trying to save.

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We are always called to act just like our Father,

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but he always does it first,

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initiates, receives.

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We're supposed to echo, for lack of a better phrase.

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He does it, and then we follow his example

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multiple ways.

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Anyway, we contribute a seed,

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and the Lord wants us,

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just like that example between a father and a son,

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he is trying to raise us up to the point

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where whatever seed it is that we're contributing,

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it carries a greater and greater weight

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as he teaches us how to mature and makes decisions

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that when he and we counsel together,

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it bears greater and greater weight in the conversation,

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and it helps determine more and more

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what it is that the two of us decide to do together.

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And here's why.

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It's not because we're gaining more and more power

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relative to God.

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It's not that.

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It's that God, because we look just like him,

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because he's the only thing that he finds safe

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because he's uncorrupted, right?

450
00:33:39.520 --> 00:33:42.040
Because we look more and more like him,

451
00:33:42.040 --> 00:33:44.600
we are now safe enough for him

452
00:33:44.600 --> 00:33:46.520
to be more and more vulnerable with,

453
00:33:46.520 --> 00:33:48.120
more and more intimate with,

454
00:33:48.120 --> 00:33:51.400
and now he honors us by allowing him,

455
00:33:51.400 --> 00:33:56.280
allowing God of the universe to be vulnerable enough

456
00:33:56.280 --> 00:34:00.960
to the point that he allows us to actually bear more weight

457
00:34:00.960 --> 00:34:03.640
in the decision of what it is that we're going to do,

458
00:34:03.640 --> 00:34:08.320
as opposed to always superseding all of our decisions

459
00:34:08.320 --> 00:34:10.920
and like, no, we're not gonna do that.

460
00:34:10.920 --> 00:34:15.239
And I know this because I'm currently living it

461
00:34:15.239 --> 00:34:17.199
in a particular measure.

462
00:34:17.199 --> 00:34:21.600
Very, you know, not in the measure that other people are.

463
00:34:21.600 --> 00:34:24.360
My point is that, and we'll be talking about this later

464
00:34:24.360 --> 00:34:28.600
when we talk about the goals and dreams and visions,

465
00:34:28.600 --> 00:34:31.920
how to make decisions where you're coming up

466
00:34:31.920 --> 00:34:34.040
with your own ideas and presenting them to God,

467
00:34:34.040 --> 00:34:35.840
as opposed to standing around waiting for him

468
00:34:35.840 --> 00:34:37.239
to tell you what it is that he wants you

469
00:34:37.239 --> 00:34:38.600
to do with your life.

470
00:34:38.600 --> 00:34:40.679
What business do you want me to have, God?

471
00:34:41.440 --> 00:34:42.280
Oh God, it's been three weeks.

472
00:34:42.280 --> 00:34:43.360
You still haven't told me.

473
00:34:43.360 --> 00:34:45.280
God's like, well, where's your ideas?

474
00:34:45.280 --> 00:34:46.239
What do you want to do?

475
00:34:46.239 --> 00:34:47.080
What are your thoughts?

476
00:34:47.080 --> 00:34:47.960
Let's talk about this.

477
00:34:50.199 --> 00:34:52.960
And then the more mature that we become in the Lord,

478
00:34:52.960 --> 00:34:55.199
not the older we get in physical,

479
00:34:55.199 --> 00:34:57.320
the more mature we become in the Lord,

480
00:34:57.320 --> 00:34:59.880
the more weight that it adds to the,

481
00:35:00.000 --> 00:35:04.440
to the discussion, but we do have a contribution.

482
00:35:04.440 --> 00:35:06.520
Very important for us to realize

483
00:35:06.520 --> 00:35:07.600
that we don't need to be standing around

484
00:35:07.600 --> 00:35:08.640
waiting for the Lord.

485
00:35:11.800 --> 00:35:14.640
Standing around waiting for the Lord is not action,

486
00:35:14.640 --> 00:35:16.920
and faith without action is dead.

487
00:35:17.920 --> 00:35:20.680
So if we're waiting, we haven't believed.

488
00:35:20.680 --> 00:35:22.720
If we're waiting, we haven't had faith.

489
00:35:25.000 --> 00:35:27.600
I mean, there's such a thing as waiting on the Lord, yes,

490
00:35:27.600 --> 00:35:29.240
but that's because he creates the result.

491
00:35:29.240 --> 00:35:31.520
So I'm not talking contrary to scripture.

492
00:35:31.520 --> 00:35:33.640
I'm talking about the fact if we're waiting around

493
00:35:33.640 --> 00:35:36.600
and we're just like, well God, why haven't you done this yet?

494
00:35:36.600 --> 00:35:37.760
God, why haven't you done this yet?

495
00:35:37.760 --> 00:35:38.880
God, why haven't you done this yet?

496
00:35:38.880 --> 00:35:43.880
There's no action to say, we're actually accusing him

497
00:35:44.160 --> 00:35:45.440
instead of believing him.

498
00:35:46.760 --> 00:35:49.040
And so therefore, we're actually not having faith.

499
00:35:49.040 --> 00:35:52.960
And that's the type of waiting that I was talking about

500
00:35:52.960 --> 00:35:54.360
that we shouldn't be doing.

501
00:35:55.080 --> 00:36:00.080
And okay, in talking about how to,

502
00:36:02.200 --> 00:36:06.560
the energy, life force, whatever,

503
00:36:06.560 --> 00:36:08.520
I don't know how to word it,

504
00:36:08.520 --> 00:36:13.520
that needs to come from us,

505
00:36:13.720 --> 00:36:18.320
needs to come from us as part of the seed of our contribution

506
00:36:18.320 --> 00:36:20.400
is in our will.

507
00:36:21.440 --> 00:36:22.480
It's in our will.

508
00:36:25.360 --> 00:36:29.560
In other words, our intention.

509
00:36:32.400 --> 00:36:36.800
God wants us, well, let me add another word.

510
00:36:36.800 --> 00:36:39.480
God wants us to decide.

511
00:36:42.160 --> 00:36:44.480
Have a will, have an opinion.

512
00:36:45.320 --> 00:36:49.920
Don't be rigid about it, but have an opinion.

513
00:36:49.920 --> 00:36:53.520
Want something, desire something.

514
00:36:53.520 --> 00:36:55.000
We're afraid of desiring things.

515
00:36:55.000 --> 00:36:56.400
I know this from personal experience.

516
00:36:56.400 --> 00:36:57.680
We're afraid of desiring things

517
00:36:57.680 --> 00:36:59.520
because we're afraid of being told no

518
00:36:59.520 --> 00:37:01.800
or we're afraid of being disappointed.

519
00:37:02.720 --> 00:37:05.720
I actually got to the point where I wasn't seeing

520
00:37:05.720 --> 00:37:08.160
the gifts, certain gifts and dreams

521
00:37:08.160 --> 00:37:11.080
that I asked the Lord for manifest in my life.

522
00:37:11.080 --> 00:37:14.240
And so I thought, okay, and in fact, all of them

523
00:37:14.240 --> 00:37:17.720
felt like I was being denied all of them for decades.

524
00:37:17.720 --> 00:37:19.120
And no, that is not an exaggeration.

525
00:37:19.120 --> 00:37:21.560
If you want specifics, just come and ask me.

526
00:37:21.560 --> 00:37:23.080
All of that is very, very true.

527
00:37:23.600 --> 00:37:25.320
All of these gifts for decades

528
00:37:25.320 --> 00:37:27.200
and they weren't manifesting.

529
00:37:27.200 --> 00:37:32.200
And so I thought that, okay, apparently that doesn't work.

530
00:37:33.360 --> 00:37:36.080
Apparently me wanting something doesn't work.

531
00:37:36.080 --> 00:37:40.560
So maybe the rule is, maybe the trick is

532
00:37:40.560 --> 00:37:43.360
to not ever want anything.

533
00:37:43.360 --> 00:37:46.040
So I stifled my dreams.

534
00:37:46.040 --> 00:37:49.200
So when God began to heal me and identified me

535
00:37:49.200 --> 00:37:51.200
and I found my identity in him,

536
00:37:51.200 --> 00:37:55.200
he had to begin to heal me to be able to dream

537
00:37:56.040 --> 00:37:58.320
because dreaming was very scary.

538
00:37:58.320 --> 00:38:00.360
Dreaming according to the laws and rules

539
00:38:00.360 --> 00:38:04.520
in which that I had accused God of operating by

540
00:38:04.520 --> 00:38:07.800
meant if I dreamed it, if I wanted it,

541
00:38:07.800 --> 00:38:10.560
if I desired it, it was guaranteed

542
00:38:10.560 --> 00:38:14.400
that he would ask me to sacrifice it and give it up.

543
00:38:14.400 --> 00:38:18.320
If I wanted it, it was always bad.

544
00:38:19.320 --> 00:38:23.160
If I wanted it, it meant that it was always

545
00:38:23.160 --> 00:38:25.280
from a wicked and sinful place.

546
00:38:26.720 --> 00:38:29.280
I know it makes no sense to probably some of you,

547
00:38:29.280 --> 00:38:31.560
hopefully that have had a much more healthier perspective

548
00:38:31.560 --> 00:38:33.640
of the Lord than I have had growing up,

549
00:38:33.640 --> 00:38:36.120
but that was how extreme that I got.

550
00:38:36.120 --> 00:38:37.800
I told you, I'm a very, very extreme person,

551
00:38:37.800 --> 00:38:39.920
just like one end or the other.

552
00:38:39.920 --> 00:38:43.040
So thankfully the Lord's brought me a lot more into balance.

553
00:38:43.040 --> 00:38:48.040
But the Lord wants us, let me, excuse me.

554
00:38:48.280 --> 00:38:52.280
Let me also write one more thing.

555
00:38:52.280 --> 00:38:53.120
I'll write it down here.

556
00:38:53.120 --> 00:38:54.280
I'm sorry, I know it's gonna be small,

557
00:38:54.280 --> 00:38:56.920
but I'm just gonna, well, I'll just write it over here.

558
00:38:56.920 --> 00:39:00.080
Another thing that I just mentioned,

559
00:39:00.080 --> 00:39:01.880
he wants us to desire.

560
00:39:03.120 --> 00:39:07.800
Wants us to will, intend, decide, and desire.

561
00:39:09.040 --> 00:39:13.840
Don't remember, God is a safe place with which to dream.

562
00:39:13.840 --> 00:39:16.440
Don't keep yourself from dreams

563
00:39:16.480 --> 00:39:17.800
because you want,

564
00:39:17.800 --> 00:39:20.080
because you're afraid of being disappointed.

565
00:39:21.320 --> 00:39:23.840
The expectation of being disappointed

566
00:39:23.840 --> 00:39:25.880
is accusation against God.

567
00:39:26.880 --> 00:39:28.600
My God is not good.

568
00:39:28.600 --> 00:39:29.960
My God is not loving.

569
00:39:32.520 --> 00:39:36.400
So now when my desires don't happen the way that I want,

570
00:39:37.760 --> 00:39:38.760
I don't accuse God.

571
00:39:38.760 --> 00:39:40.840
I'm like, oh, but my God's still loving

572
00:39:40.840 --> 00:39:42.000
and my God's still good.

573
00:39:42.000 --> 00:39:44.400
But I had to develop to that point.

574
00:39:44.840 --> 00:39:47.520
My relationship with him had to develop to the point

575
00:39:47.520 --> 00:39:49.720
where I continued to choose repeatedly

576
00:39:49.720 --> 00:39:52.720
regardless of the physical manifestation

577
00:39:52.720 --> 00:39:54.680
or the emotional manifestation or whatever

578
00:39:54.680 --> 00:39:57.760
that no, it doesn't matter what my God said is true.

579
00:39:58.800 --> 00:40:00.400
I don't care that it looks like.

580
00:40:00.000 --> 00:40:02.720
the opposite is happening and that everybody else in my life

581
00:40:02.720 --> 00:40:04.320
is saying that the opposite is happening

582
00:40:04.320 --> 00:40:07.640
and that I am acting like a fool, God said.

583
00:40:07.640 --> 00:40:12.280
And I have done that repeatedly to the point where now,

584
00:40:12.280 --> 00:40:15.960
if God gives me the dies, God gives,

585
00:40:16.960 --> 00:40:21.960
excuse me, God gives me huge desires of my heart, huge.

586
00:40:24.920 --> 00:40:28.040
He gives me beyond what I desire

587
00:40:28.040 --> 00:40:32.040
because he's teaching me, no, Ashley, that's all you wanted?

588
00:40:32.040 --> 00:40:34.560
Mm-mm, I'll give you more than that,

589
00:40:34.560 --> 00:40:36.200
I'll give you more than that, I'll give you more than that.

590
00:40:36.200 --> 00:40:38.500
I wanna show you who it is that I am.

591
00:40:38.500 --> 00:40:41.560
So he gives me huge desires of my heart.

592
00:40:41.560 --> 00:40:44.520
So I, and I know in my relationship with him,

593
00:40:44.520 --> 00:40:47.120
not because he's manifested it and proved it to me,

594
00:40:47.120 --> 00:40:49.200
but how the relationship,

595
00:40:49.200 --> 00:40:51.680
how our relationship has developed,

596
00:40:51.680 --> 00:40:56.680
it has developed in such a way that now my focus

597
00:40:57.040 --> 00:40:58.800
is not on the desires of my heart,

598
00:40:58.800 --> 00:41:01.840
it's on how loving and how good my God is.

599
00:41:01.840 --> 00:41:03.600
Regardless of how all over here,

600
00:41:03.600 --> 00:41:05.760
the desires of my heart are being manifested

601
00:41:05.760 --> 00:41:08.520
and I'm enjoying them and I'm living in them,

602
00:41:08.520 --> 00:41:11.360
but the importance is what is that saying about my God

603
00:41:11.360 --> 00:41:13.540
and that is what my whole, so focus is.

604
00:41:13.540 --> 00:41:15.120
So that when the desire,

605
00:41:15.120 --> 00:41:18.760
what I think of as the desire of my heart doesn't manifest,

606
00:41:18.760 --> 00:41:22.800
I don't notice because it's not what I'm looking at anyway.

607
00:41:22.800 --> 00:41:24.760
I'm still growing and learning in that,

608
00:41:24.760 --> 00:41:26.960
which is why I can still be triggered

609
00:41:26.960 --> 00:41:29.120
and I can still shift into fear.

610
00:41:29.120 --> 00:41:33.040
I'm just saying that I actually have seen this actually,

611
00:41:33.040 --> 00:41:37.240
I actually have lived this out to a particular measure

612
00:41:37.240 --> 00:41:39.160
and God is continuing to increase me

613
00:41:39.160 --> 00:41:41.960
about how much more good he is than I have

614
00:41:43.680 --> 00:41:47.660
as opposed to how I have accused him thus far.

615
00:41:50.600 --> 00:41:54.220
So anyway, so God wants to have will intention and desire.

616
00:41:54.260 --> 00:41:55.700
So how do we actually do this?

617
00:41:55.700 --> 00:41:57.180
Because it all sounds great.

618
00:41:57.180 --> 00:42:00.140
It sounds very, but it all sounds very esoterical.

619
00:42:00.140 --> 00:42:02.440
So how do we put hands and feet to this thing?

620
00:42:08.780 --> 00:42:09.620
Excuse me.

621
00:42:12.460 --> 00:42:15.340
For the sake of time, we're not gonna do an exercise,

622
00:42:15.340 --> 00:42:17.540
but I'll walk us through this

623
00:42:17.540 --> 00:42:18.940
and then I recommend that you go

624
00:42:18.940 --> 00:42:21.140
and do this on your own and begin to practice.

625
00:42:21.140 --> 00:42:22.980
This is one of the ways,

626
00:42:22.980 --> 00:42:25.180
some of the exercises that we have done,

627
00:42:25.180 --> 00:42:28.860
they've already began to teach us how to find our intention,

628
00:42:28.860 --> 00:42:30.980
especially that very first one where I said,

629
00:42:30.980 --> 00:42:32.880
you know, where we were learning how to focus,

630
00:42:32.880 --> 00:42:34.700
because when you intend to do something,

631
00:42:34.700 --> 00:42:37.220
you have to laser sharp focus in on something

632
00:42:37.220 --> 00:42:39.540
and determine that that thing is going to happen

633
00:42:39.540 --> 00:42:44.540
in order for it to actually happen.

634
00:42:44.580 --> 00:42:48.580
Meaning that your intention is to be sure.

635
00:42:49.580 --> 00:42:53.660
If your intention is sure, it can be the grain,

636
00:42:53.660 --> 00:42:56.660
it could be the size of a mustard seed.

637
00:42:56.660 --> 00:43:01.380
That's why God said that the faith of a mustard seed

638
00:43:01.380 --> 00:43:03.740
is all that's required to move mountains.

639
00:43:03.740 --> 00:43:06.620
The size doesn't matter.

640
00:43:06.620 --> 00:43:11.620
The power is in the intention of a son of God

641
00:43:11.660 --> 00:43:15.860
being sent forth, not in some size.

642
00:43:15.860 --> 00:43:17.220
Size doesn't matter.

643
00:43:17.220 --> 00:43:21.540
Size is completely irrelevant in the situation.

644
00:43:21.540 --> 00:43:22.780
That's why God was talking about, you know,

645
00:43:22.780 --> 00:43:24.700
the faith of a mustard seed.

646
00:43:24.700 --> 00:43:26.700
Part of faith that,

647
00:43:26.700 --> 00:43:28.180
because intention goes back to everything,

648
00:43:28.180 --> 00:43:31.140
in order to have part of our faith,

649
00:43:31.140 --> 00:43:33.420
especially when there's something that we had to let go of

650
00:43:33.420 --> 00:43:36.140
and had to release in order to choose God, right?

651
00:43:36.140 --> 00:43:38.380
And you're like, okay, well, it looks like the manifestation

652
00:43:38.380 --> 00:43:40.540
is exact opposite of what God's saying,

653
00:43:40.540 --> 00:43:43.920
so I'm having to make a painful struggle

654
00:43:43.920 --> 00:43:46.060
of a decision to actually choose.

655
00:43:46.100 --> 00:43:51.100
In that, in order to choose, we had to have intention.

656
00:43:51.100 --> 00:43:52.620
We're already acting in intention.

657
00:43:52.620 --> 00:43:54.740
The problem is that we're doing it on autopilot

658
00:43:54.740 --> 00:43:57.020
and we don't know what the heck the thing is,

659
00:43:57.020 --> 00:43:58.580
so we don't know how to control it.

660
00:43:58.580 --> 00:44:00.060
It's like a baby being born, you know,

661
00:44:00.060 --> 00:44:02.020
with arms and legs and flails it all around

662
00:44:02.020 --> 00:44:03.420
and doesn't know how to control its body

663
00:44:03.420 --> 00:44:04.500
and it's constant and then has,

664
00:44:04.500 --> 00:44:06.500
and it takes a while for it to learn,

665
00:44:07.420 --> 00:44:09.260
this is what I want to do.

666
00:44:09.260 --> 00:44:12.900
And then tells its arms and hands and fingers,

667
00:44:12.900 --> 00:44:15.100
do this, reach out and grab.

668
00:44:15.100 --> 00:44:18.340
That, he found his intention, that is intention,

669
00:44:18.340 --> 00:44:22.060
and he found his intention and he began to zero in on it.

670
00:44:22.060 --> 00:44:25.060
But, so we have to understand

671
00:44:25.060 --> 00:44:28.220
that we have to find that intention.

672
00:44:28.220 --> 00:44:30.420
Now we move our arms and hands and legs

673
00:44:30.420 --> 00:44:33.460
and all of that on autopilot that we don't know

674
00:44:33.460 --> 00:44:37.580
what's that thing in me that's actually intention

675
00:44:37.580 --> 00:44:40.780
so that I can grab it and direct it somewhere.

676
00:44:40.780 --> 00:44:44.220
We need to, because we need to know where it is

677
00:44:44.260 --> 00:44:46.300
and what it feels like so we can actually,

678
00:44:46.300 --> 00:44:48.860
when we make a determination, we can say,

679
00:44:48.860 --> 00:44:51.780
God has said this, I receive it,

680
00:44:51.780 --> 00:44:54.140
therefore God, let's together do it.

681
00:44:54.140 --> 00:44:57.540
How do you know, I mean, you can't go in that direction

682
00:44:57.540 --> 00:44:59.340
if you don't know your intention,

683
00:44:59.340 --> 00:45:00.940
if you don't know where it is.

684
00:45:00.000 --> 00:45:02.660
where your intention is, you can't direct it.

685
00:45:02.660 --> 00:45:04.140
So it's very important to be able to,

686
00:45:04.140 --> 00:45:05.940
quote unquote, isolate it.

687
00:45:05.940 --> 00:45:10.040
Figure out what is that thing in me that's intention,

688
00:45:10.040 --> 00:45:13.020
so I can zero in on it and point it towards something

689
00:45:13.020 --> 00:45:14.900
if I want somebody's healing.

690
00:45:14.900 --> 00:45:18.400
That is how people are healed,

691
00:45:19.340 --> 00:45:23.740
is others have found their intention

692
00:45:23.740 --> 00:45:25.900
and they're choosing in that intention,

693
00:45:25.900 --> 00:45:28.780
having faith that receives the word of God,

694
00:45:28.820 --> 00:45:30.460
saying that we have all been healed

695
00:45:30.460 --> 00:45:33.180
and that God desire, meaning healed in the spirit,

696
00:45:33.180 --> 00:45:36.300
and that God desires all of creation

697
00:45:36.300 --> 00:45:38.260
to manifest the healing.

698
00:45:38.260 --> 00:45:40.080
In other words, manifest order.

699
00:45:41.500 --> 00:45:46.500
And so they receive that word and then someone is healed.

700
00:45:48.660 --> 00:45:53.660
So word combined with the seed of faith

701
00:45:53.860 --> 00:45:58.860
that simply receives actually creates,

702
00:46:01.660 --> 00:46:03.460
is what causes healing.

703
00:46:05.100 --> 00:46:07.900
You know, you wonder why you haven't been healed

704
00:46:07.900 --> 00:46:09.900
or someone else hasn't been healed or whatever.

705
00:46:09.900 --> 00:46:12.060
And like, well, if God could heal them

706
00:46:12.060 --> 00:46:15.220
and wanted them healed, then he would have by now.

707
00:46:15.220 --> 00:46:18.100
No, that's like, do this thing with me.

708
00:46:18.100 --> 00:46:19.100
You can do this.

709
00:46:19.100 --> 00:46:21.760
Mine is the heavens, I gave the earth to you.

710
00:46:22.600 --> 00:46:24.280
You do it.

711
00:46:24.280 --> 00:46:27.180
Stop asking me to do the things that I told you,

712
00:46:27.180 --> 00:46:30.280
I gave you the ability to, and then I commanded you,

713
00:46:30.280 --> 00:46:31.360
go and do.

714
00:46:31.360 --> 00:46:33.440
He commanded his disciples to heal,

715
00:46:33.440 --> 00:46:35.280
and I'm just using healing as an example.

716
00:46:35.280 --> 00:46:38.160
He commanded his disciples to heal

717
00:46:38.160 --> 00:46:41.640
and sent them out by themselves without him

718
00:46:41.640 --> 00:46:43.760
to heal and to cast out demons

719
00:46:43.760 --> 00:46:45.640
before Jesus ever died on the cross.

720
00:46:46.640 --> 00:46:51.640
Healing was here on earth before Jesus died,

721
00:46:53.520 --> 00:46:57.440
but there's an aspect of the fact that it was still under,

722
00:46:57.440 --> 00:46:59.000
everything was still subject to decay,

723
00:46:59.000 --> 00:47:00.120
subject to death, whatever.

724
00:47:00.120 --> 00:47:03.040
So by Jesus's stripes, we were healed

725
00:47:03.040 --> 00:47:04.720
and we could all claim healing.

726
00:47:04.720 --> 00:47:07.080
But anyway, God wants to mature us to the point.

727
00:47:07.080 --> 00:47:09.080
He's like, do this thing with me.

728
00:47:09.080 --> 00:47:13.100
Make creation, including the redemption of your bodies,

729
00:47:13.100 --> 00:47:16.580
the hope for which we were saved in Romans eight,

730
00:47:16.580 --> 00:47:19.460
make it visible, make it happen.

731
00:47:19.460 --> 00:47:21.340
Let's do this thing.

732
00:47:21.340 --> 00:47:22.560
That's creating.

733
00:47:23.540 --> 00:47:25.860
So we need to have that intention

734
00:47:25.860 --> 00:47:28.380
that we'll be able to decide.

735
00:47:28.380 --> 00:47:29.780
And we need to be able to,

736
00:47:29.780 --> 00:47:31.980
so in order to start all of this,

737
00:47:31.980 --> 00:47:34.260
we need to be, excuse me,

738
00:47:34.260 --> 00:47:37.700
we need to be able to, excuse me,

739
00:47:37.700 --> 00:47:41.300
we need to be able to isolate it so we can direct it.

740
00:47:41.300 --> 00:47:43.660
So just some ideas to kind of think about.

741
00:47:43.660 --> 00:47:46.160
Like I said, that first exercise that we did,

742
00:47:47.540 --> 00:47:49.340
I think it was the first night.

743
00:47:49.340 --> 00:47:50.620
No, it was the second day, sorry.

744
00:47:50.620 --> 00:47:52.620
The second day we focused on the light.

745
00:47:58.420 --> 00:48:00.780
Focused on that light in order to teach us

746
00:48:00.780 --> 00:48:03.540
that we are not subject to our environment.

747
00:48:03.540 --> 00:48:08.380
We have an authority and can exert our own will.

748
00:48:09.300 --> 00:48:10.820
That's what you were doing in that exercise.

749
00:48:11.340 --> 00:48:12.660
You were practicing,

750
00:48:12.660 --> 00:48:15.420
determining what it is that you wanted to do

751
00:48:15.420 --> 00:48:19.140
and insisting that everything about you went with it.

752
00:48:20.300 --> 00:48:24.060
So we're starting to kind of identify our intention.

753
00:48:24.060 --> 00:48:26.900
Another thing that's very important with intention

754
00:48:26.900 --> 00:48:28.740
when learning about it,

755
00:48:28.740 --> 00:48:30.380
when learning how to isolate it,

756
00:48:31.220 --> 00:48:32.940
is to be present.

757
00:48:32.940 --> 00:48:36.100
We do not realize how much we disassociate in life.

758
00:48:36.100 --> 00:48:38.500
There's a lot in which currently

759
00:48:38.500 --> 00:48:40.900
all of us are disassociating from this room

760
00:48:40.900 --> 00:48:43.100
and disassociating from this environment.

761
00:48:43.980 --> 00:48:46.940
And we don't realize that we're doing it.

762
00:48:48.260 --> 00:48:50.020
That's why when you hear,

763
00:48:50.020 --> 00:48:52.860
sorry to bring up this example,

764
00:48:52.860 --> 00:48:57.260
but you remember how we all watch movies or whatever,

765
00:48:57.260 --> 00:48:59.760
or maybe you've been to these types of yoga classes

766
00:48:59.760 --> 00:49:04.020
where they talk about, okay, focus on your breath.

767
00:49:04.020 --> 00:49:06.140
Now feel this.

768
00:49:06.140 --> 00:49:07.660
Now what do you smell?

769
00:49:07.660 --> 00:49:08.980
Now what do you whatever, what is it doing?

770
00:49:08.980 --> 00:49:11.540
The whole point is bring you back to the present.

771
00:49:11.540 --> 00:49:14.780
Take you out from the fact that we're always disassociating

772
00:49:14.780 --> 00:49:17.220
from wherever it is that we are.

773
00:49:17.220 --> 00:49:18.580
We think that we're thinking about it.

774
00:49:18.580 --> 00:49:19.860
Well, I know I'm in a room

775
00:49:19.860 --> 00:49:21.140
and I know I'm with all these people,

776
00:49:21.140 --> 00:49:22.860
so obviously I'm present.

777
00:49:22.860 --> 00:49:25.780
You know, I'm not thinking about my house right now.

778
00:49:25.780 --> 00:49:27.300
I'm thinking about right now.

779
00:49:27.300 --> 00:49:29.140
But there's an aspect in which

780
00:49:29.140 --> 00:49:31.500
we're disassociating from the table.

781
00:49:31.500 --> 00:49:35.900
You're disassociating from what your clothes feel like

782
00:49:35.900 --> 00:49:37.660
because you're so used to it.

783
00:49:37.660 --> 00:49:40.780
So a way to start zeroing in a bit more on our intention

784
00:49:40.780 --> 00:49:45.100
is to practice stopping periodically and being present.

785
00:49:45.100 --> 00:49:46.020
Feel things.

786
00:49:48.580 --> 00:49:53.060
It's almost like make a connection with you,

787
00:49:53.060 --> 00:49:54.840
with a different aspect of you.

788
00:49:54.840 --> 00:49:56.300
Your body's still you.

789
00:49:56.300 --> 00:50:00.060
Yeah, the state of our identity is in our spirit, but you know.

790
00:50:00.000 --> 00:50:04.340
It's still, we're still unified with our body, and you connect with it,

791
00:50:04.340 --> 00:50:06.760
and then you connect with how it is that you feel.

792
00:50:07.040 --> 00:50:15.300
Don't, a lot of things that we, a lot of ways that we disassociate with is how we feel.

793
00:50:15.960 --> 00:50:21.080
If we feel a particular way, we think we shouldn't feel that way, and we try to get out of it,

794
00:50:21.080 --> 00:50:28.320
or we try to ignore that we're feeling that way, and we try to act like we're not feeling that way.

795
00:50:30.040 --> 00:50:34.140
It's, your feelings are there whether or not you're paying attention to them.

796
00:50:35.280 --> 00:50:36.360
Pay attention to them.

797
00:50:36.700 --> 00:50:37.860
Give honor to your feelings.

798
00:50:38.300 --> 00:50:41.240
They will go away faster, and you will deal with them faster,

799
00:50:41.240 --> 00:50:44.520
especially if they're things like anger, grief, whatever.

800
00:50:44.900 --> 00:50:49.040
You will deal with them faster if you honor and acknowledge them.

801
00:50:49.500 --> 00:50:53.520
Your soul is crying out for attention.

802
00:50:54.560 --> 00:50:55.500
It's like a child.

803
00:50:55.780 --> 00:50:58.100
It's just yap, yap, yap, yap, yap, yap, yap, yap, yap, yap, yap.

804
00:50:58.400 --> 00:51:01.880
So, and that's what those emotions are, and that's why you're like, why won't these emotions stop?

805
00:51:01.880 --> 00:51:02.980
Why can't I get over this?

806
00:51:02.980 --> 00:51:05.480
Why, you know, how long was this going to, this thing last?

807
00:51:05.480 --> 00:51:08.280
No matter how hard I try, I can't get over my anger, da, da, da, da.

808
00:51:08.720 --> 00:51:11.580
It's because we're continually trying to disassociate from it,

809
00:51:11.640 --> 00:51:15.720
thinking that that's actually, that we're actually doing a good thing and believing God.

810
00:51:16.000 --> 00:51:19.820
Disassociating from it and denying reality doesn't ever help anything.

811
00:51:20.820 --> 00:51:26.740
Allow your soul to have it say, honor your feeling, and by honor it, I don't mean think,

812
00:51:26.940 --> 00:51:30.120
oh, this is a good thing that I'm feeling angry in this situation,

813
00:51:30.480 --> 00:51:33.620
because the situation that you're in may not be a good reason to be angry.

814
00:51:33.620 --> 00:51:37.280
And your anger might actually be manifestation of the fact that you're in,

815
00:51:37.540 --> 00:51:40.280
that you're in sin of unbelief, because you've got some accusation

816
00:51:40.280 --> 00:51:42.980
about God believing you're abandoned and alone in that moment, and you're angry.

817
00:51:43.360 --> 00:51:46.900
You know, but that, that, that, you know, that, that's neither here nor there.

818
00:51:47.320 --> 00:51:48.000
You are angry.

819
00:51:49.120 --> 00:51:50.140
That is you.

820
00:51:51.600 --> 00:51:56.340
There's nothing wrong with you, and there's nothing wrong with you while you're angry.

821
00:51:57.520 --> 00:51:58.680
There's nothing wrong with you.

822
00:51:59.060 --> 00:51:59.740
You're not evil.

823
00:51:59.740 --> 00:52:00.600
You're not wicked.

824
00:52:00.800 --> 00:52:01.500
You're not bad.

825
00:52:01.720 --> 00:52:02.480
You're not condemned.

826
00:52:03.140 --> 00:52:05.400
So if you're angry, think, you know, focus on that.

827
00:52:05.400 --> 00:52:10.680
Okay. Because once you focus on a child and give them the attention, they stop yapping.

828
00:52:11.780 --> 00:52:14.220
But they're going to yap until you give them the attention.

829
00:52:14.220 --> 00:52:15.660
The soul is like a child.

830
00:52:15.660 --> 00:52:21.380
Remember, our soul is being matured, and then, and then our spirit is like a parent or like a king.

831
00:52:22.380 --> 00:52:29.120
You know, so that, so the, it's, it's important to, to allow something by,

832
00:52:29.120 --> 00:52:33.660
but when I say honor, I don't mean honor like it's in, like I mentioned earlier.

833
00:52:33.660 --> 00:52:38.520
I don't mean honor like it, and think that it's good, or declare over it.

834
00:52:38.520 --> 00:52:42.320
Oh, you are a good thing, and this is good that you're angry right now.

835
00:52:42.320 --> 00:52:43.380
And I don't mean that.

836
00:52:43.680 --> 00:52:47.520
I mean honor it by, by treating it with dignity.

837
00:52:48.520 --> 00:52:51.820
It's trying to talk, and it's valuable.

838
00:52:52.140 --> 00:52:54.840
Show it that it's valuable by letting it talk.

839
00:52:55.940 --> 00:53:02.520
It will have its say, and after it's had its say, it will quiet down and go away.

840
00:53:03.780 --> 00:53:05.660
It's really weird how that works, but it does.

841
00:53:05.720 --> 00:53:09.360
We'll be talking about that in just, in just a little bit when we talk about making decisions.

842
00:53:09.900 --> 00:53:15.680
But letting your soul have its say first and quiet so that you can finally hear the voice of the Lord.

843
00:53:15.700 --> 00:53:19.400
What else did I want to say about that?

844
00:53:19.880 --> 00:53:20.900
I think that that's it.

845
00:53:20.900 --> 00:53:24.300
I just wanted to say, you know, as a, as a practice, I recommend, you know,

846
00:53:24.300 --> 00:53:28.140
you stop periodically and, and, and practice bringing yourself back to the present.

847
00:53:28.560 --> 00:53:30.240
How do I emotionally feel at the moment?

848
00:53:30.240 --> 00:53:32.240
You know, I can feel the floor.

849
00:53:32.240 --> 00:53:33.420
I can feel my shoes.

850
00:53:33.420 --> 00:53:35.160
I can feel what fabric everything is made of.

851
00:53:35.160 --> 00:53:39.580
Just kind of connect with things, because, because your body is you.

852
00:53:39.580 --> 00:53:44.300
We don't want to dissociate from our body, because whatever it is that we disassociate from,

853
00:53:45.220 --> 00:53:49.920
there's no reason, it's no wonder that it feels abandoned and alone.

854
00:53:49.920 --> 00:53:51.980
We're always trying to disassociate from it.

855
00:53:52.900 --> 00:53:53.860
We are abandoning it.

856
00:53:54.140 --> 00:53:55.040
Stop abandoning it.

857
00:53:55.180 --> 00:53:56.220
Stop abandoning yourself.

858
00:53:56.220 --> 00:53:57.040
Nothing's wrong with you.

859
00:53:57.040 --> 00:53:58.720
There's no part of you that there's anything wrong with.

860
00:53:59.720 --> 00:54:02.080
And, and start making connections with it.

861
00:54:02.080 --> 00:54:03.540
You will like yourself more.

862
00:54:04.440 --> 00:54:06.140
You will enjoy yourself more.

863
00:54:06.720 --> 00:54:13.840
You will, in, in fact, several years ago, my past, I had a, I was at a church, I don't know,

864
00:54:13.960 --> 00:54:15.760
just eight, nine years ago, something like that.

865
00:54:16.100 --> 00:54:21.420
And my pastor spoke from the pulpit, and he said, and he said, Ashley, all the way in the back.

866
00:54:21.420 --> 00:54:23.580
Because I used to worship in the back, because I needed lots of room.

867
00:54:24.140 --> 00:54:30.460
And, and, and he would say, Ashley, way in the back.

868
00:54:30.460 --> 00:54:35.380
He said, God very rarely gives me prophecies about people, but God told me something.

869
00:54:35.940 --> 00:54:42.360
He said for me to tell you that he wants you to take the phrase, you are fearfully

870
00:54:42.360 --> 00:54:45.220
and wonderfully made, and he said he wants you to flip them.

871
00:54:46.080 --> 00:54:51.040
Because he says that, that you are, what did he say?

872
00:54:51.700 --> 00:54:57.220
You are constantly wish, thinking that something's wrong with you,

873
00:54:57.600 --> 00:55:00.060
and wishing that you acted different.

874
00:55:00.000 --> 00:55:06.960
were different and acted more like other people or something like that. In other

875
00:55:06.960 --> 00:55:11.700
words, that something was wrong with you. He said, God has said to tell you to take

876
00:55:11.700 --> 00:55:16.080
that verse, you're fearfully and wonderfully made, flip it and say you are

877
00:55:16.080 --> 00:55:20.840
and know that I'm declaring over you, you are wonderfully and

878
00:55:20.840 --> 00:55:27.120
fearfully made. For in understanding how wonderful that you are, that is how you

879
00:55:27.120 --> 00:55:35.480
will come to know me. Again, enjoyment of the bride. This is an expression of the

880
00:55:35.480 --> 00:55:39.400
goodness of God. This is an aspect of what the goodness of God looks like when

881
00:55:39.400 --> 00:55:46.520
it's been made visible in creation. So I have to figure out what is that and so

882
00:55:46.520 --> 00:55:50.280
as I become more familiar with it, there's something in my soul and in my

883
00:55:50.280 --> 00:55:57.880
spirit that realizes, oh, okay, so this is what my body is, this is what my soul is,

884
00:55:57.880 --> 00:56:01.920
this is what it thinks, this is how it feels, this is the its opinions. Okay,

885
00:56:01.920 --> 00:56:05.960
that's very interesting and we see all of the nuances and the depth and breadth

886
00:56:05.960 --> 00:56:10.360
and all of that. We also become more familiar with our spirit and from that

887
00:56:10.360 --> 00:56:16.320
we realize you learn about the Creator by looking at the creation, so

888
00:56:16.320 --> 00:56:20.000
to speak, in the fact that we're not saying that creation tells us the truth

889
00:56:20.000 --> 00:56:24.320
about whether God is love or goodness, you know, as far as like whether or not

890
00:56:24.320 --> 00:56:29.280
we're supposed to have faith. I mean in the fact that God even says in the Bible,

891
00:56:29.280 --> 00:56:34.920
he said, look at creation and you will know me. He said, I made it as a visible

892
00:56:34.920 --> 00:56:40.080
expression of me. It may act in chaos that's not like me, but a camel

893
00:56:40.080 --> 00:56:48.000
is amazing and a lily is amazing and birds, I made them so that

894
00:56:48.000 --> 00:56:54.640
they can fly and defy gravity. That is me. You learn about who it is that I am,

895
00:56:54.640 --> 00:56:58.600
you learn that I am a God of variety, that I am very creative, that I am good

896
00:56:58.600 --> 00:57:01.680
because I take care of the sparrows while nobody else even knows

897
00:57:01.680 --> 00:57:08.600
they're alive. He even said that he rains in the desert in order to

898
00:57:08.600 --> 00:57:15.600
take care of animals that we don't even know exist. So he said, look at creation

899
00:57:15.640 --> 00:57:20.160
in that aspect. He said, and then he said, and you'll learn about me. He said the

900
00:57:20.160 --> 00:57:25.200
same thing and he told me that. He said, Ashley, stop thinking that you're

901
00:57:25.200 --> 00:57:28.880
bad and trying to get away from yourself and trying to change yourself and

902
00:57:28.880 --> 00:57:33.240
thinking that you're bad and like, I'm so sorry God. You know, if I am,

903
00:57:33.240 --> 00:57:37.960
I need to be different. I need to be different. I need to change and

904
00:57:37.960 --> 00:57:42.160
whatever. God said, no, no, no. Learn who it is that you are and then discover that

905
00:57:42.160 --> 00:57:46.520
that is, and you'll realize that is a good thing and therefore you'll know

906
00:57:46.520 --> 00:57:52.240
that the creator of that thing must be really, really good. So he said,

907
00:57:52.240 --> 00:57:55.680
you will come to understand by understanding that you are wonderfully

908
00:57:55.680 --> 00:58:03.760
made, you will come to fear me. Fear is actually not fear as in being afraid.

909
00:58:03.760 --> 00:58:13.800
Fear is intimacy with the Lord. Okay, so we're going to have a 10-minute break.

910
00:58:13.800 --> 00:58:23.960
And, excuse me, 10 minutes. Okay, so it is 2.42. So let's meet up at 2.55.

911
00:58:23.960 --> 00:58:27.760
So let's do that at 2.55 and then we're going to talk about goals, dreams,

912
00:58:27.760 --> 00:58:33.600
and visions. After that, by the way, and that's going to be our last session,

913
00:58:33.600 --> 00:58:40.600
but as an additional session, what we're going to do is we are going to have a

914
00:58:40.600 --> 00:58:49.280
testimony time. Nobody has to, but I was wondering, I would really...

915
00:58:49.280 --> 00:58:57.400
what it is that you have experienced with the Lord in your own relationship with Him

916
00:58:57.400 --> 00:59:07.360
is it will be extremely encouraging to the rest of the body of Christ.

917
00:59:07.360 --> 00:59:16.320
And it will build their faith. And so I have, you know, in my coaching program,

918
00:59:16.320 --> 00:59:22.000
I encourage people to post their testimonies whenever something happens

919
00:59:22.000 --> 00:59:27.120
where they believe the character of the Lord and stood on that regardless of what

920
00:59:27.120 --> 00:59:30.360
it looked like, things were manifesting. If God said it, I'm going to choose it's

921
00:59:30.360 --> 00:59:36.360
true. And then I ask them, you know, will you please give those testimonies of when

922
00:59:36.360 --> 00:59:40.320
they actually see the character of God manifest in such a way that their faith

923
00:59:40.320 --> 00:59:47.760
grows and they're like, see, my God really is like that. And that their belief in God

924
00:59:47.760 --> 00:59:53.080
helped manifest the proof that He was who they already first believed that He was.

925
00:59:53.080 --> 00:59:56.960
They had to believe it first before it could actually manifest.

926
00:59:56.960 --> 01:00:00.000
I actually had a prophetic dream about that three nights ago.

927
01:00:00.000 --> 01:00:03.500
And I was trying to understand, I was like, Lord, what does this prophetic dream mean?

928
01:00:03.840 --> 01:00:06.860
And he said, sorry, let me look it up.

929
01:00:07.640 --> 01:00:13.000
And he said that, oh, I'm looking at the wrong thing.

930
01:00:15.880 --> 01:00:25.040
He said that we're being urged to stop limiting what we experience as being only natural causes

931
01:00:25.240 --> 01:00:27.340
and continually dismissing things.

932
01:00:27.340 --> 01:00:30.700
Oh, well, you know, that was probably just the air conditioner turning on,

933
01:00:30.700 --> 01:00:32.760
and that's why I got goosebumps.

934
01:00:32.760 --> 01:00:33.900
That wasn't the Holy Spirit.

935
01:00:33.900 --> 01:00:34.680
That wasn't me.

936
01:00:35.080 --> 01:00:36.000
That wasn't me shifting.

937
01:00:36.000 --> 01:00:37.260
That wasn't me feeling my spirit.

938
01:00:37.260 --> 01:00:39.360
That wasn't me whatever, you know, whatever we might say.

939
01:00:39.740 --> 01:00:41.280
And just using that as an example.

940
01:00:41.640 --> 01:00:45.860
Urge us to stop limiting what we experience as being only natural causes

941
01:00:45.860 --> 01:00:49.660
and instead choose that it is supernatural.

942
01:00:50.100 --> 01:00:52.160
Because in the dream, I was seeing something.

943
01:00:52.160 --> 01:00:57.640
I was seeing what, I was looking up at the clouds, and the clouds,

944
01:00:58.260 --> 01:00:59.640
you know how the clouds will take shape?

945
01:00:59.900 --> 01:01:02.140
Well, they were taking shape, and I thought, okay, wait a minute.

946
01:01:02.220 --> 01:01:09.900
That looks really real, but I can't figure out, is that a cloud that just looks like that shape?

947
01:01:10.420 --> 01:01:13.640
Or is that, am I actually looking into another realm?

948
01:01:13.640 --> 01:01:14.740
And this was in my dream.

949
01:01:14.740 --> 01:01:19.040
It was like the clouds parted, and I could see this other world in there.

950
01:01:19.880 --> 01:01:22.440
And so, I thought, well, I don't know.

951
01:01:22.840 --> 01:01:28.080
So, what it is that I did is, in the dream, I and the people I was with,

952
01:01:28.080 --> 01:01:29.260
I was just with a group of people.

953
01:01:29.260 --> 01:01:32.480
I don't know who they were, but with a group of people, maybe they were all y'all.

954
01:01:32.480 --> 01:01:32.900
I don't know.

955
01:01:32.900 --> 01:01:35.780
We were always with a group of people, and we were looking at all that, and we were going,

956
01:01:35.780 --> 01:01:39.200
I don't know, is that natural, or is that supernatural?

957
01:01:40.140 --> 01:01:41.380
And so, what are we doing?

958
01:01:41.380 --> 01:01:42.220
We're waiting for proof.

959
01:01:42.220 --> 01:01:43.500
We're waiting for it to prove.

960
01:01:43.500 --> 01:01:48.260
What can we see that will prove to us whether it's natural or supernatural?

961
01:01:49.060 --> 01:01:56.400
And so, in the dream, I was like, mm-mm, I want to believe that my God is as loving

962
01:01:56.400 --> 01:02:01.980
and as good and as supernatural and as amazing as he is.

963
01:02:02.340 --> 01:02:09.800
So, not knowing whether I'm right or wrong, I'm going to choose that that actually is supernatural

964
01:02:10.280 --> 01:02:17.160
because, and this is what we're talking about in a second, I am looking for the character

965
01:02:17.180 --> 01:02:19.420
of my God, and I believe it's there.

966
01:02:19.860 --> 01:02:25.160
And as soon as I determined in the dream that that thing was actually supernatural,

967
01:02:25.500 --> 01:02:32.700
it actually became very, very clear, and it was very obvious, and in no uncertain terms,

968
01:02:33.100 --> 01:02:37.180
that it was a real city in another realm, and this, again, was the dream.

969
01:02:37.240 --> 01:02:40.700
So, you know, I'm seeing, like, clouds, and I'm looking into another realm,

970
01:02:40.700 --> 01:02:46.260
but it wouldn't be, it was, like, fuzzy, and, you know, how clouds don't look perfectly shaped.

971
01:02:46.280 --> 01:02:50.460
They don't have straight lines, so you kind of get this idea, kind of like a Van Gogh,

972
01:02:50.720 --> 01:02:55.400
impressionistic idea of, like, some kind of a thing going on, and that's what was going on.

973
01:02:55.480 --> 01:03:03.020
And then, as soon as I determined, no, no, I am going to believe my God before he tells me.

974
01:03:03.320 --> 01:03:07.080
I'm going to believe and risk in something, believing that that is his word,

975
01:03:07.660 --> 01:03:11.720
and I am going to receive it first, and then he can guide me as a good father

976
01:03:11.720 --> 01:03:13.340
and let me know whether or not I'm right.

977
01:03:14.320 --> 01:03:17.460
So, it's like you're making a guess, only you're risking your life on it.

978
01:03:18.920 --> 01:03:23.080
So, because you think that that's God's word, you're not picking whatever it is

979
01:03:23.080 --> 01:03:24.140
that you want to risk your life on.

980
01:03:24.140 --> 01:03:26.480
You're finding where do I hear or feel God's word.

981
01:03:26.480 --> 01:03:31.820
So, I felt God's word, and I was like, you know what, I actually am going to choose to believe,

982
01:03:31.820 --> 01:03:33.120
and I'm going to stop doubting.

983
01:03:33.700 --> 01:03:36.220
I'm going to choose to believe that actually is supernatural,

984
01:03:36.560 --> 01:03:41.160
and as soon as I did, it revealed itself, and it made itself so clear

985
01:03:41.180 --> 01:03:47.040
that it was a city in another realm, but I had to choose first before it would feel safe enough

986
01:03:47.040 --> 01:03:49.020
with me to actually reveal itself.

987
01:03:49.760 --> 01:03:52.180
A lot of times, this is, that's the way people see angels.

988
01:03:52.920 --> 01:03:55.820
If you, if you, some people have just seen angels their whole lives.

989
01:03:56.260 --> 01:03:57.220
I think that's amazing.

990
01:03:57.320 --> 01:03:58.080
That would be wonderful.

991
01:03:58.820 --> 01:04:01.020
I am not aware that I've seen an angel.

992
01:04:01.200 --> 01:04:02.820
People see them in different forms.

993
01:04:02.820 --> 01:04:06.740
Some people see them as like orbs and, you know, like a, like a, in other words, like a blue light.

994
01:04:06.900 --> 01:04:09.600
I'm not aware there's a, there's a blue light in the corner, or there's a whatever.

995
01:04:09.820 --> 01:04:12.420
Other people, there was a lady that I talked to just recently,

996
01:04:12.780 --> 01:04:16.940
literally sees them like holograms everywhere.

997
01:04:17.840 --> 01:04:20.800
In fact, I was with her, and she looked at me, and she said, by the way, your angel says hi.

998
01:04:23.020 --> 01:04:28.740
Really? She said, yeah, so anyway, I was like, okay, I've never had anybody tell me

999
01:04:28.740 --> 01:04:34.260
that they've seen my angel, but my, my point in saying that, while some people just seem to just kind

1000
01:04:34.260 --> 01:04:36.980
of come by it naturally because they haven't squelched it and suppressed it.

1001
01:04:37.000 --> 01:04:40.080
Me, apparently, you know, I squelched it and suppressed it, and now I don't know how to see them.

1002
01:04:41.000 --> 01:04:48.440
They say that in order to start seeing them is their, is to actually acknowledge that they're there.

1003
01:04:49.920 --> 01:04:53.240
You don't know where they are, but remember, they're spirits.

1004
01:04:53.240 --> 01:04:56.420
You just, God says that he's given us angels.

1005
01:04:56.840 --> 01:04:59.920
He's, he's, you know, we'll send his angels, you know, as, as.

1006
01:05:00.000 --> 01:05:05.400
over thee and he sends ministering angels and there's cherubim and there's seraphim,

1007
01:05:05.400 --> 01:05:09.640
there's all kinds of angels it talks about in the Bible. So he's the one who said it

1008
01:05:09.640 --> 01:05:14.400
first so we can believe that there are angels and he says that angels have appeared to people

1009
01:05:14.400 --> 01:05:21.960
both in the Old Testament as well as I believe in the New Testament. But anyway, I mean,

1010
01:05:21.960 --> 01:05:26.880
I don't doubt at all that there are angels and I've never seen one, but I'm not getting

1011
01:05:26.880 --> 01:05:32.120
to see them. So I was always wondering, how do you do that? And I've been told what you

1012
01:05:32.120 --> 01:05:38.360
do is you have to acknowledge them first so that you believe in them and that you're honoring

1013
01:05:38.360 --> 01:05:46.100
them, not serving them. Honoring, treating with dignity as opposed to disassociating

1014
01:05:46.100 --> 01:05:52.240
and ignoring and disregarding. And they said that, and then they recommended, you know,

1015
01:05:52.240 --> 01:05:57.800
talking to them and whatever. And so I've tried that. I've tried to do that, you know,

1016
01:05:57.800 --> 01:06:05.920
periodically. And anyway, I was actually told recently by someone, someone said something.

1017
01:06:05.920 --> 01:06:09.880
They said, Ashley, God told me they had no idea that I've been wanting to see angels.

1018
01:06:09.880 --> 01:06:13.920
They had no idea. This is somebody who didn't know me from Adam. They actually hardly, they

1019
01:06:13.920 --> 01:06:21.040
didn't even know my name. And they told me, they said, Ashley, by the way, you know, I

1020
01:06:21.040 --> 01:06:24.640
know you're visiting here, here at church. Well, they didn't say Ashley, but they were

1021
01:06:24.640 --> 01:06:30.480
like, I just want to let you know, God has said that you will get to see into the spirit

1022
01:06:30.480 --> 01:06:36.160
realm and you will get to see angels. And I'm like, I have been asking for that. And

1023
01:06:36.160 --> 01:06:42.640
they had no idea. So, so in other words, we can do this thing. My whole point of this

1024
01:06:42.640 --> 01:06:47.560
whole thing is that these are God's, these are things that God has said in his word that

1025
01:06:47.560 --> 01:06:53.240
he gives to us. So how do we begin to experience it? Any of them, whether you're talking about

1026
01:06:53.240 --> 01:06:57.880
visibly seeing something like an angel, or you're talking about seeing something manifest

1027
01:06:57.880 --> 01:07:03.520
into your life, like a desire of your heart or a business or a goal or a dream or whatever,

1028
01:07:03.520 --> 01:07:10.720
whatever it is, we actually have to acknowledge the truth of it first before it manifests.

1029
01:07:10.720 --> 01:07:17.720
We have to have the faith first and remember faith without acting on it and risking ourselves,

1030
01:07:18.760 --> 01:07:25.760
including our emotions and our, and, and the risk of disappointment, that's worse. That's

1031
01:07:26.640 --> 01:07:33.640
real faith. And then things who began to reveal themselves to us, revelations of the Lord,

1032
01:07:34.000 --> 01:07:39.440
new things, new things that new, you want to learn the Lord in greater intimacy. You

1033
01:07:39.440 --> 01:07:44.120
want more revelation of scripture and, well, I don't know what, what does Matthew 8 really

1034
01:07:44.120 --> 01:07:50.160
mean? And you want those types of things from the Lord. You have to believe it first and

1035
01:07:50.160 --> 01:07:54.760
you have to believe it's your inheritance and you have to move forward to it, move forward

1036
01:07:54.760 --> 01:08:01.760
in anticipation and expectation as opposed to not expecting it. Something that you don't

1037
01:08:02.160 --> 01:08:07.120
expect. I mean, like very clearly, like God said that you can't expect it. You're like,

1038
01:08:07.120 --> 01:08:12.880
oh, I'm afraid of being disappointed, so I'm not going to expect it. Expectation, it's

1039
01:08:12.880 --> 01:08:16.760
waiting on your expectation. In other words, on your anticipation, because expectation

1040
01:08:16.760 --> 01:08:23.760
and anticipation is part of, part of faith. So whole lot there. So we'll take a, so we're

1041
01:08:24.680 --> 01:08:30.240
not going to be able to get back at 2.50, 2.55, but hey, you got a, you got a real fun

1042
01:08:30.240 --> 01:08:36.240
story about angels. So we'll get back together at 3.05, 3.05, talk about goals, dreams, and

1043
01:08:36.760 --> 01:08:40.880
visions. And then we'll have, after that we'll have a break and then we'll have testimony

1044
01:08:40.880 --> 01:08:46.720
time. Depending on how that goes, we might also have a Q and A in there. If anybody has

1045
01:08:46.720 --> 01:08:51.120
any questions, nobody may have questions. You may feel like you've been drinking from

1046
01:08:51.120 --> 01:08:55.240
a fire hose and you're just like, Ashley, I'm still back at, you know, Thursday night

1047
01:08:55.240 --> 01:09:01.399
at 7.05. I don't know what you've said since then. It's just all a wash. But if you have

1048
01:09:01.399 --> 01:09:05.399
any questions, hopefully we'll have some time for Q and A, but I would, I wanted to let

1049
01:09:05.399 --> 01:09:11.319
you know about the testimony time ahead of time. I know that it might feel vulnerable

1050
01:09:11.319 --> 01:09:15.800
to actually mention, you know, speaking to the microphone and all of that. Now you don't

1051
01:09:15.800 --> 01:09:18.560
have to move. You know, you can stay where you are. I can take the microphone to you,

1052
01:09:18.560 --> 01:09:25.560
but I would really, really ask you to see if you, if you can, can give of yourself invulnerability

1053
01:09:27.800 --> 01:09:34.800
and share something of, of, of, of your, your experience with the Lord and, and, and, and

1054
01:09:35.399 --> 01:09:38.840
maybe something that you've, that you've experienced in a vision or a dream while you

1055
01:09:38.840 --> 01:09:43.160
were here, because y'all have shared them with me privately, so I know of them. Some

1056
01:09:43.160 --> 01:09:48.520
of you haven't shared things privately with me. Some of you have. You absolutely do not

1057
01:09:48.520 --> 01:09:52.920
have to. You absolutely do not have to. It is your, it is your free will. I just wanted

1058
01:09:52.920 --> 01:09:57.760
to let you know of the value of what it is that you have, and it is very, very important.

1059
01:09:57.760 --> 01:09:59.960
And you speaking it can actually

1060
01:10:00.000 --> 01:10:06.600
transform someone else's life, because you're a son of God speaking what it is that you owned and you experienced with your God

1061
01:10:06.600 --> 01:10:12.720
so it's of spirit. So anyway, if you would like to, you are welcome to, you do not have to. If people do not have a

1062
01:10:12.720 --> 01:10:18.160
lot of testimonies, then we would have time for Q&A. Whenever those are done, we will close the conference.

1063
01:10:18.160 --> 01:10:20.160
So anyway, we'll meet back here at 3.05.