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Hey everyone! I guess ready or not, here I am because my finger accidentally hit the live button.

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But, hello everyone! It has been a very long time, I feel, since I've been on here.

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And I just want to turn the camera around for a second and show you what I am enjoying at the moment.

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This is my back patio.

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And the sounds are so peaceful. I love hearing the noises of nature.

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So anyway, I'm going to try and make this quick, but it's going to be really hard because it's been our journey for the past year, I feel like.

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But, you guys, we are at our new house that the Lord has brought to us and given to us.

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And it's been an extreme gift and an extreme testament of His love to me.

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I told Josh that this literally feels like...

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Moving into this house has felt like a bride coming home as a newlywed.

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Like, that's literally how I feel, but in my relationship with the Lord, not to Josh, which sounds really weird.

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But, oh my goodness, you guys. So, the story is way too long to even put into words.

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But, the moral of the story is that God is far more eager to give us good things than we even realize.

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And He is way more loving than I ever, ever in my whole entire life imagined to be.

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And the past couple months have been so immensely healing in my personal life that I literally don't have the words for it.

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My health has completely improved.

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My stomach issues are gone. I'm no longer suffering from migraines.

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I have literally never in my life felt so good physically or more safe in my relationship with the Lord.

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And it is just incredible how everything has worked out.

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But, I just want to tell you a little bit of the story.

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So, we had land that we had under contract last fall.

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No, it was early this year. Long story short, that fell through.

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We're house-sitting for a family that's down in Haiti.

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That has been, like, a complete answer to prayer and has enabled us to not be homeless for the past five months.

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So, they were going to come home, like, basically six weeks.

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Or, no, they were going to come home a month before we would have had closing on the house that we have now, that we own.

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And we were like, oh dear, we're going to have to find another place to live for a month.

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And we don't really know where to go or what to do.

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You know, we've moved so many times and we have half our stuff in storage, half our stuff at the house we're living at now.

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And it was just like, what are we going to do?

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So, we get a message from the people that were house-sitting.

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And they asked us if we would be willing to extend our stay to house-sit for another two months.

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So, we were completely covered with a house up until we were ready to buy this one.

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But the craziest thing was, is that I remember in all of this house journey and all of this crazy stuff,

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I just remember telling Josh that I don't know why, but I just have this feeling deep down inside that I can't shake,

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that the house that God has for us is going to come to us.

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And as a child of God, I don't have to go out and strive for my provisions.

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I fully believe that they're met and that it's just a matter of waiting until the house that God has for us comes across our path.

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So, and I remember it was to the point where I almost felt like if we would go out and look at a house and buy a house that was on the market,

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it was almost like, it almost felt like a measure of unbelief or disobedience to me.

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And so, I remember, you know, telling, I remember, we remember talking about it, but still, you know, we'd continue to look at homes and all that stuff.

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But one day, we got the call from our realtor that said that they have a house that needs to be sold within 24 hours.

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So, basically, this random couple called her office and was like, we need to sell our house within 24 hours.

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We just got an accepted offer on a house we want to buy, but it's contingent on us getting rid of our house.

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Like, we don't know what to do.

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They said that the house isn't ready for showings.

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The house is like totally not market ready.

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You know, it's not like the landscape is done, all that stuff.

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Here's the price.

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If you guys find a client that wants it, they can have it.

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So Josh and I go that evening and it was it.

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It was the house, we knew it.

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We knew it 100% that this was the house

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that God had for us.

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It was much more out of our price range

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than what we had originally wanted,

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you know, thought would be responsible or possible

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and just all that.

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And I remember thinking like, wow,

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like when God gives you a good gift,

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it's been really terrifying for me,

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wondering how we're gonna maintain this gift

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that God's given us.

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And I just keep thinking like,

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no, it was a gift that was given to us

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and we don't have to worry about how we're gonna keep it.

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Like God is gonna take care of us.

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God is gonna keep it for us.

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He's gonna make so we can make our payments.

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But the crazy thing was we came

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and we instantly knew that this was the house for us.

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And I mean, it is decked out, you guys.

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It is far surpassed as anything

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that I would have ever dreamed or ever thought.

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Like it has a sauna.

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It has a sauna, like God gave me a sauna, ow.

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Also mosquitoes, I'm getting bit.

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It has a sauna and it has a pool.

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Like it's off the road.

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There's a couple acres so I can have my garden,

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my animals, you guys.

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Like it literally has everything that I've ever dreamed of.

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But it had many twists and turns

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because after we had a verbal agreement on this place

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and we were agreed everything was good,

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the people that were selling their house to this couple

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that sold their house to us,

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those people backed out and totally took another offer.

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So the people that were selling us this house

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were like completely screwed because they didn't know,

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you know, their house was gone

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that they had originally wanted.

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So anyway, we were like,

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oh, we're never gonna doubt God's goodness.

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Like he gave us this house.

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We're never gonna doubt God's goodness.

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Like this is amazing.

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And then the next day we get a call

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saying everything fell through.

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And we're like, God, why are you not good?

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Oh my goodness, oh, talk about a rollercoaster.

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But you guys, it is a complete miracle that we are here

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and that I am sitting on this porch

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that you can hardly see me on.

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But I just wanted to give a little update

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and say that we have a home

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that God has provided abundantly for us.

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And I am so grateful.

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I'm so grateful for this past year

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and what it has all entailed for us.

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It has been by far the craziest,

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most transitional year for us ever.

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We had a baby, we changed churches, we changed jobs,

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we changed houses multiple times.

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But it's just been amazing to see where God has brought us

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and how good he's been to us.

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So anyway, I just wanted to give you all a little update

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and check in and say hi.

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So I hope you all are doing well.
