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Hi guys, this is just a quick journey share. I just watched you guys' rest group from I think

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could have been Sunday and it was really great. It was really good to see you all and get to

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know you a little bit. Besides you Rita, I haven't heard any of you guys' story. It was just

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interesting for me to hear where you're at and how you're doing and what's going on in your life

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and your personal walk through this. Thank you so much for sharing. I just wanted to say that

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I have felt like I wanted to co-create with God. If he loves me to the extent that he says

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and that if he's good and if I'm a king, what do we want to do together? That's something that's

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come up and so I thought that I had this crazy thought that none of my friends do on Facebook

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that they do a live of what is going on in their life and kind of going a little bit deep about

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deeper issues and what God's doing in your life. Most of my friends or not most but a lot of my

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friends on my Facebook are non-believers and also have maybe very different theological

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background than me if they're Christians. So immediately I thought about doing a Facebook

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live. I thought oh that's scary I can't do that and I was like but if I really am who God says

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that I am then I want to do it just to please God. I want to do to make him happy and it doesn't

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matter if anyone watches. So I did it a couple of weeks ago and I got so much feedback. I got so

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many comments and likes and like over 500 views. You never know how many watch it all of it but

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lots of positive feedback and people really touched and moved by it and in my heart I had

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it that I wanted to do it five times and then I wanted to do it every Thursday before work at nine

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o'clock before I go to work and so the next Thursday was even harder because then you have

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this the fear of man and the voice saying so oh what are they gonna think now. The first time was

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like fun and a stunt and a surprise but now what do you think you are? Do you think you're an

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influencer? Who do you think you are? I had all these thoughts and I did it and I felt such freedom

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and it was lost a lot less response a lot less feedback a lot less viewers maybe I don't know

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maybe 150 or something but I still just felt God rejoicing over me doing it and now it's

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Wednesday night in Norway and tomorrow is gonna be Thursday nine o'clock and I just feel so much

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fear I just feel so much fear of man doing this and oh to put my face on Facebook with so many

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people that I'm that I don't know where they're at with their relationship with God or there are

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non-believers and I don't know what are they gonna think about me now I do I'm doing it the fourth

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Thursday in a row and what am I gonna say and so I wanted to share a little bit about

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what God has been doing in my life past half year after I started during the rest intensive

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or heard the teaching for the first time but I just and I know that it matters to God and

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I'm doing this with God and it makes him happy but I still feel fear in my heart and I can tell

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that I'm not free in this and I want to move through it and rest but now I feel like oh my

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gosh I just want to think of ways to get out of it of not doing it so then I thought oh I'm gonna

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tell you guys that that's how I am at where I'm at and this is really challenging for me when it

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comes to freedom in my life and freedom from the fear of man especially and to do something

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in front of a live audience where you know that a lot of people might find this weird or they

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don't believe the same or they um I don't know lots of things so I just wanted to share that

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and uh maybe it just helped me to say it too so that you guys can keep me accountable and I can

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share later how it went but I want to move through it and rest and I want to do to co-create with

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God and to please his heart make him happy and uh

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do it together with him and now also doing it together with you so that's

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what I want to share today for my journey share see you guys