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Hey, Amy.

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Who is that?

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It's Ashley.

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How you doing?

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Oh, hey.

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Hey.

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I'm good.

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I was out here walking and I thought it was a neighbor calling at me.

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Oh, how fun.

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It's me.

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How are you?

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I'm good.

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I'm trying to make sure I position this in such a way y'all can see my face.

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It looks like you're in a cabin.

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Are you still at Cedar Creek or whatever it's called?

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Yes, I am.

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So, yeah, so the conference ended Tuesday.

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Yeah, so it ended Tuesday.

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So Chris and a group of friends and I are all just hanging out until Sunday.

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Oh, my gosh.

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Are you having so much fun?

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Yes, I am.

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It's a lot of fun.

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Yeah.

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That's amazing.

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Yes, made some good friends.

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I bet.

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So, yeah.

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So did you listen to any of it online?

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No, I wasn't able to sign up.

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I couldn't afford to even do the streaming, so I wasn't.

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It was like $150 just to do that.

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Oh, I didn't know that.

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Okay.

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Yeah, and once I paid the bills, I was like, well, I guess we'll catch it next time around.

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Or maybe it will be posted, you know, but yeah, tell me what you, what did you get out

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of it?

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I mean, I know there's probably a lot, but you know, well, it was just manifesting who

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it is that we are in the spirit down into the body, but various ways from which we can,

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various ways that we can like do biohacking, basically where you're using specific tools

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in the, in the physical realm to, and, and, and to, and, and to help us understand the

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connection between the spirit realm in the body, in the fact of like, the fact that we

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are unified, it's body, soul, and spirit.

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And so therefore things that we do in the body can affect, can affect our, can affect

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our awareness of the spirit and stuff like that.

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I think that Alana joined us.

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Oh, wow.

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We've got all kinds of people on here, Alana, Elizabeth, Steph, hey, everybody.

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Cool.

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Oh, there they all are.

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I was on the wrong screen.

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So I couldn't see everybody.

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I just thought it was, I just thought it was Amy and I.

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I'm looking at, I wasn't looking at the gallery version.

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So I hope everybody's doing good.

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Sorry that we weren't able to meet last week.

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I was trying really hard and it just wasn't meant to be.

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So anyway, but I left all of my friends over at the lodge to come to my cabin to, to get

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to visit with all of y'all and then I'll go back over there and have dinner with them.

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So did anyone have anything they wanted to start out with?

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Anything that they've been thinking about or going through and any questions or anything?

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Can I ask a really like kind of weird question?

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Okay.

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So I'm a singer and I will, this is not like a self-deprecating thing, but I know that

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I am the least talented singer on my worship team.

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And that's okay because I've been a new singer and that's okay.

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And how can I manifest my, like to be a really good singer, like how can I get to be a better

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singer by somehow using a lot of what you've taught about rest to improve my voice?

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Is there a way of doing that?

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Because I just came from vocal practice and I'm excited because I'm celebrating the wins

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that I've been getting my harmony really well, which is awesome.

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I've been working on harmonies for a while and I'm in this like worship vocal group on

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Facebook and this girl is awesome.

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And I just feel like I've been praying about it.

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I'm like, God, you put it on my heart to be on this worship team.

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By the grace of God, I'm on the worship team and I just want to be the best singer I can

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be.

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And I feel like if I'm able to, if we're able to like manifest things in the spirit down

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to earth, can I manifest a better singing voice?

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Well, technically yes, but the perspective from which we always do want to do everything

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is from love and from the heart of the father.

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Because the new agers will cut that part out and they'll just manifest whatever it is that

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their soul desires, trying to provide for, protect, give themselves something.

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In other words, to give themselves something that they don't believe that God is.

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And so technically we can do what you're talking about, but we want to make sure to do it from

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the tree of life versus the tree of the knowledge of good and evil and according to the tree

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of life, which everything is built off of relationship.

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It's not just that, oh, it's something that it is that I desire is guaranteed to be something

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that is something that the Lord with you desires to work through you and I'm sorry, I'm not

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explaining that very well.

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Just because we want something doesn't mean that we're always wanting it for, from the

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father heart of the Lord in our spirit, who it is that we are in your spirit.

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It might be our soul wanting something and not our spirit wanting something.

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Does that make sense?

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I don't mean that in a selfish way.

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I'm not just a good singer for yourself.

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I'm not even talking about that.

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I'm talking about the fact that.

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Even if it's a godly thing,

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Lord, I really like to minister to other people.

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Can you give me a good singing voice?

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I don't want to bother other people around me,

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so please give me a good singing voice.

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Things like that.

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I'm even talking about things like that

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are, again, from a place that sometimes,

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you know, can evidence a place that

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it's not who it is that we are in the spirit

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that is wanting that.

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It's something that our soul thinks

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that based on what we know of God,

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God would want this for us and for everyone else around us

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because it would create a better, more godly environment.

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I'm not even talking about, you know,

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like, oh, well, everyone will look at me.

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I know that that's not what you're thinking.

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That even from a godly, from a quote-unquote godly perspective

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if it's from the soul that believes

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that it doesn't have something that it should have,

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that's different than doing it

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from a heart desire of the spirit.

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Does that make sense?

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It does.

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And I think, like, just a bit of the backstory,

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like, I was sitting in the audience

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and I didn't know how to sing at all.

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I was, like, a terrible singer, in my opinion.

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And, I mean, I wasn't great.

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But I had this vision that I was supposed

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to be up on the stage at my church

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with this amazing worship team singing.

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And I'm like, well, how is this going to happen?

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So then I started taking singing lessons

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and God just opened the door.

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And now I'm on the, I've been on the worship team

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for a number of years now.

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And I take singing lessons, like, I work on it.

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And I feel like, why would he want me up there

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to sing if he wasn't going to make my voice better

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and he wasn't wanting me to grow in that area?

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So it's not because I want, like you said,

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I mean, you know my heart.

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I don't want attention, I don't want,

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but I want to be, I want to sing a, like, a pleasing song.

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Like, I don't want to be singing a song

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where people are like, or I don't want to, you know,

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I want to make my harmonies sound perfect.

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Like, I want to be right on

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so that the music sounds really nice.

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And so I'm just, because I know this is something

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that's on my heart that's really important to me.

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And I know it's not something you and I usually talk about,

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but I'm like, well, is it possible to somehow in the spirit

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ask God to like, I don't know, I don't know how it works

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because I'm kind of new to all this.

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Yeah, well, so one thing is that you're viewing,

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us viewing things from the perspective of,

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well, why the, I want my voice to be a specific way

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or someone else's voices, regardless.

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Someone, a voice needs to be a particular way

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in order for it to sound good.

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Is a worldly perspective, in other words,

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a perspective that the, and a way by which

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the world measures things of what is good

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and what is singing and what is joyful

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and what is pleasing and what is whatever.

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And so we don't have, if God put us there,

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it's a joyful noise.

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If God put us there, it was a sound that needed to be,

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that needed to be sung.

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It was a frequency that needed to be emitted

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from heaven into earth through you.

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It needed your spirit, your frequency,

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because it's going to change the atmosphere when you sing

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strictly because of your frequency.

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So by frequency, I'm not talking about anything

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really weird and creepy, like,

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but I'm just talking about the fact that things

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are made up of wave and particle and energy.

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And so when, if the scientists were to measure your waves,

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it would be different than if they were to measure

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my waves singing.

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So, and it's yours that God desired to be up there.

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Now, he might desire you to grow in a particular way,

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meaning like he might desire you to go through this journey

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and this experience with him of your voice evolving.

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And you can ask him for that.

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You can ask him for a particular way

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in which you desire your voice to evolve.

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And because the desire that it is that you have,

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understand isn't bad and it's not wrong.

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I wasn't at all saying that.

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I meant that what's important is that we do everything

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from a place of knowing that we're already protected

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and provided for, that God, that what it is,

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that we are never in a place of lack

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and that you already have everything that you need.

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Now, from that position, Lord, you know,

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I'd like to manifest heaven into earth in a particular way.

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And one of the ways is which is in my voice

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and it's sounding a particular way.

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It's just the word on my heart.

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And so I'd like to take a journey with you, Lord,

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in presenting this to your heart,

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hearing what it is you have to say

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and take my own journey with, by hiring a voice coach.

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And so allow, my point is,

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allow it to be a spiritual journey

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where the Lord shows you the next.

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step to take and you continue to present things to him.

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But always from a point, always from a place of, you already have everything that you need.

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You already, you're not in a place of lack where you're getting something and you're

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going to be getting something you don't have.

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It's always from a place of, I already have everything.

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Now Lord, I'd like it to express itself differently.

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I'd like it to express it and put a different expression into the world.

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Can you?

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That's on my heart.

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I'm going to, would you show me how the next steps that I can take to journey into doing

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that?

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Could you evolve my voice?

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Could you show me how to evolve my voice, et cetera, but it needs to come from the perspective

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that, that you don't, not from the perspective of, I don't have something that I'm trying

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to get to or that I'm, I'm, I'm gaining something that I don't have.

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It's always from the perspective of, I have everything already.

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Everything's perfect.

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Everything's exactly the way that it should be.

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And, but, but, but Lord, could the expression on earth begin to evolve and could you take

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me on that journey to do that?

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Does that make sense?

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Yeah, it does.

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And I think, I think I was kind of like looking at it as, you know, I don't remember who shared

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it, but somebody shared a couple of weeks ago about rats in their backyard and how they

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like prayed that they would just go away and they're like, I have, you know, over this

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physical realm, I've got authority, so I'm going to pray that God just takes them away.

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And then they went away.

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So I didn't know if we could do the same thing in us with like something like a singing voice.

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Well, yeah, you can, you can talk to it in their case.

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Rats obviously can symbolize bad things.

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It was creating destruction in, in, in the yard and obviously things like that or not.

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But she could tell by what was going on, that it was not something that should be.

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And so there is an element also of like something that she just desired.

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That was Amy, by the way.

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There's also an element of something that she is the son of God, did not desire to foster

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an environment of and wanted to, by her own will, choose that the, that the environment

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should be different based in order to reflect what she knew to be the, to reflect a certain

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aspect of what she knows to be the character of her God.

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And so that's how I would recommend that you would do that is for, you know, this is there's

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a particular aspect of your character that I know that you have and, and I know that

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you are, and I would like to see that expressed in a particular way, in a particular degree

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through my singing voice.

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So, yeah.

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Yeah.

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That's awesome.

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Does that make sense?

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Yeah.

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No, it does for sure.

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No, I appreciate that.

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Thank you.

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Yeah.

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You're welcome.

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So yeah, it's all about, it's all about the life source from which we're approaching something.

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Is it believing that we're in lack and it's something that we need to get and that we

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want, or is it no already have everything Lord I'd like to see I as a, as a son with

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a free will, would like to see creation respond and be affected by heaven in a particular

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way.

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And can you show me and father me into how to do that and how to make that particular

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expression and sound into the earth.

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Yeah.

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And the Lord will like that because he likes you taking an interest at kingly interest

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in something that you'd like to see and being willing to take the journey with him to do

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that.

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Do what you need to do to be fathered into doing that.

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No, for sure.

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And I think I do have it in me already.

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And I, and I'm just like wanting it to manifest out of my mouth into the world.

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So anyway, I appreciate your wisdom.

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Thank you.

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You're welcome.

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It's a good question.

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Yeah.

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I mean, I, I can't think of many, if any questions that people have asked that don't, that don't

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relate to what all we're talking about, because we're talking about how to do everything from

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a place of rest as opposed to striving.

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So what does it look like in various areas?

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And again, it's, it's from a place of understanding that we're not in lack.

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That's rest.

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And most of the times we approach things from place of, I don't have something I want to

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have.

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Something is not happening the way it should, et cetera.

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And that's the opposite of rest.

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And so how do we shift into rest?

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No, that's amazing.

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Thank you.

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You're welcome.

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Oh, I have something to add to that.

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If I could, sure.

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So I have always loved to sing and when I got saved at 34, I wanted to be on the worship

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team.

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And just to make a very long story short, the Lord never opened that door.

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for every church I was at, and I was really frustrated.

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Oh, let me back up a minute.

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So before I got saved, I thought I would go,

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you know, see if I could be a singer.

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My dad was a singer, by the way,

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but I was never really trained.

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And so I went to audition with this agent guy,

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and I'm telling you, I know now it was really bad.

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It's not that I had a bad voice,

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I just had a very weak voice because I wasn't trained.

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So anyway, then fast forward, I get saved,

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I love to sing, wanna be on the worship team,

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God never opens that door.

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It was really frustrating for me.

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And so I just said, okay, Lord, well,

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I just, you know, I would get lost in worship,

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and my heart was to share that,

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because it would come out of my mouth.

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And I just, like you, Alana,

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I wanted to share that with other believers.

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And so finally just decided,

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I'm just gonna sing for you, Lord.

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And so I would be in church,

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and I would be totally lost in worship.

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And the Lord, well, I sing in harmonies naturally,

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just all over the scales, and I have a very good ear,

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because I was trained classically

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for about 15 years as a child.

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And so I can just sing harmonies all over the place.

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And so I would just do that,

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because that was how I expressed to God,

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and I wasn't thinking about it, I just did it.

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And people started, like after the worship,

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they would turn around and go,

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oh my gosh, I thought there was an angel behind me.

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I mean, you do not know how many people said that to me,

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but it wasn't because I was on the worship team,

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or I was trying to improve my voice,

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because like I said, before I got saved,

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and I went to sing for the agent, you know,

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they'll all take your money, but I know now,

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I wasn't, you know, I wasn't material for that.

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But what I was trying to say is like,

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so when I would be, what I wanna say is like,

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it was about relationships.

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So when I would get in tune with the Lord,

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and I would just be focusing on him and me,

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it's incredible what comes out of my mouth.

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But if I just try to sing for you, forget it.

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You know, it might be on key, but it's,

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so what the point I was trying to make is like,

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what God wants you to do is to be available

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for his spirit to flow through you.

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And like Ashley said, it doesn't matter what it sounds like.

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It's that you're allowing him to use your vessel

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and your frequency to pour through.

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And so focusing on that relationship,

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rather than the natural, like, oh, my voice,

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which is the natural thing,

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focus on the spiritual, your relationship with him,

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and that you're worshiping him.

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And I'm just, this is my own opinion

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and what I've experienced.

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And then what comes out of your mouth

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will even surprise you.

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Thank you.

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That's awesome advice.

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I appreciate that.

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Yeah, that was something else I was gonna mention

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is that like what Amy was mentioning,

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that when we focus in the spirit on singing,

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the spirit starts singing out of our mouth.

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And so what it is that we don't know how to do,

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we start doing, and we don't,

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and because there's a letting go

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and a release of the resistance,

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instead of trying to sing through a soulish resistance,

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it's letting go.

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And as soon as we let go, everything becomes effortless.

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So anyway, same kind of similar idea

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in manifesting the spirit out into the body,

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spirit out into the body by just letting go of,

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in thinking we have to try.

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So anyway, I just thought that that would be,

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like Amy said, it might be something interesting to do

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is to record yourself in your house

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where you let yourself go.

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You don't try to sing, you just,

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and then my point is to see what it sounds like

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when you're singing and the spirit just takes over,

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where you're just singing

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and you're not even listening to your own voice.

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You are just, you're just flowing and it can sound bad.

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You can flat, you can sharp, you can do whatever.

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And then, and just, and then eventually though,

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you will find that you will sing better

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than if you were trying,

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than you were doing it using all of the tips and tricks

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that the vocalist was teaching you.

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So, and then you can, my point is if you record it

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and then you go back and listen to it,

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then you can hear what you sound like.

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Like maybe even do it side by side,

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like sing a song, sing a worship song,

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where you're trying and then a worship song

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where you're not trying.

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you lose yourself in the Lord.

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Not just, oh, I'm not trying and I'm just singing.

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But no, you lose yourself, you shift yourself

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into your identity, into your new man,

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into rest in the Lord, and then see what you sound like.

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And give yourself a bit of time in the song.

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Don't make it like, you know, 60 seconds.

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Like, sing for like 10 minutes or something.

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You know, and to give yourself time to get caught up

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where you stop being self-conscious.

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And then listen to what you sound like.

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That would be really fun.

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Yeah, that would be a good idea.

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I'll have to try that out.

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I'll let you know at some point when I do how it works.

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Yeah, yeah.

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Thanks.

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And I loved what you girls said, too,

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about specifically like the sound part.

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Because both Ashley and Amy touched on this

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and it resonated both times.

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Like, that unique sound that he, our unique expression

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that we have, which is our voice and our sound,

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just like emphasizing that.

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I know I grew up singing and I love that, too.

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And it's great, you know, I think the training

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and the things that you're doing, you know,

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to grow intentionally.

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But like alongside that, again,

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growing in the substance like behind that,

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which is that expression, that sound, that voice

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that is so much beyond,

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just so much beyond the physical sound.

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It's the essence of you and really like what you bring

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and what is your heart behind your worship

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and why do you sing and why do you worship?

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And all of that coming forth out of, again,

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that passion and the, what did you say, Ashley?

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Like when you're not thinking about it

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and it's just kind of, yeah,

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just emanating from your spirit.

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And so it's almost like a sound from your spirit

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coming through your mouth,

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but it's more than your actual physical sound.

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So I love the emphasis on that.

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And I definitely feel like he's emphasizing that

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for all of us in this hour and the season that we're in

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is like using our voices

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and coming to accept our kind of our unique,

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just what we uniquely bring

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and not even judging it according to each other.

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Like I know somebody prophesied over me the other night

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and it was kind of unexpected,

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but a friend of a friend and what he said was,

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he said, God doesn't compare.

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Like, because literally we're mirrors of him.

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And so you're like this unique expression of him

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and he doesn't have any comparison for you,

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like to anyone else.

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And so it's a very unique

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and that's why we can look around and go,

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I don't know, it doesn't look like that or sound like her.

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Nobody's ever done this before.

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And that's because nobody ever has and ever will be you.

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And I think it's like a time when he wants us to more

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and more like really embrace that and go, yeah,

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it is different and unique.

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And it probably doesn't sound like anybody else.

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And is that even the measure of what's good or not good?

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So yeah, just really cool conversation.

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Yeah.

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Yeah, that's interesting.

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Cause then it makes me think when you're talking about

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even what we say and like with what we say

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coming from the spirit, right?

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Like everything that comes out of us, right?

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And I love that idea about just like

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when everything comes from the spirit,

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it just comes out so much better.

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And it comes out in a way that is God means

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for it to come out.

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I think instead of the way like I might mean

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for it to come out, cause I'm going, okay,

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I want to sound like her, her, her and her.

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So I've got to figure out how to sound like them

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instead of just looking at my unique voice.

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And maybe I haven't even tapped into my unique voice fully

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because I'm trying to be like someone else.

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And God's like, just be you.

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Like no one else is going to be you.

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And maybe that's the same for what we say

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and how we present our heart to people and things like that.

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So it just kind of got me thinking about that too

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when you were talking.

503
00:28:56.600 --> 00:28:57.440
Yeah.

504
00:28:57.440 --> 00:28:58.280
Yeah.

505
00:28:58.280 --> 00:28:59.120
Totally.

506
00:28:59.120 --> 00:29:00.200
Yeah.

507
00:29:00.200 --> 00:29:01.040
Cool.

508
00:29:01.040 --> 00:29:01.880
Thanks.

509
00:29:03.920 --> 00:29:06.280
Can I share, I feel like I don't have

510
00:29:06.280 --> 00:29:08.480
this perfectly packaged question,

511
00:29:08.480 --> 00:29:09.640
but I'm okay with that.

512
00:29:10.640 --> 00:29:15.080
And maybe you can help me land on what the question is

513
00:29:15.080 --> 00:29:17.080
if I describe a little bit kind of where I'm at.

514
00:29:17.080 --> 00:29:19.000
And I know a lot of it can be that

515
00:29:19.000 --> 00:29:20.880
I haven't been with you girls for a couple of weeks

516
00:29:20.880 --> 00:29:24.760
and I'm kind of in need of my one-on-one with Ashley,

517
00:29:24.760 --> 00:29:26.040
which has been a little while.

518
00:29:26.040 --> 00:29:30.120
But in that time, I'm going through a ton of transition.

519
00:29:30.120 --> 00:29:33.000
And it's like on every level,

520
00:29:33.000 --> 00:29:36.200
like I have a new full-time job.

521
00:29:36.200 --> 00:29:37.720
So my whole schedule's different,

522
00:29:37.720 --> 00:29:41.240
my whole every day, my work.

523
00:29:41.240 --> 00:29:44.040
But alongside that, God just like opened up so many doors

524
00:29:44.040 --> 00:29:45.640
and the Lord just moved, moved, moved

525
00:29:45.640 --> 00:29:48.480
in these few weeks so rapidly.

526
00:29:48.520 --> 00:29:50.200
And even opening the door for,

527
00:29:51.720 --> 00:29:55.600
just to be back in touch with my attorney,

528
00:29:55.600 --> 00:29:58.640
and which is not something that is like fun,

529
00:29:58.640 --> 00:30:00.200
that I'm like, yes, I wanna.

530
00:30:00.000 --> 00:30:06.640
do this, but like for the sake of my girls and and really resolution and to ongoing conflict

531
00:30:06.640 --> 00:30:12.840
and just kind of day to day, just ongoing abuse is what it is that, you know, he even

532
00:30:12.840 --> 00:30:13.840
opened that door.

533
00:30:13.840 --> 00:30:18.240
And so I was able to get in touch with her, get a job that met the needs of me and my

534
00:30:18.240 --> 00:30:23.240
girls all within a few days, get the money for mediation that he supplied within 24 hours

535
00:30:23.240 --> 00:30:28.240
of me believing for it through an organization that I didn't even know, like did that like

536
00:30:28.240 --> 00:30:34.920
helps women from domestic abuse and situations get legal help and aid.

537
00:30:34.920 --> 00:30:39.400
And so like all these all these amazing things manifesting and yet in that there's still

538
00:30:39.400 --> 00:30:40.400
so much more.

539
00:30:40.400 --> 00:30:45.160
It's almost like the more that I believe for and the more that I see him do, like the more

540
00:30:45.160 --> 00:30:49.860
that there is and now there's more faith for it and more evidence of him coming through.

541
00:30:49.860 --> 00:30:51.560
But I'm just being called out on the water.

542
00:30:51.560 --> 00:30:56.680
Like I keep seeing the vision for the season as like he has me walking out on the water

543
00:30:56.680 --> 00:31:00.680
like Peter and like he keeps saying, you know, lock eyes on me.

544
00:31:00.680 --> 00:31:04.000
And when the wind and the waves come and I start to feel disoriented or my eyes, you

545
00:31:04.000 --> 00:31:09.800
know, are drifting, you know, he's like, wait, wait, wait, like eyes on me because like even

546
00:31:09.800 --> 00:31:12.800
in the midst of all these storms, I'm really truly doing a thing.

547
00:31:12.800 --> 00:31:17.280
And if you just keep walking, you're going to end up in my arms.

548
00:31:17.280 --> 00:31:22.360
And so it's been neat because even that vision turned from that to like, I was like, but

549
00:31:22.360 --> 00:31:24.440
I want to, I want to actually like embrace you.

550
00:31:24.440 --> 00:31:28.360
Like I want to walk on water and be brave and, you know, eyes on you, but I want to

551
00:31:28.360 --> 00:31:29.360
be held.

552
00:31:29.360 --> 00:31:32.040
Like I need to be held by you, Jesus.

553
00:31:32.040 --> 00:31:37.840
And, and so he showed me like, even, you know, me reaching him, like reaching his embrace

554
00:31:37.840 --> 00:31:39.000
and being held.

555
00:31:39.000 --> 00:31:44.160
And then how, like, as I fell asleep or, you know, whatever, cause I'm, I'm human and,

556
00:31:44.160 --> 00:31:47.960
you know, or whatever, I've maybe got fell asleep or got distracted or whatever.

557
00:31:47.960 --> 00:31:49.900
He moved out on the water again.

558
00:31:49.900 --> 00:31:52.280
And he was over here saying like, come here.

559
00:31:52.280 --> 00:31:56.120
It's like a mother with her, you know, toddler, just newly walking, like, come here, you know,

560
00:31:56.120 --> 00:32:01.520
come on, like, we're going to do this, like just right here, you know, I've got you and,

561
00:32:01.520 --> 00:32:03.640
but it was cool how he would move out on the water.

562
00:32:03.640 --> 00:32:07.200
And then again, we would go through that process and the wind and the waves would be, you know,

563
00:32:07.200 --> 00:32:10.000
and he'd keep me focused, coming back to his eyes.

564
00:32:10.000 --> 00:32:12.320
And then again, he keeps moving out.

565
00:32:12.320 --> 00:32:16.720
And so it's almost like everything is a stretch right now and everything is, but then in the

566
00:32:16.720 --> 00:32:26.160
practical, like in the practical, I don't know, like he he's given me the known of right now

567
00:32:26.160 --> 00:32:32.720
in the season, like a job, you know, and things that are, I know a season only, they're not my,

568
00:32:32.720 --> 00:32:37.200
my long-term, but provision and things like that and something that I can enjoy and be passionate

569
00:32:37.200 --> 00:32:42.160
about. And I, but I have very much this knowing that it's only for a season and it's almost like

570
00:32:42.160 --> 00:32:47.280
for a purpose of getting me and my girls to the other side, but I know what he's really called me

571
00:32:47.280 --> 00:32:53.600
to is coming. And that's, that dream is not dead, if that makes sense. Just because I need to have

572
00:32:53.600 --> 00:33:00.400
a job right now as a single mom, but I feel like I'm exhausted and I'm praying even lately for like

573
00:33:00.400 --> 00:33:04.880
energy. I guess I haven't really prayed for energy. I mean, you know, because when you,

574
00:33:04.880 --> 00:33:08.080
when you live with like auto-immune issues and like, I don't know if you've gone through

575
00:33:08.080 --> 00:33:11.520
post-traumatic stress and, and adrenal fatigue and all these different things that kind of come

576
00:33:11.520 --> 00:33:16.880
along with, but I feel physically fatigued and there's this mental, emotional, just so much going

577
00:33:16.880 --> 00:33:22.560
on. I have attorneys, like two different attorneys right now. One's mediation. One's my other attorney.

578
00:33:23.120 --> 00:33:28.160
I've got my girls in a new school situation and I'm not even able to really keep my finger on the

579
00:33:28.160 --> 00:33:33.600
pulse at all because the, the, the alienation and stuff is so bad that I can't even get in there to

580
00:33:33.600 --> 00:33:37.920
really know how to help them. And they're, you know, going through things emotionally and I'm

581
00:33:37.920 --> 00:33:42.000
trying to just parent them. And so I feel like I have a full-time job working Monday through

582
00:33:42.000 --> 00:33:47.040
Friday. I have a part-time at least job of building, you know, a legal case and dealing

583
00:33:47.040 --> 00:33:52.000
with like attorneys and mediation and all the communications and stuff with their dad to try to

584
00:33:52.000 --> 00:33:58.000
co-parent through what is like not co-parenting while dealing with the abuse coming at me and

585
00:33:58.000 --> 00:34:06.480
trying to, not trying, trying to not try. Choosing to not allow that to define me anymore and have

586
00:34:06.480 --> 00:34:10.719
power over me anymore. And so really coming into my voice for the first time after being

587
00:34:10.719 --> 00:34:16.400
muzzled and literally shut down and, you know, not having basically a voice in my children's

588
00:34:16.400 --> 00:34:20.639
lives, according to him, I do have one, but he doesn't want me to have one and squashes it

589
00:34:21.440 --> 00:34:25.760
constantly. And so I've got that part-time job with that whole thing. And then I've got just

590
00:34:25.760 --> 00:34:29.840
single mothering, my girls taking care of the house and the bills and the things. And it's like

591
00:34:29.840 --> 00:34:33.920
all the while, all I want to do is spend time with Jesus. I don't know if you have any thoughts on

592
00:34:34.080 --> 00:34:39.120
what does it look like to transition when you're in like the big transition, the big shift,

593
00:34:39.120 --> 00:34:45.760
the big, like everything's changing. He's literally breaking open all the floodgates and these doors

594
00:34:45.760 --> 00:34:51.199
and saying, redemption is here. It's not going to be like the past four years. And yet that's

595
00:34:51.199 --> 00:34:58.640
all you've known is this way of interacting, you know, for all this time with being the underdog

596
00:34:58.640 --> 00:34:59.760
or being the.

597
00:35:00.000 --> 00:35:05.800
the one that's muzzled and squashed and constantly feeling like you don't really have a voice

598
00:35:05.800 --> 00:35:10.840
and you're, I'm just not honored as a mother, period, like I'm not even seen and his eyes

599
00:35:10.840 --> 00:35:15.680
are treated like I'm a mother and so I'm constantly fighting to just mother my children.

600
00:35:15.680 --> 00:35:22.440
How do you like stay in rest when you're, you know, the busyness and yet in the physical

601
00:35:22.440 --> 00:35:27.840
depletion and exhaustion of the season of single motherhood, but also it's almost like

602
00:35:27.840 --> 00:35:29.440
breaking out of a cocoon.

603
00:35:29.440 --> 00:35:35.320
Like I feel like I'm so ready to fly and he's not wanting me to succumb to, well, this

604
00:35:35.320 --> 00:35:40.360
is just where I'm at and I have to accept it, but he's also saying rest in me and don't

605
00:35:40.360 --> 00:35:45.500
strive and yet keep going and doing the things.

606
00:35:45.500 --> 00:35:48.800
And it's also up in the air that I'm, I'm just like this.

607
00:35:48.800 --> 00:35:53.880
And yet my anxiety, sometimes I still find myself in the little moments that I have,

608
00:35:53.880 --> 00:36:00.040
I'm feeling somewhat insecure, like rejected, anxious.

609
00:36:00.040 --> 00:36:04.680
And I almost wish I had more time with him to process whatever I'm feeling, but I'd like

610
00:36:04.680 --> 00:36:06.880
no time, just keep going, you know?

611
00:36:06.880 --> 00:36:13.120
And then try to worship when you get an hour in the evening or whatever, which is new for

612
00:36:13.120 --> 00:36:18.320
me and part of the, where I'm trying to accept, accept and be thankful for his provision.

613
00:36:18.320 --> 00:36:21.840
And yet, really, I just want to be held.

614
00:36:21.840 --> 00:36:22.840
Yeah.

615
00:36:22.840 --> 00:36:31.520
Well, my goodness, lots of things, one, you were talking about how the Lord, how you would

616
00:36:31.520 --> 00:36:38.080
be held by him and then you'd go to sleep or whatever, wake up and he'd be out again.

617
00:36:38.080 --> 00:36:42.640
And so there was that preciousness of being called to him, invited to him and then walking

618
00:36:42.640 --> 00:36:46.400
towards him or whatever and he'd be held and then he'd start all over.

619
00:36:46.480 --> 00:36:53.840
So understand that in what we see, is we see in the, we, the way that we see pictures like

620
00:36:53.840 --> 00:37:00.240
that in stories is that you're having one or the other, you're being held or he's away.

621
00:37:00.240 --> 00:37:02.680
But actually it's different than that.

622
00:37:02.680 --> 00:37:06.720
You are in, you are always being held.

623
00:37:06.720 --> 00:37:13.440
And in the state of being held, there is this invitation, but it's not a moving, you don't,

624
00:37:13.440 --> 00:37:15.920
you're not being invited to be held.

625
00:37:15.920 --> 00:37:22.080
You're in a state of always being held and in the state of always being held, there's

626
00:37:22.080 --> 00:37:30.840
the invitation come, but the come isn't moving towards Jesus as if you don't, aren't already

627
00:37:30.840 --> 00:37:31.840
there.

628
00:37:31.840 --> 00:37:40.440
It's this, Hey, I'm, I'm calling you into a deeper level of me in order to, in order

629
00:37:40.440 --> 00:37:48.680
to receive, choose to receive your inheritance of, of receiving me to the degree of love

630
00:37:48.680 --> 00:37:54.240
and goodness that I desire you to finally receive, which is your inheritance and which

631
00:37:54.240 --> 00:37:57.000
I want you to operate in, et cetera.

632
00:37:57.000 --> 00:38:04.320
And I want you to know that you can sit, that you can be sustained in me to that degree,

633
00:38:04.320 --> 00:38:08.160
but you're always in a state of being held.

634
00:38:08.160 --> 00:38:12.480
And what I mean by that is we can all say theoretically, Oh yeah, well, we're in a state

635
00:38:12.480 --> 00:38:18.640
of being held and all of that, but I'm talking about the feeling that you have when you're

636
00:38:18.640 --> 00:38:25.000
being held, you are in that state all the time and it's choosing to go to choosing to,

637
00:38:25.000 --> 00:38:31.040
it's choosing that you're in that state and that you exist in that state and that the

638
00:38:31.040 --> 00:38:37.720
invitation is a journey that the two of you are making together to move into deeper realms

639
00:38:37.720 --> 00:38:40.520
of intimacy with each other.

640
00:38:40.520 --> 00:38:45.560
Because the deeper realms of intimacy with each other, are you believing you stepping

641
00:38:45.560 --> 00:38:50.480
out in faith, believing that he's going to sustain you, that he's going to be there because

642
00:38:50.480 --> 00:38:55.400
what you're doing is you're moving more and more into him.

643
00:38:55.400 --> 00:38:56.400
That is the come.

644
00:38:56.400 --> 00:39:03.360
If the come is deeper levels within himself, where he's trying to prove to you, he sustains

645
00:39:03.360 --> 00:39:04.360
you.

646
00:39:04.360 --> 00:39:08.080
It's not him being out there in a circumstance or situation.

647
00:39:08.080 --> 00:39:11.240
He's inviting you to traverse this journey alone.

648
00:39:11.240 --> 00:39:16.800
You're being held and you're moving into deeper levels of intimacy with him, which leads to

649
00:39:16.800 --> 00:39:23.440
greater and greater, which leads to acknowledgement of the greater depth measure of the, of the

650
00:39:23.440 --> 00:39:28.400
degree of love and goodness and holiness and righteousness and faithfulness and whatever

651
00:39:28.400 --> 00:39:31.280
else it is that he says that he is.

652
00:39:31.280 --> 00:39:37.720
So, so there, there is that, as far as like, you know, the, the rest and like, oh, you

653
00:39:37.720 --> 00:39:39.880
know, I want him to spend more time with him.

654
00:39:39.880 --> 00:39:44.320
You know, why can't I spend more, Lord, I'd like to spend more time with you, but there's

655
00:39:44.320 --> 00:39:47.080
all these things that I have to do.

656
00:39:47.080 --> 00:39:54.880
So that now I don't know exactly what it would have, it would look like in your life, you

657
00:39:54.880 --> 00:39:59.920
know, future schedule and all of that, but I can tell you that, that.

658
00:40:00.000 --> 00:40:08.160
There is a world of difference, a absolute world of difference if I put my time with

659
00:40:08.160 --> 00:40:13.720
the Lord first above any other priority that I have to get done that day.

660
00:40:13.720 --> 00:40:20.320
And I don't mean done as if it's like this thing on the checklist where I just spend

661
00:40:20.320 --> 00:40:24.840
time in intimacy in my spirit with the Lord.

662
00:40:24.840 --> 00:40:29.720
Sometimes I lay flat down on my bed and then I'll spend that time with him.

663
00:40:30.160 --> 00:40:31.480
And it could be for 10 minutes.

664
00:40:32.840 --> 00:40:38.280
And when I talk about this, this is what I was doing in my very extreme, intense

665
00:40:38.280 --> 00:40:41.880
transitions where I had a lot riding on things.

666
00:40:42.840 --> 00:40:52.040
I just felt constantly chased by the pressure of what it is that I was believing that I

667
00:40:52.040 --> 00:40:56.040
had to accomplish, the results that I was moving towards, etc.

668
00:40:56.640 --> 00:41:02.200
So I'm not talking about a state, a season in which, well, you just don't have much

669
00:41:02.200 --> 00:41:08.600
going on. I'm talking about a state of a transition in which you can feel you're

670
00:41:08.600 --> 00:41:12.240
being chased, which means that we're in a state of unrest.

671
00:41:12.440 --> 00:41:18.600
We believe that we're lacking and we've got to keep ahead of the game, which we

672
00:41:18.600 --> 00:41:25.560
don't. So what we're doing when we're choosing to prioritize time with his

673
00:41:25.560 --> 00:41:30.160
spirit, you don't even need your Bible with you, just time with his spirit, lay down

674
00:41:30.160 --> 00:41:35.680
on your bed. Or you can, I always would lay down kind of like diagonally, meaning

675
00:41:35.680 --> 00:41:37.600
like it wasn't normal.

676
00:41:37.920 --> 00:41:42.560
It wasn't like my normal way of like laying down in a bed because my body and my mind

677
00:41:42.560 --> 00:41:46.360
and my psyche kind of knows, oh, we go to sleep in this position.

678
00:41:46.760 --> 00:41:51.280
I would do something different, you know, to kind of let myself know, OK, this is

679
00:41:51.280 --> 00:41:55.320
something different. Or you could just sit or sometimes I would sit cross-legged on the

680
00:41:55.320 --> 00:42:01.480
floor, you know, with my back straight in and which would sometimes, you know, help me

681
00:42:01.480 --> 00:42:05.360
keep from going to sleep. And I would just I would just spend intimate time with the

682
00:42:05.360 --> 00:42:11.080
Lord. Sometimes I would talk to him and sometimes it was just it was just spending

683
00:42:11.080 --> 00:42:18.680
time inviting him to reveal his presence to me.

684
00:42:19.400 --> 00:42:27.640
And anyway, so if you honor that first, you are choosing with your actions.

685
00:42:28.600 --> 00:42:32.840
What it is that we're all saying that we believe, which is the fact that everything

686
00:42:32.840 --> 00:42:34.200
comes from a place of rest.

687
00:42:34.520 --> 00:42:41.040
So if you honor that first, but see, OK, if everything comes from a place of rest and if

688
00:42:41.040 --> 00:42:45.640
God fully sustains us, then we're not being chased by time and all of these other

689
00:42:45.640 --> 00:42:49.840
pressures. So if we really do believe it, then we're going to act like it.

690
00:42:49.920 --> 00:42:53.000
And if we really do believe it, what does that look like in real life?

691
00:42:53.040 --> 00:42:56.200
It looks like, well, the heck with everything else.

692
00:42:57.320 --> 00:43:01.080
Then I'm going to focus on making sure that I spend intimate time with the Lord.

693
00:43:02.000 --> 00:43:06.560
If that's what I'm talking about when I tell when I say to all of us, you know, it's

694
00:43:06.560 --> 00:43:11.600
important that we when we choose things that we're choosing because sometimes people

695
00:43:11.600 --> 00:43:13.760
ask me, well, how do I actually choose something?

696
00:43:14.760 --> 00:43:21.200
Well, what we do is we choose we we're choosing that if God says something is true,

697
00:43:21.520 --> 00:43:27.440
we're going to frame our reality that way, saying that, well, this is how I choose that

698
00:43:27.440 --> 00:43:28.440
the world works.

699
00:43:28.840 --> 00:43:31.480
So if the world works like that, what do you do?

700
00:43:32.440 --> 00:43:37.600
You follow the law, it's like, oh, these are the rules by and the laws by which the

701
00:43:37.600 --> 00:43:43.480
world works. So if the world, if the if life works by those laws, what do you then do to

702
00:43:43.480 --> 00:43:44.720
follow those laws?

703
00:43:45.320 --> 00:43:49.080
You spend time and everything's from a place of rest.

704
00:43:49.080 --> 00:43:50.280
So therefore, you're not being chased.

705
00:43:50.320 --> 00:43:58.000
Therefore, you have time to spend to spend with the Lord and to just just position

706
00:43:58.000 --> 00:44:05.040
yourself in him to prove that you have rest, not with the intention of I'm speaking out

707
00:44:05.040 --> 00:44:06.720
to prove to everybody else.

708
00:44:07.000 --> 00:44:14.200
But I mean, in standing in the acknowledgement that, yes, I God gives me rest as my

709
00:44:14.200 --> 00:44:20.000
inheritance and I can operate from a place of rest, proof in point, that's that's what

710
00:44:20.000 --> 00:44:24.280
I'm doing right now. I know I've got a whole lot of other things, but I know that this

711
00:44:24.280 --> 00:44:25.360
is the most important.

712
00:44:25.600 --> 00:44:30.400
And therefore, I'm going to act like it's the most important by ignoring the others in

713
00:44:30.400 --> 00:44:35.680
favor of this. And then and then just spend, I don't know, 10 minutes, 15 minutes, five

714
00:44:35.680 --> 00:44:39.520
minutes, 30 minutes, whatever, whatever it lays on your heart to do.

715
00:44:40.600 --> 00:44:47.680
And and then from that place, you can get everything else done faster, more efficiently

716
00:44:47.800 --> 00:44:48.960
because you're in rest.

717
00:44:50.720 --> 00:44:57.880
So it's acknowledging that what it is that we're saying, like, Lord, you say that rest

718
00:44:57.880 --> 00:45:00.000
is important. You say that I can do everything from.

719
00:45:00.000 --> 00:45:07.840
place of rest. Okay. Well, if I believe that, then how would I act? I would spend time just,

720
00:45:08.560 --> 00:45:13.600
just sitting in the presence of the Lord, see, or just seeking, seeking him on my spirit,

721
00:45:13.600 --> 00:45:21.600
et cetera. Um, and that creates the, that is telling your soul, or it's really your soul,

722
00:45:21.600 --> 00:45:26.240
you know, coming into a habit of alignment with the spirit and it's telling your body,

723
00:45:26.800 --> 00:45:33.120
this is the laws by which we are now operating. We are operating according to spiritual laws,

724
00:45:33.120 --> 00:45:37.360
which say, you know, spiritual loss, meaning relationship, not spiritual laws that we talked

725
00:45:37.360 --> 00:45:41.920
about in soul realm, but like spiritual laws, according to relationship that, um, everything

726
00:45:41.920 --> 00:45:48.080
stems from place of rest that, um, I do not bear the burden or the responsibility of the results

727
00:45:48.080 --> 00:45:53.680
in my life. God does. All I do is I just rest in him and he bothers me into how to govern the

728
00:45:53.680 --> 00:45:58.480
increase while he's working on actually creating the increase. If we believe that, then we're

729
00:45:58.480 --> 00:46:03.600
going to act like it. If we don't believe that we're not going to have enough time to spend with

730
00:46:03.600 --> 00:46:09.200
the Lord because we're so busy trying to make everything happen. Or we're so, or we're trying

731
00:46:09.200 --> 00:46:14.880
to make sure that we're positioning ourselves in such a way that the Lord sees that we are really,

732
00:46:14.880 --> 00:46:21.120
really, um, earnest and will therefore bless us by giving the results. Either way, we're working

733
00:46:21.120 --> 00:46:26.160
for a wage, but if we really believe what we were saying that we believe about rest, we live,

734
00:46:26.160 --> 00:46:33.200
we would live differently. So start living like that. And then, um, to, to prove it to, um, not

735
00:46:33.200 --> 00:46:40.560
to prove it, but to, to flip a switch for your psyche and what it is that, um, that you're

736
00:46:40.560 --> 00:46:45.040
telling your soul, Hey, look, these are the laws of the land of the new, these are the new laws of

737
00:46:45.040 --> 00:46:51.360
the land now. Yeah. And everything will start. We'll start operating in that, in that same, um,

738
00:46:52.000 --> 00:46:56.000
according to that frequency that you're putting out that, in other words, that intention,

739
00:46:56.000 --> 00:47:00.320
I'm a son of God, my own free will, I'm coming into agreement with the Lord. And this is what

740
00:47:00.320 --> 00:47:05.600
I will. I will that everything is from a place of rest that my father really will take care of the

741
00:47:05.600 --> 00:47:10.240
increase and, um, et cetera. And then you, and then after that, well, then you position yourself

742
00:47:10.240 --> 00:47:15.200
in place, rest, and then you go about your day, but you're going about your day in rest, being

743
00:47:15.200 --> 00:47:22.480
able to make very righteous judgments and, and in discernment of how to interact with your ex-husband

744
00:47:22.480 --> 00:47:28.400
and how to, um, how to, um, listening to your attorneys and what advice that they're giving you

745
00:47:28.400 --> 00:47:32.240
and being able to have discernment of, of like what it is that they're saying and what it is

746
00:47:32.240 --> 00:47:38.000
that you should follow and, um, and, uh, what decisions that you should, you should make in,

747
00:47:38.000 --> 00:47:43.040
in the business that you're, that you're helping out with, um, you know, you're, and then you'll

748
00:47:43.040 --> 00:47:48.240
be able to find that, that, um, information that you need to gather. You'll be able to

749
00:47:48.240 --> 00:47:53.040
absorb quicker. You'll be able to learn faster. Um, you'll be able to be more efficient at your

750
00:47:53.040 --> 00:47:57.920
job, all of that, because you're doing it from a place of rest, as opposed to you're trying to

751
00:47:57.920 --> 00:48:03.520
make it all happen. That makes sense. That actually makes sense. A lot of the word reset,

752
00:48:03.520 --> 00:48:08.640
because he told me rest and reset, right, as I met you and started in the rest intensive. And

753
00:48:08.640 --> 00:48:13.200
I've been saying that, like, that's been, you know, his word to me, um, that this is a rest

754
00:48:13.200 --> 00:48:19.520
and reset season, but like what you just described just reminded me of what a reset is. Um, what,

755
00:48:19.520 --> 00:48:22.960
you know, when you, especially when you talked about jump-starting according to this new

756
00:48:23.920 --> 00:48:31.840
norm, like we're resetting it through this, this place and, um, and then the rhythms all follow

757
00:48:31.840 --> 00:48:37.200
that. So that's so good. That's so good. I think the other piece of that, um, which we don't have

758
00:48:37.200 --> 00:48:42.480
to go into now, especially if somebody has another question, but I think another big piece of that

759
00:48:42.480 --> 00:48:49.680
is, um, and you might talk about this in your teaching. So feel free to say that, but like fear

760
00:48:49.680 --> 00:48:58.240
of man and, um, how that's like when you can't be there for hardly anyone, but yourself and your

761
00:48:58.240 --> 00:49:05.360
girls and what it all takes to, you know, for that, like what I just described. And yet you

762
00:49:05.360 --> 00:49:09.600
want to love on people and you have people in your life that you do love and not living with,

763
00:49:10.240 --> 00:49:18.400
not allowing yourself to, to carry guilt for that, nor feel like that insecurity or rejection of like

764
00:49:18.400 --> 00:49:24.000
not being part of things, if that makes sense, like being called into that rest reset and the

765
00:49:24.000 --> 00:49:29.200
identity shift and everything that goes with this, you know, but having come from a place of

766
00:49:30.160 --> 00:49:35.600
people pleasing and perfectionism and fear of man and like that mentality. And suddenly it's like,

767
00:49:35.600 --> 00:49:41.760
I have a lot of peace about my season and I know that it's, it's from him and it's right. And it's

768
00:49:41.760 --> 00:49:46.400
okay that I can't be involved in all the things and the people's lives that I want to be, but I'm

769
00:49:46.400 --> 00:49:51.760
not fully okay with it. It's like, I'm, I am, but there's some part of me, or maybe it's the soulish

770
00:49:51.760 --> 00:49:59.760
part or whatever, the soul that's, that says I'm still wanting in some way to keep up or to, to.

771
00:50:00.000 --> 00:50:02.600
feeling sad that I can't even fill my friends

772
00:50:02.600 --> 00:50:03.800
in on where I'm at.

773
00:50:03.800 --> 00:50:05.340
And then in some ways,

774
00:50:06.720 --> 00:50:10.240
there's certain times that I don't even feel like

775
00:50:10.240 --> 00:50:14.200
I have the energy to reach out and say,

776
00:50:14.200 --> 00:50:15.040
hey, can we talk?

777
00:50:15.040 --> 00:50:17.440
Or will you pray with me or whatever?

778
00:50:17.440 --> 00:50:20.560
Because I start to get in that like, oh, it's just me.

779
00:50:20.560 --> 00:50:21.380
It's just me.

780
00:50:21.380 --> 00:50:24.040
It's all kind of me and God and no one else,

781
00:50:24.040 --> 00:50:25.640
like sort of orphan mentality.

782
00:50:25.640 --> 00:50:26.520
And that's not good either.

783
00:50:26.520 --> 00:50:29.280
So he's teaching me and bothering me in that.

784
00:50:29.320 --> 00:50:31.120
But I think the bottom line is that there's like

785
00:50:31.120 --> 00:50:36.120
this fear of man in that reset of that has to go,

786
00:50:36.120 --> 00:50:41.120
like they can't come with into this new rest mindset.

787
00:50:42.400 --> 00:50:46.440
Yeah, well, the Lord, the Father will bother you

788
00:50:46.440 --> 00:50:51.080
into how to operate and rest in those areas as well.

789
00:50:52.000 --> 00:50:55.320
And yeah, that whole idea of the fear of man,

790
00:50:55.320 --> 00:50:59.960
it can be the aspect that we believe

791
00:50:59.960 --> 00:51:04.960
that we are in a place of that man can provide us

792
00:51:09.520 --> 00:51:11.720
with something that we need.

793
00:51:11.720 --> 00:51:14.440
It can, that's our provision, that's our protection,

794
00:51:14.440 --> 00:51:17.120
because if we don't have it, then we're in lack

795
00:51:17.120 --> 00:51:18.720
as opposed to understanding,

796
00:51:18.720 --> 00:51:21.760
no, we can be completely without it.

797
00:51:21.760 --> 00:51:24.820
And we have all of the provision

798
00:51:25.320 --> 00:51:27.480
and all of the protection that we need.

799
00:51:28.380 --> 00:51:30.580
And I don't, in other words,

800
00:51:30.580 --> 00:51:32.820
that it's not theoretical protection,

801
00:51:32.820 --> 00:51:34.820
it's not theoretical provision,

802
00:51:34.820 --> 00:51:39.100
that it is actually, that God actually fills up

803
00:51:39.100 --> 00:51:43.260
and provides for those relational needs

804
00:51:43.260 --> 00:51:47.140
that we have without other people.

805
00:51:47.140 --> 00:51:49.820
So that's something that's very important for us to learn

806
00:51:49.820 --> 00:51:52.940
when, I mean, for us to understand when we tell each other,

807
00:51:52.940 --> 00:51:57.940
well, you know, God wants us to have relationships.

808
00:51:59.460 --> 00:52:04.460
And God, I don't know, I'm trying to think of cliches

809
00:52:07.460 --> 00:52:09.700
or sayings that people have, but basically,

810
00:52:09.700 --> 00:52:12.660
where people talk about the importance of relationship.

811
00:52:12.660 --> 00:52:16.900
And that is true, but what we're not acknowledging

812
00:52:16.900 --> 00:52:20.740
is that God is giving up himself to us

813
00:52:20.740 --> 00:52:22.100
through someone else,

814
00:52:22.100 --> 00:52:25.060
and he doesn't have to do it through someone else.

815
00:52:25.060 --> 00:52:27.740
So yes, relationships are very important,

816
00:52:27.740 --> 00:52:30.780
but it's because of what the Lord gives,

817
00:52:31.780 --> 00:52:35.060
gives us through someone,

818
00:52:35.060 --> 00:52:37.580
but he can give it to us directly.

819
00:52:37.580 --> 00:52:41.480
Kind of like he said that it's not good for,

820
00:52:42.740 --> 00:52:44.260
one of the things that I was going to say a while ago

821
00:52:44.260 --> 00:52:46.460
is that, you know, well, it's not good for me to be alone.

822
00:52:46.460 --> 00:52:48.740
That's one that people put all of the time.

823
00:52:48.740 --> 00:52:51.140
Well, so it can be used for a woman as well.

824
00:52:51.140 --> 00:52:52.660
You know, it's not good for a man to be alone,

825
00:52:52.660 --> 00:52:53.700
so he should have a wife.

826
00:52:53.700 --> 00:52:56.700
You know, it's not good for a woman to be alone.

827
00:52:56.700 --> 00:52:58.860
You know, she needs a husband.

828
00:52:58.860 --> 00:53:02.620
Well, so what about me?

829
00:53:02.620 --> 00:53:04.580
Am I alone?

830
00:53:04.580 --> 00:53:06.180
Am I incomplete?

831
00:53:06.180 --> 00:53:07.100
Am I uncovered?

832
00:53:07.100 --> 00:53:08.520
Am I unprotected?

833
00:53:08.520 --> 00:53:09.500
No.

834
00:53:09.500 --> 00:53:13.060
So God's very jealous of his relationship with me,

835
00:53:13.060 --> 00:53:16.100
and he chooses how he gives me himself.

836
00:53:16.100 --> 00:53:19.260
He can give me himself through a husband,

837
00:53:19.260 --> 00:53:23.820
or he can give me himself through other relationships

838
00:53:23.820 --> 00:53:26.740
that I have, other, you know,

839
00:53:26.740 --> 00:53:28.660
male and female relationships.

840
00:53:28.660 --> 00:53:30.940
He can give me of himself through different ways,

841
00:53:30.940 --> 00:53:32.300
or he can just give it to me directly

842
00:53:32.300 --> 00:53:35.060
in my times with him, you know, whatever.

843
00:53:35.060 --> 00:53:39.220
My point is that I wanted to acknowledge

844
00:53:39.220 --> 00:53:43.580
the importance of relationships that,

845
00:53:44.100 --> 00:53:48.340
that, but put it in its proper perspective

846
00:53:48.340 --> 00:53:51.900
so that we understand that when we're people-pleasing,

847
00:53:51.900 --> 00:53:54.780
when we're thinking, we believe that they're providing

848
00:53:54.780 --> 00:53:58.420
something for us that they actually can't do,

849
00:53:58.420 --> 00:54:00.660
because even when God does use them,

850
00:54:00.660 --> 00:54:03.820
he is the one giving us the thing through them.

851
00:54:03.820 --> 00:54:08.740
So when they leave, we're still not missing the source.

852
00:54:08.740 --> 00:54:10.180
We're not missing the life source,

853
00:54:10.180 --> 00:54:12.860
because the life source has never abandoned us

854
00:54:12.860 --> 00:54:14.180
and never left us.

855
00:54:15.260 --> 00:54:20.260
So they can't give us an assurance that,

856
00:54:22.780 --> 00:54:27.060
that we're loved, or that,

857
00:54:27.060 --> 00:54:32.020
that they can't, yeah,

858
00:54:32.020 --> 00:54:35.380
that we can't have if they're not there.

859
00:54:35.380 --> 00:54:37.620
I hope that I said that grammatically correct.

860
00:54:37.620 --> 00:54:40.860
But anyway, we're still not abandoned whenever God,

861
00:54:40.860 --> 00:54:42.660
you know, that feeling of abandonment,

862
00:54:43.460 --> 00:54:44.420
and what we believe that that thing means,

863
00:54:44.420 --> 00:54:47.180
like I'm really truly alone in the world,

864
00:54:47.180 --> 00:54:49.860
that if I need something, there's no way for me to get it

865
00:54:49.860 --> 00:54:52.140
if I don't have someone to help me, et cetera.

866
00:54:52.140 --> 00:54:53.740
No, we have the Lord.

867
00:54:53.740 --> 00:54:57.580
So that, then relationships become,

868
00:54:57.580 --> 00:54:59.940
once we become whole and understanding that,

869
00:55:00.000 --> 00:55:05.520
relationships just become a benefit. That when we realize that we really do have everything in the

870
00:55:05.520 --> 00:55:10.000
Lord, which is that whole identity shift, we really do have everything in the Lord, we stop

871
00:55:10.000 --> 00:55:15.520
being people-pleasing because we don't need the relationships. They're just a blessing and they're

872
00:55:15.520 --> 00:55:21.840
just a benefit. My relationships drastically changed. I mean, I wish that there could be a

873
00:55:21.840 --> 00:55:28.000
greater degree than 180 to be opposite of what it was that I was going through and where I am now.

874
00:55:28.000 --> 00:55:34.960
My relationships just took as far of a turn as they possibly could have from what they used to

875
00:55:34.960 --> 00:55:41.120
be. And it was because I noticed a shift when I realized I no longer needed them.

876
00:55:42.080 --> 00:55:48.080
And I opted and I acted like that. I mean, I truly didn't no longer needed them. So now I

877
00:55:48.080 --> 00:55:53.120
could just enjoy them because there was no longer any burden that I was placing on relationships

878
00:55:53.120 --> 00:55:59.120
to fulfill something in my life. That meant that I wasn't people-pleasing anymore. I wasn't worried

879
00:55:59.120 --> 00:56:03.360
that they were going to leave. So therefore it didn't matter if they approved of me or not.

880
00:56:03.360 --> 00:56:10.000
Come to find out, I got a lot more approval the less I needed it.

881
00:56:10.960 --> 00:56:16.560
Yeah. It's almost opposite too. I mean, it almost works both ways. I was thinking like when

882
00:56:17.520 --> 00:56:24.320
in the same way that you don't need a person to keep fulfilling this because

883
00:56:24.320 --> 00:56:31.600
even when they go away, he fulfills it. It's like when they go away, they go away.

884
00:56:31.600 --> 00:56:39.520
And that still leaves that same need if it's being like... If we're not receiving it from the Lord.

885
00:56:39.520 --> 00:56:45.360
Yeah. And we're rejecting it. We're in a state of resistance. Yeah. Or even if we're

886
00:56:47.440 --> 00:56:52.480
if we have expectations and relationships or some kind of need that we're bringing to them

887
00:56:52.480 --> 00:57:00.000
that we're going to end up feeling empty or feeling left just as soon as they leave

888
00:57:00.000 --> 00:57:04.800
with whatever they imparted or whatever they brought into our life. Even if it's for... I've

889
00:57:04.800 --> 00:57:09.200
noticed like even just some weeks can go by and life can be so busy and suddenly you feel

890
00:57:10.160 --> 00:57:17.120
potentially disconnected. And I do think that there's, like you do too, a place for relationships

891
00:57:17.120 --> 00:57:21.760
and they're beautiful, but then you can so quickly feel like, man, we were so connected

892
00:57:21.760 --> 00:57:25.760
like a week or two ago and I feel like I haven't talked to you forever and we're disconnected.

893
00:57:25.760 --> 00:57:32.560
And so I'm just saying that, yeah, he's like the one constant, whether it's through a person

894
00:57:32.560 --> 00:57:38.720
or through his spirit or through creation or whatever circumstance that he's using.

895
00:57:39.040 --> 00:57:45.040
And so we can, I know I probably idolized people in relationships and he's wanting to

896
00:57:45.760 --> 00:57:50.720
yeah, rewire how I think about people, their need for me and my need for them,

897
00:57:50.720 --> 00:57:54.640
because I also have that helper that there's been a codependency of wanting to help

898
00:57:55.280 --> 00:58:00.480
and save in a sense when I don't, I don't, he doesn't need me to do that. So yeah,

899
00:58:00.480 --> 00:58:04.880
that's really, really good. Thank you. Yeah. You're welcome. The more that we focus on our

900
00:58:04.880 --> 00:58:10.000
identity and understanding who it is that we are, everything else in our lives starts fixing

901
00:58:10.000 --> 00:58:13.920
itself without us working on it. My relationships fix themselves without me working on them.

902
00:58:14.720 --> 00:58:20.960
Because all I did was I put on my own oxygen mask first, which is me and the Lord, me and

903
00:58:20.960 --> 00:58:26.320
my relationship with the Lord, me and acknowledging and receiving and accepting the fact that I am who

904
00:58:26.320 --> 00:58:31.600
he says that I am, and that I'm going to believe everything that he says, and I'm going to actually

905
00:58:31.600 --> 00:58:36.960
act on it. Everything in my life started shifting. Everything. I was, you know, healing from past

906
00:58:36.960 --> 00:58:43.840
traumas. I suddenly had more clarity in my business. I, my, my, the intimacy of my relationship

907
00:58:43.840 --> 00:58:52.560
with the Lord developed. My relationship started taking a 180. I started, I think I mentioned this,

908
00:58:52.560 --> 00:58:58.240
you know, started having more discernment in specific areas of wisdom of knowing what to do

909
00:58:58.240 --> 00:59:02.720
or what was really actually going on in a particular situation without me working on

910
00:59:02.720 --> 00:59:10.320
all of these things. It was shockingly effortless just because I suddenly knew who I was. And we

911
00:59:10.320 --> 00:59:19.360
don't realize how our entire lives we have framed up trying to cope with the fact that we're

912
00:59:19.360 --> 00:59:24.640
struggling with our identity. That is, that's how we have structured our entire life, our job, our

913
00:59:24.640 --> 00:59:32.240
decisions, our discernment, you know, our relationships, everything is framed up according

914
00:59:32.240 --> 00:59:41.040
to the fact that we do not, we don't know that we've lost our identity. And remember that according

915
00:59:41.040 --> 00:59:49.200
to this one pastor that I heard, he told me, I was talking to him about this, and he told me

916
00:59:49.840 --> 00:59:55.600
that, that the, that the word sin, the, that is translated in English from the Greek,

917
00:59:55.600 --> 00:59:59.680
Hermantia, that ha means lost. And my, um,

918
01:00:00.000 --> 01:00:09.640
comes from miros, and he said that miros means image or part or element.

919
01:00:09.640 --> 01:00:14.160
In other words, that it's lost image, lost identity, lost part.

920
01:00:14.160 --> 01:00:19.520
So sin comes from this idea that we've lost our identity and are in our efforts to get

921
01:00:19.520 --> 01:00:20.760
it back.

922
01:00:20.760 --> 01:00:23.000
We're trying to, we're trying to grasp it.

923
01:00:23.000 --> 01:00:32.320
And so our entire world is framed up as just one, one huge duct taped structure of coping

924
01:00:32.320 --> 01:00:33.320
mechanisms.

925
01:00:33.320 --> 01:00:34.320
So good.

926
01:00:34.320 --> 01:00:35.320
Thank you.

927
01:00:35.320 --> 01:00:36.320
You're welcome.

928
01:00:36.320 --> 01:00:46.840
Is there anything else before we jump off because it is, well, it's nine on my end.

929
01:00:46.840 --> 01:00:51.440
I think it's 10 on most of y'all's end.

930
01:00:51.440 --> 01:00:52.440
Everybody good?

931
01:00:52.720 --> 01:00:58.560
I was just thinking when Lisbeth was talking, I just like when both of you were talking,

932
01:00:58.560 --> 01:01:04.920
actually, my, so I have neighbors behind and neighbors beside, and they have children that

933
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are my daughter's age, and my daughter's an only child.

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So I have been needing them to play, like I wanted them in my life to play with her.

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I wanted them there.

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So she had friends.

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And it was so important for me to have that.

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And once there's been a little bit of fear around COVID again, because schools are opening

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up and stuff like that.

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And so the neighbors have started to pull their kids back a little bit for various reasons

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around COVID and other things.

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And I know it's nothing personal, but I was sad and upset because I'm like, well, there's

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there aren't kids to play with my daughter now, because I was reaching outside of myself

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for them and needing them.

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So as you were talking, that was kind of coming up for me how much I've needed them, but then

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I don't know how to navigate not needing them because I feel like I don't need them because

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I'm not lacking anything, but my daughter won't have those friends in her life as much

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if I'm not working to like arrange playdates or whatever it is.

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And so I'm not sure how to navigate that part with what you were talking about.

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Well, it's the same thing.

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It's whether we believe that we don't need it, or whether we believe our daughter doesn't

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need it.

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So we have to entrust our daughter, our children's identity with the Lord as well, that the Lord

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is the one who provides for all of them, the Lord is the one who protects them, you know,

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etc.

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It's easier for us to trust ourselves with the Lord than it is our children.

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So that's an additional step, an additional measure in which we're stretched into operating

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from place of rest, understanding that there really is no lack, so we can trust ourselves

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and our protection and provision, and we can trust ourselves with the Lord easier than

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we can trust our children with the Lord.

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So but it's the same thing.

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If God can provide for me, he can provide for my child.

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I don't have to, I don't have to make something happen.

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I can help steward things, I can, you know, can help create an environment, but it is

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since she's the Lord's, ultimately, instead of yours, it's collaborating with the Lord

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and hearing his heart of how he wants her life to be and how he wants to provide for

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her, because ultimately, he's the one who wants to provide for her.

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And then we get the benefit of being able to collaborate with him to provide for and

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to manifest a particular environment in a particular way into the world for someone else.

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But it's trusting, it's trusting our children with the Lord in the same way that we trust

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ourselves with the Lord.

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We say that we're not in a place of lack, it means that our children are not in a place

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of lack either, that even if they don't, even if the friendships don't work out in this

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particular way, that they're still not in a place of lack because they exist in a reality

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in which they're never in lack.

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We don't, yeah.

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I was just going to say, how do I help her understand that?

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Because she feels like she's in lack when she doesn't have them around to play with.

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Yeah, well, because she's used to doing the same thing that we all do, which is we're

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looking outside of ourselves to tell us something about ourselves.

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And we can't look at the wind in the waist and just like children, I mean, just like

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we do, children can start to be taught to look at the wind in the waist.

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And she's four years old, she's had four years, which honestly, I know that

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to us adults, it doesn't seem like a very long time. There's something on me. It really likes me.

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That four years is a very long time because children absorb things just like sponges.

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Honestly, all humans absorb things like sponges. It's just that we as adults have started to shut

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down and create so much resistance. We don't absorb things as quickly, but we have the

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capability of absorbing things just as quickly and easily as children. We've just built up

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so much resistance to it. I'm trying to think if I answered everything that I was going to,

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if I was going to flesh that out a little bit more. You were saying she was four years old,

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and so that's a lot of time for her to maybe build up habits.

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Yes, to build up particular mindsets that she has to look at the outside in order to tell her

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something because that's how we teach children. We tell them, okay, well, did you see this happen?

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Well, no, I didn't. Okay, well, then that means this. We tell them to look at their environment,

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to tell them something. She's had four years of that. She's had four years to learn that whatever

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is going on, it's saying something. It's saying something about her or whatever. Some of that is

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just in her genes. She's inherited it from you, and she inherited it from her dad. You all inherited

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it from your parents. You inherited it from their parents. Some of that is in the genes,

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and each of us is called to overcome believing that whatever is going on in the outside is not

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where we should get our objective truth. That's part of being a parent is fathering them in the

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way that the Lord fathers us of how to truly believe that we're not in a place of lack.

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Your daughter has a particular need, and it's deeper than a friendship. It's what that friendship

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is providing in her life. If she can get the provision in another way,

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she doesn't miss the friendship. I'm not saying that she shouldn't be without friends. It's not

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my point. I'm trying to make a point about the fact that the issue isn't the friendship. It's

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what the friendship is providing for her. That's how it is for all of us. If someone has that,

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and the Lord can provide it in a variety of ways, if she doesn't have the friends, God can still

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provide her with the other. When God provides us with the other, we don't need the friends.

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They're a benefit because they can no longer harm us because we don't need them. It's a problem if

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we're enslaved to needing something outside of ourselves. It's this process that she'll go

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through. During the transition, it hurts. During the transition, it's hard. During the transition,

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it's like, why can't I play with them? Why don't they want to play with me? Is it something about

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me? We all go through that. She'd go through it as well. It is part of the journey. I highly

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recommend that you go to the Lord and tell him, okay, Lord, she's yours. This is something that

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allowed me to be part of her life, Lord. This is what I think would be really good for her.

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How do you wish to provide for that? I'm asking that you begin to move on her behalf

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that provides for her, provides the provision of protection that you say it is that you give her

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that manifests as a friendship. I don't know how you want to do it, Lori, but I ask that

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you make provision for her in this area. God is a loving father who understands that that is the

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only way that your daughter knows how this thing that she needs is able to be gotten. It's able to

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be gotten by friendships. The Lord knows that. He knows that that's where she's looking and that in

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her young state, if that's where she's looking, that's where he's going to put himself. He'll give

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her friendships. I was just letting you know the background of what's really going on, but her and

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her young age, meaning not her young ages physically, but her young age of the soul.

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He knows that that is where she's trying to find provision and protection and that she can feel

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safe with the Lord. And so that's where he's going to put himself. He's going to put himself,

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he's going to give her a friend so that she knows she's loved,

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because that's where she's going to be looking to know whether or not she...

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love. So the Lord will do that. And then as she gets older, the

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Lord starts, okay, now you got to look at me, and not the

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friend, you got to look at me, but he'll take her through the

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process of doing that. So you can, I recommend that you

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petition the Lord about making provision for that in the

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physical realm.

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Sounds like a good idea. Thank you.

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You're welcome.

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All right, well, I will see all of y'all next week. And I plan

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to see all y'all next Thursday. So that'll be fun. I don't know

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where I'm going to be next Thursday. We'll see. Yeah, those

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plans are in the works. I don't know where I'm going to be yet.

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I know where I'm going to be in October, middle of October, but

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I don't know where I'm going to be before then. So we'll see.

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So I'm not talking to the Lord about the next few days. But

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anyway, good to visit with all of y'all.

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Yeah, you too.

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You too. It was really good tonight. Thanks for sharing all

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of you what you shared tonight. It's been really good.

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Oh, good. Good. Yeah, thanks for y'all. Good questions. Y'all

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always come up with good ones.

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Go have dinner with your friends.

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I will.

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Yes, have dinner with your friends.

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Thanks, I will.

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01:11:18.360 --> 01:11:21.840
Thank you so much. That was so, so many good downloads and

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insights. I'll be chewing and applying all this.

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Oh, good. I'm glad. Always good to get to visit with all of

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y'all community.

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Yeah.

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Bye.

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Bye.

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Love you. Bye.