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I'm hiding in the dark.

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I'm hiding in the dark.

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I'm hiding in the dark.

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I stayed up, I don't know how long I'll stay awake, but I stayed up.

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Do you not stay out of light anymore?

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I do.

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If I sit still, then I'm out.

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I don't know how long I'll stay awake, but I stayed up.

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I know, that's true.

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All of those dogs are wearing you out.

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Oh my gosh, yes.

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Hey Alana, hey Amy.

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How are you doing?

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Good, how are you all doing?

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Good.

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Eating Oreos.

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I'm eating Oreos.

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I'm eating Oreos.

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That's why I only like the small packages.

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That's a very good idea.

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I literally truly have no problem going through a big package in one sitting.

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I've never done it, I'm just saying that I've stopped.

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Probably could, huh?

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I think Ashley froze.

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Yeah, I think she did.

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How are you Alana?

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I'm good.

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Yeah, really good.

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How are you?

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Did you have that guest this morning?

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Dang, I just saw that notice and I was like, oh shoot.

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Is it recorded in your group?

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No, it just sounded like an interesting topic.

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Yeah, well, I asked her to speak on it.

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She has some really good books.

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One of them is called Marked by Love.

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She really likes talking about experiencing God's love.

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I thought if she came on and unpacked a little more about how to bring it

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from your head to your heart.

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Yeah, she's great.

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I think the women really enjoyed it.

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I think it's really important to get to know them, you know?

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Yeah, I'll go check it out.

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Yeah.

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I need to bring it from my head to my heart.

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Oh, yeah.

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And Ashley's good. Like we were talking about Ashley, a friend of mine,

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she came in and did a little live zoom video in my group.

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Like I did an interview with her.

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And yes.

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Cool. Yeah.

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She's she's like kind of.

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You know, talks about similar topics to you and I,

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but just like a different spin on them. Right.

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We all kind of have like the same content from the Bible,

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but we all have our own spin on how we present it. Right. So.

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Yeah.

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So it's cool. Like.

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Yeah, it was, it was neat.

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The women enjoyed it because again,

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It's nice.

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Variety is nice.

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It is really nice. Yeah.

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I want to get more people to come in and I like doing those things

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because it exposes people to the person who comes into the group,

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which is nice. Right.

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For them and like for the people in the group, it's a win-win.

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Yeah, it is.

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Absolutely.

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Good. I'm glad it went well.

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Okay.

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Howdy. I don't know how long I can be here,

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but I decided to jump on while I wasn't waiting for this other call.

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Sure.

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And we'll all get to see you, whoever comes with me, get to see you in March.

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I know, I'm excited.

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I know, me too. I am. I still need to get those details out. I am finishing my

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Inner His Rest event tomorrow night and then doing a live. And then I'm starting to travel

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on Saturday. I'm traveling, I think I'm traveling to Tennessee on Saturday. That plan just came up

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today. So I can go visit with some friends. So I know, I'm excited about it. So I think it's like

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a 13 and a half hour drive and I have to stop off in Dallas along the way. But I don't like splitting

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up trips like that. I just, it's like once I'm going, I'm just like, let's just go. Let's just go.

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So I would rather get up early and then just travel all day than to just travel partway and

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then go to bed. Let's just go. I think that in the long run, it ends up saving a lot of time.

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I'm a road tripper like that too.

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Are you really? Yeah, you seem like that. See, we could road trip together,

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except I do have to stop quite a bit for the restroom because I have to actually

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drink lots of water because if I don't, it messes with my health. So I discovered that

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several years ago and I discovered it's not worth me not drinking water. So I do it even

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though it's annoying as anything. Anyway. All right. Does someone have something? Oh,

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hey, Misty. How you doing? Does someone have something to start us off with tonight?

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Anybody have something? I'll have to think if I have anything.

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I don't know. I can start with a testimony.

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Okay. Yeah. I would love to. Yeah. Okay. I was like, is that okay? So Friday night,

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a lot of you wouldn't know this, but Friday night I was struggling a lot, a lot, a lot.

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I just come off this five day intensive and I was like, oh my God, just feeling a lot of emotions,

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feeling a lot like I'd given a lot that week. Plus we have a lockdown here. So, you know,

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we had other things going on at home and I was like, oh, I just needed to cry. So I started to

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cry and then I'm like, I'm really feeling like out of sorts. So I ended up writing this whole

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thing about what was going on, which I sent to Ashley and I was like, ah, I'm so like,

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this is so vulnerable. I don't know if I want to post it. She's like, I think you should post it.

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And I'm like, all right. So I posted it in the group. Some of you might've read it.

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And it was like, it was a little scary because I was putting a lot of stuff out there that I

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just didn't want to say out loud. And then I did it. Thank you. And you responded, you know,

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with a little note and then you did the live on Saturday and then it was just like really

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powerful between Friday night and Saturday and this whole process of really letting go

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and really being in rest, being in peace. You know, there's a lot of work that goes into what

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I do, but I also wanted to sort of see maybe some of the monetary value come back just because

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I want to be able to sort of say to my husband, we're investing money. I want to be able to bring

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some back in. And I didn't want to get focused on the money. I wanted to be in a space of giving and

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just loving on people. And at the same time, it's a business. So I wanted to, you know, sort of have

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maybe some of that come back. And I just didn't know if it was going to happen. And I was worried

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and I was scared and I was in lack and I was like all this stuff. And then I was confused because

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I'm like, am I even doing the right thing? I'm learning all this stuff about the rest intensive.

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And I don't know, because a lot of the stuff that I do with women focuses on the spirit and also the

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soul, healing their soul, healing the subconscious beliefs and all of that. So I'm like, I don't even

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know if I'm doing the right thing anymore. And I was just in this space of like, oh, not good.

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So then, you know, between Friday night, and then posting that and just stepping into vulnerability,

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which I get to do, you know, more and more all the time, which is actually a beautiful thing,

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but it's not always easy. So I stepped into it. Ashley did a beautiful live on Saturday,

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which addressed a lot of things. And it was such a God thing, because I just said to my husband,

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hey, you know, do you mind if I just go up and have a bit of time to work? And that was when

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you were coming on live right then I had no idea. And you came on. And I we just like communicated

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a bit. And it was just like something hit me in that live, I'd have to go back and watch it again

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to know exactly what it was. But something really hit me. And then I just felt so much peace. And I

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went through it. Yeah, yeah. But it was like something that was it was like something that we

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talked

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about in there was just when the Holy Spirit just like opened me

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up, right. And, and then Sunday morning. Yeah, yeah. And then

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Sunday morning at church, there was a song that was sung. And it

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was so beautiful. And it was called peace. And I'd never

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heard it before. And I was like, it just solidified everything. I

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ended up sending it to you, Ashley, right? It was a song

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that I sent to you. It's just like so perfect, right?

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Yeah, me too. I've been singing it like all weekend. And, and I

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just, it just like everything hit me this weekend. And it was

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just like, God opened me up. And I think maybe it was Sunday

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night that I did the testimony for you. The one on your page.

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Was it Sunday night? Maybe? And I just, yeah.

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No, it was Monday or Tuesday.

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Oh, maybe Monday. Maybe it was because I just felt like

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I don't remember.

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Yeah, I just felt this like, it was literally like peace and

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rest and no more stress, no more striving, no more worrying. It

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was just like something really landed. And I felt so grounded

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for the first time in a long time. And it was just a really

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interesting, cool feeling that I don't know, it's just like,

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stayed with me. And then, and then the floodgates opened, and

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I got like three new clients. And they came into my mentorship

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program, which is like my high end program. And I was like,

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shocked, because it just all happened. And it was just like,

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once I was able to have that peace and have that rest, it was

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like, God just opened these doors. And it was just like a

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crazy experience. So I just had to share it because I think I'm

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still like, just in awe of the the whole experience, the whole

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situation and just how God has worked everything so perfectly.

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And, and a bunch of other things happened to that just worked

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out was only God that could ordain these things, these other

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things that happened. So anyway, just just a little testimony and

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you know, sharing what's going on for me.

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That's wonderful. I'm so excited for you. That is huge. And, and

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ladies, I don't know if y'all have noticed, I highly

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recommend that if you have not seen Alana's testimonial, of

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course, right now is just it's, you can use right now as an

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example, right now, a bit on her, because I was just able to

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catch a bit on her interview that she did with, with a lady

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in her in her group today. In the end, in the end, she was

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in the end, in her personal testimony that she posted in my

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personal page. In my personal opinion, I mean, I had

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communicated a lot because I communicate a lot with all of

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y'all privately. I've communicated a lot with Alana

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over the past several months, and I saw somebody different. I

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have literally seen a different person since Saturday and every

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single visual interaction that I've had since that I'm like,

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oh, my word. It's like you've been unlocked. This is who you

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really are. It's absolutely wonderful. I, Alana sent me, she

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sent me a markup poll and she's like, Ashley, you were so

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excited. It was like you almost wanted to come through the

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video. It's like I did. I was so excited. I'm like, fair

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statement. Oh, my word. So I'm thrilled. I'm so excited to see

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we let go of that resistance. We start seeing who it is that we

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really are. It's just like, well, okay, nothing, you know,

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nothing to nothing to resist. I need a high from complete peace

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I've ever seen. I have seen hours and hours and hours and

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hours and hours of Alana and how we have communicated over the

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past several months. I'm telling you. This was amazing. I loved

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it. I was so excited. So I'm thrilled for you, Alana. And

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it's because she made that between you and the Lord. Oops.

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And I think my battery's wanting to die. Can't buy. And so and

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you're the one who made that hard choice. So I'm absolutely

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thrilled for you. I'm thrilled for you. It's tremendous

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victory. So and you will have other thresholds like that. So

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that'll just move you into bigger ones, bigger thresholds

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of freedom. I continually do. Oh, my word. While you know,

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while I'm here in the less intense of the jaw, I move into

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all of these shockingly big thresholds that I cross. The

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last last huge one I crossed was in December. I've crossed some

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some ones in the past few weeks. But anyway, so I just we just

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continually do so you've got nothing to look forward to but

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better things from here.

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Yeah, it's amazing. And in the in the testimony to like I was

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just sharing, you know,

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as much as we know God is the one working in all of this we know God is the ultimate and

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you know all of that like we know all of that and I'm also thankful to you because of you know how

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you have spoken to me in a way where you didn't see all the stuff as much as you saw who I was in

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the spirit who I was as the daughter of God who who I you know not not the stuff that I was stuck

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in at the time but like who I really was at the core and you spoke to that person and

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even when I was wanting to be vulnerable and I was scared you know you encouraged me to be

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vulnerable and it was so it was just helpful like the way you kind of held me through that

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and like supported me through that I really appreciate and you know I know you know you

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serve God and you do everything you do to serve him which is beautiful and it's like that spirit

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I mean there must have you know been partially like an impartation that you

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kind of give when you work with people because you know your spirit and their spirit interact

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and you know it's just uh it's a beautiful experience so I also you know I know that

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you you know you're not going to take any of the credit or anything because it all goes to God

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but I appreciate the way that you listen to his voice the way you you know speak to people in

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their true nature not who they're showing on the outside not their act not their facade

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not their struggles but you speak to their spirit and it's just it's beautiful and I really appreciate

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that oh that's very sweet thank you for the encouragement so um hopefully that's helpful

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to to you to see that when um what that can look like maybe you're able to see from having

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experienced it kind of on so that when you or others have asked the question of like so actually

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when you talk about talking to somebody's spirit you know and I'm supposed to do that to my client

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so how does that look like or if I'm supposed to talk to my husband like that or my child like that

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how does that supposed to look like you know it's it's um it's like that so hopefully you know by

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by experience that it'll make more sense because sometimes I've tried to answer as best as I could

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when people ask me that question but um I mean so far the best way that they can just know is by that

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by that experience of like of recognizing oh you know this is what this is what someone's doing

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when they're seeing in spirit and this is how I responded so I can now interact with someone else

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like that as opposed to like well I get asked all the time well what do I say like well I don't know

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I mean you just shift yourself into the spirit and then you know what to say I don't know what

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you should say you were always looking for what to do give me a list give me get what do I say

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I'm like I don't I don't know it but it's it's um it's a bit more and uh I don't want to say

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the it's not theoretical it's it's more it's metaphysical you know it's something that's a

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bit it's a concept and I'm still working on trying to figure out how to calculate

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um oh and then Amy I meant to tell you uh you had you'd said that you did not had not been able to

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find the uh the live look on Alana's post and then look at one of my comments and I after I did the

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live I went in and I added a a link to that post so that anyone who read it and was looking for the

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answer to her question would know where to find it you're on mute Amy

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oh you're on mute

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she's getting it she's figuring there we go I I looked because you said you were going to jump

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on and answer that and I was like oh I really want to hear that and I looked several times

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and I could not find it so now I know where to find it yeah the other thing and y'all y'all

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probably all know this but just in case you don't because it was something that I had to learn after

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being in Facebook for many many years and that is right under the announcements when you start

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getting into the first posts like the actual post not like a posted announcement the actual post

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you'll see a little thing off to the upper left hand corner a little in the gray area

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and it'll say new activity usually and with a down arrow click that and then select recent

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posts and then scroll down and then it'll literally give you every single post in order

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so you don't have to miss something just because it wasn't an activity because otherwise we find

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like some of the new members when they're when they comment on videos from like April the April

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videos pop up because it's a new comment right because it's it's so it's a more recent post so

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anyway if y'all I mean it's a it's new activity so if y'all are trying to find the most recent

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post to make sure you don't miss something um

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And and just go just click on that and then click recent post. Otherwise, the new activity is going to show you like

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All the new things people are saying the new things people are commenting on on posts about post that maybe was posted a week ago and they didn't see and then suddenly they want to respond to a lot on a lot of posts, although

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They'll make a comment and I'll show up this new activity. So people don't miss miss all that. So anyway, just FYI, that's one way to

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And find it and and stuff. I want to make sure to not miss you. You had. Hey, Renee, and you had sent

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Read it because she said that you weren't wanting to. And in case the family. Let's see.

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And let's see what you do want me to answer this. Okay. Verify for me. You do want me to answer this now. Right. Or is this for questions. This is a private question for later.

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Yeah, you can answer now.

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Okay, that's what I thought. Okay, so now that I know for sure.

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Before I read it out loud.

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Okay, let's see. Okay, so how do you shift into rest in the middle of

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I guess she's frozen again.

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Or am I not hearing it. Nope. She's gone. She's coming back. Amy, you're the host.

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The hostess with the mostest

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Oh, I get to be the host. I came on. Oh, I think I came on first or so. No, you, you are already on, but I can't

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All right. Well, Amy, what do you, what are you going to talk about. You're the host.

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I wanted to ask. I wanted to ask a follow up to your

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Your testimony. You said something hit you and then Ashley said, oh, I'm so glad that you chose. And I was like, well, what did she choose. I wanted to hear

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Okay, I think, you know, I think you might have to ask her what she was referring to. But what I think she was referring to was my possibly my choice to be vulnerable because

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I had sent her the message before I posted it. And I said, I like want to tell you this, but I'm scared to post it in the group because it feels so vulnerable.

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And she's like, send it to me and I'll see if it needs to be like reworded or anything, or if there's something to be, you know, not to post because she knows a lot of stuff about me. That's really personal. And so she's like, I think you should just post it as it is and there was some fear in me because just

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Sharing that deep stuff for me was hard at first, but it just, you know, once you step into vulnerability and it's like you don't, you know, you're safe. You don't die. And everything's fine. Right. You just, you're okay. You can step into it again and again and again. And I feel like I

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reached a new threshold in my ability to be vulnerable. And then also when she was talking about like speaking to the spirit, I feel like now when I speak to people, I don't speak to their, I used to think I wasn't speaking to them in how they were showing up, but trying to see past it. But now I feel like I can really see and interact with their spirit in a way that I couldn't before. Like I can see them in a way that I couldn't before.

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Like I can see who they are in Christ more than I could, if that makes sense, which is pretty cool.

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Yeah, that is.

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Well, I think Ashley would say you chose rest. I think that's probably what she was referring to.

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Yeah, that could have been it. It could have been rest.

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Yeah, again, she'll probably be able to answer better than me. Oh, she's the host again so Amy.

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Oh.

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Hopefully she's working okay there.

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Uh oh.

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You're pretty, you're like you're cutting in and out.

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You're cutting in and out.

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But Ashley, it's like a bit hard to hear you.

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OK, now, let me see.

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Hey.

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Say hi.

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Hey, how are you?

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Hi.

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Look at me.

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Yeah.

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Hey, how are you?

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Hi, Renee.

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Hi, Renee.

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Hi, Renee.

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Hi, Renee.

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Hi, there.

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Can y'all hear us?

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We're waving merrily at you, Renee.

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There's Misty.

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You remember Misty?

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Hi, Jonathan.

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Love you.

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I love you, guys.

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I love you, too.

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He's having cake and ice cream.

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I want cake and ice cream.

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Those goofy boys.

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I'm curious, guys.

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You guys are so cute.

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Hi, guys.

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Hi, guys.

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Hi, guys.

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Hi, guys.

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Hi, guys.

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Hi, guys.

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Hi, guys.

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Hi, guys.

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Hi, guys.

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Hi, guys.

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Hi.

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Not almond butter out of the container with a fork.

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He's actually doing the real chocolate cake.

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Hi!

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Hi.

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His schedule is so messed up.

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Oh, my gosh.

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He just started back to his school.

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He goes two days a week.

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This week.

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Oh, my gosh.

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He just woke up from a nap.

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I don't know what to do with this kid.

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He went to sleep like at 6 o'clock, and then he woke up.

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And, of course, he wants to eat something, so he's having cake and ice cream.

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So I don't know when he's going back to sleep.

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I don't know.

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Can y'all see and hear me now?

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Mm-hmm.

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Okay, thank goodness.

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Yeah, I don't know what's going on.

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I don't know.

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My cellular went down to 3G.

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My internet keeps cutting off.

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Y'all can hear me, or am I freezing or breaking up?

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I can hear you well now.

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Okay.

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Okay, good.

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Okay, so I'm sorry, Steph.

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I didn't get to finish reading your question, and I don't know if y'all know this,

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but whenever you get kicked out of Zoom because your internet or whatever,

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you lose the chat.

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So literally there's no chat history.

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So I don't know the rest of the question, so I'm very sorry.

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But I can answer to what it is that I read thus far.

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Is that sufficient, Steph,

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or did you have something really major at the end that you need to type out

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again?

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I didn't hear the question.

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Oh, thanks.

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Okay.

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I just feel like I can find it.

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Okay.

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Oh, thanks for resending it.

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Okay.

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We finally got a specialist appointment for Amy for next week,

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which is good because she keeps feeling worse.

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It's hard not to worry about her.

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I can't get away to clear my head, let alone shift into rest.

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Our entire world has been upside down for the last couple of weeks,

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and it's catching me.

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Yes.

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Yeah, I'm sure.

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Okay.

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Okay.

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Okay.

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Well,

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now.

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What we do is we, whenever we do have, okay.

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Okay. How do I, how do I come at this?

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Cause I know the answer.

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Just trying to think about how to word it.

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The thing is that if you.

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You know,

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if you don't believe in God and you don't have faith in God,

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you don't have faith in God.

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You don't have faith in God.

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Whatever God says is true about himself.

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And about us is actually true. So it's believing God.

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It's choosing God is having faith in God. Even when we don't believe in.

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So.

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That means that we don't even necessarily have to articulate for

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ourselves.

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What it is that we're believing in.

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We, if we know what it's like to shift into rest,

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We don't have to tell ourselves, okay, well, what is that? Okay.

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Well, he says that I'm righteous. And he says, I'm this.

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And he says, we, you don't even have to come up with words for it.

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You just think, okay, nope.

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That.

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There's no shame and there's no condemnation.

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That's the first thing that you do. No shame, no condemnation.

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So that is the hot.

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That's the first thing that I would recommend to do is it.

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That is believing God that's believing that he is.

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He says that he is and that you are, that he says, he says that you are.

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And that you are.

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And that you are in the fact that you agree with him,

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that there's no shame and no condemnation, because if, if,

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if we're looking at the situation, we're thinking.

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It shouldn't be like this.

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My daughter shouldn't be sick.

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The situation, you know, I, it shouldn't be so loud in here.

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There should not be set.

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I should be able to get away to a place, my own home.

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should have the situation figured out.

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I should be on top of it.

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It shouldn't be the way that it currently is.

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Whatever we were judging the situation.

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I've walked multiple people in the rest intensive, actually through this

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about, you know, just like, actually, what are we doing?

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The world is going crazy.

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So, um, and, and, and what we, so it's important that we, that we understand

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we're thinking that whatever's going on, shouldn't be that we shouldn't be

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feeling the way that we feel that we should be better than this, that we

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should, um, that we should be bringing order that so-and-so shouldn't be acting

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how they're acting that, or my world shouldn't look like this, whatever.

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We're making a judgment and we have to let go of the judgment.

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It doesn't mean that those things that are happening are good and that, that

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they should be allowed to continue.

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We're just releasing our sense of ownership of it.

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Because once we final, when we, when we, um, I was just talking about this

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actually in the NRS rest event in the hour, right before this, when we start.

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Uh, digging our hands into things and we start trying to control things and we

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start including ourselves and we start getting tensed up, that's bringing death.

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We're actually suffocating things.

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What we're needing to do is actually let go when we let go.

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Then then life can start coming in again, because remember it's us that

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are life giving spirits that need to be bringing, that are actually bringing

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something to the situation that's actually fixing it.

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Um, but in order to shift into that place of rest and in order to, um, in order to.

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The stagnation, stop the death, stop the restriction.

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We have to let go.

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We have to let go of the sense of ownership that it should not be this way.

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And I am, and I'm not going to put up with it and I am going to fix it.

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There, there's an element in which we do do that, but we do that in the

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spirit from a place of rest, not from a place of fear, because it's

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a lot harder to do it that way.

457
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And so many, so many mothers, you know, they just battle through and

458
00:32:07.240 --> 00:32:10.920
endure and they all just tell each other, Oh, just, just endure, you

459
00:32:10.920 --> 00:32:16.240
know, just endure this time and whatever that does work and you eventually get

460
00:32:16.240 --> 00:32:18.640
through it, everyone eventually survives.

461
00:32:18.640 --> 00:32:19.080
Right.

462
00:32:19.360 --> 00:32:23.240
But we're talking about how to shift into a place of rest where you're not

463
00:32:23.240 --> 00:32:27.520
just trying to, um, uh, just, just endure.

464
00:32:28.240 --> 00:32:34.400
So just let it, and there's this sense that just, uh, of, um, stopping judging

465
00:32:34.400 --> 00:32:37.800
the situation that it shouldn't be like this, just let it be.

466
00:32:38.120 --> 00:32:43.520
Remember the first time that, uh, that you remember when you, um, and I

467
00:32:43.520 --> 00:32:46.960
were talking in the truck, remember everything that happened that day?

468
00:32:47.320 --> 00:32:49.280
That was a wild day.

469
00:32:49.600 --> 00:32:53.200
And remember what had just happened right before you and I got on, um, right.

470
00:32:53.200 --> 00:32:54.080
Got on, right.

471
00:32:54.440 --> 00:32:55.560
Uh, got on the call.

472
00:32:56.040 --> 00:33:02.000
It is, it's like that it's, it's, it's, we should stop, you know, creating

473
00:33:02.000 --> 00:33:04.800
a judgment of the situation that it shouldn't be like this and we just let

474
00:33:04.800 --> 00:33:10.920
it go, um, then we can, then we've shifted into rest and we can understand

475
00:33:10.920 --> 00:33:15.680
from that perspective, we can now make a more righteous, we can make a righteous

476
00:33:15.680 --> 00:33:17.040
judgment from that perspective.

477
00:33:17.040 --> 00:33:20.320
Cause that place is, is recognizing our identity in Christ.

478
00:33:20.320 --> 00:33:24.640
And from that place, we're in power and authority, um, and, uh, in our seat

479
00:33:24.680 --> 00:33:27.560
and in a seat of righteousness to be able to make a righteous judgment.

480
00:33:27.800 --> 00:33:31.480
But when we're in fear and when we start locking down, because we don't

481
00:33:31.480 --> 00:33:34.720
have control because we think everything is out of control and it shouldn't

482
00:33:34.720 --> 00:33:38.600
be like this and I need to fix it into what it should be, we're actually

483
00:33:39.400 --> 00:33:44.920
fighting, um, uh, the life that, uh, the life giving spirit that needs

484
00:33:44.920 --> 00:33:46.880
to be given to the situation.

485
00:33:46.880 --> 00:33:52.640
So if you finally let go, you'll, uh, we actually discover that, um, that,

486
00:33:52.760 --> 00:33:58.520
that, um, things start, things start settling down, maybe not immediately,

487
00:33:59.120 --> 00:34:04.240
but they do start settling down because the things around us are responding

488
00:34:04.240 --> 00:34:06.560
to a son of God, including a son of God.

489
00:34:06.680 --> 00:34:07.560
Who's in fear.

490
00:34:08.520 --> 00:34:10.520
So, and it's going to respond.

491
00:34:10.880 --> 00:34:15.800
So if it moves into a place of authority and peace, because it chooses to.

492
00:34:16.520 --> 00:34:19.920
Regardless of the situation, as opposed to the situation, telling it what it

493
00:34:19.920 --> 00:34:23.360
should or shouldn't be, and then us responding to it, we're like, nope,

494
00:34:23.679 --> 00:34:24.600
this is how it's going.

495
00:34:24.639 --> 00:34:25.639
This is how it's going to be.

496
00:34:25.840 --> 00:34:29.400
And it gets to choose how it wants to manifest and how it wants to respond.

497
00:34:29.719 --> 00:34:35.120
But as son of God coming into, into, um, intention of like, Hey, you know, I, I

498
00:34:35.120 --> 00:34:36.440
know who it is that I am.

499
00:34:36.520 --> 00:34:37.239
I'm choosing that.

500
00:34:37.239 --> 00:34:39.600
I am that, and I'm going to operate from that place.

501
00:34:40.440 --> 00:34:44.960
Then, um, uh, then we immediately shift into rest and then the things around us

502
00:34:44.960 --> 00:34:49.199
can now have an opportunity to respond to something new that is coming from a son

503
00:34:49.199 --> 00:34:52.159
of God, which is rest, peace, authority.

504
00:34:52.320 --> 00:34:57.240
And over time, it'll actually start settling down and, and, um, uh, not, uh,

505
00:34:57.320 --> 00:34:59.440
and, and, and, and stopping the chaos.

506
00:35:00.000 --> 00:35:05.000
You had, you mentioned something else and I think you just posted something.

507
00:35:05.000 --> 00:35:10.000
Let me see. Oh my word, so active in here.

508
00:35:10.000 --> 00:35:15.000
Okay, so, see all the thoughts.

509
00:35:15.000 --> 00:35:23.000
Yeah, so I'm just when you're talking about all of those thoughts you don't have to have all of those thoughts at once. I'm telling you what all is behind it.

510
00:35:23.000 --> 00:35:26.000
So behind everything that I'm saying.

511
00:35:26.000 --> 00:35:38.000
Um, this is the way it is and this is where my piece is is something I say myself a lot seems to help it on it was easy I honestly feel like a morning normal right now I know so much is so crazy right now.

512
00:35:38.000 --> 00:35:43.000
I feel like I'm back in the truck but with dogs everywhere.

513
00:35:43.000 --> 00:35:46.000
I know, I know.

514
00:35:46.000 --> 00:35:54.000
That was so funny. Yeah, see that was the dog story the mouse under the house. Oh my word.

515
00:35:54.000 --> 00:36:13.000
Anyway, so this is another, it's another opportunity, it's where we choose that, that we're not being dictated to by our environment. We are bringing, we are telling our environment what it needs to be, because we are actually always, we have a tendency

516
00:36:13.000 --> 00:36:18.000
to look at our environment, we should give you an example.

517
00:36:19.000 --> 00:36:21.000
Well, where did it go.

518
00:36:21.000 --> 00:36:33.000
It is a tendency to look at creation and look at our environment to tell us what we need to do how we need to ask what we need to fix it because we think God's holding us accountable for this down here.

519
00:36:33.000 --> 00:36:43.000
But if we just recognize who it is that we are and operate from this place, all of this will come into alignment and we actually end up telling creation what it needs to manifest.

520
00:36:43.000 --> 00:36:45.000
Oh, here's another thing.

521
00:36:45.000 --> 00:37:01.000
Here's a little fun new thing. Where did I do. This is a chart that I or something that I wrote last night. Okay, when I was doing it now it just came you know how, how I talked about the fact that when we talk, we needed to.

522
00:37:01.000 --> 00:37:04.000
It's important that we allow that we talk out of the spirit.

523
00:37:04.000 --> 00:37:07.000
And that we learn things that we didn't know we knew.

524
00:37:08.000 --> 00:37:23.000
Our spirit teaches ourselves things while we talk. So, when, when creation is actually looking to us to to manifest just that in order to know what to manifest because we co create with God.

525
00:37:23.000 --> 00:37:35.000
Now we're so we're co creators with and just like Adam so remember that God created the animals, and then he, and then Adam names them, they co created them together and what's the importance of naming it's not really nearly.

526
00:37:35.000 --> 00:37:44.000
Naming is extremely important because naming is identifying something it's telling something what it should be is describing it, it's telling it how it should act.

527
00:37:44.000 --> 00:37:55.000
So, when we join together with the Lord, and we're collaborating together with Lord that union that conception, just like between a man and a woman conceiving and giving birth to a child.

528
00:37:55.000 --> 00:38:12.000
It's the same thing between God and his bride between between God being word, and here's my whole point of talking about this. God's Word, and our truth and us choosing to have faith is in his word is the union that brings conception that allows

529
00:38:12.000 --> 00:38:26.000
something to manifest as creation. That is how we co create with God is we believe we believe his word, and then that will manifest something into our lives, as opposed to so that is how things get created on the earth.

530
00:38:26.000 --> 00:38:40.000
So that's why whenever we're looking at our situation we're thinking oh my goodness it shouldn't be like this. No, no, we're supposed to tell creation, but it should be like it's looking to us for direction, and if we're not giving it direction.

531
00:38:41.000 --> 00:38:42.000
Oh good.

532
00:38:42.000 --> 00:38:54.000
God, this is helpful. If we're not, I'm not saying that, that we should take this as blaming ourselves for all the chaos around us and going see it's all of my fault. Absolutely not. That is not what I'm saying.

533
00:38:55.000 --> 00:39:13.000
Understand that there's a lot that goes on in the earth that ends up affecting us that we didn't initiate right there's a lot of a lot of lies that are out in in that are out in the earth that are that are going around, and that are manifesting and creating chaos.

534
00:39:13.000 --> 00:39:27.000
The sons of God, however, are over that if we can realize and recognize that that is who we are. And we are then called to, to, to overcome into free creation by identifying it.

535
00:39:28.000 --> 00:39:45.000
And they did when when when God worked together with Adam, because remember that that that mankind is always the bride. So when God and Adam work together, God created the animals, Adam identified them, and then the animals became what it is that they were.

536
00:39:45.000 --> 00:39:58.000
And that's what we do together. God initiates first with word, then we simply believe on his initiation what it is he's already said, we don't have to come up with all of these ideas on our own.

537
00:40:00.000 --> 00:40:04.680
already said, and then that will manifest itself into creation in a particular way.

538
00:40:04.680 --> 00:40:12.220
So people, that's how it gives something to the earth that it can then choose to respond

539
00:40:12.220 --> 00:40:13.220
to.

540
00:40:13.220 --> 00:40:19.200
And if it chooses to not come into alignment with it, God does not have patience for things

541
00:40:19.200 --> 00:40:23.520
on earth that do not respond favorably to a son of God.

542
00:40:23.520 --> 00:40:28.480
According to the principles that God put into place, if something does not respond favorably

543
00:40:28.480 --> 00:40:36.080
to a son of God, because it is then of its own free will, in other words, the chaos of

544
00:40:36.080 --> 00:40:42.920
your situation, then according to the principles that God put into place, it will result in

545
00:40:42.920 --> 00:40:43.920
death.

546
00:40:43.920 --> 00:40:53.160
But anyway, it has to actually see a son of God in order to be able to respond to one.

547
00:40:53.160 --> 00:40:58.040
So remembering things like that, I don't mean like all of these details need to go in your

548
00:40:58.040 --> 00:41:02.800
head and you need to be remembering all of these thoughts and all of these ideas.

549
00:41:02.800 --> 00:41:07.200
I'm trying to, in this moment, when you're not in a situation like that, meaning like

550
00:41:07.200 --> 00:41:11.480
you're just by yourself sitting there in the chair, you're not in the middle of lunch hour

551
00:41:11.480 --> 00:41:17.240
with four, you know, with four homeschool girls and then two kids, two dogs running

552
00:41:17.240 --> 00:41:21.760
around and phone ringing, goodness knows what else, just right now, I'm wanting to give

553
00:41:21.760 --> 00:41:28.160
you context so that your soul and your body, your soul and your spirit can be absorbing

554
00:41:28.160 --> 00:41:33.920
this so that when it's needed, you will already have that seed in you, which will be growing.

555
00:41:33.920 --> 00:41:37.040
And so that when you need it, it will come out.

556
00:41:37.040 --> 00:41:41.480
So you don't always have to be, you don't have to think about all of these ins and outs.

557
00:41:41.480 --> 00:41:45.280
It's going to become part of you and you choose to own this in your relationship with the

558
00:41:45.280 --> 00:41:46.280
Lord.

559
00:41:46.280 --> 00:41:47.960
And then you just shift into that.

560
00:41:47.960 --> 00:41:52.760
You choose to shift into that place when you're in the middle of chaos and it doesn't

561
00:41:52.760 --> 00:41:53.960
take a long time.

562
00:41:53.960 --> 00:41:58.280
It takes like, you know, it takes you just stopping and making an intentional decision.

563
00:41:58.280 --> 00:41:59.640
This is what I'm going to do.

564
00:41:59.640 --> 00:42:04.800
And you just start, and then you just, and then you just operate from that place.

565
00:42:04.800 --> 00:42:09.080
And as opposed to, okay, well, I need to remember, okay, who doesn't say, who does God say that

566
00:42:09.080 --> 00:42:10.080
I am?

567
00:42:10.080 --> 00:42:11.440
And oh my word, I can't think.

568
00:42:11.440 --> 00:42:13.760
You don't have to worry about thinking.

569
00:42:13.760 --> 00:42:16.400
You don't have to, this is something that you own in your spirit.

570
00:42:16.400 --> 00:42:19.220
It is who you naturally are.

571
00:42:19.220 --> 00:42:22.120
So just allow yourself to be who it is that you naturally are.

572
00:42:22.120 --> 00:42:26.280
Give yourself permission and don't think that you are being held accountable to being anything

573
00:42:26.280 --> 00:42:31.120
else that, oh my goodness, I don't have time to do that because God's going to hold me

574
00:42:31.120 --> 00:42:36.360
accountable to, you know, to, to, you know, corral this circus that's going on.

575
00:42:36.360 --> 00:42:42.440
If I don't grab a hold of it quick, what that circus needs is you, you putting on your own

576
00:42:42.440 --> 00:42:47.600
oxygen mask first, and it can take all of two seconds or five seconds or whatever.

577
00:42:47.600 --> 00:42:49.620
It's you making an intentional choice.

578
00:42:49.620 --> 00:42:53.320
This is what I want for me, because this is what the situation needs.

579
00:42:53.320 --> 00:42:56.200
The situation needs me, a life giving spirit.

580
00:42:56.200 --> 00:42:59.160
I am the fuel by which all of these things function.

581
00:42:59.160 --> 00:43:03.920
These things are acting in chaos because the king of God is not presenting himself.

582
00:43:03.920 --> 00:43:09.040
So I have permission to shift myself into that and then, and then go forward.

583
00:43:09.040 --> 00:43:14.360
And literally it can be within two seconds, but it's, it's owning this, owning this for

584
00:43:14.360 --> 00:43:18.080
yourself and making this choice before you're in this situation so that when you're in this

585
00:43:18.080 --> 00:43:22.520
situation, it's familiar territory to know where, where it is you're going and what to

586
00:43:22.520 --> 00:43:23.520
shift into.

587
00:43:23.520 --> 00:43:27.400
But if you wait until you're in the middle of the situation, well then it can take a

588
00:43:27.400 --> 00:43:30.000
long time because you're trying to figure it all out and you're trying to own it in

589
00:43:30.000 --> 00:43:31.160
the situation.

590
00:43:31.160 --> 00:43:34.360
If you own it, when you're outside of the situation, it's when you're in the, it's when

591
00:43:34.360 --> 00:43:38.440
you're in the situation that you think, okay, where's that familiar place again?

592
00:43:38.440 --> 00:43:39.440
Oh yeah.

593
00:43:39.440 --> 00:43:40.440
I've already been there.

594
00:43:40.440 --> 00:43:41.920
And boom, you, you move into it.

595
00:43:41.920 --> 00:43:44.880
Let's see, is there something else we can say?

596
00:43:44.880 --> 00:43:52.120
It's very big to understand, to not judge the situation, not to judge yourself, no condemnation

597
00:43:52.120 --> 00:43:53.120
and no shame.

598
00:43:53.120 --> 00:43:55.600
Don't, don't think that it shouldn't be the way that it is.

599
00:43:55.600 --> 00:43:56.760
Just allow it to be.

600
00:43:56.760 --> 00:43:57.760
Don't give up and don't give in.

601
00:43:57.760 --> 00:44:04.880
Remember, but just allow it to be and, and know that you are over the situation because

602
00:44:04.880 --> 00:44:07.840
the God of the universe declared that you are.

603
00:44:08.240 --> 00:44:13.840
So therefore, as long as you shift into that attitude and that perspective, you will then

604
00:44:13.840 --> 00:44:17.160
engage with everything appropriately.

605
00:44:17.160 --> 00:44:26.760
And also let go of this.

606
00:44:26.760 --> 00:44:31.080
It's not allowing me to create the environment that I desire.

607
00:44:31.080 --> 00:44:35.320
It's not allowing me to get to dinner, get dinner done by such and such a time.

608
00:44:35.320 --> 00:44:39.000
It's not allowing me to do, to do, to let it all go.

609
00:44:39.000 --> 00:44:40.000
Let it all go.

610
00:44:40.000 --> 00:44:43.680
If something doesn't happen, it doesn't happen or whatever it be.

611
00:44:43.680 --> 00:44:46.880
In other words, make that choice in your mind.

612
00:44:46.880 --> 00:44:51.320
And what you will discover is the same thing that we all discover when we shift into rest.

613
00:44:51.320 --> 00:44:56.280
And that is that you will get more done with less effort when you let go of it than when

614
00:44:56.280 --> 00:45:00.000
you try to control it and try to figure out really fast how to make sure.

615
00:45:00.000 --> 00:45:04.840
or how to force the homeschooling with the girls

616
00:45:04.840 --> 00:45:07.720
and the behavior of the dogs

617
00:45:07.720 --> 00:45:09.680
and the amount of time that you have to get supper done

618
00:45:09.680 --> 00:45:12.760
and when everybody needs to be doing everything.

619
00:45:12.760 --> 00:45:14.320
The more that we control

620
00:45:14.320 --> 00:45:16.080
and when we grab a hold everything

621
00:45:16.080 --> 00:45:17.780
and force everything to do something

622
00:45:17.780 --> 00:45:20.860
because we're trying to hold it to a particular standard,

623
00:45:20.860 --> 00:45:23.080
the more chaos that's created,

624
00:45:23.080 --> 00:45:24.760
the more the lack of peace

625
00:45:24.760 --> 00:45:28.080
and the more unrest that we're not only operating in,

626
00:45:28.080 --> 00:45:30.160
but we're imparting to creation.

627
00:45:30.160 --> 00:45:31.960
We're then imparting it to the children

628
00:45:31.960 --> 00:45:33.240
and we're imparting it to the dog,

629
00:45:33.240 --> 00:45:34.640
we're imparting it to the atmosphere

630
00:45:34.640 --> 00:45:36.300
and then it just keeps going.

631
00:45:36.300 --> 00:45:38.160
So if we let everything go

632
00:45:38.160 --> 00:45:39.940
and choose that we're in control

633
00:45:39.940 --> 00:45:42.840
and that it gets a chance to respond to me,

634
00:45:42.840 --> 00:45:46.660
then that'll help.

635
00:45:46.660 --> 00:45:51.320
So, oh, no, I'm not on mute.

636
00:45:51.320 --> 00:45:52.400
Can you all hear me?

637
00:45:52.400 --> 00:45:54.140
Can you all hear me?

638
00:45:56.480 --> 00:45:57.320
Yes.

639
00:45:58.520 --> 00:45:59.960
Okay, good.

640
00:45:59.960 --> 00:46:01.280
Can you hear me, Steph?

641
00:46:01.280 --> 00:46:02.280
Cause you were saying that

642
00:46:02.280 --> 00:46:04.440
you couldn't hear part of me there

643
00:46:04.440 --> 00:46:06.120
and you were who I was talking to.

644
00:46:10.800 --> 00:46:12.800
Sorry, I'm looking at the chats.

645
00:46:19.760 --> 00:46:20.600
Okay, good.

646
00:46:20.600 --> 00:46:21.420
All right, now you can hear me.

647
00:46:21.420 --> 00:46:22.260
Okay, super.

648
00:46:23.100 --> 00:46:28.100
So y'all know that I do talk a lot

649
00:46:28.580 --> 00:46:30.780
and I have a lot of details

650
00:46:30.780 --> 00:46:34.380
and that understand that way that I teach,

651
00:46:34.380 --> 00:46:36.820
I teach so that you'll own it.

652
00:46:36.820 --> 00:46:39.540
I don't teach for like bullet points.

653
00:46:39.540 --> 00:46:44.540
I know that I will often belabor the labor topics,

654
00:46:44.680 --> 00:46:47.540
but I do it because I have noticed repeatedly

655
00:46:47.540 --> 00:46:49.260
cause I've taught for,

656
00:46:49.260 --> 00:46:50.220
how long have I taught?

657
00:46:50.220 --> 00:46:52.020
14 years, I think.

658
00:46:53.020 --> 00:46:53.860
I've taught children

659
00:46:53.860 --> 00:46:55.820
and then I taught in the corporate world.

660
00:46:55.820 --> 00:46:56.700
Now I do this,

661
00:46:57.780 --> 00:47:01.700
that I've noticed that to teach,

662
00:47:01.700 --> 00:47:06.460
to give people the context for the information

663
00:47:06.460 --> 00:47:08.740
allows them to own it.

664
00:47:08.740 --> 00:47:12.980
It allows them to have better understanding

665
00:47:12.980 --> 00:47:15.100
from which to operate.

666
00:47:15.100 --> 00:47:18.000
So it's not that you have to remember all of these details,

667
00:47:18.000 --> 00:47:20.540
your soul and your spirit are gathering them,

668
00:47:20.540 --> 00:47:21.580
they're absorbing them

669
00:47:21.580 --> 00:47:23.580
and they're making all of the connections

670
00:47:23.580 --> 00:47:28.580
so that you're not following rigid rules and formulas.

671
00:47:28.700 --> 00:47:30.020
You're getting the,

672
00:47:30.020 --> 00:47:32.980
it's making something that could just be one or 2D

673
00:47:32.980 --> 00:47:34.300
and we're making it 3D

674
00:47:34.300 --> 00:47:35.780
and then we're coloring it in

675
00:47:35.780 --> 00:47:39.100
so that you can really truly understand and own it.

676
00:47:39.100 --> 00:47:40.180
So that's how I teach.

677
00:47:40.180 --> 00:47:41.980
I teach for understanding.

678
00:47:41.980 --> 00:47:43.460
So don't get overwhelmed by thinking,

679
00:47:43.460 --> 00:47:44.700
am I aware there's all of these thoughts

680
00:47:44.700 --> 00:47:46.820
and all these things to think about.

681
00:47:46.820 --> 00:47:48.500
If you just sit and listen,

682
00:47:48.500 --> 00:47:50.460
your soul will just absorb it all

683
00:47:50.460 --> 00:47:51.800
and your spirit will absorb it all.

684
00:47:51.800 --> 00:47:54.300
And when you need it, it will come out.

685
00:47:54.300 --> 00:47:55.140
And here's why,

686
00:47:55.140 --> 00:47:57.620
it's because you already know all of these things.

687
00:47:57.620 --> 00:47:58.780
We've forgotten them.

688
00:47:58.780 --> 00:48:00.860
So what we're having to do is unlearn them.

689
00:48:00.860 --> 00:48:02.100
This isn't my information

690
00:48:02.100 --> 00:48:04.300
that I'm imparting to other people.

691
00:48:04.300 --> 00:48:07.620
This is stuff that we all have access to in the spirit.

692
00:48:07.620 --> 00:48:08.820
That's how I learn these things.

693
00:48:08.820 --> 00:48:10.340
I've learned it through the spirit.

694
00:48:10.340 --> 00:48:12.880
And so if I can learn it through the spirit, anybody can.

695
00:48:12.880 --> 00:48:16.140
So anyway, just don't get overwhelmed with like the details

696
00:48:16.140 --> 00:48:17.300
or think, oh my goodness,

697
00:48:17.300 --> 00:48:19.420
how am I going to remember all this in the moment?

698
00:48:19.420 --> 00:48:21.860
You won't, you just own it.

699
00:48:21.860 --> 00:48:25.300
And then you operate in those moments,

700
00:48:25.300 --> 00:48:27.900
you operate from who it is that you are

701
00:48:27.900 --> 00:48:30.860
because you've chosen to own it, chosen to recognize it.

702
00:48:30.860 --> 00:48:34.060
So does that all make sense, Steph?

703
00:48:38.520 --> 00:48:41.300
Good, okay, it helps a lot, all right.

704
00:48:41.300 --> 00:48:42.140
Good, good.

705
00:48:42.980 --> 00:48:43.820
All right, I hope so.

706
00:48:43.820 --> 00:48:46.500
If not, huh?

707
00:48:46.540 --> 00:48:50.420
I was just gonna say that while you were talking,

708
00:48:50.420 --> 00:48:54.180
this didn't understand anything you were saying.

709
00:48:54.180 --> 00:48:58.820
And I was like, but I could feel it going in my spirit.

710
00:48:58.820 --> 00:49:00.660
And I was like, cause you've already taught that,

711
00:49:00.660 --> 00:49:01.500
I knew that.

712
00:49:01.500 --> 00:49:03.020
And so I was just sitting here like,

713
00:49:03.020 --> 00:49:06.220
I know it's going in and it's doing its work.

714
00:49:06.220 --> 00:49:08.620
It's the word, it'll do the work.

715
00:49:08.620 --> 00:49:11.540
And yeah, it's really strange.

716
00:49:11.540 --> 00:49:15.260
Cause like, I was like, I wasn't even trying.

717
00:49:15.260 --> 00:49:17.740
I don't know if it's cause I'm tired or what,

718
00:49:17.740 --> 00:49:20.500
but I wasn't even trying to understand the words.

719
00:49:20.500 --> 00:49:22.700
I was like, I don't know what she's talking about,

720
00:49:22.700 --> 00:49:27.700
but I'm just letting it out of it right now.

721
00:49:27.700 --> 00:49:32.180
But it's kind of good to just be checked out up here

722
00:49:32.180 --> 00:49:34.260
and let it just go into your spirit.

723
00:49:35.140 --> 00:49:36.940
Yeah, yeah, exactly.

724
00:49:36.940 --> 00:49:39.900
So, because there are ways in which we're operating

725
00:49:39.900 --> 00:49:42.780
that we don't know how to articulate for other people,

726
00:49:42.780 --> 00:49:45.020
how they can live life like that,

727
00:49:45.780 --> 00:49:46.620
how they can live life in the spirit,

728
00:49:46.620 --> 00:49:48.060
because we just, I don't know.

729
00:49:48.060 --> 00:49:50.060
I just know it's just what I do.

730
00:49:50.060 --> 00:49:51.580
I don't really know what it is that I do.

731
00:49:51.580 --> 00:49:54.060
And I don't really know how it is, what it is that I say.

732
00:49:54.060 --> 00:49:57.100
Like when, the thing that I mentioned just a while ago

733
00:49:57.100 --> 00:49:59.660
about when you talk,

734
00:50:00.000 --> 00:50:04.640
to someone in the spirit that I have a very, I've had a difficult time articulating how,

735
00:50:05.440 --> 00:50:12.560
how to do that, but I do it, you know, so we don't always understand with our head what it is that

736
00:50:12.560 --> 00:50:18.400
we're doing. And so, but our spirit and our soul know what's going on. So because we're bigger

737
00:50:18.400 --> 00:50:22.880
than what we can force through our conscious mind. So, and we need to allow the other aspects of

738
00:50:22.880 --> 00:50:28.000
ourselves. We need to honor them and allow them to function to allow ourselves to be a fuller,

739
00:50:28.000 --> 00:50:35.680
bigger, broader person, more well-rounded. I actually can like feel my spirit growing

740
00:50:35.680 --> 00:50:40.960
while you're talking. It's really interesting, but that's, that's the way when I got saved

741
00:50:40.960 --> 00:50:46.000
because I did not get saved the textbook way. And so people ask you, well, what did you do?

742
00:50:46.000 --> 00:50:54.800
I'm like, I don't know. Like it was just, it just happened. I didn't, you know, do anything.

743
00:50:54.800 --> 00:51:03.680
So anyway, yeah. Yeah. I love that. That's funny. Cause I was thinking about my, when I first

744
00:51:03.680 --> 00:51:09.600
started going to my church, I wasn't a Christian and my pastor talks about, you know, Jesus every

745
00:51:09.600 --> 00:51:14.800
Sunday, but for the first 11 months of going there, I didn't hear him mention Jesus once

746
00:51:16.000 --> 00:51:21.760
until the day that I, my heart was opened. My God's spirit came into me and that was the day

747
00:51:21.760 --> 00:51:26.480
I became a Christian. And that was the first day I heard him talk about Jesus. He talked about Jesus

748
00:51:26.480 --> 00:51:33.120
every single Sunday that I went. And I just, for whatever reason, couldn't process that because I

749
00:51:33.120 --> 00:51:38.160
was, I wasn't a Christian. Like I didn't understand God. So I wasn't thinking about that. I was

750
00:51:38.160 --> 00:51:42.240
looking at the life application stuff. So I was like taking what I wanted and leaving the stuff

751
00:51:42.240 --> 00:51:48.480
that didn't resonate, except the whole time it was coming into me. Like you said, right? Like it was

752
00:51:49.120 --> 00:51:53.360
pouring over me. It was coming into me and I was absorbing it, but not with my head. I was

753
00:51:53.360 --> 00:52:00.800
absorbing it like with my spirit or my soul or something in there. And then one day it just all

754
00:52:00.800 --> 00:52:06.160
came together, but I wouldn't have known that it was just a really interesting kind of experience.

755
00:52:06.160 --> 00:52:12.480
Right. That's cool. That's kind of how I got saved too. I was going to this spirit filled church and

756
00:52:12.480 --> 00:52:22.480
I was Catholic, so I wasn't saved. And I just, nobody explained anything to me or whatever.

757
00:52:22.480 --> 00:52:29.040
And I just kept going. I was drawn to the church. I was drawn to it. And so I kept going. And one

758
00:52:29.040 --> 00:52:35.600
day it just felt, yeah, the Lord just opened my eyes to understand salvation. And I didn't come

759
00:52:35.600 --> 00:52:40.800
forward and say a prayer or anything like that. And it was just me and God. So that's cool. We

760
00:52:40.800 --> 00:52:46.640
have similar stories. Yeah. It's neat. It's neat to see how his spirit is like coming in, even when

761
00:52:47.200 --> 00:52:50.880
we're not really paying attention with our heads. We're not thinking about it. It's just happening.

762
00:52:50.880 --> 00:53:01.280
Right. Yeah. Cause we're spirit. So our spirit, um, distance before our mind and our body work.

763
00:53:01.280 --> 00:53:07.120
Uh huh. Is there a way to, I know there's a lot of ways, but just, is there ways to like

764
00:53:08.080 --> 00:53:11.680
grow your spirit, sensitize your spirit, develop your spirit?

765
00:53:12.560 --> 00:53:17.200
Like, do you have anything to say about that? Misty's nodding. Maybe I'll talk to her later.

766
00:53:19.280 --> 00:53:28.000
Yeah. Um, yeah, there are, um, uh, but I'm interested to hear what, what Misty would say.

767
00:53:28.000 --> 00:53:30.720
Misty, you want to take it? Yeah. Take it girl.

768
00:53:31.280 --> 00:53:38.880
Um, I, I, well, it has to do with like, um, getting in tune with the different senses of

769
00:53:38.880 --> 00:53:47.120
your spirit, which I think helps, um, grow and expand, you know, relating, sorry, I'm going in

770
00:53:47.120 --> 00:53:52.800
another room growing. I think it helps grow and expand relating and understanding and sensing

771
00:53:53.600 --> 00:54:03.200
sensing your spirit. Um, so I went through, um, a couple of seasons where I would do this

772
00:54:03.200 --> 00:54:13.120
like daily or nightly exercise where I would just, um, like tune into my spirit and ask certain

773
00:54:13.120 --> 00:54:22.960
questions and just wait for responses. So like, what is my, um, spirit? Like, what is my spirit?

774
00:54:22.960 --> 00:54:29.120
Okay. Hang on. Let me look at the questions. Um, but it had to do with getting into with

775
00:54:31.280 --> 00:54:36.640
what is my spirit sensing? Is there something that God's sharing with me? Like, is my spirit

776
00:54:36.960 --> 00:54:43.520
what does my spirit see? What is my spirit smell? Um, and then just, just really just sitting with

777
00:54:43.520 --> 00:54:49.360
that for a minute, being still like seeing if I could feel something in my spirit. If I could

778
00:54:49.360 --> 00:54:53.680
smell something in my spirit, if I could see something in my spirit, hear something in my

779
00:54:53.680 --> 00:54:58.880
spirit and whatever that was, I would just kind of write about that for a minute. And then I would

780
00:54:58.880 --> 00:54:59.760
ask the Lord to like,

781
00:55:00.000 --> 00:55:05.760
concerned more to me about it. So, um, that's, that's what I

782
00:55:05.760 --> 00:55:09.760
did, like regularly for a while to really kind of just become

783
00:55:09.760 --> 00:55:14.320
more and more sensitive to sensing what was going on in my

784
00:55:14.320 --> 00:55:14.800
spirit.

785
00:55:15.600 --> 00:55:17.000
Okay, that's good.

786
00:55:19.960 --> 00:55:22.560
Like, I'll tell you, I just would like say this prayer, I

787
00:55:22.560 --> 00:55:25.080
call my spirit to attention in the name of Jesus, I ask you

788
00:55:25.080 --> 00:55:28.440
Father to cause my spirit to commune with your Holy Spirit. I

789
00:55:28.440 --> 00:55:31.720
ask you to awaken and engage my spiritual senses, lead me in

790
00:55:31.720 --> 00:55:36.480
your paths of righteousness. And then I would journal, what are

791
00:55:36.600 --> 00:55:39.520
the what is the setting and circumstance where the Lord is

792
00:55:39.520 --> 00:55:43.520
leading me? And then I and then I would write about that. And

793
00:55:43.520 --> 00:55:46.360
then whatever that then I would sit with that and say, well,

794
00:55:46.360 --> 00:55:50.240
what are my spiritual eyes see in that, like, whatever, leading

795
00:55:50.240 --> 00:55:53.720
me to? What are my spiritual ear? What are my spiritual

796
00:55:53.720 --> 00:55:57.760
senses perceive? What is the Lord communicating to me? What

797
00:55:57.760 --> 00:56:00.720
does he want me to know and understand? So I wouldn't always

798
00:56:00.720 --> 00:56:03.720
answer all those questions. If there was just one that was

799
00:56:03.720 --> 00:56:07.400
really coming up for me, that's where I would sit with it. So

800
00:56:08.280 --> 00:56:08.640
yeah.

801
00:56:09.640 --> 00:56:13.000
Okay, yeah, I've done the beginning part of that where I

802
00:56:13.000 --> 00:56:16.760
call my spirit to attention. And but I hadn't really gotten into

803
00:56:16.760 --> 00:56:19.800
the senses, which, you know, that sounds really good. And I

804
00:56:19.800 --> 00:56:23.040
like the journaling because it brings out things that aren't up

805
00:56:23.160 --> 00:56:27.000
here, lose it out of your heart, out of your spirit. Okay.

806
00:56:28.480 --> 00:56:29.080
Sounds cool.

807
00:56:29.840 --> 00:56:30.480
Misty.

808
00:56:32.960 --> 00:56:36.480
Another thing you can do, you know, as far as like, you know,

809
00:56:36.480 --> 00:56:43.040
making being like what Misty was talking about becoming aware of

810
00:56:43.440 --> 00:56:49.160
what is your spirit is. And meaning that I know that you're

811
00:56:49.160 --> 00:56:51.600
already aware of what your spirit is, but like doing it to

812
00:56:51.600 --> 00:56:58.600
like deeper levels is, is always honoring and acknowledging

813
00:56:58.680 --> 00:57:03.880
something when you think it might be your spirit. And then

814
00:57:03.880 --> 00:57:09.160
you'll become more sensitive to it because it's honoring it. And

815
00:57:09.240 --> 00:57:13.520
as opposed to dismissing it, doubting it, keeping it at a

816
00:57:13.520 --> 00:57:16.760
distance to figure it out. Well, I don't know because then it's

817
00:57:16.760 --> 00:57:21.360
not bringing it in to you. And it's not, it's not, it's not

818
00:57:21.360 --> 00:57:24.200
honoring it is treating it like a stranger, it's treating it

819
00:57:24.200 --> 00:57:28.040
with distrust. And so if we if we honor something, so say, for

820
00:57:28.040 --> 00:57:30.160
instance, where we're just feeling like, I don't know,

821
00:57:30.160 --> 00:57:33.720
something doesn't feel quite right about that, or, you know,

822
00:57:33.720 --> 00:57:37.680
to recognize to honor the fact that that is, that that's most

823
00:57:37.680 --> 00:57:42.040
likely, you know, the spirit. And, you know, that kind of

824
00:57:42.040 --> 00:57:45.960
thing, I've noticed that that is also is really big to make sure

825
00:57:45.960 --> 00:57:50.720
to always honor and acknowledge things that we think might be

826
00:57:50.760 --> 00:57:57.680
the spirits. That is how I know that mine, that that I developed

827
00:57:57.840 --> 00:58:03.160
my sensitivity, and I continue to use to develop it is to

828
00:58:03.160 --> 00:58:09.440
honor new, new, new sensitivities that I'm

829
00:58:09.440 --> 00:58:14.280
experiencing, that I'm not quite sure about, I'll choose to

830
00:58:14.280 --> 00:58:18.760
believe it's spirit. And those things that actually are spirit

831
00:58:18.840 --> 00:58:22.960
will stay and grow stronger. And those things which aren't

832
00:58:22.960 --> 00:58:25.720
spirit will just will just fade away, they'll die, because

833
00:58:25.720 --> 00:58:29.640
there's no there's no life in them. So anyway, that's the idea.

834
00:58:30.320 --> 00:58:33.040
So they talked about the same thing, like whenever you want to

835
00:58:33.040 --> 00:58:38.240
start being able to see angels, is to is to do that as well to

836
00:58:38.240 --> 00:58:44.000
honor and acknowledge them. And, and then, and then people can

837
00:58:44.000 --> 00:58:47.480
start the people that haven't just had angels present

838
00:58:47.480 --> 00:58:50.080
themselves, but they're like, Oh, my word, you know, there's,

839
00:58:50.160 --> 00:58:55.200
there's an angel, they, people that have started to see them

840
00:58:55.240 --> 00:58:59.480
when they hadn't seen them before. They, they said that a

841
00:58:59.480 --> 00:59:02.520
lot of times what they did is they acknowledged them. So and

842
00:59:02.520 --> 00:59:02.960
honored them.

843
00:59:04.520 --> 00:59:13.400
Yeah. So, um, so why you asked, you were asking others, other

844
00:59:13.400 --> 00:59:19.400
people can answer, I am not aware of having seen one. But I

845
00:59:19.400 --> 00:59:25.840
can sense, I can sense beings. I've never seen them. I can

846
00:59:25.840 --> 00:59:31.640
sense evil spirits. And I can sense and I can sense what I

847
00:59:31.640 --> 00:59:35.040
think are angels. When I say thinker angels, I'm choosing to

848
00:59:35.040 --> 00:59:40.360
believe that they're angels. But just like Mary, that the feeling

849
00:59:40.400 --> 00:59:43.120
like sometimes that there will be a feeling of something in the

850
00:59:43.120 --> 00:59:46.360
corner of a room, or I'll be lying in bed, and there's this

851
00:59:46.360 --> 00:59:51.480
sense of something over me, if it's not very, very evil, well,

852
00:59:51.480 --> 00:59:54.880
then I'm choosing to believe that it is an angel because

853
00:59:54.920 --> 00:59:59.480
angels that there's a reason why people in the Bible had to be

854
00:59:59.480 --> 00:59:59.880
told by

855
01:00:00.000 --> 01:00:06.160
Those do not be afraid because, so in other words, just because I'm afraid doesn't mean that it's

856
01:00:06.160 --> 01:00:11.120
going to be an evil thing. But if it's, if I'm not feeling the evil, which I will feel because

857
01:00:11.120 --> 01:00:16.000
I'm a son of God and I will feel if it, if it is absolutely wrong. So if I'm just kind of thinking,

858
01:00:16.000 --> 01:00:23.520
oh my word, there's, I feel like there's this, I sense this presence. And then I, if unless I'm

859
01:00:23.520 --> 01:00:30.160
feeling that it's like inherently evil, I I'm choosing to acknowledge that it's, that it's an

860
01:00:30.160 --> 01:00:36.240
angel. So I can sense things. I can sense spirits, but, and sometimes I can sense, sense them as

861
01:00:36.240 --> 01:00:42.560
like being in a specific location, but I have not seen one. I know people who've seen them.

862
01:00:44.240 --> 01:00:48.720
And, and you've talked about him, described him and just been in awe, but it's been,

863
01:00:48.720 --> 01:00:55.520
it's very, very fascinating. But I haven't. So other people on here are welcome to answer

864
01:00:55.520 --> 01:01:00.960
if they, if they've seen one. Are other people still on here? I discerned them.

865
01:01:03.040 --> 01:01:06.320
Yeah. I haven't seen, I had a vision of them around me. Oh, that's so neat.

866
01:01:07.360 --> 01:01:12.400
I just don't have a times. I've only seen one once after a tornado. Oh wow. That's really cool.

867
01:01:12.400 --> 01:01:24.000
Yeah. All right. Well, I think that it is time. So does anyone have anything before we jump off?

868
01:01:25.200 --> 01:01:32.880
No good for the night. So I will probably, when we jump on next week, I guess I'll be in Tennessee.

869
01:01:35.440 --> 01:01:41.360
I'll say hi from Tennessee. We'll jump on. I, unless I let y'all know, otherwise it's probably

870
01:01:41.360 --> 01:01:47.200
going to be the normal time, you know, and of course we'll see something come up in, in Facebook.

871
01:01:47.920 --> 01:01:57.360
And it'd be eight central nine Eastern. So, okay. Well, I'll see y'all all next week then. And I'll

872
01:01:57.360 --> 01:02:05.040
see y'all in the group. In the meantime, love all the posts, all the testimonies, a lot of

873
01:02:05.040 --> 01:02:10.640
no pressure, but if you would like to post a testimony, that'd be wonderful. It was like

874
01:02:10.640 --> 01:02:16.240
this follow-up to, to that post. That would be so neat and so special. If not, no worries, because

875
01:02:16.240 --> 01:02:21.760
we do have it documented in here. And eventually I am going to get all of these, these community

876
01:02:21.760 --> 01:02:30.160
Q and A's posted on the group. So yes, I was talking about in, in the group. Yeah. Alana,

877
01:02:30.160 --> 01:02:33.200
I was talking about in the group. You don't have to there if you don't want to, because eventually

878
01:02:33.200 --> 01:02:39.120
this is going to be on there, but who knows. Can I share the one I did on your page? Sorry.

879
01:02:40.080 --> 01:02:54.000
Let me see. Yeah, yeah, you can. Absolutely. You can. I, I guess that is it. So I will see all of

880
01:02:54.000 --> 01:02:59.120
y'all next week then. And in the meantime, we'll see y'all in the group. So I'll see y'all later.

881
01:02:59.120 --> 01:03:04.160
Y'all have a good night. Bye. Bye.