WEBVTT 1 00:00:00.000 --> 00:00:24.000 Okay. 2 00:00:24.000 --> 00:00:36.000 Okay. 3 00:00:36.000 --> 00:00:38.000 Hey, Rita, can you hear me? 4 00:00:38.000 --> 00:00:52.000 I can't see you. 5 00:00:52.000 --> 00:00:58.000 Oh, there you are. 6 00:00:58.000 --> 00:01:00.000 Hello. 7 00:01:00.000 --> 00:01:03.000 Hi. 8 00:01:03.000 --> 00:01:04.000 Hey, how's it going? 9 00:01:04.000 --> 00:01:07.000 Good. 10 00:01:07.000 --> 00:01:08.000 There's my headache band. 11 00:01:08.000 --> 00:01:12.000 Oh, I'm sorry. 12 00:01:12.000 --> 00:01:18.000 I was thinking, did you just come from working out? 13 00:01:18.000 --> 00:01:20.000 Oh, I'm sorry. 14 00:01:20.000 --> 00:01:22.000 How are y'all doing? 15 00:01:22.000 --> 00:01:23.000 Good. 16 00:01:23.000 --> 00:01:26.000 I like seeing you in the prayer chair. 17 00:01:26.000 --> 00:01:28.000 I know, I love this chair. 18 00:01:28.000 --> 00:01:30.000 Yeah. 19 00:01:30.000 --> 00:01:35.000 I met this man that he upholsters at a good price. 20 00:01:35.000 --> 00:01:39.000 And I'm like, oh, yes, because I can't wait to pick out a fabric. 21 00:01:39.000 --> 00:01:41.000 I'm going to upholster it. 22 00:01:41.000 --> 00:01:42.000 Oh, nice. 23 00:01:42.000 --> 00:01:44.000 Good. 24 00:01:44.000 --> 00:01:46.000 Let me try to make sure I can have enough power. 25 00:01:46.000 --> 00:01:48.000 There we go. 26 00:01:48.000 --> 00:01:50.000 Okay. 27 00:01:50.000 --> 00:01:52.000 Well, good. 28 00:01:52.000 --> 00:01:57.000 Now I'm. 29 00:01:57.000 --> 00:01:59.000 You said you found a man who can upholster, 30 00:01:59.000 --> 00:02:00.000 but you didn't pick the fabric yet. 31 00:02:00.000 --> 00:02:01.000 Right. 32 00:02:01.000 --> 00:02:02.000 Oh, no, not yet. 33 00:02:02.000 --> 00:02:03.000 I'm going to wait. 34 00:02:03.000 --> 00:02:04.000 But it's. 35 00:02:04.000 --> 00:02:05.000 Yeah. 36 00:02:05.000 --> 00:02:06.000 I mean, 37 00:02:06.000 --> 00:02:09.000 I went on to online to look at the fabrics and I got really excited. 38 00:02:09.000 --> 00:02:10.000 I'm like, Oh, 39 00:02:10.000 --> 00:02:12.000 I have an Ottoman that doesn't match. 40 00:02:12.000 --> 00:02:14.000 And so I'm going to do both of them the same fabric. 41 00:02:14.000 --> 00:02:15.000 Yeah. 42 00:02:15.000 --> 00:02:17.000 Oh, how nice. 43 00:02:17.000 --> 00:02:18.000 I love that. 44 00:02:18.000 --> 00:02:23.000 That's so cute. 45 00:02:23.000 --> 00:02:24.000 And I love how you made the, 46 00:02:24.000 --> 00:02:28.000 the fabric feel so fresh and clean and make it feel like even more like 47 00:02:28.000 --> 00:02:29.000 you were. 48 00:02:29.000 --> 00:02:30.000 Which is special, you know? 49 00:02:30.000 --> 00:02:31.000 Yeah. Yeah. 50 00:02:31.000 --> 00:02:32.000 As opposed to the previous owners. 51 00:02:32.000 --> 00:02:36.000 Good. 52 00:02:36.000 --> 00:02:39.000 I am here at a hotel, so I'm sorry. This is the best. 53 00:02:39.000 --> 00:02:46.000 I hope that the, that the. 54 00:02:46.000 --> 00:02:53.000 You know, you've got the noise of the hotel. 55 00:02:53.000 --> 00:02:54.000 You've got the noise of the escalators, you know, 56 00:02:54.000 --> 00:02:57.000 the whoosh whoosh to the escalators. And then. 57 00:02:57.000 --> 00:03:00.000 But, and then you some very light lounge noise going on. 58 00:03:00.000 --> 00:03:01.000 But not. 59 00:03:01.000 --> 00:03:03.000 What I've done. 60 00:03:03.000 --> 00:03:07.000 I pulled away from the. 61 00:03:07.000 --> 00:03:14.000 Sorry. I think I'm getting feedback. I pull. 62 00:03:14.000 --> 00:03:17.000 I pulled away from the lounge noise. 63 00:03:17.000 --> 00:03:21.000 And then they have a live. 64 00:03:21.000 --> 00:03:27.000 They have a live guitar player playing in the bar area. 65 00:03:27.000 --> 00:03:29.000 So all of a sudden I was like, I've been here all day. 66 00:03:29.000 --> 00:03:32.000 And this is like the loudest it's ever been. 67 00:03:32.000 --> 00:03:33.000 I'm going to do a call. 68 00:03:33.000 --> 00:03:35.000 But because it is eight at night. 69 00:03:35.000 --> 00:03:43.000 The Starbucks is closed. 70 00:03:44.000 --> 00:03:48.000 So I'm actually at a conference here in Dallas. 71 00:03:48.000 --> 00:03:53.000 And that was gifted to me. 72 00:03:53.000 --> 00:03:56.000 It's such a blessing. And so fun enough. 73 00:03:56.000 --> 00:03:57.000 I am here. 74 00:03:57.000 --> 00:04:03.000 Not on purpose. 75 00:04:03.000 --> 00:04:05.000 Like we, we all are kind of came separately, 76 00:04:05.000 --> 00:04:08.000 but with two other previous rest intensive members. 77 00:04:08.000 --> 00:04:10.000 One of them, you know, Rita is, is. 78 00:04:10.000 --> 00:04:11.000 And she was in the Dallas area. 79 00:04:11.000 --> 00:04:14.000 And so she and I found that out after I was gifted. 80 00:04:14.000 --> 00:04:21.000 The ticket. 81 00:04:21.000 --> 00:04:24.000 And so I found out that she was flying in for us. Well, that's cool. 82 00:04:24.000 --> 00:04:26.000 And then I ran into Amy Hayes. I don't know. 83 00:04:26.000 --> 00:04:28.000 You know her, but she lives in the Dallas area. 84 00:04:28.000 --> 00:04:29.000 She was on the. 85 00:04:29.000 --> 00:04:32.000 She was in the April 2020 rest intensive. 86 00:04:32.000 --> 00:04:34.000 The very original one. 87 00:04:34.000 --> 00:04:37.000 So anyway, so it's like a, it's like a mini reunion. 88 00:04:37.000 --> 00:04:41.000 Yeah. 89 00:04:41.000 --> 00:04:47.000 And then, so I pull away at the end of the day to. 90 00:04:47.000 --> 00:04:49.000 Have our last fire side chat. 91 00:04:49.000 --> 00:04:51.000 I was excited to get to see everybody. 92 00:04:51.000 --> 00:04:53.000 So. 93 00:04:53.000 --> 00:04:58.000 I know. 94 00:04:58.000 --> 00:05:01.000 I'm glad that y'all enjoyed it enough for it to be sad. 95 00:05:00.000 --> 00:05:03.400 The way it gets every single time is at the beginning, 96 00:05:03.400 --> 00:05:05.600 everyone's like, oh, I don't know, this is all so new. 97 00:05:05.600 --> 00:05:07.680 And I'm like, ah, and Rita knows. 98 00:05:07.680 --> 00:05:09.520 It's like, I just wait. 99 00:05:09.520 --> 00:05:11.040 Everyone gets to know each other. 100 00:05:11.040 --> 00:05:12.360 The community is built. 101 00:05:12.360 --> 00:05:14.000 And then by the end of the six weeks, 102 00:05:14.000 --> 00:05:17.120 everyone's like, no, these are all my friends. 103 00:05:17.120 --> 00:05:18.360 So, which is good. 104 00:05:20.240 --> 00:05:21.160 It's really good. 105 00:05:21.160 --> 00:05:22.640 That's how I want it to be, 106 00:05:22.640 --> 00:05:25.200 is that for that community to be developed. 107 00:05:25.200 --> 00:05:30.000 And right now I'm working on the next rest intensive 108 00:05:30.000 --> 00:05:31.920 that I'm gonna do. 109 00:05:31.920 --> 00:05:35.400 Still working on pinning down a time 110 00:05:35.400 --> 00:05:39.640 and an exact structure and all of that. 111 00:05:39.640 --> 00:05:43.280 But it's solidifying more and more. 112 00:05:43.280 --> 00:05:46.800 And I even got some ideas in the session today. 113 00:05:46.800 --> 00:05:48.760 And so I was writing them down while I was listening. 114 00:05:48.760 --> 00:05:50.520 So that was fun. 115 00:05:50.520 --> 00:05:54.560 So, y'all know how this works, six weeks in. 116 00:05:54.600 --> 00:05:58.080 So, what questions do y'all have? 117 00:05:58.080 --> 00:06:01.600 Or how have things been going? 118 00:06:01.600 --> 00:06:04.720 Because remember, think about it like this. 119 00:06:04.720 --> 00:06:06.400 And maybe this is how we can start. 120 00:06:06.400 --> 00:06:07.840 Unless someone just has a question 121 00:06:07.840 --> 00:06:09.840 that you need to start with. 122 00:06:09.840 --> 00:06:11.640 One of the things that we can do 123 00:06:11.640 --> 00:06:16.640 is to just think back on how you started, 124 00:06:16.880 --> 00:06:19.840 where you were six weeks ago. 125 00:06:19.840 --> 00:06:22.080 You and the Lord, emotionally, 126 00:06:22.080 --> 00:06:24.960 just internally, spiritually, whatever. 127 00:06:24.960 --> 00:06:29.000 And then what you were wanting of the Lord 128 00:06:29.000 --> 00:06:33.760 and experiencing Him into your real life, 129 00:06:33.760 --> 00:06:35.000 into your daily life. 130 00:06:35.000 --> 00:06:37.280 Not in theory anymore, not in concept, 131 00:06:37.280 --> 00:06:39.360 not a, oh, I know something else. 132 00:06:39.360 --> 00:06:43.680 No, like actually experiencing Him in a new more, 133 00:06:43.680 --> 00:06:48.080 in a new way that actually changed your daily life. 134 00:06:48.080 --> 00:06:49.480 It actually affected it. 135 00:06:49.480 --> 00:06:54.000 It actually landed from heaven onto earth into your life. 136 00:06:55.080 --> 00:06:58.840 What has happened during the rest intensive time? 137 00:06:58.840 --> 00:07:01.160 So, does anyone have any of that 138 00:07:01.160 --> 00:07:03.400 that they would like to share with the class? 139 00:07:11.240 --> 00:07:15.320 I guess I have at least one thing that's top of mind is, 140 00:07:15.360 --> 00:07:19.800 it felt like I was just really controlled by my emotions. 141 00:07:19.800 --> 00:07:24.800 And now it's like, I know how to be an authority over them, 142 00:07:25.960 --> 00:07:30.840 but also give them their place and let it, you know? 143 00:07:30.840 --> 00:07:32.240 That's like huge. 144 00:07:32.240 --> 00:07:36.640 And I was also, I was so like, 145 00:07:36.640 --> 00:07:39.560 my mind was driving me literally crazy. 146 00:07:39.560 --> 00:07:43.600 I felt like, cause it's like all of this judgment going on 147 00:07:44.360 --> 00:07:47.400 against myself or others or God. 148 00:07:47.400 --> 00:07:51.800 And now it's like, I know how to like, let that go. 149 00:07:51.800 --> 00:07:53.920 And like, sometimes I'll be like, no judgment, 150 00:07:53.920 --> 00:07:54.760 you know what I mean? 151 00:07:54.760 --> 00:07:56.800 Like it's no shit, you know? 152 00:07:56.800 --> 00:08:01.080 And so I just feel like I'm walking in so much more freedom. 153 00:08:01.080 --> 00:08:03.280 And then the third thing is like, 154 00:08:03.280 --> 00:08:06.240 my friends like would talk about like experiencing God 155 00:08:06.240 --> 00:08:07.680 and all its encounters. 156 00:08:07.680 --> 00:08:09.200 And I was like, what are you talking about? 157 00:08:09.200 --> 00:08:11.080 Like, I mean, I thought it was cool. 158 00:08:11.080 --> 00:08:13.880 I wasn't like unbelieving about it, 159 00:08:13.880 --> 00:08:16.200 but I had never really experienced it on my own. 160 00:08:16.200 --> 00:08:19.360 So to have God just show himself so clearly 161 00:08:19.360 --> 00:08:23.200 through experiences and just like feels like tangible love 162 00:08:23.200 --> 00:08:26.920 in that way, it's just been amazing. 163 00:08:26.920 --> 00:08:29.080 So thank you, Ashley. 164 00:08:29.080 --> 00:08:30.520 You're welcome. 165 00:08:30.520 --> 00:08:33.679 Well, what do you think was the thing that helped? 166 00:08:33.679 --> 00:08:36.760 Like, what was it about like God or yourself 167 00:08:36.760 --> 00:08:39.440 in a way that you connected or chose to believe 168 00:08:39.440 --> 00:08:43.120 or whatever that you think was the root issue 169 00:08:43.120 --> 00:08:46.240 that helped with any or all of those things? 170 00:08:47.960 --> 00:08:50.800 Like what unlocked it for you, you know? 171 00:08:53.080 --> 00:08:55.040 I think, well, for the emotions, 172 00:08:55.040 --> 00:08:56.880 what unlocked it is just like being, 173 00:08:56.880 --> 00:09:00.600 like talking to God about it because I was stuffing them. 174 00:09:00.600 --> 00:09:04.240 And so like realizing like, oh, he can handle it. 175 00:09:04.240 --> 00:09:07.720 Like, I just learned how to be vulnerable with God, 176 00:09:07.720 --> 00:09:10.640 you know, like having to bring myself 177 00:09:10.640 --> 00:09:14.840 like all put together to him, you know? 178 00:09:14.840 --> 00:09:17.680 And knowing that he loves me just how I am, 179 00:09:17.680 --> 00:09:19.400 like just where I'm at. 180 00:09:19.400 --> 00:09:21.560 It's not hoops I have to jump through 181 00:09:21.560 --> 00:09:25.160 and religious stuff I have to like, you know, 182 00:09:25.160 --> 00:09:28.400 it's just like, he just like love in the way, 183 00:09:28.400 --> 00:09:31.640 like he loves me just like I am, you know? 184 00:09:31.640 --> 00:09:35.560 So it's huge. 185 00:09:35.560 --> 00:09:36.600 Great. 186 00:09:36.600 --> 00:09:39.560 So, and again, I'm sorry, 187 00:09:39.560 --> 00:09:43.160 I don't need to like keep asking you to like clarify. 188 00:09:43.160 --> 00:09:46.720 It's just, I find that what you said to be fascinating 189 00:09:46.720 --> 00:09:50.880 because in other words, you now believe something, 190 00:09:50.880 --> 00:09:51.880 you know, different about God. 191 00:09:51.880 --> 00:09:55.560 Like you act like he actually is, 192 00:09:55.560 --> 00:09:57.320 you actually are okay with him, 193 00:09:57.320 --> 00:09:59.360 meaning like you're safe with him. 194 00:09:59.360 --> 00:10:00.200 Did you just? 195 00:10:00.000 --> 00:10:05.920 make the choice that that would that that was true and then you and or is it just kind of like 196 00:10:06.480 --> 00:10:13.120 um you just decided okay well I'm just going to do it and then experience it or like was there 197 00:10:13.120 --> 00:10:21.680 any risk involved or or was it a more gentle you know slope or like because I'm because again 198 00:10:21.680 --> 00:10:29.680 I'm trying to learn from other people how they're experiencing things so that I can grow and how 199 00:10:29.680 --> 00:10:35.360 I articulate or explain to people or give people tools about hey if this hasn't worked we'll try 200 00:10:35.360 --> 00:10:42.320 this try approaching it this way so that was why I was kind of asking is you know I feel like I 201 00:10:42.320 --> 00:10:48.640 went through like it took me a couple times of going through it to really get it I feel like 202 00:10:49.200 --> 00:10:53.920 um one of the things that really helped I think the first time was really like the journaling 203 00:10:54.640 --> 00:11:01.040 because it really helped me like make it more substantial because otherwise it's just going 204 00:11:01.040 --> 00:11:05.760 it's more of it just going around in my head so to put it down it felt like it was like a 205 00:11:05.760 --> 00:11:13.200 real conversation and like I had really released it and I think like I don't know having a record 206 00:11:13.200 --> 00:11:17.280 too is just great because you can be like yeah I already talked to him about that like it's on 207 00:11:17.280 --> 00:11:22.400 paper it's on my notes you know what I mean my digital notes so yes it's already done it's 208 00:11:22.400 --> 00:11:28.640 already real yeah that's right a couple times because I didn't really get the tools at first 209 00:11:28.640 --> 00:11:35.120 like but hearing other people say like hearing Diana say oh the meditation one yeah that was 210 00:11:35.120 --> 00:11:41.520 really good like that helped you know and then then as I started to experience it then like when 211 00:11:41.520 --> 00:11:48.480 I read the tools like on the Facebook or the one that you put on now I'm like okay okay I get it 212 00:11:48.480 --> 00:11:53.040 but at first at first it was like I felt like the journaling was the breakthrough for me 213 00:11:53.840 --> 00:12:00.000 and you tell us that we didn't have to like it's okay like he likes he loves you just how you are 214 00:12:00.000 --> 00:12:05.440 and it's okay to experience those feelings because I always thought that they were the enemy like it 215 00:12:05.440 --> 00:12:12.480 just you know with and so that's why I stuck them but like yes like it's allowed to be free and open 216 00:12:12.480 --> 00:12:20.240 with him about it all that was a changing point for me good oh I'm so glad okay yeah because I 217 00:12:20.240 --> 00:12:26.800 mean that and again my whole point of the rest intensive is what I always say to create a 218 00:12:27.920 --> 00:12:34.160 sorry I hope it doesn't get too loud on me here but uh that to provide a safe and supportive 219 00:12:34.160 --> 00:12:41.040 environment as spiritually immersive environment for people to change in other words that they 220 00:12:41.040 --> 00:12:46.800 don't get to they don't hear someone just tell them hey look because we've all been told that 221 00:12:46.800 --> 00:12:50.560 our whole lives you know or you know as long as we've been going to church hey this is the 222 00:12:50.560 --> 00:12:54.960 way it is and God loves you anyway and whatever but I don't know about y'all I didn't feel like 223 00:12:54.960 --> 00:13:04.800 I was treated as if God was okay with me I would be told that God was okay with me but the way 224 00:13:04.800 --> 00:13:10.160 people would interact with me is that neither God nor they were okay with me as I was and I'm like 225 00:13:10.160 --> 00:13:16.240 hey look the experience that I'm getting is not lining up with what I'm being told and so I wanted 226 00:13:16.240 --> 00:13:23.840 to kind of help I want people to to feel in when they're going through this to an actual new 227 00:13:23.840 --> 00:13:32.720 experience of like experiencing the truth of God showing up as he's been saying to us that he is 228 00:13:32.720 --> 00:13:37.600 as opposed to us just hearing yet one more time that God is something that we've already known 229 00:13:37.600 --> 00:13:43.280 before we ever joined the rest intensive so what's new you know I wanted to figure out because 230 00:13:43.280 --> 00:13:49.280 my whole point is to help people actually have the courage to believe the things about the Lord 231 00:13:49.280 --> 00:13:53.440 and to have it in other words to have faith and act on it in such a way that they finally get 232 00:13:53.440 --> 00:13:59.040 the change that they've been wanting because just telling them the same thing that they've always 233 00:13:59.040 --> 00:14:04.480 heard isn't going to change it so anyway it's very exciting to hear that it was that you're like you 234 00:14:04.480 --> 00:14:11.200 know it's the fact that I experienced it I chose that God really was okay and then and so you put 235 00:14:11.200 --> 00:14:15.600 yourself there and you're like oh my word I'm experiencing God really is okay with me right now 236 00:14:15.600 --> 00:14:20.400 I'm in his presence feeling this way because I just chose to have that faith you know I just 237 00:14:20.400 --> 00:14:26.800 chose that just um that it really was true so wonderful I'm so excited that that was helpful 238 00:14:26.800 --> 00:14:29.760 good good thank you for sharing thank you 239 00:14:32.400 --> 00:14:38.000 so Diana or Rita do y'all have any I know you're you've got a headache Rita so you know just 240 00:14:38.000 --> 00:14:43.520 whatever it is you can manage do y'all have anything that y'all can share about where it is 241 00:14:46.400 --> 00:14:51.760 God really met me because I was thinking about that today that I think you told us something to 242 00:14:52.000 --> 00:14:59.120 God at one point I can't remember where in what video or what but it you said to kind of choose 243 00:14:59.120 --> 00:14:59.920 God but how 244 00:15:00.000 --> 00:15:06.200 ever he wants to come like something like choose to receive him however he wants to 245 00:15:06.200 --> 00:15:14.280 come and I think I said that I said you know I kept telling him you know I'm here like 246 00:15:14.280 --> 00:15:22.440 I receive you I choose you however you want to show up and what was really amazing is 247 00:15:22.440 --> 00:15:27.960 just how he showed it's just too many little things but I know I don't really journey share 248 00:15:27.960 --> 00:15:32.640 a lot and I I'm not really good at expressing that all you know that kind of stuff in in 249 00:15:32.640 --> 00:15:38.680 you know I don't know why but anyway the he showed up to me in ways that he has never 250 00:15:38.680 --> 00:15:52.040 showed up before really yes and what was really I want to cry because what was really was 251 00:15:52.040 --> 00:16:01.960 he like it was like he was telling me I'm so much more than you have limited me to like 252 00:16:01.960 --> 00:16:09.560 I don't have to be like how you have how you have through church or religion or whatever 253 00:16:09.560 --> 00:16:15.680 how I have done things I'm so much more because you know he's multifaceted I mean if you think 254 00:16:15.680 --> 00:16:23.560 about it how creative is God that he doesn't have to I mean talking through the Bible and 255 00:16:23.560 --> 00:16:29.640 through things yes he does talk but there's so many more ways he can speak and I would 256 00:16:29.640 --> 00:16:35.440 just be walking and he would just be it was like he would highlight something and speak 257 00:16:35.440 --> 00:16:41.480 to me through it and he would say you see I can speak through this like I don't have 258 00:16:41.480 --> 00:16:47.200 to speak that way I can speak to this and just little things that I feel like they were 259 00:16:47.200 --> 00:16:54.320 they were like kisses from heaven you know things that I've desired but I've never said 260 00:16:54.320 --> 00:17:01.760 it I've never prayed for it but they're in in my hands and I thought how in the world 261 00:17:01.760 --> 00:17:08.079 did this happen because it had to be God like I I didn't pray for it but God knew I desired 262 00:17:08.079 --> 00:17:14.599 it and and it was like I feel like his way of saying yeah I'm with you you know and and 263 00:17:14.599 --> 00:17:22.000 so you don't have to worry about you know meeting me that way or what other power other 264 00:17:22.000 --> 00:17:30.880 people have met me you know so it's like it's my relationship with you and and just how 265 00:17:30.880 --> 00:17:37.520 unique he is with each one of us because sometimes I feel like in church you know it's not not 266 00:17:37.520 --> 00:17:41.720 a bad thing but they'll tell you you know because they preach the Bible and do this 267 00:17:41.720 --> 00:17:49.680 this and that and and so you you think okay it has to be this way and and and we me I've 268 00:17:49.680 --> 00:17:55.680 been so limited in my mindset I and that's another thing that without some of the revelation 269 00:17:55.680 --> 00:18:04.040 that you had was mind-blowing and especially I was listening to that the one with the the 270 00:18:04.040 --> 00:18:09.360 heal the soul I've listened to it like five times and each time I get something new from 271 00:18:09.360 --> 00:18:14.000 that heal the soul and that's where you're talking about a lot about speaking to the 272 00:18:14.000 --> 00:18:21.080 soul that's another thing that has changed my life okay because I think I've spoken to 273 00:18:21.080 --> 00:18:25.520 myself maybe like three times in my whole life like I've never thought to do that yeah 274 00:18:25.520 --> 00:18:33.520 you know and that has really changed me not just that but you know just so many things 275 00:18:33.520 --> 00:18:39.880 but the rest because at a certain point the Holy Spirit kept highlighting me highlighting 276 00:18:39.880 --> 00:18:47.520 the verse where where the Israelites couldn't enter into the promised land because they 277 00:18:47.520 --> 00:18:55.040 could not enter into rest because of unbelief that that whole part there and I didn't understand 278 00:18:55.040 --> 00:19:00.040 it I did not understand it like I kept asking like I don't know I don't know what that is 279 00:19:00.040 --> 00:19:08.200 like I'm not sure what how I can enter that rest how I can enter that place that is where 280 00:19:08.200 --> 00:19:14.720 I can totally trust God you know and I had heard Chuck Pierce say that the highest form 281 00:19:14.720 --> 00:19:24.580 of spiritual warfare was rest he said that's the highest form why I didn't understand it 282 00:19:24.580 --> 00:19:30.940 until now with you speaking saying that because you let God fight your battle because you 283 00:19:30.940 --> 00:19:37.380 get into that place you're not striving and not trying to you know do it you're just totally 284 00:19:37.380 --> 00:19:41.580 trusting that God's going to take care of it and you're going to be at rest you know 285 00:19:41.580 --> 00:19:47.860 like I and so I feel like that's that was a first step is is the revelation right you 286 00:19:47.860 --> 00:19:55.380 know and then walking into it which is what I'm trying to do every day just not in a striving 287 00:19:55.380 --> 00:20:00.020 way but in a way of saying okay God you know this is the lifestyle I want 288 00:20:00.000 --> 00:20:03.680 I don't want to be striving. I want to be at peace. I want to be in rest 289 00:20:04.080 --> 00:20:08.400 Yeah, I don't want to be but it's a daily thing where I have to choose to do it 290 00:20:09.160 --> 00:20:14.840 So I feel like this is where I'm at every day saying God. Okay, I choose to just 291 00:20:15.960 --> 00:20:18.280 What what you know partner with you, whatever? 292 00:20:18.880 --> 00:20:24.280 Yo, yeah, it is too and I have I've been dreaming differently. I've been 293 00:20:24.880 --> 00:20:28.520 You know sleeping differently. I have been 294 00:20:29.520 --> 00:20:31.900 Everything has changed, you know 295 00:20:33.800 --> 00:20:39.800 Atmosphere has changed in my room and I put my room in order 296 00:20:45.280 --> 00:20:46.000 Oh 297 00:20:46.000 --> 00:20:48.000 God, you know things are you know 298 00:20:48.680 --> 00:20:54.480 So I think what's coming out outward is is is a result of what's happening in words 299 00:20:55.160 --> 00:20:59.560 Yes, which things are coming into orders in my spirit, right 300 00:21:00.360 --> 00:21:02.600 Yeah, that is great. Oh 301 00:21:03.200 --> 00:21:05.160 That's a wonderful. I'm gonna do it 302 00:21:05.160 --> 00:21:08.120 I'm gonna do a journey share kind of and I hate to be that 303 00:21:08.120 --> 00:21:10.720 You know, I hated to just be like the testimony 304 00:21:10.720 --> 00:21:16.680 but I'm gonna do a little just a journey sure just how it has really helped me and you know, 305 00:21:16.840 --> 00:21:23.640 Just try to do the best that I can. Oh, that would be wonderful. Thank you for sharing that with us. Oh, that's great 306 00:21:23.840 --> 00:21:26.360 I'm so glad because yeah, I mean 307 00:21:26.880 --> 00:21:30.720 I know I know that you've got to have this 308 00:21:31.120 --> 00:21:35.960 This connection with your father that you've been asking for so that's good 309 00:21:38.840 --> 00:21:43.280 Well Rita, do you have anything I know you've got a headache so I want to be careful 310 00:21:43.280 --> 00:21:48.220 I don't know how how intense it is. But do you have anything that you can share with us or no? 311 00:21:53.640 --> 00:21:58.040 No, I don't I don't feel like I have anything to share right now. Yeah 312 00:21:59.640 --> 00:22:01.080 All right 313 00:22:01.080 --> 00:22:04.560 well, Karen is on is you know is 314 00:22:05.280 --> 00:22:06.680 at a 315 00:22:06.680 --> 00:22:09.400 conference meeting tonight the first one and 316 00:22:13.640 --> 00:22:19.120 Sorry, I was just now thinking of something that my husband said to today about about 317 00:22:19.280 --> 00:22:24.880 And then about the conference that Karen is going to with with him and I was just remembering something that he said and I was like 318 00:22:24.880 --> 00:22:29.640 Oh just a second need to think about this. But anyway, um, so she's doing that now 319 00:22:29.640 --> 00:22:32.040 Hopefully she'll be able to pop on in a second 320 00:22:33.120 --> 00:22:39.440 And I hate to do this, but I have to move for just a second. Can y'all like do I don't know 321 00:22:40.320 --> 00:22:45.120 Sharon, I'm gonna go ahead and I'm gonna go ahead and I'm gonna go ahead and I'm gonna go ahead and 322 00:22:45.400 --> 00:22:47.880 Can y'all like do you I don't know 323 00:22:48.680 --> 00:22:52.480 Share with each other like kind of do a little rest great for just a second 324 00:22:52.480 --> 00:22:55.960 Well, I have to go off camera and off of mic. I apologize for leaving you 325 00:22:56.360 --> 00:23:02.480 But but maybe y'all can like do a little rest a little rest group for just a second. I'm very sorry 326 00:23:02.480 --> 00:23:06.240 This is one of the issues of being in public. Sorry, just one second 327 00:23:11.880 --> 00:23:13.880 Hey all 328 00:23:14.600 --> 00:23:16.920 So, sorry, you're hurting Rita 329 00:23:18.320 --> 00:23:24.480 Yeah, it's feel better. It's from staring at the screen. So me looking at you guys. I keep looking away. I'm like 330 00:23:25.240 --> 00:23:27.240 shredding more so 331 00:23:27.280 --> 00:23:32.400 Yeah, sorry. I love what you guys had to share and how you guys have grown 332 00:23:33.840 --> 00:23:35.840 Yeah 333 00:23:36.080 --> 00:23:41.720 It's been life-changing I'm so glad I'll be honest at the beginning when I started I thought oh my goodness 334 00:23:41.720 --> 00:23:42.520 Did I you know? 335 00:23:42.520 --> 00:23:48.520 I don't know like I'm not sure like I just felt led by God and I wasn't really even sure what all it was 336 00:23:48.520 --> 00:23:50.520 about, you know and 337 00:23:51.600 --> 00:23:52.840 Wow 338 00:23:52.840 --> 00:23:55.640 It's amazing. But Tammy 339 00:23:56.320 --> 00:23:57.680 did you 340 00:23:57.680 --> 00:24:01.180 talk to us about the zoom thingy that you're you're saying that you 341 00:24:02.640 --> 00:24:04.000 thing 342 00:24:04.000 --> 00:24:09.920 Yeah, I mean I was thinking maybe like once a week or once every week every other week 343 00:24:09.920 --> 00:24:17.880 Whatever works for people's schedules like we could essentially kind of just do like a whole do like with the journey share portion or something like that 344 00:24:18.480 --> 00:24:25.360 I know it helps sometimes just to be able to talk to other people or or other people to remind you of God's truth 345 00:24:25.360 --> 00:24:26.200 You know 346 00:24:26.200 --> 00:24:34.440 and so now that we we speak the same language like I know like I have Rita here and then our friend Kim, you 347 00:24:34.440 --> 00:24:36.440 know, but you know, I 348 00:24:37.240 --> 00:24:40.880 Like include you guys in that circle of people that 349 00:24:42.200 --> 00:24:46.800 We can just be community with one another but it's sometimes it's hard with other people 350 00:24:46.800 --> 00:24:51.600 it's like they're Christians, but they don't really understand this and it's just like 351 00:24:52.640 --> 00:24:55.760 It just feels odd because like it's just so much 352 00:24:57.120 --> 00:24:59.880 It's weird that that people don't understand the rest 353 00:25:00.000 --> 00:25:17.000 Like, I mean, I know I get it because at first I didn't really try to glue. Yeah, but then, but then you tell them and it's like, what, you know, like, we, oh we are at rest we are peace like, what are you talking about like, you know, yeah, I would just 354 00:25:17.000 --> 00:25:24.000 read over the definition that Rita sent me from her website over and over and I was like, okay. 355 00:25:24.000 --> 00:25:39.000 All right, and I like try to wrap my head around it but like I have like literally no clue but I'm like, we went nine hours of just like teaching for it to lay the background, you know, and even still after that we still were like, Okay, what does this 356 00:25:39.000 --> 00:25:43.000 mean and what you know and her walking us through it so. 357 00:25:43.000 --> 00:25:58.000 And I know there's just more to grow in, and, you know, I think God revealed to me the other day he was like, I mean if you want this into like if you want this to be your new status quo, then you know it's cool like I'll be here with you I'll meet you 358 00:25:58.000 --> 00:26:15.000 here but it's like, it's like to the degree that I seek him is degree he's going to reveal himself to me, you know, so I'm like, I just, and it's not just like just like oh knowledge but it's like experiencing being with him, you don't mean like just more because 359 00:26:15.000 --> 00:26:23.000 I just still feel like, you know, I'm still at the tip of the iceberg. So, yeah, yes, definitely. 360 00:26:23.000 --> 00:26:25.000 Definitely. 361 00:26:26.000 --> 00:26:38.000 I feel like this is the first realm of if there is a realm or the first, I feel like just take out my foot. 362 00:26:38.000 --> 00:26:42.000 Did you have any ideas or preferences Diana. 363 00:26:42.000 --> 00:26:54.000 About what you were asking about being or continuing. Oh no no I was just going to ask you how you were going to do it. Oh no, it doesn't matter I'm pretty much open 364 00:26:54.000 --> 00:27:10.000 to, you know, to whatever. Gotcha. Do you have a day. Do you have a day that you can do, or you prefer 365 00:27:10.000 --> 00:27:15.000 Tuesday nights but whatever y'all. 366 00:27:15.000 --> 00:27:17.000 Any. Yeah, that works for me. 367 00:27:17.000 --> 00:27:21.000 Yeah, Tuesday night. 368 00:27:22.000 --> 00:27:24.000 Or Rita. 369 00:27:24.000 --> 00:27:32.000 I just can't I just don't I think it's fine if I don't open my eyes. 370 00:27:32.000 --> 00:27:41.000 With migraines when you have migraines if you close your eyes it doesn't hurts less it seems like. 371 00:27:41.000 --> 00:27:46.000 Yeah, I don't, I've never really had a migraine but I don't want to start. 372 00:27:46.000 --> 00:27:49.000 That's right. 373 00:27:49.000 --> 00:27:51.000 I'm sorry. 374 00:27:51.000 --> 00:27:54.000 Okay. 375 00:27:54.000 --> 00:28:10.000 So, um, does anyone know have any questions about how to do all of this or Tammy you brought something you brought something up I thought it was interesting, because even though I was off camera and off mic you know I could hear all of y'all. 376 00:28:11.000 --> 00:28:25.000 So, you were saying that, you know, you would look at the definition that Rita was sent you over and over and then you said even after like all of those hours almost nine hours I guess of teaching that. 377 00:28:25.000 --> 00:28:43.000 And you said you know even then it's like okay I got it a bit more but still, you know, um, so, is there any kind of insight that you can give me into that for one thing y'all can all pray that the Lord helps me articulated even more simply. 378 00:28:44.000 --> 00:29:04.000 I was like, Lord, can you help me like bring it just a little bit more down to earth so that it so that people don't have to make as much of a jump or a leap in order to understand the, the point to which I've been able to bring it down. 379 00:29:05.000 --> 00:29:20.000 You know, I don't want them to have to jump up here I wish that I could bring it further down so is there any insight you can give me into any of that of like what helps or what I don't know or why it was challenging to grasp for a while or anything, because I'm trying 380 00:29:21.000 --> 00:29:28.000 to grow in that area my husband says that he believes that even though I feel that it's a weakness that I haven't been able to articulate it more simply. 381 00:29:28.000 --> 00:29:38.000 He believes that it's actually my strength. He says, I think Ashley that it's actually your strength to simplify things. And it's something that you have to grow into. 382 00:29:38.000 --> 00:30:02.000 I'm like, well right now I haven't grown into it, it's a weakness is what it feels like. But anyway, so any, any insight you can give me into that or not or if not I fully understand that I'm trying to think, I think it's like, it's like you can believe it was like head knowledge and you can believe it, and you, you can you know but like until 383 00:30:00.000 --> 00:30:03.800 so you have to walk through it with experience, 384 00:30:03.800 --> 00:30:05.400 you know, and apply it. 385 00:30:05.400 --> 00:30:08.080 That's when it's like, ah, you know, 386 00:30:08.080 --> 00:30:10.480 or like sometimes it's like, 387 00:30:10.480 --> 00:30:13.560 God just has to reveal it to you personally. 388 00:30:13.560 --> 00:30:14.840 And so then you can like, 389 00:30:14.840 --> 00:30:16.920 all the pieces can click together. 390 00:30:16.920 --> 00:30:18.680 Like I was talking to Kim earlier today 391 00:30:18.680 --> 00:30:21.440 and I was like, you know, I was telling her, 392 00:30:21.440 --> 00:30:23.800 okay, I got some more stuff that I need to watch 393 00:30:23.800 --> 00:30:25.440 or whatever on Facebook stuff. 394 00:30:25.440 --> 00:30:27.680 And I was like, I know I don't want it to be mad knowledge 395 00:30:27.680 --> 00:30:30.840 because I know I can go there very easily, 396 00:30:30.840 --> 00:30:32.840 like just like consume knowledge. 397 00:30:32.840 --> 00:30:34.600 But I just was like, 398 00:30:34.600 --> 00:30:37.560 but there's also for me as a point of, 399 00:30:37.560 --> 00:30:40.680 if you don't even know, if you can't, 400 00:30:40.680 --> 00:30:43.400 you have to conceptualize the revelation first 401 00:30:43.400 --> 00:30:44.400 in order for you to, 402 00:30:44.400 --> 00:30:46.120 sometimes I feel like for me to believe it. 403 00:30:46.120 --> 00:30:47.720 It's like, how do I know to believe it 404 00:30:47.720 --> 00:30:49.880 if I don't even know what it is? 405 00:30:49.880 --> 00:30:51.720 Do you know what I'm saying? 406 00:30:51.720 --> 00:30:55.080 So it's like, I'm in agreement with something 407 00:30:55.080 --> 00:30:57.960 that I know that it exists, 408 00:30:57.960 --> 00:30:59.600 but if I don't even know that it exists, 409 00:30:59.600 --> 00:31:01.560 how do I come into agreement with it? 410 00:31:01.560 --> 00:31:03.000 Like it's kind of, 411 00:31:03.000 --> 00:31:05.320 and so now it's like for watching that was like, 412 00:31:05.320 --> 00:31:06.520 okay, yeah, all right. 413 00:31:06.520 --> 00:31:08.880 And then when we connect the dots through experience 414 00:31:08.880 --> 00:31:11.960 and then God can breathe his life on it. 415 00:31:11.960 --> 00:31:15.400 And then it's like, oh, like I get it cellularly 416 00:31:15.400 --> 00:31:17.200 or I don't know how to explain it 417 00:31:17.200 --> 00:31:18.240 because that's just the body. 418 00:31:18.240 --> 00:31:20.560 But like all three parts of me get it, 419 00:31:20.560 --> 00:31:23.760 not just my mind or whatever. 420 00:31:23.760 --> 00:31:25.000 I don't know. 421 00:31:25.880 --> 00:31:28.080 No, that makes sense because you're right. 422 00:31:28.080 --> 00:31:29.720 I mean, at the end of the day, 423 00:31:29.720 --> 00:31:32.440 it has to be a spiritual revelation 424 00:31:32.440 --> 00:31:34.640 because these are not things 425 00:31:34.640 --> 00:31:38.760 that we can understand with our heads and be changed. 426 00:31:38.760 --> 00:31:43.200 There are things that can only be understood by the spirit 427 00:31:43.200 --> 00:31:44.640 because they're spiritual things. 428 00:31:44.640 --> 00:31:46.680 The Bible says that they can only be understood 429 00:31:46.680 --> 00:31:47.520 by the spirit. 430 00:31:47.520 --> 00:31:49.400 They can't be understood with the logical mind 431 00:31:49.400 --> 00:31:50.800 or the flesh or whatever. 432 00:31:51.760 --> 00:31:54.200 So yes, right on the money. 433 00:31:54.200 --> 00:31:55.080 Absolutely. 434 00:31:55.080 --> 00:31:58.280 And I've noticed that just, 435 00:31:59.520 --> 00:32:00.880 that God just, 436 00:32:00.880 --> 00:32:04.840 I've just been amazed at the work that he does 437 00:32:04.840 --> 00:32:08.560 when people make themselves available 438 00:32:08.560 --> 00:32:10.240 in stepping out, like say, for instance, 439 00:32:10.240 --> 00:32:11.400 in joining the rest intensive 440 00:32:11.400 --> 00:32:13.960 and intentionally pursuing him, 441 00:32:13.960 --> 00:32:16.840 especially in the area of like say rest or whatever, 442 00:32:16.840 --> 00:32:19.280 that God meets them. 443 00:32:19.280 --> 00:32:20.480 He does the work. 444 00:32:20.480 --> 00:32:22.800 And I've talked to him repeatedly about this. 445 00:32:22.800 --> 00:32:25.840 I'm like, Lord, it's so easy. 446 00:32:25.840 --> 00:32:29.160 All I have to do is kind of like introduce people 447 00:32:29.160 --> 00:32:30.360 to this idea. 448 00:32:30.360 --> 00:32:32.360 And then all of a sudden you take over 449 00:32:32.360 --> 00:32:37.200 and you do all this work in their lives really fast. 450 00:32:37.200 --> 00:32:39.320 I actually think you do a very good job 451 00:32:39.320 --> 00:32:42.800 of articulating the whole thing. 452 00:32:42.800 --> 00:32:45.360 I think you do a really good job in that. 453 00:32:45.360 --> 00:32:50.360 And I also believe that when I heard you for the, 454 00:32:51.360 --> 00:32:52.480 I don't know if it was first time, 455 00:32:53.160 --> 00:32:54.000 I don't remember when, 456 00:32:54.000 --> 00:32:55.640 but there was, when I heard you, 457 00:32:55.640 --> 00:33:00.640 I actually felt like I received an impartation. 458 00:33:00.880 --> 00:33:01.920 Oh, wow. 459 00:33:01.920 --> 00:33:06.680 I felt like I had received an impartation 460 00:33:06.680 --> 00:33:08.920 and I didn't understand it, 461 00:33:08.920 --> 00:33:12.080 but this is what I think. 462 00:33:12.080 --> 00:33:14.160 I had heard my pastor saying 463 00:33:14.160 --> 00:33:15.880 that you can't impart something 464 00:33:15.880 --> 00:33:20.400 that you haven't received, right? 465 00:33:21.360 --> 00:33:24.960 And then, and I think because you received it 466 00:33:24.960 --> 00:33:26.760 and walked in it and this is something 467 00:33:26.760 --> 00:33:28.040 that it's your calling 468 00:33:29.000 --> 00:33:34.000 and that I received an impartation that, 469 00:33:34.080 --> 00:33:36.160 and then, but I had to then take that 470 00:33:36.160 --> 00:33:37.280 and do it by faith 471 00:33:37.280 --> 00:33:39.920 because everything's by faith in this walk, right? 472 00:33:39.920 --> 00:33:41.400 Even this is by faith, 473 00:33:41.400 --> 00:33:43.120 because even in the Bible he's, 474 00:33:43.120 --> 00:33:44.920 I don't know how many times rest is in the Bible, 475 00:33:44.920 --> 00:33:47.520 but it's in there a lot of times too. 476 00:33:47.560 --> 00:33:49.720 And yet we have to still take it 477 00:33:49.720 --> 00:33:50.720 and have faith. 478 00:33:50.720 --> 00:33:52.760 So it's like everything else, 479 00:33:52.760 --> 00:33:56.640 but God says that we have to be in that place. 480 00:33:56.640 --> 00:33:58.800 So I, you know, you're right. 481 00:33:58.800 --> 00:34:01.560 It's not easy, but we take it. 482 00:34:01.560 --> 00:34:05.320 And I was just telling her that I was just, 483 00:34:05.320 --> 00:34:07.320 I was drawn here and didn't know why. 484 00:34:07.320 --> 00:34:08.239 You know, I didn't even know you, 485 00:34:08.239 --> 00:34:09.280 I hadn't seen you, 486 00:34:09.280 --> 00:34:10.880 but when I saw you, 487 00:34:10.880 --> 00:34:12.239 I was drawn by God 488 00:34:12.239 --> 00:34:13.400 and I didn't know why. 489 00:34:13.400 --> 00:34:14.360 Even when I started, 490 00:34:14.360 --> 00:34:15.600 I still didn't know why, 491 00:34:15.600 --> 00:34:16.560 but as I got in, 492 00:34:17.000 --> 00:34:19.120 because this is what I needed. 493 00:34:19.120 --> 00:34:21.840 God knew he heard my desperate cry 494 00:34:21.840 --> 00:34:22.840 and he heard, 495 00:34:22.840 --> 00:34:23.679 and this is, 496 00:34:23.679 --> 00:34:26.120 he said, I want your soul to rest 497 00:34:26.120 --> 00:34:27.560 because you know, 498 00:34:27.560 --> 00:34:28.800 you've been working, 499 00:34:28.800 --> 00:34:30.440 it's so long 500 00:34:30.440 --> 00:34:32.960 and it doesn't know how to rest. 501 00:34:32.960 --> 00:34:37.000 And so I feel that I got that impartation from you. 502 00:34:37.000 --> 00:34:38.480 I don't know how or what, 503 00:34:38.480 --> 00:34:40.400 but I do feel that. 504 00:34:40.400 --> 00:34:44.440 I feel that I did get something from you at one point. 505 00:34:44.480 --> 00:34:45.960 Yeah. Well, I appreciate that. 506 00:34:45.960 --> 00:34:46.800 Thank you. 507 00:34:48.000 --> 00:34:51.239 And that's something that sometimes I forget 508 00:34:51.239 --> 00:34:53.440 is that the Lord has given me that 509 00:34:53.440 --> 00:34:54.880 because I've walked it out, 510 00:34:54.880 --> 00:34:56.960 meaning like I've overcome. 511 00:34:56.960 --> 00:34:58.480 I haven't overcome completely, 512 00:34:58.480 --> 00:34:59.600 I'm still working on it. 513 00:35:00.000 --> 00:35:02.400 I mean, is that to the point that each of us 514 00:35:02.400 --> 00:35:05.360 has overcome something, we have the authority 515 00:35:05.360 --> 00:35:08.240 to then offer that to someone else. 516 00:35:08.240 --> 00:35:11.560 We have the authority to, I don't know, 517 00:35:11.560 --> 00:35:15.800 to impart that to someone else. 518 00:35:15.800 --> 00:35:20.800 And because we have an authority, because we've overcome. 519 00:35:21.640 --> 00:35:25.640 Remember that it even says that, what does it say? 520 00:35:26.560 --> 00:35:31.560 That the martyrs in the book of Revelation overcame 521 00:35:37.200 --> 00:35:39.600 by the blood of the lamb and the word of their testimony 522 00:35:39.600 --> 00:35:41.040 or something like that. 523 00:35:41.040 --> 00:35:43.840 So anyway, it's fascinating that there's an authority 524 00:35:43.840 --> 00:35:46.320 that comes with overcoming. 525 00:35:46.320 --> 00:35:49.080 And I have forgotten that sometimes. 526 00:35:49.080 --> 00:35:51.480 But the other interesting thing, 527 00:35:51.480 --> 00:35:53.920 let's see, what else did you mention that was? 528 00:35:53.920 --> 00:35:55.000 That I thought, oh, okay, yeah, 529 00:35:55.000 --> 00:35:59.120 that was an important point to bring out. 530 00:35:59.120 --> 00:36:00.760 Oh, shoot, it was something you said, 531 00:36:00.760 --> 00:36:04.280 and I thought, oh, someone else has mentioned that. 532 00:36:04.280 --> 00:36:06.200 Oh man, it's just right there. 533 00:36:06.200 --> 00:36:11.200 Oh yes, okay, about experiencing it. 534 00:36:11.280 --> 00:36:13.600 So one of the ladies that has gone 535 00:36:13.600 --> 00:36:18.040 through the rest intensive and is very honest 536 00:36:18.040 --> 00:36:22.080 about the fact that it took her a long time 537 00:36:22.080 --> 00:36:23.000 to understand it. 538 00:36:23.000 --> 00:36:28.000 So she was one of the, she joined the rest intensive, 539 00:36:30.080 --> 00:36:33.400 like, I don't know, sometime in 2020. 540 00:36:33.400 --> 00:36:34.960 She wasn't in April, 2020, 541 00:36:34.960 --> 00:36:38.000 but she was like joined later on in the year. 542 00:36:38.000 --> 00:36:41.360 And she was at a time, she joined it at a time 543 00:36:41.360 --> 00:36:43.880 where the program was going constantly. 544 00:36:43.880 --> 00:36:45.520 It was almost like kind of like evergreen. 545 00:36:45.520 --> 00:36:47.400 And then people would just kind of like join in 546 00:36:47.400 --> 00:36:50.600 whenever they were ready to join the program. 547 00:36:50.600 --> 00:36:55.200 And it took her months to understand and get 548 00:36:55.200 --> 00:36:57.200 and implement what it is I was talking about. 549 00:36:57.200 --> 00:36:58.440 And she talks about that. 550 00:36:58.440 --> 00:37:00.600 And she is very open about the fact, 551 00:37:00.600 --> 00:37:04.040 she said, I thought I could understand it. 552 00:37:04.040 --> 00:37:07.800 She said, but the reason it took me so long 553 00:37:07.800 --> 00:37:10.320 is because I was trying to understand it. 554 00:37:10.320 --> 00:37:13.200 And I finally had to give up understanding it 555 00:37:13.200 --> 00:37:17.760 and finally just be it, live like it was true. 556 00:37:17.760 --> 00:37:19.600 And she said, that's when I got it. 557 00:37:19.600 --> 00:37:21.000 That's when all of a sudden it made sense. 558 00:37:21.000 --> 00:37:22.440 So it's like what you were talking about, Tammy. 559 00:37:22.440 --> 00:37:24.640 You said you have to experience it. 560 00:37:24.640 --> 00:37:26.840 Finally have to give up the concept at some point. 561 00:37:26.840 --> 00:37:28.800 It's like the concept can take you only so far, 562 00:37:28.800 --> 00:37:31.640 but then that last bit, you have a leap of faith. 563 00:37:31.640 --> 00:37:33.040 It always requires faith. 564 00:37:33.040 --> 00:37:35.320 Everything with God always has to have 565 00:37:35.320 --> 00:37:37.160 at least some element of faith 566 00:37:37.160 --> 00:37:39.840 in order to bring you that last bit, 567 00:37:39.840 --> 00:37:43.040 whether it's an inch or a foot or a mile or whatever, 568 00:37:43.040 --> 00:37:44.480 it always is a bit. 569 00:37:44.480 --> 00:37:49.000 And so she said that's finally what got her breakthrough 570 00:37:49.040 --> 00:37:53.080 is that she finally just had to choose that it was true 571 00:37:54.680 --> 00:37:57.600 and because logic couldn't get her the whole way. 572 00:37:57.600 --> 00:38:01.440 And so she finally just had to act like it. 573 00:38:01.440 --> 00:38:06.440 She had to choose that it was true, start being it, 574 00:38:06.720 --> 00:38:08.840 and then she got to experience it. 575 00:38:08.840 --> 00:38:10.840 So she had to live like it was true. 576 00:38:10.840 --> 00:38:13.120 She had to actually be the thing, 577 00:38:13.120 --> 00:38:16.320 be the person that God said that she was 578 00:38:16.320 --> 00:38:18.280 instead of just trying to convince herself 579 00:38:18.280 --> 00:38:19.640 she was someone, 580 00:38:19.640 --> 00:38:21.960 hoping that that would make everything change. 581 00:38:21.960 --> 00:38:24.360 She finally had to choose that that's who she was 582 00:38:24.360 --> 00:38:27.720 and then start acting on that faith by living it out, 583 00:38:27.720 --> 00:38:31.120 like being that and actually living like it. 584 00:38:31.120 --> 00:38:32.760 And she said that that sort of thing changed. 585 00:38:32.760 --> 00:38:35.680 So anyway, yeah, so thanks very much 586 00:38:35.680 --> 00:38:37.160 for pointing those two things out 587 00:38:37.160 --> 00:38:38.840 because those were important things for me 588 00:38:38.840 --> 00:38:41.160 to remember and consider, so. 589 00:38:42.280 --> 00:38:44.720 Yeah, and then Kim was like, so Tam, what's next? 590 00:38:44.720 --> 00:38:45.840 And I was like, I don't know. 591 00:38:45.840 --> 00:38:47.800 She was like, well, what I did is, 592 00:38:48.200 --> 00:38:50.600 I would just listen to them over again 593 00:38:50.600 --> 00:38:52.800 because she was like, each time I would listen to it, 594 00:38:52.800 --> 00:38:54.880 something new would like, 595 00:38:54.880 --> 00:38:57.240 it would be like another revelation 596 00:38:57.240 --> 00:38:59.360 or to doing that because it really is 597 00:38:59.360 --> 00:39:01.360 kind of like peeling the onion, you know? 598 00:39:01.360 --> 00:39:03.000 It's like, okay, well, I've experienced you 599 00:39:03.000 --> 00:39:04.360 with like three to four levels 600 00:39:04.360 --> 00:39:07.240 and I get depressed from those perspectives. 601 00:39:07.240 --> 00:39:10.080 And so now it's like, how do I apply it to other things? 602 00:39:10.080 --> 00:39:13.120 Or I just want to just get deeper 603 00:39:13.120 --> 00:39:14.400 because I know there's more. 604 00:39:14.400 --> 00:39:16.320 Don't feel like, obviously, I still feel like 605 00:39:16.320 --> 00:39:18.240 I'm at the tip of the iceberg, 606 00:39:18.240 --> 00:39:20.080 but there's so much more, you know? 607 00:39:20.080 --> 00:39:21.480 And so, yeah. 608 00:39:21.480 --> 00:39:22.680 Yeah, so much more freedom. 609 00:39:22.680 --> 00:39:25.360 Yeah, so, and people have told me this repeatedly. 610 00:39:25.360 --> 00:39:29.320 They watch my, they re-watch these videos 611 00:39:29.320 --> 00:39:31.200 for literally years, you know, 612 00:39:31.200 --> 00:39:32.560 because I've had it three years now. 613 00:39:32.560 --> 00:39:35.320 So they, people tell me they still go back 614 00:39:35.320 --> 00:39:37.200 and re-watch stuff. 615 00:39:37.200 --> 00:39:38.880 And that every time they do, they get, 616 00:39:38.880 --> 00:39:40.120 they hear me say something, 617 00:39:40.120 --> 00:39:43.080 they swear they've never heard me say ever. 618 00:39:43.080 --> 00:39:46.160 And it's because it's like, now is finally the time 619 00:39:47.000 --> 00:39:47.840 for them to understand it 620 00:39:47.840 --> 00:39:50.280 because they've owned it now to a particular degree. 621 00:39:50.280 --> 00:39:51.760 The first time around, you know, 622 00:39:51.760 --> 00:39:53.080 you haven't owned anything. 623 00:39:53.080 --> 00:39:55.000 And so you're like, okay, everything's new. 624 00:39:55.000 --> 00:39:57.480 So you're only getting so much, 625 00:39:57.480 --> 00:39:59.560 but now that you own it to a particular level, 626 00:39:59.560 --> 00:40:00.400 like you. 627 00:40:00.000 --> 00:40:02.480 walk it out with the Lord, you're like, this is real. 628 00:40:02.480 --> 00:40:04.600 Now all of a sudden you can hear things, 629 00:40:04.600 --> 00:40:07.160 you know, at the deeper level that you couldn't hear before 630 00:40:07.160 --> 00:40:08.680 because she could only hear this part. 631 00:40:08.680 --> 00:40:10.520 Now you've gotten to know that. 632 00:40:10.520 --> 00:40:13.120 So now you hear this part and you're like, oh my word. 633 00:40:13.120 --> 00:40:17.600 So, so anyway, so it is true that if you go back 634 00:40:17.600 --> 00:40:21.280 and watch it, that it's like kind of, sort of 635 00:40:21.280 --> 00:40:24.120 like it's watching new teachings, not, not completely, 636 00:40:24.120 --> 00:40:26.080 but of course though every now and then someone will say 637 00:40:26.080 --> 00:40:27.880 that they'll rewatch one of my teachings 638 00:40:27.880 --> 00:40:30.400 and they'll say that it's as if they've never seen 639 00:40:30.400 --> 00:40:32.840 that entire teaching ever. 640 00:40:32.840 --> 00:40:34.240 And they're just like, Ashley, 641 00:40:34.240 --> 00:40:36.480 I just hear it in a whole new way now. 642 00:40:36.480 --> 00:40:37.840 And kind of like what you were talking about, 643 00:40:37.840 --> 00:40:39.320 the rest shifting tools, it's like, 644 00:40:39.320 --> 00:40:41.120 you kind of sort of got it in the beginning, 645 00:40:41.120 --> 00:40:43.560 but not really what on earth is she talking about? 646 00:40:43.560 --> 00:40:46.800 But the more that you've owned this between you and the Lord 647 00:40:46.800 --> 00:40:48.680 owning what it means to choose, 648 00:40:48.680 --> 00:40:50.560 owning what it means to actually believe 649 00:40:50.560 --> 00:40:52.600 that he is who he says that he is 650 00:40:52.600 --> 00:40:55.120 to the degree he says he is that. 651 00:40:55.120 --> 00:40:56.160 So he says he's love, yeah, 652 00:40:56.160 --> 00:40:58.000 but how much love does he say that he is 653 00:40:58.000 --> 00:41:00.280 or how much good does he say that he is? 654 00:41:00.280 --> 00:41:01.560 And you have to choose that. 655 00:41:01.560 --> 00:41:03.280 And then who does he say that I am? 656 00:41:03.280 --> 00:41:06.400 And now let me start believing that and acting like it. 657 00:41:06.400 --> 00:41:07.720 Let me start living like that 658 00:41:07.720 --> 00:41:10.480 and then watch it actually change my life. 659 00:41:10.480 --> 00:41:13.960 Watch me finally experience the inheritance 660 00:41:13.960 --> 00:41:16.280 that God says that I have, peace, love, joy, 661 00:41:16.280 --> 00:41:20.560 you know, long suffering, rest, freedom, 662 00:41:20.560 --> 00:41:23.640 all of those things that God said that I have. 663 00:41:23.640 --> 00:41:25.760 Now let me finally get to experience it 664 00:41:26.360 --> 00:41:28.760 because now I'm believing that that's who God is. 665 00:41:29.600 --> 00:41:33.720 And because basically we live out 666 00:41:33.720 --> 00:41:36.080 and currently express through our, 667 00:41:36.080 --> 00:41:38.800 say our personality or the way that we're living life, 668 00:41:38.800 --> 00:41:42.040 we currently live out and express 669 00:41:42.040 --> 00:41:45.640 and put on display who we think God is. 670 00:41:46.880 --> 00:41:50.320 So if you look kind of at your life 671 00:41:50.320 --> 00:41:52.600 and you think of how you live 672 00:41:52.600 --> 00:41:54.640 and how you think about yourself, 673 00:41:54.680 --> 00:41:58.360 that is basically who we think God is. 674 00:41:58.360 --> 00:42:00.920 We're that limited in our belief. 675 00:42:00.920 --> 00:42:03.840 And so God wants to expand us to understand 676 00:42:03.840 --> 00:42:04.920 that he's bigger than all of that. 677 00:42:04.920 --> 00:42:08.640 So anyway, my point is that the more that we do that 678 00:42:08.640 --> 00:42:11.040 and the more that we finally experience it, 679 00:42:11.040 --> 00:42:12.400 you know, and so that it's real 680 00:42:12.400 --> 00:42:14.240 and that we own it in our relationship, 681 00:42:14.240 --> 00:42:15.840 you know, you understand it more 682 00:42:15.840 --> 00:42:17.360 and then you can then, 683 00:42:17.360 --> 00:42:19.920 you now start to see things like the rest shifting tools. 684 00:42:19.920 --> 00:42:23.480 And it's like, oh, now I understand that or whatever. 685 00:42:23.480 --> 00:42:25.880 So, but yeah, it is, it's, 686 00:42:25.880 --> 00:42:29.240 that's why for a while I tried to, 687 00:42:29.240 --> 00:42:32.520 and Rita was there when I tried to do this back in October, 688 00:42:32.520 --> 00:42:34.160 I took all of those teachings 689 00:42:34.160 --> 00:42:36.800 and tried to spread them out over six weeks 690 00:42:36.800 --> 00:42:38.720 and just like do one a week. 691 00:42:38.720 --> 00:42:43.720 And there were too many questions that people were having 692 00:42:44.800 --> 00:42:47.080 because one teaching just left them 693 00:42:47.080 --> 00:42:49.320 with all of these additional questions 694 00:42:49.320 --> 00:42:50.240 now they hadn't had before. 695 00:42:50.240 --> 00:42:52.200 And then you get another teaching added on top of that. 696 00:42:52.200 --> 00:42:53.280 And you're like, okay, now I've got 697 00:42:53.280 --> 00:42:54.680 all these other questions. 698 00:42:54.680 --> 00:42:56.960 So what I thought is, okay, like give, 699 00:42:56.960 --> 00:42:59.200 expose them to everything. 700 00:42:59.200 --> 00:43:03.680 And then, then spend the rest of the six weeks going, 701 00:43:03.680 --> 00:43:05.480 like unpacking everything. 702 00:43:05.480 --> 00:43:06.640 So now you've like heard it all, 703 00:43:06.640 --> 00:43:08.320 you've been exposed to it all, 704 00:43:08.320 --> 00:43:09.720 even if you couldn't understand it all. 705 00:43:09.720 --> 00:43:14.040 So now let's unpack, you know, the particulars. 706 00:43:14.040 --> 00:43:16.880 And so that's why you hear it in the beginning, 707 00:43:16.880 --> 00:43:18.440 but you're like, I don't fully understand it. 708 00:43:18.440 --> 00:43:20.600 And then it just takes time to kind of like unpack. 709 00:43:20.640 --> 00:43:24.320 So, but anyway, but yeah, the Lord just kind of, 710 00:43:24.320 --> 00:43:26.800 the Lord reveals more and more to us, 711 00:43:26.800 --> 00:43:30.640 the more that we, don't want to say the more 712 00:43:30.640 --> 00:43:34.320 that we're responsible with what he's entrusted us with, 713 00:43:34.320 --> 00:43:37.000 but it's like the more that we, 714 00:43:37.000 --> 00:43:40.080 the more that we value and safeguard 715 00:43:40.080 --> 00:43:42.720 and honor what it is that he's revealed. 716 00:43:42.720 --> 00:43:47.160 And we actually receive, we receive it, 717 00:43:47.160 --> 00:43:48.360 which is what faith is. 718 00:43:48.360 --> 00:43:50.520 You're actually receiving God's word, 719 00:43:51.320 --> 00:43:53.000 which is peace and parcel of himself. 720 00:43:53.000 --> 00:43:55.440 You're receiving that unconditionally, 721 00:43:55.440 --> 00:43:56.720 and then you act on it. 722 00:43:56.720 --> 00:44:00.440 You allow it to change you and to change how you act. 723 00:44:00.440 --> 00:44:02.000 And the God's like, okay, see, 724 00:44:02.000 --> 00:44:05.440 I can entrust you with peace and parcel of myself. 725 00:44:05.440 --> 00:44:07.920 So I will give you more of myself. 726 00:44:07.920 --> 00:44:10.760 So anyway, the revelation comes after the poor 727 00:44:10.760 --> 00:44:12.400 receiving the acceptance, whatever. 728 00:44:12.400 --> 00:44:15.040 So anyway, so we're great. 729 00:44:15.040 --> 00:44:15.960 That's very helpful. 730 00:44:15.960 --> 00:44:17.400 Thank you. 731 00:44:17.400 --> 00:44:18.720 You know, I think it's because like, 732 00:44:18.720 --> 00:44:21.080 we've watched so many like out week 733 00:44:21.080 --> 00:44:22.560 over the course of those two days, 734 00:44:22.560 --> 00:44:24.320 which I think it was good because it's like, 735 00:44:24.320 --> 00:44:26.480 we started off with this foundation. 736 00:44:26.480 --> 00:44:28.040 Now I'm like, if I went back through it, 737 00:44:28.040 --> 00:44:31.640 maybe I would like encourage myself personally to like, 738 00:44:31.640 --> 00:44:33.960 okay, go back and listen to a, 739 00:44:33.960 --> 00:44:38.600 listen to one of them again, once per week to just. 740 00:44:38.600 --> 00:44:39.960 Good idea. 741 00:44:39.960 --> 00:44:42.000 Cause sometimes I'm just like, 742 00:44:42.000 --> 00:44:44.120 like I get the essence of it, 743 00:44:44.120 --> 00:44:46.840 but it's like, I'm left with the essence. 744 00:44:47.280 --> 00:44:49.480 And I'm like, you know, when I wrote, 745 00:44:49.480 --> 00:44:50.800 when I bullet notes, 746 00:44:50.800 --> 00:44:52.200 it's like sometimes when it was going through, 747 00:44:52.200 --> 00:44:54.360 I would take bullet notes or whatever. 748 00:44:54.360 --> 00:44:56.200 And I'm like, okay, okay, okay. 749 00:44:56.200 --> 00:45:00.160 But just like washing my mind over again with it. 750 00:45:00.000 --> 00:45:09.000 So that like it could really infuse because I think at one point it's like, yeah, I was like, yeah, but then I hit another challenge and I got stuck. 751 00:45:09.000 --> 00:45:11.000 You have to walk me through. 752 00:45:11.000 --> 00:45:25.000 It all sounds great. And then you hit a challenge and you're like, it's like the Israelites, we have such compassion for them. It's like, oh, so that's why every three days they forget the miracle from the three days ago, you know, it's because you hit this new 753 00:45:25.000 --> 00:45:36.000 challenge and it's like, yeah, but, but what about this? And, and all it is, is it's just revealing the areas in which we're not believing God, just like say, even though he did this, you still don't believe him here. 754 00:45:36.000 --> 00:45:50.000 You still don't believe him to this depth or whatever. And so God's just like, hey, now I'm giving you the opportunity to step into more love and freedom and giving you the opportunity to actually believe me that I am better than you think that I am. 755 00:45:50.000 --> 00:46:07.000 So that's the great thing again, about running into any obstacles, any, any struggles, any trials, any tribulations is know that God is always giving you, giving you the opportunity to believe that it's actually better than what you thought that it was. 756 00:46:07.000 --> 00:46:16.000 It's always better. That's always the answer out of the trial or the struggle. Always, always, always without exception. It is never worse ever. 757 00:46:17.000 --> 00:46:28.000 It's always God's truth is always better than what you're believing in the middle of the struggle or the trial or whatever. So anyway, that's exciting. 758 00:46:28.000 --> 00:46:47.000 We don't have to hate struggles as badly. They're always invitations for, hey, wouldn't you like, I'm giving you the opportunity and I've already invited you to want to have more love and more freedom. 759 00:46:47.000 --> 00:47:07.000 So now you can choose to step into it. Would you like to, you know, that's always his invitations, trials, struggles, tribulations are always his invitations into more love and freedom and the truth is always better, always better than, and in the way that we want it better than what we're currently believing. 760 00:47:07.000 --> 00:47:30.000 You can, so when you're in this struggle or in the trial, it is always at, it is always up from there. Always. It's always better. So it's, again, it helps in those trials and struggles as opposed to thinking, oh, see trials of the struggles in when they were in the middle of them, we can think that, oh, see, this is confirming a lie that I'm believing about God that see, I'm really not as great as I thought I was. 761 00:47:30.000 --> 00:47:47.000 I'm really not as great as I hoped I was, you know, God really doesn't love me as much as I hoped he did. You know, life isn't as easy as I hoping that it would be. And it's, they're all everything in those, in those trials and the struggles that makes it, we have a tendency to affirm, believe that they are affirming the lies. 762 00:47:47.000 --> 00:48:01.000 And it's always the opposite. It's always, however you are feeling in the middle of a trial and struggle. It is the truth is actually always better than that. Always without exception. So there's nowhere to go but up from trials and struggles. 763 00:48:02.000 --> 00:48:16.000 That's so good because I started just thinking like I just was trying to distance myself from the world and all its craziness and all the drama and distress of life. And now I'm like, oh, okay. Like what you're saying is like, no, it's an invitation. I'm like, oh my God. 764 00:48:17.000 --> 00:48:34.000 Paradigm shift, you know, like pain. Yeah, I listened to how to go through pain the other day and I was just like, okay, yeah, that's good. It's not trying to avoid it, you know, so, yeah, because remember there's no need to avoid it if it no longer poses a threat. 765 00:48:35.000 --> 00:48:57.000 It's like, who cares? Let it be what it is. It's like, so you will go through life's experiences in rest, even though you can go through some similar experiences as to what you've been before, like maybe, for instance, you're in the same situation, same environment as before you were in rest, and it still hasn't changed. 766 00:48:58.000 --> 00:49:08.000 What you experience will be different because you will no longer feel threatened by it. That's the thing about living in rest is it still, it doesn't get rid of the chaos. 767 00:49:09.000 --> 00:49:16.000 You now move through the chaos and rest because it's no longer a threat to you. So who cares if it's still chaotic? 768 00:49:17.000 --> 00:49:29.000 It's no longer a threat. See, the reason why we think of chaos is so negative is it's posed a threat. That's the meaning that we've attributed to chaos is there is a problem and it is creating a problem. 769 00:49:30.000 --> 00:49:47.000 But what if it's not? So that's what Jesus did, you know, in the boat, which is the example that I like to use a lot is when Jesus was in the boat, he didn't even feel the need to wake up in the middle of a storm that the disciples who are seasoned fishermen said, hey, look, we know the sea and we're telling you we're going to die. 770 00:49:47.000 --> 00:49:59.000 And then Jesus didn't even find the need to wake up, let alone, you know, sit there and then and then just, you know, just watch it and just let it happen. He's like, no, I'm just going to go to sleep. I'm just going to stay asleep. 771 00:50:00.000 --> 00:50:07.500 He, in other words, he didn't find a need to change the situation to make it not chaos. 772 00:50:07.500 --> 00:50:09.040 He was like, let it be chaotic. 773 00:50:09.040 --> 00:50:13.280 If you want to, you care because it was not a threat. 774 00:50:13.680 --> 00:50:15.560 So if it's not a threat, why change it? 775 00:50:16.440 --> 00:50:19.960 So God does not always want us to change the environment. 776 00:50:20.700 --> 00:50:25.920 Um, uh, from what it is, because sometimes the chaos isn't negative. 777 00:50:26.720 --> 00:50:28.240 Doesn't mean that it's evil. 778 00:50:28.760 --> 00:50:32.440 It just, it just means that, you know, it's going through a process. 779 00:50:32.440 --> 00:50:38.240 And so God's like, Hey, take it through its process while you're in rest, which 780 00:50:38.240 --> 00:50:42.720 will allow the, something to be birthed out of the process it's going through, 781 00:50:43.000 --> 00:50:47.760 as opposed to there being no point to the process, because you're going 782 00:50:47.760 --> 00:50:52.960 through the chaos chaotically, meaning that nothing can be born or 783 00:50:52.960 --> 00:50:54.680 birthed out of the whole process. 784 00:50:54.720 --> 00:50:55.920 Now that's a waste. 785 00:50:55.920 --> 00:51:01.720 So, so we're not here to change the chaos. 786 00:51:01.720 --> 00:51:03.800 We're here to birth something out of the chaos. 787 00:51:03.800 --> 00:51:05.520 And you can only do that in rest. 788 00:51:06.320 --> 00:51:07.720 Chaos is not evil. 789 00:51:08.720 --> 00:51:09.040 Okay. 790 00:51:10.080 --> 00:51:15.600 How do you, my, it's your teaching in regards to like us being free will 791 00:51:15.600 --> 00:51:21.480 beings, you know, and like, that's been really impactful for me as well in 792 00:51:21.480 --> 00:51:30.160 like, I guess, coinciding that with, like, when you talk about like the 793 00:51:30.160 --> 00:51:35.640 chaos around you or like remaining in rest, right, I think some of the 794 00:51:35.640 --> 00:51:39.200 difficulty that I've had throughout, and I'm definitely at a higher level, 795 00:51:39.200 --> 00:51:44.760 but it's like, when I, if I'm like, okay, if someone is doing something 796 00:51:44.760 --> 00:51:48.560 that I don't appreciate, or I feel is like, oh, that's not what I want them to 797 00:51:48.560 --> 00:51:48.760 do. 798 00:51:48.760 --> 00:51:49.160 Right. 799 00:51:49.520 --> 00:51:53.360 And, and if I'm like, okay, you know what? 800 00:51:53.400 --> 00:51:54.440 I'm not gonna worry about them. 801 00:51:54.440 --> 00:51:58.120 Like, I'm just going to be like, what God's giving me control over. 802 00:51:58.120 --> 00:51:58.560 Right. 803 00:51:59.200 --> 00:52:05.840 How do you, I think I have a tendency to be then detached from that person 804 00:52:05.960 --> 00:52:07.400 emotionally, you know what I mean? 805 00:52:07.400 --> 00:52:11.080 Like, I'm just going to stay in my little box, your little thing. 806 00:52:11.480 --> 00:52:13.800 But I feel like, like, that's not operating in love. 807 00:52:13.800 --> 00:52:17.600 Like, I don't want to operate out of resentment and be like, you stay over, 808 00:52:17.600 --> 00:52:18.120 you know what I mean? 809 00:52:18.120 --> 00:52:26.280 Like, it's like, I still haven't, um, those two, I haven't been able to put 810 00:52:26.280 --> 00:52:26.800 together. 811 00:52:27.280 --> 00:52:32.560 Well, we disconnect because we believe what we're threatened, that to stay 812 00:52:32.560 --> 00:52:35.040 connected, it's going to affect me. 813 00:52:35.040 --> 00:52:36.280 It's going to change me. 814 00:52:36.280 --> 00:52:37.360 It's going to mess with me. 815 00:52:37.360 --> 00:52:40.800 It's going to do something to me that I don't want. 816 00:52:41.240 --> 00:52:46.920 So that's the thing is that we have to realize, no, I can stay in this 817 00:52:46.960 --> 00:52:52.280 situation and still not be threatened because they can still do things to you. 818 00:52:52.280 --> 00:52:57.680 They can say things to you that are mean and whatever, but you don't have to 819 00:52:57.680 --> 00:53:04.680 receive them as actually a threat because it's just like, if they say something 820 00:53:04.680 --> 00:53:07.000 to you, you're like, yeah, but who am I in the Lord? 821 00:53:07.280 --> 00:53:12.720 Is that actually true between me and God of who it is that he says that I am is 822 00:53:12.880 --> 00:53:14.760 what it is that they're saying. 823 00:53:15.240 --> 00:53:18.440 Does that threaten my identity? 824 00:53:18.760 --> 00:53:23.680 Say for instance, and I'm totally making this up and I'm making this up based off 825 00:53:23.680 --> 00:53:25.440 of a real story that happened to me. 826 00:53:25.960 --> 00:53:29.960 Say for instance, that someone you love tells you that you're prideful. 827 00:53:30.080 --> 00:53:34.080 This was not my husband's way before my husband, way before I met my husband, 828 00:53:34.080 --> 00:53:38.160 actually, but anyway, somebody, somebody told me that I was prideful. 829 00:53:38.160 --> 00:53:39.320 I was shocked. 830 00:53:39.520 --> 00:53:43.000 I was so hurt because that was like a very important thing to me. 831 00:53:43.000 --> 00:53:44.760 I did not want to be prideful no matter what. 832 00:53:44.760 --> 00:53:47.720 I was just like, okay, pride was this very big thing that I was always 833 00:53:47.720 --> 00:53:48.440 trying to make sure of. 834 00:53:48.440 --> 00:53:49.600 I didn't have in my life, you know? 835 00:53:50.040 --> 00:53:53.840 So when this person said, actually, you were very prideful. 836 00:53:54.320 --> 00:53:58.800 It hurts so bad because I'm thinking, what if that's true? 837 00:53:58.880 --> 00:53:59.120 Okay. 838 00:53:59.120 --> 00:54:01.240 So that's where I'm getting this example from. 839 00:54:01.240 --> 00:54:03.600 So say for instance, you're in that situation and someone 840 00:54:03.600 --> 00:54:04.720 taught you you're prideful. 841 00:54:05.600 --> 00:54:10.120 So it's not true, but I'm just, I'm just like trying to get an extreme 842 00:54:10.120 --> 00:54:13.840 example as y'all probably, you know, know by now, I like to use extreme 843 00:54:13.840 --> 00:54:16.480 examples to let everyone know, Hey, look, the simplicity of 844 00:54:16.480 --> 00:54:18.000 the gospel is very powerful. 845 00:54:18.280 --> 00:54:19.440 It's not for the little things. 846 00:54:19.440 --> 00:54:20.320 It's for the big ones. 847 00:54:21.240 --> 00:54:24.440 So say for instance, that it really, whatever it is that they were saying, 848 00:54:24.440 --> 00:54:27.120 and maybe it's not pride, maybe something else, whatever it is, 849 00:54:27.120 --> 00:54:28.240 say that it really is true. 850 00:54:29.600 --> 00:54:31.560 Is it still threatening to you? 851 00:54:31.600 --> 00:54:34.760 And this is the big thing is that, are you still under threat 852 00:54:35.240 --> 00:54:36.520 by the fact that they said that? 853 00:54:36.880 --> 00:54:42.200 No, because even if you are dealing with the thing that they are accusing 854 00:54:42.200 --> 00:54:48.080 you of, like say for instance, an alcoholic or pride or something, just 855 00:54:48.080 --> 00:54:52.120 because they say something about you, that is true because the things that 856 00:54:52.120 --> 00:54:53.440 they say about you that aren't true. 857 00:54:53.440 --> 00:54:56.760 That's a little easier for us to understand that, Oh, I shouldn't 858 00:54:56.760 --> 00:54:59.800 feel threatened to whatever, even though it hurts to somebody says it, but let's 859 00:55:00.000 --> 00:55:05.280 talking about the really serious ones, what if it is true? You're still not under threat because 860 00:55:05.280 --> 00:55:11.200 here's the thing, if you really are prideful or if you really are an alcoholic or if you really are 861 00:55:11.200 --> 00:55:17.360 whatever it is that somebody said, I'm totally making all these things up, then are you and 862 00:55:17.360 --> 00:55:24.080 God still okay? Yes. Are you an alcoholic or prideful or whatever it is the person said, 863 00:55:24.080 --> 00:55:30.240 are you that thing in your spirit? No, that is not who you are. So therefore, 864 00:55:30.960 --> 00:55:35.360 what it is that they're saying isn't threatening because it can't touch who it is you are, 865 00:55:35.360 --> 00:55:39.280 it can't touch your identity, it can't be said about Christ, it can't be said about you, period. 866 00:55:40.400 --> 00:55:45.040 So as a friend of mine says, what can be said about Christ can be said about you and what 867 00:55:45.040 --> 00:55:51.040 can't be said about Christ can't be said about you. So that's where you're not threatened. 868 00:55:51.600 --> 00:55:59.440 It doesn't mean that whatever someone says about you and says that you're struggling with, 869 00:55:59.440 --> 00:56:05.360 oh well, that's always a lie. We all know that no, some of that is the truth. I mean like, 870 00:56:05.360 --> 00:56:08.560 say for instance that they say that someone deals with pride or whatever, but where is someone 871 00:56:08.560 --> 00:56:16.320 dealing with pride? In their soul, not in their spirit. They are fine. Who it is that they are 872 00:56:16.320 --> 00:56:22.000 is fine. That's why I'm saying we have got to understand and choose that who it is that we 873 00:56:22.000 --> 00:56:30.080 really are is our spirit, not our struggles, not the pride that we deal with or the, I don't know, 874 00:56:30.080 --> 00:56:35.920 the rebellion or I'm trying to think of other things, our fears, our anger or whatever, that 875 00:56:35.920 --> 00:56:42.000 is not who we are. So even if people were to call us onto the carpet for it, that doesn't mean you're 876 00:56:42.000 --> 00:56:49.040 under threat. So you can, we can hear things without taking them to heart as our identity. 877 00:56:49.600 --> 00:56:57.600 Your identity cannot be threatened, but you can, your life can experience, the life experience 878 00:56:57.600 --> 00:57:06.000 that you'll have is as if you're threatened if you think that what they said about you is your 879 00:57:06.000 --> 00:57:13.600 identity. Then the experience that you have is of one who's actually threatened. So again, 880 00:57:13.600 --> 00:57:22.160 that's what I'm saying. That's why it all goes back to the, what we're experiencing in life 881 00:57:22.800 --> 00:57:28.480 is based off of whether or not we're believing what God says about us is true. So you're not 882 00:57:28.480 --> 00:57:35.600 experiencing his, his inheritance to the degree to which you're not believing that it's real. 883 00:57:36.880 --> 00:57:40.960 If you believe it's real, you'll get to experience it. So it's the same thing with 884 00:57:40.960 --> 00:57:45.040 this whole threatening thing. You have to believe that you really are the spirit. 885 00:57:45.040 --> 00:57:50.320 Yeah. Meaning like that your identity is in this is seated in the spirit part of you. That's one 886 00:57:50.320 --> 00:57:55.600 with Christ that can't be corrupted. That literally is the new man that according to James, 887 00:57:55.600 --> 00:58:00.160 you know, meaning the book of James has never sinned. You have to believe that's who you are. 888 00:58:00.160 --> 00:58:03.840 And if you do, you won't be threatened by anything that someone else says, 889 00:58:03.840 --> 00:58:10.640 even the things they say about you that are actually quoting true facts, like dealing with 890 00:58:10.640 --> 00:58:17.520 pride or dealing with fear or dealing with whatever you are. Does that make sense? So you 891 00:58:17.520 --> 00:58:24.000 no longer, you no longer need to disconnect from relationships. If you're no longer threatened, 892 00:58:24.800 --> 00:58:29.920 the disconnect is a coping mechanism. Unless of course we're talking about, we're talking about 893 00:58:29.920 --> 00:58:34.480 relationships. God wants you to stay in. Unless you want to disconnect and not have a relationship. 894 00:58:37.440 --> 00:58:42.000 Correct. So we're talking about relationships that God wants you to stay in because you don't, 895 00:58:42.000 --> 00:58:46.720 you know, you don't want to disconnect from everybody. So if, but if there are those that 896 00:58:46.720 --> 00:58:52.480 God says to do disconnect with, or to just do it for a time, well, that's different part of it. 897 00:58:52.480 --> 00:58:57.280 You might just need to heal because as much as we wish that we were the way that I just described, 898 00:58:57.280 --> 00:59:04.160 are we all that healed? No, not even me who teaches this, right? But point is I have lived 899 00:59:04.160 --> 00:59:10.400 that to a particular degree. And that's how I know that this is possible. So that's, so yes, 900 00:59:10.400 --> 00:59:15.360 there are some people we do need to disconnect from and all of that stuff. But what I was talking 901 00:59:15.360 --> 00:59:24.560 about is that disconnection is not a requirement in order to be, in order to live in rest. 902 00:59:25.520 --> 00:59:29.760 You can live in rest and not be threatened because you do not, you were in this world, 903 00:59:29.760 --> 00:59:34.160 but not of this world. You do not need to be removed from it in order to be okay. 904 00:59:35.280 --> 00:59:39.840 The power of the gospel is that you can be okay, no matter what you're in. 905 00:59:41.360 --> 00:59:46.080 If you were over your environment, you're not subject to it. Does that make sense? 906 00:59:46.640 --> 00:59:52.400 It does. And you know, as you were talking to like that totally made sense. And then it's like, 907 00:59:52.400 --> 00:59:57.520 if I have an all against my brother or whoever, you know what I'm saying? I was like, 908 00:59:57.520 --> 00:59:59.840 the whole love part. Cause I'm like, okay, well, 909 01:00:00.000 --> 01:00:02.680 I don't feel like you did what you were supposed to do 910 01:00:02.680 --> 01:00:05.200 in your role as what you're supposed to be with me. 911 01:00:05.200 --> 01:00:07.520 But then it's like, you know what you said is like, 912 01:00:07.520 --> 01:00:12.520 well, God loves me whether I'm ideal or not. 913 01:00:12.880 --> 01:00:13.840 You know what I mean? 914 01:00:13.840 --> 01:00:15.960 So then that's what he does to them as well. 915 01:00:15.960 --> 01:00:19.520 And he calls me to love, not their soul only, 916 01:00:19.520 --> 01:00:21.480 but love them from their spirit, man. 917 01:00:21.480 --> 01:00:25.600 Like see them through God's eyes and be okay with them. 918 01:00:25.600 --> 01:00:27.360 If you're choosing to still be in that relationship, 919 01:00:27.360 --> 01:00:31.280 to be okay with them and see them from that point of view, 920 01:00:31.280 --> 01:00:34.840 despite their offenses. 921 01:00:34.840 --> 01:00:36.520 Yes, correct. 922 01:00:36.520 --> 01:00:38.440 That helped me so I can stay connected. 923 01:00:38.440 --> 01:00:42.360 Cause I just like, I'm good over here at rest, but you know. 924 01:00:42.360 --> 01:00:44.040 I know, and then you're like, 925 01:00:44.040 --> 01:00:46.200 but I'm not living in real life. 926 01:00:46.200 --> 01:00:47.720 You're disconnected from everything. 927 01:00:47.720 --> 01:00:50.120 Now, again, as Diana was pointing out, 928 01:00:51.080 --> 01:00:53.280 if you need to disconnect from people 929 01:00:53.280 --> 01:00:56.680 or certain types, certain people, you know, 930 01:00:56.920 --> 01:01:00.600 for certain times, a certain season in order to strengthen, 931 01:01:00.600 --> 01:01:02.760 in order to heal, that's fine. 932 01:01:02.760 --> 01:01:04.480 You follow the Lord and all of that. 933 01:01:04.480 --> 01:01:05.320 And then there are certain people, 934 01:01:05.320 --> 01:01:07.360 God will just tell you to disconnect from permanently, 935 01:01:07.360 --> 01:01:11.640 you know, but so there is that, 936 01:01:11.640 --> 01:01:14.080 but I'm talking about the fact that you don't, 937 01:01:14.080 --> 01:01:19.080 that disconnection is not what you need 938 01:01:20.840 --> 01:01:23.200 in order to be safe or okay. 939 01:01:23.200 --> 01:01:25.840 We don't need anything outside of us 940 01:01:25.880 --> 01:01:28.400 in order to be okay. 941 01:01:28.400 --> 01:01:32.000 Everything that you need, you've already been given 942 01:01:32.000 --> 01:01:34.120 and you've already been given all authority. 943 01:01:34.120 --> 01:01:35.200 You've already been given, 944 01:01:35.200 --> 01:01:37.760 been put in the position of all authority and power 945 01:01:37.760 --> 01:01:39.840 in Christ, always only being in Christ. 946 01:01:39.840 --> 01:01:42.520 Like if ever you start acting as if you're not in Christ, 947 01:01:42.520 --> 01:01:43.360 well, then you're, you know, 948 01:01:43.360 --> 01:01:45.240 you've lost power and authority to, 949 01:01:45.240 --> 01:01:48.120 in other words, the right to act like that. 950 01:01:48.120 --> 01:01:53.120 And that, so, but anyway, so hopefully that's helpful. 951 01:01:53.560 --> 01:01:54.400 Yeah. 952 01:01:56.440 --> 01:01:57.280 I know. 953 01:01:57.280 --> 01:01:58.880 Hey, Karen. 954 01:01:58.880 --> 01:01:59.720 Hi, Karen. 955 01:01:59.720 --> 01:02:00.680 Hey, everybody. 956 01:02:00.680 --> 01:02:02.800 I just, I'm just leaving Cedar Creek. 957 01:02:04.160 --> 01:02:06.440 Oh, you're just leaving? 958 01:02:06.440 --> 01:02:09.320 I'm just leaving over there. 959 01:02:09.320 --> 01:02:10.360 They're just talking in there. 960 01:02:10.360 --> 01:02:11.200 So yeah, I'm pulling, 961 01:02:11.200 --> 01:02:12.920 I'm out in the parking lot and I'm pulling away 962 01:02:12.920 --> 01:02:14.760 and I had to jump on. 963 01:02:14.760 --> 01:02:17.040 Oh, well, I'm glad she did. 964 01:02:17.040 --> 01:02:17.880 Yay. 965 01:02:17.880 --> 01:02:22.000 Yeah, does everybody know I'm at a meeting tonight 966 01:02:22.000 --> 01:02:26.200 at my favorite spot, the spot where I met Ashley. 967 01:02:26.200 --> 01:02:29.240 And did you tell him Ashley who's speaking tonight? 968 01:02:29.240 --> 01:02:30.560 Yes, I did. 969 01:02:30.560 --> 01:02:31.400 Yeah. 970 01:02:31.400 --> 01:02:32.400 Okay. 971 01:02:32.400 --> 01:02:34.440 It's been awesome, you guys. 972 01:02:35.320 --> 01:02:36.360 Great. 973 01:02:36.360 --> 01:02:38.000 Isn't he good? 974 01:02:38.000 --> 01:02:39.520 He's really good. 975 01:02:39.520 --> 01:02:40.600 He's really, really good. 976 01:02:40.600 --> 01:02:41.440 Yeah. 977 01:02:41.440 --> 01:02:42.280 He's very, yeah. 978 01:02:42.280 --> 01:02:45.440 I'm telling you what, in his testimony is wild. 979 01:02:45.440 --> 01:02:48.240 Etienne Bloom, he's the guy who officiated 980 01:02:48.240 --> 01:02:49.960 Ed's and my marriage, wedding. 981 01:02:50.960 --> 01:02:51.800 Yeah. 982 01:02:51.800 --> 01:02:55.400 So he, yeah, he has spiritually mentored Ed for years 983 01:02:55.400 --> 01:02:59.120 and Ed stayed with he and his family in South Africa, 984 01:02:59.120 --> 01:03:00.520 that Etienne's from South Africa. 985 01:03:00.520 --> 01:03:04.240 He stayed there for a month or two, something like that. 986 01:03:04.240 --> 01:03:05.640 Maybe a month. 987 01:03:05.640 --> 01:03:07.200 Anyway, a while. 988 01:03:07.200 --> 01:03:08.360 It was at least a month. 989 01:03:08.360 --> 01:03:09.600 It might've been longer than that. 990 01:03:09.600 --> 01:03:13.600 And that was probably like four or five years ago. 991 01:03:13.600 --> 01:03:18.600 And anyway, so, and in fact, that is where he met. 992 01:03:19.280 --> 01:03:23.120 Ed was staying with Etienne where he met the guy 993 01:03:23.120 --> 01:03:26.720 that introduced Ed and I eventually several years later. 994 01:03:26.720 --> 01:03:30.880 So anyway, but anyway, the point is Etienne's really neat. 995 01:03:30.880 --> 01:03:35.800 He had a very, he had one of those wild, radical 996 01:03:38.080 --> 01:03:40.840 transformations, salvation story. 997 01:03:40.840 --> 01:03:43.640 He was, if I remember the story correctly, 998 01:03:43.640 --> 01:03:46.760 he was, had children and everything, you know, 999 01:03:46.800 --> 01:03:50.760 with his wife and he was a, if I remember correctly, 1000 01:03:50.760 --> 01:03:53.520 a raging alcoholic, horrible. 1001 01:03:53.520 --> 01:03:57.080 He had a very, very rough life before Christ 1002 01:03:57.080 --> 01:03:59.520 and then God radically saved him. 1003 01:03:59.520 --> 01:04:04.520 And then within a month of being saved, 1004 01:04:04.640 --> 01:04:07.920 of getting saved, God opened his eyes 1005 01:04:07.920 --> 01:04:10.800 and all of a sudden Etienne gets into the spirit realm 1006 01:04:10.800 --> 01:04:13.520 and a very wild, wild experience. 1007 01:04:13.520 --> 01:04:15.440 So he's a very, very neat person, 1008 01:04:15.440 --> 01:04:19.200 but he has a tremendous heart for people 1009 01:04:19.200 --> 01:04:24.200 and a lot of very solid wisdom, so spiritual wisdom. 1010 01:04:28.120 --> 01:04:29.520 So anyway, so. 1011 01:04:29.520 --> 01:04:33.200 If anybody wants to, anyone wants to text me 1012 01:04:33.200 --> 01:04:34.840 their full name if they're on Facebook, 1013 01:04:34.840 --> 01:04:37.520 his message tonight is on one of Linda's pages 1014 01:04:37.520 --> 01:04:40.320 so I could send it out to you all. 1015 01:04:40.320 --> 01:04:41.160 Great. 1016 01:04:41.160 --> 01:04:42.000 I can invite you to this page 1017 01:04:42.000 --> 01:04:43.680 and I can invite you to this page 1018 01:04:43.720 --> 01:04:46.480 and you can watch part of this conference, you guys. 1019 01:04:46.480 --> 01:04:47.320 Oh, wow. 1020 01:04:47.320 --> 01:04:50.160 So text me your name that's on Facebook 1021 01:04:50.160 --> 01:04:52.120 if you want me to invite you to this page 1022 01:04:52.120 --> 01:04:53.120 to watch part of it. 1023 01:04:55.000 --> 01:04:55.840 All right. 1024 01:04:55.840 --> 01:04:57.120 Thank you. 1025 01:04:57.120 --> 01:05:00.000 Well, we were all, I don't know. 1026 01:05:00.000 --> 01:05:04.080 know, if you can do this, so if you can't do it while you're driving, you know, 1027 01:05:04.080 --> 01:05:07.000 and just like, tell us like audibly, then that's fine. 1028 01:05:07.040 --> 01:05:13.520 But we were all just updating each other on, um, how on the, uh, the, the 1029 01:05:13.520 --> 01:05:18.360 rest intensive and like where it is that we had started and what it is that we 1030 01:05:18.360 --> 01:05:20.240 were wanting between us and the Lord. 1031 01:05:20.720 --> 01:05:25.200 And then how we were wanting to experience him in our lives and new ways, you know, 1032 01:05:25.200 --> 01:05:28.800 and rest and affecting our lives, expecting basically, you know, affecting 1033 01:05:28.800 --> 01:05:32.280 us emotionally and our relationship with the Lord and et cetera, and 1034 01:05:32.280 --> 01:05:34.000 then where it is that we are now. 1035 01:05:34.000 --> 01:05:36.800 So do you have any, any update for us? 1036 01:05:37.400 --> 01:05:37.760 I'm sorry. 1037 01:05:37.760 --> 01:05:40.480 You haven't gotten to hear everybody else's, but you will on the recording. 1038 01:05:41.040 --> 01:05:41.440 Okay. 1039 01:05:41.440 --> 01:05:41.960 Sure. 1040 01:05:41.960 --> 01:05:42.680 Thank you. 1041 01:05:43.160 --> 01:05:43.600 Yeah. 1042 01:05:43.600 --> 01:05:48.920 I, I feel like I guess the word that just came to me is a little more grounded 1043 01:05:48.960 --> 01:05:56.880 in my, um, relationship with the Lord and these tools, these tools have been 1044 01:05:56.880 --> 01:06:01.680 really good of just choosing God instead of worrying about circumstances or 1045 01:06:01.680 --> 01:06:05.000 outcomes, choose, choosing God. 1046 01:06:05.000 --> 01:06:09.400 And then, yeah, so, so it's been really good. 1047 01:06:09.800 --> 01:06:16.480 It has, it's been really, really helpful and still pray for me for sleeping at 1048 01:06:16.480 --> 01:06:24.240 night, I'm just believing it's going to get better, um, um, but, um, but yeah, 1049 01:06:24.240 --> 01:06:27.800 there's, I can, I can just tell some shifts and some shifts, even in this 1050 01:06:27.800 --> 01:06:34.080 last, you know, week, and I was telling Ashley and, you know, that transformation 1051 01:06:34.080 --> 01:06:42.120 session, just some wins and, and, um, I just feel, um, I feel better. 1052 01:06:42.120 --> 01:06:45.880 And then, you know, at TMC tonight is, you know, just our oneness with God, 1053 01:06:45.880 --> 01:06:48.360 you know, truly, truly we're one with him. 1054 01:06:48.360 --> 01:06:52.920 We just haven't really been taught that and haven't really, uh, we're still, 1055 01:06:53.240 --> 01:06:57.760 you know, learning that and practicing it, but, you know, he talks about just 1056 01:06:57.760 --> 01:07:03.280 keeping our eyes on God, you know, and that we're one with him really, but if 1057 01:07:03.280 --> 01:07:08.680 our eyes on God, it can't really be on any darkness and that, that was really 1058 01:07:08.680 --> 01:07:08.840 good. 1059 01:07:08.840 --> 01:07:10.080 I'll put this on for a second. 1060 01:07:10.560 --> 01:07:14.840 Um, yeah, that's one of the things that I really like about Etienne's viewpoint 1061 01:07:14.840 --> 01:07:19.320 is he's one of those people that always encourages people to look at God. 1062 01:07:19.720 --> 01:07:22.680 In other words, you know, look at the positive, not what you're trying to 1063 01:07:22.720 --> 01:07:27.640 escape from and to always focus on God instead of the demons and instead of 1064 01:07:27.640 --> 01:07:31.760 Satan and all my word, everything's so hard and he's like, no, no, no, you 1065 01:07:31.760 --> 01:07:33.960 don't, don't give it power. 1066 01:07:34.280 --> 01:07:39.080 You don't have to worry about it so much if you're focused on the truth, because 1067 01:07:39.080 --> 01:07:43.920 then you'll recognize it and it won't have that power over you because you're 1068 01:07:43.920 --> 01:07:46.000 focusing on the thing that does have the power. 1069 01:07:46.160 --> 01:07:47.440 So, yeah, that's great. 1070 01:07:47.440 --> 01:07:48.320 Go ahead, Karen. 1071 01:07:49.920 --> 01:07:51.480 Yeah, it's just, I mean, 1072 01:07:52.440 --> 01:07:59.240 yeah, it's just, it's just good, you know, and this, and I was struggling with 1073 01:07:59.240 --> 01:08:07.120 some things and when this intensive started and, and I'm just so glad that I 1074 01:08:07.120 --> 01:08:15.160 did this, excuse me, and you know, God's so good to meet us, you know, and we're 1075 01:08:15.160 --> 01:08:18.720 at our knees, you know, and I heard about the intensive conduct the last minute 1076 01:08:19.319 --> 01:08:27.640 and, and he's got, you know, I'm, I'm very grateful because I'm very grateful. 1077 01:08:28.439 --> 01:08:29.279 I'm so glad. 1078 01:08:30.040 --> 01:08:31.160 Yeah, I really am. 1079 01:08:31.160 --> 01:08:33.920 And I'm grateful for all of you and in this class. 1080 01:08:34.920 --> 01:08:35.439 Yeah. 1081 01:08:36.600 --> 01:08:38.040 Well, thank you, Karen. 1082 01:08:38.040 --> 01:08:40.319 I appreciate you giving us an update. 1083 01:08:41.560 --> 01:08:45.600 Yeah, I'm on, I I'm on I-70, but it's not very busy right here, so. 1084 01:08:46.000 --> 01:08:46.760 Oh, okay. 1085 01:08:46.760 --> 01:08:47.240 Yeah. 1086 01:08:48.720 --> 01:08:50.560 So yeah, I'm very familiar with I-70. 1087 01:08:50.720 --> 01:08:56.680 So I've been to Cedar Creek quite a few times, but so many, it's a major 1088 01:08:56.680 --> 01:09:00.560 highway back and forth between Cedar Creek and like, say, Columbia and stuff. 1089 01:09:01.160 --> 01:09:03.920 So anyway, it's good to get to see everyone. 1090 01:09:03.960 --> 01:09:05.479 I'll let y'all all go. 1091 01:09:05.560 --> 01:09:09.760 And we were one last housekeeping thing that I can think of. 1092 01:09:09.760 --> 01:09:14.120 You remember that this, that the program closes on March the 11th. 1093 01:09:14.520 --> 01:09:18.640 So through the end of the day, March the 11th, which is Saturday. 1094 01:09:19.040 --> 01:09:25.040 And then you'll still have access to the things like in the platform, not the 1095 01:09:25.040 --> 01:09:29.240 Facebook group, because remember the Facebook groups closing, but the the 1096 01:09:29.240 --> 01:09:34.880 platform where it's like the teachings that are in there and, you know, on the 1097 01:09:34.880 --> 01:09:40.600 left-hand side, along with fireside chats, your transformation sessions and your rest 1098 01:09:40.600 --> 01:09:44.600 groups. And let's see what else. 1099 01:09:44.640 --> 01:09:49.800 Oh, and then I'm going to, Ed and I thought that we were traveling this next 1100 01:09:49.800 --> 01:09:53.920 week, which is why I delayed the transformation sessions to next weekend. 1101 01:09:54.200 --> 01:09:56.840 But I have found out that we're not traveling this week. 1102 01:09:57.120 --> 01:10:00.080 So there's opportunity to do transformation. 1103 01:10:00.000 --> 01:10:05.000 sessions earlier so I'm going to open up times and so and see if some of the 1104 01:10:05.000 --> 01:10:09.720 people who had scheduled for the weekend would like to go ahead and bump them up 1105 01:10:09.720 --> 01:10:14.040 sooner and then that also means that the personal ministry times will be able to 1106 01:10:14.040 --> 01:10:18.000 be sooner as well they'll be so I'll be reaching y'all out specific those who 1107 01:10:18.000 --> 01:10:21.960 have personal ministry times and reaching out specifically and about 1108 01:10:21.960 --> 01:10:28.200 those so and that's all. Ashley do you think you can do do me a favor do you 1109 01:10:28.200 --> 01:10:33.960 think if you can would you be able to upload there's a video on the Facebook 1110 01:10:33.960 --> 01:10:40.960 group and it's it's the one about healing of the soul. Healing the soul and 1111 01:10:40.960 --> 01:10:46.520 the body. Yeah it's about healing the soul where you talk about about talking 1112 01:10:46.520 --> 01:10:50.480 to the soul and then talk about about I don't know you it's a lot about healing 1113 01:10:50.480 --> 01:10:55.120 and that yeah it's in your in the list of videos you think you can upload that 1114 01:10:55.120 --> 01:11:12.960 one? Sure I'll upload that one for you. Okay thank you. That's the one Diana that's the one with the vision with the like the wound? Yeah. Okay yeah oh my god I was at the airport yesterday and I was like dictating that it's about oh my god it was 1115 01:11:12.960 --> 01:11:24.520 like so I was like I have to like. So good yeah. Oh good. I'm glad you like it. Okay good. Ashley if I scheduled 1116 01:11:24.520 --> 01:11:27.880 something like for next Sunday can I make it sooner too because I'm actually 1117 01:11:27.880 --> 01:11:31.000 going to be at another ministry conference at Cedar Creek next weekend 1118 01:11:31.000 --> 01:11:37.680 too. Yes yeah you can do it sooner as well so well that that'll work great so. Okay 1119 01:11:37.680 --> 01:11:53.520 okay can everybody say everybody say something to me? Yeah. Hi everybody. Hi. Hi Karen. How you doing? Good to see you all. 1120 01:11:53.520 --> 01:11:59.500 Good to see all of you and then I think that Tammy said that she would be 1121 01:11:59.500 --> 01:12:03.840 reaching out about like a community group or something so y'all can stay in 1122 01:12:03.840 --> 01:12:21.520 touch if you'd like to Karen so. Okay okay yes. I'm so glad I got to see you all for a few minutes. Yes thank you for coming on. Yes thanks for doing that Karen. So good to see all of y'all. Y'all take care I'll see you in the 1123 01:12:21.520 --> 01:12:30.480 next session. Thank you Ashley. Thank you everybody. Bye. Bye. Thank you. Bye everybody. Bye.