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Elizabeth, can you hear me all right?

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Hold on a second. I'm gonna have to pop right back in because I'm on Bluetooth.

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Oh, sure.

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All right.

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Okay.

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How are you?

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I'm good. I'm just wet hair. I don't usually do that, but I'm wet hair this morning. And my stand, I have like a ring light stand and it broke. So I'm like holding my phone if you don't mind.

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No, I'm fine with that.

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Oh, I'm sorry.

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I was like, we need to get you a new stand because it slides down so it just kind of like, no matter how I tighten it, so then I'm constantly just the whole call, I'm like lifting it back up and then it droops and then I'm like lifting it back up.

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It works, but not that well.

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Oh, I'm sorry.

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Yeah.

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I'm so sorry.

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I'm sorry.

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It's okay.

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I hope that don't be at all. I understand those, those mornings.

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It sounds like you're opening your day for some, some of this. So it's probably kind of back to back and busy day. So, but it's good because I get to, I get to do what I love. So, right. Exactly.

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You know, it's been.

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I want to say marches when we were talking.

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Like we had been, you know, talking about the possibility.

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And then it was late March that we started with cope and everything thinking it's probably time to just go ahead and move into this because other things are on hold and.

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Yeah, I feel like I can share this with you. Like in confidence, you're not going to, I don't know your relationship with him. How do you know him, by the way? How do you know?

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Just on Facebook.

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Okay.

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Just because he's a Packer fan and he and I were in the same industry, so to speak, you know, we're both business coaches. So I used to be a turnaround consultant.

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That's right. You said on your call, which is so interesting. Okay. So, so yeah, obviously I wouldn't go around sharing this with just anybody, but it was kind of a situation where I was coming out of.

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I was coming out of full time work and then into I took a couple of marketing just part time jobs.

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So I did that, but I didn't really know what to do because of some things that God pulled me away from in the, where I was at in mental health full time. And so that was a really good experience supporting people emotionally. And heard a lot of stories that, you know, my heart just goes out to, you know, from men to women to, to young ones, you know, but it was, it was not a good environment in the end.

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I was not there at that place that I was at. And so I had the comfort of knowing that he had told me I'm moving you on soon because it was really painful. But then when I started marketing, it was right before COVID for two small businesses. So then they had to close.

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And so I was like, Lord, you know, we had been talking about the coaching thing and he definitely told me in the fall, as far as the collective goes, which is the nonprofit, the ministry side, all connected, right.

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He said, go ahead and gather the women. I'm going to do the rest. And so I just knew I was supposed to connect women as he highlighted them. And the coaching was always there, but like, I don't know if I'm ready for that.

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And so it kind of mid-March is when James, you know, had been asking me some questions and probing questions and was like, you know, let's do this. And I just, he knew my situation just that at that point, we had no, I'm a single mom to two girls.

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And so we had no, no real income. And I was like, I don't know how this will work. I was like, I'm just praying like, you know, like I said, I don't tell everybody this, but it was one of those things because it was like a nonprofit.

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profit because the the mission was so near to his heart. We are one of the few people that he's ever

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said like I want to start without like I'm offering to start coaching with you before you're able to

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pay for coaching which was totally unexpected and incredible and it's been just a beautiful gift and

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within that there's this part of me that now with all that's been happening lately is like

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you know you feel a little bit like goodness he's done so much for me and here I'm at this

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kind of stuck place of I know God's got us but like something's got to change or shift for this

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to work right because I can't operate from striving and I can't just like bulldoze through

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and that's not even my heart or my my message that's not even authentic to to what I do with

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women or what I feel like the father's heart is for women and yet here I find myself not realizing

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how fast I was going you know and of course he's a fast-paced coach he's not like

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he's wonderful but he's not um one to necessarily like he could he could be on the interview with

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you and be fascinated and be talking about you know all those same things with rest but I don't

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know that he operates not that he doesn't operate from rest I'm sure he does flow but as a coach he's

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gonna push you and he's gonna you know and that's the kind of person that he is in terms of coaching

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and so I'm like now I'm at this place where I'm like Lord here he's like gifted us with this but

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I can't be I can't be um you know untrue to you and what you're calling me to and you're saying

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it's it's a rest and reset time which is like weird because it's our launch time um so this is

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where it's so funny because the night that you shared I was like Lord just I just connect us

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because I just feel like I knew I knew I didn't know it was going to come the few weeks following

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but I knew like we've got it I just feel like he was connecting us that night and there was a reason

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I was like I don't know how you're going to do it I'm not going to like force something right this

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moment but please connect us God and so the past few weeks have been the hardest in a long long

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time and um my potential partner in coaching actually like kind of just like went like this

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and then when we finally had to say this is like not this is you know we tried to troubleshoot

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and different things and prayed and cried and I mean I did a lot of seeking the Lord um but

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in the end it was it was a really harsh like ending and a lot of lash um backlash I guess

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and unexpectedly and so here I'm like trying to like launch something and then my potential

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partner like falls out and then James is so sweet but he's like let's keep going come on we you know

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we got this and I know that God's like let's you know we got to move forward I'm not going to stay

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stuck here but there's a difference in staying stuck and letting someone like crush your your

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dream and your calling versus going whoa that was disorienting and it was a lot of spiritual

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attacks through it and also in the culture of the climate of I'm a I'm a feeler and a seer and so

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I was already having just dreams and a happiness when it comes to trafficking and things the Lord

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was showing me like where I was already in a place of travail and I I didn't that's not even a word I

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normally use but it was it's just been a season of wow this is different but I just have this my

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heart is breaking and the Lord has been calling me to trafficking for a while so anyways so that was

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already going on and then somebody that I thought was a very dear friend and someone would be my

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partner in this turned out to be completely not and then actually attacked my ministry and cursed

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it and so that just causes you to go whoa like I thought I knew God I thought I knew I thought I

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knew and now I don't even know what I know and it was prophesied over me by one of the girls in my

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collective she had prophesied maybe like two months ago and said um yeah your ministry is gonna there's

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gonna be you know a lot of women with a lot and a lot of signs wonders and miracles she said but

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it's going to be from a place of rest um and she said there's the Lord saying there's not going to

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be striving that he's he's just going to do this but it's not going to be anything that really

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you're striving toward and so I that's obviously stuck with me and now looking at how things have

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gone down lately I'm like okay Lord I feel you telling me to just completely pause even though

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it's go time and I'm not quite sure how to even communicate in this moment to James because I feel

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like he's been so patient like through all this drama right and I'm like okay God but I can't

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deny that you're saying this so two nights ago I showed you um or share with you a bit of the word

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I read that night when God was all weekend he was like rest like you can't just keep going through

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this you can't just you know you know that you're you're not um you're gonna be doing it for other

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people if you just push through this in a sense and don't stop to really listen and tune in and

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you're not okay right now like the the fact is like I've never hit such a like I've hit walls in

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my life like my life has shattered I went through a really horrible um divorce and

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unexpected, like I was homeless.

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I mean, all kinds of things that you wouldn't expect, but I haven't like in

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my coming alive, um, and really like knowing the Lord this intimately, like

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hit this place of total, like, God, I need you.

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Like I waved the white flag, you know, like not in a, I'm giving up, but just

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like, I can't, and he's like, okay, good.

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He's like, we're, we're, we're getting somewhere.

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Cause you're, you're finally surrendering really like this next level of surrender.

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So I read that word about rest the other night and you were on my heart.

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And I was like, I just, I'm just going to reach out.

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And, and then, um, even since then, like last night in scripture and before

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bed, he was leading me to, um, he's been talking about shaking of shaking

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everything up and how the things that, you know, that can't be shaken

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are going to be what's left.

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And so he led me specifically to.

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Acts four about the, you know, with the shaking and then Hebrews 12.

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And was just speaking to me about that.

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And it already said last time's like, oh, I won't hear or see a whole dream plot.

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Sometimes I do have plots, but a lot of times I hear phrases.

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I just hear him speak or he'll wake me up.

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Um, speaking and that's kind of been just since last year that he's

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really been doing that in the night.

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And so I'm thankful.

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I'm like more Lord, I've been asking for this and it's beautiful.

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Um, but a lot of the message, like he woke me up, um, not that maybe a few

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days ago, and it was about the shaking.

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He said, um, hold on one second.

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I'm going to peek at my notes.

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Cause I don't want to.

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Oh yeah.

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And this is the morning yesterday morning after I wrote you.

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Right.

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So he said, do you mind all this?

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This isn't weird you out.

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Does it?

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No, no, no, no, no.

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I also believe he gets all my spirit prophecy dreams, all that good stuff.

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Oh, good.

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Hallelujah.

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Okay.

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I had a feel.

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I was like, I think so.

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So yesterday morning after I had written you the night before, and that word about

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rest, um, from the prophetic book that I was reading, it said, he said to me

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specifically, I'm doing a shaking and your efforts have nothing to do with it.

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And so that was, you know, one of those phrases, but he's

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talked to me about shifting.

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He told me maybe like a month ago in the night, he woke me up and said

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unprecedented times of shifting.

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Um, and so there's all this about shifting and shaking.

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And I'm like, I feel it, Lord.

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Oh my goodness.

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I didn't know until these few weeks.

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Like, I just feel like I can't, I just can't pick back up.

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There's no, um, yeah.

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And then of course, there's all those things that come in.

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Like, am I missing something to, how did I, and he was just comforting me last night.

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Like, it's really, isn't about you doing something wrong.

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He just told me to take communion, you know, before bed.

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And I was like, Oh, almost like even questioning, like, do I even know how to

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take communion and like, almost like everything about myself, I'm questioning,

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like, do I, do I have what it takes?

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Do I, do I do, am I believing right?

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Like what's missing?

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Like, did I do something wrong?

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You know, that kind of thing.

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And so he's like, you don't need anything more.

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You don't need somebody to tell you.

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He's like, you're listening to too many voices.

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Just, just take communion because you're, you do know, you know, I was like, okay,

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yeah, I don't need to know because you already did it and that's fine.

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And so I did, but he was just speaking through those passages about the shaking

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and about, um, how, you know, just comforting me in that, that like, I've

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been wondering, yes, I know he's doing a thing and yes, I know that all these

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other people that I know are feeling it and they're, they've been under spiritual,

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like a heaviness or an attack and they're coming out of that the same time.

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Um, but there's also so much of that, that is just, is shaking

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everything that I thought I knew.

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Like not when in terms of him, of course I know who he is, but in

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terms of just really questioning, it's been an attack on my like character

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and my identity and going like, who am I?

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And did I, do I even know what he's calling me to do?

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And definitely I can't just keep going with this, this sense that I have to

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pause, so I'm going to pause, but what does that mean for everything that I

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thought that I was pursuing in this moment with him and for him?

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So that's my story in this moment, Ashley, it's just, it's just wild.

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Yeah.

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Well, I think it's a good story.

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I think it's very precious.

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I love hearing that God is talking to so many people, you know, that, so that this

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message is just resonating all throughout the world of rest and they're shifting

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into rest because rest is not an activity.

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It's a place in the Lord from which we operate where he always provides the

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increase and we just, here, we just are fathered into understanding how to govern

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it, but we're not responsible for actually creating the results.

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The farmer sows the seed, he goes to sleep and he wakes up and he doesn't

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know how the crop comes up, but it comes up.

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So I think that that's great.

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I love hearing everything that the Lord is.

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I'm talking to you about, I love hearing that, um, you have such relationship

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with him, that you're open and, um, and, and have made yourself vulnerable

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to him, that he will speak, that you seek him and that he's.

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See what you are talking and all of that. That's, that's very special.

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Yeah, yeah.

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Oh, I'm sorry. Go ahead.

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Oh no, I don't know if I started, but I, um, but I will share real quick since you asked that when when you said that part about like the seed and everything. It reminded me how much he's speaking about the sewing and the seed and the harvest and

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That he said just this week as well or last week when all this was really heightened like with this this friend that was going to do coaching with me.

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He woke me up and it was interesting because it was for 44 which was yeah he's been speaking a lot about for 44 and so

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He had just said before that there's been all this like I'm sitting here holding this triangle that he keeps showing me like triangles are breaking off in my house of things like my girl stuff but he's speaking about

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You know, even like this picture of the threes and the fours and the 12 the governmental told us a governmental

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Number. I mean, in the kingdom, but then threes and fours and just, I have this like apostolic prophetic thing going on that he's teaching me about. And so I keep seeing triangles and even when it comes to threes and fours. So then he wakes me up one night and says

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We're starting a movement called and my alarm goes off and I look at it and it says 812 which is four plus four is eight and then four is 12

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And then the very next night he wakes me up at 444 and he says it's okay, which is in the thick of like feeling the backlash of all this like even spiritually right says it's okay.

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What what you've sown in faith where you son in faith, the Lord's prepared to harvest and so

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Yes, that's right. I love that we've said in faith, the Lord for the harvest. I think that's perfect. Yeah, that's really great. So is there anything else that you feel that I need to know about like your

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Pretty good idea of, you know, where you are currently and what it is that you are. I mean, I know understand general where it is that you want to go. I don't

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Was saying, go, you know, go ahead. It's time to begin to gather these women that I'm gathering

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Who are women like us that are, you know, do you have a call and a purpose and specifically, you know, a heart for women and so

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So I thought, you know, I'm going to start there. But then as we went along was like, you know, and gotten to conversation with James to he's like, you know,

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Start with, you know, something that's going to provide for your family. And then, then as we went, you know, a little further. It was like, oh, this isn't separate at all. This is

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This is so connected like it's specifically the women that are called into this collective for the kingdom are all women who are

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Getting it to a place where there's communication between all the women that's like clear the visions clear like we're casting all this has taken a lot of work, even so

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Even though those are a lot of the same women that I'd love to work with, you know, to be able to have a conversation with them and to be able to

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You know, I'm believing in because I've seen them, them, you know, being called and struggling to figure out, okay, what does this look like to

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To launch whatever God's putting on my heart and all of us are sort of in that right so just we're, you know, we're all in this together.

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And I think that's what's so important. And I think that's what's so important. And I think that's what's so important. And I think that's what's so important.

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Thank you.

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So it's also important to know and to recognize that the most powerful person and the most powerful person will be your brother.

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Like I'm taking this slowly and saying I'm gonna slow down and be comfortable. It's my brother, and I need to confirm if you have one a little bit further down the road.

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kind of core which is not small but it's also yeah it's also you know enough that

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we can kind of have a taste of before we add in our invite women from the public

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like you know invite people into it where we can sort of operate and and

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James sees it as I mean that makes complete sense that's that's like your

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pool of people that already you know know you love you trust you and you know

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and love trust them you've already vetted them in the sense of like for

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coaching and things like that not that they have to come from there but that

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that's that's connected to the coaching if that makes sense and then as far as

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what you asked about background like anything else you should know I think

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would be important to know that even though you're hearing where I'm at right

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now I think it's important to know that they're just the gist of it is that

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there's been a pattern of of like I think I don't know I think I'm

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definitely a helper whatever that means and so I think there's definitely a

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pattern of wanting to and feel it like wanting to do so much and then losing

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track of how much I'm doing and giving and you know I teach people about

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boundaries but I'm still learning like healthy boundaries and myself like

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coming out of a very abusive home and upbringing and then abusive marriage

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like I've I'm definitely I'm not like who am I God I'm so I feel so

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unqualified here like because he's doing so much in my life but I believe for so

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long I need to wait till I'm more put together because I really have this same

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struggle still with needing more healing still layers of healing from the trauma

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and the things that I've walked through and then the boundaries and like the

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perfectionism people-pleasing like he's trying to break that off for good dear

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man right but that just is good for you to know that that's been a pattern

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of trying to and genuinely wanting to make everybody happy at my own expense

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understand you know because God desires us to under to know that we are in such

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freedom where we don't have to live and operate like that we all know it in our

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head but to actually but it's life-changing to understand to know we

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actually don't live in a cage we think we do and that's why our life reflects

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it because if we think we're in a cage we're gonna act like it so it's not that

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oh well we can look at our life and think oh we'll see it's so evident by

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our life that I am in a cage no we act like what we believe but actually the

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cage doesn't even exist so we can give ourselves permission to stop acting like

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it so it's very backwards to what we think that this situation is in other

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words that God's always moving the greater and greater measures of freedom

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so I've seen that picture of even like with with skin you know how the shedding

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of like snakes shed their skin and other other reptiles but but that it's

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actually like my friend actually showed me because she and her husband are into

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they like rescue animals and they work with reptiles and all kinds of things

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but they're pastors too well anyways she showed me a perfect snake skin and how

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like it sheds it but it's in perfect shape like it's it's there's no holes

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there's no tears there's no nothing but the point is is that I've seen visions

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of that of like you shed the skin but then you're still in it even though you

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shed it like I don't know if that's even possible but almost like I see it

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floating around floating around you or you think you're still on the skin but

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you've actually been completely freed from that in so the new eyes and he's

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been speaking a lot about that so that makes sense to me a lot of the cage

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thing too and the taking flight or you know the butterfly all those that

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imagery is so relevant yeah oh I love how you and mentioned that and you know

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it's like the you're seeing a picture of the old man we think we're living in

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but like you know you said the old man you're not under any obligation to act

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like him anymore then you are a man but you think you're the old man that's why

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you act like it you know Paul's I was talking about like the old man it's

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really good I love that I've never heard about it related to a snake skin and I

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love how you're seeing that image so yeah anything else before I answer some

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questions I'd love to hear from you I think that's I've gotten a lot out and

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you've allowed me to just share with no plan you know what what's what what's

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here right now so yeah that's how I get to know people the best is just to be

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able to ask them and just give them free reign said okay so what would you like

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to tell me because it's so it reveals so much to me about what it is that they

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find important yeah you know your entire life that they could tell me what what

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They're like, oh, I wanted to know this.

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the most sense.

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You're going to get, get to the punch, right?

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Get to actually know the person, which is the whole point.

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So the story, it's the person and so what they find important about their story.

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So I am good on time, but I wanted to make sure that you were good on time.

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I am.

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I have, um, I kind of just said until 10, but I didn't, I don't expect you to be with

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me that long, but had just in my, in my mind.

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Well, um, okay.

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So, um, all right.

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So the rest intensive, uh, I'll just talk about what it exactly is and then we can get

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into like how it works.

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So what it is is obviously, you know, helping us be able to actually shift into rest.

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So the, what is on my heart with the words put on my heart is actually not to focus on

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learning or what I always refer to as unlearning we're unlearning the things that we've learned

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in life.

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We're unlearning all of those laws and we're actually moving because there's nothing wrong

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with us that needs to change.

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God doesn't create anything corrupted.

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He doesn't create anything that's imperfect.

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We've added in all of these lies over the years, ever since we were a tiny baby, believing

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I'm not safe.

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I can't, you know, no one wants to collaborate to build a world with me.

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I'm abandoned.

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I'm alone.

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And we project that onto the Lord, et cetera, and we add in all of these lies.

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So, so I really, whenever I focus in, when I talk in my teachings, I'm always focusing

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on unlearning, not learning something new.

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that perspective, my focus for the intensive is actually not providing people with more

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information and going through this process of learning or unlearning.

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It's actually to help someone shift.

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My heart is to actually see someone change, actually walk them through, give them the

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opportunity to actually transform as opposed to getting more information and, Oh, I feel

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better because I now know things I didn't know, or I didn't think about or whatever,

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but it makes this kind of like how we can walk out of church.

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We feel so much better, but then we walk out and our lives aren't reflecting it.

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What's on my heart is to actually help people reflect it in their lives.

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And in every single person that is, that I've worked with, um, you know, has changed in,

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in one form or another.

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I, after the fact, after I reached out to you, I caught your, some of your testimonials

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and I was like, I'm seeing that pattern.

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So that's, that's perfect.

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And what's really funny about, about all of those testimonials, uh, is, is I don't know

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if you saw that post where, um, I, I posted, uh, the quote from Mary Magdalene from the

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It says, you know, um, I used to be one way now I'm different and the thing that happened

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in between was him because all of that have had a very difficult time.

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This, this, the shift is so core deep that when we all try to describe it, we're like,

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I don't know, I have the majority of people that I get on calls with and either they come

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to me because I've done an interview and so someone, if they've heard me on an interview

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or they, uh, a client of mine has referred them.

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be possibly the rest of the words about, but they're not sure.

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And this is after having listened to people.

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So what is, what is the reason that people reach out to me is that what they've noticed

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is a changed life.

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They noticed something in the spirit when I speak, their spirit is responding because

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you know, they're like, wait a minute, that sounds familiar, you know, with their friend

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and they see how their friend used to be in there to see how their friend is now.

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And they'll tell me that that's why they, that they contacted me.

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They're like, you know, my friend has changed, but how do we describe this?

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Like what's happened?

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It's really funny.

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It's like, you don't have words for it, but no, I see that that's the most important thing

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is that transformation.

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I mean, to not, and I relate to the deconstructed deconstruction, or if you're saying unbecoming

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or unlearning too, even though that's not the ultimate, like we're saying that's part

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of becoming is to unbecome, you know, but I love the transformation thing.

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It's, it's, it's, and with shifting, you're using this word.

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And literally I went back through notes when I read those two passages last night and God

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just had me look up all my notes that had shaken or shift in it.

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So like, you're just saying shift, shift, shift.

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And I'm like, yes, I have it all throughout my note of the spring is like, shift, shift.

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Shifting. He's shifting things. He's shifting, which is great. I know. I noticed that when you were talking. It's like, because that's how I always talk about this is let people know. Hey, look,

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What we're doing is we're shifting and then it was hearing you talk about it. And most people, you know, I get on the call. And that's not the word they use. And you've used it several times. It's like she understands, you know, the Lord's already talking to her. I'm ready. Yes, yes.

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So anyway, what

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The first thing that I focus on it is in the intensive is I actually help us if we cannot understand and believe not understand that we cannot believe and own that we are loved by God, then we can't receive the rest of it because the rest of it. It's

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God desires. Everything is based off of like the freedom that we live in and whatever is based on on how much God loves us and not just how much, but how he loves us and allowing ourselves to be loved. We all know it. We all can preach to everybody else. We can all preach to ourselves. We all can say, Oh, I know that he loves me and whatever.

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But if our lives are not reflecting what God says that our lives should reflect in freedom as his sons, it means we don't believe that we're loved. So I help us actually shift so that we

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Give people an opportunity to get with their Lord and and and learn to see his love in a different way. So I approached love from a bit of a different way than we were used to actually interacting with him.

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And so I do that first in order to prepare us to be able to receive the rest of everything from the Lord, because

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Everything in his character, he subjects he subjects to his love, including his power. So any of the freedom that we move into any of that is always subject to his love. So let's start with that.

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Then I move into how to actually shift into rest. Like, in other words, like, how do you practically do it, then I then I focus on

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The, you know, the difference between striving versus operating and rest and the choice that Adam and Eve made and the choice that we make every day versus how to actually live in a place of rest, then

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The, the spirit, the soul in the body and how we can offer how we operate different in each differently in each of those realms and and how to recognize when I'm operating in the body versus operating in the soul, meaning I'm operating in carnality and God's like, no, no, that's not who you are your spirit. So this is this is the graph. I use a lot. So it's very, very messy. But, um, so basically

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We are spirit. We have a soul. We're in a body. But yes, so often we believe that we're sold how we're acting, what it is that we're manifesting

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We believe that soul or, you know, we believe we're in an even more restricted form. And we believe that we're body and that we have a soul and really that it's we are spirit. And so we

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Understand when we're operating and record be able to recognize in a moment in an environment where we are. We're confused. We're questioning things were doubting things were struggling, whatever.

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To understand, okay, where am I operating operating on my soul, my body or my spirit so that we understand, okay, you can identify this is where I am. But God says that I should be that I'm actually somewhere else. So I need to align my body with my spirit.

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And I need to align into and agree with him on it. So anyway, so again, it's very holistic like totally holistic when it comes to that I've he's been saying for years. I mean,

399
00:33:51.280 --> 00:34:04.080
You know, in some ways, it's like, well, then why don't you have this figured out by now but no but he's been speaking about, you know, spirit, spirit, soul, body like that. We're all gonna, you know, they're all connected and all that in so many ways for the past several years. And so, and even just coming out of

400
00:34:04.960 --> 00:34:13.600
A business with my ex husband was is chiropractic and nutrition and family wellness. And so really just the things that I was learning with my, you know, my girls being young to about

401
00:34:14.360 --> 00:34:22.320
About health, which again because you have all these these wounds. Sometimes it doesn't come as fast as far as like the the transformation or the

402
00:34:22.760 --> 00:34:33.199
The understanding that really reflects in your life and the way you live in your thoughts, but it has been a process, but it's like, at least I know there's no way that we're not connected and we're not spirit first

403
00:34:34.120 --> 00:34:40.600
And that even seeing how he created our bodies and everything to align with this this create, you know, creation of the

404
00:34:42.520 --> 00:34:48.120
Yeah, the way that he made us to function and all all those arenas and realms, if you will. So

405
00:34:48.880 --> 00:34:59.880
That's good. That's really that aligns with with me is what I'm saying, like, and I definitely feel like with that whatever I do. I'm like, I have to be somebody has to understand that basic like holistic

406
00:35:00.000 --> 00:35:11.460
Viewpoint that it's not separate compartmentalized correct. Yes. Yeah, correct. Yeah. Good, good. Yes. Absolutely. Very holistic. Yeah, I love. I love that approach the Lord just had to

407
00:35:11.940 --> 00:35:23.100
And look really, I don't know. Is it will it's something he's always had on my heart, but I didn't fully understand it. And I still don't, you know, because we for now we see through a glass darkly in so many areas.

408
00:35:23.100 --> 00:35:43.800
And he's, and he's, and he's I'm shedding light so that we begin to see him more and more face to face. Now, we don't have to wait until death to see it. We're already starting to see more face to face, but I have to acknowledge and admit there's still areas in which I'm only seeing, you know, art in three last year, but that's how I memorize scripture was in the King James.

409
00:35:47.800 --> 00:35:49.800
Pull them off the top of my head. Otherwise,

410
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But anyway, so I do that. And then the last half is about

411
00:35:55.440 --> 00:36:06.360
The teachings. Oh, by the way, what I'm talking about is I have a core set of teachings that someone goes through their pre reported they were they were actually just lives Facebook lives that I did.

412
00:36:06.680 --> 00:36:15.200
And then I just those with my first group and then I've just taken those and I just say those as my core teachings. So that's what I'm saying when I'm talking about like first half second half.

413
00:36:15.200 --> 00:36:32.200
So the second half of those core teachings is, and I talked about how to actually live in rest in real life circumstances and yeah you know how to form and and I do it, talking about business specific terms like

414
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Like if you look at the sessions, they all have that they all say business dash, you know, for me and rest business dash operating in the spirit business dash, you know,

415
00:36:43.200 --> 00:36:54.200
Spiritual leadership, whatever. However, what I always tell people. So in other words, the whole point is how to actually live in rest, like how to actually do it because remember my whole

416
00:36:54.200 --> 00:37:13.200
My heart is to help someone actually do this in real life, not right. Oh, is that a good theory. And oh yeah, we need to understand the rest. Now, how do we do it. I'm standing at the kitchen sink. My husband just said something to me. He walked off. I'm not in rest. How do I shift. What do I

417
00:37:13.200 --> 00:37:25.200
Reconcile with him because he's in a meeting and I can't get ahold of him. In other words, there's no I there's nothing on the outside that can that can fix the problem for me. I have to

418
00:37:26.200 --> 00:37:40.200
Fix it. In other words, I am to God says, yeah, it has to be internal because God, of course, says that we're enslaved or we believe that we're enslaved on the inside. It's not the outside that enslaves is it's the inside.

419
00:37:40.200 --> 00:37:50.200
So anyway, so how to actually apply it and in various areas of life, you know how to have spiritual leader for other people and even peers.

420
00:37:51.200 --> 00:37:59.200
Or in business, whatever. But even though I use business specific terms I tell everyone these things that I mentioned.

421
00:37:59.200 --> 00:38:14.200
Can be applied to literally every area of life because we operate in business, the exact same way that we operate in our marriage, the exact same way that we all operate when we're when we're parenting children, same way that we operate and understanding our finances and and

422
00:38:14.200 --> 00:38:21.200
And stewarding all of that we apply spirit in the exact same way and all of the in all of the areas.

423
00:38:22.200 --> 00:38:30.200
The different. The thing is that the world and I obviously go much more into this and teaching, but I'm just trying to trying to give a very general idea.

424
00:38:30.200 --> 00:38:41.200
Because we apply things in all of these various areas and it manifests once it goes through those filters of business or relationships or finances, it manifests looking differently in the earth.

425
00:38:41.200 --> 00:38:47.200
The world looks at it and thought the world mean like even us, you know, because Adam and Eve were

426
00:38:47.200 --> 00:38:55.200
The, the output looks different. The outcome looks different because it's gone through a I'm sorry, I'm getting notes and then I can't

427
00:38:58.200 --> 00:39:02.200
The, the output looks different because it's gone through a

428
00:39:02.200 --> 00:39:10.200
And God provides the increase we just, you know, we just governed it and we just operate according to our identity and who it is.

429
00:39:10.200 --> 00:39:11.200
And so

430
00:39:12.200 --> 00:39:13.200
So,

431
00:39:13.200 --> 00:39:28.200
I just wanted to mention that even though I talk in business specific terms in that in the lot in as far as like the application of how to live in rest is a very, very important thing.

432
00:39:28.200 --> 00:39:37.200
I always tell people, and even in the sessions, I'll stop periodically and I'll say, Hey, by the way, in relationships. This is how it would manifest in your parenting. This is how it will manifest in finances.

433
00:39:37.200 --> 00:39:38.200
This is how it will manifest.

434
00:39:39.200 --> 00:39:48.200
And so, I just wanted to mention that even though I talk in business specific terms in that in the lot in as far as like the application of how to live in rest is a very, very important thing.

435
00:39:48.200 --> 00:40:00.200
I always tell people, and even in the sessions. I'll stop periodically and I'll say, Hey, by the way, in relationships. This is how it would manifest in your parenting. This is how it will manifest in finances.

436
00:40:00.000 --> 00:40:03.320
but constantly giving people,

437
00:40:03.320 --> 00:40:06.360
reminding us of a holistic approach.

438
00:40:06.360 --> 00:40:08.760
Again, I was gonna say holistic, that was the word.

439
00:40:08.760 --> 00:40:11.080
That is, it's holistic, that's right.

440
00:40:12.400 --> 00:40:14.800
There was something else I was gonna say about that.

441
00:40:17.640 --> 00:40:19.020
Well, I don't remember.

442
00:40:23.600 --> 00:40:24.920
Sorry, I thought it was important.

443
00:40:24.920 --> 00:40:27.320
I thought, oh, this will help her,

444
00:40:27.320 --> 00:40:29.640
help give it an additional idea as well,

445
00:40:29.640 --> 00:40:31.160
but I didn't remember what it was.

446
00:40:31.160 --> 00:40:33.200
Oh, well, you know, if the Lord finds it important,

447
00:40:33.200 --> 00:40:34.760
remind me.

448
00:40:34.760 --> 00:40:37.440
So that's what it is that I cover,

449
00:40:37.440 --> 00:40:41.360
and the, oh, that's what it was I was gonna say.

450
00:40:41.360 --> 00:40:46.360
So people get this understanding so early on

451
00:40:47.280 --> 00:40:49.280
about how foundational this is,

452
00:40:49.280 --> 00:40:52.120
that even when people come to me

453
00:40:52.120 --> 00:40:55.000
because they want,

454
00:40:55.000 --> 00:40:58.020
because they have a very business-specific reason,

455
00:40:59.020 --> 00:41:02.660
they're like, oh, this is gonna help fix my business.

456
00:41:02.660 --> 00:41:05.860
They quickly scrap that.

457
00:41:05.860 --> 00:41:07.220
I mean, not completely,

458
00:41:07.220 --> 00:41:09.980
but they very quickly leave that,

459
00:41:09.980 --> 00:41:14.300
and I'm serious, at least 80% of the questions

460
00:41:14.300 --> 00:41:17.300
that are brought up to me during this time

461
00:41:17.300 --> 00:41:19.300
are non-business related.

462
00:41:19.300 --> 00:41:21.420
So they start asking the question about,

463
00:41:21.420 --> 00:41:22.620
okay, well, how do I apply it here,

464
00:41:22.620 --> 00:41:23.660
and how do I apply it here?

465
00:41:23.660 --> 00:41:26.460
Because they understand, wait, this is so foundational.

466
00:41:27.020 --> 00:41:30.020
This is the core and the root of how it is a process.

467
00:41:30.020 --> 00:41:32.860
I just thought of roots, yes, yes, roots.

468
00:41:32.860 --> 00:41:33.700
What?

469
00:41:33.700 --> 00:41:35.580
I said, I just thought the word roots

470
00:41:35.580 --> 00:41:37.180
like as you were talking.

471
00:41:37.180 --> 00:41:38.020
Yeah, exactly.

472
00:41:39.340 --> 00:41:41.300
So that's what it was that I was gonna mention.

473
00:41:41.300 --> 00:41:45.980
So that is the rest intensive.

474
00:41:45.980 --> 00:41:47.820
That is what it is about.

475
00:41:47.820 --> 00:41:50.820
It is not, rest, again, is not an activity.

476
00:41:50.820 --> 00:41:52.700
It's just a place.

477
00:41:52.700 --> 00:41:56.060
It's understanding who it is that we are in the Lord,

478
00:41:56.700 --> 00:41:58.740
understanding our identity and how to operate,

479
00:41:58.740 --> 00:42:01.420
because our identity is inside of the Lord,

480
00:42:01.420 --> 00:42:03.380
which is inside of rest.

481
00:42:03.380 --> 00:42:06.380
And so our identity is in a place of rest.

482
00:42:06.380 --> 00:42:08.340
And so what is our identity,

483
00:42:08.340 --> 00:42:10.900
and then how to operate from that place,

484
00:42:10.900 --> 00:42:15.900
and anyway, in all areas of our life, business, whatever.

485
00:42:16.380 --> 00:42:17.980
So do you have any questions about that

486
00:42:17.980 --> 00:42:20.940
before I get into how the program actually works

487
00:42:20.940 --> 00:42:24.700
and how to be a part of it, what the requirements are?

488
00:42:24.740 --> 00:42:25.580
Yeah.

489
00:42:30.620 --> 00:42:31.700
Yeah, I don't think so.

490
00:42:31.700 --> 00:42:33.300
It all makes a lot of sense.

491
00:42:34.780 --> 00:42:37.340
Yeah, you've done a great job explaining.

492
00:42:37.340 --> 00:42:39.100
Oh, good, thank you, appreciate it.

493
00:42:40.180 --> 00:42:41.020
That's good.

494
00:42:41.020 --> 00:42:41.860
It's good feedback to hear,

495
00:42:41.860 --> 00:42:44.220
because sometimes I don't know how this comes across.

496
00:42:44.220 --> 00:42:45.220
Makes sense.

497
00:42:47.140 --> 00:42:50.500
So as far as people actually being part of it,

498
00:42:50.540 --> 00:42:55.540
so the only thing that I require on my side

499
00:42:56.220 --> 00:42:58.660
in order to invite someone in

500
00:42:58.660 --> 00:43:02.060
is I just have to know how serious that they are.

501
00:43:02.060 --> 00:43:05.580
If they have chosen to own their relationship with the Lord,

502
00:43:05.580 --> 00:43:07.700
as opposed to being one of those people

503
00:43:07.700 --> 00:43:10.540
that doesn't understand how to take ownership

504
00:43:10.540 --> 00:43:11.380
of their own lives

505
00:43:11.380 --> 00:43:13.420
and ownership of their own relationship with the Lord,

506
00:43:13.420 --> 00:43:15.580
and they want somebody to fix them,

507
00:43:15.580 --> 00:43:17.220
like, I'm sorry, I can't do that.

508
00:43:18.220 --> 00:43:21.140
So if someone has owned their relationship with the Lord

509
00:43:21.140 --> 00:43:25.660
and they are very serious about following the Lord,

510
00:43:25.660 --> 00:43:28.860
hearing his revelation, and stepping into that,

511
00:43:28.860 --> 00:43:30.500
that is all that I need to know

512
00:43:30.500 --> 00:43:35.260
in order to be willing to invest in them,

513
00:43:35.260 --> 00:43:36.580
to invite them into the group,

514
00:43:36.580 --> 00:43:41.580
because I protect the community

515
00:43:43.300 --> 00:43:45.020
with people who are serious

516
00:43:45.300 --> 00:43:47.260
about their relationship with the Lord.

517
00:43:48.300 --> 00:43:52.660
And it allows people in the community to be very vulnerable,

518
00:43:52.660 --> 00:43:53.860
and that's what they've chosen.

519
00:43:53.860 --> 00:43:55.380
I've actually been very surprised

520
00:43:55.380 --> 00:43:57.860
about how vulnerable people have been willing to be,

521
00:43:57.860 --> 00:44:00.140
because they realized with the women

522
00:44:00.140 --> 00:44:01.620
who happen to be in there,

523
00:44:01.620 --> 00:44:04.420
because I expect men to come at some point,

524
00:44:04.420 --> 00:44:06.740
but all of the men that have reached out to me

525
00:44:06.740 --> 00:44:08.940
over the past several months,

526
00:44:08.940 --> 00:44:10.980
none of them have committed,

527
00:44:10.980 --> 00:44:14.780
but they repeatedly still reach out to me.

528
00:44:15.740 --> 00:44:18.940
But they haven't committed yet,

529
00:44:18.940 --> 00:44:20.220
and it's only the women

530
00:44:20.220 --> 00:44:22.380
who've actually gone all the way through and committed.

531
00:44:22.380 --> 00:44:24.060
And it is a challenge.

532
00:44:24.060 --> 00:44:26.540
It's a challenge for anyone,

533
00:44:26.540 --> 00:44:30.660
but even a man, because we all, as men and women,

534
00:44:30.660 --> 00:44:35.260
have our tendencies and our stereotypical tendencies

535
00:44:35.260 --> 00:44:37.620
to struggle in certain areas,

536
00:44:37.620 --> 00:44:40.340
and that whole rest idea is difficult

537
00:44:40.340 --> 00:44:41.780
for a man to grab ahold of,

538
00:44:42.300 --> 00:44:46.980
or I have, where, because we think they have,

539
00:44:46.980 --> 00:44:49.700
they're taught, and it's so ingrained in men,

540
00:44:49.700 --> 00:44:52.380
to view life in the perspective of what it,

541
00:44:52.380 --> 00:44:55.260
that my identity is based on what it is I do.

542
00:44:55.260 --> 00:44:56.420
So they don't understand,

543
00:44:56.420 --> 00:45:00.020
well, you don't have to stop doing anything, but.

544
00:45:00.000 --> 00:45:09.480
But they like the idea and their spirit response so much that they get, that they've repeatedly,

545
00:45:09.480 --> 00:45:13.720
they repeatedly watch my, watch my stuff on my Facebook page, repeatedly reach out to

546
00:45:13.720 --> 00:45:19.880
me, keep the connection up and whatever they've struggled to commit thus far.

547
00:45:19.880 --> 00:45:25.080
More of a process process, but yeah, you said the women are pretty vulnerable.

548
00:45:25.080 --> 00:45:26.080
That's awesome.

549
00:45:26.080 --> 00:45:27.080
That's how it should be.

550
00:45:27.080 --> 00:45:28.080
I mean, that's what you want.

551
00:45:28.080 --> 00:45:29.080
Yeah, exactly.

552
00:45:29.080 --> 00:45:33.600
So, and they're willing to be open because they're, and just be honest, like, here's

553
00:45:33.600 --> 00:45:37.320
what I'm struggling with and God is meeting me there.

554
00:45:37.320 --> 00:45:42.120
In other words, it's everything that God talks about and everything that he presents to us

555
00:45:42.120 --> 00:45:47.440
is, is, is solid and can be stood on.

556
00:45:47.440 --> 00:45:54.240
It's not, it's, it's not non-substantial.

557
00:45:54.240 --> 00:45:55.240
It's very substantial.

558
00:45:55.240 --> 00:45:59.680
They can handle anything, not weak.

559
00:45:59.680 --> 00:46:05.680
So anyway, so like what I was saying, the only thing that I require is, is to know,

560
00:46:05.680 --> 00:46:11.880
you know, I, cause I'm protected, not just for the community, but my time and who, where

561
00:46:11.880 --> 00:46:13.800
I'm going to invest it.

562
00:46:13.800 --> 00:46:18.000
I want it in people that are actually really serious so that I'm like, okay, so you, this

563
00:46:18.000 --> 00:46:20.920
is what you want to do in your relationship with Lord.

564
00:46:20.920 --> 00:46:26.240
If you would like, I'm honored to partner with you, you know, on the journey, but I

565
00:46:26.240 --> 00:46:27.800
can't do it.

566
00:46:27.800 --> 00:46:29.000
I can't fix it.

567
00:46:29.000 --> 00:46:30.000
I can't, whatever.

568
00:46:30.000 --> 00:46:32.560
I don't even hold people accountable.

569
00:46:32.560 --> 00:46:38.440
I went from being a business consultant, very extreme situation where I put pressure to

570
00:46:38.440 --> 00:46:43.000
now, like, I don't even know because it has to be their relationship with the Lord, but

571
00:46:43.000 --> 00:46:49.520
I offer myself for people to reach out to, you know, if, if they, if they want a bit

572
00:46:49.520 --> 00:46:54.440
of support, encouragement, et cetera, long journey, anyways, that's all that I require.

573
00:46:54.440 --> 00:47:01.920
So the, but the four, uh, the four areas that I tell people that I, that I also require

574
00:47:01.920 --> 00:47:06.520
our commitment that are for the other person's benefit.

575
00:47:06.520 --> 00:47:12.080
So even once somebody gets into the program, I don't even hold them accountable to keeping

576
00:47:12.080 --> 00:47:13.080
those commitments.

577
00:47:13.080 --> 00:47:17.240
And I'm being perfectly honest about that perfectly transparent, but in the beginning

578
00:47:17.240 --> 00:47:23.760
I tell people, okay, in order to, you know, to get into the, into an intensive, uh, one

579
00:47:23.760 --> 00:47:29.800
of my four requirements are for the benefit of the person to help them, give them an opportunity

580
00:47:29.800 --> 00:47:31.680
to shift faster.

581
00:47:31.680 --> 00:47:36.560
That's the whole point of the commitment is to kind of give our soul this indication of,

582
00:47:36.560 --> 00:47:44.240
okay, this is how serious I am, but I'm willing to commit to, um, and, uh, so the first three

583
00:47:44.240 --> 00:47:51.480
are the two things that we struggle to, that our soul typically is tied to is a time and

584
00:47:51.480 --> 00:47:52.480
money.

585
00:47:52.480 --> 00:47:54.240
So those are the two commitments that I require.

586
00:47:54.240 --> 00:47:59.680
So the time there's three time commitment and one, and the first one is that someone

587
00:47:59.680 --> 00:48:04.720
would write three, uh, three Facebook posts a week for the first four weeks, because that's

588
00:48:04.720 --> 00:48:06.200
how long the intensive is.

589
00:48:06.200 --> 00:48:08.280
Oh, by the way, I forgot to mention.

590
00:48:08.280 --> 00:48:12.520
So once someone is in the intensive, they're in and they can stay in the community and

591
00:48:12.520 --> 00:48:16.080
the past, the four weeks, uh, no one's wanted to leave yet.

592
00:48:16.080 --> 00:48:17.080
They all still participate.

593
00:48:17.080 --> 00:48:20.600
We're, we're a community kind of, kind of like you're collective.

594
00:48:20.600 --> 00:48:25.600
You just stay in the group and all of that, but the first four weeks are more intensive

595
00:48:25.600 --> 00:48:31.800
and they have, uh, that's, those are the people that I give first priority of my time to for

596
00:48:31.800 --> 00:48:33.760
like private sessions, et cetera.

597
00:48:33.760 --> 00:48:36.760
So that's the difference between the two.

598
00:48:36.760 --> 00:48:44.000
So the, in the first four weeks, uh, three times a week, um, I, uh, I, uh, require that

599
00:48:44.000 --> 00:48:48.560
they commit to writing three Facebook posts a week and they do not have to be a long,

600
00:48:48.560 --> 00:48:49.560
they could be three sentences.

601
00:48:49.560 --> 00:48:56.640
Most of the time people write, you know, do a whole, do a live or they'll do a, um, or

602
00:48:56.640 --> 00:49:00.640
they'll write, you know, a longer post, but that's just up to them.

603
00:49:00.640 --> 00:49:06.840
And it's to give someone the opportunity to engage with their shifting, to force them

604
00:49:06.840 --> 00:49:12.000
to articulate what it is that they're processing with the Lord, as opposed to, well, it's just

605
00:49:12.000 --> 00:49:13.000
a journal.

606
00:49:13.000 --> 00:49:16.320
And I'm just kind of thinking in my mind is all over the place, give them something to

607
00:49:16.320 --> 00:49:20.520
kind of stop and sink their teeth into and articulate, okay, what, what really is going

608
00:49:20.520 --> 00:49:21.520
on here?

609
00:49:21.520 --> 00:49:22.520
What is the Lord showing?

610
00:49:22.520 --> 00:49:26.280
Oh, well, I just watched the session session two the other day.

611
00:49:26.280 --> 00:49:30.600
And so I was hearing this and then all of a sudden God showed me this Bible verse in

612
00:49:30.600 --> 00:49:32.480
my, in my quiet time today.

613
00:49:32.480 --> 00:49:35.640
And I've never read the Bible verse from that perspective before.

614
00:49:35.640 --> 00:49:38.360
And all my goodness, the Lord suddenly showed me that it's totally different than the way

615
00:49:38.360 --> 00:49:39.720
I always thought it meant.

616
00:49:39.720 --> 00:49:40.720
That kind of thing.

617
00:49:40.720 --> 00:49:41.720
Yes.

618
00:49:41.720 --> 00:49:45.520
But that is like a form of accountability without you having to, you know, that you're, you're

619
00:49:45.520 --> 00:49:50.320
saying from the beginning, essentially you're giving us accountability, um, and ownership

620
00:49:50.320 --> 00:49:52.520
and a way to keep ourselves accountable.

621
00:49:52.520 --> 00:49:53.520
Um, exactly.

622
00:49:53.680 --> 00:49:55.680
Without you having to do that throughout.

623
00:49:55.680 --> 00:49:56.680
Yes, exactly.

624
00:49:56.680 --> 00:49:59.960
And, uh, then the other thing we, is.

625
00:50:00.000 --> 00:50:02.040
But the second one is, I have group sessions

626
00:50:02.040 --> 00:50:06.000
every Thursday night from, what time zone are you in?

627
00:50:06.000 --> 00:50:07.160
I don't remember.

628
00:50:07.160 --> 00:50:10.280
I'm central, so it showed me.

629
00:50:10.280 --> 00:50:12.740
I'm guessing you're eastern, is that right?

630
00:50:12.740 --> 00:50:13.580
In Texas?

631
00:50:13.580 --> 00:50:14.400
No, I'm in central as well.

632
00:50:14.400 --> 00:50:16.320
I'm in Dallas, where are you?

633
00:50:16.320 --> 00:50:17.160
Oh, really?

634
00:50:17.160 --> 00:50:19.420
I'm in central Illinois, so I'm central.

635
00:50:21.160 --> 00:50:24.580
Okay, okay, so for you, it would be at eight o'clock.

636
00:50:25.100 --> 00:50:25.940
Eight o'clock, okay.

637
00:50:25.940 --> 00:50:30.120
Yeah, eight o'clock, at eight to nine p.m. Thursday nights.

638
00:50:31.060 --> 00:50:34.380
And so, I ask that people commit to

639
00:50:35.260 --> 00:50:38.020
attending three out of the four group sessions.

640
00:50:38.020 --> 00:50:40.620
And I give that a little bit of wiggle room of a week,

641
00:50:40.620 --> 00:50:44.540
just in case, because if that is,

642
00:50:44.540 --> 00:50:46.740
see, the Facebook post can be done at any time.

643
00:50:46.740 --> 00:50:47.700
But those group sessions,

644
00:50:47.700 --> 00:50:50.340
those are set times every Thursday.

645
00:50:50.340 --> 00:50:53.900
And so, somebody's likely to not be able to do

646
00:50:53.980 --> 00:50:54.820
those sessions.

647
00:50:54.820 --> 00:50:55.660
Yes, that's so funny.

648
00:50:55.660 --> 00:50:58.860
I just had four Zooms for the collective,

649
00:50:58.860 --> 00:51:01.620
and I specifically asked them to be there

650
00:51:01.620 --> 00:51:03.380
for three out of the four of the Zooms

651
00:51:03.380 --> 00:51:04.540
for the same reasons.

652
00:51:04.540 --> 00:51:06.500
Yeah, there you go, yeah, see?

653
00:51:09.860 --> 00:51:11.580
And if you need a bit of,

654
00:51:11.580 --> 00:51:13.580
if people need a bit of wiggle room,

655
00:51:13.580 --> 00:51:15.660
in order to make sure, I have it so late,

656
00:51:15.660 --> 00:51:17.580
because so many are moms,

657
00:51:17.580 --> 00:51:19.460
and they need to get the kids in bed.

658
00:51:19.500 --> 00:51:24.500
But, anyway, I couldn't accommodate everyone,

659
00:51:24.500 --> 00:51:26.500
but I was trying to figure out a time

660
00:51:26.500 --> 00:51:28.460
that doesn't make it too late,

661
00:51:28.460 --> 00:51:30.220
but it makes it enough where,

662
00:51:30.220 --> 00:51:33.380
like, there's special people in different times.

663
00:51:33.380 --> 00:51:35.700
I've tried for so long, I get it,

664
00:51:35.700 --> 00:51:37.300
like, so many times,

665
00:51:37.300 --> 00:51:40.420
to try to get 50 women on a call together.

666
00:51:40.420 --> 00:51:41.980
I mean, as many as possible.

667
00:51:41.980 --> 00:51:43.460
I mean, that's, it's like,

668
00:51:43.460 --> 00:51:45.860
I think that that's probably the perfect time

669
00:51:45.860 --> 00:51:48.300
in terms of, if you can get everybody

670
00:51:48.300 --> 00:51:49.580
in the same time zone-ish,

671
00:51:49.580 --> 00:51:51.260
which we have women from Australia

672
00:51:51.260 --> 00:51:53.540
and other countries in Germany,

673
00:51:53.540 --> 00:51:55.820
and that can be tricky, you know, even trickier,

674
00:51:55.820 --> 00:52:00.060
but I think that eight o'clock time is pretty ideal.

675
00:52:00.060 --> 00:52:00.900
Yeah.

676
00:52:00.900 --> 00:52:03.020
Like, from what I'm narrowed to, so.

677
00:52:03.020 --> 00:52:04.380
Yeah, it means it's nine o'clock

678
00:52:04.380 --> 00:52:06.020
for those in the Eastern time zone,

679
00:52:06.020 --> 00:52:08.060
but I noticed that when I was doing it,

680
00:52:08.060 --> 00:52:09.780
when I did it an hour earlier,

681
00:52:09.780 --> 00:52:11.460
or even 30 minutes earlier,

682
00:52:11.460 --> 00:52:13.140
certain people were still struggling

683
00:52:13.140 --> 00:52:14.980
to get their kids in bed by that time,

684
00:52:14.980 --> 00:52:17.740
so I had to make it a bit later.

685
00:52:18.140 --> 00:52:20.020
So far, it seems to work,

686
00:52:20.020 --> 00:52:21.060
but every now and then, you know,

687
00:52:21.060 --> 00:52:22.700
some people will be a bit late to the Zoom

688
00:52:22.700 --> 00:52:24.980
because they're trying to get their kid to bed.

689
00:52:24.980 --> 00:52:27.140
Do you mind me asking, if you have children,

690
00:52:27.140 --> 00:52:29.060
it's okay either way, or you don't have to dance?

691
00:52:29.060 --> 00:52:30.020
I mean, it's fun.

692
00:52:30.020 --> 00:52:33.020
No, I'm not married yet, and so I don't have children.

693
00:52:33.020 --> 00:52:33.860
No.

694
00:52:33.860 --> 00:52:34.940
Yeah, awesome, yeah.

695
00:52:34.940 --> 00:52:37.260
Not that it totally matters, I'm just curious, so.

696
00:52:37.260 --> 00:52:38.740
No, no, that's perfectly fine.

697
00:52:38.740 --> 00:52:41.100
I don't mind personal questions.

698
00:52:41.100 --> 00:52:42.660
I don't mind people knowing how old I am.

699
00:52:42.660 --> 00:52:44.020
I'm 36 years old.

700
00:52:44.020 --> 00:52:44.980
That's never bothered me.

701
00:52:44.980 --> 00:52:45.820
I like, I like-

702
00:52:45.820 --> 00:52:46.660
Awesome.

703
00:52:46.980 --> 00:52:48.820
I'm 35, so, yeah, I'm right there with you.

704
00:52:48.820 --> 00:52:51.300
Oh, so we're just right there, right there.

705
00:52:51.300 --> 00:52:53.460
So, 84 and 85, we're good years.

706
00:52:56.260 --> 00:52:59.100
Okay, so then the third,

707
00:52:59.100 --> 00:53:01.460
oh, by the way, the group Q&A,

708
00:53:01.460 --> 00:53:03.740
the group community session, the Zoom call,

709
00:53:03.740 --> 00:53:06.660
it's a Q&A, so we just get on there for an hour,

710
00:53:06.660 --> 00:53:09.180
and people ask me questions, and I answer,

711
00:53:09.180 --> 00:53:11.780
and people really enjoy them.

712
00:53:11.780 --> 00:53:14.540
I mean, we get on, and we have fun, and we laugh,

713
00:53:14.540 --> 00:53:16.540
and I ask very serious questions,

714
00:53:17.420 --> 00:53:20.020
and people like the community aspect,

715
00:53:20.020 --> 00:53:21.900
because they've gotten to kind of know each other

716
00:53:21.900 --> 00:53:24.660
through the post, and now they get to interact,

717
00:53:24.660 --> 00:53:26.580
and they become friends.

718
00:53:26.580 --> 00:53:27.940
They follow each other on Facebook,

719
00:53:27.940 --> 00:53:31.460
and so it's really nice to get together on Zoom.

720
00:53:33.020 --> 00:53:35.740
And every now and then, we'll go really long,

721
00:53:35.740 --> 00:53:38.140
and just because, for anybody who wants to,

722
00:53:38.140 --> 00:53:40.580
just because people are visiting.

723
00:53:41.460 --> 00:53:43.700
Yeah, but that is a Zoom thing.

724
00:53:43.700 --> 00:53:45.100
You're able to see people, right?

725
00:53:45.100 --> 00:53:48.500
Like you do it over Zoom with the video option, okay.

726
00:53:48.500 --> 00:53:49.860
Correct, yeah.

727
00:53:49.860 --> 00:53:53.940
And then the third time commitment is,

728
00:53:53.940 --> 00:53:58.740
oh, is for them to schedule a one-hour,

729
00:53:58.740 --> 00:54:01.020
one-on-one private session with me

730
00:54:01.020 --> 00:54:02.620
for each of the four weeks.

731
00:54:02.620 --> 00:54:04.780
So that would be four private sessions with me.

732
00:54:04.780 --> 00:54:08.140
And then, of course, I obviously encourage people

733
00:54:08.140 --> 00:54:10.660
to reach out to me either by Marco Polo,

734
00:54:10.660 --> 00:54:12.660
if you're familiar with Marco Polo.

735
00:54:12.660 --> 00:54:13.500
Yep.

736
00:54:13.500 --> 00:54:15.500
I love when people reach out to me

737
00:54:15.500 --> 00:54:17.220
by Marco Polo versus anyone else.

738
00:54:17.220 --> 00:54:18.380
Okay, Marco Polo girl.

739
00:54:18.380 --> 00:54:20.140
I get to meet people.

740
00:54:20.140 --> 00:54:23.220
I get to see people in their videos and all that.

741
00:54:23.220 --> 00:54:25.620
But there's that, or Facebook Messenger,

742
00:54:25.620 --> 00:54:29.100
or whatever, if in between times,

743
00:54:29.100 --> 00:54:31.780
when they're like, hey, Ashley, I just went into this,

744
00:54:31.780 --> 00:54:32.740
how do I do this?

745
00:54:32.740 --> 00:54:36.620
In other words, I remember my heart is real-time shifting.

746
00:54:36.620 --> 00:54:38.180
I don't need that in the moment.

747
00:54:38.180 --> 00:54:41.340
And then I just get back to them as soon as I can

748
00:54:41.340 --> 00:54:43.420
in the middle of client calls and whatever,

749
00:54:44.220 --> 00:54:47.220
but the thing is that I do encourage that as well.

750
00:54:47.220 --> 00:54:48.140
So it's not like, oh, well,

751
00:54:48.140 --> 00:54:50.220
the only touch point is private session.

752
00:54:50.220 --> 00:54:52.180
No, people can ask me questions in the group

753
00:54:52.180 --> 00:54:53.260
and I answer them there.

754
00:54:53.260 --> 00:54:55.820
They can add private messaging, whatever.

755
00:54:55.820 --> 00:54:59.260
And then the fourth one is the monetary commitment.

756
00:54:59.260 --> 00:55:00.300
Oh, by the way, it is.

757
00:55:00.000 --> 00:55:04.640
is I see it is nine 59. Are you, I don't know what you had at 10. Are you okay?

758
00:55:05.120 --> 00:55:05.960
Yeah, I'm okay.

759
00:55:07.600 --> 00:55:12.600
So, uh, the last thing is, is the monetary commitment. So what this is is a,

760
00:55:13.320 --> 00:55:17.080
um, I use it cause again, I don't need it.

761
00:55:17.120 --> 00:55:22.120
The Lord provides for me and all that I require is that someone be serious and

762
00:55:22.120 --> 00:55:26.120
then I'm like, okay, yes, you're absolutely welcome to come in. I, I,

763
00:55:26.120 --> 00:55:28.920
I'd love to invest in you and all of that good stuff.

764
00:55:29.160 --> 00:55:32.200
So the monetary commitment again, like all of the time commitments,

765
00:55:32.240 --> 00:55:35.720
it is for the person who would be coming in and just taking this journey with

766
00:55:35.720 --> 00:55:36.560
the Lord.

767
00:55:36.680 --> 00:55:41.680
And the way that I recommend that people approach it is as I'm telling the Lord

768
00:55:44.040 --> 00:55:47.200
it's kind of, it's a gesture to the Lord saying, okay, Lord,

769
00:55:47.200 --> 00:55:52.200
my soul is tied to money and you know how much it is versus how little it is.

770
00:55:52.640 --> 00:55:57.400
And whatever it is, I feel that you're calling it to, uh,

771
00:55:57.640 --> 00:56:01.400
to learn some things from you and that you want me to,

772
00:56:01.400 --> 00:56:05.600
you want as part of my journey for me to join this rest intensive. So Lord,

773
00:56:05.600 --> 00:56:09.400
I don't know what it is that you're going to reveal to me this month. Uh,

774
00:56:09.440 --> 00:56:11.880
forget what Ashley teaches in the, in the, in the group.

775
00:56:12.160 --> 00:56:14.320
I don't know what you're going to reveal to me this month,

776
00:56:14.360 --> 00:56:18.800
but I'm committing to you that I am going to follow you in it.

777
00:56:18.840 --> 00:56:21.480
That not only am I going to believe you have faith,

778
00:56:21.720 --> 00:56:26.080
I'm going to actually act on that faith. So whatever you reveal to me,

779
00:56:26.080 --> 00:56:29.760
I'm going to follow you into it. I'm going to shift. Um,

780
00:56:29.800 --> 00:56:30.520
and I'm doing,

781
00:56:30.520 --> 00:56:34.240
and I'm committing this to you Lord before I even know what it is you're going to

782
00:56:34.240 --> 00:56:37.960
ask of me. And so that monetary commitment, again,

783
00:56:37.960 --> 00:56:42.120
is just a tool for our soul. There's nothing magical. We're not paying the Lord.

784
00:56:42.160 --> 00:56:44.680
He'll shift us anyway. That doesn't matter.

785
00:56:45.040 --> 00:56:48.440
The monetary commitment is not for the Lord and it's not for me.

786
00:56:48.720 --> 00:56:52.920
It's for a person's soul to kind of give them a bit of leverage of, Hey,

787
00:56:53.280 --> 00:56:57.320
I'm going to, I'm telling my soul in this commitment to the Lord,

788
00:56:57.720 --> 00:56:59.320
this is how serious I am.

789
00:57:00.160 --> 00:57:04.440
And so I recommend that people get with the Lord and just ask Lord, okay, Lord,

790
00:57:04.520 --> 00:57:09.840
how much, um, should that be? You know, how much should I,

791
00:57:09.920 --> 00:57:14.400
uh, what would, what is on my heart in my decision with the Lord, you know,

792
00:57:14.760 --> 00:57:19.000
and, um, when, with the father's heart, my heart, with the father's heart,

793
00:57:19.480 --> 00:57:23.320
what monetary gesture do I want to make to my soul in my commitment to the Lord?

794
00:57:23.320 --> 00:57:25.720
By the way, I'm just letting you know, I'm very serious.

795
00:57:26.360 --> 00:57:30.520
And this is a gesture to let my, to remind myself and remind my soul,

796
00:57:30.560 --> 00:57:35.120
this is how serious that I am. And it could be a dollar. It could be 50 cents.

797
00:57:35.240 --> 00:57:39.320
It doesn't matter. Uh, cause again, it's not for me. It's for the person.

798
00:57:39.760 --> 00:57:43.080
I've had people say, uh, I've had people curious about that.

799
00:57:43.080 --> 00:57:46.760
I'm just like, I'm so curious about that. That's fascinating. I love it.

800
00:57:47.480 --> 00:57:52.360
I'm reading a book called, um, I'm reading a book by Gary to see,

801
00:57:52.400 --> 00:57:56.600
which is about sowing and reaping and a financial, um,

802
00:57:57.240 --> 00:57:59.880
it's like a financial blueprint that I've been praying, you know,

803
00:57:59.880 --> 00:58:03.800
praying through just asking God for a kingdom, you know,

804
00:58:03.800 --> 00:58:07.840
financial solutions and just, um, something outside of Dave Ramsey, you know,

805
00:58:07.840 --> 00:58:10.480
like I just never resonated with me. Um,

806
00:58:10.600 --> 00:58:13.120
but something that's really like kingdom principles, um,

807
00:58:13.160 --> 00:58:16.880
and he's all about sowing and reaping. So I'm curious, but I,

808
00:58:16.920 --> 00:58:20.040
but this is so foreign to me, you know, to what you're talking about. I mean,

809
00:58:20.040 --> 00:58:23.480
not totally it's, but it's new to me. Like, uh, how, how do you,

810
00:58:23.480 --> 00:58:26.560
how do you say that? How do you think that? How was that? I don't know.

811
00:58:26.840 --> 00:58:27.680
It's so different.

812
00:58:28.440 --> 00:58:32.160
Yeah. So this is actually even different and you'll, you'll, uh, you know,

813
00:58:32.320 --> 00:58:35.720
I talked about this more in the group, but, uh, or more in the intensive,

814
00:58:35.760 --> 00:58:39.680
but it's actually different than sowing and reaping because knowing and reaping

815
00:58:40.160 --> 00:58:41.800
that there's nothing wrong with sowing and reaping.

816
00:58:41.800 --> 00:58:44.840
It's a spiritual principle that sowing reaping happens in the soul.

817
00:58:45.080 --> 00:58:46.640
But what I'm talking about is,

818
00:58:46.680 --> 00:58:51.520
is learning to start doing some things from the spirit where yes, that this is,

819
00:58:51.560 --> 00:58:55.800
well, you know, I, how would I read this? I suppose, you know, it is,

820
00:58:55.800 --> 00:58:56.520
I take that back.

821
00:58:56.520 --> 00:59:00.200
I suppose it is more like sowing and reaping because it's what we understand

822
00:59:00.200 --> 00:59:01.560
and our souls attached to it.

823
00:59:01.880 --> 00:59:03.520
So it's something that it is that we're,

824
00:59:03.520 --> 00:59:06.720
that we're doing because we it's like, we understand it.

825
00:59:06.720 --> 00:59:09.720
We've got some connection with it. Um, in the spirit,

826
00:59:09.720 --> 00:59:13.720
we no longer have connection to many. Um, and that's what we shift into.

827
00:59:13.720 --> 00:59:16.680
So yeah, I hadn't really, um, uh,

828
00:59:16.720 --> 00:59:20.160
had to had a word at like that before because no one's ever asked me about

829
00:59:20.160 --> 00:59:21.840
sowing and reaping, you know, at the time,

830
00:59:22.000 --> 00:59:23.960
they always ask me about that once they get in,

831
00:59:23.960 --> 00:59:26.120
they're very fascinated by sowing and reaping once they get in.

832
00:59:26.120 --> 00:59:28.000
And so I have a few, uh,

833
00:59:28.160 --> 00:59:31.440
I have several sessions in which I address sowing and reaping and how that

834
00:59:31.440 --> 00:59:35.200
works. But anyway, um, but yeah, so, um,

835
00:59:35.240 --> 00:59:37.440
so I guess it is actually sowing and reaping.

836
00:59:37.440 --> 00:59:42.440
And then I talk about how to shift out of that later where we use sowing and

837
00:59:42.600 --> 00:59:47.360
reaping, but it doesn't use us. Um, so, but yeah,

838
00:59:47.360 --> 00:59:49.760
that is the monetary commitment. So it could be, like I said,

839
00:59:49.760 --> 00:59:53.760
it could be a dollar. It doesn't matter. I've had people pay, uh,

840
00:59:54.120 --> 00:59:58.040
people choose to the monetary commitment that they make, um,

841
00:59:58.120 --> 00:59:59.920
to be a 4,000.

842
01:00:00.000 --> 01:00:04.840
how to make it 700, 1,000, 300.

843
01:00:04.840 --> 01:00:09.480
They've made all, people are all over the board on this.

844
01:00:09.480 --> 01:00:12.760
So it's just between them and the board.

845
01:00:12.760 --> 01:00:15.720
And like I said, those are just some of the amounts

846
01:00:15.720 --> 01:00:17.800
and it could be a dollar.

847
01:00:17.800 --> 01:00:21.200
So it's all very, very unique

848
01:00:21.200 --> 01:00:23.560
and to each individual person.

849
01:00:23.560 --> 01:00:25.460
So that's the point of it.

850
01:00:26.460 --> 01:00:27.300
That's really-

851
01:00:27.300 --> 01:00:28.300
Yeah, I'm curious.

852
01:00:28.300 --> 01:00:29.500
I want to learn more about that.

853
01:00:29.500 --> 01:00:33.940
Just even that part, like, because my heart is so to,

854
01:00:35.820 --> 01:00:39.780
you know, to operate from that place of just complete,

855
01:00:39.780 --> 01:00:41.300
I mean, obviously rest, we're talking about rest,

856
01:00:41.300 --> 01:00:44.860
but like relying on him and even like,

857
01:00:44.860 --> 01:00:46.820
I feel like that's why my heart has been like,

858
01:00:46.820 --> 01:00:49.060
I just feel called to ministry for all these years

859
01:00:49.060 --> 01:00:53.820
because I want even business, like to never,

860
01:00:53.820 --> 01:00:55.580
like, I don't even want the women that I work with

861
01:00:55.580 --> 01:01:00.580
to feel that, yeah, that, you know,

862
01:01:01.340 --> 01:01:05.700
the things that can come along with a typical way of doing,

863
01:01:05.700 --> 01:01:06.820
you know, pricing and things.

864
01:01:06.820 --> 01:01:07.900
Like, I don't, I don't know.

865
01:01:07.900 --> 01:01:11.100
I just really, it just doesn't seem to resonate.

866
01:01:11.100 --> 01:01:13.260
So I'm curious as we go along,

867
01:01:13.260 --> 01:01:16.620
like what the Lord might show me that I could pass on

868
01:01:17.980 --> 01:01:19.980
in that because that's really like my heart is like,

869
01:01:20.940 --> 01:01:24.980
I just really truly want to see women transformed

870
01:01:24.980 --> 01:01:25.820
by his love.

871
01:01:25.820 --> 01:01:28.860
And I don't want anything to tamper with that

872
01:01:28.860 --> 01:01:33.780
or to, you know, to hold them back from that financially.

873
01:01:33.780 --> 01:01:36.700
And I also would love for them to learn these principles

874
01:01:36.700 --> 01:01:38.100
that I'm in the middle of learning

875
01:01:38.100 --> 01:01:39.660
and I'm sure I'm gonna keep learning

876
01:01:39.660 --> 01:01:42.980
about not having that poverty mindset

877
01:01:42.980 --> 01:01:44.980
and about like how he provides

878
01:01:44.980 --> 01:01:47.740
and about just really looking to him as our source.

879
01:01:47.740 --> 01:01:48.740
So I'm excited.

880
01:01:48.740 --> 01:01:49.700
That's really, really neat.

881
01:01:50.300 --> 01:01:51.140
And special and totally different.

882
01:01:51.140 --> 01:01:53.180
And wow, just bless you.

883
01:01:53.180 --> 01:01:55.300
Like, I love that you're doing that

884
01:01:55.300 --> 01:01:57.540
and that I'm just excited to like learn

885
01:01:57.540 --> 01:01:59.260
because that is so rare,

886
01:01:59.260 --> 01:02:03.380
but it's like what my heart says is the right thing,

887
01:02:03.380 --> 01:02:06.500
you know, the right approach,

888
01:02:06.500 --> 01:02:09.460
but I don't know anybody else that does that.

889
01:02:09.460 --> 01:02:10.300
So.

890
01:02:10.300 --> 01:02:11.860
Well, I don't either.

891
01:02:13.980 --> 01:02:16.860
And, you know, as a turnaround business consultant,

892
01:02:16.860 --> 01:02:21.860
this flies in the face of everything that I believed

893
01:02:22.300 --> 01:02:24.220
and so to speak,

894
01:02:24.220 --> 01:02:26.700
and everything that I taught other people.

895
01:02:26.700 --> 01:02:29.940
And so the Lord had to shift me into a place of rest

896
01:02:31.060 --> 01:02:34.340
in which I, and from that place,

897
01:02:34.340 --> 01:02:37.940
he taught me how to structure my business

898
01:02:37.940 --> 01:02:40.380
because everything that you were talking about,

899
01:02:40.380 --> 01:02:41.660
you know, like the whole money thing

900
01:02:41.660 --> 01:02:43.460
and the exact amount and all that,

901
01:02:43.460 --> 01:02:44.940
it did not resonate with me.

902
01:02:44.940 --> 01:02:45.780
It didn't.

903
01:02:46.540 --> 01:02:47.700
Something was wrong.

904
01:02:47.700 --> 01:02:52.700
And my business, so to speak in business,

905
01:02:52.860 --> 01:02:57.460
took off after I changed the model, just took off.

906
01:02:57.460 --> 01:02:59.980
And I have this, you know, when you know something deep down

907
01:02:59.980 --> 01:03:01.260
you just know.

908
01:03:01.260 --> 01:03:02.100
Yeah.

909
01:03:02.980 --> 01:03:05.780
Like I have had that sense that there's,

910
01:03:05.780 --> 01:03:07.420
like I keep wanting to find a way

911
01:03:07.420 --> 01:03:12.420
to do ministry business from that place.

912
01:03:13.420 --> 01:03:15.700
And I'm like, does this exist?

913
01:03:15.700 --> 01:03:19.220
Like, I know, you know, this is so rare,

914
01:03:19.220 --> 01:03:20.300
but I know that, you know,

915
01:03:20.300 --> 01:03:22.460
here's how we kind of look at finances.

916
01:03:22.460 --> 01:03:25.460
And I know obviously there's something to, you know,

917
01:03:25.460 --> 01:03:27.660
having a financial commitment to something.

918
01:03:27.660 --> 01:03:29.220
And I get that principle,

919
01:03:29.220 --> 01:03:31.180
even when it comes to like coaching or, you know,

920
01:03:31.180 --> 01:03:33.180
with James or great people that, you know,

921
01:03:33.180 --> 01:03:35.540
are thinking, you know, it brings the value,

922
01:03:35.540 --> 01:03:37.540
but then there's just something in me that's like,

923
01:03:37.540 --> 01:03:41.180
I just want to completely be able to trust him to provide.

924
01:03:41.180 --> 01:03:45.060
And I don't, I don't feel like this is going to allow that.

925
01:03:45.060 --> 01:03:48.100
And, but on both sides, my end and the other, you know,

926
01:03:48.100 --> 01:03:50.900
the women that he's drawing, you know, into this,

927
01:03:50.900 --> 01:03:52.260
because again, in the end,

928
01:03:52.260 --> 01:03:53.700
I don't know a better word than ministry.

929
01:03:53.700 --> 01:03:56.100
It does feel like it's his thing.

930
01:03:56.100 --> 01:03:56.940
It's his heart.

931
01:03:56.940 --> 01:03:58.820
I don't, nothing that I even have here is

932
01:03:58.820 --> 01:04:01.220
because it's all just his story and his work in my life.

933
01:04:01.220 --> 01:04:06.220
So it just feels funny to try to price it

934
01:04:07.180 --> 01:04:09.020
and sell it like that,

935
01:04:09.060 --> 01:04:11.900
when that seems to go against something inside of me.

936
01:04:13.220 --> 01:04:14.060
Yeah, correct.

937
01:04:14.060 --> 01:04:14.900
That's wonderful.

938
01:04:14.900 --> 01:04:16.940
And, you know, just like Jesus told Peter,

939
01:04:18.060 --> 01:04:19.620
you know, everything that you were saying,

940
01:04:19.620 --> 01:04:22.260
the only way that you can know that is by the spirit.

941
01:04:22.260 --> 01:04:24.700
The only way that you can know that is from the father.

942
01:04:24.700 --> 01:04:26.500
It's important to,

943
01:04:26.500 --> 01:04:27.940
that's one of the things that we talked about

944
01:04:27.940 --> 01:04:29.060
in Rest Intensive,

945
01:04:29.060 --> 01:04:33.420
is to show us how we are encouraged by the Lord

946
01:04:33.420 --> 01:04:34.900
to trust ourselves

947
01:04:34.940 --> 01:04:39.140
and to not see things from an old covenant mindset

948
01:04:39.140 --> 01:04:41.580
in which we preach that the heart was to people

949
01:04:41.580 --> 01:04:42.820
above all things.

950
01:04:42.820 --> 01:04:44.940
That is absolutely not true.

951
01:04:44.940 --> 01:04:45.780
Yeah.

952
01:04:45.780 --> 01:04:48.780
So we're in that, we're in the new covenant.

953
01:04:48.780 --> 01:04:51.300
We're under the new man.

954
01:04:51.300 --> 01:04:53.300
We've never been the old man.

955
01:04:53.300 --> 01:04:55.020
And anyways, talk about all of that,

956
01:04:55.020 --> 01:04:57.380
but that's wonderful.

957
01:04:57.380 --> 01:04:58.780
And, you know, I have the same,

958
01:04:58.780 --> 01:05:00.220
I have the same stirring in my,

959
01:05:00.000 --> 01:05:01.440
Spirit and the same frustration.

960
01:05:01.440 --> 01:05:02.760
And I think I mentioned this.

961
01:05:02.840 --> 01:05:03.120
Oh yeah.

962
01:05:03.120 --> 01:05:04.760
I mentioned this in the interview with James.

963
01:05:05.280 --> 01:05:08.200
Uh, where he asked, so, so how did all of this come about?

964
01:05:08.200 --> 01:05:13.560
And I said, well, I said I was in business and things were, and I couldn't

965
01:05:13.560 --> 01:05:18.720
operate the way that in my spirit, I knew that business should be able to operate,

966
01:05:18.760 --> 01:05:22.680
but I couldn't ever put into, I couldn't put certain things into practice.

967
01:05:22.840 --> 01:05:26.840
I could put certain things into practice, but other ones I couldn't because not

968
01:05:26.840 --> 01:05:30.240
only was I not hearing anybody else talking about them, so I was kind of

969
01:05:30.240 --> 01:05:33.960
struggling to understand for the Lord, okay, Lord, this is in my spirit, but I

970
01:05:33.960 --> 01:05:36.080
don't know how to actually bring it out.

971
01:05:36.320 --> 01:05:41.400
And the other thing is I, it's sometimes when I felt that I knew how to do it, I

972
01:05:41.400 --> 01:05:45.360
couldn't actually do it because I didn't have, I didn't have the permission to go

973
01:05:45.360 --> 01:05:49.360
ahead and the authority because it wasn't my business, but there was something in

974
01:05:49.360 --> 01:05:52.720
me that knew everything, you know, that you're talking about where you're like,

975
01:05:52.960 --> 01:05:55.160
I know it doesn't have to be like this.

976
01:05:55.360 --> 01:06:00.000
My spirit knows it, but I've never, I don't exactly know what it looks like in

977
01:06:00.000 --> 01:06:06.760
real life and I don't know what it would, um, uh, I don't, I, no one else is

978
01:06:06.760 --> 01:06:09.160
talking about it anyway.

979
01:06:09.720 --> 01:06:10.440
Yes.

980
01:06:10.560 --> 01:06:11.040
Yeah.

981
01:06:11.160 --> 01:06:11.600
Yeah.

982
01:06:11.920 --> 01:06:12.800
So I understand.

983
01:06:13.640 --> 01:06:19.680
Anyway, um, uh, all, so you are welcome to, um, if you are interested, you're

984
01:06:19.680 --> 01:06:23.720
welcome to just, you know, think about it or pray about it or whatever you want.

985
01:06:24.600 --> 01:06:27.600
There's no time pressure or anything because it's open ended.

986
01:06:27.600 --> 01:06:30.920
It's not, it's not like I have this launch at the beginning of the month or

987
01:06:30.920 --> 01:06:31.520
anything.

988
01:06:31.880 --> 01:06:35.960
Um, you just join whenever I had to join, I had a lady join last night.

989
01:06:36.400 --> 01:06:41.680
Um, and then, uh, you, uh, just let me know, Hey, you know, if you are

990
01:06:41.680 --> 01:06:44.400
interested, just say, Hey, you know, I'm interested.

991
01:06:44.480 --> 01:06:47.920
And then I would send you my, uh, my PayPal.

992
01:06:47.960 --> 01:06:48.640
I'm interested.

993
01:06:50.360 --> 01:06:51.320
I said, I'm interested.

994
01:06:51.880 --> 01:06:52.400
Okay.

995
01:06:54.640 --> 01:06:56.840
My PayPal information.

996
01:06:56.840 --> 01:07:00.560
And then you can just make your monetary gesture, whatever it is.

997
01:07:00.600 --> 01:07:01.920
It could be 50 cents.

998
01:07:01.920 --> 01:07:02.560
It doesn't matter.

999
01:07:03.080 --> 01:07:07.440
Um, and then, uh, once you make that with the Lord, well, then you just tell me,

1000
01:07:07.440 --> 01:07:09.040
okay, you know, I've already, I've made it.

1001
01:07:09.040 --> 01:07:13.720
And then I, I use that as kind of my indication that, okay, they've made their

1002
01:07:13.720 --> 01:07:17.800
step like, Hey, yes, this is what I want to do as opposed to just verbal, Hey,

1003
01:07:17.800 --> 01:07:19.800
you know, I'm in it's okay.

1004
01:07:19.800 --> 01:07:20.680
They've made their step.

1005
01:07:20.760 --> 01:07:24.680
And I send them a Facebook invite and with, and then with all of the information

1006
01:07:24.680 --> 01:07:29.040
about how they can, you know, just jump in the group and then where it is that

1007
01:07:29.040 --> 01:07:33.680
they can go to, to find where all of the series are, it's all very simple.

1008
01:07:34.120 --> 01:07:40.200
Um, and I just tried it, but I also try to pack a lot of it, uh, what do you,

1009
01:07:40.200 --> 01:07:40.840
what do you call it?

1010
01:07:40.840 --> 01:07:43.360
A lot of resources and stuff in there.

1011
01:07:43.760 --> 01:07:47.600
Um, like I have got the community Q and A's that are recorded and you can watch

1012
01:07:47.640 --> 01:07:52.160
those and then people, um, I asked that the first Facebook post that someone

1013
01:07:52.160 --> 01:07:57.920
makes is actually an, uh, an intro, uh, just an intro video about themselves.

1014
01:07:57.920 --> 01:08:03.760
So someone can go into the pot post, popular posts, topics or whatever, and

1015
01:08:03.760 --> 01:08:07.880
click on member intros, and then they get to see the other member intros that

1016
01:08:07.880 --> 01:08:09.400
they've made, the lives that they've made.

1017
01:08:09.400 --> 01:08:12.960
And so you get to see the other members and what they're like, and then you make

1018
01:08:12.960 --> 01:08:15.000
your own so that someone can get to know you.

1019
01:08:15.440 --> 01:08:15.800
Right.

1020
01:08:16.520 --> 01:08:16.840
Totally.

1021
01:08:17.160 --> 01:08:17.479
Right.

1022
01:08:17.640 --> 01:08:19.279
So, yeah, I love that.

1023
01:08:19.319 --> 01:08:19.840
I love that.

1024
01:08:19.840 --> 01:08:21.120
All totally aligns.

1025
01:08:21.200 --> 01:08:23.720
Um, but that's it.

1026
01:08:24.000 --> 01:08:24.399
Yes.

1027
01:08:24.439 --> 01:08:24.920
Okay.

1028
01:08:25.319 --> 01:08:27.960
There's so much to like be excited about and to think about.

1029
01:08:28.040 --> 01:08:34.399
Um, if I could just ask, like just from the beginning that you would consider

1030
01:08:34.399 --> 01:08:41.800
just praying for me and the girls and like what, what this means, does that

1031
01:08:41.800 --> 01:08:42.160
make sense?

1032
01:08:42.160 --> 01:08:51.439
Because I'm totally looking to the Lord to like, even know what steps to take

1033
01:08:51.439 --> 01:08:53.640
right now in, in, in business ministry.

1034
01:08:53.640 --> 01:08:56.640
I mean, I always am, but like in this moment, I feel like there's like this

1035
01:08:56.640 --> 01:09:02.840
halt and I also feel like I have James here trying to encourage me on, and

1036
01:09:02.840 --> 01:09:08.200
obviously I want to like honor him and all that he's done, but also be true to

1037
01:09:08.200 --> 01:09:09.600
like the Lord first.

1038
01:09:09.640 --> 01:09:13.520
And I'm not sure how, like, I can't, I don't feel like in this moment that I

1039
01:09:13.520 --> 01:09:18.520
can drive forward because he's doing something, but that causes you to feel

1040
01:09:18.520 --> 01:09:23.760
like you're in a, um, like everything's just kind of standing still in a sense.

1041
01:09:23.800 --> 01:09:25.800
Um, does that make sense?

1042
01:09:25.800 --> 01:09:31.000
And so there's things in the works, like whether it comes to, to, to James and

1043
01:09:31.160 --> 01:09:38.920
the coaching there or to, um, like the women that are sort of like on the edge,

1044
01:09:38.920 --> 01:09:44.439
like about to launch, I'm trying to honor what I've like where we're at, but

1045
01:09:44.439 --> 01:09:49.439
still pause because the Lord's saying pause.

1046
01:09:49.479 --> 01:09:51.680
And I don't know for how long he's saying that.

1047
01:09:51.680 --> 01:09:56.800
So if you pray like into that with me, just, um, cause I feel like it's, it's,

1048
01:09:56.800 --> 01:10:00.040
it's all happening at once and it makes complete sense, but it has.

1049
01:10:00.000 --> 01:10:05.000
been a total stop and now it's like a rest and reset.

1050
01:10:05.960 --> 01:10:07.540
But I don't know what he's doing right here

1051
01:10:07.540 --> 01:10:09.000
with all that's already in the works

1052
01:10:09.000 --> 01:10:10.660
and the people, I guess.

1053
01:10:12.000 --> 01:10:17.000
And I feel like I'm supposed to do this with you

1054
01:10:17.200 --> 01:10:19.560
and yet I don't know, does that mean,

1055
01:10:19.560 --> 01:10:23.800
does that mean that he wants me to enter this

1056
01:10:23.800 --> 01:10:26.400
and just kind of tread lightly as step by step

1057
01:10:26.400 --> 01:10:28.200
and day by day in what I'm doing already?

1058
01:10:28.280 --> 01:10:32.200
Or does that mean I need to like pause from all of that

1059
01:10:32.200 --> 01:10:33.600
while I do this with you?

1060
01:10:35.080 --> 01:10:35.920
I'm not sure yet.

1061
01:10:35.920 --> 01:10:40.880
Oh no, sorry, I think that it's my phone,

1062
01:10:40.880 --> 01:10:42.520
it says it's dying.

1063
01:10:42.520 --> 01:10:44.320
Oh, that's okay, that's okay.

1064
01:10:44.320 --> 01:10:45.160
There we go.

1065
01:10:47.160 --> 01:10:50.480
And now my ring light is gone, so.

1066
01:10:50.480 --> 01:10:55.480
Okay, so two things to think about and let's see.

1067
01:10:56.200 --> 01:11:01.040
Yeah, is that rest is not an activity.

1068
01:11:01.040 --> 01:11:05.200
It's strictly that we understand that the result

1069
01:11:05.200 --> 01:11:07.200
is not up to us, it's up to the Lord.

1070
01:11:09.120 --> 01:11:12.540
And, but then, you know, because that's the whole thing

1071
01:11:12.540 --> 01:11:15.640
about rest is it's just, it's doing activities,

1072
01:11:15.640 --> 01:11:18.360
but it's not striving because the responsibility

1073
01:11:18.360 --> 01:11:21.840
is not on me to create the results.

1074
01:11:22.960 --> 01:11:24.240
It's up to the Lord.

1075
01:11:24.240 --> 01:11:26.920
I just enjoy being in relationship with Him

1076
01:11:26.920 --> 01:11:28.160
and doing something with Him

1077
01:11:28.160 --> 01:11:30.280
because it's fun doing things with God.

1078
01:11:30.280 --> 01:11:32.080
But what it is that I'm doing with God

1079
01:11:32.080 --> 01:11:34.880
is not creating the result, He is.

1080
01:11:34.880 --> 01:11:37.600
It would totally release the pressure off of the activity.

1081
01:11:37.600 --> 01:11:39.080
And then I just enjoy it.

1082
01:11:39.080 --> 01:11:41.040
And I'm not pressured to making decisions.

1083
01:11:41.040 --> 01:11:43.520
I'm not pressured like, and oh my goodness,

1084
01:11:43.520 --> 01:11:44.360
you know, is this the right thing?

1085
01:11:44.360 --> 01:11:45.200
Is this the wrong thing?

1086
01:11:45.200 --> 01:11:46.960
Is this gonna mess it up or whatever?

1087
01:11:46.960 --> 01:11:48.000
Yeah.

1088
01:11:48.000 --> 01:11:53.000
And then the other thing is that I lost it.

1089
01:11:54.720 --> 01:11:55.560
Where was I?

1090
01:11:57.000 --> 01:12:02.000
Oh, it is, it's also that it's kind of piggybacking

1091
01:12:02.240 --> 01:12:05.880
on what I said, that God is responsible for the results.

1092
01:12:05.880 --> 01:12:10.040
So if you know that He's saying pause,

1093
01:12:10.040 --> 01:12:15.000
it's in like no activity, but for some specific area,

1094
01:12:15.000 --> 01:12:16.560
not that you wouldn't be part of your community

1095
01:12:16.560 --> 01:12:18.160
or whatever, like pause the launch

1096
01:12:18.160 --> 01:12:19.400
or whatever it is that you're talking about.

1097
01:12:19.400 --> 01:12:21.880
And I'm just throwing it out there to ask the Lord.

1098
01:12:21.880 --> 01:12:25.320
If He's saying pause, He's gonna provide the increase.

1099
01:12:25.320 --> 01:12:30.320
He makes Himself responsible for whatever it is

1100
01:12:30.920 --> 01:12:32.440
that He told us to do.

1101
01:12:32.440 --> 01:12:34.520
And I don't know what He's telling you to do.

1102
01:12:34.520 --> 01:12:36.080
Those are just two different things.

1103
01:12:36.080 --> 01:12:39.640
That if He says to pause, then if He says

1104
01:12:39.640 --> 01:12:42.160
that there's an element of inactivity,

1105
01:12:42.160 --> 01:12:45.040
He will make provision for it.

1106
01:12:45.040 --> 01:12:49.760
And we rest in Him knowing that He's got it taken care of.

1107
01:12:49.760 --> 01:12:51.560
He gave me this instruction.

1108
01:12:52.240 --> 01:12:54.520
I'm just standing in Him and then He'll take care of it.

1109
01:12:54.520 --> 01:12:56.880
There's also the other thing of understanding

1110
01:12:56.880 --> 01:12:59.520
that rest does not mean inactivity.

1111
01:12:59.520 --> 01:13:01.920
So I don't know which one that He is,

1112
01:13:02.920 --> 01:13:04.840
you know, what He's talking to you about and whatever,

1113
01:13:04.840 --> 01:13:07.560
but those were just some things to talk to ask Him about

1114
01:13:07.560 --> 01:13:10.080
so that you can finally get to a place of peace.

1115
01:13:10.080 --> 01:13:11.280
Okay, so here's another thing.

1116
01:13:11.280 --> 01:13:15.000
So really, really quick, what would you call it?

1117
01:13:16.320 --> 01:13:18.480
I don't know, just really quick thing to throw out

1118
01:13:18.480 --> 01:13:22.000
that I talk in greater extent in the Rest Intensive

1119
01:13:22.000 --> 01:13:24.040
is actually how to make decisions.

1120
01:13:24.040 --> 01:13:25.640
So what it is that you're looking for

1121
01:13:25.640 --> 01:13:27.720
is first of all, be honest about your soul,

1122
01:13:27.720 --> 01:13:31.440
what your soul wants and how it feels,

1123
01:13:31.440 --> 01:13:34.360
not whether or not your soul is feeling,

1124
01:13:35.280 --> 01:13:39.680
whether or not what it is that you're feeling is godly

1125
01:13:39.680 --> 01:13:44.680
and you're proud of yourself for being honest.

1126
01:13:45.040 --> 01:13:47.960
It's extremely important because it gets you a baseline

1127
01:13:48.840 --> 01:13:50.600
to start with, I'm on, and you know,

1128
01:13:50.600 --> 01:13:52.000
this is where I feel comfortable,

1129
01:13:52.000 --> 01:13:55.080
familiar with this decision versus this one.

1130
01:13:55.080 --> 01:13:56.120
Okay, but then you think,

1131
01:13:56.120 --> 01:13:58.120
oh, so why do I feel comfortable and familiar?

1132
01:13:58.120 --> 01:13:59.320
Well, I feel comfortable and familiar

1133
01:13:59.320 --> 01:14:02.920
because it feels like I won't be afraid.

1134
01:14:02.920 --> 01:14:05.320
I won't be afraid if I make this decision.

1135
01:14:05.320 --> 01:14:08.080
This just feels like I'm in control.

1136
01:14:08.080 --> 01:14:10.800
This one over here though, I don't know what's gonna happen,

1137
01:14:10.800 --> 01:14:12.440
I don't know where it could go,

1138
01:14:12.440 --> 01:14:14.760
I'm very afraid over here.

1139
01:14:15.600 --> 01:14:18.840
Then once you get that, then you shift into your spirit

1140
01:14:18.840 --> 01:14:20.920
and you think, okay, now,

1141
01:14:20.920 --> 01:14:22.960
believing my soul and what my soul wants,

1142
01:14:22.960 --> 01:14:25.440
where do I sense my peace?

1143
01:14:25.440 --> 01:14:28.640
Because your peace is gonna be where your faith is at.

1144
01:14:28.640 --> 01:14:31.680
And it doesn't matter where your faith is at.

1145
01:14:31.680 --> 01:14:35.760
God is excited about the fact that

1146
01:14:35.760 --> 01:14:39.840
whatever to whatever degree that you believe his word,

1147
01:14:39.840 --> 01:14:43.240
what he is excited about is just the fact that you believe.

1148
01:14:43.240 --> 01:14:44.720
He doesn't look at it and be like,

1149
01:14:44.720 --> 01:14:46.520
yeah, but you didn't believe enough.

1150
01:14:47.360 --> 01:14:49.360
He's like, no, you believed.

1151
01:14:49.360 --> 01:14:51.200
He's very excited about it.

1152
01:14:51.200 --> 01:14:54.720
You know, so just,

1153
01:14:54.720 --> 01:14:56.680
and it doesn't mean that he's gonna leave you there forever.

1154
01:14:56.680 --> 01:14:57.920
He's just like, oh no, no, no.

1155
01:14:57.920 --> 01:14:59.920
She doesn't know how much more freedom.

1156
01:15:00.000 --> 01:15:01.000
I can give her.

1157
01:15:01.000 --> 01:15:05.960
But just because there's more freedom that we can move into does not mean that he condemns

1158
01:15:05.960 --> 01:15:07.660
us for where we are.

1159
01:15:07.660 --> 01:15:11.480
Because in Christ, there is therefore now no more shame or condemnation.

1160
01:15:11.480 --> 01:15:15.360
So I have this thing that I say, there is therefore now no condemnation, there is therefore

1161
01:15:15.360 --> 01:15:16.360
now no obligation.

1162
01:15:16.360 --> 01:15:18.360
And I explain that in the group.

1163
01:15:18.360 --> 01:15:28.560
But anyway, so just look for your peace and know that God is happy wherever your peace

1164
01:15:28.560 --> 01:15:29.560
is at.

1165
01:15:29.560 --> 01:15:33.640
Your peace, again, is not comfortability and familiarity, that's in your soul.

1166
01:15:33.640 --> 01:15:37.920
So that's why we get that baseline first, because that's easier for us to recognize.

1167
01:15:37.920 --> 01:15:42.200
Then we shifted to our spirit now that we've acknowledged our soul and our soul feels heard.

1168
01:15:42.200 --> 01:15:46.840
This is more of a comfortable and familiar, yes, but in my spirit, where is my peace at?

1169
01:15:46.840 --> 01:15:49.680
So that you know, okay, this is where my faith is at.

1170
01:15:49.680 --> 01:15:56.480
And I need to operate in wherever my faith is at, usually, but not always.

1171
01:15:57.480 --> 01:16:01.360
Your peace is going to be wherever your soul found its greatest fear.

1172
01:16:01.360 --> 01:16:05.440
That's not always, your faith may not be to that level yet.

1173
01:16:05.440 --> 01:16:13.760
But so often our faith is more than what we're acting like, especially if we're in a state

1174
01:16:13.760 --> 01:16:17.800
of transition, it means that God is moving our faith.

1175
01:16:17.800 --> 01:16:22.200
So we find ourselves having peace in an area we haven't yet stepped into and have experience

1176
01:16:22.200 --> 01:16:23.200
in stepping into.

1177
01:16:23.520 --> 01:16:29.760
But it's not always true because sometimes our faith just isn't there yet, which is fine.

1178
01:16:29.760 --> 01:16:35.320
Our faith may still be here, and by faith and by peace, I'm talking about where do we

1179
01:16:35.320 --> 01:16:39.880
know in our spirit, not in our mind, not in our soul, where do we know in our spirit that

1180
01:16:39.880 --> 01:16:42.480
God will come through?

1181
01:16:42.480 --> 01:16:46.200
Not that he can come through, but that he will come through.

1182
01:16:46.200 --> 01:16:48.360
Where does our faith know he will?

1183
01:16:48.360 --> 01:16:51.960
Not how our mind can conceive about how it'll happen.

1184
01:16:52.000 --> 01:16:56.640
Where does our faith know in our spirit, how I know God, where I'm abiding in him, I'm

1185
01:16:56.640 --> 01:17:00.920
in the Father's heart, where do I just know he's going to come through?

1186
01:17:00.920 --> 01:17:05.640
That's your peace, that's your faith, and step out in that and declare God's character,

1187
01:17:05.640 --> 01:17:09.120
saying, God, you're this good, you're going to come through.

1188
01:17:09.120 --> 01:17:13.560
Step out in that and he'll be so excited that you believed him to that extent and he will

1189
01:17:13.560 --> 01:17:14.560
come through.

1190
01:17:14.560 --> 01:17:15.560
Amen.

1191
01:17:15.560 --> 01:17:16.560
That's so good.

1192
01:17:16.560 --> 01:17:17.560
That's so good.

1193
01:17:17.560 --> 01:17:18.560
That's so good.

1194
01:17:18.560 --> 01:17:21.560
I've taken a lot of notes, but that's just ... Sorry, that was fast.

1195
01:17:21.560 --> 01:17:24.560
I was trying to be- No, no, no, no, no.

1196
01:17:24.560 --> 01:17:26.560
It's all hitting home, and I'm so thankful.

1197
01:17:26.560 --> 01:17:33.400
Ashley, I'm so thankful that you shared even the specifics of that, how you see that we

1198
01:17:33.400 --> 01:17:39.160
make decisions, because that's exactly where I'm at, and it makes complete sense.

1199
01:17:39.160 --> 01:17:47.320
I know here, so it's just that conversation with him to have that permission.

1200
01:17:48.080 --> 01:17:52.280
I think it is important that we can feel and be honest about what we feel, or else we end

1201
01:17:52.280 --> 01:17:57.520
up stuck there, because we're not allowing that permission to be honest with him.

1202
01:17:57.520 --> 01:18:02.520
But then to move out of that, it makes complete sense, and I like the way you delineate between

1203
01:18:02.520 --> 01:18:03.520
those two.

1204
01:18:03.520 --> 01:18:04.520
So beautiful.

1205
01:18:04.520 --> 01:18:05.520
Wow.

1206
01:18:05.520 --> 01:18:09.520
Well, I'm like, my heart is so full, and I'm just blown away.

1207
01:18:09.520 --> 01:18:10.520
I know.

1208
01:18:10.520 --> 01:18:14.320
I'm like, I knew from the first night, I'm like, I know, God, I just know that you're

1209
01:18:14.320 --> 01:18:16.040
going to connect us, connect us.

1210
01:18:16.040 --> 01:18:25.240
And I just waited on it in terms of when he would say go, but I know, yeah, I'll pray

1211
01:18:25.240 --> 01:18:29.280
about the specifics here today, and always take it to him, but I just know that there's

1212
01:18:29.280 --> 01:18:34.400
a lot here, and I'm so thankful for your time, and so thankful for what you're doing.

1213
01:18:34.400 --> 01:18:35.400
I don't know.

1214
01:18:35.400 --> 01:18:39.720
I just don't meet very many people that align this well, and so I just see it all as a gift

1215
01:18:39.720 --> 01:18:45.600
from him, and the fact that I was on that night, and one of the few constant commenters

1216
01:18:46.160 --> 01:18:52.200
on all that you were saying, and just that he connected us that way is, you know, impossibly,

1217
01:18:52.200 --> 01:18:53.200
you know, not him.

1218
01:18:53.200 --> 01:18:54.200
So.

1219
01:18:54.200 --> 01:18:55.200
Yeah.

1220
01:18:55.200 --> 01:18:59.960
And if for whatever reason, you need to look back at like that explanation about like the

1221
01:18:59.960 --> 01:19:05.680
peace, and the fear, and all of that, I go, I talk about it again in my interview with

1222
01:19:05.680 --> 01:19:06.680
Natalie.

1223
01:19:06.680 --> 01:19:07.680
Natalie Lawson.

1224
01:19:07.680 --> 01:19:15.520
So if you go through my Facebook page, and you see her, my interview with her, now, unfortunately,

1225
01:19:16.440 --> 01:19:17.440
it's kind of a glitchy video.

1226
01:19:17.440 --> 01:19:22.760
The internet was, my internet was pretty bad that day, but I do talk, she asked about it,

1227
01:19:22.760 --> 01:19:27.080
and I do address it again in there, just in case you wanted to hear it again.

1228
01:19:27.080 --> 01:19:31.280
Do you share your personal story, Ashley, when you, when in the beginning stages of

1229
01:19:31.280 --> 01:19:35.160
like your teachings, do you share how you came, you know, out of business, and how he

1230
01:19:35.160 --> 01:19:39.200
led you to this way of doing things at any point, or is that just kind of a personal

1231
01:19:39.200 --> 01:19:40.200
conversation?

1232
01:19:40.360 --> 01:19:46.560
Um, that is, I mentioned it here and there, that's more of, yeah, people are welcome to

1233
01:19:46.560 --> 01:19:47.560
ask me.

1234
01:19:47.560 --> 01:19:48.560
I'm an open book.

1235
01:19:48.560 --> 01:19:49.560
I don't, it doesn't bother me at all.

1236
01:19:49.560 --> 01:19:53.720
I guess I just assume that people are always here for themselves, and they don't want,

1237
01:19:53.720 --> 01:19:55.800
they don't need my story.

1238
01:19:55.800 --> 01:19:59.960
And, but if you want to hear my story, look.

1239
01:20:00.000 --> 01:20:08.480
At there's a post that I did in which I'm wearing this shirt, actually. So I love that shirt on you, by the way. I love that.

1240
01:20:09.800 --> 01:20:10.920
Other great but then yeah

1241
01:20:14.160 --> 01:20:18.640
I'm wearing this one and I have a scarf in my in my bun. It's so weird. I

1242
01:20:20.440 --> 01:20:21.080
Picture.

1243
01:20:21.080 --> 01:20:39.080
Black and white scarf that's hanging down. So if you scroll down and look for that look for that picture that is a synopsis of my spiritual journey in and it is a poet related specifically to business. So yeah, there's more to the story, but that gives you at least a starting point and

1244
01:20:39.080 --> 01:20:48.080
People asking you for more information because and then periodically things will come up periodically. I'll give an example in testimony for my own life when I'm answering questions.

1245
01:20:48.600 --> 01:21:06.520
Yeah, okay. Okay. Well, I love it out. I will. I'm going to pray and see what he says specifically about the the sewing and I think it's possible to that he would have me. So, um, multiple times, like, um,

1246
01:21:06.520 --> 01:21:16.920
Yeah, so it's so unfaithful like right this minute and then I would have like I but I don't feel like that's like a one and done like I would want to sell it. He like leads me throughout to if if

1247
01:21:17.440 --> 01:21:24.680
Because I feel like it's going to be more, more than in this moment that he's going to ask me to so or that, you know, he's going to tell me

1248
01:21:25.880 --> 01:21:32.280
I just feel like it's going to be more than than today. Does that make sense. Like, so I don't want to put it off.

1249
01:21:32.280 --> 01:21:38.040
Yeah, I'm start, but I also want you to know, you know, if that's okay if that's okay with you, that

1250
01:21:38.760 --> 01:21:55.560
I would let you know ahead of time that if I so because I feel like this is what he's saying to start right, you know, in the moment and not wait that that that's not that's not it. That's not, you know, so necessarily complete. Um, but I'm going to pray about that.

1251
01:21:56.200 --> 01:21:57.280
But I'm going to pray about that.

1252
01:21:58.160 --> 01:22:05.320
Yeah, it doesn't matter. It's all between you and the Lord. You don't even have to let me know ahead of time. It's totally between you and the Lord. I've had people do that.

1253
01:22:05.800 --> 01:22:18.320
You know, you know, just, just so additionally, you know, as they were praying and like they knew that the Lord wanted them to do something else, but it's totally between them. The Lord, the Lord provides for me. It's, you know,

1254
01:22:18.560 --> 01:22:38.720
May I ask you, just like a woman relating to you and coaching. May I ask you, like, how he provides for you. Is that too personal to like like is it is he does he provide for you through this business and this model does is he provide additionally and you know this is this is a newer intensive that you're doing, like, is that

1255
01:22:39.040 --> 01:22:48.320
Oh yeah, yeah, no, no, that's fine. The because this is this is what the intensive is about is actually living life. And so that's what an example is me, you know,

1256
01:22:49.840 --> 01:22:59.280
So, yeah, so he provides for me. Yes. Okay, so he provides for me, period. Sometimes he provides for me monetarily.

1257
01:22:59.280 --> 01:23:22.640
In other words, through money. That's my point. He provides for me, period. But there's that there's so much more in provision than how it having to come through money. That's one form through which it could come, but it doesn't have to. I mean, what it is that I, what is it that I spend money on, you know, well, I spend it on things that I that I that I believe that I need like food. Right.

1258
01:23:22.640 --> 01:23:41.120
Well, God can either provide me the food or it can provide for me provide for my body in a way that I don't even need the food. It doesn't matter. He doesn't provide it's done. It's done related to money and that so but sometimes if he chooses to provide for me through money, but it's not always

1259
01:23:42.080 --> 01:23:52.400
And I can I can tell you stories about has provided otherwise and I bet. And, you know, beyond business. He provides for me.

1260
01:23:52.800 --> 01:24:03.080
But sometimes it's through the business where all of a sudden a client or client will join in the end, the monetary commitment that they end up making is

1261
01:24:03.640 --> 01:24:09.680
Complete covers the expenses that I have coming up. Well, I didn't know that client was going to come

1262
01:24:10.120 --> 01:24:19.960
The one from last night. I had no idea. She and I were getting on there totally strategy session, you know, for free. It was no big deal. She was asking me, hey, do you do this. And I said, I don't

1263
01:24:20.280 --> 01:24:27.400
And but I'm more than having you jump on and do it for free. We can just visit. Well, by the end of it. She signed up for the group. I'm like, well, I was not

1264
01:24:30.080 --> 01:24:34.000
God just just whatever is so yeah he provides

1265
01:24:34.280 --> 01:24:34.800
A much more

1266
01:24:34.960 --> 01:24:42.760
Flow of freedom like in the relationships, even, you know, that becomes them business because people then they don't have that pressure or the

1267
01:24:43.280 --> 01:24:52.960
The expectation and then it's like whatever he wants. And you don't want people that aren't led by Holy Spirit. Anyway, so it's like you want them to be led and then you don't want money to deter.

1268
01:24:53.560 --> 01:24:54.040
What is that

1269
01:24:54.440 --> 01:24:56.400
Eating either way. So I love that. Okay.

1270
01:24:56.560 --> 01:24:57.520
Thank you so much.

1271
01:25:00.000 --> 01:25:01.000
Welcome.

1272
01:25:01.000 --> 01:25:02.000
Yes.

1273
01:25:02.000 --> 01:25:03.000
Love it.

1274
01:25:03.000 --> 01:25:04.000
Nice to meet you.

1275
01:25:04.000 --> 01:25:05.000
I'm so thankful.

1276
01:25:05.000 --> 01:25:06.000
It's so nice to meet you, too.

1277
01:25:06.000 --> 01:25:07.000
If I have my makeup on, it's like we could be sisters.

1278
01:25:07.000 --> 01:25:08.000
Like, if you see in my picture, I'm like, oh my gosh, we have, like, the same coloring,

1279
01:25:08.000 --> 01:25:09.000
except for you've got the caramel highlights and stuff.

1280
01:25:09.000 --> 01:25:10.000
But as far as, like, the dark brown eyes, and you're more tan, but, like, the darker

1281
01:25:10.000 --> 01:25:11.000
hair, and it's just funny.

1282
01:25:11.000 --> 01:25:12.000
I remember seeing your picture and being like, oh my goodness, like, we could be cousins

1283
01:25:12.000 --> 01:25:13.000
at the very least.

1284
01:25:13.000 --> 01:25:14.000
That's fun.

1285
01:25:14.000 --> 01:25:15.000
Oh, you're so beautiful.

1286
01:25:15.000 --> 01:25:16.000
Thank you.

1287
01:25:16.000 --> 01:25:17.000
I was thinking the same thing about you.

1288
01:25:17.000 --> 01:25:18.000
Sorry.

1289
01:25:18.000 --> 01:25:19.000
I complimented.

1290
01:25:19.000 --> 01:25:20.000
Oh, you're so sweet.

1291
01:25:20.000 --> 01:25:21.000
It's been seriously just a gift from the beginning of meeting you on the interview to being like,

1292
01:25:21.000 --> 01:25:22.000
Laura, connect us, like, your way, your time, and just having this sense and knowing in

1293
01:25:22.000 --> 01:25:23.000
my spirit.

1294
01:25:23.000 --> 01:25:24.000
And, like, hearing everything today just makes all of it makes sense.

1295
01:25:24.000 --> 01:25:25.000
So thank you so much.

1296
01:25:25.000 --> 01:25:26.000
I'm so happy to be here.

1297
01:25:26.000 --> 01:25:27.000
I'm so excited.

1298
01:25:27.000 --> 01:25:28.000
Thank you.

1299
01:25:28.000 --> 01:25:29.000
I'll see you soon.

1300
01:25:29.000 --> 01:25:30.000
Bye.

1301
01:25:30.000 --> 01:25:31.000
Bye.

1302
01:25:31.000 --> 01:25:32.000
Bye.

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Bye.

1304
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Bye.

1305
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Bye.

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Bye.

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Bye.

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Bye.

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Bye.

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Bye.

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Bye.

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Bye.

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Bye.

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Bye.

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Bye.

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Bye.

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Bye.

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Bye.

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Bye.

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Bye.

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Bye.

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Bye.

1325
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Bye.

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Bye.

1327
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Bye.

1328
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Oof.

1329
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Oof.

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Oof.

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Present.

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Okay.

1333
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This takes me back to.

1334
01:26:33.000 --> 01:26:34.000
What he's.

1335
01:26:34.000 --> 01:26:35.000
What he's put on my heart to do.

1336
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So it's this in-between of, okay, I'm just gonna do whatever it looks like God and a day by day.

1337
01:26:39.000 --> 01:26:42.000
And there's Christians that are like, you need to have a nine to five and you're a single mom.

1338
01:26:42.000 --> 01:26:45.000
And, you know, what are you doing to provide for your family?

1339
01:26:45.000 --> 01:26:47.000
And I'm like, I'm just gonna do whatever it looks like.

1340
01:26:47.000 --> 01:26:49.000
I'm just gonna do what I need to do.

1341
01:26:49.000 --> 01:26:50.000
And I'm not going to make any decisions.

1342
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And I'm not going to decide aside from the resume.

1343
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Or what, you know, my degrees in like I'm saying yes to what he's put on my

1344
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heart.

1345
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And so anyways, it's just, um,

1346
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Yeah, there's a lot that I'm going to be chewing on and praying on today

1347
01:27:07.000 --> 01:27:10.000
and just rejoicing in, because you're just,

1348
01:27:10.000 --> 01:27:12.000
you're such a delight and I feel like an instant sister and I,

1349
01:27:12.000 --> 01:27:18.000
I'm just so grateful for what he's done for us.

1350
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And, and, and, and, and, and, and, and, and, and, and, and, and,

1351
01:27:21.000 --> 01:27:23.000
and our stories, what he's done in our, in our life.

1352
01:27:23.000 --> 01:27:25.000
And that's really the best place to be operating from.

1353
01:27:25.000 --> 01:27:26.000
Yeah.

1354
01:27:26.000 --> 01:27:28.000
Out of our gifts and out of, you know, just the genuine,

1355
01:27:28.000 --> 01:27:29.000
what he's done for us.

1356
01:27:29.000 --> 01:27:30.000
Um,

1357
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The levels of freedom, like I'm just coming into that, you know,

1358
01:27:33.000 --> 01:27:35.000
and going, I know he's called me to set, you know,

1359
01:27:35.000 --> 01:27:37.000
help set that the spiritual cap is free. Not that,

1360
01:27:37.000 --> 01:27:40.000
not that it's not also physical captives, but Isaiah 61 has been.

1361
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And so really I feel like I'm, I'm here to just help, you know,

1362
01:27:43.000 --> 01:27:47.000
plant these trees of righteousness or see him having already planted

1363
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them, see them flourish. And, you know, then shade,

1364
01:27:50.000 --> 01:27:54.000
provide shade to the others that are sprouting up and just, um,

1365
01:27:54.000 --> 01:27:59.000
See him do a restoration work, you know, in.

1366
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Especially women and girls, but, but yeah, we definitely align.

1367
01:28:03.000 --> 01:28:07.000
And I know this is like this missing piece of rest.

1368
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Yeah.

1369
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And operating from this mindset of kingdom.

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Like it's all still new enough to me that it hasn't sunk in.

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So this is like a chance for it to sink in.

1372
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Yeah.

1373
01:28:24.000 --> 01:28:27.000
As I'm hitting this place where it's like this wall, even through,

1374
01:28:27.000 --> 01:28:35.000
like I said, so many months of.

1375
01:28:36.000 --> 01:28:37.000
Yeah.

1376
01:28:37.000 --> 01:28:41.000
It's been a foreign concept since I was the littlest girl, you know,

1377
01:28:41.000 --> 01:28:45.000
and just carrying a responsibility and a weight of the world and other

1378
01:28:45.000 --> 01:28:48.000
people and my parents and everything that I can see, I never have rested.

1379
01:28:48.000 --> 01:28:52.000
And yet everything in me says.

1380
01:28:52.000 --> 01:28:53.000
That's that's,

1381
01:28:53.000 --> 01:28:56.000
that's the place that makes the sense to operate from and that I want to

1382
01:28:56.000 --> 01:28:58.000
be able to extend and teach my,

1383
01:28:58.000 --> 01:29:01.000
the women that got put to my care and my own girls.

1384
01:29:01.000 --> 01:29:04.000
So like, how can I go any more steps? And it's like the perfect tiny.

1385
01:29:04.000 --> 01:29:08.000
When I'm I'm realizing that, and he's showing me that, and he's,

1386
01:29:08.000 --> 01:29:12.000
he's actually stopping me from moving forward into any more of that

1387
01:29:12.000 --> 01:29:15.000
because the time I guess really is now to,

1388
01:29:15.000 --> 01:29:19.000
before I launched into, you know,

1389
01:29:19.000 --> 01:29:22.000
what he has for me next in ministering to other women that I could say

1390
01:29:22.000 --> 01:29:24.000
from an authentic place.

1391
01:29:24.000 --> 01:29:29.000
Right. That I've, I.

1392
01:29:29.000 --> 01:29:31.000
I have that peace in my life and that I'm truly operating from that

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place. Cause I don't,

1394
01:29:32.000 --> 01:29:35.000
I don't want to step out in any way, feel.

1395
01:29:35.000 --> 01:29:40.000
Unsettled or, or like I'm faking it until I make it. And anyway,

1396
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you know,

1397
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Correct. Yeah.

1398
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So I know, I know.

1399
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There's no reason to fake it. If we've already, if we're already,

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what it is that we've always hoped that we would be,

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01:29:51.000 --> 01:29:55.000
we're just having to believe that we are who God says that we are.

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So it's actually a journey of remembering who it is that we are.

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01:30:00.000 --> 01:30:06.800
Yes. And that's actually one of the stages of my coaching, which we'll talk another time

1404
01:30:06.800 --> 01:30:11.680
about this. Cause I don't want you to ever feel like we align so well, even in coaching

1405
01:30:11.680 --> 01:30:16.840
with women. I don't, I want to like go through this and be able to be completely honest about

1406
01:30:16.840 --> 01:30:22.800
like your part in, in my transformation. But it's, it's, it's, um, what am I doing? It's

1407
01:30:22.800 --> 01:30:27.400
already called remember, right? One of my stages, you know, like, you know, you talk

1408
01:30:27.400 --> 01:30:31.240
about that. These are, this is where we start with God's love and identity. I mean, one

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01:30:31.240 --> 01:30:36.520
of those, those faces is remembering. And so, um, so we, we align on that, but I don't

1410
01:30:36.520 --> 01:30:42.360
want you to ever feel like I'm in the future, like, um, not honoring what you've poured

1411
01:30:42.360 --> 01:30:48.200
in. If I, it's going to become part of my identity and my makeup to think this way naturally,

1412
01:30:48.200 --> 01:30:51.800
I'm going to coach from that place. Right. So I just want to honor you and say, that's

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01:30:51.800 --> 01:30:56.760
in the beginning that, you know, whatever it looks like, I'd love to like point women,

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01:30:56.760 --> 01:31:01.720
obviously to you and just be honest about you being central and, and, um, God using

1415
01:31:01.720 --> 01:31:06.920
you and I'm in my transformation and breakthrough, even as I have a similar, do you know what

1416
01:31:06.920 --> 01:31:10.920
I mean? Maybe a similar, but we're all different. There's room for us all. Like there's no competition

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01:31:10.920 --> 01:31:15.320
in the kingdom, but I guess I just want to say that to make sure that I'm honest in the

1418
01:31:15.320 --> 01:31:22.280
beginning about how much I want that to be an open place where we can, we can like, uh,

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01:31:22.840 --> 01:31:28.280
as he leads or even lock arms, if we have something similar going on or that you don't

1420
01:31:28.280 --> 01:31:32.600
ever feel like I left your program. And now look, she's teaching these things that like,

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01:31:32.600 --> 01:31:36.280
well, naturally I'm going to teach the things that I'm learning along the way. And I already

1422
01:31:36.280 --> 01:31:39.240
have that, but this is going to be one of them. I can tell you now, like that I'm going

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01:31:39.240 --> 01:31:44.040
to teach women too, you know, um, on some level, you know, maybe it won't be my whole

1424
01:31:44.040 --> 01:31:50.600
focus and intensive, but I'll point them to you for that. Yeah. Well, you know, I, what,

1425
01:31:50.600 --> 01:31:54.600
everything you said was just very, very sweet, very honoring. And I appreciate you mentioning

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01:31:54.600 --> 01:32:00.440
that, but, um, you know, understand that this isn't my message and this is the Lord's, uh,

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01:32:00.440 --> 01:32:06.760
this is the children's bread from their father period, but he revealed it to me in a way that,

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01:32:07.480 --> 01:32:14.920
and, and, um, uh, and it has allowed me to live it and has allowed me to articulate it according

1429
01:32:14.920 --> 01:32:19.400
to my own unique identity, because our identity is the point at which our spirit is unified with

1430
01:32:19.400 --> 01:32:25.240
his spirit. And so when I'm speaking, it's going to have a different sound because he and I together

1431
01:32:25.240 --> 01:32:32.360
look slightly different than he and you work together. But the message that I speak is not

1432
01:32:32.360 --> 01:32:37.720
mine. It's our father's and it's our right. And it's our inheritance. So you can go preach it.

1433
01:32:37.720 --> 01:32:43.960
This is a good thing. We need to all be more of who we are. It's not mine. It's not yours. It's

1434
01:32:43.960 --> 01:32:49.800
everybody's that, um, you know, that we, that we would be speaking to again, it's not learning.

1435
01:32:49.800 --> 01:32:57.160
It's unlearning. We all have this. We all know this we've forgotten. Yes. Yes. Okay. Yes. So

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01:32:57.160 --> 01:33:02.360
good. And we need so much more of it. That's what I, you know, even women that, that I've, you know,

1437
01:33:02.360 --> 01:33:07.400
met along the way and that are so aligned, that's why the Lord's highlighted them to me. Um,

1438
01:33:08.360 --> 01:33:11.800
you know, especially like with the collective, but like, that's, that's the thing is it's all about

1439
01:33:11.800 --> 01:33:18.040
like multiplication. And so, I mean, when he's saying arise, shine, and then he's added like

1440
01:33:18.040 --> 01:33:23.160
multiplying, I've been hearing that all spring. Like it's, it's because as when we disciple,

1441
01:33:23.160 --> 01:33:27.960
you know, we're discipling really each other. And then that's, that is a multiplication of his,

1442
01:33:27.960 --> 01:33:32.520
his love and his identity and what we need more on the earth than ever. And that we were,

1443
01:33:32.520 --> 01:33:37.560
we need so many more of us than we could ever possibly. Yeah. You know, like to, to compete

1444
01:33:37.560 --> 01:33:42.120
or to feel like we need to hoard any of what we've been given. It doesn't, it doesn't make

1445
01:33:42.120 --> 01:33:47.720
sense, but it's this old, again, this old, old way, this old covenant thing, um, that has to

1446
01:33:47.720 --> 01:33:52.840
be cut off. And I'm seeing it in the body even now that struggle sometimes of like, okay, I don't

1447
01:33:52.840 --> 01:33:57.560
want to, I don't want to, but this is like kind of my thing, but then it's his thing. And it's like,

1448
01:33:57.560 --> 01:34:02.680
but we need, we need so many of us. How can we think that we're ever really even competition?

1449
01:34:02.760 --> 01:34:08.440
Because like, think about how rare this is. I mean, there's no lack in the kingdom.

1450
01:34:09.080 --> 01:34:15.000
No, that's not scarcity. So right. Amen. Amen. We don't have to protect ourselves.

1451
01:34:15.720 --> 01:34:20.600
Yes. So good. Well, I'm so excited to work with you and thank you again for, for everything that

1452
01:34:20.600 --> 01:34:26.120
you shared and all that you're doing. And I just bless you, bless you today in Jesus name and all

1453
01:34:26.120 --> 01:34:30.520
that you, all your calls and all of your conversations, Lord is blessed. Actually,

1454
01:34:30.520 --> 01:34:37.400
Lord, I just asked for, um, just a special, just, just an extra measure of your love, Lord,

1455
01:34:37.400 --> 01:34:43.080
just to, to encourage her, um, today, Lord, that you would just lift her up and help her to know,

1456
01:34:43.080 --> 01:34:47.400
um, even more deeply than what she's doing matters. God, that every conversation,

1457
01:34:47.400 --> 01:34:52.520
Laura would just be joy in her spirit. That would just bring her to life. Um, even more,

1458
01:34:52.520 --> 01:34:56.360
just seeing you be able to work through her and use her as a vessel, God, and to

1459
01:34:56.360 --> 01:34:59.960
minister to other women that you would give her even a knowing.

1460
01:35:00.000 --> 01:35:04.320
without me having to say the words or other women having to say the words of how much she

1461
01:35:04.960 --> 01:35:05.760
um

1462
01:35:05.760 --> 01:35:11.760
And her obedience to you is making the impact and and how pleased you are with her just for being a daughter god

1463
01:35:11.840 --> 01:35:13.520
and just that you would

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01:35:13.520 --> 01:35:15.360
Just bless her today again

1465
01:35:15.360 --> 01:35:20.880
Just many many times over god and that you would just fill her cup to overflowing lord and just pour out more and more oil

1466
01:35:20.960 --> 01:35:21.920
on her

1467
01:35:21.920 --> 01:35:24.160
and as she as she ministers and as she

1468
01:35:24.720 --> 01:35:27.280
Trusts you and as she looks to you and points women to you

1469
01:35:27.680 --> 01:35:31.680
And I just thank you so much for her heart in this conversation god and that you are

1470
01:35:32.000 --> 01:35:36.000
Doing a new thing. You're doing a new thing god, and this is a new wine skin and a new

1471
01:35:36.640 --> 01:35:37.440
um

1472
01:35:37.440 --> 01:35:42.160
Just a new season lord. That's never been seen before and so we look to you

1473
01:35:42.720 --> 01:35:46.560
We we praise you god. We worship you we honor you for being so

1474
01:35:47.360 --> 01:35:53.280
good to show us these things we didn't see before and to bring us the freedom that we've been longing for all our lives god that

1475
01:35:53.280 --> 01:35:54.400
we've

1476
01:35:54.400 --> 01:35:59.760
We've just um, we've known as ours, but I didn't know how to access and I just thank you that you are that access and

1477
01:35:59.760 --> 01:36:01.040
You're the full

1478
01:36:01.040 --> 01:36:06.160
measure of freedom and we just ask that for um to go out to so many women and girls lord, um

1479
01:36:06.880 --> 01:36:08.880
and men too as as well because

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01:36:09.120 --> 01:36:14.000
We all just need to know who we are and you and to experience your love and your freedom lord is life

1481
01:36:14.080 --> 01:36:16.640
And bless your name and we just ask for all

1482
01:36:17.200 --> 01:36:21.760
Um everything that we do today to be run just through you and by your spirit lord and done in faith

1483
01:36:21.920 --> 01:36:26.080
And that you would continue just to be so close to us in jesus name

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01:36:27.600 --> 01:36:28.960
Amen

1485
01:36:28.960 --> 01:36:34.320
Amen. Okay. Thank you. All right girl. Yes. Oh, yes. Okay. Talk to you so soon

1486
01:36:34.880 --> 01:36:36.880
Okay. Bye. Okay

1487
01:36:37.280 --> 01:36:42.240
Oh good to visit you too. Sorry. Another call came through. I didn't want to not say goodbye our faces so

1488
01:36:44.640 --> 01:36:46.640
Bye