WEBVTT 1 00:00:00.000 --> 00:00:23.000 Good morning, everyone. 2 00:00:23.000 --> 00:00:25.000 Good morning. 3 00:00:25.000 --> 00:00:36.000 I'm here with me too but we're eating doughnuts. 4 00:00:36.000 --> 00:00:47.000 I'm not saying that sounds all right. Special delivery she ordered like just to support some of the local people that are trying to drum up some business so she ordered them they delivered them. 5 00:00:47.000 --> 00:00:55.000 And we just came back from the dentist and there are a dozen doughnuts hanging on our front door. 6 00:00:55.000 --> 00:00:59.000 So, classic. 7 00:00:59.000 --> 00:01:15.000 Classic that's great well I believe we are live now, and in the group, and got a few people starting to join in so welcome everyone whether you're watching live or delay, that's great if you are live. 8 00:01:15.000 --> 00:01:26.000 If you're watching in the Facebook group in the zoom room then click on the link and come and join us in the zoom room. Good morning, Elise, welcome. 9 00:01:26.000 --> 00:01:33.000 Thank you to have you with us. Now have you got doughnuts as well. 10 00:01:33.000 --> 00:01:39.000 No, you don't have any done it's just these guys in Canada that are munching doughnuts. 11 00:01:39.000 --> 00:01:41.000 No, I don't have them. 12 00:01:41.000 --> 00:01:43.000 I have curry and rice. 13 00:01:43.000 --> 00:01:45.000 Curry and rice. 14 00:01:45.000 --> 00:01:48.000 What would Jesus eat. 15 00:01:48.000 --> 00:01:50.000 I can. 16 00:01:50.000 --> 00:02:00.000 Yeah, the doughnuts I'm sure you'd be able to tell a story about the crucifixion, you know, 17 00:02:01.000 --> 00:02:06.000 Good morning, Petty. 18 00:02:06.000 --> 00:02:21.000 I've lost you. 19 00:02:21.000 --> 00:02:28.000 Good evening. 20 00:02:29.000 --> 00:02:32.000 Static there. 21 00:02:32.000 --> 00:02:35.000 Someone. 22 00:02:35.000 --> 00:02:41.000 Good to see you guys. 23 00:02:41.000 --> 00:02:52.000 So, while we, while we kind of get started. 24 00:02:53.000 --> 00:03:07.000 I thought we should, you know, we've had a pretty intense week a talking about failure. It's pretty, pretty goes pretty deep pretty reflective. 25 00:03:07.000 --> 00:03:12.000 And pretty tense when we start exploring our own failures. 26 00:03:12.000 --> 00:03:19.000 Yeah. 27 00:03:19.000 --> 00:03:33.000 So, um, so I thought we should have a couple of laughs, while just to ease the tension right because failure is always nasty and intense when it's your failure. 28 00:03:33.000 --> 00:03:39.000 Morning. Morning Dorcas. Morning Gail. Good to have you guys with us. 29 00:03:39.000 --> 00:03:54.000 That is always really intense when it's your failure, but it's often the opposite when it's someone else sometimes it's slightly entertaining. So, depending on what it is I thought, just to mix up the intensity it's had a couple of laughs. 30 00:03:54.000 --> 00:03:57.000 So I'm going to. 31 00:03:58.000 --> 00:04:10.000 I'm going to play us a couple of couple of videos. Is that, is that right, just, just for a bit of a bit of break the ice. And then after that, the Holy Spirit still around that will pray. 32 00:04:10.000 --> 00:04:19.000 And, you know, hopefully we don't scare him off too much I think he'll be mildly entertained as well. 33 00:04:19.000 --> 00:04:36.000 But part of part of as we just watch some of these funny videos part of what I want to just get across is the fact that you know failure is actually high Dorcas there I see Dorcas in the chat saying she's driving kids home from school. 34 00:04:36.000 --> 00:04:45.000 So she's driving so no video for now that's right Dorcas we'll see you when we see. And we'll probably we'll just, we're just going to be an hour. 35 00:04:45.000 --> 00:05:00.000 Today. Okay, so we've got a window of an hour, and we're gonna do everything that we can in an hour but we're going to start off now with a couple of funny videos on Friday just to kind of I guess like a little bit of a message on our hearts because it's been pretty intense I think for some people. 36 00:05:00.000 --> 00:05:04.120 reflecting on failure and reflecting on 37 00:05:04.120 --> 00:05:07.640 some of, you know, some of the most intense life moments. 38 00:05:07.640 --> 00:05:10.320 So let me share my screen. 39 00:05:10.320 --> 00:05:11.160 And, 40 00:05:13.320 --> 00:05:15.680 hey, morning, Ashley, welcome. 41 00:05:15.680 --> 00:05:17.880 So I'm just gonna share the screen now. 42 00:05:18.880 --> 00:05:21.760 And we're jumping onto YouTube. 43 00:05:24.080 --> 00:05:24.920 So, 44 00:05:24.920 --> 00:05:25.760 so, 45 00:05:28.840 --> 00:05:30.880 here we are, this is us, guys. 46 00:05:34.120 --> 00:05:35.920 I'm gonna take one moment here. 47 00:05:35.920 --> 00:05:37.600 So have a little bit of a giggle. 48 00:05:38.960 --> 00:05:40.960 This is not a random ad. 49 00:05:42.240 --> 00:05:44.760 Thanks, YouTube, for the ad. 50 00:05:44.760 --> 00:05:45.680 Here we go. 51 00:05:46.480 --> 00:05:51.480 ♪ Feel, almost can't remember how it feels ♪ 52 00:06:04.080 --> 00:06:09.080 ♪ Things are turning real, so unreal ♪ 53 00:06:09.800 --> 00:06:13.800 ♪ Do you like it better when the ocean's warm? ♪ 54 00:06:13.800 --> 00:06:17.960 ♪ Do you like it better when you see the sun? ♪ 55 00:06:17.960 --> 00:06:22.200 ♪ Do you like it better when the sky is blue? ♪ 56 00:06:22.200 --> 00:06:27.200 ♪ I know I do ♪ 57 00:06:27.520 --> 00:06:32.520 ♪ In a summer state of mind ♪ 58 00:06:32.560 --> 00:06:36.560 ♪ We're wasting all the time ♪ 59 00:06:36.560 --> 00:06:40.800 ♪ In a summer state of mind ♪ 60 00:06:40.920 --> 00:06:45.920 ♪ In a summer state of mind ♪ 61 00:06:45.920 --> 00:06:49.920 ♪ Put it in the sky and raise your hands ♪ 62 00:06:49.920 --> 00:06:53.920 ♪ We ain't got no worries, no big plans ♪ 63 00:06:53.920 --> 00:06:58.920 ♪ To make everybody dance when it feels we can ♪ 64 00:07:00.320 --> 00:07:04.720 ♪ Do you like it better when the ocean's warm? ♪ 65 00:07:04.720 --> 00:07:08.720 ♪ Do you like it better when you see the sun? ♪ 66 00:07:08.720 --> 00:07:12.720 ♪ Do you like it better when the sky is blue? ♪ 67 00:07:12.720 --> 00:07:17.720 ♪ I know I do ♪ 68 00:07:17.720 --> 00:07:22.720 ♪ In a summer state of mind ♪ 69 00:07:22.720 --> 00:07:26.720 ♪ We're wasting all the time ♪ 70 00:07:26.720 --> 00:07:31.720 ♪ In a summer state of mind ♪ 71 00:07:31.720 --> 00:07:36.720 ♪ In a summer state of mind ♪ 72 00:07:36.720 --> 00:07:41.720 ♪ Oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh ♪ 73 00:07:41.720 --> 00:07:45.720 ♪ Oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh ♪ 74 00:07:45.720 --> 00:07:50.720 ♪ Oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh ♪ 75 00:07:50.720 --> 00:07:54.720 ♪ In a summer state of mind ♪ 76 00:07:54.720 --> 00:07:58.720 ♪ Do you like it better when the ocean's warm? ♪ 77 00:07:58.720 --> 00:08:02.720 ♪ Do you like it better when you see the sun? ♪ 78 00:08:02.720 --> 00:08:06.720 ♪ Do you like it better when the sky is blue? ♪ 79 00:08:06.720 --> 00:08:11.720 ♪ Do you love the water? ♪ 80 00:08:11.720 --> 00:08:15.720 ♪ In a summer state of mind ♪ 81 00:08:15.720 --> 00:08:19.720 ♪ Did you waste it all this time? ♪ 82 00:08:19.720 --> 00:08:23.720 ♪ In a summer state of mind ♪ 83 00:08:23.720 --> 00:08:26.720 ♪ In a summer state of mind ♪ 84 00:08:26.720 --> 00:08:30.720 ♪ Oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh ♪ 85 00:08:30.720 --> 00:08:37.720 ♪ Yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah ♪ 86 00:08:37.720 --> 00:08:39.720 Okay, that's it. 87 00:08:39.720 --> 00:08:41.720 That's it for now. 88 00:08:41.720 --> 00:08:45.720 Let me stop that screen share, come back in here. 89 00:08:45.720 --> 00:08:47.720 Welcome, everyone. 90 00:08:47.720 --> 00:08:51.720 We just, for those that just jumped in, hello, hello. 91 00:08:51.720 --> 00:08:56.720 We just took a moment there just to watch a funny YouTube video, 92 00:08:56.720 --> 00:08:59.720 Fail Army versus People Are Awesome. 93 00:08:59.720 --> 00:09:00.720 A couple of reasons for that. 94 00:09:00.720 --> 00:09:06.720 One, I just thought, you know, we've had a pretty intense week exploring failure. 95 00:09:06.720 --> 00:09:16.720 Who's found it pretty intense just doing some reflection on their biggest life fails? 96 00:09:16.720 --> 00:09:17.720 Wow. 97 00:09:17.720 --> 00:09:20.720 So, on that note, we're going to get Gail to pray for us. 98 00:09:20.720 --> 00:09:25.720 So, Gail, why don't you pray for us this morning as we kick into it. 99 00:09:26.720 --> 00:09:29.720 We're going to go till 8 a.m. New Zealand time. 100 00:09:29.720 --> 00:09:31.720 And it's going to be beautiful. 101 00:09:31.720 --> 00:09:32.720 So, Gail, you take it away. 102 00:09:32.720 --> 00:09:34.720 Pray for us. 103 00:09:34.720 --> 00:09:35.720 Thank you, Heavenly Father. 104 00:09:35.720 --> 00:09:37.720 Thank you, Abba Papa, for bringing us all together. 105 00:09:37.720 --> 00:09:38.720 Thank you for our group. 106 00:09:38.720 --> 00:09:40.720 Keep us safe. 107 00:09:40.720 --> 00:09:42.720 It's lovely to see you all. 108 00:09:42.720 --> 00:09:46.720 And thank you in Jesus' mighty name. 109 00:09:46.720 --> 00:09:47.720 Amen. 110 00:09:47.720 --> 00:09:50.720 Beautiful. 111 00:09:50.720 --> 00:09:52.720 All right. 112 00:09:52.720 --> 00:09:54.720 Thanks so much, Gail. 113 00:09:54.720 --> 00:09:57.720 Appreciate that. 114 00:09:57.720 --> 00:09:59.720 Yeah, Papa, we are so grateful. 115 00:10:00.000 --> 00:10:01.180 to be together. 116 00:10:01.180 --> 00:10:03.940 We thank you for the family that's building here. 117 00:10:03.940 --> 00:10:06.140 We thank you for what you're doing in our lives. 118 00:10:06.140 --> 00:10:11.140 And Papa, we thank you for giving us eyes to see 119 00:10:11.700 --> 00:10:14.560 and ears to hear and hearts to understand 120 00:10:14.560 --> 00:10:17.420 and wisdom and revelation to process failure 121 00:10:17.420 --> 00:10:19.620 like we've never had before. 122 00:10:19.620 --> 00:10:24.500 We ask that you go deep, deep, deep into our hearts. 123 00:10:24.500 --> 00:10:27.860 You go deep into the core of our being and you speak life 124 00:10:27.860 --> 00:10:32.640 and you give us, Lord, I just ask that you would bring in 125 00:10:32.640 --> 00:10:35.280 your love that casts out all fear, 126 00:10:35.280 --> 00:10:40.280 that would silence the storm of the fear of failure 127 00:10:40.600 --> 00:10:43.720 inside our hearts, that you would silence that storm 128 00:10:43.720 --> 00:10:45.920 and that you give us eyes to see and ears to hear 129 00:10:45.920 --> 00:10:49.320 and hearts to receive in your beautiful name, Jesus. 130 00:10:49.320 --> 00:10:50.760 Amen. 131 00:10:50.760 --> 00:10:54.680 All right, good stuff. 132 00:10:54.680 --> 00:10:59.680 So, who would like to share with us 133 00:11:01.220 --> 00:11:03.300 something they've just been processing this week? 134 00:11:03.300 --> 00:11:06.660 You know, as we've looked at big life failures, 135 00:11:06.660 --> 00:11:10.380 who's in the space where you're good to share? 136 00:11:13.180 --> 00:11:15.500 You're gonna have to jump right into it this morning 137 00:11:15.500 --> 00:11:18.580 because we've got an hour window this morning, 138 00:11:18.580 --> 00:11:21.900 so it will be to the bowl. 139 00:11:21.900 --> 00:11:24.200 So go for it, Patty, that'll be great to hear. 140 00:11:25.180 --> 00:11:27.500 The mic kind of space, the space this morning 141 00:11:27.500 --> 00:11:28.340 will belong to the bowl. 142 00:11:28.340 --> 00:11:30.020 So if you're hiding this morning, 143 00:11:31.740 --> 00:11:34.180 you know, don't hide this morning, jump up, 144 00:11:34.180 --> 00:11:36.420 we wanna hear your heart, so you jump out. 145 00:11:36.420 --> 00:11:39.260 Okay, so Linda next, but Patty, go for it. 146 00:11:39.260 --> 00:11:40.100 Thank you. 147 00:11:40.100 --> 00:11:40.920 Okay. 148 00:11:40.920 --> 00:11:42.140 Thank you, okay. 149 00:11:42.140 --> 00:11:45.780 Well, I'm actually rejoicing today. 150 00:11:45.780 --> 00:11:47.780 I'm full of joy because I've had 151 00:11:47.780 --> 00:11:49.640 a major breakthrough today. 152 00:11:50.500 --> 00:11:51.340 Wow. 153 00:11:51.340 --> 00:11:55.940 And that's all because of the dreaming with God. 154 00:11:55.940 --> 00:12:00.940 And I was working on my second one, 155 00:12:04.140 --> 00:12:06.980 I've done them, but now I'm kind of refining them, 156 00:12:06.980 --> 00:12:10.580 working on them to make them really come alive. 157 00:12:10.580 --> 00:12:13.900 And the second one is about my husband. 158 00:12:13.900 --> 00:12:18.580 My husband, I'm his carer, he's got lots of problems. 159 00:12:18.600 --> 00:12:20.600 He's almost totally deaf. 160 00:12:20.600 --> 00:12:25.280 He has memory problems, which are very similar to dementia. 161 00:12:25.280 --> 00:12:28.040 He's got celiac disease, a pacemaker, 162 00:12:28.040 --> 00:12:33.040 and can be very depressed and he can get very, 163 00:12:33.840 --> 00:12:36.240 anyway, I won't say any more about that. 164 00:12:36.240 --> 00:12:38.880 Life has been really tough in the past. 165 00:12:38.880 --> 00:12:43.080 I mean, for example, I used to cry every night 166 00:12:43.080 --> 00:12:46.600 for nearly three years, crying out to God 167 00:12:46.600 --> 00:12:48.200 to help me to deal with it. 168 00:12:49.020 --> 00:12:53.060 But I've done my declaration about my husband 169 00:12:53.060 --> 00:12:57.660 and it really challenged me to think differently about him. 170 00:12:57.660 --> 00:13:01.360 And your story of failure, Benji, in your marriage 171 00:13:01.360 --> 00:13:04.860 encouraged me and helped me because I was saying to God too, 172 00:13:04.860 --> 00:13:06.100 what am I doing wrong? 173 00:13:06.100 --> 00:13:07.900 Where do I, and I've done that all along, 174 00:13:07.900 --> 00:13:12.220 but this was like a new level of what, 175 00:13:12.220 --> 00:13:14.920 I've come to the end of what can I do 176 00:13:14.920 --> 00:13:18.220 to help to change the situation, 177 00:13:18.220 --> 00:13:22.980 to make it livable with for the next 20 years. 178 00:13:22.980 --> 00:13:27.280 So this is, if that's okay, 179 00:13:27.280 --> 00:13:29.780 I'll quickly read the declaration that I've made. 180 00:13:29.780 --> 00:13:32.620 And I've had a fantastic day with my husband. 181 00:13:32.620 --> 00:13:34.020 He's been amazing. 182 00:13:34.020 --> 00:13:37.520 He prayed for me, was so loving, so kind, 183 00:13:37.520 --> 00:13:39.440 and it was awesome. 184 00:13:39.440 --> 00:13:43.020 It was like the last few years, I don't know, 185 00:13:43.040 --> 00:13:45.640 maybe six or more years just melted away. 186 00:13:45.640 --> 00:13:46.480 It was awesome. 187 00:13:46.480 --> 00:13:48.280 And this is my declaration now. 188 00:13:48.280 --> 00:13:50.120 I've only done it three times, 189 00:13:50.120 --> 00:13:52.280 but already it's like a miracle. 190 00:13:53.120 --> 00:13:56.620 I turn to hide myself in you in the face, 191 00:13:56.620 --> 00:14:01.120 in the fire and fury of Andy's frustrations and anger, 192 00:14:01.120 --> 00:14:03.580 sarcasm and negativity. 193 00:14:03.580 --> 00:14:07.040 I received wisdom and grace to overcome evil with good, 194 00:14:07.040 --> 00:14:10.840 to diffuse the situation and rule over it 195 00:14:10.840 --> 00:14:15.000 by letting Christ reign in me in the moment. 196 00:14:15.000 --> 00:14:17.860 I dare to imagine, to think, to dream. 197 00:14:17.860 --> 00:14:20.900 I decree Andy fully restored. 198 00:14:20.900 --> 00:14:22.660 That is more than he ever was. 199 00:14:22.660 --> 00:14:26.360 Fully liberated into glorious sonship identity, 200 00:14:26.360 --> 00:14:28.760 reveling in love and glistening hope, 201 00:14:28.760 --> 00:14:33.340 freed from all past failure, hurt, injustice, and pain, 202 00:14:33.340 --> 00:14:37.600 freed from the negative things in his family line, 203 00:14:37.600 --> 00:14:42.500 free from Asperger tendencies and the dementia, 204 00:14:42.500 --> 00:14:46.600 free from deafness, coeliac disease, and heart block, 205 00:14:46.600 --> 00:14:48.800 a prophet to the nations, 206 00:14:48.800 --> 00:14:52.260 a joy-filled Andy, full of humor and wit, 207 00:14:52.260 --> 00:14:53.960 who laughs every day, 208 00:14:53.960 --> 00:14:56.560 an outgoing Andy who takes the initiative, 209 00:14:56.560 --> 00:14:58.860 is bold and full of faith, 210 00:14:58.860 --> 00:15:00.160 an Andy who enjoys. 211 00:15:00.000 --> 00:15:06.480 his family to the full and has fun with us. An adventurous Andy, a carefree Andy, 212 00:15:06.480 --> 00:15:09.600 an affectionate, kind, loving and romantic. 213 00:15:15.760 --> 00:15:25.360 Now that, I think, Paddy's theme, Frozen. It's not just me, right? Everyone else has said 214 00:15:25.360 --> 00:15:31.040 it's Paddy, Paddy, Frozen. We love you very much, Paddy, but it's like someone, 215 00:15:31.040 --> 00:15:34.800 you know those cartoons where they have freeze guns? Someone shot it with a freeze gun. 216 00:15:36.880 --> 00:15:42.320 So that was really powerful. We were loving it, Paddy. I'm not sure what's happened, but 217 00:15:46.640 --> 00:15:50.080 we're just going to wait for her to come back online. But whenever she does, 218 00:15:50.880 --> 00:15:52.880 um, whenever she does, you can... 219 00:16:05.600 --> 00:16:14.880 Now you are frozen, Benji. 220 00:16:20.080 --> 00:16:26.880 Now you are frozen, Benji. 221 00:16:50.080 --> 00:16:58.880 Now you are frozen, Benji. 222 00:17:20.079 --> 00:17:32.080 Now you are frozen, Benji. 223 00:17:32.080 --> 00:17:33.920 I think we have to do it ourselves now. 224 00:17:36.880 --> 00:17:38.400 I think Linda was second. 225 00:17:40.000 --> 00:17:41.760 Yeah, yeah, she was. 226 00:17:44.560 --> 00:17:46.080 You gotta unmute yourself, Linda. 227 00:17:46.080 --> 00:17:54.160 Right, okay. Should we go ahead or what are we doing here? I'm really emotional this morning.