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into Love Story Accelerator,

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I'm gonna issue your first challenge to you.

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This week, I want, there's a couple categories here.

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I want you guys to really think

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about your Facebook profile pictures.

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If you don't even have a picture of yourself up on Facebook,

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you need to have a picture of yourself.

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Not your dog, not your cat,

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not some random picture like you.

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You need to show up in the world as you.

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And I wanna also encourage you,

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if you have a picture from when you were like 30

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and you're 50, yeah, we need a recent picture.

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You gotta have a recent picture.

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You know, guys don't wanna be fooled.

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They wanna know who they're looking at.

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Show up as yourself and let God do the rest.

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Okay, on that note, I'm gonna pray

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and we're gonna start our content tonight.

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Joanne or Joe Johnson, sorry,

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you are gonna click the Zoom link to join the Zoom.

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So it's in the Facebook comments.

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It's also in the guides.

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So make sure you click that.

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She's watching us on Facebook and can't find us.

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All right, so Father, thank you so much for this night.

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God, thank you for everything you're doing.

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God, we thank you for bringing us out of hiding,

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no matter where we're at.

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If we're in heartwork, if we're finishing heartwork,

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if we're stepping next weekend to Love Story Accelerated,

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God, I thank you that you meet us right where we are.

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You know, every area that maybe even some of us,

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it was when we were a kid

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and we started hiding all the way back then.

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God, maybe it was when we went through a horrible marriage

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and the person we were with abused us,

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whether verbally, physically, you know,

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whatever it looks like, God, whatever our story has been,

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God, I pray that you would awaken us tonight

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to the real us in a fresh way.

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Help us to know who you originally created us to be

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and to step further into the fullness of your plans

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and your promises for us.

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God, we ask you to cleanse the way we look at ourselves.

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Help us to see ourselves the way that you see us.

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Help us to hear what your spirit is saying about us.

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And I thank you, God,

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that you'll help us to cling to the truth of your word,

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the character of who you are.

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God, that we would lean into that more and more and more

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in the days ahead,

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that we would hear your heart whispers for us.

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Lord, I thank you that any woman that struggles

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with anxiety, fear, panic, worry, or dread disorders,

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that's a part of this group of this community.

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God, we just ask you to wash over them

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with peace tonight, God,

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that perfect peace that passes all understanding.

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God, that that is what guards our hearts and our minds

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through Christ Jesus.

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And the reality is, is you are the prince of peace.

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You are that perfect peace.

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So help us to rest in you.

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And we just thank you for sending your Holy Spirit

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to be here with us tonight.

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Help us to hear everything you need us to hear.

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Bring those things that are in darkness to the light

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and let there be freedom and liberty in Jesus name, amen.

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All right, so tonight, the real you.

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Some of the things we want you to remember,

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as you guys, even in the heartwork process,

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some of you guys have already been experiencing it.

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You've been talking about it in your posts.

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You're starting to wake up and you're experiencing like,

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some of you, you're crying

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when you haven't cried for a long time.

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Some of you are feeling joy.

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Some of you are getting breakthroughs

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and you're seeing like, that you have peace in a situation.

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I loved, I can't remember, maybe it was Rachel.

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I think she posted about how the interaction

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with her ex coming over to visit her kids,

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the whole feeling for her was different.

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Wow, you all, this is huge stuff.

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So praise the Lord.

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But when new things come,

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one of the other things we have to understand

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is they don't always feel great, right?

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Have you ever bought a new pair of shoes

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and they look amazing?

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You're like, you can't wait to put those new shoes on

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and wear them to the party or the dance or whatever.

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And man, an hour or two into the wearing those things,

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you've got blisters, your toes are hurting.

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Has anyone ever done that?

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I did that on my wedding day.

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I couldn't even hardly walk.

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I was weird taking pictures.

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I'm like, I can't stand anymore.

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I gotta go, I gotta sit.

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Y'all, sometimes it's a transition, okay?

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So sometimes we've got to stretch those shoes out.

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We got to stretch into who we're being called to be.

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So we got to let go of the old and receive the new.

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And again, just allow yourself kind of,

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the word that's coming up in my spirit

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is like a recalibration period, okay?

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So even as you step into this love story accelerator

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for those that are there,

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even those that are in heartwork process,

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your whole inner self is being recalibrated.

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You're gonna start hearing things

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that you haven't heard in a long time.

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You're gonna start having memories surface,

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all kinds of stuff.

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But in the midst of all that,

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God is teaching you showing you healing you and growing you and he's doing that to lead you as I prayed into your true

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Identity a lot of us think we know our identity

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But so often I can't tell you guys how many times even myself included. I feel like every day

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I'm learning something new about my identity in Christ

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And I want to encourage you guys don't ever get to the point that you feel like you've arrived and you've got nothing to learn

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Because that's a dangerous place to be. Okay, we want to always have a heart to like Lord show me something new

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Help me to see something new about myself

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Is there an area where I'm still walking in insecurity and fear versus the kingdom?

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principles that you gave you died you sent Jesus to die on the cross for our freedom for our liberty for our

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Healing for our redemption and all these amazing things if there's any part of myself that is not living in those places

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Help me to shift into that and that comes through the transforming of our minds. It comes through that

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Replacing you all that just started heart work. You're gonna learn a lot about

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Replacing the lies with truth. Yes, we recognize and we have revelation of the truth, but we can't stop there

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We have to ask God for the other half

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What's the truth to replace the lies and then we start living into the truth and and you guys will

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A lot of the ladies that have been here for weeks. They know what activation is now

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But if you're first starting out, you're like, what's an activation? What do you even mean?

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We're just saying put it into practice take action on these things put it into your life and and start doing it

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The book talked about you each one of you every single one of you are super Nova

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You're carrying something that can change the world in some way

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And so God wants to show you more and more what that looks like

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What does it look like for you to understand that you have something that's placed inside of you?

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That's special that can change

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someone else's life

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Whether it's your local people whether it's bigger cities and towns and states or it's global

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some of you all are called to global impact and want to encourage you if that resonates in your spirit if that causes like

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Butterflies or that leap in your spirit. That's probably you okay?

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If God is for you

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Who can be against you?

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So if God is on your side, and he's the one that created you to be the supernova who can be against you

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No one that's what the Bible says. Nothing can stand against you

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So I'm gonna read to you Romans 8 37 through 39

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No in all these things

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We are more than conquerors through him who loved us for I am convinced that neither life nor death

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Nor angels nor demons nor the present nor the future nor any powers neither height nor depth nor anything else in all of creation

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Will be able to separate us from the love of God that is in Christ Jesus our Lord

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So if we lean into that and even as I was saying like all these heavenly things

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The the promises of heaven if we lean into those things one of the biggest things you guys need to walk away from tonight

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This is key

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We don't strive

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We don't strive we inherit what does it mean to inherit do you believe you're a princess

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Do you believe that God and I might I can't remember if I said this on a session with you guys already or not

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But like God is is setting this banquet table

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he walks in royalty walks in majesty and power in love and grace and he said a

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Seat at the table for us to sit in

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But so often we're underneath the table and we're begging for crumbs

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Inviting you the father is inviting you to come and sit at the table

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There like what does it look like?

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The creator of heaven and earth. What does it look like to sit and have a conversation with him?

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Y'all the real you is gonna start birthing and flourishing and coming forth if you just even spend a little bit of time

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thinking about that and thinking about all the things there's a feast there and

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He wants you to be able to eat from it

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so tonight

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Your goal is to allow the princess inside of you to be awakened

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God wants to awaken your princess your inner princess and some

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you might be like, I have never been into girly, girly stuff. I climb trees. That's great. That's

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okay. You don't have to shift who you are. I'm just saying the inside of you being a princess

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is a mindset. It's an internal mindset about the way we look at life and the way that we walk and

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hold ourselves. Have you ever seen somebody walking and they're just like all slumped over

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and you can just tell me and they're broken, they're depressed and they're beaten down in

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some way. But then you see another person and they're, they got their shoulders back. They're

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happy. They're bubbly. They're alive. And it's not fake. It's not a facade they're putting on.

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It's just really on the inside. That is who they are. And that's what's coming forth.

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They are living in to their princess aspects of who God created them to be.

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So tonight, as we say that, what does it mean to be awake and a princess awakened and who awakens

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us? Y'all remember snow white and the story? Well, there had to be a prince, right? And yes. Okay.

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We're praying and believing for your spirit mate, but we're talking about an even better printer.

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And I'm not talking about, okay. Don't hear what I'm not saying. I'm not saying God's going to

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come down and physically kiss you. Cause that doesn't even happen. Y'all. Okay. But we're

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talking about a kiss from heaven, like the father sending his love and it literally flowing over

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you like choice oil and changing everything about your being from the inside out.

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That you would emanate that true inner love story that you would be awakened to your,

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your true identity as we're talking about that you would be awakened to restoration

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and reconciliation and your life within yourself. Some of you guys need some

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reconciliation with yourself. Like, what does it mean to like yourself? Not just love yourself

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because the church tells you to love yourself and the Bible tells you to, but like you like you

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and you actually like your presence and your presence is enough to fill a room.

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Not because you're telling yourself you have to feel that way, but you really feel that way.

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So many times we don't even slow down to recognize there's a difference between

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liking yourself and loving yourself and they're both needed.

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So how do you shift into that? The father's going to help you. The third thing to awaken to is that

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big, bold, beautiful future. God's going to awaken dreams inside of you guys. And there's two

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categories here. Childhood dreams that are going to start coming back to life.

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How many of you all had a dream when you're a child? Anyone? Dreams of what you were going to

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do, dreams of things you wanted to have fun doing, you know, create things, whatever, dancing,

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all these fun things. We, we dreamed when we were kids. Well, why do we stop doing that when we

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become adults? Because somewhere along the way, someone told us stop that dream in, or, you know,

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stop being like over there when you need to go do that. All these things the world tells us,

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but God's saying it's time for those things to awaken. Some of you all,

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God's going to help you start walking those dreams out in your today. The next part is

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new dreams. Some of you guys are going to start to have some really bold, beautiful dreams that

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you have not had before. And I'm not, I'm talking about nighttime dreams, daytime dreams,

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but I'm also talking about like ideas and creativity flowing into you. And like,

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Oh my gosh, I think I want to go try a dance class, or, Oh my gosh, I think I want to

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go do a cooking class, or, Hey, I think I might want to go back to school, whatever it is.

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Don't just shove those things off. Ask the Lord about them. Those are coming up for a reason.

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Okay. So our first breakout session tonight we're doing, we're doing our first one quick

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because I'm going to have a couple for you. Yes. See, I love when God does this. I wasn't

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planning on even saying that earlier, Lisandra. She's looking at a dance class. See, God's already

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doing it. Love this. All right. Your first breakout session is what dreams are even

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bubbling up in you. Even as I'm talking to you about this tonight, what are what's coming to

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your mind? Were there dreams that you had as a kid that you would really love to see fulfilled?

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You know, maybe some of those dreams because of like physical life and circumstances, maybe they

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won't come to pass the way you thought they would, but maybe, you know, sometimes, yeah,

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I think we've got to say, okay, yeah, maybe I can't do that. You know, but I also think there

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are times where we can say, okay, God, my life looks a little different than I thought it would,

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but do you still want me to have this dream? And if so, show me how I can carry it out.

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Okay. All right. So you're going to talk about what dreams are bubbling to the surface tonight.

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Are they dreams from when you were a kid? What are they? Are they new dreams?

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that God has given you even right now.

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Okay, I'm gonna get you set up here in your breakout.

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Almost there, guys.

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All right, there you go.

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Seven minutes, y'all, in a little bit,

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I'll be praying for you on this side of things.

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Your turn, Jen.

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So good, hi, Jennifer.

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All right, Sarah, and then iPhone.

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Okay, iPhone, are you able to click to join,

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are you working tonight and you have to stay here?

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It's okay, either way,

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just let me know so I know if you are having trouble

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getting into the breakout room.

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Oh, and Kimberly Smith, yeah, share with us.

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You used to want to be a writer, I love it.

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Let me see who else is talking to me

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here on Facebook tonight.

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Gina, we wish we could see you live here too,

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but we understand.

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All right, hi, hi.

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Did you not have anybody in your room?

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Okay, let me put you in a different one.

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Okay, go ahead and click to join.

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It might've been just somebody was stuck here.

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We had one lady that was stuck.

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See, Sandra, I just sent you one.

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Corinne, let me find you.

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Or is it Corinne?

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I'm sorry if I said that wrong.

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Sorry, I just have a lot of these to scroll through.

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We'll get you in there.

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Okay, so she's gonna, I see you.

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She's gonna need a different group too.

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Someone was in your room, that's weird.

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It might've, I wonder if it kicked you out or something.

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All right, I'm just gonna bump you into that room.

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Okay, do you see it there?

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Okay, have fun.

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All right.

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Hi, Jennifer, I heard you kind of unmute.

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Good to see you.

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Okay, so I wanna respond to Kimberly Smith.

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She's asking, not sure where the writing dream went.

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It just kind of got brushed to the side.

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So just ask the Lord.

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Ask the Lord if something happened

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to cause you to brush that to the side.

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Is it that, you know, is there fear

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that's holding you back from doing that?

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Was it for a season that it needed to develop more?

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Or was there something else?

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He will show you.

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And Michelle, hi, Michelle, shout out to you.

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It's okay, yeah, glad you're here listening in.

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God will meet you and give you what you need as well.

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All right.

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Father, thank you so much for this amazing night.

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God, thank you for all the ways that you awaken us

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and you're doing an amazing work.

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We just thank you so much for loving us so well

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that you, through your loving kindness,

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draw us into repentance,

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but you also draw us into new life and awakening.

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And I just wanted to read this declaration from the book.

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Even if you guys have read it,

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I feel like it's always impactful

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for people to hear it read over them.

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So I'm reading this over everybody

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that's in the breakouts right now,

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everybody that's gonna watch the replays.

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This is the God's word over you.

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I am a world changer.

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So you need to say these things over yourself as well.

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I am an atmosphere shifter.

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I'm a light bearer.

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I'm a truth teller.

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And I am a hope dealer.

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My heart is awakening.

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It's my time to be made whole.

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I contain the beauty of all creation.

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The mysteries of the entire universe reside in me.

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Hi, Cassie, I see you too.

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Glad you're here with us as well.

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I am the image of the almighty God,

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the offspring of the great I am.

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I am a beloved daughter of God.

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My original heart is one of love and joy and peace,

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hope and innocence.

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Wow, yes.

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Thank you, Lord, for innocence.

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Coming back to so many of these ladies

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where the enemy could try to come in

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and steal and kill and destroy that.

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At a young age, teenagers, adult women,

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where their innocence was taken.

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We just thank you, God, for restitution in those areas.

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We thank you for giving that back to them in Jesus' name.

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I was created for community.

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I'm accepted in the family of God.

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I've been created to prosper.

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I will not be anyone.

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on besides who love has made me to be from this moment forward every day when I look

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in the mirror, I'm going to see more and more of what God sees. Yes, yes, yes. Okay. So

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sorry, Jennifer, I saw your, your camera come on there. I missed you. Um, I want to ask

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you, do you want to share, um, and I'm kind of putting you on the spot, so it's okay if

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you don't have anything coming to mind, but just even share with the ladies, like, what

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did it feel like for you having already gone through this process a while back, like to

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have dreams awaken in you? Like, I would love for them to hear from you for a little bit.

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Totally. Um, yeah. Like just talking about childhood dreams, it just, I feel like I've

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like reconnected with my youth again. I feel like I've just really been able to just have

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freedom in that area. Like I can think about the things I used to like to do. And like

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you mentioned, just dancing. I just went dancing. Um, you know, I'm reminded to do

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things that I used to enjoy and get back to like who God created me to be and who I was.

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And yeah, that's just been awesome. Just, I mean, the hard work is amazing. It's really

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done for me. Okay. Yeah. It's okay if we see her. Hi there. Hello. Yes. We love our kids

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in our, in our community. I hope. Yeah. So where are we just, I feel like that's even

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a symbol for so many ladies that are watching live and watching the replay, just the fact

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that hope popped in with just that childlike in a sense, and just curiosity. And, and God

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is saying to you tonight, like, be curious, be curious about his dreams for you. I feel

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the Holy spirit on that. Be curious and ask him like, God, what is it that I need to do

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to shift, to receive your truth, to receive your love, to step into the plans and promises

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you have for me. Hi, JH. They're about to come back. So I'm just going to leave you

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here with us for a minute. And just that you would lean into that amazing call to sweetness

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of a childlike faith. Y'all Sunday night, they did an activation. I just want to kind

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of put this out there for you. They, they encouraged everyone to pray with childlike

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faith. Like what does it look like to pray like a child? Their, their prayers are so

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pure. And, and, and when I say simple, I don't mean that they're not powerful, but like they

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just pray what's in their mind and the way they perceive the world. Right. And so I want

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to encourage you all, even in that, that you would, um, allow the Lord to help you begin

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to pray in a new way that as he increases faith, as he renews your mind, as he kind

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of restores the awe and wonder of the world, you know, so often when we go through trauma

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and hardships and, you know, we start to look at the world through this dark lens, like

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everything, you know, it doesn't taste the same things don't look the same, but when

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God starts awakening you, I'm serious. Y'all you're, you're going to start tasting food

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in a new way. You're going to start seeing life in a new way. You're going to start seeing

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that people enjoy being around you more because you're coming alive more. You're going to,

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you'll start to have people commenting, no joke on your countenance. Like, so something's

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going on with you. Like I'm noticing something different. Like what is, what's going on?

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You know? And people are curious, like, what is God doing in your life? So I can tell something's

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different. If that hasn't already happened for you, I think a lot of you will begin to

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experience that more and more in the days ahead. Hello. Welcome back. I think we almost

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have everybody. I use the Lord. We were just talking about awakening and seeing God's glory

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on people. Oh, Cassandra. That's okay. I'm sorry about that. Yeah. Sometimes internet

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can be spotty and it does that. All right. So who is willing to share with the whole

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group what you shared in your private now? Okay. Let me, let me preface this. I can take

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about five people at the most, depending on how long the shares are, because I have

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two more breakout sessions for us tonight. Okay. All right. Who wants to share or who's willing?

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Okay. Awesome. Go ahead, Katie. All right. So what I was talking about my group. So I

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am a single mom. So the whole like custody, shared custody thing. My big dream is to live abroad and

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do like international missions. And I don't know how that works with having to, you know,

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share a daughter, but like, that's so deep in my heart. Yeah. It's kind of one of those things

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where, all right, God, whatever, whatever you have, I just submit that to you. And the time

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being, I'm just going to do short mission strips and see where it goes. That's so powerful. Yeah.

501
00:30:00.000 --> 00:30:01.920
Yes, Lord, we just thank you for that dream.

502
00:30:01.920 --> 00:30:05.880
And Katie, we ask you to give her the wisdom and the discernment and the joy

503
00:30:05.880 --> 00:30:10.200
in that to know where you're leading and what that looks like in this season, as

504
00:30:10.200 --> 00:30:13.840
well as many seasons to come in Jesus name.

505
00:30:13.840 --> 00:30:15.000
Thank you for sharing that with us.

506
00:30:15.000 --> 00:30:15.400
Okay.

507
00:30:15.440 --> 00:30:16.760
Emily, go ahead.

508
00:30:20.320 --> 00:30:22.240
Sorry, I had to unmute.

509
00:30:23.240 --> 00:30:31.720
Um, so for me, I had, I shared, um, with Michelle that I had a dream probably

510
00:30:32.000 --> 00:30:35.680
when I was old enough to really start thinking about like owning my own

511
00:30:35.680 --> 00:30:36.920
business and that sort of thing.

512
00:30:37.320 --> 00:30:43.640
Um, but for most of my, I would say young adult and adult life to own a creative

513
00:30:43.640 --> 00:30:48.440
space, a place where, um, Christians or non-Christians could come and express

514
00:30:48.440 --> 00:30:50.920
themselves, um, creatively in the arts.

515
00:30:51.160 --> 00:30:55.000
Um, I'm a super creative, anything, photography, dance, music,

516
00:30:55.320 --> 00:30:56.960
um, drawing, anything.

517
00:30:56.960 --> 00:30:57.640
I love it all.

518
00:30:58.000 --> 00:31:02.640
So, um, that's definitely something that that's been on the back burner

519
00:31:02.640 --> 00:31:06.240
for quite a few years now, but it's definitely something that's still there.

520
00:31:06.240 --> 00:31:09.000
I mean, I've drawn the plans for it and everything.

521
00:31:09.000 --> 00:31:13.120
So, um, I don't know if that's still what God's calling me to, um, but it's

522
00:31:13.120 --> 00:31:14.320
definitely a dream that's there.

523
00:31:14.320 --> 00:31:18.120
But recently, um, I'm also feeling called to go back to school in January.

524
00:31:18.120 --> 00:31:24.040
So I'm praying about that, whether that's something, um, that God's wanting me to

525
00:31:24.040 --> 00:31:27.240
do, um, for a licensed massage therapist.

526
00:31:27.240 --> 00:31:34.320
So, um, yeah, just really seeking God, um, because I just don't know, but I

527
00:31:34.320 --> 00:31:36.600
know that, that he does, so that's all that matters.

528
00:31:37.280 --> 00:31:37.960
That's so good.

529
00:31:37.960 --> 00:31:40.280
The Lord told me to tell you, why not you?

530
00:31:40.480 --> 00:31:41.520
Why not now?

531
00:31:42.520 --> 00:31:44.800
So I want you to, I want you to like receive that.

532
00:31:44.800 --> 00:31:45.720
Why not you?

533
00:31:45.720 --> 00:31:46.600
Why not now?

534
00:31:47.280 --> 00:31:50.480
You know, and sometimes I know like that can sound so easy.

535
00:31:50.480 --> 00:31:54.800
It's a big, big dream, but like one of the things I always encourage you guys,

536
00:31:54.800 --> 00:31:57.760
even in heartwork is like, just do the next best thing.

537
00:31:58.120 --> 00:32:03.360
And you know why I say that, man, I used to be terrified because God told me early

538
00:32:03.360 --> 00:32:07.400
on when I got saved, that I was going to be used in this really big way to impact

539
00:32:07.400 --> 00:32:09.840
the kingdom and I'm like, okay, awesome.

540
00:32:09.840 --> 00:32:11.040
But what do I do with that?

541
00:32:11.400 --> 00:32:11.840
Right.

542
00:32:12.200 --> 00:32:16.000
And so God just taught me over the years that I didn't have to have it all

543
00:32:16.000 --> 00:32:16.720
figured out.

544
00:32:16.800 --> 00:32:18.680
I just needed to do the next best thing.

545
00:32:19.400 --> 00:32:23.720
So all of you just, just do the next best thing that God shows you do the next

546
00:32:23.720 --> 00:32:27.240
best thing with heart healing, do the next best thing to invest in yourself,

547
00:32:27.440 --> 00:32:28.960
to grow yourself, all those things.

548
00:32:28.960 --> 00:32:29.760
Bless you, Emily.

549
00:32:29.760 --> 00:32:30.920
Thank you for sharing.

550
00:32:30.920 --> 00:32:31.720
So good.

551
00:32:32.440 --> 00:32:33.800
All right, Katie driver.

552
00:32:33.800 --> 00:32:34.360
How about you?

553
00:32:38.080 --> 00:32:42.640
Um, yeah, so I just talked about, I, when I was growing up, I always said that I

554
00:32:42.640 --> 00:32:44.320
wanted to be a teacher and be a mom.

555
00:32:44.640 --> 00:32:47.440
And like, when people asked me what I wanted to be when I grew up, that was

556
00:32:47.440 --> 00:32:48.160
always my answer.

557
00:32:48.160 --> 00:32:49.440
Like, I want to be a teacher and a mom.

558
00:32:49.960 --> 00:32:55.920
Um, and I am 33, but I have been a teacher for about four years with a

559
00:32:56.000 --> 00:32:56.680
teaching license.

560
00:32:56.680 --> 00:32:59.960
I did a non-traditional program to obtain my license.

561
00:33:00.000 --> 00:33:04.880
Um, so I was just talking in my group about how, like, I've seen the Lord bring

562
00:33:04.880 --> 00:33:08.120
that dream to pass and it's not the way that I thought that it was going to be,

563
00:33:08.120 --> 00:33:10.080
but it's still like really, really good.

564
00:33:10.600 --> 00:33:14.080
Um, and so like, that can be true of my desire to be a mom too.

565
00:33:14.080 --> 00:33:18.000
And I, and as a little girl, I, I didn't understand that you couldn't be a mom

566
00:33:18.000 --> 00:33:18.840
without being a wife.

567
00:33:18.840 --> 00:33:24.120
So like my four year old brain, that was just like a no, a no brainer, literally

568
00:33:24.120 --> 00:33:27.080
just as a child, like I wanted to be a wife and a mom.

569
00:33:27.160 --> 00:33:32.840
Um, so yeah, just kind of coming to recognize that like the Lord has brought

570
00:33:32.880 --> 00:33:38.160
some dreams to pass and, and not in the way that I like really was anticipating

571
00:33:38.160 --> 00:33:43.840
or hoping, um, and you know, it wasn't my dream to still be single and to not

572
00:33:43.840 --> 00:33:48.760
have kids when I'm 33, but that the Lord can still bring like those dreams into

573
00:33:48.760 --> 00:33:52.640
fruition in a really beautiful way, even though it's not like the way that I

574
00:33:52.640 --> 00:33:53.720
had planned it or hoped for.

575
00:33:54.200 --> 00:33:54.560
Yeah.

576
00:33:54.560 --> 00:33:55.960
And I'm just going to say this.

577
00:33:55.960 --> 00:34:01.080
I'm sorry to be so kind of like slangy, but girl, you got a lot of time left.

578
00:34:01.440 --> 00:34:05.560
I know that doesn't feel good to hear that, but you're 33, honey, you got

579
00:34:05.560 --> 00:34:06.880
time to make some babies.

580
00:34:06.920 --> 00:34:07.480
Okay.

581
00:34:08.000 --> 00:34:09.520
I want to encourage you in that y'all.

582
00:34:09.560 --> 00:34:13.560
I didn't, I thought I would have kids when I was married the first time too

583
00:34:13.560 --> 00:34:18.600
quick and, you know, honestly praise God that I didn't in that marriage.

584
00:34:18.600 --> 00:34:21.360
Cause it was a really bad situation.

585
00:34:21.840 --> 00:34:25.520
Um, and it's weird to even say that out loud, but I've got, I've got

586
00:34:25.520 --> 00:34:27.199
stepkids, spiritual daughters.

587
00:34:27.199 --> 00:34:29.000
Now I've got two other stepdaughters.

588
00:34:29.000 --> 00:34:32.040
Like who knew, who knew I'd have five kids right now?

589
00:34:32.520 --> 00:34:32.760
Okay.

590
00:34:32.760 --> 00:34:36.920
Do I like, we don't always get to see some of the, his daughters, but his one

591
00:34:36.920 --> 00:34:39.920
daughter's here for this, for the next few days from California.

592
00:34:40.400 --> 00:34:44.360
I mean, it's a blessing, you know, but we're about to try to start

593
00:34:44.360 --> 00:34:46.080
having our own family between us.

594
00:34:46.080 --> 00:34:49.239
And, you know, God's doing a lot and I'm 45.

595
00:34:49.520 --> 00:34:52.120
I totally thought it was going to look different than this.

596
00:34:52.400 --> 00:34:52.880
Okay.

597
00:34:53.120 --> 00:34:56.920
So, you know, everybody feels different about pursuing that.

598
00:34:56.920 --> 00:34:58.520
And I'm not saying it always has to be.

599
00:34:58.520 --> 00:34:59.560
I've already told the Lord.

600
00:35:00.000 --> 00:35:01.240
We don't end up getting pregnant.

601
00:35:01.240 --> 00:35:03.920
We're, you know, we already know we're adopting, we've already made that

602
00:35:03.920 --> 00:35:05.700
decision, but we're going to give it our best shot.

603
00:35:05.700 --> 00:35:07.040
So I want to just encourage you guys.

604
00:35:07.040 --> 00:35:09.920
Don't, don't just write it off that you're too old.

605
00:35:09.920 --> 00:35:12.160
Cause that's just the enemy telling you that.

606
00:35:12.200 --> 00:35:12.620
All right.

607
00:35:12.640 --> 00:35:15.520
Now they're obviously for not having periods, that's totally different.

608
00:35:15.880 --> 00:35:16.560
All right.

609
00:35:16.740 --> 00:35:17.200
Awesome.

610
00:35:17.200 --> 00:35:18.580
Katie, thanks for sharing.

611
00:35:18.580 --> 00:35:21.920
I can't wait to see what God does in your life in the days ahead.

612
00:35:21.920 --> 00:35:24.460
It's exciting to see Maria.

613
00:35:24.460 --> 00:35:25.200
How about you?

614
00:35:27.940 --> 00:35:28.600
Hi.

615
00:35:28.700 --> 00:35:33.300
Um, so this is so interesting that you, you brought this up today because

616
00:35:33.940 --> 00:35:40.420
I've been super focused on this so much so that I'm not like really doing this

617
00:35:40.420 --> 00:35:47.140
stuff for, for heart work, because I think about 10 days before I signed up for

618
00:35:47.140 --> 00:35:52.960
this, um, I realized, uh, that I could still become a flight attendant.

619
00:35:52.960 --> 00:35:54.460
I'm, I'm 55 years old.

620
00:35:54.820 --> 00:35:57.840
I had always thought I was too old to do it.

621
00:35:58.460 --> 00:36:02.620
And then I found out that people my age and older are getting hired.

622
00:36:03.300 --> 00:36:10.220
And so I started the process to apply for Delta and it's a four step process.

623
00:36:10.260 --> 00:36:12.340
And last week I completed my.

624
00:36:13.060 --> 00:36:17.040
Uh, on demand video interview, and I'm waiting to hear back.

625
00:36:17.060 --> 00:36:22.060
And if I pass that, I'm going to be going to Atlanta for a face to face interview.

626
00:36:22.980 --> 00:36:26.460
So, um, so I'm super excited.

627
00:36:26.460 --> 00:36:33.540
Um, um, people have been praying over me for this and, um, you know, and, and

628
00:36:33.540 --> 00:36:37.900
it's funny that it's like, I'm like, so focused on this, I'm not even

629
00:36:37.900 --> 00:36:40.460
worried about meeting somebody.

630
00:36:40.860 --> 00:36:45.500
So, and I, I don't know if that's like a bad thing or a good thing, but

631
00:36:45.500 --> 00:36:47.740
I've been very, very focused on this.

632
00:36:48.460 --> 00:36:53.100
Sometimes they are puzzle pieces that lead us to our spirit mate y'all.

633
00:36:53.420 --> 00:36:55.020
So don't put yourself on the shelf.

634
00:36:55.500 --> 00:36:58.340
Just keep walking it out and see what God does in the mix.

635
00:36:58.340 --> 00:37:03.180
But some of us, you know, we have, we need, I shouldn't say we have to, but

636
00:37:03.180 --> 00:37:07.100
we, we really need to step into these things that bring this inner confidence

637
00:37:07.440 --> 00:37:12.260
because I'm serious, we will walk around in life will show up so differently.

638
00:37:12.620 --> 00:37:19.540
Um, so I'm just seeing, yeah, I'm trying to read that too.

639
00:37:19.540 --> 00:37:22.860
Sorry, but, um, yeah, just really lean into what God is doing.

640
00:37:22.860 --> 00:37:27.740
It sounds like he's opening a door wide open for you at this point so far.

641
00:37:27.740 --> 00:37:30.700
So yeah, just keep walking that out and see, and it's okay to have

642
00:37:30.700 --> 00:37:32.660
just this balanced perspective.

643
00:37:33.020 --> 00:37:37.980
Ladies like we've taught you guys from the beginning, you come in, the Lord

644
00:37:37.980 --> 00:37:40.180
uses the spirit mate to draw y'all in here.

645
00:37:40.180 --> 00:37:43.460
You don't even know what's about to happen, but he's drawing you through

646
00:37:43.460 --> 00:37:46.180
that because he wants you to be set free.

647
00:37:46.180 --> 00:37:47.540
He wants you to be alive.

648
00:37:47.540 --> 00:37:50.620
He wants you to experience life better than you've ever experienced

649
00:37:50.620 --> 00:37:52.620
it and get the spirit mate.

650
00:37:53.140 --> 00:37:54.340
That's the cherry on top.

651
00:37:54.340 --> 00:37:55.020
Seriously.

652
00:37:55.260 --> 00:37:59.820
I mean, even friendships I've built, I'm just so grateful for what God

653
00:37:59.820 --> 00:38:02.340
has done through, through being a part of this community.

654
00:38:02.340 --> 00:38:05.700
Like I literally couldn't have dreamt it myself years ago.

655
00:38:05.860 --> 00:38:06.380
I couldn't have.

656
00:38:06.860 --> 00:38:07.140
Yeah.

657
00:38:07.140 --> 00:38:09.140
So, so good.

658
00:38:09.180 --> 00:38:09.700
So good.

659
00:38:09.700 --> 00:38:10.700
Keep dreaming on that.

660
00:38:10.700 --> 00:38:10.940
Okay.

661
00:38:10.940 --> 00:38:13.900
So Jenny, um, and then Alicia, and then we're going to start

662
00:38:13.900 --> 00:38:15.940
shifting into the next part.

663
00:38:17.780 --> 00:38:18.180
Hi.

664
00:38:18.180 --> 00:38:18.460
Yeah.

665
00:38:18.460 --> 00:38:24.180
So, um, I shared about just wanting to write, write a book when I was

666
00:38:24.180 --> 00:38:27.500
little, um, I would write a lot and I said I wanted to be a writer.

667
00:38:27.940 --> 00:38:33.780
Um, and you know, things just fall to the wayside as an adult.

668
00:38:33.780 --> 00:38:38.380
So, um, it's just something that's been like bubbling up a little bit, but I am

669
00:38:38.380 --> 00:38:41.340
kind of like, I don't know how to start and I don't know what that looks like.

670
00:38:41.340 --> 00:38:43.020
And I'm just praying about it.

671
00:38:43.020 --> 00:38:43.300
So.

672
00:38:43.940 --> 00:38:44.620
That's so good.

673
00:38:45.060 --> 00:38:49.260
So I want you to really ask yourself too, what is your book going to be about?

674
00:38:49.260 --> 00:38:50.900
What audience do you want to reach?

675
00:38:50.900 --> 00:38:55.500
Really, really allow God to bring that thing to life in you.

676
00:38:55.500 --> 00:38:59.860
Like when do you want to do it by, you know, and it's okay if you don't end

677
00:38:59.860 --> 00:39:03.740
up getting it done by then, seriously, but like putting some kind of like

678
00:39:03.740 --> 00:39:07.580
thing that motivates you to move towards it, that's, that's so, so important.

679
00:39:07.660 --> 00:39:08.060
Okay.

680
00:39:08.340 --> 00:39:09.180
Alicia, go ahead.

681
00:39:09.580 --> 00:39:10.260
Thanks for sharing.

682
00:39:10.260 --> 00:39:10.580
Jenny.

683
00:39:11.060 --> 00:39:14.220
Jenny, that's amazing because that's my exact same share as well.

684
00:39:14.220 --> 00:39:16.380
And I was like debating whether I should put my hand up or not.

685
00:39:16.380 --> 00:39:17.300
So that's really cool.

686
00:39:17.500 --> 00:39:20.260
Um, it's on my Jesus cares board as well.

687
00:39:20.700 --> 00:39:21.900
I am a writer.

688
00:39:21.900 --> 00:39:23.980
I write as part of my career.

689
00:39:23.980 --> 00:39:25.900
I work in like PR and communications.

690
00:39:26.380 --> 00:39:30.260
Um, but I've been, I've believed like a lot of lies about how, you know,

691
00:39:30.340 --> 00:39:35.020
published authors and writers don't make enough money to have a good living.

692
00:39:35.060 --> 00:39:39.260
And I really shelved that dream of going after it like

693
00:39:39.340 --> 00:39:40.860
wholeheartedly because of that.

694
00:39:40.860 --> 00:39:47.900
So, um, I, I don't know that I have like fully restored hope yet, but I feel a

695
00:39:47.900 --> 00:39:49.380
little bit of it coming back in.

696
00:39:49.380 --> 00:39:53.940
And like I said, I put it on my board, so I'm really, I'm hopeful for it.

697
00:39:55.220 --> 00:39:55.700
Yes.

698
00:39:55.700 --> 00:39:56.260
So good.

699
00:39:56.500 --> 00:39:58.420
And yes, of course you should share that.

700
00:39:58.420 --> 00:39:59.860
That's an amazing, beautiful.

701
00:40:00.000 --> 00:40:02.000
And God put it inside of you clearly.

702
00:40:02.000 --> 00:40:06.000
So keep leaning into that ladies, whatever your thing is.

703
00:40:06.000 --> 00:40:11.000
Some of you, again, I said last week, if you feel yourself kind of like,

704
00:40:11.000 --> 00:40:13.000
I don't know if I should share this.

705
00:40:13.000 --> 00:40:17.000
I don't know if anybody would even care, like what I have to say.

706
00:40:17.000 --> 00:40:20.000
Definitely do not listen to that.

707
00:40:20.000 --> 00:40:23.000
Come in the group and share, you know,

708
00:40:23.000 --> 00:40:26.000
because it's really going to be a part of you guys getting set free in ways

709
00:40:26.000 --> 00:40:29.000
that you don't even comprehend or understand right now.

710
00:40:29.000 --> 00:40:31.000
Sincerely. All right.

711
00:40:31.000 --> 00:40:35.000
We're going to start to shift into the next part of tonight. So praise God.

712
00:40:35.000 --> 00:40:37.000
Everything you guys shared was awesome.

713
00:40:37.000 --> 00:40:40.000
I hope to hear more of your dreams and from,

714
00:40:40.000 --> 00:40:44.000
from all of you as you feel led to share them.

715
00:40:44.000 --> 00:40:47.000
So we want to start talking about like, okay,

716
00:40:47.000 --> 00:40:49.000
so we talked about supernatural surrender.

717
00:40:49.000 --> 00:40:51.000
Wait for those that have been in for the full time.

718
00:40:51.000 --> 00:40:54.000
And for those of you just starting, you'll be in that,

719
00:40:54.000 --> 00:40:57.000
that part of supernatural surrender.

720
00:40:57.000 --> 00:41:01.000
But now we want to also encourage you to surrender, surrender, excuse me,

721
00:41:01.000 --> 00:41:05.000
your inner identity. So what does that look like?

722
00:41:06.000 --> 00:41:09.000
That looks like leaning into God as your identity giver.

723
00:41:11.000 --> 00:41:15.000
So what is it that he speaks over you? And,

724
00:41:15.000 --> 00:41:18.000
and the other thing here that we have to look at is if we don't know the

725
00:41:18.000 --> 00:41:20.000
character of God,

726
00:41:20.000 --> 00:41:25.000
we're going to interpret what he's saying incorrectly because we're going to

727
00:41:25.000 --> 00:41:30.000
hear it through a lens and a filter of what we have known in this world or

728
00:41:30.000 --> 00:41:34.000
the way that we have perceived this world because of lies we've believed.

729
00:41:35.000 --> 00:41:38.000
So for example, you know,

730
00:41:38.000 --> 00:41:41.000
if you don't believe that God is good,

731
00:41:42.000 --> 00:41:47.000
then you're going to struggle to walk in an inner identity of peace and

732
00:41:47.000 --> 00:41:52.000
confidence because underlying you're always waiting for the other shoe to drop

733
00:41:52.000 --> 00:41:56.000
or, you know, is God really good? You know, all the,

734
00:41:56.000 --> 00:41:57.000
the opposite of those things.

735
00:41:57.000 --> 00:42:02.000
So just understand that first leaning into God is your identity giver.

736
00:42:04.000 --> 00:42:08.000
So go to him as the source for the, you know, a lot of you guys, um,

737
00:42:09.000 --> 00:42:10.000
I've kind of said, Hey,

738
00:42:10.000 --> 00:42:14.000
ask the Lord to tell you what he has to say about this situation or ask the

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Lord what he wants to tell you about yourself. And if write those down,

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if you hear something negative, write it down, but cross it out.

741
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And then ask the Lord to give you the truth instead. And that process alone,

742
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if you guys will put that in practice, when you hear something negative,

743
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write it down, cross it out. God, what's the truth?

744
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Like it will make it so tangible for you to say, no,

745
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I do not receive that lie father. What's the truth about me.

746
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Okay. And then we can't erase. We have to replace,

747
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which we talked about a little bit earlier.

748
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The next thing we want to talk about is unbelief.

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Y'all everybody has unbelief. Even,

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even the ones that are the most faith filled, even myself,

751
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I still at times have unbelief.

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The Bible talks in the one story about the father, you know,

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he was asking Jesus to heal his daughter. And he says, I believe help my unbelief.

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What he's asking Jesus to heal his daughter.

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And he's telling Jesus that he believes him, but he still has doubt.

756
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He has unbelief. And you know what Jesus did?

757
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He healed his daughter. Y'all get ahold of that a little bit.

758
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You're not going to get cast out because you struggle to have unbelief at

759
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times, but it's owning it. It's owning it,

760
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but also understanding where does it come from?

761
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Why do we have unbelief? This is something we need to look at.

762
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We haven't been able to see the fruit of the promise.

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So it causes uncertainty. So for some of you, you haven't seen,

764
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excuse me, seen the fruit of the promise.

765
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You believe God was telling you that he wanted a good marriage for you.

766
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He wanted you to have kids or whatever that dream was.

767
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And you haven't seen the fruit of that thing.

768
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And so you've started to have uncertainty,

769
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which then develops unbelief. Okay.

770
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The next part is uncertainty that causes inaction is what creates the doubt.

771
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So if you're feeling uncertain about something,

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what I want to encourage you guys to do is go back and ask the Lord,

773
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what's the fear that's causing inaction.

774
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That's then causing the doubt and uncertainty to be in my life.

775
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Do y'all catch that? I can say it again. So you want to unpack it.

776
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It's kind of like working backwards instead of just living with this stuff.

777
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Why do we just keep living with this stuff on the inside of us?

778
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And we, we show up in life and we show up in the day to day,

779
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and we're just carrying this stuff around.

780
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So, yeah, yeah. I can say it again there, Margaret.

781
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So let's see if I remember it. You all the way I said it.

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So if you have any kind of fear, so you have a fear that's causing you to stop doing anything,

783
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so inaction, so you stop moving, you know, even some of you guys, these dreams that we had,

784
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something at some point causes us to not act on those things. So when we acknowledge what

785
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those things are and the fears that are feeding that inaction, then we can start to understand

786
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what's feeding the uncertainty and creating that atmosphere of doubt. Because then we can invite

787
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the Holy Spirit to come into that place, and we can be honest with ourselves and honest with Him

788
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and say, Father, forgive me. I believe, help my unbelief. I want to have faith. Y'all, we can ask

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for a fresh and filling of faith. Did you know, like seriously, the Bible says that faith is a

790
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gift. Yes. Sometimes we have it because we cultivate it because we read the word and

791
00:45:56.400 --> 00:46:02.960
we get to know the Lord, but it's also a gift given from heaven. So we can ask for more faith.

792
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We can ask for him to fill us in a fresh way to believe he's not going to be upset with us.

793
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He's not going to punish us. He never, he never corrected that man for saying that

794
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he just healed the daughter. Okay. So someone that's that someone really needs to get a hold

795
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of that tonight. Like he, he literally didn't, he didn't reprimand him. He didn't question him.

796
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He didn't yell at him. He just turned and like the daughter was healed. That was it.

797
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I mean, powerful, powerful stuff. So are you guys being hospitable to doubts?

798
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So what I mean by that is, you know, if you think about hospitality,

799
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you get your house ready. Some of you guys like me, you're getting ready for guests to come over

800
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to your house for Thanksgiving. You're getting it cleaned. You're getting food ready and you're

801
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getting all the things put together. You're being hospitable, preparing your home to invite the

802
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people in. Some of us do that with our doubts and our fears, but it's time to kick them out.

803
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Okay. It's time to get rid of that stuff and stop being hospitable to it. So you want to start to

804
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believe for yourself. So what I mean by that is come into full agreement and partner with it.

805
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The promises like you want to, okay, Lord, what is your promise to me? And if you don't know what

806
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his promises are to you, you know, again, if you don't hear God audibly or that still quiet,

807
00:47:31.760 --> 00:47:38.080
small voice inside y'all, his word has promises, promises, so many promises for us

808
00:47:38.800 --> 00:47:43.840
that you can read and you can start to partner with those. You know, one of them that, you know,

809
00:47:43.840 --> 00:47:48.320
a couple of years ago when I was in my process that really spoke to me, and I've probably said

810
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it on our sessions before, but that I would see the goodness of God in the land of the living.

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That is a promise for me. I love the Lord and I live according to his ways to the best of my

812
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ability. And it says when we do that, that we will see the goodness of God in the land of the

813
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living. I don't think I have to wait just to have, when I get to heaven to experience that

814
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he promised me that I could have that. So I claim that myself and I, I do my best to partner with

815
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that. I want that. I want it. I want to experience. I remember the first time, I mean, I'm,

816
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I'm a pretty happy person for the most part, but there, there was this time where I remember just

817
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like, you know, the Bible talks about joy, uh, unspeakable and full of glory. Well, I imagine

818
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that that feels different than just kind of coaxing ourselves to be joyful. Like it's a bubbling up

819
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out of us. Like it, it just, we just can't contain it because it just comes up out of us. Well, I

820
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want that. And I remember I started praying like, Lord, I want joy, unspeakable and full of glory.

821
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I want joy, please, Lord, give me joy and speak. And I'm not saying I always have it, but y'all

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I'm serious. There are times where I like, even tonight before I jumped on, we're playing a game.

823
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I'm just cracking up laughing. Like I just, there's this new found joy that he's given. And,

824
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and it's not, yes, having an amazing spirit may and having life be good is amazing. And that's

825
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a part of it. But y'all, this started happening before I found my spirit main where this,

826
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this laughter in this new life started birthing out of me. And I would have people say, like,

827
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I feel like God's going to flourish this area. And they just like, people would, didn't even know

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that I was in this heartwork stuff. So just know that stuff's going to happen to you too.

829
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All right. So we all have to choose what to believe. So what are you, who's reporter you

830
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want you going to believe? You know, the Bible talks about that. There's a song about an old

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school song. Here's a report. Will you believe? I don't remember what the other, but that's just

832
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what's coming. It's an old school. Y'all might know it, but like we can, we can believe the

833
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report of the enemy, or we can believe the report of the Lord. Which one do we want?

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Sorry, I'm seeing that I'm not sure on that, Christine. I'm sorry. I don't even know if

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I remember what that was about. I'll have to look back at that later. Um, all right.

836
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So you want to ask God to increase your faith and the next breakout we're going to go into.

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I want you guys to think about this a little bit. How many of you struggle with comparison

838
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traps? And what I mean by that is the enemy often tries to get you to compare yourself

839
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to other women, to compete with other people, to try to imitate other people because you

840
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just don't feel good enough on your own. Anybody else ever like see another woman and you automatically

841
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feel jealous or like angry or mad or like weird stuff that you don't even know why you

842
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think it and feel it. Yeah. That's the enemy trying to get you to be like in comparison,

843
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like you're not good enough. Y'all we can, we can walk around with this stuff or we can

844
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get rid of this stuff. One, one of the stories I I've kind of told that I feel like is super

845
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important is years ago, um, God told me I would minister to women. And I remember like

846
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just feeling the weight in a good way of that. Um, but like before that opportunity opened

847
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up, I used to, I remember, um, so vividly I was driving home and I had, there was a

848
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lot of traffic where I used to live in, in Lexington, Kentucky. And, um, it like literally

849
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never failed. There would be these really gorgeous women running with these perfect

850
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bodies. And I would just like, not even mean to, but I would just like think bad things

851
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like whatever, why are you running around like that? Like just weird stuff. Like, Oh,

852
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of course she's got the perfect boobs. You know, like just I'm being real. You all like,

853
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okay, somebody put this in the chat in the group too. And it made me just think of it,

854
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you know, the body shaming stuff. My brothers used to make fun of me because I didn't have

855
00:52:03.320 --> 00:52:08.040
big boobs when I was little. Well, they were my abusers. And so you want to know the thing,

856
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one of the things the enemy used to always make me super jealous about other women having

857
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big boobs. I didn't ever want to feel that way, but the enemy, like there was so much

858
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brokenness about my own body that the enemy was trying to come in through those broken areas and

859
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torment me and get me to hate on, like, not, I shouldn't say hate on, but like not think good

860
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things about women. And I remember like, it happened a couple of times. And then I would

861
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like realize what I was thinking about and be like, why was I thinking that? Like, Oh my God,

862
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like, and I would feel so bad. And it was like this guilt thing. Then eventually one day I

863
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realized, you know what, I'm going to stop this at the, at the door when it happens this time.

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And I remember seeing something similar and just, you know, the enemy came real quick and I was

865
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like, not, no, not today. And I started praying for that woman and I started blessing her and

866
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thanking God for making whatever part of her body that I thought was more perfect than mine.

867
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Cause that's how he does it y'all. But, you know, like owning that and being honest with myself

868
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about that gave me the ability to pray for them and break out of that. And then literally I just,

869
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I just, all, all women, I would start to compliment them. And I was gen, I mean,

870
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serious, genuine. I wasn't doing it to be fake. I was being genuine. So, okay, Lily, this is okay.

871
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You might not get, she makes a good point. You might not get jealous. You might feel sad.

872
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You might have all different kinds of emotions, but when we lean away from that and we start

873
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blessing them and thanking God for them and, you know, oh my gosh, that, you know, shirt looks so

874
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beautiful on you. I mean, even I, okay, I'm going to point out someone cause Audrey Mills, you keep

875
00:53:54.560 --> 00:53:59.920
standing out to me tonight. Like you're glowing, sweetie. You're glowing. God, you like, God is

876
00:53:59.920 --> 00:54:05.920
doing something really great in you. I can see it. And so I just want you to know God sees you

877
00:54:05.920 --> 00:54:10.240
and I could call out anybody on here, but I, for whatever reason, I just felt led that I needed to

878
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do that. You know, so we start owning it and we do the opposite. So not much longer after that,

879
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God opened the first door for me to start leading one group of women that turned into two that

880
00:54:26.160 --> 00:54:31.120
turned into three of the two before I knew it, it was a group and it was not in this community,

881
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but it was a group of almost 300 women. I had 25 to 30 leaders under my care.

882
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I don't, I don't know that that would have happened if I hadn't gotten ahold of that thing.

883
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Do you understand? Like, yes, I think God in his goodness would have still made a way,

884
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but like I had to be willing to crucify my flesh and crucify those old thoughts

885
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and get rid of that stuff. So some of you all yours might look totally different. Okay.

886
00:55:00.000 --> 00:55:06.400
might happen differently, you know, but it's there and it's real. And even, okay, thank

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you, Lord. I'm going to say this to the panic mode. As soon as you, some of you all start

888
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trying to date or try to like step into that new, the panic mode of like, you got to like

889
00:55:18.920 --> 00:55:24.360
make it happen. And you know, if somebody else happens to meet the same guy, like, no,

890
00:55:24.960 --> 00:55:31.760
don't have to do that. God is going to lead you to your spirit mate. He, he will lead

891
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you to them and he'll lead them to you and God will help you on that path. So you can

892
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lean into peace and you can choose to stay in peace and live that up instead. All right.

893
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So you're going to share in your breakout group. What is the way that you, you fall

894
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into comparison traps? Like what, what is the thing? Maybe it's not your body for you.

895
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Maybe it's, you know, someone else is smarter than you. They have a degree and you don't

896
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and you think you're not as qualified or whatever. I'm just trying to give you guys some ideas

897
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and why don't you share about that and your breakout with each other. In what ways does

898
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the enemy challenge the real you with this comparison? So is there any part of yourself

899
00:56:14.280 --> 00:56:19.040
that you don't show up as the real you, because you're always comparing yourself to someone

900
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else? That can be something you talk about too. All right. All righty. Oh, wait on. Shoot.

901
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I did not mean to do that. Sorry. Sorry. I'll hold on. I pushed the wrong button. All right.

902
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I'm going to recreate these, mix you up tonight a little bit. All right, here you go.

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All right, ladies, keep clicking to join. So Sarah and Tabitha that still need to join

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in. Andrea, are you guys having trouble? Okay. All right. Father, thank you so much

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for these ladies. God, thank you for those watching on Facebook. You can still chime

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in. I'll come and see comments here. I see you, Cassie. I see you saying it's good. Yes.

907
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Smarter than trap. So ladies that are watching on Facebook, if you want, you can put in here

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what your comparison trap is. All right. Hopefully I'm saying it right. If it's Casey or Cassie,

909
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I'm sorry if I'm saying it wrong. It's one of those. I'm blessing both. All right. She says

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her comparison trap is everyone around her being married or having a family. And then I compare

911
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myself and go into what's wrong with me. Yeah, that's so common. I want you to know that you're

912
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not alone in that. A lot of ladies struggle with that. A lot of men struggle with that. They just

913
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struggle with it in different ways. It might sound different when they express it. So Father,

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we just thank you. Excuse me. We just ask you to bless every one of these ladies with the truth

915
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that they are enough. That even if life looks different than their friends' lives or other

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people that they know, God, that they can lean into who you've created them to be. God, that

917
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they don't have to compare themselves. They don't have to feel like they have to keep up with the

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other people, God, because you're writing a special story just for them. God, I thank you that you

919
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would help them to lean into the truth that you have for them. That you would, you know, discard

920
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their hearts and their minds through Christ Jesus and help them to take an active role in that.

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God, we thank you that you would help them to hear what your spirit is saying about them in

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all situations. I also see Kimberly, smarter than trap. I'm in marketing. I compare myself

923
00:59:12.720 --> 00:59:18.480
constantly to the sales team. They are very smart and educated. I really feel, I feel really less

924
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than around them. Interesting, Kimberly, I used to work in sales and marketing. So I know how

925
00:59:26.320 --> 00:59:34.800
tough that can be too. And so Lord, we just ask you to bless Kimberly's perspective of her mind

926
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and her ability. God, we ask you just to come against any lies of the enemy that will cause

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her to compare herself to those on the sales team or any person that she would feel is

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very smart and educated and where she feels less than around them. But Lord, not only that, but I

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ask you to reveal any core areas inside of herself that might lead her to this less than.

930
01:00:00.000 --> 01:00:03.400
and posture in her heart, in her mind, in her spirit.

931
01:00:03.400 --> 01:00:07.000
God, reveal any lies that the enemy's feeding her

932
01:00:07.000 --> 01:00:09.160
and also reveal where they began.

933
01:00:09.160 --> 01:00:10.640
Like, where did that start for her

934
01:00:10.640 --> 01:00:13.840
that she felt less than in a situation?

935
01:00:13.840 --> 01:00:16.800
And then that grew into what she's currently experiencing

936
01:00:16.800 --> 01:00:20.440
in her today's, where we just ask you to bring healing

937
01:00:20.440 --> 01:00:21.560
to those places.

938
01:00:21.560 --> 01:00:24.520
We thank you, God, that even now you'll just begin

939
01:00:24.520 --> 01:00:26.440
to like remove that off of her.

940
01:00:26.440 --> 01:00:28.680
Like, even as I snapped, that that would just fall

941
01:00:28.680 --> 01:00:31.440
off of her and when she starts to be around the sales team,

942
01:00:31.440 --> 01:00:34.880
she's gonna start to hear your voice inside of her

943
01:00:34.880 --> 01:00:38.640
and in her ear and speaking truth and hope and life to her

944
01:00:38.640 --> 01:00:41.320
that she would lean into that more and more and more

945
01:00:41.320 --> 01:00:42.440
in the days ahead.

946
01:00:43.680 --> 01:00:47.200
Christina says, a comparison trap I had

947
01:00:47.200 --> 01:00:49.440
was I would see a beautiful woman and then think,

948
01:00:49.440 --> 01:00:53.040
oh, I'm sure she has men wanting her, but no one wants me.

949
01:00:53.040 --> 01:00:54.800
I used to believe that lie.

950
01:00:54.800 --> 01:00:59.040
Thank you for sharing, Christina and Cassie and Kimberly.

951
01:01:00.320 --> 01:01:05.160
Yes, Christina, we just encourage you just to see yourself

952
01:01:05.160 --> 01:01:07.960
as the beautiful woman that you are through God's eyes

953
01:01:07.960 --> 01:01:11.040
that you wouldn't compare yourself to other beautiful women.

954
01:01:12.080 --> 01:01:15.320
And actually that reminds me of something

955
01:01:15.320 --> 01:01:16.800
that I wanted to say.

956
01:01:19.040 --> 01:01:21.240
And I'll say it again when they come on live,

957
01:01:21.240 --> 01:01:24.560
but do you know that someone else's beauty

958
01:01:24.560 --> 01:01:28.040
does not take away from our own beauty?

959
01:01:28.040 --> 01:01:29.960
God created us all beautiful.

960
01:01:29.960 --> 01:01:33.560
He created us all fearfully and wonderfully made.

961
01:01:33.560 --> 01:01:36.440
And it's like, when we start leaning into that,

962
01:01:36.440 --> 01:01:38.200
like someone else can be beautiful

963
01:01:38.200 --> 01:01:40.840
and we can be just as beautiful.

964
01:01:40.840 --> 01:01:43.680
It's whether or not we believe that on the inside

965
01:01:43.680 --> 01:01:46.760
and we don't allow the enemy to torment us.

966
01:01:46.760 --> 01:01:49.840
And so asking the father to reveal,

967
01:01:50.400 --> 01:01:54.160
what is in the core of you that causes you to think

968
01:01:54.160 --> 01:01:56.640
you're not as beautiful as someone else?

969
01:01:56.640 --> 01:01:59.280
And again, I think it's okay for us to look at women

970
01:01:59.280 --> 01:02:01.200
and think, oh, that's a beautiful woman.

971
01:02:01.200 --> 01:02:04.400
But when we are in a posture of like,

972
01:02:04.400 --> 01:02:09.320
she's beautiful in abundance and not a deficit,

973
01:02:09.320 --> 01:02:11.400
I think that's key.

974
01:02:11.400 --> 01:02:15.640
So when we show up in life and we're around other women,

975
01:02:15.640 --> 01:02:19.080
we're around situations, when we show up with that deficit,

976
01:02:19.120 --> 01:02:20.720
that's when we can really,

977
01:02:20.720 --> 01:02:23.640
the enemy really comes in and messes with us.

978
01:02:23.640 --> 01:02:26.080
And so Lord, we just ask you to,

979
01:02:27.000 --> 01:02:28.760
I'm sorry, y'all, my voice is going in and out

980
01:02:28.760 --> 01:02:29.600
a little bit.

981
01:02:30.480 --> 01:02:33.080
We just ask you to bless Christina.

982
01:02:33.080 --> 01:02:35.160
And we ask you just so Lord to,

983
01:02:36.720 --> 01:02:38.680
right now, but even as she sleeps tonight,

984
01:02:38.680 --> 01:02:40.920
God, I pray that you would give her a dream,

985
01:02:42.440 --> 01:02:44.800
a dream of how beautiful she really is.

986
01:02:44.800 --> 01:02:46.240
Lord, help her to begin to see that

987
01:02:46.240 --> 01:02:48.160
even in the daytime hours.

988
01:02:48.160 --> 01:02:49.920
God, that she would start to look at herself

989
01:02:49.920 --> 01:02:50.760
through a new lens.

990
01:02:50.760 --> 01:02:55.680
So yes, Lord, I'm even hearing Christina,

991
01:02:55.680 --> 01:02:57.720
just what came up in my spirit is like,

992
01:02:58.720 --> 01:03:00.800
you know, when people go in for a cataract surgery,

993
01:03:00.800 --> 01:03:03.600
they actually have that cataract removed from their eye

994
01:03:03.600 --> 01:03:06.880
and that cataract blurs their vision.

995
01:03:06.880 --> 01:03:09.240
And just in the spirit realm that you have,

996
01:03:09.240 --> 01:03:11.080
you don't have cataracts in the physical,

997
01:03:11.080 --> 01:03:12.640
but in the spirit realm,

998
01:03:12.640 --> 01:03:15.200
you've had kind of like this film of your eyes

999
01:03:15.200 --> 01:03:19.200
that causes you to see yourself like in a wrong way

1000
01:03:19.200 --> 01:03:22.320
because you emanate beauty and you are fearfully

1001
01:03:22.320 --> 01:03:25.920
and beautifully and wonderfully made.

1002
01:03:25.920 --> 01:03:28.160
And God is going to start to help you

1003
01:03:28.160 --> 01:03:30.960
like see that differently, see yourself differently.

1004
01:03:30.960 --> 01:03:34.520
He's gonna remove those spiritual cataracts, if you will.

1005
01:03:34.520 --> 01:03:36.520
And so we just thank you for that in advance.

1006
01:03:36.520 --> 01:03:38.680
And we just bless Christina.

1007
01:03:38.680 --> 01:03:41.120
And thank you for sharing ladies.

1008
01:03:41.120 --> 01:03:42.080
That's huge.

1009
01:03:42.080 --> 01:03:44.720
I love seeing these takeaways and the ladies sharing

1010
01:03:45.240 --> 01:03:46.400
in the Facebook comments,

1011
01:03:46.400 --> 01:03:47.960
in addition to the people that are chatting

1012
01:03:47.960 --> 01:03:48.800
in the breakouts.

1013
01:03:48.800 --> 01:03:50.680
This is how we make community happen.

1014
01:03:50.680 --> 01:03:52.960
Even when we can't be here on the lives,

1015
01:03:52.960 --> 01:03:55.720
you guys can still get massive breakthrough.

1016
01:03:55.720 --> 01:03:57.280
If you're watching this on the replay,

1017
01:03:57.280 --> 01:04:00.040
just know, like lean into this, you know,

1018
01:04:00.040 --> 01:04:02.960
come back and even share in the comments of these videos

1019
01:04:02.960 --> 01:04:06.840
and let us hear what is God speaking to you in these areas.

1020
01:04:06.840 --> 01:04:09.360
And we will comment and engage with you

1021
01:04:09.360 --> 01:04:11.680
and believe with you as well.

1022
01:04:11.680 --> 01:04:13.200
Welcome back ladies.

1023
01:04:15.720 --> 01:04:17.520
Yes, Lord.

1024
01:04:17.520 --> 01:04:18.360
All right.

1025
01:04:18.360 --> 01:04:19.200
Welcome back.

1026
01:04:19.200 --> 01:04:20.040
Welcome back.

1027
01:04:24.840 --> 01:04:27.040
Almost have everybody.

1028
01:04:27.040 --> 01:04:28.520
Gotta wait just a little bit.

1029
01:04:30.840 --> 01:04:32.120
Okay, Debbie, that's okay.

1030
01:04:32.120 --> 01:04:34.760
Yeah, I think some people are having internet issues tonight.

1031
01:04:34.760 --> 01:04:37.240
It's okay if you guys start to be really spotty

1032
01:04:37.240 --> 01:04:40.680
and it makes it hard for you to be in here.

1033
01:04:40.680 --> 01:04:43.680
You guys can definitely watch on the Facebook.

1034
01:04:43.800 --> 01:04:45.960
It's always okay for y'all to watch on the Facebook.

1035
01:04:45.960 --> 01:04:47.560
It's just, you can't join the breakouts

1036
01:04:47.560 --> 01:04:49.320
if you're on Facebook, that's all.

1037
01:04:49.320 --> 01:04:50.240
All right, let's see.

1038
01:04:50.240 --> 01:04:51.240
Do we have everyone back?

1039
01:04:51.240 --> 01:04:53.640
We're still waiting for some people, I think.

1040
01:04:53.640 --> 01:04:54.480
Here they come.

1041
01:04:55.720 --> 01:04:56.680
All right, all right.

1042
01:04:56.680 --> 01:04:57.520
Welcome back.

1043
01:04:57.520 --> 01:04:58.360
Welcome back.

1044
01:04:59.680 --> 01:05:00.520
Doesn't even.

1045
01:05:00.000 --> 01:05:01.440
and feel good, more free.

1046
01:05:01.440 --> 01:05:02.920
You guys just getting this stuff out

1047
01:05:02.920 --> 01:05:03.940
and talking to each other.

1048
01:05:03.940 --> 01:05:04.780
I hope it does.

1049
01:05:04.780 --> 01:05:07.040
I feel good talking to you all about it.

1050
01:05:07.040 --> 01:05:09.520
So I hope you all feel good releasing this stuff

1051
01:05:09.520 --> 01:05:10.760
and letting God work in you.

1052
01:05:10.760 --> 01:05:12.400
Who is willing to share?

1053
01:05:12.400 --> 01:05:15.400
Oh, one thing I want to share before you start to share.

1054
01:05:15.400 --> 01:05:16.940
I promise I won't share long.

1055
01:05:16.940 --> 01:05:20.120
This came up on someone's comment on the Facebook.

1056
01:05:20.120 --> 01:05:21.040
It made me think about it.

1057
01:05:21.040 --> 01:05:23.480
I wanted to say before you all went in.

1058
01:05:23.480 --> 01:05:24.960
This is the reality.

1059
01:05:25.960 --> 01:05:29.760
Someone else's beauty does not diminish our own beauty.

1060
01:05:31.040 --> 01:05:33.520
If we believe that it does,

1061
01:05:33.520 --> 01:05:36.240
there's some kind of deficit inside of us.

1062
01:05:36.240 --> 01:05:37.120
And what I mean by that,

1063
01:05:37.120 --> 01:05:39.880
there's something that needs healed in us.

1064
01:05:39.880 --> 01:05:43.400
So we're looking at ourselves through a lens of deficit

1065
01:05:43.400 --> 01:05:46.360
versus abundance and overflow.

1066
01:05:46.360 --> 01:05:49.960
And so anytime we show up in anywhere,

1067
01:05:49.960 --> 01:05:52.600
we're looking at ourselves through the lens of,

1068
01:05:52.640 --> 01:05:55.160
I'm not as good as someone else.

1069
01:05:55.160 --> 01:05:59.680
Or if someone else is beautiful, I'm not.

1070
01:05:59.680 --> 01:06:01.580
And that is not truth.

1071
01:06:04.080 --> 01:06:06.280
Can you all just kind of soak in that for a minute?

1072
01:06:06.280 --> 01:06:10.500
Like each one of you are beautiful.

1073
01:06:10.500 --> 01:06:12.900
Like God didn't mess up.

1074
01:06:16.600 --> 01:06:18.040
Yeah, I feel Holy Spirit on that.

1075
01:06:18.040 --> 01:06:19.180
He didn't mess up.

1076
01:06:20.020 --> 01:06:25.020
He didn't say, let me form my beautiful daughter, Deborah.

1077
01:06:25.260 --> 01:06:28.100
And then, oops, I made a mistake.

1078
01:06:28.100 --> 01:06:30.100
Nope, he did not.

1079
01:06:30.100 --> 01:06:33.820
He said, I made her fearfully and wonderfully made.

1080
01:06:33.820 --> 01:06:36.340
Oh, Deborah, I'm so excited

1081
01:06:36.340 --> 01:06:38.860
about these amazing gifts I put in her.

1082
01:06:38.860 --> 01:06:41.180
I can't wait to see her live these things out.

1083
01:06:41.180 --> 01:06:44.580
Like he's excited about the way he created you.

1084
01:06:44.580 --> 01:06:49.260
He's excited to see you live into the fullness

1085
01:06:49.260 --> 01:06:51.820
of like your splendor.

1086
01:06:52.940 --> 01:06:56.300
Proverbs 31, you know, the church misuses that

1087
01:06:56.300 --> 01:06:59.240
even though it's an amazing chapter, it is.

1088
01:07:01.360 --> 01:07:03.900
But the church lords that over people too.

1089
01:07:05.820 --> 01:07:08.300
Yes, your worth is far above Ruby's.

1090
01:07:08.300 --> 01:07:10.300
And that is the truth of what God said.

1091
01:07:11.600 --> 01:07:14.340
But you don't have to lean into striving.

1092
01:07:15.100 --> 01:07:18.900
Yes, do the next best thing, but like your beauty is there.

1093
01:07:18.900 --> 01:07:20.460
Lean into it.

1094
01:07:20.460 --> 01:07:21.380
All right.

1095
01:07:21.380 --> 01:07:23.060
Okay, awesome.

1096
01:07:23.900 --> 01:07:24.740
All right.

1097
01:07:24.740 --> 01:07:26.980
Yes, when you shine, it changes your features.

1098
01:07:26.980 --> 01:07:27.820
It surely does.

1099
01:07:27.820 --> 01:07:28.660
Crystal, go ahead.

1100
01:07:28.660 --> 01:07:30.580
I would love to hear what you have to say.

1101
01:07:32.220 --> 01:07:34.660
Don't mind, I will make clicks if someone else can share.

1102
01:07:34.660 --> 01:07:38.020
But as soon as you said that last line before we broke out,

1103
01:07:38.020 --> 01:07:42.060
it made me realize I compare myself to my sister.

1104
01:07:42.060 --> 01:07:46.380
She is 10 years older than me and I love her to death,

1105
01:07:46.380 --> 01:07:51.060
but she gets special treatment in my family.

1106
01:07:51.060 --> 01:07:53.940
And I hate to say that, but it's very true.

1107
01:07:54.940 --> 01:07:58.460
So often it hinders me from like going home

1108
01:07:58.460 --> 01:07:59.780
unless she's going to go home

1109
01:07:59.780 --> 01:08:04.060
because the welcome committee is the same

1110
01:08:04.060 --> 01:08:06.720
when I go home and visit is when she does.

1111
01:08:06.720 --> 01:08:11.100
And I very much compare my presence in my family

1112
01:08:11.100 --> 01:08:12.900
to her presence in my family,

1113
01:08:12.900 --> 01:08:16.020
which is hurtful because she is my best friend

1114
01:08:16.020 --> 01:08:20.260
and I love her so very much and I'm so grateful for her.

1115
01:08:20.260 --> 01:08:24.340
But I, yeah, that's my comparison trap right there.

1116
01:08:26.460 --> 01:08:27.939
So I'm so glad that you shared.

1117
01:08:27.939 --> 01:08:29.300
This is huge, you all.

1118
01:08:29.300 --> 01:08:32.840
Okay, how many can relate to Crystal

1119
01:08:32.840 --> 01:08:36.060
that you compare yourself to a sister or a sibling

1120
01:08:36.060 --> 01:08:38.660
and maybe you feel like that sibling gets special treatment?

1121
01:08:38.660 --> 01:08:40.380
Anybody else?

1122
01:08:40.380 --> 01:08:41.220
Let me see you.

1123
01:08:43.380 --> 01:08:45.420
All right, a couple of you here.

1124
01:08:45.420 --> 01:08:47.140
Awesome.

1125
01:08:47.140 --> 01:08:49.020
All right, you all can put your hands back down.

1126
01:08:49.020 --> 01:08:50.660
So I want to speak into that for a moment

1127
01:08:50.660 --> 01:08:52.460
because this is really important.

1128
01:08:53.819 --> 01:08:56.140
I'm not saying it's not true and it does happen.

1129
01:08:56.140 --> 01:08:59.100
Unfortunately, it does happen in a lot of families,

1130
01:08:59.100 --> 01:09:03.939
but the thing is, is like the enemy is creating that fissure

1131
01:09:03.939 --> 01:09:06.380
and he's trying to, you know, when a fissure starts,

1132
01:09:06.380 --> 01:09:07.740
like, let's just imagine this.

1133
01:09:07.740 --> 01:09:09.740
It's kind of like this, okay?

1134
01:09:09.779 --> 01:09:10.779
And they all look different,

1135
01:09:10.779 --> 01:09:13.300
but I'm just, for tonight's purposes.

1136
01:09:13.300 --> 01:09:15.420
And then when something else happens,

1137
01:09:15.420 --> 01:09:17.779
it cracks it more and it cracks it more.

1138
01:09:17.779 --> 01:09:19.899
Every time the enemy comes in

1139
01:09:19.899 --> 01:09:22.859
and he's attacking that same area and is attacking,

1140
01:09:22.859 --> 01:09:26.580
he's trying to just literally create this divide

1141
01:09:26.580 --> 01:09:31.240
that it's gonna feel like so hard to get back to this.

1142
01:09:32.420 --> 01:09:35.060
But I can tell you that God can supernaturally

1143
01:09:35.060 --> 01:09:37.979
take something where there's all this division,

1144
01:09:37.979 --> 01:09:41.460
even in a family where another sibling is favored

1145
01:09:41.460 --> 01:09:43.620
and he can start to create this.

1146
01:09:43.620 --> 01:09:46.140
I'm not saying it's possible in every family

1147
01:09:46.140 --> 01:09:48.060
and some of us will not experience that

1148
01:09:48.060 --> 01:09:49.500
in this side of heaven,

1149
01:09:49.500 --> 01:09:51.979
but we can absolutely do our best to show up

1150
01:09:51.979 --> 01:09:55.100
and believe for that on this side of heaven, right?

1151
01:09:55.100 --> 01:09:57.620
And if you have a toxic family,

1152
01:09:57.620 --> 01:10:00.220
again, anytime we do these lives, ladies,

1153
01:10:00.000 --> 01:10:04.000
I'm not telling you that you have to go and be around toxic people.

1154
01:10:04.000 --> 01:10:07.000
Boundaries are there and needed for a reason.

1155
01:10:07.000 --> 01:10:11.000
I'm talking about if God is bringing reconciliation, healing,

1156
01:10:11.000 --> 01:10:16.000
and he's leading you to do things that go in that direction,

1157
01:10:16.000 --> 01:10:18.000
then that's the things that we should invest in.

1158
01:10:18.000 --> 01:10:20.000
But yeah, so many times.

1159
01:10:20.000 --> 01:10:27.000
So I would encourage you or anyone else that struggles with comparison

1160
01:10:27.000 --> 01:10:32.000
is to ask the Lord to reveal the first time that happened.

1161
01:10:32.000 --> 01:10:34.000
Because again, it's just like any other heartwork session.

1162
01:10:34.000 --> 01:10:36.000
Like we have to go back to the root.

1163
01:10:36.000 --> 01:10:38.000
Like, and again, we don't dig.

1164
01:10:38.000 --> 01:10:41.000
We ask the Lord to reveal it for healing.

1165
01:10:41.000 --> 01:10:44.000
And maybe the first memory that's revealed, I'm just making this up,

1166
01:10:44.000 --> 01:10:46.000
is at 15.

1167
01:10:46.000 --> 01:10:49.000
And then you process that with your revealing for healing cycle.

1168
01:10:49.000 --> 01:10:53.000
If you're not that far in the course yet, you'll get there.

1169
01:10:53.000 --> 01:10:56.000
But that revealing for healing cycle and you process that with the Lord

1170
01:10:56.000 --> 01:11:01.000
and then if you're still struggling with that same thing, ask the Lord,

1171
01:11:01.000 --> 01:11:05.000
is there any other memory that I don't remember that I need to remember?

1172
01:11:05.000 --> 01:11:08.000
And he might reveal something earlier on.

1173
01:11:08.000 --> 01:11:12.000
It takes time, ladies, and process, but it will be worth it.

1174
01:11:12.000 --> 01:11:14.000
Thank you, Crystal, for sharing that.

1175
01:11:14.000 --> 01:11:16.000
Jamie, go ahead.

1176
01:11:16.000 --> 01:11:22.000
Hi.

1177
01:11:22.000 --> 01:11:26.000
I shared that I think my comparison comes when I feel like I should be

1178
01:11:26.000 --> 01:11:28.000
farther along for my age.

1179
01:11:28.000 --> 01:11:31.000
Like there are some things that I have gotten to do,

1180
01:11:31.000 --> 01:11:35.000
but I feel like earlier in my life I was striving and moving and things

1181
01:11:35.000 --> 01:11:39.000
were going and then now I feel like I've kind of hit this standstill where

1182
01:11:39.000 --> 01:11:44.000
the things that I wanted to see happen, I can't seem to get to.

1183
01:11:44.000 --> 01:11:48.000
So when I see people around me that have reached those things,

1184
01:11:48.000 --> 01:11:52.000
I keep that's where my, oh, I can't wait till I get to that point

1185
01:11:52.000 --> 01:11:56.000
or have that thing or whatever the case may be.

1186
01:11:56.000 --> 01:11:58.000
Yeah, that's so good.

1187
01:11:58.000 --> 01:12:01.000
Let's see if I can tell if I remember if I muted myself.

1188
01:12:01.000 --> 01:12:04.000
I think here, too, I said this on another session,

1189
01:12:04.000 --> 01:12:07.000
but I'm going to say it again tonight because it's making me think of it.

1190
01:12:07.000 --> 01:12:11.000
We shouldn't should on anybody, including ourselves.

1191
01:12:11.000 --> 01:12:13.000
I know that I think it's so funny.

1192
01:12:13.000 --> 01:12:17.000
But like, seriously, you know, I,

1193
01:12:17.000 --> 01:12:20.000
and I understand it because I've done it to myself too.

1194
01:12:20.000 --> 01:12:26.000
Like it's this, I needed to be at this place at this time in my life to feel

1195
01:12:26.000 --> 01:12:28.000
successful.

1196
01:12:28.000 --> 01:12:29.000
Y'all I mean, seriously,

1197
01:12:29.000 --> 01:12:34.000
all my friends have kids and they're grown up and they're graduating and I

1198
01:12:34.000 --> 01:12:37.000
haven't had a baby yet for sure.

1199
01:12:37.000 --> 01:12:39.000
I've, I've dealt with that,

1200
01:12:39.000 --> 01:12:43.000
like I'm just in this place now that I'm just like, well, Lord,

1201
01:12:43.000 --> 01:12:47.000
I think you'll bring new friends into my life that are having babies and I'll

1202
01:12:47.000 --> 01:12:51.000
have a new tribe to raise my babies with, you know, it's, it's,

1203
01:12:51.000 --> 01:12:55.000
and I'm not saying I don't, I haven't had to deal with that stuff,

1204
01:12:55.000 --> 01:12:58.000
but I just try to like get a new perspective.

1205
01:12:58.000 --> 01:13:00.000
Like the new, it might,

1206
01:13:00.000 --> 01:13:03.000
my story might not have all worked out the way I wanted it to.

1207
01:13:03.000 --> 01:13:07.000
And it had a lot of bumps in it. But now when I look back, seriously,

1208
01:13:07.000 --> 01:13:12.000
like, like being with Brian, like, I, I, I'm so grateful.

1209
01:13:12.000 --> 01:13:14.000
I'm so grateful that I'm where I'm at.

1210
01:13:14.000 --> 01:13:18.000
And then I get to share my life with the person I'm sharing it with.

1211
01:13:18.000 --> 01:13:23.000
And so I couldn't see that five, 10 years ago, whatever,

1212
01:13:23.000 --> 01:13:25.000
but I see it now.

1213
01:13:25.000 --> 01:13:28.000
And I know in part and see in part in the future.

1214
01:13:28.000 --> 01:13:31.000
And so if we'll let go of the,

1215
01:13:31.000 --> 01:13:34.000
I should be farther along and say, Lord,

1216
01:13:34.000 --> 01:13:35.000
thank you for where I am.

1217
01:13:35.000 --> 01:13:38.000
And thank you that you're not finished with me yet.

1218
01:13:38.000 --> 01:13:42.000
Thank you that you have really incredible ways to,

1219
01:13:42.000 --> 01:13:46.000
like basically he gets back time for us.

1220
01:13:46.000 --> 01:13:50.000
Like so many times we feel like, man, a lot like that one relationship.

1221
01:13:50.000 --> 01:13:53.000
I was in with like my spiritual daughter's dad. I felt, man,

1222
01:13:53.000 --> 01:13:57.000
I lost six years of my life on that guy. What the heck was I thinking?

1223
01:13:57.000 --> 01:14:01.000
And yes, that was not a good choice.

1224
01:14:02.000 --> 01:14:06.000
And I did, I stayed for six years. I still, sometimes I'm like, Oh,

1225
01:14:06.000 --> 01:14:11.000
can't believe I did that. But man,

1226
01:14:11.000 --> 01:14:15.000
I learned so much that I can now share with you all.

1227
01:14:15.000 --> 01:14:18.000
I'm not saying that was God wanted me to go through that pain.

1228
01:14:18.000 --> 01:14:20.000
I chose,

1229
01:14:20.000 --> 01:14:24.000
but God is using it and working it all together for good.

1230
01:14:24.000 --> 01:14:27.000
And you know what? I,

1231
01:14:28.000 --> 01:14:32.000
I feel like God is giving me time back like a lot lately.

1232
01:14:32.000 --> 01:14:36.000
Like it's just this accelerated process right now that's happening.

1233
01:14:36.000 --> 01:14:37.000
And so just know,

1234
01:14:37.000 --> 01:14:42.000
like God has so many ways to get that

1235
01:14:42.000 --> 01:14:45.000
stuff back. And again, it might not look exactly the way we thought,

1236
01:14:45.000 --> 01:14:50.000
but that doesn't mean it's not going to be great when we enjoy it. Okay.

1237
01:14:50.000 --> 01:14:55.000
Is that good? Everyone understand, but it's like, again, it's like, okay,

1238
01:14:55.000 --> 01:15:00.000
what we're inside of myself. Do I still believe I'm not measuring?

1239
01:15:00.000 --> 01:15:06.240
bring up in some way? And what lies are feeding that? Yes, God

1240
01:15:06.240 --> 01:15:09.720
is so good. God is so good, y'all. Italia, is that how you

1241
01:15:09.720 --> 01:15:13.200
say it? Okay, awesome. Go ahead.

1242
01:15:14.560 --> 01:15:17.160
I think I compare myself and lately, I haven't compared

1243
01:15:17.160 --> 01:15:20.040
myself as much because I've been off of social medias, except

1244
01:15:20.040 --> 01:15:24.240
Facebook, of course. But I think I compare myself the most when

1245
01:15:25.240 --> 01:15:28.840
in areas that I feel flawed. So let's say like when I'm like

1246
01:15:28.840 --> 01:15:31.560
feeling like I'm overweight, I start to look at people that

1247
01:15:31.560 --> 01:15:36.040
like can eat anything and not gain a pound and say like, wow.

1248
01:15:36.800 --> 01:15:39.600
Or like, like something I've struggled with this year is like

1249
01:15:39.640 --> 01:15:44.200
acne. So like there's people out there, you know, I'm like using

1250
01:15:44.200 --> 01:15:46.960
a new product every three weeks. There's people out there that

1251
01:15:47.000 --> 01:15:50.840
literally uses soap and water and I'm like, just like really?

1252
01:15:51.800 --> 01:15:54.840
So I think that's when I compare myself and start to feel that,

1253
01:15:55.280 --> 01:15:59.160
you know, maybe like jealousy or something that comes to the

1254
01:15:59.160 --> 01:16:00.000
surface.

1255
01:16:01.480 --> 01:16:05.200
So good, y'all. I love all these different shares the complexity

1256
01:16:05.200 --> 01:16:08.880
each person is bringing here. How many I kind of chuckled when

1257
01:16:08.880 --> 01:16:11.880
you were sharing not because I'm laughing at you because I've

1258
01:16:11.880 --> 01:16:15.200
been doing some of the stuff you were saying. Even tonight, I'm

1259
01:16:15.200 --> 01:16:18.600
like, whoa, I'm like looking a little greasy on this thing

1260
01:16:18.600 --> 01:16:22.920
here. And I'm sweating in this room. That's why but I'm kind of

1261
01:16:22.920 --> 01:16:25.760
being silly right now a little bit too. But when you said the

1262
01:16:25.760 --> 01:16:29.600
thing about when you're gaining weight, and you're looking at

1263
01:16:29.600 --> 01:16:32.200
people and they're eating all kinds of food, and they're like

1264
01:16:32.200 --> 01:16:36.560
staying skinny, and you're like, what, you know, so I think we

1265
01:16:36.560 --> 01:16:39.920
can all relate to some degree there, like the comparisons in

1266
01:16:39.920 --> 01:16:43.920
the way the enemy, again, if you think about this, ladies, how

1267
01:16:43.920 --> 01:16:48.320
many times like, does the enemy get us so focused in a negative

1268
01:16:48.320 --> 01:16:52.400
way on ourself? And then it literally it leads into that

1269
01:16:52.400 --> 01:16:55.280
inaction that leads to uncertainty that leads to

1270
01:16:55.280 --> 01:17:00.120
doubt. And so we want to shift out of that. Like, Lord, thank

1271
01:17:00.120 --> 01:17:05.080
you for my skin. And I know it's again, okay, I'm going to kind

1272
01:17:05.080 --> 01:17:09.320
of bring this full circle. Y'all I remember the one day when God

1273
01:17:09.320 --> 01:17:11.560
started telling me like when I was struggling about the whole

1274
01:17:11.560 --> 01:17:14.960
boob thing. And I know this resonates with some people

1275
01:17:14.960 --> 01:17:18.640
because like, everybody's got like, my one spiritual daughter

1276
01:17:18.640 --> 01:17:22.880
is very busty, and she is embarrassed and hides them and

1277
01:17:23.160 --> 01:17:26.200
all this stuff. And then, you know, I struggled my whole life

1278
01:17:26.200 --> 01:17:29.680
with having not very many and feeling like, well, this isn't

1279
01:17:29.680 --> 01:17:33.800
fun. You know, all these things. But I remember when when the

1280
01:17:33.800 --> 01:17:38.400
Lord led me to start like, just God, thank you for the way you

1281
01:17:38.400 --> 01:17:41.120
made me. And I'll just lay hands on myself. I'm not I'm not

1282
01:17:41.120 --> 01:17:43.760
kidding, y'all. Thank you for my boobs. Thank you for the way you

1283
01:17:43.760 --> 01:17:48.520
made me thank you that I am. I'm the way you wanted me to be. And

1284
01:17:48.520 --> 01:17:51.400
I know that's might sound so silly, but like sometimes y'all

1285
01:17:51.400 --> 01:17:54.640
we just that's what we just need to slow down and thank him.

1286
01:17:56.240 --> 01:18:00.480
That we're alive that we, you know, are, we have skin and, and

1287
01:18:00.480 --> 01:18:04.320
we have arms and we have legs and we, we, you know, have the

1288
01:18:04.320 --> 01:18:07.240
ability to try to lose weight, sometimes we maybe that's

1289
01:18:07.240 --> 01:18:11.360
exercise, or we have enough food to eat, you know, whatever, you

1290
01:18:11.360 --> 01:18:14.200
know, that whole shifting into gratitude, y'all, when we

1291
01:18:14.200 --> 01:18:17.560
shifted into gratitude and Thanksgiving, guess what can't

1292
01:18:17.560 --> 01:18:21.920
stay there. Doubt and insecurity and unbelief and all

1293
01:18:21.920 --> 01:18:25.880
the negative things, they will start to just dissipate, they

1294
01:18:25.880 --> 01:18:29.480
will, they will start to leave, and you'll have more space and

1295
01:18:29.480 --> 01:18:32.720
peace. And so if you if the enemy is attacking you about

1296
01:18:32.720 --> 01:18:37.080
your appearance a lot, you know, maybe like maybe you are like me

1297
01:18:37.080 --> 01:18:40.840
and you gain gain weight a lot on your legs or your butt or

1298
01:18:40.840 --> 01:18:44.640
whatever, like seriously, Lord, thank you so much for my legs.

1299
01:18:44.920 --> 01:18:48.080
Thank you, God that they get me around. I'm serious. Y'all I'm

1300
01:18:48.080 --> 01:18:50.920
speaking to myself, I'm about to teach on body shame tomorrow

1301
01:18:50.920 --> 01:18:53.240
night. So I'm practicing, I'm getting some practice in

1302
01:18:53.240 --> 01:18:56.880
tonight. But like, for real, these are things we need to do.

1303
01:18:56.920 --> 01:19:00.880
These are the ways that we can overcome these insecurities and

1304
01:19:00.880 --> 01:19:05.080
the way that we really shame our ourselves and shame who we are.

1305
01:19:06.080 --> 01:19:10.160
So, Beth, go ahead. And then I'm going to shift you guys into the

1306
01:19:10.160 --> 01:19:11.960
last breakout before we close tonight.

1307
01:19:12.960 --> 01:19:16.080
Okay, so real quick, just another perspective, although

1308
01:19:16.080 --> 01:19:20.840
yes, I do often compare myself appearance wise with other

1309
01:19:21.480 --> 01:19:25.880
women. I'm having three kids and I don't look the way that I did

1310
01:19:25.880 --> 01:19:29.880
when I was 120 pounds in high school. I just I just don't

1311
01:19:29.880 --> 01:19:33.920
anymore. And, you know, I kind of try and do the same thing,

1312
01:19:33.920 --> 01:19:37.760
which is like, okay, yeah, like I have, you know, I carry more

1313
01:19:37.760 --> 01:19:40.480
weight in certain areas of my body, but that's because I've

1314
01:19:40.760 --> 01:19:44.040
grown humans, three of them, you know, I've grown them from

1315
01:19:44.040 --> 01:19:48.360
nothing, basically. And, and that kind of thing. But one of

1316
01:19:48.360 --> 01:19:52.240
the things that I shared in the breakout was that I feel like as

1317
01:19:52.240 --> 01:19:58.120
I've gotten older, I compare myself more to how other people,

1318
01:19:59.280 --> 01:19:59.920
I guess,

1319
01:20:00.000 --> 01:20:04.240
present themselves as having it all together, and I do not.

1320
01:20:04.240 --> 01:20:06.880
So, you know, one of the things I said was,

1321
01:20:06.880 --> 01:20:10.720
I see a lot of times other moms that I compare myself to

1322
01:20:10.720 --> 01:20:13.440
that their kids are all, you know, on time for school

1323
01:20:13.440 --> 01:20:15.480
and their hair is always brushed

1324
01:20:15.480 --> 01:20:17.160
and they've got these healthy lunches

1325
01:20:17.160 --> 01:20:19.240
and my kids are like rolling in a minute

1326
01:20:19.240 --> 01:20:22.400
after the bell rings and my middle one

1327
01:20:22.400 --> 01:20:24.520
hasn't let me brush her hair for like three days

1328
01:20:24.520 --> 01:20:25.840
and it looks kind of crazy.

1329
01:20:25.840 --> 01:20:28.280
And they've got Cheez-Its and fruit roll-ups

1330
01:20:28.280 --> 01:20:30.200
and all kinds of other stuff in their lunch

1331
01:20:30.200 --> 01:20:32.600
that like isn't super healthy.

1332
01:20:32.600 --> 01:20:36.920
But, you know, like, and I told the person

1333
01:20:36.920 --> 01:20:38.640
that I was in the breakout room with was like,

1334
01:20:38.640 --> 01:20:41.800
I am consciously trying to remind myself now,

1335
01:20:41.800 --> 01:20:45.560
like, yeah, my kids don't have like these super healthy foods

1336
01:20:45.560 --> 01:20:47.240
and they don't always have cut vegetables,

1337
01:20:47.240 --> 01:20:48.440
but they have food.

1338
01:20:48.440 --> 01:20:51.840
And, you know, like my kid's hair is kind of crazy today

1339
01:20:51.840 --> 01:20:53.960
and maybe she's wearing the same clothes as yesterday,

1340
01:20:53.960 --> 01:20:58.240
but she has clothes and they don't all have holes in them.

1341
01:20:59.200 --> 01:21:01.440
And I've got piles of laundry, but at least it's clean

1342
01:21:01.440 --> 01:21:05.360
and we have laundry to fold and I have a means to wash it.

1343
01:21:05.360 --> 01:21:07.840
And, you know, my house is messy,

1344
01:21:07.840 --> 01:21:10.720
but that's because I've got kids that live here

1345
01:21:10.720 --> 01:21:13.520
that have toys and things and we do crafts

1346
01:21:13.520 --> 01:21:14.680
and I've got dogs.

1347
01:21:14.680 --> 01:21:18.480
And when I was in the breakout room,

1348
01:21:18.480 --> 01:21:20.880
my youngest one was fussing in the back of the car.

1349
01:21:20.880 --> 01:21:22.840
And I said, you know, like, even when my kid is fussing,

1350
01:21:22.840 --> 01:21:26.040
I know several friends that can't have kids.

1351
01:21:26.040 --> 01:21:28.720
And so trying to turn everything that I feel

1352
01:21:28.720 --> 01:21:31.040
is like a burden to me or a stressor for me

1353
01:21:31.040 --> 01:21:35.920
that I use to compare with other people into a blessing

1354
01:21:35.920 --> 01:21:39.560
instead of viewing it as a negative thing.

1355
01:21:39.560 --> 01:21:41.360
Yes, so good.

1356
01:21:41.360 --> 01:21:43.760
And just so you know, ladies are saying

1357
01:21:43.760 --> 01:21:45.760
they can relate to you.

1358
01:21:45.760 --> 01:21:49.440
You sound like a fun mom, you're being awesome.

1359
01:21:49.440 --> 01:21:53.520
You know, so I just wanted you to hear, you know,

1360
01:21:53.520 --> 01:21:55.960
that God is supporting you through your sisters tonight

1361
01:21:56.960 --> 01:21:59.040
so keep it up, y'all.

1362
01:21:59.040 --> 01:22:00.440
I mean, this is good stuff.

1363
01:22:01.880 --> 01:22:04.080
Thank you so much for sharing that.

1364
01:22:04.080 --> 01:22:06.200
You know, the other thing in this,

1365
01:22:06.200 --> 01:22:09.040
what she said is other people have it all together.

1366
01:22:09.040 --> 01:22:11.720
That's what the enemy torments her with.

1367
01:22:11.720 --> 01:22:13.640
And this can show up in a lot of different ways too.

1368
01:22:13.640 --> 01:22:16.160
I love that you shared from the parenting perspective

1369
01:22:16.160 --> 01:22:18.360
because I think that's so important.

1370
01:22:20.000 --> 01:22:21.920
Let's just breathe, ladies.

1371
01:22:21.920 --> 01:22:24.040
Let's just be where we are.

1372
01:22:24.920 --> 01:22:29.920
You are becoming, we are all becoming

1373
01:22:29.960 --> 01:22:32.080
who we're gonna be tomorrow.

1374
01:22:32.080 --> 01:22:34.760
So maybe tonight you need to give yourself

1375
01:22:34.760 --> 01:22:36.080
some grace in an area.

1376
01:22:36.960 --> 01:22:39.640
Maybe tonight you need to give some grace.

1377
01:22:39.640 --> 01:22:42.840
Okay, I gotta hustle and get this last breakout in.

1378
01:22:42.840 --> 01:22:44.800
We're gonna shift you for this last breakout

1379
01:22:44.800 --> 01:22:49.600
from victim into victor, okay?

1380
01:22:50.600 --> 01:22:53.000
You wanna shift from waving the banner

1381
01:22:53.000 --> 01:22:55.960
of victim, victim, victim, I'm the victim,

1382
01:22:55.960 --> 01:22:58.720
to waving your banner of victory.

1383
01:22:58.720 --> 01:23:01.720
Some of you guys really need to step into victory tonight.

1384
01:23:02.840 --> 01:23:04.400
You know, and if you're not quite there,

1385
01:23:04.400 --> 01:23:06.120
I'm gonna encourage you to ask the Lord

1386
01:23:06.120 --> 01:23:08.120
to help you to get there.

1387
01:23:08.120 --> 01:23:10.320
We don't need to convince people of our value.

1388
01:23:10.320 --> 01:23:13.280
We don't need to over-exaggerate our value.

1389
01:23:13.280 --> 01:23:15.680
We can just like, kind of like what Beth was saying,

1390
01:23:15.680 --> 01:23:17.800
just show up as who you are.

1391
01:23:18.440 --> 01:23:20.080
You are so valuable.

1392
01:23:20.080 --> 01:23:24.240
You're like, just your worth is incredible to the Lord.

1393
01:23:24.240 --> 01:23:28.720
So step out of the old story and step into the new story.

1394
01:23:28.720 --> 01:23:32.280
Yes, you all, and I'm not minimizing it, you know,

1395
01:23:32.280 --> 01:23:34.240
we've all been through some crap,

1396
01:23:35.600 --> 01:23:38.280
but like, are you gonna stay in victim mode

1397
01:23:38.280 --> 01:23:40.920
and let the crap define you?

1398
01:23:40.920 --> 01:23:44.240
Or are you gonna step into victory tonight

1399
01:23:44.240 --> 01:23:46.920
and start waving that banner over your life?

1400
01:23:46.920 --> 01:23:47.880
It's up to you.

1401
01:23:49.160 --> 01:23:51.760
We all have a choice, okay?

1402
01:23:51.760 --> 01:23:52.760
And there's no shame.

1403
01:23:52.760 --> 01:23:53.600
I'm not shaming you.

1404
01:23:53.600 --> 01:23:55.240
I'm just speaking truth.

1405
01:23:55.240 --> 01:23:57.240
I had to do it.

1406
01:23:57.240 --> 01:23:59.000
And so I get to come and tell you

1407
01:23:59.000 --> 01:24:01.800
and encourage you all to do it, okay?

1408
01:24:01.800 --> 01:24:05.080
So tonight, where do you need to come out of being a victim

1409
01:24:05.080 --> 01:24:06.040
and step into victory?

1410
01:24:06.040 --> 01:24:07.520
That's your breakout session.

1411
01:24:10.360 --> 01:24:13.680
All right, create these.

1412
01:24:14.640 --> 01:24:15.480
There you go.

1413
01:24:17.920 --> 01:24:22.920
All right, go ahead and click to join, make sure.

1414
01:24:37.720 --> 01:24:39.480
All right, Kate, did you get one?

1415
01:24:39.480 --> 01:24:41.920
And Janice, do you guys have one coming your way?

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You should have one there.

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All right, go ahead and click to join.

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Janice, I'm gonna send you to a different one

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if you're not seeing that one.

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Go ahead and click to join that.

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And then let's see, Kate.

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Okay, it's frozen.

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All right, Jennifer, not to put you on the spot, if you can't come online, that's okay.

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Oh, Janice, did it kick you back out?

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I don't know.

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Yeah, it kicked me out.

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I wonder if your internet's spotty where you're at.

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Very possible.

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Okay, let me try another one.

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Okay, do you see it?

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Yeah, there's a delay tonight.

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But, Jennifer, if you want to come on, or you don't even have to come on screen if you just want to talk, but no pressure.

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You can always put in the chat if you're not able to.

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But would love to ask you a question about any areas where maybe you came out of victim and had to start stepping into victory.

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If there's anything that you feel like to share tonight.

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Yeah, I'm thinking, of course there's areas.

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I mean, I think what I'm still working on because I can't think of one thing that I am that I've overcome I that right to my mind but I think I'm very much relate to the food and the looking at other people.

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And it's just kind of going back and reminding myself that the fear and that those thoughts are not, they're not God. And it's just like every time I get that I just can reassure myself by remembering that God is for me, he's not against me.

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And, you know, I think that it's so important that, you know, he wants me to have victory in this area like this is not who he created me to be. And yeah, I have bad days where I'm not looking the way I want and I have, you know, weeks when I'm not looking the way I want, but I can overcome that.

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And I will overcome that and I just have to believe and it is, you know, some of it's in my power. So, yeah, I'll keep thinking.

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No, that's so good. I appreciate what you shared. Kimberly Smith put in the Facebook comments. Sometimes I feel like a victim of my poor background upbringing. Kimberly, I can, I can relate or resonate with what you said. I used to feel the same way.

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Having grown up and having gone through not only sexual abuse, but physical abuse was in our home. My dad was a drug addict and alcoholic. I mean, I could, my, my family was hit by a drunk driver, like one thing after another, after another, after another in my life.

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And I absolutely grew up feeling like a victim. I felt like, oh my gosh, is anything ever going to get better? And I really had to choose to take my life back. And obviously by the grace and mercy of the Lord and accepting Jesus into my heart and life was a huge part of that.

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And Him walking with me and leading me, whether it was besides still waters or into the battle, you know, so to speak. God, God just started telling me very early on how important it was for me to watch the things that I said.

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I remember reading a book, me and my big mouth by Joyce Meyer, and that really blessed me a lot. And I had to get control of the things I said, the things that I thought, the things that I did.

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And I just mentioned that book because it really did transform the way I lived my life. And I realized that I couldn't say the negative things anymore and expect a different outcome.

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I had to change. And so like, I just encourage any of you watching this live that are in the breakouts when, if you come back and watch this part of it, or if you're watching us on Facebook or in the replay later, you know, is there an area where you're saying a lot of negative stuff still about yourself or thinking a lot of negative stuff about yourself?

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And that's an area where you need to come out of victim and step into victory tonight. You know, the Holy Spirit is a gentleman, Jesus Christ, God, the father, they're all a gentleman. They're not going to force their way on you. You have to choose. Like we all have to choose the better way.

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You know, the Bible talks about, you know, there will be all these paths off offered us, but there's one path that is the right way. And it's not like we can't ever make a mistake because God, by his grace and mercy will help us get back on that pathway.

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But we want to try to do our best to stay on the path that he has laid out before us. The word declares that, you know, as we honor him, as we live our lives for him, that he will be the voice behind us telling us the way to go.

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And that he will be a lamp unto our feet and a light unto our path. Like he will show us the path to go. And that's what I leaned into a lot. And would Kimberly encourage you, you know, in that area as well.

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And it's okay. Yeah. Sometimes we might not feel like we're struggling with anything, but it's like,

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all of a sudden, just God is bringing more revelation. And so he's just trying to continue

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to set us free from any ways that we are not living again into the fullness of who God

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originally created us to be, to come up into that higher life and heart posture that God

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originally intended for us. And I think someone was asking in the chat earlier, like, what do I

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mean by that? Or, you know, and I would say like, you know, with the materials that you have in the

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heart work, just, you know, continuing to lean into those, go back and revisit those videos,

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go back and read that book again. Y'all, I read the heart work and I'm not saying this as a brag,

1460
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but I think it's important to mention. I read the heart work book probably three times at least.

1461
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And then now just to plan for sessions, I go back and read parts again. But I'm just saying that to

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say, like, I knew that I needed breakthrough and I was willing to do whatever it took. And I felt

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like every time I read it, I was getting something new. The same thing with the videos, the soul ties

1464
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video I watched several times for sure. And so I just want to encourage you guys, like, don't give

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up on yourself. Just keep leaning in to the content, the material, and God is going to keep enabling

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you to break free and more and more and more ways. This is a proven process. It works. We have

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so many people, their lives have been completely transformed and changed by walking this out. So

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we would just encourage you all to do the same. Welcome back ladies. All right.

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Welcome back. Welcome back. We'll wait for everybody else to come back. I know we're like

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on our, we went the full hour and a half tonight, y'all. I hope it was good. I hope it's been a

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blessing to you, but I am not going to keep you late. So I want to encourage you all. I'm normally,

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I would have you share every time you come back, but because we are at the time we're at,

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I am going to pray us out and close us down for the night, but want to encourage you. If there's

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something you really feel like burning on your heart to share, like about coming out of victim,

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I would encourage you to create a post about that and share it. And if there's something else

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that was really like a big breakthrough for you, whether it's tonight or in the days ahead, that

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you'll come back and share those things. Remember to keep showing up for yourself. Like you, you

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matter. And the way that you show up in this process matters. You know, what we put into it

1479
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is what we're going to get out of it. And again, not for those of you that are getting ready to

1480
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shift into phase two, you know, have this week, take this week to really think about what did God

1481
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do in your life in the last five weeks, just really sitting in and pondering and, and asking

1482
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God to show you more about the real you. What does he want you to in this next, you know, we still

1483
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have a month in a week left of 2023. Like how can God transform your life in the next five weeks,

1484
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ladies, whether you're just starting out in heartwork or you're getting ready to step into

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01:33:05.280 --> 01:33:10.960
love story accelerator, we, we are here cheering you on. We're excited to see what God is going to

1486
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continue to do. And I'm going to pray for you all and bless you and send you on your way to my

1487
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father. Thank you so much. God, so many amazing women here, God, we love them. We ask you to

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bless them. And we thank you God, that you would help them to feel your love in a new way tonight.

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God, I pray that you would help them to come out of victim and step into victory God and show them

1490
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what that looks like, show them how to activate that in their lives. Like maybe coming out of

1491
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victim and stepping into victory is they stop looking at the, the, the evidence they have on

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the person that betrayed them or treated them wrong. God. And they release that stuff and they

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decide to move forward. God, whatever it is, God, I thank you for revealing it for healing.

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God help them to step into the fullness of who you have called them to be God, nothing missing

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nothing lacking, nothing broken. We thank you God, that you would just bring peace that passes

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all understanding to wash over them in a fresh way. God, I ask you even while they sleep tonight,

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God, give them, give them beautiful dreams, help them to hear what your spirit is saying to them.

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God, and that you would wash over them with Selah peace and rest. God, that you would help them to

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yes, pause and reflect on all that you've done in their lives and all that you are going to do.

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And we just believe it tonight in Jesus name, ladies. We love you. We will be back again next

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Monday for those that are still in heartwork. We'll still be back for heartwork live sessions

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at 1. P.m. Eastern and 8. P.m. Eastern time. Again, for those that are going into love story

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01:34:47.200 --> 01:34:53.120
accelerator, be watching for your email, please don't even message us a ton about it. Just,

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01:34:53.120 --> 01:34:58.720
just know it's going to be on its way and we will get it to you early next week. You guys will,

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you'll know where to get.

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So everything will be communicated and just because it takes us more time to try to answer everybody when people are all anxious about it, and that takes away from us being able to get that out to you and get that done.

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Okay. All right. Be blessed. See you guys later. Bye.

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Thank you.