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I'll send father. Thank you so much for your amazing grace. God, thank you for the process

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of healing God from the inside out. I thank you father for placing the bomb of Gilead

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upon the hearts, the minds, the souls, the bodies, and the wills of everyone that hears

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Lord God live tonight. Those that watch the replay, those that are joining us on Facebook,

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Lord, we just thank you for your glory. We thank you for your presence. We thank you

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Lord that, uh, you know exactly what we need when we need it. So Lord, we're trusting you.

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We're surrendering to your will and your plan God, because it's good and it's perfect and

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it's pleasing Lord. So help us to lean in tonight. Help us to recognize the still small

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voice and the gentle nudges of your Holy spirit. Thank you Lord for the invitation to draw

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closer to you, to seek you with all of our hearts, our souls, our minds, Lord God, that

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we would leave nothing. Um, with do not enter signs up that we would allow you to come in

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and you would just come and sit with us Lord. And you would meet with us and Lord that you

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love us and you want to invite us into a deeper relationship. And that is, that is the main

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reason we're here. Yes, Lord, we, they, they desire and long for spirit mates Lord, but

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we just thank you that you draw them through your love and kindness to lead them to repentance,

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to confess, to forgive, to heal, to mend, to be made whole. And we just thank you Holy

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spirit for being with us tonight, being our comforter, our counselor, our guide and an

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ever present help in times of trouble and times of joy. And we just thank you for it

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in advance in Jesus name. Hello, hello, hello. We might have a small crew tonight, which

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is totally fine. Um, more people might jump on when they know that we are on merry Christmas,

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y'all it's merry Christmas, 2023. I will say this, you guys are going to be surprised at

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who you are this time and next year. Truly. So many of you guys are going to be living

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completely different lives a year from now. And, uh, so I just want to encourage you

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with that. Even myself. Um, I don't know that I could have imagined exactly how God would

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work all things out and to bring me the person I'm with and to get to do some of the things

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I get to do now. So God is working in your life too, even when it doesn't feel like it.

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So that's what you, I'm going to encourage you to lean into tonight and in the next few

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days, you know, as we round out 2023, that you would embrace the hope of a new tomorrow,

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that something new is on the horizon, a couple of housekeeping items for you all tonight.

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Um, I just want to remind you guys, um, I feel like this is, and this is good. It's not a bad

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thing, but I feel like this has been coming up a lot. And so I felt like it was important to

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remind you that you guys are going to feel a lot of feelings. Okay. You're going to feel hard

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things. You're going to feel good things. You're going to feel things. You can't even put words to,

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but, um, just know that you're feeling the fields so that you can heal the, so that God can come in

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and heal those fields. And some of you guys, you know, are going to face some anger. You're going

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to face some grief. You're going to face some joy and relief. You're going to have this whole box of

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stuff that in the midst of unpacking and healing, it's at times, if you allow it can be

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overwhelming, just know that God's grace is sufficient. And I don't say that as a band-aid,

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but it truly is. His grace is sufficient. He will meet you in every moment. And, uh,

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he's not upset when we are angry. He's not upset when we're grieving. He accepts, accepts us just

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as we are. And so I encourage you to continue to come as you are. And when you, um, feel those

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things, I don't want you all to receive the lies of shame, guilt, and condemnation. Okay. Your dog,

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your dog is so cute, Michelle. It likes your little hat. That's great. Oh, that's great.

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Um, I want to encourage you all also don't quit. Some of you guys have heard me say this for weeks,

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but it's a good reminder. And again, in this time of, you know, the Christmas holidays,

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some of you have things that look a lot different than the way they used to be.

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Some of you are facing dreams that have been shattered and things like that.

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Some of you are learning how to rebuild your lives in a new way. And so I just want you to know,

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don't quit. Don't give into isolation. The enemy would love for you to isolate and not engage.

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And some of you watching this live or watching the replay.

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Some of you are continuing to kind of breeze through, maybe just kind of on like listening to these recorded sessions and not engaging a really lovingly want to encourage you engage, engage, engage, engage.

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So what I mean by that is don't coast through the group.

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Come out of hiding, let us see you let us know you.

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Because you don't realize that that is actually one of the main keys of this whole process is being in community being seen being heard being known.

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And, you know, not having to hide who you are, even in the difficult moments like that you guys don't have to hide that stuff like that you're in a safe place to process to heal and work on those areas so want to encourage you all to continue to do that if you're

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not. And then if you're not, again, not trying to shame you trying to encourage you like come and and open up and let us come alongside of you.

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And the last housework housekeeping item is just a reminder to rest.

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Move your bodies, when you can, and just really invest in drinking a lot of water and healthy food.

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I know a lot of you guys are processing a lot some of you guys have deep trauma that you're, you're dealing with in this season.

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And just, just want you to know like you got to continue to give yourself some grace and rest and

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just kind of flow in through your body to that doesn't belong there so that's where the drinking, you know, water and moving your body and things like that are so important.

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All right, that's my kind of housekeeping area for tonight that's what I felt led to do. That's when I prayed for you guys that's what God said remind them of these things.

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Tonight we're going to start by talking about unpacking heart boxes.

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So, if you guys are reading the material you're watching the videos, some of you might not be to this week of the material yet, but that's all right, stay here with us.

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We're going to talk a little bit about these blind spots and filters.

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And it really, in particular, want to touch on the fact that some of us have bombs underneath the surface.

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So, you know, like a big iceberg, you see the tip on the top. You see what's above the water, but you have no idea what's underneath that surface.

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But see the Lord does the Lord knows everything underneath the surface of our hearts our minds our spirits our souls. He knows what's down underneath things that we have long forgotten some of us, you know, for whatever reason this just came up in my spirit

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so maybe this is for someone here tonight.

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But even long ago in elementary school when someone made fun of you, and you were on the playground and you cried.

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That kind of stuff we just we just move on.

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But see that stuff is in the depths of our soul, and God wants you to heal in those areas as well every aspect of our being matters to him.

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And so when we have these bombs underneath the surface. That is a huge reason why we get triggered so quickly.

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And that can be, you know, not just in heartwork you're getting triggered a lot, but like you're trying to engage in relationships and every little thing that people do it's agitating you it's setting you, and not just you're getting frustrated but like

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you're kind of going zero to 180 you're triggered, you know, you're totally in a trauma response, all those kind of things and again there's no shame in this this is part of the understanding what's happening.

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It's because there's something underneath the surface that that thing has kind of pushed on. And now you're being triggered.

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A lot of us don't even realize I have a couple right now they're, they're in our symbol group which is saving your marriage before it starts. And it's through the community that we're doing that my husband and I are doing this Jackie and does it sometimes as well.

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But anyways, this couple.

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And there's a reason I'm sharing this because it's super important for you guys to understand the things that we're doing in heartwork now is as you guys continue to lean into these it's truly going to help you so much when you are dating someone.

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The couple.

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They're just they're just triggering each other, and they don't mean to, but they both have areas that need some healing. And so I want to just help you guys understand that, you know, it's okay when that stuff happens but that's why it's important to not

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it's important to talk about it with the person you know you're dating as well as someone that's safe in a community that can help you through that now if the person that you're dating.

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Baiting is not healthy and you try to talk to them,

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they're not gonna be able to receive what you're saying.

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They're not gonna understand that sometimes

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it has to do with them and sometimes it doesn't, right?

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So even now, some of you guys around the holidays,

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you might be with family, you might be with friends,

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people that you love, but some of them,

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they might trigger you.

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And so just wanna encourage you that it's not forever.

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As you continue to heal, it does get better.

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And as you guys are leaning into this,

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the reason I brought this up tonight

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is that when we show up in life, in any situation,

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we don't see the things the way they truly are.

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We see everything in our life the way that we are, okay?

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So if we're walking around in life and we're not healed,

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everything that we see, whether we realize it or not,

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if you guys can imagine,

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I wish I had my glasses here.

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I did this before and it was so good.

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But if we had a filter, a lens over our eyes

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that we didn't even know was there

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and everything that we're doing in life,

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we're walking with these lenses on and it's called a filter.

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It's the way we look at everything

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through the lens of our hurt,

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through the lens of our trauma,

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through our limiting belief systems, orphan mentalities.

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If you struggle with feeling like

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you're always on the outside,

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everyone else is getting blessed,

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but you're begging for crumbs and you barely get anything,

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those are signs of orphan mentalities

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that you're operating within.

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And so as you guys are here tonight,

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I just wanna encourage you to just be ready.

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We're gonna do a breakout session around this.

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Be ready to talk with your sisters

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about some of these blind spots, filters,

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areas where God is showing you,

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hey, you have some heart boxes I wanna unpack with you

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and what are they?

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And you don't have to go into your whole,

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the whole depth of your story.

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You can just say, hey, these are some things,

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even this week,

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like if you've been in this process for a couple of weeks,

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but this week God's showing you a new heart box

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or he's showing you a new filter or blind spot,

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just that you would open up to your sisters

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and talk about that.

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I wanna give you guys one more thing

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before you go into the breakout.

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And this is stuff from the book, you all, just so you know.

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All right, this one, when I went through this program,

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I put this up on my bathroom mirror

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so I could read it often.

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You guys do what you want,

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but sometimes some of this stuff,

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like I needed to remember it every day.

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This is what it says.

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This is all about surrender.

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Just keep giving Holy Spirit permission every day

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to show you what you can't see,

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permission to help you unpack all that heavy load

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you are carrying in your heart.

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And if you do that, you will be amazed at what happens.

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So basically tonight, I wanna encourage you all

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to invite the Holy Spirit again,

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to come in and help you lift the heavy load

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that you're trying to carry on your own,

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whatever that looks like for you, okay?

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All right, so I'm gonna put you guys in breakouts.

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And then when we come back,

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I wanna encourage you to share with the whole group.

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And then we'll do a little bit of time of Q&A as well.

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And then we're gonna go into the second segment

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of the evening, all right?

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And I'm gonna give you guys eight minutes.

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So you're gonna have extra time.

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Stay in there and get to know each other a little bit

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if you have extra time.

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If you use all your time talking about what we're talking,

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you know, the heart boxes, filters, or blind spots

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that you're unpacking and that God's revealing.

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But if you have extra time,

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get to know each other a little bit.

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It'll be good for you.

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So this will be good practice.

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What are some fun questions?

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Like, you know, not just yes or no, but like,

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hey, what's your favorite thing about Christmas?

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Do you have a tradition that you do

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for Christmas every year?

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Do you have a favorite Christmas song?

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So I'm giving you guys some ideas of things

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that you guys can talk about

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and just have some fun to tonight, okay?

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All right, here you go.

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Oh, I did seven minutes.

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Sorry, I forgot to change it.

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That's all right.

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All right, click to join, click to join.

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Nicole, are you able to click to, oh, there we go.

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All right, thank you.

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Hi, ladies on Facebook.

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Anyone wanna share any of your heart boxes

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that you're unpacking, any blind spots?

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or filters you might be having revealed through the Holy spirit. Or if you want to join in

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the conversation about your famous or faith, famous favorite Christmas, Christmas tradition,

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you can do that as well. Just want to include you tonight and bless you in the Lord. I'm

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going to go ahead and pray for everybody. Uh, that is in the breakouts. Father, thank

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you so much for, um, as well as all of you. Thank you so much for your goodness. God,

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thank you that your, your love is, is just never, it never ceases. It's, it's unconditional

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God. It is. Thank you that it goes far and wide and deep or a God. And I just thank you

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that you would just minister to every lady that's in the breakouts. Those that are watching

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this live, those that are catching the replay later on, help them to hear what your spirit

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saying to them, help them to see and know their worth, help them to become more grounded

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in you every single day. God, to be confident in you, God, to receive fresh wind in their

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sales. Lord, I thank you that you would help them to, um, yes, Lord, in you to know how

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they can even utilize the storms that they might be going through to rise higher. Like

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the Eagles, God, your word declares that we don't have to grow weary. God, um, that we,

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that if we don't faint, God, that you would help us, that you would provide everything

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that we need. God, help us to hear Lord, help us to see, help us to know you more. God,

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we thank you that you are love and you cannot deny yourself. Therefore you will continue

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to love us, pour out your love upon us, renew us. God, I thank you for your refiners fire

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that also comes in and, and it burns up the chaff. It burns up anything that is not of

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you. That's not good for us. That's not serving us or leading us into truth. God, we thank

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you for continuing to minister life and hope and joy and speakable and full of glory. God,

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I pray that you would lift weights off of ladies tonight, or that literally some of

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the ladies in the breakouts or there's watching live that they would just even right now begin

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to feel God, the power of your Holy spirit, lifting weights off of them, that they've

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carried for a long time. God, that you would help them to understand that your Holy spirit

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wants to help them carry the heavy load they've been carrying and they don't have to continue

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to carry it alone any longer, or we just thank you that we are transformed by the renewing

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of our minds, that all things have passed away and behold, every single thing has become

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new and you, we thank you Lord for renewing. Um, just every desert area, God, that you're

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bringing rivers in the, in the streams and the wastelands, God you're making, um, I just

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see even like in the, in the movie lion came at the end after scar had taken over the land

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for quite some time and Simba came back to, uh, take his throne. There's a scene where

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the water begins to wash away all the dead stuff. And I just hear the Lord saying that

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that is what he's doing. That's what he's doing. Ladies. He's washing away all the dead

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stuff. He's removing all the, the skulls and the skeletons. And, and if you haven't ever

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seen that scene in the lion King, I encourage you to check it out, but all this life and

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this beauty begins to return and not only return, but it's like it just flourish. So

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Lord, we just, thank you. We speak, we speak the word flourish over every one of these

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ladies over their lives, their families, their livelihood, God, that you would just, um,

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thank you, God, give them favor with, uh, in every area that they put their hand to.

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We thank you also that you would help them to stay alert and watch out for the great

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enemy, Satan, the devil. He prowls around like a roaring lion, lion looking for someone

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to devour, devour. He prowls around like a roaring lion, but he's not a lion. So thank

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you that you, father, you are the lion of the tribe of Judah. You are almighty God,

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everlasting father, Prince of peace. You are the one that is on the throne and you can

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do anything. So Lord help us to trust you a little bit more tonight. I thank you, God,

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that we are not fighting against flesh and blood enemies, but against evil rulers and

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authorities of the unseen world against mighty powers. And in this stark world and against

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evil spirits in the heavenly places. Thank you, father. Yes, Lord. Thank you that you

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promise in your word and Psalms one 19, one 65. There's such a great peace and wellbeing

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that comes to the lovers of your word as they will never be offended. Lord God, if we get

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offended, I thank you that offense is an opportunity for an upgrade. Well, Lord, it says

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here in what I just read that.

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Those who love your word can live in peace,

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that we can be in peace

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and that we would have the, like have wellbeing.

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downtrodden, weak, weary, God,

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that they're grieving and they're carrying these loads.

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Lord, I pray that you would remind them

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that you wanna bring wellbeing to their souls, Lord God.

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I thank you that you lavish unfailing love

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for a thousand generations on those who love you

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and obey your commands, Lord.

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Not only do the blessings come for us personally,

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but they come for the generations behind us.

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that you're gonna continue to enable us

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to take every thought captive

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and make it obedient to Jesus Christ.

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That all old things have passed away

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and behold, all things have become new in you.

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and to turn away from all old things.

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Lord God, I thank you for laughter and silliness

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and joyfulness returning to their hearts,

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their minds, their spirits, their souls.

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God, thank you for giving them dreams and visions

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and understanding and revelation of who you are, Father,

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today and in the days ahead.

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that you're just getting started in their story.

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We thank you that you rewrite our whole story, God,

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and we can trust you.

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I thank you that even when it's hard,

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God, that we can turn to you.

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just that you continue to lead us into wide open spaces.

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Lord, your word declares that those who love you,

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that you'll lead us into wide open spaces.

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in a cage, boxed in, closed in, shut down, stuck, held back.

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So Lord God, I thank you that you would create

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a ripple effect of release, of hope, of renewal,

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restoration, restitution, revival in our spirits.

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Lord, I thank you that you would come in

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just like you did with Lazarus, Lord,

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and even though he was already dead, God,

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you revived him, you brought him back to life.

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and bring anyone that hears this, their spirits,

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back to life.

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Lord, we speak of life and hope and joy and peace, God.

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Thank you, Lord God, that your peace would rule

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and reign in our hearts.

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Hello, ladies.

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Welcome back.

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All right, I think we have everyone.

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All right, who is willing to share with the whole group

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what you shared in your breakup?

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Anyone?

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I am.

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Okay, awesome, go ahead, go ahead.

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Okay, I met my sons.

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I flew to my son from California to Minnesota.

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I was so excited, he's going through nursing school.

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He's here, his girlfriend and him are both got accepted

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and they both have their own apartments.

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And I came and we were doing gifts.

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And then I felt like my son didn't give me a gift at all.

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And so I said, okay, I'm the mom, it's cool.

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It's not a problem.

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And I went and I took a bath

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and I just started bawling my eyes out.

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And I started hearing my dad's words

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when I was a little kid saying, you don't deserve gifts.

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You don't deserve anything for Christmas.

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And those words are just killing me.

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And it was just compounded on the pain of what I perceived.

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Like you said earlier, it's uncanny.

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What you said is exactly what happened to me today.

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I perceived it as the girlfriend gave me gifts

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that were really amazing that I personalized.

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I never saw his name on any of the gifts.

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And I was just like, I felt like a hole in my stomach

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and it just triggered my dad,

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the pain from my dad saying those words.

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The cool thing is, here's the redemption part.

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And this program is a big part of it.

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I walked out of the bathroom and I was crying

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and my son's like, what's wrong?

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Are you okay?

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And I go, I feel really sad

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that I didn't get a gift from you.

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And it really hurts.

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And he goes, no, one of the gifts, his name was on it.

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And one's coming from Amazon.

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It's just late.

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And then I told him, you know what?

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apologize, this is triggering.

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I hear my dad's voice of what he said to me,

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how I don't deserve presents and it just triggered this

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and I'm really sorry.

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But the beautiful part is that he understood,

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he received it and he wasn't mad and he was not defensive

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and I could feel he could have gone that way.

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But he didn't, so we embraced each other

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and the peace just came over me and it was like,

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this is a huge, this is huge stepping stone for me

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to just talk about it.

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And I invited him to talk about his feelings

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and then he talked about how he felt and he's been,

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this program is an intensive nursing program about BSN

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and he has no money, no time, no any of that.

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And he goes, I don't, he can only do so much.

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And anyway, so I apologize to hurting his feelings.

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So it was amazing and you are so right on

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and it was my perception like exactly what you said

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coming from me, not the whole picture.

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Yes, Gwen, that's so good.

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Thank you so much for sharing.

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So let's lean into this ladies in general

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for just yourselves.

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One of the things that she shared here

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that's really important is when that situation happened

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that she was willing to say, okay, Lord, what's going on?

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Yes, she recognized it was because her perception

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about the gifts, but the fact that she felt what she felt

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and she didn't shove it down allowed the other stuff

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to percolate to the surface.

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that's down in there that we might not think about

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on the regular day, right?

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I mean, it's just like race.

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None of us deserve grace and mercy,

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but God gave it anyways, right?

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yes, kids make mistakes, I'm in mistakes,

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but praise God, like we can still choose.

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So, I almost called you Grace.

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Gwen, what's gonna happen here?

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I will encourage you to really lean in.

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What week are you in in the heart work just so I know?

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I'm, I think I'm in week two,

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but I missed like a whole week of-

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That's okay, that's okay.

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I'm just asking because it helps me to know

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what information you've already read

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and videos you've watched.

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you don't have to rush and you can even start asking the Lord

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to show you now just without all that content.

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But I wanna encourage you to forgive your dad.

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Forgive your dad for what he said to you.

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Because when you forgive him,

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I believe it's gonna help you also like heal from the hurt

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and the sting of those words.

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You know, we don't know why our parents or guardians

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or whoever it was, teachers, you know,

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why people say or do things that they do hurt people,

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hurt people, it doesn't excuse it.

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we can choose out of obedience

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that we wanna receive forgiveness.

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So we forgive and allow the Lord to heal those areas

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because, you know, it's just like,

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God, we might not always get gifts from people, you all,

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but God surprises us all the time with stuff.

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And maybe in your life right now, that's doesn't feel real

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because maybe that's not happening in your physical,

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but I can tell you that any of you

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that might not have that right now,

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that there will come a time where there's those unsuddenlies

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that one thing after another, after another, after another,

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that you're starting, all these things are popping up.

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Y'all, I cannot tell you how many like gifts

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I've gotten from people

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that they've been surprising me with stuff,

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people that don't normally get me gifts and stuff.

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And it's just kind of like, oh my gosh, God,

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what are you doing?

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It's happened three times in the last three weeks.

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So I'm like, okay, God's doing something there.

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That's a supernatural thing.

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God is putting me on the hearts and minds of people

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that some of them don't even know the fullness

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of things they're saying as they're writing the cards

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that go with these things.

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that might not be where you're at right now,

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but someday that can be your reality.

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The goodness of God in the word it says

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can chase us down literally.

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And so I just wanna encourage you guys in that as well.

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Bless you, thank you Gwen for sharing that.

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Okay, Laura, how about you?

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Well, um, I didn't get to finish my conversation with who I was talking to.

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So I think you're talking about stuff anyway, um, when you were talking about, um, being

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on the playground and being made fun of, that was me.

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Well, I, I don't know who else you were talking to, but I was made fun of a lot when I was

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younger.

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Um, and even growing up, I was made fun of, and it's always made me, um, hesitant to talk

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to people.

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I've always had a hard time talking to people, getting to know people, um, trusting people,

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you know, wondering if they're going to, you know, say bad, mean things about me or say

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things about me that aren't true and so on.

458
00:30:57.400 --> 00:31:02.600
And so that's always something that I've dealt with my whole life.

459
00:31:02.600 --> 00:31:09.360
And I mean, I, I've always thought I forgave those people for making fun of me, but sometimes

460
00:31:09.360 --> 00:31:12.640
those things come up.

461
00:31:12.640 --> 00:31:18.080
And uh, especially when you said that, I'm just like, yeah, that, that was, I was made

462
00:31:18.080 --> 00:31:24.400
fun of a lot when I was younger and growing up because I have a hard time expressing my

463
00:31:24.400 --> 00:31:28.520
words and sharing what I feel a lot.

464
00:31:28.520 --> 00:31:30.240
And I say, I'm sorry a lot.

465
00:31:30.240 --> 00:31:39.280
So, um, and it's hard for me to get the words out that I want to say sometimes to people

466
00:31:39.280 --> 00:31:44.200
cause I'm always afraid I'm going to hurt somebody's feelings or offend somebody or

467
00:31:44.200 --> 00:31:45.200
whatever.

468
00:31:45.200 --> 00:31:48.880
Um, so you're doing great.

469
00:31:48.880 --> 00:31:49.880
You're doing great.

470
00:31:49.880 --> 00:31:50.880
So let me, let me pause here.

471
00:31:50.880 --> 00:31:53.760
Cause I think this is going to be really beneficial for you.

472
00:31:54.120 --> 00:31:56.000
I think it's going to be beneficial for others.

473
00:31:56.000 --> 00:31:57.000
Couple things.

474
00:31:57.000 --> 00:32:04.000
Um, first, um, just want to encourage you in the fact that sometimes again, as we are

475
00:32:04.000 --> 00:32:07.640
walking through healing ladies, this is for everyone.

476
00:32:07.640 --> 00:32:09.040
Healing happens in layers.

477
00:32:09.040 --> 00:32:10.040
Okay.

478
00:32:10.040 --> 00:32:15.760
So sometimes, yes, you've, we forgive, we, we ask, you know, God to help us move on,

479
00:32:15.760 --> 00:32:17.840
but then something else might happen.

480
00:32:17.840 --> 00:32:23.120
And again, it's just coming in and putting its finger on that pain.

481
00:32:23.480 --> 00:32:28.280
And if it's not fully healed, you know, maybe we only understood a part, what we, what we

482
00:32:28.280 --> 00:32:30.280
see, we see in part, we know in part.

483
00:32:30.280 --> 00:32:33.880
So we can only ask God to come in and heal what we see and know.

484
00:32:33.880 --> 00:32:34.880
Right.

485
00:32:34.880 --> 00:32:39.960
So then you come to a place of more revelation of like, Oh, okay.

486
00:32:39.960 --> 00:32:43.840
Like this also caused this other thing.

487
00:32:43.840 --> 00:32:48.240
Cause maybe it was tapping into something else even before the being made fun of on

488
00:32:48.240 --> 00:32:49.880
the playground.

489
00:32:49.880 --> 00:32:54.680
And sometimes it's not that, but that can definitely be why there's a circling around

490
00:32:54.680 --> 00:33:00.200
that if you will, like where things come up again and again, and again, it's not that

491
00:33:00.200 --> 00:33:04.720
you're not trying to forgive or that you're, or that we're doing something wrong.

492
00:33:04.720 --> 00:33:09.280
It's that there's more healing to be had in those areas.

493
00:33:09.280 --> 00:33:11.920
The other thing, and I want to do this with everyone.

494
00:33:11.920 --> 00:33:16.200
So just even if you weren't made fun of on the playground, I want to encourage you if,

495
00:33:16.200 --> 00:33:23.440
if anyone's ever said anything bad or negative to you about your identity, your core, like

496
00:33:23.440 --> 00:33:28.840
who you are, like this applies to, I think probably everyone in some way, we're going

497
00:33:28.840 --> 00:33:30.360
to do a little activation right now.

498
00:33:30.360 --> 00:33:33.400
I'll just, this came up in my spirit when she was talking and I just want to go for

499
00:33:33.400 --> 00:33:34.400
it.

500
00:33:34.400 --> 00:33:39.640
Um, so I want to encourage you guys, I'm going to ask you to close your eyes here in a minute.

501
00:33:39.640 --> 00:33:45.280
I'm going to pray for you and I'm going to ask God to show you as I'm praying.

502
00:33:45.280 --> 00:33:46.640
How you see yourself.

503
00:33:46.640 --> 00:33:47.640
That's going to be the first thing.

504
00:33:47.640 --> 00:33:48.640
And it's okay.

505
00:33:48.640 --> 00:33:51.360
If you guys, some of you guys might not see anything at first, but this is just, we're

506
00:33:51.360 --> 00:33:52.840
going to practice something.

507
00:33:52.840 --> 00:33:54.280
So don't be hard on yourself.

508
00:33:54.280 --> 00:33:55.280
Okay.

509
00:33:55.280 --> 00:34:00.740
And then I'm going to pray and ask God to show you how he sees you.

510
00:34:00.740 --> 00:34:03.160
And I want you to write down whatever you see.

511
00:34:03.160 --> 00:34:04.160
Okay.

512
00:34:04.160 --> 00:34:07.280
So I'm just going to, we're going to, we're going to go after this and see what God wants

513
00:34:07.280 --> 00:34:09.360
to do for y'all tonight in this area.

514
00:34:09.360 --> 00:34:12.719
So father, we just, we'll just ask you to close your eyes, father.

515
00:34:12.719 --> 00:34:15.000
We just thank you for every one of these ladies, God.

516
00:34:15.719 --> 00:34:21.800
We just right now come against every lie of the enemy, every, every way that he's come

517
00:34:21.800 --> 00:34:27.280
in and he's accused us and he's put us down or got any area where the ladies are struggling

518
00:34:27.280 --> 00:34:32.400
in their identity because of past wounds, being made fun of being talked down to verbally

519
00:34:32.400 --> 00:34:40.280
being abused, being mistreated, glaring eyes, Snickers, whatever it was, God, that caused

520
00:34:40.280 --> 00:34:42.080
them to feel less than God.

521
00:34:42.080 --> 00:34:46.040
We just, we just thank you for your healing washing over that right now.

522
00:34:46.040 --> 00:34:47.040
Yes, Lord.

523
00:34:47.040 --> 00:34:48.040
Yes, Lord.

524
00:34:48.040 --> 00:34:51.440
We thank you for healing father.

525
00:34:51.440 --> 00:34:56.440
I ask you right now to show every one of these ladies, give them a vision of how they see

526
00:34:56.440 --> 00:35:00.080
themselves, whatever that is.

527
00:35:00.000 --> 00:35:02.240
that they wouldn't limit it, what they're seeing right now,

528
00:35:02.240 --> 00:35:03.480
that they wouldn't question it.

529
00:35:03.480 --> 00:35:05.560
God, whatever the image is,

530
00:35:05.560 --> 00:35:08.680
show them how they currently see themselves.

531
00:35:11.400 --> 00:35:15.840
And Father, I pray that you would also show them now

532
00:35:15.840 --> 00:35:18.080
a different image, show them how you see them

533
00:35:18.080 --> 00:35:20.360
and what do you see them as?

534
00:35:20.360 --> 00:35:22.520
Who do you see them as?

535
00:35:22.520 --> 00:35:23.560
What do they look like?

536
00:35:23.560 --> 00:35:24.520
What do they sound like?

537
00:35:24.520 --> 00:35:26.140
What are they doing?

538
00:35:26.140 --> 00:35:27.760
God, I thank you.

539
00:35:27.800 --> 00:35:30.400
I thank you that you're the one that rewrites our stories,

540
00:35:30.400 --> 00:35:31.720
that you give us identity,

541
00:35:31.720 --> 00:35:36.120
that we can become more confident in you every single day.

542
00:35:36.120 --> 00:35:37.840
We just thank you for showing the ladies this,

543
00:35:37.840 --> 00:35:40.060
even if they haven't seen it yet,

544
00:35:40.060 --> 00:35:41.840
that they would either see it later tonight

545
00:35:41.840 --> 00:35:42.760
or in the days ahead,

546
00:35:42.760 --> 00:35:44.360
these images would just come to them

547
00:35:44.360 --> 00:35:47.480
and they would know that it's from this moment now.

548
00:35:47.480 --> 00:35:49.560
In Jesus' name, amen.

549
00:35:49.560 --> 00:35:52.320
Okay, so Laura, stay there.

550
00:35:52.320 --> 00:35:54.120
We're gonna come back a while.

551
00:35:54.120 --> 00:35:55.760
Did you see anything when we prayed?

552
00:35:55.760 --> 00:35:56.960
Let me ask you first.

553
00:35:58.040 --> 00:35:58.880
No.

554
00:35:58.880 --> 00:35:59.920
It's okay, it's okay.

555
00:35:59.920 --> 00:36:02.520
I believe, and that's why I pray that at the end,

556
00:36:02.520 --> 00:36:03.680
it'll come for you guys,

557
00:36:03.680 --> 00:36:04.960
cause that's how God works.

558
00:36:04.960 --> 00:36:05.800
And some of it is,

559
00:36:05.800 --> 00:36:08.880
some of us are learning how to hear and see.

560
00:36:08.880 --> 00:36:12.200
And so don't, again, no shame, it'll come for you.

561
00:36:12.200 --> 00:36:16.200
Did anyone see anything when we prayed that?

562
00:36:16.200 --> 00:36:17.720
Okay, Nicole, go ahead.

563
00:36:17.720 --> 00:36:19.080
What did you see?

564
00:36:19.080 --> 00:36:20.720
Did you see something for the first image

565
00:36:20.720 --> 00:36:21.960
or the second or both?

566
00:36:22.880 --> 00:36:27.880
The first image was my weight, my body image

567
00:36:28.200 --> 00:36:30.960
that I'm not attractive and not enough.

568
00:36:30.960 --> 00:36:33.040
And then in the second image,

569
00:36:33.040 --> 00:36:38.040
it more so that showing me that I'm loving,

570
00:36:38.720 --> 00:36:40.000
that I am enough.

571
00:36:42.160 --> 00:36:43.360
So.

572
00:36:43.360 --> 00:36:44.960
Okay.

573
00:36:44.960 --> 00:36:47.040
Not that I saw, I heard it more.

574
00:36:47.040 --> 00:36:48.400
It's okay, that's all right.

575
00:36:48.400 --> 00:36:51.600
And this is the thing we all hear differently, ladies, okay?

576
00:36:52.280 --> 00:36:54.000
So I see images a lot.

577
00:36:54.000 --> 00:36:56.400
So that's, I hear and I see.

578
00:36:56.400 --> 00:36:57.680
For you, that's great.

579
00:36:57.680 --> 00:36:58.840
You heard something.

580
00:36:58.840 --> 00:37:02.240
So that's a great example of different things

581
00:37:02.240 --> 00:37:04.720
that God can say in different ways we hear him.

582
00:37:04.720 --> 00:37:05.560
Who else?

583
00:37:05.560 --> 00:37:06.840
Anyone else?

584
00:37:06.840 --> 00:37:08.320
Okay, Michelle.

585
00:37:08.320 --> 00:37:09.240
Yeah, go ahead.

586
00:37:11.600 --> 00:37:16.200
And when you said that, I didn't visually see it,

587
00:37:16.200 --> 00:37:19.240
but it's like, what came to me was like, sucker.

588
00:37:19.400 --> 00:37:20.680
I used to like say,

589
00:37:20.680 --> 00:37:23.680
like, what do I have sucker tattooed on my forehead?

590
00:37:23.680 --> 00:37:26.440
Because I would always feel like I'm being taken advantage

591
00:37:26.440 --> 00:37:29.120
of, like, I'm just very generous and giving.

592
00:37:29.120 --> 00:37:32.520
And I'm like, do I have sucker tattooed on my forehead?

593
00:37:32.520 --> 00:37:35.560
And I just, people are takers and they just take.

594
00:37:35.560 --> 00:37:40.560
And I'm a giver, but then I like, wait a minute, you know?

595
00:37:40.800 --> 00:37:45.280
And I, you know, I ended up feeling taken advantage of

596
00:37:45.280 --> 00:37:47.080
and not trusting people.

597
00:37:47.120 --> 00:37:52.120
And so, and then I felt like the sense of like abandonment

598
00:37:52.160 --> 00:37:53.280
for my family.

599
00:37:54.160 --> 00:37:57.680
I've been estranged in a sense from my brother.

600
00:37:57.680 --> 00:38:00.400
We haven't talked in like, unless it's like

601
00:38:04.680 --> 00:38:08.600
in a blaming kind of fashion for about six years.

602
00:38:08.600 --> 00:38:13.320
And, but I felt like, like, yeah,

603
00:38:13.320 --> 00:38:15.440
that I was abandoned by them in a sense,

604
00:38:16.400 --> 00:38:17.760
for people that I trusted.

605
00:38:17.760 --> 00:38:22.760
And I felt like Jesus rebuilded me

606
00:38:23.600 --> 00:38:27.000
as just like a very confident, loving woman.

607
00:38:27.000 --> 00:38:32.000
And that I can be generous with my spirit

608
00:38:34.480 --> 00:38:39.480
and just who I am and not have to have that fear

609
00:38:40.000 --> 00:38:42.120
that others are gonna take from me.

610
00:38:42.120 --> 00:38:46.000
Like that I'll be sharing my testimony like on a stage.

611
00:38:48.080 --> 00:38:49.480
Awesome.

612
00:38:49.480 --> 00:38:50.480
These are so good.

613
00:38:50.480 --> 00:38:52.360
Ladies, thank you for trusting us.

614
00:38:52.360 --> 00:38:53.680
Maria, go ahead.

615
00:38:55.600 --> 00:38:59.800
Yeah, so the first image I had of like the way I see myself

616
00:38:59.800 --> 00:39:04.800
is someone that's been tainted and used and just unworthy.

617
00:39:07.600 --> 00:39:11.600
Someone who's just been kind of put down a lot.

618
00:39:12.520 --> 00:39:15.880
And the second image was just really of like God

619
00:39:15.880 --> 00:39:20.720
lifting up my chin and placing a crown over my head

620
00:39:20.720 --> 00:39:24.880
and just telling me that, no, I'm a princess.

621
00:39:24.880 --> 00:39:27.480
Like there's royalty in me.

622
00:39:27.480 --> 00:39:31.120
And that's just kind of like I was low in the first image,

623
00:39:31.120 --> 00:39:33.160
just trying to lift myself up

624
00:39:33.160 --> 00:39:35.240
and him just really being above me.

625
00:39:35.240 --> 00:39:38.160
But that's cause he's putting the crown over my head.

626
00:39:39.320 --> 00:39:40.560
So good.

627
00:39:40.640 --> 00:39:42.080
Oh, so good.

628
00:39:42.080 --> 00:39:43.480
Sylvia, how about you?

629
00:39:46.160 --> 00:39:48.040
Okay, for the first image,

630
00:39:49.680 --> 00:39:50.760
I don't know if it,

631
00:39:50.760 --> 00:39:54.960
it seems like it was kind of like a Disney movie character

632
00:39:54.960 --> 00:39:59.960
that I was fighting with and I was chained to something.

633
00:40:00.000 --> 00:40:09.660
And everything was dark around me, but I was fighting against that whatever night felt

634
00:40:09.660 --> 00:40:19.280
like a lot of anger, frustration, sadness, things that I also that are not under my control.

635
00:40:19.280 --> 00:40:23.440
And that's that's some of the feelings and emotions that I was experiencing.

636
00:40:23.440 --> 00:40:32.520
And then the second one, it's kind of God putting me in a hill, the top hill.

637
00:40:32.520 --> 00:40:35.600
And it was a city under that hill.

638
00:40:35.600 --> 00:40:42.200
And he was showing me that this is where I want to put you, because you are free, you

639
00:40:42.200 --> 00:40:44.480
have victory.

640
00:40:44.480 --> 00:40:51.520
So I think I'm burning a lot inside and God wants me to get free.

641
00:40:51.520 --> 00:40:57.880
Yeah, and the city was moving around in that image.

642
00:40:57.880 --> 00:40:59.440
That's what I what I saw.

643
00:40:59.440 --> 00:41:00.440
Love it.

644
00:41:00.440 --> 00:41:02.920
I hope you guys are feeling Holy Spirit.

645
00:41:02.920 --> 00:41:03.920
This is so awesome.

646
00:41:03.920 --> 00:41:08.440
God is setting some of y'all free just from just from this exercise.

647
00:41:08.440 --> 00:41:09.440
So good.

648
00:41:09.440 --> 00:41:10.440
Thanks for sharing.

649
00:41:10.440 --> 00:41:11.440
Gwen, did you have have some?

650
00:41:11.440 --> 00:41:12.440
Oh, you're muted, sweetie.

651
00:41:12.440 --> 00:41:13.440
Yeah.

652
00:41:13.440 --> 00:41:14.440
Yes.

653
00:41:14.440 --> 00:41:24.880
You know, you see the image on our, our screens right now.

654
00:41:24.880 --> 00:41:28.160
I see my I saw my face, but it was all white.

655
00:41:28.160 --> 00:41:33.280
And then behind it, where I have like this blue setting and behind me, it was rows and

656
00:41:33.280 --> 00:41:39.000
rows of black words, negative curse, curses against me kind of feeling like they were

657
00:41:39.000 --> 00:41:43.480
just that could ticker tape going across of all these negative words.

658
00:41:43.480 --> 00:41:46.180
But my silhouette was white.

659
00:41:46.180 --> 00:41:51.440
And so I felt like where I was, I was standing in his light.

660
00:41:51.440 --> 00:41:56.600
And then the second thing, but they were still there, they'll bake, the bad words were still

661
00:41:56.600 --> 00:41:57.600
there.

662
00:41:57.600 --> 00:42:03.200
And then the second picture he showed me is that the word started parting, and they were

663
00:42:03.200 --> 00:42:09.640
making a white path, and he was making a way through the dark things.

664
00:42:09.640 --> 00:42:15.320
And then I saw a picture of my eye, because I'm a seer and I have visions.

665
00:42:15.320 --> 00:42:21.080
And I know that he wants to do prophetic painting with me together.

666
00:42:21.080 --> 00:42:26.720
And I know that next year is going to be amazing, if I say yes, and do it and not be afraid

667
00:42:26.720 --> 00:42:27.720
to do it.

668
00:42:27.720 --> 00:42:31.480
So yeah, he's giving me a future and a hope.

669
00:42:31.480 --> 00:42:34.320
And the second one, true.

670
00:42:34.320 --> 00:42:35.320
So good.

671
00:42:35.320 --> 00:42:36.320
So good.

672
00:42:36.320 --> 00:42:37.320
Okay, I have one on Facebook.

673
00:42:37.320 --> 00:42:38.320
Kimberly Smith.

674
00:42:38.320 --> 00:42:39.320
I see you.

675
00:42:39.320 --> 00:42:40.320
I see you, girl.

676
00:42:40.320 --> 00:42:41.320
All right.

677
00:42:41.320 --> 00:42:43.440
She said her first one was not measuring up.

678
00:42:43.440 --> 00:42:46.280
And my life is an embarrassment.

679
00:42:46.280 --> 00:42:52.240
God's image that she saw was I am fearless, triumphant, like a warrior.

680
00:42:52.240 --> 00:42:54.520
Y'all, these are so powerful.

681
00:42:54.520 --> 00:42:55.920
Does anyone else want to share?

682
00:42:55.920 --> 00:42:58.520
It's okay, if not, but just want to give you an opportunity.

683
00:42:58.560 --> 00:43:01.560
Did anyone else have anything that came up for you?

684
00:43:01.560 --> 00:43:02.560
Okay.

685
00:43:02.560 --> 00:43:09.400
These are, these are some of the things, what I did with you guys, I learned at a conference

686
00:43:09.400 --> 00:43:16.400
years ago, the first time I ever did anything prophetic, like, I didn't even know what like

687
00:43:16.400 --> 00:43:19.040
prophecy and prophetic was.

688
00:43:19.040 --> 00:43:22.960
And I went to this conference, and they walked us through that exercise.

689
00:43:22.960 --> 00:43:29.960
The first image I saw years ago, I was a little mouse inside of a cage, and the cage

690
00:43:29.960 --> 00:43:31.040
was closed.

691
00:43:31.040 --> 00:43:35.160
There was not, the door was not open.

692
00:43:35.160 --> 00:43:41.720
And and then when she prayed for us to see the way God saw us, I was a little girl with

693
00:43:41.720 --> 00:43:42.720
blonde hair.

694
00:43:42.720 --> 00:43:48.360
And I was in this really pretty dress and I had a basket and I was skipping, I was skipping

695
00:43:48.360 --> 00:43:52.560
down a road like I was happy, I was really happy.

696
00:43:53.160 --> 00:43:57.880
And man, that just changed my heart in my life.

697
00:43:57.880 --> 00:44:04.320
When I, when I saw like how God saw me compared to how I saw myself, it really enabled me

698
00:44:04.320 --> 00:44:12.760
to, to recognize the chasm between the two, if you will, you know, and so I want to encourage

699
00:44:12.760 --> 00:44:15.480
you guys in this as well.

700
00:44:15.480 --> 00:44:19.200
God led me to continue to pray into that vision of how he saw me.

701
00:44:19.200 --> 00:44:25.440
And for years to come after that, he continued to develop that vision.

702
00:44:25.440 --> 00:44:30.200
And I started seeing myself at one point I was, and I was happy when I was doing this,

703
00:44:30.200 --> 00:44:31.600
I was running down the road.

704
00:44:31.600 --> 00:44:33.400
I wasn't skipping anymore.

705
00:44:33.400 --> 00:44:38.880
I was running and I was running to him and I knew that's what the vision was.

706
00:44:38.880 --> 00:44:44.640
And then another one I saw, I was walking and I was in all of these fields of wheat,

707
00:44:45.120 --> 00:44:47.320
just wheat, just golden wheat everywhere.

708
00:44:47.320 --> 00:44:51.920
And I had my arms out and I was walking through this field and again, knew I was walking to

709
00:44:51.920 --> 00:44:52.920
him.

710
00:44:52.920 --> 00:44:56.920
So just want to, again, encourage you guys, like continue to ask the Lord to show you,

711
00:44:56.920 --> 00:45:00.000
show you how he sees you, show you the potential.

712
00:45:00.000 --> 00:45:06.640
your life to show you what like literally how to shift from the lies that you're still believing

713
00:45:06.640 --> 00:45:13.680
and he understands that's the thing there was no judgment he wasn't angry with me that i saw

714
00:45:13.680 --> 00:45:22.160
myself like a mouse caught in a cage he wasn't mad there was grace in his eyes and love in his heart

715
00:45:22.160 --> 00:45:27.280
and that is the same thing for all of you does anyone else want to share what you shared in the

716
00:45:27.280 --> 00:45:33.600
breakout about your filters blind spots or broke um the unpacking the heart boxes

717
00:45:36.080 --> 00:45:42.880
i had shared this good um actually like 1 32 o'clock in the morning last night

718
00:45:43.680 --> 00:45:49.760
i don't know if anyone saw it but a lot of things bubbled up last night um

719
00:45:49.760 --> 00:46:00.960
um sorry if i get emotional um for the first time in 21 years it was just a very lonely christmas

720
00:46:02.800 --> 00:46:10.640
for me my feelings as far as my family and everybody else no i was blessed last week

721
00:46:10.640 --> 00:46:18.080
with a beautiful granddaughter everyone's healthy and happy but i just felt very lonely for the

722
00:46:18.080 --> 00:46:25.200
first time in 21 years everything changed i had wrote in the post that i kind of saw like the shift

723
00:46:26.080 --> 00:46:29.680
around thanksgiving so i didn't put up a tree didn't do anything

724
00:46:32.240 --> 00:46:38.640
it just stirred up a lot in me last night that this christmas morning would be

725
00:46:39.600 --> 00:46:47.680
different and i'm just trying to work through that yeah yeah thank you nicole thank you for

726
00:46:47.680 --> 00:46:53.840
sharing i uh i wrote down a couple things um as you know i saw your post and i responded and i'm

727
00:46:53.840 --> 00:47:00.160
so grateful for your courage to share and if you all didn't see her post one of the things i think

728
00:47:00.160 --> 00:47:04.000
is super important and this isn't the one the things i was going to mention but i i feel like

729
00:47:04.000 --> 00:47:10.640
this is coming up too nicole kind of put herself down a little bit too in the post

730
00:47:11.520 --> 00:47:19.600
like you know i know this is childish i know this is and it wasn't you all these are real

731
00:47:19.600 --> 00:47:27.280
feelings these are real situations and it's okay that we feel and we don't have to pretend

732
00:47:27.280 --> 00:47:33.280
and you know act like we've just got it all together life is hard sometimes but praise god

733
00:47:33.280 --> 00:47:37.120
we don't have to stay here you're not going to stay here forever this is where you're at right

734
00:47:37.120 --> 00:47:42.800
now but god's going to help you heal he's going to help you come out of this the couple things

735
00:47:42.800 --> 00:47:49.760
that i wrote down is when you said battling loneliness because that um more today when you

736
00:47:49.760 --> 00:47:55.840
shared it was more the anger and the things you were battling too um in it you know you mentioned

737
00:47:55.840 --> 00:48:00.800
different things but i don't know that i put my finger on the lonely i mean obviously it was in

738
00:48:00.800 --> 00:48:10.080
there but i also wonder you know if you saying it tonight is a you know part of god also bringing

739
00:48:10.080 --> 00:48:18.480
some other things to the to the to the light if you will um ladies there are times where we can

740
00:48:18.480 --> 00:48:24.320
actually battle not just lonely loneliness but pangs of loneliness i don't know if you guys

741
00:48:24.320 --> 00:48:31.920
have ever heard of that but pangs of loneliness can take root when we're children and we we battle

742
00:48:31.920 --> 00:48:39.520
any kind of or go through excuse me any kind of abandonment and deep rejection neglect also falls

743
00:48:39.520 --> 00:48:45.760
into that category as well and there's probably other things but um years ago i started looking

744
00:48:45.760 --> 00:48:53.360
into it pangs of loneliness can actually even be stronger it's proven than someone who's battling

745
00:48:53.360 --> 00:49:01.360
an addiction like that's how like and so people will do things to try to make that pang it's p-a-n-g

746
00:49:01.920 --> 00:49:09.680
of loneliness go away because they just it's so it's so deep and the draw to get that to go away

747
00:49:09.680 --> 00:49:16.080
is so strong and so i want to encourage you all if any of you battle deep deep loneliness

748
00:49:16.720 --> 00:49:23.440
um that you would ask the father to reveal any wounds of abandonment neglect rejection

749
00:49:24.160 --> 00:49:29.440
um and truly even some of you physically were left alone as kids when when you were way too

750
00:49:29.440 --> 00:49:36.240
young to be left alone and so fear also came in so some of those things are have for years have

751
00:49:36.240 --> 00:49:43.200
partnered together if you will but the the enemy doesn't win ladies god always wins god always wins

752
00:49:43.200 --> 00:49:47.600
and you guys are gaining revelation and insight into these things and you're going to walk out of

753
00:49:47.600 --> 00:49:52.080
them you're not going to stay in these these areas the other thing i wanted to mention

754
00:49:53.200 --> 00:49:56.240
and i want you to know it's okay that you didn't decorate when i say this

755
00:49:56.240 --> 00:49:59.680
but i also want to encourage you guys in this

756
00:50:00.880 --> 00:50:08.480
that in the days ahead that you will celebrate yourself. Like, what does it look like to

757
00:50:08.480 --> 00:50:16.560
celebrate you? Not for anybody else to celebrate Christmas for you or New Year's for you, or,

758
00:50:16.560 --> 00:50:25.440
you know, what does it look like to like, say, I am worth it, whether, and again, it is okay

759
00:50:25.440 --> 00:50:30.240
that you're sad. So I'm not minimizing this. This is an important situation in her life right now,

760
00:50:30.240 --> 00:50:36.000
but that we don't say, if these people that I love are not here,

761
00:50:38.160 --> 00:50:43.760
I am not worth doing these things for. And I'm not saying you said that, but there are people

762
00:50:43.760 --> 00:50:49.680
that that is, that's where they're at. And so, and maybe you guys are okay with not decorating

763
00:50:49.680 --> 00:50:53.680
Christmas. So I'm not trying to necessarily say it's just about decorating for Christmas,

764
00:50:53.680 --> 00:51:01.120
but this can be things like sometimes getting up and taking a shower and doing your hair and your

765
00:51:01.120 --> 00:51:07.600
makeup and like showing up for yourself in the day. Like some of us, you know, when we feel

766
00:51:07.600 --> 00:51:15.360
this way, we won't, we won't get out of our PJ's for days. And I want to encourage you,

767
00:51:15.360 --> 00:51:20.640
there's no shame, but just don't stay there. Some of you guys need to take a shower,

768
00:51:21.200 --> 00:51:27.440
put some makeup on. Like, I know it sounds crazy when you feel sad and when you feel down,

769
00:51:27.440 --> 00:51:33.360
but put on some happy music and ask the Lord to help you know what it's like to really

770
00:51:34.000 --> 00:51:40.880
love yourself and celebrate you. Like dance like nobody's watching kind of stuff. And I don't know

771
00:51:40.880 --> 00:51:45.840
if you guys have ever, you know, heard those songs and just, man, I wish I was like that.

772
00:51:46.400 --> 00:51:50.160
I wish that I had the joy to dance like nobody was watching.

773
00:51:52.000 --> 00:51:59.120
And it comes down, it starts with a choice. Maybe it's like, you just start tapping your foot,

774
00:51:59.120 --> 00:52:04.160
right? And I know this, I'm not like, this might sound really small, but these are big things,

775
00:52:04.160 --> 00:52:09.600
ladies. It might like, even if you don't feel like it, raising your hands and just thanking God,

776
00:52:09.600 --> 00:52:14.560
thanking Him for everything that you have right now. And I hear you saying too, like, you know,

777
00:52:15.120 --> 00:52:19.680
you're blessed, but this is real. This is the enemy coming against you. And he's trying to

778
00:52:19.680 --> 00:52:28.640
oppress you. That's what's happening, but he doesn't win. So the Lord wins. And this is just

779
00:52:28.640 --> 00:52:34.960
an encouragement for you all, especially to obviously Christmas, new year's is coming.

780
00:52:36.000 --> 00:52:42.080
The enemy would love you guys to feel like you're, you're never going to get out of where you are.

781
00:52:42.960 --> 00:52:48.720
And that's not true. It's not. And one day you're going to come back and say, Bethany,

782
00:52:48.720 --> 00:52:53.840
I remember the day you told me that where I was at wasn't truth. I didn't believe you then

783
00:52:54.560 --> 00:52:59.600
now fully. Some of you guys, you believe me, but you're like, I believe you, but I'm, I don't know.

784
00:53:00.240 --> 00:53:05.440
And you're going to come back and you're going to tell us what God has done. You are. And even

785
00:53:05.440 --> 00:53:10.160
like when Michelle was saying earlier, she's going to stand on stages. You all, God is showing her,

786
00:53:10.160 --> 00:53:13.840
she's going to share her testimony on stage. I think that's probably several of you.

787
00:53:14.560 --> 00:53:19.600
Maybe yours is a book. Maybe yours is another way. Maybe yours is behind the scenes, sharing

788
00:53:19.600 --> 00:53:25.760
your testimony one to another. It all is important. You are the hero of your story.

789
00:53:27.280 --> 00:53:31.360
We talked about that a little bit last week, or maybe it was on faith Friday. I do so many

790
00:53:31.360 --> 00:53:36.240
things. You all, sometimes I forget where I say things, but all right. So this is really good.

791
00:53:36.240 --> 00:53:40.080
This is, I hope this is blessing you. Let's talk about our next thing. And I want you guys to go

792
00:53:40.080 --> 00:53:46.560
and break out. We're already at five till nine. I can't believe it. All right. I felt like I also

793
00:53:46.560 --> 00:53:54.880
wanted me to go after tonight and you guys heard this in content before, but it was, how, how can

794
00:53:54.880 --> 00:54:00.640
we catch the foxes? How can we catch these foxes? This kind of stuff is going together tonight. So

795
00:54:00.640 --> 00:54:08.400
we're unpacking the boxes. We're we're looking for these filters and blind spots. And now God's

796
00:54:08.400 --> 00:54:13.760
saying, what about these foxes? So how do we fix the foundation? Well, we're not the ones that fix

797
00:54:13.760 --> 00:54:19.040
it by ourselves. Praise the Lord. We don't have to do the fixing by ourselves. And so I want to

798
00:54:19.040 --> 00:54:25.040
encourage you guys to examine the areas of your lives where you don't like your life. And some

799
00:54:25.040 --> 00:54:28.960
of you are going to be like, I don't like much of it. Some of you guys are going to be like, I'm

800
00:54:28.960 --> 00:54:35.040
doing great in all these areas, but I have this one area. Maybe it's, you know, the spirit mate,

801
00:54:35.040 --> 00:54:41.840
maybe it's work as well, whatever it is for you. Examine the areas of your lives where you aren't

802
00:54:41.840 --> 00:54:47.680
thrilled with your life. Maybe you also have things that are following a pattern of brokenness.

803
00:54:47.680 --> 00:54:52.880
You know, the same thing, the same area of brokenness continues to come up. Maybe it's

804
00:54:52.880 --> 00:54:59.200
things that are hurting you over and over again. Maybe it's areas you're making bad decisions over

805
00:54:59.200 --> 00:54:59.840
and over again.

806
00:55:00.000 --> 00:55:04.000
Whatever it is, God understands and he wants to help you out of it.

807
00:55:04.000 --> 00:55:09.000
So he wants to come in and restore the cracks in your foundation.

808
00:55:09.000 --> 00:55:10.000
Okay.

809
00:55:10.000 --> 00:55:15.000
He wants to come in with.

810
00:55:15.000 --> 00:55:18.000
I don't know what it's called, but you know, they fill the cement in.

811
00:55:18.000 --> 00:55:22.000
He brings in the gold. He's pouring the gold into all the cracks.

812
00:55:22.000 --> 00:55:27.000
He's making us better than we were before we ever had a crack.

813
00:55:27.000 --> 00:55:31.000
So we need to invite the Holy Spirit to be our contractor.

814
00:55:31.000 --> 00:55:34.000
Cause he has the, he, you know, contractors, when they come in,

815
00:55:34.000 --> 00:55:37.000
they have the blueprints, right?

816
00:55:37.000 --> 00:55:39.000
We don't have the blueprints.

817
00:55:39.000 --> 00:55:43.000
We don't know how God originally created us to be, but God does.

818
00:55:43.000 --> 00:55:44.000
The Holy spirit does.

819
00:55:44.000 --> 00:55:49.000
So when we ask him to come in and be that contractor.

820
00:55:49.000 --> 00:55:54.000
And help us understand and recognize the foxes, big foxes look like this.

821
00:55:55.000 --> 00:56:00.000
These are some of the big foxes known trauma. Okay. So abuse,

822
00:56:00.000 --> 00:56:06.000
molestation, divorce, accidents, sickness, huge losses.

823
00:56:06.000 --> 00:56:10.000
You know, huge losses can cover a lot.

824
00:56:10.000 --> 00:56:14.000
Maybe constant, like a financial shame.

825
00:56:14.000 --> 00:56:18.000
I would also put eating disorders in there as well.

826
00:56:18.000 --> 00:56:21.000
And then the little foxes are those, you know, again,

827
00:56:21.000 --> 00:56:25.000
We don't realize that we don't even realize we're still believing.

828
00:56:25.000 --> 00:56:29.000
Jeremiah 17, nine through 10 says this.

829
00:56:29.000 --> 00:56:32.000
The heart is deceitful above all things and beyond cure.

830
00:56:32.000 --> 00:56:34.000
Who can understand it?

831
00:56:34.000 --> 00:56:38.000
I the Lord search the heart and examine the mind to reward each person,

832
00:56:38.000 --> 00:56:40.000
according to their conduct.

833
00:56:40.000 --> 00:56:43.000
According to what their deeds deserve.

834
00:56:43.000 --> 00:56:47.000
So the Lord is the one that comes in and he's examining the heart.

835
00:56:48.000 --> 00:56:50.000
And he's examining the mind.

836
00:56:50.000 --> 00:56:52.000
And he's examining the heart.

837
00:56:52.000 --> 00:56:55.000
And he understands the mysteries of our heart, the puzzle,

838
00:56:55.000 --> 00:56:58.000
the pieces that are all shattered that are, you know, some of us.

839
00:56:58.000 --> 00:57:00.000
I don't know if you guys are puzzlers, but I'm a puzzler.

840
00:57:00.000 --> 00:57:04.000
And when you get it.

841
00:57:04.000 --> 00:57:07.000
And originally in the box, typically the pieces are all, you know,

842
00:57:07.000 --> 00:57:11.000
they're none of them are put together.

843
00:57:11.000 --> 00:57:14.000
And so you're looking, you're trying to figure out that puzzle piece.

844
00:57:14.000 --> 00:57:16.000
You're trying to figure out, okay,

845
00:57:16.000 --> 00:57:19.000
I'm going to put this thing together and I'm going to help you put this

846
00:57:19.000 --> 00:57:20.000
thing together.

847
00:57:20.000 --> 00:57:23.000
Just continue to surrender the pen to me, surrender.

848
00:57:23.000 --> 00:57:28.000
The wheel and let me do.

849
00:57:28.000 --> 00:57:31.000
What I, what I need and want to do in your life.

850
00:57:31.000 --> 00:57:32.000
And so.

851
00:57:32.000 --> 00:57:36.000
God is continuing to work in you all.

852
00:57:36.000 --> 00:57:38.000
I want you guys to talk a little bit about the foxes.

853
00:57:38.000 --> 00:57:42.000
Okay.

854
00:57:43.000 --> 00:57:46.000
I'm going to put you in there.

855
00:57:46.000 --> 00:57:48.000
But tonight might be your night to come out of hiding.

856
00:57:48.000 --> 00:57:50.000
Okay.

857
00:57:50.000 --> 00:57:51.000
All right. I'm going to put you in there.

858
00:57:51.000 --> 00:57:58.000
We praying for you guys.

859
00:57:58.000 --> 00:58:00.000
And I recreate these rooms tonight.

860
00:58:00.000 --> 00:58:03.000
So you're going to meet a couple of different people.

861
00:58:03.000 --> 00:58:05.000
And I want to do eight minutes. Like I said,

862
00:58:05.000 --> 00:58:06.000
I was going to do last time.

863
00:58:06.000 --> 00:58:08.000
There we go.

864
00:58:08.000 --> 00:58:09.000
Make sure it's saved. Okay, cool.

865
00:58:09.000 --> 00:58:26.000
Okay.

866
00:58:26.000 --> 00:58:32.000
Meredith, I got to put you in a room. Hold on one second here.

867
00:58:32.000 --> 00:58:36.000
Here we go.

868
00:58:37.000 --> 00:58:44.000
Okay.

869
00:58:44.000 --> 00:58:45.000
So Meredith,

870
00:58:45.000 --> 00:58:51.000
you'll want to click to join to go in the breakout session.

871
00:58:51.000 --> 00:58:52.000
All right, father.

872
00:58:52.000 --> 00:58:55.000
Thank you so much for continuing to reveal these areas for healing.

873
00:58:55.000 --> 00:58:57.000
God, thank you for revealing the foxes.

874
00:58:57.000 --> 00:58:58.000
God, the little foxes,

875
00:58:58.000 --> 00:59:01.000
the big foxes and everything in between and helping us to step into.

876
00:59:02.000 --> 00:59:05.000
You're the shelter that we can go to and be safe in times of

877
00:59:05.000 --> 00:59:06.000
trouble and times of joy.

878
00:59:06.000 --> 00:59:09.000
And even in the times we wander around in the wilderness,

879
00:59:09.000 --> 00:59:12.000
Lord help us to come out of these wilderness places and come into the

880
00:59:12.000 --> 00:59:17.000
fullness of your love for us. The fullness of your blessings.

881
00:59:17.000 --> 00:59:19.000
And every area that we are oppressed and we're crushed,

882
00:59:19.000 --> 00:59:25.000
help us to come to you because you're the shelter.

883
00:59:25.000 --> 00:59:28.000
That we can run to and be safe in times of trouble in times of joy

884
00:59:28.000 --> 00:59:30.000
that you're our perfect hiding place.

885
00:59:30.000 --> 00:59:31.000
And even in the times of trouble,

886
00:59:31.000 --> 00:59:35.000
we still struggle to believe that you have something good in store for us.

887
00:59:35.000 --> 00:59:39.000
Help us to trust you.

888
00:59:39.000 --> 00:59:41.000
We're God with a little bit more of our hearts tonight,

889
00:59:41.000 --> 00:59:44.000
a little bit more of our spirits.

890
00:59:44.000 --> 00:59:49.000
Help us to continue to lean into the truth of who you are,

891
00:59:49.000 --> 00:59:51.000
father, as.

892
00:59:51.000 --> 00:59:56.000
Love as peace, as goodness, as kindness, faithfulness.

893
01:00:00.000 --> 01:00:05.000
God, I thank you that in your word in Jeremiah 24, seven,

894
01:00:05.480 --> 01:00:06.660
it says, I will give them hearts

895
01:00:06.660 --> 01:00:08.920
that recognize me as the Lord.

896
01:00:08.920 --> 01:00:11.840
Yes, Lord, we're gonna recognize him, ladies.

897
01:00:11.840 --> 01:00:13.800
They will be my people and I will be their God

898
01:00:13.800 --> 01:00:17.640
for they will return to me wholeheartedly.

899
01:00:17.640 --> 01:00:19.160
Isn't that a wonderful promise?

900
01:00:19.160 --> 01:00:20.680
We're gonna recognize the Lord.

901
01:00:20.680 --> 01:00:22.800
We're gonna understand his voice.

902
01:00:22.800 --> 01:00:26.760
We're gonna grow in our ability to know his voice, ladies,

903
01:00:26.760 --> 01:00:29.920
to know it and know it really well.

904
01:00:29.960 --> 01:00:32.040
Thank you, Lord, that you're continuing to teach us

905
01:00:32.040 --> 01:00:34.520
how to listen to you, to trust you,

906
01:00:34.520 --> 01:00:36.840
to take you by the hand, to follow you,

907
01:00:36.840 --> 01:00:39.480
to let you show us the better way

908
01:00:39.480 --> 01:00:42.060
that we wouldn't rebel against you, God.

909
01:00:43.440 --> 01:00:45.800
And if there's rebellion, Lord, help us to understand

910
01:00:45.800 --> 01:00:48.760
we're making these rebellious choices out of brokenness

911
01:00:48.760 --> 01:00:51.840
and out of a lack of understanding your truth.

912
01:00:51.840 --> 01:00:56.200
God, I thank you for continuing to lift the veils

913
01:00:56.200 --> 01:00:57.640
from our eyes and our hearts

914
01:00:57.640 --> 01:00:59.680
that you would just remove any hardened,

915
01:00:59.680 --> 01:01:01.120
stony places of our hearts

916
01:01:01.120 --> 01:01:04.320
that are not soft and pliable to you.

917
01:01:04.320 --> 01:01:06.800
Lord, we ask you to help us to have hearts

918
01:01:06.800 --> 01:01:09.920
that become pliable to your voice, to your way,

919
01:01:09.920 --> 01:01:12.120
that you would create in us clean hearts, O God,

920
01:01:12.120 --> 01:01:14.840
and renew steadfast spirits within us.

921
01:01:14.840 --> 01:01:16.880
Yes, Lord, that we would not go off to the left

922
01:01:16.880 --> 01:01:18.760
or to the right, that we would stay on the pathway

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01:01:18.760 --> 01:01:20.520
that you have for us, God.

924
01:01:21.400 --> 01:01:24.320
I thank you, Jesus, for coming and dying on the cross

925
01:01:24.320 --> 01:01:26.440
and shedding your blood for the forgiveness of our sins,

926
01:01:26.440 --> 01:01:28.040
for our healing, for our freedom,

927
01:01:28.040 --> 01:01:31.740
that you came in the form of a baby on this earth,

928
01:01:31.740 --> 01:01:34.240
and you also are coming back one day.

929
01:01:34.240 --> 01:01:39.080
So thank you, Father, that you allow Jesus to come.

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01:01:39.080 --> 01:01:41.000
And Jesus, thank you for coming.

931
01:01:41.000 --> 01:01:43.400
Thank you for going through all the things

932
01:01:43.400 --> 01:01:44.920
that you endured on the earth

933
01:01:46.200 --> 01:01:48.920
so that you could also relate to us,

934
01:01:48.920 --> 01:01:51.520
so that you would make a way for us to be one with you

935
01:01:51.520 --> 01:01:53.640
as you were one with the Father.

936
01:01:53.640 --> 01:01:56.280
I thank you, Lord, that you are continuing

937
01:01:57.120 --> 01:02:02.120
to allow us to just come into your gates with thanksgiving

938
01:02:03.560 --> 01:02:04.960
and into your courts with praise.

939
01:02:04.960 --> 01:02:06.800
I thank you that you'll help us to step

940
01:02:06.800 --> 01:02:10.600
into celebrating ourselves, praising you, God,

941
01:02:10.600 --> 01:02:12.120
in every area.

942
01:02:12.120 --> 01:02:15.000
I thank you that we will give thanks and praise to you,

943
01:02:15.000 --> 01:02:17.600
for we are fearfully and wonderfully made.

944
01:02:17.600 --> 01:02:22.600
Wonderful are your works, and our souls know it very well.

945
01:02:23.000 --> 01:02:25.980
God, whenever our hearts make us feel guilty,

946
01:02:26.580 --> 01:02:27.980
and remind us of our failures,

947
01:02:27.980 --> 01:02:30.340
we know that God is much greater and more merciful

948
01:02:30.340 --> 01:02:31.220
than our conscious,

949
01:02:31.220 --> 01:02:35.300
and he knows everything there is to know about us.

950
01:02:37.060 --> 01:02:38.780
Everything that's hidden and covered up

951
01:02:38.780 --> 01:02:40.960
will soon be exposed, will be revealed,

952
01:02:40.960 --> 01:02:43.900
for the façade is falling down,

953
01:02:43.900 --> 01:02:45.940
and nothing will be kept secret for long.

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01:02:45.940 --> 01:02:47.740
God, thank you.

955
01:02:47.740 --> 01:02:50.060
And that's not something we have to be afraid of, God,

956
01:02:50.060 --> 01:02:52.020
because you're loving and you're kind

957
01:02:52.020 --> 01:02:53.760
in your process, Lord.

958
01:02:53.760 --> 01:02:55.820
You don't come in like a wrecking ball

959
01:02:56.660 --> 01:02:58.260
and just destroy us,

960
01:02:58.260 --> 01:03:01.460
but God, you come and you knock on the door of our hearts,

961
01:03:01.460 --> 01:03:03.740
and you ask us to let you in,

962
01:03:04.700 --> 01:03:09.100
to let you in and to reveal these tender areas of our lives.

963
01:03:09.100 --> 01:03:10.980
God, you do it because you love us,

964
01:03:10.980 --> 01:03:13.060
and you want us to be more whole.

965
01:03:13.060 --> 01:03:16.100
You want us to step further into the healing

966
01:03:16.100 --> 01:03:18.260
and the life that you have for us.

967
01:03:18.260 --> 01:03:21.500
I thank you that your word also declares in Revelation 21,4,

968
01:03:21.500 --> 01:03:23.580
he will wipe away every tear from their eyes

969
01:03:23.580 --> 01:03:25.680
and eliminate death entirely.

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01:03:25.680 --> 01:03:27.820
Praise be to God.

971
01:03:27.820 --> 01:03:29.800
No one will mourn or weep any longer.

972
01:03:29.800 --> 01:03:31.980
The pain of wounds will no longer exist

973
01:03:31.980 --> 01:03:36.420
for the old order has ceased.

974
01:03:36.420 --> 01:03:39.620
Yes, Lord, thank you that we can choose forgiveness,

975
01:03:39.620 --> 01:03:43.940
that we can choose to step into your healing rivers

976
01:03:43.940 --> 01:03:46.240
that are always flowing from heaven.

977
01:03:46.240 --> 01:03:50.900
God, your rivers of healing waters are always flowing,

978
01:03:50.900 --> 01:03:52.940
even when we don't see it or understand it

979
01:03:53.300 --> 01:03:55.140
or perceive it, God, that doesn't make it so.

980
01:03:55.140 --> 01:03:59.860
So Lord, help us to see with spiritual eyes

981
01:04:00.780 --> 01:04:04.140
the rivers of living water flowing through us

982
01:04:04.140 --> 01:04:06.420
and into us tonight.

983
01:04:06.420 --> 01:04:08.420
I thank you, Lord, that you'll help us

984
01:04:08.420 --> 01:04:13.420
to choose to forgive, Lord God, those who have hurt us,

985
01:04:15.820 --> 01:04:20.420
those who have wronged us in any way, including ourselves.

986
01:04:20.420 --> 01:04:23.220
God, that you would help us to forgive ourselves,

987
01:04:23.220 --> 01:04:27.940
to love others as you first loved us.

988
01:04:27.940 --> 01:04:29.220
God, I thank you.

989
01:04:30.300 --> 01:04:33.180
I thank you for your redeeming grace

990
01:04:33.180 --> 01:04:34.540
and your redeeming love.

991
01:04:34.540 --> 01:04:38.340
And I thank you that you're gonna continue to help us

992
01:04:39.940 --> 01:04:44.620
to step into that path that you have for us,

993
01:04:44.620 --> 01:04:46.320
that we will lay aside every weight

994
01:04:46.320 --> 01:04:47.740
that so easily ensnares us,

995
01:04:47.740 --> 01:04:50.780
and we would press on toward the high calling of God

996
01:04:50.780 --> 01:04:51.660
for our lives.

997
01:04:51.660 --> 01:04:53.620
And I thank you that that includes the plans

998
01:04:53.620 --> 01:04:56.020
and the promises that you have for us, Lord.

999
01:04:56.020 --> 01:05:00.220
I thank you that any area where we are still believing.

1000
01:05:00.000 --> 01:05:06.480
lies of the enemy, that we would just continue to push those things aside and trust your

1001
01:05:06.480 --> 01:05:14.880
good word instead. I thank you, Lord. I thank you that you are working all things together

1002
01:05:14.880 --> 01:05:22.640
for good in our lives to save many people alive. I thank you that you declare in Isaiah

1003
01:05:22.640 --> 01:05:29.680
61, three, that you would bestow on us a crown of beauty instead of ashes. And Lord, I just

1004
01:05:29.680 --> 01:05:34.640
declare that even right now over every lady, but Maria, that just came to mind the vision

1005
01:05:34.640 --> 01:05:40.320
that you gave Maria a little while ago about putting a crown on her head. And so I just

1006
01:05:40.320 --> 01:05:46.480
declare that over everyone in this group, that God is bestowing on you a crown of beauty

1007
01:05:46.480 --> 01:05:50.880
instead of ashes, where, where there's been pain, where there's been mourning, where there's

1008
01:05:50.880 --> 01:05:57.360
been loss, where there's been deception and betrayal, and you've been left behind and

1009
01:05:57.360 --> 01:06:03.120
other people chosen, whatever that looks like, where there's been illness and sickness and all

1010
01:06:03.120 --> 01:06:09.680
of these things, God is saying, I'm giving you beauty for ashes, the oil of joy for mourning,

1011
01:06:10.240 --> 01:06:14.560
and he lifts the spirit of heaviness off of us. So Lord, we just thank you that you're

1012
01:06:14.560 --> 01:06:20.080
lifting the spirit of heaviness off of every woman tonight, that you're helping them to step

1013
01:06:20.080 --> 01:06:27.280
into your joy, unspeakable and full of glory, or we thank you that you would help them to dance

1014
01:06:27.280 --> 01:06:32.080
and worship and celebrate you that your word declares that even the rocks will cry out.

1015
01:06:32.080 --> 01:06:38.240
If we don't worship you, Lord, I pray that even, even the waves thunderclap and they,

1016
01:06:38.240 --> 01:06:45.360
they worship you Lord help us to not, not ever stop worshiping you and understanding that you

1017
01:06:45.360 --> 01:06:53.760
are good. God, where the enemy has tried to lie and deceive us in and cause us to think that you

1018
01:06:53.760 --> 01:07:00.000
hold out on us, Lord, I thank you that you would bring truth and light to those places tonight.

1019
01:07:00.000 --> 01:07:07.760
Hello, ladies. Welcome back. Welcome back. Welcome back. Everyone else is about to come in.

1020
01:07:16.320 --> 01:07:24.320
Welcome back. Have you all ever heard the song? Uh, you are good. You are good all the time. You

1021
01:07:24.320 --> 01:07:29.920
are good. I'm not singing really great tonight. I, my voice, but that just came up in my spirit

1022
01:07:30.720 --> 01:07:36.160
when you guys were coming back. And so we might have to find that song and just worshiping that

1023
01:07:36.160 --> 01:07:42.560
a little bit this week. Um, and just let that marinate. I feel like some of you guys, if you

1024
01:07:43.520 --> 01:07:52.240
just let that marinate, like he is good, he is good all the time. You are good. Like just start

1025
01:07:52.240 --> 01:07:57.680
singing that over yourself and it will start to shift your spirit into alignment with heaven.

1026
01:07:58.400 --> 01:08:03.120
Um, I'm ready for you guys to share, but I wanted to put, um, share this with you guys when you're

1027
01:08:03.120 --> 01:08:08.960
back on, as I was praying for you guys, I came to this scripture right towards the end. And when I

1028
01:08:08.960 --> 01:08:15.360
read it, it made me think of Maria's vision of God, putting the crown on her. So just wanted to

1029
01:08:15.360 --> 01:08:23.439
read this to you guys as you're back. Isaiah 61, three says to bestow on them a crown of beauty

1030
01:08:24.240 --> 01:08:30.399
instead of ashes. And as I read it, I felt like it was for Maria, but I think it's for,

1031
01:08:30.399 --> 01:08:37.520
I declared it as a word over everybody in phase one, that you would receive the crown of beauty

1032
01:08:37.520 --> 01:08:43.040
that God is putting on your heads tonight. Instead of ashes, all the things that the enemy

1033
01:08:43.040 --> 01:08:52.240
intended for evil. Yes, Lord, Jesus came to turn it all around for good. Y'all he's working. He's

1034
01:08:52.240 --> 01:08:57.359
working. He's working. He's sitting at the right hand of the father right now, interceding for you

1035
01:08:57.359 --> 01:09:06.720
by name. Let that sink in. And the times where we, yes, Israel hotten. Yes, yes, yes. That's the one.

1036
01:09:07.279 --> 01:09:14.560
Yeah. He's man. You guys, I probably heard that song the first time, like 20 some years ago. It's

1037
01:09:14.560 --> 01:09:20.319
such a good song. All right. So just soak in the truth of who God is soaking, what he's doing in

1038
01:09:20.319 --> 01:09:28.160
your life. Who wants to share with everyone? I see. Yes, I don't know your first name. I'm so

1039
01:09:28.160 --> 01:09:32.960
sorry. I see that you're E Graham. It's Erica. Thank you, Erica.

1040
01:09:36.319 --> 01:09:41.439
I just wanted to say that I had a great conversation with Gwen. It was brief,

1041
01:09:41.439 --> 01:09:47.920
but we were talking about what you were saying about celebrating ourselves and the victories

1042
01:09:47.920 --> 01:09:55.680
and how a lot of the time, the foxes that we have kind of tell us don't do that and try to keep us

1043
01:09:55.680 --> 01:09:59.840
from celebrating our wins. And one of the things...

1044
01:10:00.000 --> 01:10:06.320
God has impressed upon me from now until the end of the year is just to literally sit down

1045
01:10:07.280 --> 01:10:13.520
and write out my wins for the year. And it's going to take self-reflection. It's going to

1046
01:10:13.520 --> 01:10:19.920
take some time. You're just going to have to sit, sit down, get quiet with him, and just

1047
01:10:20.720 --> 01:10:26.960
in every phase and aspect of your life, because what it's going to do, it's going to get your

1048
01:10:26.960 --> 01:10:32.640
motor running to get you ready to go into 2024, because everybody's going to, I can't,

1049
01:10:32.640 --> 01:10:43.200
2023 sucked. It was bad. No, you had wins. And when I sat down and I really had an opportunity

1050
01:10:43.760 --> 01:10:51.360
to just look in every area of my life, like you said, God is good. And that, when we celebrate

1051
01:10:51.360 --> 01:11:01.840
our wins, that's us showing, him showing us, look, I've been good to you. Don't follow that

1052
01:11:01.840 --> 01:11:08.960
trap of everybody's thinking, woe is me, all is doomed. And I mean, I'm good. Yes, there are

1053
01:11:08.960 --> 01:11:15.120
challenges, but if we can just sit down, because what the enemy wants us to do is to get so busy

1054
01:11:15.680 --> 01:11:21.440
and so distracted that we don't take the time for self-reflection,

1055
01:11:22.560 --> 01:11:28.320
also self-awareness. It takes self-awareness and self-reflection, and we can't do that

1056
01:11:30.960 --> 01:11:35.760
with other people. So while I understand Nicole's plight, and I've been there as well,

1057
01:11:36.560 --> 01:11:40.800
I relish this time at the end of the year to just slow down

1058
01:11:41.360 --> 01:11:48.400
and write out my wins and reflect, because when I start to think, and I start to think,

1059
01:11:48.400 --> 01:11:52.080
and then that's when that worship comes, and that's when that praise comes, and that's when

1060
01:11:52.080 --> 01:11:58.320
that, so I'm encouraging everybody to take that on as a project between, it's the 25th,

1061
01:11:58.320 --> 01:12:04.320
between now and the 31st, just sit down and write it out. It'll change you.

1062
01:12:05.280 --> 01:12:10.000
Yes. And this is so good. And I love what Michelle Palmer put in the chat too. There's a whole week

1063
01:12:10.960 --> 01:12:17.120
left to have more wins for 2023, ladies, and close it out strong. And here's the thing.

1064
01:12:17.120 --> 01:12:22.240
Some of you might be like, well, I don't feel like I'm having any wins, or 2023 didn't have

1065
01:12:22.240 --> 01:12:29.680
any wins. Ask the Lord to help you see them. Number one, I see a win for all of you. You all

1066
01:12:29.680 --> 01:12:36.240
chose to invest in yourself, in your heart healing. Do you guys know how many people will never choose

1067
01:12:36.240 --> 01:12:44.160
this? But you did. You did. You showed up for yourself in such a big way. You're here tonight.

1068
01:12:44.160 --> 01:12:52.720
This is a win. Some of you guys have shared openly. That's a win. You really can find a lot

1069
01:12:52.720 --> 01:12:59.440
of wins when you start asking God to show them to you. Maybe some of you, a win this week was

1070
01:12:59.440 --> 01:13:05.680
going for a walk when you didn't feel like it. I don't know. So I'm just throwing ideas out there.

1071
01:13:05.760 --> 01:13:12.960
Let God help you see the good. And again, as Eric was saying, it's not that we don't see the hard.

1072
01:13:14.800 --> 01:13:17.600
It's not that we don't see the things that are difficult.

1073
01:13:19.520 --> 01:13:22.880
Confession time. I just put my tree up today.

1074
01:13:26.800 --> 01:13:31.840
I have my, my spiritual daughters are coming in town tomorrow. If they weren't, I probably would

1075
01:13:31.840 --> 01:13:39.840
have just let it go only because just life has been so crazy. But deep down in my heart,

1076
01:13:40.800 --> 01:13:45.280
I kept saying, well, I'm going to do it for them. And I, I did, but you know,

1077
01:13:45.280 --> 01:13:53.840
what really also got me motivated? I love Christmas. I shared great Christmas memories

1078
01:13:53.840 --> 01:13:59.680
with my grandparents and my mom, and they're not here anymore on this earth. I'll get to

1079
01:13:59.680 --> 01:14:04.320
celebrate with them again, one day in heaven, but I'm sharing this with you. My husband had

1080
01:14:04.320 --> 01:14:09.360
surgery back on November 11th or November 30th, excuse me. It was supposed to be just a recovery

1081
01:14:09.360 --> 01:14:13.120
from that. And it turned into a lot of other things. Sometimes life is just hard. You all,

1082
01:14:14.800 --> 01:14:23.840
but like the awkwardness of Christmas in that sense, it's not just about decorations, right?

1083
01:14:24.800 --> 01:14:31.840
It's about who he is and what he did and what he's going to do between now and when he comes back

1084
01:14:31.840 --> 01:14:36.560
again. And then what is he going to do when he comes back again? So, you know, there's always

1085
01:14:36.560 --> 01:14:42.640
things that we can praise him for, man. There's so much good, even in the hard there's good.

1086
01:14:43.280 --> 01:14:48.640
There's good. All right. All right. Go ahead. You guys can share. Nicole, I see you go ahead.

1087
01:14:49.040 --> 01:14:53.360
When you were saying about that with your tree,

1088
01:14:54.080 --> 01:14:59.840
you know, it kind of hit, like, I disappointed myself because I should have done it for me.

1089
01:15:00.000 --> 01:15:03.760
but I was so in my funk that I didn't do it at all.

1090
01:15:03.760 --> 01:15:05.480
And I won't do that again.

1091
01:15:05.480 --> 01:15:08.680
I will make sure that I do it for me,

1092
01:15:08.680 --> 01:15:11.480
because I, like you said,

1093
01:15:11.480 --> 01:15:15.840
Christmas is about family, tradition, things,

1094
01:15:15.840 --> 01:15:18.840
and I need to start doing for me.

1095
01:15:18.840 --> 01:15:19.680
That's right.

1096
01:15:19.680 --> 01:15:21.520
I'm not bored again.

1097
01:15:21.520 --> 01:15:23.520
Yes, yes.

1098
01:15:23.520 --> 01:15:24.340
And again, ladies,

1099
01:15:24.340 --> 01:15:26.760
this isn't so much for us to feel bad, right?

1100
01:15:26.760 --> 01:15:28.040
It's for us to see, okay,

1101
01:15:28.040 --> 01:15:30.360
and acknowledge what do we love?

1102
01:15:30.360 --> 01:15:32.140
What do we enjoy?

1103
01:15:32.140 --> 01:15:35.040
Like some of you, that will be a good assignment too.

1104
01:15:35.040 --> 01:15:36.680
Like not to give you a bunch of assignments,

1105
01:15:36.680 --> 01:15:39.480
but like some of you just need to ask the Lord,

1106
01:15:39.480 --> 01:15:43.320
like help me to know what I like.

1107
01:15:43.320 --> 01:15:46.520
Because the more you get established in what you like,

1108
01:15:46.520 --> 01:15:47.720
what things, you know,

1109
01:15:47.720 --> 01:15:50.280
what are the things that help you come alive?

1110
01:15:50.280 --> 01:15:53.580
Like make you feel joyful and excited about life.

1111
01:15:54.680 --> 01:15:57.680
Because if you continue to get grounded in those things,

1112
01:15:58.320 --> 01:16:00.160
when you start dating someone,

1113
01:16:00.160 --> 01:16:01.640
you're gonna like, basically,

1114
01:16:01.640 --> 01:16:03.880
it's not like you change for them.

1115
01:16:03.880 --> 01:16:07.280
You become more whole and more of yourself,

1116
01:16:07.280 --> 01:16:09.960
the real you as the healing happens.

1117
01:16:09.960 --> 01:16:11.880
And so then you're gonna attract someone

1118
01:16:11.880 --> 01:16:15.880
who will value who you are.

1119
01:16:15.880 --> 01:16:19.320
And they're not gonna ask you to stop doing things you love

1120
01:16:20.480 --> 01:16:21.640
and try to control you.

1121
01:16:22.960 --> 01:16:25.120
That's not healthy, right?

1122
01:16:25.120 --> 01:16:26.680
But the more we know ourselves

1123
01:16:26.680 --> 01:16:29.640
and the more that we appreciate who we are,

1124
01:16:29.640 --> 01:16:34.080
the less those things will happen, okay?

1125
01:16:34.080 --> 01:16:37.140
All right, Laura, go ahead.

1126
01:16:41.680 --> 01:16:46.680
Well, I didn't get to share about my foxes, but that's okay.

1127
01:16:51.360 --> 01:16:54.460
So when she was talking about winds and stuff,

1128
01:16:54.460 --> 01:16:56.740
and you were talking about your husband

1129
01:16:56.740 --> 01:17:01.540
being in the hospital, I think I shared this before,

1130
01:17:01.540 --> 01:17:05.100
but my dad has been in the hospital

1131
01:17:05.100 --> 01:17:10.100
since the middle of November and he had heart surgery,

1132
01:17:12.180 --> 01:17:14.940
but it's just been a roller coaster for us,

1133
01:17:14.940 --> 01:17:16.240
my whole family.

1134
01:17:19.380 --> 01:17:23.540
But he's finally coming home tomorrow.

1135
01:17:23.540 --> 01:17:25.520
So I look at that as a win.

1136
01:17:28.180 --> 01:17:31.780
So I initially joined the group

1137
01:17:35.380 --> 01:17:40.380
because I keep asking myself, why am I still single?

1138
01:17:42.300 --> 01:17:44.980
And there has to be a reason.

1139
01:17:45.940 --> 01:17:49.860
And I don't know what the reason is.

1140
01:17:49.900 --> 01:17:54.900
And maybe I just need to work on myself more.

1141
01:17:57.140 --> 01:18:01.060
I'm finding out maybe it's more about working on me

1142
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than it is about getting to that final destination

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of walking down the aisle and getting married.

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01:18:14.740 --> 01:18:16.940
I'm trying not to rush the process,

1145
01:18:16.940 --> 01:18:18.940
but at the same time, it's like,

1146
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I just want to get there, I just want to get there.

1147
01:18:23.820 --> 01:18:28.820
So I'm trying to take in everything.

1148
01:18:32.700 --> 01:18:34.860
And I feel like it's taking me longer

1149
01:18:34.860 --> 01:18:39.860
to process everything, but hopefully eventually

1150
01:18:40.220 --> 01:18:41.880
I'll get there.

1151
01:18:43.540 --> 01:18:46.660
And some people, I will say, just so you know, Laura,

1152
01:18:46.660 --> 01:18:49.540
it depends on, every person starts

1153
01:18:49.540 --> 01:18:50.540
in a different place too.

1154
01:18:50.540 --> 01:18:53.660
So every single woman that comes into this group,

1155
01:18:53.660 --> 01:18:57.400
some people have done counseling for years,

1156
01:18:57.400 --> 01:18:59.040
some people have done coaching,

1157
01:18:59.040 --> 01:19:00.660
some people are doing other things.

1158
01:19:00.660 --> 01:19:03.100
So we never want to, and not that you are,

1159
01:19:03.100 --> 01:19:04.660
but just as a reminder for all of you,

1160
01:19:04.660 --> 01:19:06.660
you never want to look at another sister in the group

1161
01:19:06.660 --> 01:19:08.180
and be like, why are they going so fast?

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01:19:08.180 --> 01:19:09.020
Why am I not?

1163
01:19:09.020 --> 01:19:10.680
What's wrong with me?

1164
01:19:10.680 --> 01:19:15.260
No, you gotta just stay focused on your journey

1165
01:19:15.300 --> 01:19:18.820
and what is God trying to do in you?

1166
01:19:18.820 --> 01:19:21.900
And the cool thing about this process,

1167
01:19:21.900 --> 01:19:24.660
and I know it seems counterintuitive

1168
01:19:24.660 --> 01:19:28.300
when it's like, okay, come in, stop dating,

1169
01:19:28.300 --> 01:19:30.540
but just press pause, not stop forever.

1170
01:19:31.620 --> 01:19:35.460
But it truly, when you guys lean into the healing,

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01:19:35.460 --> 01:19:38.980
your process will be accelerated later.

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It will.

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01:19:40.100 --> 01:19:43.060
And for some of you, when you're finishing

1174
01:19:43.060 --> 01:19:44.980
the five weeks of heartwork,

1175
01:19:44.980 --> 01:19:49.500
some of you might need more time to heal,

1176
01:19:49.500 --> 01:19:52.060
but you can still move forward into the other group

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01:19:52.060 --> 01:19:53.580
because healing is a journey.

1178
01:19:53.580 --> 01:19:54.660
It continues, you all.

1179
01:19:54.660 --> 01:19:56.820
It continues in marriage too.

1180
01:19:56.820 --> 01:19:57.820
Did y'all know that?

1181
01:19:58.780 --> 01:19:59.980
It will, it does.

1182
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Yes, yes, yes.

1183
01:20:01.720 --> 01:20:05.280
You're going to continue to heal all the way through.

1184
01:20:05.280 --> 01:20:09.720
So just know that it's a process and God will meet you every step of the way.

1185
01:20:09.720 --> 01:20:10.720
Okay.

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01:20:10.720 --> 01:20:13.680
All right, Michelle, what do you got?

1187
01:20:13.680 --> 01:20:20.720
I wanted to share this earlier when Maria had made the comment about the crown.

1188
01:20:20.720 --> 01:20:23.660
And I was like, just wanted to encourage all the ladies.

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01:20:23.660 --> 01:20:29.980
It's like super easy, like on Amazon, but this year at my churches, our women's conference,

1190
01:20:29.980 --> 01:20:33.140
our campus, there's like six different campuses.

1191
01:20:33.140 --> 01:20:38.740
So our campus, all the women, we wore crowns and it was just so fun.

1192
01:20:38.740 --> 01:20:41.780
And it, I mean, it seems silly, but it's just like fun.

1193
01:20:41.780 --> 01:20:47.280
And on Amazon, you can get one for seven to $10 and just like wear it around the house.

1194
01:20:47.280 --> 01:20:50.780
And it does, it makes you feel like special.

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01:20:50.780 --> 01:20:54.820
And so I just wanted to encourage everyone to do that just for themselves to wear, get

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01:20:54.820 --> 01:20:56.380
a crown and wear it.

1197
01:20:56.380 --> 01:20:58.300
Yes, I love this.

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01:20:58.620 --> 01:20:59.620
Okay.

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So this is a good conversation as we start to close the night out, because some of you

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01:21:03.460 --> 01:21:09.260
guys know this already, or you're learning it at least in our group, in this community.

1201
01:21:09.260 --> 01:21:14.460
I love, I don't know where Jackie learned it, but the activations and stuff that we

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01:21:14.460 --> 01:21:20.060
do, you know, the princess crown, yeah, a hundred percent.

1203
01:21:20.060 --> 01:21:21.380
Some of you guys need to do that.

1204
01:21:21.380 --> 01:21:25.900
If that, if that resonated in your spirit, I would encourage you to go ahead and get

1205
01:21:25.900 --> 01:21:28.900
on Amazon or go shop for one.

1206
01:21:28.900 --> 01:21:34.700
You know, I'm not saying just Amazon, but some of you guys need to feel like, look at

1207
01:21:34.700 --> 01:21:36.940
yourself in the mirror with it on.

1208
01:21:36.940 --> 01:21:38.340
And some of y'all probably will cry.

1209
01:21:38.340 --> 01:21:45.020
I'm just going to tell you, some of you guys need some true, like belief that you are a

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01:21:45.020 --> 01:21:46.020
princess.

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01:21:46.020 --> 01:21:51.780
Not just in the words that you say or the thoughts that you try to think, but deep in

1212
01:21:51.780 --> 01:21:56.780
deep, deep, deep in that this is who I am.

1213
01:21:56.780 --> 01:22:04.700
That I am called here for such a time as this.

1214
01:22:04.700 --> 01:22:11.540
Can you imagine Esther, all the beautification treatments she went through, all the baths

1215
01:22:11.540 --> 01:22:17.540
and the soaking and the oils and the fragrances and all the preparation.

1216
01:22:17.540 --> 01:22:21.840
Some of you guys, that's what like you, you don't realize it right now, but that's part

1217
01:22:21.840 --> 01:22:23.940
of what's happening.

1218
01:22:23.940 --> 01:22:24.940
You got it.

1219
01:22:24.940 --> 01:22:30.300
We got has to remove the stuff that isn't good so that he can fill you with the fragrances

1220
01:22:30.300 --> 01:22:33.320
of heaven and all the goodness.

1221
01:22:33.320 --> 01:22:37.940
And so some of you guys, as you get these crowns, as you stand in front of the mirror,

1222
01:22:37.940 --> 01:22:41.580
you know, really just ask God to help you see yourself the way he sees you.

1223
01:22:41.580 --> 01:22:45.180
What is he, what else does he want to tell you?

1224
01:22:45.180 --> 01:22:47.820
What words does he want to speak into your life?

1225
01:22:47.820 --> 01:22:50.160
What's your word for 2024?

1226
01:22:50.160 --> 01:22:55.340
Like even just praying like for one word, God, what's my word for 2024?

1227
01:22:55.340 --> 01:23:02.460
The one word you want me to learn more about, lean into, understand, you know, I'm big on

1228
01:23:02.460 --> 01:23:03.460
that.

1229
01:23:03.460 --> 01:23:07.220
So I always, I feel like God always takes me there at this time of year to encourage

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other people as well.

1231
01:23:09.340 --> 01:23:13.780
But also the other thing I want to tell you guys, and you're not here yet, so I would

1232
01:23:13.780 --> 01:23:17.340
encourage you to wait for this part until you get to love story accelerated.

1233
01:23:17.340 --> 01:23:21.080
But I want to go ahead and plant a seed.

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01:23:21.080 --> 01:23:27.940
Some of you guys, when you're in love story accelerator, I would encourage you to buy

1235
01:23:27.940 --> 01:23:34.060
something for yourself that says, I am a bride.

1236
01:23:34.060 --> 01:23:37.380
And if you buy it now, it's not going to hurt you, but just don't get too caught up in the

1237
01:23:37.380 --> 01:23:38.740
boy stuff right now.

1238
01:23:38.740 --> 01:23:39.740
Okay.

1239
01:23:39.740 --> 01:23:42.740
That's why I'm encouraging you to wait until love story so that you can focus on your heart

1240
01:23:42.740 --> 01:23:45.340
work right now and not get distracted.

1241
01:23:45.340 --> 01:23:50.540
But some of you guys, you know, just need to even, yep.

1242
01:23:50.540 --> 01:23:55.380
I'm bride like where, where a sash that says you're a bride around your house.

1243
01:23:55.380 --> 01:23:56.580
And what does that feel like?

1244
01:23:56.580 --> 01:23:59.260
What does that, you know, does that raise your belief?

1245
01:23:59.260 --> 01:24:05.540
What is that prophetic act act doing in your spirit to help you align with the truth of

1246
01:24:05.540 --> 01:24:07.980
heaven for your destiny?

1247
01:24:07.980 --> 01:24:11.180
Yes, Erica.

1248
01:24:11.180 --> 01:24:12.180
I love that.

1249
01:24:12.620 --> 01:24:17.500
Erica said her three words for 2024 are release manifest and thrive.

1250
01:24:17.500 --> 01:24:19.500
Those are powerful.

1251
01:24:19.500 --> 01:24:22.500
That's so good.

1252
01:24:22.500 --> 01:24:27.740
All right, ladies, I feel like God is done so much tonight.

1253
01:24:27.740 --> 01:24:28.740
He's so good.

1254
01:24:28.740 --> 01:24:34.380
You all, I hope that you guys know that you are seen.

1255
01:24:34.380 --> 01:24:35.740
You are heard.

1256
01:24:35.740 --> 01:24:37.380
You're loved.

1257
01:24:37.380 --> 01:24:41.100
The father is pursuing your hearts.

1258
01:24:41.100 --> 01:24:45.620
Yes, the spirit mate is going to be the cherry on the top.

1259
01:24:45.620 --> 01:24:52.780
He will be, but all the other stuff in between and the Sunday, if you will, and it's so good

1260
01:24:52.780 --> 01:24:56.020
taste and see that the Lord is good.

1261
01:24:56.020 --> 01:24:59.020
Taste and see that the Lord is good.

1262
01:24:59.020 --> 01:25:00.020
This will be.

1263
01:25:00.000 --> 01:25:06.320
your last year single you all. God's doing some stuff. All right. So we're going to show up in

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1265
01:25:06.320 --> 01:25:11.840
the group this week. We'll be back next week. If you guys remember, we're doing only APM again,

1266
01:25:11.840 --> 01:25:16.880
next, next week as well on new year's day. I can't even believe it. A week from today will

1267
01:25:16.880 --> 01:25:23.200
be new year's day. And I can't wait to hear your breakthrough stories this week. I'm,

1268
01:25:23.200 --> 01:25:27.840
I'm expecting big things this week for you all. Some of you guys are going to face some hard

1269
01:25:27.840 --> 01:25:32.480
things again, as you process your healing and your heartwork, but guess what? Keep your head up,

1270
01:25:33.360 --> 01:25:39.360
keep your head up, look towards heaven and know that good things are coming.

1271
01:25:40.240 --> 01:25:45.760
He is the lifter of your heads. Okay. He's the lifter of our heads for all things. Yes.

1272
01:25:45.760 --> 01:25:50.560
Merry Christmas. I can't remember. Oh, I meant to show you all, I got a little Merry Christmas

1273
01:25:50.560 --> 01:25:56.160
sweater sweatshirt for y'all. I kept thinking earlier and I was like, well, you can't really

1274
01:25:56.160 --> 01:26:02.480
see it, but, uh, my husband's sister got this for us. We all wore Merry Christmas matching shirts.

1275
01:26:02.480 --> 01:26:09.360
Y'all this is the kind of stuff I always wanted. Seriously. My sister and I are not close like at

1276
01:26:09.360 --> 01:26:15.520
all. And I've always wanted sisters that would do this kind of stuff. And now I've got it.

1277
01:26:16.080 --> 01:26:20.080
Like God just sent me a husband, you know, for those of you that don't know, I'm one of the

1278
01:26:20.080 --> 01:26:25.440
success stories. I don't even know if some of our newbies know that. So I went through this program

1279
01:26:25.440 --> 01:26:32.320
several years ago, and I've been married now a year and almost four months, but, uh, he has two

1280
01:26:32.320 --> 01:26:39.440
sisters and a great mom and I'm super blessed. So I'm encouraging you things that you have longed

1281
01:26:39.440 --> 01:26:48.640
for. God sees you. He hears you. He will answer at the right appointed time for you. May God bless

1282
01:26:48.640 --> 01:26:53.040
you. Let me pray us out father. Thank you so much for your goodness. Thank you for your mercy. Thank

1283
01:26:53.040 --> 01:26:59.840
you for your grace. God, we ask you just to, um, protect all the seeds that were planted tonight.

1284
01:27:00.720 --> 01:27:05.440
Lord, the enemy will try to come in quick to steal the seeds and pluck them right up.

1285
01:27:05.440 --> 01:27:09.760
So Lord, we ask you to protect them, protect their minds, their hearts, their spirits, their souls,

1286
01:27:09.760 --> 01:27:14.480
protect their bodies. We thank you for health and wholeness. God, that you would surround these

1287
01:27:14.480 --> 01:27:19.520
ladies with your truth and your love. God, as they go throughout this week, help them to see

1288
01:27:20.240 --> 01:27:26.720
the wins of this last year, help them to continue to unpack the heart boxes with you and to recognize

1289
01:27:26.720 --> 01:27:32.640
the filters and blind spots and, and the foxes. And, and thank you, God, that you're working on

1290
01:27:32.640 --> 01:27:38.640
their behalf right now, help them to recognize the power of your presence, that the same, um,

1291
01:27:38.640 --> 01:27:43.680
spirit that rose Jesus from the dead at, if they've accepted you as their Lord and savior,

1292
01:27:43.680 --> 01:27:49.280
Jesus, that same power is living within them and it's operating through them. So help them this

1293
01:27:49.280 --> 01:27:53.840
week to recognize that and to come into alignment with your truth. We just thank you for it in

1294
01:27:53.840 --> 01:28:00.560
advance in Jesus name. God bless you. Have a great night, everyone. I'll see you guys again next week.

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01:28:00.560 --> 01:28:04.640
Bye. Thank you.