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Great. Good morning. Welcome. My name is Bethany Cooper. I'm your host this morning, and I'm super excited to do my best to convey the heart of the father this morning and lean into what Jackie is asking.

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And the biggest thing we're going to go after this morning is healing. We're going to go after healing, and why are we going to do that for a lot of different reasons but we have a lot of people.

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Several people I should say in this community that just, you know, have already gotten really tough diagnoses and then some even in this last week that have gotten some as well.

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And so today we're going to do some talk about healing we're going to have you guys interacting in the chat we want to have some fun.

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And also just want you to know that tomorrow night Sunday night activation is going to be a time of prayer regarding healing so we encourage you to come no matter what kind of healing you might need and you might not even know you need healing.

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One of the things I think is super important to kind of lay the groundwork this morning as well. And then I'm going to pray is that there are times we have blockages in our lives, because we need healing in an area that we might not even realize.

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And so, as you guys know that's the core heartwork is the core, but we're going to go after physical healing today as well as emotional and mental healing, and just want you guys to not so much focus on the why doesn't God heal some people we're not going to go there today.

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It's not because we can't pick up the Holy Spirit said that's not our focus today we're going somewhere else. And so I want to encourage you to kind of resist the urge to lean into a why doesn't healing happen sometimes because we might go after that another day but we're not going that direction today.

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Father, we just thank you so much for this day. Lord we thank you for your incredible healing. God in love for us Lord we just pray that you would just impart revelation and understanding into every heart that is here, everyone that will hear the replay.

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Father, you're the one that needs to convey your heart your message to them Lord we're just a vessel. So what I pray that every person that hears the sound of my voice would ultimately hear the Holy Spirit that they would hear your heart that Jesus they would understand

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the truth of who you are and who you were on the earth as the great physician, and how you leaned into the father as a part of that connection to release healing power and virtue.

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So where we just thank you that you would give us a deeper understanding of what healing looks like what it sounds like what it feels like but also Lord that it can, we can lean into the times where we have frustration, the times where we have to endure

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things on this earth that man it's just hard sometimes but Lord you meet us, you meet us there and we just thank you for that in advance in Jesus name.

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So I want to start out this morning, just with, as I was praying into this and asking the Lord where he wanted us to go.

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This is what he said to me is that it begins with the war within the war within. And what I mean by that is in john chapter seven verse 12 through 13, we see this conversation happening.

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Jesus's brothers are talking there's this whole interaction happening, and it unfolds and it says this, some said Jesus was a good man.

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Others thought he was one who deceived Jesus's brothers who lived with him and grew up with him didn't think he was who their mom said he was, but that didn't negate that he was who he was right.

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Jesus at that time had not performed any miracles on the earth. Okay, so up until that point his brothers had not even seen him perform a miracle. So that's the context of that.

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But the reason I wanted to start with that part of Scripture is that some said he was a good man, and some thought he was one who deceived Jesus, or excuse me when when Jesus was going into the wilderness.

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And that's because if you remember Satan word against his identity he basically was trying to get Jesus to deny who he was, but he never did you know what he did he turned the truth of the word and he stood up he rose up against those things,

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and he said, This is what the word says. So in your hearts this morning this is where I wanted us to kind of start is where is your heart posture and there's no shame in it this is this is real talk today.

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And our struggle to understand healing miracles, why does he heal why doesn't he heal when does it happen, why does it happen. And what if we're going through a need of healing and it hasn't, it hasn't happened yet, that the physical and the supernatural

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merge completely so that we're physically healed.

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Sometimes we're physically healed

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and then something comes back.

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Man, doesn't that confuse some?

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Yes, for me, it does at least.

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So again, I'm not gonna answer all those questions

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this morning, but I'm just,

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I felt led to stir this up in the spirit realm

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so that the Holy Spirit can speak to you

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right where you're at and help you know that he loves you.

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He's walking with you.

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He's not condemning you.

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Thank you, Father.

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Thank you that you don't condemn.

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You don't shame us.

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You meet us right where we're at.

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There was a time where Jesus encountered the man

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and the man said, if you will heal, if you can,

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and Jesus said, if you believe,

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and then he healed the need.

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So Jesus spoke to the small faith that the guy had,

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but he didn't condemn him.

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He just said, okay, if you believe, and then he did it.

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And he was calling him into a deeper understanding

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of healing and who Jesus was.

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So this morning, where are you with all this?

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Where are you with who Jesus is?

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Who is God the Father to you?

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Today, where are you regarding your view

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of inviting Jesus into the place where you're at right now?

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What does that mean?

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Where do you need healing personally right now?

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Where do you need Jesus to encounter your story?

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This is the same Jesus, literally who was in a tomb,

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who was in there for three days

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and then was risen from the dead.

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And the Bible declares that the same power

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that rose Jesus Christ from the dead is living in us

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and it's operating through us.

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And so we can come into partnership with that today.

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Even if we've, yesterday,

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we did our best to come into partnership with that,

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but today is a new day.

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And today the Lord is saying, come up a little higher.

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Like even to me, as I was studying some of this,

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I was thinking about the times in my life

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where I've encountered the need for healing

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in so many different ways.

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You know, I'm one of those people that Jesus healed

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years ago of something, and then it resurfaced.

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And even this last week, I thought it was so interesting.

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I had no clue that I was gonna be doing this today.

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And even just 30 minutes ago, the Lord was like,

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you know, think about the fact

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that you just encountered this this week.

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Is that a coincidence?

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I don't think so.

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So this last week, what happened,

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and this is what happened.

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It was not that I was completely sick

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with the same thing again,

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but I had symptoms of it.

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I had symptoms of it.

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And the enemy wanted me to believe

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that that thing was coming back.

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And literally as quick as I started to worry about it,

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the Holy Spirit rose up in me and said, no, you were healed.

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Speak against that thing, speak against that thing,

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resist that thing and do not allow that lie

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to enter back in.

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And so again, I'm just gonna kind of drop a bunch of seeds.

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You guys can allow yourself to hear

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what the Holy Spirit wants to say to you this morning

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about that, but some of you even emotional healing,

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some of you battle depression and oppression

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and fear and anxiety.

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Y'all, I've told my story a little bit.

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Some of you may have never heard it before.

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I went through so much trauma as a kid that I was terrified.

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I had so much fear.

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I would run from one side of the house to the other

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because I was so afraid of the dark.

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Y'all, this stuff is real in the physical realm

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that we deal with.

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It's real, the enemy was afflicting me

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with a spirit of fear and panic and dread and worry,

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but God came and delivered me from that stuff.

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Many years after that, I went through this relationship

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where all this betrayal came in and I found out that,

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man, this person that I thought was one person wasn't

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and because I was deceived and I felt so betrayed,

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I just felt like, God, why didn't you protect me from that?

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If you're good, why didn't you protect me from that?

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But see, people have free will, you all.

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People have free will.

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And what God showed me through that,

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because after that all happened,

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I'm gonna kind of tie all this together.

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After all that had happened, the anxiety and the fear

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came back in like double fold.

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And I was, man, I was afraid to go places

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because I had gotten stalked by one of the women

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that this guy I used to date was seeing.

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And it was like, I was afraid to be online.

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You guys, at that time, I was launching online ministry

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way back then.

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I mean, this is back in 2013 and I just completely shut down

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and went into isolation and fear and panic

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until one day God just started really speaking to me.

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I was in the car driving and I said,

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God, why did you make me this way?

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Why did you put this anxiety and fear in me?

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I don't understand.

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And he said, I didn't.

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I didn't make you that way.

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And it was like, it was this still small voice,

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but it was so loud and clear in my spirit.

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That I mean literally driving. I was like, whoa, you know

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It's one of those moments where you really know that you know that you know that he's saying something to you

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And so I asked the Lord. Well, what do you mean?

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And he said when I formed you and I created you I put everything good in you

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I created you and I formed peace and I formed calm and I I formed, you know

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Empowerment and gifts and all these things that he puts in us you all but see here's the thing the enemy is

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The one that comes to kill steal and destroy but Jesus came to give us life and give it to us more abundantly

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the enemy was the one that brought trauma and pain and destruction to

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Deception and disease and all these things the enemy is the one that brings fear

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The enemy is the one that brings anxiety

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God God didn't do that to me. See I had a wrong understanding and

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And so that's that's kind of the groundwork I wanted to lay this morning is sometimes we come in, you know to

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Situations with the understandment understanding that we have and that's how we view life

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God wasn't mad at me because I thought that

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But he loved me enough to pursue my heart to speak truth to call me into a higher perspective and understanding

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of who he is of

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Who he is and how he created me

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So that I could live into that higher perspective. Did I still encounter struggles with anxiety?

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You better believe the enemy still tried to do that. He still tries to do that you all

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Just like this week when that thing happened

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I started feeling that anxiety and that panic try to rise up like oh my god

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Oh my god, because I started thinking of all the things that if that really was coming back that that would impact

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And that's why he said no no no daughter don't receive that lie don't even let it in

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So i'm not saying that for some of you you might be like man

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I let it in

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I've been i've been going this whole week thinking on all this negative stuff

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But I want to say to you there's grace

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There's grace and that's why he sent me to talk about this because we want to talk a little bit about

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The lies some of the lies I felt like the lord wanted to debunk this morning and I want to activate you guys and just

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I want you to start putting some lies in like things that you have believed

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And and here's the preface about god and his character that have led you to believe

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You know that

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You can't be healed that you can't have his promise whatever that looks like for you

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I'm going to just start talking about a couple but I want you to share what yours are this morning in the chat

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Some of the lies that I feel like god has been debunking in my life and has been speaking to me

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And I think these will speak to you all this morning as well

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Sorry, I just got to get to my notes on it

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God doesn't love me

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God blesses everybody else, but he doesn't bless me

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If I had more faith, I would be healed

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God is the one who creates sickness. This is a lie again. These are lies

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That god has been debunking in my mind

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I'm always on the outside reaching in. I I just can never grasp

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I can't grasp what other people have. I I i'm the one that's always without money

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God supplies their needs, but he doesn't supply mine

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God, why did you make me this way?

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Yeah, I keep putting them in there don't measure up

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Mine is that I'm not getting like I don't understand. I'm always stupid. Okay, see these are the things we're not stupid

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Y'all I wasn't stupid. I just didn't understand what we don't know what we don't know until we know it

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And then god brings revelation and truth and enlightenment and when we encounter that, you know

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It's just like light in in that darkness. It brings illumination

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And so that it encourages us to lean into the truth of what god's word says about who he is

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We're not always going to be alone. You all we're not number one. I said this on the faith friday yesterday

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We had something really crazy happen

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I was literally getting ready to talk about being disconnected because someone was feeling disconnected and literally the whole zoom went down

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But we allowed god to use that to speak a word about reconnection that we're never

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disconnected in the body of christ because god

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Never disconnected in the body of christ because god makes us when we lean into him. We're always in community y'all

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God never leaves us. He never forsakes us. He's always walking with us

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Always walking with us

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And he takes us by the hand

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He sent the holy spirit to be our comforter our counselor our guide our ever-present help in times of trouble

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He he literally if we will reach our hand this week when I when I was going through that

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I just had a I just

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had to reach up my hand for truth. Like what is the truth that God wants to put into your heart

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this morning? I want to go here first as we start to unpack, you know, who God says he is in

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scripture and the healing and all the things that he promises. I felt led to talk first about

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who God is. Because when I look back on my own journey, you all, for those of you that don't

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know, here's the other flip side of this. My mom at 20 years old had an aneurysm, almost died.

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Thank God she survived at that time. But y'all, she was disabled for the rest of my life, like

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the rest of her time here on earth in my life. Over 20 some, 25 some years, I saw my mom struggle

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with physical disability. Do you all think I prayed for her to be healed? Absolutely. 100%.

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Sometimes I didn't understand either, but we know in part and we see in part, but the Lord

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continues to meet us in that and speak truth and encourage. Sometimes you all, we do have to endure,

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even if we don't see the alignment of that on earth. And we just continue to believe. We

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continue to pray. I believe it is God's desire for us to be healed. I do on earth, but there are

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times we will not, again, see the physical and supernatural align. And that's up to God to answer

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that for us. That's, again, I'm not going to go there today, but I just feel like it's super

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important because if we ignore the reality of the struggle we face, I think that's where the enemy

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comes in and he lies and he steals and he destroys and he brings isolation and all of these things.

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But if we just real talk and put it out there and we say, Lord, I need understanding in this.

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Help me to see what I can't see right now. What I can't see yet. You know, some of us might not

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have the physical healing yet. Years ago when I was praying for the healing that God declared to

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me that he gave me and I knew I was healed. I had the physical experience of it happening.

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I don't know if you guys, this might date me, but Paul Wilber, I was in this

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service and he was worshiping and singing about Zion. And that is the night that I was physically

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healed from that thing. But the enemy is the one that tries to come back in and try to convince

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me I wasn't really healed. The enemy, not God. But God said, I healed you. And I have to cling to that.

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I have to cling to that sometimes. Okay. So God is good. Let's look at this for a minute.

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When I'm not going to go through all the scriptures, but these are the ones that God led

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me to today. Sorry for the paper noise. Y'all have notes everywhere. First Chronicles 1634.

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Oh, give thanks to the Lord for he is good for his mercy endures forever.

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This word here, good means a couple of different things. It means good. It means pleasant,

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agreeable. It also means a good thing. So if we give thanks to the Lord because he's good,

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that means he is good. He's pleasant. He's agreeable. He's, he, he's a good thing. He's a

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benefit. That is who he is. Excuse me. Psalm 20. It's so funny. I'm coughing. Y'all have not

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coughed one ounce this morning. I am not sick. So interesting. Psalm 23, six is where I'm going to

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focus, but I want to read the whole song because I think it's important to have the context. Y'all,

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this song is read at so many funerals, you know, because of, you know, people passing away and

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things like that, but there's so much other goodness in this, in this chapter in the Bible.

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Like I would encourage some of you to even just ask the Lord to give you fresh revelation

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on what does God want to say to you through the wholeness of Psalm 23 today in this week.

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I'm going to read it to you from the NIV version. The Lord is my shepherd. I lack nothing. He makes

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me lie down in green pastures. He leads me beside quiet waters. He refreshes my soul. He guides me

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along the right path for his name's sake. Even though I walk through the darkest valley,

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I will fear no evil for you are with me. Your rod and your staff, they comfort me.

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You prepare a table before me in the presence of my enemies. You anoint my head with oil. My cup

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overflows. Here's verse six. It comes all the way at the end of all that.

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Surely, surely your goodness and love will follow me all the days of my life, and I will dwell in

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the house of the Lord forever. Y'all, if you ever wonder if God is with you in a dark time,

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Psalm 23 tells you that he is. Psalm 23 tells you that no matter if you are in the

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darkest valley, you don't have to fear evil because he's with you and not only that,

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but he will prepare a table for you in the presence of your enemies. Y'all, I believe

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the Lord is preparing a table in the presence of Satan himself today as I'm talking to you

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about healing. Satan was trying to afflict me again and convince me as I'm saying this week

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that I was sick in this area again and I'm not. I'm not. Surely your goodness and love will follow

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me all the days of my life. When we look here at the goodness here, when it talks about this in

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verse 6, it's similar to that one in 1 Chronicles 16, 34. It says this, good, pleasant, agreeable,

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excellent, happy, prosperous, a good thing, benefits, welfare, prosperity, happiness,

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and that prosperity isn't just money, you all. Prosperity in every area of our lives that we

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would prosper even as our soul prospers, right, and bounty. That is who God is. Surely his excellence,

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his prosperous things, his happiness, and his mercy will follow us all the days of our lives.

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And it says here, and I will dwell in the house of the Lord forever. To dwell means to remain,

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to sit, abide. That word came up yesterday too, abide, that we would abide there, that we would

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be set there, stay there, and I thought this was so interesting. That word dwell also means to marry.

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I'm not talking about marrying God or Jesus or any of that craziness, so don't hear that that's

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what I'm saying because I'm not, but what I'm saying is when you look at that, it actually means

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give in dwelling too. That we would so allow the Holy Spirit and the understanding and the presence

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of God the Father and Jesus Christ, the Trinity three in one, to fill us so much that we would

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dwell in that place, and that that is, you all, that is where the understanding of his goodness

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and his mercy comes from. It comes from the abiding, it comes from the dwelling. The Bible

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talks about he is the vine and we are the branches. Apart from him we can do nothing,

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but when we dwell, when we remain, when we abide, surely,

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yes Lord, I'm going to cough this thing out, whatever this is. Maybe this is, you know,

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just even a supernatural release of things I've even been storing up. Y'all know that that happens

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sometimes? Sometimes our bodies are physically releasing stuff we've been holding on to.

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Praise Jesus. All right, so let's look, let's look into this. What is this saying to you? Where do

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you, let's just like in the chat, I want you to start putting in there, like out of those words

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about his goodness, what, what stood out to you? Where do you need to lean into the understanding

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of his goodness today and this week and in the days ahead? I want to start to see that as well

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as I start to move on. God is love. That's the next place we're going. God is love.

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In 1 John 4 verses 7 through 16, that's where we're going. 1 John 4, 17 through 16. I'm just

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going to turn there. That's not right. 1 John 4, 7 through 16. I'm sorry. I'm saying it wrong, y'all.

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7 through 16. Okay. Dear friends, let us love one another for love comes from God.

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Anyone who loves God has been born of God and knows God. Whoever does not love God does not know God

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because God is love. I just want to stop right there. I remember one of the first times I really,

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I really let that sink in into my spirit. Again, there's no shame in this, y'all,

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but here's the reality. I remember thinking, wait a minute. If I don't fully understand God's love,

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that just said, whoever does not love does not know God.

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Maybe I don't know God as well as I think I do. God, man, I want to understand you more as love.

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I just wrote in our phase one heartwork group the other day that understanding to someone the

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other day years ago, I was really still struggling with insecurity after I went through all those

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betrayals in that relationship. I was already struggling with insecurity before I went into

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that relationship. Imagine how much greater that insecurity grew. Holy cow. I just didn't

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want to keep feeling that way. I wanted to be free from insecurity and fear and doubt and all

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of the things that didn't align with who God said I was. I didn't want to keep feeling like I wasn't

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enough or that I was too much because those were the two lies I heard all the time. You're too much

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enough. If y'all hear that, I'm just hopefully this speaks to

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you this morning, too. I started praying, God, help me, help me

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to understand you as love, help me to become more confident in

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you. And I just kept praying to understand him as good and as

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faithful and all the things that the Bible says he is. Every fruit

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of the Spirit that we are called to walk in you all, God is all

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of those things. He's not going to ask us to walk in something

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that he's not. So if you need to know who God is, look at the

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fruits of the Spirit, study those, ask God to give you a

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revelation of who he is as those things, so that you can take

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that into yourself more. Because where the Spirit of the Lord is,

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there is freedom, there is liberty, you all, where the

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Spirit of the Lord is, that means there's truth there. So

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if we understand truth, the truth is what sets us free. Yes,

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Lord, man, I felt that the truth is what sets us free. Where do

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you need freedom from chains, maybe on your heart this

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morning? The chains that lead us to go back into sin when God is

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saying there's a higher path for you. Come away from that stuff

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and come into the fullness of what I have for you. Don't go

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off to the left or the right, stay on the path that I have for

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you. How does this connect to healing? 100% it does. Healing

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in our minds, healing in our minds and our hearts creates

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physical healing you all. It does. I've gone through it and

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I'm going to share that with you in a little bit. Okay, I'm going

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to keep going. I'll go back to verse eight, whoever does not

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love God, sorry, whoever does not love does not know God

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because God is love. This is how God showed him, showed his love

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among us. He sent his one and only son, Jesus, into the world

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that we might live through him. This is love. Not that we love

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God, but that he loved us and sent his son as an atoning

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sacrifice for our sins. Dear friends, since God so loved us,

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we also ought to love one another. No one has ever seen

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God, but if we love one another, God lives in us and his love is

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made complete in us. This is how we know that we live in him

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and he in us, he has given us of his spirit. Verse 14, and if we

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have seen and testify that the father has sent his son to be

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the savior of the world, if anyone acknowledges that Jesus

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is the son of God, God lives in them and they in God. Verse 16,

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so we know and rely on the love God has for us. God is love.

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Whoever lives in love lives in God and God in them. All right,

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make sure you all mute yourselves. All right. When we

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look at God is love there in the Greek, it actually means God as

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affection, God as goodwill, God as love and benevolence and

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brotherly love. So if we are meditating on the truth that God

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is affection, God is goodwill towards you. God is that

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benevolent. Yes, Lord. That benevolent love. Y'all, if you

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think about even just benevolence, I don't know if I

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have the wrong definition in my mind right now, but benevolence,

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like, you know, that's meeting your every need. Right? God

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calls us to be benevolent towards other people that's

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kind of meeting their need in that moment. What is your need

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this morning? Where do you need to just right now just pause

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like and put on love? There's a song, it might be by Maverick

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City, I'm not sure, but I kept thinking of that this morning.

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love. And it was just put on love, put on hope. Don't take

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it off. And he just keeps singing it. So where do we need

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to put on love this morning to literally like if you can just

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imagine just cloaking yourself in the understanding of God is

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love towards you. Towards you, not just someone else. Right now

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this morning, he's saying I am love towards you. I am the good

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will towards you. Surely goodness and mercy will follow

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you all the days of your life. Okay, well, what happens if we

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don't see goodness and mercy following us, right? That's

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that's the that's the tension. When we don't see it in the

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physical realm. That is the tension. But that doesn't again

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negate that

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that isn't true. The reality is the enemy is the one that afflicts us. The enemy is the one that,

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again, comes to kill, steal, and destroy. The enemy prowls around like a roaring lion. Like

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a roaring lion, he's not one, but that's how he prowls around. What does the Bible say? To seek

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those who he can devour. The enemy was knocking on my door this week, seeing if he could devour

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me in that area. I'm serious. It was subtle, you all. It was so subtle, but he tries to just sneak

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in and see if he can come in the back door. If he can't get in the front door, you all better

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believe he's going to try to come through the back door. That was a past healing that God

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declared over me. But see, guess what? Jesus is sneakier in a good way. Sneaky Jesus was speaking

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to me at the same time, and he was saying, no, daughter, don't receive that. You know, the Bible

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says to guard our hearts and our minds through Christ Jesus, to make everything, take every

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thought captive, and make it obedient to Jesus Christ. Okay, where we're going next is looking

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at Jesus Christ. Jesus is the great physician. That is who he is. That's who Jesus is. He had

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so many other things, but this is where God wanted me to focus this morning. Isaiah 53, read the whole

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thing. It's powerful. Read all of Isaiah 53, but we're going to focus on verses four through five

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this morning. Yeah, Carolyn, just come out of alignment with those lies. And that's,

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well, let's pause here for a minute. Let's just pause here and just speak into this.

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You know, we have to come out of alignment with the lies that we're hearing. We ask the Lord to

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reveal the lies. You know, that's what we learn in heart work. If you're learning that now, if you've

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already learned it, keep remembering that tool. We ask the Lord to reveal the lies that we're believing

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that keep us in that limited place. Am I saying that if I'm not physically healed, I'm not

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full of enough faith? No, I'm not saying that. I'm saying that God takes us from glory

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to glory to glory. He increases our understanding and increases our, if we keep asking and seeking

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and knocking, I believe that God has completely radically changed my understanding of healing

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now versus what I used to believe when I first got saved or even 10 years after I got saved.

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You know, God is always changing my perspective of how I see him, how I see the world, how I see

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what's going on, but I'm always going to him and asking for that understanding. I can only perceive

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through the lens of the filters that I have gone through and the filters that have grown

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through the things that I've gone through. So if my life and watching my mom not be healed or

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other things, if I allowed that filter to determine that God isn't a healer, right?

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Because I didn't see that physical manifestation, then that's what I'm going to be carrying around.

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But if I allow God to show me who he is and know in my mind that that does not change, no matter

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what I go through in the physical, then I can stay rooted and grounded in his love and in that

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understanding. And, and no matter what I go through, I'm going to stay fixed in that.

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And I can tell you guys, like I battle fatigue and immune system stuff, like you wouldn't believe.

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came through destruction and trauma. That is not what God, he did not put that in me. He didn't

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create that in me. Do I have to endure it right now? Right now that's where I'm at, but I believe

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God's going to heal me from that stuff too. So I'm just going to say, I'm just going to put that

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out there for whoever needs that too. Sometimes it's a yet, just like our spirit mates. You guys

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might not know your spirit mate yet, but that doesn't mean that God's not working. And it's,

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you know, you just have to choose. And I don't want to mean to simplify it, but we have to choose

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to partner with truth. We have to choose to partner with, with what is heaven saying to us?

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What is heaven saying? Ooh, heaven come and speak to us this morning. Jesus come,

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Jesus just come and bring revelation truth this morning. Take us into a higher perspective,

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into a heavenly perspective, help us to come up above these situations that we're going through

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right now and just show us what do you see? What do you want us to know about it? What do you want

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us to hear about it from your heart? Not from the deception that we've believed, but from your

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heart to our heart this morning, from your mind to our mind this morning, from your eyes to our

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eyes this morning. Thank you father for it. Isaiah 53, four through five says, surely he

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being Jesus, took up our pain and bore our suffering, yet we considered him punished by God,

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stricken by him, afflicted. But he, Jesus, was pierced for our transgressions, he was crushed

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for our iniquities, the punishment that brought us peace was upon him, and by his wounds we are

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healed. Y'all, it doesn't say will be, it says are. This morning I was like, whoa,

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I've probably read that before and I've probably had that revelation before, but

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it stood out to me this morning. By his wounds, we are healed. Healed here is, in the Hebrew,

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I don't know how to speak Hebrew, y'all, but it's rafa. That's how I'm going to say it. If it's

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wrong, you can just understand how to say it and that's okay, but it's rafa. It means to heal,

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to make healthful. I'm going to read all these to you because it was so powerful for me just to

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meditate on this this morning. There's several different understandings of this word heal as

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you go further into the Hebrew and looking that up, it actually means, here's a couple things,

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to heal, to heal of God, healer, physician of man. So he's the physician of man. Jesus is the

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physician of man to restore favor figuratively. So that doesn't always mean like, you know, it's

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always going to be this instantaneous thing, but he can absolutely come in and restore favor unto

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us. Some of y'all might be battling even that, like you just feel like everything you try to do,

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it's not working. It's not working, but you know what, when we lean again into who is God,

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where does he want me to put him on this morning? Where does he want me to soak in the truth of who

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he is and allow him to restore favor unto me? That everything that we would put our hand to

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do would have favor, that we would have favor with God and with man. How do we have that?

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Man, you all, we soak in him. We spend time with him. Do you think that if we,

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like Jesus himself went and spent time with the father and then the father told him what to go

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and do, and then he did it. If Jesus had to do that, we have to do that. All right, I'm going

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to keep going to heal here. And in this Isaiah 30, 53, five that we are healed. It also means

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of individual distresses. Wow. To be healed, literal again, of persons of water and pottery.

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I thought that was so interesting. I don't know. I didn't even have time to fully study this,

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but it instantly made me think about when Jesus turned the water into wine. Again,

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I didn't fully study it, but that's what it makes me think of. So he's able to heal the water.

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He's able to heal the person. And then it says of national hurts. So not only is he willing and

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able to heal us individually, but he's willing and able to heal the nation. Y'all he's willing

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and able to heal our nations. And then it said again of personal distress. And then this last

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one, it also again means to literally heal. And then it said of national defects or hurts.

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And I wanted to kind of read all of those because I kept thinking about

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God, heal our land, God, not just heal our hearts, but heal our land.

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Y'all the Bible talks about if we will humble ourselves under the mighty hand of God and seek

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his face, he will heal our land. He will heal the nations. He will heal the sick.

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Where do you need him to come in? The other thing I thought about this, this morning is,

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I believe this also aligns with the healing of our generational family lines.

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I think I was back in October that God, I did a supernatural Saturday then, and God

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led me to talk about the redeeming of the timelines. I don't have the time to go into

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the full thing this morning, but that's what it made me think about. God is healing my family

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timeline. Y'all like I just, that's what's happening. He's going in and out of my family

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timeline. I've had, my mom's been passed away since May of 2022. And I've had two dreams of

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her recently coming into my dreams and warning me and speaking stuff to me. I believe, I believe

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truly that things that she couldn't tell me on this earth about things that she went through in

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her family, that she's coming. And you can believe whatever you want. I'm not trying to spook people

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out. I'm just saying.

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God is speaking to me and He's using my mom and my dreams to do it, about areas of healing that are

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needed, areas where the enemy is trying to come through those cracks and crevices and bring

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destruction. But God is preparing me, He's warning me ahead of time, and I can pray into those things

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for healing, for truth, for redemption and restitution. So we can rise up out of the

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brokenness. The Bible declares that He'll give us beauty for ashes, that He'll give us the oil of

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joy for mourning, where we had a spirit of heaviness, that He can lift that stuff off of us.

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Am I saying that it's like always that quick and easy? No, I'm not. I've been saying since

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I started today, it's not always quick and easy, y'all. I shared briefly about my mom and my anxiety

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battles and the physical battles I endured. Y'all, some of that stuff, like I said, my mom was

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disabled for over 25 years of my life. Clearly that was hard. That was hard. I wanted

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to have this relationship with my mom that I never got to have on the earth.

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And I could sit and struggle with that and I could sit and blame God for that, but God

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didn't do that. God didn't do that. And in the midst of all that, God radically changed my heart

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and He's spoken so much to me about His love towards me, His love towards my mom,

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and to just continue to be that vessel for Him to work through if or when He called me to.

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So where do you need God to meet you today? Y'all, the Holy Spirit was sent and He was sent

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to fill us for every good work. Every good work, it says. Every good work. So we pray and we

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believe for healing because God is about healing. We pray and we intercede. Some people are going

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to be healed right now. Some people might be healed in eight weeks. Some people, 10 years.

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I don't know what that looks like for every different person. My mom physically wasn't

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healed, but you better believe along the way. While I really didn't get to see the fullness

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of what I wanted, towards the end there, she was sharing things with me that I was just like,

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man, that's a miracle. That's a miracle that she just opened up to me and then she would close

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back down because she would get scared. Sometimes that's how it works. But I kept praying and I

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kept believing and I truly believe that every seed I sowed in prayer, whether I saw it manifest

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in my mom or not, that stuff is going to be poured out. Yes, Lord, poured out on me like choice oil,

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that it's going to be poured out. I'm going to reap. I'm going to reap. Maybe it might not be

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in that. Like it didn't manifest in the physical, but I 100% believe that I'm going to reap in some

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way at some point. Whether it's here on earth or it's the day I meet Jesus in heaven, I don't know,

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but I believe that I will reap because the Bible declares it. Where do you need healing this

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morning? I want to encourage you guys to ask the Holy Spirit to fill you with a fresh understanding.

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The last thing I want to kind of say before I activate you guys in this,

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again, I want to remind you if you didn't hear me earlier, this is so funny. You all,

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this is just, this is just funny to me. Yes, Lord. All right. So I'm going to lean into this

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for a minute because maybe this is the Lord showing me someone else has issues in their

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throat. So I'm going to lean into this because it's not going away and I'm not sick. So Lord,

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we just thank you what I was. Oh yes. Okay. I'm going to say this first and then I'm going to pray.

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Sometimes God will use me to pray for healing for people in areas I haven't even been healed yet

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in the physical realm. And they'll get healed from that thing. Does that completely make sense to me?

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No, it doesn't. But you know what? I know God's good. He's not tormenting me. He just wants all

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his people healed. And for whatever reason, I'm on my way. I'm just not there yet. So maybe that's

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where you're at this morning. Maybe you're on your way to whatever that healing is. And so we

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just thank you Father in advance for healing God. I believe you want to do something really awesome

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today as well as tomorrow night. Come tomorrow night so that you can further have this activated

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in your life. God wants to heal you. He wants to meet you. Some of y'all, he literally wants to

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lift you up out of the miry clay and set your feet upon the rock. Some of you guys think you're too

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far gone and that's a lie from the pit of hell. That's another lie that the enemy loves to throw.

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Wow.

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So we just, we just speak over throats, voices, anyone that has been sick.

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Um, just any strep throat, any viruses, illness, disease in Jesus name, we

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declare and plead the blood of Jesus Christ over, over all sickness and

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disease, not just throat stuff.

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We declare and release your healing virtue from heaven this morning.

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We ask you to help us to lean into a greater understanding and perspective

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of who you are as good as who you are, as love that you are faithful and true

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to your promises, that your promises are yes.

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And amen, that you are not a God that you should lie.

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You are who you say you are and no attack of the enemy, no attack, no

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weapon formed against us shall prosper.

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Yes, Lord, no weapon.

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So Lord, we just, we come out of alignment and agreement with any lies

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of that the enemy has sent that has, um, caused us to believe that you're

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not good, that you, that you torment us, that you hurt us, that you leave us

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on the outside, that you don't love us.

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Cause those are all lies.

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And we just come out of agreement with those this morning.

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I believe even right now, as people are doing that, as they're coming into

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alignment with the truth of who you are, that healing and throats healing

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and bodies that, uh, physical manifestations will begin to happen from

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today forward God, and for those that have to endure in the process, God, I

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thank you for supernatural grace to be released unto them, God, we thank you

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that you would lift them up, that you would heal their bodies and make them

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completely whole, lacking, no good thing that we would all be completely whole.

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Emotionally, mentally, physically, spiritually, and financially.

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Yes.

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Physical healing and financial healing is included.

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You all it is.

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God wants us completely whole lacking, no good thing.

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Yes, Lord.

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I thank you for a release of financial wisdom and understanding of what it means

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to become good financial stewards, that we would, we would partner with you.

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We would align with the truth so that we can walk in the fullness of the goodness

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of God, you know, goodness earlier said bounty.

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It said bounty you all that surely the goodness and mercy of the Lord would

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follow us bounty is one of the words there.

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Well, when I think about bounty, I think, I think about bounty, like a lot.

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Some of you all this morning, I say this a lot, but I say this because God gave me

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this revelation and it changed my heart in my life.

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I used to think I was underneath the table, whether I said it or not internally.

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This is what God showed me.

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I believed.

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I believed that I was under the table and sometimes God would drop crumbs for me.

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No, I'd been saved like 20 some years when God showed me this.

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What, how is that possible?

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Well, it is because again, we see in part, we know in part at that point, I know I

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knew a lot of truth.

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I was standing on a lot of truth, but the broken little girl on the inside of me,

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some of y'all have broken little girls or broken little boys still on the inside.

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Maybe not in every area, but some area.

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And because of that, it's causing us like it did me.

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It caused me to believe in this certain area that God was withholding from me.

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And he wasn't, that's what the enemy wanted me to believe.

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That's another lie.

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I didn't say that one earlier.

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The enemy loves to tell us that God's withholding from you.

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Y'all, some of you think you're, God is withholding your spirit mate from you.

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He's just trying to tease you and dangle these carrots and he's never really going

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to give it to you.

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That is a lie.

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You have to come out of alignment with that stuff.

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Again, I'm not saying it's easy you all, but when you lean into the truth with the

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Lord, he will help you unpack it.

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He will, and he'll help you to align with the truth.

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If you need additional prayer for healing so that you don't keep aligning with the

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lies, go, go do that.

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Go get an extra prayer, you know, align with people that can impart truth into you

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and see how it changes your life.

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We were never meant to do life alone.

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God led you to this community for a reason.

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Yes.

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So I thought I was this little girl under the table.

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And again, isn't it interesting?

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Seriously, the vision I had was me as a little girl under the table.

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Wasn't me in the present day when I got this revelation as a little girl.

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And then on occasion, God would put his hand on the table and give me a couple

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crumbs.

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That was the visual picture of what God showed me.

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That's what I believed.

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And so when I, when I had that revelation, I was like, whoa.

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And then I started taking that to the Lord and he's, and he said to me, here's the

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thing, daughter.

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I have pulled a chair out for you.

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at my table. It's right next to me. That's literally what I saw. I saw this chair.

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Y'all, I didn't, I don't know what God looks like, but I knew it was God in the chair.

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Okay. That's all I can say. And he pulled this chair out next to him, literally to the right

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of him. That's the vision I had. And it was this big, long wooden table and it had a ton of food

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on it. It was full of food. Yes. It was full of food, y'all. For whoever that's for, his table,

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his banqueting table is full. And what that means, it's full of every good thing.

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I'm not saying name it, claim it. I'm saying the truth is God's word says he's good. It says that

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he will prepare a table for us in the presence of his enemies. Well, what does that mean?

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Come and sit next to me, daughter, and watch me do this thing on your behalf.

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Come and watch me because I'm about to do something powerful and miraculous in your

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life and through your life. Come and sit with me, daughter. Come and sit with me, son,

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because I'm about to unleash something really powerful. If you'll just come and sit with me.

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He didn't say get down under there, go hide. That's what the world says. The world tells us

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to go and hide, that we don't have a voice, that this is never going to happen. We have people in

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this community that when they say that they're looking for a spirit mate, people will be like,

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just be happy being single. You know what? Get rid of that. When people say that stuff to you,

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God led you here for a reason. God wants to lead you towards his good plan for every part of your

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life, every part of your life, including the love story. You all, I've seen it in my life,

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so I can tell you that today. Thank you, Lord. I just heard the Lord say part of the healing you

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all as well is that whole, like when Jackie talks about hurt in family, healed in family,

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hurt in relationship, healed in relationship. Y'all, yes, I went through literally that whole

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literally that guy I dated. I mean, he had to have been talking to 10 other women when I first

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found out. I mean, man, that crushed me. Y'all, now I'm married almost a year and a half to one

616
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of the most incredible people I've ever met in my life. Seriously. God is healing. God is

617
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redeeming. God is restoring. If God can do it for me, God can do it for you. You might not understand

618
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that the healing that you need is how you view even God in that way of like him withholding

619
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from you versus him saying, no daughter, no son, come sit with me. What do you have need of?

620
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Let me meet your need. Let me be your provision. Let me be your defender.

621
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Let me show you the good way. I needed to learn how to stop attracting unhealthy people. And God

622
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taught me that through things he was saying long before I came into this movement, the man,

623
00:53:03.120 --> 00:53:10.000
the stuff I learned here just empowered me and unlocked things in me that were already there.

624
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And I had a choice to come into alignment with it or not.

625
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We're all going to fall down. We're all going to make mistakes, but Hey,

626
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don't let the enemy isolate you. Come into community,

627
00:53:22.720 --> 00:53:27.760
share your process. And then in that man, more healing and more life will come.

628
00:53:29.040 --> 00:53:31.920
So this morning, I want you to put in the chat. Where do you need healing?

629
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Where do you need healing? Where do you need healing? I want to start to see it.

630
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Let's just start to see where, where this is at for you all.

631
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And as you put this in the chat, I want you to think about as you're even typing it.

632
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God, thank you for healing this area in my life. Thank you for healing this area. Thank you, Paul.

633
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I received that. Yeah. Yeah. Yes, Lord. Yes. Healing loneliness. Yes. Thank you, Jesus.

634
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Thank you. The pangs of loneliness. Y'all that's a real thing.

635
00:54:03.840 --> 00:54:08.720
There are, there are studies that say that that is stronger than actual addiction to drug.

636
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The pangs of loneliness. If you don't know what that is, you can look it up.

637
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God, we just speak over loneliness and pangs of loneliness and we declare wholeness.

638
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We declare connection. We, we declare never alone, never forsaken, never alone. You all.

639
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Lord, I just ask you to go into every area of abandonment, every area of rejection

640
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and hurt from the past, and that you would go and place the balm of Gilead,

641
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the healing virtues of heaven upon those areas that you would impart into them,

642
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understanding of who you are, God. Yes, Lord. I just heard the Lord say that one of the guys

643
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that's on here this morning, or you might be watching the replay one day.

644
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I don't know if you've lost your, your own father, or you just didn't have a good connection with

645
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your father, with the Lord saying to you.

646
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this morning, I saw literally just an image of God walking with a son and he was holding

647
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him by the hand and you're all are just walking down a road, but you're not afraid.

648
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You're not afraid because he's got you by the hand.

649
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And I just, I'm saying to you that God is saying that he's going to heal the wound from

650
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your father on earth.

651
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And that can apply to the ladies too, but I'm just, I'm releasing that because that's

652
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how I saw it.

653
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One of the men on here, you need that healing.

654
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You need that healing.

655
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Yes, Lord, Lord, we just thank you for healing father wounds this morning for healing mother

656
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wounds.

657
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Yes, Lord, we thank you for coming into those broken areas, those fallen places.

658
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He declares in his word that he'll go to all the broken and fallen places and he'll make

659
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them whole.

660
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He'll rise those places up.

661
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Yes, Lord.

662
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And some of y'all, it's like Moses, you need an Aaron and her.

663
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Some of you guys need an Aaron and a her on your path.

664
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While this big community is really valuable and important.

665
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If you don't know the story, when the battle was too hard and Moses couldn't hold his hands

666
00:56:13.360 --> 00:56:20.900
up anymore, guess who held his hands up so that they could win the battle, Aaron and

667
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her.

668
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Sometimes we need that Aaron and her to come alongside of us.

669
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So Lord, we just pray right now for anyone struggling and feeling like they don't have

670
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friends healing in that area today to you all.

671
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Thank you, Lord.

672
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I just heard the Lord say, some of you think that you like nobody likes you because the

673
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enemy told you that you will never have friends.

674
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I don't know if you spoke it through your parents, through other people, through a wound

675
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that you went through.

676
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But right now I'm saying to you that God is saying that he puts the lonely in family and

677
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he's going to send friends to you in this new season.

678
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He's going to send some really good friends, but you have to be ready to receive it.

679
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So Lord, we just thank you.

680
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And we speak healing over those areas, those wounds this morning as well, that you would

681
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heal our hearts in the areas where we believe either we aren't going to ever have good friends

682
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or we're just meant to do life alone because we're a leader.

683
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Man, I come out of alignment with that lie in Jesus name.

684
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Thank you, Lord.

685
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That's revelation even for me.

686
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See, that's how fresh it comes.

687
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You all come so quick.

688
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Do you know how many times people have said that leaders are lonely?

689
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I reject that right now in Jesus name.

690
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I am not lonely.

691
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I am connected.

692
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I have friends.

693
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I've got a tribe.

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Even if in the physical realm right now, in this part of Indiana, we haven't had that

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praise Jesus.

696
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God is sending the answer.

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I have friends all over the world, but man, I want in person.

698
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I want in person.

699
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That's what I'm asking God for.

700
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So maybe that's you.

701
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Maybe that's you.

702
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And God sees your heart this morning.

703
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Some of the stuff I didn't write down, obviously, this is Holy Spirit.

704
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Thank you, Lord, for healing and redeeming.

705
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Thank you, Lord, for giving us insight and revelation.

706
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Isaiah 40, 30 talks about that we would not grow weary.

707
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It talks about the young and the old, but most importantly, it says that we would soar

708
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on wings like eagles.

709
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So that's where I want to leave you.

710
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We're at 11 o'clock.

711
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I can't even believe it.

712
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Man, that hour flew.

713
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I hope you're blessed this morning.

714
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I feel blessed.

715
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So thank you for allowing me to share with you what God showed me, but that we would

716
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raise up to that higher perspective.

717
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Yes, that we would soar with wings like eagles.

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Y'all, eagles use the storm to go higher.

719
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Yes, Lord.

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Whatever storm you're going through, whatever storm you...

721
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Some of y'all, you're like, man, I've been going through this storm for 20 years.

722
00:58:57.380 --> 00:58:58.740
I'm sick of it.

723
00:58:58.740 --> 00:58:59.740
I hear you.

724
00:58:59.740 --> 00:59:05.380
The Lord hears you and he says to you, purpose in pain.

725
00:59:05.380 --> 00:59:10.180
He didn't cause the pain, but man, if you'll let him, he's going to make some purpose out

726
00:59:10.180 --> 00:59:12.140
of that pain like you would never believe.

727
00:59:12.140 --> 00:59:14.680
I can testify to that.

728
00:59:14.680 --> 00:59:17.320
Everything I've ever gone through has led me to the point where I'm at now.

729
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And I believe I'm just getting started, you all.

730
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And I believe all of you are just getting started too.

731
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God bless you.

732
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We love you.

733
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And come tomorrow night, Supernatural Activation, 8 p.m. Eastern time.

734
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That's available to everybody.

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Come and be healed.

736
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Come and be restored and let God continue to activate this in your life.

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Be blessed.

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See you all really soon.
