Hello and welcome to Sunday night activation.
If you saw in the comments,
we are going to be praying for healing tonight.
I am gonna share a little bit in the beginning.
So if you want something to write notes with,
make sure that you have that
and make sure that you stay on mute
unless we're being directed to pray.
And as we're waiting for people to hop on,
if this is your first time on Sunday night activation,
if you'll go ahead and raise your hand.
Awesome, welcome Christina, Tamika, Sherry,
Deborah, Irene, Donna.
Okay, that just helps me know.
Awesome, welcome.
All right, for those of you who don't know me,
my name is Sarah Crockett.
I'm here in Austin, Texas
and Jackie and I are friends,
Jackie and David and I are friends.
It was a supernatural connection.
I met them at the park and here we are.
And so I'm super excited about tonight.
It's gonna be a little bit different than normal,
but I do wanna start off.
We always start off Sunday nights with testimonies
because in Romans 12, 11,
it says we overcome by the blood of the lamb
and the word of our testimony.
So if you have a brief and amazing testimony,
and I mean like what was the problem and what did God do?
So I painted my right elbow and God healed it.
Men, brief and amazing like that.
So if you have a one-liner testimony,
raise your hand and we'll share a couple
as we're getting started because we wanna cultivate
because one, especially tonight too,
as one person shares,
it's gonna be like my breakthrough is your breakthrough
and your breakthrough is my breakthrough.
Our testimony is release overcoming.
Okay, Kirsten Erickson,
go ahead and share a brief and amazing.
Yesterday I had this like stabbing pain in my back,
like almost like I had pulled a muscle working out.
Wouldn't go away.
Actually had like two people pray for me
and it lessened the first time and then it lessened more.
And then through worship and sleep, gone.
I think it's gone today, so yeah.
Come on, that is a great testimony to release for today.
Okay, see, they prayed for her twice,
the pain got less and we celebrate that.
And then the rest took care of the rest of it.
All right, Nicole Worm,
let us know what your testimony is, brief and amazing.
So I think if you've been coming
to Sunday Night Activation for a while,
you've probably seen me pray over some things.
I have some issues that I've been praying about for a while.
A friend of mine got a word for me last month
and then the Lord confirmed that today.
And so if you know the story of the woman
with the issue of blood and Mark,
he says to her daughter,
your faith has made you well be healed and go in peace.
And that's what the Lord said to me today.
So I wanted to make sure I shared that tonight
because I believe that that's for all of you too.
Come on, thank you, Nicole.
Confirmation, who needs confirmation, Lord?
We released Nicole's testimony tonight.
Okay, we'll do one more, Samantha from New Jersey.
Yeah, Sarah, mine's a little bit different,
but I had had somebody recently that really hurt me
and I was just really upset and angry.
And it was like, the Lord just was like,
why don't you pray for him?
Like, Lord, that's the last thing I wanna do.
And I started praying for him
and just that anger and hurt is completely gone.
And I just realized like you can't stay mad at someone
when you're praying for them.
So to me, that's just been a huge testimony.
That's actually powerful, Samantha.
Thank you for sharing that.
All right, and a couple other people
had their hand up for testimony.
Put it in the comments,
but we have a lot to go into tonight.
Jackie's here with us.
She's like, I'm coming, I need healing, amen.
All right, thank you, Lord.
So the first thing, I'm gonna pray,
but before we pray, I want you to check your body.
I want you to become aware.
Like some of you know what's going on in your body, right?
But some of you are like,
oh, I have this little thing, my left toe hurts.
It's not that big of a deal.
People have cancer.
You know what I mean?
No, like God died for all of it.
So I just want you to check your body
because over the course of the night,
at the end, I want us to all check our bodies
because we're gonna pray for some specific things.
But I feel like even things we are not even asking for
because he's good, he's gonna pray.
And you just were talking and I forgot what your name was,
but when she talked about forgiving,
some of the things going on in our physical body
have to do with emotional things.
So there you are right there, Samantha.
It was Samantha.
All right, so Holy Spirit, we thank you.
And we invite.
you to come lord and we thank you that you're not constrained by time or space and we ask that you
would bring us revelation lord you say that we only need faith as small as a mustard seed and
we have that faith right now and if you don't you can borrow the rest of our faith amen and
then you say don't doubt so lord we just bind the spirit of doubt tonight and we just thank you uh
that you love us that you're good and that you're for us and that this is a divine appointment
tonight uh you know i prayed we prayed for healing last week on sunday night jackie just
reached out and then a couple of the testimonies were about healing and people didn't know and so
father we thank you that you're already at work in jesus name okay i'm gonna share a little bit
if you're taking notes because heal like some of you might pray for healing all the time and see
it some of you are like this still happens today and that's okay but it does i've seen it with my
own eyes and it's happened on the zoom call last week on the zoom call i didn't just pray we all
prayed and there were people that started to experience breakthrough like kirsten was describing
like their pain levels went down okay and so i just want to give you some basis in matthew
10 8 if you're taking notes jesus says heal the sick i'm paraphrasing he says heal the sick
raise the dead cast out demons heal the lepers cleanse lepers but part of that part of our
calling that's the normal christian life in matthew 10 8 to heal the sick he doesn't say
pray for the sick he says heal the sick and that's a bold statement by jesus but in romans 8 11
if you're taking notes romans 8 11 it says the same power that raised christ from the dead lives
in you that's you and me it's in us he he lives in us we're the temple of the holy spirit okay
so that's matthew 10 8 romans 8 11 and then in matthew 21 21 i prayed that as we started
as we started jesus says if you if you have faith as small as a mustard seed and do not
doubt you can speak to the mountain and tell it to throw itself into the sea
thank you victoria who's writing all the verses if you miss them okay
so i just want to give you a basis from the bible for healing it happens today um we've had people
on the zoom call last week it healed we had like before christmas we prayed for healing one at the
end of one of the calls and swelling went down uh neck pain they could turn their neck all the way
and i i work for god tv so i go live on facebook a lot and we've seen cancer healed over facebook
live we've seen covid healed we've seen knee pain foot pain you know we get testimonies back and so
i just want to say like he can do it and god it's like the centurion he comes to jesus can you come
heal my servant and jesus is like yeah i'll come with you and the centurions like say the word
and he didn't actually go and so as we're on zoom i just want to build your faith that god
does this amen all right so we're gonna break this out into a couple different i know people
are already putting uh some of the things they need healing for in the comments i want to activate you
uh if you're you can pay attention because we're going to go after we're going to i'm going to do
some words of knowledge because i want to release faith and then um we're going to pray in sections
so the first section is going to be like pain and conditions then sickness then disease and then
we're going to pray for creative miracles okay uh because god is in the business of doing that too
so i just want to start out an intention words of knowledge is one of the nine gifts of the holy
spirit and basically i just asked the holy spirit before uh what do you want to heal tonight and i
got three specific words so i want you to raise your hand in the chat if this is you and we'll
just see i'm just crossing the chicken line taking the risk the way that peter you know peter uh said
jesus if that's you tell me to come out on the water and jesus said come and peter's job was to
step out of the boat god's job was to make him walk on water okay so this is me stepping out of
the boat um is there anybody on here that has cataracts and you want to schedule the surgery
but you forget keep forgetting to call the doctor to schedule it or whatever you have to do is that
anyone raise your hand if that's you um the second thing that i heard was uh liver platelets does
that even make sense to anybody okay guys i want you to watch the hands go up marcia raise your
hand let me
do all three of these and then we'll just pray um liver platelet numbers okay that's two people
and there might be more than one person for this and then there's somebody or maybe more than one
somebody that has migraines and you have to have a prescription with you all the time because of
the migraines if that's you raise your hand okay come on jesus there's a lot of people with
migraines and prescriptions okay yeah okay we're gonna pray for migraines i'm gonna have you guys
pray but for these i just want to build our faith but look how many like i just asked the holy
spirit there's already god's he's already telling me telling us things that we didn't know were
happening but he knows okay so i'm gonna pray for migraines so jesus right now we just speak to
migraines and the root of that pray with me don't just let me pray you guys pray too because there's
power in our agreement and so we speak gwen has a headache right now lord we we command migraines
and headaches to leave we just take stress off we declare that his yoke is easy and his burden
is light and where it's felt heavy we just prophetically take that stress off right now
in jesus name we release that father we thank you that there's good reports in heaven and that
migraines are stopping okay i forgot to give you guys some instructions okay if you're in the if
you had the migraines and you feel any shift put that in the comments so everyone watch the comments
and we'll see if there's any level of breakthrough
it's hard to do okay but marcia can you unmute and tell us which which thing was you
marcia see
all right wendy i feel like
oh her microphone's not working okay tell us in the comments marcia wendy what which word of
knowledge was he was you um what it's not for me um it's actually my cat has not been eating this
week and he's jaundice the liver's inflamed but the vet can't find out why oh my god that was for
the cat jesus loves us you guys this happens because she's so we just let's pray for wendy's
cat father we thank you for healing the cat's liver lord the pets matter and so we speak to
the cat's liver and i just declare that why we're even on this call the cat would begin to eat as a
sign that that god's touching the cat's body amen there's a lot jackie said jackie you can unmute
and help me lots of liver issues in the chat plus the cat okay awesome oh my god jackie debose
had a migraine progressing for the last few hours she logged on in time to pray and it's it's gone
come on jesus yeah go ahead is that you i just said praise god okay god hey listen you guys
god can heal you even if you don't admit that there's anything wrong but you know his will for
us is perfect alignment he wants us to be aligned he wants us to prosper in our bodies even as our
spirit and soul prospers and so if you know i were you i'd just go after it anything that's out of
alignment even if you're like oh just live with it no don't live with it put it in the chat
mm-hmm yeah yeah okay marcia said that she was the one who had the cataract problem um sarah
oh she did okay awesome but like do you see okay so we'll pray for cataracts because i know she's
probably not the only one but you see how like in the chat if your faith is building from just
when we've already had a migraine uh a headache healed we've got three words of knowledge that
we're on about the cat the liver other people's livers lots of migraines like our faith is
building and it's just taking that risk to step out of the boat and i'm going to activate
you guys to pray for healing in a second but right now anyone with cataracts
who has uh take your hands down and besides marcia did anyone else with the cataract word
raise your hand okay couple of you all right
thank you father i'm just going to pray for this and then we're going to go into the activations
so father we thank you for removing cataracts we ask for creative miracles in the eyes and that
where there's that extra thing going on there
needs to be removed. Holy Spirit, I ask that you would just be the laser that removes it right now
in Jesus name and that even as the headache, someone hopped on and heard the prayer and the
headache left. Lord, I ask that as we're praying and agreeing all over the world right now that
cataracts would just go away. I've been in meetings where people had blurry vision and
their eyes got healed. They could only see the outline of things and it got healed as we prayed
so we thank you, Father. All right, let us know what's happening. Be aware of your body.
Okay. Also, Sarah, be aware of words of knowledge, you guys, as we're praying.
If you're asking for prayer over something and then all of a sudden something comes into your
mind about a certain lifestyle factor, something that you eat regularly, something that you take
regularly, whatever might come into your mind about something that you do, that could be a
word of knowledge. Grab a hold of that because what Holy Spirit could be saying is that not only
are you going to get healed now, but prevent that ailment from returning by snuffing it out at the
root. Yes, it's what Jesus said to the fig tree. He cursed it to wither up and die.
And so we can speak to that. So I want us, so we're going to pray for sections of things. If
you're just hopping on, we're going to go after pains and conditions, then sickness and then
disease. So if you guys were, so what we're going to do is in a sec, don't do it yet in the chat,
but we're going to use the chat because I want everyone to be able to see it, is that we're
going to go after pain and conditions. So if you have something else, don't put it yet. We'll get
to you. I promise. Okay. But joint pain, if you have just right, that's me. Cause other people
are writing conditions. So, uh, right. That's me. If you have any kind of joint pain, fibromyalgia,
arthritis, um, conditions could be like Jackie and I were talking, uh, perio many pause. Did I
say it right? How do you say that? Jackie parent, paramedic, paramedic, paramedic pause,
paramedic pause, and then also menopause, of course. So you guys, anything that's associated
with, uh, you know, out of balance hormones, low hormones, high hormones, estrogen, testosterone,
um, progesterone. So any, any of anything like that, that you might have that also anything that
has to do with your oat, your ovaries, your adrenals, and your thyroid, let's call it the
oats. That's that three-legged stool that keeps women specifically healthy guys. You too. You can
put stuff up about your hormones, but ladies, if you have any thyroid conditions, they could also be
associated with your ovaries and also with your adrenals. And so we can pray over all of that.
Okay, cool. So now what I want everyone to do is scroll through the chat and there's lots of,
that's me's right? So I want you to scroll through with the Holy spirit and find somebody
that gets highlighted so that everyone gets prayed for. Like right now I'm looking at one person
and then we're, and then so find a person. Okay. Get your person. And then I want you to ask the
Holy spirit, this we're going to pray childlike prayers because Jesus has come to me as children.
And sometimes we pray for healing and the supernatural, it can feel like overwhelming
and we have to try really hard, but kids don't try that hard. And if you've been on here,
you've heard me say, if I tell my niece, we're going to get a donut. She's like, she's five.
She's like, yes. She doesn't know how she's getting there. She doesn't know how she's paying
for it. She just knows she's getting a donut. And so we're going to pray like a five-year-old
tonight. And we're going to say, Oh Jesus, you heal. Yes. Amazing. But I want us to ask,
I'm activating you. I want you to ask the Holy spirit, how to pray for that person like a child.
Okay. So they're going to be kids. Don't pray like really long prayers.
Like I go around with a three-year-old at church and her prayers are more Lord.
Okay. But, and then I want you to hit reply. I want a couple of you that want to pray your
childlike prayer over these pains and conditions to raise your hand and I'll call on you so we
don't, we can go faster, but I want you to pray a childlike prayer, not an adult prayer,
because we're coming with our mustard seed childlike faith. So everyone pray for somebody
in the comments, hit reply and pray for them with your childlike prayer. But I want some
of you to pray out loud. So raise your hand. All right, go ahead, Andrea.
I just thank you father for, um, anyone.
woman experiencing or man for any hormone imbalance.
I thank you that by your stripes, we are healed.
And I thank you, Father, that it says,
just a faith as tiny as a mustard seed.
And we're two or more gathered in Jesus name.
Amen.
All right, Victoria, childlike prayer.
All I wanted the Lord said is just Holy Spirit come.
So thank you, Papa.
Thank you, Holy Spirit, come and heal.
Thank you, Father.
Courtney.
God, I thank you that you are healing
each and every one of us.
That is your promise.
And I thank you that the fruit will be in our bodies,
but it will also be in our relationships,
that we will see healing in our bodies
and healing in our relationships
and healing in our future, in Jesus name.
Amen.
Penelope, go ahead.
Father, in the name of Jesus,
I just speak healing over everyone who has had eye problems.
I just speak clarity and vision and any like styes
or spots in their eyes or cataracts.
Lord, I just ask for complete restoration
and vision for everyone here in Jesus name.
Amen.
I wanna speak healing.
I'm just hearing the woman with the issue of blood.
I just wanna speak healing over all the female alignments
that are needed here, female reproductive organs,
the blood of Jesus, the blood of Jesus.
We just declare the blood of Jesus right now
over our bodies, over our reproduction.
God loves our womanhood.
I just declare that healing.
Healing over your uterus and your ovaries and your breasts,
all the beautiful, beautiful reproductive places
that God has placed in our bodies as women.
God loves you.
He loves your hormones.
The blood of Jesus.
The blood of Jesus cleanses every issue
with our reproductive selves, our hormones in our bodies.
We are healed.
We are whole.
We are loved.
Glow.
I hear the Lord say, glow, glow, glow.
God loves our womanhood.
Glow, glow, glow, glow.
Just declare glow, glow, glow
over each and every one of you and myself.
Yes, and yourself.
So good.
All right, a couple more people.
Gail.
Dear sweet Jesus, I pray over the energy level.
I just see us plugging in and gaining energy.
Thank you for that, dear Lord.
Rosa, go.
Jesus, thank you for our bodies.
For our bodies, I pray for any places
that are making us feel old,
any joint pain, arthritis, neck pain, stiffness,
any of that, I just speak healing
and I declare the goodness of heaven over those places.
Amen.
Yeah.
All right, before we keep praying, test your body.
Anybody with joint pain, arthritis, test your body.
See if you have any breakthrough.
And if you're experiencing,
like say maybe your pain was a six and now it's a four,
like put a heart emoji instead of raising your hand.
Put a heart emoji if you're experiencing
any level of breakthrough.
And guys, watch.
Come on, Jesus.
We've already had a headache leave.
Yeah.
Father.
All right, Melissa, you wanna pray?
Melissa went away.
Megan Wildwood, Wildhood, sorry.
Oh, sorry about that.
So I don't, it's not exactly a prayer,
but the Lord gave me a very childlike image
of the Tin Man from Wizard of Oz.
And just that notion of oil being put into his joints
and just that the Lord would heal bodies and joints,
even mouths that need to be open and jaws,
just like that Tin Man was oiled.
Come on, that is a good prayer.
Andrea said in the chat,
her neck and shoulder pain went from an eight to a four
after prayer.
Come on, Jesus.
Am I missing anything out?
Like, if you see any other breakthroughs,
because we wanna celebrate what God is doing
because breakthrough releases.
more breakthrough. And so we have pain cutting in half. We have, we have a headache that's
left already. Thank you, Father. Tiffany's feeling better. Come on. Thank you, Jesus.
Melissa Joyce said she felt the womanly prayer in her body. Come on. Thank you, Father. All
Megan, did you pray, Megan Wildhood? I think you just did. No, that was... Okay, go ahead.
I just lift up all thought patterns of stuckness, negativity, and I pray freedom over all mental
and emotional distress. I pray the mind of Christ in Jesus' name. Thank you, Father.
Thank you. Gwen says her headache is almost gone with coolness on her neck. You guys,
God is moving. And some of you, I feel like you're like, is it? I don't know if he's gonna
help me. Just receive it by faith. Okay? This is a strategy in the kingdom. Be a sponge.
Okay? If you're writing notes, write that down. Be a sponge. And number two, this is
what sponges do. Nothing. They just receive. Okay? It's just like my niece and the donut,
right? Let's see. Somebody else. Another headache pain is almost gone. Come on. Thank you, Jesus.
Thank him out loud. Yeah, let's thank him for what he's doing. Lord, we thank you that we can
get on Zoom together and that you are touching bodies, that Melissa Joy felt that womanly prayer,
that headaches are leaving. Okay. All right. We're gonna go on to the next one. Oh, there's
two more. Kirsten, go ahead and pray. And then I cannot pronounce your name after Kirsten,
but you can go after Kirsten. Go ahead, Kirsten. Yeah. So I saw a couple of people have anxiety.
I used to suffer from anxiety. So I just declare from my testimony that Jesus overcomes and that
all anxiety has to leave everybody's life and that peace, the peace of Jesus, the prince of
peace reigns in our minds and our hearts and our lives. Jesus. Hey, on that note before I just feel
like such a spirit of intercession to Sarah. On that note, I don't know if Brandy Scott is here,
but she had a, she had a visitation where God took her to heaven and she was delivered from
obsessive thoughts about health and anxiety. A lot of you have intrusive thoughts. I saw a
lot of you are saying you have OCD thoughts, anxiety thoughts. A lot of times anxiety will
take the form of, you know, hypervigilance about safety. So just always worried about your health,
always worried about something. And so Brandy, I really, because you got breakthrough and you
just told me your testimony, you can share whatever you want from your testimony. But
if you would pray that people would be delivered from anxiety.
Brandy. Yes. Yes. Father God, we just, I, I just come before you right now and I know that
that anxiety can be very debilitating and Father God, I just, I just declare a sound mind
over each and every one of us that we would know the truth, God, that, that any and all fears,
spirit of fear, we command you to go right now in Jesus name. And I just declare a sound mind
over each and every one of us, Father God, in Jesus name. Thank you, Lord. I just keep hearing
just sound mind that God is just, is giving us all just a sound mind right now in Jesus name.
Thank you, Lord. Sound mind for the spirit of fear. Thank you, Jesus.
Thank you, Brynn. That is a song by the Helsers too. Maybe I'll find it and drop
it in the comments as we're praying. Okay. Check your bodies again. Since the beginning,
we might not have prayed for the thing that's going on with you yet, but God is definitely
moving and what he's done for somebody else he can do for you. We've had Tiffany said that
stiffness is much less. And then I lost the comments because so many cool things are happening
in them. All right. Warm, Jackie felt warmth in her hip. Come on, Jesus. All right. The next thing
we want to pray for is sickness. So like, if you have COVID or gut issues or allergies, okay,
Jesus died for all of it. He spoke to me once and he was like,
Wow, I'm just feeling the presence of God.
He just spoke to me and he's like, I died for that pain on the cross already.
He felt all of our sin and sickness and pain.
And so if you have, so go ahead in the comments, don't write that's me because we'll think
it was the last thing.
Just say, I've been sick.
We don't want to just say that you are sick because that's speaking over, but people have
the flu.
People have a cough.
Oh, who's Felicia says she has a lighter feeling in her uterus and stomach.
Come on.
Okay.
But if that's you, I've been sick.
Okay.
Now I want everyone to go back in the chat because we're all going to pray, but again,
I want you to find somebody that gets highlighted and pray for them in the chat, but ask the
Holy Spirit how to pray because here's the thing we can, we can do it in our own.
It says to heal the sick and pray for the sick.
Yes.
But if we find out how the Holy Spirit wants to do it, it's much more effective.
Amen.
So just ask him, how do you want me to pray?
Oh, it's Kelly.
Kelly's having breakthrough over the zoom.
Come on.
People have been sick for two months.
So ask the Holy Spirit how to pray.
And we're going to have a couple of you raise your hand.
If you want to pray.
Nitin, you want to go ahead and pray for, for any, um, sickness.
Sure.
Sarah.
Father God, in the name of Jesus, your word, Psalm four, eight declares in peace, in peace.
I will both lie down and sleep for you, Lord alone, make me to dwell in safety and confident
trust.
So father, we just speak peace to your sons and daughters on this call from the crowns
of the head to the soles of the feet, COVID toughness, insomnia, fear, anxiety, gut toughness.
Lord, we just speak peace over their bodies and the peace of God aligns them to you, Lord
Jesus.
So father, we just declare that your word has a promise of peace.
And we remind you that your word never falls.
It accomplishes or what the purpose it is written.
And as we remind you, we declare in faith.
So thank you, Lord, that your angels tonight, your Holy Spirit working in our bodies will
give us peace and full healing from all the issues that have been listed on this chat
in Jesus name.
Amen.
Yeah.
Thank you, father.
Christy, go ahead and pray.
Sorry, I totally forgot.
I had my hand up, but I can still go ahead.
I'm just going back to the childlike prayer that you had said earlier, because that really
resonated with me.
So just thinking of my little nine-year-old who prays, and it's so sweet.
And he just says things like, Jesus, I just ask that you come bless the entire world.
I thank you for everything, father.
I thank you for all the people that we value so much in our lives.
And I ask that you forgive our sins, father, and I ask that you bless each and every one
here, each heartache, each physical ailment, each sickness, each downtrodden spirit, Lord,
I just ask that you pray and or that you come in and your presence is felt amongst
everybody here, be that in a healing way or a comforting and encouraging way, Lord.
And I just ask that I just want to thank you for the community that we have that we can
come together.
And we can all join in and worship you and praise you and thank you for where two or
more are gathered.
You are there.
Lord, I just want to thank you for your, your desire to be present with us when we
come together in your name, in Jesus name, I pray, amen.
Amen.
All right, Penelope.
I just felt led to pray for guts.
So Lord, in the name of Jesus, I just speak healing and to everyone's abdomen area, intestines,
like be soothed from stress and fear.
I find fear in the name of Jesus.
And I speak healing into guts right now in the name of Jesus.
I thank you father for restoration and families in the name of Jesus.
I speak peace and healing right now in Jesus name, man, and to go along with the guts.
When I was praying about what to pray for, I felt like people were going to feel heat
in their belly.
So we just unlock.
That's where the Holy Spirit is.
And so you just say fire of God, touch belly.
Please right now, touch bellies right now,
fill, fill, fill with your presence and your power,
your dunamis power to heal sickness right now.
Thank you, Father.
If you're feeling that, just put it in the chat.
Okay, Olena said she felt a lot of heat.
So Father, that's just one way the Holy Spirit manifests.
If you don't feel it, it's okay.
A lot of times I feel things, I know I feel them,
but I don't physically feel them, if that makes sense.
It's supernatural.
But yeah, I just felt like there would be heat in bellies.
All right, Mel and then Nadine.
And then we're gonna go to the next activation
if Mel pray and then Nadine.
Lord, thank you for this opportunity
to be with everyone to pray for you
and for our brothers and sisters here.
Thank you so much and forgive us for our sins.
And I'd like to raise up to you our concerns
on stress causing us sicknesses,
to loosen any tightened areas in our muscles,
in our body, especially in the stomach area,
the digestion, the gut, all the acids.
Please reverse any abnormalities, any tumors,
any cells, any growth, any abnormal growth
that should not be there
because you created us whole and perfect.
Please get us back into normal functioning.
Any problems in menstruation, please regulate them.
Any COVID impact, any fatigue, chronic fatigue,
autoimmune diseases, chronic stress, anxiety,
irritable bowel movement, please heal them all, Lord.
Thank you so much.
Thank you, Mel.
All right, Nadine.
Lord Jesus, I just thank you one more time.
As we come before you, we beseech thee, oh God.
Father, as I came across Matthew 8.8,
it says when the soldier says,
just speak the word, where I am, just speak it
and my servant will be healed.
Father, we come right now and we just speak,
we command healing.
We're not asking because you already did it.
You says we must command these things and they will be.
So right now, Lord God, I command healing of lungs
in the name of Jesus Christ of Nazareth.
I command mucus to be flushed out of the body
in the name of Jesus Christ.
Father God, everything, God, that causes sickness
in the lungs, the mucus, Father God,
every mucus and inflammation right now,
we cancel them out of everybody that is on this line
that are having issue, Lord God.
Father, we thank you for the healing
because God, you says in Isaiah 53, God,
you says you die on the cross.
The moment you die, you take our sickness.
You take sickness on the cross and you says
the day that you were risen on the third day,
you said it was finished.
So God, we thank you for this healing tonight
in Jesus name, amen.
Come on, thank you.
Okay, Claudia can take a full breath.
I don't know what was happening before.
Somebody else felt tension leave.
You guys are doing an amazing job praying in the comments.
Come on, God is doing so much.
On a Zoom call, thank you.
Let's just take a thank you break.
Thank you, Father, for the breakthroughs that we're seeing,
for the healing, for the tension,
for the headaches that are leaving.
Andrea says her pain's down from a four to a two.
Lord, we thank you for your presence.
So many people felt heat in their bellies.
Lord, we thank you that people are breathing better.
Dana's breathing better.
Thank you, Father, that you're so good.
Lord, we thank you for the breakthrough
and we ask for more breakthrough.
All right, Andrea felt heat all over.
Come on, come on, Jesus.
All right, I wanna go after disease.
So if you have a disease,
I know some people have had diagnosis.
We're gonna call it a diagnosis.
It's not your label,
but you've been diagnosed with cancer, maybe of psoriasis.
There's not, we can't measure it, okay?
We don't wanna measure it.
If you have that, just say,
just put the name of it in the chat
and then we're all gonna pray.
And then I want some of us,
remember that we wanna,
Pray the childlike prayers, you know fix it Jesus
But but look at what people are putting in the chat. See who gets highlighted to you and then ask Holy Spirit how to pray
Now Lord we ask for miracles, thank you for miracles
All right, Tammy go ahead and pray
Me okay
Yeah
Okay
Why don't I just pray for all these thyroid and other hormone issues that are all mentioned in the chat that I don't know if
Everyone receive their healing yet, and I need that too more. So father
We just come with childlike faith to you God. We just ask in faith. We don't try to figure it out or think
Well, you have to take a supplement. We need to do this or take that God. We just give it to you
God we just trust you
We just release it to you to take care of Jesus and we have faith that if you need us to take a supplement or
Do anything more that you will tell us we will know what to do
We don't have to struggle and try to figure it out and analyze it. We're childlike just like little kids
They don't think like that. You know, we come to you as little children
Just thank you for our healing in Jesus name. Amen. I think it's Kelly, right?
I was like, I don't know how to pronounce your name. Go ahead and pray
You
Emily go ahead
Lord I just rebuke the spirit of addiction over people's lives right now in the name of Jesus
But I thank you for healing. I thank you for restoration. I thank you for power
Father God, I thank you for self-control father God, and I just release it right now over your people in Jesus name
You
Father God, I just want to come to you tonight and say stop stop the insanity of autoimmune and cancer
Where the body is turned on itself and the cells are out of control and they're attacking each other Lord
Put the body back into harmony as you designed and created it to be
Restore it to its natural state and remove all of the fighting and the inflammation that's going on within our bodies or Jesus in your
name, amen
There's a couple things I wrote down we just speak if you have cancer
We just speak to that right now and we command it to wither up and die in Jesus name and leave your body
We speak to the good cells and we say that you are winning
That you are winning that you are winning and we command all cancerous cells
Mutated cells to leave your body in Jesus name. We pray for skin diseases
Psoriasis eczema that people have and we just say get off
Get off and leave in Jesus name that your skin would reproduce
and
The way and the way that it should we speak
I just saw a picture if you have a disease
Actually saw a picture as they were praying and it's almost like a label that's been put on you
By by the doctors and in the earth, it's true
But it's we can call down heaven on to earth. And so I just want you to imagine if you have a disease
That somebody's told you you have I just want you to imagine
That the name of that disease as a label on your shirt and just take it off and hand it to Jesus
Just take it off and hand it to Jesus hand the Hashimoto's to Jesus Lord
We thank you that diseases are bowing to your name that you already felt them that gluten intolerance
We take that
Label and we hand it to you Jesus
Vegas nerve issues we hand that to Jesus mass cell activation syndrome. We hand that to Jesus asthma
Jesus thank you that you are the breath of life. Holy Spirit
We just prophesy to the breath and we just say that the constrictions would be removed now in
Jesus name we thank you father for removing
for removing disease Lord that it's bowing multiple
Myeloma, we just take that off right now. We take off
Stress related hair loss liver cancer. We take that
Diagnosis and hand it to you Jesus. Thank you father
All right, check your bodies
Check your bodies, even if it was something we didn't pray for if you had something
Check your body and if you feel any breakthrough put that in the chat any additional breakthrough
Okay, go ahead. Yeah, so I want you to I want you to she's talking about labels
I want you to think about what introduced you to that version of yourself
You know, was it pain in your body that you know introduced you to that version of yourself
You know that that that self, you know
It's kind of like in the garden where they said to God Adam and Eve said to God we're naked
He's like who told you that?
Like who told you that and
And so I want you to get in your mind like where that that version of you
The version of you that's not in alignment to finish work of the cross the version of you that has something out
That's out of alignment, you know, we're what what introduced you to that?
Okay, and and then we just want to come into agreement with with our divine designs father
We just come into agreement anything that's been spoken over us
It doesn't matter if it's based on fact or not
the truth is that you created us to be in alignment with you in heaven and we are seated with Christ in heavenly places and
Everything that's out of order comes into order in the kingdom of heaven
nothing is out of order in the kingdom of heaven and we are have been bought with a price the blood of Christ and
He paid for every single infirmity every weakness every illness
Every frailty of these of these natural bodies and so we come into alignment with that higher identity right now
We're letting go of the labels of those lower
Identities and those fact-based identities and we're coming into alignment with who you say we are
Who you say we are right now each and every one of us that's going to mean something for every one of you differently
And so I want you to come into alignment with that higher self that that higher divine
Identity right now in Jesus name
So good
All right, there's a couple more things and we got a couple more minutes, that's all right
If you have any issues blindness, I heard we're gonna go after creative miracles
Okay, if you wear glasses at all, why not pray?
Okay, so I want you to lay hands on yourself. Don't but don't like press on your eyes, right?
But if you have anything going on with your eyes
Okay, and I want you to pray for yourself, but Heidi you have your hand raised so we pray for eyes
To be to be like any kind of eye issues to be healed Heidi. You got your hand up
Father we come before you in the name of Jesus
Oh God, and I just pray father God that you are just changing the very storyline Lord God every lie Lord God
That has been whispered into their ears Lord God that that has not come in agreement
God with your word God and your perfected word over their eyes
Father God, I just I speak father God to the to the sclera to the cornea Lord God to the retina father
God as you created it God. I just pray father God perfect alignment Lord God
I pray clarity Lord God and in the vision Lord God to be precise Lord God and to be
Just to be able to see clearly Lord. I just pray Lord God that
They you even change God the words and the testimonies God that they would speak Lord God
I pray father God you would even change the verbiage or God as physicians got a written one thing God that you would write another Lord
I pray God. However, God we just trust in you
We lean up on you Lord God and we say yes Lord God to your word
Yes to your promises Lord God from the top of their head to their toes Lord God in Jesus name. Thank you Lord
Yeah, there's a new heavenly prescription over your eyes
It's called healed but test it see by faith like check like see if there's anything you can tell
It's different. I've I've heard of people putting
Their glasses back on and they can't see because their eyes were healed
Any did anybody experience any breakthrough for eyes
You
Put it in the chat
All right, keep an eye out, all right
Does anybody if you guys will take your hands down? Does anybody have pieces of bone?
like some a piece of bone broke off like and is floating in your body, is that anybody
Vicky okay. Yeah, and bone spurs Sarah Hardwood has that too. Okay
Come on Sandra said my eyes were not blurry when I was glancing at my phone. Come on protruding bone
Okay, who wants to pray?
For the bones the random bones that aren't where they're supposed to be
Okay, go ahead Sarah Harwood
I'm praying. Okay, we're doing a scenario, having a father.
Touch these people that have issues with broken bones.
And the damage that was caused.
Use their pain.
Remove their need for pain meds.
Let them know that you cover all their needs for healing.
Thank you for your healing.
Amen.
Yeah, we just speak to the bones to get in alignment.
Broken ankle be healed.
And Danielle put that she had three broken bones, but they're reattached with screws and metal.
And that's my next thing on the list is that if you have metal in your body, like Danielle and it could be it could even be cavities.
Some of us who got cavities back in the day before they were fiberglass. If you have metal in your body, like, put your hand wherever that is.
And who wants to pray for somebody raise your hand and pray for that.
Go ahead, Melissa pray for metal and bodies to leave.
Lord, we just pray right now in Jesus name. It sounds crazy, but we know that you are a powerful God who can do amazing things Lord so I just pray right now that you would dissolve metal that you would dissolve screws where bone was held to bone and that the bone
would be stronger than ever.
Lord I pray that any metal that could be interfering with other things other joints other movement other activity that could be preventing someone from having full range of motion full wellness or being pain free Father God we just pray in your.
That you would alleviate the effects of metal in people's bodies, what do we thank you for modern medicine but we think that you are an even greater healer that you are our ultimate healer, and that you give us the ability to come fully in alignment with the way that you created
us to be every cell, every joint every part of our body from the top of our heads to the soles of our feet Lord.
Check your bodies after she prayed if you've metal check your body check your wrist.
I've seen it.
Okay, Maryland says the floater in her eyes or less.
Come on. Thank you Jesus celebrate as we're. Yeah, come on.
Loaders are leaving.
Yeah, but who is anybody experiencing any breakthrough we want to take time to celebrate what God's doing because breakthrough releases book more breakthrough.
Yeah, thank you Jesus.
Everybody check your bodies not just from the metal, but also from everything.
Melissa said she feels heat in her mouth and her face, which is where I have metal in my body. Okay, let us know.
Oh my gosh, help me read the comment, you know, the pain in my knuckle just went away. Thank you Jesus the pain in my neck was 12 and now it's a six wins headache is 100% gone.
Thank you, Father.
Thank you, Father, my left hip feels looser Toby's headache is gone. You guys this is amazing. Let's celebrate out loud. Thank him.
Thank him just out loud where you are pain in neck chills are improving Penelope doesn't see the floater in her left eye anymore and we come on Jesus.
Thank you, Father.
Amelia says I have complete range of motion in my ankle where I had a screw. Can you feel the screw Amelia, let us know. Come on. Thank you Jesus.
Audra's left side of her back has less pain sorry it's hard for me to read them all as they're going so fast.
Wow.
Michelle said Jackie's prayer for God loving our womanhood was healing the rejection in my heart for my parents wanting a boy. Come on, Jesus. Thank you, Father, Amelia, where are you can you unmute and tell us about your ankle.
Where did you go.
Amelia, tell us.
I'm sorry, can you hear me now?
Yeah, we can hear you now.
So you tell us what happened.
Yeah, I couldn't feel the screws before
and I have multiple screws,
but what I wanna say is that I had very restricted range
of motion in my ankle,
and now I have complete range of motion in my ankle.
Come on, Jesus.
Thank you, Father.
So you can't tell if the screw is gone, but you can-
No, I can't tell, but I can't feel them.
I can't tell, but let me tell you,
just the range of motion, thank you, Jesus,
it means a lot.
Yeah, yeah, yeah, no, I'm saying,
how long has it been that way?
How long have you not had-
No, guys, since 2014.
So 10 years, guys.
God just healed her foot that she couldn't move
after 10 years.
How many headaches are gone?
So many headaches.
All right, come on, raise your hand if God-
Okay, I want everyone to look in the participants,
and if you have experienced any level of healing tonight,
I want you to raise your hand.
Come on, look at the hands, guys.
Look at all the hands.
Come on, thank you, Jesus.
Look at that.
Wow, 33 people, 34.
Come on, there's 240 of us here, 35 people, 36 people.
And some of you can't test whatever we prayed for.
You'll find out later, okay?
I want to pray for one more thing,
because I had it on there, and then Jackie brought it up,
but if you have ringing in your ears
or something wrong with your ears,
or you're missing an eardrum
or whatever's going on with David,
we just speak to ears and we just say,
peace, be still, we speak silence to that annoying,
that's torment, we just cancel that by the blood of Jesus.
And I just released a testimony, I forget who it was,
but they said the floater in their left eye was gone.
And so the same way, Lord, that you remove the floater,
I ask that you remove the ringing,
Courtney has holes in both her eardrums,
and we just say creative miracle, Lord, we release that.
The way that you just did Amelia's foot, Lord,
after 10 years, we ask for creative miracles.
I just want to, man, I just want to keep going.
I have one more thing.
I felt this the whole entire night,
and I feel like you'll know if this is you,
but sometimes, I said this earlier,
but the pain in our bodies or the sickness in our bodies
is because of emotional things, and it's manifesting,
because we're a spirit in a body, okay?
And so I just want to share a testimony,
and if it resonates with you, we're gonna pray,
but I'll give you an example.
I was praying, God, the Holy Spirit led me
on this whole thing, and he spoke to me
about I was praying for somebody in the city where I live,
like a government official, and she had MS,
and the Holy Spirit said the root of that is self-hatred,
and so a lot of times, sickness and disease,
and we all have stories, and we need healing,
but the good news is we all need Jesus
no matter what happened, but I feel like some of you,
I feel like some of us need to forgive ourselves,
and I know we do that in the heart work,
but I felt like there was an invitation,
oh, thank you, okay, Jessica just shared,
I felt my skin disease is emotionally based,
and he reminded me of a testimony.
When I moved to Austin six years ago,
I went to the gym, and I came home,
and I started getting a rash,
and I was like, this is so weird.
You guys, it covered my whole body,
like literally my whole body, and I couldn't move.
It was during the Winter Olympics, I'll never forget it,
and I had just moved, and I didn't know anybody,
and if you saw my body,
you would have told me to go to the ER,
because it was that bad,
and when I moved, like anywhere, it would like crack,
and I finally went to the doctor,
and they gave me steroids and nothing.
I was like, oh, finally, I'm gonna get relief,
and I didn't.
My friend got on the phone with me,
led me through an encounter,
and I had to forgive myself, and get rid of self-hatred.
You guys, as soon as she, I tried all the medical stuff,
all the crunchy stuff, all the medical stuff,
none of it worked.
When she led me through that encounter,
I immediately felt it shift,
and the rash started to break from my chest,
and I'd had it for three days.
My body was literally covered in it,
and the Holy Spirit spoke to me,
and he was like, this is a man.
of self-hatred. And then my body peeled. It was this crazy encounter, but some of us need
to forgive ourselves and need to let go of self-hatred. And so, um, yeah, yeah. You know,
I was going to say, pray for that, Jackie. I was like, pray for that. I felt like you
were supposed to.
That's what I was talking about. So good, Sarah, such a good story. And we all, even
if we don't know it, have a story like that. We all have a story like that, where something
is manifested in our body as a result of a wound to our heart, to our soul place. You
know, that's our heart place. Um, you know, um, and, uh, thinking, uh, some, something
that's, uh, something that's manifested from the, our belief system. And, you know, when
I was talking earlier about who introduced you to that version of you or what introduced
you to that version of you, that's what I'm talking about. And so let's just start to
release whatever came up during that. Let's just start to release that right now, whatever
pain, whatever trauma you were, that you've been through that, you know, that's when this,
this, when you started having this problem, I know a girl who started having a chronic
cough, you know, when her mom died, she started having a chronic cough. You know, that's what
introduced her to that version of her. The coughing version of her was introduced by
the trauma of her mom's passing suddenly. You know, there's all different types of things,
all different types of things. So go ahead and ask God to reveal, you know, not everything.
Sometimes it's just bad lifestyle decisions that we make. You know, we're eating the wrong
food. We're not moving our bodies. You know, sometimes you guys, a friend of mine just
told me this tonight and it's true. You're just getting older, you know, you're just
getting older and you got to change it up now because you can't do what you did in your
twenties. You got to change. You gotta, you gotta do stuff differently. You gotta hydrate
more. You gotta move more. You gotta do this or that more. And so we thank you, Holy Spirit,
that you will just reveal to us what we need to do to stay in that perfect peace and Shalom
in our bodies. What do we need to do? We don't have to leave this earth and sickness and
disease. We can leave this earth full strength, full strength. We can just be here one moment
and be in heaven and glory the next right and full glory. We're in some glory right
now, but we have full glory the next because it said about, it said about them, it said
that there were no feeble among them. Remember that scripture in the Bible? There were no
feeble among them. And so we declare that right now that we don't have to, you know,
we don't have to leave the earth because of feebleness or sickness or disease or disease
in our bodies. And so anything that's rooted, anything that's rooted in trauma, you guys,
your body, even after that trauma is long, long gone, even after that thing that you
did that you're not proud of and the regret and guilt is long, long buried deep inside
your psyche somewhere. Okay. So I would do the heart work, open those boxes up. You know,
your body will hold on to it. It will hold on to that fight or flight response. It will
hold on to what they call post-traumatic stress disorder and y'all post-traumatic stress disorder.
You know what they call that. It manifests in so much dis-ease, dis-ease in our bodies.
So much dis-ease. Okay. All right. So it's important that we release that right now.
So close your eyes right now. Everybody close your eyes. Everybody's had trauma. Everybody
suffers because everybody here has suffered. I want you to ask Holy Spirit if there's any
kind of chronic issue that you have, even if it's a yearly sickness that pops up and
you don't realize it, but it's, it's part of a trauma-versary. Your, your immune system
is weakened because of stress around a trauma-versary of someone passing, like whatever, it doesn't
matter what it is. Close your eyes and ask Holy Spirit if there's any dis-ease or pain
that visits your body because of some sort of emotional situation, some sort of trauma,
some sort of hurt, somewhere that you suffered, some sort of memory, some sort of fear that
continues to visit you because of, this is a trauma-versary for me this entire month.
My mom was in the ICU four years ago, last couple of weeks of her life, and it's popping
up in my Facebook memories. And even if it doesn't, my body's in tune with it. And, and
during this time of year for the last couple of years, I've gotten sick and this is my
birthday month too. So it's just like always bad timing, but my immune system gets worn
down by that fight or flight response of stress. Come on, come on, come on. Everybody gets
You guys, you're not a body.
Listen, you're not a body.
Someone needs to hear that tonight clear as crystal.
You are not a body.
This body does not go to heaven.
It doesn't.
I don't care how good you're taking care of it on earth.
It ain't gonna go to heaven
because you are not a body.
You are a spirit and your spirit body in heaven
is gonna be a whole different upgrade.
You are a spirit that lives in this body.
This is your car.
This is the car that you're traveling in on this earth.
This is the vehicle that you're traveling in.
This is the house.
But you know what else lives in this house?
Holy spirit.
You are a tabernacle of the spirit of the Lord.
Jesus lives inside this house with you, right?
Right.
And you possess a soul.
That's the memory station.
Those are the things inside of us that make us who we are,
the personality, all the experiences.
That's master control in there.
So right now we're asking Holy Spirit
to go into master control
and to show us if there's anything in there
that's affecting the body.
It's not affecting your spirit, y'all.
Your spirit's been redeemed.
You've received Christ.
Your spirit's redeemed.
It's affecting your body.
It's affecting the stuff that's still in
that master control soul heart space affecting body.
And we release it right now.
Just feel yourself releasing whatever that is.
You need to forgive someone, forgive them.
Just say right now, father, I forgive them.
I forgive my mom.
I forgive my dad.
You need to forgive yourself.
Go ahead.
I forgive myself for not knowing what I didn't know,
for not doing what I should have done.
I forgive myself.
Some of you need to know that it's not too late.
You're mad at yourself
because you're dealing with health problems
and you feel like you should have done something
about it a long time ago and now you think it's too late.
Like you're almost coming into agreement with,
oh, I deserve this
because I should have done things differently.
No, you don't deserve it.
We break that off of you right now.
No, you don't deserve it.
You don't deserve it.
You know what you deserve?
You deserve what Jesus paid for on the cross.
That's what you deserve.
Jesus died to give you that
and that's what he deserves.
He deserves for you to get what he paid for
and that trumps any guilt or shame or remorse
that you're living in right now.
Go ahead and let go of that.
Let go of that.
Let go of the idea that it's too late to get healthy.
It's too late to get fit.
You're too old to make changes
that are going to cause any kind of real freedom
from pain and dis-ease and disease in your body.
It's a lie from the pit.
We release it right now.
We release it.
Yeah.
You need to forgive yourselves
for being so hard on yourself.
Yeah.
Like you beat yourself up when you don't get it right.
Like not just from your past,
but currently I felt that like,
you're such an idiot kind of thing.
Like you would never do that to somebody else,
but you do it to yourself all the time.
And just forgive yourself.
Like I had this encounter and you can do,
like picture yourself standing in front of yourself
in your imagination.
That's one of our tools, Ephesians 3.20, ask and imagine.
And I want you to imagine yourself
standing in front of yourself
and ask yourself for forgiveness.
You know what's helpful, Sarah?
Everyone really, really loves somebody, right?
It's usually not themselves.
And so I want you to picture the person
that you really love right now,
whether that's your child or your grandchild,
your niece, your nephew, whoever it is,
your grandma, you know, your mom, your dad,
picture someone that you really love.
Like you would literally take a bullet for them.
You love them.
You love them so, so, so, so much.
Okay, you would do anything for them.
And you have so much grace for them,
so much mercy for them, you know?
And if it's a child in your life,
sometimes, you know, they're a little indulged
because you just give to them so much.
I want you to picture that person, right?
Now, I want you to, as we go forward from this night,
as you begin to have thoughts,
and a lot of us have intrusive thoughts,
go ahead and raise your hand
if you have intrusive negative thoughts
about yourself, about, you know, fear,
about, you know, sickness, about disease,
about, you know, how God feels about you,
or, you know, how others feel about you.
It doesn't matter what they are.
And going forward from this night,
when you begin to have those things,
I want you to picture that person.
that you love so much.
And maybe for some of you, it's just Jesus.
I want you to picture you thinking that
or saying that thing to that person.
You wouldn't do it, would ya?
And if you wouldn't do it to them,
then you're no longer gonna do it to yourself.
I want you to put it through that filter,
that filter of love.
I want you to begin to talk to yourself
like you are someone that you love.
I want you to start talking to yourself
as if you are someone that you love.
Right?
You guys, I'm telling you, I feel this, Sarah.
This is gonna bring so much healing to your body.
When you begin to talk to yourself in gentle tones,
when you begin to look at yourself,
and you guys, I did this the other day, it was so bizarre.
I was just, I was looking in the mirror doing something,
putting something on, doing something,
you know, painting it up.
And I just saw myself.
I didn't see myself, I saw myself.
I looked in my own eyes.
I looked in my own eyes in the mirror.
And you know what?
I just said, I love you, Jackie.
I love you.
I do.
Guys, it was the most weird thing.
And it was so good.
And it felt so good to know that I love me.
It felt so good to know that I'm in my own corner,
that I've got my back.
It felt so good to know.
You know, I have a lot of other people's backs,
and so do a lot of you.
And I'm a good friend.
And it felt good to know that I have a good friend
called me in my life.
It felt good.
It did work.
It felt good, Sarah.
And I just want to know, I just want y'all to know
that you need that, you need that.
I've never done that before.
That was a weird thing that I did.
And I loved it.
Because I know Holy Spirit guided me into that.
It's time.
A lot of your health problems, please hear.
This is a word of knowledge from heaven.
A lot of the stuff going on with your body
is because you hate yourself.
And your body is holding the score of that hatred.
Your body's reacting to it.
Your body, you're bullying yourself.
And your body's reacting to it.
The negativity, the death that you're speaking
over yourself all the time.
Your body's reacting to it.
It's breaking down under that.
It's breaking down.
And so it's time.
It's time for you to ask God to help you.
Ask God to help you.
Some of you, you continue to,
you continue to reject yourself.
Sarah, there's self-rejection here.
And the reason why-
That's what it was for me.
Yeah.
And the reason why is because you've always
compared yourself all your life to some ideal
that someone else introduced you to.
Culture introduced you to.
Some magazine introduced you to.
Some parent that wanted a different gender of child
introduced you to.
Some other broken person who wanted to use their mouth
to verbally abuse and to cut you down
and to put a false identity on you introduced you to.
And see, that became your reality.
That became your belief system about what you needed to be
to be accepted even by yourself.
And so now you've rejected yourself
because you can never be whatever that thing is.
But you don't need to be.
When, as you were saying that,
for those of you who like practical applications,
I just dropped something in the chat.
God spoke to me through a math equation
and like X equals Y.
And he said to me,
you need to add yourself into the equation.
You need to add yourself into the equation
because the day that this clicked,
the light bulb went off.
It was back in college and a roommate called
and she was across town and needed a ride.
And she called me and said, can I give you a ride?
And I said, yeah.
Because in my mind I thought,
well, who else is going to pick her up?
X equals Y, right?
And I hung up and I just like cringed
because I needed to go take a nap or something.
I don't remember.
I needed something.
And I realized I'm like,
the Holy Spirit was like,
you need to add you in the equation.
And when I did X plus you, like X plus me,
my answer was, no, I can't pick you up.
And I let go of that responsibility
because I would just decide things
without considering myself.
And I feel like there's an invitation
for many of us to add ourselves into the equation
where yes, I could have picked her up
or yes, you could do X, Y, or Z for the person you love.
But when you add what you need into the equation,
it changes the answer.
And that's not bad.
You are valuable and your needs matter too.
And I just declare over you
that there's space for your needs.
and your life, but you have to make space for your needs.
You have to say what they are.
Yes, come on, y'all.
A lot of your bodies have broken down over toxic giving,
toxic giving of yourself, and now you're empty.
You've given and given and given and given
to everyone but you.
We give you permission right now.
Heaven gives you permission.
You matter too.
That's just one little phrase that God said to me
during a very stressful time in my life
when my extended family was piling all their needs on me
and they were sending me all their problems
in the form of my nephew who was having behavior problems.
They literally, guys, they put him on a plane,
15-year-old kid, without my knowledge or my permission,
and bought him a plane ticket to my house
and called me and told me what time his flight
was gonna come in, or texted me and said,
hey, he's on his way to your house,
pick him up at the airport.
Without even asking.
And I was walking down the road during that season
and I was trying to get out and burn off some adrenaline,
y'all, I was having panic attacks, all kinds of stuff.
And this is the phrase that kept going over and over
in my mind, you matter too.
You matter too.
We just released that over you right now.
You matter too.
Your heart matters too.
Your body matters too.
Your health matters too.
Your happiness matters too.
You matter too.
Your desires matter too.
Some of you gave up and now you're just working
on your kids' dreams.
Your dreams matter too.
Your life's not over.
It's still your time on Earth.
You matter too.
For all of you that are practitioners and therapists
and counselors, and you gotta always have it all together
for everybody else, but you've been dealing
with a lot of problems in your body.
Those of you that are teachers,
those of you that have these professions
where you're constantly giving, you matter too.
You're important.
God's saying no longer are you going to be able
to give out of an empty cup.
And see, a lot of you, you're upset because now
you're not able to do things for other people
because your body is not feeling good.
But you know what, this is a forced sabbatical.
God didn't put sickness on you,
but you're broke down on the side of the road
because you have not valued yourself.
And I'm talking to me too.
And now is your chance to get it back into alignment,
starting with your heart and the idea that you matter
and that you're important.
And then you're going to, from that place out,
the inside out, you're gonna start making
different lifestyle choices.
Some of you, the self-hatred for you,
you don't have to look far to find it.
All you have to do is look in your grocery cart
to see how much you hate yourself.
The stuff that you're putting in your body is killing you
one small bite at a time.
The self-hatred is your schedule, which is ridiculous.
The most ridiculous schedule, that daily calendar
of all the different things that you're trying to juggle
to try to keep everybody else happy.
No, it's time to let go of that.
And I feel like this has turned into
a completely different call now, Sarah,
because the word of knowledge here is now,
God's saying, I don't just want to heal you.
I want you to be able to sustain healing.
I want you to be able to sustain health.
I want you to be able to sustain wellness.
I want you to be able to sustain peace.
I want you to be able to sustain
the shalom over your mind.
I want you to be able to sustain your emotions.
I want you to be able to sustain that.
I want you to be able to sustain it.
Come on, I want you to be able to sustain it.
It's not just, this is not about a moment, y'all.
It's about momentum.
Tonight's call is not just about a moment of healing.
It's about momentum.
And that's why for some of you,
you felt God's presence tonight,
but God is gonna have you, and he's saying this to me too,
he's gonna have us walk it all the way out
because our healing is coming in the forms of two words,
self-care.
Our healing is gonna come in the form of two words,
self-care.
We're gonna begin to prioritize being out in nature
and being in the sunlight and being in the place
of meditation and coming away from electronics
and the phones and the people
that are pulling on us continuously.
We're gonna say no to the extra shift,
and we're gonna let God be our provider.
So nurses, I hear you right now.
I hear all of you that are taking the extra shift
because after all you're single
and who's gonna pay the bills if you don't?
Well, you know what?
You're never gonna know the answer to that question
if you don't stop trying to kill yourself out here.
for working yourself to death.
You're like, well, who will pay the bills, Jackie?
You know what?
Let's find out the answer to that question
because God's your provider.
Psalm 127 too said he provides for his lovers
even while they're sleeping.
Even while they're sleeping.
That's what it says.
And so we'll never know.
Some of you haven't been using your Jesus Cares Board.
You're still carrying around the weight of the world
on your shoulders and it's crushing you.
You have a back problem because literally
the weight of the world is crushing you.
Yep, that's a word of knowledge, Jackie,
because I was praying for this lady's stiff neck once
and I prayed for the pain to leave and it wouldn't leave.
And so then I asked the Holy Spirit what to do.
And he said, tell her that the weight of the world
is not on her shoulders.
And her neck out loud popped and she was healed.
Come on.
Healed.
Come on.
And Jackie said something.
Those of you who are even single moms,
you're going after your kids' dreams,
but your kids need to see you say no
and they need to see you take a rest
and take care of yourself because that's where
they're gonna learn how to do that for themselves.
And last thing-
Yes, and Sarah Tucker, wait, before you do that,
no last thing yet.
We're not at last thing yet.
If you have to go though, you can.
But Sarah Tucker said that she cannot
fix her brother's mental illness.
Nope.
She can't take, no.
And you guys, you know that my brother,
he's been homeless and mentally ill for 30 years.
He got ran over by a car, y'all, out in Arizona.
He's been in the hospital since the seventh surgery.
And from the very beginning of it, I was like,
I can't do this, Lord.
I can't do this.
I can't go out to Arizona.
I'm the, you know, and you guys, when you say,
oh, but like Sarah said, well, if I don't do it,
who's gonna do it for her?
Well, in my brother's case, that's really true.
There's literally no one else on earth but me for him.
But you know what?
This is where we forget that God has help
that we don't know about.
And just because it's not blood-related
doesn't mean that God won't send it.
And I'm telling you, God has provided for my brother
amazingly through this entire situation, you guys,
and not just because he loves my brother,
but because he loves me and he's so kind
because he knows that I can't, I couldn't handle it.
I had too much on my plate.
I could not deal with it.
And so for all of you that have a mentally ill sibling
or child or someone who's struggling with addiction
that you love, a granddaughter, a grandson, child, friend,
doesn't matter, someone who's struggling
with some kind of catastrophic illness
and you don't know how to help
and you don't know how to fix,
you need to release them to Jesus
because he does know how to help
and he does know how to fix.
Just small little testimony.
My mom lived all the way in Davenport
during the last couple years of her life
and I couldn't move there.
I still had a daughter living at home
and we moved to Texas during this time
in my mom's life as well.
I stayed for three months down there
and then I would go every few months
and I'd stay for like a month.
But I couldn't stay there the whole time.
But my mom really needed daily encouragement
and I would call her every day.
I really wanted her to have someone
who would just come over and pray with her like a woman
and be with her in different things.
Her husband was taking care of her physically
but he couldn't do that part of it.
And I remembered years before, y'all,
at least seven or eight years before,
and I don't know if Brandy's still on the call or not,
but she was with me.
I went out to Arizona for a conference
and someone gave me a word out there
and just said, there's gonna be a Rhonda
in your life in the future
and she's gonna be really important.
And I just thought it was funny
because of the song Help Me, Rhonda.
I was like, all right, some Rhonda's gonna help me.
Help me, Rhonda.
And fast forward to this situation with my mom
and me always feeling guilty.
And some of you have been carrying guilt around
because you can't be there for someone
or you weren't there the way that they wanted you to be
during the last moments of their life
and you're still beating yourself up over that
even though it wasn't humanly possible for you to do it.
And so this word popped in my head
and I was like, oh, there's a Rhonda.
Rhonda, there's a Rhonda out there.
And you guys, one of my friends,
they're an amazing couple.
Some of you even might know them, the Vanderbushes.
His mom, Bill's mom's name is Rhonda.
And she popped up, Bill posted her one day
on his Facebook was singing her praises
and God's like, there's your Rhonda.
And I DM'd her and I said, hey, I'm friends with your son.
I know you live in Florida, where do you live?
Gosh, you live in the same little suburb as my mom.
And she was able to go over there
and just really pray with my mom
and be with my mom and encourage my mom.
So how are you gonna know who's gonna do it?
Instead of you, if you don't stop doing it,
is the question that I have for you.
Are you gonna let God be the head
of the human resource department?
Because he is the source and he's the head
of the human resource department
so that you can get some rest,
so that you can get some time to yourself,
so that you can get some healing that can stick
and you're not just in the healing line again next month
with the same old problem because you got healed,
but now you got unhealed because you kept up
with the same old stuff that was causing the problem
in the first place.
Come on, y'all, that's not about guilt,
that's not about condemnation, that's about wisdom.
It's time for us, including myself,
to let other people do some of the stuff on our plate
because we need to get some rest.
So good.
All right, before we hop off,
do you have a testimony from tonight,
like my neck was stiff and now it's not,
or my pain was this, or I want everybody
to write the testimonies in the comments
so that we could like, don't write goodbye
and thank you all that, because we wanna see them all
because we wanna celebrate what God's done.
And then I wanna pray and close this out,
but I wanna release this too.
I was in HEB and I kept seeing this lady limping next to me
and she was in like every aisle.
And by the third aisle, I just said to her,
what happened to your leg?
And she said, told me, and I said, can I pray for it?
And I said, I prayed twice, nothing happened.
And I just said to her, I said,
I just believe that God's gonna still heal it.
And I just walked away and thanked her
for letting me pray for her.
You guys, 10 minutes later,
I'm walking through the parking lot
and somebody's screaming and honking.
And I'm like, are they talking to me?
I turn around, it's the lady in the car.
As soon as I walked away, her leg got healed.
And so like, I know everyone's encouraged,
but if you didn't get your physical breakthrough yet,
I'm believing that tonight as you sleep
and tomorrow when you wake up or Tuesday,
but just look at the things in the comments.
Less sore and stiff, my headache left.
I felt a breakthrough in a shift.
The tension left my chest.
The floater in my eye is gone and my neck is less tense.
My headache left too.
A revealing for my healing, which gave peace to my body
and wisdom on how to care for myself.
My coughing subsided during the call.
I asked myself for forgiveness
and afterwards it was immediately feeling better.
A weight lifted, a deep sense of relaxation
in my stomach and chest.
Come on, less pain going down my left arm.
Feel like emotional breakthrough is coming.
Great peace, even though you have a custody battle
in the morning, feeling peace.
Come on, less stiffness in my joints.
Significant improvement with vision.
Christina, thank you for sharing that.
Pain in my neck and back was a 12 and now it's a four,
but more so my heart got healed.
Emotional healing, forgiveness.
Repressed emotions in my body are leaving.
Come on.
Thank you, Father.
Emotional release.
Headache is better.
No pain in my back.
Released a lot of PTSD.
I feel relaxed.
My back feels better.
You guys, these are worth reading out.
It's so good.
I feel better in general.
Bloating is gone.
Come on.
A release of guilt, healed knuckle.
Like see, God cares about your one knuckle.
Come on.
Peace about a work decision.
Renounced yoga practice.
And my rotator cuff pain is gone.
Come on, Jesus.
My vision is clearer.
You guys, I just wanna thank you for taking a risk
and stepping out of the boat,
because we wouldn't see any of this
if we didn't go for it together.
My heart feels softer.
My shoulders are less tense.
Peace over your sister.
Come on.
Overall peace.
Come on.
Oh, listen to this.
Where did it go?
Muscular degeneration runs in my family,
and I felt it was lifted off of me tonight.
Come on.
I was very tired and relaxed, which will help my insomnia.
Yeah, we just take that label off.
No more insomnia.
Amen.
So Father, we thank you that you're good
and that you can heal bodies and hearts over Zoom.
Thank you that we get to meet together.
Thank you for this community.
Thank you for Jackie and David.
Thank you, Father.
We're in awe of what you're doing.
And Lord, I ask that for those people.
that still need healing, that you would finish it, that you are the author and the finisher.
And so we ask that you would finish it and we believe in faith. Thank you guys. Oh man,
we went way over, but it was worth it. Such good night. Amen. Amen, amen, amen.
All right. We will see you next week. And listen, share your breakthroughs in your groups
because what God did once, he can do again. Amen. All right. We will see you next week.