Welcome, welcome to part four.
We are at the last part of our heart workshop together, and you're going to see really quickly
why I leave this teaching for last.
You wouldn't be able to receive any of it if we did it earlier, but it contains some
of my favorite things.
One of my favorite things is identity.
And I love to talk about that big, beautiful plan that God has for each and every one of
us, because I remember when I believed that there was no plan for me.
People would say, Hey, what do you want to do?
What do you want to be when you grow up?
And I didn't have an answer for that because I didn't have any dreams.
I remember years ago, I had a vision in the spirit of all of these people sleeping, you
know, like the fairy tale of the sleeping princesses, but they weren't necessarily all
women.
And true love's kiss came to awaken them.
And for those of you that are like, yeah, I want my spirit mate, I'm not necessarily
talking about romance being awakened.
I am talking about identity being awakened.
And so these sleeping people were awakened and it was amazing.
The transformation that happened to them, they were not the same when they woke up.
And God showed me that there were a lot of people that were asleep and that he was awakening
them.
And I believe that you're some of those people showed me that people have gone through a
lot of trauma, a lot of tragedy.
And so they've been put to sleep.
You know, when you're in a bad accident, a lot of times the doctors will put you in a
medically induced coma to keep you from succumbing to your injuries.
And that's what's happened a lot to a lot of people in the spirit.
They've been in like a spiritually induced coma because restoration and reconciliation
and regeneration wasn't available.
It wasn't available yet.
They had too much disappointment, too much discouragement.
And if they kept going the way they were going, they were just going to die of their injuries,
spiritually, mentally, emotionally, physically.
And so God put them to sleep and allowed them to be asleep like you have been asleep until
it was time to be awakened.
Awakened to what?
Restoration awakened to these big, beautiful and bold futures that God has for you.
You know, when I was a kid, I wanted to be a lot of things, a lawyer, a model, a ballerina,
those ballerina dreams.
Those were dashed pretty early on because I was five, eight by the fifth grade.
Yes, that's right.
People would come into the classroom and be like, are you the teacher?
I'd be like, no, I'm 11 years old.
I'm not the teacher.
So my dreams of being a ballerina were, you know, they were ruined.
They were destroyed.
And not just because I was tall, but also because grace was not my middle name.
That height, those growth spurts, they can cause us to be a little off, a little awkward.
And maybe that's what's happening to you right now is you're going through this growth spurt
with me in this heart workshop.
You're feeling a little off.
You're not feeling like yourself.
You're a little awkward.
You know, new things don't feel great at first.
They don't think about it.
They give you new shoes.
They give you blisters, new clothes until you wash them.
They're itchy.
They're rough.
You know, the material's not soft and warm and fuzzy.
It might be a little stiff.
And that's what's happening right now.
You're out of your element.
You're out of your ordinary.
You're out of your comfort zone, which is fine because that wasn't working out for you
very well, was it?
It wasn't.
And so it's time for us.
It's time for us to get out of those things.
So allow yourself to be stretched.
Do it.
Ask for more, actually.
Ask for more stretching.
You're like, are you crazy?
Yeah, I am.
But it's a good kind of crazy.
Pray that prayer.
Teach me.
Show me.
Heal me.
Grow me.
Pray it every day if you need to.
It's time for those childhood dreams that maybe you never even got started on, for them
to come back alive or maybe a new dream, lots of new dreams.
You know, God has so many things with our name on those little packages that we have
never even thought about unwrapping yet.
So we need to begin.
I remember I was 35.
I had some ideas that began to come alive in me when I was 35 and then 40 and then 44.
And then I started to come into a place that I call convergence.
Convergence is when everything starts falling in place and coming together.
I started becoming the person that God created me to be.
And some of you are going to need a little bit more prodding to get there, and I'm fine
to do that with you.
I would love for you to come into mentorship with me after this.
This workshop is over so that we can continue to get you moving forward into all the things
that God has for you, the abundance, the favor, everything, because you don't believe it yet.
You don't.
You're having a hard time believing it for yourself.
You believe it for other people.
You might believe it for your little sister, your little brother, maybe a friend of yours,
maybe someone else that is taking this heart workshop with you, but you have all kinds
of reasons and objections of why it can't happen for you.
And if you're one of those people, I want to encourage you, don't go any further in
the reading.
Don't go any further in the videos.
Go back and revisit that supernatural surrender.
Surrender all those objections.
Surrender all those doubts.
You know, the word unbelief, all it means is that you have to surrender.
Surrender all those doubts.
haven't been able to see the fruit of the promise.
Surrender all those objections.
Surrender all those doubts.
And so you have a lot of uncertainty
that's gonna happen.
You have uncertainty.
And that's what doubt is.
That's what doubt means.
Doubt is uncertainty that causes inaction.
Why don't you go ahead and write that down.
Doubt is uncertainty that causes inaction.
And that doubt leads to unbelief.
Remember that guy in the Bible that says,
ah, I believe, but help my unbelief.
Start praying that prayer.
I wanna believe, but I've been so disappointed
for so long that I just need some help believing.
I need it.
I need you to help me.
I need supernatural assistance.
You know, all we have to do in our own strength
is surrender.
Everything else that we do from that point on
will be done through grace,
will be done through the supernatural ability
to accomplish that thing.
And so God is here.
He's willing, He's ready.
You do your part and He's gonna do your part.
So maybe, you know,
you're gonna start wanting to go back to school.
You never allowed yourself permission
to go after that bigger degree.
You're like, ah, it doesn't matter now.
It's too late.
No, don't invite those doubts, those lies over.
Don't be hospitable to them.
You know, we lay out a buffet for these lies.
We feed them.
We continue to feed them with all kinds of things
that we consume.
We read stuff that makes us, you know,
doubt that God can do anything for us.
We watch videos that make us feel like,
ah, it's too late and I'm too old.
We consume social media that makes us feel like
we've missed the boat.
You can't miss the boat.
You're the captain of the boat.
The boat's not gonna go anywhere without you.
So we have to kick those lies all the way out.
We have to evict them.
We can't rent them a room in the basement.
And we absolutely cannot entertain them anymore.
Can't let them hang out.
Don't let them hang out.
Don't lay out a charcuterie board for them and say,
oh, hey, come over, have a glass of wine.
Let's eat some cheese together.
No, they might even be facts.
You might have a really hectic work schedule
at a job that you don't like
and you don't have time to go back to school
or get a higher degree.
Maybe you're in a lot of debt
because of something that happened in the past.
You know, someone that you were married to
left you in a lot of debt.
And you're like, I can never get out
from underneath this debt to ever do anything
that I wanna do.
Those might be facts, but they're not the greater truth.
The greater truth is that God is for you.
So you have to stop being against yourself.
God can do anything.
He can help you get out of that student loan debt.
He can help you get out from underneath
all those bad decisions that you made,
all the bad decisions that someone else made
and they left you in the consequences of them.
You don't have to live in that place anymore.
You don't have to lay in that bed that you made.
You can lay in the bed that Jesus made
at the finished work of the cross.
Maybe you think you have too many health problems.
The doctors have told you that you have incurable stuff
and that you're gonna have to take medicine
for the rest of your life
and you're never gonna be healed or whole.
You don't have to come into agreement with that.
Even if it's an autoimmune situation,
a lot of people are like, well, you know,
they don't fully understand these situations
and they're incurable.
Maybe it's a mental health situation
that you've had for a really long time
and you've battled it for years and years
and you think that it disqualifies you from relationship.
It disqualifies you from an upgrade and a promotion in life.
Maybe you have too many kids.
You've been married too many times.
There's all different types of things
that people use to disqualify themselves.
Well, I wanna tell you something about kids.
I don't care how they got here.
I don't care if they came as the result
of a dysfunctional relationship.
The fact that they exist, the fact that you have them
is proof that God has blessed you.
It doesn't matter if they came through a relationship
that was sex outside of marriage
or something that was even abusive.
It doesn't matter how they were conceived.
The fact that God opened the womb,
or if you're a gentleman,
the fact that God allowed you to father these children
is proof that God is blessing you
because children are always a blessing.
The word of God says that they are your inheritance.
And so anybody who loves God is gonna love them.
So they're not gonna get in the way of your love story
or a job change or prosperity
or anything that God has for you.
And I speak that over you right now.
It's time for you to come into full congruence
of your true identity.
As a child of God, we do not strive, we inherit.
And so many big, beautiful things are waiting for you
to just go ahead and open the door to them.
Everything that Papa has had for you is still intact.
It is, it's still intact.
It's still yours, it still has your name on it.
You didn't lose it because of the abuse.
You didn't lose it because of disobedience.
You didn't lose it.
It's still there waiting for you,
waiting for you to open it.
It has a bow on it still and everything.
You know, you can ask for it.
All you have to do is ask for it.
All you have to do is believe.
Remember, Jesus told us it's not about what he can do.
It's about what do we believe he can do?
And that's one thing that I can't do for you.
I can't show up.
I can teach you, I can pray for you.
I can intercede.
seed for you, but I cannot do this for you.
I cannot believe for you.
You have to believe for yourself.
I had to believe for myself.
I had to trust God and trust me.
All the facts around me were swirling.
They were screaming a different story that I was a loser, that I was a failure,
that I was ill, that I was messed up, that I was crazy, that I was never going
to amount to anything, that nobody cared about me, that God didn't love me, that
I was insignificant, that I was unworthy.
That's what my facts said, but I was just crazy enough by the grace of God.
Sometimes God will give you crazy grace to believe what he said
instead of what those facts said.
I asked God for the faith and he gave it to me.
And so I was just crazy enough to believe that God's word was true and
that it was true for me and I could partner with it, and even if you don't
see the results right away, because oftentimes we're not going to, it
is going to take a while.
It didn't take just two seconds to get where you are and it's not going to
take two seconds for you to get out of here because remember, it's about seed.
It's about gestation.
It's about that growth process, but that seed of truth, if you let it get
planted in your heart, in this healed and healthy heart and these good spaces,
these plowed out spaces, I believe it's going to be accelerated.
I believe that God's clearing a path for you to walk on and he's
already cleared it out of the way.
He's already ahead of you.
He's already preparing the way.
He's been preparing it for a long time.
That's how you got here in the first place.
And so I just released that over you, the faith, the surrender, the
belief to come into agreement with him, to come into agreement with
heaven, to take steps that you've never taken before, and you might
say, but I've tried this before.
No, not fully.
You haven't fully just let go of the pen and allowed him to rewrite the story.
There's always been doubt.
There's always been hesitation.
There's always been that.
Okay.
I'll do it this way for a couple of days, maybe a couple of weeks.
If it works, I'll keep doing it.
Only if it works.
No, you got to be all in.
You got to ask him to give you the faith and grace to be all in.
Ask him.
Like he did it for me to do it for you, to give you perseverance, to
give you the ability to keep with it so that you can see the fruit of it.
It doesn't matter what anybody else says or does.
It doesn't matter what happened in your past.
You're going to come out of agreement with that.
You're going to come into agreement with God's truth about you, because
it's time for you to live out the dream that God always had for you.
And that's what I want for you.
And that's what God wants for you.
So come into agreement with that.
I release the grace over you to be able to come into full agreement,
full agreement in Jesus name.
All right.
Yes.
I'll see you soon.
Okay.
Bye.