Hi, I'm Jackie Dorman, and welcome to my heartwork course.
A lot of you may have found yourself here very serendipitously.
You're like, what?
How the heck did I get in a heartwork course?
Well, I believe that you're here by divine appointment.
I believe that your heart's been crying out, even if you don't realize it with your head,
your heart's been crying out and heaven is listening.
And so you've been drawn here to be upgraded.
This is your upgrade.
You know, the matrix, the red and blue pill, this is the red pill.
You're going to take it and you're going to get upgraded to your highest and greatest,
most authentic identity, be awakened to this world changing life that God has created you
for.
You know, when I first became a believer at 22 years old, I had had a rough childhood.
You know, I had, you know, I like to say, come out of the womb running for my life.
And I really had no idea that I was called to any type of greatness.
I didn't think I had any gifts or talents.
I didn't know anything about myself that was good, at least.
And I met Jesus at 22 years old and, you know, a lot of people around me at that time told
me that my life was supposed to be magically different now.
And guess what?
I really wanted it to be, but it wasn't.
It wasn't magically different because my heart was so broken from the things that I'd experienced
before meeting Jesus that I wasn't able to really activate all the good information that
I was receiving.
It all got stuck here.
Declarations, scriptures, activations.
It never made the 18-inch journey from here to here so that I could live it out in my
real everyday walking around, talking, eating, drinking life.
And so I want to help you to go faster, to accelerate.
It took me a lot of years to finally get the revelation that my heart was broken.
And just like a broken vase that you're pouring water in, all that good stuff was just leaking
out.
And so when God gave me the revelation about my heart and how to do my heart work, He also
gave me the assignment to help you do yours.
And I believe you're going to have supernatural results.
Why do I believe that?
Because I've seen it time and time and time again.
But before you get those supernatural results, you're going to have a little crazy, some
crazy side effects.
Let's call it side effects.
And so that's what this welcome video is all about, is to give you instructions, but it
also is to kind of tell you what to expect.
One thing that you can expect is that you're going to feel all the feels during this course.
And that's enough to make a lot of people cut and run.
I want to encourage you, do not cut and run.
Even if you have closed off your heart and you've been feeling really numb for a long
time, you've been successfully keeping all of the bad feelings away from the things that
have happened in your past.
As those heart boxes open up, you're going to start feeling some of that trauma again.
But I promise you, it's not permanent.
It's only temporary.
It's a temporary pain of healing.
And I want to encourage you to just press in even more.
God is with you in this.
Remember, this is a divine appointment.
You're not going to do this yourself.
This is a scheduled heart surgery.
So this is a scheduled breakthrough so that later on in your life, you don't have to have
a nervous breakdown, right?
We don't want to have a nervous breakdown.
So you're going to feel the feels.
And a lot of times that's going to look like irritability.
It's going to look like you're on a hair trigger.
You're angry.
Guys, you might have a little more road rage than normal.
Ladies, you might feel like you have a little bit of chronic PMS.
But all it is, is all of those things that have been packed away for so long coming to
the surface.
And we need to honor those feelings.
Now, if you need to take some space, give yourself some grace, and get away from people
for a little while while you're doing this course, then I want you to take that time
for yourself.
This is a very important time in your life, and you will be forever changed if you're
willing to do the work, if you're willing to partner with God in this special time of
healing in your life.
And it might be scary at first.
I'm not going to lie.
It might be scary at first to feel some of these things, to revisit some of these traumas
that you thought you were over.
We think that we're over it, but we're really living under it.
That's why our lives are not abundant.
We're still living under all of the lies that came as a result of those traumas that we've
been through.
One of the other things that you can expect to experience during this time is distraction.
And if you're already a procrastinator, if you're already someone who deals with distraction,
then you may have a lot of bunnies.
But I want to really, really, really, really, really help you out here.
If you just decide that you're going to do this and that you're not going to stop and
you're going to go all the way through, I don't care if it takes you six months to do
it.
As long as you finish, as long as you don't quit, as long as you don't give up.
Now, we have put this together to go at your own pace.
You can go really fast through it.
I don't recommend that.
I recommend you to give yourself time to process.
I like to say, let's just process that.
It's one of my favorite things to say.
And there'll be lots of stuff to process that's coming to the surface during this time while
you're doing your heart work course.
But also you can go at your own pace.
You can go around your busy work schedule, your family schedule.
But I have really designed this course to take four weeks.
I really wanna encourage you, that's best practices.
It is.
And so if you really want to do it the way
that it's been designed to do,
then I want you to take each section of this course
and take a whole week to digest it.
A whole week to watch the videos, to do the homework.
You're gonna get the free HeartWork ebook with this course
to answer the questions at the end of every chapter
and to journal them.
You're going to start thinking things
that you've never thought before.
You're gonna have dreams.
That's another thing that happens a lot of times
when people are in this course, they begin to dream.
There's a scripture in the Bible that says
that when we're no longer in captivity,
we become like those that dream.
That means as your heart is healing
and as you're beginning to open up to the possibility
that you've been created for a big, beautiful
and abundant life, you're gonna start dreaming.
Not just night dreaming, but go ahead and leave that journal
and pen by your bedside because a lot of people
do begin to night dream, vivid night dreaming.
Write those things down when you wake up.
As soon as you wake up, write that down
because the interpretation of those dreams
and what they mean is also something
that's gonna start coming to you
as you go through this heart healing time.
But daydreaming is another thing.
A lot of us are living lives that trauma has created for us.
We're working jobs we don't like.
We're in communities and in relationships
that are not worthy of us and we're just stuck.
We're just shut down.
We're not daydreaming.
We're not sitting around thinking about
what we wanted to be when we were little kids
and what we could do with our lives
if we only had the courage or the money.
A lot of times we're not thinking about that.
We're just busy surviving, trying to get through the day.
And so another thing that's gonna happen to you
during this course is you're gonna start daydreaming.
You're gonna start thinking about what it would be like
to start living out your wildest dreams
and what it would take to do that.
And I wanna really encourage you,
don't make any huge life decisions
or changes during this course
because you're gonna start to come alive
in areas where you've been dead for a long time
and it's gonna be really, really tempting to just run off,
to just run off and do crazy things
and spend all your money or sell your house
or move and dye your hair purple, pierce your nose.
That's what I did when I first started doing my heart work.
But don't do any of that just quite yet.
Go ahead and do the entire course
and remember best practices
to take the whole four weeks to do it.
And then after that, you can really,
as your pendulum swings back here,
okay, your pendulum's gonna do a little back and forth
swinging during this time.
And when it comes back to the middle,
then you're gonna have some clarity
and you're gonna be able to make some wise choices
and decisions about what's next.
I do believe that this course
is gonna lead to some major life changes,
some relationship changes, some community changes,
some job changes.
It's gonna make you see yourself in ways
that you've never, ever thought about seeing yourself
and it's gonna be really exciting.
It's gonna be exciting for you.
The things that you like are gonna change.
The things that you don't like are gonna change.
You know, who you think you are
and who you think you're not,
all of those different identity markers
are going to be things
that are really challenged during this course
and you're going to experience life at a whole new level.
It's like cleaning the lens off
and finally seeing things the way they really are.
And it's going to be something that is never going to,
it's never gonna stop being great.
You're gonna be like, wow,
I wish I would have done this 10 years ago.
I wish I would have done this 15 years ago.
But the truth is, is that you're here right now
for this reason and it's not too late.
It's never too late to become who God created you to be.
And so the materials that are gonna be included
in this course, I already mentioned them,
the HeartWork ebook,
there's gonna be homework and instructions for every week.
So you'll know exactly what you need to read,
exactly the questions that you need to answer,
the homework that you need to do.
Yes, homework,
because we wanna keep that healing going.
There's gonna be worksheets associated
with most of the weeks as well.
And those are just that added bonus
that's gonna help you to dig deeper into that material
and to get more out of it.
So if you do this work,
I promise you that you will never be the same.
Remember, this is a time just for you.
There's grace on this time to heal
in ways that you never thought you could.
I don't care how many years of counseling you've been to.
I don't care what kind of inner healing courses
that you've taken before.
This is a tipping point in your life.
It is.
The testimonies that we get from people
that really press into the supernatural material
are nothing short of supernatural.
So God is ready to answer the deepest cries of your heart.
Are you ready to let him?
I wanna tell you one little story
before I let you go to session one.
And that is the story of Candice.
Now, I work as a media consultant
and I've done a lot of that work over the years.
And what that means is I help produce events.
I don't do so much of that anymore
because I'm busy helping people heal their hearts.
I had two separate events going on at the same time,
one in Ohio and one in Texas.
And I was headed to the one in Texas because I live here.
And the one in Ohio, I was just calling my team
and checking in with them and making sure everything
was on point and everything was on schedule.
And I felt satisfied that that was gonna be successful.
And so I went off to the Texas event to be there in person.
On my way to that event, I heard God speak to me
and he simply said, Candace will be there
Candace will be there and she needs healed.
Well, I love to be part of healing.
I love to call shotgun when God's doing something fun.
I always want to be involved
and I'm always willing to assist him.
And so I got excited about that word.
And when I got to that event,
I looked everywhere for Candace.
It was a small event.
There weren't a lot of people there.
And very quickly, I saw that there was no Candace.
All night long, I waited for Candace
to walk through the door, whoever she was,
because I couldn't wait to see this divine appointment
that God had for her.
But the event ended with no Candace.
And so I went on my way that night.
The next morning I had to get up.
I had to fly and go out of town to another event.
And I went to that event.
And the whole time that I'm on the flight,
that I'm at the airport, that I'm at the next event,
I'm looking for Candace.
Cause I'm like, well, surely I heard the Lord
and Candace must be somewhere.
He said, she will be there and she needs healed.
But where, where is she gonna be?
So I'm looking at people's name tags.
I'm looking everywhere for Candace, still no sign of her.
I go to sleep in my hotel.
I wake up the next morning
and I have to fly to yet another event.
I know it sounds like I go to a lot of events,
but this was just a certain,
this was just a certain season
that a lot of events happened back to back.
And so as I'm getting ready to leave the hotel
and go to the airport, I call my mother-in-law.
My mother-in-law is precious woman of God.
She lives in Ohio and she attended that event
in Ohio that night that I couldn't go to
because I was in Texas and I was at the Texas event.
And so I'm on the phone with her
and I'm finding out firsthand how the event went
because she was there and she's telling me how great it was
and telling me all kinds of details about it.
And then I asked about our friend, Char,
who is the executive director of a clinic
where my mother-in-law volunteers.
And I said, well, how did Char do?
Because Char was in the speaker lineup
and it was gonna be her first time speaking.
And I said, how did she do?
And she said, well, didn't you hear?
And I said, no, I didn't hear.
Hear what?
She said, well, Char couldn't come.
Her husband got really sick.
And so instead she sent her assistant to speak, Candace.
Candace is going to be there and she needs healed.
So I told my mother-in-law what happened.
We were able to get with Candace
and we were able to get her the information
that she needed, that God knew where she was,
that he had what she needed
and that she was having a divine appointment.
And you know what I learned from that story
and what I want to leave with you
as you go into this heart healing month
is that God knows who you are.
He knows where you are.
He also knows where you're gonna be.
He knows what you need and he knows how to get it to you.
I wanna repeat that.
And I want you to really just take a minute,
close your eyes and really receive the truth
of what I'm saying right now.
God knows who you are
and he knows where you are,
but he also knows where you're going to be
and he knows what you need and he knows how to get it to you.
I believe that God drew you here.
He knows who you are.
He knows where you are in your life right now.
He also knows where you're gonna be.
He knows where he's calling you.
He knows what doors he's opening for you.
He knows what he has planned for you,
which is a good and amazing life.
He knows what you need to accomplish that.
And he also knows how to get it to you.
He has a plan for you.
He's gonna get you that healing that you need
to go forward in your life
and become all that he's created you to be.
I can't wait to get started.
I'll see you soon.