Oh, so welcome to Sunday Night Activation.
I am your host, Jackie Dorman.
Just kidding, Sarah is not with us tonight.
Actually, we're going to be praying Sarah out
in the last Sunday of this month.
She has been promoted to the head of a ministry school
at the church that she attends.
And so she is going to be super busy with that.
And so we are going to make sure
that on our last Sunday of the month,
if you're new with us, we always do a fun prophetic night.
It's always a really great time.
And so come prepared to pray over Sarah.
We're going to release some words over her,
and then we will do our regular prophetic night per usual.
Okay?
Because that will be her last time with us
as the Sunday Night Activator.
But don't worry,
we're still going to have Sunday Night Activation,
and we're going to have someone amazing.
Also, Sarah's amazing,
but someone else amazing activating you
in the words from Supernatural Saturday.
So tonight I purposed,
because I knew that she was going to be out
to teach you guys on intercessory prayer.
But in the light of what happened yesterday in America,
if you don't live in America and you live underneath a rock,
I will let you know that the presidential nominee
for the Republican Party,
who is our former president, Donald Trump,
there was an assassination attempt on his life yesterday.
Very shocking, friends.
Very shocking.
I was probably in kindergarten
when someone tried to assassinate Ronald Reagan.
And so we haven't had that, what,
in 40 plus years in this country?
We haven't had an assassination attempt.
And so I know that a lot of people have said
over the course of time
that Donald Trump has been in politics.
So during the primary, before his first presidency,
all the way till now,
that people have said things like,
I'm surprised that no one has taken a shot at Donald Trump.
I'm surprised that someone hasn't tried
to assassinate Donald Trump.
And so these are the words that we,
that people have spoken over him
during the course of this time.
And then you see this very young, very confused,
probably mentally ill young man did exactly that.
And in my heart, I will tell you,
regardless of what the news digs up,
because you guys know that just because the news reports,
it doesn't mean it's true, right?
I don't really feel like that young man
did what he did from a hatred of Donald Trump.
I feel like he did what he did
because of a feeling insignificant.
The things that I saw about his life
is that he was a bullied person.
He was an ostracized person.
He was someone who did not feel seen, known and loved.
And just like the young man who tried to shoot Ronald Reagan,
I feel like this was more like a,
I'm gonna do something that people are gonna talk about.
I'm gonna do something important with my life kind of idea
with mental health concerns, right?
So regardless of whether that's true or not true,
that's what I feel in my heart.
I feel like this young man was definitely very confused
and very hurting, obviously.
And hurting people try to hurt other people.
And then of course, there was a man at that rally,
50 years old.
That's how old I'm gonna be in six months.
That's how old a lot of you are.
A lot of you are even older than that.
So this man only made it to his 50th Earth birthday.
He was at that rally with his wife and his two daughters.
He was in the line of fire and he was killed.
I don't know about you guys,
but that just grieves my heart so greatly
to know that that man is no longer on this Earth.
He was shielding his wife and his daughters,
trying to protect them from the gunfire that he heard.
He lost his life and it's just horrible, y'all.
I can't even imagine what his wife and children
are experiencing today.
Having been there, having been there,
not only hearing about the trauma
and knowing that their father and husband lost his life,
but being there and seeing that happen,
that is beyond horrific.
So I definitely want to really focus on,
not just intercessory prayer,
but friends, I have been really surprised
that in America,
because I know some of you are not from America
and you're not watching from America now,
but in our election year that we are in currently,
it's kind of been a little quiet.
Unless you listen to news radio
or you listen to the news,
to Fox or CNN, and you're watching that, which I'm not, I'm not someone who watches the news.
you don't really know what's going on.
You don't really know what's going on.
It's been really quiet. And, and now, you know, this is happening. And I believe that as we go
So I just want to say thank you to all of you
forward towards November and towards elections, um, there's, there's a lot of instability in the
atmosphere. Can you feel it? There's a lot of instability. There's like a storm brewing. You
can feel that happening. Okay. And so we want to make sure that you're like, well, Jackie,
what does this have to do with marriage? It has everything to do with marriage. It has everything
to do with marriage and family. Cause remember marriage is the cornerstone of family and family
is the cornerstone of society. Family is the cornerstone of society. That young man that
tried to assassinate Trump. He is where he, he, he did that. And he was where he was in his life
because of the breakdown of family somewhere guaranteed that man who lost his life. He lost
his life because of family. He was trying to protect his children and his wife. It has everything
to do with family. And so it's important that we understand that everything comes back to family.
Everything comes back to marriage because without marriage, there is no family. Yeah. There's the
family that you choose, right? The friends that you choose to be like family, but there is no
family. There is no, there is no father. There's no mother. There's no children.
And of course the best place for that to happen is within covenant within marriage. And I do know
that men and women come together and they have children. So of course that is true,
but that still makes a family. And so it's important that we begin to, as a community
that believes in the revival of marriage and family, and really then the revival of culture,
because remember what I said on supernatural Saturday, your marriages are for ministry.
I don't mean church ministry. Some of you, yes, maybe church ministry, but all of you for the
ministry of reconciliation, bringing heaven to earth through your marriage, through your family,
through the unique gifts and talents that God's going to partner together in these unions.
When I first started this movement, when God first started it through my yes,
it was about divine alliances. It was about divine partnerships. It was about kingdom alliances.
That's what these marriages are. Remember I said on supernatural Saturday, and I've said it before,
that I believe that your marriage is carrying the answer to the solutions to problems in the earth.
Solutions to problem in the earth, whether that's homelessness, whether that's incarceration,
wrongly incarceration, or the breakdown of family, maybe it's foster care, maybe it's orphans,
you know, possibly it's something else in the health industry. Maybe it's in the government
industry. Maybe it's in the education industry. It can be in any industry, possibly you're creative
and it's in the entertainment or media industry. In those metrons, there are problems. And I believe
that divine partnerships and kingdom alliance marriages are the solutions to those problems.
And you might say, well, Jackie, I'm not doing anything like that in any of those areas.
Well, it's possible that those callings and gifts on your life will not even unlock
until you meet your kingdom partner. I can tell you that when David and I came together
in 2007 and we got married, things began to unlock.
How many of you've ever received an envelope, you know, whether it was an invitation or some
type of official letter that had a seal on it, it had a wax seal on it,
raise your hand if you've ever received something that was closed with a wax seal.
And for those of you that have never received something like that,
go ahead and raise your hand too if you've ever seen something with a wax seal on it.
And it doesn't have to be a letter. It doesn't have to be an invitation. It can be something
else that has a wax seal on it. There's lots of different things that are sealed with wax.
Okay. So 99 of 229 of you have said yes. 225 of you. Go ahead and just go ahead and lower your
hands. I believe each and every one of you have a wax seal on you. And not on all of you, but on
parts of you. There are parts of you, there are gifts and there are callings. Think of it as a
treasure box that you, I want you to picture yourself as a treasure box. Okay. And inside of
you, there's all kinds of things that your creator put there. And a lot of it, you don't even know.
Well, you have no idea that that's there.
You have no idea that that desire is there,
that calling's there, or that knowledge is there,
that wisdom, that revelation, that ability,
that talent, that gifting.
You don't know what's in the treasure box.
You don't.
It's not based on your ability
and it's not based on your,
you know, not your ability
and not your personal view of your worth.
It's not based on that.
It's based on God's valuing of you
and it's based on what God has chosen to put inside of you.
Now, there are things inside of you
that are only going to unlock at a certain time.
They're only gonna unseal.
That seal is only gonna be broken at a certain time.
I remember years ago, I was looking at a calendar.
It was years and years ago, friends.
It was probably 2009.
I was looking at a calendar
and I was looking at all of the dates on the calendar
that I did not have any speaking engagements on,
which were all of them, friends.
Whole calendar was blank,
but yet I had put myself out there.
I had a website.
I was ready to go.
I was ready to help people encounter God.
I was ready to do a lot of the things
that I do now with you and for you and God.
Yes, I was ready to do those things,
or at least I thought I was ready to do those things.
I'd signed up to do those things
and I put myself out there to do those things,
and yet the calendar stayed blank.
And one day I was praying over that calendar
and the Lord showed me in the spirit a full calendar.
And this is what he said to me.
He said, when the seal breaks off
of this thing inside of you,
he said, there will be no stopping it.
And I was like, oh, interesting.
He said, pack a bag and leave it at the door.
Now, how many of you know that that's a prophetic act?
Was I going anywhere?
Not that I knew of, but God said that I was going somewhere.
God said that I needed to be ready.
The typology of pack your bag and leave it at the door
is to be ready in an instant to answer the call of God.
A lot of you that have had babies,
you had a bag packed and ready to go.
You did not know, unless you had a scheduled C-section,
when baby was coming.
You just knew that baby was coming.
And so you packed a bag full of things
that you thought that you would need.
And when God told me to pack a bag,
I said, well, what should I put in it?
I said, where am I going?
You know, do I need cold weather clothes?
Do I need warm weather clothes?
What do I need in this bag?
And God said, just pack a little bit of everything.
So I did, I packed a bag, you guys, and I left it there.
And I had that bag packed.
And there've been lots of times in my life
when I have preemptively done something
as Holy Spirit guided and directed me to.
I remember David and I lived somewhere
and we needed to move to a different city
because our children, we had a shared parenting agreement
and David's former wife moved to a different city.
And it was far away from the city that we lived in.
It was like a 35 minute drive.
And the kids were going to go to school up in this city
where she moved because it had a better school district
than where we lived.
She had lived in the same city as us.
And then she upgraded to this other city.
But this other city was really expensive
and we had ministry finances.
My husband was in full-time ministry at a mega church.
And I don't know if you guys know this,
but they don't pay nothing.
Okay, we might as well be elephants because they pay peanuts.
They're paying peanuts.
And in the knowledge that you're helping people,
no, it's bad.
There's no health insurance, bad salaries.
And so we couldn't afford to move to this other city
because his former wife had a real job.
She had a job with a 401k and health insurance
and a salary that was worthy of her work that she was doing.
So we prayed and prayed.
And then God just said, pack up the house, you're moving.
Remember, we couldn't afford to live up here
in the school district.
Everything that I looked at was ridiculously expensive.
We're talking like, and this is back in 2010,
over $2,000 a month rent over here.
And that might not sound like a lot now,
but in 2010, that was a lot.
And so you guys, I did that.
I started packing up.
I started packing, started putting the newspaper
on the things and packing the stuff
and getting rid of stuff and packing.
And my husband's like, what are you doing?
And I was like, I'm packing.
It's like, why are you packing?
Because we're moving.
God told me that we're moving.
And so I'm packing.
And so we began to pack and we did move friends.
I was, what was I doing?
I was partnering with God's word.
Prophetic acts are.
of intercession. I was partnering with God's word. I don't know if someone really needs a place to live
a new place to live and you need the faith that I'm releasing right now guys another time we were
out driving around we had moved up into that area and we were living up there but and I think I told
you guys before I just bought my first property my first house at 48 years old that's when I bought
it two years ago at 48 years old I had moved 36 times and in our 17 years of marriage we had moved
at least 15 times because when you're renting every year when that lease comes due to sign
a lot of times they're not they're not going to lease again or it becomes a situation where you
have to move for some reason and so that eventually happened up in this area yes we did move up there
we got into a place and eventually we had to move and so we were driving around just kind of looking
for rentals and I specifically wanted something that all the kids were going to have their own
bedroom because that hadn't happened yet three kids the girls had always shared a room so we
were driving around and looking at places and we drove through this little condo neighborhood
really cute places and we got out we started walking around like oh my gosh it's so cute
here this is such a great area this would be great you know the kids would take this bus and
they'd get to go to this middle school and high school you know all the different things that
we're talking about and as we were walking there was this elderly lady outside doing her flowers
and she said hi how are you and I said hi how are you and I said do you like living in this
neighborhood and she said yes and I said do you know if there are any rentals in this neighborhood
she goes oh no seldom are there ever any rentals here and I said okay I said so you don't know
of any that are for rent she said no I don't I said well they look really cute and she goes yeah
they are would you like to come inside my house and look and see and I was like yeah I'd love to
so I went inside and it was the cutest place y'all it had like a cape cod upstairs and it
had a finished basement and plenty of room for the whole family had we lived in those condos
and I just felt in my heart like we were going to get to live there
so fast forward we're kind of without a place to live because we had to move out of where we were
because they were selling the property that's why and so we were living at my in-laws and it was
summertime and the kids had to start school and we had to be back up in that area before they
started school otherwise we were going to have to drive them back and forth very far away my
mother-in-law lived about 40 minutes away from this area and so the whole summer I'm praying
and I'm praying and I'm going back and I'm driving through that condo neighborhood because I just
really believe that there is going to be a place for us there and then I see a sign in the window
of one of the condos that says for rent so I call the number and the realtor is like no sorry it's
already been rented and I was like oh my gosh you got to be kidding me there's no way it's already
been rented and so I just continued to pray continued to believe God I started looking at
other properties and other places and other neighborhoods but my heart still was in that
area but you know whatever God opens the door I'm going to walk through because you guys sometimes
it just isn't timing or whatever you just got to go with what God gives you favor in
and right before the kids started school it's about a week before school started
I was just so frustrated and I was like God I just can't find any place and I don't know what
to do and he's like well what about that condo and I said it was rented and he goes why don't
you check again so I checked again and sure enough that had fallen through and long story short we
ended up renting that condo that exact one and it was really just right at that right at the wire
friends right at the wire and so we've had so many house miracles rental miracles really and
then we bought this property we had favor there was someone else neck and neck with us I think
they were willing to even go higher but we were able to close sooner and God gave us so much favor
in getting this property and so I just released that over you right now if you're believing for
some kind of upgrade in your housing situation you're looking for a place to live you have to
move you're unhappy where you are you have dreamed about living someplace else whether that is a move
within your geographic location in your zip code or out of state someplace else I just released that
over you right now father I pray the same grace the same mercy the same angelic undergirding in
favor that you've given David and I in all of our hoops and in all of the places that you've
relocated us to including Austin when we packed up the U-Haul and came here with no place to live
and no jobs Lord because you told us to come I release that favor over your sons and daughters
tonight for whoever that is for let them receive it and believe it in Jesus name
All right, so that's what I want to say about intercession tonight, friends, because we're
in a war, we're in a spiritual battle.
And sometimes that spiritual battle comes into the natural where you can see it.
And I'm using doesn't matter if you guys remember, this is not a political discussion.
I'm not saying anything for or against Donald Trump.
But when a president, a former president and presidential nominee, when there's an assassination
attempt, whatever's been happening in the spirit realm has now manifested into the natural
realm.
Do you understand that?
That's been brewing in the spirit realm for a minute.
And now it's manifesting into the natural.
So you guys, while that's true of negative things, it's also true of positive things.
You will never have anything manifest in the natural realm, this realm right now, the first
heaven where you live, Earth.
You will never have anything manifest here that isn't first birthed, fought for and breakthrough
and birthed in the supernatural realm.
Okay, makes sense.
And where does all that warfare happen?
All the warfare around the good things that come and then the negative things that come
and manifest.
That's the second heavens.
But where's Jesus at?
He's not in the second heavens, where's he at?
Put in the chat if you know where Jesus is.
This isn't where's Waldo, but where's Jesus?
Where's Jesus right now?
In his transformed body, where's Jesus?
Yes.
He's inside of you.
Yes, Margaret, he is.
The spirit of Christ is inside of you.
Holy Spirit is inside of you.
That's true.
Jesus, remember, Jesus has a body.
He's the word that was robed in flesh and dwelt among us.
He is seated, where?
At the right hand of the Father, where?
In the third heaven.
And where does the Bible say we are?
Are we right here on Earth?
Yes.
We are right here on Earth, but we are actually two places at once, and where is the other
place that we are?
Yes, Paul.
We are seated with Christ in heavenly places.
And where does the scripture tell us that our enemy is?
Where's the enemies of Christ?
Where's the enemy of Christ?
Where is the enemy of Christ?
I'm waiting to see in the chat.
That's right, Aaron Joy.
He's a footstool.
He's under Christ's feet.
What does that mean?
That's indicative of authority.
He is under his feet.
And now if we're seated with Christ in heavenly places, then where's our enemy?
Is he over our head?
Does he have us in a chokehold?
Where's the enemy of mankind?
Where's the prince and power of the air?
Where is that?
Under our feet.
Correct.
Defeated.
You guys, don't ever believe in a theology.
Don't buy into any theology that re-empowers a defeated enemy.
The enemy is defeated.
But the New Testament talks to us about the weapons of our warfare.
It talks about intercession.
It talks about spiritual warfare, doesn't it?
And I'll have the team, because this is being recorded, team, when you guys hear this, please
dig out that Supernatural Saturday where I really go into third heaven, second heaven,
and first heaven warfare and describing it because I'm not going to go into all of that
here and I want all of you newbies that did not hear that or any of you that just want
to revisit that teaching to go and to hear it.
The purpose of tonight is that we don't fight in the second heaven, y'all.
Who fights in the second heaven?
Put in the chat who you think is fighting in the second heaven.
Angels, Janine.
That's right.
We're not fighting in the second heavens, y'all.
And it's important that we understand that if we really want to engage in spiritual warfare,
that we need to engage from the third heaven perspective.
That it is finished.
That Jesus paid it all.
That we are seated with Christ in heavenly places.
That is where we have to have our perspective come from.
You know why?
Because if you try to intercede from the second heaven, we're all a warfare.
spares going on, the devil's hiding behind every bush.
You're going to war against personalities.
That's what you're gonna war against.
You're gonna war against people.
You're gonna get mad.
You're gonna think you're interceding,
but all you are is just plain old angry.
You're gonna side with gossip and defamation and libel.
That's what you're gonna do.
If you are warring in the second heavens,
you're gonna be in your flesh probably.
But you guys, if we're seated in heavenly places,
that means we're in our spirit
because it's our spirit that's seated
in heavenly places, isn't it?
Isn't it?
I don't know about you,
but I'm seated in my garage right now.
My body is here in my garage.
In case you wondered where I was, that is where I am.
I'm in my garage.
But my spirit is seated with Christ
in heavenly places, isn't it?
And when I intercede,
and I'm not gonna fully teach you on intercession tonight
because we're gonna go into instead repentance tonight.
And we are going to continue this on intercessory prayer.
Because remember, I told you that all of our daily prayer
is gonna turn into intercessory prayer in our community
because of the dream that God gave me.
I believe God wants us to see supernatural crazy breakthrough
between now and the end of the year.
Not just in your love lives, but in your lives.
To where you come back and say, whoa, whoa, whoa, whoa, whoa.
There's already things happening
in the second heaven on your behalf.
But now it's time for us to come into alignment
with what God is saying.
It's time for us to engage in the weapons of our warfare
that are not just carnal, but they're mighty through God
to the pulling down of strongholds,
the casting down of imaginations.
What's the imaginations?
Those are all the thoughts, unconscious and conscious
that you come into agreement with every single day.
Remember, that's what the dream was about.
The dream was about how the enemy
has pitted us against each other in the flesh.
And we're coming into agreement
with all of these broken perspectives
based on trauma and bad experience
and really even other people's bad experience
and media and all these messages
that are coming at us a million miles an hour every day,
instead of coming into agreement
with the third heaven perspective.
I said it on Saturday and I'll say it again.
You cannot partner with the opposite sex
if you secretly believe that they're bad,
not the person you're gonna partner with,
but just in general.
And I will tell you since Saturday to now,
I've seen lots and lots of posts like,
ugh, women, ugh, men.
No.
And let's take it out of the love realm.
Let's take it into another realm.
Ugh, the recession.
I can't get ahead.
Oh, things are only gonna get worse.
You guys, the word says that we can prosper
even as our soul prospers.
Let me ask you a question.
Your soul and spirit prospering,
does that have anything to do
with the climate of the economy?
Does that have anything to do with,
does it have anything to do with your childhood
and whether or not you had good parents?
Does it have to do with whether or not
you got that promotion at work?
No, it has to do with the finished work of the cross.
And so that scripture is telling us
is that the only thing that we need
to come into agreement with to prosper
in every area of our life is Jesus.
And you guys, I want you to know,
I'm talking to myself as much as I'm talking to you.
I'm rowing this boat right with you.
You know why?
Because we're living in these flesh suits
and these flesh suits are super negative
and they want to partner with negativity
because it's easier.
I mean, it's easier.
We live in such a negative time, friends.
I'll even scroll through your newsfeed.
I'd challenge you to find one positive post.
You're gonna see at least a hundred negative posts
before you see a positive one.
Negativity is just easier.
The flesh likes to feel sorry for itself.
We're not gonna do that.
We're not.
We're going to partner with the spirit, team spirit.
We're gonna partner with the spirit.
We're gonna believe that Jesus died for us and as us.
We are going to begin to live
from the finished work of the cross
instead of all you religious babes.
Ibs and bros living to the cross,
trying to make it to the cross,
trying to deserve the cross.
We're gonna live from the cross.
We're not gonna live to the cross anymore.
We're not gonna live, we're not gonna live to it.
And those are not just words.
I want you to think about that.
Are you living to the cross
or are you living from a finished work?
Are you living to, oh, I wish this work would be finished.
Are you living from, it is finished?
Friends, if we live with a mindset
that is second heaven mindset, like that warfare mindset,
we're going to fall into every negative trope
that the news outlets wanna put out.
You're gonna find yourself sharing things
that bring death and not life.
Gonna hit the share button on that.
You are, and remember there's all kinds of manipulation
and smokestreams and propaganda
and not just in the area of politics, every area.
Raise your hand if you've had some kind of health concern,
whether it's just, hey, I just need to lose some weight
or my thyroid's acting up or I have a bunion on my toe
and you Googled it and you found a hundred different
perspectives on what you needed to do.
And then you got super confused
and you didn't know what to do
because you're like, oh no,
I don't even know what to do right now.
You're really excited.
You're like, I'm gonna go after change.
I'm gonna go after health.
I wanna change this.
I need help.
And then you went looking for it and you found a myriad.
And as soon as you decided on one thing,
then you saw five other people saying that that's a scam
and that's bad and don't do that.
And it's very, very confusing out you guys.
And the word of God tells us that at the end of the age,
we would live in an information age.
We would live in an age of information,
ever learning, but never being able to come to truth.
But we know how to come to truth because truth
isn't a thing, it's a person, isn't it?
It's Jesus Christ.
Jesus Christ.
He said, I am the way, the truth and the life.
Okay, put your hands down.
So what I wanna do tonight,
and I know this isn't gonna be popular for a lot of people,
but I want us to, I'm gonna put us in small groups
and you guys are gonna be very random
and you're gonna have to exercise vulnerability.
Remember when we had the supernatural Saturday
where you weren't allowed to fix each other,
you were just unmuting yourself and being vulnerable
and talking about where you are
and what you're dealing with.
Okay, well, it's gonna kind of be like that.
We're gonna employ James 5.16,
confess your faults, your frailties, your weaknesses,
your sin to one another and be healed.
And be healed.
I wanna read you a scripture.
Who may ascend the mountain of the Lord
and who may stand in his holy place?
This is kind of a depiction of intercession.
The one who has clean hands and a pure heart.
You guys, that's what we're gonna do tonight.
Remember when David prayed the prayer,
purge me with hyssop?
Remember that?
That's what we're gonna pray tonight.
Guys, we have to have our own hearts
and our own thoughts purified
from all of the propaganda that we've been believing,
whether it's religious in nature,
whether it's secular in nature,
regardless of the root of where it comes from,
we have to repent.
It starts with us.
If we wanna see this great revival of marriage and family,
we have to be the ones that shut the door on the spirit
that's been trying to divide the men and women of God,
the families of God.
Malachi, the fathers to the sons
and the sons to the fathers.
And that includes mothers to daughters and sons
and sons and daughters to mothers.
We have to go first.
Peter 4 17 says the family of God has to go first.
If we don't go first and what hope is there for anybody else?
And so here are the rules and you're allowed to snitch. Okay.
Snitches don't get stitches here in our group.
If someone in your group is not following the protocol,
okay,
they're shocked by what you're saying or they're not making it a safe space or
they're trying to fix you.
Then you're allowed to email us and let us know. Okay.
Friends follow protocol. The protocol is here for a reason.
It's so everyone can feel safe in this community and we can do something that
God is asking us to do tonight so we can have the supernatural benefit of it.
Not just as a group, but individually as well.
So I'm going to put you in groups and then I want you to confess where you have
allowed your heart and ask Holy spirit.
Maybe just I'll just,
I'll pray over all of you before you go out that God will allow what's in the
unconscious to come to the conscious.
And so you have something to be vulnerable about. Be vulnerable.
Say I repent of believing that men only like skinny women
and they, they don't like me.
The reason why I don't have a man in my life is just simply because I'm not
skinny enough. First of all, friends,
the truth is is that I have success stories,
love stories in the 850 plus that we have of every shape and size.
And I would say at least 60% of them are people who could lose a few pounds
because let's face it after 40 you could most everyone lose a few pounds.
I mean, let's, they put sugar in all of our food and that is not propaganda.
It's there. It's in all of it.
So that being said, that's a lie.
We have to come out of agreement with those lies.
We have to come out of agreement.
All of you have something that you're believing right now about yourself,
about God, about men, about women, about marriage, about life.
That's not true.
And as long as you continue to continue to align yourself with it and labor
under that perspective, you're not going to have breakthrough.
Feel me
and you guys, it comes from trauma. Now, if you guys notice,
if you guys go to my Instagram and I'll just be vulnerable and remember,
you don't have to try to fix me because that's not what we're doing right now.
We're confessing.
That's what we're doing so that we can be healed so that we can go into
intercession and we can ascend the Holy mountain of the Lord.
And we can stand in the gap for all the people that are still caught in the lie.
Amen.
But if you notice, if you go to my Instagram, there's not a lot of me is there.
There's quotes that I might put out some kind of pithy saying that I might post.
And then a lot of you guys and your success stories,
but there isn't a lot of me. And people are always like, Jackie,
go live on your Instagram, Jackie, post pictures of yourself, Jackie, do this,
Jackie, do that. And the reason why I haven't done that.
And I know it seems to you guys that I'm pretty outgoing and I should do that
because I'm always here talking to you, but you notice,
what is the thing that is different between me talking to you
and my Instagram? Someone put it in the comments right now.
What's the difference between what I'm doing right now with y'all and my
Instagram? Yes, Juliana, this is a safe space for me.
That's public. This is a safe space. And you're like, Jackie,
you're so bold. What are you afraid of? It's not that I'm afraid necessarily,
friends, but I was very, very bullied growing up
by my peers in school. From the time I went to school,
I was bullied by teachers, my first grade teacher,
because I have a form of dyslexia that kept me not being able to read told my
mother that I was mentally retarded, which back then you were allowed to say,
and, you know, told her that, you know, I was stupid. Right.
And it never stopped from there. Y'all mistreated by teachers,
mistreated by the peers in my class.
I was coming from obviously a very broken and abusive home.
And it's almost like the kids could smell it on you.
They could smell weakness on you. They could smell trauma on you. Right.
And so they just piled on.
They piled on.
And so when you don't see me on public spaces,
doing things.
like I do here. And of course, I know that my voice is not just for private spaces. I know
that it's for public spaces, but I haven't been able to pull the trigger. And some of you haven't
been able to pull the trigger on some important things too, because you still come into agreement
with a lie. I've been coming into agreement with a lie as well. And tonight we're going to get free
from those lies so that we can make forward movements with God. Amen. Amen.
Nod if you say amen. Okay. So here are the rules of engagement in these groups.
You are there to confess something that you have been believing
that maybe Holy Spirit is highlighting to you right now or something that you know that you
believe and you continue to try to not believe it, but you totally find evidence of it all the time,
right? Because you're looking for evidence of it and it keeps reinforcing it. You keep going back
to square one, some kind of stronghold where you just can't get free lies about yourself,
about men, about women, about God, about marriage, about life. It doesn't matter what it is. Okay.
No one is to get offended by anyone else's confession. Great is the peace of those that
love your law, what the law of love and nothing will offend them. That's what the Bible says.
So don't get offended. If someone says I've been sleeping with a married man, do not get offended.
Do not get your religious panties in a wad. If someone says something in your group,
they are trying to get free. All right. I've been sleeping with a married man because I believe the
lie that all the good ones are taken. And so the only chance that I have to be with a good one is
to be with someone else's good one. Guess what? If they're cheating with you, they ain't a good one.
So we're going to come out of agreement with that, right?
Second rule of engagement. Don't try to fix the person. Even if they start crying,
you know, you can comfort, say, thank you so much for sharing. You know, we appreciate you.
Don't condescend. Don't say, oh, I'll be praying for you about that. Don't condescend to them.
Support them, applaud them for sharing, thank them for sharing.
You don't have to go into a, you know, a five-part teaching series about how they
can fix their problem. Don't do any of that. They don't need to be fixed. They just need to be heard.
Okay. And then the third rule of engagement, no cross talk, take turns. Everyone's going to go
in your group and no cross talking. Oh yeah. That happened to me. Oh yeah. You know, well,
no, no cross talking. So I'm going to put you guys there in these groups.
You are going to confess anything that comes into your heart to confess, especially about
ways that you've been entertaining
things that would divide and not reconcile the sexes, male and female.
Any kind of thoughts like that, any thoughts about God,
anything that you think is divisive and keeping you from unity in the body.
Okay. Anything that, you know, if once again, this is a safe space, but anything that has come
into alignment with that spirit that was in my dream. So pornography, abortion, you know,
any of those things, if you come into alignment with those things, you really need to get free
from that because you feel like the shame of being involved in the activities that that
spiritual oppression brings is what's holding you back from really being able to believe that you
can be loved by God and others is time to confess. Cool.
Tatiana, how much time will we have? Let me see. I'm going to, there's 227 people here.
I'm probably going to put you in groups of four. So I'm going to give you about
probably about 15 minutes, right? And if you guys, if you, if you get done just round robin again,
I'm sure you can, sure. You can come up with more than one thing to get off your chest
and really believe in the scripture when it says, and you will be healed
and you will be healed. You will be set free. You can walk out of this meeting tonight.
No longer oppressed by that and able to come from a third heaven perspective towards whatever God is
going to ask you to intercede and stand in the gap for, because we're going to go into teaching
about intercession. If we don't have any time tonight, we'll do it on our next Sunday night
activation. All right, you guys ready? Let's do this thing. All right. I'm looking at how to do
it.
Oh, thank you.
But I just need to figure out how to do this real quick.
Hold on a second.
Everything is really small for me, so let me look.
Okay, here they are.
And nobody suck all the air out of the room in these rooms
where you're just talking a blue streak
for the whole 15 minutes, okay?
Please honor and respect each other's time
to be able to do what you need to do.
And some of you might only have three people in your room.
That's okay if that's how it works out.
And some of you may accidentally have five.
All right.
Okay, all right.
Father, we just thank you for this time together.
We thank you that we are being directed
and led by your spirit.
We're asking you to take charge over this time together.
We truly want to have clean hearts,
pure hearts and clean hands.
We want to come before the holy mountain of God
and be able to come into agreement
with whatever God is saying without any prejudice,
without any preconceived ideas,
without any religious ideologies.
We want to be able to hear the voice of our father
and come into agreement with it
without any filters.
And so anything that's been hidden in the unconscious,
we ask you to bring it to the conscious now.
Convict each and every one of us
with old fashioned conviction,
which is really just convincing of our righteousness
and right standing with God
through the finished work of the cross of Jesus Christ.
We want to be convinced of that.
Anything that's hindering us from being convinced of that,
show us that right now,
that we might confess it and let go of it,
be released of it, be set free from it,
where our hearts have been harboring
any kind of fugitives to the cross.
We ask that those will come now into captivity,
into our conscious minds
and into our confessing mouths in Jesus name, amen.
All right, friends, I will see you back in a few minutes.
Peace.
Okay, if you're still here,
you need to make sure that you join your room.
It's gonna say on your screen
for you to join your room, so you gotta join it.
Yeah, Jackie, kick me out
because I have to fix my settings for the camera.
Okay, is that Tara?
Yes.
Tara, okay, I'm getting you back.
Which room are you in, do you know?
I don't remember.
Right, you're just going to a new one.
I'll see you in a minute.
Okay, thank you.
Yep.
Once again, friends, if you're still here,
make sure that you click join room.
That's how you're gonna get there.
Kerianne, are you finding it?
No, it popped up and before I could even touch the screen
and disappeared and it didn't come back.
Let me see what room it says you're in.
All right, I'm going to move you to another room and it's going to let you do it again.
Okay, here we go.
It keeps going away too quickly before I can even touch it.
Okay, let's try again. And I can't even get ready.
Get ready.
I think she made it because she looks like she's going off. What about you, Courtney, what are you doing, it just like kept shutting down so I opened a new computer here.
Okay, let me get you going here girl.
Okay.
All right, Ruth, what's up with you.
Paul what room are you in I'll put you back.
I can't hear you.
I was in 55, but I couldn't hear you.
Okay.
You're gonna turn off your other one bud.
There you go.
All right, let me tell you, I'm gonna send you to 55.
I couldn't hear anyone was in it so it says that you're in room 55 right now.
Okay, I'm going to send you to another room.
Thank you.
Okay.
Okay, I have Ruth and Christine so what's up guys are you not being able to get in your room. What's going on.
Okay.
you
hey ruth what's going on
you're muted
i was in room 18 and i got moved by the host to room 19 just randomly in the middle of the thing
what okay let's put you back in 18. here you go
that's a whole different ruth
you
hi my computer accidentally turned off
hey girl do you want to go back because we're about to all come back um it's up
it's up to you I'll follow your lead what room what room were you in I was in
I think room one I think okay there's only three people in there so maybe I'm
gonna send you there okay
you
back. Welcome back. Hey, everyone. Welcome back. All right. Remember, that was the safe
space. So I'm not going to ask for any shares. Hopefully all of you had a really amazing
experience in those smaller groups within this group. I'm going to do mine here. So
I kind of gave you a little tidbit of what mine's about. But I confess that I fear humiliation
more than I fear God at times. And when I say fear God, I don't mean being afraid of
God or being afraid of disobeying Him. I mean of the awe of God, being in reverence of His
holiness and trusting that He can keep through any persecution. I can't tell you how many
times I was publicly humiliated from the time I was a child. I mean publicly humiliated
in front of an entire school, in front of an
entire classroom in front of, you know, a camp, you know, just constantly
signaled out for a singled out for humiliation and rumors and all
different types of warfare against me ever wanting to take any kind of public
stage.
And so, you know, I dropped out of this is my full confession.
I dropped out of speech class in college.
For those of you that have gone to college, you know, that speech is a
requirement for graduation.
And I dropped out of speech, not just once, but twice, I dropped the class
after the first, maybe two or three classes, because I was so petrified of
being humiliated in front of another class of people getting up in front of
them, and being humiliated that I just thought, you know, I don't know how I'm
going to graduate, but I just can't take this class.
And I also told myself, why would I need this class anyway, I'm never going to be
speaking in front of a group of people.
Let's just all laugh at that.
All right.
And so I know you guys think I'm fun and I'm crazy, but remember these
are private safe spaces.
And so I confess to you that I really have dealt so much with the fear of
humiliation and the fear of public ridicule and even attack.
And I confess that to you, and I'm going to come out of alignment with the lies
that fuel that, um, as Holy spirit shows me what those things are.
And I believe that like all of you after this confession, because there is a
promise in the word of God that says we will be healed, that all of you, whatever
it is that you confess, you're going to start to gain momentum in your prayer
life, your prayers are going to be unhindered, not just about that thing.
Just in general, remember who can ascend the mountain of the Lord.
Those are the clean hands and a pure heart.
But remember friends, we cannot re-empower that lie in our life by feeding it with
anything we would read or listen to.
So please guard your peace in this area.
Now, the word of God says that if we continue in his word, which is him, we
continue in his words, that we will know the truth and it will make us free.
Know the truth.
There's kind of a play on words because remember he is the truth and the word
know there is consummation.
So we will be intimately acquainted with the truth of Jesus Christ and we will
walk in freedom because who the son sets free is free.
Amen.
But we can't just go and entangle ourselves with a whole bunch of stuff.
And the Bible says that all of us have things that very easily beset us.
And it's not the same.
It's not the same for me as it is for you.
I can be going great friends and doing my life.
And, you know, I, I definitely have spoken on a lot of platforms in public and I
could be feeling on top of the world.
Like I've overcome all of these lies and all of this fear.
And then after that, you know, be attacked in some way and then come into
agreement with the lies of the enemy.
Someone sends me a nasty comment or accuses me of this, or does that, or, you
know, make some meme about me or something.
Because I came into alignment with that.
So friends, please do not believe that whatever freedom it is that you are
having as a result of tonight, that it will not be challenged.
But the good news is, is that he that is in you is greater than he that is in the
world.
And so when it's challenged, don't give into it, don't realign yourself with it.
Come into agreement with the truth.
In fact, get armed with the truth.
Don't give into it.
Come into agreement with the truth.
In fact, get armed with the truth.
Have some scriptures at your disposal.
Well, when we talk about intercession, we're talking about praying from the
word, doesn't matter what your feelings say.
What does the word say?
Praying from the word.
That's how we pray from that heavenly perspective.
What did Jesus say about it?
What's the word say about it?
That's what we have to do.
I can imagine that Paul was tormented a lot with ideas of you're a murderer,
Paul.
You bad Paul.
You're a bad guy.
Oh, you're such a hypocrite, Paul.
You're such an imposter, Paul.
How dare you come out here and evangelize for the very rabbi that you killed
people over?
I mean, you can imagine, right?
We know that the enemy is an accuser.
And I feel like that's why Paul said that I choose to know nothing but Christ.
Sometimes you're just going to have to be, I don't care if you have every
letter in the alphabet after your name, you're just going to forget about what
you've learned in Western education and what you know to be true.
And you're going to have to side with the ridiculousness of the word of God.
Cause a lot of times it's super ridiculous.
We're like, oh man, that just completely challenges my mental reasoning.
And that's why the Bible says that the human race is a race of the devil.
Reasoning is the enemy of the supernatural.
It's the enemy of God because it is, it does sound ridiculous.
He said, he's chosen the foolish things to confound the wise.
And so a lot of times when you're coming into agreement with truth and greater
truth against whatever it is that you've been operating in and believing
that's kept you stuck and that you've just repented, remember the word
repentance means to turn away from 180 degrees, not 360 degrees, where you
come right back to full circle, 180 degrees, where you, you put your back
to it and you walk away and you walk towards the cross of Christ.
Or you walk from the cross of Christ.
Cause remember, we're living from victory instead of victimhood.
So there are gonna be things that challenge that.
And remember, repentance is always a tool in your tool belt.
Just bring it back out.
If you find yourself slipping, say, Oh, I need you.
I need you, Lord.
I listened to this song or I watched this movie.
And now I believe that men are weak and they're pathetic little losers.
Guys, I watched the movie last night.
Cause my daughter wanted to watch it after supernatural Saturday.
I watched a movie with my daughter.
Cause she wanted to watch it.
It's a really, really good movie.
It's really well done.
It's really well acted.
The problem is, is that the overarching theme of the movie is that men are weak.
And if you think that doesn't get in your spirit, it absolutely does.
It absolutely does.
The protagonist is a woman.
The Prince doesn't save her.
She saves herself.
The Prince is weak.
He's pathetic.
Right?
Wrong.
So the bottom line is, is that it's important for us to make sure that we close
all these gates and if something gets in through the gate, then you just catch it.
Remember the Bible says, take it captive and submit it to what?
To the knowledge of Jesus Christ.
Amen.
Guys, I'm excited for our prayers to not be hindered.
I'm excited for that.
And if you follow me on Instagram, guess what?
You're going to start seeing me showing up live and putting my little face out there.
And if you think of it, please pray for me and cover me.
And that's what we have to believe that.
Yes, I'm to come out there.
And yes, there are going to be fiery darts.
Cause the Bible promises us fiery darts.
Doesn't it say that we're going to have fiery darts, but it says to what?
Put on the full armor of God, not just part of it, all of it.
And it says that we can use the shield of faith to quench the fiery darts.
And you know what?
Not just my shield of faith, but your shield of faith.
I used to work for a Christian leader who would always at the end of every
session, he would do these conferences.
And at the end of every session, he would talk about that scene from gladiator,
where they all put their shields together.
They put their shields together.
If you haven't seen gladiator, it's a really bloody movie.
I don't recommend it, but they all put their shields together and they're
electing their leaders.
And they're electing their leaders.
But they all put their shields together and they're like, as one shields up as
one, and they were able to defeat the enemy in that moment, it's a powerful
scene.
I think you could probably just Google that scene instead of
watching the whole bloody movie.
Um, and so, um, yes, shields up.
And so when you see me and I see you, if I see some of you posting something
and, you know, then I'll be like, yeah, Lord, I add my faith to their faith.
Whatever they're believing for Lord, let them have it.
It's not about what God can do.
It's about what we believe he can do.
And a lot of times when we're coming into agreement with these lies, it lessens
what we believe God can do in us and through us and to us and for us, any
theology that says that God is not for you and life is not for you is not true.
It's not true.
And so if you see me, then you cover me, you pray for me.
Remember the more that I get out there, the more people that come into this
community, especially with our matchmaking platform, almost ready.
And you guys, there is a community free level of that.
The beautiful technology that's available to us through this platform is going to,
it's going to curate events, match made events where people are put together
because of answers that they put on the algorithm and the, you know, the
computer is going to tell us who should meet up with each other and when and
where, and it's going to be great.
And I'm very excited about it.
Um, and all of that is going to be included with your membership here, that
part of it, and then of course, there's going to be a higher ticket level of
actually match making that happens through that, but I'm very confident
that we're going to have.
No hundreds and hundreds of people that are going to find their spirit mates
just at that community level of last year, single in the matchmaking
platform that we have built for you.
And so get excited about all that's coming.
But once again, friends, we have to be an intercession and we can't be an
intercession if we are praying from a soulless place, we are praying from a
fleshly place, we're praying from a place of hurt and bitterness, unforgiveness,
offense, prejudice.
We can't, if we're, you know, all the different things out there for praying,
if we're praying from a place of a Republican or a Democrat, yeah, I'll go
there, you don't belong to this world.
You are a citizen of the kingdom of heaven.
You are not a Republican or a Democrat.
You are a kingdom citizen.
You are not your skin color.
You are not your family.
You are not a Democrat or Republican.
You're not any of those things.
Okay.
You're not.
And if you decide to side with a lesser identity, no one can stop you.
Remember, this is about perspective when we need to repent for
siding with a lesser identity.
You are a daughter or a son of God.
That is who you are.
And heaven is trying to invade earth through your life.
Every single day, you guys, and it's beyond any language barriers.
It's beyond any cultural barriers.
Yesterday, I was walking into the mall into it's an outside mall here in Austin.
And so the stores are, you know, all separate.
They're not like inside a building.
They're all, you know, freestanding.
And I was going into Dillard's looking for a dress, pray for me for my daughter's
wedding, can't find a dress going in there, try to find a dress.
And.
I was talking in the car with my husband and we were talking about
some things and doing some things.
And I was just kind of lollygagging law, lolly, gaggling, gagging,
lollygagging, yeah, lollygagging.
And, but the timing was perfect because by the time I decided to get out
of the air conditioned car and walk through the gates of hell into Dillard's,
because it was that hot outside, there was a young woman sitting on.
A bench in front of the store.
And I looked at her face and God highlighted her to me and her face
looked like she had either just got done crying or she was about to cry.
And so I started walking towards her instead of into the door.
I started walking towards her and she looked up and she locked eyes with me.
And I said to her, are you okay?
And she started bawling.
And so being the mom that I am, I went down and I went over and I sat next to
her and I just grabbed her in my arms and I began to pray over her and I saw
a little tiny cross tattoo by her.
I little cross that she had tattooed right by her eye on her face.
Y'all she had a face tattoo, lovely girl, but she had a little face tattoo.
And I'm like, okay, so I'm praying for her and I'm speaking Shalom peace
over her, because I can tell that she is having a panic attack.
She can't breathe.
She's hyperventilating.
She's hyperventilating and I'm praying over her praying Shalom peace.
And she begins to calm down.
She begins to relax in my arms and I, and I'm holding on to her.
And then it occurs to me, this girl doesn't know what I'm saying.
And I say to her, do you speak English?
And she said, no, that's not about language.
It's about a language of heaven, because what I was saying over her, even
though her carnal and human mind could not understand it, her spirit understood
it and it brought peace to her.
Amen.
And so then what I do, what did I do then?
Because you guys, this is a group effort.
This is a community effort.
This is a family effort.
It's not just about you.
It's about us joining our gifts and talents together.
I called up my friend that does last trip single.
She's our travel consortium for last last trip single.
She's also one of your sisters here in this community.
I called her up because she speaks fluent Spanish.
And even though we have a Spanish part of this community, like all of my
materials are in Spanish, but I Jackie do not speak Spanish.
And so I called her up and I got her on the phone and I told her what was going
on and I said, talk to her, find out what's going on.
So she began to talk to her and she began to find out what was happening.
And what happened is, is that this little girl just came into the
country through Venezuela, through Mexico guys, Venezuela has fallen apart.
This country needs intercessory prayer.
They don't have any food there.
There's no jobs there.
Thousands of people are funneling into America.
And I know people are, you know, once again, friends, it's
about a kingdom perspective.
Please don't come at me with any political rhetoric.
I don't care about that.
What I care about is this little girl came from Venezuela and she's here for four
months.
And she met some boy, a 25-year-old boy.
She met here and they were living together.
And she just found out right before I happened upon her
that he has been cheating on her
and now she doesn't have anywhere to live.
She doesn't know what to do.
She can't go home.
She can't go back to Venezuela.
She's only 18 years old.
And I began to talk to her through my friends
who's speaking Spanish to her.
And then afterwards, I helped her in an Uber.
I helped her get back to her apartment.
But then I began texting with her,
thanks to Google Translate.
I put all of her text messages into Google Translate.
It told me what she was saying.
And then I said what I wanted to say
and Google Translate gave it to me in Spanish.
And then I texted it back.
Yes, it's a long process,
but I was able to start talking to her.
And the person that was talking to her in Spanish
said that she wants to know more about the Lord,
that she is interested in La Labor,
which is our Spanish arm of what we do here
and all the different things.
So friends, there is no barrier in the supernatural.
There's no culture barrier.
There's no color barrier.
There's no language barrier.
There's no financial barrier.
There's no barrier, period.
Thank you, Jill, for letting me know that.
Please send me that in a direct message
so that I can figure that out
because I can't see it here.
Friends, we have to be the intercessors
so we can see the supernatural things
that God wants to show this earth.
He wants to do it through you.
The word of God says that he is looking for someone
to show himself strong on behalf of every single day.
All right?
So if you find yourself slipping back
into these negative, carnal mindsets full of lies,
full of things that have never served you,
these thoughts have never served you, friends.
They've never served you.
All they've done is keep you stuck, haven't they?
Have they ever added one thing to your life, one blessing?
No, you shouldn't have any loyalty to these thoughts,
to these ideas, to these ideologies, nothing,
because it has never, ever promoted your life
or helped you get to where it is that you wanna go.
So Father God, we thank you for tonight.
We thank you for everything that you've said to us.
You've spoken to us and through us, Lord,
and so we ask right now, Lord,
that you would continue to help us to move forward,
not just a moment tonight,
but momentum of what we've learned here.
We ask that you would keep us on a short list, Lord.
Anything that comes into our mind and heart
that is not in alignment and agreement
with what you have shown us and told us tonight,
I pray you would highlight it to us,
that we would not be ignorant of it.
We would see it immediately.
Even if we hear ourselves saying something, Lord,
we would no longer just be deaf to our own voice.
We would hear what is out of alignment
in our speech with your kingdom.
We would hear ourselves saying things and saying,
you know what?
I don't really believe that.
That's not true.
That doesn't come into alignment with God's word.
Yeah, I know I just said it, but I said it out of habit
because I don't believe that anymore.
And coming into alignment with what we do believe,
and that is that you are for us, that you are with us,
that life is for us,
that you have created us to abound and to prosper, Lord,
that you've created us to be blessed, to be a blessing,
that you've created us with divine design and destiny
to be married, to have families that change the world.
And Lord, we thank you, God, for all of it in Jesus' name.
Amen.
All right, friends,
thank you for showing up tonight for Activate.
We'll teach some more prayer things next Sunday,
unless Holy Spirit takes us a different way,
but I believe your prayers will be heard.
So please open your mouths and begin to intercede,
begin to pray the word over your lives,
over the lives of others,
and report back to us about the breakthrough that you see,
because I believe you're gonna start seeing
answers to your prayers very quickly.
See you soon.
Bye, everyone.