Hey everyone! Welcome to Supernatural Sunday. We're changing it up a little bit
this week for good reason and we're going to start in just here in just a
minute so get ready.
You
All right hey hey hey hey everyone I just literally just got out of the car from seven
and a half mile seven half miles seven and a half miles I literally just got out of the car for
seven and a half hours back from my daughter's wedding in this little west Texas town called
Marfa if you haven't been maybe don't go I don't know um no it's it's good but once you've been
there twice you've been there once too many times okay I might be a little loopy I can't
promise anything but you know I just seriously I have wedding hair still I have wedding eyelashes
on I'm not going to be on the camera I'm good I'm good I'm I'm toasted I'm toasty over here
I'm just giving people a minute to figure out where we are you know we did not have
supernatural Saturday this week but I heard you had a great time of prayer I appreciate pray
your prayers for us um the wedding was phenomenal I mean yeah my daughter uh found her spirit mate
and there isn't any reason why you can't some people find them young it doesn't mean that
there isn't going to be challenges to that in fact I should probably record all this so I'll
just wait so people get here before I before I look at it keeps growing we got 169 171
everyone's headed over right I'm going to hit record
oh I guess we are recording
and now we are again okay so welcome to Supernatural Sunday will this be the new thing
I don't know we're kind of playing around with an idea of what we can do to continue to activate on
Sunday nights and we're going into what I want to call back to school season and you're like well
Jackie I don't have kids and I'm not in school college was a long time ago high school was a long
time ago but I believe that God is calling his kids back to school I do and as the natural
as it goes in the natural so does it go in the supernatural right the things that are happening
in the supernatural then they become manifested in the natural and I believe that as we head back
into this fall season so we head into this um this supernatural school season God is calling us to
learn some things maybe learn them afresh maybe the things that you're going to learn in this
season are things that you have never learned before and maybe there are things that you had
a little taste of maybe you had one class maybe you had 101 maybe you had grace 101 but now you
need grace 102 you had the prerequisite to what God wants to teach you in the season but it's time
to learn something new it's time to be upgraded it's time to be accelerated I believe that with
all my heart he's calling me back to school he's starting to show me things that he talked to me
about years ago that for whatever reason they got they got cut off he never said anything about
that to me again and I was like well maybe I missed it maybe that wasn't God no it wasn't
for that time he was giving me a little taste of it but it wasn't time necessarily for me to fully
immerse myself in that and I'm going to talk a little bit about times and seasons tonight it's
going to be a hodgepodge kind of a grab bag tonight of what Holy Spirit wants to talk to us
about and tell you a little bit about you know my my daughter's wedding which happened yesterday
some of you all got the memo you knew that we created a Facebook group and you jumped in there
and you were able to experience that ceremony that covenant uh with us that covenant making
ceremony with us and that was awesome but it's back to school time and because
That is what the call in the spirit is and as a prophet I feel that call for the single nation
We're going to line up the next few months of all of our past sessions
If you're in phase three
You're going to be going to that and some of you in phase two and in phase one are also going to be invited to
Special sessions. I want you to continue to focus on your phase one and two curriculum because it's very important
but
There's some things God wants to teach us in this season that are going to accelerate us
And so we're gonna have some special guest mentors come starting this week with dreams
God's trying to talk to us in our dreams
And if you're someone who's never dreamed or you don't remember your dreams
I'm right there with you. God talks to me in lots of ways, but dreams is not historically one of those ways
I've had a handful of dreams in my entire
Life with Jesus for the last 28 years that I actually remembered and knew were perfect prophetic
But the irony is that I have the gift to interpret other people's dreams
But I'm like, why aren't you giving me some of my own Lord, you know, you don't talk to me in the night hours
It's because I'm so busy and active
Talking to him in the day hours
I think he lets me sleep in the night hours, but I've started to dream and remember my dreams you guys
And so the mentor the coach that I'm going to bring on to talk to you this coming Thursday
It's going to be an all community session
Yes, it's a past session is for phase three, but at phase one and two are going to be invited as well
So that's the eighth
So mark that down August 8th 8-8. What is that? That's the number of new beginnings
that is going to be a time when you're gonna learn more about
How to actually ask God for more dreams at night if you're one of those people that doesn't dream like me
Or you don't remember them because we all we all dream, right?
And you know your hormones have a lot to do with that as well to get into that REM that dream state
A lot of us don't ever get into that deep sleep because we're not healthy in our bodies
So there's some other things that go into that where we need to be able to get into that REM sleep
That's the deep sleep where your body's repairing itself where you're being regenerated
And so that is the dream the dream stage as well
And so he's going to talk to us and I asked you guys to give me questions for him
So he and I can kind of create what the curriculum for that session is going to look like
So thank you to all of you that answered those posts and those polls
Because we're going to have a great time with him and then also
You'll be able to do some Q&A with him if your question didn't get in. All right, so that's great
I'm excited about that, but we're going back to school
We're gonna go back to school
Let me pick up where I left off a couple minutes ago
God talked to me about some things and I got some breakthrough and some revelation in some areas
But then that was it it stopped there
And now all of a sudden God's bringing those subjects those topics back up to me he's like hey, it's time again
You're like well Jackie what changed?
my youngest
child
Just got married
My youngest child will not be returning to my home
When she gets back from her honeymoon
She will be returning to the home that her
Then fiance now has been set up for the two of them their little love nest for when she comes home
All of her stuff is moved there besides a few odds and ends because my little daughter is mrs
mixed up from mixed up mark and so some of her stuff is here still but
What's happening? I'm shifting seasons
I'm shifting seasons
My middle daughter is happily married. She's been married for four years. I have twin grandbabies
She lives in another state. They moved away from Texas very sad
They're here obviously in town for the wedding
My oldest son he has a serious situation going on that I think is going to turn into a spirit mate situation
And and he has been gone from home for a while as a man out charting his own course
He's gonna be 29 here in a few months, but my youngest the baby of the family. She was at home
she's been at home when she's not away to school and
now she has married and
My season has shifted
Now some of you're like well Jackie, you know, she's been an adult for a long time
So your season should have shifted a long time ago
It did but seasons don't just shift from low gear into high gear from high gear into low gear
There's there's transitions in our seasons
Meaning that yes when she graduated high school when she first went away to college there were some shifts there
But she still needed my focus to a certain extent and then there was another shift and another shift and another shift but this
shift
This last shift. She has made a covenant and the Bible says that these two are to cleave to one another a
Woman's gonna leave her home, right?
A man's gonna leave his mother and father and they're gonna cleave together and they are going to create their family
Does that mean I love my daughter any less? No, does that mean?
that I'm not gonna hang out with her
and I'm not gonna see her,
probably not as much as I normally did
because she lived in my house.
But I will see her, we're very close.
But my responsibility to her as her covering
has shifted now.
You know what that makes room for?
It makes room for God bringing up these old topics
and conversations that he started with me years ago.
But because I had other responsibilities to my family,
I wasn't able to actually get the fullness
of the revelation that he had for me.
And he set that aside for later and now it's time.
And all of you, without exception,
it's time for you to learn something new.
So it's time for us to go back to study hall.
It's time for us to be drawn back by the spirit
into places of revelation,
into places of upgrade and acceleration.
I was down the street, I got home probably an hour
and a half ago from this road trip from the wedding.
And I was down the street grabbing some food
because I knew I was gonna leave this tonight.
And I left all the other folks at the restaurant
with my husband, there's a couple people driving,
so there's enough room for everyone to get back
to where they need to go.
And I took my car and I started traveling this road
from that restaurant to my house.
And it's a straight shot, but that straight shot
has one, two, three, four, five, six, seven
traffic lights on it.
Now, it's not even a mile and a half, friends,
but it has seven traffic lights
and some of them are major intersections.
And so that mile and a half could take 20 minutes or more,
depending on how you hit those lights.
And so I'm going and in a true Jackie fashion,
I'm already five minutes behind the five minutes
I was behind, okay?
And so I'm rolling down the road
and the first traffic light is green.
Listen up, friends, first traffic light was green.
I roll right through it, I'm like, oh, great, yeah.
And so I get to the second traffic light, it's green.
So now I'm changing lanes and I'm kind of juking
and jiving in between the lanes, like, oh, wow,
I might make this third traffic light.
And I did, I made it.
And then I was like, oh, no, there's no way
that I'm gonna make this next traffic light.
This is too great, this is good, this is God, I love it.
And then I made the next one.
Now, surely the street can't continue.
Surely I'm gonna get up to this next traffic light
and it's gonna turn yellow and the person in front of me
is gonna turn into a nervous Nelly
and they're gonna stop on a yellow
and then I'm gonna get stuck.
But no, lo and behold, it's green and I go through.
And then the next one's green and the next one's green
and the next one's green and then I'm like a bird
with a French fry, I'm like, I'm gonna make it.
And they were all green.
And then Holy Spirit spoke to me and he said,
where you have been stopped before,
where the light has been red,
when you thought it was gonna be smooth sailing,
he said, all the lights are gonna be green.
In the seasons before where you were running 100 miles
an hour towards the thing, the desire of your heart,
the thing that I told you about,
the thing that you have been preparing for,
the thing that you could see,
but you just couldn't get there
because at the last minute, the light was always red.
He said, all the lights are green.
All the lights are green.
You have not just full permission and full preparation,
but now you have full acceleration.
Come on, friends.
Come on, raise your hand if you've gotten so close
to the thing that you desire the most
that God has promised you.
It's not just a figment of your own flesh.
And just at the last minute,
it felt like it just didn't work out.
The move, the job, the healing, the breakthrough,
the relationship, raise your hand.
Put your right hand in, put your right hand out,
put your right hand in and shake it all about.
Come on, raise your hand.
It's true, it's true.
We've all lived that frustration.
And so I immediately said to the Lord,
because I know when God's talking to me,
I said, Lord, I said, that's powerful.
Is this just for me, is it for them?
Because remember, I'm on my way to this call.
Is that just for me or is that for them too?
And it's for us all.
It's for us all, friends.
It is time for you to step into a season of grace and ease.
It doesn't mean that you don't have to do your part.
Let me tell you a little story about a car.
A lot of you know the story where my car broke down,
it gave up the ghost, the engine died,
and this stranger gave me a car to drive.
If you don't know the story, it's a great story,
but I'm not gonna tell it to you now.
Out of nowhere. I had prayed the prayer God
I need to see your goodness and I don't care how I need to know that you see me that you care about me that
You're emotionally involved with me and then
after I prayed that prayer on the trip that I needed to take for work the next day my engine blew up in my car and
Someone gave me their car a stranger
Someone who knew friends of mine. I was at a conference working. I worked for famous Christian back then as
producer
and
They gave me their car. I drove that car for three months
almost four and
They actually paid for my car to have a new engine put in it
They fathered me. They said God wants you to see what it looks like to be fathered
They fathered me. They were old enough to be my father and they fathered me
The car that they lent me was a brand new c300 Mercedes-Benz and I'd never even ridden in a Mercedes let alone
driven one for four months
And y'all listen, my mom had a Pinto when I was a kid a little blue powder blue Pinto. All right. Mm-hmm
She did she was a Mustang girl that owned a Pinto and I've never really been anyone who's about status symbols
About the name on my purse or my shoes or my car
I just want to know is it gonna go from here to there without me having to put a lot of money in it
That is really what I've just been about
But something happened to me when I drove that Mercedes-Benz
I'm not really sure what it was, but people treated me differently
All of a sudden I'm ma'am and I'm mrs
And can I help you and can I open the door for you is a brand new beautiful?
tinted just perfectly windows
black
leather interior tricked-out
wheels Mercedes-Benz
Only had 8,000 miles on it. This man had barely driven his own
car and
Now here I am driving it
for four months
And I got it in my head that
Well a couple other people put it in my head. There's not everything that people tell you prophetically is true
You know, you might like the sound of it
You gotta you gotta get that word established because they could be poking your orphan
They could be speaking to your little orphan heart that just wants that to be true
God
Wanted me to be fathered. That was the truth of this situation. It had nothing to do with the brand of car
Had nothing to do with a brand of car
So this man had my engine fixed and my car was running fine
But now I convinced myself that this car is broken down before it has a new engine
But it's got other problems and I need to get rid of it as fast as I can
I gotta get rid of as fast as I can
So as soon as I got it back and I had gotten addicted to those leather seats in that Mercedes-Benz and now I'm back in
this, you know Saturn broke down Outlook situation and
I'm convincing myself
That this car is not gonna make it and I need to hurry up and get another one. I
Need to hurry up
You guys anytime you feel rushed you feel pressured you feel pressed most of the time it's not the Lord
The press every once in a while is God
Because he knows what's important and he's trying to give you a little bit of divine urgency
but when you feel pushed and
Prodded and pressured and overwhelmed. That's not the Lord
Hurry hurry quick go go go. That's not the Lord
He woos us he draws us a
Lot of times he tells us things way ahead of time because he knows how stubborn you are
He knows what it's gonna take for you to finally realize. Oh, yeah, that's God
He knows
Individually you guys he doesn't father us collectively. He fathers us individually. Please write that down
For those of you that have more than one child you understand what I'm talking about
Do you parent all your children the same
You might have the same rules maybe house rules for all your children
But all of them need a different form of correction. I need a different form of encouragement
right
They need a different form of communication. They're all different
So God does not father the mass. He fathers the individual
And so someone told me
Oh, well, God God gave you this Mercedes
Remember God didn't give me the Mercedes
God gave me a man on earth to show me what a father looked like
Do you see how we don't make the main thing the main thing?
We get caught up in all the minutia with our little orphan selves
and so
It wasn't about the car, but it wasn't about the car
It wasn't about the car
wasn't about the brand of car.
Although, you know, if God was gonna try
to father me through someone
and gave me some hooptie to drive,
I probably wouldn't have gotten the message too clearly.
So after I gave that car back and I'm driving my car,
which by the way, is a brand new engine,
is probably gonna last forever,
but now I have this thing with this Mercedes,
I'm like, oh, I gotta do something about this.
And so someone said to me,
well, God just gave you that other Mercedes
to prepare you for your own.
Oh, that sounds good, I like that, I like that word.
I'm gonna take that word.
The problem is, is that word wasn't confirmed at all.
And you know what?
I went to try to make that word happen.
And I'm a firm believer
that when a word has been established,
how is the word established?
Through the mouth of two or three witnesses
let a word be established,
not witnesses that you get to tell you what you wanna hear
because you explain all the signs to them.
I had someone do that to me the other day.
They called me up
because they wanted me to sign off on this person
as their spirit mate.
So they called me up on the phone, okay?
And they were like,
let me tell you all the supernatural signs
that prove that this is my spirit mate.
But I wouldn't come into agreement with them
because all the signs that they were giving me,
there were twice as many signs
that this person was not from the Lord.
You can't bully me
into being a confirmation of your words, friends,
because I won't do it.
I don't want anyone to do that for me.
I've been too many times on the receiving end
of people just telling me what I wanna hear
because they're my friend and they want me to be happy.
I don't want you to want me to be happy, all right?
I want you to want me to be holy.
So don't ever tell me,
I'm telling you all of you, hold me accountable.
I wanna be holy.
That's how I'm gonna be happy.
I wanna be connected
to the divine plan that God has for my life.
I wanna do that.
So I have this word.
So I started trying to put feet on that word.
Now, when a word's been established in your life
through the mouth of two or three witnesses, right?
Through a multitude of counselors or safety
and a word has been established in your life,
I'm a firm believer of you taking imperfect action,
of you on an established word just going after it,
throwing it against the wall, see what sticks.
Now, the minute that you start getting exhausted
in that imperfect action,
the minute that you don't have any joy in it,
that you don't have any excitement to try something new
and see, hey, is that going to be the thing
that happens, that gives breakthrough?
As soon as that starts happening, then give it a minute.
Just let it simmer on the pot for a little while.
It's still an established word that you can build on,
but maybe take a little rest
and take a look at something else
that's right in front of you.
Ask God what's ripe in your life right now
instead of trying to make it happen, all right?
Okay, so I was taking imperfect action
on a word that wasn't established.
And what did that look like?
I was running around to all the dealerships
looking for my own Mercedes.
I was looking for champagne and caviar
on a Miller Lite budget.
And people cracked me up with, oh, God's going to give me,
and they just put in this luxury car, whatever that is.
You fill in the blank.
Go ahead, I want you to fill in the blank.
Put in the chat right now, if you were going to say,
I want a luxury car, what would it be?
Because I hear people say this.
I heard someone testify this the other day.
They're like, well, I was praying
and God's going to give me a luxury car.
And someone just straight up asked them,
you know, like, do you have the money to pay that car note?
And they said, no,
because God's going to give me a luxury car
and he's going to pay the car note.
He's going to give me the car and he's going to pay that.
Well, maybe, but probably not.
Probably not.
I had a gentleman come to me and say,
I'd love to join your program.
Said, because I really, really want to get married.
I don't have $37 a month.
And I said, oh, you want to join my program
because you want to be married,
but you don't have $37 a month?
And he said, yeah.
He said, so can you let me in anyway?
I said, sir, if you don't have $37 a month
then you can't afford a wife.
So let's start there.
Let's start right there, okay?
And I say that to the same people
that want to save the luxury car thing, okay?
So I was looking, I'm calling myself out.
I was looking for this word about this car
because I made the main thing, not the main thing.
Instead of making the main thing,
God's showing me what it looked like to be fathered,
to be cared for, to be cared for well.
to be cared for well and
Gentlemen for those of you that are in transition that words not for you
Look, we don't always have a surplus of money laying around. It's just supposed to be funny
All right
So please do not think that I'm attacking men in that comment because I'm certainly not and I believe that God can give you a wife
That can help you, you know break into your next season, even if this last season has been hard financially
All right, so I put that in there. Okay, I
Missed the I missed the point. I
Missed the point
God was trying to care for me and care for me. Well
Care for me. Well care for me in a way that I had never been cared for before
Right, so I'm out how I'm out hunting for this car and I find this red
C 300
Mercedes-Benz
On a Honda lot someone to trade it in got a Honda that should have been my first clue
Someone traded this car in to get a Honda
Okay
Mm-hmm. Yes
But I went in and I tried I said, oh this must be it. This is the one this is the one
you know why I thought it was the one because I was in the store and a ad for this Honda dealership came on the
Radio when I was thinking about how I'm gonna get this Mercedes-Benz and I'm like god. That's a Honda dealership and
So I went to it and then there was a Mercedes-Benz there, right?
So I was just reading the signs right guys leading me to this car
You know how I know it wasn't God who's leading me to the car because when I applied for it, they said no
They said no you your credits bad and
Really wasn't bad. I just didn't have any when I went through my divorce
Nothing was ever in my name and because nothing had ever been in my name
I'm also be an 18 year old in college with no credit because you know bad credit no credit same thing
If you guys this is years and years of years ago this story, okay
And I've never told this part of it, but it's really important
So, please don't check out because this is really important and we're leading to the green light
Story that I started this whole entire call with remember Supernatural Sunday tonight
So I went home and I kind of boohoo'd and I was like, yeah, the enemy's trying to keep this car
Oh everyone things don't work out. It's always the devil right and every once in a while. It is warfare you guys
It is true every once in a while
God is going to encourage you and he's going to make sure that you understand that you need to press forward
Anyway, we walk by faith and not by sight
But God's calling you into a grace and ease a grace and ease season right now, okay
of getting the information and the knowledge and the revelation to be able to
walk into these places and to
Ride through these green lights. Okay, that's what we're talking about tonight
So they said no I
boohoo'd and I cried and I interceded and you know
And I kept watching that car on that website of that car dealership and they kept marking it down
And I kept marking it down and marking it down
And of course as any good penny cost so would I thought that was the sure sign that that car belonged to me?
Because not only has no one bought it
They're marking it down you guys that is the sign of something it but it's not the sign
I was thinking of you can misread those signs really easy
Like hey, it was sitting on a Honda dealership
Because someone traded in for a Honda and now they can't sell this bugger and they're marking it down and down and down
Let's make sure if we are reading signs that we're not reading them the wrong way through the wrong heart lens, right?
So got marked down and marked down. It was still there. It's still there. It's still there
You guys I had to borrow a thousand dollars from someone in my family to
Buy that car because I called them back up and I had a friend that worked at this dealership
I just happen to know someone I this is how I matchmake you guys because I know someone everywhere like you know
The phrase I know a guy. I know a guy. I
Know a girl. I know someone pretty much everywhere
And I knew someone who worked at this specific car dealership. So I called them and said hey, I really want this car
I tried to apply for it. They said no
They were gonna charge me outrageous interest even if I was able to afford it
They said I needed a thousand dollars down blah blah blah blah
And so he went and he talked to them and he came back and guys they wanted to sell me this car. Please listen
At almost 24% interest
You guys I said 24. I didn't say 2.4. I said 24% interest. Remember I had no credit
24% interest and a thousand dollars down
And you guys this car wasn't brand-new. This car was old
Okay, this car already had like a hundred fifty thousand miles on it when someone's saying that's terrible. Yes, it is
is terrible. But you know what? I was like, Yeah, I got my
blessing. I brought the $1,000 I got the car. I drove it off the
lot. And I drove it for about two weeks. And just feeling
good, like feeling good. And then it hit me. What have I
done? What have I done? I started looking at what that
payment was going to be that payment that was almost all
interest and no principle, and how long I was going to be
paying this car. And by the time I paid this car off, because
you guys, it was not a lease, it was a finance. By the time I
paid this car off, how much I would have paid for it. By the
time I paid this car off, I was gonna pay $150,000 for this
car. You guys are with me, right? You're listening to this
crazy story. And I'm happy to say this was many, many, many
years ago. You guys, I felt so sick to my stomach. Every time
I drove that car, I was like, Oh, what have I done? Why have
I done this? Why have I done this? Right? God already blessed
me. He showed me what it looked like to be fathered. He sent me
this man to do these things for me to give my old car a new
lease on life with that new engine that probably would have
lasted me until whatever upgrades were coming in my life
that I could actually buy a new car under good circumstances.
But I had forced this out of an urgency that I placed upon
myself out of orphanhood. But I was about to learn a more
important lesson you guys. And that's why I just love it.
Because we either win or learn. And if we learn we win. We
learn we win. So I drove that car for several years paying
extraordinarily high payment every month. And just for I
think, like five years, you guys a long lesson to learn. I drove
that car, that car never had any problems. It didn't break down
didn't end up costing me any more money besides the payment
and the insurance that I was already paying for it. And I
started just chipping away at that. But you know, I started
doing simultaneously, I started going after what caused me to
have such an expensive payment on this car in the first place.
And that was my credit. I started building my credit. I
started, you know, in a very responsible way, I started, you
know, paying off any debt that I had. And I didn't have a lot
didn't have credit card decks, once again, have credit, but
started paying off other things and doing the things that I
needed to do the problems that had happened through the divorce
that I had been through, and just started going after that.
And I was driving down the street in that car. And I had I
had long since gotten over my mistake of buying it. And I had
long since kind of just given, you know, just given it all to
God, put it on my Jesus cares board. And I was going to
continue to make this car payment. And I'm gonna learn my
lesson, right. And I'm driving down the street. And God just
says to me, I want to invite you to go get a different car today.
And I was like, what is like, yeah, it's like, I want to
invite you to take this car back to that same Honda dealership
and trade it in for Honda, a brand new car today. He said,
and and I want I don't want you to see, I want you to see what
happens if you take me up on that invitation. So I went over
there, my friends still work there. And I pulled up and I
said, it's me again, five years later. And I said, Hey, I'd like
to see what you have in the new cars. It was the end of the
year. So they still had the year before his inventory, then they
had all the brand new cars for the next year. Guys, if you
don't know, that's the best time to buy a car. Because maybe
not right now since COVID. But it used to be where at the end
of the year, like, let's say it's, you know, I think back
then it was 2011. They have the 2011 on the lot, but the 2012
are there too. So they're they're making a deal on those
2011. Right. And so I was looking at a 2000, whatever that
previous year was brand new car still driving it. And then it
came time for them to run the numbers. You guys, my credit was
so good that I got 0% financing. 0% from 24% to 0% 0% financing.
Not only that, they gave me so much money for that Mercedes
that I didn't end up upside down. Even though I had so much
to pay off, I had paid off so much. I think I'd even made some
double payments that I wasn't upside down in that situation.
And I drove off that lot in a Honda, a brand new white Honda
Accord, what I call basic white girl car. I drove off you guys
before I even made it home, I saw at least 50 other white
Honda Accords on the road, but I did not care. I did not care
y'all that 0% financing brand new car feel made me so happy.
I was so happy with it. All right. But this is what God
Look to me, and this is what I told that whole long story
to get to, ready?
He said, Jackie, did you see what that felt like?
And I said, what?
He said, that experience.
He said, did you see what it felt like?
Because before you guys, listen,
when I tried to buy that Mercedes,
they went in the little back room that they go into
when they want to intimidate you at the car dealer place.
They went back there and they just came out
and they shook their head like my dog.
You know, I brought him to the vet
and they had to put him down
when they took him into the back room.
It was not good.
Can I tell you that when I bought this car,
they didn't even go to the back room.
They took one look at my credit.
They said, whatever you want, what do you want?
I'll give you whatever you want.
You don't like these numbers?
How about these numbers?
I'm not kidding.
And so when I'm driving home and my husband's with me,
he's there for this entire shenanigans.
He's always in my shenanigans with me.
And God just spoke to me and he said,
did you see what that felt like?
I said, what?
He goes, that, did you see what it felt like?
I said, it felt good.
He said, it's called grace and ease.
He said, I want to invite you
into a season of grace and ease.
He said, there's a lot of stuff,
a lot of decisions that are going to start coming up.
She said, over the course of the next 12 months,
this was that year, that season.
He said, and you want to know how you're going to know
which ones are the right ones?
And I said, it's going to feel like this.
He said, exactly.
You got it, baby girl.
He said, if it doesn't feel like what you just experienced
at this car dealership, grace and ease,
the wind at your back.
He said, it's not, it's not from me.
It's not from me.
And I want to release that over you right now.
I want to release it over you.
We make things a lot harder
than they need to be on ourselves.
And you might be in a situation tonight
where you're like me in that five years of driving that car
where you create a little bit of mess for yourselves.
But God wants you to know
that he wants to be in that mess with you.
And just like he was with me,
he wants you to, whatever it is that you've sown,
he wants to help you reap it in grace.
It's time to reap it in grace.
It's time to let God help you get out
of whatever it is that you've created for yourself
with bad decisions,
or maybe someone else created it for you
if they're bad decisions.
It's time for a season where the lights are green.
Yeah.
Time for a season where the lights are green.
Now, once again,
it doesn't mean that you don't have to show up.
It doesn't mean that you don't have to
actually put your car in gear and drive it.
And some of us like me on my way home,
I wanted, I was instinctually waiting
for a light to turn red.
I was instinctually waiting for something to go wrong.
I was waiting to get roadblocked.
I was waiting to get laid over, delayed, detoured.
I was waiting for it.
Surely they can't all be green.
And a lot of times, you guys, we slow down.
A lot of times we do the things
that cause the delays and the detours
without even knowing it.
Because we're just not used to supernatural help.
We're not used to supernatural help.
There was something that happened
at my daughter's reception.
I'm not gonna go into the whole story,
but I'll just tell you that
when I went to bed after her reception last night
and before I got up to go take care of this thing,
I just said to the Lord, I said,
just, I need you to help me right now.
Normally I would just get up and go take care of it.
A lot of times we don't even bother to ask God for help
because it's something that's within our wheelhouse
and we just go do it, right?
I asked God to help me to have a good attitude,
but I didn't ask him to help me, okay?
But then I asked him to help me
and you know what he did?
He actually gave me the strategy.
He said, when you go down there,
he said, I want you to say this.
So I went down there and I asked the person,
I said, someone that worked at the hotel,
it was something that happened
with my daughter's reception.
And I said, hey, can I talk to you privately for a second?
They're like, sure.
And then we went in the private little office room
and I said what God had told me to say.
And they said, oh, okay.
Well, let me make a phone call and find out.
There were a couple of things that went back and forth.
You guys, when God tells you to do something,
do that thing unapologetically.
Okay, do it with grace.
Do it with mercy, but do it.
Don't do it with a haughtiness or loftiness.
Don't do it with arrogance, just do it.
But then once you do it, just stand still.
There were lots of points in that conversation
where I could have just backed up and been like, okay, yeah.
All right, that's fine, don't worry about it.
But I didn't.
I did what God told me to do.
And maybe for the very first time,
I just stood on it.
And they came back several times,
and they said, well, you know,
they really want this instead.
And I was like, no.
I was like, no, I really gotta insist on this.
And then I didn't say anything else.
I didn't argue back and forth.
I didn't try to plead my case.
That's all that I did.
Because the person that, once you,
God tells you to say something or do something,
and you do it, and you get a little pushback,
the person that talks next loses, okay?
You gotta just stand with God.
And I did, and guess what?
It worked out.
Sometimes when we do that,
we're tempted to take it a little further
to get something a little better
than what God's trying to get for us, right?
We're like, oh, oh, God said this,
but look, ooh, this is working out.
Maybe I should go for a little extra queso on the side.
No, don't do it.
Just do the thing.
So speaking to anyone tonight,
you ready for some heavenly instructions?
You guys, going, this is recorded,
so I'm gonna be careful here.
Going into this wedding,
I hadn't seen my former husband,
who is my daughter's father, biological father,
in many years.
I hadn't seen him in many years.
And because my daughter, she's an adult.
She's 23 years old.
We've lived in Texas for seven years.
So I hadn't seen him in many years,
and I certainly hadn't seen his wife.
They've been married for, I think, about 10, 12 years now.
I hadn't seen them.
I hadn't seen the little child that they had adopted.
They adopted a little boy.
I hadn't seen him ever.
And I had been praying going into this
because there has been a lot of tension
in that relationship.
There has been a lot of bad blood, if you will,
in that relationship.
And even though I have forgiven,
I have not felt any grace or any forgiveness towards me.
I felt a lot of resentment and a lot of things
that, unfortunately, and please don't do this, you guys,
but when you're upset at someone
that you've been in a relationship with,
don't make other people upset at them,
people that don't know them.
Don't talk bad about them
and jade the way that other person thinks about them.
Let that other person make their own decision
about what that looks like
or what that person's really like or any of those things.
And so I've been praying.
This is such a small, intimate wedding
that not only would things be good,
but that there'll be some restoration.
And of course, I thought with my former husband,
there'd be some restoration,
that there would be something.
But you know what?
Instead, it happened with his wife and his child.
Didn't happen with him.
Felt the same old blockage there for sure.
Same old stone wall, same old bad blood,
but not with her or the child.
I felt friendliness.
I felt genuine openness and joy in the occasion.
And kids really like me, so that wasn't hard.
And so they like me because I think
they just think I'm super goofy
and maybe just a large child myself.
But it was great.
It was good.
So sometimes when you ask God for something,
you get it, but it doesn't look like what it is
that you thought it was gonna be like.
And that's okay too, isn't it?
That's okay.
Because it could just be the first step
leading to the bigger breakthrough.
So let's not despise small beginnings as we go forward.
Whatever it was, the very first thing that came to your mind
when I said all the lights are green,
maybe that's not what all the lights are green for.
Maybe that's not the thing.
But I do promise you something.
All the lights are green for something.
There's grace and ease in something.
You know how many cars I've had
since my basic white Honda Accord?
That was a while ago, a couple.
And they just keep getting better every time.
And no, they're not a Mercedes-Benz
because I'm just not a Benz girl.
And not because I couldn't be,
because I got great credit now,
but because I just don't care.
I drive a gray Kia Telluride
with a 10-year warranty or 100,000 miles.
Tell me that doesn't sound like a good deal.
That's not like a good deal.
good deal to you. This was a good deal to me. You know, kind
of girl I am. I'm a good deal girl. That's the kind of girl I
am. And it's a smooth ride. In fact, I drove my mother in law
seven hours back from Martha to Austin today. And he was riding
in the backseat. And she was like, Jackie, you're going so
slow. I'm like Barb, I'm going 90 miles an hour. Don't judge
me. Don't judge me. It's a country. There's no one out
there. In fact, why are there even roads out there? There's
literally nobody on them. Who's who uses these roads? And she's
like, Oh, I felt like you're going 50 miles an hour. You
know why? Because that's a sturdy vehicle. That's a sturdy
car. So all the green lights, they might be green for
something other than the first thing that popped into your
head. So be open. Be open to that. Don't insist that the
lights are green for whatever it is that you want them to be
green for. Just be glad that they're green. Just be glad
that they are green. All right. All right. All right. Guys,
want to activate this? Who wants to activate it? Grace and
East season. Grace and East season, there's going to be
opportunities. And if it feels like you have to work it like a
job, if it feels like you're going out and you're trying to
make it happen, you're trying to make it happen. It's difficult
in a way that makes you feel exhausted and makes you feel
like you're forcing it. It's not God. It's just not God. I
feel like some of you are going to have some opportunities that
you weren't looking for. Guys, I'm not trying to make this
about cars. I'm really not. But I just told you I had that Kia
Telluride, right? Well, after my my Honda, my white Honda Accord
upgrade, the very a couple years later, maybe five years later,
six years later, I traded that in for a really good deal for a
Honda CRV. The cars just kind of kept getting bigger. So that's
an SUV, right? Still pretty basic car. I drove that car off
a lot and saw 100 of those before I got home silver Honda
CRVs. Yeah, for sure. It's pretty bad when you go out in
the parking lot. You're like, which one's mine? They all look
alike. Raise your hand if you've accidentally gotten into someone
else's car, because you thought it was yours, and they just
happened to leave their door unlocked. Not me. I didn't do
that. I didn't do that. My husband had this lady do that.
He was waiting for me. He was in the driver's seat of the car.
And this woman came and she opened the passenger door. And
she motioned there was some stuff sitting on the passenger
seat. She motioned like for waved her hand for him to move
it. Never looking at him. He moved it. He moved it y'all this
strange woman to get in the car. And she got in and sat down
and shut the door and looked over at him and screamed. He's
like, Yeah, hi. Not your car. All right. You know that you
have a basic car. If this happens to you. Right. So I had
that. And you guys I was fully happy with that. In fact, David
and I went down to one car because work from home just not
a lot of reasons to have two cars, you know, and just
whatever. So we went down to one car. We have one car. Almost the
whole time we lived in Texas, which is why I don't know how to
drive anywhere here because I've been a passenger princess
almost the entire time that I've lived here. Okay, just being
driven around with snacks. Happy, happy, happy life. And
then I told you guys I was tired. When I get tired, I get
loopy weird. So just get ready. Alright, so the other day, the
other day, meaning February, the other day, February of this
year, remember, my home is fine. And it's almost paid off. It's
almost fully paid off. I've had it that long. And I've never had
any problems with it. And it barely has any mileage on it
because I work from home and it's just been sitting there. I
wake up and God says to me, I want to invite you to go buy a
Kia Telluride today. And I was like, what? Like, I want to
invite you to buy a Kia Telluride. I was like, God, I
I know I don't need a car. I'm not looking for a car. And then
I spent about my day. And then later on that day, God said to
me, Jackie, I want to invite you to buy a Kia today. Kia
Telluride. And I said, Are you telling me my car's gonna break
down? No, your car's fine.
Well, God, I'm not asking for a new car.
And he said, I know you're not, but can't, can't I give you something that you're not
asking for?
Whoa.
What?
Come on guys.
No, I saw half of you go like, wait, what can I not give you something that you're not
asking for?
Can I give you something that you're not praying for?
Can I bless you with something?
How many of you have ever been blessed with something out of the blue that it's nice,
but you know, you never thought of it before.
You never asked for it.
You certainly didn't ask the person who gave it to you to give it to you.
You never even thought about having that thing.
Come on.
So I told my husband after God said that to me, I'm like, okay, I got to follow this through.
I told my husband, I said, God told me he's inviting me to get a Kia Telluride today.
And he had the same reaction.
He said, do you want a new car?
I said, no.
I said, but God said, and I told him, he said, can I bless you with something you didn't
ask for?
And he's like, whoa.
All right.
So we went over to the Kia place and you guys, I already have my stubborn little heart set
on this.
My car is almost paid off.
I don't need a car payment.
I don't need this.
I'm not going to jump into some kind of debt situation just to have a car.
So this is God then grace and ease friends.
And that's exactly what happened.
Not only did they give me an extraordinary amount of money for my used Honda CRV $21,000.
Okay.
Not only did they do that, but they also looked at my stuff, my amazing credit, because I've,
I've just kept that up and I really want to encourage you to do that.
Okay.
Please do that.
You can do it.
God helped me to do it and he can help you to do it too.
He can.
If you set your mind to that and say, this is the year, the next six months, I'm going
to be debt free.
Yes.
That seems impossible.
God said, grace and ease.
Maybe that's what all the lights are green for.
Maybe that's what they're green for right now is for you to have that, have that credit
score spring up and that debt be eradicated.
Maybe that's what it's for, but they took a look at my portfolio and they said, do you
own a company?
And I said, yeah.
They said, do you need any more tax breaks?
And I said, always.
And they said, okay, why don't you, we'll give you all this money for your Honda CRV,
but why don't you have your company actually lease this car and it's complete tax write
off right here.
God set me up y'all for what we all need.
And that's tax avoidance.
You heard it here first, not evasion avoidance.
All right, it's a joke, but we all need tax breaks.
We all need them.
We do.
Don't report me to the IRS.
I'm totally, I'm totally legit.
Okay.
I promise you.
Okay.
But so good, right?
I never, you guys, I didn't think about that.
Do you see how God is trying to become my financial planner?
Do you see him financial planning for me?
Do you see him taking care of stuff?
I didn't go to business school.
Maybe you did, but I didn't go to business school.
That never even crossed my mind, never to not only let go of my personal vehicle and
then have a company vehicle that it's, that is, is just beneficial for me.
It's a beneficial situation for me, right?
And then I have this nice Kia Telluride and I really like it.
If you've ever wondered about those cars, they're great.
10 years, a hundred thousand mile warranty.
Whoa.
They back up their products.
I love that.
Grace and ease, guys.
Let's activate that.
Father God, I thank you for your sons and daughters.
You are wooing them and inviting them into a season of things not being hard, hard ground
with the plow, but walking into freshly tilled soil.
Close your eyes.
I want you to activate.
I want you to see fields of freshly tilled soil.
Look at them.
You know what that looks like?
The ground's not hard anymore.
It's fresh.
It's been tilled up.
It's fluffy.
The ground's fluffy.
Look at those fields.
Some of them, all you can see is the soil, but there's seed in that ground.
Guys, there's never a greater act of faith than when a man or a woman takes a seed, a
farmer, and they go out and they put it in the soil and they continue to check back to
see if something grows.
That's faith.
And some of those fields, look at them.
Look at them.
Imagine them in your mind's eye.
Some of them have little green sprouts coming out.
Keep looking around at your fields.
Some of them, the sprouts are taller.
Some of them, the sprouts are budding.
Some of them, the sprouts are blossoming.
Some of them, the sprouts are fruiting.
They're fruiting.
Whether that looks like wheat or watermelons or strawberries. It doesn't matter what it looks like. They're fruiting
Corn
Knee-high by July. It's August now. It's tall
Picture that now the one that you see that is
Fruiting
Ask God, what is that? What does that field? What's that represent?
What's that represent in my life, where are the lights green
Where are those lights green right now?
Where is the wind at my back? Where is the grace and ease?
Where is the invitation?
to maybe even step into something that you didn't even ask for some of you're asking what that field is and God is saying something
To you that never even crossed your mind before you're like what?
What you talking about?
Yes, yes
If you want to share what that is, please go ahead and do that in the chat
Come on
Guys this can this this school season that we're going into
God's gonna educate you on your right fields that grace and ease knowledge is power. He's gonna do that
Teaching and traveling people have sunflowers. What are those sunflowers represent?
peace
Green lights over prophecy
Well, Bob, you're gonna love some of our guest mentors come and then blackberries and love
Black who's had that black prison of Sarah Tucker. Hmm. I have a thought on that my friend
It's all lavender all around me. I love fields of lavender
Orange trees sweet potatoes now, whatever it is that you're seeing. I don't want you to run off with it. Literally
I really want you to continue to put it before the Lord
If you really receive this word of all green lights you receive this word of grace and ease
The wind of heaven at your back in the season of you knowing which decision some of you are gonna have many options
There's more than one field that's fruiting and you're like, which one should I be harvesting right now?
And God's gonna say the one that there's the most grace and ease with
There's the one that that one
That's your sign. You want to sign? That's your sign
If you got to work it like a job, let's just take because we're all here for the spirit mate
Let's just talk about the dating thing
You're you're trying to talk to a couple people and one person it's like pulling teeth to get them to answer
Yeah, you were intrigued by them
Maybe you had some chemistry with them but trying to converse with them trying to get back together in person with them. It's just
It's hard but over here this person, you know, they they text you before you even text them
There they're ready to go on another date they're ready to see you again
Let's let's let go of what's hard
And it feels like we're forcing it
And let's go ahead and grab a hold of even if we think it's the inferior choice because you don't know
You have no idea
Maybe the other thing the thing that's not easy right now is the thing you think you want
Let's do it. Let's grab the other thing and see where that leads
Yes, yes, yes, yes, yes
Right. I want testimonies on this. I
Believe a lot of you can experience that all green lights
Situation and you're gonna be like wow and remember it builds
it builds
It went from one to another to another to another it builds
All right
Thank you for your sons and daughters Lord
Thank you for the season of all of our lives as we go back to school
Pray that you would highlight the subjects Lord that you want to teach us more about as a community individually
We know that you will father all of us. Well
Lead and guide us Holy Spirit spirit of truth into all truth into greater truth
In Jesus name. Amen. I love y'all. I'll see you this week. Bye everyone