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Good morning and welcome to Supernatural Saturday.

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If you are new here, as always, we welcome you and we are excited that you are on this

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journey with us.

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I think that you're going to begin to see more and more since you've pulled the trigger,

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since you jumped in, since you made the decision that community is where all of the supernatural

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change occurs.

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We're going to talk a little bit about that today, but we're going to get started here

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with a couple activations.

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I know we don't usually do that, so for all of you that are new, Supernatural Saturday

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is kind of a grab bag.

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We're following after Holy Spirit, but the main purpose of it is to lean into the current

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prophetic realities of heaven, of God, what is he doing?

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We all have a very specific set of circumstances that are surrounding our lives right now.

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Everybody's circumstances are different, but those circumstances are subject to change.

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They don't stay permanent.

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They're not permanent.

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Nothing in this life is permanent.

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Everything is temporary.

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You're always passing through, and a lot of times we just set up camp in places where

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we shouldn't.

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We should be just passing through, but everythingischanging.com should be our URL in this life.

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Everythingischanging.com.

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So if you don't love it, don't worry.

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It's going to change.

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If you do love it, get ready for the next season because it's going to change.

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It doesn't have to be a bad season.

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It's just going to be a season of change because that is what our lives are about here.

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Our lives are about being on the journey, being part of the process.

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So what do we want to do when we are surrounded by all these temporary circumstances?

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Maybe your set of circumstances has some facts that are associated with it, things that this

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world, that this culture, that this paradigm has told us, hey, this is a fact.

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This is based on science.

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This is based on statistics.

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But here's what I know.

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The truth of God and the truth of his reality and heaven's reality, it trumps facts every

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day of the week and twice on Sunday.

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Truth trumps fact.

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And so that's why it's important for us as a community to lean into, hey, what is God

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doing and what is he saying?

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What is he doing in our lives individually and what is he doing in our lives corporately

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because we are all revivalists called to this revival called marriage and family and

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last year, single.

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And so we want to make sure that we are on page with God and also locking arms and getting

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in sync with each other.

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And so that is what Supernatural Saturday is all about.

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So I want to start out today a little differently.

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I want to start out with an activation.

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So if you don't have anything to write with, go get something, right?

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Use your, use your phone if you're not using it to listen to this broadcast, get a piece

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of paper, get a pen, get your iPad, whatever you need.

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I'll give you a sec.

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And not to, you know, put the focus on Susan, but I said hi to her this morning because

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you know, she's on camera and she's got a little baby, a very what we call a fresh baby

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where I come from, a baby that just came out baby and it's not a grand baby, but it is a

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baby that she is taking care of because that assignment has come to her somehow and we

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can look at Susan and see that, you know, she's, you know, she's not in her twenties or

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thirties. She's not like in the childbearing years, let's just put it that way.

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And so the bottom line is, is that there's a reason why not, and I'm not, and I'm not

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downing any of you that are still hoping to have a natural baby.

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You're in your late forties, you know, you're in your early fifties, you know, you're still

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in that, still having cycles, still hoping that, you know, you're going to get to have a

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baby out of your own body.

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I'm not downing this, so please don't hear what I'm not saying.

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But there's a reason why I believe we don't have children past a certain age because I'm

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tired, y'all.

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I'm 50 and I'm doing well, I am, but I'm also like, I don't remember what it's like to have

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babies. So what I'm saying is that she has an assignment that God is empowering her to

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do because it's not necessarily in her natural makeup right now at this stage in age of

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life to do it.

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And I just want to release over all of you that you're going to be called upon to do

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things that you not feel equipped to do in this coming season.

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You're going to have to lean into the Lord, going to have to lean into supernatural grace

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and power in order to do what you cannot do in your own power.

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So get ready.

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Like, how do I get ready for that, Jackie?

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You said that it's not in my, it's not in my makeup,

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it's not in my power, it's not in my wheelhouse.

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Yes, but you can get ready by being in his presence

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and giving your yes.

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It's very important that we give our yeses.

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You know, you heard for those of you that were on,

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when I was just chatting with Susan,

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she said, I couldn't allow this child

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to go into a situation where it wasn't gonna be loved.

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I couldn't allow it to go into a very broken system

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where God knows, only God knows what would happen.

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I felt the call, I felt the unction,

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I felt the responsibility to step in

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and to do something about this.

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And I believe that this is a marker,

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this is a harbinger of what is coming for a lot of us.

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In fact, I just wanna go on this for a minute

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before we do our little activation.

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You know, God is gonna take the words,

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that's not my problem out of your vocabulary.

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He is.

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In the coming days, you watch,

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all of you are going to have something

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come across your path that you probably wouldn't have

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maybe a month ago thought was your assignment,

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your responsibility, your quote unquote problem, okay?

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But God's gonna say, hey, you know what?

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If you belong to me,

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then the problems of the earth belong to you.

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And through me and my empowerment,

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none of us have a problem, right?

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Because it's not a problem for the Lord.

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He's got all the tools, he's got all the resources,

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he has all the power.

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So I want you to raise your hand

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if you're willing to volunteer

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to be a problem solver.

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I call it a solutionary.

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Are you willing to be a solutionary

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to a problem in the earth?

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Are you willing to be a solutionary

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to someone else's problem?

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Remember, it's not your problem,

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but it's someone else's problem.

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They've gotten themselves wrapped up in a situation.

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Are you willing to provide a solution?

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Are you willing to be inconvenienced?

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Because it will be an inconvenience.

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Are you willing to allow someone's trouble

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to trouble you in your heart

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to a place where you say, I've got to take action?

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Okay, there's a lot of hands up.

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And I appreciate that, and I appreciate your honesty.

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Right, and for those of you that didn't raise your hand,

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because you're like, ah, I don't know, Jackie.

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I'm kind of hanging by a thread on my own right now.

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I don't really have the bandwidth.

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Well, here's the deal.

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You weren't actually created to bear your own burdens.

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The Bible says, cast your burdens and your cares upon me

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because I care for you.

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But in another scripture,

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it commands us to bear the burdens of others.

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And so while you're not created to carry your own weight,

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you are created to help carry someone else's weight.

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Very interesting, right?

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And so I submit to all of you

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that what we do for others, God makes happen for us.

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What we do for others,

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what we allow God to do through us for others,

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God also allows that to overflow onto our own lives.

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And so you'll find some of the things

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that have been troubling you and burdening you

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just disappearing when you focus on the trouble

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and burdens of someone else,

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obviously with boundaries and only by supernatural assignment

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for those of you that are helpers, okay?

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So for those of you that are like, I don't know, Jackie,

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I'm hanging by a thread.

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Ask God to give you a heart

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that's willing to be made willing, first of all.

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And then second of all,

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all of you that are helpers and over helpers,

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you help without boundaries, right?

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You help to your own detriment, okay?

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We're gonna bring balance to this assignment

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that I'm releasing and this word

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that I'm releasing over everyone.

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And this is what I wanna say to you.

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It's always a no when someone comes to you

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with a problem or trouble, unless God says yes,

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unless God says that he is using you

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and working through you to help them.

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Not everyone that comes to you,

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for those of you that are always attracting people

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with problems because they know that you're someone

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who will step in without boundaries and try to help

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and oftentimes make the problem even worse, okay?

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Because now we're enabling people, okay?

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They're not going to God, they're just going to you.

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And so what I wanna say to you is,

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is that if God's not helping them

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because they haven't asked him to,

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and he's specifically not helping them through you,

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then the best thing and the only thing

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that you can say is no, I'm sorry.

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Because if God's not in it, you shouldn't be in it either.

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Amen?

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Just because you see the need, for those of you that are really in tune to other broken

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people, just because you see the need does not make you the help.

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I can walk down the street right now and see a million needs, doesn't mean I'm the help.

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But when God moves on my heart, when God troubles my waters, when God speaks to me and says,

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you know, do this for them or do that for them or give this or give that, then I'm ready

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to go.

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But unless he says that, then all I usually do is just whisper a prayer that God would

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send them the help or that God would make them willing to receive help or come to a

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place where they're asking him to do something in their lives and then I just keep moving.

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I've learned that the hard way, you guys.

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I've learned that the hard way.

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I've gotten involved and entangled in many things that God was not doing in my life.

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And I have learned a lot of lessons.

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All right.

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So you guys ready to be activated?

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I want you to write down, and you got to be honest for this activation.

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In order for it to work, you have to really be honest, not with us, with yourself.

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You got to be honest with yourself.

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I want you to write down a list of things that you're currently in fear of, okay?

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Whether that's dying alone, whether that's financial stuff, whether it's health stuff,

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I want you to write down a list.

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And hopefully it's exhaustive, meaning that you include everything that you currently

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are worried about, just fears.

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You may not even be actively worried about it, but it's just a fear of yours.

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Let's write it down.

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It might have to do with your children.

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It might have to do with your parents, aging parents, doesn't matter what it is.

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It might have to do with the government, society, whatever it is, write it down.

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And for those of you that are willing, you could share a couple of yours in the chat

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so people get the idea of what it is that we're doing right now.

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Come on, write it down.

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This fear has some sort of predictor of loss in it.

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The fear of losing finances, the fear of losing family, the fear of missing out, the fear

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of losing health, it's fear of not having something or losing something at the very

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base of it.

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What are you afraid of losing?

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What are you afraid of missing out on or not having?

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Okay, so everyone finish up, finish up, finish up.

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You can go back to this in your quiet time with the Lord and talk to him about it.

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Go deeper into it.

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Guys, Supernatural Saturday is just, it's just supposed to be a starting point for you

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for this coming week.

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Something for you to dig into and consider.

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It's not supposed to be a place where everything comes out.

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It's supposed to be a place that just gets you started.

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All right, so here's the next statement that I want to make.

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losing, okay, not having losing, that's what you've put your trust in.

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Fear equals trust, write that down.

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Fear equals trust.

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Whatever you fear, you put your trust in that thing.

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You put your trust in marriage, you know, you put your trust in, you know, finances,

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you put your trust in whatever that thing is, instead of in God, and today we want to

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shift back our trust to being in God, in our creator, in our healer, in our provider, instead

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of having our trust be in whatever it is that we're worried about losing, amen, because

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you know what happens when our trust shifts back to God?

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We come into a place of rest, we come into a place of physical rest, emotional rest,

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spiritual rest, mental rest, financial rest, relational rest, we want that, we don't want

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to have our trust in, you know, one of the things that I wrote down is, you know, fear

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of losing health, you know, how many of you are afraid of the flu that's going around

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right now?

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You guys, it doesn't have to be disorder and disease, it can be just the flu, raise your

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hand if you've been like, oh man, I want to get that flu, everyone's been getting that

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flu.

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You guys, we saw what it looked like for an entire world to be afraid of a virus just

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a few years ago.

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We saw what happened when fear was allowed to run rampant because people were afraid

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of losing their health over a virus that was spreading around.

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I mean, we literally were quarantined, we were locked in our homes.

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You know what we lost?

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A lot of people did not lose their life in that pandemic, but you know what they did

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lose?

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They lost family, they lost community, and I'm not talking about lost family to death,

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I know people that still do not talk to this day because they are in different camps of

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vax and anti-vax.

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I'm not trying to make this a political situation, I'm not even telling you what side of the

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camp I'm on, okay?

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I'm not, well, I will tell you what side of the camp I'm on.

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I'm in the live and let live camp.

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I don't ever judge other people's moral decisions that they make before the Lord.

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I think everyone should pray and make decisions that are right for them based on what God's

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telling them to do.

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That's the camp that I live in, live and let live, okay?

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But there are people, I know people that had dinner with each other every week, had every

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holiday together, have not literally seen each other in four years.

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So people lost family, they lost friendships, they lost relationships, they lost communities.

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You know how many churches had to shut down because they just didn't have the money to

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stay open?

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Guys, all of this happened as a result of fear.

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I want to show you how detrimental fear can be when it's allowed to run rampant.

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So the one thing that we fear losing, perhaps, whatever that thing is right now in your life,

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you're orchestrating losing that thing, but instead you're losing something else.

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You're losing peace, you're losing freedom.

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You might be missing out and losing relationships that you didn't even know you could have.

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Losing finances.

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That's the thing about fear.

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When we live in fear, we don't actually know the cost of it until much later or even ever.

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You might never know what you could have had, had you not been living in fear.

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Does this make sense to everyone?

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God wants us to live fearlessly because once again, fear equals trust.

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Whatever we live in fear of, and you guys, it doesn't have to be constant fear, it doesn't

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have to be a situation where you're brooding over this thing every day, but it is a fear.

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It is a recurring fear.

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It is something that takes up your mind space and your heart space habitually.

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It pops up.

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And the problem is, is that the things that we dwell on in our hearts, the things that

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up space in our hearts, we already know that out of the heart, the quality of the heart flows the

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quality of the life. And so it does affect our behavior. It does affect our decisions.

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So we want to let go of this right now. We want to let go of it.

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We want to come into, you know, and I know people hate this and, you know,

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the Book of Job is very misunderstood, you guys, and it's very mistaught in so many places. And

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it really does scare a lot of people. Because if you read the Book of Job, it really

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looks like God is just allowing someone to just be beat up by the devil. And you're like,

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oh, whoa, wait, what? And it's like, what? But we do want to get to a place like Job where we say,

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okay, I trust the Lord, but even if, right, even if this doesn't work out the way that I want it to

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work out, even if what I'm trusting for doesn't exactly happen the way that I want it to,

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I will still praise the Lord, right? I don't mean it in church service. I don't mean with your hands

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raised. I don't mean on your knees, singing out. That's not what that means. And that's not what

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I mean. It just means that I will continue to trust the Lord. I will trust the Lord.

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I will trust him, that his ways are above my ways, and his thoughts are above my thoughts.

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That he is with me, and he is in me, and he is going to help me.

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So for those of you that just joined last year single, even if this is not my last year single,

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even if I'm still single at the beginning of 2026,

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I'm still going to believe in God's promises to me, and I'm still going to trust him.

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Because my hope and my faith is not in my marital status. It's in the Lord.

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It's in the Lord. It's in the Lord.

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Paul says something really good, and in the message translation, I don't

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really remember what the scripture is now, but I remember the impact that the scripture had on me.

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So as far as giving you chapter and verse, I cannot in this moment.

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But it basically says, wherever you are, whatever state you're in,

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you know, don't wish that you were somewhere else or with someone else.

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Just be glad to be here in this moment right now.

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Because it's God and not your marital status that defines you.

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It says that in a translation.

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I want to feel and think that it's in Corinthians, but

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once again, it's not going to be in your King James translation or your NIV translation.

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It's in one of the other translations, maybe the message probably.

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It sounds like a message translation to me.

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There are things that God has created us for. Marriage and family are one of those things,

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but there's a lot of things that block even God's original design in our lives.

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And a lot of those things don't even have anything to do with us.

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They have to do with the family that we originated from.

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They have to do with the state in the city that we live in.

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This is part of trust, you guys. This is part of surrendering your trust.

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When you stop fearing and you start trusting, guess what?

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You start getting blueprints, instructions, and maps.

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Who wants a map?

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Who wants a map?

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When we're living in this thing, all we can see is that thing.

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And all we can see is whatever we're afraid of that thing,

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not happening, happening, whatever it is.

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And so it cuts off our communication.

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It shuts us down to be able to hear

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anything but the noise and the static of fear.

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So when we shift our trust and say,

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Lord, I'm just surrendering this thing to you.

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You're my source.

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You're my creator. You're my provider.

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And remember, let's keep in mind, friends, that God is source.

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But when God wants to get something to us,

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no matter what it is, any kind of breakthrough,

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oftentimes he brings it in the form of a person.

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He brings in the form of a message, a person.

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He's the source.

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But he's the head of the Human Resource Department.

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He's the head of HR.

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for you guys, and he sends people.

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God works through people.

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Since the beginning of time,

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He's the lead for Black Lives Matter.

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he decided to work through people.

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I don't know that that was the best plan,

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There is no bridge across time or space for God to exist.

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but it was his plan, and here we are.

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In any action, any action without fear,

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Here we are.

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But you guys, when we surrender,

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and I'm doing this too,

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written down all my fears,

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all the things that I have fear of losing,

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and realizing if I have you, God, I have everything.

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In this moment, I have everything that I need

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for this moment.

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I have everything.

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I can rest.

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I don't have to be in turmoil.

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I don't have to be running around

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like a chicken with my head cut off

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trying to get what it is that I think I need.

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You provide my needs from your riches and glory.

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Everything that I have need of right this moment,

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right this moment, I have.

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And that's our problem, you guys.

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It's not just your problem.

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It's my problem.

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It's the human condition problem,

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and that is we don't live in this moment.

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We don't live in his presence in the present.

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We live in the future or the past.

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A lot of us live our lives

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in trying to prevent something that happened in the past

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from happening again.

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Write that down.

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That could be you.

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Your whole life is spent in trying to avoid things

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that have hurt you before.

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That causes a huge blind spot.

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You're not paying attention to the present of the present.

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The present is a present.

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Today is a present.

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It's a gift from God, and you can't focus on it

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if you're always looking in the rear view mirror,

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trying to make sure that someone's not coming up

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on your six.

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And then the rest of us, we're in the future

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trying to finagle something,

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trying to, you know, we're futuristic.

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We're future-minded, and that can be a gift,

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but it also can be a gift that's overextended by trauma

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that creates a weakness.

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That's right.

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All the gifts that God has given you,

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if they are overextended by the wrong mindsets,

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by trauma, by lies, by unbelief, by doubt,

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by all the horses of the apocalypse,

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if that's what happens, then it becomes a weakness.

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You can't just live in the future.

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The Bible says that tomorrow is gonna take care of itself.

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Doesn't it say that?

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And if you noticed, most worry,

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let's just get honest about this,

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most worry doesn't have anything to do

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with what's happening right now in this moment.

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It has to do with what you're forecasting

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might happen in the next moment,

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or the next moment, or the next moment.

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It's about the future.

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All worry is future-focused.

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And what is it?

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Is us putting our trust

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in the worst possible case scenario?

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Is us putting our trust in fear instead of faith

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that God's got us,

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that weeping may endure for the night,

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but joy comes in the morning?

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It's what it is.

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Trust me, I have had many a worrisome moment in my life,

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and everything that I was worried about

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were things that had not happened yet.

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And you guys, all of this war is against rest.

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Right now, I'm supposed to be resting.

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David and I are on a little four-day vacation

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with some friends, some business partners,

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and I am literally looking out at the ocean right now,

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and I'm also looking out at a whale right now,

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right now in my present life.

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I am looking out at the ocean,

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and there's a whale just showing off for me right now.

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He's just jumping out of the ocean,

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and I'm looking out at the ocean,

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and he's just showing off for me right now.

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He's just jumping out of the water

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with his big old whale self.

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Now he's squirting water out of his blowhole.

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Oh my God, there's two.

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There's a baby and a mama whale.

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How majestic, how amazing,

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how many moments like this,

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and I'm not talking about being on vacation

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and seeing a whale.

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By the way, I've never seen a whale in my entire life.

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for this time before this vacation, but how many times is God doing something spectacular

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for us?

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He's showing off right in front of us and we absolutely don't notice it because we are

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too entrenched in the trust that we have put in whatever we're afraid of losing.

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I'm just going to go even further here with Holy Spirit because I feel him saying this.

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Some of y'all need to lose the thing that you're afraid of losing.

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You need to just let it go.

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You need to lose it.

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You need to stop holding on for dear life.

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You have it in a death grip.

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Whether it's a relationship, I'm really feeling that, and it doesn't have to be a romantic

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relationship.

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It could be a relationship with your children, with your parents, with a friend.

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It could be a community.

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It could be a job relationship, meaning like your relationship with a place of employment.

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You're constantly worried about that thing slipping through your fingers.

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Let it go.

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Release your grip and see what happens.

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For some of you, it might actually go.

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It might actually be released and leave and end, dry up.

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Some of you are watering things that are dead.

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They're dead.

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They're not going to come back to life.

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You're worryingly watering something that is not going to bear fruit again.

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It isn't.

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You got to let it go.

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You got to sign the DNR, the do not resuscitate and just let that thing die because something

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better is coming.

484
00:31:57.300 --> 00:31:59.780
So for some of you, whatever you have a death grip on, let it go.

485
00:31:59.780 --> 00:32:00.780
It might die.

486
00:32:00.780 --> 00:32:01.780
It might disappear.

487
00:32:01.780 --> 00:32:06.860
It might fall apart, but it's only falling apart so something better can fall together.

488
00:32:06.860 --> 00:32:12.340
Y'all, there was a whale tail.

489
00:32:12.340 --> 00:32:24.460
I have a little private show here.

490
00:32:24.460 --> 00:32:31.780
God wants to show you, Jeremiah 33, three, come to me.

491
00:32:31.780 --> 00:32:40.380
He's going to show us, he's going to tell us what mysteries, things that we know not.

492
00:32:40.380 --> 00:32:44.540
He's our source.

493
00:32:44.540 --> 00:32:49.380
Doesn't want us to live in fear anymore and he doesn't want us to live in fear of losing

494
00:32:49.380 --> 00:32:57.540
something that's inferior to what we would gain if we actually just released it.

495
00:32:57.540 --> 00:32:58.540
Isn't that the rub?

496
00:32:58.540 --> 00:33:04.780
You guys, the very thing that we're holding onto for dear life isn't even worthy of us.

497
00:33:04.780 --> 00:33:15.300
There's something so much better, something so much better.

498
00:33:15.300 --> 00:33:19.740
And for those of you that are afraid of losing something that is worthy, like your health

499
00:33:19.740 --> 00:33:23.780
or something like that, just let go of the fear of it so you can get the blueprint and

500
00:33:23.780 --> 00:33:29.180
the map on how to not lose it.

501
00:33:29.180 --> 00:33:36.740
The true blueprint, the true map.

502
00:33:36.740 --> 00:33:52.500
Let peace come and show you the way.

503
00:33:52.500 --> 00:34:05.220
All right, lean into Holy Spirit today, you guys, just letting God really activate us in this.

504
00:34:05.220 --> 00:34:06.660
This is very, very important.

505
00:34:06.660 --> 00:34:07.860
This could be life-changing.

506
00:34:07.860 --> 00:34:16.139
This could be a life-changing moment.

507
00:34:16.139 --> 00:34:18.659
Just take a couple minutes.

508
00:34:18.659 --> 00:34:24.460
Take a couple minutes, everything that you wrote down, just release that thing.

509
00:34:24.460 --> 00:34:30.340
Want you to close your eyes and picture yourself just opening your hands, loosening your grip

510
00:34:30.340 --> 00:34:33.100
and letting it go.

511
00:34:33.100 --> 00:34:36.580
Letting that fear go.

512
00:34:36.580 --> 00:34:42.060
Bringing that to the foot of the cross and laying it down at the feet of Jesus and saying,

513
00:34:42.060 --> 00:34:45.699
I don't want this anymore.

514
00:34:45.699 --> 00:34:48.780
I can't carry this anymore.

515
00:34:48.780 --> 00:34:52.620
Some of you have a fear of losing your singleness.

516
00:34:52.620 --> 00:34:53.620
Let me say this.

517
00:34:53.620 --> 00:34:59.820
You have a fear of losing your singleness to the wrong person, losing your autonomy,

518
00:35:00.000 --> 00:35:03.600
your, you know, this gift, I don't mean the gift of singleness,

519
00:35:03.600 --> 00:35:08.000
but the gift of you losing this gift of you by giving it to the

520
00:35:08.000 --> 00:35:11.700
wrong person and getting wrong, getting involved in the wrong

521
00:35:11.700 --> 00:35:12.500
partnership.

522
00:35:16.800 --> 00:35:19.400
You have a fear of marrying the wrong person.

523
00:35:21.500 --> 00:35:22.400
You got to let it go.

524
00:35:24.400 --> 00:35:26.100
It's causing massive blind spot.

525
00:35:30.300 --> 00:35:31.400
Come on, release it.

526
00:35:34.400 --> 00:35:35.900
Release it to the Lord say Lord.

527
00:35:35.900 --> 00:35:39.300
I trust you that if I let go of this fear.

528
00:35:41.600 --> 00:35:42.500
I let it go.

529
00:35:43.200 --> 00:35:47.800
You're going to give me peace and joy.

530
00:35:49.000 --> 00:35:50.800
You're going to give me instructions.

531
00:35:50.900 --> 00:35:53.900
Now when I say that don't get it twisted.

532
00:35:53.900 --> 00:35:56.800
Don't think that the heavens are going to open when you meet

533
00:35:56.800 --> 00:36:01.600
the person that would be a healthy and good and productive

534
00:36:01.600 --> 00:36:02.900
partner for you.

535
00:36:04.100 --> 00:36:07.300
That you're going to know and it's going to be all know you

536
00:36:07.300 --> 00:36:07.600
guys.

537
00:36:07.600 --> 00:36:10.100
I'm going to tell you you need to know this.

538
00:36:10.500 --> 00:36:14.600
I've had a front-row seat to thousands of relationships and

539
00:36:14.600 --> 00:36:16.800
it just doesn't happen like that.

540
00:36:19.600 --> 00:36:20.700
It just doesn't.

541
00:36:21.800 --> 00:36:23.200
I know you wish it would.

542
00:36:23.700 --> 00:36:27.700
And the reason why you wish it would is because you don't trust

543
00:36:27.700 --> 00:36:28.400
yourself.

544
00:36:30.700 --> 00:36:31.500
You don't.

545
00:36:35.100 --> 00:36:36.800
Some of you have the fear of self.

546
00:36:41.600 --> 00:36:44.600
And you need to know that God trusts you.

547
00:36:44.900 --> 00:36:45.800
You can trust you.

548
00:36:45.800 --> 00:36:46.800
God trusts you.

549
00:36:48.200 --> 00:36:49.200
You love God.

550
00:36:50.200 --> 00:36:53.200
He can lead you.

551
00:36:53.200 --> 00:36:54.200
He can guide you.

552
00:36:59.300 --> 00:37:04.400
He can show you what you need to see when and if you need to see

553
00:37:04.400 --> 00:37:04.700
it.

554
00:37:04.700 --> 00:37:08.700
That's important when and if you need to see it and that goes

555
00:37:08.700 --> 00:37:10.600
with everything not just relationships.

556
00:37:11.700 --> 00:37:17.800
A lot of us dig around in the garbage at nighttime trying to

557
00:37:17.800 --> 00:37:19.000
find clues.

558
00:37:21.000 --> 00:37:22.400
About other people.

559
00:37:23.300 --> 00:37:27.000
About communities about relationships friendships.

560
00:37:27.400 --> 00:37:31.200
Yes, it's a weird analogy, but or it's a weird word picture.

561
00:37:31.200 --> 00:37:34.600
But the reason why I say that is because you're trying.

562
00:37:36.000 --> 00:37:39.000
To find out information that's above your pay grade.

563
00:37:42.700 --> 00:37:44.500
There's some stuff that you don't need to know.

564
00:37:46.300 --> 00:37:47.600
You just don't need to know it.

565
00:37:48.300 --> 00:37:52.200
All it's going to cause in you is fear.

566
00:37:54.300 --> 00:37:55.900
When there's nothing to be afraid of.

567
00:37:58.000 --> 00:38:01.000
Think back to a time where you know, you found out because you

568
00:38:01.000 --> 00:38:03.600
were being nosy you were being fearful.

569
00:38:04.000 --> 00:38:08.500
So you were digging around and you found out something that

570
00:38:08.500 --> 00:38:12.100
caused you to be biased to be prejudiced about something.

571
00:38:12.100 --> 00:38:17.700
It caused you to you know, to have bad bad feeling or bad

572
00:38:17.700 --> 00:38:21.300
thoughts about someone or someplace or something.

573
00:38:22.300 --> 00:38:26.800
And it really wasn't necessary for you to have any of that.

574
00:38:30.100 --> 00:38:32.200
It biased you in the wrong way.

575
00:38:37.100 --> 00:38:40.900
Bias you you ask the wrong questions to the wrong people.

576
00:38:42.800 --> 00:38:43.500
What were you doing?

577
00:38:43.500 --> 00:38:46.000
You're trying to protect yourself, but instead of protecting

578
00:38:46.100 --> 00:38:50.800
yourself what ended up happening is you ended up blocking

579
00:38:50.800 --> 00:38:53.000
yourself from going forward.

580
00:38:53.100 --> 00:38:55.100
I'm just going to tell you guys something that might hurt your

581
00:38:55.100 --> 00:38:57.400
feelings, but there's dirt on everyone.

582
00:39:03.500 --> 00:39:04.900
There's dirt on everything.

583
00:39:05.800 --> 00:39:08.400
For those of you that are virtue signaling and trying to use

584
00:39:08.400 --> 00:39:10.000
this company instead of that company.

585
00:39:10.000 --> 00:39:13.100
They're all corrupt friends greed.

586
00:39:13.100 --> 00:39:16.500
Is that the root of all of it?

587
00:39:18.000 --> 00:39:21.900
The Bible says not money, but the love of money is the root

588
00:39:21.900 --> 00:39:26.300
of all evil and I'm telling you the love of money is behind

589
00:39:26.300 --> 00:39:28.200
pretty much every corporation out there.

590
00:39:28.400 --> 00:39:31.500
So if you think that you know, you're doing well by supporting

591
00:39:31.500 --> 00:39:32.800
this one instead of that one.

592
00:39:32.800 --> 00:39:35.100
I'm just telling you what there's dirt everywhere.

593
00:39:37.600 --> 00:39:39.500
And so what you have to make a decision.

594
00:39:40.500 --> 00:39:45.500
Is this product or is this thing this service whatever it is

595
00:39:45.500 --> 00:39:46.400
they're providing?

596
00:39:46.400 --> 00:39:47.800
Is it going to benefit me?

597
00:39:48.200 --> 00:39:51.100
It doesn't really matter what their motivations were in creating

598
00:39:51.100 --> 00:39:53.100
it. Is it right for me?

599
00:40:00.000 --> 00:40:01.160
Is it right?

600
00:40:05.320 --> 00:40:08.120
It doesn't matter when you meet someone who they used to be.

601
00:40:08.120 --> 00:40:10.360
All that matters is who are they right now

602
00:40:10.360 --> 00:40:12.580
and who do they wanna be

603
00:40:12.580 --> 00:40:14.680
and who are they gonna be in the future?

604
00:40:19.880 --> 00:40:21.320
That's what's more important.

605
00:40:24.160 --> 00:40:25.800
Do you see hunger in them?

606
00:40:26.800 --> 00:40:30.240
Do you see a teachable part in them?

607
00:40:30.240 --> 00:40:32.800
Not towards you, you're not their teacher,

608
00:40:32.800 --> 00:40:34.080
but towards God, towards their,

609
00:40:34.080 --> 00:40:35.420
do they have mentors in their life?

610
00:40:35.420 --> 00:40:37.640
Are they on a growth track?

611
00:40:37.640 --> 00:40:39.040
Are they on a growth track?

612
00:40:43.720 --> 00:40:44.560
Are they?

613
00:40:45.880 --> 00:40:48.680
Some of you have put your trust in your own discernment.

614
00:40:48.680 --> 00:40:50.780
Your trust is not in God, it's in you.

615
00:40:52.160 --> 00:40:54.220
It's in what you think God gave you.

616
00:40:54.260 --> 00:40:56.580
It's in the gifts instead of the gift giver.

617
00:40:57.660 --> 00:40:58.980
And you know what?

618
00:40:58.980 --> 00:41:01.460
That's why you're zigging instead of zagging.

619
00:41:01.460 --> 00:41:04.460
Because when you put your trust in a gift instead of God,

620
00:41:05.540 --> 00:41:07.180
that gift's gonna go AWOL.

621
00:41:12.440 --> 00:41:14.120
I love the gifts of the spirit,

622
00:41:14.120 --> 00:41:17.100
but our trust was never meant to be put in them.

623
00:41:17.100 --> 00:41:19.860
The gifts of the spirit were for the edification

624
00:41:19.860 --> 00:41:21.740
and the maturing of the body of Christ.

625
00:41:21.740 --> 00:41:22.940
That's what they're for.

626
00:41:23.820 --> 00:41:25.860
And it's possible, if you're putting your trust

627
00:41:25.860 --> 00:41:27.540
in your gift, that it's actually making you

628
00:41:27.540 --> 00:41:31.000
more spiritually immature, not more spiritually mature.

629
00:41:35.380 --> 00:41:38.180
The whales, you guys, the whales are still going at it.

630
00:41:44.540 --> 00:41:46.220
You know what, guys?

631
00:41:46.220 --> 00:41:48.580
I just thought of this spiritually.

632
00:41:48.580 --> 00:41:51.920
I can see the whale on the top of the water right now,

633
00:41:51.920 --> 00:41:54.040
blowhole, water spurting.

634
00:41:54.040 --> 00:41:59.040
But there's so much going on under the surface, right?

635
00:41:59.040 --> 00:42:00.920
I can see some stuff on the surface,

636
00:42:00.920 --> 00:42:03.120
but the majority of what's happening out there

637
00:42:03.120 --> 00:42:06.640
is happening under the surface.

638
00:42:08.740 --> 00:42:10.060
Under the surface.

639
00:42:12.400 --> 00:42:13.240
Deeper.

640
00:42:15.600 --> 00:42:16.880
So Father, we thank you, God,

641
00:42:16.880 --> 00:42:19.060
that deep calls to deep this morning.

642
00:42:19.980 --> 00:42:22.640
That you're calling us out in the deep places.

643
00:42:23.560 --> 00:42:24.600
In the deep places.

644
00:42:24.600 --> 00:42:26.740
We see what's on the surface of our lives.

645
00:42:26.740 --> 00:42:29.280
We see ourselves very superficially,

646
00:42:30.420 --> 00:42:31.660
but you see us.

647
00:42:32.500 --> 00:42:34.020
You see the deep things.

648
00:42:36.140 --> 00:42:37.460
Deep in the heart.

649
00:42:39.620 --> 00:42:41.740
So we're just asking you, Lord,

650
00:42:43.220 --> 00:42:45.820
all that stuff that's in the unseen,

651
00:42:45.820 --> 00:42:47.740
for it to come to the scene,

652
00:42:47.740 --> 00:42:50.140
for us to understand what you understand about us,

653
00:42:50.140 --> 00:42:52.900
for us to see ourselves as you see us.

654
00:42:52.900 --> 00:42:54.420
And if there's anything that we're holding on to,

655
00:42:54.420 --> 00:42:56.460
anything that's holding us back,

656
00:42:56.460 --> 00:42:58.780
any fears that we put our trust in, Lord,

657
00:42:58.780 --> 00:43:01.340
that you would reveal and heal them.

658
00:43:02.380 --> 00:43:03.980
Heal them at the root, Lord.

659
00:43:09.300 --> 00:43:11.860
We thank you for your goodness this morning, Lord.

660
00:43:13.380 --> 00:43:15.980
We thank you that you want us to be free from fear

661
00:43:15.980 --> 00:43:18.120
and live in full trust of you.

662
00:43:19.460 --> 00:43:23.640
That your plan has always been good for us,

663
00:43:24.780 --> 00:43:27.020
to give us the future that we're hoping for.

664
00:43:27.020 --> 00:43:28.540
And so, Lord, we just declare that

665
00:43:28.540 --> 00:43:30.680
and release that over all of us right now.

666
00:43:32.580 --> 00:43:36.580
Clean our heart lens, remove our blind spots,

667
00:43:38.500 --> 00:43:42.380
send us human resources to bring breakthrough

668
00:43:42.380 --> 00:43:44.260
in areas where we've been stuck.

669
00:43:46.980 --> 00:43:49.700
Help us to understand that before we even know

670
00:43:49.700 --> 00:43:52.540
we have a problem, you already have a solution

671
00:43:52.540 --> 00:43:55.260
and a solutionary that's been matched with us.

672
00:43:58.340 --> 00:44:01.540
Help us to put our trust in those solutions,

673
00:44:01.540 --> 00:44:03.260
even if they come in the form of people

674
00:44:03.260 --> 00:44:04.700
that we're not expecting.

675
00:44:07.740 --> 00:44:10.460
Even if they come in the form of people that,

676
00:44:10.460 --> 00:44:14.260
you know, maybe we wouldn't have wanted

677
00:44:15.260 --> 00:44:17.300
it to come in the form of that person.

678
00:44:22.460 --> 00:44:24.340
You're always offending our minds, Lord,

679
00:44:24.340 --> 00:44:26.940
to show us how hard our hearts are.

680
00:44:26.940 --> 00:44:29.380
And so, Lord, when that offense comes,

681
00:44:31.860 --> 00:44:33.260
and when we look at something and say,

682
00:44:33.260 --> 00:44:36.020
no, that can't be it,

683
00:44:37.820 --> 00:44:41.460
that Holy Spirit, you point to that hard place of our heart

684
00:44:41.500 --> 00:44:46.500
as to why we would be resistant to that solution.

685
00:44:47.060 --> 00:44:49.180
You show us that calloused place

686
00:44:52.660 --> 00:44:56.500
and help soften it so we can receive your help,

687
00:44:56.500 --> 00:45:00.260
your provision, your solution, your breakthrough in Jesus.

688
00:45:00.000 --> 00:45:00.840
this name.

689
00:45:02.060 --> 00:45:04.320
Guys, we're getting, we're getting somewhere.

690
00:45:06.860 --> 00:45:08.680
We're gonna get somewhere.

691
00:45:08.680 --> 00:45:11.620
So I want you to really think about

692
00:45:11.620 --> 00:45:13.580
going into tomorrow's activation

693
00:45:13.580 --> 00:45:15.480
if you can make it to Sunday night activation.

694
00:45:15.480 --> 00:45:17.680
You know, what does rest look like for you?

695
00:45:18.780 --> 00:45:19.660
What does it look like?

696
00:45:19.660 --> 00:45:22.940
Mental rest, emotional rest, spiritual rest.

697
00:45:22.940 --> 00:45:25.140
What does it look like to trust God?

698
00:45:25.140 --> 00:45:26.920
Not putting your trust in fear,

699
00:45:27.780 --> 00:45:29.300
but putting your trust in God.

700
00:45:30.880 --> 00:45:34.240
What does that look like for you specifically?

701
00:45:34.240 --> 00:45:37.300
You could be in a paradise like where I am right now,

702
00:45:39.040 --> 00:45:41.200
watching three whales, a school of whales,

703
00:45:41.200 --> 00:45:44.520
swim in the ocean and still not be at rest.

704
00:45:44.520 --> 00:45:47.320
Rest does not have anything to do with your environment.

705
00:45:47.320 --> 00:45:48.240
Write that down.

706
00:45:50.040 --> 00:45:52.840
Rest is a state of mind, it's a state of heart,

707
00:45:52.840 --> 00:45:54.240
it's a state of your spirit.

708
00:45:55.200 --> 00:45:59.060
I remember when I had gone through all of the things

709
00:45:59.060 --> 00:46:02.420
with my former church and my pastor going to prison

710
00:46:02.420 --> 00:46:05.340
and losing my marriage and losing all of my friends

711
00:46:05.340 --> 00:46:07.780
and my church family and my mentors

712
00:46:07.780 --> 00:46:10.720
and really my support system in one week, you guys,

713
00:46:10.720 --> 00:46:11.940
I lost everything.

714
00:46:11.940 --> 00:46:14.160
I had a nervous breakdown.

715
00:46:14.160 --> 00:46:15.900
I thought I was gonna lose my life.

716
00:46:17.120 --> 00:46:20.440
I was that sick mentally and physically.

717
00:46:20.440 --> 00:46:21.280
It was bad.

718
00:46:22.180 --> 00:46:24.900
Was telling my family to take care of my child

719
00:46:25.900 --> 00:46:29.500
because I was not expecting to make it out alive.

720
00:46:31.620 --> 00:46:34.580
And I actually was very welcoming to the thought of death.

721
00:46:34.580 --> 00:46:36.720
Death sounded like rest for me.

722
00:46:37.720 --> 00:46:39.460
That's how much turmoil I was in.

723
00:46:41.580 --> 00:46:46.580
It sounded like peace, it sounded like a reprieve.

724
00:46:46.580 --> 00:46:47.420
Reprieve.

725
00:46:53.740 --> 00:46:56.020
And after I came through that fire,

726
00:46:58.300 --> 00:46:59.540
some good things happened.

727
00:46:59.540 --> 00:47:02.100
I met my husband, he's my neighbor, we got married,

728
00:47:02.100 --> 00:47:05.900
but immediately more problems started.

729
00:47:09.060 --> 00:47:10.820
Pretty serious problems.

730
00:47:10.820 --> 00:47:14.240
And I remember just saying to the Lord, no, God, no.

731
00:47:15.240 --> 00:47:18.640
I just came out of this long season of things

732
00:47:18.640 --> 00:47:22.160
that tried to kill me, tried to destroy me.

733
00:47:24.840 --> 00:47:26.520
It's a long season of this.

734
00:47:27.480 --> 00:47:28.760
How can this be possible

735
00:47:28.760 --> 00:47:31.760
that I'm going back into another furnace?

736
00:47:31.760 --> 00:47:32.600
How?

737
00:47:35.880 --> 00:47:38.640
You know, praying against the enemy, rebuking the devourer,

738
00:47:38.640 --> 00:47:41.080
doing all the spiritual things.

739
00:47:41.080 --> 00:47:43.760
And the Lord said, I said, Lord, I just want peace.

740
00:47:43.800 --> 00:47:45.720
I just want peace.

741
00:47:45.720 --> 00:47:47.240
And he said to me, he said, Jackie, he said,

742
00:47:47.240 --> 00:47:50.360
peace doesn't have anything to do with your circumstances.

743
00:47:50.360 --> 00:47:53.140
He said, peace is a place and it's in me.

744
00:47:54.540 --> 00:47:56.880
There's a place where you can come into the eye of the storm

745
00:47:56.880 --> 00:47:58.960
and you can be in rest with me,

746
00:47:58.960 --> 00:48:01.640
regardless of what's happening around you.

747
00:48:01.640 --> 00:48:02.480
And you guys, I'm just gonna be honest with you,

748
00:48:02.480 --> 00:48:04.120
I did not like that answer.

749
00:48:05.900 --> 00:48:09.440
I wasn't like, oh Lord, that's so sweet and nice.

750
00:48:09.440 --> 00:48:10.800
Yes, Lord.

751
00:48:10.800 --> 00:48:13.480
No, no.

752
00:48:14.240 --> 00:48:15.800
I wanted him to calm the storm.

753
00:48:15.800 --> 00:48:17.280
I wanted him to Jesus that,

754
00:48:17.280 --> 00:48:19.720
get up on that boat and tell that storm to stop.

755
00:48:22.360 --> 00:48:23.400
That's what I wanted.

756
00:48:25.560 --> 00:48:28.180
But it's true, peace is a place in him.

757
00:48:28.180 --> 00:48:29.880
That's what it is, the loam.

758
00:48:29.880 --> 00:48:32.960
It's a place where the chaos is devoured

759
00:48:35.160 --> 00:48:38.940
and your eyes are fixed on him and your trust is in him.

760
00:48:39.880 --> 00:48:42.940
And I've had to go to that place many times in my life.

761
00:48:43.300 --> 00:48:45.140
When my mom was laying in front of me,

762
00:48:46.500 --> 00:48:47.740
leaving this earth.

763
00:48:48.580 --> 00:48:51.300
And she wasn't leaving this earth peacefully, y'all.

764
00:48:51.300 --> 00:48:52.560
I know we have stories of that.

765
00:48:52.560 --> 00:48:55.380
Oh, it was so spiritual and so supernatural.

766
00:48:55.380 --> 00:48:57.500
And I was by their bedside

767
00:48:57.500 --> 00:48:59.260
and I could feel the angels in the room

768
00:48:59.260 --> 00:49:01.760
and they transitioned to heaven in the arms of Jesus.

769
00:49:01.760 --> 00:49:02.600
No, y'all.

770
00:49:03.580 --> 00:49:06.220
It was in the ICU and there were breathing tubes

771
00:49:06.220 --> 00:49:09.660
and there were like sudden jerk movements

772
00:49:09.660 --> 00:49:12.500
and there was visible pain and anguish

773
00:49:13.020 --> 00:49:13.860
and just chaos.

774
00:49:19.660 --> 00:49:21.300
It's chaos.

775
00:49:21.300 --> 00:49:26.300
And yet I was in the peace bubble with the Lord.

776
00:49:29.180 --> 00:49:31.580
I remember many times during that entire

777
00:49:31.580 --> 00:49:34.140
four year long season, God's like,

778
00:49:34.140 --> 00:49:38.160
Jackie, don't look at this, look at me.

779
00:49:43.500 --> 00:49:46.280
Look at me.

780
00:49:50.460 --> 00:49:51.660
Look at me.

781
00:49:51.660 --> 00:49:53.020
And you know what my response was,

782
00:49:53.020 --> 00:49:55.380
Lord, I'm looking at you.

783
00:49:55.380 --> 00:49:57.320
Look at me.

784
00:49:58.780 --> 00:50:00.040
Look back at me.

785
00:50:00.000 --> 00:50:04.560
I need to see you seeing me right now.

786
00:50:04.560 --> 00:50:11.520
I'm looking at you, but look at me."

787
00:50:11.520 --> 00:50:15.360
And every day, you guys, I would see God looking at me.

788
00:50:15.360 --> 00:50:17.560
Something would happen that let me know.

789
00:50:17.560 --> 00:50:22.240
Many, many Godwings to let me know, hey, kid, I see you.

790
00:50:22.240 --> 00:50:26.240
Hey, little girl, I see you.

791
00:50:30.040 --> 00:50:32.600
I see you.

792
00:50:32.600 --> 00:50:34.680
It's not easy, you guys.

793
00:50:34.680 --> 00:50:35.840
The Bible says what?

794
00:50:35.840 --> 00:50:40.240
It says labor to enter into my rest.

795
00:50:40.240 --> 00:50:42.920
It's not easy in this chaotic world.

796
00:50:42.920 --> 00:50:44.240
It's not.

797
00:50:44.240 --> 00:50:46.200
I'm not telling you anything that's easy,

798
00:50:46.200 --> 00:50:48.600
but I am telling you something that's worth it.

799
00:50:53.280 --> 00:50:56.320
We have to practice this, and we have to nurture this.

800
00:50:56.320 --> 00:50:57.720
But I want to tell you guys something,

801
00:50:57.720 --> 00:51:00.600
and this is something that I'm going to be talking more about

802
00:51:00.600 --> 00:51:02.360
and give you a little taste of it right now,

803
00:51:02.360 --> 00:51:05.000
just a little taste of this honey right now.

804
00:51:05.000 --> 00:51:06.600
But I just want you to know that we're

805
00:51:06.600 --> 00:51:07.800
going to go further into this.

806
00:51:07.800 --> 00:51:09.640
But I want you to begin to think about this,

807
00:51:09.640 --> 00:51:11.800
and maybe we'll tackle this on our next Supernatural

808
00:51:11.800 --> 00:51:13.200
Saturday.

809
00:51:13.200 --> 00:51:16.560
I received a word for my 50th birthday

810
00:51:16.560 --> 00:51:19.200
that, just like Jonathan, do you remember

811
00:51:19.200 --> 00:51:22.080
where he killed the lion and he came back?

812
00:51:22.080 --> 00:51:24.680
And not Jonathan, Samson?

813
00:51:24.680 --> 00:51:28.040
OK, I'm going to figure out that Bible story in a minute.

814
00:51:28.040 --> 00:51:33.720
But the thing that tried to kill him came back later,

815
00:51:33.720 --> 00:51:36.600
and there was honey in it, and it actually sustained him.

816
00:51:36.600 --> 00:51:38.440
Do you guys know the story I'm talking about?

817
00:51:38.440 --> 00:51:39.960
Yeah, Samson, that's what I thought.

818
00:51:39.960 --> 00:51:41.560
It's like, wait, not Jonathan, Samson.

819
00:51:41.560 --> 00:51:47.280
OK, so the word that I received for my birthday

820
00:51:47.280 --> 00:51:51.840
was that I was going to be able to eat the honey from a past

821
00:51:51.880 --> 00:51:54.800
battle in this season.

822
00:51:54.800 --> 00:51:56.720
I was going to be able to experience

823
00:51:56.720 --> 00:52:01.400
the sweetness and the sustenance that

824
00:52:01.400 --> 00:52:05.880
came from some battle in my past in this season.

825
00:52:05.880 --> 00:52:09.480
And I want to release that over you.

826
00:52:09.480 --> 00:52:10.760
I want to release that over you.

827
00:52:10.760 --> 00:52:12.560
I believe that that is a corporate word.

828
00:52:12.560 --> 00:52:14.840
It's not just a Jackie word, although I am fully

829
00:52:14.840 --> 00:52:15.880
receiving it for myself.

830
00:52:18.800 --> 00:52:21.040
And I know that you've had a lot of battles in your life

831
00:52:21.040 --> 00:52:24.000
that maybe you have not Romans 828,

832
00:52:24.000 --> 00:52:26.240
meaning you haven't seen the goodness of those things.

833
00:52:26.240 --> 00:52:29.440
God promises to work all things to our good.

834
00:52:29.440 --> 00:52:31.400
You haven't seen the good yet.

835
00:52:31.400 --> 00:52:33.840
You haven't tasted the honey from that yet.

836
00:52:33.840 --> 00:52:36.000
And so your mind might go a million places like,

837
00:52:36.000 --> 00:52:37.880
oh, it's this thing or it's that thing.

838
00:52:37.880 --> 00:52:39.760
And I don't want you to do that.

839
00:52:39.760 --> 00:52:41.680
I want you just to ponder it in your heart,

840
00:52:41.680 --> 00:52:45.720
and I want you to let Holy Spirit show you.

841
00:52:45.720 --> 00:52:46.640
Because I did that too.

842
00:52:46.640 --> 00:52:50.600
I was like, oh, it's got to be this.

843
00:52:50.640 --> 00:52:52.680
It's got to be that.

844
00:52:52.680 --> 00:52:54.600
And I just want to let you know that it

845
00:52:54.600 --> 00:52:56.240
wasn't either of those things.

846
00:52:56.240 --> 00:53:00.160
It was actually something that I wasn't expecting at all.

847
00:53:00.160 --> 00:53:01.200
God's revealed it to me.

848
00:53:01.200 --> 00:53:01.700
Guess what?

849
00:53:01.700 --> 00:53:05.360
It's already happening on this trip.

850
00:53:05.360 --> 00:53:07.440
It was very, very profound.

851
00:53:07.440 --> 00:53:09.480
God will take you back sometimes to locations.

852
00:53:09.480 --> 00:53:14.000
You guys, I had a trauma that started in Cabo San Lucas

853
00:53:14.000 --> 00:53:17.440
15 years ago.

854
00:53:17.440 --> 00:53:23.720
I met a person, a business partner in Cabo,

855
00:53:23.720 --> 00:53:26.760
the only other time I've ever been here.

856
00:53:26.760 --> 00:53:31.920
And it started a nightmare experience for me.

857
00:53:31.920 --> 00:53:34.640
It didn't start right then.

858
00:53:34.640 --> 00:53:37.320
It took about two years to unfold,

859
00:53:37.320 --> 00:53:40.400
but it was something that it actually

860
00:53:40.400 --> 00:53:42.960
is what the Jesus Cares board came from,

861
00:53:42.960 --> 00:53:48.200
because that is how messed up it got me.

862
00:53:48.200 --> 00:53:51.600
That's how sick, mentally and physically,

863
00:53:51.600 --> 00:53:54.640
that situation turned into for me.

864
00:53:54.640 --> 00:53:56.720
It's where the teaching from the Jesus Cares board,

865
00:53:56.720 --> 00:53:58.920
that's where it comes from.

866
00:53:58.920 --> 00:54:00.120
But can I tell you that?

867
00:54:00.120 --> 00:54:01.640
Obviously, God healed me.

868
00:54:01.640 --> 00:54:03.280
It's been 15 years.

869
00:54:03.280 --> 00:54:05.360
I don't even think about that stuff anymore.

870
00:54:05.360 --> 00:54:09.960
But as soon as I stepped foot on the soil of Cabo San Lucas,

871
00:54:09.960 --> 00:54:13.400
guess what happened?

872
00:54:13.400 --> 00:54:15.080
There's honey in the rock.

873
00:54:15.080 --> 00:54:16.080
Woo!

874
00:54:16.080 --> 00:54:16.580
Jesus.

875
00:54:20.080 --> 00:54:20.720
Come on.

876
00:54:27.800 --> 00:54:31.800
Y'all, I wasn't even expecting this.

877
00:54:31.800 --> 00:54:33.640
You might say, well, Jackie, that makes sense.

878
00:54:33.640 --> 00:54:37.000
But when I tell you that that didn't even cross my mind,

879
00:54:37.000 --> 00:54:38.400
it did not even cross my mind.

880
00:54:40.960 --> 00:54:43.760
I received that birthday word from my prophet friend,

881
00:54:43.760 --> 00:54:48.320
Daniel McCollum, a couple of weeks ago, a week and a half

882
00:54:48.320 --> 00:54:50.400
before I came to Cabo.

883
00:54:50.400 --> 00:54:52.360
And remember, my mind went to a few things

884
00:54:52.360 --> 00:54:55.560
that really made sense for that to be this restoration

885
00:54:55.560 --> 00:54:57.480
honey season.

886
00:54:57.480 --> 00:55:00.000
And because you guys, ah.

887
00:55:00.000 --> 00:55:05.240
I know that you guys see a lot of, like, good things and authority from me and power from

888
00:55:05.240 --> 00:55:09.880
me, but I'm going to tell y'all, I've been through a lot of stuff.

889
00:55:09.880 --> 00:55:11.680
And so there was a whole list of things.

890
00:55:11.680 --> 00:55:17.280
There's a whole list of usual suspects that I lined up in my mind in the police station

891
00:55:17.280 --> 00:55:23.480
and said, hmm, which one of you am I going to get restoration from?

892
00:55:23.480 --> 00:55:26.160
I wasn't expecting this, but God is so good.

893
00:55:26.160 --> 00:55:27.160
And I'm still in the midst of it.

894
00:55:27.160 --> 00:55:31.760
It's not even over yet.

895
00:55:31.760 --> 00:55:33.960
And so I'm going to release that over you because it's going to happen.

896
00:55:33.960 --> 00:55:42.640
But once again, do not jump to your preconceived notion of what it needs to look like or what

897
00:55:42.640 --> 00:55:43.640
it is.

898
00:55:43.640 --> 00:55:48.160
Because it might be something that damaged you a whole lot more than you will ever admit

899
00:55:48.160 --> 00:55:51.300
because you don't even know.

900
00:55:51.300 --> 00:55:56.320
You don't even know what was lost from it because you never really got to process it

901
00:55:56.480 --> 00:55:59.480
and you never really understood.

902
00:55:59.480 --> 00:56:05.240
I can't tell you how many times I have coached people in heart work and they have tried to

903
00:56:05.240 --> 00:56:09.920
go to their most apparent trauma for all of the restoration in their life when it was

904
00:56:09.920 --> 00:56:17.800
something that was less apparent that actually held the key to their breakthrough.

905
00:56:17.800 --> 00:56:24.600
Okay, so Father God, I just pray that you would show people what that carcass is in

906
00:56:24.600 --> 00:56:29.280
their life that is going to be filled with honey.

907
00:56:29.280 --> 00:56:32.940
Show them, show them what that thing is.

908
00:56:32.940 --> 00:56:34.200
What was that battle?

909
00:56:34.200 --> 00:56:35.580
What was that enemy?

910
00:56:35.580 --> 00:56:39.360
What was that thing that tried to destroy them?

911
00:56:39.360 --> 00:56:40.520
What was that thing?

912
00:56:40.520 --> 00:56:46.680
What was it, Lord, that you are now going to bring restoration and sweetness and goodness,

913
00:56:46.680 --> 00:56:50.400
your goodness and sustenance from?

914
00:56:50.400 --> 00:56:52.240
What is that thing?

915
00:56:52.240 --> 00:56:54.640
Speak to them, Lord.

916
00:56:54.640 --> 00:56:56.800
Speak to them and show them.

917
00:56:56.800 --> 00:56:57.800
Give them dreams.

918
00:56:57.800 --> 00:56:58.840
Give them visions.

919
00:56:58.840 --> 00:56:59.840
Give them words.

920
00:56:59.840 --> 00:57:00.840
Give them confirmation.

921
00:57:00.840 --> 00:57:02.280
Let it be so.

922
00:57:02.280 --> 00:57:04.240
In Jesus' name, amen.

923
00:57:04.240 --> 00:57:05.240
I love y'all.

924
00:57:05.240 --> 00:57:08.000
Have an amazing, supernatural Saturday.

925
00:57:08.000 --> 00:57:10.440
This is one full of nuggets.

926
00:57:10.440 --> 00:57:14.040
We went several different directions, so you might have to listen to the replay to get

927
00:57:14.040 --> 00:57:15.040
it all.

928
00:57:15.040 --> 00:57:16.040
We'll see you soon.

929
00:57:16.040 --> 00:57:16.040