Welcome to Supernatural Saturday, you guys.
I missed you last week.
I'm so happy to be back.
Now if you see me other places, maybe you were at that singles conference in New Jersey
last weekend, you're going to get a double dose.
You're going to double dip today because I'm going to release some of the same word that
I released there to that congregation of people.
And I also was on another online offering as well and this week, this last week on Wednesday,
and I released this exact word there.
And I think that we just have to get this word out as much as we can because God is
trying to awaken our hearts.
He's trying to draw us into some new things.
And I don't know that all of the kingdom or all of, I should say the body of Christ, not
the kingdom.
Not all of the body of Christ is receiving this clarion call, but we certainly are.
We are certainly receiving it and we need to heed this call.
So we will get into that Supernatural Saturday word in just a second, but I really want to
encourage all of you that have been thinking about, Hey, the weather's getting warmer.
I want to do this.
I want to do that.
I don't really show up that much here for last year's single anymore.
I'm going to go ahead and postpone my membership, come back in the fall or winter.
I'm just going to cancel.
You know, it's been great.
I really want to encourage you to pray into that because even if you just come for these
Supernatural Saturdays, it will promote you.
It will propel you.
It will launch you.
I believe that God is doing something very, very supernatural here.
And a lot of you are not going to get that deposit from your spiritual communities.
Nothing against your spiritual communities, nothing against anybody.
I'm one of those live and let live people.
It's like, Hey, you know what?
If it works for you, then amazing.
You know, I'm not going to judge it just because it doesn't work for me.
It doesn't have to work for me.
It has to work for you.
But I just know what's going on out there and I know what God is doing and God is trying
to upgrade his family to a kingdom level.
So here in Austin, Texas, you know, we've been here seven years, you guys, seven years
when this coming Monday, seven years ago, David and I have been taking care of my sick
mother in Florida with her husband and my other brother.
And God said, one morning I woke up in Florida.
I planned on staying there until my mom either got healed or went to heaven.
We'd already been there for three months.
We woke up one morning and David was already out working.
He was working remotely.
So he was already out on his computer doing his job.
I woke up and I heard the Lord very specifically say, go back to Ohio.
That's where we lived at the time.
It's time to go home and it's time to move to Texas.
Now we had already had plans to move.
This was, this was March of 2018 when God was saying this.
And we already had plans to move to Texas after my youngest daughter graduated from
high school in June of that year, 2018.
So I told David, I came out into the living room where he was and I said, God said, it's
time to go home to Ohio.
And he said, yes, he told me that this morning as well.
And so we packed up, you know, we, we gave the tools and the resources to my dad and
to my mom of prayer and declarations and all kinds of different things that we had helped
walk them through in the three months that we had lived there.
And of course we came back regularly.
We just didn't live there anymore.
And so we left, we went back to Ohio.
We weren't back in Ohio for more than two nights before God woke us up and said, I know
you have plans to go to Texas in June, but go now.
Go over Passover.
It's very important that you go during Passover.
Now you guys, God gives us instructions that don't make sense.
I've been walking with Jesus for 28 years and there's been lots and lots of times when
God has given me very clear instructions that don't make sense.
Okay.
There's been lots of times when God hasn't given me any clear instructions and I just
had to take one foot and put it in front of the other.
There's all different seasons of this following after Jesus.
So I want to make sure that you don't get the idea that, Oh, you know, God gives Jackie
clear instructions all the time.
I wish I had that.
I wish I had that too.
Cause I don't.
Sometimes you just got to get up and do what you know to do.
And oftentimes, get this, you've got to get up and do what your heart wants to do.
And I know that that seems so anti-Christian, it seems, you know, anti-intuitive to the
Christian walk.
Like, what do you mean what I want to do?
I got to do what God wants me to do.
No.
The Bible says that when he takes our heart of stone and
he makes it soft again, when he takes that unredeemed,
that cursed heart that was part of your first birth,
and you are reborn again, that you get a new heart,
that he puts his heart inside of us.
And as we delight in him,
the desires of his heart are in our heart.
Do you understand that?
That's how that works.
So that's what you're doing here.
You're learning how to step out of, you know,
those selfish, cursed, counterfeit, orphan mentalities
that used to inhabit your heart,
and learning how to step into that redeemed heart
that's full of that Psalm 139 story that he wrote about you,
full of his desires for you, Jeremiah 29, right?
That is what you're learning to do.
Step into that more and more and more and more.
And that's why it's important
that you continue to show up here,
because this is where you're gonna get cheerleaded
in that new, authentic you.
This is where you're gonna get the boldness to step forward.
This is where you're gonna get the tools
and the resources to do that.
So continue to show up.
Don't just sign up, show up.
Even if this is the only thing you show up to,
it would be worth it for you, okay?
Instead of going it alone, or worse,
going it with a lesser level of supernatural knowledge.
Don't do that either.
I've lived that way.
Let's not do that.
Okay, so we did it.
We packed up the truck, we went to our storage unit.
We were living in an apartment at the time.
We had moved out of the house, the big house that we rented,
and we were living in a little apartment
because we thought, hey, we're gonna be living in Florida.
And then we went to the storage unit,
got all of our stuff, put it in the U-Haul,
and David and I set off.
We left.
I left my youngest daughter,
who was the only one still living at home.
I left her with her dad.
We had shared parenting.
She already lived with him four or five days a week,
you know, depending on what week it was.
So she had two more months of school, left her,
went, followed the Lord, did what the Lord said.
We got, we didn't have a place to live.
We got to Texas, and within the first 12 hours
of being in Texas, we found an apartment, we rented it.
That's a long supernatural story.
It was really awesome.
I'll tell it to you sometime.
And then the very next day, y'all, was Easter.
It was Easter Sunday, and we didn't even have a car
with us, we only had this U-Haul.
So we drove the U-Haul to church,
and the folks at church saw us in the U-Haul
and said, hey, you guys just move here?
And I'm like, yep, we did.
And they said, okay, we're gonna come and help you unpack
and move into your apartment.
And that is how we found what church
we were meant to be at,
by the people that reached out to help and love us.
Yeah, sometimes you're just in a spiritual community.
You get your upgrades from things like this,
Supernatural Saturday, and other things that you go to,
but the spiritual community that you're in
is just for the purpose of having family
and community around you, just good people that love you.
You might know more than them spiritually,
you might be ahead, you might be ahead in those areas,
but you still need to be loved and surrounded by people
who just love you and are just gonna be family
and community for you or your children, right?
It's all good, right?
So I said all that, I didn't even mean to say any of that,
but I said all that to say this,
that was seven years ago this Monday
that we jumped in that U-Haul.
Seven years ago, this coming Monday,
and you know what we did?
Okay, so you're like, well, Jackie,
why did God send you to Austin, Texas?
Well, that's a good question.
And I will tell you that for a long time,
I wondered if I had heard right,
because I thought that God sent us here to,
for lack of a better word,
I'm just gonna call it, start a church for you.
Because if I explained to you all the nuances
of what this looks like, it might take forever.
But we had an idea of a paradigm shift
to start a kingdom community, right?
And you might call it a church, but we don't,
because we call it a business.
In fact, it's called The Wheelhouse.
And it's a place where people can come from the community
and get trained in all the arts,
film, fashion, art, music, media, being an entrepreneur,
things that are on our heart,
things that we believe that people should be equipped in.
And so think of it as a coworking space during the day
with an awesome coffee shop
that has a whole calendar of events.
You can come take a pottery class.
You can come and learn about,
there's an acting school here
that we're hoping are gonna use our space for their classes.
All different types of things.
There's a studio,
there's an industrial design studio in the space.
I mean, you can go and watch people print 3D shoes
and all kinds of cool stuff.
And then once a week.
So think of it as a business
that has a spiritual community on the way.
weekend instead of thinking of it as a spiritual community or a church that has some cool things
and programming. Okay, so it's opposite, it's backwards. Does that make sense to everyone?
Yes. And so guess what? We did a thing. Seven years almost to the day, we found the building
and we rented it yesterday. And so Wheelhouse ATX is a thing and it's going to be awesome.
We're going to have singles events there, like, you know, shuffles and all kinds of things
happening. And, um, of course all the things for the creatives, creative community, all the stuff,
very, very excited about what God's doing. So it took seven years to get here. You guys,
we follow the Lord. We did what he said, but it took seven years for that to manifest.
When we first moved here for the first two years, we looked high and low for a building,
for a place. And God gave us three prophetic words about what the building should be,
where it should be on the West side of 35, what it should look like, what it would look like.
He confirmed those words. Other people gave us these words and then they were confirmed over
and over and over. And I can tell you that this building has all three of the components
of the prophetic word, all three. And so I want to encourage someone today, if God told you to do
something and maybe it was two years ago or five years ago or even seven years ago or even longer,
and you have been diligent to do your part, God will be faithful to do his.
And sometimes there are other things that have to happen. You guys,
what happened when we moved here, we looked for two years, couldn't find a building. We were back
and forth a lot to Florida because my mom was ill. And then she passed away at the beginning of 2020,
right before pandemic, right before any of us knew that that was coming. February 3rd,
my mom passed away of 2020. And it was at the exact same time that God said, Hey,
I want my single sons and daughters married. Will you help me? And I said, yes. And then that
exploded in the year 2020. And I will tell you that had we found a building when we first moved
here, this would not exist. It wouldn't exist. God knows how to play high level Jenga. Okay.
He knows what needs to happen first. So don't you worry about it? Yes. He gives you a directive
or he gives you a promise, but there's always a process. There's always a process.
God knows what needs to happen and when it needs to happen. You guys know, I love to say it. I'll
say it again. God knows who you are. He knows where you are. He knows what you need and he
knows how to get it to you. So now's the time you guys, and I know this is going to explode.
It's right for the picking. It's going to be amazing. And you know what else?
My children are all adults and they're all married and my son's practically married.
It's going to be getting engaged sometime this year. And they are in on it. They are creatives.
My son is an industrial designer. My son-in-law is a graphic designer and a user experience
designer and owns a coffee shop called Wynn Coffee, which is going to be in our space.
My daughter is an entrepreneur of entrepreneurs. And a lot of you deal with her in our customer
experience section of this program. And she's amazing. And you can attest to it.
She's good with people. She loves people. What you don't know about her is she's an incredible,
incredible musicianary, singer, songwriter, musician. And so on those Sundays when we
gather together, her and this other woman will be leading worship profoundly. My husband is
an amazing music gift. He will be producing the music. We have all of the people that we need
to get this started. And you know that other woman that I just mentioned, Lydia,
you know where she came from? She came from this movement. Someone introduced me to her a few years
ago. And I said, there's a guy I want to introduce you to. She didn't live here. She lived in
Nashville. I said, there's a guy, sometimes this happens to me, you guys. I said, hey,
there's a guy that I want to introduce you to. He lives in Austin. I just really feel like I
should introduce you guys. So I introduced them and they started dating and then she moved here
to be closer to him. And now they're going to get married. And that's why she's here.
But she's also here because she is going to be the music director of the wheelhouse because she's a
phenomenal music gift. She actually raised up the music program at Vintage Church in Santa Monica.
And she's incredible. And yeah, this is how it happens. What you help make happen for someone
else, they will turn around and make something happen for you, right? God will through them.
It's not what we always say. What you help make happen for someone else,
God will make happen for you. But how's God going to make it happen?
been for you through someone, through someone,
because that's how God makes 90% of what happens happen through people.
All right. So let's get started. You're like, that wasn't it, Jackie.
No, that wasn't it.
We're going to have fun today. Y'all had some time. It's time.
It's time. I see Julie on here.
Julie introduced me to a client that is going to blow open the entire
Spanish speaking market. But you guys, I just want to let you know something.
I already prepared for that.
God told me to translate my materials into Spanish.
And it was very expensive to get the books translated.
The course translated all the things we're talking multiple thousands of dollars.
And I sewed into that because I really started seeing the pain
in his Spanish speaking sons and daughters,
even though I don't speak Spanish,
people started coming up to me, trying to speak Spanish to me, wanting help,
talking to me. I couldn't understand them.
This started happening regularly to me where God was showing me the pain of the
Spanish speaking community, not just here in America, but worldwide.
And so I, I sewed into that. I invested into that.
But after that happened, there was nothing to do with it. I was like,
I don't know. I don't know how to, I don't know how to help people. I don't know.
So I handed out a few Lalabor books here and there.
Do what God says, nothing might happen right now,
but it doesn't mean nothing is going to happen.
And then this beautiful woman shows up in our program. She gets success.
I think she's getting engaged soon if she's not already engaged,
but then she starts telling other people about this program,
people she's in community with down in Miami. And guess what?
One of them is a big influencer in the,
not just, not just in the Spanish speaking world,
but just in the travel world in general.
But she came to me and said, Hey,
I really would love you have materials in Spanish.
I really love to help you get them out there. This is, this is,
here's the connections because that's what happened.
And so now Lalabor is about to be launched this year.
Even though she's been ready for a while, she's been ready for a while.
How many of you know that it's better to be ready than trying to build the plane
as it's taking off? Sometimes you got to build the plane as it's taken off.
I'm not going to lie. Sometimes you do,
but I'm going to tell you that it's better to have what you need because you
listened to the Lord and you were obedient.
And that's why all of you are here. You're being obedient.
There might not be a love story on the horizon. As far as you're concerned,
you're out every day with your little telescope trying to see,
is there anything out there? Is there any man or woman out there?
Are they coming for me? And you might not see anything yet,
but I promise you it can start as a cloud, the size of a man's hand.
And before you know it, you can be in a full downpour.
And ladies, I'll just say this to you. I've had many clients say, Oh, Jackie,
it's a huge drought. I haven't had a date in years. And then all of a sudden,
hallelujah, it's raining men because of that happens.
I've seen it happen many, many, many times.
In fact I have a client right now that's like, I can't believe this.
I have like five guys that are trying to date me and it's so fun.
Okay. So we're going to go forward. I promise you. I know you're like, Jackie,
you're all over the place. Yeah, but that's good. That's Holy spirit.
He's a wild one. All right. So I was in New Jersey, as you guys know,
and New Jersey is still the frozen tundra.
I came home to 80 degree weather in Austin, Texas,
and it was cold up in Jersey, up in New York city.
And as I was being driven to church that morning to speak,
I saw that there was some daffodils that had already broken through
and you guys, it was cold and they were hanging on. They're like, Nope,
we're here. Us four, we're going to make it. And so those daffodils,
if you know what they are, those stately yellow flowers,
sometimes thought of as the early signs of spring.
And you know what else I saw?
I saw some red birds also thought of as early times of spring.
I remember when I lived in Columbus, Ohio. Okay. In the frozen North,
when I lived in Ohio in the Midwest, we would have long winters,
you guys long winters. And a lot of, you know what I'm talking about?
And we would get little fake spring.
We get fake spring where it'd be kind of warm for a few days.
And then we'd have a snowstorm.
And I remember I would just be looking out the window watching for the Robins,
the birds with the red bellies, because in Ohio,
they were the early signs of spring.
And a lot of you are looking for the signs that your season is changing.
Cause you feel like you're still in the same old season and it's a barren season
and you're tired of it.
So we're going to talk about the signs of spring and the signs of spring.
revisit some of the stuff from your challenge, some of the stuff from the things that you learned
And I'm going to talk about the signs of spring and the signs of spring.
when you first came into this program. I'm going to go to Song of Songs 2, and I'm going to
repurpose these scriptures for Holy Spirit's purpose this morning. Okay, so let's start at
verse 11 in chapter 2 of Song of Songs. The season has changed. That's past tense.
I want to release that over you. The season has changed.
We're not waiting for it to change. It has changed. And the season that has changed is
that the kingdom age is here. The church age has ended, friends. It has. There are certainly people
that are still doing church age stuff, and there will be for many decades to come. But for people
who are early adopters and following after God's heart and His Spirit, we'll know that He has moved
on and He has moved forward, and the season has changed, and the kingdom age has come.
Next verse, the bondage of your barren winter has ended. Guys, once again, past tense. Your
barrenness has ended. It's not saying that it's almost over. It's almost done.
It's almost a time to be fruitful. No, it's saying it has ended. It is over.
The next verse, and the season of hiding is over and gone. I'm going to make that make a lot of
sense to you here in just a second. The season of hiding or being hidden is over and it's gone.
Verse 12, skipping down to the second verse, the season for singing and pruning the vines. That's
and pruning the vines. That's what you're doing here. Heartwork, pruning the vines,
learning, letting go of things that you don't need anymore,
grabbing onto God's newness for your life. This also reminds me of Psalm 126.6 that says
that they that have gone forth weeping, bearing precious seed will no doubt come again,
rejoicing, carrying their harvest with them. So I believe this is telling us that we're in the
second half of the verse of Psalm 126.6, the time for singing, the time for rejoicing. Yes,
there's always going to be pruning you guys. Just so you know, for the rest of your life,
there's always going to be tweaks to heartwork where God shows you places where you still have
orphan and scarcity mentalities, where you're still walling yourself off in that place to
keep yourself from being hurt, where you're not being vulnerable. I have a group that I gather
with regularly, at least twice a year, and we do a lot of vulnerability exercises and it's never
comfortable. It's never comfortable. You'd think I'd be pretty vulnerable. I've been doing the
heartwork for how long? But there are still places that we try to protect. There are still things that
we want to hide. There are. I hear the cooing of doves in our land. That is the early signs,
that there's change. The birds, we just talked about that. Filling the air with songs to what?
To awaken you and guide you forth. I believe that God wants to give us some new instructions,
some new instructions, some new guidance. Next verse 13, can you not discern this new day of
destiny breaking forth around you? Guys, that's a question God's asking you. Can you not discern?
The bridegroom is asking the bride. You're the bride, all of you, men and women. Can you not
discern this new day of destiny breaking forth around you? Are you obtuse? Are you blind to it?
Are you not paying attention? Are you distracted? Can you not discern this new day of destiny?
Once again, next verse, the early signs of my purposes and plans are bursting forth. The early
signs of my purposes and plans. We have to become a people that are willing to move when we see the
early signs, the early signs. For those of you that listened to Supernatural Hope and the teaching
that I did on that, we will defer our hope that something's really going to happen until we see
the full-blown manifestation of it, and then we'll believe. Instead of getting our hopes up at the
early signs, we have to be people who want to move forward as soon as we see the early signs,
as soon as we see the breaking of the day, as soon as we see the daffodil coming up out of the frozen
earth in our life. The early signs of my purposes and plans are bursting forth. Going down a few
verses to this one, there is change in the air. The other day it was really windy.
in Austin, Texas, like maybe two weeks ago.
And I heard the Holy Spirit whispering,
winds of change are coming.
Winds of change are coming.
We're being invited in the next verse
to go with him and run, don't walk, to the higher place.
What is that?
That's a place of revelation.
That's a place of worship.
Back in these days when this was written,
the higher place were the places of worship.
They were the places that you went to commune with God,
whoever your God was,
because there were a lot of higher places
that were defiled with idol worship as well.
Going down to verse 15,
you must catch the troubling foxes,
those sly little foxes that hinder our relationship,
for they raid our budding vineyard of love.
What is that?
That's potential.
They're destroying the potential that you have, where?
To ruin what God has already planted within you.
Look at it, see it for yourself.
What has already been planted within you,
this already belongs to you, friends.
You don't have to become it.
You just have to unbecome everything that is anti-it.
All the layers that life has put on you,
all the counterfeits that we continue to entertain in life,
this is in you.
It's been planted within you.
But these foxes, these lies, these paradigms,
these traumas that have not just hurt you,
but have created different versions of you.
These are the foxes.
And then there's a Holy Spirit invitation.
Will you catch them and remove them from me?
And then we will do it together.
So revisiting heart work, you guys, with you.
Also revisiting, for those of you
that ever went through the women's challenge
or the men's challenge,
we talk about these scriptures in there.
But I'm gonna put a new spin on them this morning.
Is that okay?
The new spin on them is that the early signs
of God's purposes and plans have now become warning signs.
They were early signs,
and now they're kind of warning signs.
And what I mean, and that's not a doomsday statement,
but what I mean is this.
Have you ever logged into your phone
to use an app that you always use?
And then when you hit the app to use it,
maybe it's your banking app,
it tells you that there's an upgrade available
on that app and that you can get it right now.
You can download it right now,
and you can have the upgrading operating system right now.
Or you can wait till later.
You can just keep using the app as normal.
But pretty soon, if you continue to try to use that app,
what does it do?
It no longer gives you the option to wait till later.
It actually won't let you even open the app
until you upgrade to the newest version of it.
Do you guys know what I'm talking about?
That's where we are in the spirit.
Okay, that's where we, listen,
that's where we are in the spirit.
I'm not talking about all the other people out there.
I don't know where they are.
In this spiritual community, in Last Year Single,
this is where we are.
The clarion call of the spirit is it's time
to upgrade this operating system.
I've given you some transition time.
I've allowed you to opt out if you weren't ready yet.
But now, if you wanna continue forward,
you have to upgrade.
You have to upgrade.
You have to.
Now let's go back to Song of Songs,
where it says the time of hiddenness and hiding is over.
Years ago, I had a vision,
and I believe that vision is for now,
and I'm gonna release it over you guys.
Because once again, it doesn't matter
about the entire body of Christ.
What matters is this pocket of people.
I haven't been called to lead the entire body of Christ.
God said, will you help my single sons
and daughters get married?
I said yes, and then he drew you here.
He drew me here, and he drew you here.
So the only people that I need to speak to are you.
And here is the word for us.
A lot of you probably know what a China cabinet is.
If you don't, go look it up.
It's not a cabinet in China, okay?
Thanks to the Gen Zs.
Now I know that people think,
oh, is that a cabinet in China?
No, it's not.
It's not a cabinet in China.
It is a piece of furniture where very important
and very special vessels are kept.
They are kept there to protect them.
They're kept there because they're not ordinary things.
They're not everyday things.
They're not common things.
I got into my grandmother's China cabinet when I was a kid
because there were no clean plates,
and I wanted a plate for a sandwich,
and I got in a lot of trouble
because my grandma said, this is not for everyday use.
These are not common plates,
and you are not common people.
And a lot of you may have felt like you have been.
delved all of your life, and I want to tell you that there are times in God's timeline
when corporate things happen, not just individual things happen. All of you have individual timelines
according to the story that God wrote for you, but then there's a corporate timeline for people
who carry a certain specific type of DNA, and that is a kingdom DNA. And because you are here,
that tells me that you are carrying that DNA, because like attracts like, and I'm carrying that
DNA, and so if we're all together, I believe that birds of a feather flock together. Okay.
So what does that mean? That means that God is opening his China cabinet.
For those of you that need a sports analogy, special teams are about to take the field.
Special teams. What does that mean? That means that there's a regular team that plays,
and that there are teams that have been trained to do something very specific in a very specific
scenario, and they only take the field when that thing needs to be accomplished, and that time is
now. That time is now. So I know that you've felt forgotten, but you weren't forgotten. You were
hidden. You were hidden, because you have a USP, which it means a unique serving position.
You have a unique serving position, and it may have been a serving position that wasn't welcome
in the old paradigm of just kind of like the church age. In fact, you may be someone who used
to go to your pastor or to your church and cry to like talk to them about your ideas. Oh, hey,
what if we started this? What if we did that? What if we ministered to this group of people
like this, and they're just looking at you like a two-headed goat, because they're like,
you know, we don't do that here. There wasn't room for you.
But I need to tell you something. The Bible doesn't say that your gift will make room for you
in front of churches. It says kings, and kings live in kingdoms.
When I was fully in the church age being discipled, and I'm very thankful for my discipleship,
please do not throw the baby out with the bathwater. Be thankful for the people. In fact,
be thankful for the people. In fact, take some time to rehearse and go over every person who
has ever deposited anything in you spiritually, even if they did not steward the rest of their
lives right outside of the pulpit, outside of the platform, outside of the class.
You can still be thankful for that deposit, and you should be thankful. So thank God for them.
Be grateful for them. Okay? They taught you some really important things that you really needed to
know. Yeah, maybe they cheated on their wife or husband, but that's not your business. That's
their business with God. Be thankful. But in the church that I was discipled in, where I got a lot
of really good information, and it helped me become the woman that is before you right now,
I was in the pastor's office at least once a week in trouble. You know why? Because I'm a disrupter.
I was created to be a disrupter, not a troublemaker. I'm a disrupter. But what's the Bible say about the
followers of Jesus? The Bible says that they were created to be a disrupter, not a troublemaker.
What's the Bible say about the followers of Jesus? It says that after Jesus ascended to heaven in the
book of Acts, you will see that they were called troublemakers. Oh, those troublemakers that
followed Jesus, they're here again. They're disruptors. Some people called you a troublemaker,
but really what you were was a disruptor. You refuse to live at status quo, and you know what?
That's a gift. But you got to have the right information, because otherwise you're just
rebellious. Being rebellious against evil is good. In a world that tells us, okay, hold on,
y'all. You guys have to make sure that you get your stuff muted, otherwise you're going to be
on the replay being a disruptor in the wrong way. That's why we have to do our hard work,
so that our rebellion is for a good cause. Our disruption is for a good cause. It's not just
because we're offended and angry. There's lots of people out in the streets trying to disrupt things,
protesting, but they don't know what spirit they're of,
because they haven't done their hard work. They're offended.
Let's take the women's movement, for instance, started in the 1900s with suffrage. It needs
It needed to happen, women were being oppressed.
It needed to happen, but guess what?
It was being led by people
who did not have the heart of God.
And so what happened is a seesaw effect.
Women got empowered and men got disempowered.
That's not the kingdom.
And a lot of you are dealing with that now
because there's such a move towards women's empowerment
and women got empowered in the wrong way
with the wrong information,
then what happens is deterioration of marriages and family.
And now we're living in the aftermath of that.
It could have been a good thing.
Women's empowerment could have been a good thing.
Could have been a good thing.
And we still have an opportunity
because we're the right type of disruptors.
And that's what the kingdom age is.
God is, he is raising us up
with our unique skills and talents,
with our unique serving positions.
I believe that God wants to hand out new dreams today,
new assignments today, new things today,
especially for those of you that felt rejected.
You felt rejected in the old model.
And some of you, he wants to repurpose your gifts.
He wants you to show you how you can use them
in a different way.
Guys, when I was being discipled in the old paradigm
in the old church, when I was being discipled,
I remember I only got out of there
because my pastor went to prison.
Can't make that up.
Pray for that man, because I just saw on the news,
he's going back to prison.
Jesus, help him.
Help him, Lord.
Help him.
You guys, I just want to let you know,
if you want to see the mercy of God, you have to repent.
God wants to show you mercy.
God's not holding out on you.
He wants to show you mercy.
It is his pleasure to show you mercy.
Jesus came not to judge the world, but to save it.
But you have to admit fault.
We cannot be proud.
We cannot be hard-headed and hard-hearted.
We can't.
Repent, admit fault.
I know it's hard because there's a lot of things
that led up to what you did,
and you just feel justified in what you did.
Repent.
You got to repent.
But back in that paradigm, by the way,
in that denomination, women weren't allowed to speak,
like preach, and no, do anything.
You're only allowed to sing,
and I really wasn't that great of a singer,
so I didn't have an opportunity to do that.
So the bottom line is, I wanted to be a preacher,
and that's all I wanted to be.
And as soon as that church fell apart
and the pastor went to prison,
then I married David a while later,
and then I was outside of that denomination,
and I was like, who let the dogs out?
I'm gonna be a preacher.
And that's all that I wanted to do,
and I think we can all agree that I could be a preacher.
And I got my opportunity to preach a women's conference
pretty quick into getting away from those things
that had been holding me back from that.
About two years, two years into my marriage to David,
I had a friend whose dad was the pastor of a mega church,
so she was the pastor's daughter,
and she and her mother were hosting a women's conference
at this huge church,
and she invited me to be the Friday night speaker
for this women's conference.
Guys, this is like high-end stuff.
This isn't like starting to speak like,
you know, it's your civic group or something.
This is like on a big stage at a big mega church.
And I was like, this is it.
Here we go.
I bet you can't guess what I talked about.
Hard work.
Anyway, so.
I went, I spoke, and it was a wall of fire.
It was amazing.
Holy Spirit was with me, and we just had a good old time.
And the other two speakers
for the other two days of that conference,
they weren't there on Friday night,
and they were like really well-known people,
especially the keynote speaker.
I was like a major fan of hers.
I had read her books.
I thought she was incredible.
I was so excited to meet her,
but what I didn't know is that she was there
on Friday night.
She had come in early, and she was back in the green room,
and she saw me on the monitors in the green room.
She saw me preach.
And so later on in the conference, she approached me,
and she said, hey, girl, I just wanna let you know
that I saw you preach on Friday night.
I was here, and you're amazing.
You're incredible.
You belong up in our league with us,
with me and the rest of those well-known women preachers.
She's like, you're already, this is what she said.
You're already at our level.
Let me mentor you.
Let me help you get here.
Let me help you get your name out.
I see you don't even have any books.
Let me help you get your materials together.
You guys, I went home from that conference.
conference on cloud nine, I was like, wow, God, thank you so much.
This is incredible.
This is amazing.
You're launching me out.
I was 34 years old.
God said, do not take any more preaching invitations.
Excuse me.
Um, what, what'd you say?
I know that's not God get behind me, Satan.
I know that's not God.
Not telling me that I was made to do this.
I want to tell you guys something.
God wants to repurpose your gifts in the kingdom age so that you can use
them, not necessarily in the church.
You guys, if I would have taken that amazing woman up on her offer,
this has nothing to do with her.
He's incredible.
He still is incredible to this day.
Okay.
But if I would have taken her up on her offer, I would not be here with you.
I would be a preacher and you would probably know who I am and you have read
some of my books and you go see me at some conference or at some church
somewhere, but I would have never become a general manager of a television network.
I would have never produced the first IPTV network for women, Jane TV.
I would have never helped consult so many ministries during the digital
age conversion from analog to digital.
I would have not been on the front lines of that.
And so, so many things that have happened as a result of that would not have
happened or they would have happened through someone else and I definitely
would not have done what I'm doing now.
Last year, single.
That's helped over 1600 people get married in the last four years.
Listen, you guys, God knows.
Yeah, I could have been a great preacher.
He didn't need me for that.
He needed me for some other stuff, some weirder stuff, because God
knows that I'm a little crazy.
He knows when he said, Hey, I'm going to go do this.
I'm like, dot gun, right at dawn.
I got a little street in me in the right ways.
Guys, I've seen people get stuck in religious paradigms where they think
that's all they can do with their gift.
But I've also, because I'm no longer in that paradigm.
I mean, I've been in a kingdom paradigm since 2010, y'all since 2010.
I've been preaching this message to anyone who would listen and hear it.
You know what I've seen because I came out of that.
I met all my kingdom people and I'm inviting you into this with us.
If you're not already here, I have seen people use the same gift that
people use in prayer lines at churches to prophesy over people.
I've seen them use them in boardrooms to make decisions of
where the company is going to go.
I've seen them make, I've seen them use those gifts in places like schools
as guidance counselors of kids.
Yeah.
You don't tell them that you're hearing from the Lord, but you are hearing from
the Lord at colleges, at high schools, in law enforcement, we have an amazing
prophetic prophet that also is part of the LAPD that is here in our community.
Understanding the nuances and the apostolic movements of the Holy Spirit.
Guys, God can use your gifts anywhere and everywhere.
And he wants to bring us into this shift and God knows your personality.
He knows that I'm a very loyal person.
I'm a lifer.
A lot of the divine rejection that I've experienced is just to help
me not get stuck somewhere.
Because he knows that if I say yes, my yes is sir.
He called me out.
He said this to me once.
He said, Jackie, I've called you out.
Stay out.
When I argued with God about the preacher thing, and some of you may
have heard me say this before, I went into a depression for three months.
I don't want you to feel like I was just like, okay, God, cool.
No, I had been dreaming of doing that for years and years and years.
And now it was finally happening.
And I felt for sure.
Okay, for sure.
This wasn't religious OCD.
Some of you struggle with that.
You think God's always telling you, no, to the things you want to do, we
got to help you get past that.
God says yes.
Far more than he says no.
And that's why I pay attention when he says no, I pay close attention and I
knew that it was going to happen.
And I knew that it was going to happen.
I knew that it was going to happen.
was the Lord and it was confirmed that it was the Lord,
but I was still pretty depressed about it.
Just because God redirects us doesn't mean we like it.
Come on, we don't like it.
We want what we want.
We want what we think is best
because we think we know best.
I used to hate that scripture.
God's ways are above our ways
and his thoughts are above our thoughts.
That's not a fun scripture when you want something
that's a little lower than God's thoughts,
a little lower than his ways.
You're like, okay, God.
So I went into a funk
and I remember kind of towards the end of that funk,
and this is right before I got offered
the general manager position of the television network,
right before, like maybe a couple weeks before.
I was in the shower where I do my best
commiserating with the Lord.
And I was sad and crying and things
and God just spoke to me and he said,
you know, my servant Paul felt the same way as you did.
And I was like, Paul, I was like, wait, Paul, what?
Paul, who?
Like, guys, that's how just like discombobulated I was.
I'm like, Paul, who?
Like, who?
Do I know someone named Paul?
And then I was like, oh, Paul.
And then he said to me,
and I know that this is not in the Bible
and Paul doesn't write about this,
but I think that we can piece together enough scripture
of Paul to see that he really had a heart for the Jews.
He was a Pharisee of the Pharisees
and you see him constantly trying to kind of help them
because they're stumbling and fumbling around.
But he wasn't called to evangelize the Jews.
He was called to evangelize the Gentiles.
And so that's what God said to me.
He said, you know, it would have made more sense
for Paul to be called to the Jews
because that's a world that he knows.
He said, but I called him to a people
that he didn't understand and didn't know.
Called him to do things that he was not skilled to do,
that he was not trained to do.
You guys see that?
And that way we don't lean into just our gift.
We lean into Holy Spirit.
Yes, this gift to teach, this gift to preach,
quote unquote, this gift to bring knowledge
and breakthrough and revelation.
I have that gift.
Could I use it in the church?
Yes.
And I knew how to use it in the church
and that made sense to me.
But instead I use it in boardrooms.
I've used it at television networks.
You guys, I got invited to a fly-in
of a health and wellness company
that was slated to make a billion dollars.
And this guy had already sold his shares
in another health and wellness company at a billion dollars.
And I'm just one of the many people
that was part of this fly-in,
multi-level marketing situation.
And I listened to their spiel in the boardroom
of this fancy hotel in Dallas.
I had never been to Dallas before.
I was still living in Ohio at the time.
And I saw the holes in it.
I saw some problems with their branding.
I saw some problems with the mission statement.
And I just said to my friend that invited me,
I said, listen, I said, I need to get into that guy.
I need to have a one-on-one with him.
I need to tell him some things.
And she's like, what?
And I was like, yeah, I'm telling you.
I have a word from the Lord for him.
And I was bold enough to press my way
into this guy's office.
And he humored me and listened to me
because he's this big businessman
and he knows what he's doing.
But I said some very important things to him
from the Holy Spirit and he was blown away.
And it wasn't like, thus sayeth the Lord,
you need to do that.
No, it was branding stuff.
It was business stuff.
It was things that were going to cause loss in the company
if they continued the trajectory they were on.
Where'd I get that information?
The Holy Spirit.
And we walked out of that office together
and he looked at my husband and he said,
your wife is brilliant.
But I'm not brilliant, y'all.
I was saying things that I didn't even understand,
but I heard from the Spirit.
Do you hear what I'm saying?
I was talking about words that I had to Google later
to see even what they meant.
About acquisitions and this and that.
I've called you out, stay out.
God can take you places
that you have not traditionally prepared for.
He can.
God can take you places
that you have not traditionally prepared for.
In other words, God wants to Mr. Miyagi you.
He does.
You ever seen Karate Kid?
Daniel's son just wanted to learn karate.
That's all he wanted.
But Mr. Miyagi had him washing his car,
wax on, wax off.
He had him painting his fence.
And he was just like, listen,
I just want you to teach me karate.
But what was he doing?
He was teaching him the fundamentals of what he would need.
need to know in order to win.
And a lot of when you look back on your life, you see a lot of disjointed stuff.
That doesn't make any sense. You don't know how it goes together.
You were following after the Lord and you're like,
you thought that was going to turn into more than it turned into.
And you just don't understand why you were even there in the first place.
You were being Mr. Miyagi.
There were skills that you learned.
There was revelation and knowledge that you learned.
I can look back on my life from being a social worker,
having a prison ministry,
ministry to prostituted and drug addicted women working at teen challenge.
I mean,
I can go on and on and on with all of the disjointed
little kingdom merit badges that I received that didn't make any sense.
But now it all makes sense.
It all makes sense.
God wanted me to have a front row seat to the deterioration of marriage and
family. I've seen what happens when families fall apart.
Not just my own family. You know, I could have gone through life thinking,
Oh yeah, this is just my family and family. My family's really messed up.
I just, you know, pulled the wrong number in the lottery.
No, it's the state of the world.
It's getting worse and worse and worse and worse and worse.
Is there a cause?
Anytime God's put something on my heart and I want to be part of the solution
to it. I want to be a solutionary to that problem,
but the door hasn't opened for me to be a solutionary yet.
Some of you have that going on right now. You're like, Jackie,
I would love to use my gifts and talents to solve this problem.
I've been praying about it for years. Keep praying.
God's preparing you. It may not look the way you expected to look. In fact,
I can guarantee it won't. The way that you get in,
the way that it comes together,
the way that you finally have access to what it is that you're wanting to have
access to, to create change. But one of my favorite prayers to pray,
to the Lord.
When I see these things that I have a burden for and I want to be part of the
solution, I say to the Lord, is there not a cause?
Is there not a cause Lord?
Why is this happening? There's no one stepping up to help.
Is there not a cause? Here I am, send me.
Send me.
If you continuously see the same thing over and over and over and over again,
and it is what breaks your heart. That thing is what breaks your heart.
You see that need and it breaks your heart. You can't unsee it.
You can't look away. Whatever that thing is, you are the help.
There's needs all around us, you guys. And we all might,
we might see someone in need and we're like, Oh Lord, help them.
And we just keep walking. But the thing that will not let you go,
whatever it is, you find yourself researching,
you find yourself reading articles about it. Every time you see it,
it breaks your heart. You think about it all the time.
You see that need, whatever that is, because you are part of the solution.
You are a solutionary. You are the help.
And you might feel like, I don't,
I don't know how I could be the help to this specific thing.
I'd have to go back to college. I'd have to know.
Remember you've been Mr. Miyagi.
Now, some of you do need to go back to school because that's where God's
leading you. And that's awesome. And if that's you, you'll know it.
Stop resisting it.
God's trying to take you out of the China cabinet and put you in the
university. Let him do it.
Doesn't matter. It doesn't matter how old you are.
I heard that a lot. It doesn't matter how old you are.
It doesn't matter how old you are. I heard that in the spirit,
but I'm this old. No, it doesn't matter how old you are,
but I'm going to be this old by the time I graduate. Who cares?
We don't have time right now,
but we can do a whole laundry list of people who didn't start doing the real
magnum opus of their life until they were like in their seventies or eighties.
Do it anyway. God can accelerate. You have no idea what's going to happen.
God could accelerate you.
You could end up getting some ridiculous amount of favor where you get to do
what you're going to school for while you're going to school for it.
You're going to trust him.
If I could release one thing over all of you is that when God calls me to do
something,
I just do it.
I do not ask myself if I'm qualified to do it.
Because I already know that if I'm doing it
in my own strength, then it's not gonna be good.
It's just not.
I know me.
And so I just release that over all of you right now.
Father, I thank you.
I thank you that you've given me the grace
to just step into the unknown and the crazy
and the things that go against my human reasoning
and that don't make sense and just say yes to you.
I release that over your sons and daughters,
just to say yes, to understand that this
is an epic adventure, this life,
and that we don't have to play small,
that we don't have to be diminished.
Yes, we've been hidden for our own protection
in some areas, but it's the kingdom age.
And that China cabinet is wide open,
and you're beginning to choose vessels
from that place of hiddenness to display
for your glory in the earth, Lord.
You are our publicist, and we are your publicist,
making you famous in the earth, Lord.
And we thank you, God.
We thank you that we are mavericks
and we've been called misfits, God.
We thank you that we have felt forgotten,
but we really have just been hidden, Lord,
for such a time as this.
And so, Lord, I thank you, God.
I thank you that you're taking us out, God.
I thank you that we're the display of your glory, God,
that we read about in Isaiah 61,
that we are the display of your glory, Lord,
and that we are bringing beauty for ashes
and the oil of joy for mourning
and the garment of praise for the spirit of heaviness
in strange and unusual ways, God,
in ways that we have never seen the earth
to operate before, Lord.
We are turning our worlds upside down, God.
And yes, some will call us troublemakers,
and some will say that we're disruptors in the wrong way,
but God, you have created us to be that.
You have created us to question.
You have created us to be reformers, God,
and revolutionaries, God, and solutionaries, God.
And I just release that over my brothers and sisters
and over myself to even a greater degree, God.
It's our time.
Press into this right now.
It's our time.
Close your eyes.
Allow God to give you new dreams, new assignments,
new vision for your life.
It's our time.
Say that to yourself.
It's my time.
If there's anyone that you need to forgive,
because God gave me the assignment for this last year single
after I helped my mom through the last days of her life,
after I fully, full cycle of forgiveness had forgiven her
and moved forward and gotten home,
as soon as I got home,
this assignment came down from the general
of the angel armies.
The commander of the angel armies gave me this assignment.
And so your new assignment could be on the other side
of you forgiving, you letting go of the anger
and the offense.
Let it go.
It's not worth it.
Let it go.
Let God figure that out.
Let God figure that person out.
Let it go.
Nothing that anyone has ever done to you is more powerful
than what Jesus did for you on the cross.
Let it go.
Do not allow it to get in the way
of you hearing your assignment.
God's not holding out on you.
You just might not be hearing him
because you're too junked up.
You're too junked up with stuff.
Maybe you're mad at God.
You're offended at God.
Things didn't go your way.
They didn't go the way you thought they should go.
You think he's forgotten you,
but today you're hearing he hasn't forgotten you.
You're a special vessel.
You're part of the special teams
and it's our time to take the field.
Don't stay on the bench.
It's our time to take the field.
Jesus, we thank you, Lord.
We thank you, Lord.
Thank you for calling us.
Thank you for choosing us.
Thank you for equipping us, Lord.
Thank you for these times together, Lord,
where we corporately become even more equipped.
We thank you for it, God.
Let's lean into it, friends.
Let's lean into it.
We have our prophetic night tomorrow night.
We're gonna lean into more ideas like this.
It happens once a month if you're brand new.
The last Sunday of the month, we do a prophetic night.
Every Sunday of the month,
we do an activation of Supernatural Saturday.
So whatever you learn here,
you can go activate it on Sunday.
But tomorrow's the last Sunday of the month.
You guys, can you believe it?
We're almost to April already.
This year is flying by.
So tomorrow night, we'll activate more of you
in these new dreams, these new gifts, these new callings.
So be there.
Be square.
Love ya.
Bye.