All right. Okay, so here are the announcements tonight, friends. We are going to have our
regular prophetic time that we have once a month, last Sunday of the month. I forgot
that it was the last Sunday of the month on Supernatural Saturday, and so I said that
tonight we would be processing through the Word that I released this last Saturday on pruning
and on new beginnings require endings on making room. So instead, we will actually
process through that, help you guys process through that this coming Thursday. Normally,
that type of session would only be available for people in phase three, but because I hijacked
the Supernatural Saturday, I'm just trying to think this through, Bethany. I'm just trying to
think it through like out loud right now. So maybe we should just make it next Sunday night.
What do you think? Yeah, I think that makes more sense. That way everyone can come.
So next Sunday night, friends, we will process through that Word on pruning. In fact, this coming
Saturday, we will maybe dig into more of that idea on Supernatural Saturday because we didn't
even get to half of the things that I had written down, and so we will do that. Then
Sunday activation next week will be the pruning. So all of you phase three ladies, you'll still
have your love story this coming week on Thursday for those of you that love that.
All right, so we're going to jump in. We have some people from our prayer team here. We're
going to be praying over you guys. If this is your first time on an all-community prophetic night,
once again, last Sunday of every month usually is when it happens. Raise your hand. I'd like to see
who's new, who has never been to one of these sessions before. The all-community time of
the prophetic at the end of each month. Okay, Karen's new. Welcome, Karen.
Anybody else? This is your very first time. Heather, this is her very first time.
All right, here they come. Emily and Sarah and Karishma. Maybe I'm saying that right, Karishma?
All right, you guys are in for a treat. Tonight, we're really going to focus on healing. Obviously,
we're going to follow the Holy Spirit wherever he goes, but we are going to focus on healing.
That doesn't just have to be physical healing. It could be some other type of healing,
an emotional healing, a mental healing, a spiritual healing, but we are going to focus on
healing and on words of knowledge about healings that are needed in this group that has gathered
here tonight. We are recording this session because I want people who weren't able to be
here tonight but really need a word. They need encouragement. They need hope, and they need
healing to be able to access it. Let's jump in. Father God, we're so thankful for your goodness
and your love. We're so thankful that you lead and guide us to the places of abundance.
You're leading and guiding us to the fruitful places, to the places that you've already
prepared for us. We may feel like we're walking through a barren wilderness. We may feel like
there's no water in sight, that there's no provision in sight, but it's just simply not true
because even in the wilderness, you are with us. You cover us. You feed us. You provide for us.
You are showing us your good path. We just speak that right now. We declare that over ourselves
that you're going to show us your good path. You're showing it to us. Open our eyes to see it.
Let the scales fall from our eyes so we can see what it is that you're trying to give to us,
what you're trying to tell us. You are a good father, and you're never silent.
You never withdraw yourself. Someone needs to hear that tonight. I feel like just kicking off
Bethany right now with that word of knowledge that you have been taught that God withdraws.
To test us. He withdraws himself from us. He doesn't answer us. He's silent. He's quiet.
These are the times of testing. These are the times when we just have to blindly trust that
he loves us. You guys, I want you to apply that belief system to a human relationship.
His ways are above our ways. His thoughts are above our thoughts, but you have to understand
that means they're superior to us. He says that he loves us even more than any human could
possibly love us. He says that he's even better than any earthly father could ever be to you,
even if you had an amazing father. Even though his ways are higher and his thoughts are higher,
that doesn't mean that they're weird and bizarre and anti our ways. No, they're superior to our
ways because he doesn't have any of the baggage that we have. He can love perfectly because he
is love. I just want you to get a hold of that right now. I feel like this is a word for many
people. You need to understand that is biblically untrue that God withdraws himself.
In fact, what's biblically true is that we are in God every moment of our existence.
Before you even came to earth, you existed.
You existed in God, in his heart, in his imagination.
He said, I knew you before I formed the earth.
I knew you.
You are known by him in ways that no one else can ever know you, including yourself.
You're intimately known.
Every part of you knit together in your mother's womb.
He has been with you and covering you your entire existence since you started in his
imagination and until you came on this earth in human form and beyond for eternity.
You will be in your God.
In him.
The Bible says what moving and living and breathing and having our being in him.
We are in him.
Nothing can remove you, says Romans.
From what?
From his love.
The psalmist David says, if I go to the uttermost parts of hell, you would be with me.
If I took the wings in the morning to the heavens, you would be with me.
There's no darkness too thick because it's light to you.
I cannot hide from your presence.
You are with me.
You are everywhere all the time.
God is both omniscient and omnipresent.
He's omnipotent.
He is everything, y'all.
He's everything.
That means he's in everything.
He is everything.
Okay, so back to the lie.
God's not being quiet.
He's not hiding himself from you.
He is with you.
He is with you in a way that nothing and no one ever could be with you.
Close is every heartbeat.
Hearing every whisper.
Hearing every unheard, unspoken thought, prayer, hurt, pain, doesn't matter if other humans
couldn't hear it.
God heard it, which is why you're here.
God heard the prayers and the cries of your heart.
That's what the Bible says.
He hears the cries of our heart.
So I hope that's bringing healing right now.
Remember, we're going to kick off healing.
So bringing emotional healing to you, bringing spiritual healing to you where you've been
abused and believing that God withdraws himself to test us and when he is upset at us.
He withdraws himself when he is not happy with us, when we are not pleasing to him.
He only draws close to us when we've done whatever it is that he wants us to do.
Those things are not biblically sound.
That's religion.
Those are lies.
In fact, God draws nigh to us.
What does that mean?
If we're in him and we're as close as we can be, what does that mean?
That means that he draws nigh to us, meaning that he feels closer.
Guys, I want you to get a hold of this.
This is really important.
He couldn't get any closer, but your shame is what makes you feel like he's far away.
Your guilt is what makes you feel like he's far away.
Your pride is what makes you feel like he's far away.
And that's why the scripture says that he draws nigh to the humble.
He's not drawing nigh to you.
You just feel his closeness when you humble yourself.
When you repent, when you turn away from your way into his way, then you acknowledge and
understand that he's close.
You feel his presence.
There's nothing blocking it.
Do you guys understand?
You catching on?
I see some tears flowing.
Yes, I see tears flowing down cheeks.
Yes, yes, yes, Diana.
God loves you.
He loves you so, so, so much, so much.
We feel him when we let go of our shame and our guilt.
So just surrender that to him.
Let healing come to every heart that's believed that God is disappointed in them, that you've
let him down.
I say this often, but I'm going to say it again.
I've been saying it for many, many, many years.
You cannot let God down because you're not holding him up.
You know, that's a verse in a song now.
I heard it not that long ago and I'm like, dang, I should have wrote a song.
You can't let him down because you are not holding him up.
He is not expecting you to come through for him.
He's coming through for you.
He wants to come through for you.
Yes.
Does anyone else have any other words of knowledge right now?
now, anyone on the team, all of our prayer leaders that are here that go along with this
subject.
I don't really feel like Holy Spirit's quite done here of just releasing condemnation and
just accepting the closeness of God.
Any specific words of something that someone might be holding on to, anything?
I do, Jackie.
Can you hear me?
Go ahead.
Yeah.
Okay.
Let's see.
He said, I'm sorry.
I wrote down, okay.
God says, you need to, oh, I'm so sorry.
So God was saying, your feeling of needing to take your punishment doesn't come from
me.
I already knew how you would react.
And still, I love you.
I love you when you come to me in your pain and shame, not to punish you, but to show
you my great love.
And then he said, what looks like an ending is but a beginning.
Even ending in others is a new beginning for you.
A new can feel scary or out of control.
Remember, you don't need to be in control because you do not know where I am leading
you.
This is a time of strengthening your trust muscles, getting stronger.
The strain you feel is growth, growth in faith, in trust, and in knowing me.
And that's what I heard.
Amen.
Raise your hand if that's for you.
If any part of that's for you, come on.
God's taking us amazing places and he's making us strong.
It's making us strong.
You guys, even in when he's making us strong and we're going through some stuff, he's always
with us.
He's helping us.
You have to lean into him.
You have to lean into him, not into your gifts, not into your own strength.
You lean into him.
Lean in.
Don't lean away.
Lean in.
All right.
Anyone else on the team have anything else that would have to do with just believing
that God loves us, emotional healing before we move on?
I do have one, and using that word, lean in, and a word that Joanna mentioned, shame.
God does not expect us to master everything, and that's what shame is.
The acronym of shame should have already mastered everything.
He doesn't expect us to do so.
He knows us that we're made from dust, and that it's a process.
It's a journey.
So the word I'm hearing is, let's allow your shame bring you closer to me, not away.
So lean in, lean in, and come closer to me.
Even when you feel shame, let that draw you to me and not away from me.
I don't expect you to master everything.
It takes time, and I love you through the journey.
Guys, this is your childhood.
Going off of Kemi's word, this is something that God told me years ago.
It's something that I have taught for years.
This life on earth, remember, you've existed.
You've always existed in God, and you always will.
You're eternal.
But this life, this earth experience that you're having is your childhood.
I don't care if you live to be 120 years old.
It's your childhood, and so you are meant to learn here.
That is what you're meant to do.
Think about little children.
Think about them learning how to ride a bike.
Think about them learning how to spell and how to talk and how to walk and how to do
everything.
That is what you're doing.
You're going to fall down.
You're going to skin your knees.
You're going to mess up.
You're going to make mistakes.
You're going to be disobedient.
You're going to do the wrong thing.
But this is a loving father that you run to and not away from.
You run to in your mistakes, not from.
You run to for comfort.
You run to for encouragement.
You run to sometimes for correction, but it isn't the type of correction that you may
have experienced from your human family.
It is a course correction.
It's a mindset correction.
It's helping you to see the better way.
It's telling you that you don't have to live like that anymore, that you can live in abundance
and in a better way.
That's what the correction is like after we come in repentance.
All right, we'll go ahead, I think, and shift gears.
Bethany, go ahead.
Well, first, I want to say when, Jackie, you were giving that word, I wasn't quite sure
if it was in alignment with where you were at, so I wanted to hold it for a minute, but
I'm going to go ahead and release it now, because I believe it's going to help us in
the healing aspects as well.
I just saw a
reaching in literally to massage someone's heart and it could be for way
more than one person but I heard him say to cause it to beat again like there's
some of you that feel so numb still even some of you that have gone through the
heart work you're still wondering why you're not feeling things while you're
not emoting ways that other people do and I just heard the Lord say it's your
time like he's gonna cause your heart to beat again you're gonna awaken awake or
sleep or rise up from the dead you're no longer gonna be bound by the past and
by the the ashes and the soot and the sackcloth God is saying it's time to
arise and take off your sackcloth because today is a new day but it begins
with just he loves you so much like it was this gentle it wasn't a hard squeeze
it was just like God was just supernaturally reaching in to your heart
and massaging it and healing it and loving on you and so we just we just
thank you father right now for that or we don't want to rush past what you're
doing we thank you God for supernatural healing God that you're the great
physician you know every aspect of our hearts where there's been heartache
where there's been brokenness even areas where when we think of our hearts
through like dead areas there are areas that aren't even working anymore but God
we thank you that you can do heart surgery in any moment and we just
declare heart surgery happening right now supernaturally over everyone that's
here those that will hear the recording God I'm just even hearing this might be
for someone who's having heart trouble but I'm also hearing valve replacements
like literally God is replacing valves of your heart that are gonna cause your
heart the blood to flow properly everything to function and your body
physically the way that it is meant to function and operate but this is also
for people emotionally I hear the Lord saying it's not just a physical it's
both it's a both and a physical and an emotional in order for us to lean into
the healing and the waters some of you are waiting by the pool to be placed in
but God is meeting you even before he gets to the edge of the pool and he's
saying that healing is in the water tonight and that you already have a
front-row seat with the master the great physician the one that heals the one
that redeems the one that rebuilds and restores and we just thank you God for
just supernaturally healing hearts Lord yeah Lord we just thank you also for
coming in and I don't I'm just here I'm gonna release what I'm hearing a
backstitch like there's some some somebody that's had some some things
going on even in your heart where God's coming into you know like people get
stitches when they get something cut open but I'm hearing specifically the
word backstitch so I'm gonna have to really pray into that and see what God
is saying about a backstitch but I believe it's something that's very
intricate and delicate there's something important about that that procedure
that's being done in your heart emotionally or those of you physically
that might need something like that but God is he's gentle he's a good father as
Jackie was declaring he doesn't force his way in he doesn't you know barge in
and just plow the things down he's he's saying tonight that he's gonna come in
and provide supernaturally yeah I'm not sure Katie if someone could look that up
for me that would be awesome but that's what I heard specifically so I'm gonna
release that for now is there anyone else on the team that has another word
of wisdom or knowledge for healing and we're gonna keep going yeah something
so I saw a windmill and a butterfly and I asked the Lord and I heard him say in
the spirit I saw this too is be led by the Spirit and so thank you Lord that we
will be led by the Spirit because your voice speaks things that are encouraging
and loving and kind and Lord thank you that you don't speak condemnation so
thank you Lord that we will check ourselves on that and so the windmill
encourages us to reflect on the importance of the the presence of the
Spirit the presence of the wind is a windmill my notes just disappeared on my
on my laptop so I apologize my battery just died but what I kept sensing and
seeing was be filled with the Holy Spirit and that verse that was
highlighted was to be totally and wholly filled with God himself and to be
enlightened our eyes of our heart to be enlightened and flooded with light with
with joy, with peace, and our ears to be enlightened.
Even if you want to put your hands on your ears
or on your heart, the eyes of your heart will be enlightened.
I feel like he's doing that tonight.
Even, I feel like he already did it.
When Jackie and Bethany spoke what they spoke
and the words that were just spoken that were so congruent,
I feel like he already did enlighten the eyes of your heart
and your ears.
I'm just confirming it, really.
So thank you, Lord, for doing that.
Thank you, God, for enlightening the eyes of our heart.
And Lord, help us to check the thoughts
and take them captive into the obedience of Christ.
If they are negative, to grab them
and replace them with the truth,
which is love and kindness and gentleness.
Thank you, Lord.
This is so good.
So y'all, I don't know if y'all see in the chat,
Kandi, thank you for that.
I'm gonna come with the second layer of that windmill work
is God spoke a windmill.
And I do believe it has to do with healing.
And I'm gonna bring in kind of an additional layer to that.
But the backstitch, y'all,
it's basically a stitch that's stronger.
It's to reinforce what else,
the other things that are already there.
Y'all can see it in the chat.
But I just want you to know, God,
he's intricately involved in your healing process.
You don't have to do any part of the healing on your own.
And this is where, for me, the windmill came in.
And 100%, I was on the same vein as Kandi.
And this is what I love about the Lord is,
it's just such a beautiful thing
that Kandi and I have not chatted at all.
Literally, as I started praying tonight, I saw a windmill.
And when I saw the windmill, it was white.
And I knew it was turning.
And I heard the Lord say, it's turning to the East,
see y'all, so that's kind of a word in its own.
But I'm gonna get to that in a minute.
But the windmill symbolizes that power,
that movement of the Holy Spirit.
It can represent harnessing the force,
harnessing that supernatural energy of the Holy Spirit.
The Holy Spirit is the one
that brings those things from heaven to earth.
He's that conduit that this stuff comes to us through.
And so some of you might even be saying,
even during your heart work,
or some of you might be, again, in another phase,
and you're dating,
and you just keep saying how hard everything is.
But God is wanting you to know
that it's time to harness the energy of the Holy Spirit
to do whatever it is that you have need of,
including your healing,
that you're not in this by yourself.
It's not by might nor by power,
but it's by His Spirit, says the Lord.
And specifically, the word that it's turning to the East,
this is what it says.
The East is often a symbol of beginnings,
renewal, where the sun rises.
The East is where the sun rises, you all.
God is rising on your life,
and He's healing, and He's redeeming,
and He's restoring, He's rebuilding,
and it is your time.
It's not just everyone else's time.
One of the other things,
and we are gonna lean a lot into healing tonight.
This was something Jackie and I were talking a lot.
So for those that came with other words,
you can still release those for my team,
but be asking the Lord specifically for words of wisdom
or knowledge for people for healing tonight as well.
This one might seem a little interesting,
but I do feel like it's regarding healing,
and I kept praying about it before I got on.
But there's this song lyric
that started coming up in my spirit.
That's not my name.
There's a song.
It's an older, well, a couple years ago.
I had to actually look it up, you all.
It's by the Ting Tings,
and it's called, That's Not My Name.
And I started reading the lyrics of this song,
and I believe that God is wanting to heal some of you
specifically where people have said things over you
for years.
They've called you names.
They've called you phrases.
They've refused to call you by your actual name.
Sometimes people are accidentally calling you
by the wrong name,
but this is something that's been happening to you
over and over and over again,
and God wants you to know tonight
that he wants to come in and heal those places,
and he wants you to also know that you can stand up
and say, hey, that's not my name.
So coming out of alignment with the names
that have been spoken over you,
and this is what some of the chorus lyrics,
I'm not gonna read the whole song.
It says, they call me hell.
They call me Stacy.
They call me her.
They call me Jane.
And then four times it says, that's not my name.
That's not my name.
And what I started thinking about
was literally the chorus was four lines,
and then it was four times, that's not my name.
And I was thinking about Peter
and how Peter said he was not going to deny the Lord,
but he did three times,
and then God restored him three times.
So there's something to that in the spirit realm
that God is coming in to restore
everything that's been broken and all of that,
and he's gonna do it in the same amount of time.
that some of you all have been heard or been called these names it goes on it says they call me quiet
but i'm a riot mary jo lisa always the same and then it goes into that that's not my name that's
not my name and so for whoever this is for tonight i believe that people have been telling you that
you're shy you're quiet you're you know you're too loud you're too this some of you it's been
called the wrong name and this is interesting uh thing that i want to pull together the last thing
i want to share and we're going to pray into this and if this is happening to you i really want to
see you all yeah see some of y'all are putting they call me mickey mouse y'all if this stuff
does not align with who god says you are it's so important for you to come out of alignment with
this stuff because that is not the name that god gives us okay so interestingly enough growing up
over the years my one she was like an aunt that came through a second marriage my uncle
she used to always call me brittany and when i was younger i used to get frustrated but i'd be
like oh it's okay i would always say oh it's okay it's okay and then throughout the years people
have accidentally called me britney well my name's not britney and i'm not mad at people but here's
why i'm telling you this jackie said to me one time she's like bethany you got to pay attention
to that there's a reason that's happening and ever since i had that conversation and it hadn't
happened in a really long time you all because i came out of agreement with oh that's okay
you know just always being okay that i was being called the wrong name
i realized tonight that literally in the last few months since i went back to ohio when my dad passed
away that i've been called britney multiple times i think at least five times in the last two months
by random people people that have just met me people that know me accidentally calling me the
wrong name and so for whatever it's worth tonight i felt led to release that over you all tonight
that whatever is has been spoken over you and maybe for even some of the men like if there were
harsh words spoken over you by a mom or a woman or anything you know maybe even in high school
other boys calling you things nicknames that really actually hurt your feelings but you're
just trying to be tough you know and be a bro but like god's like hey no that's not your name it's
time to come out of alignment with that stuff because internally some of some of you are
leaning into subconsciously partnering with those names and those places and spaces
so where we just thank you tonight for healing we thank you god for coming into the core of who we
are god any area where we've been called names phrases where we've been categorized in certain
characteristics things that just actually aren't even who you made us to be but we felt like we
had to become those people to just make everybody else be okay or to just you know make our own
selves kind of go into the background lord we just thank you that you would help us to come
out of hiding that you would help us to step into our actual name the name that you have given us
the lord who do you say that we are so where we just ask you to help us to come in and partner
with you as you lead us into truth into all truth and anoint us for all of our lives and
walking calling that that includes leading us into the fullness of who you originally created
us to be god we thank you that you would even help people on the call tonight those that would
hear the replay that you would help them to have fresh ears to hear even right now who you say
that they are what is the name that you give them not only their biological name but what are you
saying over them what do you want to help them hear god from the depths of their spirit that
they would get rid of this stuff that they would prune these old nicknames that aren't serving them
well anymore we just thank you for that in jesus name how about my team does anyone else have
anything to release it could go in alignment or totally be different than what i just released
i think about the song that says he knows my name and even the bible says that he has tattooed
he has tattooed our names on the palm of his hands and so father we thank you that we partner with
the truth of who we are in christ jesus i also want to pray into the backstitch the word that
you use bethany and um who was it somebody gave a definition i think was marilyn marilyn and i
wrote that down that it's a slower stitch but it's stronger in the end a slower stitch
but stronger in the end and i think about that our past our past does not have to predict
for us things might seem slow by his stripes we are healed things might seem slow it was a slow
death on the cross but a stronger end he cried out it is finished that by his stripes
We are healed through Christ Jesus.
And so I want to pray to that as well, that Father in heaven,
thank you, Lord, that you have given us Jesus Christ,
that our past does not have to predict for us,
but what Jesus did for us about 2,000 years ago in the past,
it is that past that predicts for us.
And so, Father, I thank you that you're reminding us today,
this evening, to keep the momentum going,
to keep the truth in our hearts and allow the truth massage,
because some of us are going through some type of arrest
and we're saying no way in the name of Jesus.
And so, Father, thank you that spiritually you're massaging,
you're waking our hearts, let our hearts beat again,
that is coming alive again.
We're returning to our purpose, why you created us.
And, Father, I just want to say thank you
that Jesus is alive and glory be to his name,
that we are well, we are healed by his stripes.
And thank you, Lord, for the stitches.
It might be slow, as the definition was given,
but it's stronger in the end.
We are strong in Christ Jesus.
Amen.
I hear this song that says, and I will sing it,
but I'm very hoarse, but it says,
come out of hiding, you're safe with me.
I'll be your wind in the willow, your soft melody.
And I feel tonight that healing sounds super exciting
for some of us, but for some of us,
we find that we have a tussle in our heart.
It's kind of like, I want what you say and it sounds so good,
but I don't know if I could trust him.
And the scripture that I want to present to you tonight
is Revelations 3 and 20, and it says,
behold, I stand at the door and knock.
If anyone hears my voice and opens the door,
I will come to him and dine with him and he with me.
And this passage is very symbolic.
It signifies God's desire to be close with us,
to have intimate relationships with us,
and that when he comes in, we become one with him
and he becomes one with us.
And he's not forcing his way in,
but he says tonight that he's issuing an invitation.
It's just as him knocking at the doors of your heart
and saying, will you come in, allow me to sit with you.
And as you sit with the father, as you dine with the father,
he will bring healing to the places of your heart
that you did not know needed to be healed.
And a lot of times our eyes are focused on one place.
In Jesus, within his wisdom and all of his majesty,
he tackles another area that brings breakthrough.
And so my prayer, I just pray that you guys will hear
the divine invitation of the Lord.
And he has promised you on tonight
that if you hear him knocking, whatever you feel,
you feel him knocking at your heart, open the door.
And he says, I will come and dine with you,
meaning I will have a meal with you.
I will work it out with you.
I will tussle with the things that's tussling with you.
And I am sure to win the battle.
That was so good, Eboni.
Thank you.
Anyone else on the team have anything right now?
Yes.
On Monday, Renee had us do a practice
where we spoke our name and then what God says about that.
And she was saying how powerful it
is to hear your name attached to good things.
And she said, I'm going to pray for you.
I'm going to pray for you.
To hear your name attached to good things.
And what God said to me, in kind of a laughing voice,
he goes, sweetheart, not only does he know our name,
he knows the way we spell it.
He knows the tone that we like to hear our name in.
And he knows our favorite nicknames.
And so he's the one that's speaking to your heart saying,
I love you.
And the nicknames that came out were
like Poppy or Buttercup, Champ, Sweetheart, Darling,
Daughter.
All of these nicknames that you have, he has for you.
He loves you so much.
And he says them with such pride in his voice
because he is so proud of who you are and where you are
and the fact that you were wanting desperately
to be healed and to draw closer.
And he knows that.
He knows your name.
He knows exactly how you like it.
And he is giving you the abundance of his love.
And so the other thing I heard was to daughters and sons,
stay conscious of me as you go through this day.
Remember, I never leave your side.
And so Holy Spirit.
Spirit, we freely choose to let you guide us step-by-step.
Please show us what that looks like.
Speak to us through our names throughout the day.
Amen.
Amen, amen.
Anyone else?
I just wanna leave it open for the team if you have some.
If not, I'm gonna step in.
I have some, are we just, are we praying right now
or are we speaking words?
You can give a word right now.
Okay, well, there was something along with that windmill
because I always ask the Lord if I see something,
I wanna make sure I'm not adding my stuff in it at all
that I'm asking and I saw pushing
and I felt like the pushing was birthing
and the butterfly is also, of course,
we know what happens with the butterfly when it,
wow, I can feel the Holy Spirit really strong, y'all.
I feel like, yes, so the butterfly has to go through a lot
but it gets through all of the rough stuff
and then it blossoms into this gorgeous,
beautiful butterfly that flies free
and so the word that I heard also when I was really asking
what he wanted to say was freedom.
So I just thank you for freedom.
It's freedom.
You have set us free.
You're not going to set us free, we are free.
Thank you, Lord, that we already are free.
We already are called by the name,
you gave Bethany a specific name
and you already said her identity and what it was.
She grabbed it and said, yes,
that's already true in heaven, I'm taking it.
So I just say, everyone on this call,
just take what's already yours, which is freedom.
Thank you, Lord, and that we will, and in the push,
thank you, Lord, it's time to push.
It's time to push, push through.
Thank you, Lord, that you are the strength
that we don't need to put the effort in.
The Holy Spirit is doing the work.
So just thank you, Lord, that we're filled,
we're baptized afresh even this moment
with the Holy Spirit and I feel like he's saying,
stay filled, if you feel like you've got a leak somewhere,
all of us, then pause and ask for a refill, a refill.
Yes, Lord, thank you, Lord, just refill us,
baptize us afresh, even right this moment.
We wanna be overflowing and yes to that resurrection life.
Wow, I feel it.
Yes, Lord, I wanna kind of go to something.
I was hearing in the spirit, the Lord wants to-
Interject here, I just wanted to piggyback
on the butterfly that Candy mentioned.
And I was thinking of how even the butterfly wings,
that the butterflies don't see their wings.
They don't realize how beautiful their wings are, but we do.
And so with that analogy or metaphor,
that we don't see our wings,
but people around God sees our wings.
So we don't see how beautiful we are.
We don't see how powerful we are.
And my prayer is that we tap into that beauty.
We tap into that power.
We tap into all that God has created us to be
because he sees it.
And there are people in our lives that see it too,
but we don't.
And so I pray that we're able to spread our wings.
We can spread our wings and we can fly,
we can soar higher and higher
because God wants us to take,
he wants to take us places,
places we never dreamed or imagined.
And so again, the word momentum comes to mind
that Lord help us to tap and keep the momentum,
to keep it going so that other people would see
your good work in us and glorify you in heaven.
Amen.
Thank you, Bethany.
Oh, you're welcome.
Amen. Amen.
So right before as I was praying about
what direction to go next for healing you all.
And I have a couple of things written down,
but I do feel led to go here first,
especially after I saw a post in the chat there.
And I want to lean into this you all.
And I know this might not apply
to everyone right now in this moment,
but I think it's going to hit home for a lot of people.
And so be praying,
even if you don't feel like it relates to you,
pray for your brothers and sisters on here
that it might hit home with tonight.
So I heard the Lord say to pray regarding people
that struggle to lose weight.
And I was almost going to stay away from it
because it's also something I've kind of.
Body shame, y'all, I've taught a session on body shame
a couple times in our community.
Having gone through sexual abuse,
have carried a lot of body shame over the years
and really struggle with going back and forth
with losing a lot of weight, then gaining
and all this stuff.
But anyways, I'm saying that to say
that I feel like we need to lean into this
a little bit tonight.
I've even seen a couple posts in our women's group.
I know that men struggle with this too.
So men, please don't check out
because I know that there are some men
that even in our community, that this is something
that is currently something you're working through.
But I wanna encourage you,
as I saw some of these posts this week,
a lot of people are really encountering,
people even saying really hurtful things
that they've met people on dating apps and whatnot.
But here's Amy, and this is where it's so important
for us to trust what the Holy Spirit is doing
because I didn't know that that it's not my name thing
was just for me.
And I really prayed into that for a while this afternoon.
And here is what Amy shared in the chat.
When I was young, like fifth, sixth grade, I was overweight.
I was made fun of and teased mercifully from kids at school.
And my own dad said my whole life
that I was a member of the Lard Ass Club.
God is showing me how much shame I've carried around
from this and how it has affected how I feel about myself.
Y'all, maybe that isn't something that was said to you.
Maybe your dad didn't say it,
but if somebody said anything to you about your body
at any point, any part of your body,
and I'm also gonna go after any healing just regarding body.
Let's just go there in general,
because I'm thinking also about people
that made comments about people's noses
is what I'm hearing in the spirit.
Their boobs, their guys have in the locker room.
Y'all, I know this stuff goes on
because I coach people on it.
You know, guys making fun of other guys, privates.
It's real stuff that people carry into their whole life.
And guess what?
When you go to be in the room with your husband
when you get married or your wife,
that stuff, you don't wanna take that in there.
And so now let's lean into this for some healing tonight.
So what I want you to do,
if you have ever had anybody say anything negative to you
about any part of your body,
I would love to have you put your hands up tonight.
And we're gonna pray for you.
And this could be regarding anything.
Again, it could be your looks.
It could be your weight.
It could be anything, y'all.
So Father, we just thank you, God,
that you're the great physician.
Nothing is too hard for you,
including body shame and guilt
and things that we have carried
because of things other people have spoken over us,
maybe even things that we've spoken over ourselves
or we've come into agreement
with a lie of the enemy over our bodies.
And God, we just declare that our bodies
are being made new in you, God,
that we can lose and shed.
It's not just about a weight thing.
It's not about losing weight, gaining weight.
God, it's about becoming a healthier version of ourselves.
God, who you originally created us to be.
So God, if there's any part of our bodies
that are physically holding onto weight
or shame or guilt or condemnation,
even regarding our looks,
when we look in the mirror
and we're just constantly criticizing ourselves,
God, we just ask it tonight to break off in Jesus' name,
that we would walk in full, just freedom,
that we would be able to run and dance,
not only physically, but internally,
that we would feel freedom,
that we would feel a release in the spirit.
God, we ask you, God, to come and minister
to those broken areas,
even just hearing that story of what Amy's dad called her.
God, we thank you that you would just go into the recesses,
the deep places of our souls, God,
and place the balm of Gilead upon those places.
God, the medicinal properties in the balm of Gilead
that you used to use in the old times,
God, we thank you that you're supernaturally applying it.
God, we thank you for surgeries that are gonna happen
while people are sleeping tonight
in the supernatural realm.
God, that you're gonna begin to help them
even just recognize the ways
that they have condemned themselves in any way, God,
where even some people don't even like
to look at themselves in the mirror
because they were taught that looking at themselves
in the mirror is vanity.
God, the opposite factor that some people face,
Lord, we just thank you that you're healing your sons,
you're healing your daughters, God,
and you're helping us to hear a beautiful melody
over us tonight in a fresh way.
Yes, Lord, we are fearfully and wonderfully made.
God, I thank you that you can give us the grace
and the courage that we need every day
to make healthy choices for ourselves.
God, I thank you that you would help us
to not partner with.
eating out of anxiety or stress, God,
the things that where we're trying to fill holes
that only God, you can fill.
God, we thank you.
And maybe I'm just speaking for myself with that, y'all.
So if that doesn't resonate for you,
you don't have to take it.
But Lord, I thank you that when we're hurting,
when we're sad, when we're lonely, God,
that we wouldn't fill those things with alcohol, food,
or even just binging on Netflix and shows like constantly,
God, but that we would turn to you, Lord.
We would allow you to come and fill us in a fresh way, Lord.
And I'm also hearing the Lord say
that there are some here tonight
that maybe you were the one that said something negative
to someone else.
And so I would just encourage you to ask the Lord
just to forgive you tonight
because the waters of healing are flowing
and God isn't upset with you.
It's time for you to forgive yourself as well.
So Lord, we just thank you for forgiveness
being released tonight.
God, that you're healing the brokenhearted.
And you say in your word that you are close
to those who are crushed in spirit.
So if anyone is crushed in spirit,
even thinking about the things people have said to them
in the past, God, we thank you for renewing them.
God, we thank you that you're healing us
from the inside out.
Yes, Lord, you're making us new,
brand new, brand new, brand new.
Y'all, I just saw like an image of new shoes.
And I know it's not just about the shoes,
but I feel like God's given some new bodies tonight,
some new perspectives of yourself tonight.
So the representation of new shoes can mean a lot of things.
But God, we thank you for new, new, new, new,
that you would help us to prune away old mindsets
and thought patterns about our bodies
and negative critical thoughts
that we have towards even other people
that we're even meeting on the apps.
Lord, even I did it myself at times,
but forgive us, Lord, for the times
where we're critical of others
and help us to have hearts and spirits
that are soft and pliable to you in Jesus' name.
Ooh, you all, that was really good.
I have another word as well regarding healing.
So let me put hands down
because I need to see these people as well.
All right, y'all, we have 222 people on right now.
And I just noticed that for the first time tonight,
right when we finished praying about healing for that,
the word for some of you,
you think you're not gonna be a bride.
The enemy's still trying to convince you
that you're not gonna be a bride.
Maybe you think you're not gonna be a groom,
but God says that he has a spirit mate for you,
that you are being drawn to your spirit mate
and your spirit mate is being drawn to you.
It is your time,
but it's whether or not you believe internally
it's your time on the inside.
But again, it's partnering with the Lord
on the journey too as well.
So here's the word that I heard.
Are there any people struggling with memory loss
on any level?
It could be a little bit you're noticing here and there.
It could be from a medicine,
but anybody experiencing any kind of memory loss.
All right.
Gosh, we have more than I thought we would have.
All right, I think this is just a tactic of the enemy.
Some of y'all, it's been happening for a while,
but what I saw first before I heard specifically
the Lord wanted me to pray for people with memory loss,
I saw the image of the game.
I think it's Scattergories.
That's at least what I pictured in my head.
In Scattergories, the game,
it has this picture of the person with an open head
and like all this stuff kind of coming out of it.
But that's what I saw first.
And as I was kind of asking the Lord, like, okay,
well, what about that game?
What does that mean?
I just quickly read something
and it's like, it helps work with return of quick thinking.
Like it's a game where you, like, it's fun,
but like you're quick thinking, quick thinking.
And I immediately heard the Lord say,
pray for people with memory loss.
And so we're gonna pray into that team.
I would love for you to partner with me in this after I pray.
If you have anything on either of the two things
we've prayed for, we're gonna pray into that
a little bit more and then we're gonna see
where God takes us in addition to that.
So Lord, we just thank you.
Yes, Lord.
Even right now, God, I thank you
that you're restoring neuropathways.
God, things in the brain, the functions and the cells
and the aspects of the brain that house the memory system.
God, the memory faculties, we thank you, God,
that you would just go into those places, Lord,
and you would just cause the memory faculties to be,
I'm just seeing like a flame kind of coming in
and reigniting those places, Lord.
We thank you, God, where the enemy has tried to come
and kill, steal, and destroy, even generationally.
Yes, Lord.
Some of y'all have had people in your family
that have had Alzheimer's, that have had dementia,
that have lost their memory, and you're afraid
that that.
going to happen to you too. And God said, you have to be really careful to not come into agreement
that that is your destiny, because that doesn't have to be your destiny. There's things that even
right now that you can be doing to prepare and strengthen your mind and build your brain and,
and the qualities and the abilities of the natural ability for your brain to restore itself.
So God, we just thank you right now, God, that you would help us, Lord, anyone that is in that
place, God, where they're just afraid. The word says the thing that they have feared has come
upon them. That was Job. He feared things and it came upon him. So we thank you that we come
out of agreement and alignment with the spirit of fear tonight, and we will come into agreement
and alignment with God that you're able to give us the ability to have memory, the ability to
think quick, the ability to restore the functions of our brain that we need so that we can walk in
the fullness of everything that you have for us. Yes, Lord. Some of you are even believing that
you're not going to find your spirit mater. If you do, they're not going to want you because
you struggle with memory, memory loss. And that's a lie from the pit of hell. And we want to encourage
you to reject that lie as well. So Lord, we just thank you that you would just fill us up, fill us
up, Lord. Yes, Lord. Yes, Lord. I'm just seeing the Lord going right into some of your minds.
And what I'm seeing is like, like he's going in and just touching parts of your brain right now.
And he's just lovingly, just like the woman with the issue of blood, like she didn't have to
physically touch him. She just touched the hem of his garment. And God is saying tonight
that he's walking among us. And it is time that you can reach out in faith and be healed.
So Lord, we just thank you for divine healing, supernatural release, God imparting into
every person that raised their hand again, those that might not even know they need it. God,
we thank you that you're just touching the different parts of the brain right now
to restore, rebuild, renew God in every, every area in Jesus name. Amen. Does my team,
does anyone else sense in anything else in alignment with this? I want to stay here for
just a moment. Father in heaven, we thank you for responding to our faith.
Even in our own belief, we can still say we believe, help our own belief.
And so we thank you for the sound mind. We believe that you have given us a sound mind
and you're walking in our minds right now. Every thought you're saying, bring that thought, Captain.
Bring that thought, Captain. Take it, Captain. Surrender it. Surrender it so that the new
pathways can be generated. And so Father, we rest in the shalom of that truth, your peace
in that truth. And so we walk by faith and victory, the victory that is already ours,
ours through Christ Jesus. And we remember, so as you walk in every thought, Lord,
I'm hearing you say, I'm making something new. Can't you see it? Can't you perceive it?
Now think on those things that are pure and true and praise worthy. And so Father, our minds
absorb the truth and it ignites. There is power in it. There is freedom in it. There is breakthrough
in it. There are miracles in it. So Father, we thank you that the manifestation is already here
and we are walking on that new road with our new shoes and we praise you for that. In Jesus' name,
amen.
Bethany, can I lead us through the forgiveness prayer around this whole body shaming and what
we thought? So dear heavenly Father, in obedience to your instructions to forgive others,
we purpose and choose to forgive those that called us names, who shamed us for our body,
including ourselves, who sometimes are the worst offenders when we start talking bad about
ourselves. So Lord, we release them and ourselves for this body shaming, for believing the lies of
what they said about them and for them out of their hurt, wounding us with these harsh words
and lies about our body. We cancel the debt they owe us from this trauma. God, I ask you to forgive
us for any unforgiveness and bitterness that we may hold towards the people who call the
names and towards ourselves who called us names in this situation. In the name
of Jesus we cancel all of Satan power and authority over us from this trauma
because we have forgiven them and God has forgiven us. It is done and now over
forever. Holy Spirit please come and heal our hearts and tell us the truth about
this situation. And God says don't forget you are fearfully and wonderfully
made. I don't make trash. I make beautiful things and I have made you and you are
beautiful. In Jesus's name.
Yes Lord. So good. So I have another one. So I heard the Lord say that he want
he's going to do a cells being regenerated tonight. And I know what that
means and in the general term of it but I wanted to look it up any just because
I felt led to. And this is what it says. Cellular regeneration is the process by
which damaged or missing cells tissues organs and even body parts are replaced
or restored to full function. It involves the creation of new cells tissues and
even entire body parts to rebuild what has been lost or damaged. This process is
crucial for healing wounds repairing damaged tissues and maintaining the
overall health and functionality of the body. So I don't know if any of y'all are
having things with I even just heard autoimmune diseases but anything where
you're really needing God to come in and heal and restore tissues organs cells. I
know we have we're praying a lot for Teresa we're gonna pray for her tonight
too but we're gonna pray for all of you and maybe some of you don't even know.
Yeah we can pray Jennifer for barren wounds as well love that absolutely.
All right go and put those in the chat for me if y'all want to continue put
those in we believe that God sees every one of your needs he knows you he knows
you by name even though we said you know earlier this song I'm kind of playing on
things there. All right so we just we just come against any yes Lord any
diagnosis that came through the enemy the things that he's trying to bring
into this world to bring destruction and dysfunction to cause our bodies to
break down on any level. Yes Lord we just plead the blood of Jesus Christ over
every person that's a part of this community I actually just heard the Lord
say everybody everybody needs the blood to cover so Lord we just thank you for
the blood that covers us the blood that was shed for the forgiveness of our sins
for our healing for our redemption for our freedom God we thank you and we we
declare that all of the bodies represented all of the people that those
bodies are connected to that are a part of this community God even people that
are gonna come into our community because they're gonna be spirit mates of
people here or even people that are gonna come to be a part of this program
and community in the future God we declare that they will be healed and
whole that cells will be regenerated gut God that you're gonna come in and bring
cellular renewal on every level we thank you for organs growing and being
regenerated as well we thank you God for Teresa we thank you for her lung
function continuing to improve we thank you God for the work that you're doing
in her God we know that you're not finished yet we thank you God and we
believe for a miracle so we ask you to come and increase our faith where we
might not have the faith to believe God in any level even for our own story Lord
if it's wombs that need healing God we thank you when we speak wombs where
wombs might have been closed in the past we say open wounds we thank you for
healing and restoration we thank you for life we thank you for removing
endometriosis I saw that in the chat as well God we thank you that you would
just clear any kind of autoimmune diseases and disorders Hashimoto's I
saw that there's other things God just you know them all God you know what's
creating these at the core God where we had brokenness that went just unnoticed
for so long God that did things to our bodies when we went through trauma and
breakdown God that did things to our bodies so we just ask you God to come
into the core of our being God even in that original DNA that you put into us
God I'm hearing even just mitochondrial things are being healed and restored
tonight in Jesus name we thank you God for just making everything new we thank
you God for circulation flowing better God we thank you where people have been
struggling God and feeling just like things aren't aligning in their bodies
the way they're supposed to God we we just speak life we speak healing
speak uh flow and i literally saw like blood cells or maybe it's mitochondrial cells as well because
it came right after i said that just like flowing upward flowing upward so lord whatever that means
you know it lord you know it we pray it over those that need that to happen we thank you that you
would go into even bone marrow areas and places god that you would remove any and all cancer god
that they're where there's been a diagnosis or even a mention of it god we just thank you that
you would break that off of people tonight god and you would heal and restore and redeem god
all of those places and spaces god we thank you that you um gosh you're you're just a super not
you've always been supernatural god help us to um partner with you even jesus when he came into the
room when the little girl had died and the people were in the room and they were wailing and crying
and he removed him from the room because he they just didn't have the face so lord tonight help us
to have the faith to believe god even if we've battled illnesses and sicknesses for 15 20 years
god i thank you god that you can tonight can be a turnaround night i thank you lord that you would
just continue to help us to know what we need to know so that we can walk into the fullness of your
healing for us a little bit more tonight yes lord yes lord yes lord go ahead is one of my team
praying yes lord y'all it's nine o'clock already i can't believe it's already an hour god's doing
some stuff here i encourage you to like lay in this for a little bit tonight not that you have
to just stop and lay down but some of you need to like literally like you need to just soak in this
tonight for a little bit y'all i believe in god using doctors too i want to make sure everybody
understands that i believe in that but i do jackie and i were talking about this session tonight so
sorry for my team y'all came ready with words we'll release those you can go into the communities and
go ahead and type those words up and release those words if god gave you a specific word
to release tonight but uh jackie just felt like we needed to lean into the healing there's so
many people in our community that are battling physically and the enemy is trying to come in
and and take what doesn't belong to him so we're gonna we're gonna just stand on you know what's
that what's that song you know i went back to the enemy's camp and i took back what he stole from me
yeah some of us that's that's like literally what's happening tonight we're taking back
what the enemy stole from us it doesn't belong to him huh yeah it doesn't belong to him
yep lord thank you thank you lord for healing and restoring we thank you that you're going to
continue to help us to lean into this word throughout this week god that even when the
enemy tries to come quick and pluck this seed up you know god that you would just protect the seeds
protect the seeds that have been planted tonight god that you would help us this week to even just
spend extra time praying and reading scriptures about healing and wholeness god and and just
jesus like focusing on let's do this let's even look at what did jesus do when he was on the earth
he just literally would go and he would just the leprosy would touch him and it would just
it's gone this is who jesus was this is who he is and when he left he said greater things will you do
greater things some of you that you this might be a little out of your comfort zone tonight and i
want to encourage you just just be asking jesus jesus can you help me understand this a little
more we love you we're praying for all of you we're believing for your love stories we believe
god is leading in you into the fullness of who he originally created you to be um we are partnering
with your healing we hope that tonight blessed you and we will see you in the groups this week
everyone have a great night everyone god bless you thank you bethany thank you