Hello, hello, hello. Welcome. How are you? Good evening, everyone. We're going to wait
for a minute or so for everyone to get here. Well, more people. I know people are logging
in right now. It normally takes a minute or so to get everybody in. And then I'm sure
we'll have more people join in the next, you know, 10 minutes or so. Welcome. Do we have
anyone joining us for the first time tonight? It's your first live session with the HeartWork
program. If that is you, I would love to have you put that in the chat. I think I recognize
everyone's names that you've been here before, but I just want to check. Maybe Lenina. I
think I was chatting with you in the group today. Is this your first live session? Okay,
awesome. That's what I thought. All right. Welcome. We're so glad you're here. All right.
Anyone else joining us new? This is your first live session tonight. Hello, hello.
Welcome. All right. Well, I'm going to go ahead and get started. I'm Bethany Cooper.
I'm here as one of your HeartWork coaches, one of the master HeartWork coaches here in
the community. So glad to be here with all of you. And I want to welcome our ladies that
have been here before, but you're back again for more fun in the HeartWork course program.
That's good. And so excited to see so many new faces coming in each day. Truly, God is
really on the move and it's exciting to be here with you. I have a couple little housekeeping
things. I'm going to go through them very quickly tonight. First and foremost, Supernatural
Saturday from Saturday. What is your water? Y'all, it was really, really good. And just
even thinking through like the areas where there are those intrusive thoughts that we
have and they end up being areas that we tend to get tripped up on. So if you haven't heard
the replay or weren't there live yet, definitely check out that replay. The Supernatural Saturday
replay is in the last year single app under the replays tab in your respective group.
And that is where you're going to find that in any of our HeartWork heart check-in sessions,
it's also going to be there for you as well. I want to encourage you all. I see several of you
on camera tonight. Way to go. Love it. Love it. For those of you that are new, if you don't know
this, or if you've been here and maybe you just didn't hear that part before, we love to see you
on camera. Okay? We want you to practice coming out of hiding while you're here in HeartWork.
As you're healing, part of the healing process is letting people see you being known, seen,
and loved, like just however you show up. And even when ladies, not always are we emotional,
but sometimes we get emotional. And then what happens for a lot of people, I have a friend
where she tries, like she often will like start to cover her mouth. Sometimes when she talks,
if she's getting emotional, sometimes we feel like we need to hide or go off camera. And y'all,
if you really need to do that, I want you to feel free to do that. But I also want you to practice
not feeling bad for the emotions that you have. Okay? And that might look like something different
than crying. So don't feel like you have to fit in that box. Okay? We don't want to get into
comparison, but I do want y'all to feel, because we remember in this program, what are we talking
about? We got to feel the fields so God can heal the fields. And so keep showing up, come out of
hiding, be on camera. And then what does it mean even in the day to day, like for you to show up
for yourself and be seen? Maybe, you know, not knocking it, but the yoga pants, you know, it's
a big thing now. Everybody wears yoga pants everywhere. You never saw that back in the day.
And I love to be comfy to you all. I do. But maybe it's time to take a break from the yoga pants and
get dressed up. What do you think? Maybe we can come out of hiding and actually, you know, put on
some makeup, put on a cute outfit, go out and experience the world a little differently than
maybe you have been. If you get dressed up every day, and that's your thing, maybe you need to
practice doing the opposite and allowing people to accept you without all the stuff on, you know,
so just lean into whatever the Lord might say to you personally through that and see what else He
might want to do as you journey and come out of hiding in the way that is most important to your
walk and your healing. Heart Pasture in this HeartWork course is so key. What do I mean by that?
What I mean is that I really want to encourage you all to pray daily for your hearts to be
completely open, first and foremost, to the Lord and what He's trying to teach you, getting really
good at asking Him good questions. And I'll...
explain that a little bit more in a minute,
but also that you, no matter how much healing
you've done before you came in,
no matter how many heart healing programs,
because there are a lot more of them out there these days,
no matter how much education you have,
that you would come in with your heart open
to receive what God has for you.
Because we believe that God's doing
something supernatural here,
and even if you've been through other things before,
we believe that God has something divine for you here.
But we receive those things when we remain open
to receive them and have teachable heart postures, okay?
Super important.
What did I mean about asking God really good questions?
Well, when the Lord starts to reveal things to you
for healing, that you would be like,
okay, Lord, this memory's coming up.
Is there a reason you're revealing this to me?
You know, why is this coming up?
Is there something that you're trying to show me?
Is there something that you want me to know?
Or come into the group and say, hey, I'm having this,
had someone just this last week ask about a dream.
Well, the dream was a dream they had before, years ago,
but it actually was connecting with healing
that was happening right now,
like in their walk right now in the HeartWork course.
You can ask questions, we can help you unpack that more.
And so I wanna encourage you to go ahead
and learn to do that.
Okay, yeah, I see Helen, I see what you're saying.
You're learning to be more comfortable in dresses.
Yeah, ladies, I know this sounds like such a simple thing,
but there are a lot of people that they didn't,
like they didn't grow up being taught
that it was okay to be feminine
or to feel comfortable in a pretty blouse
or a dress or a skirt.
And if that applies to you,
100% a part of your healing process
is gonna be getting out of your comfort zone
and buying a dress, it is.
And seeing what that feels like
and allowing yourself to experience that,
even in the uncomfortableness, if that's you, okay?
Super important, okay, one more.
Distractions are gonna come in this program.
They're gonna come in your life,
but they're gonna come during this program, okay?
So just be aware and be alert and really do your best
to resist the distractions and keep going.
What do I say?
Every day, ask the Lord,
what's one thing I can do to move forward
in my heart work healing process?
And if you do that,
you're gonna make it all the way through, ladies.
And you're gonna do, not only make it all the way through,
you're gonna come through on the other side
and you're gonna be thriving
and you're gonna be more free and more whole
in ways that you can't imagine.
All right, let me pray for us.
Father, thank you so much for this night.
God, we thank you for all of the women that are here live
as well as those that are gonna watch the replay.
God, we know that even this afternoon,
you did so much and we're so grateful,
but God, we're asking you to do it again.
Lord, I thank you that I get to be here,
but Lord, it's not about me.
It's about them receiving all that you have for them.
So help me, Lord,
to just be that vessel that you can work through.
We ask you to reveal areas for healing,
supernatural breakthrough happening tonight,
chains coming off of minds, off of hearts,
off of, yes, Lord, stories.
We thank you that you're rewriting stories.
So Lord, we thank you, God,
for the balm of Gilead being placed upon our hearts,
our minds, our bodies, our spirits, our souls.
God, we thank you that you'll help us
to step further into the fullness
of everything that you have for us tonight
as we shed grave clothes and we leave the past behind.
And we just thank you in advance
for all of these things in Jesus' name, amen.
All right, so I didn't know we were gonna go there at all,
but I just want to mention what I just prayed.
That was something that just came up in my spirit.
So we're gonna be talking about overcoming fear
and anxiety tonight.
And this afternoon, the grave clothes thing didn't come up,
but tonight that's coming up.
So we're gonna lean into this for a moment
before we move on.
What does it mean to let go of the grave clothes?
Well, sometimes we go through things in life
and they're traumatic and they're hard.
Sometimes we experience loss
and it is normal for us to have a season of grieving,
but sometimes what happens is people get stuck there, okay?
They don't pass through.
The Valley of Baca came up this afternoon,
but what we were talking about is that,
you know, that's a place you want to pass through.
You don't want to be in that valley
of weeping long-term, ladies.
And so if that is resonating for you tonight,
the grave clothes, you know, after David,
after his son died, that he had with Bathsheba,
he had grave clothes on for a certain amount of time.
And then when that time passed, he removed his grave clothes,
he got up and he went forward.
And so for those of you that maybe that's kind of.
part of your story is that, you know, you've been grieving for a really long time. So much so that
you don't really know how to stop grieving. So I want to encourage you to live again and to pray
and ask the Lord to help you come alive to awaken. You know, the Bible talks about that awake, awake,
O sleeper and rise up from the dead. I can't remember where that scripture is right now,
but it is a scripture. And, and I use that in, uh, we use that in the real you and we'll be
talking about that again next week, but that is coming to mind as well. And so just father,
right now, I pray that you would just help every lady that is here. Those that will watch the
replay that you would make that scripture real to them right now, that you would give them visions
of what it means for them to come up out of the grave and rise up from the dead to awaken and
every area of their lives that they would, um, not, not be like even lots wife, that they wouldn't
look back longing for the days of the past because it was easier or something seemed comfortable,
but God that they would, they would look their eyes forward, that they would lift their eyes
up to heaven and, and believe for your and suddenly Trump transformations in their lives
in Jesus name. All right. So there you go. We're moving forward, ladies. We're going to go into
all that God has for us. And as we start to do that, I want to hear from you a little bit, uh,
hear right from the gecko. I would love for you to put in the chat this week, or in the last few
days, it could have even been today in the past week. How did you encounter fear or anxiety?
Specifically, can you put that in the chat for me? And as those start to come, I'm going to start
to share a little bit, but I want to hear from you. How did you encounter fear or anxiety?
If you encountered it, how did that show up in your life this week? All right. As you're starting
to put those in there. Yep. I'm going to start to read some of those out for those that are not
able to read them. All right. Through dreams. Katie says it's a recurring dream that someone
steals from me. Okay. Uh, Katie, why don't you put that, write a post, uh, about that and put that in
the ask a coach, uh, tab for me and tell me a little bit more about that dream. And then I'll
respond to you on that there. Cause I think that's a pertinent to your healing process.
All right. Fear about my son. Oh, fear about my sons. Excuse me, who are deployed. Okay. So we
have some servicemen there. Some kids that are in this service misunderstood actions by a coworker
accepting a new job, felt anxious for all the unknown. Am I able to do what is expected? Okay.
Tension in my body that wouldn't release fear of getting sick, fear of going to bed. Cause it
takes long to sleep. So you have a hard time falling asleep Helen. Is that what you're saying?
Yeah. Sometimes. Okay. Anxiety has been coming up when I job search or get rejection emails. Okay.
Fear that I'll be stuck. And I know we've been praying Amy and believing for that divine job
where it's going to come. Um, fear that I'll be stuck in my current season fear about my son.
Okay. Marlena, tell me more about your son. What's the fear connected to you regarding your son?
Fear about not being able to pay my bills. Um, my volumes up as loud as it can go. Does everyone
else hear me? Okay. Yes. Maybe just check your volume. Sometimes it can be on your end. And
sometimes people that have the earbuds have a tough time. Um, I don't know if that's what it
is or not fear of unworthiness lost my job. And also mom was just recently diagnosed with cancer.
Aaron, I'm so sorry to hear that. So sorry. Remind me before the end of tonight. And we're
going to pray for your mom. Okay. Concern regarding retiring. Sue's about to retire.
Let's celebrate that. All right. Anxiety came up today. I came across an old note in my phone
that was related to my ex. Okay. Let's talk about this for a minute. All right. So one of the things
in the pruning season, um, I don't know if you guys remember, I think I mentioned it a week or
two ago to prune things that are in your phone that are connected to X's. And, um, what I called
it was evidence. So I don't know if that relates Stephanie to what you're saying there. Um, but
what I call evidence. Um, so my ex used to cheat a lot and I would like, it was always looking to
see who's he talking to online. And I'd have all this evidence of all these people. And then the
emails that I actually like, it was saying they were doing stuff, you know, and I hung on to that
stuff for so long. Why, why did I do that? Cause in my spirit, at some point I felt like I'm going
to have to prove that he did this, but y'all, I didn't, I didn't need to do that. So let's,
let's get rid of all the stuff that if, if it gets
you a negative feeling, if it's in your phone and you see it, delete, delete, delete, unless you
need it for a court case. Okay, that's the caveat. If it's in your drawer, or in your closet, and
every time you look at it, you have a negative thought, get rid of that thing. Let's get rid of
thing anything that's causing you to feel negative energy in your body when you see it or, or, you
know, it's in your presence. If you now you can't do this with people, you can't be like, be gone.
But let's let's clear out some clothes. Let's clear out some of this stuff that's taken up
space. Because y'all guess what? Maybe God wants to give you a new dress. Maybe God wants to give
you a new shirt. I have this story to tell you all that I wasn't planning to say, but it's coming up
right now. So I had this shirt from a trip that I went on for work to New York. And I got my first
I love New York t shirt when I was there and was super excited about that. Not long after I went
there. This is way back when I was dating my spiritual daughter's dad. He did this whole
little deceiving thing and whatever he took them to New York. And they were there when they came
back. A month later is when I that was the last time that was the last straw month later, I found
out that he had this whole elaborate plan. He was supposed to meet a woman there. He had his girls
with him. He was supposed to meet a woman there. And this is someone he had cheated on me with
before. And you all because it was in and connected to New York every time even though I got that shirt
at a totally different trip. And time every time I saw that shirt. I was like, I hate New York.
Like I hate I hate New York. And that was literally what I started saying. And you all it
that t shirt had nothing to do with him in New York. It's just that it made me think about
all of that. And so for a long time, that shirt was in my drawer and it would always bother me.
So I didn't end up throwing that one out. But here's what God ended up having me do. I like
took that I took that back. Does that make sense? I took it back. So what do I mean by that?
I started reclaiming New York because when I went to New York, I had an amazing time.
It was literally probably one of the best trips I've ever been on. This lady wine didn't like I
didn't go drinking y'all but like wine and dine me took me to all the blessed best places to see
in New York. It was Christmas time. It was beautiful. It was amazing. And the enemy was
trying to take that from me. And I took that back. And so tonight we're talking about overcoming fear
and anxiety. And I think this is relevant. Some of you all aren't going to certain places and
spaces because they remind you of people. Some of you aren't wearing shirts, some of you and maybe
some of you need to pitch the shirt. You know, I was already talking about that. But if you feel
led to wear it and reclaim that territory, then do that. But pray about it and see what God wants
to tell you to do. Okay. All right, let me keep going. I'm going to read a couple more fear about
my timeline, being older and still wanting kids. Anxiety about when my court case will finally be
over. Okay, Rosie, we pray a lot on on our women's prayer about court cases. We'll try to remember
when I lead on Wednesday, I'll try to remember to be praying over that specifically. Anxiety about
job search and fear on stepping out into starting a new business. Fear around barrenness. My mom
died four months ago and anxiety and grief just hit me hard this week and cried my ass out.
But you're much better. I'm so sorry for your loss. Is it Vernander? Is that how you say your name?
Let me know in the chat. All right, ladies, I'm going to go back and I'll try to read these when
you're in breakout. Go back and read those more because there are several other ladies that shared
and I want to be able to read all of them and I'll be ready with those when you come back from your
breakout session. So let's talk about this fear stuff tonight. I want to read a quote to you.
This is how I started this afternoon session because well, I think I actually the Holy Spirit
kind of started in the beginning, which we kind of started going there a little bit too.
But this is a quote the Lord put in my heart. There were two things that he said to me this
afternoon before I got on the live session. The first one I was getting ready and kind of putting
my ring on and my I normally put earrings and I was just kind of standing there more contemplative
like like Lord like because I was thinking about Lord, where do you want me to start with the
session today? And what caught my attention is this bracelet that I got at a retreat. It's kind
of hard to read it, but it says beautiful and it's got a little butterfly. You know, I love
butterflies. I think that came up in one of our other sessions. But anyways, I was at this
conference this week, this weekend, excuse me, and it's called Beautiful. And specifically when I saw
this bracelet today.
I knew what we were going to be talking about, but what was interesting, what God said to
me is He said, there are those that will be there that have a fear of being beautiful.
I thought that was interesting.
There are those that are going to be there that have a fear of being beautiful.
And so when I started leaning into that a little bit, was thinking back even over my
own life about the times that I had fear, maybe subconscious fear.
I don't know that I was like, Oh, I'm so afraid of looking nice.
But you all like, you know, when guys honk, you know, when you're about to walk and they're
yelling at you, catcall and all that kind of, yeah, I don't like any of that.
I don't like, I don't think any of us like any of that.
But what I would find myself doing is pulling back and covering up more, not, you know,
doing my hair as much, all these kinds of things.
And so there's this level of fear underlying that was showing up, if you will.
Some people have a fear of allowing their body to be seen.
My youngest spiritual daughter, she's like significantly busty.
And her mom used to make comments all the time about her, her breast and stuff.
And it became this big thing where she would just wear all these big baggy sweatshirts
all the time.
She actually looks quite cute.
And you know, there's nothing she can do about it.
That's the size that God made her.
But because of those things said to her, it was causing her to fear her own body and her
beauty.
God made her beautiful.
But the enemy was trying to cause her to not like things about herself.
So maybe yours is something different.
But I want you to really be asking the Lord, is there a part of me that fears being beautiful,
showing up and getting attention, you know, in some kind of way or getting on and feeling
like you compare yourself to other people, even on on a zoom like this, you know, where
you all look and compare yourself to other people and you want to stay out of that zone
for sure.
But here's the quote, the other thing that God brought up into my spirit.
This is what it says.
Our deepest fear is not that we are inadequate.
Our deepest fear is that we are powerful beyond measure.
It is our light, not our darkness that frightens us.
We ask ourselves, who am I to be brilliant, gorgeous, talented and fabulous?
Actually, who are you not to be?
You are a child of God.
You're playing small does not serve the world.
There's nothing enlightened about shrinking so that other people won't feel insecure around
you.
We are all meant to shine as children do.
We were born to make magnet, I'm sorry, we were born to make manifest the glory of God
that is within us.
It's not just in some of us, it's in everyone.
And as we let our own light shine, we unconsciously give other people permission to do the same.
As we are liberated from our own fear, our presence automatically liberates others.
When you think about that, as you are liberated from your own fears, your presence automatically
causes other people to be liberated.
Some of you are having some issues with your kids.
Some of you are having issues at work.
As you come out of alignment with fear and anxiety and panic and dread and worry, and
you heal more and more and more from the inside out, your liberation will cause liberation
for other people.
Do y'all remember this story in the Bible?
I can't remember exactly.
I can't remember exactly who it is.
But maybe Elisha, where the guy was thrown on the bones and came back to life because
he fell on the grave of Elisha.
I think that's who it is.
If y'all have got it wrong, it's okay.
You can correct me in the chat, but I think that's who it is.
But that's what it makes me think of.
It's like, whoa, think about that for a minute, that there could be so much of the Lord in
us and we get freedom and then it causes these ripple effects and other people supernaturally
get transformed and healed from glory to glory.
Y'all, people are going to start to comment to you, the more that you heal, like, what's
going on with you?
I noticed something's different.
Like you're glowing.
Y'all, some people are going to say that to you.
And you'll remember this night because this will be the night that you probably stepped
into that.
And I'm mentioning all of this to you because I think our greatest fear truly is that we
are more powerful beyond measure.
God made us.
It's all to be powerful.
But the enemy will always try to come against
what God has put in us.
So he uses fear and anxiety daily.
Daily, you all.
Our society is more afraid and anxious and depressed
than it's ever been.
The enemy is trying to bring all this stuff.
And so we wanna figure out,
okay, where's this coming from in us?
Again, the more freedom we get,
the more other people,
okay, Ezekiel, thank you, Helen.
I knew it was one of them.
Oh, I said Elisha or Elisha, but it's Ezekiel.
At least it's got an E, an E name.
But thank you for that, appreciate you.
All right, so as we're moving forward,
I want you to be thinking about the fear and anxiety things
that you put in the chat a little bit ago.
I also want you to be thinking about your hearts
and how impressionable your heart is,
whether you realize it or not.
Everything that you see, everything that you hear,
everything that, you know,
the people that you're around and spending your time with,
they're all impacting you for healthy.
I don't like to say good and bad, but it is true.
Good or bad, healthy or unhealthy
is where I kind of like to live
when I'm talking about people and things.
And so I want you to be thinking about
what is feeding your mind and your spirit and your soul?
What's causing the impressions on your heart?
Is it healthy? Is it unhealthy?
Where is the Lord leading you to make shifts and changes
regarding friendships, relationships, people?
I was sharing with the ladies that at this conference,
one of the ladies that was there love her very much,
but she tends to really struggle with negativity.
And it can kind of be tough to spend a lot of time
because we're at this really powerful conference
and she's going up and she's actually getting prayer
and breakthrough at the altar.
But yet literally we left the conference
and one of the first things she said in the car was negative.
I thought, man, how is that?
Like we just went to the same conference.
That is not where I'm at at all.
And that's fine, I'm not judging her.
That's stuff God's got to work out in her.
But the reason I'm bringing it up is that
she drove here to Fort Myers
from another city with someone else
and they were in the car for two and a half hours
on the way home and the whole car ride home,
that same person was negative the whole time.
And so it was a really hard struggle for the other lady
that was with her.
And now she's at a place where she's like,
I feel like I need to now create separation
from this person because she left that car ride
feeling depleted and empty
and really kind of bummed out after a weekend
that was really powerful for her.
That woman, the other woman that was not the negative,
she got massive breakthrough, 100%
and very positive person.
And y'all, we don't always all have to be positive.
I don't want you to think that's what I'm saying.
But what I want you to hear is that it's important
for us to look at,
you know, what is informing our statements, our thoughts,
you know, what we're thinking about.
If you're at something like that
where you're at a conference,
oh, look at Katie, you're from Naples.
Yeah, we're in Fort Myers.
But if you go to something like that where it's positive
and you're walking out and the first thing
that you're partnering with is negativity,
I really wanna encourage you to look at that.
Not just look at it, be like, Lord,
please help me know what's informing this negativity in me.
Where is this coming from?
Because we don't wanna be the kind of people, ladies,
that other people don't wanna be around.
Okay?
All right?
All right, I'm gonna keep going.
Proverbs 4.23 says this in the ESV version,
keep your heart with all vigilance
for from it flows the springs of life.
Vigilance here is the quality or state of being vigilant.
Vigilant means alertly watchful to avoid danger.
Jackie talks in the heart workbook
about how so often we have passwords
for all these different things,
but so often we don't have anything guarding our heart.
We're allowing everything to come right on in
and we're, you know, just,
and again, there's no shame in this,
but so many times we're not even thinking about,
oh my gosh, I just let that right into my heart.
But the Lord tonight is trying to, like,
bring some things to your attention.
You know, be thinking about,
somebody wrote this in the chat this afternoon
and I wrote it down and I didn't wanna forget to say it
because it really stood out to me
and I didn't have the time to go back
and mention it during.
our live session this afternoon, but she wrote the fear of perpetuating generational trauma
and then the shame around that. And so I want you to be thinking also about like,
what are the fears that you've inherited? What are the anxious thoughts that you've inherited?
What do I mean by that? Well, what I mean is that your parents said it, or your grandparents said it,
or your sister said it, or your friends said it. It wasn't actually something you believed,
but because you heard it multiple times, you inherited that. Okay? Because at some
point you did start to partner with it, whether you meant to or not.
Fear is false evidence appearing real. Yes, I'll read that again.
She just wrote down, this was her own thought. It was a fear of perpetuating generational trauma.
So she had shame around that. So I think maybe are you wanting me to say
sometimes we have inherited fears, inherited anxiety. So those are things that we are getting
from other people. We've inherited, just like, you know, if you have an inherited fear,
from other people, we've inherited, just like, you know, if you have an inheritance, that's money
and that gets passed down through generations, potentially, we can also inherit
their junk, the negative thinking, the mindsets and heart postures that are not healthy.
You know, just like we can inherit sometimes physical things that we can battle and war
against. So if we can battle and war against physical things to not fall in the same footsteps,
as well as, you know, the church talks a lot about generational curses, y'all,
there's generational blessings too. There's a lot of people that get so hung up on the curses. Well,
let's, let's let go. Let's, okay, address that, but let's step into generational blessings.
Well, how do we do that? Well, we live in the blessing. We heal and we stop partnering with
the things that are family, that unhealthy things that were not good. And we start partnering with
the good things, the good, good that God is offering us because he's the one we want to
inherit from. So we want to keep moving into that fear is false evidence appearing real.
So, uh, Lynn, is it Linea? Linea? I don't know if I'm saying that right. I'm so sorry if I'm not,
if you can do the pronunciation in the chat for me, that always helps me. She just put,
I do have fear of passing trauma to my sons. I think we all do to some degree have that concern,
but what I want you all to be careful about is not becoming afraid about it. Okay. You can't
change what you already did. Okay. You can't, unfortunately, that's all done. I can't change
any of my past either, but by the grace of God, God is, he's so good at redeeming the timeline.
We just cast that care on him and put that on our Jesus cares board. And just Lord, you know,
Lord, please bless my, my sons, help them overcome and step into generational blessings. Just like
I'm talking to you all about. If I can do it, if I can break that stuff in my family line and step
into the blessing that God has for me and get connected to my, my true inheritance. So can
your children and your sons and your daughters and all the things. Okay. So I know that can be
tough, but God's blood can cover all of that. Okay. All of our past and our mistakes,
just like it can cover it for us. It can cover it for other people. All right. So the reason I
brought out, brought up the fear is false evidence appearing real. I want you to be thinking about
all the things you put in the chat and how the enemy is trying to cause you to think something
is real. That's not okay. Fear is false evidence appearing real anxiety is fueled by fear.
So oftentimes fear and anxiety partner together. Okay. Everyone understand
anxiety is also a bunch of, what if this, what, if that, what, if this, what, if they say this,
what, if I do this, what, if, you know, what, if I miss this thing, you know,
all those kinds of thoughts, that's all anxiety thoughts,
trauma that happened to us, isn't what stops us from living an amazing life ladies,
but it's the lies we believe as a result of the trauma, the lies inform the fear and the anxiety.
So most of the time, when you are asking the Lord to reveal things for healing on some level,
there's probably going to be fear and anxiety underneath of that somewhere. There's going to
be other stuff too. But fear and anxiety, fear and anxiety, fear and anxiety, fear and anxiety,
but there's a lot of times gonna be fear and anxiety
in their hidden somewhere.
So when we get to the root of the lie,
like, okay, where did this lie originate?
When's the first time I believed the lie
that I didn't belong?
That was one that came up this afternoon.
And I thought it was really important
because if we believe we don't belong,
well, then we show up differently, don't we?
So do you believe that you are a bride already?
If not, I wanna encourage you to ask the Lord
why you don't believe that.
Is it fear?
Is it things that are not true
informing your thoughts that are telling you
you're never gonna have that?
Or is it faith?
Helping you see that before you become an official bride,
you're in preparation as a bride, just like Esther.
Y'all, she was already on the path to become a bride
before she became the official bride.
Her destiny was fixed.
So trust, trust and believe that yours is as well.
But we're preparing.
You're getting all the beautiful things put on yourself,
the beautiful garments and jewelry and perfumes.
That's what I want you to think of the heart work.
It doesn't always feel like that,
but that's what's happening in the spirit realm.
God is cleansing you from the inside out
and he's preparing you.
All right, think of your problem areas.
Where do you feel stuck the most?
When you think of those areas,
those are signaling to you areas that you believe a lie.
So if you're feeling stuck in your life
in some area right now,
that is a signal to you that you're believing lies
in that area.
Okay, I'm gonna read something to you really quick
from the heart work book.
I'm not gonna read a lot,
but I just wanna read this little piece.
The biggest lie you might believe in life
is that your life is normal.
Many people that live broken lives
believe that it's reasonable to live that way.
They have inherited, remember I was just talking about,
that emotional debt or trauma from their family.
And they think it's normal to be overweight
and unhappy, to be unfaithful,
to be in a relationship where someone mistreats you
or to be sick all the time.
They think it's okay to have massive amounts of debt
and spend all their energy trying to figure out
how to pay the bills or even more severe deception
like it's normal to abuse and hurt others or yourselves.
I knew someone like that.
They thought it was normal to be molested by family members
because it's all they had ever known.
When they were confronted by an outsider
about the abuse, they said that happens
in everyone's family, doesn't it?
No, it does not.
Maybe you have been confronted by people in your life,
friends, coworkers, or even family
that are trying to get you to see
how dysfunctional an area of your life has become.
I've done this for people for many years.
Some call it an intervention.
It's a reality check though,
when someone is so deep in a lie
that their behavior has become dangerous
to others or themselves.
The desire is that the person will wake up
and see what they are doing and ask for help.
We were talking about waking up a little while ago.
So I wanna encourage you all to really be praying
and asking the Lord to help you wake up
in every area that you need it
and to see the blind spots and filters.
Most times blind spots and filters
are what are keeping people from living
an abundant, full life.
I'm gonna keep going.
As you're processing the things that are coming up,
you're thinking about these fears and these anxieties,
not only tonight, but in the days to come,
I want you to pause and ask yourself two things.
You're asking God to give you help with this too, okay?
So this isn't something you're trying
to figure out on your own.
What are the facts and what is true?
Not what are your emotions telling you?
We feel the feels so God can heal the feels,
but we don't let the feelings into the driver's seat.
Okay?
So if your feelings are always informing you,
a lot of times you're gonna probably be someone
that goes kind of running with, unfortunately,
the enemy down the road of anxiety living, okay?
Anxious thoughts, panic, worry.
We're gonna talk about a couple of different aspects
of this, I'm gonna keep going.
We can overcome fears the more we heal
and become more rooted in God's love and faithfulness to us.
So I want you to understand becoming rooted
and grounded in the love of God.
God, who you are in Christ, the identity that you have in Him is one of the most important
things that you all can do.
That's why we truly, in a good way, hit hard in this heart work, the beginning of our program
about you being in relationship with the Lord and understanding how much He loves you and
how that love relationship can transform everything else.
We have some people that really try to fly through this part of the course in our program
and they think they're going to get to the guy faster and you all typically, those people
struggle.
They do because they've missed the main thing and they often don't see the areas where they
still need healing and that's something that's tripping them up.
The other thing I want you to remember tonight is that God is faithful to you.
God is faithful to you.
He has been before, even if you haven't recognized it, but he's going to be faithful to you again
as well.
I want you to be thinking now, I'm going to start to shift and give you some examples
of how fear can show up in our lives.
Are you someone who's always waiting for the other shoe to drop?
Like even when something is going really amazing, but deep down you're like, oh my gosh, this
is never going to last or when is this, when is this, you know, let's just use a guy, for
example, you have something good going on and you're just like, when is this going to
because in the past things have ended before and they didn't end well.
So now that's kind of the broken record that you believe is it's never going to last.
Courtney, I see you, I'll come to you in just a sec, okay?
Do you tend to think of the worst case scenario instead of the best case scenario?
Are you someone that you see the glass half, half empty typically versus half full?
Do you hear a siren and think something happened to someone, oh, that's fine.
Do you, do you hear a siren and think something happened to someone that you love?
I've had that happen.
I don't know if you all have ever had that happen where, you know, your kids are out
and you hear a siren and you're just panicked that something happened to them.
I will tell you that the more trauma you've had in your life that are connected to accidents,
you might be someone that struggles more with that.
Growing up, my mom, I was in fourth grade, my mom and my brother and sister were hit
by a drunk driver.
So that was a massive trauma in my life.
I didn't hear the sirens, but because of all that they went through with that situation,
my brother was in a coma for a very long time.
My sister had to have brain surgery.
It was a very traumatic event.
I mean, I was left, you know, with my grandparents, not alone, but left with other people a lot
because my mom had to travel to other towns to be, go to the rehab with my brother after
he did come out of the coma.
But then even after that, literal, like the enemy is trying to come after my family with
these accidents.
My oldest brother, Brian was in another accident.
My younger brother of the two was in two accidents, lots of accidents.
And then when I was dating the girl's dad, they literally, he was probably in three different
accidents and Michaela, the older of the two was in two of those accidents with him.
Kind of interesting, don't you think?
So it's something that when I was going through the heartwork, I really was like, Oh my gosh,
that does happen to me.
Like I can remember just feeling panic, like, you know, when sirens would go off and there
would be, you know, cause all this stuff had happened when I was younger and then even
as an adult.
And so I don't know if that's resonating for anyone tonight, but I just felt led to share
it.
So if that's you, the enemy is trying to get you to partner with fear and anxiety through
those traumas that you've been through, but you can overcome it.
I don't feel like that hardly ever anymore.
I'm not saying it never happens, but when it does, I just really try to be conscious
and dismiss that very quickly.
But you can overcome it.
I'm going to keep going.
Someone doesn't respond to your text in the timeframe that you think they should.
And you start thinking things like, they're mad at me.
They don't care about me.
I'm not a priority.
They must be talking to someone else.
If it's a romantic person, you know, people tend to fear that kind of stuff.
I'm not pretty enough.
I'm not good enough.
You know, are they just ignoring me?
You know, and the reality is, you know, our culture with our cell phones has made it way
worse, but people actually have lives.
You all.
Okay.
We do.
We all have lives.
And when we're busy, I think the problem is that we're constantly responding to everybody right away because we're not actually living our life.
We all have lives.
Ouch. It's true though, right?
When I was in unhealthy relationships, it felt good to get text messages in the beginning all the time, and I didn't know any better.
And I just let him text me all the time. Let him text me. Well, guess what? That built a really unhealthy connection right from the beginning. I had no boundaries.
And so even when there was constantly drama, I'd be at work and the girl's dad, I mean, it was just constant.
I don't know that the man's ever lived a day in his life without drama. And I'm not saying that to be mean to him. It's true, though.
Every day was drama. Something was happening every day. And I just felt like my life was ruled by that.
Well, guess what? I didn't cause that, but I enabled that. And that whole thing got created because I didn't set boundaries.
I didn't need to hear from him 24-7, and he didn't need to hear from me 24-7. I had a job. I had a really good job. Thank God I didn't ruin it.
I had friends and people that I loved to hang out with, but I allowed my whole life to get totally absorbed by him and his girls. It's not good.
Why did I do that? At the core, I was afraid that he wouldn't like me, and I wanted him to choose me.
And so I was just trying to be like all in. I'm all in.
So I want y'all to be thinking about some of these things. Are you even doing that with some of your friends?
Do you have friends that actually, if you don't respond to them within a certain time, they're upset with you, like you're not a good friend?
When you've just worked all day, you just have had nonstop stuff all day, and yet you're feeling guilty because your friend's mad at you? Why are they mad?
Y'all, those aren't healthy dynamics, okay? So I want you to see that fear plays a role in these things and anxiety.
And again, those are rooted in trauma from the past and things that we haven't healed from.
The reason I didn't set healthy boundaries in that relationship is because I didn't learn how to set healthy boundaries as a kid. Nobody taught me.
And so as an adult, I didn't learn for a long time until I started like, oh, wait a minute, learning from other people, reading books about it, watching what healthy people do, learning from this program.
Y'all, I'm telling you, if you'll listen to the guidance in here and apply it, it'll change your life. You'll be more free than ever.
I am really intentional to respond to people, but y'all, I do take days off where I just like, yeah, I'm just not going to worry about getting back to that person today.
And it's typically on Sundays. We do service. We're tired. We like to take a nap. We call them Sunday siestas.
And I don't have to feel worried about anybody else but us, Brian and I, and that's it. And I'm not worried about us. We all know what I'm saying. Okay. All right.
So I think this is important to talk about tonight. Some of y'all need to hear this stuff. Okay.
So what are your thoughts rooted in? Are your thoughts rooted in fear, doubt, unbelief, pain, or wounds? Are they rooted in joy and peace, love, kindness, goodness, faithfulness?
Do you believe the best or do you believe the worst? Again, going back to that scenario.
1 John 4, 18 says this, there's no fear in love. Dread does not exist, but perfect love that is complete. It's full grown drives out fear because fear involves the expectation of divine punishment.
Some versions say it involves torment. So the one who is afraid of God's judgment is not perfected in love, which means has not grown into a sufficient understanding of God's love.
So I want you to be thinking about what I'm saying right now. The scripture is saying that if we live in fear, it actually is showing us that we are not mature in love.
We're not full grown in the understanding of God's love for us. There's no shame. I'm not saying that. So if you're feeling shame or condemnation or guilt, please don't receive that. That's from the enemy.
But I'm bringing this to the light because we can ask the Lord every day, God, help me to grow more rooted and grounded in your love for me. Help me to become more secure in my identity in Christ so that I know who you are in me.
God, help me to know who you are as joy.
Help me to know who you are as peace.
You know, he has all these characteristics
and we should desire and long to know him
in those characteristics more.
And that is going to help us heal
in our understanding of who God is
and the way we look at him.
And when we understand who God is
and we have a really informed,
true vision of how that then means
how he treats us,
it changes so much.
This afternoon, the Lord gave me a little vision
of a little girl.
She was shorter.
She had blonde hair.
And she was just...
I was talking to Lori
and it came up when I was talking to her,
but she was tugging on her daddy's shirt.
That was the vision that came up.
And while I think it was actually, you know,
sometimes we've done that as kids.
We've tugged on our parents, you know,
trying to get their attention
because we had a need.
And some of those things went unanswered, ladies,
for some of you.
But the word this afternoon was,
God is going to respond.
He feels you tugging on the hem of his garment
and he's looking down at you and he's smiling.
He's smiling and he's looking forward to blessing you.
Some of you might not be there yet
in the way that you perceive God,
but I believe that you will get there.
All right, one more scripture
and then we're going to go into breakouts.
God loved you, Jeannie,
so much that he gave his son, Jesus, for you.
And for you, Kristen and Shadonna
and every lady here, myself included.
He loved each one of us, so he gave.
Okay?
Our father is a giver, not a taker.
We're going to go into breakout session
and I want you to talk to each other
about the areas of fear
that you are going to ask the Lord
to come in and heal tonight.
And it might be,
it might be
the same thing you put in the chat.
It might be something different that came up
after you've been listening for a while.
Yeah, I can do that, Pat.
So when you go into the breakouts, ladies,
be sure that you all just wait in your room
when I put you in there
because I might have to move some people around.
Sometimes people are at work,
they can't come into the breakout.
Sometimes there's a slow connection.
And then also, if people are sharing,
let's all stay in the room, okay?
So that everybody feels heard, seen, and loved.
Okay?
So let's do our best to do that.
And even if that thing pops up
to come back to the room,
if someone is talking in your room,
just go ahead and stay
until the thing brings you back, okay?
And remember, you don't have to give advice.
You don't have to counsel each other
or coach each other.
You get to hear each other's story,
short, brief, and powerful.
What does that mean, ladies?
Be aware.
I'm gonna give you about seven minutes.
So if I have two or three of you in a room,
two, four, six,
you have about a little over two minutes, okay?
To share.
So keep it short, brief, and powerful
so that everybody has a turn.
And then if you have extra time,
you can get to know each other a little bit, all right?
Let me get these set up for you.
It's gonna be good.
If you've never done a breakout room,
some of you are,
you're just gonna like really love it.
So many of these ladies have become connected
in really beautiful ways.
It's very, very powerful what God does in this time.
All right, ladies,
go ahead and click to join those breakout rooms.
That should pop up right now on your screen.
If it's not there already,
click to join that.
All right, ladies,
I'm gonna give you about five minutes.
So if you have extra time,
you can get to know each other a little bit,
all right?
If you have extra time,
you can get to know each other a little bit,
all right?
If you have extra time,
you can get to know each other a little bit,
all right?
All right, awesome.
Getting ladies in there.
I'll start to pray here in just a moment
for those that are here watching the replay later on
or staying in the Zoom room here.
All right, I think I've got two ladies in every room,
so that's great.
Father, thank you so much
for everything you're doing tonight.
We thank you, God,
for revealings for healing that are happening.
God, we're asking for supernatural healing
and breakthrough for revelation.
I just got in my spirit, revelation fire.
I don't know if I've ever heard of that,
but I'm gonna speak that out
because that's what I heard.
So Lord, we thank you.
And what it makes me think of, ladies,
is the scripture that talks about his refining fire
and how he burns up the chaff
and he removes that with his winnowing fire.
And I'll have to look up where that scripture is at, but it is from the word of God.
And it's really, really good.
God wants to make us white as snow and remove all of the, the, the things that have weighed us down.
So father, we just thank you right now.
We just pray into that.
We thank you God for refining us with your fire.
Um, it makes me think of even a time years ago, I went on a field trip and there was, um, the
glass blowers and they would, you know, put that glass into the fire to form it, not to harm it.
Okay.
So I think that's really important.
So thank you God for the refining process that you're making us beautiful in your time.
We thank you God that there is a new things coming to the forefront that all things have
passed away and behold, everything has become new in you.
We thank you God that we can lay aside every weight that's so easily ensnares us.
And we can press on toward the high calling of God for our lives.
God, we thank you that if there's any area where we're living underneath the blessed place of
living that you want us to be underneath the, the good, good that you have for us, I pray that
you'll help us to, yeah, just come out of alignment with any lies, any doubt, any unbelief that you
would help us to step further into the fullness of who you originally created us to be that we
would partner with your truth that we would yes, Lord, that we would receive fresh revelation
from heaven, that we would speak that out over our lives, that we would declare it with
boldness, with truth, with life.
We thank you Lord that Ephesians 6, 12 says, for we are not fighting against flesh and
blood enemies, but against evil rulers and authorities of the unseen world against mighty
powers in this dark world and against evil spirits in the heavenly places.
Why am I thanking God for that?
Because he's telling us that this is something we're going to be up against, but he gives us the
armor of God to protect us.
If you've never really paid attention, if you keep reading in Ephesians there, we can declare
literally every day over ourselves, the armor of God over our children, that we would put on the
belt of truth, the breastplate of righteousness, the shoes of the readiness of the gospel of
peace, the helmet of salvation, the shield of faith, and the sword of the spirit, which is the
word of God, and that his glory is our rear guard.
So Lord, we just thank you that you daily give us the opportunity to put on the armor, to
walk clothed in your righteousness, to walk in your peace and your stillness, and to know
that you are warring on our behalf, that we don't have to wrestle with these areas.
We stand firm.
We declare your word.
We thank you that worship is our warfare, God, and even resting at times is our warfare.
So Lord, we thank you that you would reveal to us the areas where we need to slow down and just
center ourselves in you.
The scripture, I think it's in Psalm 46, 10, be still and know that I'm God, might not have that
accurate, but that comes to mind as well.
Psalm 119, verse 165 in the Passion Translation says this, there is such a great peace and
well-being that comes to the lovers of your word and they will never be offended.
So, Lord, I pray that if there is any area in our hearts where we are easily offended, God, I
pray that you would reveal those areas for healing, that we would be women with, yeah, hearts
that are humble before you, Lord, that we would humble ourselves under your mighty hand,
Father, and allow you to exalt us in due season.
Yes, Lord, we thank you for joy unspeakable and full of glory being ours.
We thank you, Lord, that in Exodus 20, verse 6, it says, I lavish unfailing love for a
thousand generations on those who love me and obey my commands.
Ladies, doesn't that sound like a good father, a good protector, a good provider?
He's saying I lavish unfailing love for a thousand generations on those who love me and obey
my commands.
So, I feel like that partners with some of that generational blessing, a word that we were
talking about earlier, and 2 Corinthians 10, 5 says, we take captive every thought to make it
obedient to Christ.
So, this is, again, where we're partnering with God in this journey, that we're taking every
thought captive.
And I think even last week I said I love to like pray that we would take it captive quickly and
we would cast those down and believe rather what the word of God says.
So, what does the word of God say about you, ladies?
Do you know what it says?
If not, I encourage you to look that up.
Meditate in God's scripture.
All you have to do, if you're not sure where to start, A, I really, really recommend the
book of John.
And then the other thing I was going to say is if you don't know where to start about
declarations and truth over yourself, just type something in the chat box.
in and say scriptures for trusting God, scriptures about my identity in Christ, scriptures about
the character of God.
And there will be things that will come up and you can start to study those and pray.
And even if you don't know what they mean when I say study them, like, you know, there's
different ways you can study the Bible.
But even if you don't know how to do any of that, just write that scripture out, memorize
it, let that get into your spirit.
There's a scripture in Psalms where it talks about that we would ask God to write his word
upon the tablets of our hearts and our minds.
Yeah, that it would be so close to us in our heart that we wouldn't forget it, that it
would be what guides us in every day and every moment.
Psalm 86, 17 in the Passion Translation says this, send me a miraculous sign to show me
how much you love me, so that those who hate me will see it and be ashamed.
Won't they know that you, Lord, are my comforter, the one who comes to help me.
So good.
The Lord is our comforter.
He's the one that comes to help us.
And that makes me also think about the scripture that talks about him preparing a table for
us in the presence of our enemies.
Luke 8, 17 through 19 in the Passion Translation says this, because this revelation lamp now
shines within you, nothing will be hidden from you.
It will all be revealed.
Every secret of the kingdom will be unveiled and out in the open, made known by revelation
light.
So pay careful attention to your hearts as you hear my teaching.
For to those who have open hearts, even more revelation will be given to them until it
overflows.
And for those who do not listen with open hearts, what little light they imagine to
have will be taken away.
So ladies, even as I was saying earlier tonight, we want to have teachable hearts, because
guess what?
It just said if we have open hearts, God's going to pour in more.
So praise the Lord for more.
Say double portion.
We're going to receive double portion.
It's ours.
Hi, welcome back.
We have like six seconds and everybody will be back with us.
So good.
One of my favorite things to do is to pray while y'all are in there and just declare
truth and just bring anything up.
Okay.
Yeah.
And I think, ladies, I want to mention that sometimes people hit the exit button accidentally.
I've done that before.
I don't know if anybody else has done that when you've been in a zoom room and you mean
to hit stay and you hit exit.
So just, you know, again, ladies try to believe the best in each other.
Okay.
Even if somebody leaves a room, it, that might've been what happened, or maybe they had to leave
because they had to go take their kids somewhere.
You just never know.
Okay.
You just never, never know.
All right.
So Joy's ready to go.
She's in the seat.
Go ahead.
Joy.
I faced my fear to raise my hand, but I did anyway.
All right.
So I was in the breakout room.
I did not finish as that's what I faced first.
I'm the first one to raise my hand.
That's all right.
Go ahead.
Okay.
So I was mentioned about, I was dealing with this even today.
I was dealing with my kind of concern or fear about my current situation, my finance situation.
Because I did take a risk at the beginning of this year, I decided God, I told God, I
want to rest.
This is my year to bleed.
So I did not look for a job.
I said, I need a rest.
I need a break.
I need to receive healing, continue seeking him.
I need a time, not like before, so busy, so caught up on many things, did not give
up my break.
And then third, I want to persevere.
I took a few classes, including the last year and other Bible classes.
So I did not look for a job.
And I trust God.
I said, God, I don't trust what you're going to provide to me.
And there's a few servants that spoke to me, God will provide.
I had a confidence.
I said, God, even if I did not know where the money is going to come, if I only have
a few hundred dollars, I don't know about the next month's rent and food and whatever,
even tuition.
But God, I'm going to trust you.
But today, somehow I entertained the fear because I thought about before I was one time,
10 years ago, I would say, God, I want to live a life of faith.
I want to empty my bank account so I can start to live a faith life now.
So I did literally, that was fully, don't learn from me, please.
So because I did not have faith.
So I went through a process, even sometimes I did not have faith enough, and I borrowed
money from people.
I borrowed money from people because I faced, actually, I was a little baby, but I just
so zealous for God.
I said, God, I want to become a minister or a mission trip, whatever.
So I did that.
thing before God's timing so then I thought today I can't entertain as a
God I did not go to work so where I going to spend money come from you know
so you can you cannot you cannot eat if it don't work you know kind of thing so
it's kind of feeling into my mind say oh I say no maybe I should go to look for
a job but I have a few classes I need time I need a break and we continue
receive healing from my brain from my head because I had a trauma the brain
circulation and oxygen flow the order blockage God is healing that I know the
blockage in the memory or counting you know so God is healing that big so thank
God so I entertain at a feel so I said the packs have been used because I
afraid of judge judgment afraid of punishment because actually I was
literally so Laura again I want to take a break I did not look for a job so
maybe again that repeat the lesson a lot many years ago I did not know so yeah
well and make sure to as y'all are praying about these kind of things
especially you know we want to be thinking about okay if we're gonna take
a season of rest if we need to pay rent we want to maybe consider well do we
want do we maybe need to live with someone else during that time you know
so that we can take a season of rest without fearing losing our home because
we don't have provision coming in if we don't have a job or if there's not other
money coming in and I'm not saying you have to just hurry and move but I want
you all to hear the other side of this sometimes fear is also keeping us from
getting the job because maybe we did feel like God was leading us and I'm not
saying you're doing the wrong thing joy but I just feel like as a leap as a
leader I need to make sure I bring balance because somebody could hear what
you're sharing and then go down that road and it's just not where the Lord is
actually leading them and so ladies be careful that you're not like allowing
if God says do something now it doesn't mean that that's always going to be the
forever decision does that make sense so some of you might need to be praying
like okay maybe it's time for me to step back into a job and not be afraid to do
that that I'm not gonna haven't had enough time to recover or whatever but
again just seek the Lord for balance in that because we want to be we want to
really be good stewards of our body as well as our finances so there's that's
where I'm saying just make sure there's balance in those kind of decisions and
we've had some people in the community and I'm not saying there's there's this
fine line because I believe I've had to do things where God asked me to step out
full in faith to go do something and then him provide okay but that's been
rare when I joined the program that was one of the times God was like take a
leap of faith you need to pay this and start this and I'm gonna provide for you
but he specifically told me personally that he didn't tell me that through other
people and that came through my time of devotion and reading the word okay but
there's not been a lot of times where God has led me to just you know go and
leave we had a lady that literally quit her job and I don't know that this is
the same situation as you joy so I'm not talking about you someone else but she
quit her job and she went to school and then people in her church were telling
her to just have faith to believe for the money to pay for her tuition mm-hmm
y'all I don't know how balanced that is
you know so just be really careful with that kind of stuff if you know again I
believe 100% to have faith and believe for things but we also need to make sure
we're making wise decisions wisdom should be our main guide okay faith is
very important but wisdom was on the scene when God was creating the earth I
want y'all to know that and be thinking about that wisdom should be what we
follow yes okay so joy just be careful we're gonna be praying for you we don't
want you to have fear but I also want to make sure that you are are living in a
way that you can have the things that you need to live yes yes I I do know
that God is does healing in my in my emotion on the brain
whole body and I think yes God wanted me to take a break and yeah meanwhile I was
seeking the Lord and it seems that God says I am on your side I will provide
and because mine is yours yours is mine so I know so few prophet and servant
those say that God will they're praying for me you know and there's a thing but
then you what you said is very precious valuable to me is so crucial to seek
after wisdom face is one side but with an even more than more important than
faith so I think that's very good put very good reminder even there's one
sister her sword about me he say she's thought about me taking me into her
house and then I maybe heard her house is too far away from my church and where
I minister so it did not happen so but anyway but I continue just seek of
wisdom of God and see what he's doing for me especially to come from in
clarity thank you so much yes you're welcome you're so welcome thank you so
much for sharing joy Ruth go ahead okay yeah what I posted was so this was a
December of last year like just before the new year and then again in January
and then again in March I got prophetic word from different people and this will
like you know trust trusted sources like God bearing people that God was calling
me to move this year and because of what he was trying to do like he wanted to do
a divine reset and resettling in my life and just kind of what that was going
to come about and I got the word and I wasn't really at that point thinking
about it and I've just been feeling very like a sense of unease and restlessness
in my current job because like even though where I'm at right now is
stressful I'm in the middle of nowhere but it's it's familiar it's what I know
and so you know even though like a thought of like moving because it would
be Dallas Texas that I would be moving to and I've got family there's it's not
like here where I don't have anybody but just like all what would be until like
packing you know finding a new job like all the logistics just just scares me
you know all the parts of it and so the fear of that is just the big part of it
is that where the job I got right now was like such an answer to prayer at the
time that I'm so afraid of disappointing everybody around me here like the place
I go to church expectations that people have of me my supervisors my colleagues
my patients and just just the thought of disappointing everybody and and you know
and like why would I do that so I don't I'm just struggling with that fear of
that of like really I don't know if it's a fear of control because of saying yes
to God with me like giving up control and the sense of order and knowing how
things are and so yeah that's the big part of this where I'm struggling with
that that is yeah this is really good so I have a good question for you Ruth so
you mentioned that you're worried about disappointing everyone else what about
disappointing yourself yeah and I think I wonder if you thought have you thought
about that like if you if you want to move and you feel God is telling you to
move I think you're saying you want to I think you're saying it excites you but
it also makes you a little fearful but like think about as well like what about
Ruth what about you you know if we're so busy ladies taking care of other people
and worrying about how they're gonna feel if we do something we will probably
never take a step forward truly and I say that having been someone that I did
not want to move to meet my spirit mate I had already moved from Ohio to
Kentucky I want I kind of liked Kentucky I wanted to stay there I did
not y'all I literally I used to live in Ohio I said I was never moving back
north and you know and then I met Brian and he's from Indiana and guess what
y'all I ended up moving back north thank God I didn't stay there for long praise
the Lord he moved me to Florida but you know hey picking up my life and move in
like 15 hours away if I sat and thought about all the scary things I that's what
I would been consumed by and I'm not saying there weren't anxious moments
because there were there were a lot of things happening during that time but
there are a lot of really exciting things happening to you like good things
and you know we came down here and we visited and there's like you know like
we lived in a little town in Indiana where where there
wasn't much, there was one little tiny grocery store
and a couple fast food restaurants.
That's not how, like, I mean, I grew up even in Ohio
in like city area.
And then when I lived in Kentucky, I lived in Lexington.
This was the first time I've been like in farm country.
And I loved it, you all did.
It gave me a breath in my soul.
It did some good stuff for me, but at the same rate,
I was missing, like, you know,
you just have to adjust your life.
You had to drive farther everywhere.
But I'm saying that to you, Ruth, to say,
man, I have some adventures and fun stories to tell now
from every movie that I've gone through,
from all of those experiences.
And when we allow the enemy to just cause us to be afraid,
and instead of like, well, this could be fun,
what are the fun things I could go do?
Do you see the flip side?
It doesn't mean we don't acknowledge those hard moments.
But like, what if you just let yourself dream a little bit,
maybe make a little,
take an eight and a half by 11 sheet of paper,
and just start looking up things in Dallas, Texas
that you might enjoy to go do, or just, and just-
I have a question, though.
Yeah, go ahead.
I just remember it came to me while you were talking,
because there was one night I was like praying,
I think maybe a couple of months ago.
And, because, you know, as part of phase one,
I said, don't date.
And so I had someone who through church
had reached out to me and wanted to start dating.
And I just put him down that, no,
God has me in a season right now
where that's not something that's in alignment
with what I'm, he has me.
And as I was just praying, I just had this in my,
I feel like it was the Holy Spirit that told me
that your spirit mate is not here in Boise,
your spirit mate is in Texas.
And it's part of why I want you to move.
And I'm like, oh God, that scared me even more,
because I felt like I have so much baggage
and so much work, internal work I need to do
that I'm not ready, or that I would scare the person off.
Even though it's a desire of my heart,
I was like, that even made me more scared to move,
because I'm like, at least if I'm here,
okay, I know they're not here,
so I'm always kind of like hiding.
Okay, okay, so this is a fear you need to,
you need to step over this thing.
Because here's the thing, Ruth,
you're going to keep healing,
even as you step into dating,
when you finish phase one, our heart work course.
When you finish this heart work course,
you're still going to do more heart work
in the next love story accelerator phase.
Okay.
Okay?
Ladies, you don't have to be afraid of moving forward
like you're not arrived enough.
And some of you, you will know, okay?
Some of you really need to wait and not date.
And typically you're the ones that you just,
you just want to keep flying right on through.
And then I have others that are just,
you're trying to be so careful
to get every little thing healed.
And that's a beautiful thing,
but here's the thing.
I've been married almost three years, Ruth,
and I still have plenty to heal.
Okay?
Even, even considering, you know,
baby stuff and fertility and fostering to adopt
and all these different options
that are out there floating around.
Yeah, we all face anxieties and fears all the time,
but we can move forward and step into the promised land,
but it's one step at a time.
So maybe the one step right now
is let's just start dreaming a little bit about Texas.
Okay?
And maybe as you dream and you let yourself dream,
maybe that will give you the courage
because the opposite of fear is faith,
but it's also courage.
God can give you the grace to have the courage.
All right?
I'm excited.
Let's see where this goes for you.
Thank you.
You're welcome.
Praise God.
Shadonna, go ahead.
Did I say it right?
Yes, ma'am, you did.
All right, awesome.
Mine is the fear of letting people in.
I've been through a lot,
and so I'm trying to balance being cautious
versus pushing people out because of the fear.
Okay.
So one of the things you're gonna wanna do
is you're gonna wanna ask the Lord to,
and you might already know what it is,
but still ask him to be sure, okay?
Because he knows us better than we even know ourselves.
I really wanna encourage you to ask the Lord,
when is the first time you let fear lead you
to like kind of put up a wall and block someone out?
Okay?
And then ask the Lord to heal that area
so that you can start to let people in again.
Because, you know, ladies, love is a risk.
It's always gonna be a risk, even with friends, with family,
with a romantic person that you're dating,
hopefully will be your spirit mate and your spouse,
but it's also worth it when it's great, you know?
And I would never, I wouldn't change anything
about the risk that I've taken to be in love again
and be married and all of the things,
but we have to be willing to open up.
So for now, let's just start little by little.
So first start praying, Lord, when's the first time
I felt fear and I put walls up and I didn't let someone in?
And let's see what he shows you
and then put a post in the group
so that I can keep coaching you through that, okay?
Yes, ma'am.
Such a great share.
Thanks for sharing tonight.
Love it.
Marlena, go ahead.
Okay, I had to unmute, sorry.
Oh, that's all right.
Just today when you started talking about not showing up
as everything that we are or being beautiful,
all those things, and I found it really interesting
because it brought confirmation
to when I was doing my roots and fruits lesson,
I was waiting for God, I guess,
to tell me it was about things
that I've already dealt with in other words.
And so I'm thinking, okay, maybe rejection,
maybe in my head, but when God told me,
how about the lies that have kept you from being,
that keep telling you you're too much of anything?
So, and how that has kept you from walking in,
kept me from walking in everything God has for me.
And I'm getting emotional because you water yourself down
and you minimize yourself
because sometimes you've tried not to be seen.
Because when you have been seen,
you've dealt with so much criticism and judgment
of so many things.
And so you try not to be in God said,
but you have to be authentically you.
So, and I realized that even generationally,
these are conversations I've had
with other women in my family.
And so God is just really challenging me
to walk in everything I am
and not to stop talking or stop singing or not show up.
And so that really hit home when you said that today.
Yeah, man, that's so good.
Thank you for sharing that with us and trusting us.
Be sure Marlena, the lie that you're too much,
asking the Lord where that originated.
God, that's stuck in my hair.
Where that originated for you the first time,
like when is the first time
like you felt like you were too much
because you said about like feeling
like you needed to water yourself down,
that shrinking back.
We wanna look at where did we like,
when were the times where we started doing that way back
where then we kind of revert back to that subconsciously
when things happen in our lives today
and allow the Lord to come in and heal those areas
and maybe even forgiveness sheets
that might still need to be done
for things people said or did specifically
that caused us to feel like we needed to shrink back.
And one of the things I thought of,
I don't know if this resonates for you,
but I don't even really remember someone
saying this stuff to me,
but I remember feeling like I couldn't cry in the house.
And when I was older,
I actually had a pastor from the pulpit,
he was praying, this was over my former husband and I,
and we were not doing well
and we were at the altar getting prayer.
And he was like, you are too sensitive.
And he said something to my ex-husband,
but man, that like scarred me
because it just like went right into the core,
like somewhere.
And I just remember how hard it was for me to get over that
because I think deep down,
there were other times that that had been said to me
growing up, but I didn't even remember.
And so when he said that from like the pulpit altar area,
like praying over us,
it wasn't just that moment,
but it was the other things
that it was connected to when it happened, okay?
Do you see how that?
kind of that links in there.
We'll be asking the Lord to reveal those first times
so that you can heal from those.
And then also I want you to practice.
I want you to practice talking, singing,
showing up as your full self,
because God in this world,
he created you to be your full self.
The world needs you to be you,
like who you were originally created to be.
And so next week we're gonna be talking about the real you,
and I think you all are gonna really love it.
I really, really do.
Thank you for sharing that with us tonight.
Leanne, go ahead.
I was sharing in the group.
I know I've shared a couple of things with you
through other messages,
but I've been spending a lot of time this past week
on letting the little Leanne have fun,
and going back, like what all has tied into a lot of that.
And we also talked about how
I've tried to help myself through all of this,
and always thought it was an abandonment issue.
But one of the things you said was,
with one of the things that I share
with hiding behind the couch
when I would watch my alcoholic father
beat my mom when I was two,
you had said, what would Jesus,
where was Jesus in that?
And what would he be saying to you?
And one of the things that he's been saying to me
is that it's time to now step out
from the fear of being truly known.
I've always been known or introduced as Melissa's sister,
or in college, I was Kristen's roommate's sister.
Very rarely do I remember being introduced just by my name.
And I've been able to start connecting dots
that kind of reinforce the hiding my true self
from everybody.
That's kind of where my fear lies,
and where I've been doing a lot of healing
over the last couple of days.
Okay, I have a little thing for you again this week.
This might seem like something simple,
but I literally just saw an image of this.
Again, it could be an eight and a half by 11,
doesn't have to be a poster board or anything,
but I want you to make a sign that says, I am Leanne,
and make it colorful and fun.
Do whatever you feel led,
whatever colors you feel led to use.
And I want you to hang it up,
and I want you to put it up somewhere
where you see it every day right now.
Because as you're healing from this stuff,
I almost feel like there's a level of owning
who you are in this.
So that like, I am Leanne and I am here.
Almost like even having that statement under there
is like a subtitle,
and allowing that to be something
that you just really partner with every day right now.
And obviously the Lord is working through you,
but you actually acknowledging the importance of your life
and who you are is gonna be really pivotal
for you right now.
I'm so excited for the steps you've already been taking
and the things you've been praying.
I really feel like there's a lot of energy,
like, y'all, when I say energy,
I mean the Holy Spirit, okay?
But there's a lot of his power
on all of this whole topic for you.
And so I'd love to see you get more breakthrough in that.
And I think this is one way
that you can step further into that.
Thank you.
You're welcome.
Thank you.
Kimberly, go ahead.
Okay, can you hear me?
Yeah, hi.
Okay.
So my fear is rejection.
And I actually have been just like,
reflecting back on it,
like every relationship that I've ever had,
I was always broken up with,
and I always took it so hard
and was so distraught about it.
But my marriage ended seven years ago
from my husband cheating,
and I wanted to work it out
and I wanted to do therapy and counseling,
and he did not want to.
And so he ended up divorcing me and marrying the mistress.
But my last relationship ended in June of last year.
That was almost a little over four years.
And he ended up leaving.
And that's what I'm struggling with is the rejection.
And I listened to a podcast the other day
and I found something interesting
is I might be addicted to rejection.
And although it's my biggest fear,
the lady said, you might be addicted to rejection
if you tie your value,
if your value is directly attached to your ability
to convince someone that you're worthy of love.
And so I am.
I'm definitely fearful of rejection, but I do know that every time I was broken up with,
I was desperately trying to get back with them or show them that I was worthy, or if
they ended up leaving me for somebody else.
I took it so personally, and I don't know where all this came from.
I didn't have a great relationship with my dad, especially in my teen years.
My dad was military and ran a very strict religious house.
The only thing I can think of, and it popped up in my head the other day, and I don't remember
the first time he said it, but it had to be at some point when I was dating.
I remember he would say it to friends and family and even some of my boyfriends, including
my ex-husband, is he said, someday Kim is going to make some lucky young man absolutely
miserable.
He would say it jokingly, and I thought it was funny, too, because I was a brat.
I was not easily controlled, and we fought a lot.
Everything he wanted me to do, I would do the opposite.
At the time, I always thought it was funny, but when I was praying about and asking, where
did this come from?
Why am I so desperate to keep people, even if they're not right for me?
Why is it so hard when they leave?
I thought maybe they had something to do with it.
Let me ask you a question.
When your dad used to leave for the military, how did that make you feel?
My dad ended up putting in his 20 years when I was only four or five years old.
He wouldn't leave, but when I was born, my dad was overseas.
My mom said, I didn't see my dad until I was almost a year old.
She's like, you didn't like him because it was just you and I the whole time.
He didn't leave to go overseas or anything like that.
He was always a present dad as far as he had a job, but he worked real estate from when
I was probably seven years old on and was always home.
When you were one year old, between one and four, did your dad leave to go to travel for
the military, or was he there?
No.
He was home after that.
That was his last mission overseas, and he was home and was working a desk job.
He was a fighter pilot, and he was working a desk job to finish out his 20 years with
the Navy.
Okay.
Then my other question for you, I wrote this first.
When you were talking about, you're always broken up with, you're talking to us about
these most recent relationships, and I do think that those are part of them, but I want
to know about the first person you ever dated that you felt like left you.
Gosh, I feel like I'm trying to remember.
Everybody I dated in high school, I always remember that they broke up with me, and it
was probably even starting in my sophomore year when I had a boyfriend for almost a year.
He was abusive, but he was still the one that broke up with me.
Okay.
I'm going to bring up a couple other things, and I'm going to then quickly ... Actually,
Jay French, I just saw your hand went up.
I'm only going to be able to take Mika, because we're already after 9.30, but if you, Jay
French, will put your question or thoughts in the app, I definitely will respond to you
there.
Okay?
Mika, you can keep your hand up, because I'm going to come to you next.
All right.
A couple things that I think are super important.
I'm not saying I disagree with that person, because I can kind of see what they were saying
as far as the underlying ... We shouldn't be so desperate to convince someone to stay
with us, especially when they're not healthy people, but I can relate to what you're saying,
but ultimately at the core, we have low self-worth and value for ourselves.
That comes from us somewhere having abandonment, loneliness at the core of who we are when
we're young a lot of times, and so I want to encourage you, instead of trying to figure
out if you're addicted to rejection or not, the reality is that you need healing, and
you need to know who you are in Christ, and the more that you know your value and your
worth in Christ, you're not going to try to convince somebody to love you, okay?
And I know that can be harder than in the process.
It's not always easy to figure that kind of stuff out, but I believe you're in the best
place you could ever be in right now to really get supernatural healing in some of the depths
of your being and ways that you don't even know that you need it right now, that God's
going to set you free from stuff.
But the other thing is also, you know, ladies, rejection isn't always...
a bad thing. Sometimes it's redirection.
Okay, so I want some of you just to be really thinking about, you know, some of the times where
God was redirecting your life through a breakup that you had. Now the other thing that I think
is important for you, Kimberly, because you kind of now have partnered with this,
I'm always broken up with. So that's what you believe at the core of who you are,
because that's what's been happening. But the only way for that to shift is for you to heal
and also to stop claiming that over yourself. Okay. Like, even if you experience it again,
you're going to have to really war against agreeing with the enemy that I'm always broken up with.
And then the last thing I have for you is I really want to encourage you to do a forgiveness prayer
regarding what your dad said over you and to other people about you. Because I think that is a part
of the hang up here internally for you too. Okay. Yeah. I gave you a couple things. I know there
was a lot there, but I felt like they were all important. Thank you so much for sharing. Mika,
go ahead. Thank you. Hi, everyone. Thanks for this. This has been so helpful. Good. Yeah. So I
I, I was going through just like the activation that you mentioned earlier, just writing down
the different things. And also you were talking about anxieties for this time. And for me,
one of the things I was trying to, I would be getting rid of, or the thing that was causing
the anxiety is my wedding dress from eight years ago. The eight years ago is ex, I guess,
ex-fiance, whatever you would want to call. You know, I had so many hopes in that. And I,
you know, just, I invested so much in putting into the wedding dress and I was excited about it
and no one had seen it, but my, my best friends, my closest friends. And when I found out he cheated,
of course the way, you know, everything was off, you know, all of that. But again, no one had
really seen the wedding dress, but I had invested so much in it. And so when I ended it, my friends
were like, well, when are we going to have the burning dress ceremony? And I'm like, burning
dress ceremony? No, that's mine. I invested in it. I paid it and pay for it. And he wasn't worthy of
it. So the right one that God does have for me will appreciate it because it fits me perfectly.
But then when I was doing the spring cleaning and just going over this activation, I feel like
God is just really prompting me that I need to release it and let it go. You know, I don't need
to, there are other beautiful dresses that I saw and this is a new season. And when I look at it,
like when you were sharing about your t-shirt, I think I was in denial about that. I was in
denial, pride or whatever it might be. And I looked at it, you know, I just,
there's no way to separate the pain and that whole process. I mean, I guess supernaturally
that could happen, but that has not happened to me. When I look at that dress, he's attached to
the dress, unfortunately. And you're about to step into a new season. And so as you're stepping
into your new, you don't want to be thinking about the past. I think you're definitely onto
something here. And, and, and when, as you pray about what to do with the dress, I want you to
think of it as whether you sell it or whatever you do with it as sowing a seed. Okay. You're
sowing a seed into your future because God has something new for you. And he has another
beautiful dress for you that you're going to be able to enjoy. And you're going to wear it down
that aisle and you're going to be walking towards your spirit mate. Hopefully that you're going to
pick someone that's healthy and amazing and all of the things, but. Would you mind just sharing,
would you mind just sharing when there were moments when you did need to get rid of something
physically, like destroy, like, like, cause I know like, sometimes people talk about things
that are happening spiritually with garments and just things like that of that nature.
Would you mind just sharing some wisdom on that? Like, um, that I can just.
Well, I think first and foremost, I think a ladies, um, you know, God is supernatural. He there,
you know, he's spiritual obviously, but there are a lot of churches over out there that over
spiritualized things too. Okay. So I think balance I'm very big on saying balance is key. I think
having balance in everything is really, really important. I do think that, um, and I don't want
to go too far into this cause at the time we're at, but just, there are times where.
Even when I think back to trauma moments, there were things that I had that my dad gave me
when he was in prison and all this stuff. And every time I would look at that little pound
puppy, it wasn't a real one, it was a fake one, he sent it. And that was such a big thing for
me at that time for whatever reason. But the fact that he sent it, I loved it. But then every time
I looked at it, all I could think of is my dad's not here, he's in jail. So it actually made me
more sad. And so I eventually got rid of it. I mean, I was like a preteen at the time,
because it made me more sad to have it. So that was one time. And I think praying is the biggest
thing. I shouldn't say I think, I know. When I went through my spring cleaning thing, I prayed,
and this was even long after I was leading groups at this time, and God led me to go back through
spring clean again. And you all I found, I don't know, I don't know if it was one of those times
where, you know, siblings were bringing me things from my mom's house or what, but I ended up finding
this box from my high school sweetheart. He was a guy I dated for several years. And he would write
me all these little notes. And they were very sweet, but little teddy bear that he got me
pictures, all kinds of stuff. And there was a part of me that was like, I wasn't I wasn't with Brian
or any of that kind of stuff, y'all. I was this was before I even met him. But there was a part
of me that wanted to hang on to that stuff. And then I was like, Well, why would I do that? Like,
I'm not with this person anymore. I don't need all of these notes anymore. It's just taking up
space in my closet. And so without thinking anything else about it, I dumped all like,
I think I kept some of the pictures or whatever. But I dumped all that stuff in the garbage. And
then I just I pulled the garbage bag out of the thing. And I walked it up to I was in an apartment
at the time to the garbage thing, because I thought I don't want to second guess myself.
So I'm just gonna get rid of it. And I think that there's something important about that,
because we're severing the old and making room for the new. But that came through praying and
asking God to show me things I needed to get rid of. And then I came across that box. I didn't even
know what was in it. You all I had literally gotten it recently, because my, my mom, we had
downsized her house and apartment after she passed and all that stuff. And that's when that box got
given to me. But I just literally brought it to my apartment and put it in the closet and never even
looked in it until that day that I was praying and doing that with the Lord. And so you know,
just be praying, whether it's clothes or things, God will show you what you need to get rid of.
Yeah. Yeah, you're welcome. We are at 945. And we need to close. Here are your activations for
this week. And as she was sharing, one of the things is letting go. And in order to let go,
we need to make a list of the things as we're praying and asking God, what do we need to let
go and leave behind in the past so that we can move forward into the future. And after you make
this list, you can do other things too. Okay, so pray about this, but I'm just giving you two,
two ways that you can activate letting go. Okay. Number one is write the list and then in a safe
place, burn it. Watch that sucker burn. Okay, it's gonna feel good. Number two, I love the balloon
release idea too, but I wouldn't put your list on the balloon. I would just watch the balloons go
and then rip your list up or something like that. Okay. So why do we do this? Well, because
you're activating your faith and saying, okay, I'm letting go of the past and I'm stepping into the
new. So whatever needs to be on your list is Lord, what do I need to leave in the past and not take
into my tomorrows into the future? Okay. And then the other one is a mirror activation.
Hey, I issue these every couple months. It's time for another one. What you do with this is I want
you to stand in front of a mirror. So if you have a full length mirror, do it in front of a full
length mirror. Okay. But I want you to look in the mirror and I want you to like set a timer to do it
for at least two to three minutes. Ladies. I want you to look at yourself and really like look at
yourself. Okay. And I want you to pay attention to, do you have negative thoughts about yourself?
I want you to, if there's a part of your body that you typically put down, I want you to actually
love on that part of yourself during this mirror activation. Hey, so I used to like be really hard
on myself about my legs. Cause I gained weight in my legs and my butt the first I'm like,
oh my gosh, it's so annoying. And so I get so frustrated about that. And I would just.
it's like be critical of myself in the mirror.
And the Lord really, really convicted me of those things.
And so I want you to learn to love yourself
and love all the parts of yourself,
even the parts that you don't like, okay?
And I want you to also take it to the next step.
Yes, I can put these instructions in there.
I want you to actually thank God for how you are,
like features that you don't like on your face.
Maybe it's something about,
I used to always get really,
like my brothers made fun of me
because I didn't have a big chest
and they used to like say all kinds of stuff.
And so then it was like a big thing,
my whole life almost until literally
until y'all got married,
like right before I got married,
I got set free from that.
Very much intimidated about all that kind of stuff.
And so it's crazy,
this stuff that we carry even as adults.
So wanna encourage you to let it go.
You are beautiful.
God made you fearfully and wonderfully.
He didn't mess up anything, okay?
Let me pray for you.
Father, thank you so much for this night.
Thank you for revealings, for healing that have happened.
God, we thank you for supernatural breakthroughs
continuing this week.
We thank you God for transformational mindsets,
healing rivers and waters flowing over
every one of these ladies,
those that are watching the replay.
God, we thank you for from the top down,
God, that you're setting them free,
that you're redeeming, you're restoring, you're rebuilding.
God, we thank you that you would place the balm of Gilead
upon every wound, every part of their hearts,
their bodies, their minds, their spirits and souls.
We thank you for guarding and keeping watch over them
and keeping them safe.
We thank you and speak a Salem rest over Helen,
as she was saying earlier,
and anybody else that struggles with sleep,
we speak Salem rest.
And Lord, we also just lift up, gosh, who was it?
Your mom, your mom, I gotta find you.
Aaron, we thank you right now for Aaron's mom.
God, we ask you to guard and keep watch over her,
that you would just come against the sickness
and disease of cancer,
and that you would remove every cancer cell from her body
and you would align her with the, yes, Lord,
the heavenly perspective of her body.
God, we thank you that you're the great physician
that nothing's too hard for you.
We thank you that you're working in her mom right now.
We pray that you would ask you to comfort her mom,
that you would keep her and minister to her
for those that have lost mothers or fathers or siblings,
or friends, God, recently,
we ask you to comfort them and keep them as well.
God, we love you.
We thank you.
Show us more about who you are
and help us to have the ability to receive it.
In Jesus name, amen.
God bless you.
I'll see you all in the group.
Have a great night, everyone.
Bye.