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Recording in progress. All right, so raise your hand if you were at Supernatural Saturday

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yesterday. Guys, all day yesterday I thought it was Sunday. Very interesting. I don't know why

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because I did Supernatural Saturday, but then for whatever reason, because I was traveling,

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I lost track of all of the time continuum. So I did not know when it was. Did not know what

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was going on. Lots of hands going up. Keep them going. Okay. Lots, lots of people. Okay,

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go ahead and put those hands down. Put the hands down. Guys, yesterday I was just rambling on and

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on during Supernatural Saturday. And I said something incorrectly. And then later on Holy

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Spirit was just like, Hey, you said that wrong. And I was like, Oh yes, you're right. So I said

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from resurrection to Pentecost was 40 days, actually 50 days, you guys, 50 days. So if

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you're going to do that activation of, you know, praying in your bed before you get up, I said,

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do it for 40 days, do it for 50 days, add another 10 days in there. 50 obviously is an amazing

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number. It means a lot, has a lot of significance spiritually. Make sure that you, um, that you,

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uh, add that extra 10 days on because 50, I just turned 50. I'm in what we call Jubilee. This is my

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Jubilee year. And, um, and it's been phenomenal guys, six months in so much movement, so much

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breakthrough. And so I believe if you do anything to activate yourself spiritually for 50 days,

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let's just, it's not a formula, but it's an invitation. If you do that, I believe that you're

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going to have some significant breakthrough. David and I purpose in our hearts years ago,

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when we were having a paradigm shift in 2009, God invited us to do two fifties, 100,

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100 days of morning prayer at five o'clock in the morning. And we did that and we had

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crazy stuff happen, such significant breakthrough, such downloads, incredible, incredible, incredible

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stuff. You know, the Bible says that we should provoke one another to good works. And so I'm

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here to prime your pump. I'm here just priming your spiritual pump, provoking you to spiritual

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things, provoking you to good works. Remember good works can't come unless they come from a

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good God. There's nothing good in you. The Bible says there's no good thing in us. There's only him

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that's in us that is good. And so it's important that we understand that in our flesh, we're not

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going to do anything. What's John 15 say? You're not going to do anything apart from me. You can

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do no thing, nothing, but with me, you can, what bear much fruit guys. This is eternal fruit. This

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is a temporary fruit. This is kind of the fruit that remains. It's the kind of fruit that is

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forever for eternity. That's the kind of fruit that's good fruit. Everything else is just

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rusting. It's just rotting. Anytime you get really, really, really freaked out by all the

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stuff that's going on in your life. I told my daughter this yesterday at the airport, I said,

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well, you can't take it with you. You can't people have tried. You ever seen those tombs of the

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Pharaohs? They packed them with all kinds of goodies, y'all all kinds of riches and wealth.

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And because they thought that they were going to get to use it in the afterlife.

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Guess what? It's still there besides the people that came and raided the tombs and stole it.

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They even, they even put living people in there with them because that's how significant they

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thought their lives were that they wanted to have their servants and other people that were

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lower than them. When they woke up on the other side of eternity, they wanted to have those people

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still serving them and helping them. So they had those people buried alive. That's a really,

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really morbid story, but also true. So you can't take it with you. Can't none of it. So anytime you

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get your panties in a wad about something that's temporal, I want you to remind yourself, Oh, you

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know what? This is a temporary situation and I'm an eternal being the temporary situation.

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And I'm an eternal being. That means that this can't last forever, but I'm gonna,

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I mean, this can't last forever, but God's love's gonna his peace, his joy.

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What are the things that are going to be eternal faith, hope, and love baby.

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And so we already know that. And the greatest of these is love. And so the things that we do in

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love, those are eternal things. Those make eternal impact. The only treasure that you're laying up in

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heaven is people, right? That is the treasure. That's God's heart. That's his treasure. That's

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all he really cares about is his family. That's all he ever wanted was a family. And so when we

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do anything that impacts a person's life for eternity, even if it's a.

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you know, a temporal situation that we're helping solve for them, but it's showing them the goodness

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and love of God that's impacting their life for eternity. And guess what? We just made an internal

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and an internal impact on that person. Eternal and internal, right? Good stuff. And guess who

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will lead you into more and more and more opportunities to have internal and eternal

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impact? Holy Spirit. Holy Spirit's already leading and guiding every single one of you.

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I want you to raise your hand because we're celebrating the feast of Pentecost today.

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If you read Acts chapter two, you see, this is the day that they were in the upper room.

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They were in the places of worship. They were in the place of solitude. They were shut away.

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They were waiting the promise that Jesus spoken in the book of John saying that he was going to

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send another. They're pretty soon. They weren't going to see him physically on the earth anymore,

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but that's okay. He was going to send one that could be with them and also in them.

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So they were waiting for the indwelling, the arrival of this person that was going to be with

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them and in them Holy Spirit. And it says, and when the days of Pentecost, the day of Pentecost

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was fully come, what was that? That was the feast of Pentecost. And what's fully come means it's

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here. It's arrived. There's only one other time in the Bible that that language is used in its

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original translation. And that is at the birth of Jesus and the original Greek that the,

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that the new Testament is primarily written in. You will see that fully come fully come wording,

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meaning that the days have been fulfilled, right? And we're also, we see that language when Mary

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gives birth to Jesus. So the birth of the Messiah and the birth of the church, do you guys think

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that's an accident? Do you think that it's an accident that we only see that language at the

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birth of Messiah, a long awaited promise coming to into being and also the birth of the church

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that should show you that the birth of the church is a very significant event.

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And guess who the church is. That church is you. That church is me. That church is built on the

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rock of Jesus Christ so that the opposing forces, the gates of hell can not prevail against it.

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Right. Yes. So raise your hand. If you've experienced your own personal Pentecost

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where Holy spirit's not just with you, but you feel like you've been baptized in the spirit

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with the evidence of your prayer language, raise your hand. I don't care if you've only said two

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words in your prayer language. I don't say, I don't care if it sounds like gobbledy goop.

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I don't care if it sounds like baby talk, raise your hand. If you've had any kind of experience

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with speaking in tongues is what people call it. Prayer language is a little bit more politically

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correct. And the reason why you guys, cause a lot of people have been abused by the idea of

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speaking in tongues. I remember, remember in supernatural Saturday, a lot of you guys were

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there. If you weren't there, go listen to the replay. I spent two summers in a row with my

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grandmother who was Pentecostal. And guess what? They try to give you a Holy spirit rub down to

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a Holy spirit rub down to get you to receive the baptism of the Holy spirit. They got the

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hands all over you. They breathe in their bad breath in your face. They're telling you to

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sit up, you know, sit down, stand up, raise your hands, put your hands down.

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It's like the hokey pokey, turn yourself around and maybe you get the Holy spirit.

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Okay. And I was just a kid and I was super traumatized by this. Cause guess who didn't

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get the Holy spirit? Me at one point, I just started faking it friends because I was just

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like, I'm done with this. I'm not doing this anymore. Okay. People are spitting on me.

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All kinds of stuff is happening. And I just, and you guys, it's like sitting at a dinner table

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with someone who was raised in the military. You're not leaving that table until you eat your

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food. You're not leaving that altar until you speak in tongues. That's what's going to happen

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if you're in one of these old time Pentecostal churches, does anyone else have that experience?

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Or is it just me being traumatized as a little kid? And you guys, I got it in my mind that it

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wasn't actually real because like I said, on Saturday, a lot of the people that I knew that

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had this gift of the spirit were also pretty mean in real life. They were kind of mean people

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outside of the church environment, of course. And so I was like, Oh, I'm not buying it.

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And so fast forward and we'll let some of our other leaders tell you about their experience

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when they received this gift, this personal gift of their prayer language, speaking in tongues.

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Remember that's what Pentecost was all about waiting for Holy spirit to show up. And one of

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the things that happened corporately to all of them was a cloven tongue as a fire sat upon each

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of them. And they all began to speak in other languages as the spirit gave them the ability.

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That's what the Bible says. Okay. So we'll let some of our other leaders,

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because everyone's experience with this is very different.

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So I told you that in my twenties, after, after I met Jesus, that's important.

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After I met Jesus, after I was filled with his love, after he delivered me

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from the situation that I was in, after he healed my body, I was in my

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living room and I was worshiping.

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I think that a lot of times that is a common denominator to a lot of

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people's baptism in the spirit story is that they were worshiping.

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I was just in love with Jesus and I was just worshiping.

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I wasn't trying to get anything.

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I was just very thankful.

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I was very grateful.

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And because he's a good, good, good father, the Bible says, if you being

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evil, know how to give good gifts to your children, how much more does

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your heavenly father know how to give the Holy spirit to those who ask him?

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But here's the thing.

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And this is what was not taught to me as a child, because those

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Pentecostal people didn't know this.

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They're always looking for some reason why you're not receiving this gift.

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Remember gifts are not deserved.

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They're not earned.

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They're just received.

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So they had me doing all kinds of gymnastics, trying to receive, trying

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to be worthy, repent, pray, do this, do that, all the things instead of

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just what believing in receiving by faith.

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Why do you think all those people were sitting up in that upper room?

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They believe what Jesus said to them about, Hey, go Terry in Jerusalem.

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Until you're in dude with power from on high, basically saying you can't

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do what's coming next in your flesh.

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You're going to need power, resident power.

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The Bible says that the Holy spirit is like rivers of living

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water flowing out of your belly.

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The problem is a lot of people want it to flow out of their

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mind, not their belly, right?

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You let your human reasoning get all involved and it's really easy to do.

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And that's why the Bible says that the human reasoning is the enemy of

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the supernatural or God, I know friends.

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And I really kind of went back and forth about whether we should even

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celebrate this feast as a community.

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You know, Sunday night activation is very supernatural.

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It's very school of the Holy spirit already.

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And I didn't want to chase people off, especially people that just have a lot

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of, you know, unfinished theology.

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In their mind about the ministry of Holy spirit and what that looks like.

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And so if that's you, please don't pull away.

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We still can help you get married.

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We can agree to disagree.

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If this is beyond, you know, what your theology tells you is true or right.

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We're teaching from a place of where we are as leaders here.

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And we want people to be empowered to not just live in their

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flesh, but live in the spirit.

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And once again, those of you that are following after the spirit, you're not

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going to fulfill the lust of the flesh, continue to fall off of the spirit.

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That's a daily thing.

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That's an everyday get up and do it again and again and again and again.

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So if your prayer language is not activated, then activate the word of God

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and declarations when you're laying in bed for that 50 days, begin

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to pray the word over yourself.

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You're built on that rock.

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The word was with God and it was God.

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And it came, became flesh and dwelt among us.

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Jesus is the word.

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He is the truth.

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He is the life.

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It's the word.

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He's the way he's the truth.

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He's the life.

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Be declaring as you feel led.

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And by the way, that's Holy spirit leading you.

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So let's talk about that for a second.

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Have you ever just started praying with your human understanding?

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You're praying for all the things that you know how to pray for.

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Oh, I pray for my dog and I pray for my cat and I pray for my grandma.

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And I pray for this job that I don't like that.

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My boss would be nicer to me.

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And you're praying with your understanding.

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And then all of a sudden, as you start praying, something starts

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happening where you start praying for things from here and not here.

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All of a sudden you find yourself praying for things that

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you weren't thinking about.

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Where's that coming?

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That's coming up out of your spirit.

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Isn't it?

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That's the same way that this gift of your prayer language happens.

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Same exact way.

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Friends, raise your hand.

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If you start praying in the, in the human reasoning, the things, you

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know, your understanding, and then all of a sudden you're praying for

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all kinds of things that you had never initially sat down to pray for.

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You find yourself saying all kinds of stuff, God, I pray for this person

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and that person in this situation, in that situation, once again, in

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English, because maybe you don't have your prayer language for some of

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you, that turns into you starting to pray in the spirit with your

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prayer language too, right?

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Once again, you're not praying from here.

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You started here and now you're praying from here.

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I don't know if you guys can see me.

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I'm pointing to my spirit, to my belly.

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I feel like I disappeared, but I'm here somewhere.

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There I am.

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Do you guys see how that works?

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So who's leading?

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You in those prayers that weren't coming from your mind, Holy Spirit, Holy

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Spirit's leading you in those prayers, those thoughts and ideas are coming

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from Holy Spirit, and that's exactly how the words, when you pray in your

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prayer language or speak in tongues, that's exactly how they come to.

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I've heard lots of different testimonies for me.

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I just started singing when I opened my mouth and into, in a foreign language to

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me, it was foreign to me, but for other people, I've heard them say it felt like

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it felt like a river coming up and then they just couldn't contain it.

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They opened their mouth and out.

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It came other people, just like I just told you with about the praying, they

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started praying in English with their understanding and pretty soon their

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tongue got kind of heavy and there's just saying a couple of sloppy words

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that aren't really words, right?

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As the spirit is taking more control of their language and they just went with

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it.

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A hundred percent of what I think happens to every single person when they

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surrender to this experience is that their mind tells them that they're crazy.

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I will tell you after I had this experience, I literally either with my

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flesh or the enemy, one or the other telling me, Oh, now it's good.

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Now it's happened, Jackie.

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You're you've completely lost your mind.

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You're mentally ill.

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You've totally gone crazy.

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You guys know that one of the, one of the things in the DSM four, which is now the

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DSM five, which is the diagnostic manual to, to diagnose mental illness.

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That's a diagnostic manual in order to diagnose mental illness.

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How do I know this?

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Cause I went to school to be a psychologist.

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One of the things in there that is a criteria for being mentally ill is

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thinking that you hear from God.

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Did you guys know that thinking that God's talking to you?

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Thinking that God's talking to you.

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So remember, I don't know God that well yet when this is happening to me.

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And one of the very first things I thought is, Oh, now you've done it.

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You've crossed the bridge, baby girl.

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You crazy.

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Right.

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You're crazy.

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You're in a delusion.

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You're delusional.

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Now you're making stuff up.

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And friends, it's going to feel that way because once again, it's not coming from

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you, it's happening in you.

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It's coming out of you.

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Right.

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And so you're going to have to ignore that if you want to continue to grow in

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this and growing in this as a must.

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So some people say their tongue just gets heavy and they're starting to say some

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gobbledygook and then they just go with it.

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Other people say that they hear strange words in their mind, in their head.

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Like they hear words that are not English words, or if you're, if you're a native

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speaker of a different language, obviously this happens, this baptism happens to

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people, not just English speakers.

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And so you hear a language in your mind and then they just give voice to it.

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They start repeating the words or the, or the sounds I should say that they're

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hearing that they hear in their head.

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So raise your hand again, if you have had this experience where you have spoken in

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your prayer language once, twice, three times, you do it every day.

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Come look at this having David's here.

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You guys were all here.

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The team's here.

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Looking to see, keep your hands up, please.

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So about 62, keep putting your hands up.

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Don't take them down.

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Just leave them up.

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63, 68.

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There's 187 of a 70.

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Keep on going.

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72, 73.

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You can't all be crazy, right?

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76, 77, 79.

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Come on, keep them going up.

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Let's see them.

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Don't be shy.

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Don't be afraid.

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Some of you just did it once or twice and then you chickened out.

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Didn't speak with your prayer language anymore.

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You didn't get any more teaching on it.

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You didn't really know how to use it.

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Just so you know, it's always there.

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It's still there.

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Now you can reactivate it tonight.

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It's always been there.

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It hasn't left you guys.

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The gifts of God are without repentance.

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He doesn't remove them after you receive them.

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And remember it's about receiving.

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It's not about earning 90.

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So when I was a kid, I always thought for a minute, I thought there was

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something wrong with me because it wasn't happening for me, but

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it's happening for others.

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And then pretty soon after that, I thought there was something

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wrong with everyone else.

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First, I thought there was something wrong with me, but then I took a

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deeper look at the people around me.

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I'm like, maybe there's something wrong with them.

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Okay.

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And so regardless of what happened, I did not end up really allowing this

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gift to fully be received by me until I was until 15, 16 years later.

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Yes, it's okay.

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Uh, Margaret, it is for your private edification.

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It is for your private spiritual edification for sure.

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There are different forms of tongues that happen corporately in the church

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service intercession and in.

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some interpretation as well. Okay. All right. So friends, once again, you have to ask and you have

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to receive by faith. You have to ask and receive by faith. And that means if you believe it,

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that you've received it, then you have it. And then you begin to activate it. Okay. And so we're

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going to do a little bit of an activation here. David's going to lead that, but I just want to

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talk about a couple more things. Okay. For those of you that did not raise your hand,

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you didn't raise your hand. Okay. As having ever had this experience, I just want to see who else

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here, raise your hand. If you desire it deeply, if you have desired it, if you do desire it,

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you just desire it, raise your hand. If you desire it, but it has not fully happened to you before

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you haven't fully been able to activate that. Come on, get your hands up. Let me see.

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There are about 75 of you that said, yeah, I've had this experience. And now there's

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33, 34, 35, 36, 38, 39.

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And you guys, I want you to be fully honest. Okay. This is important for tonight to be fully

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honest. Okay. Go ahead and put your hands down for those of you that said, yeah,

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it hasn't happened. And for those of you that has happened, start just releasing your faith

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for these people. Okay. Start releasing your faith, start praying in your prayer language,

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not unmuted. Okay. Quietly in the place where you are, if you can, if you're alone and you

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feel comfortable, start praying, start praying. Let's just go ahead and prime the pump a little

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bit. Okay. So I added those two numbers together of people that have received and people who want

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to receive. And there's still a whole lot of people that didn't raise their hand for each one.

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So get honest with us tonight, raise your hand. If you just think it's weird and you're not

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interested at all, and you wish we would just talk about, you know, how you can get married.

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It's okay. We're fully okay with, with that. So raise your hand. If you're just like, yeah,

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I'm not into it. I don't really believe in that. I'm good. I'm good. I'm good.

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Larissa, thank you for your honesty. Love it. Love, love, love honesty. Couple people.

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I'll also raise your hand. If you're just not sure you're like, I'm not against it,

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but I'm also really not sure I'm on the fence. I'm a skeptic. I'm kind of skeptical.

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No, no. It's like, I'm not sure.

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Come on. See those hands. And we bless all of you folks. We bless you. We're not offended by that

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at all. There were many years that I was in your camp as well. Trust me many, many years that I

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was in your camp and was just like, what is this sorcery? You know? And then I met Jesus

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and my heart shifted. And then when holy spirit came and I was baptized in holy spirit,

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the spirit of truth, I began to see things differently, but you guys I'm 28 years in.

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Okay. Actually 29, 29 years in 29. You're 29 years old. No. Um, yes, yes I am. Um,

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okay. All right. So that's just another, let's see. That's another 11 people. Okay. There's

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still a lot of people unaccounted for that. Just don't want to raise your hands for anything.

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Raise your hand. If you're against raising your hand,

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Dave is not lying. Anytime we're at any kind of thing. And they're like, Hey,

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raise your hand at this or that. He doesn't ever participate. He is not a participator

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of raising his hand anyway, shape or form. Okay. I don't like to shake my neighbor's hand. I don't

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like to turn to my neighbor and tell them that, uh, he doesn't do any of that. Okay. Okay. Guys,

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thank you for your honesty. Thank you for your candor. We thank you for all of these things.

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We appreciate all of you. All right. Okay. I promise you nothing's going to get crazy weird.

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Everyone's going to stay muted here. It's all good. You're not going to be subjected to something

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that makes you want to run for the Hills. Right. But I do want to break that trauma off of you.

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If you've been traumatized by this. Okay. In fact, go ahead and raise your hand. If,

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you know, part of the reason why you're skeptical is because like me, you had some earlier trauma

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with quote unquote, spirit filled people. You've had some kind of earlier trauma with people who

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were overzealous. All right. They just were, they may have been, they're falling some kind

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of spirit, but you're not pretty sure that it wasn't Holy spirit or you just don't know,

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or they, they probably were just, you know, uneducated in what it is that they were doing.

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There's okay. There's another whole group of people there. All right. Right. You guys will

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in honor of the birth of the church, which started with people receiving empowerment in this way.

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And remember that 50 day challenge that we put out.

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there to really prime the pump of being, following the spirit and not the flesh.

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It doesn't have to, you'd be you praying in your prayer language.

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It can be you just, just speaking the word of yourself.

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You just laying there and worshiping and just surrendering to God.

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And guess what?

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That's when your prayer language might come because everyone that I've ever

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heard, it started out with them having some moment of surrender them,

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some having some moment of worship.

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So quickly before we start this activation, um, we will let just very

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quickly, we'll let our leaders that are on here, David, Bethany and candy.

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And Kemi, I think are the only people here tonight, briefly, you guys, and

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very quickly let people know where you were and how this happened for you when

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it happened, because I know that it happened for all of you guys.

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All right.

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So desiring it as the first thing.

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And if you don't desire it right now, because you're just afraid or

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unsure, that's okay.

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It's fully okay.

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God knows who you are, where you are, what you need and how to get it to you.

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And so I don't want you to worry about that.

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Okay.

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All right.

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And then to all of you, you're going to be activated when David activates

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you just to ask and receive, it's just very simple friends ask and receive by

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what, by faith, by faith, I want to read two scriptures over you.

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If you then know how to give good and gifts, good gifts to your children, how

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much more will your father in heaven give the Holy spirit to those who ask him.

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It's just about asking, asking and receiving.

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And then there's a prayer here.

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I'm going to let David do that.

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Letting go of control.

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This is harder for most of us.

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I remember that night when I received this gift, I didn't know how to surrender.

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I said, I said to my former husband who was with me, he said, just let go.

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I said, and I said, I don't know how, I don't know what that means.

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It didn't make any sense.

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Like what it does fall down limp, like a fish, you know, like, what do you do?

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Like a dead fish that just came out of the water.

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Like, what do you do?

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You just turn into Gumby.

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Like what, what do you mean?

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Let go.

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What does that mean?

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But in my head, I said to the Lord, I said, I love you.

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And I want to surrender to you.

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So I just, I surrender.

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And that's what I said.

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And so maybe once again, not a formula, very, very personal experience for everyone.

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Um, it's not about being overtaken.

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You guys are possessed.

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Some of you are afraid of stuff like this because you think it's being possessed.

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No, the spirit is always subject to the prophet, to the, to the person.

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Okay.

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Always, you can always shut it off.

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You can always shut it down.

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You can always stop.

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This is why I never was into the theology of people saying, well, you know, whenever

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you feel like it, when it comes on you, you know, you just, it doesn't come on

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you, you guys, it lives in you.

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It's a very different thing.

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It's about turning on and off the faucet.

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And guess what?

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You're the person that turns that on or off.

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And as you grow and mature in all the gifts, not just this one, you will realize

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that it's subject to you, turning it on and turning it off.

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I have lots of gifts of the spirit.

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You go read about them.

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Once again, the book of Galatians, I operate in words of wisdom, words of

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knowledge, words of prophecy.

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I operate in tongues and in diverse tongues, which is a completely different

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gift than what we're talking about here.

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Interpretation of tongues.

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I've operated in all of these gifts, the gifts of healing.

447
00:28:14.880 --> 00:28:15.520
Well, guess what?

448
00:28:15.520 --> 00:28:16.560
That's subject to me.

449
00:28:17.080 --> 00:28:20.800
It doesn't just possess me and overtake me and force me to do it.

450
00:28:21.720 --> 00:28:26.960
You know, there's an invitation to pray for someone or to release a word over

451
00:28:26.960 --> 00:28:30.720
someone, you know, when I receive a word from the Lord for somebody, whether it's

452
00:28:30.720 --> 00:28:34.440
wisdom or knowledge, I have a choice of whether or not I feel like that's

453
00:28:34.440 --> 00:28:37.600
something that I should pray into for that person, or if it's meant to be

454
00:28:37.600 --> 00:28:42.480
spoken to them, and that all comes from good teaching and really just maturity.

455
00:28:43.680 --> 00:28:46.080
And then of course, the fruit of the spirit, which is even more important,

456
00:28:46.080 --> 00:28:49.480
love and joy and peace and patience and all of those good things.

457
00:28:49.480 --> 00:28:50.240
Okay, friends.

458
00:28:50.680 --> 00:28:51.080
All right.

459
00:28:51.280 --> 00:28:51.840
So.

460
00:28:52.720 --> 00:28:58.480
Letting go and co partnering or co laboring with the spirit.

461
00:28:58.720 --> 00:28:59.600
Really important.

462
00:28:59.760 --> 00:29:01.200
Remember we're doing the speaking.

463
00:29:01.200 --> 00:29:02.720
We're like giving it sound.

464
00:29:02.720 --> 00:29:05.840
We're giving it sound, but he's giving the utterance.

465
00:29:05.840 --> 00:29:09.400
Holy spirit is, so we're not going to wait for him to open our mouth.

466
00:29:09.400 --> 00:29:13.120
Just like, we're not going to wait for God to open up that dating app or to,

467
00:29:13.240 --> 00:29:17.640
you know, put on a nice outfit and go out to a singles event, right?

468
00:29:17.640 --> 00:29:19.040
God's not going to do that for us.

469
00:29:19.040 --> 00:29:19.840
We're going to do that.

470
00:29:19.840 --> 00:29:21.480
But then what happens when we get there?

471
00:29:21.480 --> 00:29:25.400
Because we're partnering, he's not writing the love story.

472
00:29:25.400 --> 00:29:27.400
We're co-writing the love story with him.

473
00:29:27.400 --> 00:29:28.520
We have to take action.

474
00:29:28.520 --> 00:29:30.040
Belief requires action.

475
00:29:31.240 --> 00:29:35.440
The Bible says, if you believe that you have received, then you will have, but

476
00:29:35.440 --> 00:29:37.880
guess what belief looks like something.

477
00:29:37.880 --> 00:29:38.640
It looks like action.

478
00:29:38.640 --> 00:29:39.080
Doesn't it?

479
00:29:40.600 --> 00:29:44.440
And so beginning to give sound after we pray and ask God to give us this

480
00:29:44.440 --> 00:29:48.240
gift, beginning to worship, beginning to praise God, beginning to give the

481
00:29:48.240 --> 00:29:52.520
sound that is necessary for speech is our part.

482
00:29:53.080 --> 00:29:55.920
And they were all filled with the Holy spirit and began to speak.

483
00:29:56.160 --> 00:29:57.360
They began to speak.

484
00:29:58.800 --> 00:29:59.880
They began to.

485
00:30:00.000 --> 00:30:02.040
speak. They begin to give sound.

486
00:30:02.320 --> 00:30:05.680
They begin to speak with other languages as the spirit gave them the ability.

487
00:30:07.040 --> 00:30:09.880
Okay. All right. So what does that look like?

488
00:30:09.880 --> 00:30:12.920
It means opening your mouth and beginning to speak.

489
00:30:14.720 --> 00:30:17.240
And you can just like when you're praying, you can start with the understanding,

490
00:30:17.240 --> 00:30:18.440
just start worshiping God,

491
00:30:18.440 --> 00:30:21.320
start saying things that you understand what those words mean,

492
00:30:21.320 --> 00:30:24.600
because that's your language. And as you continue, because once again,

493
00:30:24.600 --> 00:30:26.440
you've just prayed that God would

494
00:30:26.440 --> 00:30:31.480
send Holy spirit to indwell you to be with you, but also in you.

495
00:30:32.360 --> 00:30:36.160
And you guys, I'm promising you that it's probably going to feel awkward,

496
00:30:36.760 --> 00:30:38.960
but as those syllables begin to come out,

497
00:30:39.000 --> 00:30:40.600
as your tongue begins to get heavier,

498
00:30:40.600 --> 00:30:44.120
you begin to hear strange syllables and sounds in your mind.

499
00:30:44.120 --> 00:30:46.880
And you begin to give those things sound. It's going to feel weird.

500
00:30:46.880 --> 00:30:49.880
Or maybe you might feel that rising up of your spirit.

501
00:30:49.880 --> 00:30:54.080
That's coming up from your belly and out of your mouth, whatever happens,

502
00:30:55.080 --> 00:30:58.560
your human mind is going to probably try to rebel against it,

503
00:30:59.560 --> 00:31:03.120
thinking that you're making it happen because of this session,

504
00:31:03.120 --> 00:31:08.040
or it's all just being contrived or, you know, whatever.

505
00:31:08.560 --> 00:31:11.240
And that's why you can't overthink it because the spirit is flowing from your

506
00:31:11.240 --> 00:31:16.640
belly, not your brain. Don't overthink it. Don't overthink it. Okay.

507
00:31:17.360 --> 00:31:20.880
Right. And out of your innermost being will flow rivers of living water.

508
00:31:21.640 --> 00:31:25.880
John seven 38. So we've got to ignore that inner critic friends.

509
00:31:27.080 --> 00:31:30.040
Your flesh is going to whisper. You're making this up, ignore it.

510
00:31:30.600 --> 00:31:33.680
The enemy might whisper like the opposing forces, you know,

511
00:31:33.680 --> 00:31:36.960
depending on if you have some trauma, remember what I said,

512
00:31:36.960 --> 00:31:39.280
trauma doesn't just hurt us. It creates different versions of us.

513
00:31:39.280 --> 00:31:43.080
And we have all kinds of lies that have been sown and woundings in our hearts.

514
00:31:43.320 --> 00:31:46.920
And you might have a spiritual wounding in this area that starts to try to pipe

515
00:31:46.920 --> 00:31:50.360
up and make some noise. Okay. You have to ignore it.

516
00:31:50.360 --> 00:31:55.240
You have to keep going. The flow will grow, write that down.

517
00:31:55.760 --> 00:31:58.840
It might just be a couple syllables tonight. And then tomorrow,

518
00:31:58.840 --> 00:32:01.640
remember I said the next day I woke up and said, wow, that was amazing.

519
00:32:01.640 --> 00:32:03.960
I wonder if that's going to happen anymore.

520
00:32:04.320 --> 00:32:06.720
And I began to praise the Lord and it started happening again.

521
00:32:08.480 --> 00:32:12.520
And then I continue to pray and it happened again. And the next week again,

522
00:32:12.520 --> 00:32:15.400
and the next month again, and then again, and again, and again,

523
00:32:15.440 --> 00:32:18.480
I kept climbing the pump and guess what? There was more water there.

524
00:32:18.760 --> 00:32:20.040
There was more living water there.

525
00:32:20.400 --> 00:32:25.400
And now I'm almost 30 years in and I can tell you that I love to pray in the

526
00:32:25.520 --> 00:32:28.960
spirit. Paul says, I'm glad that I pray in tongues more than all y'all.

527
00:32:30.960 --> 00:32:32.840
And you can see why he would be glad, right?

528
00:32:33.320 --> 00:32:36.600
Because his human reasoning was probably always trying to tell him that God had

529
00:32:36.600 --> 00:32:39.520
forsaken and abandoned him because he was always getting arrested.

530
00:32:40.160 --> 00:32:42.960
He was getting beaten. He was getting thrown in prison.

531
00:32:43.000 --> 00:32:46.080
He was getting threatened with death. He was getting bit by snakes,

532
00:32:46.080 --> 00:32:49.160
bro had it hard for those of you that are like, Oh,

533
00:32:49.200 --> 00:32:51.760
Paul said it's better to be single. It ain't better to be single.

534
00:32:51.760 --> 00:32:55.560
If you're Paul, Paul had a rough life. Okay.

535
00:32:55.560 --> 00:32:58.360
But he had the grace to endure what he went through.

536
00:32:58.640 --> 00:33:01.800
And that's probably why he was praying in the spirit a lot because he was,

537
00:33:02.160 --> 00:33:05.840
it's like spiritual bodybuilding for your spirit. Like, right.

538
00:33:06.160 --> 00:33:10.560
It's increasing your spirit so that your flesh doesn't get in control and be

539
00:33:10.560 --> 00:33:15.280
like, you're doomed. God has forsaken you because your flesh,

540
00:33:15.480 --> 00:33:17.200
it gets pretty negative really fast.

541
00:33:17.520 --> 00:33:20.640
And you can see that Paul probably could have gotten pretty negative pretty

542
00:33:20.640 --> 00:33:21.120
fast.

543
00:33:21.120 --> 00:33:25.400
If he wasn't praying in the spirit and really continuing to build his spirit

544
00:33:25.400 --> 00:33:26.240
man. Right.

545
00:33:28.120 --> 00:33:30.320
For those of you that have been considering whether you have the gift of

546
00:33:30.320 --> 00:33:34.760
singleness or not, just remember Paul's grace to be single,

547
00:33:34.760 --> 00:33:39.120
included snake bites and shipwrecks and beatings and imprisonments.

548
00:33:39.600 --> 00:33:42.640
He had a whole different maturity plan, didn't he? Us,

549
00:33:42.680 --> 00:33:44.960
we're being matured by marriage and family.

550
00:33:46.160 --> 00:33:48.960
I'm going to call God up and make sure that I stay on that plan.

551
00:33:49.320 --> 00:33:52.560
I like that plan. I like that maturity plan better than any of the others.

552
00:33:52.720 --> 00:33:55.920
Okay. So the flow will grow. You guys

553
00:33:57.560 --> 00:34:00.960
practice daily practice daily guys.

554
00:34:01.000 --> 00:34:04.360
Let's talk about it really quickly. Let's talk about the gift of healing.

555
00:34:04.400 --> 00:34:05.840
I have a good friend. Raise your hand.

556
00:34:05.840 --> 00:34:09.520
If you know a guy named Jim Baker with one K not the dude that sold all the

557
00:34:09.520 --> 00:34:11.320
money back in the eighties. Okay.

558
00:34:11.679 --> 00:34:15.719
Jim Baker with one K who pastors a church called Zion Christian fellowship in

559
00:34:15.719 --> 00:34:19.040
Ohio. He also owns something called wealth with God. Raise your hand.

560
00:34:19.040 --> 00:34:22.480
If you know who Jim Baker is, he also teaches on grace and he teaches on healing.

561
00:34:22.719 --> 00:34:25.480
If you've ever been to Bethel Redding and you've gone to the healing rooms,

562
00:34:25.679 --> 00:34:28.480
the videos that they show you before you go into the healing rooms,

563
00:34:28.480 --> 00:34:30.679
that is Jim Baker talking on that screen.

564
00:34:30.880 --> 00:34:32.520
He is a good friend of my husband and I,

565
00:34:32.520 --> 00:34:35.239
and he used to be our pastor when we lived in Columbus, Ohio.

566
00:34:35.600 --> 00:34:37.520
A lot of you are raising your hand. You guys,

567
00:34:37.719 --> 00:34:42.600
when he got invited him into receiving the gift of healing,

568
00:34:42.600 --> 00:34:45.880
he was praying for the gift of healing. And God said, you have it, believe it,

569
00:34:45.880 --> 00:34:49.560
receive it. You have it. He started praying for people.

570
00:34:49.600 --> 00:34:52.120
He started praying for people. He started activating it.

571
00:34:52.880 --> 00:34:54.400
He would find anyone who was sick,

572
00:34:54.440 --> 00:34:56.560
every church service because he was already a pastor.

573
00:34:56.560 --> 00:34:59.880
He would invite the sick people to come up guys, the gift of healing.

574
00:35:00.000 --> 00:35:02.460
The way is different than laying hands on the sick and they shall

575
00:35:02.460 --> 00:35:05.400
recover, laying hands on the sick and they shall recover is just a

576
00:35:05.400 --> 00:35:07.200
ministry of the church at large.

577
00:35:07.680 --> 00:35:12.160
It is what we are to do as, you know, saints in the church pray for the sick

578
00:35:12.160 --> 00:35:17.060
among us, the gift of healing is when you pray for someone and they're healed.

579
00:35:18.360 --> 00:35:18.920
Okay.

580
00:35:19.320 --> 00:35:19.880
They're healed.

581
00:35:19.880 --> 00:35:20.680
It's a gift of healing.

582
00:35:20.680 --> 00:35:21.600
It's supernatural.

583
00:35:23.680 --> 00:35:29.680
So he began to pray and I can't remember the exact number, but he told us that

584
00:35:29.680 --> 00:35:32.760
he prayed for like 200, let's just say it's 200.

585
00:35:32.760 --> 00:35:33.520
It was a lot of people.

586
00:35:33.520 --> 00:35:37.840
It was at least 200, 200 plus people before he ever saw a healing.

587
00:35:40.620 --> 00:35:43.180
And you guys I'm talking about, I'm not talking about like a healing,

588
00:35:43.180 --> 00:35:45.120
like someone grows back a leg.

589
00:35:45.120 --> 00:35:49.600
That would probably be a gift of miracles, but healed of a

590
00:35:49.600 --> 00:35:51.400
disease, healed of a disorder.

591
00:35:52.240 --> 00:35:53.060
I'm not talking about those.

592
00:35:53.060 --> 00:35:57.240
I'm talking about someone being healed of a headache being healed of the flu

593
00:35:57.680 --> 00:36:03.040
being healed of before he ever saw any type of healing, he had believed and

594
00:36:03.040 --> 00:36:04.960
received and activated that gift.

595
00:36:04.960 --> 00:36:08.400
At least 200 times, do you see what I'm saying here?

596
00:36:10.420 --> 00:36:13.120
The proof of belief is action.

597
00:36:14.080 --> 00:36:17.320
The Bible says, if you believe by faith, you will receive and you will have.

598
00:36:20.640 --> 00:36:24.000
That means tonight we're going to activate that faith and you're

599
00:36:24.000 --> 00:36:26.920
going to begin to practice it because the flow will grow.

600
00:36:28.240 --> 00:36:29.520
The flow is going to grow.

601
00:36:30.680 --> 00:36:36.040
So praying daily, worshiping, praying with the understanding.

602
00:36:36.640 --> 00:36:39.760
If you get a few words, not a few syllables, even not even words, even if

603
00:36:39.760 --> 00:36:44.840
there's a few sounds, my friends practice that every day, continue to repeat

604
00:36:44.840 --> 00:36:48.960
those sounds until more come because they will, and then more and then

605
00:36:48.960 --> 00:36:50.520
more and then more, and then more.

606
00:36:52.480 --> 00:36:56.920
It'll deepen the gift and strengthen the gift going back to the fact that

607
00:36:57.280 --> 00:37:01.240
it's for us, like our sister said in the comment stream, first Corinthians

608
00:37:01.240 --> 00:37:06.240
four, four 14, four says he who speaks in tongues, edifies himself.

609
00:37:06.280 --> 00:37:06.920
What are you doing?

610
00:37:07.040 --> 00:37:08.200
You're building your own faith.

611
00:37:08.680 --> 00:37:11.560
You're building the supernatural up in your heart, your

612
00:37:11.560 --> 00:37:12.760
belief in the supernatural.

613
00:37:12.760 --> 00:37:13.520
That's what you're doing.

614
00:37:13.520 --> 00:37:14.120
You're building it.

615
00:37:14.120 --> 00:37:14.760
You're building it.

616
00:37:14.760 --> 00:37:15.440
You're building it.

617
00:37:15.760 --> 00:37:21.880
Once again, speaking in your prayer language is to the spirit as

618
00:37:21.960 --> 00:37:23.520
lifting weights is to the body.

619
00:37:24.680 --> 00:37:25.840
It will strengthen your spirit.

620
00:37:27.320 --> 00:37:27.800
All right.

621
00:37:28.320 --> 00:37:31.880
And then remember, this is your direct connect to God, bypassing your human

622
00:37:31.880 --> 00:37:32.560
intellect.

623
00:37:32.600 --> 00:37:36.520
So when you're getting in the way, when you're getting in your own way, you

624
00:37:36.520 --> 00:37:43.640
can pray with these utterances that are going to become words that you're not

625
00:37:43.640 --> 00:37:44.560
going to understand.

626
00:37:45.040 --> 00:37:45.440
Okay.

627
00:37:45.440 --> 00:37:48.480
And as that happens, you're going to be bypassing your human reasoning and

628
00:37:48.480 --> 00:37:53.920
interceding for yourself to your creator, your spirit speaking to him because

629
00:37:53.920 --> 00:37:56.760
he's a spirit, you can use it in worship.

630
00:37:56.760 --> 00:37:57.640
You can use it in prayer.

631
00:37:57.640 --> 00:37:59.080
You can use it in intercession.

632
00:37:59.560 --> 00:38:04.160
And when you don't know what to pray, that's my favorite time to use it when I

633
00:38:04.160 --> 00:38:05.160
don't know what to pray.

634
00:38:05.600 --> 00:38:06.080
Okay.

635
00:38:06.800 --> 00:38:07.120
All right.

636
00:38:07.120 --> 00:38:10.840
And then Romans eight and eight 20, I'm sorry, eight 26.

637
00:38:10.880 --> 00:38:12.760
The spirit helps us in our weakness.

638
00:38:13.440 --> 00:38:17.640
The spirit himself intercedes for us with groanings too deep for words.

639
00:38:19.720 --> 00:38:23.080
Right now I'm going to give it over to our team.

640
00:38:23.080 --> 00:38:24.800
That's here really quickly.

641
00:38:24.800 --> 00:38:26.040
Ladies, Bethany candy.

642
00:38:26.520 --> 00:38:28.760
If you could just give your personal testimony and then we're going to give

643
00:38:28.760 --> 00:38:30.200
it to David and he's going to activate.

644
00:38:31.200 --> 00:38:32.040
Yeah, thank you.

645
00:38:32.360 --> 00:38:35.040
Um, so just wanted to share real quick tonight.

646
00:38:35.080 --> 00:38:40.200
Um, I received the gift of speaking in tongues when I was in a leadership

647
00:38:40.200 --> 00:38:43.400
development class and we were learning all, all the things Jackie's talking

648
00:38:43.400 --> 00:38:47.920
about tonight was asking God for it, seeking him, believing that I would

649
00:38:47.920 --> 00:38:48.640
receive it.

650
00:38:48.760 --> 00:38:53.480
Um, and one day we were in a worship service and the Holy spirit was moving.

651
00:38:53.480 --> 00:38:56.360
There was a woman that was there with me that I had been mentoring and

652
00:38:56.360 --> 00:38:59.480
spending a lot of time with, and she needed prayer.

653
00:39:00.080 --> 00:39:01.720
And so I asked her if she wanted to go up.

654
00:39:01.880 --> 00:39:05.640
She said, yes, we went up to the front for her to receive prayer.

655
00:39:06.000 --> 00:39:09.440
And, uh, another minister came up, was praying with her.

656
00:39:09.440 --> 00:39:11.040
I was praying for her.

657
00:39:11.360 --> 00:39:15.760
And as I was praying for her and doing as kind of Jackie was saying earlier,

658
00:39:15.960 --> 00:39:21.240
just going with whatever God put in my spirit, as I was doing that, that is

659
00:39:21.240 --> 00:39:25.120
when I received the gift of speaking in tongues and was able just to flow in

660
00:39:25.120 --> 00:39:29.000
that gifting and pray for her in ways that I think I wouldn't have been able

661
00:39:29.000 --> 00:39:32.280
as Jackie was talking about my human intellect, just a really powerful

662
00:39:32.280 --> 00:39:34.240
moment, undeniable for me.

663
00:39:34.560 --> 00:39:37.520
Um, but that is how I received the gift of speaking in tongues.

664
00:39:37.520 --> 00:39:39.400
So I'm going to pass the saber to candy.

665
00:39:42.800 --> 00:39:48.000
Yeah, so mine was, uh, actually I started going to a spirit filled church when I

666
00:39:48.000 --> 00:39:50.680
was 16, I got saved at 10.

667
00:39:51.160 --> 00:39:57.160
Um, and then though, when I was 19, I was in Florida and it was a tent, I

668
00:39:57.160 --> 00:39:59.840
believe it like a tent revival kind of thing.

669
00:40:00.000 --> 00:40:07.060
And I knew that that day was the day, um, because they offered it, they did like a,

670
00:40:07.060 --> 00:40:09.560
you know, uh, an offer to come up.

671
00:40:09.560 --> 00:40:12.520
And I said, yes, I want it all.

672
00:40:12.520 --> 00:40:16.840
And I knew that that something had happened to me and that I was filled with the spirit

673
00:40:16.840 --> 00:40:20.820
and tongues that particular week, that particular day.

674
00:40:20.820 --> 00:40:22.600
And I've never been the same since.

675
00:40:22.600 --> 00:40:27.200
So that's my short, my short rendition of mine.

676
00:40:27.200 --> 00:40:28.880
Uh, who's next Kimmy?

677
00:40:30.000 --> 00:40:41.040
Is Kimmy here for sure?

678
00:40:41.040 --> 00:40:43.040
Yes, I am.

679
00:40:43.040 --> 00:40:44.040
I'm sorry.

680
00:40:44.040 --> 00:40:52.720
Uh, uh, the beginning and didn't quite get the direction.

681
00:40:52.720 --> 00:40:57.580
Just if you, if you have a testimony to share about receiving, uh, the gift of tongues,

682
00:40:57.580 --> 00:40:58.640
you can share that now.

683
00:40:58.640 --> 00:41:01.780
If you want to pass it over to David, he can take it from here.

684
00:41:01.780 --> 00:41:03.940
I'll pass it over to David.

685
00:41:03.940 --> 00:41:04.940
Thank you.

686
00:41:04.940 --> 00:41:05.940
Awesome.

687
00:41:05.940 --> 00:41:06.940
Hey guys.

688
00:41:06.940 --> 00:41:14.580
Um, so glad to be with you tonight and, uh, thank you for being here.

689
00:41:14.580 --> 00:41:19.980
I just want to, um, honor every single one of you that are here for the session because,

690
00:41:19.980 --> 00:41:24.580
um, this is, it's very important and it can be very powerful in your life.

691
00:41:24.580 --> 00:41:33.880
Um, you know, I received baptism of the spirit, my tradition and faith and faith development

692
00:41:33.880 --> 00:41:41.360
was definitely a very charismatic, very, um, spirit filled, um, type of way, but I didn't

693
00:41:41.360 --> 00:41:49.680
receive salvation and didn't receive baptism of the spirit in a church type of organized

694
00:41:49.680 --> 00:41:50.680
situation.

695
00:41:50.680 --> 00:41:56.800
Um, you know, my aunt, my great aunt was the one who really just personally, she received

696
00:41:56.800 --> 00:41:57.800
salvation.

697
00:41:57.800 --> 00:42:03.040
We should receive the truth and the light of the, of the work of the cross and very

698
00:42:03.040 --> 00:42:04.420
good teaching.

699
00:42:04.420 --> 00:42:11.200
And she literally single-handedly evangelized her entire family, including my mom and her

700
00:42:11.200 --> 00:42:12.200
siblings.

701
00:42:12.200 --> 00:42:15.960
My mom is a one of six children and cousins.

702
00:42:16.160 --> 00:42:21.520
So all of us were really, the gospel was really shared with us by our aunt and we received

703
00:42:21.520 --> 00:42:29.200
salvation and the work of truth initially through, um, just one-on-one teaching and

704
00:42:29.200 --> 00:42:31.840
talking and sharing in our living rooms.

705
00:42:31.840 --> 00:42:39.440
And I was a young child during this time when my mother was receiving, um, a lot of this

706
00:42:39.440 --> 00:42:41.600
information as an adult.

707
00:42:41.600 --> 00:42:47.080
And, um, I just wasn't in naturally, supernaturally an environment to where, um, the Lord was

708
00:42:47.080 --> 00:42:54.160
just moving and I began to vocalize and to speak in tongues and I received it, not even

709
00:42:54.160 --> 00:42:57.280
really knowing what was happening to me.

710
00:42:57.280 --> 00:43:01.520
And so I was just open to it because I was a child, but then furthermore in my life,

711
00:43:01.520 --> 00:43:06.040
as I grew in faith and I grew in ministry and I grew in experience with the Lord, that

712
00:43:06.040 --> 00:43:13.520
gift, because it was so naturally, uh, supernatural, uh, it just began to really grow in me.

713
00:43:13.520 --> 00:43:18.160
And had I not been very fortunate to be in that environment and that faith development

714
00:43:18.160 --> 00:43:23.080
and the other places that we went to church and continued our faith, of course, I wouldn't

715
00:43:23.080 --> 00:43:24.400
be the person I am today.

716
00:43:24.400 --> 00:43:30.440
So even though I received it very young, um, it's still a part of activating.

717
00:43:30.440 --> 00:43:33.160
It's still part of understanding it.

718
00:43:33.160 --> 00:43:34.880
And I love speaking in tongues.

719
00:43:34.920 --> 00:43:36.080
I speak in tongues.

720
00:43:36.080 --> 00:43:37.840
I feel like I'm a lot like Paul.

721
00:43:37.840 --> 00:43:41.080
Like I feel, I feel like I speak in tongues more than most people think.

722
00:43:41.840 --> 00:43:48.440
They, if they, if you know me, um, uh, and maybe even more so than a lot of other people.

723
00:43:48.520 --> 00:43:54.840
And, um, but there have been seasons in my life where I like forgot and you're like,

724
00:43:54.840 --> 00:43:56.120
how could you forget the Lord?

725
00:43:56.520 --> 00:44:03.160
But you get in a pattern of when you're trying to do your life and everybody, we all do this.

726
00:44:03.160 --> 00:44:08.560
We all do this with trying to figure things out, trying to come up against obstacles and

727
00:44:08.560 --> 00:44:13.360
trying to overcome them or trying to overcome something in yourself and trying to, you know,

728
00:44:13.600 --> 00:44:16.640
and you get to a certain point where like, oh yeah, I forget.

729
00:44:17.320 --> 00:44:18.880
Um, I'm a son of God.

730
00:44:18.880 --> 00:44:19.800
I'm a daughter of God.

731
00:44:19.800 --> 00:44:20.560
I have tools.

732
00:44:20.560 --> 00:44:21.920
I have things that can activate.

733
00:44:21.920 --> 00:44:25.160
I have the power to be able to overcome these things, you know?

734
00:44:25.160 --> 00:44:31.680
So just like any other believer, you know, we forget the truth that is in us sometimes, but

735
00:44:31.680 --> 00:44:37.600
that's why I encourage you to say that, um, speaking in tongues is very natural and normal.

736
00:44:38.120 --> 00:44:40.800
I just want to say one thing really quick.

737
00:44:41.440 --> 00:44:46.120
Um, my friend, Bethany Hicks, a lot of, you know, her, she's a friend of this ministry.

738
00:44:46.120 --> 00:44:49.160
She's a good friend of ours, but she's also a very, very well-known prophet.

739
00:44:49.600 --> 00:44:52.400
Um, she just was texting me because today was her daughter's graduation party.

740
00:44:52.400 --> 00:44:54.200
And she was just thanking us for the card.

741
00:44:54.680 --> 00:44:57.200
And I said, Hey, we're teaching about Holy Spirit right now.

742
00:44:57.240 --> 00:44:58.600
Like, how did you receive Holy Spirit?

743
00:44:58.640 --> 00:44:59.920
Cause I just wanted to see, cause you guys know.

744
00:45:00.000 --> 00:45:05.040
Or she's a powerhouse prophetic voice in the earth right now, author of lots of

745
00:45:05.040 --> 00:45:07.280
books on the prophetic and spiritual things.

746
00:45:07.280 --> 00:45:09.120
And I'm, you know, a sought out speaker.

747
00:45:09.380 --> 00:45:10.380
And this is what she said.

748
00:45:10.660 --> 00:45:12.000
She said, I was so hungry.

749
00:45:12.260 --> 00:45:17.080
I asked, I asked God and I opened my mouth and I just started trusting that

750
00:45:17.080 --> 00:45:18.900
the gibberish coming out was him.

751
00:45:19.980 --> 00:45:20.340
Yeah.

752
00:45:21.320 --> 00:45:25.280
So it's important you guys to understand that even people that you highly respect

753
00:45:25.280 --> 00:45:28.900
spiritually, they didn't start out with any kind of fluent prayer language.

754
00:45:28.960 --> 00:45:29.560
Absolutely.

755
00:45:30.240 --> 00:45:33.260
And I tell you, I've had my, I've had my moments of doubt.

756
00:45:33.260 --> 00:45:37.340
I've had my moments of like, you know, is this, is this really anything?

757
00:45:37.380 --> 00:45:41.020
I mean, and I'm not talking about like just personally, I'm talking about

758
00:45:41.020 --> 00:45:45.900
like in the midst of like some of the most spiritual, like moments,

759
00:45:45.900 --> 00:45:47.660
like me on a platform ministry.

760
00:45:48.180 --> 00:45:49.820
I'm having doubts and I've had questions.

761
00:45:49.820 --> 00:45:53.740
I've had them like, this is all that's cracked up to be all that kind of thing.

762
00:45:54.220 --> 00:45:59.860
And so I tell you, I I've been through all of the iterations, you know, but.

763
00:46:00.580 --> 00:46:06.780
I feel like speaking in tongues, I think the biggest thing for those who might be

764
00:46:06.780 --> 00:46:13.340
skeptical or most have never experienced this yet is one of the, is, is not only

765
00:46:13.340 --> 00:46:18.780
the, the heavy put on that religion, lots of times puts on these types of topics.

766
00:46:18.940 --> 00:46:20.020
Like, oh, you must do this.

767
00:46:20.020 --> 00:46:23.620
Like, I don't like it when I go to church and somebody is like, you know,

768
00:46:23.620 --> 00:46:26.620
you really ought to, you ought to pray more and you know, we ought to really

769
00:46:26.620 --> 00:46:28.780
need, you know, we ought to really read our Bible more.

770
00:46:28.780 --> 00:46:29.260
Right.

771
00:46:29.960 --> 00:46:34.920
I'm like, so just reading the Bible, like, I want to get into, I'm always

772
00:46:34.920 --> 00:46:38.480
asking the why what's in it, like where, like, what's the purpose?

773
00:46:38.480 --> 00:46:42.880
Like, it's just reading your Bible more just as such a, a value.

774
00:46:43.440 --> 00:46:47.480
And that doing that alone makes all the difference.

775
00:46:47.480 --> 00:46:49.280
No, it requires.

776
00:46:49.280 --> 00:46:53.280
And so you read God's word because it is his word to us.

777
00:46:53.320 --> 00:46:59.200
It is his story to us to be able to share and reveal who he is, what

778
00:46:59.200 --> 00:47:03.580
he's like, what he's done, those are, it's like, that's the reason why we

779
00:47:03.580 --> 00:47:05.660
write, why do you read a good story?

780
00:47:06.300 --> 00:47:08.220
Because the story is fascinating.

781
00:47:08.220 --> 00:47:08.740
It's good.

782
00:47:08.740 --> 00:47:09.520
It's dramatic.

783
00:47:09.520 --> 00:47:11.700
It's all the things, it's the same thing.

784
00:47:11.700 --> 00:47:12.940
Why would you speak in tongues?

785
00:47:12.940 --> 00:47:18.980
Because it's the zest of the spirit that brings that, that

786
00:47:18.980 --> 00:47:20.860
sort of X factor to your life.

787
00:47:22.180 --> 00:47:28.900
Can you receive the truth of the cross and receive that salvation on your way

788
00:47:28.920 --> 00:47:34.240
to heaven, on a way to, you know, the, the, the age to come, whatever that

789
00:47:34.240 --> 00:47:38.800
looks like, right, can you receive salvation and go to heaven, so to speak.

790
00:47:39.400 --> 00:47:39.700
Right.

791
00:47:39.700 --> 00:47:42.800
Without receiving the baptism of the Holy spirit, evidence of speaking in

792
00:47:42.800 --> 00:47:51.920
tongues, yes, you can, of course, but if you want a power, a resident spirit

793
00:47:51.920 --> 00:47:56.280
within you that you could activate at any moment to be able to break through

794
00:47:56.280 --> 00:48:01.740
in certain situations where you need clarity, where you need an increase of

795
00:48:01.740 --> 00:48:07.620
faith, where you're, where you're needing, um, words to say, like, I've

796
00:48:07.660 --> 00:48:10.120
come to a point where I pray certain prayers.

797
00:48:10.120 --> 00:48:12.780
I said, Lord, I, you know, I'm praying for this person.

798
00:48:12.780 --> 00:48:14.020
I prayed for the situation.

799
00:48:14.020 --> 00:48:15.060
This is what I see.

800
00:48:15.060 --> 00:48:16.580
And this is what I'd like to happen.

801
00:48:16.580 --> 00:48:19.740
And I'm praying, Lord, make your, you know, have your way in this.

802
00:48:20.040 --> 00:48:22.580
And I would like to have it done this way.

803
00:48:22.580 --> 00:48:24.420
And, you know, I'm making my prayers known.

804
00:48:24.420 --> 00:48:24.860
Right.

805
00:48:25.240 --> 00:48:26.240
But then I get to the end of that.

806
00:48:26.240 --> 00:48:28.640
I'm like, this just doesn't seem sufficient.

807
00:48:28.960 --> 00:48:32.560
It doesn't seem like enough because I'm not really hitting the words I want to say.

808
00:48:33.140 --> 00:48:38.840
And so that's a perfect time for me to use my prayer language, to just speak.

809
00:48:38.840 --> 00:48:39.680
And another time goes,

810
00:48:47.860 --> 00:48:51.840
and that sounds silly to someone who may just be listening to that.

811
00:48:52.140 --> 00:48:56.740
But to me, I've just tapped in and a matter of seconds into a realm of the

812
00:48:56.740 --> 00:49:03.540
spirit that, you know, that I didn't know a few minutes before you understand.

813
00:49:04.260 --> 00:49:07.380
And so it just activates, activates the spirit in your life.

814
00:49:07.380 --> 00:49:11.400
It activates what God is trying to do in your life in so many different ways.

815
00:49:12.320 --> 00:49:18.540
And the last thing I want to say is that, um, you know, there are linguists, like

816
00:49:18.540 --> 00:49:23.100
if you want to get technical about it, there are people who are linguists that

817
00:49:23.100 --> 00:49:26.160
actually study speaking in tongues.

818
00:49:26.160 --> 00:49:28.400
I have a term for it, glossolalia.

819
00:49:29.280 --> 00:49:33.440
And it refers to the phenomenon of speaking an unknown or ecstatic language.

820
00:49:34.160 --> 00:49:39.880
And linguists have observed that there are phenomenas and syllable patterns,

821
00:49:40.040 --> 00:49:42.840
usually from the speaker's native language.

822
00:49:42.840 --> 00:49:46.240
So if you're English speaker, if you're Italian speaker, if you're a Russian

823
00:49:46.260 --> 00:49:53.260
speaker, typically your tongues will sound syllabolically like the language

824
00:49:53.260 --> 00:49:59.020
that you speak in, and it does lack a consistent grammar or a syntax of a known

825
00:49:59.020 --> 00:49:59.820
language.

826
00:50:00.000 --> 00:50:06.640
and is usually not intelligible to others unless interpreted, which aligns specifically with Paul's

827
00:50:06.640 --> 00:50:14.480
teaching in 1 Corinthians 14. So even people who are academics are aware that this is a thing,

828
00:50:14.480 --> 00:50:18.000
this is something, there's something to this, like even from a linguistic standpoint.

829
00:50:18.800 --> 00:50:24.560
And there's been observation that there's part of the brain that when somebody is speaking,

830
00:50:25.360 --> 00:50:30.400
you understand, scientists say when you speak, you can't be hearing and receiving at the same time

831
00:50:30.400 --> 00:50:35.040
because you're speaking, you're putting out. So when you're speaking, you can't be listening to

832
00:50:35.040 --> 00:50:39.360
somebody else at the same time. That's difficult and that's not really good communication,

833
00:50:39.360 --> 00:50:43.760
especially if you're trying to actually actively listen to something. So usually you're quiet when

834
00:50:43.760 --> 00:50:50.000
you're actively listening. But when somebody is speaking in tongues, scientists have actually

835
00:50:50.000 --> 00:50:57.280
read brain patterns where the part of the brain that receives information is actually activated

836
00:50:57.280 --> 00:51:04.240
while speaking in tongues. Fascinating, unbelievably fascinating to me. So even science

837
00:51:04.240 --> 00:51:10.800
is involved with this part of speaking in tongues and curious about what it is. And you as the

838
00:51:10.800 --> 00:51:18.480
believer receiving it by faith can activate it in your life. Really it's just, I feel like it's a

839
00:51:18.480 --> 00:51:23.760
bonus. I don't feel like it's a put on of any sort. I don't feel like it's like, oh, you're not holy,

840
00:51:23.760 --> 00:51:28.400
you haven't earned it, you don't understand it, you're not like me, none of that. I feel like

841
00:51:28.400 --> 00:51:34.560
it's a bonus. I feel like it's an upgrade. I feel like Jesus is like, look, God was in the temple

842
00:51:35.680 --> 00:51:42.320
manifested as a pillar of fire by night and a cloud by day. Jesus came and then was the

843
00:51:42.320 --> 00:51:49.680
physical manifestation in the form of a man on earth. And now since Jesus has died, rose again

844
00:51:49.680 --> 00:51:56.240
as ascended to heaven, Holy Spirit is now the manifested presence of God in the earth, in the

845
00:51:56.240 --> 00:52:03.440
lives and active in every believer. Now, another one thing I want to say clear about tongues is

846
00:52:03.440 --> 00:52:07.760
that does that mean if you're not speaking in tongue, does that mean you're not filled with

847
00:52:07.760 --> 00:52:13.920
the Holy Spirit? No, that's not necessarily true. There are instances in scripture where people were

848
00:52:13.920 --> 00:52:19.520
filled with the Holy Spirit and didn't recognize what the scripture didn't specifically say they

849
00:52:19.520 --> 00:52:26.080
spoke in tongues. Speaking in tongues is not the only evidence of being filled with the Spirit.

850
00:52:26.640 --> 00:52:32.000
So if you want to be able to like parse, you know, well, you know, are you saying that I have to speak

851
00:52:32.000 --> 00:52:35.200
in tongues in order to be filled with the Spirit because I feel like I'm filled with the Spirit

852
00:52:35.200 --> 00:52:40.320
and I will speak in tongues? That's okay. Scripture bears that out. Scripture supports that.

853
00:52:40.320 --> 00:52:49.200
It's not required, but I'm telling you what, it makes a difference. It makes a powerful difference

854
00:52:49.840 --> 00:52:55.760
in my life to be able to go into a place where I can speak in tongues. I've literally shifted

855
00:52:56.560 --> 00:53:03.440
things in my family, things in my children's life, situations that I could not have any control or

856
00:53:03.520 --> 00:53:09.840
anything to be able to work out. There have been resolved, there have been answers to problems

857
00:53:10.400 --> 00:53:15.120
that worked out because I was willing just to go into a moment of speaking in tongues and just

858
00:53:16.000 --> 00:53:23.600
connecting in my heavenly language with heaven and getting heaven on the scene in that instance.

859
00:53:24.160 --> 00:53:28.880
Amen? So that's all I really wanted to teach and share about that, but I hope you've been

860
00:53:28.880 --> 00:53:33.920
encouraged. I hope you've been strengthened, and I tell you what, whenever I'm just lacking like,

861
00:53:33.920 --> 00:53:39.760
Lord, I really want to believe you. I want to have faith for this. I just, I'm lacking understanding

862
00:53:40.960 --> 00:53:45.120
because I really believe that faith is knowing you, knowing God. So I'm going to speak in tongues

863
00:53:45.120 --> 00:53:49.840
and I'm going to allow my faith to be increased towards this situation or towards whatever I'm

864
00:53:49.840 --> 00:53:56.560
facing, towards this thing that I'm trying to really lean into, right? Because there are things

865
00:53:56.560 --> 00:54:03.120
that you're like, I know there's truth there. I know there's something to be had there. I just can't,

866
00:54:03.120 --> 00:54:09.680
it's just difficult to obtain. I'm trying to use faith. So where does faith come from? Your faith

867
00:54:09.680 --> 00:54:15.200
gets built in part by speaking in tongues. It's what the scripture says directly.

868
00:54:15.920 --> 00:54:26.400
And another comment from the peanut gallery. Hi, I'm a peanut. Okay. At least one person is

869
00:54:26.400 --> 00:54:32.720
wondering why there's such an emphasis on finding this for everyone. There isn't an emphasis on

870
00:54:32.720 --> 00:54:37.200
finding it for everyone. This is, this, all this is, first of all, we announced on Saturday what

871
00:54:37.200 --> 00:54:41.440
we would be doing tonight, and so we have to believe that the people that have shown up here

872
00:54:41.600 --> 00:54:48.400
are interested in it. We have a very large community over a thousand people. And so there

873
00:54:48.400 --> 00:54:57.520
are, there are, let's see, there are how many people here? Right over here. 180. 180. So only

874
00:54:57.520 --> 00:54:59.920
180 people showed up tonight.

875
00:55:00.000 --> 00:55:02.640
We have to believe that they showed up here for this exact reason.

876
00:55:02.640 --> 00:55:05.880
If you wandered into this session, not knowing what was going to happen and

877
00:55:05.880 --> 00:55:09.600
you're not interested, once again, no judgment, but we're, we're offering

878
00:55:09.600 --> 00:55:13.000
this, um, for the people that are interested, because we just want to be

879
00:55:13.000 --> 00:55:17.600
a bridge for people to grow spiritually in any way that they don't feel like

880
00:55:17.600 --> 00:55:22.240
they're getting, um, they're getting that encouragement maybe from their

881
00:55:22.240 --> 00:55:24.600
spiritual community or wherever.

882
00:55:25.060 --> 00:55:27.420
And so that is why we offer things like this.

883
00:55:27.420 --> 00:55:31.920
Once again, our, our community is about, um, Christian marriage minded

884
00:55:31.920 --> 00:55:35.680
folks, stepping into kingdom family and marriage, that is what we're

885
00:55:35.680 --> 00:55:40.020
primarily about, but we also love to help people increase their knowledge

886
00:55:40.020 --> 00:55:44.820
of God, um, in any, which way they need to and their relationship

887
00:55:44.820 --> 00:55:46.500
with God themselves and with others.

888
00:55:46.860 --> 00:55:49.340
And so on Sunday nights, that's what we do.

889
00:55:49.340 --> 00:55:51.540
We activate it's kind of school, the Holy spirit.

890
00:55:51.860 --> 00:55:53.180
And so this is not your thing.

891
00:55:53.220 --> 00:55:55.820
You don't actually have to come on Sunday nights and you're still going

892
00:55:55.820 --> 00:56:00.020
to get great value from the other six days of the week, man.

893
00:56:00.580 --> 00:56:00.700
Yeah.

894
00:56:00.700 --> 00:56:07.460
I think it's just because I think everybody that I know that speaks in

895
00:56:07.460 --> 00:56:14.660
tongues and uses their prayer language has, has experienced such value that

896
00:56:14.660 --> 00:56:17.020
it's something so important to share.

897
00:56:17.100 --> 00:56:18.140
So it's just a sharing.

898
00:56:18.140 --> 00:56:19.020
It's just an offering.

899
00:56:19.540 --> 00:56:22.860
I'm just going to pray simply without any drama or anything.

900
00:56:22.980 --> 00:56:24.900
And, uh, I just want you to follow along.

901
00:56:24.940 --> 00:56:29.580
If you want to, you want to say this prayer and meet him from your heart

902
00:56:29.580 --> 00:56:33.100
and just get into a, just a posture and just a few seconds of just like

903
00:56:33.100 --> 00:56:39.380
receiving from the Lord, because it is a gift, you know, if I came to my

904
00:56:39.380 --> 00:56:44.980
child, my children were young and I had a gift wrapped up for them and I

905
00:56:44.980 --> 00:56:49.300
had it in a nice presence and I said, Hey son, Hey daughter, I love you so much.

906
00:56:49.300 --> 00:56:50.740
Hey, here's a gift.

907
00:56:51.420 --> 00:56:52.300
I don't want to give it to you.

908
00:56:53.860 --> 00:56:56.180
And then in that moment, I give them the gift.

909
00:56:57.660 --> 00:57:07.660
If my son or daughter reacted with, Oh father, I really wish that you would

910
00:57:07.660 --> 00:57:12.220
give me this gift because I've been wanting it for a long time and I'm

911
00:57:12.220 --> 00:57:17.180
asking for this gift and I just wish that you would, you know, just, you

912
00:57:17.180 --> 00:57:22.540
know, take the moment and give, I'm like, why are you asking for this?

913
00:57:22.980 --> 00:57:26.700
I already gave you the gift.

914
00:57:26.740 --> 00:57:28.460
I came to you.

915
00:57:29.100 --> 00:57:36.220
I'm just waiting for you to receive it, open it up and enjoy the gift.

916
00:57:37.100 --> 00:57:39.940
And because it's a gift, it's also something that cannot be earned.

917
00:57:39.940 --> 00:57:40.620
It's not something earned.

918
00:57:40.620 --> 00:57:45.060
It's not something that worthy of, it's not something that you can attain

919
00:57:45.060 --> 00:57:51.500
because you have access, some level of spirituality, it's not like that at all.

920
00:57:52.020 --> 00:57:56.500
You can receive what God is freely giving to you in this moment.

921
00:57:57.100 --> 00:57:58.380
So pray this prayer with me.

922
00:57:58.380 --> 00:58:03.780
If you want, Holy Spirit, fill me now.

923
00:58:05.860 --> 00:58:07.020
I receive you.

924
00:58:08.780 --> 00:58:20.100
I yield to you, Holy Spirit, baptize me with power and release my prayer

925
00:58:20.100 --> 00:58:34.820
language, I receive it by faith in Jesus name, I encourage you in this

926
00:58:34.820 --> 00:58:40.460
moment, or even after this call, whatever you're comfortable to begin to be

927
00:58:40.460 --> 00:58:45.260
able to just exercise and speak syllables.

928
00:58:46.220 --> 00:58:49.980
My first syllable was Shundalaka, Shundalaka, Shundalaka, Shundalaka.

929
00:58:50.940 --> 00:58:57.420
Shundalaka, Shundalaka, Shundalaka, whatever syllable or phrase that you

930
00:58:57.420 --> 00:59:00.260
feel like uttering now and just speak it out, just do it.

931
00:59:01.260 --> 00:59:02.220
Nobody can hear you.

932
00:59:02.220 --> 00:59:03.100
Nobody's unmuted.

933
00:59:04.580 --> 00:59:06.620
You're doing this in the privacy of your own home.

934
00:59:08.380 --> 00:59:13.860
And if you just step out in faith with a vocalization, a word, a phrase,

935
00:59:14.060 --> 00:59:19.500
Holy Spirit will fill the moment because you've stepped out in faith to receive

936
00:59:19.500 --> 00:59:22.780
this gift, yes.

937
00:59:27.580 --> 00:59:28.300
Thank you, David.

938
00:59:29.580 --> 00:59:30.780
Let's begin to worship the Lord.

939
00:59:32.300 --> 00:59:37.020
You're going to tell him how great he is, how much you love him, how thankful

940
00:59:37.020 --> 00:59:41.660
you are that you could be anywhere else in the world right now, doing anything

941
00:59:41.660 --> 00:59:47.020
else, but you're with him, you're here, you have knowledge of him.

942
00:59:47.020 --> 00:59:51.220
Do you know how many millions and millions and millions, even billions

943
00:59:51.220 --> 00:59:56.140
possibly of people do not know God the way that you do?

944
01:00:00.000 --> 01:00:10.000
Yes, Lord. We're so thankful for you. So thankful that you're a good father, that you love us.

945
01:00:10.000 --> 01:00:21.000
You're kind. You're patient. You don't give up on us.

946
01:00:22.000 --> 01:00:26.000
Yes, Lord.

947
01:00:26.000 --> 01:00:35.000
There was a prophetic song that was written from just prophetic speaking continue to worship the Lord to you to thank him and love him.

948
01:00:35.000 --> 01:00:39.000
Just let it start flowing from you.

949
01:00:39.000 --> 01:00:46.000
It was just, it was just some spontaneous was spontaneous worship song that was that happened.

950
01:00:46.000 --> 01:00:54.000
And then it became a song they produced it because it was just so powerful and it just says, I knew what I was getting into this is God talking to you.

951
01:00:54.000 --> 01:00:58.000
I knew what I was getting into when I called you.

952
01:00:58.000 --> 01:01:02.000
I knew what I was getting into but I still chose you.

953
01:01:02.000 --> 01:01:06.000
I knew what I was getting into but I still love you.

954
01:01:06.000 --> 01:01:10.000
And one verse says I knew what I was getting into but I still like you.

955
01:01:10.000 --> 01:01:17.000
So don't give up and don't give in. If you don't quit you win, you win, you win.

956
01:01:17.000 --> 01:01:32.000
Yes, you win. Thank you God that we win. Thank you Lord that you've empowered us. You sent your son because you loved us so much to die for us so that we could live and be fully alive in the spirit.

957
01:01:33.000 --> 01:01:43.000
We're dead in the flesh but we're alive in the spirit. Holy Spirit come Holy Spirit come Holy Spirit make your presence.

958
01:01:43.000 --> 01:01:55.000
Make your presence known in each and every person's environment right now make your presence known in their room in their house or where they are right now in their car, make your presence known.

959
01:01:55.000 --> 01:01:58.000
Make your presence now.

960
01:01:58.000 --> 01:02:03.000
Let them sense you let them feel you.

961
01:02:03.000 --> 01:02:15.000
Let them feel like they're coming alive in areas where they've been shut down let them feel you breathing life into them.

962
01:02:15.000 --> 01:02:42.000
Joy is coming joy is coming oh well spring up a well for those that haven't activated their gift in a long time spring up a well. We just say uncap well and spring up spring up a well spring up a well let those rivers of living water begin to flow freely flow flow flow flow.

963
01:02:42.000 --> 01:02:44.000
Yes.

964
01:02:44.000 --> 01:02:48.000
He loves us. Oh how he loves us.

965
01:02:48.000 --> 01:02:57.000
He loves us. Oh how he loves us. Yes, yes, yes.

966
01:02:58.000 --> 01:03:09.000
Yes, yes, yes. Begin to sing friends begin to sing a spontaneous song come out of your heart for a lot of people that's how activating the spirit begins to happen.

967
01:03:09.000 --> 01:03:18.000
They begin to sing their own song sing a new song or to the Lord. Sing, sing, sing. Yes.

968
01:03:18.000 --> 01:03:22.000
Yes.

969
01:03:22.000 --> 01:03:27.000
Yes, he loves you. He loves you. He loves you.

970
01:03:27.000 --> 01:03:32.000
He loves you woman in the pink shirt. He loves you.

971
01:03:32.000 --> 01:03:39.000
He loves you. You don't even really think pink shirt color but you bought that shirt now you're wearing it.

972
01:03:39.000 --> 01:03:44.000
You're wearing it, you may or may not be on camera, you might have your camera off.

973
01:03:44.000 --> 01:03:49.000
You're feeling kind of beat down and tired today but God sees you.

974
01:03:49.000 --> 01:03:56.000
God sees you. He loves you. He loves you. He loves you so much.

975
01:03:56.000 --> 01:03:59.000
Yes, yes, yes, yes, yes.

976
01:03:59.000 --> 01:04:07.000
You're pretty and pink my friends. You are beautiful to the Lord he loves you with an everlasting love.

977
01:04:07.000 --> 01:04:09.000
Yes, Lord.

978
01:04:09.000 --> 01:04:16.000
Know that song. Yes, Lord. Yes, Lord. Yes, yes, Lord. Amen. Whoo. Come on.

979
01:04:16.000 --> 01:04:22.000
Come on exchange some of those beautiful those ashes for beauty tonight.

980
01:04:22.000 --> 01:04:33.000
You're trading your sorrows for the joy of the Lord. That's what that song says I'm trading my sickness. I'm trading my shame. I'm trading it all for the joy of the Lord.

981
01:04:34.000 --> 01:04:41.000
Yes, yes, yes, yes, yes. Come on begin to worship the Lord begin to sing begin to shout.

982
01:04:41.000 --> 01:04:44.000
Yes, thank you God. Thank you God.

983
01:04:44.000 --> 01:04:47.000
Thank you, Jesus.

984
01:04:47.000 --> 01:04:53.000
You are good, your mercy endures forever begin to quote his word over yourself.

985
01:04:53.000 --> 01:04:59.000
The Lord he is good and his mercy endure it forever.

986
01:04:59.000 --> 01:05:00.000
Ever and ever.

987
01:05:00.000 --> 01:05:11.520
ever and ever. Yes, he loves you. He loves you. I know the guy

988
01:05:11.520 --> 01:05:14.760
just actually just met him the guy who wrote the song. You're

989
01:05:14.760 --> 01:05:21.480
good, good father. It's who you are. It's who you are. It's who

990
01:05:21.480 --> 01:05:28.640
you are. And I'm loved by you. It's who I am. It's who I am.

991
01:05:29.200 --> 01:05:37.440
It's who I am. You are perfect in all of your ways. So perfect

992
01:05:37.440 --> 01:05:47.160
in all of your ways. Perfect in all of your ways to us. Yes,

993
01:05:47.160 --> 01:05:50.480
and he wrote that in a dark place friends. That song was not

994
01:05:50.480 --> 01:05:52.680
written on a mountaintop that that song was written in a

995
01:05:52.680 --> 01:05:55.800
valley. But he was declaring you're a good good father.

996
01:05:55.800 --> 01:05:58.720
That's who you are. My flesh might want to say something

997
01:05:58.720 --> 01:06:00.920
different. But my spirit declares you're a good good

998
01:06:00.920 --> 01:06:04.640
father. Whoa, you're a good father. That's who you are. And

999
01:06:04.640 --> 01:06:07.720
you can't change. There's no shadow of turning in you. You

1000
01:06:07.720 --> 01:06:12.200
are good. You are good. You are good. There's no good but you

1001
01:06:12.200 --> 01:06:17.000
you are good. You are good. You're a good father. You're a

1002
01:06:17.000 --> 01:06:19.960
good father who knows how to give perfect gifts to his

1003
01:06:19.960 --> 01:06:23.680
children. Who knows how to give the Holy Spirit to those that

1004
01:06:23.680 --> 01:06:28.520
ask them and who am I? I am loved by you. That's who I am.

1005
01:06:29.000 --> 01:06:35.320
That's who I am. That's who I am. Whoo. Yes. Yes. Yes. Yes.

1006
01:06:35.320 --> 01:06:39.240
Receive and believe he is good. Your flesh can't say he's good.

1007
01:06:39.240 --> 01:06:42.200
Your flesh will only say he's good when things are going okay.

1008
01:06:42.360 --> 01:06:45.920
But your spirit will always say the truth. Remember, he is the

1009
01:06:45.920 --> 01:06:50.040
spirit of truth. It is not any spirit is Holy Spirit and Holy

1010
01:06:50.040 --> 01:06:53.800
Spirit can only testify of Jesus. He can only continue with

1011
01:06:53.800 --> 01:06:56.880
the truth and he's the spirit of truth that he declares to you

1012
01:06:57.120 --> 01:07:01.520
that he is a good good father that God is a good good father.

1013
01:07:01.680 --> 01:07:05.360
That's who he is. That is his character. That is his

1014
01:07:05.360 --> 01:07:09.320
character. He's not a man that he should lie. He cannot lie. He

1015
01:07:09.320 --> 01:07:13.240
cannot fail. Love cannot fail and he doesn't just have love.

1016
01:07:13.240 --> 01:07:17.280
He is love. He is love. Let that spirit of love invade you right

1017
01:07:17.280 --> 01:07:20.800
now. Pushing out all the darkness, all the negativity,

1018
01:07:20.800 --> 01:07:23.760
all the desperation, all the despair, all the discouragement,

1019
01:07:23.760 --> 01:07:27.880
push it out, push it out, push it out. Push it out right now.

1020
01:07:29.720 --> 01:07:33.480
Like Bethany received that gift when she was helping others what

1021
01:07:33.480 --> 01:07:36.800
we help make happen for others. God does for us begin to pray

1022
01:07:36.800 --> 01:07:39.960
and intercede over someone right now. Begin to pray with the

1023
01:07:39.960 --> 01:07:43.280
understanding until it gives way to the supernatural. Begin to

1024
01:07:43.280 --> 01:07:47.120
pray. Begin to honor God. Begin to thank him for what he's

1025
01:07:47.120 --> 01:07:50.840
done and what he is still yet to do. It's already done. It's

1026
01:07:50.840 --> 01:07:54.320
yes and amen in him, but it hasn't manifested yet. Thank him

1027
01:07:54.320 --> 01:07:57.600
for the manifestation. Thank him for the manifestation. God, we

1028
01:07:57.600 --> 01:08:00.680
thank you for the manifestation of your promises in our lives.

1029
01:08:00.920 --> 01:08:07.720
We thank you, God, that you love us. Oh, how you love us. Oh, how

1030
01:08:07.720 --> 01:08:10.520
you love us. Find up any religious thoughts in our mind

1031
01:08:10.520 --> 01:08:13.640
right now that would try to war against the idea that you are

1032
01:08:13.640 --> 01:08:16.880
good and that you love us. That would try to war against the

1033
01:08:16.880 --> 01:08:21.240
idea that it's all yes and amen done on the cross for us. And as

1034
01:08:21.240 --> 01:08:25.479
us, we don't have to do it. It's done. It's done. It's done. He's

1035
01:08:25.479 --> 01:08:33.279
done. It's done. It's done. It's done. It's done. Oh, yes. Jesus.

1036
01:08:34.200 --> 01:08:40.240
Yes, it's done. It is done. It is yes and it is amen. But he's

1037
01:08:40.240 --> 01:08:44.359
not a maybe God. He's a yes and amen God. Just start declaring

1038
01:08:44.359 --> 01:08:47.640
that over yourself. He's not a maybe I'll think about it. No,

1039
01:08:47.640 --> 01:08:50.359
that was your parent growing up and you need to forgive them

1040
01:08:50.359 --> 01:08:52.880
because they never made good on their promises. But he is not a

1041
01:08:52.880 --> 01:08:56.120
man that he should lie. He is not your mama that lied to you.

1042
01:08:56.120 --> 01:08:59.319
He is not your daddy that lied to you. He is not the parent that

1043
01:08:59.319 --> 01:09:01.240
abandoned you when they were supposed to pick you up for

1044
01:09:01.240 --> 01:09:03.600
practice and they left you hanging on the street corner.

1045
01:09:03.800 --> 01:09:06.359
And you had to walk there you had a bum ride there and then you

1046
01:09:06.359 --> 01:09:08.840
were late and you didn't get to play because the coach puts you

1047
01:09:08.840 --> 01:09:10.840
on the bench because the coach didn't understand that it wasn't

1048
01:09:10.840 --> 01:09:14.800
your fault. You didn't have parents that cared about you.

1049
01:09:15.000 --> 01:09:18.800
That is not God. Let go of these ideas so that you can receive

1050
01:09:18.800 --> 01:09:22.040
from him. You don't earn it. Some of you never received

1051
01:09:22.040 --> 01:09:25.000
anything from a parent that you didn't work and earn. You had to

1052
01:09:25.000 --> 01:09:27.880
work for their love, their attention. You had to work for

1053
01:09:27.880 --> 01:09:30.920
every single thing you ever got. There were no free lunches and

1054
01:09:30.920 --> 01:09:34.279
no free rides. I hear that in the spirit right now some parent

1055
01:09:34.279 --> 01:09:37.160
telling you that because their parents told them that, you

1056
01:09:37.160 --> 01:09:40.399
know, there's no free lunch. You know, this world nothing's for

1057
01:09:40.399 --> 01:09:42.960
free. You got to earn it. And then they just forced you to

1058
01:09:42.960 --> 01:09:46.160
earn every single thing you got in life. Nothing was given to

1059
01:09:46.160 --> 01:09:49.000
you, not your clothes, not your shoes, not your food, not your

1060
01:09:49.000 --> 01:09:53.640
car. Nothing that you ever got was given to you as a gift. You

1061
01:09:53.640 --> 01:09:56.960
had to receive all of you had to get all of it by your own hard

1062
01:09:56.960 --> 01:09:59.480
work. Well, that doesn't happen in the kingdom.

1063
01:10:00.000 --> 01:10:05.220
act your hard work. It doesn't, it doesn't pay off here. It's

1064
01:10:05.220 --> 01:10:08.700
not, it's not going to be given to you here, according to your

1065
01:10:08.700 --> 01:10:11.340
hard work. That is not what you're going to receive here.

1066
01:10:11.740 --> 01:10:14.400
And so Lord, we just thank you, God, that we don't work to

1067
01:10:14.400 --> 01:10:18.780
receive. All we have to do is believe to receive. Prime that

1068
01:10:18.780 --> 01:10:21.340
pump of faith, prime that pump of faith, faith.

1069
01:10:21.820 --> 01:10:22.320
Maggie?

1070
01:10:22.320 --> 01:10:28.940
Yes. Pour it out. Pour out that alabaster box. Pour it out.

1071
01:10:30.700 --> 01:10:37.980
Pour it out. Pour it out. Begin to sing, begin to worship, begin

1072
01:10:37.980 --> 01:10:43.700
to praise, begin to glorify, begin to declare. Come on. I see

1073
01:10:43.700 --> 01:10:47.180
some of your mouths are not moving. And once again, nothing

1074
01:10:47.180 --> 01:10:51.600
can come out. Think about it as your car. God can't steer a

1075
01:10:51.600 --> 01:10:55.200
parked car. You got to put it in drive and you got to, you know,

1076
01:10:55.200 --> 01:11:00.480
take your foot and put it on the gas pedal. Yes, yes, yes,

1077
01:11:00.480 --> 01:11:06.240
yes, yes. Come on, come on, come on. Any religious ideas that are

1078
01:11:06.240 --> 01:11:08.560
keeping you stuck right now, Lord, we just pray that you

1079
01:11:08.560 --> 01:11:11.320
would bind those things up. Spirit of truth, that you would

1080
01:11:11.320 --> 01:11:16.980
just release the truth over each and every person. Every person,

1081
01:11:17.060 --> 01:11:27.380
every person. Some, yes, Lord, yes, Lord. Yes, Lord. Yes, yes,

1082
01:11:27.380 --> 01:11:32.500
yes, yes. Thank you, Lord. Thank you, Lord. Continue, continue,

1083
01:11:32.500 --> 01:11:37.280
continue, continue, continue, continue. Yes, Lord, we thank

1084
01:11:37.280 --> 01:11:49.800
you, God. Thank you, God. Yes, yes, yes, yes, yes. Oh, yes.

1085
01:11:51.160 --> 01:11:54.120
Trust the Lord with all your heart and lean not to your own

1086
01:11:54.120 --> 01:11:57.880
understanding. But in all your ways, acknowledge him and he

1087
01:11:57.880 --> 01:12:02.720
will direct your path. Someone just receive that word right

1088
01:12:02.720 --> 01:12:11.480
now. Receive that word. Yes, Lord. Yes, Lord.

1089
01:12:18.360 --> 01:12:20.560
Guys, I butcher names because I can't sound them out. But I'm

1090
01:12:20.560 --> 01:12:22.880
gonna try my best. Laurie Tichella, I just hear the Lord

1091
01:12:22.880 --> 01:12:25.800
saying that he is taking your ashes and he is making them

1092
01:12:25.800 --> 01:12:29.560
beautiful. There have been several things that have gone

1093
01:12:29.560 --> 01:12:33.160
wrong in the last six years that have been devastating to

1094
01:12:33.160 --> 01:12:36.480
your heart, things that, you know, you're so disappointed by

1095
01:12:36.480 --> 01:12:38.920
and you've been discouraged by, things not going the right

1096
01:12:38.920 --> 01:12:41.880
direction, things not working out the way you wanted them to.

1097
01:12:42.160 --> 01:12:44.880
And God just wants you to know that the story is not over yet

1098
01:12:44.880 --> 01:12:48.880
and he's taking those ashes and he's making them beautiful. Just

1099
01:12:48.880 --> 01:12:52.040
begin to press in with him, begin to trust him. Go ahead and

1100
01:12:52.040 --> 01:12:55.400
take this 50 day challenge and begin to declare his wondrous

1101
01:12:55.400 --> 01:12:59.560
works over your life, over your family. He is not through with

1102
01:12:59.560 --> 01:13:03.840
you yet. There is a revival. There's a restoration. There's a

1103
01:13:03.840 --> 01:13:08.320
regeneration that's coming for you. It's coming for you. It's

1104
01:13:08.320 --> 01:13:14.280
coming for you. Yes, yes, yes. It's coming for you. Yes, Lord.

1105
01:13:14.480 --> 01:13:17.560
We just declare that over our sister and come into agreement

1106
01:13:17.560 --> 01:13:23.680
with it. Yes, don't give up. Don't give in. If you don't

1107
01:13:23.680 --> 01:13:28.280
quit, you win. That's the words of that song. It's a prophetic

1108
01:13:28.280 --> 01:13:31.200
utterance, you guys. That person was singing from the Holy Spirit

1109
01:13:31.200 --> 01:13:34.360
when they began to sing those, sing those words. And that is

1110
01:13:34.360 --> 01:13:37.840
why those words are so powerful. Even when people re-sing them,

1111
01:13:38.160 --> 01:13:41.640
songs that are birthed by the power of the Holy Spirit are

1112
01:13:41.640 --> 01:13:48.080
powerful songs. Powerful songs. Nothing that you've done or not

1113
01:13:48.080 --> 01:13:51.480
done has surprised God. He didn't choose you because of

1114
01:13:51.480 --> 01:13:55.840
your goodness. He chose you because of his. I love that

1115
01:13:55.840 --> 01:14:05.400
y'all because I have a hard time being good all the time. I have

1116
01:14:05.400 --> 01:14:09.240
a hard time being good all the time, you guys. I have a hard

1117
01:14:09.240 --> 01:14:14.080
time. Maybe none of you do. But that's why I'm so glad that it's

1118
01:14:14.080 --> 01:14:21.920
not based on my goodness, but his. I mean, the 50 day

1119
01:14:21.920 --> 01:14:24.760
challenge can start whenever you want it to start. Start

1120
01:14:24.760 --> 01:14:31.200
yesterday, can start today. Guys, remember, it's just about

1121
01:14:31.200 --> 01:14:37.240
priming that well. Has anyone ever had like any kind of well

1122
01:14:37.240 --> 01:14:39.880
that you had to pump, you had to prime it in order to get the

1123
01:14:39.880 --> 01:14:42.760
water to come out? You guys know what that is, right? You've seen

1124
01:14:42.760 --> 01:14:46.000
that before. So let this 50 days just be like you declaring the

1125
01:14:46.000 --> 01:14:49.120
word of God over yourself. You know, praying in your prayer

1126
01:14:49.120 --> 01:14:52.120
language, if you've received it, continuing to believe and

1127
01:14:52.120 --> 01:14:56.360
beginning to continue to practice it, the flow. Okay, go

1128
01:14:56.360 --> 01:14:59.800
with the flow, go with the flow, praying the word, declaring the

1129
01:14:59.800 --> 01:15:00.080
word.

1130
01:15:00.000 --> 01:15:06.420
word. Let's see what happens. Praying before you go on those

1131
01:15:06.420 --> 01:15:10.580
dates, praying before you get on those apps. In the spirit, if

1132
01:15:10.580 --> 01:15:13.740
you if you're able to, if not in the word, which is good, is

1133
01:15:13.740 --> 01:15:19.540
amazing, is amazing, praying the word. Remember, just like all

1134
01:15:19.540 --> 01:15:22.080
the testimonies you've heard, don't give up. If you just have

1135
01:15:22.080 --> 01:15:25.100
a few syllables, just use those syllables. Remember, it's

1136
01:15:25.100 --> 01:15:29.120
supernatural, friends. Supernatural is supernatural.

1137
01:15:30.840 --> 01:15:33.120
In fact, the most supernatural things that I have ever

1138
01:15:33.120 --> 01:15:36.860
experienced were not complicated things. They were very simple.

1139
01:15:37.280 --> 01:15:43.280
They were very, very simple, simple, simple things. Yes.

1140
01:15:44.280 --> 01:15:46.400
People are putting things up, they're hearing in the spirit.

1141
01:15:46.400 --> 01:15:48.320
Guys, whatever you're hearing in the spirit right now, as you're

1142
01:15:48.320 --> 01:15:51.080
pressing in with Holy Spirit, go ahead and put in the chat. It's

1143
01:15:51.080 --> 01:15:59.700
gonna bless somebody. Gonna bless somebody. Yes, yes, yes,

1144
01:15:59.700 --> 01:16:05.140
yes, yes, yes, yes, yes, yes, yes, yes, yes, yes, yes, yes.

1145
01:16:07.420 --> 01:16:11.340
Yes, Gina from West Michigan, I'm just seeing a house. I'm

1146
01:16:11.340 --> 01:16:14.780
seeing a house when I see your picture and your name, I just

1147
01:16:14.780 --> 01:16:20.300
see a house. I see favor, I see open doors. Well, I just see the

1148
01:16:20.300 --> 01:16:25.320
Lord going before you like a realtor, like a, like a, like a

1149
01:16:25.340 --> 01:16:29.040
house finder. And Lord, we just thank you, God, whatever this

1150
01:16:29.040 --> 01:16:32.000
means, Lord, this word of knowledge, just release it,

1151
01:16:32.000 --> 01:16:35.800
Lord, I release it, God, you're going before her Holy Spirit,

1152
01:16:35.800 --> 01:16:40.280
you're leading and guiding her in places of habitation, Lord,

1153
01:16:40.680 --> 01:16:45.840
this thank you, Lord, just, yeah, just like, you know,

1154
01:16:45.840 --> 01:16:48.960
there's people that have jobs or like apartment locators, you

1155
01:16:48.960 --> 01:16:53.500
know, but a locator of a habitation, just Holy Spirit

1156
01:16:53.500 --> 01:16:57.660
just going before you and locating and so and leading and

1157
01:16:57.660 --> 01:17:02.140
guiding you. So we just release that over you right now. Our

1158
01:17:02.140 --> 01:17:07.020
friend there in West Michigan, I've lost you now, but you were

1159
01:17:07.020 --> 01:17:11.500
right here, but now you're gone. All right, leading and guiding.

1160
01:17:11.500 --> 01:17:21.100
Yes, amen. Right, people receiving personal words for

1161
01:17:21.100 --> 01:17:26.840
themselves from Holy Spirit. Love that. Love, love, love that.

1162
01:17:26.840 --> 01:17:53.420
Yes, yes, yes, yes, yes, yes, yes. Right.

1163
01:17:56.840 --> 01:17:59.100
Yes, Lord. Thank you, God.

1164
01:18:07.140 --> 01:18:10.620
Who feels encouraged? Raise your hand. Raise your hand if you

1165
01:18:10.620 --> 01:18:15.460
felt the presence of the Lord, you felt the presence of Holy

1166
01:18:15.460 --> 01:18:43.760
Spirit. Yes, thank you, Lord. Thank you, Lord. Right, to be

1167
01:18:43.760 --> 01:18:49.380
obedient to the Lord and just say, you know, that Brittany

1168
01:18:49.380 --> 01:18:59.420
Johnson, God loves you. He loves you. And that is not that is not

1169
01:18:59.420 --> 01:19:02.140
a weak blessing because God does love everyone. You're right. He

1170
01:19:02.140 --> 01:19:05.860
does. Your human reasoning will tell you that. But he wants you

1171
01:19:05.860 --> 01:19:10.860
to know that he loves you. It's important that you understand

1172
01:19:10.920 --> 01:19:16.760
that in the season of your life. He wants you to know God loves

1173
01:19:16.760 --> 01:19:23.720
you, Brittany. Brittany Johnson, God loves you. Yes, he does. He

1174
01:19:23.720 --> 01:19:34.080
does. Brittany, God loves you. Yes. Yes, he does. He does.

1175
01:19:35.060 --> 01:19:43.660
Brittany, God loves you. He does. He loves you so much.

1176
01:19:48.140 --> 01:19:49.740
Brittany Johnson, God loves you.

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01:19:58.500 --> 01:19:59.820
All I can do is love.

1178
01:20:00.000 --> 01:20:01.400
laugh because I know the Lord.

1179
01:20:03.040 --> 01:20:03.660
I know.

1180
01:20:03.660 --> 01:20:07.600
And he wants you to laugh and he wants you to feel the joy of the Lord.

1181
01:20:07.600 --> 01:20:08.840
He wants you to feel the joy.

1182
01:20:08.840 --> 01:20:12.420
We know that, you know, but he wants you to know, and he will not let

1183
01:20:12.420 --> 01:20:14.960
me stop saying, Hey, Brittany, I love you.

1184
01:20:15.960 --> 01:20:16.460
Yup.

1185
01:20:17.120 --> 01:20:19.000
He'll keep telling me too.

1186
01:20:20.440 --> 01:20:21.560
He loves you.

1187
01:20:22.880 --> 01:20:23.640
And you know what?

1188
01:20:25.760 --> 01:20:29.480
Not a bad, it's not a bad place to be, to know that God loves you.

1189
01:20:30.680 --> 01:20:31.180
Whoa.

1190
01:20:32.560 --> 01:20:34.120
And of course he loves all of you too.

1191
01:20:34.640 --> 01:20:39.520
Um, but he wants Brittany to feel the joy of his love tonight.

1192
01:20:40.280 --> 01:20:44.840
Um, yes, yes, yes.

1193
01:20:45.960 --> 01:20:46.800
Praise the Lord.

1194
01:20:48.240 --> 01:20:49.080
All right, friends.

1195
01:20:49.120 --> 01:20:49.880
Got anything, bubba?

1196
01:20:51.680 --> 01:20:52.160
Good.

1197
01:20:52.200 --> 01:20:52.880
That's a little good.

1198
01:20:53.840 --> 01:20:54.160
Right.

1199
01:20:54.160 --> 01:20:55.680
So go spend some time with the Lord.

1200
01:20:55.720 --> 01:20:57.960
Go ahead and let your, someone said, does it start today?

1201
01:20:57.960 --> 01:20:58.440
Sure.

1202
01:20:58.440 --> 01:21:00.040
Let your 50 days start today.

1203
01:21:00.040 --> 01:21:01.000
Let's start tonight.

1204
01:21:01.520 --> 01:21:02.480
It doesn't have to be the morning.

1205
01:21:02.480 --> 01:21:03.920
It could be at night before you go to bed.

1206
01:21:03.920 --> 01:21:06.280
It can be any time, right?

1207
01:21:06.280 --> 01:21:12.720
Just spending some time priming the pump, priming the pump, allowing Holy

1208
01:21:12.720 --> 01:21:17.240
spirit to just flow to you and through you.

1209
01:21:19.560 --> 01:21:19.960
Yes.

1210
01:21:19.960 --> 01:21:20.600
He loves you.

1211
01:21:20.600 --> 01:21:21.120
He loves you.

1212
01:21:21.120 --> 01:21:21.760
He loves you.

1213
01:21:21.760 --> 01:21:22.480
He loves you.

1214
01:21:22.480 --> 01:21:23.240
He loves you.

1215
01:21:23.760 --> 01:21:27.840
And you guys remember for those of you that feel unworthy, you are.

1216
01:21:28.800 --> 01:21:35.160
You are a hundred percent unworthy.

1217
01:21:35.200 --> 01:21:36.320
You're so unworthy.

1218
01:21:36.320 --> 01:21:37.160
It's not funny.

1219
01:21:38.000 --> 01:21:39.560
Oh, you're so unworthy.

1220
01:21:39.960 --> 01:21:40.920
Just say that to yourself.

1221
01:21:40.960 --> 01:21:41.760
I'm unworthy.

1222
01:21:43.120 --> 01:21:46.160
You just need to, you're unworthy.

1223
01:21:46.640 --> 01:21:49.840
You are, but didn't stop him.

1224
01:21:50.680 --> 01:21:53.280
Didn't stop him from coming and dying for you.

1225
01:21:53.280 --> 01:21:56.520
And as you, you are unworthy.

1226
01:21:56.520 --> 01:21:57.520
So stop trying to earn it.

1227
01:21:57.520 --> 01:21:59.000
Cause you can't, it's a gift.

1228
01:21:59.040 --> 01:22:03.760
Receive it, receive it, receive it, receive it, receive it, receive it.

1229
01:22:04.680 --> 01:22:05.960
You are unworthy.

1230
01:22:06.160 --> 01:22:07.920
Remember he knew what he was getting into.

1231
01:22:11.520 --> 01:22:14.720
He knew all your weaknesses and frailties and eccentricities.

1232
01:22:14.720 --> 01:22:15.160
Trust me.

1233
01:22:15.160 --> 01:22:16.520
I'm very eccentric person.

1234
01:22:16.840 --> 01:22:20.880
He had, he knew all that stuff about you, all of that stuff.

1235
01:22:21.200 --> 01:22:22.680
I don't like to hear people chew.

1236
01:22:22.680 --> 01:22:25.720
I don't like when people talk to me when I'm trying to think about something

1237
01:22:26.760 --> 01:22:29.400
whole family full of people trying to talk to me when I'm trying to think.

1238
01:22:29.640 --> 01:22:30.560
I don't like that.

1239
01:22:31.160 --> 01:22:32.360
I don't like to hear people chew.

1240
01:22:32.400 --> 01:22:33.240
Did I mention that?

1241
01:22:33.880 --> 01:22:34.960
Hey, did I mention that?

1242
01:22:34.960 --> 01:22:37.920
I like to hear people chew at all.

1243
01:22:38.400 --> 01:22:42.360
Anything, not food, not gum, nothing.

1244
01:22:42.960 --> 01:22:45.480
I don't like the sound of forks on a plate.

1245
01:22:45.480 --> 01:22:47.640
So I don't like the sound of crinkling paper.

1246
01:22:47.760 --> 01:22:50.640
You know what it's like for me on a plane, I have to put on my headphones

1247
01:22:50.640 --> 01:22:51.840
and be like the girl in the bubble.

1248
01:22:51.960 --> 01:22:52.960
I gotta be in a bubble.

1249
01:22:53.200 --> 01:22:57.120
I got to put on worship music and just tune out the world because people are

1250
01:22:57.280 --> 01:23:01.600
sniffing their nose and they're making sounds and they're stuck in their teeth

1251
01:23:01.600 --> 01:23:04.200
and they're chewing things and they're crinkling paper.

1252
01:23:05.040 --> 01:23:06.720
And it makes me feel enraged.

1253
01:23:06.720 --> 01:23:07.320
Anyone else?

1254
01:23:07.320 --> 01:23:08.480
Like I feel enraged.

1255
01:23:08.480 --> 01:23:10.880
It's called misphonia and I've been trying to get healed from it.

1256
01:23:10.880 --> 01:23:11.880
Lord heal me.

1257
01:23:12.600 --> 01:23:13.840
But I've had it since I was a child.

1258
01:23:13.840 --> 01:23:17.120
They used to send me to bed during dinner time because I could not sit at the

1259
01:23:17.120 --> 01:23:19.920
dinner table with other people because it could be a bad experience.

1260
01:23:20.200 --> 01:23:24.200
Cause I could not handle mouth noises and chewing noises and plate noises.

1261
01:23:24.840 --> 01:23:26.760
It would make me start crying and freaking out.

1262
01:23:26.760 --> 01:23:28.600
And I'm still like that because you know what?

1263
01:23:29.640 --> 01:23:32.440
There's something wrong with me, but God loves me anyway.

1264
01:23:33.840 --> 01:23:34.640
He does.

1265
01:23:34.840 --> 01:23:36.160
He knew what he was getting into.

1266
01:23:37.080 --> 01:23:39.760
He was like, Oh, I can use Jackie as long as no one eats around her.

1267
01:23:39.760 --> 01:23:40.600
She'll be all right.

1268
01:23:41.640 --> 01:23:42.480
She'll be all right.

1269
01:23:43.840 --> 01:23:44.840
It's going to be all right.

1270
01:23:44.840 --> 01:23:50.160
Oh, so that's just one of the many eccentricities that I had.

1271
01:23:50.160 --> 01:23:52.520
Did I tell you that my husband, I'm not allowed to tell other people's

1272
01:23:52.520 --> 01:23:55.760
eccentricities, not allowed to tell other people's stuff.

1273
01:23:55.760 --> 01:23:56.960
You come in and confess yours.

1274
01:23:56.960 --> 01:23:57.680
Come on, hurry up.

1275
01:23:58.120 --> 01:23:58.920
What is my answer?

1276
01:23:58.920 --> 01:24:00.480
And that's interesting.

1277
01:24:02.560 --> 01:24:03.920
I'm going to give you charades.

1278
01:24:06.240 --> 01:24:06.760
Okay.

1279
01:24:06.920 --> 01:24:07.560
What is that?

1280
01:24:09.040 --> 01:24:10.920
My wife accuses me of road rage.

1281
01:24:10.920 --> 01:24:11.680
I'm like, what?

1282
01:24:12.680 --> 01:24:14.640
My wife accuses me of road rage.

1283
01:24:14.640 --> 01:24:15.480
He has road rage.

1284
01:24:15.480 --> 01:24:16.440
I don't accept it.

1285
01:24:16.720 --> 01:24:17.680
He does.

1286
01:24:18.000 --> 01:24:18.720
He does.

1287
01:24:19.000 --> 01:24:22.520
One of the, one of the fruit of the spirit is joy and laughter.

1288
01:24:22.760 --> 01:24:26.960
Um, you, you don't be honest to the people.

1289
01:24:27.000 --> 01:24:27.280
Yeah.

1290
01:24:27.280 --> 01:24:28.160
I get frustrated.

1291
01:24:28.360 --> 01:24:31.800
I, I, I do have a little hair trigger on certain things.

1292
01:24:32.440 --> 01:24:36.960
I have a lot of patients in certain ways, but in certain things like driving is

1293
01:24:36.960 --> 01:24:41.240
one of them where I have little patients and I'm always hurried to

1294
01:24:41.520 --> 01:24:41.920
long.

1295
01:24:41.920 --> 01:24:44.800
And so I know some of the root of this, but I'm still working through it.

1296
01:24:45.000 --> 01:24:45.520
Yes.

1297
01:24:46.400 --> 01:24:49.080
And you guys, those are just, that's just like, that's like the, that's

1298
01:24:49.080 --> 01:24:50.920
like the top that's the top of the list.

1299
01:24:50.920 --> 01:24:52.200
Those are the easy things.

1300
01:24:52.560 --> 01:24:53.920
And so we're all unworthy.

1301
01:24:53.920 --> 01:24:55.240
You guys, none of us are perfect.

1302
01:24:55.240 --> 01:24:58.120
It's important that you understand that we all have fears.

1303
01:24:58.120 --> 01:25:00.000
We all have, y'all get angry about.

1304
01:25:00.000 --> 01:25:05.440
things. We all judge other people. We all gossip a little bit when we shouldn't like judging other

1305
01:25:05.440 --> 01:25:09.200
people talking about, you know, people, you know, I know that maybe you don't do that about the

1306
01:25:09.200 --> 01:25:14.080
people, you know, but you do it a lot about the people you don't know. You read about something

1307
01:25:14.080 --> 01:25:17.440
in the news and you're like, ah, I can't believe that person did that. That's not your business.

1308
01:25:19.120 --> 01:25:25.040
That's not any of your business, right? The celebrities and their love lives and all the

1309
01:25:25.040 --> 01:25:28.720
things. Oh, did you hear so-and-so broke up with their wife and had an affair? Oh,

1310
01:25:28.720 --> 01:25:34.080
I think they went gay. This happened that that's not your business. Okay. We all have failed

1311
01:25:34.080 --> 01:25:38.320
frailties. We all have failings. We all talk about other people when we shouldn't, even when

1312
01:25:38.320 --> 01:25:42.880
we're trying to be good, kind Christians, all of us get angry. All of us lose our tempers.

1313
01:25:43.680 --> 01:25:47.440
Even if we don't do it in front of people, some of y'all start murmuring under your breath. He

1314
01:25:47.440 --> 01:25:51.040
waits, you get in your car, you got self-control in the moment, but you don't have self-control.

1315
01:25:51.040 --> 01:25:54.960
When you get in your car, you get home. Then you'd be just talking up a whole storm of stuff

1316
01:25:55.760 --> 01:26:00.400
and you know who you are. And guess what? God loves us.

1317
01:26:04.000 --> 01:26:07.680
He doesn't take away Holy spirit from us when we mess up. In fact, some of the most

1318
01:26:07.680 --> 01:26:11.120
anointed times I've ever had in my life or when I was just being a jerk

1319
01:26:15.040 --> 01:26:19.760
in my flesh, there's no good thing, but in the spirit is life and peace.

1320
01:26:19.760 --> 01:26:21.360
And so we just released that over, you know,

1321
01:26:22.000 --> 01:26:26.320
Holy spirit just wanted to say all that stuff at the end, because it's important that you

1322
01:26:26.320 --> 01:26:31.040
understand that this is not about you. This is about Jesus. And since Jesus can't be with us

1323
01:26:31.040 --> 01:26:37.440
physically here on earth, his time on earth was not during our lifetimes. He sent another,

1324
01:26:37.440 --> 01:26:41.280
not just for the folks that were gathered in the upper room, but for all of us, you guys,

1325
01:26:41.280 --> 01:26:45.360
because he knew that we were not going to make it through this life without spiritual empowerment.

1326
01:26:46.000 --> 01:26:51.680
Do you guys realize, please listen. Do you guys realize without the spirit of God, without Holy

1327
01:26:51.680 --> 01:26:57.680
spirit in the earth, by the way, it's his time in the earth. Jesus's time on earth is over with.

1328
01:26:58.720 --> 01:27:05.200
Now we are the ones fulfilling his commission on earth. We're the hands and feet of Jesus.

1329
01:27:05.200 --> 01:27:10.160
We're in the mouth of Jesus. We're partnering with Jesus on earth through what? Through the

1330
01:27:10.160 --> 01:27:14.640
power of Holy spirit, the same power that raised Christ from the dead dwells in you.

1331
01:27:16.240 --> 01:27:21.600
But do you realize without that, without that, you guys, we would just be big humps of flesh.

1332
01:27:21.600 --> 01:27:25.120
We'd just be flesh walking around without that. You guys, there would be no good thing in us at

1333
01:27:25.120 --> 01:27:31.920
all. Without that, these would just be stories. The reason why the Bible comes alive is because

1334
01:27:31.920 --> 01:27:39.840
of Holy spirit. Otherwise it's just dead words on a page. What gives it life is Holy spirit.

1335
01:27:40.400 --> 01:27:43.520
That's why you can't read it without the help of Holy spirit. If you know what happens when

1336
01:27:44.240 --> 01:27:48.960
you read it without the help of Holy spirit, it brings death to you. You know why? Cause it's

1337
01:27:48.960 --> 01:27:56.400
supposed to the law destroys it kills, but the spirit gives life. You ever read that scripture,

1338
01:27:58.240 --> 01:28:03.040
reading the Bible without the interpretation, without the help, without the translation

1339
01:28:03.040 --> 01:28:11.040
of the spirit of God, the spirit of life, the spirit of peace without reading it with that

1340
01:28:11.040 --> 01:28:15.920
help, you're just going to be beating yourself up. All you're going to be doing is seeing all

1341
01:28:15.920 --> 01:28:22.240
your flaws, all the things that are wrong with you. The law was created to show you your need

1342
01:28:22.240 --> 01:28:30.800
of a savior. That's its whole purpose. That's why it exists. And so if you read the Logos

1343
01:28:31.440 --> 01:28:39.040
without the Ramah, okay. If you read the Logos without the spirit of God, and of course the

1344
01:28:39.040 --> 01:28:47.440
Ramah, the words coming straight from God through the spirit, you're going to be legalistic.

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You're going to be religious. You're going to be hard, hard, hard on yourself, judgmental.

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You're going to see all your fall flaws, all your failures. And guess what? You're going to be like

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that on other people too. So if you're super critical of yourself and others, you need life

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in the spirit. You need this more than anything else. You need tonight more than anything else,

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more than everyone else, because you are beating yourself up. You're beating other people up.

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Nothing's ever good enough because that's what happens when you read the word without

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the help of Holy spirit. Okay. Whoever God is to you, he will be through you.

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So raise your hand right now as we close tonight's gathering. If you feel like you're really,

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really hard on yourself, you're not receiving the ministry of Holy spirit.

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You feel like you're never measuring up. You're never enough. You feel like God's always mad at

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you, or you haven't done enough to deserve or receive anything good from the Lord.

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Raise your hand, get them up, up, up, up. You feel like

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All the good things happen to other people and not you because you just don't you're just not worthy

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not worthy

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You're always trying to please god, but you're falling short all the time

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Okay

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friends

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Those feelings those thoughts those ideas. They're not coming from god

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Remember what jesus said in john

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He said i'm going to send another that's going to be with you and in you and he's not going to testify of himself

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He's going to testify of me

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Of me jesus and he is going to remind you of all of the things that i've said and done

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Guys the only thing that holy spirit can do when the bible says he convicts us. You know what that word really means

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It means he convinces you of your righteousness

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He doesn't convict you of sin he convinces you of righteousness there's a big difference there

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Basically, he tells you who you really are

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Hey, you don't need to do all this stuff over here you want to know why because you're a daughter of god

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You're a son of god

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You don't have to do this anymore because you've been set free you've been delivered

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The conviction of holy spirit doesn't sound like you're bad. You're no good. You need to repent you need to change

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It sounds like you're better than this

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Jesus died before you and as you you're better than this

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And you no longer need these things

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Take the upgrade

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That's what it sounds like

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Convincing you of righteousness not convicting you of sin

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Yes, lord, so right now that we ask that the ministry of holy spirit

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The convicting ministry of holy spirit that convicts us of our sonship

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Convinces us of our righteousness that jesus paid for us to have because our righteousness in our flesh and through works is filthy rags

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And we release it

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We release those filthy rags at the foot of the cross and we take on

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The righteousness that's been blood bought for each and every one of us

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Freedom from sin

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Freedom from condemnation

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Free to walk in liberty who the son has set free is free indeed

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And friends, you can only be free if you live in the spirit in your flesh and in the law, you will have death

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You will have judgment but in the spirit

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Spirit

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You will have life you will have peace in jesus name. Amen. All right friends. Love you so much

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Have a great one. Have a great night

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I'll see you guys soon

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Brittany johnson. God loves you

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See y'all soon. Bye everybody