missed and all the other things that happened just peace and rest the whole
time and then watching God move in everything but he showed me mountaintop
so we did lots of mountain climbing we did lots of and he kept showing me that
I want you to see the bigger picture I want you to see what I see I want to
take and he kept giving us window seats on the airplanes and so yeah just crazy
crazy good God stuff the whole time so lots of time with family and friends and
time in nature time with him so yeah feeling truly blessed and I even got
some stuff done on the app who would have known the books on the two courses
are now on so I'm kind of ready so I'm praying that I'll be able to catch up
with you Macy to do the next bits around how do I link the money how do I get
people in how do I work out how to do that so that's my next my next step in
the app but I think we're going to be ready to allow people to come in on the
1st of August so that's the plan that's exciting I have a I don't know you had
said if we could do a work session is it today are you available still today yeah
yeah okay you I have it on the calendar if you want me to adjust the time I can
but I have it on the calendar um okay so today we're gonna it's fun because
everyone except for Robin was here last week he's the only one out of the three
of you that were here last week so today we're gonna do something a little bit
different I'm gonna share my screen and see if I can find that I'm just gonna
share it all and we'll hope I can find it okay can you see this okay so Bruce
at the very beginning shared to you guys like I think like week one shared
this scorecard which is kind of going through like what what are you're like
trying to have somewhere that you can put down where do your wins for this
last week what where were you blocked this last week and then what are your
commitments for the week moving forward and I want to focus on that so last week
we spent three minutes going and I'm gonna drop it I'm gonna stop sharing and
then I'm gonna put it into the chat so you all have somewhere to put it um you
can write it in your notes you can write it on a piece of paper whatever you would
like to do it might it should be a fillable PDF so if you want to fill it
out on there but I want to take the time we're gonna start doing this where we
take three minutes for you to actually like sit and think and write down what
you did because I think it's important for us instead of just like remembering
what we did last week to like actually taking the time to like think about it
for the time and put act like put it on paper and put it somewhere and then you
can also look back onto it oh I said I wanted to do this this next week oh I
didn't do that this next week and now I can have a goal for the week after so
does that make sense to everyone yeah okay so I'm gonna set a timer I'm gonna
put on a little bit of music I hope and then we'll go and I'll share it back on
my screen
can you clarify the first part like what we're putting in there metrics let's do
I let's ignore the last week metrics just because most of you are in like
building mode and not necessarily having launched your okay so just the winds
blocks etc
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next Sally and start how Robin did saying, okay, so my purpose
is to set captives free and then going into your wins, commitments,
blockers, anything like that.
Cool.
I'll just go through that.
I actually put you on mute because music, when I hear it in the
background distracts me, so I didn't hear the beginning of Robins.
I just went through the sheet and silence and then unmuted.
So I'm one of those weird people that if I've got music, I'll just focus on the
music, so I have to switch it off.
But so I, my mantra that God has given me is to set the captives free.
He has, while we've been away, cause I have been away, he's just opening up
some new doors within that space around decluttering, around hoarders and women.
And so he's just doing a bit of clarification around that.
However, so all my audiences, when I look through what we're doing on the
sheet, my audience, everything has gone up this week.
So we just did a review yesterday of YouTube and Instagram and Facebook,
and all of them are up and my reach in some respects has gone up about 300%.
So we're looking strong in making that.
And YouTube has gone from 36 people to 92 or 91.
I'm nearly there at the hundred.
So I'm desperately trying to get to my hundred, but anyway, it's cause the
first hundred apparently the hardest.
So we've had a bit of a push on that.
Um, free stuff.
I send out a newsletter every week.
Um, and YouTube last week was the YouTube was all about prophecy.
So it's just, it was normally 10 minutes, but it was actually 26.
It got carried away.
And God said, no, no, you're not going to talk about prophecy.
You're going to prophesy.
So in there was three prophecies that I shared.
And then this week it is about miracles.
So again, um, not just talking about miracles, but what are they?
And then actually being very specific about that.
Um, members, well, until I get sorted on what I'm doing in tribe, my
members aren't doing anything right now.
So there's nothing in that space.
Winds is an amazing holiday.
Hearing from God, seeing the glory and his provision, um, and
getting stuff into tribe social.
So breaking some spaces in there.
Commitments.
My commitments last week were to have time with God, time with
Kev, time with family, time with friends.
That was it.
And, um, and time to enjoy what he was giving us and what
he was blessing us with.
Uh, my blockers are the two things I've now got to do is upload my
radio station and upload, um, my YouTube into.
So that's another thing that I'll catch up with Macy on is how to get that
now up and pumping so I can start rolling with that.
So as I do them, get them into tribe, um, how to get the people into the
groups and how to sort payments, which Macy did talk about last week,
but I just need a last time.
And then for me, I didn't have, there's a couple of courses I've got and I
haven't got all the descriptions done and I haven't got all the videos finished.
So that's just a, like, I need to just do that to get that into that space.
Um, earnings, we weren't, we were away.
So there weren't any earnings.
It was all spending, um, 250 bucks did come in through membership
and stuff that I've got.
So that just sits every week and comes through.
Um, but I did look at the fact that we got blessed with a home,
beautiful four bedroom home for a week, which would have probably
cost us the best part two, two grand.
So I'd have had to have earned $3,000 to have got that two grand.
So I might not have earned it, but God blessed me and blessed us with stuff.
And I didn't have to cook for a whole week.
Not one week, not one meal.
Everything was blessed and given to us.
So I might not have earned money, but he blessed me with more than I could
possibly have imagined or thought.
And we've set up three collaborations.
August.
We're going to be doing a time to love September.
We're doing a come and be part of a collaborative book and October.
Well, I'm partnering up with the most incredible missionary who's working
for, um, YWAM in South Africa, and has been out there for six years.
And we're going to do fulfilling your calling, um, together so that,
you know, find your mission field.
So that's our gig.
That's my week.
That's awesome.
I just love, again, with both Robin and Sally's, uh, example that when you can
start with my purpose is, and then you're going through those commit the winds and
the block and the commitment, how much clarity that helps with Marcella, if you
can unmute, I know that you are in the midst of, cause you shared a little bit
with me offline last week, that you are in a certification process and that you
are actually putting together right now, a prophetic identity statement.
And then you also, you also jumped in and talked about refining your purpose.
So, um, where are you right now with, like, do you feel like you have
clarity on what that purpose is or what does it look like for you?
Um, yeah, um, I'm.
I think I have clarity, but refining it in a statement is where I'm trying to bring it
together.
I just, prior to this call, I just finished my 30th session, so I'm excited about that
and how the Lord has just brought clarity with the themes.
It was interesting as this journey of doing heart healing sessions, and then the Lord
bringing the themes and the things were related to me.
And so one of my intercessors actually helped me to see that, like, Marcella, do you see
the running themes with each person that is coming in?
So I don't, I can't say I have it all in like a bubble.
I did work on my little niche thing for Macy last week.
I did do that for her and got clarity of who I'm called to, and I did read that in our
last call.
So once I finish this week, I think I'll have it all kind of packaged.
I'm still going through all the things that I have to turn in for Thursday, but yeah,
that's kind of like where I am, but I wanted to show up.
I hate missing.
Absolutely.
Always show up.
Yes.
On the journey.
Yes.
So I heard a lot of, I heard a lot of wins in that and I heard some commitments for next
week.
Any blockers that you're experiencing you feel like in what you're, what you're needing
to get done next week?
I think my blockers come with just feeling like it's all me, like it's all on me.
But I know that when I feel that I automatically go like, Lord, it's not all on me.
I know it's not all on me, but I think it's that mindset initially.
So I can get overwhelmed with like all of the things to do.
And I'll, I'll share this testimony.
So I woke up this morning with that feeling of, okay, I got to, you know, I got behind
on my debriefs and I got to complete that before I can do the application and, you know,
just all the things.
And, and I just stopped and I said, Holy Spirit, you know, the way you, you have, you know
how to do all of this, that I need to get done by this time and what I have to do.
And he so sweetly just like blessed me in the doing.
And when I looked up a debrief that I thought I had to do, I didn't have to do.
So it was just little things like seeing him show up in a way and making it easy for me.
And then when I looked, I was like, oh, and I've already accomplished this.
So I've already met most of the things that I needed to do just before like between 730
and 1130.
So that was like amazing for me.
So I'm just learning to walk with the Lord.
I think if there's any blocks, it's just, if I can just remain there and I, I usually
do well with allowing him to lead me and I'm happy about that.
So that's the only box I see is just me not getting in my head, stay out of my head.
Yeah.
We all have a little bit of that.
I think that, especially for the entrepreneur or the solopreneur, some of us have had teams
and so we are used to delegating.
Some of us have had teams, but we're doing something new.
And so it feels like, okay, we're on our own and like the building and the shaping and
everything like that.
And so, yeah, it's okay, Marcella, you're doing great.
Thanks.
Jennifer, do you want to share next?
I can.
Let's see.
I saw you when you were talking about purpose, you weren't, I didn't see you raise your hand
as far as like, I have that clarity, right?
I didn't want to skip.
I mean, I think I do.
We can talk about it.
I feel like God's shifting things.
Just personally, you know, I think I've been thrown off since April when all of a sudden
he brought me this out of the blue job to go back to work full time.
And so that's been a little like me pressing in the last few months to figure out, am I
still building what I thought it was building or am I building something different?
And so I feel like there's been a season the last few months of like, what do I really
want?
Dream bigger, dream different, like a little bit of a course correction in what I've been
building.
So I've been just taking time to enjoy the summer with kids, you know, enjoy, you know,
my own identity and abundance and things he's working on.
I know Robin, we kind of talked about like, we need to work on us before we can go, you
know, kind of do other stuff.
And so with that, I mean, it still comes down, you know, to the fact that I love, you know,
my purpose is to empower women to achieve their God dreams.
I mean, I love like helping women, especially overcome their blocks and the things that
are limiting them and then help them, you know, understand their identity and their
self-worth and their abundance.
Most of the women that come to me have passed trauma, which I also have in my life, which
really prevents us as entrepreneurs.
just to take the risk, to step out, to feel worthy, you know, of the income and
charging for things, um, and to prosper with God, you know, my prosper always,
like it comes from our, you know, and from the inside out.
And so that hasn't changed.
I think the vehicle and doing this as something that's more automated and
passive and can take five hours a week versus something that's a 40 hour a week
business is where God has me just rethinking that.
So I'm excited, you know, to be launching something slightly different,
but re-envisioning, I guess, the vision, um, as where I am at.
So my wins for this week are, um, he brought like four different women.
Um, just kind of came out of the blue this week for me to connect with
coffee and do some coaching and mentorship with them.
Um, one of which asked to do one of my courses.
So that was fun.
Uh, and then an old CEO, um, mentor of mine, who's going to be the CEO of this
new company that wants to bring me on, um, confirmed that he sees me to take
eventually over the CEO position, um, which I felt like is just a huge
confirmation of where God's leading me.
And also just, um, you know, some good validation on my end that I'm
hearing correctly, that that's the next thing God wants me to
do in the next few years.
Um, commitments are just really getting clarity around this new dream.
I feel like it's kind of a 10 X dream, uh, and what that looks like, uh, for
a mastermind group, a mentorship, you know, maybe it's more, you know, group
coaching versus a lot of community engagement, and then I think my blocks
are still just, you know, I'm focusing on my wellbeing right now and I'm in a
heavy 30 day detox to deal with inflammation and some energy and just
health, um, and, um, some medicine that I'm on that hasn't been making me feel
the best.
And so it's been, I think just me not feeling the best version of myself
the last month or two.
So I'm working on that.
Uh, and then I think it's time with kids, like anytime kids want something,
it's like, yes, right.
We're going to say yes, June and July.
Uh, and then August, you know, they're back to school.
And so that's more of a time to move forward.
Um, I brought in income in different ways, um, but not necessarily on like the
courses and the coaching specifically.
Um, but I'm excited for just, you know, kind of where I'm headed.
So maybe a little bit more than, you know, the update, but that's kind of
where I am just with everything.
That's awesome.
Love hearing all the updates.
All right.
Yep.
You're next.
Oh, he might be, there you go.
Yeah.
Hey, so.
We're having a little trouble with our groceries.
So I was a little bit busy with that, but, uh, I'm here present.
Great.
You know, if you need to meet, we understand.
Oh, um, yeah.
Um, yeah.
So I thought it was, um, really cool.
I, I made some, um, screenshots of the insights, but, um, that, um, I'd
been posting a couple of, um, um, videos on Instagram, like kind of short things.
Um, and, uh, um, yeah, I, I got, we got 11 likes of boys.
We don't know, which for me was like really crazy and, you know, not, not
per se, like, you know, like weird people, but I think, you know, it seemed
like kind of Gen Z ish, um, guys and, uh, who were Christians had some Christian
stuff in their thing, so I just thought that was kind of, you know, cool.
And the kind of surprising that I didn't, um, think that would necessarily
be, that's kind of what we want.
And we want to put some stuff out there and see what feedback we would get.
Um, but anyway, so, and it seemed to me to be kind of guys, boys who were a
little bit like kind of alternative, kind of like, maybe like I am or used to be.
So that was also, um, I think I'm right about that, but that was, um, that was
insightful, um, and, um, people that you feel like you are called to reach, or
was it just a surprising engagement that you got, um, well, um, we've actually
been talking about that, uh, Mike made this, this, uh, this week, the last
couple of days, but, uh, we feel that we both feel called to kind of like the
kind of like sensitive people or something, but who seem like kind of
overlooked or not really, um, seen or heard because that's kind of what we were.
Nobody really understood us and you kind of get undervalued
in school and everything.
Um, and for me, it was kind of more maybe like people who feel.
wrong, that they like certain things, kind of like a religious thing. So kind of more
like maybe a little bit of a different direction. But so yeah, the reaction, because it was
me in the video, seems pretty accurate, but it was it was younger than I expected. So
that answers your question. Yeah, it does.
Where are you in your journey of clarity as far as what it is that you are like your purpose?
And again, I know that is a it can be a very broad question. I'm not necessarily asking
this is my life's purpose for all things. But in this season, the things that you have
your hands to that you're working on, do you feel like you have clarity there?
Well, excellent question, because we really didn't per se. But we just also talked about
it this morning. And yeah, we did feel right that that our direction was what I said, like
kind of outcast type people and like, providing like, kind of like a home like a community
for these people, you know.
Do you guys see yourself as mothering and fathering the outcast? Because you mentioned
like a home, a community? Is it like a, you know, a family-ish feel of a safe place to
explore God and learn about God in a fresh way?
I would say so. Would you agree?
I don't know.
My wife doesn't know.
That's okay.
So we only have one screen.
Hello.
Hi. Yeah, I don't know yet. For me, it's really all very at the beginning, everything.
Yeah.
Okay, that's okay. That's why we call it pioneers. So at the beginning of either something
new, or something that's doubling up or being upgraded. I'm curious, do you feel
as far as when it comes to a people group, it sounds like outcast? I don't know. Is it?
Are you? Do you agree? Do you both agree in that? Or is it more yap feels that way? Do
you feel something different? Or is there unity on? Hey, I feel like we both feel called
to this type of group of people.
Well, what do you think?
I think it's more. Yeah. A little bit. But I do really understand it. I do feel like
a connection, but also because he's my husband. Of course. Yeah. There's an understanding.
There's an empathy of Oh, yeah. It Yeah, like you have a particular group that's different
than that, that you feel called to or just wanting to reach or wanting to talk more to
I don't know. I actually I don't have clarity at all yet. We talked about it this morning.
How how lost we kind of feel actually. But yeah, I really don't know. So yeah, no.
That's okay. It's gonna be fun to start to see that unfold. This is a great group for that.
Yeah. So we're learning. You're say that again. We are learning a lot here. So that's nice.
Yeah. Mine and Bruce's hope for this group. There's several hopes. But one of them is
that there's a safety to explore. And a safe just not have it all figured out yet. Because
I think for some of us, if we're used to either being in leadership roles, or we're used to
being in very religious environments, there is a fear of punishment of not knowing.
So some of us have either been forced to fake that we know. Oh, yeah, this is what I'm doing.
Or this is, or we've had to hide that we don't know. And both are stifling, and both are stunting
in our growth. So it's actually really great for you to model right now, just the honesty
of I don't know yet. I want to know, or I wish I knew, but I don't. And that's okay.
Yeah, that's good. Sally, you have your hand raised. Did you have something to add?
Yeah, it was just really about these, this gorgeous couple, if you've seen them actually
on Instagram, the heart that you bring, the realness that you bring, the
compassion and the empathy that you bring is next level. And I
just want to encourage you to keep going. Because and your
story about your house, and just sharing, just share your story.
That's all he's asking you to do in this season to share your
story, because I sense that you're going to open doors and
open hearts and open minds. As you take people on the journey
with you, as you just share openly, who you are, and what
God's done. People want that they're really hungry. And the
scripture of you know, the harvest, you know, the workers
are few and the harvest is ripe, or the harvest is ripe and the
workers are few, whatever it is, you know, that's that's what's
out there for you. The harvest is there. But people aren't
prepared to be vulnerable. They're not prepared to be
humble. They're not prepared to and you have it in bucket and
truckloads. Like that is the gift that he's given you is
your capacity to connect your capacity to be you. And I
believe you do you do sit in a slightly different space to most
people, but you see the unseen. And, you know, social media is
all about look at me, look at me, look at me, but actually no
one sees anyone, you know, it's just all and you're coming with
something real and tangible and honest and true. And so I just
want to encourage you to keep going because I believe that
you're going to have 1000s of followers. And this is a time
where people are watching. So they might not always comment
they might not always put a heart in but people are
watching. And I've been very aware of that in this last week
of how many people have commented on stuff not actually
on the social media, but in person. Oh my goodness, I
listened to this. Oh my god. I'm like, why doesn't anyone
comment? I've got no idea. Like no one puts a heart on no one
comments. And then you get seven people in one day, physically
comment to you on Oh, you know, when you said about this in
your YouTube thing, oh, you know, when you said about this
in your newsletter, and I'm like, I'll just send it out. I
have no idea. But people are watching and people are watching
you because you are so genuine, you are so honest, and you are
so true. And the authenticity is what's going to speak into
heart. So let God lead you let God guide you and just be who
you are. And honestly, the doors open ahead of you. And that's
how you want it not your plan, but his you want those doors to
open up and you just you're just diligently doing as he calls you
to do. And he will go ahead of you. So I just want to
encourage you. You are amazing.
Amen. Amen to that. Thank you for sharing Sally. And you said
something Sally, I don't want us to miss that's actually very
true is don't focus on not getting comments because there
are so especially if you are called to reaching those who
are outcasts and unseen, they don't want to be seen. Because
there's a fear of judgment or a fear of rejection. So it
actually takes a lot of vulnerability for them to like
or heart or comment. So that's that's a cost that you might
have to take on when you explore these places in the
digital landscape is you might not be able to look at certain
metrics as a success, or like is it getting to people because
some of those people are still in hiding and they might not
come out of hiding for a while, but they will consume your
stuff. And so yeah, that's a great point, Sally. I'm excited
about the conversation I want to have with us today. You know, I
mentioned before, I feel like what I'm really good at is
mindset, and beliefs and a lot of the internal game. And we
want to give you all of the things we want to give you the
tactics and the strategy, but we don't ever want to bypass the
internal game, because that is the most important when we have
healed hearts and renewed minds and clarity of revelation and
vision, then the strategy and tactics have a foundation to be
built upon. Otherwise, everything else becomes really
hard to maintain. And it all will lead to burnout in the end.
And so I want to wash this in the water of the word, because I
think that's the best place to start. And I'm going to read
today from Psalm 16. Keep me safe, my God, for in you, I take
refuge, I say to the Lord, you are my Lord, apart from you, I
have no good thing. I say of the holy people who are in the land,
they are the noble ones in whom is all my delight. Other
translation, which I love says it's the godly in the land who
are the heroes. I just love that, especially for the age of
the influencer. I love that vision. It's the godly in the
land who will become the heroes. Those who run after other gods
will suffer more and more. I will not pour out libations of
blood to such gods or take their names on my lips. Lord, you
alone are my portion and my cup. You make my lot secure.
The Passion Translation, I'm reading out of NIV right now, but the Passion Translation says it
this way, Lord, you are my prize, my inheritance. My destiny and its timing is in your hands.
And I just love that posture of trust. Verse six says, the boundary lines have fallen for me
in pleasant places. Surely I have a delightful inheritance. I will praise the Lord who
counsels me. Even at night, my heart instructs me. I keep my eyes always on the Lord. With him at my
right hand, I will not be shaken. Therefore, my heart is glad and my tongue rejoices. My body
also will rest secure. There's a promise for you today, Jennifer. My body also will rest secure
because you will not abandon me to the realm of the dead, nor will you let your faithful one see
decay. You make known to me the path of life. You will fill me with joy in your presence with
eternal pleasures at your right hand. Amen. So before we dive into the conversation,
a little question I'd like to throw out and then us discuss together, can we make a commitment
for the rest of this call to not attach any blame, shame, or condemnation to our conversation?
So for the sake of definition, what I mean by that is blame being external factors. An example is
this person did this or this life event happened to me, therefore this is the result. That's
blame and just an external factor. Condemnation being an internal factor, like I did wrong.
There was I behaved this way or I missed the mark and therefore here's the punishment
or here's the result of that. That's condemnation, the punishment of that. And then shame being an
identity factor. So not that I did wrong, but that I am wrong. I am this way, therefore it can't
happen for me or I'm not going to be able to accomplish this, et cetera. So if we can just
for the, now here's, I want to be clear. I don't think that it's, we know in the word,
none of that is our portion. There's no condemnation for those who are in Jesus Christ.
He bore our shame and external factor circumstances do not ever trump the promises of
God. So we know that. So it's done. It's finished. However, there are sometimes it can be helpful
if we find ourselves stuck in a place of blame, shame, or condemnation to unpack that with a
trusted friend, a pastor, a mentor, a licensed professional for the sake of healing and growth.
So what I'm not saying is just ignore it and never deal with it because I think some people
operate that way and they live stuck and paralyzed because they refuse to face the fire.
Again, for reasons often of fear, fear of punishment, fear of rejection, fear of death.
It's too hard. I can't face it. I just want to pretend it didn't even exist, but it's something
that kind of keeps showing up. So I do think that's important, but for the sake of this call,
and I have done that. I have done that several times where I've needed to unpack some things.
I wish I didn't have to. I wish I could just move on, but there's some things I had needed to
unpack with either a licensed professional or a trusted friend or a pastor or mentor in order to
heal and grow. So I think that is necessary and valid. For the sake of this call, I want our
boundary line. I want to practice what it's like to have our boundary lines in pleasant places.
So without the limitation of self-limiting beliefs, okay, which can sometimes sneak in.
As we're talking, if there's a thought or a feeling that emerges that feels like
blame or shame or condemnation, I would encourage you to just take note of that because that might
be something that you and the Holy Spirit and somebody else from your community, trusted friend,
mentor, pastor, a licensed professional, it might be something that is being highlighted
for the sake of unpacking for healing and growth, right? So you don't ignore it. We're just
practicing it not being a limiting factor right now, okay? Important to pay attention. Feelings
are indicators, not the highest indicator of truth, but they're indicators. Thoughts are
indicators. Not every thought is your own, but if the enemy is planting some things,
it might be good to just take note and say, hey, we need to deal with that
because I want to grow. I want to heal. So just make a note if that does happen during this call
and release it for the time being. Just set it aside and let's keep going. As we know,
because of Jesus, it's not about what we deserve. It's about in whom we believe.
So that goes both ways because some of us are maybe in situations where there's been
some external factors that have felt like blockers in our life and we feel like we deserve justice
in that area and we kind of get stuck in that place of waiting to get what we deserve and feeling
We can't move on until there's justice that's done, right?
Like that misunderstanding is settled or whatever.
And then on the other spectrum, we need mercy.
And we're stuck feeling like, well, I deserve the pain,
the punishment, the result of whatever, because X, Y, and Z.
And we kind of get stuck in that loop.
On either spectrum, it's not about what you deserve,
it's in whom you believe.
That's what's important.
So the question I wanted to throw out there,
first of all, just a quick show of hands,
who here can say, I have prophetic words
that have been spoken over my life?
I have prophetic words.
Okay, great.
So we're all, this is gonna be a great, fun discussion.
Okay, Marcella, let's chat.
Let's chat, girl.
Let's do it.
Okay, let's do it.
Let's do it.
We're gonna practice.
Marcella, are there prophetic words right now in your life
that you have yet to experience?
Are there things that have been spoken over your life
by others, or do you feel like the Lord
has spoken to you directly
that you have yet to fully experience?
Yes, absolutely.
Do you know what those are?
Like, do you recall them right now at the top of your head?
Yeah, like, I can recall right now,
my mom's words said to me,
she saw me, she had a vision of me
standing on a large stage with a lot of people
with a microphone in my hand speaking.
And yeah, that's a big one for me.
That's really big.
Awesome.
You did great.
Robin, what about you?
Do you have any prophetic words
that have been spoken over your life
that you feel like you have yet to experience?
Yeah, and I'm kind of new to the prophetic movement,
but Keith prophesied over me and Bonnie
and said that we were gonna be like Elizabeth and Zachariah
that were older, but we're still blessed
and we're not supposed to just dip our toe in,
we're supposed to jump all the way in.
Very cool.
And you feel like you haven't experienced that quite yet.
It's on the horizon.
Okay.
Jennifer, what about you?
Yeah, I mean, I've had a lot of them
for the last 15, 20 years,
but primarily more recently,
just like a Joseph anointing to just being in leadership
and financial prosperity,
but also to have my own successful business
and then to kind of lead a movement
for mothering and mentorship of women.
And so that aligns obviously with my dream.
And then also just kind of divine health
and breaking free from some health issues.
So pressing in for that.
I don't know, there's lots of books
and just new homes and real estate, Robin,
like lots of real estate and just different things.
So I love this,
because I feel like that's actually
what I've been pressing into the last couple of months
is like, even in entrepreneurship,
it's like seeing a measure of it,
but just knowing that there's something
blocking the fruition of it all.
So that's actually like God, like what's blocking,
seeing these prophetic words,
like come to pass the last few months.
And it's been about like an abundance mindset
of like, are you partnering with lack
or are you like really believing in abundance
and your value and worth, like what's blocking it?
So I love this conversation.
Yeah, it's a great conversation.
And you went a little bit further and I love that.
You're saying like, hey, this is what I'm actually,
there's a lot that I feel like still is on the horizon.
And I'm feeling like the blocker,
it sounds like you said is a mindset mostly.
Yeah, like abundance mindset.
I think, you know,
seeing a lot of success like in my business career,
but then when you step out into entrepreneurship, right,
that's where the identity gets challenged.
And especially as a woman, like value and self-worth
and am I good enough?
And so I think those are the things that are popping up now
that God's wanting to address
so that not only as I go back to work full-time,
those are things that are lifted off me,
but also as I step into creating this online business
and community and tribe that I can help other women.
I had a conversation with a woman today
who's like an entrepreneur who has to quit
her entrepreneurship and go back to work
because she's not bringing income
because she has trauma from her past, right?
So this is a story I'm hearing
through countless women that I'm mentoring and coaching,
the past trauma that's affecting value,
self-worth and abundance.
And they're all kingdom women
who have had these successful careers
and it's not translating into entrepreneurship.
And I'm not picking on you, Jennifer, but you're, I know.
you can handle it because we said we're not going to do this with any blame, shame or condemnation.
And very naturally, which is expected, is that you said, I kind of already know what the blockers
are though. This is what, and not just for me, but for the women I'm serving, you know, there's
some blockers there. So if we just do it again and we talk about, I have these prophetic words on my
life that I have yet to see come to fruition. I feel they're still on the horizon. I haven't,
maybe I've experienced measure, but I haven't experienced fullness. We started to talk about
it and we remove the blockers and you wake up tomorrow and there are no blockers.
What would tomorrow look like for you?
I think I would stop being stuck. Like, I feel like I've been in this, like for real, like
cocoon state where I keep going back into a place of like, I make progress and then I feel
like I hit a wall and then I go back to like fix myself again, instead of just pushing through the
wall and, you know, making forward progress. Does the wall feel personal or is it like an
external factor? Like my technology breaks or I run out of money or is the wall something more
internal? I would say for the most part, it's internal. Like, I mean, it's energy. It's,
you know, feeling, I think I struggle with something, you know, Jack was saying, like,
I struggle with two parts of my personality, which is one being super energized and wants to be seen
and loves posting on social media and doing stuff. And then the other part that wants to hide in my
prayer closet and, you know, not come out. Right. So I have a very seen and unseen kind of part that
I can go to. And when I'm feeling, you know, the best version of myself and the real me,
like it's easy to show up and be seen. And then there's parts where I just feel
like lower energy or down and then I just want to hide and I want to break free of that.
Do you feel like when you show up on those energetic days, do you feel like it's more
here that you're feeling good in your head? Like, I think I'm doing great. I've got the metrics to
prove it. And then when you hit the wall, does it feel like it's happening more in here on a
heart level? It's like, I don't feel worthy or qualified or like I have what it takes.
I'm not describing, huh? It's kind of the opposite. Like when I show up and feel like the
best part of myself, I feel connected more to God and my emotions and then I'm more positive
place. And then when I disconnect, it's like, I feel like my I'm disconnected from my emotions
and I'm just in my head. And then it's like, I don't have the, like the heart to move forward.
Like, it feels like I'm working, but I'm just in autopilot versus having the excitement and
momentum and the passion, like the Y disappears or the momentum like can disappear. And part of
that, I think is like, you know, I'm not saying again, trying to limit to external factors,
but that's why I've been working with like a wellness doctor. Cause I mean, I'm 47,
I'm pre-menopause. Like there's a few things that might be like hormonal or other stuff too.
And I know God's like possible, but I'm like, I also want to just give myself the healthiest,
you know, physical body I can have in case it has, you know, any of those factors,
but like you're saying, but yet God can work through, you know, my personal ups and downs.
And, you know, at the same time, like they shouldn't limit me, um, either.
Well, I, I'm not putting any should, would, or could has on anyone today. I'm done doing that.
Religion does enough of that. The world does enough of that. I can relate. I'm sure a lot
of people can that are listening. Like there's some physical factors. Sometimes there's emotional
factors, there's mental factors and those are real. So it's not that they're not right. It's
not, you know, Oh, that's just, you need to seem to get over that. Some of that is part of our
journey of overcoming, like in order to be an overcomer, you got to overcome some things
and we're sons of God partnering with what's partnering with the son of God to unlock creation
from frustration. And that includes the creative part of us. That includes our body. That includes
our mind, right? Our spirit strong, always our spirits, always believing the truth,
our spirits, one with Christ. And as we learn to lead and be spirit lead from the spirit,
be spirit led, I'll use a term that might be triggering. The flesh transfigures
to what the spirit already knows to be true. Romans eight talks about giving life to our
mortal bodies. Okay. So it's not a sideline thing. I think a lot of times,
um, from a religious place, I can speak from, you know, cause I've grown up in the faith is
that we have been taught that things like the mind and our emotions and our body are not just
secondary, but they are not even worth considering. And they've been categorized.
as this fleshly thing and tied to this definition of like what is sinful.
And I think that's just like, that's just bad like use of language, honestly, and definition.
So I want to meet you in that place of, hey, like, there's some valid things.
But here's what I feel like the Lord is jealous of and what he's been walking me through as
someone who typically traditionally has been, you know, like, like, let me like, give me
something tangible to prove like, I'm doing things well, right?
That things are going well.
And this is who I actually am.
And I'm moving into more of a spirit led space is, is letting go of the need to attach what's
maybe happening in our body or our mind and our emotions to our like, who we actually
are, like our actual identities, right?
So an example, I think I've shared it before.
I don't know if everyone heard the story.
But like, when Bruce was like, Hey, I would really, I think it'd be really valuable to this
group for you to get back into the coaching calls.
My first thought was, I don't have anything to say.
I don't have anything to share.
I am I am mothering 24 seven.
It's a pretty full mental load.
I have been out of the tactic strategy game of the marketing and social media and content
creation for a couple years now.
So I feel a bit irrelevant in that space, right?
Like that was my first thought, because I was looking at all the tangible stuff.
I don't physically have the energy necessarily.
I'm not sure I even have the mental capacity to put together like words that make sense
that will help people.
I was feeling very intimidated by sitting in front of a group of people who are getting
things done where it feels to me sometimes in the season where everything is very home
centric.
Like it's not that it's not doesn't matter.
It just feels very small compared to everything out there, right?
And immediately I felt an interruption from the Holy Spirit.
That is not who you are.
And I think what the Lord is jealous of is that he wants us to know that it's more important
to him on this journey that we call life here on earth, that we settle in our hearts once
and for all who we are.
And if that's all we do from birth to death, that's enough because he cares more about
our relationship with him and us becoming aware of how valued and loved and accepted
we are.
Everything else is overflow.
I feel like once we settle that we can show up in any room in any space on any given day
and be who we are.
And it would just, I think it would solve so many things.
And I'm starting to see the fruit of that in my own life.
So I'm like, you know, maybe doing what you're not supposed to do, which is a little bit
teaching from the green fruit of my life.
Like is it fully ripened?
No, but I can feel it happening at an accelerated level because it's not about what you deserve.
It's about in whom you believe.
That's it.
I believe the Lord is my sustainer in all things.
So no matter what's happening in my body, no matter what stage of life I'm in, whether
I should have been doing strength training starting 10 years ago, whether I should have,
I would have, would have, would have, could have taken the supplements, eating the right
food, remove sugar.
This is all very real stuff that I've had to face, right?
Or okay, that's a measure.
That's a measure, right?
It's all good things.
I'm not saying it's not bad or even heresy, but is it a greater measure?
And is it fullness?
Like complete completeness, perfect peace, shalom, shalom.
That is all dependent on who he is.
And we lean into that fully.
There's people right now who are living on this earth who believe that they can be sustained
on just communion alone, like just the elements of bread and wine alone.
And they're doing it.
So it's interesting.
Like, you know, you can say, oh, that's weird or whatever, or why, why even?
But it's interesting because for those people, when you talk about what if there's an apocalypse
and there's our food supply is, you know, damaged and this person's elected into power
and they mess with our stuff and they are so unbothered because they're like, I can
live off communion.
I can literally live off, you know, in the symbol of communion, bread and wine, that's
a symbol.
But like what they actually believe is I can live off the word of God himself fully.
I can go for days without physical food and eat from the bread of life.
I'm not saying that you have to believe that or like, that's the ultimate, I'm just saying
I'm using that as a, like, there are people who are living that out right now.
And are there places?
and spaces in our own lives where we can get to a place with God that we believe in Him
so fully, and we have the backing of scripture, we're not just making stuff up, but like the
backing of scripture of like, this is who He is, this is who He says He is, that nothing
else can deter that belief.
And then the fruit of that, the overflow of that belief, like what does that look like?
And the reason I bring up prophetic words is because we all have words that have been
spoken over us, prophetic words, or spoken to us by the Lord Himself that feel like they're
on the horizon, and it brings meaning.
Like it's meant, prophecy is meant to be an encouragement, a strengthening, like an install
of encouragement, but so often, we have it at the horizon, and we, toil has, we've been
talking about toil when I get on here, toil has entered in, and so it's just become another
standard to achieve.
Oh, I haven't got there yet, and this is why, and we kind of get stuck in that, right?
And we lose the expectation, we lose the anticipation, we lose the sense of adventure, we lose the
joy that the Lord meant to plant into our lives by the prophecy itself.
Like I just, sometimes we, because some of us are very familiar with the prophetic, Robin
mentioned like he's a bit newer, so hopefully there hasn't yet been any disillusionment
yet, Robin, in the prophetic, but it, for some of us who have been in prophetic community,
like I've come to, I had to come to a place, okay, let's tell on me for a little bit, I'm
going to go the way, to show the way, within the last year, where I literally said, I am
done with the prophetic.
The context was, there had been scandal after scandal from people who had wore the prophet
hat, wore the mantle, and misled people, manipulated people, right?
And people, this is not victim shaming, this is a mature conversation, okay?
So what I'm about to say, I want you to hear my heart for the people, my heart hurts for
people who have been manipulated by the prophetic.
Also, I think that in the greater body of Christ right now, it feels a little bit too
scary to step out and hear from God for our own selves, and so we look only to the prophets,
only to things outside of our relationship with God to validate or give us a word, and
then we take major steps on that person's word, and then when it turns out it's either
not real, a scandal, or it doesn't go the way we planned, we have someone to blame.
Now some people, the blame is necessary because it has been criminal and it's been manipulative
and scandalous, right?
So I'm not saying that there's not responsibility there.
But the reason that can even take place in a body of Christ with people who the word
says the same spirit who raised Christ from the dead lives in them, the only way that
can take place is if people are looking for a Christ outside of Christ himself.
Because you can't be duped, and again this is not, hear what I'm saying, we've all been
duped, okay?
I've been duped.
I'm not saying, I don't want to make, I'm not mocking people, but you can't be duped
when you are solidified in your relationship with the Lord for yourself.
You can be duped when you're looking for a Christ that you can touch and serve and that's
tangible in the physical realm, right?
Because that feels safer.
So we have to be okay with letting go of the idol of safety.
It's an idol.
The idol of comfort.
The idol of fear.
We don't want to be, we want to be so good for God that we miss out on our relationship
with him and the depths of that relationship because we box ourselves into a place called
safety.
And so the prophetic words that he plants in our lives, even through very imperfect
people at times, right?
The Bible says we see in part, right?
That is meant for our benefit.
It's meant for our good.
It's meant for our joy.
It's meant for our strengthening, for our encouragement.
The Bible says it's for encouragement.
But we at times allow ourselves to be discouraged by those words because they haven't happened
yet or we feel like there's such a huge gap between who I believe I actually am and what
it feels like it's going to take for me to get on that stage and be in front of lots
of people.
Marcelle, I've had similar words.
So this is very personal for me.
That it's just a constant reminder of shame, blame, and condemnation in my life instead
of the very thing that the Lord wanted it to be, which is encouragement, strengthening,
joy, an adventure to take risks, an invitation to take risks.
Take risk.
Okay, so I've heard from Marcella.
Unfortunately, Sally, I think, had to go.
Yap, what about you?
Are there any prophetic words over your life
that you feel you have yet to see or experience?
Yeah, we actually both got a prophetic word
about a year ago from about
that people needed to see Mike and me in unity.
And yeah, I mean, there was a little bit more to it.
It was like figure eights kind of intertwining.
But yeah, that was kind of the gist of it.
So yeah.
And then Sally just gave you a word
that you're gonna have thousands of followers.
So.
I know we're up against time.
I'm okay if you guys are okay, if you wanna just,
if there's anyone that wants to add
or feedback or questions, I don't wanna just end it.
I'm okay if you guys are good,
but if you have to go, I understand as well.
Is it resonating?
I can say, Lindsay, yeah, it's resonating,
especially I will have to say the Lord did such a divine,
accelerated healing in me in a place
that I didn't expect him to heal,
didn't even think I needed healing.
When you said about not wanting
to hear any more prophetic words,
I went into, interestingly, the Lord,
I ended up signing to be a prophetic heart healer.
I wasn't looking at the prophetic part.
I was like, I'm gonna get in, I'm gonna get in deep.
I'm gonna go even deeper.
It was like the challenge was from Elise
was about how to start the business.
And so because I had had heart healing experience
and what the heart healing had done for me,
I didn't even see the prophetic part of it.
I only focused on the other part of it.
And so it was through this year
that the Lord really highlighted the disappointment
because I come from a very prophetic family.
And I was like, that's not me, that's not me.
Only to have the Lord, how do I wanna say,
kind of repackage prophecy for me,
repackage the prophetic in a way of strengthening,
encouragement, and comfort.
And then to use that and to be in this heart healing
community and heal me in that place
and then to empower me to go forward.
And then when I stepped out, it was like, whoa.
So I just wanted to kind of say that really resonated
in how he brought it toward,
he brought it for me in my identity and re-empowering me
and I'm being re-imagined, I'm being rebuilt.
As you know my story, there's a new me that is,
that what you see is not the me before 2019.
It's a whole new me re-imagined
and that sense of adventure and taking risks
to allow him to remold me and then to now bring back
prophetic words of old, of past, in a new place
to have them said to me in a way that I could hear it
as encouragement and strengthening.
So I was trying to really kind of.
That's so good.
Here's what I would love for us to do this week
is I would love for us to revisit the words.
Revisit the words.
So you just mentioned that Marcella, revisit the words.
I'm doing this personally in my own life too.
And instead of coming at it,
if the shame blame condemnation rises up, set it aside.
We're just gonna imagine the boundary lines
falling in pleasant places,
meaning there's a removal of self-limiting beliefs
and let's think about it differently.
This is on my horizon because this is who I am.
So Robin's got something very substantial
because he's got a biblical figure to look at, right?
Like Keith said, hey, you guys are Zachariah and Elizabeth.
So you can, that's it.
This is who I am.
Read, read about him in scripture.
It doesn't mean everything about him.
You know, it's like you're still you.
Ew, you're still you, Robin.
Some people take it so literally,
but I know that I have a Deborah anointing.
That's a word that's been spoken over me
a couple different times, right?
So it actually, it's a good thing to go read Deborah.
She's quite the woman.
And instead of there being any,
allowing there be any self-limiting beliefs
of I don't think I'm there,
I can't see me ever being like that,
I don't think that's who I am, just owning it.
This is on my horizon because this is who I already am.
Marcella, you've got a vision,
speaking on stages and being in front of people
and speaking in arenas.
That's who I am already, I'm that today.
And allow yourself to have the life-giving,
dreaming time with the Lord that he intended
in the first place with these prophetic unctions.
Allow yourself to go there
and don't necessarily think about
all the things that have to happen to make them happen
because the only thing that actually has to happen
to make them happen is to believe
that that's who you already are.
And it's amazing when we start to believe something,
how we become something.
And it happens at a pretty quick rate.
So I would love for us this week to revisit the words.
And if you're like, I don't really feel like I have words
or I didn't record those words,
or sit with the Lord for a word.
You don't need it from somebody else.
The words from other people are only to confirm
what he's already speaking to you,
to already remind you of what you know to be true.
I would love for you guys to, as you're,
and it doesn't have to be pretty and profound.
Again, this is safe to explore in just a lot of ums and ahs
and I don't know, allow all that to happen if it needs to.
But in our group, in our tribe group, share it.
Hey, these are some of the words used from the themes
and I believe this is who I am.
It doesn't have to be,
if it is a pretty identity statement, awesome.
I think that's helpful.
Like the clarity of even Robin being like,
hey, my purpose is to put people in homes.
I love that.
I'm like, Lord, please give me something
as clear as what Robin has.
Drop it in the group and just share it.
That alone, just that outward expression of belief
is an exercise and a practice of this thing, okay?
Let me pray for you guys.
Lord, thank you.
Thank you for your word that is fully alive and active
and sharper than any two-edged sword.
Lord, I thank you for the words that have been spoken
over each and every person here.
We say amen to those words, let it be so.
Holy Spirit, lead us and guide us in that truth this week
as we sit down, as we're in our car,
in the shower even.
Just catch us, even if it has to be in our dreams, Lord.
Holy Spirit, lead us and guide us in the truth
of who we are.
Bring old words to remembrance,
even ones maybe we forgot to jot down or record.
Bring it to our remembrance.
You haven't forgotten and you hold those words for us.
And your word, Lord, does not return to you void.
So we thank you for that.
We pray for blessing and favor to meet each of these people
every step of the way this week.
We pray for protection and provision for the vision.
In Jesus' name I pray these things, amen.
Amen.
All right, bye guys, I'll see you in the group.
I can't wait to see what you guys share.