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missed and all the other things that happened just peace and rest the whole

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time and then watching God move in everything but he showed me mountaintop

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so we did lots of mountain climbing we did lots of and he kept showing me that

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I want you to see the bigger picture I want you to see what I see I want to

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take and he kept giving us window seats on the airplanes and so yeah just crazy

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crazy good God stuff the whole time so lots of time with family and friends and

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time in nature time with him so yeah feeling truly blessed and I even got

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some stuff done on the app who would have known the books on the two courses

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are now on so I'm kind of ready so I'm praying that I'll be able to catch up

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with you Macy to do the next bits around how do I link the money how do I get

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people in how do I work out how to do that so that's my next my next step in

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the app but I think we're going to be ready to allow people to come in on the

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1st of August so that's the plan that's exciting I have a I don't know you had

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said if we could do a work session is it today are you available still today yeah

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yeah okay you I have it on the calendar if you want me to adjust the time I can

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but I have it on the calendar um okay so today we're gonna it's fun because

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everyone except for Robin was here last week he's the only one out of the three

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of you that were here last week so today we're gonna do something a little bit

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different I'm gonna share my screen and see if I can find that I'm just gonna

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share it all and we'll hope I can find it okay can you see this okay so Bruce

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at the very beginning shared to you guys like I think like week one shared

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this scorecard which is kind of going through like what what are you're like

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trying to have somewhere that you can put down where do your wins for this

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last week what where were you blocked this last week and then what are your

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commitments for the week moving forward and I want to focus on that so last week

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we spent three minutes going and I'm gonna drop it I'm gonna stop sharing and

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then I'm gonna put it into the chat so you all have somewhere to put it um you

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can write it in your notes you can write it on a piece of paper whatever you would

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like to do it might it should be a fillable PDF so if you want to fill it

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out on there but I want to take the time we're gonna start doing this where we

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take three minutes for you to actually like sit and think and write down what

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you did because I think it's important for us instead of just like remembering

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what we did last week to like actually taking the time to like think about it

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for the time and put act like put it on paper and put it somewhere and then you

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can also look back onto it oh I said I wanted to do this this next week oh I

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didn't do that this next week and now I can have a goal for the week after so

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does that make sense to everyone yeah okay so I'm gonna set a timer I'm gonna

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put on a little bit of music I hope and then we'll go and I'll share it back on

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can you clarify the first part like what we're putting in there metrics let's do

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I let's ignore the last week metrics just because most of you are in like

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building mode and not necessarily having launched your okay so just the winds

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next Sally and start how Robin did saying, okay, so my purpose

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is to set captives free and then going into your wins, commitments,

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blockers, anything like that.

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I'll just go through that.

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I actually put you on mute because music, when I hear it in the

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background distracts me, so I didn't hear the beginning of Robins.

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I just went through the sheet and silence and then unmuted.

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So I'm one of those weird people that if I've got music, I'll just focus on the

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music, so I have to switch it off.

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But so I, my mantra that God has given me is to set the captives free.

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He has, while we've been away, cause I have been away, he's just opening up

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some new doors within that space around decluttering, around hoarders and women.

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And so he's just doing a bit of clarification around that.

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However, so all my audiences, when I look through what we're doing on the

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sheet, my audience, everything has gone up this week.

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So we just did a review yesterday of YouTube and Instagram and Facebook,

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and all of them are up and my reach in some respects has gone up about 300%.

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So we're looking strong in making that.

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And YouTube has gone from 36 people to 92 or 91.

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I'm nearly there at the hundred.

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So I'm desperately trying to get to my hundred, but anyway, it's cause the

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first hundred apparently the hardest.

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So we've had a bit of a push on that.

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Um, free stuff.

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I send out a newsletter every week.

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Um, and YouTube last week was the YouTube was all about prophecy.

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So it's just, it was normally 10 minutes, but it was actually 26.

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It got carried away.

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And God said, no, no, you're not going to talk about prophecy.

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You're going to prophesy.

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So in there was three prophecies that I shared.

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And then this week it is about miracles.

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So again, um, not just talking about miracles, but what are they?

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And then actually being very specific about that.

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Um, members, well, until I get sorted on what I'm doing in tribe, my

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members aren't doing anything right now.

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So there's nothing in that space.

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Winds is an amazing holiday.

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Hearing from God, seeing the glory and his provision, um, and

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getting stuff into tribe social.

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So breaking some spaces in there.

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Commitments.

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My commitments last week were to have time with God, time with

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Kev, time with family, time with friends.

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That was it.

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And, um, and time to enjoy what he was giving us and what

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he was blessing us with.

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Uh, my blockers are the two things I've now got to do is upload my

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radio station and upload, um, my YouTube into.

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So that's another thing that I'll catch up with Macy on is how to get that

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now up and pumping so I can start rolling with that.

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So as I do them, get them into tribe, um, how to get the people into the

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groups and how to sort payments, which Macy did talk about last week,

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but I just need a last time.

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And then for me, I didn't have, there's a couple of courses I've got and I

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haven't got all the descriptions done and I haven't got all the videos finished.

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So that's just a, like, I need to just do that to get that into that space.

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Um, earnings, we weren't, we were away.

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So there weren't any earnings.

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It was all spending, um, 250 bucks did come in through membership

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and stuff that I've got.

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So that just sits every week and comes through.

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Um, but I did look at the fact that we got blessed with a home,

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beautiful four bedroom home for a week, which would have probably

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cost us the best part two, two grand.

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So I'd have had to have earned $3,000 to have got that two grand.

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So I might not have earned it, but God blessed me and blessed us with stuff.

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And I didn't have to cook for a whole week.

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Not one week, not one meal.

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Everything was blessed and given to us.

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So I might not have earned money, but he blessed me with more than I could

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possibly have imagined or thought.

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And we've set up three collaborations.

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August.

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We're going to be doing a time to love September.

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We're doing a come and be part of a collaborative book and October.

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Well, I'm partnering up with the most incredible missionary who's working

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for, um, YWAM in South Africa, and has been out there for six years.

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And we're going to do fulfilling your calling, um, together so that,

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you know, find your mission field.

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So that's our gig.

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That's my week.

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That's awesome.

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I just love, again, with both Robin and Sally's, uh, example that when you can

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start with my purpose is, and then you're going through those commit the winds and

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the block and the commitment, how much clarity that helps with Marcella, if you

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can unmute, I know that you are in the midst of, cause you shared a little bit

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with me offline last week, that you are in a certification process and that you

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are actually putting together right now, a prophetic identity statement.

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And then you also, you also jumped in and talked about refining your purpose.

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So, um, where are you right now with, like, do you feel like you have

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clarity on what that purpose is or what does it look like for you?

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I think I have clarity, but refining it in a statement is where I'm trying to bring it

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I just, prior to this call, I just finished my 30th session, so I'm excited about that

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and how the Lord has just brought clarity with the themes.

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It was interesting as this journey of doing heart healing sessions, and then the Lord

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bringing the themes and the things were related to me.

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And so one of my intercessors actually helped me to see that, like, Marcella, do you see

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the running themes with each person that is coming in?

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So I don't, I can't say I have it all in like a bubble.

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I did work on my little niche thing for Macy last week.

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I did do that for her and got clarity of who I'm called to, and I did read that in our

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So once I finish this week, I think I'll have it all kind of packaged.

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I'm still going through all the things that I have to turn in for Thursday, but yeah,

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that's kind of like where I am, but I wanted to show up.

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I hate missing.

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Absolutely.

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Always show up.

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Always show up.

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Yes.

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On the journey.

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Yes.

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So I heard a lot of, I heard a lot of wins in that and I heard some commitments for next

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Any blockers that you're experiencing you feel like in what you're, what you're needing

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I think my blockers come with just feeling like it's all me, like it's all on me.

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But I know that when I feel that I automatically go like, Lord, it's not all on me.

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I know it's not all on me, but I think it's that mindset initially.

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So I can get overwhelmed with like all of the things to do.

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And I'll, I'll share this testimony.

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So I woke up this morning with that feeling of, okay, I got to, you know, I got behind

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on my debriefs and I got to complete that before I can do the application and, you know,

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just all the things.

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And, and I just stopped and I said, Holy Spirit, you know, the way you, you have, you know

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how to do all of this, that I need to get done by this time and what I have to do.

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And he so sweetly just like blessed me in the doing.

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And when I looked up a debrief that I thought I had to do, I didn't have to do.

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So it was just little things like seeing him show up in a way and making it easy for me.

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And then when I looked, I was like, oh, and I've already accomplished this.

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So I've already met most of the things that I needed to do just before like between 730

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So that was like amazing for me.

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So I'm just learning to walk with the Lord.

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I think if there's any blocks, it's just, if I can just remain there and I, I usually

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do well with allowing him to lead me and I'm happy about that.

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So that's the only box I see is just me not getting in my head, stay out of my head.

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We all have a little bit of that.

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I think that, especially for the entrepreneur or the solopreneur, some of us have had teams

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and so we are used to delegating.

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Some of us have had teams, but we're doing something new.

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And so it feels like, okay, we're on our own and like the building and the shaping and

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everything like that.

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And so, yeah, it's okay, Marcella, you're doing great.

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Thanks.

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Jennifer, do you want to share next?

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I can.

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Let's see.

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I saw you when you were talking about purpose, you weren't, I didn't see you raise your hand

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as far as like, I have that clarity, right?

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I didn't want to skip.

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I mean, I think I do.

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We can talk about it.

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I feel like God's shifting things.

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Just personally, you know, I think I've been thrown off since April when all of a sudden

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he brought me this out of the blue job to go back to work full time.

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And so that's been a little like me pressing in the last few months to figure out, am I

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still building what I thought it was building or am I building something different?

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And so I feel like there's been a season the last few months of like, what do I really

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Dream bigger, dream different, like a little bit of a course correction in what I've been

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So I've been just taking time to enjoy the summer with kids, you know, enjoy, you know,

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my own identity and abundance and things he's working on.

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I know Robin, we kind of talked about like, we need to work on us before we can go, you

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know, kind of do other stuff.

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And so with that, I mean, it still comes down, you know, to the fact that I love, you know,

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my purpose is to empower women to achieve their God dreams.

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I mean, I love like helping women, especially overcome their blocks and the things that

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are limiting them and then help them, you know, understand their identity and their

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self-worth and their abundance.

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Most of the women that come to me have passed trauma, which I also have in my life, which

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really prevents us as entrepreneurs.

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just to take the risk, to step out, to feel worthy, you know, of the income and

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charging for things, um, and to prosper with God, you know, my prosper always,

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like it comes from our, you know, and from the inside out.

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And so that hasn't changed.

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I think the vehicle and doing this as something that's more automated and

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passive and can take five hours a week versus something that's a 40 hour a week

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business is where God has me just rethinking that.

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So I'm excited, you know, to be launching something slightly different,

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but re-envisioning, I guess, the vision, um, as where I am at.

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So my wins for this week are, um, he brought like four different women.

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coffee and do some coaching and mentorship with them.

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Um, one of which asked to do one of my courses.

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So that was fun.

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Uh, and then an old CEO, um, mentor of mine, who's going to be the CEO of this

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new company that wants to bring me on, um, confirmed that he sees me to take

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eventually over the CEO position, um, which I felt like is just a huge

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confirmation of where God's leading me.

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And also just, um, you know, some good validation on my end that I'm

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hearing correctly, that that's the next thing God wants me to

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do in the next few years.

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Um, commitments are just really getting clarity around this new dream.

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I feel like it's kind of a 10 X dream, uh, and what that looks like, uh, for

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a mastermind group, a mentorship, you know, maybe it's more, you know, group

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coaching versus a lot of community engagement, and then I think my blocks

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are still just, you know, I'm focusing on my wellbeing right now and I'm in a

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heavy 30 day detox to deal with inflammation and some energy and just

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health, um, and, um, some medicine that I'm on that hasn't been making me feel

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the best.

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And so it's been, I think just me not feeling the best version of myself

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the last month or two.

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Uh, and then I think it's time with kids, like anytime kids want something,

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it's like, yes, right.

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We're going to say yes, June and July.

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Uh, and then August, you know, they're back to school.

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And so that's more of a time to move forward.

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Um, I brought in income in different ways, um, but not necessarily on like the

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courses and the coaching specifically.

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Um, but I'm excited for just, you know, kind of where I'm headed.

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So maybe a little bit more than, you know, the update, but that's kind of

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where I am just with everything.

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That's awesome.

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Love hearing all the updates.

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All right.

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You're next.

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Oh, he might be, there you go.

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Hey, so.

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We're having a little trouble with our groceries.

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So I was a little bit busy with that, but, uh, I'm here present.

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Great.

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You know, if you need to meet, we understand.

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Oh, um, yeah.

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Um, yeah.

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So I thought it was, um, really cool.

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I, I made some, um, screenshots of the insights, but, um, that, um, I'd

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been posting a couple of, um, um, videos on Instagram, like kind of short things.

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Um, and, uh, um, yeah, I, I got, we got 11 likes of boys.

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We don't know, which for me was like really crazy and, you know, not, not

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per se, like, you know, like weird people, but I think, you know, it seemed

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like kind of Gen Z ish, um, guys and, uh, who were Christians had some Christian

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stuff in their thing, so I just thought that was kind of, you know, cool.

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be, that's kind of what we want.

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And we want to put some stuff out there and see what feedback we would get.

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Um, but anyway, so, and it seemed to me to be kind of guys, boys who were a

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little bit like kind of alternative, kind of like, maybe like I am or used to be.

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So that was also, um, I think I'm right about that, but that was, um, that was

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insightful, um, and, um, people that you feel like you are called to reach, or

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was it just a surprising engagement that you got, um, well, um, we've actually

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been talking about that, uh, Mike made this, this, uh, this week, the last

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couple of days, but, uh, we feel that we both feel called to kind of like the

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kind of like sensitive people or something, but who seem like kind of

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overlooked or not really, um, seen or heard because that's kind of what we were.

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Nobody really understood us and you kind of get undervalued

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in school and everything.

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wrong, that they like certain things, kind of like a religious thing. So kind of more

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like maybe a little bit of a different direction. But so yeah, the reaction, because it was

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me in the video, seems pretty accurate, but it was it was younger than I expected. So

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that answers your question. Yeah, it does.

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Where are you in your journey of clarity as far as what it is that you are like your purpose?

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And again, I know that is a it can be a very broad question. I'm not necessarily asking

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this is my life's purpose for all things. But in this season, the things that you have

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your hands to that you're working on, do you feel like you have clarity there?

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Well, excellent question, because we really didn't per se. But we just also talked about

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it this morning. And yeah, we did feel right that that our direction was what I said, like

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kind of outcast type people and like, providing like, kind of like a home like a community

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for these people, you know.

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Do you guys see yourself as mothering and fathering the outcast? Because you mentioned

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like a home, a community? Is it like a, you know, a family-ish feel of a safe place to

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explore God and learn about God in a fresh way?

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I would say so. Would you agree?

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I don't know.

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My wife doesn't know.

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That's okay.

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So we only have one screen.

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Hello.

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Hi. Yeah, I don't know yet. For me, it's really all very at the beginning, everything.

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Okay, that's okay. That's why we call it pioneers. So at the beginning of either something

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new, or something that's doubling up or being upgraded. I'm curious, do you feel

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as far as when it comes to a people group, it sounds like outcast? I don't know. Is it?

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Are you? Do you agree? Do you both agree in that? Or is it more yap feels that way? Do

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you feel something different? Or is there unity on? Hey, I feel like we both feel called

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to this type of group of people.

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Well, what do you think?

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I think it's more. Yeah. A little bit. But I do really understand it. I do feel like

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a connection, but also because he's my husband. Of course. Yeah. There's an understanding.

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There's an empathy of Oh, yeah. It Yeah, like you have a particular group that's different

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than that, that you feel called to or just wanting to reach or wanting to talk more to

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I don't know. I actually I don't have clarity at all yet. We talked about it this morning.

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How how lost we kind of feel actually. But yeah, I really don't know. So yeah, no.

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That's okay. It's gonna be fun to start to see that unfold. This is a great group for that.

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Yeah. So we're learning. You're say that again. We are learning a lot here. So that's nice.

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Yeah. Mine and Bruce's hope for this group. There's several hopes. But one of them is

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that there's a safety to explore. And a safe just not have it all figured out yet. Because

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I think for some of us, if we're used to either being in leadership roles, or we're used to

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being in very religious environments, there is a fear of punishment of not knowing.

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So some of us have either been forced to fake that we know. Oh, yeah, this is what I'm doing.

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Or this is, or we've had to hide that we don't know. And both are stifling, and both are stunting

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in our growth. So it's actually really great for you to model right now, just the honesty

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of I don't know yet. I want to know, or I wish I knew, but I don't. And that's okay.

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Yeah, that's good. Sally, you have your hand raised. Did you have something to add?

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Yeah, it was just really about these, this gorgeous couple, if you've seen them actually

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on Instagram, the heart that you bring, the realness that you bring, the

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compassion and the empathy that you bring is next level. And I

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just want to encourage you to keep going. Because and your

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story about your house, and just sharing, just share your story.

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That's all he's asking you to do in this season to share your

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story, because I sense that you're going to open doors and

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open hearts and open minds. As you take people on the journey

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with you, as you just share openly, who you are, and what

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God's done. People want that they're really hungry. And the

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scripture of you know, the harvest, you know, the workers

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are few and the harvest is ripe, or the harvest is ripe and the

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workers are few, whatever it is, you know, that's that's what's

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out there for you. The harvest is there. But people aren't

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prepared to be vulnerable. They're not prepared to be

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humble. They're not prepared to and you have it in bucket and

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truckloads. Like that is the gift that he's given you is

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your capacity to connect your capacity to be you. And I

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believe you do you do sit in a slightly different space to most

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people, but you see the unseen. And, you know, social media is

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all about look at me, look at me, look at me, but actually no

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one sees anyone, you know, it's just all and you're coming with

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something real and tangible and honest and true. And so I just

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want to encourage you to keep going because I believe that

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you're going to have 1000s of followers. And this is a time

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where people are watching. So they might not always comment

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they might not always put a heart in but people are

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watching. And I've been very aware of that in this last week

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of how many people have commented on stuff not actually

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on the social media, but in person. Oh my goodness, I

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listened to this. Oh my god. I'm like, why doesn't anyone

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comment? I've got no idea. Like no one puts a heart on no one

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comments. And then you get seven people in one day, physically

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comment to you on Oh, you know, when you said about this in

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your YouTube thing, oh, you know, when you said about this

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in your newsletter, and I'm like, I'll just send it out. I

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have no idea. But people are watching and people are watching

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you because you are so genuine, you are so honest, and you are

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so true. And the authenticity is what's going to speak into

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heart. So let God lead you let God guide you and just be who

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you are. And honestly, the doors open ahead of you. And that's

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how you want it not your plan, but his you want those doors to

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open up and you just you're just diligently doing as he calls you

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to do. And he will go ahead of you. So I just want to

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encourage you. You are amazing.

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Amen. Amen to that. Thank you for sharing Sally. And you said

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something Sally, I don't want us to miss that's actually very

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true is don't focus on not getting comments because there

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are so especially if you are called to reaching those who

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are outcasts and unseen, they don't want to be seen. Because

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there's a fear of judgment or a fear of rejection. So it

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actually takes a lot of vulnerability for them to like

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or heart or comment. So that's that's a cost that you might

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have to take on when you explore these places in the

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digital landscape is you might not be able to look at certain

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metrics as a success, or like is it getting to people because

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some of those people are still in hiding and they might not

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come out of hiding for a while, but they will consume your

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stuff. And so yeah, that's a great point, Sally. I'm excited

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about the conversation I want to have with us today. You know, I

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mentioned before, I feel like what I'm really good at is

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mindset, and beliefs and a lot of the internal game. And we

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want to give you all of the things we want to give you the

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tactics and the strategy, but we don't ever want to bypass the

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internal game, because that is the most important when we have

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healed hearts and renewed minds and clarity of revelation and

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vision, then the strategy and tactics have a foundation to be

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built upon. Otherwise, everything else becomes really

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hard to maintain. And it all will lead to burnout in the end.

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And so I want to wash this in the water of the word, because I

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think that's the best place to start. And I'm going to read

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today from Psalm 16. Keep me safe, my God, for in you, I take

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refuge, I say to the Lord, you are my Lord, apart from you, I

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have no good thing. I say of the holy people who are in the land,

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they are the noble ones in whom is all my delight. Other

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translation, which I love says it's the godly in the land who

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are the heroes. I just love that, especially for the age of

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the influencer. I love that vision. It's the godly in the

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land who will become the heroes. Those who run after other gods

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will suffer more and more. I will not pour out libations of

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blood to such gods or take their names on my lips. Lord, you

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alone are my portion and my cup. You make my lot secure.

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The Passion Translation, I'm reading out of NIV right now, but the Passion Translation says it

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this way, Lord, you are my prize, my inheritance. My destiny and its timing is in your hands.

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And I just love that posture of trust. Verse six says, the boundary lines have fallen for me

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in pleasant places. Surely I have a delightful inheritance. I will praise the Lord who

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counsels me. Even at night, my heart instructs me. I keep my eyes always on the Lord. With him at my

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right hand, I will not be shaken. Therefore, my heart is glad and my tongue rejoices. My body

467
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also will rest secure. There's a promise for you today, Jennifer. My body also will rest secure

468
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because you will not abandon me to the realm of the dead, nor will you let your faithful one see

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decay. You make known to me the path of life. You will fill me with joy in your presence with

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eternal pleasures at your right hand. Amen. So before we dive into the conversation,

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a little question I'd like to throw out and then us discuss together, can we make a commitment

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for the rest of this call to not attach any blame, shame, or condemnation to our conversation?

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So for the sake of definition, what I mean by that is blame being external factors. An example is

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this person did this or this life event happened to me, therefore this is the result. That's

475
00:36:30.480 --> 00:36:38.000
blame and just an external factor. Condemnation being an internal factor, like I did wrong.

476
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There was I behaved this way or I missed the mark and therefore here's the punishment

477
00:36:42.480 --> 00:36:47.520
or here's the result of that. That's condemnation, the punishment of that. And then shame being an

478
00:36:47.520 --> 00:36:57.360
identity factor. So not that I did wrong, but that I am wrong. I am this way, therefore it can't

479
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happen for me or I'm not going to be able to accomplish this, et cetera. So if we can just

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for the, now here's, I want to be clear. I don't think that it's, we know in the word,

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none of that is our portion. There's no condemnation for those who are in Jesus Christ.

482
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He bore our shame and external factor circumstances do not ever trump the promises of

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God. So we know that. So it's done. It's finished. However, there are sometimes it can be helpful

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00:37:24.400 --> 00:37:29.920
if we find ourselves stuck in a place of blame, shame, or condemnation to unpack that with a

485
00:37:29.920 --> 00:37:35.680
trusted friend, a pastor, a mentor, a licensed professional for the sake of healing and growth.

486
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So what I'm not saying is just ignore it and never deal with it because I think some people

487
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operate that way and they live stuck and paralyzed because they refuse to face the fire.

488
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Again, for reasons often of fear, fear of punishment, fear of rejection, fear of death.

489
00:37:51.360 --> 00:37:55.520
It's too hard. I can't face it. I just want to pretend it didn't even exist, but it's something

490
00:37:55.520 --> 00:38:01.040
that kind of keeps showing up. So I do think that's important, but for the sake of this call,

491
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and I have done that. I have done that several times where I've needed to unpack some things.

492
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I wish I didn't have to. I wish I could just move on, but there's some things I had needed to

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unpack with either a licensed professional or a trusted friend or a pastor or mentor in order to

494
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heal and grow. So I think that is necessary and valid. For the sake of this call, I want our

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boundary line. I want to practice what it's like to have our boundary lines in pleasant places.

496
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So without the limitation of self-limiting beliefs, okay, which can sometimes sneak in.

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As we're talking, if there's a thought or a feeling that emerges that feels like

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blame or shame or condemnation, I would encourage you to just take note of that because that might

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be something that you and the Holy Spirit and somebody else from your community, trusted friend,

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00:38:48.160 --> 00:38:53.840
mentor, pastor, a licensed professional, it might be something that is being highlighted

501
00:38:54.640 --> 00:38:59.520
for the sake of unpacking for healing and growth, right? So you don't ignore it. We're just

502
00:39:00.240 --> 00:39:06.880
practicing it not being a limiting factor right now, okay? Important to pay attention. Feelings

503
00:39:07.440 --> 00:39:12.400
are indicators, not the highest indicator of truth, but they're indicators. Thoughts are

504
00:39:12.400 --> 00:39:16.080
indicators. Not every thought is your own, but if the enemy is planting some things,

505
00:39:16.080 --> 00:39:19.280
it might be good to just take note and say, hey, we need to deal with that

506
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because I want to grow. I want to heal. So just make a note if that does happen during this call

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00:39:26.000 --> 00:39:36.400
and release it for the time being. Just set it aside and let's keep going. As we know,

508
00:39:38.480 --> 00:39:42.960
because of Jesus, it's not about what we deserve. It's about in whom we believe.

509
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So that goes both ways because some of us are maybe in situations where there's been

510
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some external factors that have felt like blockers in our life and we feel like we deserve justice

511
00:39:54.240 --> 00:39:59.840
in that area and we kind of get stuck in that place of waiting to get what we deserve and feeling

512
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We can't move on until there's justice that's done, right?

513
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Like that misunderstanding is settled or whatever.

514
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And then on the other spectrum, we need mercy.

515
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And we're stuck feeling like, well, I deserve the pain,

516
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the punishment, the result of whatever, because X, Y, and Z.

517
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And we kind of get stuck in that loop.

518
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On either spectrum, it's not about what you deserve,

519
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it's in whom you believe.

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That's what's important.

521
00:40:26.560 --> 00:40:29.400
So the question I wanted to throw out there,

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first of all, just a quick show of hands,

523
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who here can say, I have prophetic words

524
00:40:35.040 --> 00:40:36.800
that have been spoken over my life?

525
00:40:38.560 --> 00:40:40.560
I have prophetic words.

526
00:40:40.560 --> 00:40:41.400
Okay, great.

527
00:40:41.400 --> 00:40:44.440
So we're all, this is gonna be a great, fun discussion.

528
00:40:44.440 --> 00:40:47.120
Okay, Marcella, let's chat.

529
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Let's chat, girl.

530
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Let's do it.

531
00:40:51.080 --> 00:40:52.160
Okay, let's do it.

532
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Let's do it.

533
00:40:53.040 --> 00:40:53.880
Let's do it.

534
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We're gonna practice.

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00:40:54.800 --> 00:40:57.320
Marcella, are there prophetic words right now in your life

536
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that you have yet to experience?

537
00:40:59.760 --> 00:41:01.800
Are there things that have been spoken over your life

538
00:41:01.800 --> 00:41:03.320
by others, or do you feel like the Lord

539
00:41:03.320 --> 00:41:04.560
has spoken to you directly

540
00:41:04.560 --> 00:41:06.520
that you have yet to fully experience?

541
00:41:06.520 --> 00:41:08.720
Yes, absolutely.

542
00:41:08.720 --> 00:41:10.600
Do you know what those are?

543
00:41:10.600 --> 00:41:13.840
Like, do you recall them right now at the top of your head?

544
00:41:13.840 --> 00:41:18.200
Yeah, like, I can recall right now,

545
00:41:18.200 --> 00:41:20.340
my mom's words said to me,

546
00:41:22.120 --> 00:41:26.920
she saw me, she had a vision of me

547
00:41:27.440 --> 00:41:31.680
standing on a large stage with a lot of people

548
00:41:31.680 --> 00:41:34.360
with a microphone in my hand speaking.

549
00:41:34.360 --> 00:41:36.320
And yeah, that's a big one for me.

550
00:41:36.320 --> 00:41:37.480
That's really big.

551
00:41:38.760 --> 00:41:39.720
Awesome.

552
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You did great.

553
00:41:44.600 --> 00:41:45.880
Robin, what about you?

554
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Do you have any prophetic words

555
00:41:47.040 --> 00:41:48.400
that have been spoken over your life

556
00:41:48.400 --> 00:41:50.700
that you feel like you have yet to experience?

557
00:41:53.400 --> 00:41:56.800
Yeah, and I'm kind of new to the prophetic movement,

558
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but Keith prophesied over me and Bonnie

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and said that we were gonna be like Elizabeth and Zachariah

560
00:42:06.720 --> 00:42:10.280
that were older, but we're still blessed

561
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and we're not supposed to just dip our toe in,

562
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we're supposed to jump all the way in.

563
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Very cool.

564
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And you feel like you haven't experienced that quite yet.

565
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It's on the horizon.

566
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Okay.

567
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Jennifer, what about you?

568
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Yeah, I mean, I've had a lot of them

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for the last 15, 20 years,

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but primarily more recently,

571
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just like a Joseph anointing to just being in leadership

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and financial prosperity,

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but also to have my own successful business

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and then to kind of lead a movement

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for mothering and mentorship of women.

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And so that aligns obviously with my dream.

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And then also just kind of divine health

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and breaking free from some health issues.

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So pressing in for that.

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I don't know, there's lots of books

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and just new homes and real estate, Robin,

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00:43:03.680 --> 00:43:06.120
like lots of real estate and just different things.

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00:43:06.120 --> 00:43:08.680
So I love this,

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because I feel like that's actually

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what I've been pressing into the last couple of months

586
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is like, even in entrepreneurship,

587
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it's like seeing a measure of it,

588
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but just knowing that there's something

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blocking the fruition of it all.

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00:43:20.440 --> 00:43:23.360
So that's actually like God, like what's blocking,

591
00:43:23.360 --> 00:43:24.760
seeing these prophetic words,

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like come to pass the last few months.

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And it's been about like an abundance mindset

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of like, are you partnering with lack

595
00:43:32.840 --> 00:43:35.560
or are you like really believing in abundance

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00:43:35.560 --> 00:43:38.520
and your value and worth, like what's blocking it?

597
00:43:38.520 --> 00:43:40.520
So I love this conversation.

598
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Yeah, it's a great conversation.

599
00:43:42.000 --> 00:43:43.600
And you went a little bit further and I love that.

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You're saying like, hey, this is what I'm actually,

601
00:43:46.160 --> 00:43:49.160
there's a lot that I feel like still is on the horizon.

602
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And I'm feeling like the blocker,

603
00:43:50.800 --> 00:43:54.120
it sounds like you said is a mindset mostly.

604
00:43:54.120 --> 00:43:55.760
Yeah, like abundance mindset.

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I think, you know,

606
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seeing a lot of success like in my business career,

607
00:44:03.640 --> 00:44:06.200
but then when you step out into entrepreneurship, right,

608
00:44:06.200 --> 00:44:08.200
that's where the identity gets challenged.

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And especially as a woman, like value and self-worth

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and am I good enough?

611
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And so I think those are the things that are popping up now

612
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that God's wanting to address

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so that not only as I go back to work full-time,

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those are things that are lifted off me,

615
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but also as I step into creating this online business

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and community and tribe that I can help other women.

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I had a conversation with a woman today

618
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who's like an entrepreneur who has to quit

619
00:44:34.800 --> 00:44:36.480
her entrepreneurship and go back to work

620
00:44:36.480 --> 00:44:38.160
because she's not bringing income

621
00:44:38.160 --> 00:44:39.960
because she has trauma from her past, right?

622
00:44:39.960 --> 00:44:41.960
So this is a story I'm hearing

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00:44:41.960 --> 00:44:44.840
through countless women that I'm mentoring and coaching,

624
00:44:45.720 --> 00:44:47.840
the past trauma that's affecting value,

625
00:44:47.840 --> 00:44:49.440
self-worth and abundance.

626
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And they're all kingdom women

627
00:44:50.720 --> 00:44:53.040
who have had these successful careers

628
00:44:53.040 --> 00:44:55.800
and it's not translating into entrepreneurship.

629
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And I'm not picking on you, Jennifer, but you're, I know.

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00:45:00.000 --> 00:45:04.800
you can handle it because we said we're not going to do this with any blame, shame or condemnation.

631
00:45:04.800 --> 00:45:09.120
And very naturally, which is expected, is that you said, I kind of already know what the blockers

632
00:45:09.120 --> 00:45:13.840
are though. This is what, and not just for me, but for the women I'm serving, you know, there's

633
00:45:13.840 --> 00:45:20.640
some blockers there. So if we just do it again and we talk about, I have these prophetic words on my

634
00:45:20.640 --> 00:45:25.280
life that I have yet to see come to fruition. I feel they're still on the horizon. I haven't,

635
00:45:25.280 --> 00:45:29.040
maybe I've experienced measure, but I haven't experienced fullness. We started to talk about

636
00:45:29.040 --> 00:45:36.880
it and we remove the blockers and you wake up tomorrow and there are no blockers.

637
00:45:39.040 --> 00:45:40.560
What would tomorrow look like for you?

638
00:45:43.200 --> 00:45:49.440
I think I would stop being stuck. Like, I feel like I've been in this, like for real, like

639
00:45:50.080 --> 00:45:56.080
cocoon state where I keep going back into a place of like, I make progress and then I feel

640
00:45:56.080 --> 00:46:03.040
like I hit a wall and then I go back to like fix myself again, instead of just pushing through the

641
00:46:03.040 --> 00:46:11.120
wall and, you know, making forward progress. Does the wall feel personal or is it like an

642
00:46:11.120 --> 00:46:16.800
external factor? Like my technology breaks or I run out of money or is the wall something more

643
00:46:16.800 --> 00:46:22.960
internal? I would say for the most part, it's internal. Like, I mean, it's energy. It's,

644
00:46:22.960 --> 00:46:27.280
you know, feeling, I think I struggle with something, you know, Jack was saying, like,

645
00:46:27.280 --> 00:46:33.680
I struggle with two parts of my personality, which is one being super energized and wants to be seen

646
00:46:33.680 --> 00:46:37.840
and loves posting on social media and doing stuff. And then the other part that wants to hide in my

647
00:46:37.840 --> 00:46:45.040
prayer closet and, you know, not come out. Right. So I have a very seen and unseen kind of part that

648
00:46:45.040 --> 00:46:50.080
I can go to. And when I'm feeling, you know, the best version of myself and the real me,

649
00:46:50.080 --> 00:46:54.480
like it's easy to show up and be seen. And then there's parts where I just feel

650
00:46:54.480 --> 00:46:58.400
like lower energy or down and then I just want to hide and I want to break free of that.

651
00:46:59.520 --> 00:47:05.920
Do you feel like when you show up on those energetic days, do you feel like it's more

652
00:47:05.920 --> 00:47:11.440
here that you're feeling good in your head? Like, I think I'm doing great. I've got the metrics to

653
00:47:11.440 --> 00:47:15.760
prove it. And then when you hit the wall, does it feel like it's happening more in here on a

654
00:47:15.760 --> 00:47:21.040
heart level? It's like, I don't feel worthy or qualified or like I have what it takes.

655
00:47:21.840 --> 00:47:27.200
I'm not describing, huh? It's kind of the opposite. Like when I show up and feel like the

656
00:47:27.200 --> 00:47:32.080
best part of myself, I feel connected more to God and my emotions and then I'm more positive

657
00:47:32.720 --> 00:47:38.320
place. And then when I disconnect, it's like, I feel like my I'm disconnected from my emotions

658
00:47:38.320 --> 00:47:46.720
and I'm just in my head. And then it's like, I don't have the, like the heart to move forward.

659
00:47:46.720 --> 00:47:51.680
Like, it feels like I'm working, but I'm just in autopilot versus having the excitement and

660
00:47:51.680 --> 00:47:56.880
momentum and the passion, like the Y disappears or the momentum like can disappear. And part of

661
00:47:56.880 --> 00:48:01.280
that, I think is like, you know, I'm not saying again, trying to limit to external factors,

662
00:48:01.280 --> 00:48:05.280
but that's why I've been working with like a wellness doctor. Cause I mean, I'm 47,

663
00:48:05.280 --> 00:48:10.080
I'm pre-menopause. Like there's a few things that might be like hormonal or other stuff too.

664
00:48:10.080 --> 00:48:14.880
And I know God's like possible, but I'm like, I also want to just give myself the healthiest,

665
00:48:15.600 --> 00:48:20.000
you know, physical body I can have in case it has, you know, any of those factors,

666
00:48:20.000 --> 00:48:25.680
but like you're saying, but yet God can work through, you know, my personal ups and downs.

667
00:48:25.680 --> 00:48:30.000
And, you know, at the same time, like they shouldn't limit me, um, either.

668
00:48:30.960 --> 00:48:35.680
Well, I, I'm not putting any should, would, or could has on anyone today. I'm done doing that.

669
00:48:35.680 --> 00:48:41.680
Religion does enough of that. The world does enough of that. I can relate. I'm sure a lot

670
00:48:41.680 --> 00:48:45.280
of people can that are listening. Like there's some physical factors. Sometimes there's emotional

671
00:48:45.280 --> 00:48:51.360
factors, there's mental factors and those are real. So it's not that they're not right. It's

672
00:48:51.360 --> 00:48:55.360
not, you know, Oh, that's just, you need to seem to get over that. Some of that is part of our

673
00:48:55.360 --> 00:48:58.720
journey of overcoming, like in order to be an overcomer, you got to overcome some things

674
00:48:59.440 --> 00:49:06.480
and we're sons of God partnering with what's partnering with the son of God to unlock creation

675
00:49:06.480 --> 00:49:11.520
from frustration. And that includes the creative part of us. That includes our body. That includes

676
00:49:11.520 --> 00:49:15.040
our mind, right? Our spirit strong, always our spirits, always believing the truth,

677
00:49:15.040 --> 00:49:20.080
our spirits, one with Christ. And as we learn to lead and be spirit lead from the spirit,

678
00:49:20.080 --> 00:49:29.120
be spirit led, I'll use a term that might be triggering. The flesh transfigures

679
00:49:31.280 --> 00:49:36.720
to what the spirit already knows to be true. Romans eight talks about giving life to our

680
00:49:36.720 --> 00:49:44.560
mortal bodies. Okay. So it's not a sideline thing. I think a lot of times,

681
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um, from a religious place, I can speak from, you know, cause I've grown up in the faith is

682
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that we have been taught that things like the mind and our emotions and our body are not just

683
00:49:55.360 --> 00:49:59.920
secondary, but they are not even worth considering. And they've been categorized.

684
00:50:00.000 --> 00:50:08.040
as this fleshly thing and tied to this definition of like what is sinful.

685
00:50:08.040 --> 00:50:15.360
And I think that's just like, that's just bad like use of language, honestly, and definition.

686
00:50:15.360 --> 00:50:20.840
So I want to meet you in that place of, hey, like, there's some valid things.

687
00:50:20.840 --> 00:50:24.280
But here's what I feel like the Lord is jealous of and what he's been walking me through as

688
00:50:24.280 --> 00:50:30.840
someone who typically traditionally has been, you know, like, like, let me like, give me

689
00:50:30.840 --> 00:50:35.400
something tangible to prove like, I'm doing things well, right?

690
00:50:35.400 --> 00:50:36.760
That things are going well.

691
00:50:36.760 --> 00:50:38.320
And this is who I actually am.

692
00:50:38.320 --> 00:50:45.960
And I'm moving into more of a spirit led space is, is letting go of the need to attach what's

693
00:50:45.960 --> 00:50:52.960
maybe happening in our body or our mind and our emotions to our like, who we actually

694
00:50:52.960 --> 00:50:55.040
are, like our actual identities, right?

695
00:50:55.040 --> 00:50:57.480
So an example, I think I've shared it before.

696
00:50:57.480 --> 00:50:58.400
I don't know if everyone heard the story.

697
00:50:58.400 --> 00:51:02.160
But like, when Bruce was like, Hey, I would really, I think it'd be really valuable to this

698
00:51:02.160 --> 00:51:04.920
group for you to get back into the coaching calls.

699
00:51:04.920 --> 00:51:07.560
My first thought was, I don't have anything to say.

700
00:51:07.560 --> 00:51:08.960
I don't have anything to share.

701
00:51:08.960 --> 00:51:13.600
I am I am mothering 24 seven.

702
00:51:13.600 --> 00:51:15.920
It's a pretty full mental load.

703
00:51:15.920 --> 00:51:20.280
I have been out of the tactic strategy game of the marketing and social media and content

704
00:51:20.280 --> 00:51:21.920
creation for a couple years now.

705
00:51:21.920 --> 00:51:25.400
So I feel a bit irrelevant in that space, right?

706
00:51:25.400 --> 00:51:28.760
Like that was my first thought, because I was looking at all the tangible stuff.

707
00:51:28.760 --> 00:51:30.920
I don't physically have the energy necessarily.

708
00:51:30.920 --> 00:51:34.760
I'm not sure I even have the mental capacity to put together like words that make sense

709
00:51:34.760 --> 00:51:36.280
that will help people.

710
00:51:36.280 --> 00:51:40.080
I was feeling very intimidated by sitting in front of a group of people who are getting

711
00:51:40.080 --> 00:51:45.160
things done where it feels to me sometimes in the season where everything is very home

712
00:51:45.160 --> 00:51:46.600
centric.

713
00:51:46.600 --> 00:51:49.240
Like it's not that it's not doesn't matter.

714
00:51:49.240 --> 00:51:55.800
It just feels very small compared to everything out there, right?

715
00:51:55.800 --> 00:51:59.320
And immediately I felt an interruption from the Holy Spirit.

716
00:51:59.320 --> 00:52:03.560
That is not who you are.

717
00:52:03.560 --> 00:52:09.240
And I think what the Lord is jealous of is that he wants us to know that it's more important

718
00:52:09.240 --> 00:52:15.040
to him on this journey that we call life here on earth, that we settle in our hearts once

719
00:52:15.040 --> 00:52:19.640
and for all who we are.

720
00:52:19.640 --> 00:52:26.160
And if that's all we do from birth to death, that's enough because he cares more about

721
00:52:26.160 --> 00:52:33.320
our relationship with him and us becoming aware of how valued and loved and accepted

722
00:52:33.320 --> 00:52:34.640
we are.

723
00:52:34.640 --> 00:52:36.640
Everything else is overflow.

724
00:52:36.640 --> 00:52:43.840
I feel like once we settle that we can show up in any room in any space on any given day

725
00:52:43.840 --> 00:52:48.120
and be who we are.

726
00:52:48.120 --> 00:52:52.520
And it would just, I think it would solve so many things.

727
00:52:52.520 --> 00:52:55.280
And I'm starting to see the fruit of that in my own life.

728
00:52:55.280 --> 00:52:58.320
So I'm like, you know, maybe doing what you're not supposed to do, which is a little bit

729
00:52:58.320 --> 00:53:00.080
teaching from the green fruit of my life.

730
00:53:00.080 --> 00:53:01.080
Like is it fully ripened?

731
00:53:01.080 --> 00:53:06.680
No, but I can feel it happening at an accelerated level because it's not about what you deserve.

732
00:53:06.680 --> 00:53:09.440
It's about in whom you believe.

733
00:53:09.440 --> 00:53:11.560
That's it.

734
00:53:11.560 --> 00:53:12.560
That's it.

735
00:53:12.640 --> 00:53:17.120
I believe the Lord is my sustainer in all things.

736
00:53:17.120 --> 00:53:20.440
So no matter what's happening in my body, no matter what stage of life I'm in, whether

737
00:53:20.440 --> 00:53:23.680
I should have been doing strength training starting 10 years ago, whether I should have,

738
00:53:23.680 --> 00:53:26.880
I would have, would have, would have, could have taken the supplements, eating the right

739
00:53:26.880 --> 00:53:28.400
food, remove sugar.

740
00:53:28.400 --> 00:53:33.520
This is all very real stuff that I've had to face, right?

741
00:53:33.520 --> 00:53:36.480
Or okay, that's a measure.

742
00:53:36.480 --> 00:53:37.480
That's a measure, right?

743
00:53:37.480 --> 00:53:38.480
It's all good things.

744
00:53:38.480 --> 00:53:43.880
I'm not saying it's not bad or even heresy, but is it a greater measure?

745
00:53:43.880 --> 00:53:45.960
And is it fullness?

746
00:53:45.960 --> 00:53:50.200
Like complete completeness, perfect peace, shalom, shalom.

747
00:53:50.200 --> 00:53:54.000
That is all dependent on who he is.

748
00:53:54.000 --> 00:53:56.640
And we lean into that fully.

749
00:53:56.640 --> 00:54:02.880
There's people right now who are living on this earth who believe that they can be sustained

750
00:54:02.880 --> 00:54:08.160
on just communion alone, like just the elements of bread and wine alone.

751
00:54:08.160 --> 00:54:11.680
And they're doing it.

752
00:54:11.680 --> 00:54:12.680
So it's interesting.

753
00:54:12.680 --> 00:54:16.200
Like, you know, you can say, oh, that's weird or whatever, or why, why even?

754
00:54:16.200 --> 00:54:21.040
But it's interesting because for those people, when you talk about what if there's an apocalypse

755
00:54:21.040 --> 00:54:24.880
and there's our food supply is, you know, damaged and this person's elected into power

756
00:54:24.880 --> 00:54:30.520
and they mess with our stuff and they are so unbothered because they're like, I can

757
00:54:30.520 --> 00:54:33.960
live off communion.

758
00:54:33.960 --> 00:54:38.640
I can literally live off, you know, in the symbol of communion, bread and wine, that's

759
00:54:38.640 --> 00:54:39.640
a symbol.

760
00:54:39.640 --> 00:54:45.380
But like what they actually believe is I can live off the word of God himself fully.

761
00:54:45.380 --> 00:54:51.080
I can go for days without physical food and eat from the bread of life.

762
00:54:51.080 --> 00:54:54.360
I'm not saying that you have to believe that or like, that's the ultimate, I'm just saying

763
00:54:54.360 --> 00:54:59.440
I'm using that as a, like, there are people who are living that out right now.

764
00:54:59.440 --> 00:55:00.080
And are there places?

765
00:55:00.000 --> 00:55:03.720
and spaces in our own lives where we can get to a place with God that we believe in Him

766
00:55:03.720 --> 00:55:08.160
so fully, and we have the backing of scripture, we're not just making stuff up, but like the

767
00:55:08.160 --> 00:55:15.040
backing of scripture of like, this is who He is, this is who He says He is, that nothing

768
00:55:15.040 --> 00:55:19.120
else can deter that belief.

769
00:55:19.120 --> 00:55:27.400
And then the fruit of that, the overflow of that belief, like what does that look like?

770
00:55:27.400 --> 00:55:31.160
And the reason I bring up prophetic words is because we all have words that have been

771
00:55:31.160 --> 00:55:35.800
spoken over us, prophetic words, or spoken to us by the Lord Himself that feel like they're

772
00:55:35.800 --> 00:55:39.000
on the horizon, and it brings meaning.

773
00:55:39.000 --> 00:55:45.240
Like it's meant, prophecy is meant to be an encouragement, a strengthening, like an install

774
00:55:45.240 --> 00:55:52.560
of encouragement, but so often, we have it at the horizon, and we, toil has, we've been

775
00:55:52.560 --> 00:55:57.360
talking about toil when I get on here, toil has entered in, and so it's just become another

776
00:55:57.360 --> 00:55:59.280
standard to achieve.

777
00:55:59.280 --> 00:56:07.920
Oh, I haven't got there yet, and this is why, and we kind of get stuck in that, right?

778
00:56:07.920 --> 00:56:16.280
And we lose the expectation, we lose the anticipation, we lose the sense of adventure, we lose the

779
00:56:16.280 --> 00:56:21.360
joy that the Lord meant to plant into our lives by the prophecy itself.

780
00:56:21.360 --> 00:56:25.880
Like I just, sometimes we, because some of us are very familiar with the prophetic, Robin

781
00:56:25.880 --> 00:56:32.040
mentioned like he's a bit newer, so hopefully there hasn't yet been any disillusionment

782
00:56:32.040 --> 00:56:35.840
yet, Robin, in the prophetic, but it, for some of us who have been in prophetic community,

783
00:56:35.840 --> 00:56:39.440
like I've come to, I had to come to a place, okay, let's tell on me for a little bit, I'm

784
00:56:39.440 --> 00:56:45.080
going to go the way, to show the way, within the last year, where I literally said, I am

785
00:56:45.080 --> 00:56:48.200
done with the prophetic.

786
00:56:48.200 --> 00:56:53.520
The context was, there had been scandal after scandal from people who had wore the prophet

787
00:56:53.520 --> 00:57:00.120
hat, wore the mantle, and misled people, manipulated people, right?

788
00:57:00.120 --> 00:57:04.640
And people, this is not victim shaming, this is a mature conversation, okay?

789
00:57:04.640 --> 00:57:08.880
So what I'm about to say, I want you to hear my heart for the people, my heart hurts for

790
00:57:08.880 --> 00:57:12.120
people who have been manipulated by the prophetic.

791
00:57:12.120 --> 00:57:17.680
Also, I think that in the greater body of Christ right now, it feels a little bit too

792
00:57:17.680 --> 00:57:26.240
scary to step out and hear from God for our own selves, and so we look only to the prophets,

793
00:57:26.240 --> 00:57:30.640
only to things outside of our relationship with God to validate or give us a word, and

794
00:57:30.640 --> 00:57:34.320
then we take major steps on that person's word, and then when it turns out it's either

795
00:57:34.320 --> 00:57:40.920
not real, a scandal, or it doesn't go the way we planned, we have someone to blame.

796
00:57:40.920 --> 00:57:45.680
Now some people, the blame is necessary because it has been criminal and it's been manipulative

797
00:57:45.680 --> 00:57:46.680
and scandalous, right?

798
00:57:46.680 --> 00:57:49.760
So I'm not saying that there's not responsibility there.

799
00:57:49.760 --> 00:57:55.080
But the reason that can even take place in a body of Christ with people who the word

800
00:57:55.080 --> 00:57:59.600
says the same spirit who raised Christ from the dead lives in them, the only way that

801
00:57:59.600 --> 00:58:04.520
can take place is if people are looking for a Christ outside of Christ himself.

802
00:58:04.520 --> 00:58:08.680
Because you can't be duped, and again this is not, hear what I'm saying, we've all been

803
00:58:08.680 --> 00:58:09.680
duped, okay?

804
00:58:09.680 --> 00:58:10.680
I've been duped.

805
00:58:10.680 --> 00:58:14.600
I'm not saying, I don't want to make, I'm not mocking people, but you can't be duped

806
00:58:14.600 --> 00:58:19.280
when you are solidified in your relationship with the Lord for yourself.

807
00:58:19.280 --> 00:58:24.400
You can be duped when you're looking for a Christ that you can touch and serve and that's

808
00:58:24.400 --> 00:58:27.600
tangible in the physical realm, right?

809
00:58:27.600 --> 00:58:30.840
Because that feels safer.

810
00:58:30.840 --> 00:58:40.360
So we have to be okay with letting go of the idol of safety.

811
00:58:40.360 --> 00:58:43.160
It's an idol.

812
00:58:43.160 --> 00:58:47.080
The idol of comfort.

813
00:58:47.080 --> 00:58:48.680
The idol of fear.

814
00:58:48.680 --> 00:58:56.920
We don't want to be, we want to be so good for God that we miss out on our relationship

815
00:58:56.920 --> 00:59:01.560
with him and the depths of that relationship because we box ourselves into a place called

816
00:59:01.560 --> 00:59:06.080
safety.

817
00:59:06.080 --> 00:59:10.080
And so the prophetic words that he plants in our lives, even through very imperfect

818
00:59:10.080 --> 00:59:11.360
people at times, right?

819
00:59:11.360 --> 00:59:15.080
The Bible says we see in part, right?

820
00:59:15.080 --> 00:59:17.360
That is meant for our benefit.

821
00:59:17.360 --> 00:59:18.440
It's meant for our good.

822
00:59:18.440 --> 00:59:19.600
It's meant for our joy.

823
00:59:19.600 --> 00:59:22.560
It's meant for our strengthening, for our encouragement.

824
00:59:22.560 --> 00:59:25.840
The Bible says it's for encouragement.

825
00:59:25.840 --> 00:59:31.960
But we at times allow ourselves to be discouraged by those words because they haven't happened

826
00:59:31.960 --> 00:59:37.520
yet or we feel like there's such a huge gap between who I believe I actually am and what

827
00:59:37.520 --> 00:59:41.440
it feels like it's going to take for me to get on that stage and be in front of lots

828
00:59:41.440 --> 00:59:42.440
of people.

829
00:59:42.440 --> 00:59:43.440
Marcelle, I've had similar words.

830
00:59:43.440 --> 00:59:46.160
So this is very personal for me.

831
00:59:46.160 --> 00:59:51.200
That it's just a constant reminder of shame, blame, and condemnation in my life instead

832
00:59:51.200 --> 00:59:55.280
of the very thing that the Lord wanted it to be, which is encouragement, strengthening,

833
00:59:55.280 --> 01:00:00.080
joy, an adventure to take risks, an invitation to take risks.

834
01:00:00.000 --> 01:00:00.840
Take risk.

835
01:00:06.480 --> 01:00:08.240
Okay, so I've heard from Marcella.

836
01:00:08.240 --> 01:00:11.040
Unfortunately, Sally, I think, had to go.

837
01:00:11.040 --> 01:00:12.880
Yap, what about you?

838
01:00:12.880 --> 01:00:14.720
Are there any prophetic words over your life

839
01:00:14.720 --> 01:00:18.340
that you feel you have yet to see or experience?

840
01:00:22.640 --> 01:00:27.080
Yeah, we actually both got a prophetic word

841
01:00:27.080 --> 01:00:31.600
about a year ago from about

842
01:00:33.640 --> 01:00:38.380
that people needed to see Mike and me in unity.

843
01:00:39.880 --> 01:00:44.880
And yeah, I mean, there was a little bit more to it.

844
01:00:45.000 --> 01:00:47.840
It was like figure eights kind of intertwining.

845
01:00:49.160 --> 01:00:52.760
But yeah, that was kind of the gist of it.

846
01:00:52.760 --> 01:00:57.760
So yeah.

847
01:00:58.120 --> 01:00:59.280
And then Sally just gave you a word

848
01:00:59.280 --> 01:01:00.800
that you're gonna have thousands of followers.

849
01:01:00.800 --> 01:01:01.640
So.

850
01:01:07.520 --> 01:01:09.120
I know we're up against time.

851
01:01:09.120 --> 01:01:11.360
I'm okay if you guys are okay, if you wanna just,

852
01:01:11.360 --> 01:01:12.760
if there's anyone that wants to add

853
01:01:12.760 --> 01:01:17.200
or feedback or questions, I don't wanna just end it.

854
01:01:17.200 --> 01:01:18.440
I'm okay if you guys are good,

855
01:01:18.440 --> 01:01:20.680
but if you have to go, I understand as well.

856
01:01:21.680 --> 01:01:23.400
Is it resonating?

857
01:01:25.360 --> 01:01:28.800
I can say, Lindsay, yeah, it's resonating,

858
01:01:28.800 --> 01:01:33.800
especially I will have to say the Lord did such a divine,

859
01:01:34.480 --> 01:01:37.120
accelerated healing in me in a place

860
01:01:37.120 --> 01:01:40.240
that I didn't expect him to heal,

861
01:01:40.240 --> 01:01:43.320
didn't even think I needed healing.

862
01:01:45.340 --> 01:01:47.600
When you said about not wanting

863
01:01:47.600 --> 01:01:49.200
to hear any more prophetic words,

864
01:01:49.200 --> 01:01:53.600
I went into, interestingly, the Lord,

865
01:01:54.680 --> 01:01:58.640
I ended up signing to be a prophetic heart healer.

866
01:01:58.640 --> 01:02:01.120
I wasn't looking at the prophetic part.

867
01:02:01.120 --> 01:02:05.320
I was like, I'm gonna get in, I'm gonna get in deep.

868
01:02:05.320 --> 01:02:06.600
I'm gonna go even deeper.

869
01:02:07.520 --> 01:02:10.320
It was like the challenge was from Elise

870
01:02:10.320 --> 01:02:13.000
was about how to start the business.

871
01:02:13.000 --> 01:02:17.000
And so because I had had heart healing experience

872
01:02:17.000 --> 01:02:19.120
and what the heart healing had done for me,

873
01:02:19.960 --> 01:02:23.680
I didn't even see the prophetic part of it.

874
01:02:23.680 --> 01:02:25.440
I only focused on the other part of it.

875
01:02:25.440 --> 01:02:28.480
And so it was through this year

876
01:02:28.480 --> 01:02:33.480
that the Lord really highlighted the disappointment

877
01:02:35.640 --> 01:02:38.160
because I come from a very prophetic family.

878
01:02:38.160 --> 01:02:41.520
And I was like, that's not me, that's not me.

879
01:02:41.520 --> 01:02:46.240
Only to have the Lord, how do I wanna say,

880
01:02:46.240 --> 01:02:51.240
kind of repackage prophecy for me,

881
01:02:52.280 --> 01:02:55.400
repackage the prophetic in a way of strengthening,

882
01:02:55.400 --> 01:02:58.000
encouragement, and comfort.

883
01:02:58.000 --> 01:03:03.000
And then to use that and to be in this heart healing

884
01:03:05.640 --> 01:03:08.760
community and heal me in that place

885
01:03:08.760 --> 01:03:11.320
and then to empower me to go forward.

886
01:03:11.320 --> 01:03:15.040
And then when I stepped out, it was like, whoa.

887
01:03:15.040 --> 01:03:19.360
So I just wanted to kind of say that really resonated

888
01:03:19.360 --> 01:03:22.840
in how he brought it toward,

889
01:03:22.840 --> 01:03:26.000
he brought it for me in my identity and re-empowering me

890
01:03:26.000 --> 01:03:30.360
and I'm being re-imagined, I'm being rebuilt.

891
01:03:30.360 --> 01:03:35.000
As you know my story, there's a new me that is,

892
01:03:35.000 --> 01:03:39.880
that what you see is not the me before 2019.

893
01:03:39.880 --> 01:03:42.440
It's a whole new me re-imagined

894
01:03:42.440 --> 01:03:47.320
and that sense of adventure and taking risks

895
01:03:47.320 --> 01:03:52.320
to allow him to remold me and then to now bring back

896
01:03:52.680 --> 01:03:57.680
prophetic words of old, of past, in a new place

897
01:03:57.920 --> 01:04:01.280
to have them said to me in a way that I could hear it

898
01:04:01.280 --> 01:04:02.760
as encouragement and strengthening.

899
01:04:02.760 --> 01:04:05.120
So I was trying to really kind of.

900
01:04:05.120 --> 01:04:06.720
That's so good.

901
01:04:06.720 --> 01:04:08.760
Here's what I would love for us to do this week

902
01:04:08.760 --> 01:04:10.960
is I would love for us to revisit the words.

903
01:04:11.840 --> 01:04:12.720
Revisit the words.

904
01:04:12.720 --> 01:04:14.600
So you just mentioned that Marcella, revisit the words.

905
01:04:14.600 --> 01:04:17.400
I'm doing this personally in my own life too.

906
01:04:17.400 --> 01:04:21.840
And instead of coming at it,

907
01:04:21.840 --> 01:04:26.840
if the shame blame condemnation rises up, set it aside.

908
01:04:27.600 --> 01:04:29.080
We're just gonna imagine the boundary lines

909
01:04:29.080 --> 01:04:30.040
falling in pleasant places,

910
01:04:30.040 --> 01:04:33.160
meaning there's a removal of self-limiting beliefs

911
01:04:33.160 --> 01:04:35.760
and let's think about it differently.

912
01:04:35.760 --> 01:04:39.160
This is on my horizon because this is who I am.

913
01:04:41.240 --> 01:04:43.560
So Robin's got something very substantial

914
01:04:43.560 --> 01:04:46.000
because he's got a biblical figure to look at, right?

915
01:04:46.000 --> 01:04:49.440
Like Keith said, hey, you guys are Zachariah and Elizabeth.

916
01:04:50.280 --> 01:04:51.840
So you can, that's it.

917
01:04:51.840 --> 01:04:53.600
This is who I am.

918
01:04:53.600 --> 01:04:57.160
Read, read about him in scripture.

919
01:04:57.160 --> 01:04:58.680
It doesn't mean everything about him.

920
01:04:58.680 --> 01:05:00.480
You know, it's like you're still you.

921
01:05:00.000 --> 01:05:01.980
Ew, you're still you, Robin.

922
01:05:01.980 --> 01:05:03.320
Some people take it so literally,

923
01:05:03.320 --> 01:05:05.240
but I know that I have a Deborah anointing.

924
01:05:05.240 --> 01:05:06.440
That's a word that's been spoken over me

925
01:05:06.440 --> 01:05:07.920
a couple different times, right?

926
01:05:07.920 --> 01:05:11.540
So it actually, it's a good thing to go read Deborah.

927
01:05:12.600 --> 01:05:14.760
She's quite the woman.

928
01:05:15.640 --> 01:05:17.440
And instead of there being any,

929
01:05:17.440 --> 01:05:19.040
allowing there be any self-limiting beliefs

930
01:05:19.040 --> 01:05:20.560
of I don't think I'm there,

931
01:05:20.560 --> 01:05:22.280
I can't see me ever being like that,

932
01:05:22.280 --> 01:05:25.320
I don't think that's who I am, just owning it.

933
01:05:25.320 --> 01:05:28.080
This is on my horizon because this is who I already am.

934
01:05:29.080 --> 01:05:30.840
Marcella, you've got a vision,

935
01:05:30.840 --> 01:05:34.880
speaking on stages and being in front of people

936
01:05:34.880 --> 01:05:36.960
and speaking in arenas.

937
01:05:36.960 --> 01:05:39.440
That's who I am already, I'm that today.

938
01:05:41.020 --> 01:05:44.800
And allow yourself to have the life-giving,

939
01:05:48.120 --> 01:05:51.180
dreaming time with the Lord that he intended

940
01:05:51.180 --> 01:05:54.360
in the first place with these prophetic unctions.

941
01:05:55.280 --> 01:05:57.240
Allow yourself to go there

942
01:05:57.240 --> 01:05:58.520
and don't necessarily think about

943
01:05:58.520 --> 01:06:01.000
all the things that have to happen to make them happen

944
01:06:01.000 --> 01:06:03.880
because the only thing that actually has to happen

945
01:06:03.880 --> 01:06:06.760
to make them happen is to believe

946
01:06:08.800 --> 01:06:10.400
that that's who you already are.

947
01:06:11.800 --> 01:06:14.720
And it's amazing when we start to believe something,

948
01:06:14.720 --> 01:06:17.080
how we become something.

949
01:06:17.080 --> 01:06:19.040
And it happens at a pretty quick rate.

950
01:06:21.000 --> 01:06:24.600
So I would love for us this week to revisit the words.

951
01:06:24.600 --> 01:06:26.280
And if you're like, I don't really feel like I have words

952
01:06:26.280 --> 01:06:27.720
or I didn't record those words,

953
01:06:27.720 --> 01:06:31.280
or sit with the Lord for a word.

954
01:06:31.280 --> 01:06:33.580
You don't need it from somebody else.

955
01:06:33.580 --> 01:06:35.320
The words from other people are only to confirm

956
01:06:35.320 --> 01:06:37.000
what he's already speaking to you,

957
01:06:37.000 --> 01:06:39.040
to already remind you of what you know to be true.

958
01:06:39.040 --> 01:06:42.360
I would love for you guys to, as you're,

959
01:06:42.360 --> 01:06:45.040
and it doesn't have to be pretty and profound.

960
01:06:45.040 --> 01:06:48.560
Again, this is safe to explore in just a lot of ums and ahs

961
01:06:48.560 --> 01:06:52.360
and I don't know, allow all that to happen if it needs to.

962
01:06:52.360 --> 01:06:55.860
But in our group, in our tribe group, share it.

963
01:06:56.720 --> 01:06:59.680
Hey, these are some of the words used from the themes

964
01:06:59.680 --> 01:07:01.680
and I believe this is who I am.

965
01:07:04.080 --> 01:07:04.920
It doesn't have to be,

966
01:07:04.920 --> 01:07:07.280
if it is a pretty identity statement, awesome.

967
01:07:07.280 --> 01:07:08.120
I think that's helpful.

968
01:07:08.120 --> 01:07:09.800
Like the clarity of even Robin being like,

969
01:07:09.800 --> 01:07:11.720
hey, my purpose is to put people in homes.

970
01:07:11.720 --> 01:07:12.880
I love that.

971
01:07:12.880 --> 01:07:14.480
I'm like, Lord, please give me something

972
01:07:14.480 --> 01:07:17.160
as clear as what Robin has.

973
01:07:17.160 --> 01:07:19.240
Drop it in the group and just share it.

974
01:07:19.240 --> 01:07:24.240
That alone, just that outward expression of belief

975
01:07:26.560 --> 01:07:29.580
is an exercise and a practice of this thing, okay?

976
01:07:31.520 --> 01:07:32.820
Let me pray for you guys.

977
01:07:34.240 --> 01:07:36.600
Lord, thank you.

978
01:07:36.600 --> 01:07:41.600
Thank you for your word that is fully alive and active

979
01:07:42.200 --> 01:07:44.200
and sharper than any two-edged sword.

980
01:07:45.680 --> 01:07:47.160
Lord, I thank you for the words that have been spoken

981
01:07:47.160 --> 01:07:49.820
over each and every person here.

982
01:07:49.820 --> 01:07:53.000
We say amen to those words, let it be so.

983
01:07:53.040 --> 01:07:56.320
Holy Spirit, lead us and guide us in that truth this week

984
01:07:56.320 --> 01:07:59.280
as we sit down, as we're in our car,

985
01:08:00.320 --> 01:08:01.960
in the shower even.

986
01:08:01.960 --> 01:08:05.560
Just catch us, even if it has to be in our dreams, Lord.

987
01:08:05.560 --> 01:08:07.120
Holy Spirit, lead us and guide us in the truth

988
01:08:07.120 --> 01:08:08.440
of who we are.

989
01:08:08.440 --> 01:08:10.200
Bring old words to remembrance,

990
01:08:10.200 --> 01:08:12.800
even ones maybe we forgot to jot down or record.

991
01:08:12.800 --> 01:08:14.400
Bring it to our remembrance.

992
01:08:15.560 --> 01:08:19.920
You haven't forgotten and you hold those words for us.

993
01:08:19.920 --> 01:08:22.580
And your word, Lord, does not return to you void.

994
01:08:23.319 --> 01:08:24.479
So we thank you for that.

995
01:08:24.479 --> 01:08:28.359
We pray for blessing and favor to meet each of these people

996
01:08:28.359 --> 01:08:30.359
every step of the way this week.

997
01:08:30.359 --> 01:08:34.399
We pray for protection and provision for the vision.

998
01:08:35.319 --> 01:08:37.399
In Jesus' name I pray these things, amen.

999
01:08:38.920 --> 01:08:39.760
Amen.

1000
01:08:39.760 --> 01:08:41.279
All right, bye guys, I'll see you in the group.

1001
01:08:41.279 --> 01:08:43.279
I can't wait to see what you guys share.