WEBVTT 1 00:00:15.940 --> 00:00:17.260 Lisa, where are you? 2 00:00:17.660 --> 00:00:18.360 There you are. 3 00:00:19.240 --> 00:00:20.100 Hello, hello. 4 00:00:21.140 --> 00:00:22.320 I miss Lisa. 5 00:00:22.980 --> 00:00:24.460 Can you hear me? 6 00:00:25.480 --> 00:00:26.460 You're on mute. 7 00:00:26.680 --> 00:00:27.420 Can you hear me okay? 8 00:00:30.540 --> 00:00:31.140 Yes. 9 00:00:31.540 --> 00:00:35.280 I unmute it when I initially log in. 10 00:00:35.400 --> 00:00:38.780 But when it opens up, it turns everything off again. 11 00:00:39.000 --> 00:00:40.140 It's a default setting. 12 00:00:40.360 --> 00:00:40.980 That's okay. 13 00:00:41.240 --> 00:00:42.440 Yeah, exactly. 14 00:00:42.840 --> 00:00:43.820 How are things? 15 00:00:44.920 --> 00:00:47.180 Things are going okay. 16 00:00:47.180 --> 00:00:50.020 I'm starting to get more focused. 17 00:00:50.500 --> 00:00:53.500 I am definitely on my way to Huntsville, Alabama. 18 00:00:54.060 --> 00:00:56.540 God gave me confirmation for that. 19 00:00:57.220 --> 00:00:57.220 20 00:00:57.340 --> 00:00:58.720 It's great to have clarity. 21 00:00:58.900 --> 00:00:59.740 That's a great area. 22 00:01:00.040 --> 00:01:00.680 Yeah. 23 00:01:01.300 --> 00:01:06.780 And my only ask today is if either of you have any contacts there, 24 00:01:07.400 --> 00:01:10.420 or people you know, business people, whoever, 25 00:01:11.180 --> 00:01:13.380 would love to make a new friend. 26 00:01:13.380 --> 00:01:13.880 I would love to make a new friend. 27 00:01:14.080 --> 00:01:15.180 I will absolutely. 28 00:01:16.220 --> 00:01:19.900 Nobody off the top of my head comes to mind, but I'm sure we do. 29 00:01:20.160 --> 00:01:21.860 And I'm sure Ray knows someone out there. 30 00:01:23.640 --> 00:01:26.060 And I would do a post in the group too. 31 00:01:26.560 --> 00:01:28.800 Just, you know, asking, Hey, who do you know? 32 00:01:29.160 --> 00:01:31.480 Is there anyone I can connect with? 33 00:01:32.820 --> 00:01:33.840 I don't know how to ask for help. 34 00:01:33.840 --> 00:01:33.840 35 00:01:33.840 --> 00:01:38.420 You say that and that seems to be, I, I'm not sure why. 36 00:01:39.680 --> 00:01:44.360 I don't know how to ask for help or it's like, I don't think to do it. 37 00:01:44.640 --> 00:01:47.280 It's it's like something I've had in my life. 38 00:01:47.280 --> 00:01:49.320 I just, I just do it myself. 39 00:01:49.860 --> 00:01:52.140 Which is really selfish in a lot of ways. 40 00:01:53.840 --> 00:01:55.240 So thank you. 41 00:01:55.240 --> 00:01:59.180 Well, yeah, I mean, 42 00:01:59.820 --> 00:02:01.780 Look, nobody likes to ask for help. 43 00:02:02.580 --> 00:02:02.580 44 00:02:03.820 --> 00:02:08.560 Nobody is like nobody on this planet says I love asking people for help. 45 00:02:08.720 --> 00:02:11.200 And if they do, they're lying. 46 00:02:12.940 --> 00:02:14.880 Rebecca, do you like asking people for help? 47 00:02:15.900 --> 00:02:15.900 48 00:02:15.900 --> 00:02:16.520 Nope. 49 00:02:18.300 --> 00:02:18.360 Nope. 50 00:02:18.760 --> 00:02:18.760 51 00:02:18.760 --> 00:02:19.260 Nope. 52 00:02:19.260 --> 00:02:22.700 So this, this illusion that we, you know, 53 00:02:22.700 --> 00:02:25.700 I don't know why I don't like to ask people for help because we don't, 54 00:02:26.120 --> 00:02:26.720 because we're. 55 00:02:26.940 --> 00:02:29.920 Wired that way because we are, you know, human beings. 56 00:02:30.120 --> 00:02:33.840 And we're wired to want to do everything ourselves and control 57 00:02:33.920 --> 00:02:37.260 everything. So there's nothing wrong with you. It's totally normal. 58 00:02:37.260 --> 00:02:37.680 Yeah. 59 00:02:37.680 --> 00:02:37.680 60 00:02:37.680 --> 00:02:37.680 61 00:02:37.680 --> 00:02:37.680 62 00:02:37.680 --> 00:02:37.680 63 00:02:37.680 --> 00:02:41.000 I know you just move past it anyway and know that. 64 00:02:41.260 --> 00:02:43.800 People there's a community of people who want to help, 65 00:02:43.920 --> 00:02:46.020 who want to help support you in this big move. 66 00:02:46.220 --> 00:02:49.640 And this big decision. And I'm so excited for you. 67 00:02:49.920 --> 00:02:54.340 Because to have that clarity and that vision and go for it and, 68 00:02:54.980 --> 00:02:57.100 and be willing to move forward on it is huge. 69 00:02:57.100 --> 00:02:57.100 70 00:02:57.100 --> 00:02:57.100 71 00:02:57.100 --> 00:02:57.100 72 00:02:58.580 --> 00:03:00.440 Found a church already. 73 00:03:02.900 --> 00:03:04.520 Did I catch up? 74 00:03:04.740 --> 00:03:06.220 I said, I found a church. 75 00:03:08.800 --> 00:03:11.720 I think we lost Jessica. 76 00:03:14.500 --> 00:03:14.940 Okay. 77 00:03:15.520 --> 00:03:17.780 Okay. As long as you can hear me, that's okay. But your picture. 78 00:03:18.900 --> 00:03:20.480 I don't know if it's me or you. 79 00:03:20.480 --> 00:03:21.900 No, no, no. 80 00:03:21.900 --> 00:03:23.540 Yeah. You're cutting in and out a little Jess. 81 00:03:26.480 --> 00:03:28.040 Okay. Let me turn my video off here. 82 00:03:30.320 --> 00:03:31.580 Is that better? 83 00:03:34.180 --> 00:03:35.160 Keep talking. 84 00:03:37.400 --> 00:03:39.380 Is that better? Can you hear me? Okay. 85 00:03:39.480 --> 00:03:41.140 Yeah. Yes, absolutely. 86 00:03:44.300 --> 00:03:44.740 Okay. 87 00:03:44.960 --> 00:03:44.960 88 00:03:45.500 --> 00:03:48.160 There may be a little bit of a delay. 89 00:03:50.940 --> 00:03:53.900 But I'll be, I'll be out of this area soon. So. 90 00:03:55.360 --> 00:03:57.540 So what were you saying? You found a church, Lisa. 91 00:03:57.540 --> 00:03:59.040 Found a church. 92 00:03:59.080 --> 00:04:03.600 I had connected with a church called Lake point church and rock wall, 93 00:04:04.160 --> 00:04:04.160 94 00:04:05.120 --> 00:04:08.720 Over the last couple of weeks. And a friend of mine mentioned it a long time 95 00:04:08.720 --> 00:04:09.000 ago. 96 00:04:09.060 --> 00:04:14.040 And that's where I'm from. I'm about, I was like an hour from rock wall. 97 00:04:14.540 --> 00:04:15.100 And. 98 00:04:16.300 --> 00:04:19.579 I reached out to the church because I watched them virtually because 99 00:04:19.579 --> 00:04:20.260 they're in Texas. 100 00:04:21.320 --> 00:04:24.980 And I was communicating and saying, oh my gosh, I love you. 101 00:04:24.980 --> 00:04:25.700 And I was like, oh my gosh, I love you too. 102 00:04:25.700 --> 00:04:25.700 103 00:04:25.700 --> 00:04:29.320 And the people that were from the church were messaging me back saying, 104 00:04:29.660 --> 00:04:31.500 well, how can we pray for you? I'm like, well, 105 00:04:31.500 --> 00:04:33.400 can you help me find a church? 106 00:04:35.200 --> 00:04:35.620 They get. 107 00:04:36.960 --> 00:04:38.340 And they said, give me your email. 108 00:04:39.220 --> 00:04:42.680 And within an hour, they emailed me. 109 00:04:43.420 --> 00:04:46.000 A church that's super strong, 110 00:04:46.000 --> 00:04:51.400 super powerful digging deep into the Lord in the Alabama area. 111 00:04:51.560 --> 00:04:54.340 And there's some in Tennessee and they had one in Huntsville. 112 00:04:54.620 --> 00:04:58.600 I'm like, thank you, Jesus. So it's, it's, it's all about asking for help. 113 00:05:00.000 --> 00:05:06.360 Amen. Absolutely. So I'm excited to get the church and I just gotta somehow get in contact. 114 00:05:06.600 --> 00:05:10.480 I emailed them but haven't heard back in three days. So I'm gonna pick up the phone after this. 115 00:05:12.500 --> 00:05:17.780 So what what are your moving plans? Do you have a date in mind? 116 00:05:19.480 --> 00:05:26.280 Anytime before November 30th. So there's no date as such. My lease is up at the end of November. 117 00:05:26.280 --> 00:05:31.860 So it'll be November 30th at the latest. Right now I'm looking at opportunities. 118 00:05:33.220 --> 00:05:39.620 I found some really great opportunities. There's a couple at Boeing and I was in LinkedIn. Found 119 00:05:39.680 --> 00:05:45.300 one and I've been praying over it. Lord do you want me to get back into IT and project 120 00:05:45.300 --> 00:05:50.400 management? And I'm getting maybe. And I'm like well do you want me to get back into manufacturing? 121 00:05:50.400 --> 00:05:59.420 Where it's been 20 plus years since I've done it but I just loved it. And I got a yes and I'm like 122 00:05:59.580 --> 00:06:05.160 okay. So I started looking for manufacturing jobs. You know team leads, assembly lines, 123 00:06:05.300 --> 00:06:11.020 stuff like that. Quality. I was big into hands-on. I used to be a CNC machine operator. 124 00:06:11.140 --> 00:06:19.560 That was my first job out of high school. Wow. So I've got lots of skills that no one knows about 125 00:06:19.560 --> 00:06:25.980 I just you know. Yeah you know that's I mean that's a very specific skill set. So 126 00:06:26.860 --> 00:06:34.460 I think that's that's wonderful. Well and the cool part is is when I was looking at the job 127 00:06:34.720 --> 00:06:39.920 LinkedIn said oh you've got two contacts that actually work there. And I went oh my gosh one 128 00:06:39.920 --> 00:06:49.540 of them I worked with at the last position. So I reached out to him and he's like call me. I'm 129 00:06:49.540 --> 00:06:54.760 in the flow. You're in the flow right? Yeah absolutely. So I would absolutely post on 130 00:06:55.780 --> 00:07:02.500 I would be posting in Rankmakers and in the Faith and Finance group and say hey who do you know in 131 00:07:02.120 --> 00:07:08.940 Huntsville? Okay. I'm going out there. I'm making the move. I'd love to connect with some like-minded 132 00:07:08.940 --> 00:07:15.880 people. Yes absolutely. Guaranteed you'll have tons of tons of answers. And sorry there might 133 00:07:15.880 --> 00:07:23.680 be a little bit of a delay. But I'll be out of this area soon. But yeah that's why I keep 134 00:07:23.680 --> 00:07:35.640 interrupting you. Well where are you hunkered down at? Me and you know Tyler yeah. I do not. 135 00:07:37.360 --> 00:07:44.040 You know Tyler from the swag shop that does all of our swag. Yes I didn't. I didn't remember her 136 00:07:44.040 --> 00:07:55.400 okay got it yes. Yeah so she her and I had a meeting this afternoon. So Angela how are you? 137 00:07:57.640 --> 00:08:04.560 One day at a time sweet Jesus. So amen. Yeah so 138 00:08:07.280 --> 00:08:14.180 it's you know I'm just asking God for direction. It's this has been a year of a lot of sifting in 139 00:08:14.180 --> 00:08:22.640 a lot of ways. And so you know we sold our cleaning company and and was very generously 140 00:08:22.640 --> 00:08:34.539 hired on by the the owner to to really not do much. Although we were giving him you know we 141 00:08:34.539 --> 00:08:42.900 but this year exceptionally has been a year of losing some major contracts which was disappointing. 142 00:08:43.460 --> 00:08:51.140 And we've got the MIC which is the Fort Belvoir contract that they've they said that it's ours. 143 00:08:51.580 --> 00:09:04.520 But I you know before I really report back that it's ours I need a start date and just a lot of 144 00:09:04.520 --> 00:09:12.680 laid me off from the position which you know was a hundred thousand K salary hit. I still 145 00:09:12.680 --> 00:09:21.880 get my commissions but you know it's been a little bit of a year. So yeah just yeah. 146 00:09:23.360 --> 00:09:32.960 And what I mean what just keeps coming up for me is that God is on the move and what a blessing. 147 00:09:32.960 --> 00:09:40.940 And I was so today to talk about something that I never talk about because I'm not an expert in 148 00:09:40.940 --> 00:09:47.400 in any way shape or form. But you know I think I think it's something that maybe this group is 149 00:09:47.400 --> 00:09:55.940 going through and that's that's health. I just really felt nudged to to talk today this group 150 00:09:55.940 --> 00:09:59.880 about how you're taking care of yourselves and. 151 00:10:00.000 --> 00:10:09.660 you know at the same time myself and talk through what that looks like personal 152 00:10:09.660 --> 00:10:13.920 perspective but also a finance perspective a healing perspective a 153 00:10:13.920 --> 00:10:18.520 spiritual perspective because if we're not taking care of ourselves everything 154 00:10:18.520 --> 00:10:26.560 falls apart around us it really does and I don't know if you it's I know it's 155 00:10:26.560 --> 00:10:32.500 been a year for you and and Lisa I know it's been a year for you and a lot of 156 00:10:32.500 --> 00:10:36.360 things around in both of your lives I mean he's on the move clearly and he's 157 00:10:37.060 --> 00:10:43.180 he is definitely moving people this year in big ways you're not alone I've heard 158 00:10:43.180 --> 00:10:49.940 it from many many entrepreneurs many business owners even parents you know 159 00:10:49.940 --> 00:10:55.420 just a lot of going and shifts happening in the world and we know that a lot of 160 00:10:55.420 --> 00:10:57.160 that is spiritual too right but 161 00:11:05.820 --> 00:11:21.560 we lost oh yeah you're cutting off chest am I what did you hear 162 00:11:25.600 --> 00:11:29.380 you're talking about God shifting we did hear you mention that we have to 163 00:11:29.380 --> 00:11:32.300 take care of ourselves or everything falls apart and that you're seeing it 164 00:11:32.300 --> 00:11:35.600 all over the place you're hearing it in parenting you're hearing it from lots of 165 00:11:35.600 --> 00:11:41.580 lots of people right now yeah no just in general you know I don't know if that 166 00:11:41.580 --> 00:11:52.060 speaks to you Angela but really focusing and shifting in all and and that's 167 00:11:52.060 --> 00:11:55.700 something that God has really been moving in my life as well as to just 168 00:11:55.700 --> 00:12:04.700 take care of myself and I feel a constant urge to to move to do something 169 00:12:04.700 --> 00:12:14.740 to just to create to to work even if you want to really boil it down to brass 170 00:12:14.740 --> 00:12:19.960 knuckles it's to work is what I feel a constant urge to do and I've really felt 171 00:12:19.960 --> 00:12:26.500 God shifting me into hey wait a minute actually right now actually I'm making 172 00:12:26.500 --> 00:12:31.480 big moves in your life and you need rest and you need health you need to focus on 173 00:12:31.480 --> 00:12:37.500 your health and focus on on you and get back to where you feel good and and then 174 00:12:37.580 --> 00:12:45.140 those things are gonna start to be in the flow I feel great I mean that's one 175 00:12:45.140 --> 00:12:49.500 thing I do do I you know work out three times a week at 6 a.m. in the morning and 176 00:12:49.500 --> 00:12:58.820 you know 5 a.m. is my prayer time and 6 a.m. is my gym and you know through 177 00:12:59.260 --> 00:13:06.320 spiritual food and taking care of my body I've been pretty even keeled to the 178 00:13:07.580 --> 00:13:16.120 storm but yeah I mean I get what you're putting down I I agree with that 179 00:13:17.960 --> 00:13:22.200 do you know that's awesome that's great that you're continuing to do that 180 00:13:22.200 --> 00:13:28.700 through through this time and maybe it's just a reminder to continue that and not 181 00:13:28.700 --> 00:13:32.840 lose sight of that especially with with everything happening in your life but I 182 00:13:32.840 --> 00:13:38.120 just really feel like for you and I've been praying for you and over you and 183 00:13:38.120 --> 00:13:46.240 your family and he's just moving you guys out of out of a season I think and 184 00:13:47.060 --> 00:13:57.200 so what was your what was your go-to when this salary got cut I mean what 185 00:13:57.200 --> 00:14:01.980 what was your first thought what was your first action how did you how did 186 00:14:01.980 --> 00:14:13.660 you take that well the the first action as I saw it I my friend came into the 187 00:14:13.660 --> 00:14:20.280 door and she needed consoling so for a half an hour I consoled her while I told 188 00:14:20.280 --> 00:14:26.040 no one and she's also the gal that helps us with the house she's just been a good 189 00:14:26.040 --> 00:14:32.180 friend as well so I know I'm she probably wondered what was going on 190 00:14:32.180 --> 00:14:37.780 because I I was handling it really well but I I mean honestly it's been a 191 00:14:38.180 --> 00:14:45.660 blessing to to be here in Florida and have that salary and just basically work 192 00:14:45.660 --> 00:14:49.560 you know do marketing when I want to and when I don't I just do everything else 193 00:14:49.560 --> 00:14:57.640 in my life yeah so in some ways I haven't been the best steward of that 194 00:14:57.640 --> 00:14:59.420 although he's never really given me 195 00:15:01.260 --> 00:15:05.960 you know, a time frame of how many hours I have to work a day or anything like that. 196 00:15:08.140 --> 00:15:16.240 But I don't know, I guess, you know, you know, Nick On is the owner's name and I mean, Nick 197 00:15:16.240 --> 00:15:25.280 On is not my supply and he's always, you know, just there in a lot of different ways for 198 00:15:25.280 --> 00:15:25.740 our family. 199 00:15:25.740 --> 00:15:28.580 But, you know, God's our supply. 200 00:15:29.020 --> 00:15:37.000 And so more than ever before, with things kind of, you know, with the salon and everything 201 00:15:37.000 --> 00:15:43.840 just everything coming up at one time that needs help, I have nothing else to do but 202 00:15:43.840 --> 00:15:52.600 to cry out for God and just ask him to show me, you know, I mean, everywhere I go, I share 203 00:15:52.600 --> 00:15:53.140 the gospel. 204 00:15:53.620 --> 00:15:57.980 I truly believe that when all is said and done, the only thing that matters is what 205 00:15:57.980 --> 00:16:04.140 we do for Christ and, you know, who the only thing we can take with us to heaven are the 206 00:16:04.140 --> 00:16:05.640 souls that we lead to Jesus. 207 00:16:07.100 --> 00:16:10.520 And but I know that he's come to give us abundant life. 208 00:16:11.140 --> 00:16:20.760 And right now, you know, Satan has been at our door this year with killing and stealing 209 00:16:20.760 --> 00:16:21.440 and destroying. 210 00:16:21.780 --> 00:16:24.120 But greater is he that's in us than he that's in the world. 211 00:16:24.200 --> 00:16:25.780 And we are fighting in victory. 212 00:16:25.900 --> 00:16:26.760 I believe that. 213 00:16:27.880 --> 00:16:36.460 And that's where I'm minding my mind, you know, to move forward with that. 214 00:16:38.800 --> 00:16:41.900 So, you know, he loves us and he wants us to grow. 215 00:16:42.140 --> 00:16:47.840 And that has not been my track record since January. 216 00:16:50.600 --> 00:16:53.340 But I know that God has a better plan. 217 00:16:54.020 --> 00:16:55.280 And I'm just. 218 00:16:55.700 --> 00:17:02.740 If you had to guess, if you had to guess what that plan was or when you're in prayer, you're 219 00:17:03.020 --> 00:17:07.140 asking God, why, you know, what's happening here, Lord? 220 00:17:07.140 --> 00:17:08.200 What do I need to know? 221 00:17:08.680 --> 00:17:10.319 What do I need to know about this situation? 222 00:17:10.480 --> 00:17:15.980 What do I need to know about this circumstance and everything going on? 223 00:17:15.980 --> 00:17:17.480 What do you want me to know in this moment? 224 00:17:17.740 --> 00:17:19.260 What shows up for you? 225 00:17:22.940 --> 00:17:27.900 Well, you know, there's a lot going on, you know, with my husband, you know, and yeah, 226 00:17:27.900 --> 00:17:29.020 in a lot of different ways. 227 00:17:29.360 --> 00:17:36.420 And so, you know, we you know, I know that we need to get on the same page and we're 228 00:17:37.480 --> 00:17:39.880 not right there at all. 229 00:17:40.420 --> 00:17:44.000 And I know God is working in that situation as well. 230 00:17:45.000 --> 00:17:53.500 And so, but I mean, ultimately, I know that, you know, our whole family has been set apart 231 00:17:54.160 --> 00:18:00.280 to share the gospel in major ways for this end time harvest. 232 00:18:01.240 --> 00:18:10.260 And we've always been financiers of the gospel, and we still are funding a lot of missionaries 233 00:18:10.260 --> 00:18:16.380 and, you know, a lot of things even here locally for the for the spreading of the gospel. 234 00:18:18.580 --> 00:18:30.300 And, you know, that's where I've always seen us, you know, as, you know, working in, you 235 00:18:30.300 --> 00:18:36.980 know, ministry, financing the gospel, but also being part of sharing and moving it forward. 236 00:18:36.980 --> 00:18:44.600 But right now, I'm just trying to be still and I'm definitely more of a Martha than a 237 00:18:44.600 --> 00:18:49.620 Mary because I, like you, just, you know, feel like I need to be creating and doing 238 00:18:49.740 --> 00:18:56.400 and I know where my talents are and I know, you know, I know how to move things to the 239 00:18:56.400 --> 00:19:02.040 finish line, but I feel like God's just wanting me to be still for a moment. 240 00:19:02.040 --> 00:19:12.660 And so I've signed up for the Brilliance Conference, and nobody's at our Airbnb, so I'm not so 241 00:19:12.660 --> 00:19:17.880 crazy that the Brilliance Conference is also on Sunday, because I always think we should 242 00:19:17.880 --> 00:19:23.120 be in our own houses of worship during that time, but I think for the first time, I'm 243 00:19:23.120 --> 00:19:24.000 not going to go to my church. 244 00:19:24.080 --> 00:19:30.620 I'm just going to hang into the full thing of the Brilliance Conference and just have 245 00:19:30.620 --> 00:19:36.520 a blank pad of paper and, you know, just lean in for God's direction. 246 00:19:37.620 --> 00:19:44.700 Yeah, and in a lot of ways, the whole conference is around worship, right, really leaning 247 00:19:44.700 --> 00:19:49.680 into becoming closer to him, even when we think we're so close, we can always get 248 00:19:49.380 --> 00:19:54.940 closer. So but I definitely appreciate that feedback and I'll bring that feedback to 249 00:19:55.060 --> 00:19:59.920 the conference in some way, because I definitely see it as valid and. 250 00:20:00.000 --> 00:20:06.540 We want to, we want to honor all of those, those principles that God set before us. 251 00:20:07.240 --> 00:20:15.860 So I'm really glad that you're going to be a part of it and I, when you're, when you 252 00:20:15.860 --> 00:20:25.040 are going through personal situations like what you're going through, it is impossible 253 00:20:25.040 --> 00:20:28.820 Angela to give 100% to your business world. 254 00:20:28.820 --> 00:20:33.980 It's just some people throw themselves into, and I'm not saying you do this, but some people 255 00:20:33.980 --> 00:20:39.340 throw themselves into their business, their work, other activities so that they don't 256 00:20:39.340 --> 00:20:43.980 focus on what's going on or don't, you know, that they get distracted from it. 257 00:20:43.980 --> 00:20:48.720 And even then, even when they try and throw 100% into what they're doing, usually because 258 00:20:48.720 --> 00:20:53.500 of their trying from their own efforts, it just, it, it, it doesn't come together. 259 00:20:54.340 --> 00:21:00.860 And so with everything going on in your world, I'm so happy to hear that you're being still 260 00:21:00.860 --> 00:21:05.740 right now and that you're just letting, letting things happen and, and just working through 261 00:21:05.740 --> 00:21:09.580 what this means for you and your family and, and how this is going to all, he's going to 262 00:21:09.580 --> 00:21:16.320 all work it out because it's impossible to go into all of the responsibilities that you 263 00:21:16.320 --> 00:21:21.100 have as a business owner, as an entrepreneur, as a mom, as a wife, it's impossible to go 264 00:21:21.100 --> 00:21:27.480 into all of those a hundred percent without really stepping back and mending what's broken. 265 00:21:28.800 --> 00:21:33.380 And it'll happen because of who you are and because of who your family is. 266 00:21:33.440 --> 00:21:38.240 And it's actually, you know, when you take a step back, it's a, it's a beautiful thing. 267 00:21:39.100 --> 00:21:45.820 Even in the moment, it's so hurtful and so, so crushing, but that mending what's broken, 268 00:21:45.820 --> 00:21:51.820 whether in you or as a family is so, so important right now. 269 00:21:52.580 --> 00:21:57.160 And I know that you know that, but just to reiterate it, I can't stress that enough is 270 00:21:57.160 --> 00:22:05.540 this is your time for healing and maybe God was moving some of those different avenues around 271 00:22:05.540 --> 00:22:12.220 so that you could really, really focus on mending what's broken. 272 00:22:14.600 --> 00:22:20.220 And men, men in general, you know, they, and Ray and I have been through a lot of ups and 273 00:22:20.220 --> 00:22:20.500 downs. 274 00:22:20.800 --> 00:22:24.700 You know, we haven't been, how long have you been married, Angela? 275 00:22:25.980 --> 00:22:26.620 24 years. 276 00:22:26.780 --> 00:22:27.200 24. 277 00:22:27.260 --> 00:22:27.560 Okay. 278 00:22:27.560 --> 00:22:28.720 So we're going on 15. 279 00:22:28.840 --> 00:22:31.360 So not as long as, as you have. 280 00:22:32.540 --> 00:22:37.420 But even in those 15 years, I mean, the, the seven year itch is real. 281 00:22:37.500 --> 00:22:41.460 You know, there's so many ups and downs that come and 10 years can be tough. 282 00:22:42.420 --> 00:22:48.980 And I will say that I, as I think we have very similar personalities, very similar drives, 283 00:22:49.180 --> 00:22:53.000 very similar methods of operation and how we, how we do things. 284 00:22:53.000 --> 00:22:59.460 And I will say that I have really, really had to as hard as it's been at times, but 285 00:22:59.460 --> 00:23:01.980 God has called me so strongly many times. 286 00:23:01.980 --> 00:23:06.380 I have really had to slow down and just be. 287 00:23:07.060 --> 00:23:17.760 And I love the, one of the analogies that, that that Dion uses when, when he talks and 288 00:23:17.760 --> 00:23:22.520 he talks about light versus darkness and how, when you turn on a light, the darkness doesn't 289 00:23:22.520 --> 00:23:27.520 fight, you know, it doesn't, it doesn't try and get its last little dark hole out. 290 00:23:27.540 --> 00:23:31.420 It just, when you turn on a light in a room, the light just takes over. 291 00:23:31.520 --> 00:23:32.700 It completely takes over. 292 00:23:32.700 --> 00:23:41.180 And so focusing on the light, being the light, just being, just being in his presence and 293 00:23:41.180 --> 00:23:48.900 really taking a step back and knowing that doing, creating all of the time is not necessarily 294 00:23:48.900 --> 00:23:51.920 how he wants us or our best option in the moment. 295 00:23:52.400 --> 00:23:57.600 And focusing on who he is and embracing all of those characters in every moment that we 296 00:23:57.620 --> 00:24:00.780 can and flush out the darkness in such a big way. 297 00:24:00.780 --> 00:24:07.860 And oftentimes with Ray, I would focus on what he's, and again, I, I'm not saying that 298 00:24:07.860 --> 00:24:08.500 you do this. 299 00:24:08.500 --> 00:24:10.400 I'm just sharing from my own experience. 300 00:24:10.900 --> 00:24:19.080 I would focus on what he lacked or where I was picking up the slack that he wasn't, or 301 00:24:19.520 --> 00:24:23.840 you know, focus, focusing on the areas that weren't working for us. 302 00:24:24.460 --> 00:24:29.700 And when I would shift, or if his energy was low, something as simple as his energy being 303 00:24:29.700 --> 00:24:33.500 low or not where I wanted it to be when, when we were supposed to be having a family 304 00:24:33.500 --> 00:24:34.840 day or things like that. 305 00:24:35.260 --> 00:24:42.860 When I shifted that from focusing on essentially the darkness, the lower, the lower vibrations, 306 00:24:43.140 --> 00:24:48.840 the enemy coming in and focusing on where I could be and I could make a difference. 307 00:24:48.840 --> 00:24:53.580 And I was the light and I was going to just bring that energy into the relationship. 308 00:24:54.760 --> 00:24:58.340 I definitely saw a shift in how he showed up too. 309 00:24:58.340 --> 00:24:59.880 And again. 310 00:25:00.000 --> 00:25:01.760 I'm just speaking from my own experience. 311 00:25:02.020 --> 00:25:03.380 I know you're going through some things 312 00:25:03.380 --> 00:25:06.220 that I have never had experience with, 313 00:25:08.020 --> 00:25:11.140 but I really feel like we're the same human being 314 00:25:11.140 --> 00:25:12.180 in a lot of ways. 315 00:25:12.540 --> 00:25:15.500 And so I don't know if that helps 316 00:25:15.500 --> 00:25:16.940 or resonates with you at all, 317 00:25:16.940 --> 00:25:18.560 but just some things that I've learned 318 00:25:18.560 --> 00:25:20.820 throughout our relationship is that I've really focused 319 00:25:20.820 --> 00:25:23.740 on just being the light and shining on him 320 00:25:23.740 --> 00:25:25.080 when he needs it most. 321 00:25:27.020 --> 00:25:28.700 And you may be already doing that, 322 00:25:28.700 --> 00:25:30.460 but that's something I really had to step back 323 00:25:30.460 --> 00:25:33.380 because I didn't have the energy a lot of times to do that. 324 00:25:33.580 --> 00:25:35.580 I was so focused on the kids, 325 00:25:35.960 --> 00:25:37.660 so focused on the business, 326 00:25:38.340 --> 00:25:39.880 so focused on what I was doing. 327 00:25:41.920 --> 00:25:44.920 I had taken a lot of that energy away from him 328 00:25:45.780 --> 00:25:48.240 and what he needed from me 329 00:25:48.560 --> 00:25:51.140 as our relationship was moving forward. 330 00:25:51.320 --> 00:25:52.780 And it takes two, absolutely. 331 00:25:53.020 --> 00:25:56.520 I mean, he was not innocent in any way, 332 00:25:56.560 --> 00:25:58.060 shape or form in a lot of ways, 333 00:25:58.060 --> 00:26:00.560 but instead of me focusing on that, 334 00:26:00.860 --> 00:26:04.380 I just really had to take a step back 335 00:26:04.380 --> 00:26:06.020 and refocus my energy 336 00:26:06.020 --> 00:26:08.180 and how I was pouring it out into the family 337 00:26:08.240 --> 00:26:12.120 and be creative in other ways, right? 338 00:26:12.120 --> 00:26:13.740 Be more of a family creative 339 00:26:15.780 --> 00:26:18.020 instead of always focusing that in on, 340 00:26:18.320 --> 00:26:20.320 I have to make it work in the business. 341 00:26:21.980 --> 00:26:22.320 Right. 342 00:26:22.700 --> 00:26:25.240 I mean, I guess another way to say that 343 00:26:25.240 --> 00:26:29.480 is love conquers all, but it's, yeah. 344 00:26:30.460 --> 00:26:31.720 I, yeah, I really, 345 00:26:32.620 --> 00:26:37.420 I really for the first time in 24 years 346 00:26:37.420 --> 00:26:39.760 have been pretty frustrated 347 00:26:39.940 --> 00:26:43.080 and probably not been the light 348 00:26:43.080 --> 00:26:46.620 after being the light for 24 years. 349 00:26:48.320 --> 00:26:49.160 Yeah. 350 00:26:50.020 --> 00:26:51.700 But yeah, 351 00:26:55.040 --> 00:26:56.560 I get it. 352 00:26:58.720 --> 00:27:01.460 I don't know if that resonates with you at all or helps, 353 00:27:02.380 --> 00:27:05.760 but I really had to learn that throughout our marriage 354 00:27:09.280 --> 00:27:13.860 that I was focusing that light in the wrong ways sometimes 355 00:27:14.360 --> 00:27:16.300 or just depleting myself 356 00:27:16.300 --> 00:27:17.740 where I didn't need to be depleted. 357 00:27:18.440 --> 00:27:20.060 I don't know if that resonates. 358 00:27:21.720 --> 00:27:26.740 But that's something that I've definitely come to learn. 359 00:27:27.440 --> 00:27:29.620 And when, especially when you're working together 360 00:27:29.620 --> 00:27:30.960 and you're doing ministry together, 361 00:27:31.020 --> 00:27:33.400 there's a lot of things that come with that. 362 00:27:33.480 --> 00:27:35.980 And you take on other people's energies too. 363 00:27:36.360 --> 00:27:37.840 There's a lot of other people's energies 364 00:27:37.840 --> 00:27:41.620 that creep into the relationship 365 00:27:41.620 --> 00:27:44.180 and creep into the business too. 366 00:27:45.640 --> 00:27:47.960 And learning to really block that, 367 00:27:48.700 --> 00:27:54.500 not in a, it's not that you're not loving on those people 368 00:27:54.500 --> 00:27:56.500 and helping them through what they're going through, 369 00:27:57.020 --> 00:27:59.340 but learning to not bring it home with you, 370 00:27:59.360 --> 00:28:00.820 I guess is the way to put it, 371 00:28:00.820 --> 00:28:03.060 has been a learning experience for us too. 372 00:28:03.180 --> 00:28:05.320 Because oftentimes we'd go to an event 373 00:28:05.320 --> 00:28:09.000 or we'd be doing something in the business 374 00:28:09.040 --> 00:28:11.720 or running a mastermind or what have you. 375 00:28:12.120 --> 00:28:14.260 And it would come home with us 376 00:28:14.260 --> 00:28:15.340 because of the different things 377 00:28:15.340 --> 00:28:17.720 that people would bring to the table 378 00:28:17.720 --> 00:28:20.340 that are either heartbreaking or need help 379 00:28:20.340 --> 00:28:21.420 or what have you. 380 00:28:22.020 --> 00:28:24.460 And we couldn't let that energy infect 381 00:28:25.100 --> 00:28:26.860 what we had going either. 382 00:28:29.420 --> 00:28:31.400 So putting those blocks up 383 00:28:31.400 --> 00:28:34.440 and even praying for those cords to be removed 384 00:28:34.700 --> 00:28:36.320 because they're so real. 385 00:28:36.700 --> 00:28:41.000 Those cords are so real and they can absolutely drain. 386 00:28:42.620 --> 00:28:44.880 They can allow the enemy in, right? 387 00:28:46.260 --> 00:28:46.940 Right. 388 00:28:50.580 --> 00:28:51.260 Right. 389 00:28:52.380 --> 00:28:54.380 So now moving forward, 390 00:28:58.200 --> 00:29:00.560 how do you feel about 391 00:29:03.040 --> 00:29:05.440 everything that's happening with what God is doing? 392 00:29:05.560 --> 00:29:07.180 I mean, I know brilliance is gonna help 393 00:29:07.440 --> 00:29:09.860 through answering some of those questions, 394 00:29:10.100 --> 00:29:12.720 but how are you feeling right now? 395 00:29:13.580 --> 00:29:14.180 Hmm. 396 00:29:16.820 --> 00:29:22.060 So someone who was a missionary in Korea 397 00:29:22.060 --> 00:29:26.580 who had been hung upside down and electrocuted and survived 398 00:29:27.400 --> 00:29:29.440 once looked at me and said, 399 00:29:29.440 --> 00:29:31.980 I see you as the Joshua tree. 400 00:29:31.980 --> 00:29:34.340 And I didn't really know what that meant, 401 00:29:34.360 --> 00:29:36.360 but I looked up the Joshua tree. 402 00:29:37.340 --> 00:29:39.920 And historically I've been through a lot in my life, 403 00:29:39.920 --> 00:29:45.380 but I have a lot of word in me and I love the word 404 00:29:45.380 --> 00:29:47.780 and I chew on the word and I meditate on the word. 405 00:29:47.940 --> 00:29:50.840 And I know that the word, when you send it out, 406 00:29:50.840 --> 00:29:52.160 it will not come back void, 407 00:29:52.180 --> 00:29:54.660 but it will go out and accomplish all that it's meant to do. 408 00:29:54.740 --> 00:29:57.500 And if you don't have this book, 409 00:29:57.660 --> 00:29:58.900 which is by Jermaine Copeland, 410 00:29:59.500 --> 00:29:59.980 which has a lot of words in it, 411 00:29:59.960 --> 00:29:59.960 412 00:29:59.980 --> 00:29:59.980 413 00:29:59.980 --> 00:29:59.980 414 00:30:00.000 --> 00:30:09.460 as just any prayer on anything from the will of God to, you know, trouble in marriage to, 415 00:30:09.660 --> 00:30:17.520 you know, selling a home. And then at the back of the prayer, it just lists all the verses that, 416 00:30:18.080 --> 00:30:27.620 you know, the prayer was made from. It's a crafted prayer, right? These were crafted 417 00:30:27.620 --> 00:30:37.260 prayers probably before Graham crafted prayers. I don't know. Anyway, but the Word does not come 418 00:30:37.260 --> 00:30:46.780 back void. And so I'm really good at just speaking out the Word. And I know the Word works and the 419 00:30:46.780 --> 00:30:56.320 Word washes and the Word will not come back void. And so I do stand on the Word. And I think that's 420 00:30:56.320 --> 00:31:07.500 of what's made me kind of a Joshua tree. And so, but sometimes I feel pretty numb, which 421 00:31:08.380 --> 00:31:18.420 is maybe not a good place to be because, yeah, it takes me a lot to cry. So, 422 00:31:20.880 --> 00:31:29.060 um, yeah. So, I mean, I can pretty much go through any situation and come out the other side. 423 00:31:31.620 --> 00:31:39.080 It's part of the grit, but it's with the Word. And so, so how am I feeling? Kind of numb, 424 00:31:39.100 --> 00:31:43.700 I guess, just knowing that, you know, standing on God's promise that, you know, 425 00:31:43.700 --> 00:31:50.460 my latter lives will be better than my former life and that He does have great and mighty 426 00:31:50.460 --> 00:31:55.860 things in store for us that our eyes have not seen nor ears have heard. And that, you know, 427 00:31:55.860 --> 00:32:00.100 what the enemy has made for evil, God says He will turn it around and make it for good. 428 00:32:01.160 --> 00:32:06.900 And His Word is yes and amen. And He's not a man that should lie. And so, um, 429 00:32:09.240 --> 00:32:15.780 just, um, and I, I know how to speak in my spiritual language, which is praying God's 430 00:32:15.780 --> 00:32:19.900 perfect will for your life. And I don't know if any of you here on the line believe in that. 431 00:32:21.600 --> 00:32:28.980 But that has sustained me when, you know, um, I've gone through all my prayers, 432 00:32:29.060 --> 00:32:32.620 just praying for God's perfect will for, for my life, you know? 433 00:32:33.500 --> 00:32:42.060 Yeah, absolutely. So I, I hear you and I love that about you. You are one of the strongest 434 00:32:42.060 --> 00:32:50.320 women I've ever met in my life. You are so strong and you, your outlook, your positivity, 435 00:32:50.780 --> 00:32:56.340 everything that you stand for and that you speak out is beautiful and is so inspiring. 436 00:32:58.140 --> 00:33:09.280 And I also was numb at a time in my life and God wanted me to feel. And what I, what I get from all 437 00:33:09.280 --> 00:33:15.860 of that and, and see within you, because I saw within myself and been through it within myself 438 00:33:15.860 --> 00:33:24.540 is I was completely numb after a few things that had happened about six years ago, completely numb. 439 00:33:24.540 --> 00:33:32.620 Like just because I had blocked out so many things and at this, at that moment, I wasn't a 440 00:33:32.620 --> 00:33:38.660 believer, but I was, um, you know, really focused on, I had come from the world of personal development, 441 00:33:38.660 --> 00:33:44.680 right? So come from the world of just positivity and constantly speaking positive affirmations over 442 00:33:44.680 --> 00:33:51.520 yourself and everything. And I had developed this, this numbness that, um, I didn't even know that I, 443 00:33:51.520 --> 00:33:56.540 that I had. So the fact that you framed it and could actually articulate what you were feeling 444 00:33:56.540 --> 00:34:03.580 as numbness is a huge self-awareness. Okay. And with that self-awareness, that's the numbness 445 00:34:04.760 --> 00:34:13.920 isn't what allows us to heal. It's the feeling and placing that on him, placing that on God and 446 00:34:14.159 --> 00:34:23.540 in his hands and being okay with being extremely angry, with being frustrated, with being mad, 447 00:34:23.780 --> 00:34:29.040 with being sad, with being all the things and placing that in his arms and moving through it 448 00:34:29.040 --> 00:34:35.659 with him and not necessarily having to be the strong person all of the time, not necessarily 449 00:34:35.659 --> 00:34:42.159 having to carry that all of the time. And knowing at this point with how much scripture that you 450 00:34:42.360 --> 00:34:50.199 over your life, every single day, the fact that you feel numb, I know is not where God wants you. 451 00:34:50.380 --> 00:34:54.719 He doesn't want you to be numb. He wants you to be passionate. He wants you to feel, 452 00:34:54.900 --> 00:34:59.940 he wants you to be excited and motivated and, and on fire. 453 00:35:00.000 --> 00:35:05.000 which are all the things that you've experienced throughout your life because he made you the way that you are. 454 00:35:05.620 --> 00:35:09.540 Because you are, like I said, you are one of the strongest, most incredible, 455 00:35:10.620 --> 00:35:11.140 hard-working, 456 00:35:12.360 --> 00:35:12.640 beautiful, 457 00:35:13.780 --> 00:35:21.120 and I've seen your passion, passionate women that I've ever met. And that's saying a lot because I've met a lot of women and 458 00:35:23.380 --> 00:35:27.180 that numbness that you're feeling is not what God wants for your life. 459 00:35:28.560 --> 00:35:30.180 That's not who you are and 460 00:35:31.240 --> 00:35:35.200 I have a feeling that that numbness has been around longer than you want to admit. 461 00:35:36.120 --> 00:35:38.000 How do I know that? Because 462 00:35:39.200 --> 00:35:41.140 that used to happen for me. 463 00:35:43.540 --> 00:35:49.100 And God wants you to feel it, let it out and put it on him. 464 00:35:53.020 --> 00:35:53.580 I 465 00:35:54.920 --> 00:35:59.460 was so tired of feeling like everything was on my shoulders all of the time. 466 00:36:01.840 --> 00:36:09.780 I was so tired of it that I got so angry and had so many spinning plates and so many things going on 467 00:36:12.080 --> 00:36:14.700 that I just numbed... I numbed out the world and 468 00:36:16.860 --> 00:36:21.900 I was not self-aware enough to put the word numb in front of what I was feeling. 469 00:36:21.900 --> 00:36:24.960 I thought I was just stoic. I 470 00:36:24.960 --> 00:36:26.460 thought I was just, you know, 471 00:36:27.320 --> 00:36:34.540 just, you know, I was just even-keeled. I'm even-keeled. I'm a... I can handle anything. I can handle everything. 472 00:36:34.780 --> 00:36:37.740 That's who I am. I'm just an even-keeled person. 473 00:36:37.960 --> 00:36:45.940 But really I was completely numb inside and I was too afraid to get excited because of the disappointment that might come in my 474 00:36:46.060 --> 00:36:54.100 life and I was too worried to be sad or to show emotion because I thought that showed weakness in my life. 475 00:36:54.600 --> 00:37:00.320 And I thought that people who showed that they would cry or people that showed weakness or people who would actually let their emotions 476 00:37:00.320 --> 00:37:06.440 out were weak. That was a weak way of being and that's not who I was and it broke me. 477 00:37:06.460 --> 00:37:12.080 I just had a moment where, many moments actually, it took some time where I just 478 00:37:13.240 --> 00:37:14.280 broke and 479 00:37:16.420 --> 00:37:17.540 now I 480 00:37:17.540 --> 00:37:22.920 still have similar drives, but I'm so much more present and such a happier person. 481 00:37:23.220 --> 00:37:27.000 I'm just a happier person when I let all that I have to be this way go. 482 00:37:29.060 --> 00:37:29.620 And 483 00:37:29.620 --> 00:37:31.840 I just I feel like you're on the brink of 484 00:37:32.580 --> 00:37:34.840 really, really just giving it all to him and 485 00:37:35.980 --> 00:37:39.640 jumping into something amazing, the life that you truly, truly want and 486 00:37:39.760 --> 00:37:44.320 not that you haven't had an amazing life thus far. I was a super grateful person. 487 00:37:44.580 --> 00:37:49.440 I mean I had, I had it made in the shade. I had an amazing life, but it wasn't 488 00:37:49.760 --> 00:37:57.280 necessarily for me. Again, this is for me. It wasn't necessarily the life that I actually wanted, 489 00:37:58.160 --> 00:38:00.640 that I truly craved and desired and 490 00:38:03.640 --> 00:38:04.760 so I 491 00:38:04.760 --> 00:38:06.520 think God wants to give that to you. 492 00:38:08.060 --> 00:38:12.920 But that realness has to happen. 493 00:38:14.100 --> 00:38:14.700 Amen. 494 00:38:17.860 --> 00:38:20.540 Thank you for being vulnerable and sharing. 495 00:38:22.520 --> 00:38:25.340 Amen. I know we're in a battle and 496 00:38:26.840 --> 00:38:27.680 you know, 497 00:38:28.820 --> 00:38:31.820 you know, every day since I held my kids in my arms, 498 00:38:31.820 --> 00:38:38.760 I would pray that they would lead millions to Christ in Jesus name and I speak a blessing over them every day and that's still 499 00:38:38.760 --> 00:38:39.900 part of the blessing. 500 00:38:41.120 --> 00:38:41.320 And 501 00:38:41.540 --> 00:38:44.860 my one child who's in Bible college is actually 502 00:38:46.100 --> 00:38:51.880 now the armor-bearer for our pastor here in Tampa, which is a 503 00:38:51.880 --> 00:38:55.640 huge responsibility and I know it's come with, you know, 504 00:38:56.580 --> 00:38:57.220 and 505 00:38:57.220 --> 00:39:02.440 the battle's on. We just need to put on the full armor every day, because 506 00:39:03.220 --> 00:39:06.060 it's, you know, the enemy is 507 00:39:07.280 --> 00:39:09.040 scared, because his time is short. 508 00:39:09.760 --> 00:39:10.060 Yeah. 509 00:39:11.280 --> 00:39:16.040 But yes, what you did say to me does resonate. 510 00:39:17.280 --> 00:39:21.720 Thank you. Of course, of course. 511 00:39:22.360 --> 00:39:22.780 I 512 00:39:24.180 --> 00:39:29.700 need to remind myself of that often, you know, we're just, we're all, we're all going through it together. 513 00:39:29.700 --> 00:39:33.720 That's the strength of the community and part of what's so important about 514 00:39:34.400 --> 00:39:40.940 these groups and just being around other, other believers and other people who are going through the exact same things. 515 00:39:42.060 --> 00:39:43.740 And Lisa, I know that you, 516 00:39:45.300 --> 00:39:51.140 I know that you're about to face a huge move and that you're going for a full, full force and actually 517 00:39:52.120 --> 00:39:58.340 Ray and I are going to be doing the same. I'm not going to share all the details as of yet, because it's still not, 518 00:39:59.040 --> 00:39:59.980 still not complete. 519 00:40:01.720 --> 00:40:06.540 planned out and where I want it to be before we share everything, but we'll definitely 520 00:40:06.540 --> 00:40:07.160 share it. 521 00:40:07.560 --> 00:40:10.960 But we're going to be going through the same things and we're just trusting God that 522 00:40:10.960 --> 00:40:17.100 he's moving people right now, whether it's physically, whether it's emotionally, spiritually, 523 00:40:18.160 --> 00:40:22.400 circumstantially, he is moving people right now for such a time as this, like you mentioned, 524 00:40:22.500 --> 00:40:22.860 Angela. 525 00:40:22.860 --> 00:40:29.160 And that's, that's why I, I really want to stress that if you're already taking care 526 00:40:29.160 --> 00:40:31.800 of yourself, that's, that's amazing and important. 527 00:40:34.000 --> 00:40:40.480 But just to really, really understand that where health is coming, where health is concerned 528 00:40:40.680 --> 00:40:47.640 with this temple that we've been provided to really, really focus in on how we can maximize 529 00:40:47.640 --> 00:40:53.080 the energy within this temple, especially now for such a time as this. 530 00:40:53.240 --> 00:41:00.200 And that often means rest, doesn't necessarily mean, you know, working out and things like 531 00:41:00.200 --> 00:41:04.100 that, which is obviously super important and something that I need to get better at as 532 00:41:04.100 --> 00:41:04.240 well. 533 00:41:05.860 --> 00:41:13.160 But it also means spiritually and emotionally and taking a walk in nature, doing something 534 00:41:13.160 --> 00:41:13.760 for yourself. 535 00:41:13.760 --> 00:41:18.260 We've all, you know, heard those things over and over, but it's just, it's, it's time to 536 00:41:18.260 --> 00:41:18.600 do it. 537 00:41:18.600 --> 00:41:23.060 It's time to step it up and really, really do it and, and know that we need to keep this 538 00:41:23.380 --> 00:41:29.460 energy flowing and keep this energy high and, and high vibration, high energy, high vibration 539 00:41:29.460 --> 00:41:34.920 foods, just really, really be focusing in on taking care of ourselves for such a time 540 00:41:34.920 --> 00:41:38.820 as that, as this, and that goes with hormones too. 541 00:41:40.220 --> 00:41:47.400 Being women, our hormones are completely different than men's obviously, even though some people 542 00:41:47.400 --> 00:41:51.060 would disagree, they are, they are very, very different. 543 00:41:51.800 --> 00:41:59.460 And having those checks, having those really, really on point naturally, whether we have 544 00:41:59.460 --> 00:42:07.280 to do it naturally or with other ways, it's, it's ramping up, the enemy is ramping up, 545 00:42:08.080 --> 00:42:09.500 but so is God. 546 00:42:09.960 --> 00:42:18.720 And I want to be in peak physical and peak mental condition to, to be at the call when 547 00:42:18.720 --> 00:42:19.920 that battle call comes. 548 00:42:21.500 --> 00:42:25.320 And that means stepping away from alcohol. 549 00:42:25.660 --> 00:42:32.180 You know, I'm, I'm not, I am not, I do not believe that God necessarily cares whether 550 00:42:32.180 --> 00:42:33.580 you have a glass of wine or not. 551 00:42:33.580 --> 00:42:40.160 That's not what I mean, but really stepping away from it just so that this temple is 552 00:42:40.180 --> 00:42:46.340 refined, stepping away from sugar, stepping away, any, any vices that we have, everything 553 00:42:46.340 --> 00:42:46.980 in moderation. 554 00:42:46.980 --> 00:42:51.880 But if you have a vice that is, you feel is taking over your life and God is calling you 555 00:42:51.880 --> 00:42:58.180 to eliminate, that's, that's really what I've been working on and wanted to share. 556 00:42:58.180 --> 00:43:04.020 Now, coffee is still one that I'm having a trouble, having trouble walking away from 557 00:43:04.020 --> 00:43:09.600 because I know that's a huge vice for me, but I am really, really focusing back in on 558 00:43:09.600 --> 00:43:14.500 refining this temple to be the best mother, to be the best wife, to be the best business 559 00:43:14.500 --> 00:43:19.960 owner, to be the best coach, to be the best everything that I can be for such a time as 560 00:43:19.960 --> 00:43:20.280 this. 561 00:43:20.320 --> 00:43:24.700 And after everything that's happened with Charlie Kirk and, and all the things going 562 00:43:24.700 --> 00:43:32.160 on in the world, it's really a lesson of, wow, there's so much more that we can be 563 00:43:32.160 --> 00:43:36.920 doing, but it doesn't necessarily have to be from a platform. 564 00:43:36.920 --> 00:43:41.100 It doesn't necessarily have to be from a business perspective. 565 00:43:41.100 --> 00:43:43.660 It can be from at home, right? 566 00:43:43.660 --> 00:43:44.660 It can start at home. 567 00:43:44.660 --> 00:43:54.680 If everybody just started at home, if everybody just started with themselves and the people 568 00:43:54.680 --> 00:43:59.200 make everyone just really look at Christ followers and Christians differently. 569 00:44:00.700 --> 00:44:05.820 And I think that's where we get it wrong is we think we have to do these things to, you 570 00:44:05.880 --> 00:44:13.240 know, be a Charlie Kirk or to, to go out and do as many things as we can. 571 00:44:13.300 --> 00:44:19.580 And while some of us are called to that, many of us are called to, to go out and be the 572 00:44:19.580 --> 00:44:23.820 best that we can be with the people that we're put, put around with the people that are placed 573 00:44:23.820 --> 00:44:24.580 in our path. 574 00:44:25.580 --> 00:44:31.240 So I think that's why God's moving so many people, so many businesses, so many circumstances 575 00:44:31.240 --> 00:44:38.280 around because he's placing different people in our path that we can just show up powerfully 576 00:44:38.280 --> 00:44:44.080 and show up with that light and show up as that energetic force that, that isn't necessarily 577 00:44:44.080 --> 00:44:50.560 numb, but is, but is just joyful and complete with everything going on in the world. 578 00:44:51.300 --> 00:44:57.720 And that's what I've been focusing on the last couple of months is figuring out what 579 00:44:57.720 --> 00:44:58.900 my advices are. 580 00:45:00.000 --> 00:45:06.760 doing my best with God's help, of course, to eliminate them and or at least put them 581 00:45:06.760 --> 00:45:12.560 into moderation so that I can be the best Jess that I can be for the people that are 582 00:45:12.560 --> 00:45:18.640 placed in my path so that I don't walk around feeling depleted because of the circumstances 583 00:45:18.640 --> 00:45:19.940 and the way of the world. 584 00:45:20.720 --> 00:45:27.100 I hope that that maybe has resonated with you guys or anybody watching the live stream 585 00:45:27.100 --> 00:45:32.040 but if anybody has some last minute thoughts or something they want to share around that 586 00:45:32.040 --> 00:45:34.900 or anything else, please, please feel free. 587 00:45:35.100 --> 00:45:41.360 I just felt like that was something on my heart and I'm asking you guys for help also, 588 00:45:41.660 --> 00:45:42.840 you know, to do that. 589 00:45:44.060 --> 00:45:51.820 Yeah, I have something, Jess, Angela, when you were talking about the, you know, so much 590 00:45:51.820 --> 00:45:55.700 of the word right and and out of the mouth, out of the heart, the mouth speaks. 591 00:45:55.700 --> 00:46:00.480 So, it's very clear to me what's really in there, what's been so deeply rooted in you. 592 00:46:00.540 --> 00:46:02.720 It can't help but naturally come out, right? 593 00:46:02.720 --> 00:46:06.120 And as I'm hearing you speak about standing on the word of God and standing on the promises 594 00:46:06.120 --> 00:46:09.800 of God, Holy Spirit said, it's Luke 1 45. 595 00:46:10.440 --> 00:46:15.520 It's blessed is she who has believed that the Lord would fulfill his promises to her, 596 00:46:15.860 --> 00:46:16.420 right? 597 00:46:16.420 --> 00:46:21.660 That we know he has promises to fulfill and we're blessed when we believe he will. 598 00:46:21.660 --> 00:46:26.940 And I don't know if that's helpful to you, but he was nudging me to share that. 599 00:46:27.040 --> 00:46:28.980 He just recalled to me Luke 1 45. 600 00:46:29.260 --> 00:46:29.540 Oh, yeah. 601 00:46:29.540 --> 00:46:30.020 Oh, yeah. 602 00:46:30.300 --> 00:46:30.480 Blessed. 603 00:46:30.880 --> 00:46:33.860 Blessed are we when we believe that you're going to fulfill those promises because the 604 00:46:33.860 --> 00:46:36.180 subtext there is that he has them to fulfill. 605 00:46:36.740 --> 00:46:37.980 We're blessed when we believe he will. 606 00:46:38.820 --> 00:46:44.680 And so, when you've been called and exhausted and feeling even spiritually numb, which is 607 00:46:44.680 --> 00:46:48.480 something I can relate to as well, I don't think there's any surprise that he's calling 608 00:46:48.480 --> 00:46:52.980 you to this place and saying, be still, be still and know that I am God just mentioned 609 00:46:52.980 --> 00:46:53.800 rest as well. 610 00:46:53.840 --> 00:46:54.020 Right. 611 00:46:54.020 --> 00:46:57.660 We know that rest is not found in a destination or a spot treatment. 612 00:46:57.700 --> 00:47:02.960 Rest is found in getting close to Christ, which maybe he's just making room for you 613 00:47:02.960 --> 00:47:03.400 to do that. 614 00:47:03.580 --> 00:47:08.980 Maybe it's been such a desperate ploy to hang on and fight for all of these things where 615 00:47:08.980 --> 00:47:10.560 he's kind of going, let it go. 616 00:47:10.600 --> 00:47:11.440 I've always had you. 617 00:47:11.600 --> 00:47:12.040 I always will. 618 00:47:12.040 --> 00:47:13.420 Just get close with me. 619 00:47:13.420 --> 00:47:15.160 Just rest in my presence. 620 00:47:15.260 --> 00:47:15.620 Right. 621 00:47:16.160 --> 00:47:18.020 So that's just kind of what came up for me. 622 00:47:18.020 --> 00:47:22.620 And it's a good reminder for me, too, because I, in the last six weeks, have experienced 623 00:47:22.620 --> 00:47:24.860 more warfare, I think, than I ever have. 624 00:47:25.980 --> 00:47:27.880 So just heavy, heavy stuff. 625 00:47:28.060 --> 00:47:29.960 And so I thought, oh, Luke 145. 626 00:47:30.060 --> 00:47:32.040 I think that's for me, too. 627 00:47:33.380 --> 00:47:33.560 Amen. 628 00:47:33.960 --> 00:47:34.220 Amen. 629 00:47:34.240 --> 00:47:35.780 I think the enemy is desperate. 630 00:47:36.320 --> 00:47:43.680 He's trying to hit on every side, you know, and we just need to know that we're fighting 631 00:47:43.680 --> 00:47:46.560 in victory, that this life is but a vapor. 632 00:47:47.360 --> 00:48:00.020 And as Paul said, he counts it, everything in this world, D-U-N-G, compared to that of 633 00:48:00.020 --> 00:48:00.800 knowing Jesus. 634 00:48:01.120 --> 00:48:08.400 You know, anything that we could have around us is really nothing in comparison to Jesus. 635 00:48:09.060 --> 00:48:13.860 And so just, you know, keeping that in perspective. 636 00:48:13.860 --> 00:48:18.780 And I said to somebody, I said, you know, Paul said, you know, it would be far greater 637 00:48:18.780 --> 00:48:20.800 for me to go on and be with the Lord. 638 00:48:21.000 --> 00:48:23.280 And they're like, you don't need to leave quite yet. 639 00:48:23.280 --> 00:48:24.680 I'm like, oh, I'm not saying that. 640 00:48:25.060 --> 00:48:29.860 But, you know, to realize that, you know, once we go to heaven, we're not going to, 641 00:48:30.020 --> 00:48:33.800 we're going to realize like, wow, we're not going to look back. 642 00:48:36.040 --> 00:48:38.180 So we are fighting in victory. 643 00:48:39.180 --> 00:48:45.600 But while we're here on earth, the one thing I have gotten excited about is this new company 644 00:48:45.820 --> 00:48:50.940 that it's I feel like it's the most amazing biohack ever, because it's you're actually 645 00:48:51.700 --> 00:49:00.300 drinking a postbiotic that's immediately going to your 14 quadrillion mitochondria and activating 646 00:49:00.300 --> 00:49:07.900 them, which they're the powerhouse of our 37 trillion cells and giving us the natural 647 00:49:07.900 --> 00:49:14.740 energy that we need to do whatever it is that God would have us to do. 648 00:49:15.220 --> 00:49:20.960 And so I had my mitochondria tested the other day and the woman said, wow, you must not 649 00:49:20.960 --> 00:49:22.660 have had anything going on this year. 650 00:49:24.540 --> 00:49:25.700 And I said, why do you say that? 651 00:49:25.700 --> 00:49:28.340 She said, well, stress really affects the mitochondria. 652 00:49:28.340 --> 00:49:37.280 And I feel like it's a testimony to the products that I'm passionate about. 653 00:49:37.320 --> 00:49:39.500 And I feel like God is placed in my path. 654 00:49:39.620 --> 00:49:42.360 So I do I do feel like. 655 00:49:43.000 --> 00:49:50.060 I'm on the right path with this new company that I, you know, that fell into my lap in 656 00:49:50.320 --> 00:49:58.320 January, so I'm an outsider, it's very clear, but from your perspective and what, you 657 00:49:58.320 --> 00:49:59.900 know, everything that's come up for you. 658 00:50:00.000 --> 00:50:05.780 last year and really, I mean, from an outsider, it's very clear that God is shifting things 659 00:50:05.780 --> 00:50:14.540 so that you can focus on different avenues that really matter, right, that really bring 660 00:50:14.540 --> 00:50:21.160 you joy, that really rise up your creativity and how you minister and the people that are 661 00:50:21.160 --> 00:50:22.300 coming into your life. 662 00:50:22.380 --> 00:50:25.000 Like from an outside perspective, it's very clear. 663 00:50:25.640 --> 00:50:29.180 Once and it's always clear to someone who's not in it, right? 664 00:50:29.180 --> 00:50:34.820 It's like when you're in, if someone's in a physically abusive relationship, it's always 665 00:50:34.820 --> 00:50:40.620 so clear to the outsiders that, oh my gosh, this person needs to leave or something needs 666 00:50:40.620 --> 00:50:41.180 to change here. 667 00:50:41.180 --> 00:50:42.260 Like this is not okay. 668 00:50:42.340 --> 00:50:46.120 But then the person in it, they can't see it, right? 669 00:50:46.120 --> 00:50:49.780 They can't see it because they keep getting drawn back in, whether it's comfortability 670 00:50:50.960 --> 00:50:55.280 or psychologically, all the things, the memories, everything. 671 00:50:56.820 --> 00:51:05.820 So it's very clear that you're being maneuvered into something fresh that feels fresh, that 672 00:51:05.820 --> 00:51:12.980 renews and restores your energy and your passion and your excitement, not only business wise, 673 00:51:13.000 --> 00:51:15.480 but also personally, right, with your family. 674 00:51:15.560 --> 00:51:16.600 It's just so clear. 675 00:51:17.000 --> 00:51:21.300 But when you can see it with, because you're the one going through it and all the emotions 676 00:51:21.300 --> 00:51:27.520 and all the feelings and all the hardships, when you can finally step into that, that's 677 00:51:27.520 --> 00:51:30.980 when it just, I really feel like God is going to release the flow. 678 00:51:33.160 --> 00:51:33.180 Amen. 679 00:51:34.400 --> 00:51:37.520 Has anybody ever done pod match? 680 00:51:39.800 --> 00:51:40.340 Pod match? 681 00:51:41.760 --> 00:51:42.000 No. 682 00:51:42.420 --> 00:51:42.800 No. 683 00:51:42.800 --> 00:51:49.700 So someone just told me, so I feel like I want to be the voice of the postbiotic movement 684 00:51:49.700 --> 00:51:54.580 here in the U.S. because the only reason someone is taking a probiotic instead of a 685 00:51:54.600 --> 00:51:58.900 postbiotic is because marketing has not caught up with science. 686 00:51:59.080 --> 00:52:04.760 And so they told me to go to pod match and I've been filling it out, but it basically 687 00:52:05.200 --> 00:52:09.300 matches who you are with the different podcasts out there. 688 00:52:09.820 --> 00:52:13.700 And I just wondered if anyone here had ever done that. 689 00:52:14.460 --> 00:52:15.580 Oh, I will though. 690 00:52:15.580 --> 00:52:15.940 Yeah. 691 00:52:16.500 --> 00:52:20.280 So they said it was free, but I don't see the free part. 692 00:52:20.440 --> 00:52:29.280 It's like $30 a month that I thought I would try it for just to see because, yeah. 693 00:52:31.280 --> 00:52:35.720 So it's going to be interesting because, you know, obviously you fill out your profile 694 00:52:35.720 --> 00:52:40.600 and then they match you with who's health and wellness and who's, you know, spiritual 695 00:52:40.600 --> 00:52:42.960 health and wellness and all kinds of things. 696 00:52:43.820 --> 00:52:46.020 So pod match dot com. 697 00:52:47.680 --> 00:52:47.960 Thank you. 698 00:52:48.220 --> 00:52:48.520 Yeah. 699 00:52:48.520 --> 00:52:49.960 I'll definitely go check that out. 700 00:52:50.480 --> 00:52:55.560 Well, don't have any experience with it yet, just but the gal highly recommended it. 701 00:52:55.800 --> 00:52:56.680 So yeah. 702 00:52:56.720 --> 00:52:57.240 Yeah. 703 00:52:57.240 --> 00:53:04.460 Well, I have a question for you all before we before we end here, and that is, has anyone 704 00:53:04.980 --> 00:53:12.220 recently it doesn't it doesn't have to be recently, but has anybody decided to give 705 00:53:12.220 --> 00:53:12.680 something up? 706 00:53:12.860 --> 00:53:17.260 You knew God was calling you to give something up or to put something aside, whether it's 707 00:53:17.260 --> 00:53:26.740 a vice or a project or something, and you did it and things opened up for you. 708 00:53:28.440 --> 00:53:30.540 Not recently, but yes. 709 00:53:32.000 --> 00:53:33.860 OK, can you share that for me? 710 00:53:34.520 --> 00:53:37.100 It was it was part of my own health and wellness journey. 711 00:53:37.100 --> 00:53:44.020 So I remember sharing this with Tyler actually at the event last year where I had always 712 00:53:44.020 --> 00:53:47.860 struggled with my weight, didn't really get why I kept saying to the Lord, like, I don't 713 00:53:47.860 --> 00:53:48.320 get it. 714 00:53:48.380 --> 00:53:52.860 Like, if this is if I say this is so important to me and I want this dealt with and corrected 715 00:53:52.860 --> 00:53:56.200 more than anything else, what is in the way of like making this happen? 716 00:53:56.460 --> 00:54:01.160 And so I started chasing the path of going down, really exploring what self-control meant 717 00:54:01.160 --> 00:54:06.640 as like a fruit of the spirit and just pressing into that, not counting calories, not really 718 00:54:06.640 --> 00:54:09.580 trying other than to just practice what that looks like. 719 00:54:10.060 --> 00:54:14.280 And then before I knew it, I literally dropped like thirty pounds before I even realized 720 00:54:14.280 --> 00:54:15.740 I just knew my clothes were getting looser. 721 00:54:16.680 --> 00:54:17.080 Wow. 722 00:54:17.640 --> 00:54:18.540 It wasn't hard. 723 00:54:18.660 --> 00:54:19.380 It wasn't hard at all. 724 00:54:19.420 --> 00:54:20.240 I mean, it was slow. 725 00:54:20.740 --> 00:54:25.380 But now I think I'm down forty five and it was just the Holy Spirit ministering to me 726 00:54:25.680 --> 00:54:29.800 about just just try this, just just chase me, just practice this, just look at the fruit 727 00:54:29.800 --> 00:54:30.220 of the spirit. 728 00:54:31.140 --> 00:54:35.420 So that was an example of like nothing in my own strength, but just going, OK, Lord, 729 00:54:35.420 --> 00:54:38.040 I need to get involved here and show me what that looks like. 730 00:54:38.500 --> 00:54:41.780 And you look absolutely beautiful, by the way, and you look fantastic. 731 00:54:42.680 --> 00:54:42.680 732 00:54:43.220 --> 00:54:45.520 And I love that you said it wasn't hard. 733 00:54:46.100 --> 00:54:46.380 No. 734 00:54:46.920 --> 00:54:52.240 Because that and that's something that as you go through the brilliance conference and 735 00:54:52.240 --> 00:54:57.160 learn more about Graham's teachings, he talks about that, how, you know, we have this we 736 00:54:57.160 --> 00:54:59.920 have this ideal of or this idea that. 737 00:55:00.000 --> 00:55:06.560 It has to be hard like that. We're just gonna grind through something, you know that God said I have to stop this 738 00:55:06.560 --> 00:55:08.360 So it has to be you know 739 00:55:08.580 --> 00:55:15.640 So terribly suffering and all these things that we we make it but at the end of the day if you just 740 00:55:16.300 --> 00:55:18.400 Stay in step with the spirit 741 00:55:19.100 --> 00:55:26.460 Oftentimes, it's actually it's a you love doing it. You love the process. You love doing it because you're staying in step with the spirit 742 00:55:27.180 --> 00:55:33.420 So it doesn't mean that it's necessarily easy, but it doesn't have to be a suffering type of 743 00:55:34.600 --> 00:55:40.220 Process. So thank you for sharing that and I needed to hear that today, too 744 00:55:41.740 --> 00:55:42.280 Especially 745 00:55:44.640 --> 00:55:49.220 Yeah, so this this was I think four years ago, so I 746 00:55:50.880 --> 00:55:55.860 Wouldn't so I don't you know God turned Jesus turned water into wine, right? 747 00:55:56.840 --> 00:56:03.200 Our pastor, I think it was four years ago. He said if you really want the the 748 00:56:03.960 --> 00:56:08.780 the fruit of the the Holy Spirit give up the spirit of the world and 749 00:56:10.580 --> 00:56:13.780 My family as challenges with alcoholism 750 00:56:13.780 --> 00:56:17.700 I think probably my all my brothers have challenges and 751 00:56:17.920 --> 00:56:25.200 We had to do a wellness check on my nephew just last week because he wasn't showing up for work and they feared for his life 752 00:56:25.200 --> 00:56:27.000 no, and 753 00:56:27.000 --> 00:56:29.440 So about four years ago. I just decided 754 00:56:30.040 --> 00:56:37.140 so I would have maybe a glass of wine once a month or I was wasn't anything big but and I would go home and 755 00:56:37.140 --> 00:56:43.100 I would hold a beer just because I didn't want my family to make you know, give me grief or not 756 00:56:43.160 --> 00:56:45.880 but four years ago, I just said I'm done with that and so 757 00:56:47.680 --> 00:56:48.800 Yeah, I 758 00:56:49.040 --> 00:56:50.160 just desire 759 00:56:50.660 --> 00:56:57.380 You desire more of God and not of the world and I mean if you drive by if you drive by the liquor store 760 00:56:57.380 --> 00:57:01.620 It says wine beer and spirits, you know, and you know, that's not the good kind of spirit 761 00:57:02.120 --> 00:57:04.880 Yeah, I want to be honest. And so 762 00:57:07.060 --> 00:57:08.240 So, yeah 763 00:57:08.860 --> 00:57:12.720 And it's been it was interesting when I first started to do that 764 00:57:12.720 --> 00:57:17.640 I would get so much persecution for not just having one drink a different 765 00:57:17.640 --> 00:57:25.180 I mean, it's interesting how wrapped up some people will get because you won't have just even one drink with them 766 00:57:25.340 --> 00:57:31.700 But I never was there to make anybody feel bad. I was just you know, and so 767 00:57:33.060 --> 00:57:35.260 So, yeah, I've 768 00:57:36.140 --> 00:57:43.120 I'm glad I've taken that stand and I it's it's spoken to my family then too, which has been you know, and 769 00:57:44.100 --> 00:57:44.940 it was 770 00:57:44.940 --> 00:57:49.940 Difficult at first they would you know hand me I'm like, I'm not I don't I don't want that 771 00:57:49.940 --> 00:57:54.480 you know, I wouldn't make it sound like make them feel like, you know, whatever but 772 00:57:56.140 --> 00:57:58.140 But yeah, so 773 00:57:59.160 --> 00:58:00.880 Now my family are realizing 774 00:58:03.160 --> 00:58:04.920 A lot of things so 775 00:58:05.240 --> 00:58:06.160 only Jesus 776 00:58:06.940 --> 00:58:10.260 yeah, yeah, I know that's powerful and beautiful and I 777 00:58:11.340 --> 00:58:16.380 Appreciate you sharing that and it's something, you know, my family their whole they grew up on 778 00:58:17.380 --> 00:58:21.860 just that was the whole get-together of the family was drinking and 779 00:58:22.160 --> 00:58:29.980 Partying and that's what our family culture is. I mean, we're Italian, you know, so and again, I'm not against that at all 780 00:58:29.980 --> 00:58:34.380 I think you know, there's a time and a place for it and I think it's it can be beautiful too. But 781 00:58:35.220 --> 00:58:36.820 You know just like what you shared 782 00:58:36.820 --> 00:58:43.400 it's not like it lets the good spirits in and I I met a pastor who a woman pastor and she 783 00:58:44.480 --> 00:58:50.900 She was saying that she you know, she gave it up and I said how long have you been alcohol-free and she said well 784 00:58:50.900 --> 00:58:55.100 I'm you know, I'm alcohol-free today and I have been for about 10 years 785 00:58:55.100 --> 00:59:00.240 But tomorrow if I want a glass, I'm gonna have one, you know, she just stays in step with the spirit 786 00:59:00.240 --> 00:59:05.680 It's not a I have to do this to prove something or or whatever. It's just 787 00:59:06.560 --> 00:59:13.080 Stay in step with the spirit and and if today, you know, he says yeah, go ahead have a glass of wine 788 00:59:13.080 --> 00:59:18.160 I'm gonna have a glass of wine, but I haven't for 10 years and that was her answer and I love that 789 00:59:18.160 --> 00:59:20.720 You know because it was just it came from such a non-judgmental 790 00:59:22.060 --> 00:59:22.580 totally 791 00:59:23.300 --> 00:59:30.020 Free it was just such a freedom to hear that and like you shared Rebecca, you know, it's just it wasn't hard 792 00:59:30.020 --> 00:59:33.040 It's just okay today. What are we doing Lord? What are we doing today? 793 00:59:34.020 --> 00:59:37.940 You know, so I love that. Thank you for sharing. I appreciate it 794 00:59:40.600 --> 00:59:46.320 Well, Lisa any last words you've been quiet for a while I 795 00:59:46.360 --> 00:59:51.880 I've got one thing. I have a question for all y'all as they say in Texas 796 00:59:52.500 --> 00:59:55.460 Do you know of any holistic? 797 00:59:56.640 --> 00:59:56.640 798 00:59:57.520 --> 00:59:59.980 That's good at balancing hormones 799 01:00:03.280 --> 01:00:12.940 I can find out please. Yeah, I can find out for sure. I've been using my my I love the 800 01:00:12.940 --> 01:00:18.980 lady in Texas but she's it's not her niche and I've spent thousands of dollars and I'm 801 01:00:18.980 --> 01:00:24.620 like finally about two months ago I went off everything I stopped everything and did my 802 01:00:24.620 --> 01:00:31.400 research and I've been taking some supplements and it's okay but I'm I have no testosterone so 803 01:00:31.400 --> 01:00:40.000 I am exhausted all the time. I will find out absolutely. Lisa, you can reach out to me and 804 01:00:40.000 --> 01:00:46.140 I've got some suggestions for you if you'd like. Okay, sure, thanks. I just put my number in the 805 01:00:46.180 --> 01:00:59.940 chat. Yeah, because I've I like the natural way. I've got a lot of yeah tried a lot of different 806 01:00:59.940 --> 01:01:05.860 ways and some days are good some days are not so good and I wake up around seven eight o'clock but 807 01:01:05.860 --> 01:01:14.600 it takes me an hour or two just to get moving. Once I get moving I'm okay just I used to be a 808 01:01:14.600 --> 01:01:18.600 and I want it back but I don't know if I'll get it back and that's okay. 809 01:01:20.340 --> 01:01:25.100 Well, you'll get it back. Don't talk like that. You'll get it back. You're gonna be 810 01:01:25.100 --> 01:01:31.300 jumping up and down. You're an energizer bunny and everybody's like Lisa chill and I'm like I don't 811 01:01:33.080 --> 01:01:39.020 know. That's beautiful. You're gonna be jumping up and down. Well, yeah, reach out to Angela and 812 01:01:39.020 --> 01:01:44.140 if I can find out anybody I will I will definitely let you know. Appreciate it. 813 01:01:44.940 --> 01:01:51.780 No problem. Well, as always it's I love speaking with you and thank you all for 814 01:01:51.780 --> 01:01:58.560 for your wisdom and guidance as well and I hope you have the most incredible blessed Wednesday. 815 01:01:59.860 --> 01:02:03.160 Rebecca, would you pray us out? You always have the most incredible prayers. 816 01:02:03.160 --> 01:02:09.000 Oh, sure. Yeah, I'd be happy to. Father God, thank you so much for this time together Lord 817 01:02:09.280 --> 01:02:14.800 for iron sharpening iron for us just being able to gather in fellowship and spur each other on 818 01:02:14.800 --> 01:02:20.340 Lord. We thank you for being the God who opens doors no man can shut. Thank you for having good 819 01:02:20.340 --> 01:02:24.820 plans for us Lord to prosper us and not harm us that you do have plans with a hope and a future 820 01:02:25.080 --> 01:02:28.300 for each and every one of us Lord and I just pray God that this week you would 821 01:02:28.760 --> 01:02:34.820 help us to be equipped more to walk this this path that you're calling us to Lord to embody 822 01:02:34.920 --> 01:02:39.720 everything it is that you're calling us to be to glorify you to embody it who it is you want us to 823 01:02:39.720 --> 01:02:44.740 be. We trust you. We thank you for your guidance. We love you today and I just pray that you would 824 01:02:44.740 --> 01:02:55.080 cover and keep us until we meet again in Jesus name. Amen. Amen. Have a great day ladies. We'll 825 01:02:55.340 --> 01:02:55.420 see you you