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I don't know, between 25 and 30 people, but it was completely different people than were

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at my last one, like a whole different set of people.

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That's amazing.

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How did they respond?

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How did you feel?

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I felt like it went really well.

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It was pretty fun.

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I spent the time to create like a presentation on Canva, so I had a bunch of slides to look

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at.

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It was a little better than just looking at a talking head.

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That was a little stressful because at the last minute, I didn't think about how smoothly

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that was going to go.

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That might sound super easy to you, but to actually share it and stuff, and I got too

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stressed out.

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It worked, but I couldn't do the restream.

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I just threw that whole thing away because I didn't want to have to figure out that too.

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When you have too many, like if you don't have someone managing the techie back end

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for you, I do feel like that's a little bit stressful.

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I just ran, because I remember when we talked last week, we were running a challenge the

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same week.

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We were running a workshop, and I was running the challenge.

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I did a challenge Tuesday, Wednesday, Thursday, and we had a bonus day on Friday.

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I used restream, and I could not imagine teaching, having to be the one teaching, and making

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sure that the restream is running correctly and sent to all the places this is running.

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You're accepting the people, and you're sharing your screen.

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You're making sure.

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I couldn't do it.

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I didn't want to take that on.

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No, it is a lot, and it is doable, but it is helpful when you have someone that's able

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to, like if you had someone that you're like, how kind of Sally helped manage your comments

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during what, one workshop or two workshops?

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Yeah, she did.

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Like having someone like that, they can also come in and help with your, more so with your

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tech stuff, because I didn't have to do any of the teaching.

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I was just on making sure the restream was running and making sure that everything else

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was up and running.

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Yeah.

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Until then, they started being like, Macy, can you share the slides one more time?

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And it was like, I was zero percent prepared, and I went, and I was like scurrying and running

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to try to find my Google Drive and share the slides.

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And he was like, she must not be in here, and I'm like, you just on the, off the cuff

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decided to tell me to start sharing the slides.

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I was like, here I am, scribbling.

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Did you do slides from, through Canva?

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How did you do slides?

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We had someone who, I just did Google, like a Google slide show.

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I created them so much prettier.

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They were like an ugly, just a general, because we had someone who created slides for us,

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but the homeboy didn't create like slides that were editable.

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He created something in his own platform and screenshotted it and dropped it into my Google

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thing.

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So then when I went to go change some details, I was like, excuse me, this is, this does

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not work.

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So then I recreated a really last minute, like not, Canva is a great option.

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Like I know that Marcella uses Canva to, you use Canva to make your, your 30-day journal.

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And I'm like, I feel like that is a great, easy solution, especially they have templates

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that work.

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They have a lot of stuff that you can just.

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It worked well.

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And I figured out how to share it on the full screen.

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But then when I went back, cause I was trying to get the replay up on my group page, my

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tribe social group page, and when Zoom recorded it, it didn't record my face.

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So you could only see the slides and hear a voice, but it, for some reason it didn't

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record my face in there.

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I don't know why it does that.

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It does do that.

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It's not a you problem.

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It's a Zoom problem.

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As soon as you share the screen, it removes your face from it.

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And it's the presentation is what is for work.

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So that's kind of what, yeah, because I was nervous because I wasn't pinned.

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Our two speakers were pinned.

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So like Zoom has an option that I could come in here and I could, I could share the screen

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and I think I can share it and I can choose.

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I wonder if I can show you all this.

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If you were to hit share, you can share like content only.

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It pulls up a presenter layout.

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It's like content only.

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You can share it as a background.

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So like here, let me show you.

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So like when I'm sharing, I turn into a weird talking head and you can see like my

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Uh-huh. Isn't that kind of weird? A little bit, but at least you can see you. It's an option.

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And what is that called? It's called a background. So whenever you share, it'll open up and let me.

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Is that on Zoom or on Canva? On Zoom. Yeah. Oh, okay. On Zoom, as soon as you hit share,

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it'll pull up and it sucks because I literally can't show you because Zoom doesn't let me here.

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Let me drop down. That's okay. But it shows you. It'll make it to where it's like over your

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shoulder. It'll make it to where I think I could do side by side. So like now I'm here

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and the shared screen is next to me. It should be. Oh, okay. Okay. So it has a couple of like

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little weird. And can you do that before your meeting starts or you have to do it while you're

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in the meeting? So whenever you're in the meeting and you're in Zoom and you go to hit share,

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you would just, I just dropped in the picture in the chat. So when you hit share,

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this is the screen you'll see on the right. While it's a lovely picture of my right hand side,

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you'll see it says content only as background over the shoulder side by side. Okay. So you can

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adjust your share view as you're getting ready to go share. Okay. So it's something to play with

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you could probably go into your own Zoom and yeah, I'm like test everything first. Okay.

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Test everything except I freaking my, this is my story of the week. I was live onto a very public

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man, public figure, like the challenge that we're running. This man has thousands and thousands and

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thousands of views, followers of subscribers. And I'm over here. I go to hit start live to test it

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thinking I would have the option for it to, for it to start my live on Zoom and then for it to

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show and restream that live. And normally you can hit start streaming, but it just sent it to

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YouTube and people are like, it's like 15 minutes before we're starting. So there's people who are

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on and waiting for the challenge to start and people are eager and they're always just kind

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of waiting. And so I'm literally, I'm sitting there and I'm like, the Lord's words were not

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coming out of my mouth because I'm like, Oh shoot, I need to turn this off. This is not okay.

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And I'm literally like, how the heck do I turn this off? And I'm, it's just me sitting here

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freaking live on Chris Vallotton's YouTube. And I'm literally like,

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and I'm like, Oh no, there's watching me. And so I'm turning off the live. I'm texting his,

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his chief of staff and like, can you log into his YouTube and delete the live?

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Pretty cool. This is no embarrassing, but it was live for like 25 seconds while I was in the

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realness of that was my flounder of this. Well, yeah, I'm worried about that too,

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because if you go do that, yeah, it could be live. And yeah, sometimes I don't really know

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what it's going to end up on, on the other end. Sometimes I'm like, I don't know.

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Yeah. It was a, it was a learning experience and I will never do it again.

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Gosh. Well, I'm sure that happens. I'm sure that happens.

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It's nice to know that you're human. Like the rest of us.

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Exactly. Exactly.

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It's funny. Cause I'm like, I know how to do it all. And I like, I'm like, I can teach you,

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I can show you, but I hadn't had to do it on my own for normally it's like Bruce is running it

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and I'm running it with him or like, we're not using it. Restream. I'm like running the way

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that I did restream this time was different. And I'm just like, Oh my goodness. So that was

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a fun experiment that I did live to a hundred thousand subscribers.

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Anyways. Okay. Holly. So you had your workshop. It went well. Yeah. Did you end up offering

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anything or did you just teach, do your workshop, leave it at that?

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No, I wasn't really offering. I had a few people that joined that hadn't joined my group yet. And

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but I wasn't really trying to offer anything or sell anything. I just want people to get

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interested in what I'm talking about and to show up more and to just kind of build the group. And

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like we talked about, I'll start charging eventually, but I want to get like some really

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good content on there. Yeah. I think that's good. I think, and how did you end up promoting it?

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Because I'm getting most of my people. I don't think I'm getting anyone from social media.

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It's all just email, emailing.

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Oh, I've gotten people, and it's like I said, I had about 20 people last time, a little

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more this time, but different groups, there was not, I don't think there was anyone on

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this one that was there in the last one.

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So different people.

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That's exciting.

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So there's people out there that are getting, you know, they're interested, but yeah, yeah.

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That's exciting.

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I think it's fun when there's no one that was on the last one.

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I'm like, cause typically you get your loyalists who succeed, you get your loyalists who show

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up to everything that you do.

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So like we have people in our challenges that literally are on, they've already taken what

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we do.

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Like what we do is probably the same teaching.

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We just changed the title and kind of shifted around so it doesn't look exactly the same,

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but like it's basically the same and they show up and are so excited every time.

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But it's like, they're a, they're a follower of you.

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And so they're excited.

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So it's always fun when you get some new people and it's like, this is an entirely new group

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because normally it's like, oh, these are normally my, like my little group that follows

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me and all the things that I do.

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Exactly.

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Exactly.

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Holly, so was it like a one, a one hour workshop that you did?

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Yeah, it was an hour and a half.

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Hour and a half.

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Yeah.

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And I did like, I tried to keep the teaching really short.

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I did like 20 minutes of teaching.

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I did like some activations that took about 15 or 20 minutes and then the rest of it was

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just Q&A.

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And you did that, you restreamed it to YouTube?

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No, I was telling her I didn't.

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I was going to, but it was so stressful because you can't start the restream until you start

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your Zoom and it was just too much to think about.

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And I was already stressed about getting, I created a presentation on Canva and I was,

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I was working on getting that up on the screen and that was a little, didn't go as easily

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as I thought.

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And I just threw the whole restream out.

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I was like, I couldn't, I couldn't figure all that out in that, at that pressure moment

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right before I went on.

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Okay.

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I was just curious.

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I think that might, yeah.

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I don't know.

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I don't know what I'm doing.

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I'm just getting inspired.

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And yeah, but like, but like what Macy said, I can't really practice the restream because

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if you do it, you're live on there.

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So I can't just like, I don't know.

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I haven't done like a practice run.

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Well, I did try to do a practice run and it didn't go, it didn't run.

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So the practice run I discovered that I can do is I set up on, because I have my personal

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YouTube, I ended up setting up and linking because absolutely no one is on my personal

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So if I hit go live, that doesn't matter.

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If you set it up and add it as a channel, as your personal YouTube, not like your prosper

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things one, then you can do a practice and you can practice on that one, go live on that

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one and then you can start.

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So that's kind of how I've learned is like, okay, I have a test account for everything.

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Even when I'm doing like when I'm showing you guys things in tribe in the backend, most

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of the time I'm on a test account so that we can make sure like, okay, if I were to

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do anything, it doesn't actually affect anything real.

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It's just a trial.

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That's a good idea.

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That's a great idea.

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Um, Marcella, how was your cruise?

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Oh, it was so divine.

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When I tell you I'm still like tripping, God has me tripped out.

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I'm like, if ever in my life have I been tripped out positively, I've been tripped out negatively.

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This trip was absolutely divine from start to finish.

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Um, I was in the room with, um, women from all over the world.

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I was like at one point saying, how did I, how did I get in this room?

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I don't even know how I got in this room.

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Um, yeah, it was just so defined.

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I ended up having my roommate, I've been blessing my roommate every time I tell this story because

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I don't know, you know, I don't know what was happening on her end, but she could not

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make the flight to, and I think she was from like, I don't know, I think Brazil somewhere.

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Um, and so I ended up having my whole room to myself on a ship.

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Like it was like, oh, then somebody, I'm in line getting ready to board the ship.

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And one of my hard feeling clients cashed out to me a hundred bucks.

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I was like, I'm, I'm, I was literally going on this trip with like no money, no, I did

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not need any money.

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And I got that.

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I mean, when I say it was a, it was a God trip, it was, so I'm still like tripping out.

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Like, Lord, like, wow, like I'm praying over here about this.

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What does that mean?

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I'm always searching for what does that mean?

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What's the name Lord?

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When he gives you something good, like what is, was it, you know, it's sad to say.

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Can I just be honest, you guys are my family by now, you guys are.

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Like, you get so used to the struggle, just unconsciously, subconsciously, you get used

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to the struggle and he does something so kind, so gracious.

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All I had to do was say yes.

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I didn't have to do anything.

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I just saw it on, you know, I don't even know, I don't know Charissa Monroe.

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I don't know her personally.

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There's no relationship.

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All God.

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So I was, you know, yeah, I was really blown away.

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Yeah, it's just his goodness and receiving it, you know, and it was just so good to reach

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her retreat.

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Her content was great.

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work processing kind of work, exercises.

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I felt like the Lord was saying to me that he was cleaning up some old, old, deep, deep

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things even before my parents passing, just some old things on this level to take me to

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the next level.

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I felt like that's what this was.

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a heart healing prayer component.

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mean, we were just all like, I mean, the exercise, I was not gunning for the microphone

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to talk.

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I was like, but I had to talk.

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I don't want to do this.

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I was so resistant.

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So if anything, if I was to say, oh, that was a missing component.

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I've talked to Jesus about it.

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I don't know if the Lord is saying you, you might want, I don't know.

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So yeah, that's where I'm at.

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Like what are we doing?

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It's almost the end of the year.

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I don't know what I'm doing anymore.

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I love that.

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I think even you asking like, Lord, what the heck am I doing here?

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Like why am I here?

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But the fact that like your roommate didn't show up, bless her, hope that her, sorry that

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her life didn't turn out the way it should and that she wasn't on the boat.

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But like, yay for you.

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We celebrate the other people's.

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I was doing a little holy dance in my room by myself.

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I was like, when it was selling, I was like, ooh.

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That's so funny.

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I'm like, but the fact that even like, okay, God, why am I here?

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Like you were meant to be there.

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It was every single thing fell into line.

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There was a purpose for you to be there.

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There was a purpose for like, like you said, just kind of to like clean house.

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Like there's like old stuff that you need to deal with and like you were able to have

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the Lord start processing that with you there and like, even for you to be able to see.

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And I know that it's because we, a lot of times what our passion is and what we're working,

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we see like, oh my goodness, this is such a needed component and everything realistically,

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we all have something that someone else is doing that they don't have and that we could

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And so it's like one of those things, like your, your eyes and your mind and your heart

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are on heart healing.

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And so you're like, this is so needed.

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And then you see like, oh, there's actually a lot of value in what you did didn't have.

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Like there's, it could have been a little bit more.

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So it's like, I think that's fun to be able to start seeing that and to see that there's

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a need for what you have and what the Lord has put on your heart.

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Because it's kind of like, like you said, well, okay, what am I doing now?

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Like, okay.

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You're able to see, you were just on a boat with however many women, like there is a heart

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healing need that is not being either.

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There's not necessarily training for it, which we know that Elise and Turok do the training

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for the heart healing, but like they're only two people.

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Like that's why the Lord has told you to do it because it's like, we all have things,

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we all have things that we're supposed to be doing and we're supposed to be teaching.

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And it's like, you're supposed to bring something to the table and it's, she didn't have it.

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And now you're like, wait, I have this, I have this that I'm able to bring to the table.

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So I think it's looking at like, oh, actually what I'm doing is correct.

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The mind, like there's a missing piece where I'm trying to go is the correct direction.

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And now figuring out, okay, what do you want to do?

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I think that's what I keep asking you all.

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What do you want to be doing?

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And I think, too, I know one of the things that I did walk away with at the very end

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was the possibility of what I could do.

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I think sometimes it was just getting in the room.

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So my pastor says, he has a phrase that he has been saying, exposure brings expectations.

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And so as I was exposed, and I've been exposed to so many different kinds of rooms in this

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season of my life that I didn't anticipate, I think it's still, it's like God is saying,

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you're still thinking too small.

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You're still thinking little, like insignificant, like it's, you know what I mean?

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Like it's just not, it's like brought, I feel like he, take the limits off, Marcella.

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You can do it so many different ways.

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And so I did embrace that, I'm still embracing it.

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I will say this, I did get a chance to kind of schedule some few little repurposed reels

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just to kind of keep traction going.

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And so my YouTube channel did go from 235 to 249 subscribers.

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I was happy about that.

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I didn't, I focused on YouTube.

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So I was happy about that.

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And a couple of, these little few little second things were like 1.5 K views and I'm

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like, oh, okay.

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So yeah, yeah, I can, I see so much of what I, what I, yeah, the possibilities are endless.

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The doors that, it's just me getting out of my head, yeah, yeah.

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That's where he's been kind of nudging me.

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Like, you know, you can, you can step out in the ocean.

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Literally.

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I think it's, it's fun because I think it is, it does feel like a dreaming season just

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a little bit.

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Like it's like, okay, no, we actually, there is a need.

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There's a financial need.

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There's a like, what the heck am I doing?

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Lord, show me what the heck I'm supposed to be doing type of need.

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But it's also like, I think beautiful that he was able to actually show you like, cause

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I think we start to get into our head, Lord, are you actually providing, Lord, do I need

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to start doing like, okay, I feel like I heard that I'm supposed to be doing this or not

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doing this.

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I feel like I'm not supposed to have a conventional job.

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I feel like I'm not supposed to have this or that.

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And you're like, but Lord, what the heck am I doing?

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There's no, like, there's not provision.

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There's not this, there's not that.

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And you're like, okay.

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And so then you start to doubt.

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And then for him to beautifully show up with like providing in full, providing you a room

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by yourself, someone, one of your clients sending you money for your trip.

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Like I think it's those little reminders of like, no, no, you're doing the right thing.

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You're on the right path.

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I have you in the right place and I'm still providing and I'm still good and I'm still

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gracious.

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And so like, I feel like it's been a really beautiful, like even just to watch it because

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I think honestly, so many people are in the same place.

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I'm like, I have, I don't know why, like every conversation I have, I feel like with people,

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it's people being like, I feel like the Lord just has me doing this.

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I feel like the Lord has me not working, has me in a season of rest, has me in a season

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of not on the grind, has me doing something and just maintaining something over here.

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And like, he's kept it provided from like, for like the, to keep you at base level, but

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there's no extra extravagant anything.

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It is, it is a weird season of like the Lord kind of keeping things at bay.

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So it's, it's almost more of an exciting, like, okay, everyone, not everyone, not everyone.

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Some people we celebrate everything that they're experiencing, what they're going through,

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but it's like, okay, it's actually really exciting for me to look at like, what's on

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the other Lord, what do you have for us around the corner?

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Because there's too many people, there's too many powerful, highly called people that are

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going through this, that you're like, there has to be some, like, there has to be something

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huge on the other side.

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So it's amazing.

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And I'm just reading, um, Japs, uh, testimony and I keep running into people.

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God keeps connecting me with testimonies of supernatural provision.

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That is really, so I, I came off the ship saying I, I, it was.

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just, you know, I know it was Holy Spirit because it wasn't me. I felt like the trip was a

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precursor for what is to come. And I wonder, I've been talking the last few days since I've been

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home, I don't want to get emotional. Sometimes we have to learn to receive

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on one level to get to the next. That's right. So here I'm reading, you know, reading this,

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and I think, you know, if I can be transparent, I mean, I've been so raw on this cruise,

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I came home being transparent about everything. Like, in this space and not having it shared

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with anybody, it's just me and feeling very vulnerable and realizing, like, I have a

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no, I'm reframing that. I'm learning to receive from the Lord. I've been, you know, my pre-life

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was, I was the giver, I was the one, I was like, let me bless you, let me do, I've been that. And

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now it's like, flip, flip, flip, you know, and yeah, so. Let me just affirm that because,

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and I don't have time to tell you the stories, but the truth is, is that the Lord places us in

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situations sometimes for us just to receive, you know, and I've been there and I've told

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people, look, I know what it's like to be fed by ravens, okay, because we have gotten up,

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you know, in the morning and suddenly there was meat in the freezer that was not there the day

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before. Okay. I've lived through that. Okay. You know, I was, you know, I've watched as God has

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just, just really quick. My very first trip to New York, it was a business trip,

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you know, for the company. And the one thing I wanted to do, and this was years and years and

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years ago, but I wanted to go see on Broadway, Jelly's Last Jam, which was the story of Jelly

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Roll Martin. And it was Gregory Hines and Savvy, very young Savvy and Glover at the time. And,

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and so I thought, you know, that would just really be nice. Bottom line is, you know,

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it's been sold out for, for months. I go to TKTS because occasionally they, what they do is sell

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tickets for that night or that afternoon that haven't been sold yet. And when I asked for the

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tickets, I got there the first thing in the morning, the lady actually laughed at me because

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it's been sold out for months. So it's like, okay. So I just go through, I'm, you know, shopping

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around Times Square and seeing everything for the first time. And I come by the theater as they are

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in, okay, for the afternoon show. And, and I just watch everybody go in and I'm just standing there.

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I said, well, it would have been nice. And this guy walks up to me and goes, do you want to see

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the show? I said, yeah. He goes, well, I got one ticket left. You can, you know, I'll sell it to

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you for 20 bucks. So he tells, he sells me the ticket. And again, my first time in New York,

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I think that I must have, you know, sucker planted on my forehead or something,

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but I hand the lady the ticket and I'm carrying bags because I've been shopping, right?

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And she starts, she takes me into the theater and I'm thinking it's going to be up in the

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nosebleed section. So, but I'm happy. I'm just getting to see it.

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And we start walking down the aisle, down, down, down, down, third row, dead center,

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okay, to, to the theater. And both Gregory Hines and Savin Glover are, are doing the matinee.

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And I'm just like, Lord, what, what, you know, why? And, and what I heard very distinctly,

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just because I love you. Okay. There is, there's one seat dead center. People are sitting here.

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People are sitting here. I'm just trying to stuff my bags underneath my seat. So I'm not blocking

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anybody. And that was, you know, and that was just God saying, you know, just cause I love you.

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And he does that. Okay. You know, and, and so just to affirm that and believe me,

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I have more and more and more stories that I could share with you about God's provision

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and learning to live in it. And what people are learning to do now is to do just that.

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Okay. It's not worrying about everything that's going on around, but just abiding in the provision

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of God. So with that, I actually have to go, but I will catch the rest of the recording tonight.

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And I just want you to know, Macy, I told you that, you know, that I wanted you to hold me

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accountable. You've actually been holding me accountable. I've gotten so much done. It's,

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it's incredible, but I will write that up and put that in just so that, you know.

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Yes, please do. I was gonna, I was gonna, you got on the call today and I was like,

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00:29:53.100 --> 00:29:59.980
woo. Oh yeah, exactly. But they're on the other call now. So I got to run, but love.

443
00:30:00.000 --> 00:30:02.280
You all, and let's see, we have, what, two more weeks?

444
00:30:02.540 --> 00:30:03.040
One more week?

445
00:30:03.580 --> 00:30:06.760
No, like two more weeks, I think it's two more weeks.

446
00:30:07.020 --> 00:30:09.700
Okay, all right, I will absolutely do what I can.

447
00:30:10.240 --> 00:30:12.180
So, love you all, and I'll see you later.

448
00:30:12.520 --> 00:30:13.640
Bless me, bless me.

449
00:30:16.700 --> 00:30:17.880
Yeah, that's great.

450
00:30:17.940 --> 00:30:20.020
I think it's such a good reminder,

451
00:30:20.180 --> 00:30:22.920
like Holly put in the chat, like, you are worthy.

452
00:30:23.400 --> 00:30:26.200
And it's, we all are, like, even Yap,

453
00:30:26.260 --> 00:30:28.540
with you guys getting, like, that is amazing.

454
00:30:28.540 --> 00:30:30.460
For you to even say that, like,

455
00:30:30.460 --> 00:30:32.320
for you to go out there and say that we could move

456
00:30:32.360 --> 00:30:35.840
and buy a house outright, and not have to rent,

457
00:30:36.100 --> 00:30:40.540
like, the Lord is so kind, and we are so worthy.

458
00:30:40.580 --> 00:30:42.420
I had a necklace, I have, I actually have a tattoo

459
00:30:42.420 --> 00:30:44.060
that says worthy on the back of my arm,

460
00:30:44.340 --> 00:30:46.360
and I had a necklace for a really long time,

461
00:30:46.520 --> 00:30:47.820
and then I switched it to a tattoo,

462
00:30:47.940 --> 00:30:50.860
because I'm like, it needs to be a reminder,

463
00:30:51.460 --> 00:30:53.360
like, we need to be reminded all the time.

464
00:30:53.540 --> 00:30:57.480
We are worthy of receiving things from man,

465
00:30:58.540 --> 00:31:01.440
and from God, because we are usually,

466
00:31:01.640 --> 00:31:03.860
it is, we are usually, like, like you said,

467
00:31:04.040 --> 00:31:07.280
you normally are the one that's blessing everyone's socks off

468
00:31:07.280 --> 00:31:09.100
and giving to everyone, and like,

469
00:31:09.300 --> 00:31:12.860
and you're not in that season, and like, that's okay.

470
00:31:12.940 --> 00:31:15.040
It's okay for you to be shown,

471
00:31:15.160 --> 00:31:18.480
and for you to be lavished on by the Lord,

472
00:31:18.480 --> 00:31:22.360
because I'm like, I have someone very close in my life

473
00:31:22.360 --> 00:31:27.860
who's literally like, our mortgage is 15, 20 grand,

474
00:31:27.860 --> 00:31:31.520
and we are making enough money to maybe pay our mortgage.

475
00:31:32.180 --> 00:31:33.760
We have other bills that need to be paid.

476
00:31:34.120 --> 00:31:37.940
We scraped together every penny from every account

477
00:31:37.940 --> 00:31:40.600
that we had to go pay our car payment this month.

478
00:31:41.020 --> 00:31:45.560
Like, Lord, last season, and the wife made a comment

479
00:31:45.560 --> 00:31:48.580
of like, well, maybe we already had our,

480
00:31:48.780 --> 00:31:51.560
like, maybe we already had our season of wealth,

481
00:31:51.560 --> 00:31:56.180
and you're like, no, that's not how that works,

482
00:31:56.180 --> 00:31:58.560
and just trying to remind ourselves, like, okay,

483
00:31:59.000 --> 00:32:02.120
there's a good transition of like, okay,

484
00:32:02.120 --> 00:32:04.240
we were able to, by our work,

485
00:32:04.460 --> 00:32:06.380
make those things happen at some point,

486
00:32:07.280 --> 00:32:09.980
and now we're able to step into a place of like,

487
00:32:09.980 --> 00:32:13.420
okay, let's let the Lord, like, we say, Lord, I trust you.

488
00:32:13.460 --> 00:32:15.720
We say, Lord, I give you my everything.

489
00:32:15.780 --> 00:32:18.480
I give you my, like, I trust you with my finances.

490
00:32:18.580 --> 00:32:19.180
I trust you.

491
00:32:19.180 --> 00:32:21.540
Like, you say the freaking declarations,

492
00:32:21.540 --> 00:32:25.980
or some churches do the declarations offering prayer,

493
00:32:26.840 --> 00:32:28.280
and you're like, Lord, I give you my finances.

494
00:32:28.420 --> 00:32:29.740
The whole purpose of tithing,

495
00:32:30.020 --> 00:32:32.240
it's the whole purpose of giving an offering

496
00:32:32.240 --> 00:32:35.940
is like, one, generosity, but two, like, to show the Lord,

497
00:32:36.300 --> 00:32:37.540
Lord, what I have is yours,

498
00:32:38.160 --> 00:32:41.940
and then for him to be like, okay, all right,

499
00:32:43.080 --> 00:32:46.200
and then holding us to that and changing the season,

500
00:32:46.220 --> 00:32:48.440
and it doesn't mean that you're in a season of like,

501
00:32:48.440 --> 00:32:52.540
I'm never gonna be provided for in a normal way again,

502
00:32:52.580 --> 00:32:55.640
but it's just like that short season of like,

503
00:32:55.640 --> 00:32:56.540
let me bless you.

504
00:32:56.700 --> 00:32:57.900
Let me show you that you're worthy

505
00:32:57.900 --> 00:33:01.240
of me actually providing for you upfront,

506
00:33:02.020 --> 00:33:04.400
and choosing, like, the season doesn't look the same,

507
00:33:04.460 --> 00:33:05.100
and that's okay.

508
00:33:05.200 --> 00:33:07.760
It doesn't mean like, we live long lives.

509
00:33:07.800 --> 00:33:09.160
I mean, they're really short lives

510
00:33:09.160 --> 00:33:12.600
in comparison to eternity, but like, we live long lives.

511
00:33:13.060 --> 00:33:13.540
There are seasons.

512
00:33:13.600 --> 00:33:15.200
It could be a year season.

513
00:33:15.500 --> 00:33:17.000
It could be, and for right now,

514
00:33:17.000 --> 00:33:20.700
it feels like it's a really long, deep, hard, and it is,

515
00:33:21.260 --> 00:33:23.540
but it could be you could look back at yourselves

516
00:33:23.540 --> 00:33:27.220
in six months and be like, what the heck, God?

517
00:33:30.040 --> 00:33:30.920
So, yeah.

518
00:33:35.260 --> 00:33:37.600
Well, this is so encouraging and so exciting,

519
00:33:38.040 --> 00:33:38.880
just in general.

520
00:33:38.960 --> 00:33:40.040
I feel like that everyone, I'm like,

521
00:33:40.060 --> 00:33:41.500
there's such a little amount of us in here,

522
00:33:41.500 --> 00:33:43.760
but just like in general to be like,

523
00:33:44.300 --> 00:33:46.080
it's encouraging to get to hear

524
00:33:46.080 --> 00:33:49.520
even that like, that's why we're so big on the testimony,

525
00:33:49.800 --> 00:33:51.680
because whenever you hear other testimonies,

526
00:33:51.680 --> 00:33:54.740
it's like, wow, that's so amazing.

527
00:33:55.260 --> 00:33:58.480
Like, look what God is doing in everyone's lives

528
00:33:58.480 --> 00:33:59.660
in different capacities,

529
00:33:59.720 --> 00:34:04.740
but like, the Lord is radically blessing, like, all of us,

530
00:34:04.740 --> 00:34:06.480
and it's fun to get to hear it

531
00:34:06.480 --> 00:34:10.620
because you would have absolutely no idea otherwise.

532
00:34:11.560 --> 00:34:14.440
And then also, like, when you share the testimony,

533
00:34:14.440 --> 00:34:17.960
it opens up the, kind of opens up the gates

534
00:34:18.199 --> 00:34:20.679
for others to be able to receive the testimony

535
00:34:20.679 --> 00:34:24.040
for themselves as well, and to show like,

536
00:34:24.040 --> 00:34:26.120
wow, God, it is possible for me to receive

537
00:34:26.620 --> 00:34:28.699
a chunk of money that pays for a house.

538
00:34:29.320 --> 00:34:32.659
Like, wow, God, it is possible for me to receive a free cruise

539
00:34:33.219 --> 00:34:36.820
and have be blown away more than I thought it,

540
00:34:36.860 --> 00:34:38.800
like, get out of it more than you thought

541
00:34:38.900 --> 00:34:42.580
you were even going to get out of it, like, so.

542
00:34:45.060 --> 00:34:47.060
Yes, does anyone else have any thoughts?

543
00:34:47.219 --> 00:34:49.820
So I do have a question, if I can add,

544
00:34:50.020 --> 00:34:53.920
because I do want to, like, share it as a testimony

545
00:34:53.920 --> 00:34:55.719
on my social media channels.

546
00:34:56.340 --> 00:34:58.820
So I'm trying to,

547
00:35:00.600 --> 00:35:06.820
You know, I'm such a processor, so, you know, it takes me a minute to come out of the clouds

548
00:35:06.820 --> 00:35:09.100
and be like, okay, how do I share this?

549
00:35:09.660 --> 00:35:14.920
So yeah, I guess that's my question, like, how do I nutshell, what do I do, how do I,

550
00:35:15.100 --> 00:35:16.140
I don't even know how to do it.

551
00:35:16.140 --> 00:35:17.680
I don't even know what I should share.

552
00:35:18.440 --> 00:35:19.280
What do you guys think?

553
00:35:19.940 --> 00:35:27.420
Because I do want to share it and I did take pictures and yeah, I did talk, you know, talk

554
00:35:27.420 --> 00:35:32.000
a little bit, you know, kind of, I wrote some things and then sharing with the other ladies.

555
00:35:32.200 --> 00:35:35.820
I mean, not only, you know, we're a good group of ladies that have stayed connected.

556
00:35:36.260 --> 00:35:40.580
Some of them came here because my, you know, walking distance, so they, four of the ladies

557
00:35:40.580 --> 00:35:44.480
came here and hung out until their flights because some of them had late, late, late

558
00:35:44.480 --> 00:35:46.340
flights and yeah.

559
00:35:46.340 --> 00:35:48.460
So anyway, ideas.

560
00:35:49.340 --> 00:35:56.360
I think, and anyone is free to share what your thoughts are, I feel like it's fun to

561
00:35:56.360 --> 00:36:01.640
get to, like, it is fun to get to share those things and hear those things.

562
00:36:01.760 --> 00:36:07.920
And I don't think, because then I think there's the, the thought process of like, am I going

563
00:36:07.920 --> 00:36:09.240
to share too many details?

564
00:36:09.500 --> 00:36:11.340
Like do I not want to share too many details?

565
00:36:11.580 --> 00:36:17.660
But I think like give a general, you could do a video, you could even just, you could

566
00:36:17.660 --> 00:36:20.820
do, I don't know how much work you want to put into it, but you could do a video and

567
00:36:20.820 --> 00:36:25.360
add in some of the, like, as you're talking and sharing your story, kind of add in some

568
00:36:25.360 --> 00:36:30.440
of the pictures that you're doing, or you could just do a photo carousel and you could

569
00:36:30.440 --> 00:36:34.600
just choose to do a photo carousel and write a little, like, testimony.

570
00:36:35.620 --> 00:36:42.240
You could write the, like, fun testimony for this month and share a little bit of the story.

571
00:36:42.940 --> 00:36:47.000
But you could also do that, you, I mean, I'm gonna be honest, you could do both.

572
00:36:47.980 --> 00:36:48.520
Why not?

573
00:36:49.120 --> 00:36:57.080
Why not do a photo carousel, post five to ten photos on whatever, and then you can utilize

574
00:36:57.080 --> 00:37:01.960
it for different, for like, Instagram and Facebook would probably be photos, you're

575
00:37:01.960 --> 00:37:07.300
not gonna, I mean, you can do on TikTok, you can do those, not, I don't think on YouTube

576
00:37:07.300 --> 00:37:07.860
you can.

577
00:37:08.320 --> 00:37:11.980
But you can post the photos and you could give a written testimony, and that'll kind

578
00:37:11.980 --> 00:37:17.400
of help you give a little bit better of like, because I know you script out a lot of your

579
00:37:17.400 --> 00:37:20.060
stuff, and you would be writing it out anyways.

580
00:37:20.340 --> 00:37:26.760
So why not take what you've written and post it, and you could always add music into the,

581
00:37:26.880 --> 00:37:30.260
when you make a post, how you can just, if you do a photo post, you can add music into

582
00:37:30.260 --> 00:37:30.580
it.

583
00:37:30.620 --> 00:37:33.520
So you could always just add music so it plays while people scroll through.

584
00:37:34.220 --> 00:37:38.840
And then you could go through and share, like, I had an exciting testimony that I want to

585
00:37:38.740 --> 00:37:42.020
share, blah blah blah, share your testimony.

586
00:37:42.020 --> 00:37:48.720
Like, you can also change it into, like, receive testimony for yourself, we share so you can

587
00:37:48.720 --> 00:37:52.680
receive and so that you can, you can kind of take it in that, or just share it flat

588
00:37:52.680 --> 00:37:54.160
out, share your testimony.

589
00:37:54.460 --> 00:37:54.860
Why not?

590
00:37:56.640 --> 00:37:57.540
I think it's fun.

591
00:37:58.120 --> 00:37:59.280
Does anyone else have any thoughts?

592
00:38:06.480 --> 00:38:06.920
No?

593
00:38:07.140 --> 00:38:07.960
No one else has thoughts?

594
00:38:09.220 --> 00:38:09.620
Okay.

595
00:38:10.420 --> 00:38:12.620
I actually kind of missed the question.

596
00:38:13.700 --> 00:38:15.860
I caught a little bit of it, but.

597
00:38:16.460 --> 00:38:24.180
She wants to share her testimony on the internet, and was asking about how we, if that feels

598
00:38:24.180 --> 00:38:30.220
like a good idea, or if that sounds like, or what ideas could be around posting it.

599
00:38:31.840 --> 00:38:34.100
I liked your idea of doing both.

600
00:38:34.700 --> 00:38:40.520
Doing, like, the photos with the written testimony, and then just doing, like, maybe

601
00:38:40.520 --> 00:38:45.500
shortening, doing, like, a really short, brief spoken testimony.

602
00:38:45.820 --> 00:38:46.160
Do both.

603
00:38:48.140 --> 00:38:48.780
Mm-hmm.

604
00:38:51.520 --> 00:38:52.160
Yeah.

605
00:38:53.860 --> 00:39:01.700
Yeah, because I feel, I feel such a, I mean, just because it was, because I'm over here

606
00:39:01.700 --> 00:39:05.300
praying about, I'm over here talking to him about this, and then he does this, I feel

607
00:39:05.300 --> 00:39:09.640
like it's something to be, especially in this time we're living in.

608
00:39:10.340 --> 00:39:10.340


609
00:39:10.640 --> 00:39:15.320
And I think you can, I think you can tie in, you can be, I think, as vulnerable, because

610
00:39:15.320 --> 00:39:15.960
it's the internet.

611
00:39:16.060 --> 00:39:20.260
It's like, okay, we're not trying to share our, share, like, there's different things

612
00:39:20.260 --> 00:39:24.380
you share in a smaller, intimate group of people that you've, like, walked with for

613
00:39:24.380 --> 00:39:30.660
the last year, versus what you share out in open on the internet, and I think we can test,

614
00:39:30.660 --> 00:39:33.840
like, what do we feel like, because sometimes the Lord's like, actually, I do feel like

615
00:39:33.840 --> 00:39:37.060
you're supposed to share a little bit more detail than you're putting out.

616
00:39:37.100 --> 00:39:40.560
And I think you'll know as you're writing it out, I think you'll know what you're supposed

617
00:39:40.560 --> 00:39:42.800
to share in it, and what you're not.

618
00:39:43.960 --> 00:39:44.080
Yeah.

619
00:39:44.080 --> 00:39:51.080
But I think it's, it's a good, I think, also a reflection of being able to actually sit

620
00:39:51.080 --> 00:39:56.020
and write it down and reflect, and I'm sure, I'm like, I feel like you probably journal

621
00:39:56.600 --> 00:39:59.420
in general, or you write out your thoughts, or you.

622
00:40:00.000 --> 00:40:02.800
Like, I think writing some things out,

623
00:40:02.980 --> 00:40:05.100
it'll help you process it a little bit better.

624
00:40:05.180 --> 00:40:06.600
And the Lord will probably show you

625
00:40:06.600 --> 00:40:09.760
and speak to you through that as well.

626
00:40:09.880 --> 00:40:11.220
Like, I feel like a lot of times,

627
00:40:11.740 --> 00:40:15.040
even whenever we get, like I had,

628
00:40:15.220 --> 00:40:20.680
I went to this back in 2020, right before COVID happened.

629
00:40:20.760 --> 00:40:25.080
I went to the Send in Brazil and was able to,

630
00:40:25.680 --> 00:40:27.180
I was halfway through the trip

631
00:40:27.180 --> 00:40:28.980
and it was such a jam packed,

632
00:40:29.680 --> 00:40:32.280
like the busiest ministry trip.

633
00:40:32.320 --> 00:40:34.320
And even the leaders of the trip were like,

634
00:40:34.500 --> 00:40:36.440
I've run ministry trips for years.

635
00:40:36.500 --> 00:40:39.560
I worked with YWAM and with this and with that.

636
00:40:39.560 --> 00:40:42.680
And like, I've never had such a jam packed ministry trip.

637
00:40:42.980 --> 00:40:45.780
And like, for you to be able to go into something

638
00:40:45.780 --> 00:40:48.980
and be like, the Lord did so much.

639
00:40:49.540 --> 00:40:52.260
But then you get into the motions of life

640
00:40:52.260 --> 00:40:54.420
and you're like, oh yeah, that did happen.

641
00:40:54.600 --> 00:40:56.580
And so then I had to stop in the middle of the trip

642
00:40:56.580 --> 00:40:58.720
and the Lord was like, you need to start writing down

643
00:40:58.900 --> 00:41:01.580
what's been happening every day and what's been happening.

644
00:41:01.640 --> 00:41:03.220
So you can actually go back and look back

645
00:41:03.220 --> 00:41:05.540
and like, I'm gonna speak to you through like,

646
00:41:05.600 --> 00:41:07.080
oh wow, doesn't that challenge a mindset

647
00:41:07.080 --> 00:41:08.260
that you had about this?

648
00:41:08.320 --> 00:41:09.680
And doesn't that challenge what you're doing?

649
00:41:09.760 --> 00:41:12.840
Because I know a lot of it is probably especially in,

650
00:41:13.460 --> 00:41:16.300
if the Lord's bringing up healing things in you

651
00:41:16.300 --> 00:41:18.840
and brought especially, like you can get caught up

652
00:41:18.840 --> 00:41:22.520
in the like, oh, she day freaking one,

653
00:41:22.560 --> 00:41:25.200
you guys were vulnerable and emotional

654
00:41:25.200 --> 00:41:26.920
and like, your heart was on your sleeve

655
00:41:26.920 --> 00:41:28.200
and you're processing a lot

656
00:41:28.320 --> 00:41:30.120
and more vulnerable than you thought.

657
00:41:30.200 --> 00:41:31.720
And then you get caught up in like, oh yeah,

658
00:41:31.720 --> 00:41:34.620
I have to remember the Lord did so much

659
00:41:34.620 --> 00:41:36.460
and you can get caught in the emotions

660
00:41:36.460 --> 00:41:39.180
and writing it out helps to make it more practical.

661
00:41:39.560 --> 00:41:41.480
And then you can also look through it and be like,

662
00:41:41.560 --> 00:41:44.440
okay, Lord, what did you do?

663
00:41:44.500 --> 00:41:45.780
And he'll kind of highlight some things

664
00:41:45.780 --> 00:41:48.500
and I'll probably highlight some things in the writing

665
00:41:48.900 --> 00:41:51.920
that you should emphasize on in your video.

666
00:41:53.680 --> 00:41:54.680
I like it.

667
00:41:54.800 --> 00:41:56.020
I mean, I'm gonna do it.

668
00:41:56.140 --> 00:42:00.140
I feel very pulled to do it, so.

669
00:42:00.680 --> 00:42:00.880
Yeah.

670
00:42:00.960 --> 00:42:01.800
No, I think that's good.

671
00:42:02.060 --> 00:42:05.480
And Yap, he was saying that the experience

672
00:42:05.480 --> 00:42:07.680
has been to focus on one clear part of the testimony

673
00:42:07.880 --> 00:42:10.140
so you can keep it short and keep it like,

674
00:42:10.360 --> 00:42:12.320
I feel like it's the same thing in prophecy.

675
00:42:12.700 --> 00:42:13.960
Keep it short, keep it powerful,

676
00:42:14.240 --> 00:42:17.920
keep it to where people can actually grasp onto it.

677
00:42:18.240 --> 00:42:19.680
I think that's a really good,

678
00:42:19.800 --> 00:42:20.900
like don't make it a 10 minute.

679
00:42:20.940 --> 00:42:21.900
If you feel like you're supposed to do it,

680
00:42:21.900 --> 00:42:23.540
well, you could do a five minute.

681
00:42:24.060 --> 00:42:25.420
You could do a one minute.

682
00:42:26.020 --> 00:42:26.900
Why not?

683
00:42:27.260 --> 00:42:28.120
Get as much out of it.

684
00:42:28.160 --> 00:42:32.980
There's so many aspects to this, like to-

685
00:42:32.980 --> 00:42:34.380
I'm so verbose.

686
00:42:34.740 --> 00:42:36.960
My whole thing is, let me just stay

687
00:42:36.960 --> 00:42:38.980
within that six to seven minute.

688
00:42:39.180 --> 00:42:40.520
And I haven't even done it yet.

689
00:42:40.600 --> 00:42:42.300
I'm just like, I did it before

690
00:42:42.360 --> 00:42:43.840
when I started with Bruce and Lindsay

691
00:42:43.840 --> 00:42:45.220
and it seems so easy.

692
00:42:45.300 --> 00:42:47.280
Well, looking back, it seems so easy.

693
00:42:47.900 --> 00:42:50.680
Now that I'm here, I've done so much short form content

694
00:42:50.680 --> 00:42:52.140
to do something longer now.

695
00:42:52.160 --> 00:42:54.760
It's like, pull my teeth out.

696
00:42:55.880 --> 00:42:56.620
Isn't that funny?

697
00:42:57.180 --> 00:42:58.800
And I talk so much and I'm like,

698
00:42:58.600 --> 00:43:00.980
Marcella, I don't know why you're tripping.

699
00:43:01.180 --> 00:43:02.800
Like, I'm talking to myself saying it.

700
00:43:02.800 --> 00:43:03.440
Why are you tripping?

701
00:43:04.620 --> 00:43:07.840
I have a little thing too.

702
00:43:07.840 --> 00:43:10.280
Cause I tend to also not be able

703
00:43:10.280 --> 00:43:11.660
to really write it very well.

704
00:43:11.680 --> 00:43:14.520
But when I'm speaking, I can get the words out.

705
00:43:14.520 --> 00:43:15.680
Like it makes sense.

706
00:43:16.440 --> 00:43:19.320
But so I told Sally this,

707
00:43:19.320 --> 00:43:23.920
I just like ramble and then have my computer dictate

708
00:43:23.920 --> 00:43:26.500
what I'm saying or I record it.

709
00:43:26.580 --> 00:43:29.620
But now I'll just have chat GPT make a summary

710
00:43:30.640 --> 00:43:33.180
because otherwise I'm gonna have, like you said,

711
00:43:33.260 --> 00:43:35.520
I'm gonna have, I'm pretty good with video,

712
00:43:35.600 --> 00:43:37.040
but it's giving me so much text.

713
00:43:37.620 --> 00:43:40.180
So you can have chat GPT, yeah,

714
00:43:40.520 --> 00:43:42.020
that's a really good idea, I think.

715
00:43:42.060 --> 00:43:44.260
And then you can also like do it again

716
00:43:44.300 --> 00:43:46.780
based on the chat summary

717
00:43:47.720 --> 00:43:49.380
and kind of tweak it.

718
00:43:49.780 --> 00:43:52.300
But it kind of helps if you do it a couple of times,

719
00:43:52.680 --> 00:43:55.240
you can, in your mind, it gets a little bit more clear

720
00:43:55.240 --> 00:43:56.620
and then you can get to the point.

721
00:43:57.120 --> 00:43:59.520
So anyway, that's one of my golden keys

722
00:43:59.520 --> 00:44:00.520
that I learned for myself.

723
00:44:02.040 --> 00:44:04.420
What do you record it on first?

724
00:44:07.360 --> 00:44:11.360
Well, I just usually do dictate on my computer, on my phone.

725
00:44:12.160 --> 00:44:13.540
Oh, on your phone.

726
00:44:13.860 --> 00:44:14.780
What do you call it?

727
00:44:14.780 --> 00:44:17.240
It types out what you speak.

728
00:44:17.880 --> 00:44:19.740
Oh, I don't know what that is.

729
00:44:20.020 --> 00:44:20.700
I, yeah.

730
00:44:20.900 --> 00:44:21.940
I'd like to know.

731
00:44:22.880 --> 00:44:25.860
Yeah, I do talk into my smart recorder.

732
00:44:28.120 --> 00:44:30.620
This button, oh my gosh.

733
00:44:30.680 --> 00:44:32.100
Oh, the microphone, yeah.

734
00:44:32.420 --> 00:44:32.940
Microphone button.

735
00:44:33.140 --> 00:44:34.640
I like that, yeah, yeah, yeah, okay.

736
00:44:35.420 --> 00:44:37.400
If you tap it, I'm gonna start talking

737
00:44:37.400 --> 00:44:39.480
and then it's gonna start writing out next to me

738
00:44:39.480 --> 00:44:40.760
and then you can keep talking.

739
00:44:41.320 --> 00:44:44.560
It'll keep on typing and you can keep on going

740
00:44:44.560 --> 00:44:45.840
and it'll-

741
00:44:45.840 --> 00:44:46.760
Wait, but what are you on?

742
00:44:46.940 --> 00:44:47.900
What are you, are you on?

743
00:44:48.260 --> 00:44:50.280
You do that on literally anything,

744
00:44:50.420 --> 00:44:52.100
on your texts, in your notes.

745
00:44:52.340 --> 00:44:55.100
Notes is probably like, you'd probably go at it

746
00:44:55.380 --> 00:44:57.640
because you're trying to put the thoughts together,

747
00:44:57.880 --> 00:44:59.980
but putting it in your notes makes it really-

748
00:45:00.000 --> 00:45:01.560
Easy, but you can do that in text.

749
00:45:01.960 --> 00:45:02.600
So like even if-

750
00:45:02.600 --> 00:45:04.340
I don't see a microphone on mine.

751
00:45:05.420 --> 00:45:06.020
Let me see.

752
00:45:06.120 --> 00:45:08.020
You have a note section on your phone?

753
00:45:08.480 --> 00:45:09.120
At the bottom.

754
00:45:09.640 --> 00:45:10.000
Wait, go back.

755
00:45:10.040 --> 00:45:10.880
At the very, very bottom.

756
00:45:11.160 --> 00:45:12.400
Oh, the very bottom.

757
00:45:14.220 --> 00:45:15.260
And then there's that.

758
00:45:15.460 --> 00:45:18.640
So Bruce had told us in Kingdom Messengers about Otter.

759
00:45:19.460 --> 00:45:21.900
And I do use Otter because,

760
00:45:22.000 --> 00:45:23.100
and I just use the free version

761
00:45:23.740 --> 00:45:26.320
and it'll transcribe up to 30 minutes.

762
00:45:26.320 --> 00:45:30.240
And I do use that for a lot of the things,

763
00:45:30.360 --> 00:45:32.580
but I haven't done it yet for my long form.

764
00:45:32.720 --> 00:45:34.260
So I do, that's a reminder.

765
00:45:35.220 --> 00:45:35.280
Yeah.

766
00:45:35.320 --> 00:45:35.900
I'll have to go back.

767
00:45:35.900 --> 00:45:36.280
Thank you.

768
00:45:36.380 --> 00:45:36.940
That's great.

769
00:45:37.540 --> 00:45:38.900
Cause that's very helpful.

770
00:45:39.040 --> 00:45:41.980
And then it'll transcribe it and you can, yeah.

771
00:45:43.280 --> 00:45:44.020
Yeah, that's nice.

772
00:45:44.120 --> 00:45:46.300
Are you all external processors?

773
00:45:46.560 --> 00:45:47.780
Are you internal processors?

774
00:45:50.340 --> 00:45:51.280
I'm both.

775
00:45:52.820 --> 00:45:53.860
Both, yeah.

776
00:45:53.880 --> 00:45:55.940
I'm more internal than I am external,

777
00:45:55.940 --> 00:46:00.520
but given a safe space to talk openly,

778
00:46:00.740 --> 00:46:02.420
which I'm learning to do more of that

779
00:46:02.420 --> 00:46:05.200
since I've been in this group and some of my other groups.

780
00:46:05.820 --> 00:46:07.000
Otherwise I would not.

781
00:46:07.620 --> 00:46:09.120
I would just be in my journal,

782
00:46:09.480 --> 00:46:12.840
just typing away, me and Jesus talking, you know.

783
00:46:12.840 --> 00:46:14.160
But since I've been here,

784
00:46:14.160 --> 00:46:18.300
I'm trusting the safe spaces, the rooms that I'm in.

785
00:46:19.120 --> 00:46:20.140
Yeah, same here.

786
00:46:20.140 --> 00:46:22.040
I'm more internal, but I found that

787
00:46:22.520 --> 00:46:25.200
if I do too much internal processing,

788
00:46:25.200 --> 00:46:26.880
I start to feel like I'm gonna explode.

789
00:46:27.080 --> 00:46:28.900
Like it's just builds up, builds up, builds up.

790
00:46:28.920 --> 00:46:30.980
And I have to verbalize it.

791
00:46:30.980 --> 00:46:32.320
I have to get it out to somebody.

792
00:46:33.940 --> 00:46:35.280
I am the same.

793
00:46:35.400 --> 00:46:36.220
That's very funny.

794
00:46:36.340 --> 00:46:37.040
I'm the same.

795
00:46:37.180 --> 00:46:39.140
I'm literally like, I could internally process,

796
00:46:39.540 --> 00:46:43.620
but I feel like as I start to externally process,

797
00:46:43.800 --> 00:46:45.380
then you're like, oh,

798
00:46:45.380 --> 00:46:48.060
maybe I'm more of an external processor than I thought.

799
00:46:49.160 --> 00:46:53.140
Cause like, I'm trying to think my dad

800
00:46:53.140 --> 00:46:55.900
is an external processor.

801
00:46:56.440 --> 00:46:57.080
And it's like,

802
00:46:57.080 --> 00:46:59.000
I feel like when you're an external processor,

803
00:46:59.400 --> 00:47:01.120
the thoughts that come out of your mouth,

804
00:47:01.520 --> 00:47:03.440
like usually if you're an internal processor,

805
00:47:04.520 --> 00:47:05.780
you think it through in your head

806
00:47:06.120 --> 00:47:08.400
before it comes out of your mouth, just a little bit.

807
00:47:08.400 --> 00:47:09.760
Unless you type really fast.

808
00:47:10.100 --> 00:47:11.620
Unless you type really fast.

809
00:47:11.920 --> 00:47:14.380
And then you start to go into the process of like,

810
00:47:14.400 --> 00:47:17.160
oh, I can actually, I thought about it just a little bit

811
00:47:17.160 --> 00:47:19.820
and then I can talk it out after I've thought it through.

812
00:47:20.000 --> 00:47:20.660
No, no.

813
00:47:20.660 --> 00:47:22.960
This man is like, the thought comes to his head,

814
00:47:22.960 --> 00:47:25.460
it comes out of his mouth, he processes it.

815
00:47:25.680 --> 00:47:28.880
And then he's like, all right, I'm done.

816
00:47:29.660 --> 00:47:30.800
And we'll move on.

817
00:47:30.840 --> 00:47:32.880
And all of us who are internally processing

818
00:47:33.400 --> 00:47:35.080
what he's externally processing,

819
00:47:35.360 --> 00:47:38.760
or like if you're a doer and you go into doing

820
00:47:38.760 --> 00:47:40.440
and like, he's like, oh, I have this idea.

821
00:47:40.460 --> 00:47:41.140
And I have this idea.

822
00:47:41.200 --> 00:47:42.180
And I want to do this and this.

823
00:47:42.220 --> 00:47:43.260
And I don't want to do this and this.

824
00:47:43.320 --> 00:47:44.200
And oh, let's do this.

825
00:47:44.220 --> 00:47:46.620
And you're like, okay, how can I make that happen?

826
00:47:47.240 --> 00:47:51.860
And then he's like, I was just processing, it's done.

827
00:47:51.860 --> 00:47:54.820
And you're like, yeah, so internal,

828
00:47:55.080 --> 00:47:56.180
we're all internal processors.

829
00:47:57.480 --> 00:48:00.420
But here's the thing, I think for me too,

830
00:48:00.440 --> 00:48:03.340
I think there is a fear of judgment

831
00:48:03.420 --> 00:48:05.860
that I know God is helping me with.

832
00:48:06.000 --> 00:48:09.120
Because I'm of the generation where you are,

833
00:48:09.120 --> 00:48:10.560
children were to be seen and not heard.

834
00:48:10.900 --> 00:48:14.040
But I was a thinker and a processor.

835
00:48:14.180 --> 00:48:16.680
So I learned that's where my journals came from.

836
00:48:17.100 --> 00:48:19.680
And my parents, old school,

837
00:48:20.360 --> 00:48:21.980
they didn't like for you to express yourself.

838
00:48:22.060 --> 00:48:23.860
What do you mean when you wrote this in your journal?

839
00:48:23.960 --> 00:48:25.260
And I was saying, it's a journal.

840
00:48:26.720 --> 00:48:31.140
So over the years, over the years,

841
00:48:31.380 --> 00:48:34.880
I became, if I said some things out loud,

842
00:48:34.940 --> 00:48:37.040
it got judged or it got criticized,

843
00:48:37.460 --> 00:48:39.660
or some things, some backlash.

844
00:48:40.120 --> 00:48:43.540
I learned to, because I'm an extrovert,

845
00:48:43.640 --> 00:48:47.460
I learned to keep my thoughts to myself,

846
00:48:47.460 --> 00:48:51.440
or think them through, or not say anything.

847
00:48:52.080 --> 00:48:54.200
And I feel like God is liberating me

848
00:48:54.540 --> 00:48:56.020
in this season of my life.

849
00:48:56.240 --> 00:48:58.000
And am I heading to 60?

850
00:48:58.220 --> 00:48:59.260
He's freeing me.

851
00:49:00.760 --> 00:49:02.340
He has so much life left.

852
00:49:03.760 --> 00:49:04.400
And so much left.

853
00:49:05.120 --> 00:49:07.300
I'm not even left, it's just getting going.

854
00:49:07.760 --> 00:49:08.640
It's true.

855
00:49:08.760 --> 00:49:11.480
And there's so many things I think it's fun to get to see.

856
00:49:12.500 --> 00:49:15.120
I mean, we can be in this process for,

857
00:49:15.180 --> 00:49:16.340
I mean, I feel like life,

858
00:49:16.340 --> 00:49:18.640
probably until the day we die is a process.

859
00:49:19.100 --> 00:49:20.280
We don't have it all figured out,

860
00:49:20.640 --> 00:49:21.500
probably until I'm like,

861
00:49:21.780 --> 00:49:25.160
my grandparents are 75, 75,

862
00:49:25.160 --> 00:49:27.380
and trying to figure out like,

863
00:49:27.380 --> 00:49:28.440
all right, what are we doing?

864
00:49:28.880 --> 00:49:29.400
I'm bored.

865
00:49:29.820 --> 00:49:30.780
I don't wanna sit.

866
00:49:30.880 --> 00:49:32.760
Like, you're expected to be old,

867
00:49:33.220 --> 00:49:36.360
and sit, and not work, not do anything.

868
00:49:36.400 --> 00:49:37.760
And it's like, some people love that.

869
00:49:37.780 --> 00:49:40.240
But I'm like, they're like, I'm bored.

870
00:49:40.500 --> 00:49:41.720
I wanna go do something.

871
00:49:41.920 --> 00:49:44.520
I'm like, I think life is a process.

872
00:49:44.520 --> 00:49:46.560
What are we doing with our lives until,

873
00:49:46.720 --> 00:49:49.920
it'll probably change over, and over, and over, and over,

874
00:49:50.860 --> 00:49:51.920
until we die.

875
00:49:55.920 --> 00:49:58.400
All right, enough of internal, external.

876
00:49:58.760 --> 00:49:59.980
Does anyone have anything I can?

877
00:50:00.000 --> 00:50:07.000
help them with or anything that they need any, um, anything on?

878
00:50:09.000 --> 00:50:17.480
No? No? No? Marcella, you're gonna do some more video stuff as you're back,

879
00:50:17.920 --> 00:50:20.300
now that you've been back processing video. I know that we had talked about

880
00:50:20.300 --> 00:50:24.100
you taking a break and not doing anything, but are you going

881
00:50:24.100 --> 00:50:26.740
to start putting content out kind of like Holly

882
00:50:26.740 --> 00:50:28.460
was saying, like just trying to get content out?

883
00:50:28.460 --> 00:50:32.060
You have content out? Are you going to start planning for a little, a little

884
00:50:32.440 --> 00:50:37.580
60, 60 minute workshop? Yeah, that's why I was so interested in what Holly, Holly, um,

885
00:50:37.580 --> 00:50:45.500
shared earlier. Um, yeah, I'm just now, I just have to, so I'm such a thinker in my head,

886
00:50:45.500 --> 00:50:49.920
you know, I just got, it has to be right. Um, so I'm just trying to figure out how to do it.

887
00:50:49.920 --> 00:50:57.500
I did see that Zoom does let you stream to YouTube. I haven't set it up to know that. And,

888
00:50:58.460 --> 00:51:03.020
you know, right now I'm all things free. So whatever free, and I know one more,

889
00:51:03.140 --> 00:51:06.540
there was StreamYard. Is anybody still using StreamYard? Has that gone away or?

890
00:51:07.080 --> 00:51:12.880
My assumption is people use StreamYard. Okay. I only want to stream to, I only want to stream to,

891
00:51:13.180 --> 00:51:23.040
to YouTube and maybe do clips on the other, um, you know, small, the small clips, but kind of,

892
00:51:23.060 --> 00:51:27.440
I really want to go back to the beginning of starting with Kingdom Messenger.

893
00:51:27.440 --> 00:51:31.840
I feel like I'm being called to do that. I feel like that's where he gave me this whole

894
00:51:32.580 --> 00:51:38.500
finding me with Dr. Marcella and all this growth and stuff. And so I feel called to go back there

895
00:51:38.500 --> 00:51:43.260
and just, um, put the focus there and not on the short content. The short content was easy,

896
00:51:44.480 --> 00:51:49.300
quick, um, and it's great. I've learned a lot. Um, you know, I tell Bruce all the time,

897
00:51:49.300 --> 00:51:57.420
I'm kind of, I didn't know I was such a techie. I'm turning into a little tech person. Um, I

898
00:51:57.420 --> 00:52:04.060
yeah, I am thinking about what Holly was saying, like a 60, 90 minute workshop, you know, around

899
00:52:04.060 --> 00:52:08.640
declaring God's word and its impact. I think it's necessary. I think it's needed. I do have several

900
00:52:08.640 --> 00:52:16.980
people that have given me comments of them doing the journal, the process of it, what has caused

901
00:52:16.980 --> 00:52:23.020
them to think about the word in a way that they haven't done before. And I'm like, that's my

902
00:52:23.800 --> 00:52:30.540
area that God has gifted me with. So. Hey, Marcella, you might just want to just do it and

903
00:52:30.540 --> 00:52:37.600
try it. Cause I, the first, this, uh, uh, Thursday was my third workshop on my first one. I had two

904
00:52:38.160 --> 00:52:43.680
people and that was it, but it was fine because I was figuring everything out. And then, um,

905
00:52:43.960 --> 00:52:47.840
the second one, I had like 20 people. And then the third one I had like,

906
00:52:47.840 --> 00:52:51.620
I don't know, between 25 and 30 people, but a different set of people.

907
00:52:52.180 --> 00:52:57.840
So you kind of just have to start doing it and, um, you know, you just kind of have to go for it.

908
00:52:59.680 --> 00:53:03.760
Yeah, I think so. I feel that seems so scary.

909
00:53:05.500 --> 00:53:09.920
It is scary. It's really scary, but you kind of just go, you just got to go.

910
00:53:09.920 --> 00:53:16.920
Go. I received that and I am going, I will go.

911
00:53:19.180 --> 00:53:22.500
Good. You will go. I will hold you to it.

912
00:53:23.160 --> 00:53:27.600
Macy, I only need to stream to my YouTube too. So maybe I don't need to use a restream

913
00:53:27.840 --> 00:53:30.880
because it won't let me, restream won't let me stream to

914
00:53:31.840 --> 00:53:34.520
Instagram or Facebook because I don't have enough followers.

915
00:53:35.620 --> 00:53:43.160
You can do, I think, yeah, because we're now past the point of Instagram and Facebook being

916
00:53:43.180 --> 00:53:47.880
a struggle. And I think that's a new, like Bruce was saying, I think that's a new thing

917
00:53:48.980 --> 00:53:56.120
because that was not the thing. If you go into, so whenever you're in your own personal YouTube,

918
00:53:56.980 --> 00:54:00.700
go to the bottom, how you would go live stream, you would hit more.

919
00:54:01.820 --> 00:54:05.280
If you go to live stream and then you can hit live on YouTube.

920
00:54:07.700 --> 00:54:10.500
And then I think it'll have you log into your YouTube and probably set up a live,

921
00:54:10.600 --> 00:54:14.220
but you could do it that way. I would probably Google

922
00:54:16.280 --> 00:54:20.620
how to live stream from Zoom to YouTube.

923
00:54:20.740 --> 00:54:24.380
Yeah, I think I Googled that, how to live stream from Zoom to YouTube.

924
00:54:24.460 --> 00:54:29.240
And it did give me this, and I got to go back to it. It was like maybe last month sometime

925
00:54:29.240 --> 00:54:37.340
when we were talking about it. It's a little blurry now, but yeah, I Googled it and it showed

926
00:54:37.340 --> 00:54:42.780
me that you can directly go live from Zoom to YouTube. That's why I was just going to make it

927
00:54:42.780 --> 00:54:46.520
easier myself and then keep the recording and then just chop it up and just do what I'm going to do

928
00:54:47.340 --> 00:54:52.500
with it. So I know it's possible. I know there were Google instructions.

929
00:54:52.500 --> 00:54:59.980
There's instructions I just dropped. What I think is them.

930
00:55:00.840 --> 00:55:01.280
Okay.

931
00:55:02.240 --> 00:55:05.160
I could be wrong, but if you search something of that nature, it should come up.

932
00:55:05.400 --> 00:55:06.240
But whatever you're going for.

933
00:55:06.320 --> 00:55:09.800
And I copied it and pasted and I pasted in my notes, so I know I have it.

934
00:55:09.800 --> 00:55:12.340
I just got to go back in and set to set it up.

935
00:55:12.720 --> 00:55:12.980
Yeah.

936
00:55:13.080 --> 00:55:16.380
And I think you doing, I think just Holly is right.

937
00:55:16.740 --> 00:55:18.820
Get out there and do what you want.

938
00:55:19.140 --> 00:55:20.820
Because you're going to overthink it.

939
00:55:20.820 --> 00:55:29.260
And I think you're going to have, I think taking it back to our six chunks of 10 minutes.

940
00:55:29.260 --> 00:55:29.640
Yeah.

941
00:55:29.640 --> 00:55:30.320
Start with an hour.

942
00:55:30.500 --> 00:55:31.440
Don't start with a 90 minute.

943
00:55:31.740 --> 00:55:32.460
Don't overwhelm yourself.

944
00:55:32.620 --> 00:55:35.640
If you start with a 90 minute, you're going to overwhelm yourself and not do it.

945
00:55:35.920 --> 00:55:36.340
Yeah.

946
00:55:36.400 --> 00:55:37.140
Start with your hour.

947
00:55:38.000 --> 00:55:41.440
Break it into your 10, 10 minutes.

948
00:55:41.560 --> 00:55:42.400
You don't even have to.

949
00:55:42.680 --> 00:55:46.980
I'm like, if it is easier for you, do your first one.

950
00:55:47.140 --> 00:55:52.140
And I, Bruce would probably shoot me if he heard me telling you to do one and not make

951
00:55:52.160 --> 00:55:52.580
an offer.

952
00:55:53.720 --> 00:55:54.320
Oh yeah.

953
00:55:54.320 --> 00:55:55.400
I plan to make an offer.

954
00:55:55.860 --> 00:55:56.280
Okay.

955
00:55:56.780 --> 00:55:58.560
I'm like, you could do one.

956
00:55:58.560 --> 00:56:03.320
And if you want to do your first one and just be used to teaching first, you could do one

957
00:56:03.320 --> 00:56:06.860
and just teach for your, or talk for your first 60 minute one.

958
00:56:06.940 --> 00:56:09.000
And then your next one, you could teach.

959
00:56:09.760 --> 00:56:11.300
Bruce would shoot me if you ever heard me say that.

960
00:56:11.360 --> 00:56:15.040
He'd be like, why the heck are you doing a workshop without making an offer?

961
00:56:15.360 --> 00:56:20.720
But I feel like the, let me find it in my notes.

962
00:56:21.740 --> 00:56:26.800
I feel like you doing, what would we say?

963
00:56:26.800 --> 00:56:29.640
Intro, sharing, sharing, sharing, offer, closing.

964
00:56:29.920 --> 00:56:36.320
I feel like that makes it easier to digest, at least in your mind and your heart.

965
00:56:36.380 --> 00:56:37.740
And you just go ahead and do it.

966
00:56:37.740 --> 00:56:39.100
It doesn't need to be overproduced.

967
00:56:39.200 --> 00:56:41.240
You don't need to have a huge landing page.

968
00:56:41.360 --> 00:56:43.680
You don't need to have a huge anything for it.

969
00:56:44.620 --> 00:56:44.620


970
00:56:45.780 --> 00:56:48.200
Just use sign up registration page.

971
00:56:48.660 --> 00:56:52.320
Like literally, if you wanted to use the, just the zoom registration, if you want to

972
00:56:52.320 --> 00:56:53.360
make it really, really simple.

973
00:56:54.120 --> 00:56:54.520
Okay.

974
00:56:54.520 --> 00:56:59.740
And I know that you like building, like, I feel like you have time and you like building

975
00:56:59.740 --> 00:57:00.640
those things out.

976
00:57:00.660 --> 00:57:10.140
So like you could build a registration funnel type page type.

977
00:57:10.280 --> 00:57:11.320
Oh, okay.

978
00:57:11.360 --> 00:57:12.660
If you want to.

979
00:57:12.900 --> 00:57:13.140
Go landing page.

980
00:57:13.140 --> 00:57:13.640
Yeah, if I want.

981
00:57:13.840 --> 00:57:17.740
And I may just use, I was just sitting here thinking, you know, and Holly was sharing

982
00:57:17.740 --> 00:57:22.420
about it, like just going to the people that have signed up.

983
00:57:23.180 --> 00:57:30.020
You know, the people that I have on mailing lists, so just kind of going back to, I have,

984
00:57:30.020 --> 00:57:31.240
I have two different groups.

985
00:57:31.340 --> 00:57:35.500
So I have the, my first group are the people who signed up for my heart healing sessions.

986
00:57:36.180 --> 00:57:41.760
They got heart healing sessions and I have the new group, they got the journal.

987
00:57:42.560 --> 00:57:45.680
I'm now thinking I got an old, old, old group.

988
00:57:45.940 --> 00:57:49.540
I don't, you know, there's some people on there that I might want to just say, hey guys,

989
00:57:50.100 --> 00:57:55.300
you know, that is, you know, followed me years ago and other things I've done.

990
00:57:55.840 --> 00:57:56.760
Hey, this is what I'm doing.

991
00:57:56.900 --> 00:58:01.900
You want to jump into a workshop with me around the word of God.

992
00:58:01.900 --> 00:58:03.840
I just want to do like a little cute title.

993
00:58:04.000 --> 00:58:08.720
I'll come up with something and just kind of get, cause I want to get talking to build

994
00:58:08.720 --> 00:58:09.760
something, create something.

995
00:58:10.840 --> 00:58:12.500
I feel like I'm doing all the talking today.

996
00:58:12.620 --> 00:58:13.360
Let me shut up.

997
00:58:14.400 --> 00:58:15.640
No, we have three minutes left.

998
00:58:15.760 --> 00:58:16.360
You're fine.

999
00:58:18.000 --> 00:58:19.160
We've all taken turns.

1000
00:58:19.880 --> 00:58:23.540
I mean, we meaning you all have all taken turns as the weeks have gone.

1001
00:58:23.660 --> 00:58:25.280
I've had a year of you all taking turns.

1002
00:58:26.420 --> 00:58:27.240
So it's okay.

1003
00:58:27.240 --> 00:58:27.840
The Lord is due.

1004
00:58:28.100 --> 00:58:31.900
I'm like, I don't be afraid to be like, the Lord's done a lot on you this last week.

1005
00:58:32.200 --> 00:58:36.000
The Lord is, I feel like the last, well, I'm trying to think, when did you get back last

1006
00:58:36.000 --> 00:58:36.280
week?

1007
00:58:40.620 --> 00:58:41.920
I'm trying to become a lip reader.

1008
00:58:42.040 --> 00:58:43.240
That's what I'm trying to do right now.

1009
00:58:43.240 --> 00:58:44.100
Cause you're muted.

1010
00:58:44.880 --> 00:58:45.420
I'm sorry.

1011
00:58:45.420 --> 00:58:45.420


1012
00:58:45.420 --> 00:58:46.080
I'm just talking.

1013
00:58:46.440 --> 00:58:47.980
It says you're, you're, you're unmuted.

1014
00:58:48.620 --> 00:58:51.780
Um, I got back last Tuesday.

1015
00:58:53.380 --> 00:58:53.860
Yeah.

1016
00:58:53.860 --> 00:58:54.440
Last Tuesday.

1017
00:58:54.460 --> 00:58:55.640
My days have been a blur.

1018
00:58:55.940 --> 00:58:58.540
I just realized it's November.

1019
00:58:59.640 --> 00:59:03.080
It's funny when you're on there, you just lose track of everything.

1020
00:59:04.060 --> 00:59:08.540
And so it kind of took me a minute to relax because I had people that kind of, you know,

1021
00:59:08.540 --> 00:59:11.680
like I said, that stayed and I was up and down.

1022
00:59:11.680 --> 00:59:15.540
Some of them were leaving in the middle of the night and seeing them out and then the

1023
00:59:15.540 --> 00:59:18.140
next day and yeah.

1024
00:59:18.300 --> 00:59:21.800
So anyway, I think my, my, I think I'm landed right now.

1025
00:59:21.880 --> 00:59:22.640
I think I'm finally.

1026
00:59:23.640 --> 00:59:23.980
Good.

1027
00:59:23.980 --> 00:59:25.800
Do you ever want to tell us about your testimony?

1028
00:59:28.720 --> 00:59:29.160
True.

1029
00:59:31.800 --> 00:59:32.880
Was that for me?

1030
00:59:34.380 --> 00:59:34.380


1031
00:59:35.760 --> 00:59:36.200
Yeah.

1032
00:59:36.200 --> 00:59:36.500
Yeah.

1033
00:59:37.000 --> 00:59:41.500
Well, uh, yeah, we, it was just crazy.

1034
00:59:41.500 --> 00:59:48.660
It feels like God has been saying to me personally, in any case, like he's been speaking some

1035
00:59:48.660 --> 00:59:50.160
things about that.

1036
00:59:50.160 --> 00:59:55.100
I knew I kind of needed to do, or I didn't really know, but I ended up doing them kind

1037
00:59:55.740 --> 00:59:59.120
of like, it feels like God's been saying, you've been, you've been trying to do a lot

1038
00:59:59.120 --> 00:59:59.800
on the outside.

1039
01:00:00.000 --> 01:00:04.240
Like someone spoke to me once that I see you

1040
01:00:04.240 --> 01:00:08.380
as like a superhero, but you're in a transparent suit.

1041
01:00:08.560 --> 01:00:10.940
And so it's like, it's about the secret identity,

1042
01:00:11.180 --> 01:00:12.400
not about the public identity.

1043
01:00:12.640 --> 01:00:14.400
You should work on the secret identity.

1044
01:00:14.740 --> 01:00:19.060
So like the boring stuff of life sort of like become,

1045
01:00:19.060 --> 01:00:22.780
you know, who Superman is behind the scenes sort of.

1046
01:00:23.280 --> 01:00:25.660
So anyway, I really started getting into that

1047
01:00:25.660 --> 01:00:29.260
and I just really felt like, you know,

1048
01:00:29.260 --> 01:00:31.060
that had to do with a lot of downstairs stuff.

1049
01:00:32.600 --> 01:00:37.020
What I kind of shared about even earlier with Pedro

1050
01:00:37.500 --> 01:00:39.980
about just working normal jobs and everything,

1051
01:00:40.020 --> 01:00:41.500
instead of kind of like finding a way

1052
01:00:42.120 --> 01:00:44.980
to circumvent that for some reason, you know.

1053
01:00:44.980 --> 01:00:48.260
I mean, it's maybe not a lot of stuff that other people

1054
01:00:48.500 --> 01:00:50.460
have is very familiar to them.

1055
01:00:50.460 --> 01:00:53.540
It's kind of strange maybe, but anyway,

1056
01:00:53.540 --> 01:00:56.540
so I really did my best with that.

1057
01:00:56.540 --> 01:01:00.800
And I also just feel like that was kind of a reaction

1058
01:01:00.800 --> 01:01:02.620
that God gave like this.

1059
01:01:03.400 --> 01:01:07.020
He was so, you know, whenever you take a little step,

1060
01:01:07.060 --> 01:01:09.660
he's like so generous, you know, to bless you.

1061
01:01:09.880 --> 01:01:12.820
And like I said, we'd been looking for a house

1062
01:01:12.820 --> 01:01:14.000
and everything, and it was just,

1063
01:01:14.320 --> 01:01:16.060
God wasn't doing anything.

1064
01:01:16.300 --> 01:01:18.880
It seemed like, but we felt like we were sowing seeds.

1065
01:01:19.160 --> 01:01:23.740
And then, yeah, I'm not gonna say who it was,

1066
01:01:23.740 --> 01:01:26.420
but it was just so overwhelming.

1067
01:01:28.140 --> 01:01:29.980
Called me up and said,

1068
01:01:30.400 --> 01:01:32.880
hey, we thought that maybe the best way

1069
01:01:32.880 --> 01:01:36.980
we could help you get a house is by giving you this.

1070
01:01:38.760 --> 01:01:38.760


1071
01:01:39.240 --> 01:01:41.440
And I was just, you know, we were,

1072
01:01:41.760 --> 01:01:43.440
I accidentally filmed myself

1073
01:01:43.440 --> 01:01:45.180
while I was listening to the phone call.

1074
01:01:46.840 --> 01:01:48.180
Oh, that's great.

1075
01:01:49.860 --> 01:01:52.320
Yeah, my facial expression was really funny.

1076
01:01:52.320 --> 01:01:56.120
So anyway, that's kind of what I wanted to share about that.

1077
01:01:57.780 --> 01:02:00.540
Yeah, and it was overwhelming, so.

1078
01:02:01.580 --> 01:02:03.940
I can imagine that's overwhelming,

1079
01:02:04.800 --> 01:02:06.180
but that's so exciting.

1080
01:02:06.400 --> 01:02:09.520
Like, I feel like I have absolutely no words

1081
01:02:09.580 --> 01:02:10.960
because that's amazing.

1082
01:02:12.660 --> 01:02:13.020
And like-

1083
01:02:13.020 --> 01:02:13.980
That's how we feel.

1084
01:02:14.740 --> 01:02:17.200
Yeah, I'm like, would you ever have expected that?

1085
01:02:17.340 --> 01:02:18.000
Probably not.

1086
01:02:18.100 --> 01:02:19.800
Would you ever look at your life and be like,

1087
01:02:19.820 --> 01:02:21.200
we were given the money to buy a house?

1088
01:02:23.080 --> 01:02:24.020
But it's like-

1089
01:02:24.020 --> 01:02:26.600
No, right, I mean, it's like more than we could ever ask

1090
01:02:26.600 --> 01:02:28.000
for, think, or imagine, you know?

1091
01:02:29.520 --> 01:02:30.940
Yeah, and it's more fun

1092
01:02:30.940 --> 01:02:32.400
because now you get to actually dream,

1093
01:02:32.460 --> 01:02:34.540
like instead of kind of, like I said,

1094
01:02:34.580 --> 01:02:36.960
it's kind of, it feels like it's a dreaming season

1095
01:02:36.960 --> 01:02:38.560
for a lot of people where it's like,

1096
01:02:38.620 --> 01:02:41.860
oh, what do you actually want to be doing?

1097
01:02:42.980 --> 01:02:45.000
Where do you want to go?

1098
01:02:45.400 --> 01:02:47.480
What do you want, like, where do you want to buy a house?

1099
01:02:47.540 --> 01:02:49.340
Do you now don't feel like you have to be stuck

1100
01:02:49.340 --> 01:02:50.060
in a certain place?

1101
01:02:50.220 --> 01:02:51.660
Like, where do you want to go?

1102
01:02:51.660 --> 01:02:54.160
And so I feel like it is fun

1103
01:02:54.820 --> 01:02:57.080
that you even get to be in that position now

1104
01:02:57.080 --> 01:03:00.020
to be able to, like, you guys get to dream together

1105
01:03:00.020 --> 01:03:02.000
of what you want to be doing, where you want to go,

1106
01:03:02.220 --> 01:03:03.560
what type of people you want to be around.

1107
01:03:06.200 --> 01:03:07.620
So I think that's cool.

1108
01:03:08.420 --> 01:03:09.340
That's cool, yeah.

1109
01:03:10.020 --> 01:03:10.460
Wow.

1110
01:03:12.240 --> 01:03:13.460
Yeah, okay, everybody.

1111
01:03:14.460 --> 01:03:16.180
It is one o'clock.

1112
01:03:16.980 --> 01:03:20.980
We have, today was supposed to be Lindsey, not me.

1113
01:03:25.180 --> 01:03:28.820
And then we have one more week after that,

1114
01:03:28.980 --> 01:03:30.700
and my goal still is to have Bruce and Lindsey

1115
01:03:30.700 --> 01:03:32.460
be on together for our last week.

1116
01:03:32.820 --> 01:03:34.300
So it will be the 18th.

1117
01:03:36.340 --> 01:03:39.760
So please, if you need anything, pull on me.

1118
01:03:39.900 --> 01:03:43.040
I'm doing a work session on Friday with Cindy.

1119
01:03:44.520 --> 01:03:46.580
Yeah, doing a work session on Friday with Cindy.

1120
01:03:47.800 --> 01:03:50.420
So I'm still open and available,

1121
01:03:51.160 --> 01:03:51.640
but I'm not sure if I'll be able to do it.

1122
01:03:52.160 --> 01:03:54.780
I hope you all have a great week,

1123
01:03:55.740 --> 01:03:58.520
and we will see you, hopefully, next week.

1124
01:03:59.820 --> 01:04:01.820
Really nice to listen to all you guys.

1125
01:04:02.860 --> 01:04:03.340
Yeah.

1126
01:04:03.340 --> 01:04:05.020
Yeah, it's been a fun session.

1127
01:04:06.260 --> 01:04:07.200
Thanks for the ideas.

1128
01:04:08.040 --> 01:04:08.820
Okay, bye guys.