Welcome to Supernatural Saturday.
This is the very last Supernatural Saturday of 2025.
And I'm so excited to share it with you.
First of all, I just want to say that I'm so proud of each and every one of you.
I was thinking about this morning, thinking about you guys this morning, as I'm sitting
here in my hotel room in Columbus, Ohio.
I'm transitioning over to my daughter's house today and taking care of my grandbabies while
her and my son-in-law go on a trip, but I've been traveling nonstop for the last 10 days.
I was in Miami officiating a wedding, and then I was in Orlando spending time with the
people that my mom left behind when she passed away.
Her little family there in Orlando, my little brother, same mom, different dad, and my niece
and nephew, and my mom's husband that she was married to when she passed.
You know, just loving on them, pouring into them, helping them to feel like they're, you
know, they're small.
It's a small family.
It's a little remnant of a family, but helping them to feel like they have other family and
that they're loved and they're seen and, you know, helping make the season bright for them.
And then coming to Columbus and spending time with my husband's parents, you know, they're
getting up there in years, their 80s, and, you know, things have changed.
Christmas didn't look the same as it usually does.
My mother-in-law's going to be 82 years old.
And guess what?
She didn't cook the meal that I remember her cooking 80, 82 years ago.
Well, she was a baby, so I don't think she was cooking then.
But 20 years ago when I joined this family, her Christmas dinner looked a lot different
than it looked.
My, I mean, I'm just going to kind of, I'm not throwing shade.
Okay.
She's 82 years old and she doesn't want to cook whatever.
But this is the woman who literally, if you said, oh, I'm making this, she's like, oh,
yeah, I used to make that.
Like she's made every dish in the entire world and she did it way better than you.
Now she's not telling you that she did it way better than you, but you just know in
your heart that she did because she was a phenomenal cook.
She's just a phenomenal cook and I'll let her have that trophy because I'm an okay cook.
But she was a phenomenal cook, right?
Effortlessly.
This Christmas dinner looked like her pouring some freeze-dried potato pellets into a pan
and adding hot water to them to make mashed potatoes.
The woman that I knew would have spent hours and hours peeling 20 pounds of potatoes and
mashing them and doing all the things.
And I was just kind of shocked.
I was a little shook, if you want to really know the truth.
I was like, what is that?
And she's like, oh, I'm, this is the potatoes.
She's like, you'll never know their instant.
And I was like, yeah, I will, because I'm watching you make them.
But at the same time, it was just, it just hit me that, you know, nothing's ever going
to be the same.
Anybody else?
Nothing's ever going to be the same.
My mom went to, when my mom went to heaven five years ago, I never spent Christmas with
her.
You know, we didn't have that type of relationship.
I wish we would have, but that was not a holiday that we spent together.
But you can just tell when I went to visit, you know, her family there, that it's not
the same.
It's different.
Now, different doesn't have to be bad.
But if we are the kind of people who are always looking back instead of looking forward, then
it's going to be really hard for us, isn't it?
If we're always looking back and we're always looking at the good old days or nostalgia,
it's going to be hard transition for us to go forward because it's not going to be the
same.
But just because it's not the same doesn't mean it can't be good.
In fact, what I said to my mother-in-law is, hey, how about next year y'all come to Austin
for Christmas?
Why don't I host y'all down here where it's 75 degrees instead of 20 degrees and cold
and gloomy and nasty outside?
In fact, I just want to thank Columbus, Ohio for reminding me of why I hate you.
Okay.
Thank you for reminding me of why I don't live here anymore.
Praise the Lord.
Okay.
But why don't you come down to Austin and we'll have a sunny Christmas.
I'll cook.
I mean, I'm 51 years old.
I think I can handle the meal.
Okay.
Look at me already adding a year to my life.
Three weeks from now, friends, will be my birthday.
Can you believe it?
It just seems like yesterday I was turning 50, but friends, we can't look back.
We can't look back.
25, 30, 35, 40.
Okay.
You might have had some great things.
All right.
Hold on.
Paul, we've got to mute you.
Nina, we've got to mute you.
All right, friends.
Stay muted.
We can look back and we can say, hey, I had some good runs.
back when. We had some good Christmas mornings back when. Yeah, that's wonderful. But it
doesn't mean that it can't be good again. It can't, it can't, it doesn't mean that.
It can be good. It's just going to be different. So for those of you that are having a hard
time, you know, I sat there and I ate my instant mashed potatoes with a smile because everything's
changing dot com. And you know why I smiled at that? Because even though that's not the
best change that I can imagine, I like change because I believe that change can be good.
I believe change is what God uses to get us unstuck and to keep us moving forward. We
can't get comfortable friends. It's not about getting comfortable. And I'm not talking about
always being stretched and always being uncomfortable, but I'm talking about, you know, comfort zones
are called that for a reason. And misery can be a comfort zone. Your dead end job,
your dead end life, waking up every day to the same old thing, different day. That can
be a comfort zone. You're like, well, Jackie, it's not comfortable. I'm up. I'm sad. I'm
unhappy. Well, I know, but you've become comfortable being sad and unhappy. Did you guys kind of
get the flavor of the feeling that this last supernatural Saturday might be a little bit
of a boot in the butt little, maybe a tiny bit, because I believe that God is ready for
us to say that we're ready for change. And there's no time like the new year to go ahead
and say that sometimes that's the catalyst that we need. The catalyst that we need is
something new, a fresh page, a blank space. But here's what I want to tell you. I am a,
I am definitely guilty of believing that the calendar page was, you know, magical. Now
I haven't believed that in many, many, many years, but back in the day, I used to believe
that the changing of the calendar page was magical. Like, oh my gosh, it's a new year.
Everything's going to change. But I quickly found out that you just don't become a different
person because the calendar page turns, right? January 1st has no power on its own. It really
doesn't. Now I do believe that we serve a God of times and seasons, but I believe that
those times and seasons overlap these, you know, these times and seasons that we declare
on the calendar. You're not going to enter into a new season just because you step forward
into January 1st. Like, you could have a new mindset. You can approach your season with
a different mindset. You can finally be ready to be ready to do some things that God probably
has been trying to prompt you to do for a long time. I want you to be really honest
with yourself right now. And I want you to think about 2025 because we're going to talk
about 2025 today because this is our last Supernatural Saturday of 2025. Okay. Get really
honest with yourself. I'll be honest with myself. We'll all be honest together. Okay.
And I want you to raise your hand if there was at least one thing that you felt prompted
to do by God, by Holy Spirit in the year 2025 that you did not do. You felt prompted to
do it maybe even more than once. You felt a desire to do it. You felt an invitation
to do it. It came across your mind or heart that, Oh my gosh, I need to work on that.
I should do that thing. But you did not do it or you did not finish it. Whether it was
a project at your house, whether it was looking for that new job, whether it was, you know,
stop eating that food or get in that gym or do this or do that, or finally get over to
that functional doctor and get this thing checked out. Some of y'all got some bladder
issues. Okay. I'm just feeling this in the spirit. Your bladder is hanging low and you
got to get it tied back up. You done? You done? Lost it. It's low now. And so you're
having problems that people only have when they get real old. And so now you need it
to get pulled back up and put back in place. And you can do that sometimes through different
types of pelvic floor therapies. Sometimes you need a surgery even or healing. But the
bottom line is, is that you needed to have it done. You keep putting it off, but now's
the time. And there are others of you that have medical situations that they're not,
it's not a life or death situation, which is part of the reason why you've put it off.
It's not life or death, but it makes your life uncomfortable. You need that physical
therapy for that thing. You need to lose that, lose the weight to be able to alleviate
that problem, whatever that is, whether it's high blood sugar.
It's a bum knee that's being exacerbated by the fact that you're 30, 40, 50 pounds overweight.
You know, there's something going on with your health.
I can feel it in the spirit that you keep bumping up against over and over and over
and over again.
But instead of fixing it, instead of addressing it, instead of giving it your time and attention,
you just continue to suffer with it.
And I know that that's for a whole bunch of people because I feel it strongly in the spirit.
So I'm just going to release it over you.
You got some allergies and you continue to eat food that you know you shouldn't eat.
And it continues to break out on your skin with things like psoriasis and eczema.
You continue to have autoimmune flares and you know what's causing them.
Here's the thing.
You know what's causing them, but you haven't changed it yet.
You haven't changed it yet.
You're just going to exchange one pain for another pain, friend, and that's not what
God wants you to keep doing.
Exchange one pain for another pain.
It's time.
Because remember, we don't become a different person just because the calendar page turns.
Transformation doesn't come from dates.
It doesn't.
Now God is a God of times and seasons and I do believe he has things set aside for certain
times and that's true.
But it always is going to come from what we allow God to do in us.
What we partner with him to do.
And so we want to step into truly a new year, friends, all of us, regardless of whether
we're going to carry our season with us, which we will, we can still step into a new year.
But if we step into the new year hardened, okay, doing things our own way still instead
of softened, hopefully 2025 has softened us a little bit.
We can't step into 2026 hardened.
We want to step in soft, with soft hearts, soft hearts, willing hearts.
Hey guys, we need to mute.
We don't want to step into 2026 just having survived 2025.
I had a lot of hard things happen in 2025.
Some of you did as well, but I don't want to step into 2026 hardened.
I don't want to step into 2026 as survivor.
I want to step in softened and processed.
I didn't survive 2025, I processed it.
God allowed me to have some moments of processing in 2025.
I'm not trying to move on from 2025.
I want to get momentum.
And friends, what has to happen before momentum is clarity.
And that is what this Supernatural Saturday is all about.
It's about us getting some clarity.
You guys can put your hands down.
So here's the thought that popped in my heart this morning before I jumped on here.
God said, remind them that how they end one thing is how they're going to begin the next.
This is a sermon that God preached to me years ago before my move to Austin, Texas.
I had some things that I needed to end in my life.
I had some relationships that needed ending.
I had some activities that needed ending.
I had some pruning that I had been putting off for years and years and years.
And I say this a lot, I'm going to say it now.
When you outstay your grace, that's when things get a little crazy.
That's why when you feel those promptings, a lot of you didn't raise your hand, actually.
About a third of you raised your hand and said, hey, there was something in 2025 that
I really felt impressed that I needed to work on and I didn't do it or I didn't finish it.
Only about a third of you raised your hand.
And the rest of you, I'm just going to lovingly say liars, liars.
It's possible that you're just not really that self-aware and that's okay, but I believe
everybody has something that they could have worked on and they know in their heart of
hearts needs to get finished in 2025 that did not accomplish that because it did not
get prioritized.
And that's okay.
That's okay.
And I'll tell you, back in this day, when God first talked to me about doing my endings
well, he also talked to me about outstaying grace.
And I've learned that the hard way, you guys, so many times, I've learned it the hard way
and I really want to help you guys learn it the easier way, which means learn from my
hard way.
And some of you have already been on the hard road with this.
But when we feel those promptings, when we start feeling that restlessness, write this
down if you're taking notes, restlessness is always a sign of change.
Restlessness is always a sign that God wants to invite you into something new.
Now it doesn't mean it's going to happen the day that you start feeling restless, but it's
a harbinger of what's coming, okay?
It's the first fruits.
We'll say the harbingers are not really positive things, so let's say it positively.
It's kind of like the first signs of newness, the first little maybe green shoot popping
out of the soil, restlessness.
It's letting you know that something that you're doing in your life doesn't really fit
you anymore, whether it's where you are, what you're doing with your time, those moments
of your life.
Guys, we only have so many moments.
I'm not even going to break it into minutes or hours or days or weeks or months or years.
I'm going to break it into moments.
We only have so many moments on earth.
Your time has already been set here.
And if you were wise, you would continue to pray that nothing could thwart your time
on earth, that nothing can shorten it, that nothing can sabotage it because you have a
limited amount of time that's been allotted to you.
That's what the Bible says.
And those are made up of the tiniest increments of what I call moments, what we call moments.
So don't let anything frustrate your moments, friends.
Have you ever watched a movie and it was so dumb at the end, you're like, I can't believe
I wasted two and a half hours of my life watching this movie.
Right?
That's two and a half hours that I can't get back that I just spent watching this.
And I'm not going to get into a sermon today about wasting our time on earth or wasting
our time or not being productive.
I'm not going to talk about that.
That's for another time.
Please be here for the first Supernatural Saturday of the year, which I think is January
3rd, because we're going to talk about intentionality.
It's going to be beautiful and it's going to lead into our activation on January 4th,
Sunday nights.
And also we have a special session that night, Times and Seasons with Bethany Hicks.
It's going to be powerful.
In fact, registration is going to open today for that.
So get registered as fast as you can.
But you don't want to outstay your grace.
You know what happens when you outstay your grace?
You actually have to pick a fight with that thing in order to get out now, right?
Think about it.
Let's apply it to something.
I remember when I was, I was going to a church and you guys know that my pastor eventually
went to prison.
I think most of you know that story, although there are some new people here that are just
joining us.
Welcome new members of our community.
We love you.
We're so glad that you're with us.
You're going into a very special year with us.
I believe 2026 is a tipping point year.
I can't wait to talk about the new year next Saturday, y'all.
I believe it's a tipping point year, but right now we've got to deal with 2025.
We can't deal with 2026 yet because we've got to deal with 2025.
So I went to this church, you guys, and this church saved my life.
It saved my life.
I was 22 years old.
I just met Jesus.
I was just thinking because Columbus is the place where I met Jesus.
So I'm back kind of in my old stomping grounds and I was driving through an old neighborhood,
the last neighborhood that I ever lived in before I met Jesus, and I was remembering
the hardships of that time.
I was remembering the mental illness of that time of my life.
I was remembering the addiction of that time of my life.
I was 22 years old and how Jesus found me and how he saved me and how he set me free.
Woo!
It was amazing, you guys.
I drove on those same streets.
I haven't been to this side of town in many, many, many years.
Even when I lived here, I didn't come to this side of town.
But guess what?
My daughter decided to buy a house on this side of town and here we are.
Right down the street from the places where I was in the most pain, but Jesus found me.
And then this church discipled me.
You guys, they discipled me and they didn't do it all right.
It's for sure that they gave me a lot of religious ideas and, you know, they told me things that
weren't necessarily true, but they believed those things were true because it's all they
had ever been taught.
You guys, don't throw the baby out with the bathwater.
No, nothing's ever going to be perfect.
You got to take what's good and leave the rest behind, but just because someone does
something wrong doesn't mean that they never did anything right.
You have to remember what they did right, not just what they did wrong.
And so for 12 years, this family, this church, they discipled me.
And I don't know if I've ever said this before publicly, you guys, but I'm going to say it now.
years before my pastor fell, a couple years before they marched in and they took him off
and he went to prison.
Before that happened, by the way, that happened during a church service, out of nowhere.
And nobody saw it coming.
But you know who saw it coming?
Me.
And you know why?
Because God had given me a beautiful prophetic gift.
God had given me a beautiful intercessory gift.
But what happened was, is that I came into this family as a youngster, as a 22-year-old,
and these were my spiritual parents and this was my spiritual family, and I honored them
and I served them and I loved them.
So even when God showed me the handwriting on the wall, I didn't want to see it.
Anybody else ever do that?
You let your love for people override your wisdom from God?
No, just me.
It's not you.
It's me.
It's definitely me.
I can't tell you how many times in prayer God showed me that there was something desperately
wrong.
I can't tell you how many times God gave me prophetic words and I dismissed them and could
not believe that they were about my beloved pastor.
I just would not believe it.
You know what God was trying to do?
He was trying to protect me from the blast.
He was trying to get me to come into the strong tower, the righteous run into it and they
are saved.
He was trying to get me to take this man off the pedestal because the pedestal was going
to fall and it was going to fall hard and it was going to fall soon, but I couldn't,
you guys.
I didn't.
I could, but I couldn't and I didn't.
And so when it did fall, as God showed me it was going to, I had nervous breakdown.
I could have missed that nervous breakdown that could have been prevented in my life
if I would have not outstayed my grace.
Right before all this happened, I had the opportunity to move away from there.
I had the opportunity to leave that church.
In fact, my husband at the time did leave.
He went ahead and moved two hours away to Canton, Ohio to take a job.
God allowed the things in that city where this church was to dry up so that we would
kind of be forced to move away so that we wouldn't be caught in the crosshairs of this
blast.
How many of you would raise your hand and be honest and say, Hey, you know, I can see
in hindsight that God was really trying to protect me from something.
He was really trying to give me grace to exit stage right before anything went crazy.
And I just didn't do it because of codependency.
I didn't do it because of fear of man.
I didn't do it because of fear of change.
Who would raise their hand and say, Oh man, you know, I look back and I can see God's
goodness and his love to me.
I can see that he was trying to help me help myself, but I just wouldn't do it.
It's a lot of hands up.
The good news, friends, is that God will still, and he has in my life already, Romans 8, 28,
those moments, just bring it all to good.
Bring it all to good.
But friends, we don't have to continue to live like this because we've already had too
many lessons where we outstayed our grace.
And so we have to learn how to do our endings well.
Yes, there will be human people that are upset at you when you do an ending.
There will be other people that are not ready for that ending and don't understand why you
have to do it.
Make the decision, shut the door, but you have to just let them be mad at you.
Sometimes they'll even hate you.
I've experienced that people will hate you when they don't, when you don't do what they
think that you should do or what you're supposed to do.
There's that terrible word, what you're supposed to do.
I had a situation like that.
I had to end a business partnership.
God told me not to get in this business partnership in the first place because it was with a spiritual
daughter of mine, little sister, let's say little sister, because she's not old enough
to be my daughter, but I want her to the Lord.
We worked together.
There's about seven years age difference.
We worked together.
And then when I started my first company, Jane TV, when I worked in television, I started
this IPTV network for women and she was a really talented marketer and she wanted to
come on board and God said no.
But we were really close.
Like I said, she was like a little sister to me and I had won her to the Lord and, you
know, and had discipled her and, you know, and she just kept asking, kept asking and
kept asking.
And finally, I just let her do a little bit of stuff with me.
And of course, that little bit of stuff turned into a lot of stuff, turned into a partnership.
And pretty soon, the very reason why God said don't do it in the first place started to
manifest itself.
She's got a big personality and, you know, and I wasn't as healed.
I am now and there was a lot of ego stuff going on, a lot of pride, there's a lot of
control situations happening.
And I got to the point, I don't know if any of you have ever been like this, where when
I knew that I was going to have to be around her, I would start to kind of tremor in my
body.
I would start to get so much anxiety and so anxious that I started to feel sick when I
knew that I had to work with her in person because there's just so much, not just control,
but there was just so much negativity and just like, I just couldn't do it.
I couldn't handle it.
And I had to end it.
I had to cut some things off.
I had to say once again, God gave me the grace to say at the beginning, hey, but I didn't
want her to be mad at me.
I had fear of man.
If I said, hey, you know, I know, I'm sorry, you know, I just don't think it's, I don't
think it's a good idea for us to work together because she would have been mad at me.
She'd been mad.
And I was afraid of her when she was mad because she could be really just very vindictive and
very just scary.
I don't know what other word to say.
And so I was trying to prevent feeling like that and having her feel like that towards
me by letting her work with me.
But inevitably, it all came around to the same thing anyway.
Do you guys see it?
The very thing I was trying to prevent by not following wisdom from the Lord happened.
And it was worse, way worse, because she would have got over me not letting her be part of
the project.
She would have got over that.
But can I tell you, when I finally had to pull the plug on this thing, she didn't talk
to me for like seven years.
Now God Romans 828 did it and she's much more mature now and she's older now and we have
a kind of cordial relationship.
You have to move when there's grace.
You have to move when there's wisdom.
And how do you know when to do that?
Well, you have to know your times and seasons.
You have to know what to do and when to do it.
It's not enough to just even know the season that you're in.
You need to know what to do in the season.
A lot of people are like, okay, well, God told me what season I'm in.
In fact, we did a little activation like that here on Supernatural Saturday or one of our
things here in the last few months.
And that was great.
But it's not enough to know what season you're in.
You need to know what is God saying in this season?
What is he inviting you into?
What do you need to prune off?
What do you need to do?
And when do you need to do it?
So in this product that I'm launching with renowned prophet Bethany Hicks, who happens
to be one of my best friends, and I just released that over all you for 2026, that you, because
you're amazing, become friends with other amazing people because eagles should fly together.
You know how I met her?
In 2019, when I didn't know a soul, I was very disconnected.
My mom was passing away.
She was actively dying in 2019.
And I was back and forth between Austin and Florida.
And I hadn't really met any friends in Austin because I was never there.
I was in Florida in hospital rooms with my mom every single month, sometimes for months
at a time.
God told me to finish my book, The Heart Work.
I had been teaching it as a workshop before my mom got sick, but now I wasn't teaching
it at all because I was busy serving my mother and letting God reconcile our relationship
before she went to heaven.
But I really wanted to get that book that God told me to write in the hands of the people
that needed it.
And I didn't know what to do.
And so one day I was just scrolling on Facebook and I saw this woman, Bethany Hicks, saw her
and God just highlighted her to me.
I didn't know who she was.
I didn't even know that we knew any of the same people.
I had no idea who she was at all.
But God spoke to me and he said, I want you to message that woman and ask her if she will
endorse your book.
Well, you guys, I'm just not really the kind of person that does things like that.
I am the kind of person that does whatever the Lord tells me to do.
I will tell you that no matter how crazy it is.
But I am not the kind of person who like jockeys for networks.
I'm not the person that will walk into a networking event and try to find the most
popular important people in the room and try to sit next to them or try to, you know, get
people to help me or to promote me.
God is my publicist.
I decided many, many, many years ago when God told me what he wanted me to do with my
life, that if I was going to get there, I was going to get there by divineness.
by His divine hand and not by me using any of my, you know, my charisma or my gifts to try to get
there. And those of you that have known me for a while, you know that I have done prayer calls
for years that only one or two people came to. I have turned down marketing opportunities that
would have put me on stages in front of tens of thousands of people right away because God told
me no. I have just followed after Holy Spirit and I have stayed in obscurity for as long as
He wanted to keep me there. Because my character is more important than my charisma.
My ability to sustain whatever promotion God gives me is more important to me.
I believe the scripture in Proverbs that says that His increase comes without sorrow.
I wasn't into social climbing and I'm still not.
So I emailed, not emailed, I dm'd this lady on Facebook and just said, hey, I know this sounds
crazy, but I just saw you on Facebook today and I wrote this book called The Heart Work and
I feel like God told me to ask you to endorse it. And she responded. Now, I didn't know who she was
yet. I didn't know how popular she was. I didn't know she was kind of lightweight, famous in the
Christian realm. And she responded and she said, hey, I'm leaving the country today.
And here's my mailing address. Go ahead and mail it to me. So I did. And then she never,
I never heard back from her again. Fast forward a year, I'm at a conference out in California
and some of my friends, my good friends who are also pretty well known, but they used to be my
pastors in Ohio, they're there speaking and they're the ones that invited my husband and I to come to
this conference. And so we went to this conference, they were speaking at it. And then after they
were done speaking, the wife of this couple said, hey, come here. I want you to introduce you to my
friend. And I look up and there's this woman, Bethany Hicks, that I sent my book to and had
never heard back from. You guys, when I tell you that I was like embarrassed, like inside, I was
like, oh my God. I was like, well, maybe she won't recognize me. I don't know. I don't know. I don't
know. I was like, well, maybe she won't recognize me. And she goes, oh, hey,
you're the girl that reached out to me on Facebook and sent me your book.
And, you know, my friends and my, the wife of the friend couple, you know, is friends with her.
And so I'm just standing there and the wife's kind of like looking at me like, what's she
talking about? And I was like, oh yeah. Hi. So nice to meet you. And then she says, hey,
how long are you going to be in town? Let's get coffee. Wow. All right. So we went and had coffee
and guess what? Became friends. We became friends, but you know what I didn't know? What I didn't
know is that she was at the end of her marriage and was actually going to be getting divorced
because I didn't know her at all. And that's why God had me send her my book.
Come on, y'all follow along. That's why God had me send her my book, not to endorse it,
because sometimes people aren't going to read a book if it gets sent to them. But if they're
asked to endorse it, maybe they'll read it, right? Who knows? God knows how to get us to do what we
need to do when we need to do it, friends. He knows. Go ahead and put your hands down.
So we became friends and we began to talk and, you know, she began to lean into me for some advice
about her love life and about some different things that were happening in her life that
were really hard, especially being in full-time ministry. It's very difficult to go through a
divorce, but it's especially hard to go through a divorce when you have a platform full-time
ministry, right? And you're a woman. So we became friends for months and months,
and then I became friends with her friends, which include Dana and Regina McCollum and other people.
And we all began to kind of be friends and we'd see each other, you know, at conferences and
different things. And then I get a phone call from her. I get a text message. She's like,
Hey, you're never going to believe this. She's like, give me a call. So I call her
and she's like, you're never going to believe this, but we're moving to Austin, Texas.
I'm like, shut the front door. She's like, yeah, we're moving. All of us, the prophetic company,
which is their ministry, which is one of the most profound prophetic ministries in the world.
We're relocating it to Austin, Texas, and our families are moving to Austin, Texas.
So she moved and this was three years ago, four years ago now. And so we've been able to be in
person besties. And I have been able to be impacted profoundly by their prophetic ministry,
Dana McCollum and Bethany Hicks. And I also have been able to use my gifts in relationships and my
gifts in relationships and my gifts.
to help people heal from heartbreak and divorce and different things to impact them.
You see how God is so reciprocal?
And all of you need reciprocal relationships heading into 2026.
So if you're leaving some relationships behind in 2025, if the grace, you've outlived your
grace for that relationship, if it hasn't been good for a really long time, and of course
I'm talking about friendships now, but I could be talking about some romantic situation ship
as well.
Let me tell you something about that person that you're keep holding out hope that they're
going to choose you romantically.
They had 365 days to choose you.
Don't give them one more.
Let's enter 2026 with available hearts because what I'm telling you right now, friends, one
of the things that you're going to have to be in 2026 if you want to step into all that
God has for you is available.
You're going to need to be available.
You're going to need to have an available heart.
So we've got to cut off the things that would hold us back and tether us down and keep us
in 2025, keep us in a past season.
And we can't just end things.
We have to end things well, because how you end one thing is how you're going to begin
the next thing.
Friends, I didn't plan on saying any of this stuff.
This is Holy Spirit talking to you.
I didn't plan on telling the story of how I met her in the first place years ago.
God has divine appointments with us, and they're not just romantic.
They're not just romantic.
So ask yourself, am I entering in 2026 hardened or softened?
Am I entering into 2026 just surviving, or have I processed what happened in 2025 or
the years before?
Because some of you don't just need to process what happened in 2025.
You haven't processed what happened in 2024, 23, 22, 21, 20.
It's not long to leave behind family, because sometimes you're making a way for them going
forward.
Just because your blood related to them does not mean that you have the same assignments.
And a lot of people make the mistake of allowing their blood to be thicker than the blood of
Christ.
I know blood is thicker than water, but the blood of Jesus is thicker than all of it.
Have you ever read the book?
It's a really short little tiny book called Who Moved My Cheese?
How many of you have read the book Who Moved My Cheese?
It's an old book, but it's a good book.
It's kind of a business book.
Raise your hand.
Who Moved My Cheese?
If not, you can probably read it in 45 minutes.
That's how quick of a read it is.
But it's about these two mice and these two little people, and the little people's names
are Hem and Haw, okay?
And long story short, it's about change.
It's about transition, and it's about not continuing to stay in a place that is no longer
giving you what you need, but venturing out and going forward because this life is a forward
moving model, friends.
But once again, the long story short, Haw, one of the little people, was finally willing
to get out of this stagnant place where he was dying and venture out in this maze for
new places and new provisions.
But he left little signposts along the way.
Every time he had a transition, every time he turned a corner, every time he learned
something new on his little journey, he wrote something on the wall.
He left a sign.
For what?
For Haw, who was back in that dying comfort zone.
He left it for Haw saying, hey, you know, if you get here, this is what you do.
He was leaving markers.
And some of you, you're the kinsmen redeemer in your family, and you have to get moving
forward.
You're not leaving them behind.
You're charting a course for them.
Come on.
I feel Holy Spirit all over that.
The enemy has you convinced that you're betraying people and you're abandoning people and you're
so sensitive to betrayal and abandonment because you've been through it yourself and you never
want to do it to anyone else.
And the enemy is using your empathy against you right now, toxically, to keep you from
venturing out and going forward so that you all stay on the ship that's sinking.
It is sinking, my friend.
You have to look for dry land.
You have to go forward.
You can leave signposts along the way.
There will be people that will be mad at you at first, for sure.
But after a while, they'll start asking you, hey, what's going on?
I see changes.
I see changes that I like.
I see changes that I want for myself.
The key is that you do it during a period of grace.
If God is moving on your heart and making you restless, you do it now.
You don't do it when you have a fight with someone.
That's not the catalyst that creates change.
But you will start fighting with people if you outstay your grace.
You will start fighting with your church if you outstay your grace.
You'll start getting mad at it, you'll start poking at it, you'll start finding all the
flaws in it, you'll start voicing all the flaws in it to others.
That is what will happen if you outstay community grace.
No, you want to bless it.
You want to leave it better than you found it.
You want to thank God for the positive things that happened to you in that place.
That's how you throw out the bathwater without the baby.
Baby is safe and sound, bathwater gone.
That's how you do it.
Go ahead and put your hands down.
Come on, y'all, you feel Holy Spirit on this?
I feel Holy Spirit on this.
God is inviting us to go forward.
You don't have to pick a fight with something to leave it.
You can bless it.
You can be thankful for it.
I don't know how many other people did this, but I know for sure that God put it on my
heart to write out a letter to my pastor while he was going through sentencing and going
to prison.
And he had me carry that letter around in my glove box.
First of all, I was the only person from the leadership of this church, all the leaders,
all the care pastors, all the people, I was the only person who did not sign my name on
a lawsuit, a civil lawsuit against this pastor and his family.
God said, do not sign that lawsuit.
He said, have nothing to do with it.
I had a lot of pressure to sign, friends.
My former husband signed.
Everybody signed.
Everyone was mad as a wet hen.
Everyone wanted vengeance.
Everyone wanted restitution.
And I was struggling hard because I was in the middle of this nervous breakdown because
I was devastated.
I had lost everything.
I'd lost all my friends.
I lost my church.
I lost the place that I was at every single day for 12 years, shut the doors, bad, done
over in a heartbeat.
Remember, God gave me time to transition, but I didn't take it.
He gave me a heads up, but I didn't listen.
And so now I'm in pain.
I'm in pain of my own making, but God's still with me and he's being merciful to me.
But he said, do not sign that.
Don't sign it.
And I didn't.
He said, instead, write this letter.
I said, what do you want me to do with it?
He said, put it in your glove box, carry it around in your car.
And one day I was just driving and this is after, this is after all the stuff started
to blow over.
Between the trial and the sentencing, there were, there was like almost a year between
the trial and the sentencing for some reason.
I wasn't really on the up and up with it because I wasn't talking to anyone who knew information
because those people, once again, they were so embittered.
They were so embittered.
They were full of vitriol.
It was bad.
It was bad friends.
In fact, some of them I hardly even recognized.
I would run into them at the mall or somewhere and their faces looked different because they
were so full of anger and bitterness.
And I hate to say this, but some of them lost their lives.
Some of them got sick from the stress and the anger and the bleh.
And I know beyond a shadow of a doubt that they left this earth prematurely.
Forgiveness is the gift you give yourself, friends.
It's not a feeling.
You give it because you want to be forgiven.
The Bible says, forgive and you will be forgiven.
It is a spiritual transaction and you don't have to feel like it and they don't have to
deserve it and they don't have to be sorry.
So I carry that letter around in my glove box.
And one day, Holy Spirit just spoke to me and said, hey, stop at this Walmart right
here.
Go in your glove box and get that card and take it inside.
You guys, it had been a long time since I had written that.
I'd forgotten that it existed.
I got out of my car.
I went inside.
The first turn in the aisle, I run right into my pastor's oldest daughter.
I hadn't seen her in six months of Sundays.
And I handed it to her.
I said, hey, Holy Spirit told me to bring this card into the Walmart.
And I know now that it's a gift to you to give to your dad.
I said, I wrote this a long time ago for him.
Please get it to him.
And you know what that card had in it?
I forgive you.
But not just that, I thank you that you took a hurting 22-year-old under your wing and
you discipled me and you made me a leader in your church and you taught me things and
you trusted me and you helped me.
I'm playing this in Daisy and Broadway.
Say again.
Thank you for the good things that you've done.
Just because you've done something wrong, just because you've done something bad even
does not mean I'm going to forget the good that you have done for me.
You changed my life.
God used you to change my life and I would not and I can tell you friends, right now,
right here, right now in 2025, this has been 20 plus years ago, I would not be who I am
today without that foundation.
If you think, wow, Jackie knows the word, it was because of that man.
Oh, wow, Jackie knows how to pray, it was because of that church.
Oh, wow, Jackie is so empathic and she's so compassionate, it was because of that outreach
department.
I just want to let you know that.
You need to know that.
And so people have done you wrong and people have fallen and people have sinned.
Yes, they have.
But there's something good that came out of that relationship that you would not be who
you are today had it not been given.
Yes, I had a really troubled childhood, a very hard childhood, but there are some good
things.
And just recently I said to the Lord, I said, God, I don't want to remember the bad stuff
about my mom anymore.
I want to remember the good stuff because I know there's good stuff.
I know there's good stuff.
My mom would give you the shirt off her back and I'm the same way.
Guess who I got that from?
I got it from her.
I remember when I was a little child and yeah, things were hard and there was a lot of abuse
and different things happening.
But I remember being at a shoe store, Pickway, I think, something like that.
Does anyone remember that shoe store where you got the shoes off the shelf yourself?
Something like Pickway or something.
And we were in the shoe stores, like a self-serve shoe store.
And I was probably eight or nine years old and my mom was getting us shoes and she must
have overheard another mother talking to her children about how only one of them could
get some shoes because that's all they could afford right now.
And my mom went over and she bought their shoes.
I remember that.
I remember many moments like that.
And guess what?
My children were raised the same way because that's one of the beautiful traits, one of
the beautiful things about my mother that lives on in me.
Yeah, she made a lot of mistakes, but she did a few things right.
Come on, y'all.
All right, you guys, none of this was what I was going to talk about, but Holy Spirit
knows what we need and how to get it to us, right?
Amen.
All right, so friends, in the new year, we don't magically reset.
We're going to carry forward with us whatever we've refused to deal with.
It's going to go forward.
It's going to roll over into another year.
And that's not the kind of rollover we want.
You know what else is going to roll over?
God's goodness, His grace, His mercy.
But if I could tell you that I wished I would have done things during the grace period,
so many things.
Yeah, I've learned some good lessons through it.
But you know what?
Sometimes we don't need to learn those lessons.
You know how people say everything happens for a reason?
Well, yeah, but it's not always a good reason.
Let's skip some of those classes, shall we?
Because the cost of tuition on those classes is a little high.
It's a little high.
So let's not carry anything forward with us into 2026 that doesn't need to go with us.
Let's process things.
We've got to process this last year, you guys, so that we don't repeat it.
Because every single year has a curriculum.
We've been through some stuff in 2025.
But I just want to encourage you that nothing was wasted.
Nothing was wasted.
Nothing was pointless.
Even the parts that none of us would volunteer to repeat, we're not going to repeat those
things.
We don't want to repeat.
I don't want to repeat where I crashed out for three months.
Something mysteriously wrong with me that they could never find, but I couldn't eat
anything.
I did lose 22 pounds.
We're going to call that the silver lining.
We're going to call that.
the silver lining, but you know what, that I can't eat, and so I'm literally starving
diet is not a fun diet.
I don't recommend that diet to anybody.
But did I die?
You know that meme, but did you die?
No, I didn't.
But there were days where I thought I was going to.
That's what my summer looked like.
Instead of going to Portugal, where that was what I was supposed to be, all those things
were canceled.
I didn't go anywhere.
I couldn't go anywhere.
I couldn't eat anything.
I was dealing with night terrors and all kinds of crazy evil forebodings.
But you guys, 2025 is asking me and it's asking you, will you learn or will you loop?
I'm not going to loop.
You know what I needed to learn in that season that I burnt myself out, that I needed sabbatical,
that I was taking on empathically because I'm an intercessor and I'm an empath spiritually.
I have the gift to be an intercessor, which means I carry a lot of burden of other people
in prayer, including you guys and your hopes and your dreams and your singleness and your
bad days and good days.
And God showed me you can't continue to do this, Jackie.
It's breaking your body down.
You've got to have boundaries, even in the spirit realm.
You've got to continue to build up your prayer team.
You've got to continue to get more covering.
You've got to...
There were things that I needed to do, friends.
There were lessons that I needed to learn.
And if we don't learn the lessons of a season, we're going to be destined to keep repeating
that season until we do.
This is why some of you keep having the same situation over and over again.
This is why when you're out on those dating apps, you keep meeting the same people in
different bodies.
People with the same issues, same problems, the same motivations, the same agendas.
We can't keep meeting the same people just in different bodies.
I don't want to say have the same issues, the same delays, the same pain.
It's a different year, but it's the same test.
Do you see it?
So instead of asking, you know, why did this...
Whatever happened this year happened?
Or when will this be over?
Or why was this so hard?
Let's start asking, what was 25 trying to teach me?
Come on, y'all.
Let's do this.
This is where we start to activate.
What was 2025 trying to teach me?
Because, friends, once a lesson is learned, it's learned.
You gain authority.
And that...
Whatever that thing is, it loses its control to repeat itself.
Do you get that?
That whole thing of putting pastors on pedestals, guess who never is ever going to do that again?
Guess who doesn't do that anymore?
Me.
It was a really painful lesson to learn, but guess what?
I learned it.
And now I have the authority to understand that God alone is God and people are people.
No matter what part that they have to play in your life, even as a spiritual mentor,
they are not perfect.
And you know why?
You know what?
That's why I don't let you guys idolize me.
It's probably why I throw in a cuss word every once in a while, just in case you start thinking
I'm some kind of spiritual oracle, all right?
I don't do that for others anymore, to others anymore, and I don't want you to do it either.
That's the beautiful thing about learning the lesson, you guys, paying the tuition unfortunately
and passing the class, it allows you to teach the class to others instead of them even going
through it.
Isn't that beautiful?
God turns your mess into a message, doesn't he?
Your test into a testimony, all the little cliches, we can go on and on and on.
Elizabeth Erickson is your Monday prayer leader.
Guess what?
not a boyfriend, but I bet you she will never be engaged to the wrong man again, because
not only did she do that because God gave her the clarity to do it, because she paid
the tuition for it, but then she came here and she learned more and more.
And that's what you also have to do.
Once you realize you're on the wrong path, you start needing to pray for the right path,
you need to pray for the right voices in the season that you're in and on the journey that
you're on.
Sorry, Elizabeth, I'll use you, Liz, as a little example there.
OK, so here's the question, what did 2025 expose inside of you?
Did anything come to the surface, was there a revealing for healing?
Go ahead and put it in the chat.
We might go a few minutes over today, y'all, because I want to make sure that we really
get this in.
And God took us on a lot of twists and turns.
What did 2025 bring to the surface that you can no longer ignore?
Remember friends, it's a revealing for healing.
God's not exposing you.
He's not punishing you.
He's preparing you to have good and amazing things.
Come on.
What came to the surface?
What was exposed?
What patterns?
What patterns revealed themselves?
What patterns?
And let's thank it.
You guys, let's end 2025 with thankfulness.
And I'll have Candy continue this tomorrow night.
Actually, we're going to have prophetic night tomorrow night, but I will continue this tomorrow
night.
Tomorrow's all community prophetic, y'all.
Make sure you come.
But thank that thing.
Thank you for showing me where I was insecure.
Thank you for revealing who wasn't safe in my life.
You know, thank you for teaching me boundaries.
Tell that thing.
Thank you for teaching me new boundaries.
Thank you for showing me that I need to slow down and stop rushing.
Thank you for showing me that I was burnt out.
I'm saying this to God.
God, thank you for showing me that I'm not the savior of the world, but you are.
Thank you for showing me that I was burnt out, carrying burdens that are not mine to
carry.
Thank you.
Thank you that I crashed out.
I'd rather crash out than die.
Thank you for pruning, Lord, what I was trying to bury.
Sometimes things need to be pruned.
They're not dead.
They just need some attention.
It's kind of that Marie Kondo principle, right?
When something's no longer serving you, like you guys know who she is.
She's like the declutter queen.
She says, you don't just angrily throw things away.
You thank that thing for its service.
Maybe it's a blouse or something.
You used to like to wear it, but it doesn't fit anymore.
Maybe it's not in style anymore.
You don't want it anymore, but you think about the good times you had in that blouse and
how pretty you looked or whatever, and you liked it when you liked it, and then you just
thank it.
And then you put it in the bag to give away.
Someone else gets to use it now.
You know, those are the blessings of God.
And while, you know, some of you think, well, that's kind of new agey, it's not really because
everything that you have, God gave you and he blessed you with.
And so you can thank God for it and you can then bless it and give it to someone else.
Because it was useful once.
It served a purpose in your life at some time, but you don't need it anymore.
Maybe that thing taught you something.
Maybe it was old school books that you don't need anymore, right?
Maybe it's a bike that you no longer ride, whatever it is.
Some things from the past years are not sinful or toxic or evil, friends, they're just expired.
They're just expired and it's time to let them go.
So let's make a discard pile and a carry on pile.
Shall we do that?
Let that be your activation.
List some things that you're going to discard before this year is over with.
Things that you learned from, be thankful for them, but release them.
You're not going to carry them into this next season and this next year.
Not going to carry them in as any kind of emotional clutter.
Maybe they're intangible things.
They could be old coping mechanisms, outdated mindsets, fear-based self-protection.
Go ahead and make a list of things that you're discarding.
Some of you have been through some really hard things and so that guardian part of yourself
has been really activated.
That self-preservation has been really activated, but you don't need it anymore.
You needed it in that season because you were not safe and you did not know God well enough
to be God defended.
So you had to be self-defended, but you're not that woman anymore.
You're not that man anymore.
And so you can thank that earlier version of yourself that was protecting you.
You can thank that guarded version of yourself that was protecting you, that hyper-vigilant
version of yourself, but you can leave them in 2025 and you can be God defended in 2026.
Does this make sense to anybody at all?
Just like you would not bring clutter into a new house, well, some of us do and some
of us do.
We pull all kinds of boxes that we haven't unpacked in 10 years.
We keep putting them on the moving truck and moving them to the new place.
Unpack the boxes, y'all.
Don't bring clutter into a new house.
And we are stepping into a new house.
new season, a new year.
So I want to invite all of you, it's going to be quite different from prophesy your year.
Prophesy your year is really fun and it's great and it's all about hearing the Lord
and looking for signs of what he wants to do in our life over the course of the year
during the different months.
This is going to be similar because we are going to go through the months of the year,
but we're going to identify our season prophetically at the very beginning.
So if you don't know what season and you're in, you're going to find out.
The year and the season can overlap each other.
That's fine.
And they need to just because you go into 2026 doesn't mean you're in a spring season.
Doesn't mean you're in a winter season or a summer season.
We got to know our seasons that the Bible says, know your times and your seasons.
And that's what this is going to be about.
Knowing our times and our seasons, but not just knowing them, knowing what to do in them.
So when you identify your season, now what?
Okay.
So now you need to discern what to do and then when to do it.
So we'll kind of walk through the year.
So this is more of an activation.
It's more of a, instead of just a time of like revelation, which is what prophesy your
year is all about.
And once again, I love prophesy your year, but I wanted to do something that was more
practical as far as gives you practical next steps.
Okay, great.
We know what God's trying to do in our life.
Now how do we do it?
Does that make sense?
I hope it does.
All right.
So I don't know if we have the link up to go ahead and register for that, but if someone
has that link, yep, it's up right there.
See it?
Times and seasons.
So go ahead and copy and paste that.
We'll also put it up in all of your groups.
So sign up y'all for that, but friends, we want to release.
We don't want to go into 26 with our hands full of unforgiveness or disappointment, self-blame,
self-bitterness, bitterness of any kind, any old narratives, any stories that we're telling
ourselves that are not true anymore.
We want open hands.
We want available hearts because we want to be able to receive what God is trying to place
in them.
I believe that we're in a corporate season of a tipping point.
I believe it with all my heart.
So next Sunday night, we're going to bridge 2025 to 2026 with our times and seasons.
Because once again, you're probably not going to enter into a new season just because you
enter into a new year, but we want you to live out your season well, whatever it is.
So we'll be able to do all kinds of amazing things, friends.
What is God closing?
What is the opening?
What has expired?
What do we need to leave behind?
What new chapters has God opening?
It's going to be about alignment.
We want to enter 26 aligned, not anxious, not confused.
Confusion is not of God.
So for today, right now, going into tomorrow's prophetic session, tomorrow night, All Community
Prophetic, join us on the All Community link.
I want to declare these over you.
Father, help us soften our hearts.
Help us receive the lessons of 2025.
Help us to see and receive what lessons we learned.
Father, we thank you for what we were taught, even when it was painful, even when it didn't
feel great, Lord.
We release what we no longer need and we step forward together, Lord, lighter, wiser, more
aligned than ever before, and we will not repeat what we've already learned.
We will not repeat it.
In Jesus name.
Amen.
All right, friends, I'm excited to see you tomorrow night on the All Prophetic.
I will be there.
We'll push into some more of this prophetically.
We'll give some prophetic words.
We'll get ready for the following weekend where we're going to have times and seasons
on Sunday night.
Friends, for those of you that are not going to join, it is an extra cost.
It's a very minimal cost.
I try to keep this minimal, but because it's not my session and it's not my product, I
cannot give it for free, but for those of you that will not be attending that because
you just simply can't or don't want to, we will still have the Sunday activation for
you guys.
All right.
Join me for Supernatural Saturday next Saturday too, because we're going to talk about the
new year and we are going to get intentional.
I love you.