Welcome, everyone, to Supernatural Saturday.
I am live from Park City, Utah, and that is why I will not be on camera.
I did not sleep well last night, if we are going to have full disclosure, because I'm
not used to elevation.
So I'm getting used to it.
I'm drinking tons of water.
If you have any other tips, go ahead and throw them in the chat for me.
For those of you that live in the mountains, the mountains are a whole new deal for me
and I am trying my best.
And you guys, I really want to encourage you to do new things in 2026.
Let's just start out Supernatural Saturday just like that.
We've got to try new things.
If you haven't done something that you've never done before, then do it.
You're like, wait, wait, if I haven't done something that I've never done before, then
do it.
Yes.
Remember the word that God gave us that 2026 was going to be a season of firsts, right?
Well, this is the first ski trip.
I've been married to David for 18 years and we both ski.
We both were skiers before we got married.
And this is the first ski trip that we've gone on together.
What the heck?
Why?
Because life comes at you fast.
That's why.
You're raising kids.
You're broke.
You know, you're working.
You don't have PTO.
There's just all different types of reasons why you never do whatever it is.
But let's go ahead and cut through those reasons in 2026 and do something that we haven't done
before.
Let's do something that maybe we have done before, but with people we've never done it
with before.
This is a season of time that I believe that God wants us to experience first fruits.
And I'll do a whole Supernatural Saturday about that because that word keeps coming
up.
And so the first fruits word.
And so let's do a Supernatural Saturday about that possibly next week when I'm back in Austin.
But you guys, I just want to let you know, and this is important for us to start out
today.
And if you're new to Supernatural Saturday, welcome.
This is where we get into the nitty gritty of the prophetic.
What is heaven's reality?
What's going on behind the scenes?
We want to be on God's alignment.
We want to be in God's on God's page and in his alignment.
But let's just get down to the nitty gritty of firsts just because it's a first does not
mean it's going to be comfortable.
In fact, most first times are not comfortable.
I'm not talking about sex, but you can apply it there if you want.
Most first times are not comfortable.
It doesn't mean they're not fun.
It doesn't mean it's not exciting.
It doesn't mean that you shouldn't do it.
I mean, yeah, there's a, you know, they say there's a first time for everything.
I don't want to go that far because there's a lot of things, I don't know about you, but
there's a lot of things that I don't ever want to have a first time at, right?
But this word that God gave us about firsts for 2026, it's a good word.
It's a positive word.
It's not about bad first times.
It's not about the first time that you're in the hospital with a parent because they're
ill.
It's not about the first time that, you know, you lose your dog.
It's not about that.
It's about good things and even good things stretch you.
Let's let that sink in for two seconds because this is going to be a very activating supernatural
Saturday.
For those of you that are just joining me, I'm at elevation, almost 8,000 feet.
I live at sea level in Austin, Texas, so my body's trying to acclimate to this.
I want to be here.
I'm going to have fun, but it's stretching me.
I have a cotton mouth this morning because I'm perpetually dehydrated here.
All of the water in my body has dried up.
I don't know how people drink here.
The people that drink alcohol here are crazy town.
But you guys, first, anything that's a first time, it's going to challenge you a little
bit.
It's going to be all right.
You got to press through that.
Press through that to the joy.
Press through that to the experience that's exciting.
Press through that to the reward.
Now I want to talk to you guys about something very serious today, and it actually was birthed
the idea, the thought.
God gave me this thought because of being here at altitude.
Because as I'm dealing with a little bit of shortness of breath, a little elevated heart
rate at nighttime, 70 beats a minute, so I'm not sleeping more than five and a half, six
hours, I'm looking around at the other people that are here with me.
Two of my grown children are here, and they're people, my daughter and her husband.
husband, my son and his fiance, my husband, and then just the people just in general,
just walking down the street.
Have you ever done this?
You're, you know, you're just walking down the street and you're dealing with something.
Come on, track with me right now.
You're dealing with something and you're looking at everybody else that's walking past you
in the mall or, you know, at the gas station, at the grocery store, and in your heart, this
is what your narrative is in your heart.
Man, I wish I was like them.
They seem like everything's okay because you're dealing with something.
Anybody else?
Come on, raise your hand if you're just like, man, I wish I was normal.
Anyone ever say that to themselves?
Man, I wish I was a normal person.
So I'm looking at everybody else last night.
We tried to go out to dinner for my birthday and of course, you really, really need a reservation
If you ever come to Park City, make sure you make a reservation a year in advance for a
restaurant because you're not getting in.
All right.
So we ended up eating some subpar food last night for my birthday, which is okay.
It's not going to be my last meal.
I'm going to make it.
It's going to be all right.
But I'm looking at everybody else because I'm over here struggling to breathe and everybody
else seems okay.
Everybody else seems like they're having a good time.
They're laughing.
They're drinking like all the people around us.
I don't know if there's this thing called après.
This is what you do after skiing, après ski.
It's a French word that means go get drunk is pretty much what I think it means.
And so all these people were all dressed up and fancy and living their best Gucci life.
And I'm over here like, does anybody else think this hill is high?
Is anybody else struggling to get?
I mean, it's not y'all.
It's just a slight incline.
But I felt like I was on the Stairmaster for like two hours.
And what happens if you're not careful as little seeds starts to get sown in your heart?
That man, it would just really be nice to be anybody else but myself.
Man, I wish I could just be normal.
Wish I didn't always have all this extra stuff going on.
Anybody else?
I only have like five hands up.
No one tracking with this.
Nobody else.
Come on.
Nobody else ever looked around them and been like, man, no, doesn't seem like anybody else
is dealing with what I'm dealing with.
Why do I always have to deal with this stuff?
Doesn't matter what it is, friends.
And if I'm just going to go give you full disclosure, I was born in HSP.
Does anyone know what an HSP is?
I was born a highly sensitive person.
I came out of my mother's womb highly sensitive, very intuitive, very empathic, a feeler.
Anyone else?
Here's the problem with being an HSP.
It's a great and beautiful gift.
It's a beautiful gift to be an intuitive.
It's a beautiful gift.
I sense things, you guys.
I know things.
This is how I'm a great matchmaker.
This is how I'm a prophet.
This is a gift.
Do you see it?
It's a gift.
It's a beautiful gift.
But who remembers the details of my childhood?
I was born running for my life the minute that I came out of my mother's womb.
Who thinks that being an HSP from birth and then also being born in a very broken, dysfunctional,
unsafe environment is probably not a good combination?
You guys, I have friends that are not feelers.
They're not empathic.
They're not intuitive.
And they're just like, I'm like, man, did you see, did you feel that?
Did you, man, did you see that person?
Did you?
No, they, nothing.
They don't got nothing.
And you know what?
They seem to have a better life than me.
It's easy to look at those people and be like, man, I wish I was someone that nothing bothered.
I wish I was someone that nothing bothered because I'm someone that everything botherss.
Everything.
And it's easy to, to look outside of yourself at other people and be like, man, they, they,
they seem to have it so much easier because they don't have.
this weakness.
Can I tell you that your gifts are… let me rephrase it.
Your weaknesses are just your gifts overextended.
Write that down because that is exactly what today's Supernatural Saturday is about because
God told me that 2026 is going to be the year, if we want it to be, where our gifts no longer
will be liabilities.
These things we call weaknesses, they will be transformed back into gifts.
Come on, you guys.
These things that we call weaknesses are going to be transformed back into gifts.
Your weakness is just a gift overextended.
So I got up last night in the middle of the night, huffing and puffing.
Everyone else is asleep in the house.
And you guys, I want to let you know this.
It's important that you understand what I'm saying right now.
My body is not, is not, you know, less healthy than the people around me.
I'm not acclimating slower than the people around me here on this trip.
All the people with me live at sea level.
We all live at sea level.
The reason why I'm feeling it more is because I'm an HSP.
Are you tracking with me?
The people around me, they're not feeling it because they're not paying attention to
it.
Do you guys see what I'm saying?
The only reason that I'm sensing it more, the only reason that it's affecting me more
is because I'm in tune.
I was born in tune.
It's a gift.
But guess what?
When you feel unsafe, it becomes a liability.
When you're born into a broken family where there's dysfunctional and unsafe people, your
HSP gift, your intuitive gift becomes hypervigilance.
It becomes a situation where you're constantly scanning the environment for danger, trying
to keep yourself safe.
I know this is going to resonate with so many of you guys, and I'm going to go over some
other things that you might think are a weakness, which are really just gifts in disguise.
But right now I want you to go ahead and close your eyes and ask yourself this question.
Come on.
Close your eyes.
What part of yourself do you secretly wish wasn't true about you?
Okay.
You can also frame it as what trait, what trait do you have?
With my highly sensitive nature, what trait do you feel you have to manage all the time?
Maybe explain to others.
Maybe even you feel like you have to tone it down or hide it because you might think
other people don't, wouldn't understand.
And you guys, I'm not talking about stuff you can't, I'm not talking about stuff like
you're short.
Okay.
If you have an illness or something, you have some sort of disease or something like that,
that's not what I'm talking about.
Okay.
We could put that before the Lord for healing.
I'm talking about something you might call your issue that keeps showing up in your life.
This would be something that you guys would label a flaw.
I used to label my HS penis a flaw.
Oh man, I wish I could be like other people.
I wish I didn't care.
I wish I didn't feel, I wish I wasn't intuitive.
I wish I didn't sense what was going on right now.
Why?
Because remember my gift had become a weakness because it was overextended and so it caused
great anxiety in my life.
Drama overextends our gifts, you guys.
The way that God created you is beautiful.
It was, the Bible says in Psalm 139 that you're fearfully and wonderfully made.
The problem is, is that we get born into a broken world.
We get born into a world that's under a sin curse.
We get born into families that are not healthy.
We get thrust out into the world.
We go out into public school.
We go out into the war zone.
We go out into places where people are going to try to hurt us, where people are going
to try to destroy us.
And oftentimes our gifts get overextended and become weaknesses in these environments.
You know, the Native Americans believe that people that have been diagnosed with mental
illness are really just healers.
Healers that's gifts got overextended by living in trauma and broken in a broken world.
They're too in tune.
That definitely has been my story.
God created me to be a healer.
He created me to be an intuitive.
He created me to be a prophet, to be an oracle.
And because of what I was born into, it got crazy overextended to the place where if it
wasn't for Jesus, I would probably be in an institution right now.
I know a lot of you are new to me.
You don't know my story, but I was very, very, very on the road to, to not being able
to function in this world.
I want to be careful with my words because God has set me free.
He has delivered me.
But does that mean there's not times when my gift wants to be overextended?
Does that mean that there's not times when I'm still hypervigilant?
Is there not times when I turn, when I choose worry or fear?
No, there are lots of times like that.
Okay.
So let's talk about these gifts.
These gifts have become liabilities, you guys, because they were designed to protect.
They were designed to actually, they were designed to serve us.
They were designed to serve the world.
That's why God gave you that gift.
But you had to use it to protect yourself.
You're using your gift to protect instead of serve.
Don't forget to mute, you guys.
All right, so let's, let me list some, I think some people are still struggling to figure
out what, what this could mean to their life.
So let's go ahead and let's just talk about some, okay?
I have some written down here.
So once again, I'm a high, I'm a high intuitive, I'm a high empath, all right?
I'm highly sensitive, but that was never my problem.
My problem was that I was in an unsafe environment and I used my gift instead of to serve others,
I used it to protect myself.
I became hypervigilant of danger, was always trying to figure out if people were safe or
not.
I was using my gift of discernment incorrectly.
And so a lot of you that put gifts up in the chat, you need to ask yourself, when did
this start?
Like when did your gift stop feeling safe to use?
You know, what environment did that start in?
Because for me, sensitivity didn't turn into anxiety by accident or overnight, you guys.
It was a survival instinct, wasn't it?
For me.
I went into survivor mode.
And what happened, you guys, is I started to equate my intuition with anxiety.
When I would feel it coming, I'd be like, oh, I'm getting anxious.
No, I'm being intuitive right now.
I was seeing that empathy as a weakness.
So let's separate our gift from the survival that overextended it.
Can we do that real quick?
Because we want to figure out, we want to figure that out.
Because what God has taught me to do with my gift is when I feel that coming, I start
getting curious instead of fearful.
Why am I feeling this way?
What could it mean?
What am I sensing right now?
Instead of being like, oh, what's going to happen?
Oh, no.
Because that used to be how I would react when my gift would be activated.
I'd be waiting for the other shoe to drop.
I'd be waiting for something terrible to be happening.
I would start to self-protect.
I would start to, I would start to armor myself instead of being curious instead.
We want to be curious.
So let me go ahead and just list out a few things that I think could become overextended
gifts, all right?
You, like me, are a feeler.
You feel too much.
You have a lot of empathy.
You have a lot of compassion.
You have a lot of sensitivity.
Okay?
So you feel too much.
And when that gets overextended, once again, just like me, it could become anxiety and
hypervigilance.
Here's another one.
You love too hard.
You're what people call a loyal person.
Your gift is loyalty.
Put your hands down so I can see who we're talking to today.
Put your hands down real quick so we can do a little poll.
I can't tell you how many people I've counseled and coached over the years
and like, oh, yeah, I just love people.
I love hard.
I'm a lover.
I'm a ride or die.
You know, this is a gift of loyalty.
This is a gift of devotion.
This is not, this doesn't come just from the human experience.
God gave you that gift.
The problem is, is that when that gift is overextended, it
looks like self-abandonment.
It looks like enabling beginning with an abusive relationship because
you're an enabler because you're staying too long, you're abandoning self.
You love other people.
You're loyal to other people, but you're not being loyal to yourself.
Got a lot of hands up still, you guys, if you could put your hands down,
that'd be great because I want to know who this, I want to know
who's tracking with this one.
This is a beautiful gift.
You guys loving people is a beautiful gift.
Being a loyal person is a beautiful gift, but if it gets overextended,
it could really kill you.
This is a gift that could really hurt you.
If it becomes a weakness, raise your hand.
If that's one of your gifts, if it's a gift of yours.
And it goes right in line with the next gift that I have.
You have the gift to see the best in people.
You have the gift of faith.
You have redemptive vision.
You don't see people the way they are.
You see people the way God sees them.
Oh, that's a beautiful gift, but if that's overextended, once again, same
with loving heart and being loyal to yourself, that's a beautiful gift.
Same with loving heart and being loyal.
This is going to hurt you because it really becomes enabling.
It becomes ignoring red flags.
Yeah, guys, these are gifts.
You might've never thought of it this way.
You might've been like, oh yeah, that's just the way I am.
No, that's the way you have been created to be.
And remember, God said 2026 is the year that gifts are no longer liabilities.
He's going to put them back into alignment.
Who wants their gift put back into alignment?
So for, for this gift, you would need, you would need also a gift of boundaries,
wouldn't you, in order to keep this gift safe, you would need to learn how to
have healthy boundaries because if you see the best in people and you're also
people pleaser on top of it, oh, that is the one, two punch of a knockout.
And you're the person getting knocked out by the way.
Someone's like, forget about it.
I don't know who that was in the chat, but that was funny.
For those of you that have this gift, you guys have to listen to me.
I know you have the gift of faith, but faith and fruit have to agree.
The trees don't buy us fruit.
I know what you have faith for, but that ain't what they're manifesting right now.
And so you got to move on.
Faith and fruit must agree.
All right.
Let's talk about all of you that you have a leadership gift.
You got a problem solving gift.
Okay.
You can fix things.
You can make things better.
You can turn the ship around.
The problem is, is that when this gift gets overextended, it usually turns into
control.
Come on, all you controllers, you have a leadership gift.
Let's see your hands.
You'd be controlling things.
You guys, the enemy always wants to have a counterfeit just so you know.
Having influence is wonderful, but the, but the counterfeit of influence is
manipulation.
Influence is God given.
But when it gets overextended and people feel like they, they have to get people
to do what they want them to do, they're not influencing them anymore.
They're manipulating them.
Leadership is a God given gift, but controlling people is not.
And a lot of you have been in places where you've been in places where you've
been in a place where you've been in a place where you've been in a place where
where there was a true leader,
but when that leader isn't healthy
and their gift is overextended,
they start becoming pretty controlling, don't they?
Maybe you're even in a marriage like that.
God told me years ago,
because I also have a leadership gift.
He said, Jackie, he said,
what's your responsibility
with the things that I have told you?
What's your responsibility?
And I said, my responsibility is to deliver the news,
deliver what you've told me to others.
He's like, okay.
He's like, and then after you deliver my messages,
he's like, like right now, Supernatural Saturday,
my responsibility, friends, as a leader,
is to show up here as a prophet
and to release the word of the Lord, okay?
15 years ago, God was talking to me about this
because I've been doing this for a long time.
And he said, Jackie, after you deliver what I've told you
to deliver, what's your responsibility?
And I was like, I don't know.
And he's like, nothing.
He's like, you release the word,
what people do with it is none of your business.
He literally said it just like that.
What people do with it is none of your business.
And this is what he said to me next.
I'll let you into my little prayer closet.
This is 15 years ago, y'all.
I'm not like this anymore.
He said, but your motto is you can take a horse to water,
but you can't make them drink.
He said, but your motto is you can stick their head under
and they'll either drink or drown.
You guys, I want a breakthrough for people
way more than they wanted it for themselves.
Way more than they wanted it for themselves.
And so I would keep pressing and creep pressing
and keep pushing and keep trying to get that person
or those people to the finish line.
And that's why here you guys,
and you have to also know the forum for your gift.
My gifts are really well received in a mass forum.
God created me to speak to the masses.
You know what happens when I try to speak to the one,
even if it's my husband or my children?
I kind of overdo it a little bit.
They feel a little bit overwhelmed.
My kids are like, hey, mom, can you just be my mom?
Do you have to be like a prophet?
Do you have to be a leader?
Like my kids to this day, you guys are just like,
man, we never, you know, can't even get pregnant.
My daughter that's married, she's like, mom,
I was afraid, I was trying to get pregnant,
but I was afraid that God would tell you I was pregnant
before I could surprise you with it.
She's like, I was afraid that I wouldn't be able
to surprise you because you always know what's going on
before it even happens.
These gifts, they become a little bit too much sometimes
when they get overextended, right?
All right, so those of you that have that leadership gift,
you can't be a controller, can't force people.
Leaders just go and then people follow them.
You can't control who follows your leadership.
All you can do is show up and lead
and some people will listen, some people will follow,
some people will benefit from that gift that you have
and some won't.
Some of you have like a, you know,
I don't wanna call it a gift of independence,
but you have a lot of strength, you're strong.
You're a strong person, you're a resilient person.
But that gift, when it gets overextended,
it can become hypervigilance, hyperindependence, can't it?
Just because you're strong, just because you're resilient
doesn't mean you're supposed to be isolated,
doesn't mean you're supposed to be independent.
But a lot of people that are really strong and resilient,
they realize, you know what, it's not gonna get done
unless I do it myself.
They realize it's not safe to rely on other people
because other people are not strong and not resilient
and then they just start becoming independent,
start doing everything themselves,
stop asking for help from other people.
Is anyone listening to me today?
That's a gift.
That's a beautiful gift.
But if it becomes overextended by trauma, by...
disappointment by rejection with other people, it becomes an isolating gift.
You know why?
Because you are really resourceful and you really honestly in a lot of ways don't need
other people and so now you'll just start doing everything yourself until the day that
you can't, you guys.
Until the day that you really, really do need someone's help but you become so isolated
because this gift is overextended.
Now you don't have any community and now you don't have anyone to ask for help.
Now there's nobody because you siloed yourself.
All right, here's a good one that I have written down.
Guys ready for this?
And there's going to be so many of you.
God has given you the gift of foresight and depth.
You're a futuristic person, maybe even a little prophetic.
But when that gift gets overextended, you know what happens?
You overthink.
Who's an overthinker in here?
Overthinking, overthinking, overthinking, overthinking and you know what happens when
you overthink?
You get paralyzed.
It's called analysis paralysis.
Yeah, you have the gift to see all the loopholes and all the liabilities.
You have foresight but now you're paralyzed because your gift has become overextended.
Instead of using that gift to just venture out, just go ahead and take a step forward
and see what happens.
Now it's got you stuck because now you're overthinking it.
Instead of taking the foresight that you've been given and just going ahead and venturing
out and realizing that, you know, God's not going to give you the whole blueprint, it's
beautiful to have some foresight.
Those are the starting steps and when you take those, you'll get more.
But when people have been traumatized and they have this gift, they'll always be afraid
of repeating some mistake they've made in the past.
They'll be paralyzed by all the danger that they see ahead instead of seeing the beautiful
potential.
I think a lot of people are seeing themselves in this stuff today.
A lot of people are like, man, I have all these gifts.
That's funny.
Let me tell you guys something.
That goofy little laugh that I just had, that's not my laugh.
I got that laugh.
I received that laugh.
This was never my laugh until my mom passed away.
You know whose laugh it was?
It was her laugh.
That's the way that she laughed, especially when she was real tickled about something.
My mom was an Enneagram seven.
She loved to have fun.
She was very much a big kid in her heart, just forever young.
And when she passed away, I immediately started laughing like this.
And I said to God, I was like, because as soon as I heard myself laugh like this, I
was like, whoa, whoa, whoa, whoa, whoa, whoa, what's happening?
Because I knew what it was.
And everybody else, you guys, her husband, their son together, who's my brother, you
know, same mom, different dad.
When they heard that laugh come out of me, everyone kind of stopped and looked.
And I was like, yeah, friends, I do not know.
I'm sorry.
I have no idea.
Like I'm not doing it on purpose.
They were almost a little offended at first.
But trust me, I am not a good mimicker.
Like I'm terrible at voices.
I'm terrible at impressions.
I do the worst.
If the worst impressions in the world were like something, then I would be like the number
one person at it.
So I prayed about it because it really kind of a little, it actually kind of freaked me
out at first.
I prayed about it because it's a very distinct laugh.
And I said, God, what's up with this?
I mean, what's happening?
And he said, it's the, he said, it's the gift of joy, he said, and your mom had it.
And now it belongs to you.
It's a gift of joy.
Have any of you ever heard a baby laugh?
It's so pure.
It's so beautiful.
It makes you laugh because it's just so genuine.
Well, that's how my mom's laugh was.
And now I have it.
Because it's joy, that's what it is.
Here's another gift that becomes a liability.
You are a highly aware, let's call it self-aware person.
You're a highly aware person, but the problem is that when people are highly aware, a lot
of times they turn that inward and you become highly self-aware.
It's a gift of emotional intelligence.
The problem is, is that if you have shame, this gift is going to become a inner critic.
You're always going to be policing yourself.
You're always going to be hard on yourself.
It's a gift, you guys.
Emotional intelligence is a gift, but becoming chronically, toxically self-aware, it's not
good.
Why am I reading your mail, Helen?
Because God wants to set you free and he wants to put your gift back into alignment.
So it can be a gift.
If you are hypercritical about yourself, this is just emotional intelligence that's been
overextended by shame.
I'm going to say this, you guys, I need you to hear it.
Self-awareness and even awareness of other people, even awareness of other people, okay?
Awareness of what other people do, but let's put it on self for just a second.
Self-awareness, it means that you know what you're doing, you know how you come across,
you heard your tone of voice, you know the thoughts that you're thinking, you're paying
attention and you don't like what you're hearing, what you're seeing in yourself, okay?
Self-awareness without grace is going to lead to self-punishment, self-criticism and self-punishment.
Self-awareness without grace will lead to some type of punishment and you won't even
always know that you're punishing yourself.
You won't always even know that you're punishing yourself.
You won't.
Sometimes you just won't let yourself have nice things.
You won't let yourself feel celebrated.
You won't, you know, people give you a compliment, you won't receive it, you don't deserve it.
You guys, self-punishment can be so sneaky, won't let yourself have love.
You're here and you're still single and one of the reasons why you're still single is
because you're highly aware of all of your flaws and if you don't love you, I mean, how
could anybody else?
That's what you secretly think.
Guys, emotional intelligence is a beautiful gift but we got to put it back into alignment.
All right, let's talk more about, let's go into spiritual stuff.
Spiritually sensitive, you guys.
You pray, you sense things, you're discerner.
That's good.
Those are gifts, gifts of the spirit.
That's great.
The problem is, is that when this is overextended by weakness, you have like a fear of missing
God, of like doing the wrong thing, of doing something that God doesn't want you to do.
Can I tell you guys something about God's voice?
God's voice produces clarity, not confusion.
If God's talking to you, you're just going to become more clear, not more confused and
so if you're becoming more confused, that's not God.
That's not God talking to you.
That's just religion talking to you.
That's just spirituality talking to you.
That's not God.
People that have this gift overextended, a lot of times they become very fearful people.
They're always looking for the devil.
The devil's hiding behind the bush.
No.
Guys, this makes me really sad because right now I'm in Utah and Utah is 68% Mormon or
Church of Latter-day Saints.
I didn't really know a lot about the Church of Jesus Christ of Latter-day Saints, but
I can tell you one thing.
It ain't about Jesus.
I don't know why Jesus is in the title because I went to their museum and if you're a former
Mormon I think you would maybe understand this, I went to their museum, there's a museum
here in Salt Lake City and I was like, oh, this looks cool, let me wander through their
museum and it's basically just a timeline of how the religion started with all kinds
of paintings and all kinds of like videos you can watch and just different things and
you know, I'm fascinated by history and by even, you know, things like that.
And so I wanted to look and I went and saw and Jesus is not mentioned at all, in fact
Jesus does not exist in this timeline at all, you guys, there's no Jesus, there's angels,
there's beings, there's Moroni the angel, there's this, there's that, by the way that's
why they call them Mormons because Joseph Smith, their founder, was visited by this
angel Moroni and it actually is spelled Moron.
So I'm like, hmm, maybe that's your first clue.
But you guys, I read the history of this guy, Joseph Smith, and he really was a seeker.
I know some of y'all laughed at that and some of you were like, jaggy, and I'm like, well,
he was a seeker, you guys, he was a young man who was in a family that was torn between
two different religious ideas.
And he didn't know what the truth was, he didn't know who to side with in this family.
And so he went seeking and when he went seeking I think he probably had a few authentic spiritual
encounters but then he became kind of more in love with the encounter than anything more
it looks like.
And that opens the door to some cray cray.
It does.
And you know what he didn't have?
He didn't have anyone around him that could check him before he wrecked him.
You guys, if you're the most spiritual person in the room you're probably in the wrong room.
If you don't have people that are further ahead of you spiritually, mentors and leaders
and some of us have had bad experiences with that and I got it, I got you, but God has
other people because we have to be in a multitude of counselors.
The Bible doesn't say in a multitude of signs there is safety.
It says in a multitude of counselors there is safety.
In wise counsel there is safety, not signs.
When people isolate themselves they oftentimes are just looking for signs.
And I feel like this, you know, this wasn't on my list but some of you, your gift that's
overextended is that you really have a gift for community but you've been hurting community
and now you've isolated yourself and now you're kind of wandering around without other people
and that's not where God wants you.
You can trust people again.
You know how I know?
Because your trust should be in God, not people.
When you put your trust in God, then he shows you who the people are that you can trust.
And for those of you that are spiritually sensitive out here trying to discern things
on your own, that's a dangerous place to be.
There's checks and balances, friends.
There's words that are established through the mouth of two or three witnesses.
Especially if it's a big decision in your life, especially if it's something super serious
that you think God has told you, it's time to submit that to other spiritual people that
you can trust to give you wise counsel on it.
Don't just go off running off by yourself building on it because that's what happened
to Joseph Smith.
And I know people want to throw these, you know, what we call Mormons, by the way they
don't like to be called that, they like to be called Latter-day Saints, under the bus
but these people were just given a heritage, a false doctrine based on one man's experiences
that he didn't get vetted out with anybody else.
He was having legitimate supernatural experiences, I believe that.
The problem is that he wasn't testing the spirits to see if they were of the Lord.
The first place he went wrong is the stuff that he was being given was in direct contradiction
to the written word of God.
I don't think anybody ever told him that it doesn't work like that.
And then a bunch of other people that were disgruntled with their faith and they were
breaking away and disenfranchising themselves, they joined themselves to him.
And then it got weirder and weirder, y'all.
Look, when you see the beginning of how it began, it wasn't really that bad, but when
you walk through the whole museum and you get to the end, oh baby, it got off on some
other other.
Secret polygamy, it says, and God revealed to him that it was an act of faith to take
many wives, but he didn't tell anyone about it.
You know why he didn't tell anyone about it?
Because he didn't want anyone telling him, no, that's wrong, don't do that.
And y'all, they weren't even single women.
They were taking wives that belonged to other men that they were still actively married
to.
There was just crazy stuff going on.
I don't know if you guys know, but this man eventually, he was in a jail and a mob came
upon the jail, about 150 men, and he was murdered.
They were like, oh, no, no, we don't want the Mormons in our town, so we're going to
take them out.
And they did.
And when that happened, I think four or five other men took on the religion, and one of
them being the guy that founded Utah, which is Brigham Young.
And Brigham Young had more wives than anybody.
He had like 60 wives.
And a lot of other cray cray.
So you guys, it started out kind of a little bit off, but then it got really off.
And so if you are a spiritual person, please hear me.
If you are a person of prayer, if you are a person that operates in the prophetic or
in discernment, please get into a safe community.
Get into a community of voices that you can trust, people that you can weigh things with.
All right?
Because God wants to use that beautiful gift he's given you, and he wants to use it in
a way that's not going to hurt you or anybody else.
Let's use Joseph Smith's story as a cautionary tale, shall we?
In a good way.
He obviously was a very charismatic and passionate young man.
He just didn't have the right community around him.
All right, I want you to put one hand on your chest, one on your stomach.
Can also just put one on your chest or your head.
If you feel like you're the overthinker, you might want to put it on your head.
And I want you to just pray this declaration with me.
2026 is going to be the year that God will restore my gift.
This is the year that God's going to restore my gift.
Come on, keep it there.
This is the year where my gift comes back into alignment with heaven.
Come on, you guys.
Trauma does not define my design.
I want to tell yourself my gift has never been the problem.
Trauma was.
In 2026, my gifts will become gifts again.
I love this.
In 2026, my gifts will become gifts again.
All right, let's pray this prayer together.
I have this prayer written down.
God, I give you permission to separate my design, these beautiful gifts you've given
me from my defense mechanisms.
I release the belief that something is wrong with me.
I will no longer pray just to be normal.
I don't want to be normal.
I want to be supernatural.
And so I ask you to restore my gift to its original purpose.
I no longer need this gift to protect me.
I need this gift to serve you and others.
So in 2026, I allow you.
to reset my gift, to refine my gift, to realign my gift.
And as of right now, my gift reemerges.
If I've silenced it, if I've shut it down,
I give you permission to activate it in Jesus name.
Yes, friends.
All right, let's get some feedback in the chat.
We have a few minutes left.
Let's get some feedback.
Who felt what today?
What kind of aha moments did you have?
If you wanna unmute yourself and share for two seconds,
remember, it's gotta be like five, 10 second shares
so more than one person can do it.
People are crying.
People are feeling seen by the Lord.
People are realizing that I'm not broken, I'm gifted.
Woo-hoo-hoo, I'm not broken, I'm gifted.
You're not broken.
You thought this whole time you were broken,
but really you're super gifted.
And the more gifts that you had on just this short list,
and by the way, there's many, many more
that I didn't mention.
You're like, man, God gave me a lot of gifts.
Yeah, he did.
Because he's created you to be a world changer.
That's why.
Come on, you guys.
Okay, the person that said I need to share,
go ahead, unmute yourself, let's go.
I unmuted.
I literally saw my gift come up from the ground.
Woo!
That's amazing.
That's incredible.
Yes, Laura, Jessenia, how do you say your name?
Jessenia.
Laura, we thank you, God, that this gift
is gonna be powerful in 2026 and beyond.
We thank you, Lord, no longer a liability, God.
Thank you, Jesus.
Guys, who else?
When I was younger, I used to be teased
by the children in my neighborhood.
They used to call me spacey, flighty,
and all things like that.
And I realized that that was a gift from God,
that I could see things differently
than other people could.
And I'm embracing it now.
Thank you.
That's amazing.
Yes, honey, yes, it is.
You're a seer.
Come on.
I love it.
Who else?
I have one.
So as you're praying, I saw the Lord
and heard him talking to me and just saying
that the church that he has put me at,
this new church, to stay there in,
so that way my gifts can be refined.
So I really just thank the Lord for that.
Oh, I love that, Brittany.
That's amazing.
You hear that?
God wants to refine her gifts in community.
Yeah, he does.
And I just really feel like this is gonna be
so healing for you.
I feel like you're gonna just be so seen
and celebrated and loved.
Thank you, Jesus.
You guys are choking me up today.
All right, who else?
I feel like-
Take turns, go ahead.
I saw the Lord restoring the gift of reading
and learning.
Yes, Erica, that's beautiful.
That's what I didn't mention.
So you guys, the gift for learning.
Some of us were told that we weren't smart
and we stopped learning because we weren't smart
the same way that other people are smart.
Western school systems are lecture models.
It's just memorization.
You just listen to someone talk
and you're supposed to retain.
We don't all learn like that.
And so I love that, Erica.
That's beautiful.
Kim, I think you were next.
Yeah, HSP here and God gave me a son who has autism.
Jesus.
It's just an overextended gift somehow, isn't it?
Oh my gosh, I'm so industrious.
I'm so productive.
I can do anything.
I can find anything.
I can make a way.
I love it.
I love it, I love it.
And can I just ask you just something very vulnerable?
That gift that you can just find anything,
fix anything, make a way.
Does that gift get overextended trying to help your son?
Yes.
Yeah, honey.
But your son's not broken.
He's not.
I let him go at the beginning of last year.
And he is now past his first semester
living on his own at University of Central Florida.
Come on.
He just needed some place to express his gifts
and who he is without,
because you guys, when we try to fix, fix, fix people,
whether we ever say it out loud or not,
it makes them feel like they're broken, right?
What's wrong with me?
That's the internal thing that happens.
But when we just start to celebrate their design,
yeah, it's different, it's different.
It's not bad.
It's just different.
We start to celebrate it, then people start to find their strengths and their gifts.
So anyone who has special needs children, you know, we've called this, but let's, let's,
you know, you guys, these are gifts.
These can be really powerful gifts and in the hands of God, anything is possible for
that person's life, you know?
So that's a beautiful share, Kim.
Thank you so much.
All right.
Take a couple more.
Go ahead.
I saw myself doing the prayer, talking to the little girl that God was really using
at a young age.
And during college, I walked away from God and I came back to God a couple of years later.
But I've never picked up the gifts that God gave me at a young age.
And I saw me talking to her and say, I'm taking over now.
Yes.
You guys, so many of you like Dr. Deborah laid down gifts because they were, they were
too much liability when you were a kid, you were getting teased for them.
You were getting bullied for them, even by your own family, maybe.
And so you laid those down.
I believe after today, you're going to pick them up just like her.
You guys, where can these things take us?
Where can they take the body of Christ?
What is God up to today?
Come on.
Who's next?
I saw the Lord show me that there are other gifts that are available and it doesn't have
to be just like you're working a job, that it's not supposed to be painful, supposed
to bring joy and a closeness with him.
And then there are other things like a gift of joy and faith and things that I don't have
that he wants to continue to give as I make space from overextending.
Yes, you guys.
The Lord told me in 2026, he said, Jackie's, I don't waste one moment on worry.
If you can control it, control it.
If you can't give it to me, why?
Because I'm a creator and worry shuts down creativity.
That's what she's saying.
There's so much more for us to have for even those of you that don't even recognize your
gifts in this moment on this call, we have to make space for it.
We have to make room for it.
And we make room for it by stopping what she said, overextending.
Proverbs 10, 22 is one of my life verses.
God gives increase and adds no sorrow to it.
What she just said, there's things you can do for you with your life that are not toil,
not drudgery, right?
And that's called using your gifts.
Ending your life using your gifts is going to cause you to have increase and provision
and resources without the drudgery and the toil.
So that's why we got to dust these gifts off.
Who else?
I just want to say, like you named every single one of my gifts and the trauma, oh gosh, has
just so perverted them and robbed me of so much.
But God's over this last four years has done such a deep work that I can just see so clearly
like what I'm no longer supposed to hold on to anymore.
And the word that he gave me for this season is restore.
And so when you said it, it was just like every single thing in my body just like stood
at attention, like this is who you are and how I've created you is so beautiful.
And that, oh my gosh, I just can't even believe what he's done.
Thank you.
I love it.
It's amazing, Karen.
We're so excited for you.
What a year of restoration for Karen and so many others, Laura.
We just thank you, God.
We thank you for alignment.
We thank you that you're putting things in alignment.
These things are not overextended anymore.
They're not limitations.
They're not liabilities.
They're beautiful blessings that we use to bless you and bless others, God.
We thank you for it.
So Father, we pray that you would seal in all the goodness from today.
Holy Spirit, set a seal upon our heart, Lord.
Do not let us, Lord.
Holy Spirit, use anything and everything that you need to use to remind us daily of this
message that has been released today so that we are not forgetful, so that we do not go
into past patterns.
We give you permission to keep us vigilant in the way of the Word and the Spirit only,
not hypervigilant in safety, hypervigilant in you.
And thank you.
Thank you, in Jesus name, amen.
All right, friends, love you so much.
I will see you soon.
Remember, we activate more of this on Sunday nights,
and so if you wanna come on Sunday nights and activate,
we will do that tomorrow night.
For those of you that are new to that,
that's what we do on Sunday nights,
except one Sunday night, the last Sunday night of the month,
we have a prophetic night, which is amazing as well.
Love y'all, have a great day.