Hello, welcome. Welcome. As you're logging in so excited for y'all to be here tonight
so good to see you. Hello. I see Jenna and I see someone joining with Jenna is that your
kiddo? It's always fun to see. Hello. Welcome. As you guys are logging in just trying to
say hi for a couple seconds as people are joining. And I'm going to go ahead and dive
in and get us started. We have a lot to cover tonight as always. Welcome back if you've
joined us before if this is your first night here if you've never been in a live session
with you know myself or Andrea on a Monday would love for you to let us know this is
your first time so that we can welcome you and give you a little shout out. And we are
so glad that you're here that you're a part of this community. I think Charlene Are you
saying it's your first time? If so, welcome for your first time. God is definitely on
the move in our community. It's been an awesome journey these last five years. And so we believe
that God is getting ready to do even more than what we've seen him do before. And you
all we've seen a lot of supernatural breakthrough and healings and amazing kingdom families
and marriages coming out of our community. And we believe that that is possible for you.
And that God brought you here at this appointed time for his purpose in your life. And so
I want to encourage you all as we start tonight. Again, welcome to everyone logging in. Awesome,
Charlene, so glad that you're joining us for your first time tonight. A couple housekeeping
things as we get started. I want to encourage you all to not get FOMO. Okay, so sometimes
when we have you know, the joint sessions like Supernatural Saturday or Sunday night
activations, you might hear about other things going on in different phases of the community.
And I want to encourage you don't feel like oh my gosh, I'm missing out on that and try
to rush through your heartwork because I promise it's not going to benefit you to do
that. We want to encourage you to take at least one week of one week per week of content
no less than that, but you can take more than that. Okay, for some of you because of things
you've been through, we would encourage you to take longer than that five weeks and really
just pray into your process. We've had a couple people even recently, you know, do the five
weeks and then actually felt led to go back to the beginning and do it over and God was
doing a really amazing work things that they didn't have uncovered in the first time around.
God was uncovering that in the second time around, because we only have so much capacity.
All right. And the same applies to our healing process. So we only have capacity to retain
or uncover or heal things based on where we are at. So don't don't worry about, you know,
like enjoy and be excited about what's to come. But don't feel like oh my gosh, I'm
missing out. So again, hurry along. Same thing on regarding, you know, sometimes the
enemy will use the shiny things to distract us. And he'll be like, hey, you should go
do this course or that course. And hey, you should go do this study. And we want to encourage
you all during this hard work time to really obviously I'm not saying move away from reading
your Bible and having a quiet time. That's awesome. You should totally do that. But what
I'm trying to say is sometimes what can happen is as soon as we make the decision or even
just in the beginning of our decision of heartwork to commit to our heart healing journey
and our heart healing process, the enemy will come with distractions of all different kinds
of other things and and try to convince us that it would be better for us to go do that.
And some of that also is some of our self protection mechanisms that we've learned along
the way you all one of them is avoidance. Another is procrastination. And so sometimes
we'll be like, I know I need to really do my heartwork. But I don't, I don't really
want to. Like, that's the reality. We have that feeling sometimes. And sometimes it's
a subconscious thing in us because we've learned over time to suppress and push things down.
And so in the heartwork process, hopefully you're going to learn. And even if you've
done a lot of healing things before you came in here, I 100% believe that God is going
to give you fresh revelation, fresh insight that he's going to connect dots that you haven't
been able to connect before. But it's about your heart. It's about your expectancy when
you come here, like you can borrow from my expectancy, that's fine. But I'm going to
tell you what, if you come with expectancy to receive what you need, and not just come
to the live sessions, which is amazing. We want you all to come here. But to do the work,
do the reading, watch the videos, you know, do the journal prompts, do the activations
and really show up fully for yourself. And come expecting every single time every single
time you sit down to journal, like it doesn't always have
to be a big earth-shattering thing, but the reality is, is the more that we
expect, y'all, the more we receive. If we don't ask for it, how can we receive it?
If we don't come expecting that God has something for us, then we'll come and go
and come and go, whether that's here in a live session or in church or in small
group, and nothing will ever change. So come expecting. Don't allow the enemy to
distract you. I want to really encourage you. I found this quote, and I don't know,
even almost like a year ago, I think, and I just loved it. It says, I'm in, I'm the
perfect age for everything God has for me right now. I'm the perfect age for
everything God has for me right now. And for so many of you, you're partnering
with, I've missed the boat. It's too late for me. And even though you're here, you
believe God has a spirit mate for you, there's still these underlying things
trying to convince you that you've missed out on something. And I just want
to help you understand tonight that that is not truth from heaven. God wants to
help you heal. He wants to help you step into healthy relationship, and he wants
to help you also just step into freedom in every area of your life. We believe in
this community that the spirit mate is the cherry on top. God wants you to be
completely liberated and set free in every area of your life. He has abundance
and overflow for you. We have Supernatural Saturday from this past
Saturday. If y'all didn't hear it, it is so, like, I was taking so many notes of
things that I need to get done, things that I've been putting off, not even
intentionally. But as Jackie was sharing, it's a grace time. There's grace for us
right now to get things done in this season so that we can receive what God
has for us in the next season. So you all, guess what? Your primary thing, I mean,
you're going to have personal things too, I'm sure, okay? But one of your primary
things to get done in this season is heartwork. It's to allow yourself to heal.
For some of you, again, it's not just coming and being here, it's giving
yourself permission to move forward in the heartwork, okay? To keep moving and
not become stagnant in an area. A lot of times what can happen is, I even, what
comes to mind is, we had a lady a while back, she really was struggling to move
into week four. Week four in our program is forgiveness, y'all. And she just did
not want to forgive her ex-husband. She wanted to, but she really didn't want to
on the inside. And so the whole, there was this whole internal struggle going on in
her, and when she finally chose to forgive him, you all, guess what happened? She was
able to get through that week four, and then week five, and then she was able to
move on. But it took her many months to just choose to do week four. Y'all,
forgiveness is a choice. We're not doing forgiveness tonight, but I felt led to say
it. So I believe that's for somebody, whether you're here live, or you're going
to watch the replay. Don't wait. We don't know what tomorrow is going to bring you
all, okay? I'm not trying to scare you, but we don't know. So let's forgive people.
Let's release this stuff. Let's move forward in our lives so that we can live
the best life that God has for us. All right. So as we go into tonight, our
content tonight, let me pray for us. Father, thank you so much for everything
you have for us. God, I thank you that you have kingdom revelation for us
tonight. God, I pray that you would remove barriers, that you would remove
obstacles, that you would remove fear, any doubt or unbelief that's on the inside
of us. God, I pray that if there's anything that has caused us to be shut
down, to be isolated, to literally internally vow that we will never come
out of that thing or be that person or, you know, stand up in that way. God, I
pray that you would just remove all of those bondages, all of those shackles.
God, that you would remove mindsets that limit us. God, we're asking for your
healing to be placed upon us, within us. God, that you would heal us from the
inside out. Lord, we thank you for sending Jesus. And Jesus, we thank you
for coming. We thank you for dying on the cross and shedding your blood for the
forgiveness of our sins, for our healing, for our redemption, for the
redemption and reconciliation in our families. God, that there are things that
you want to change in us so that it can create a ripple effect around us. We
thank you, Holy Spirit, for being here with us tonight. We ask you to weave in
and out of every aspect of the coaching and the conversations, connect all the
dots that need to be connected tonight. And we just thank you for continuing to
help us to receive a greater revelation and a greater truth of who you are,
Jesus, and the freedom that your blood gave us. Help us to learn how to apply
the blood a little bit more tonight. In Jesus' name. Amen.
So tonight we're talking about the real you.
For some of you, it's your first week,
it's your first live session.
You might need to receive this in layers
because this is typically something we, in the past,
would have talked about in week five.
But I believe that God has each one of you, again,
coming in at the right time.
So you are where you need to be tonight
to hear this revelation and truth.
But I don't want it to intimidate you
because you might hear some of this and be like,
yeah, I don't feel that at all.
Well, it's probably because you're in week one.
Some of you that are several weeks in,
hopefully by now you're starting to feel
a little bit more free,
you're starting to feel a little bit more momentum,
you're starting to see things a little bit differently
than when you came in several weeks ago.
The real you is who did God originally create you to be
before trauma or wounds or any kind of damage
ever entered your life?
That is the real you.
And so every day we want to pray and ask the Lord
to help us step further into the fullness of that person,
who he originally created us to be.
And how do we show up in ways that are limiting us
from being who he actually has created us to be?
And we're gonna get into this in a little bit,
but there's aspects, again, I keep hearing,
like certain people just have shoved things down
about their personality,
and there's just this dullness to who you are
because of things that somebody said to you or did to you.
And the Lord wants to awaken you
in every aspect of your being tonight.
Your true identity, when we talk about that,
last week we started touching on,
or maybe a few weeks ago,
I can't remember when I read it to you all,
but when God met Adam and Eve in the garden,
he created them in this dynamic
to have this supernatural relationship with him
that was almost effortless, if you will.
And then sin entered by them choosing to follow the serpent
and take and eat of the fruit.
And then we find, and I'm gonna read this to you,
in Genesis chapter three, eight through 11,
my question for you, before we go into this,
is who told you that you were naked?
And while I'm using the word naked,
I want you to apply it to whatever has been said to you
that pushes you down, that holds you back,
that internally tells you that you cannot move forward,
whatever that looks like and sounds like for you,
that is your naked, if you will.
So who told you that you were naked?
Who told you that you were stupid?
Who told you that you couldn't do this job or that job?
Or who told you that you could never
have a successful relationship?
Where did these lies come from?
Because God never intended us to live a life
underneath of rubble and mess, never feeling victorious,
watching everybody else succeed
and looking from the outside thinking,
man, I wish I had that life.
God wants to teach us how to not only live,
but to enjoy our life, to be healed in such a way
that we're actually like, oh my gosh,
I can't believe this is my life.
And some of you right now might be like,
yeah, I don't know if that day's ever gonna come for me.
And I wanna encourage you to not partner
with that kind of thought
and those kind of thinking patterns
because that is the enemy trying to keep you
in stinking thinking and probably patterns and behaviors
that were learned from family dynamics
and things that were passed down,
even thoughts that were passed down for generations.
Here's Genesis 3, eight through 11.
This is what it says.
Then the man and his wife heard the sound of the Lord God,
excuse me, as he was walking in the garden
in the cool of the day,
and they hid from the Lord God among the trees of the garden
but the Lord God called to the man and said, where are you?
And this is how Adam answers.
He answered, I heard you in the garden and I was afraid
because I was naked, so I hid.
And he said, God saying to Adam,
who told you that you were naked?
Have you eaten from the tree
that I commanded you not to eat from?
Okay, so here we have this whole dynamic coming into play.
Not only was there separation
because of what they chose to do,
but something my husband just preached last weekend.
I never, like I knew this was here,
but the way he said it, I was like,
whoa, this is when fear first entered.
Y'all, fear for the first time
enters the world in this dynamic here.
Adam's saying, and I was afraid because I was naked.
So the revelation of becoming naked,
the shame and all the things started entering
and that fed into the fear which caused him to go.
and hide.
So my question for you is
where are you hiding?
Where are you hiding right now?
And the Holy Spirit is
I love to do this. How many people have
played hide and seek before?
Just raise your hand. Any hide and seekers?
I used to love to play this. I don't know if the kids still
get out and play anymore. I feel like they're
inside all the time, but like
you know when you're hiding and someone's
like, come out, come out, wherever you are.
Like because they can't
find you.
That is what the Lord is saying tonight.
He's like, hey, come
out, come out, wherever you are.
From these places where
we've shut down and we've pulled away,
we've gone into isolation, we've
partnered with the lie that we're
shy, that we can't do it,
and God is saying it's time.
It's time to arise
and step further into the fullness
of who I created you to be,
to show up fully in the world.
Some of you have been
pressed down by religion
and the way
that the body of Christ has
told you that you should function
even being single.
The way that you look at money.
The way that you look at relationship.
The way that you actually look at yourself
when you look in the mirror.
It's not just religion. That's the voice
of the enemy bringing condemnation and guilt
and shame and all the brokenness that he
brings, every single day
offers it to us, but we have a choice
in whom we're
going to believe. Are we going to believe the report
of the Lord? Are we going to believe what the
enemy has to say about us
and about our situations, about our
families? Y'all, I know
the struggle is real.
We have this war that's
going on in the world every
single day. Are we
going to choose to partner with breakdown
and destruction and pain
and just everybody fighting
and arguing and who's side?
Are we going to say, you know what?
Lord, what are you saying?
And then go with him wherever he's
going.
One of the definitions of coming out of
hiding is being authentic,
being present,
being engaged in life,
intentionally choosing to be
fully present in the moment.
How many of you, when you're
in those situations, you
actually are like, you're there,
but you're not really there
because your mind is somewhere else
or you're there and you just
have all these insecurities surfacing
in you. So it's
like this struggle to actually
be there.
Am I the only one that's ever had that?
It's a
real struggle. Women walk into
a room with other women and what happens?
You start
comparing yourself to other people.
They're prettier, they're taller, they're this, they're that.
They have a great personality. I don't have that.
That is just the enemy's
plan.
God is saying, hey, I want you to
see your
worth and your value. You're all
beautiful. You all bring something awesome
to the table. And instead of
comparing and tearing each other down,
that we would start to become more and more unified
as sisters.
Cheering each other on
to victory. Really,
truly celebrating when another sister
gets engaged or another sister
starts dating or another sister
gets the job she's been praying
for. We don't know how long someone's
been praying for something before they walk in the door
here.
What we
see is the literal
clip from here on
forward that we know of.
You don't know how many tears
someone has cried. So let's
just release all of that.
Even in the heart work process,
you'll be surprised. Some of
you, the enemy's going to be like,
she's getting breakthrough. You're not getting breakthrough like
that. Something must be wrong with you.
That's not true.
Everybody is different.
Every person processes
differently. Every person receives
differently. So just
allow yourself to breathe
and just let your
process be what your process
is. If
you need something more,
like you're
just something else that you need or want,
then I encourage you
to come into the group and talk about it.
Because guess what?
The things that we bring into the light,
that's where we get breakthrough.
The enemy is going to try to be like,
yeah, don't say that in the group.
I would never
come in to say that because they're going to think
this, they're going to think that. Some of y'all will put
things up in the group and then you'll take them
down because you'll start to battle fear and shame
and all kinds of other stuff. Don't do that.
Leave it up. Leave it up. I promise
you, you're going to be surprised.
We've had women confess abortions.
We've had women that have
confessed that they
had affairs with married men. I mean, just name it. You all,
were
sexually abused.
we've had it in here. I promise you. I've seen, I can't say I've
We've had women
confess that they were
seen everything, but I've seen a lot and I've coached a lot and
I've been here five years and I've never praised the Lord. And
I believe this will continue. We have never had another woman put
down like someone else when they shared their confession. It's
never happened. Praise the Lord for that. Yes. Yes, yes, yes.
Our Downey, get it out of the dark. All right, I'm going to
keep going. Being into your true self is recognizing, or excuse
me, coming out of hiding is recognizing your true self.
Again, not your perception, not the way you look at yourself,
but God, how do you see me? Actively participating in life
with purpose and intention, not holding anything back. When we
show up as our authentic selves, we are often give other people
permission to do the same as well. We're all on a journey
every single day to grow in our understanding of who we are in
Christ, as well as who he originally created us to be
before the trauma or wounds ever entered our story. We're all on
this journey together. So again, is there any part of
yourself? Go ahead and I'm gonna have you start to put some stuff
in the chat. I want to engage you a little bit here. Let's
just kind of I like to kind of hone in. And maybe you don't
have something from the last week or two, but maybe something
from a month ago or a year ago comes to mind whatever comes to
mind for you. But I like to try to hone in because sometimes
that does help people in the last few weeks or again,
whatever the timeframe is for you. Is there any part of
yourself where you tended to hold back with people? Even when
they were safe people, you still held a part of yourself back? If
so, I would love for you to put in the chat. What was that
situation for you? Where did you just like you're like, man, you
know, I'm trying to give you all examples like I wanted to be
bubbly and I wanted to feel happy, but I just I don't know.
Or maybe you went I don't know if you guys ever struggle with
this, like you changed five times because every outfit you
put on you just didn't like the way does anybody else have that
happen? Lately, the age I'm at and the things I'm going
through, I'm finding that this is happening more and more for
me. Five outfits, five changes the other day just to get one
outfit and I still wasn't even like, that's awesome. But I was
like, I got to wear something we got to go. And so hey, you all
sometimes we have to press through the physical stuff. But
the reality is, is God wants to help us get through this stuff
on the inside as well so that we can deal with this stuff when it
comes up like that. Thankfully, I didn't sit like I was
frustrated, but I didn't sit and put myself down the rest of the
night. I just I was like, well, it is what it is. This is my
struggle right now. Praise the Lord. This is not my forever.
And I still look nice. And I just chose to move on. Alright,
so maybe you're not like me, maybe yours is something else.
Let's see true personality. Okay, so tell me more. Audrey
put in the chat. What part of your personality have you been
holding back? Okay, every Sunday morning, Chrissy. All right.
Tell me more about this in the chat. Can't go in our birthday
seats. No, we can't. No, we can't. That would not have been
fun for anybody. All right. Um, let's see here. Kim said I
change clothes often. I also don't speak up when I have
something good to say just because I'm always sorry I did
afterwards because I feel like I don't express myself well. Okay.
So for any of you can thanks for sharing that. For whatever you
put in the chat, I want to encourage you this week to work
on the opposite. So for example, this week, Kim, your assignment
would be to speak up every time God gives you something to say.
And don't partner with the guilt or the shame. Like the feeling
sorry is coming from you actually believe you don't have
something of value to share, even though in your mind, your
mind is telling you you do. But somewhere in your subconscious
and your soul. Old lies and old tapes are playing after you
speak. Okay, so really, really kind of lean into that. All
right. Audrey said bubbly, funny, playful, not always
cooperative, former people pleaser. Okay, so that's all
right. That's awesome. So as you've been quieting your voice
a little bit more, I want to encourage you to allow your
bubbly, funny, playful side to come out to play more this week.
Okay, so see how we're going to do the opposite this week. So
really pray into how can I allow that to come out and not hold
that back? All right, too many emotions or feels or
sensitive or intense, okay?
So on that, Pauline, I really wanna encourage you,
when people feel like they have too many emotions,
it might actually be because you didn't learn
how to process your emotions as a kid.
Or like, I actually was just doing this training last night.
Sometimes kids are just more intense
in the way they handle their emotions
or the things they're going through.
It's not a bad thing.
We just need to be able to channel
and receive the fun side of ourselves as well.
And so I wanna encourage you to partner with
that your emotions are all important,
but that in the days ahead,
God's gonna teach you how to have fun
in the midst of struggles as well.
And so I really wanna encourage you to invite that in.
Let's see here.
Al said, I can never show up in group settings.
I tend to become invisible and can't find my voice.
So Alice, do you know what your assignment is?
Your assignment is, even if you feel like being a wallflower
in a group setting, y'all sometimes I tend to be the person
you might not, you might be surprised by this.
I am not the person that goes right into the center
of the group and is extroverted.
I'm actually pretty introverted.
I can be extroverted.
I love to speak.
I love to coach, but I definitely tend to kind of look
around the room and find some people,
but I can't always do that.
So sometimes there's dynamics where I need to go right
into the middle of the crowd and be more extroverted.
And so I have to kind of go against the norm
or the grain in me and put myself out there
and trust that God will kind of work in that.
And I, he's always shown up for me.
So Alice, that's your assignment.
Try and look through these, hold back from being direct
when I need to stand up for myself or someone else, my mom.
Okay, so Daisy, let's, as you're working through,
hopefully heart healing regarding your mom,
I wanna encourage you, I'm actually getting the sense
for you to write a letter.
You may not give this to your mom,
but I want you to write a letter
and actually be fully truthful in the letter.
Even if we, it would look ugly
if we actually said these things,
I'm not necessarily telling you to go say these things
to your mom, but I think the Lord wants to help you really
work through some of the pain and things.
And sometimes the only way to get there is to fully face
how we really feel, okay?
And then God will help you process through that more.
And as you write that letter, I have a feeling,
if you need some more coaching on that,
come into the group about that.
All right, Megan said, my voice, try to listen to others,
but sometimes struggle in group settings of contributing,
just waiting for right moment or silence.
Yeah, bolder friends dominate.
And so I'm gonna encourage you when, okay,
so not only when you're with your bolder friends, Megan,
but sometimes we get around people that are opposite of us
so that we actually don't have to show up in a sense.
So if you're surrounded by a bunch of bold people,
well, you're probably gonna keep doing that pattern
unless you really learn how to use your voice and speak up.
You might need to like really practice
when you're around your quiet friends
and get your confidence build up and using your voice
and then start practicing with some of those bolder friends.
So basically everybody I'm doing the opposite
of what I'm seeing in the chat here.
So for the most part, Edwidge says,
I need to stop being afraid to challenge people
who have opinions on situations that differ from
and just to protect their feelings.
Yeah, and sometimes, you know,
it is us praying and discerning the right time
to release our thoughts.
Sometimes we have revelation and insight
and we need to pray into something
before we go and challenge people.
But yeah, if that's been something
where you really pull back,
would totally encourage you to work on that.
If I'm around dominate A type personalities,
I tend to reduce myself.
So several people reducing themselves around other people
that are more exuberant or things like that.
Again, ladies, what's the opposite?
What's the opposite?
The opposite would be like,
hey, don't pull back when you're around those people.
So what would it look like for you to step forward
instead of pulling back?
Okay, Chrissy says, I'm unhappy with my body.
I was gaining momentum and working out
and walking every day until I moved into my parents' house.
No longer had any place to put my workout.
Yeah, I can totally relate to that.
We don't have any space here at our house
for workout equipment, so it's all in the garage.
All right.
Okay, I totally can relate on a lot of those levels.
Some of it, again, has to be mental,
you know, showing up and really just choosing
to move forward irregardless.
But maybe there's another way that you can kind of
build that back into your life.
So you're already doing the walking.
Maybe in this season, it might be a gym membership.
I don't know what your finances are.
Might be like finding a place that has,
there's some churches that do.
like you know you just make a donation and they have like dance classes and stuff like that
there might might be some place to look into in that regard but also working on the underlying
body image issues as at least from my experience I feel like God always leads me back to that place
all right Peggy said she's doing good
Daisy you're adding to okay so maybe maybe part of your letter is expressing to your mom
how you feel and underneath of hatred you all is anger and frustration and sadness
sadness is always at the bottom so Daisy not only you know the the hatred feelings let's process
through all the feelings that you have when you see that happening with your stepdad and the way
you treat your mom okay a couple more here and then I'm going to move forward Hannah says sharing
vulnerable thoughts or feelings with close family or friends due to being burned by people in the
past all right well here's the thing Hannah pray into are those people safe people that you shared
those things with or were they not safe people or maybe you just didn't know until that all happened
but even our family sometimes is not the safest place I'm going to encourage you all even in the
heart work process as well as when you move forward in the program you I I would not recommend that
you share your journey with everybody because there are going to be a lot of naysayers they're
going to be people that have all kinds of opinions you don't need to hear that right now
you need to hear from supportive people that have been on the journey that are on the journey so
come here when you're processing stuff and let us process with you if you have a few friends
that are going to cheer you on that's awesome those are safe people but not everybody is
going to be your cheerleader you're going to have some border bullies and people that don't
actually want you to heal and move forward you know why because they like it that you're not
healthy they I like I know that's like wait people don't people like that I'm not healthy
yeah they they don't mean to but they have stuff in them that needs healed too and so they would
rather you stay the way that you are because when you start changing guess what when we start
changing it causes other people to come to a crossroad and then they have to choose are they
going to stay the same or are they going to change as well not everybody wants to move forward with
us so that's where the border bullies often come in okay Rebecca says when I recently confronted
something which was unjust um I was proud I did but then I was frustrated that ended up being too
nice and think um meant the injustice wasn't addressed okay yeah so maybe sometimes we start
sharing and we have this initial boldness and then we start to feel afraid and then we kind of like
backpedal a little bit that can happen and so I would just encourage you like a you didn't do
anything wrong but forgive yourself if there's something that you're like oh I wish I would have
done that or I wish I would have said this just kind of forgive yourself and move forward so that
you can start working on okay how do you want to show up differently next time and actually write
yourself a little note about it and I would put that in your heart hopefully you guys have some
kind of heartwork journal um like I had a binder that I put all of my worksheets and all of my
little journal notes in and I still refer back to that sometimes when I go before I go to coach
because that that was the raw stuff back then all right I'm gonna keep moving forward we have a
just a song I'm gonna just tell you about it for time's sake tonight or maybe I will still
read this I'll hustle it's not the whole song it's like one of my favorite songs it's called
come out of excuse me it's just called out of hiding by Stephanie Gretzinger it's a beautiful
song and it goes really well with our content tonight it says come out of hiding you're safe
here with me so almost like as if God is singing this to her okay there's no need to cover what I
already see you've got your reasons but I hold your peace you've been on lockdown and I hold
the key because I loved you before you knew it was love and I saw it all still I chose the cross
and you were the one that I was thinking of when I rose from the grave now rid of the shackles my
victory is yours I tore the veil for you to come close there's no reason to stand at a distance
anymore you're not far from home so that's the reality of everything I've been saying like Jesus
died he shed his blood for us to be free for us to have victory so we fight from victory not for
it ladies but it's it's our heart healing is what helps us to step into that more and more and more
when we align with what we align with matters so what are your thoughts telling you where are your
thoughts aligning right now are your thoughts aligning with heaven in and what heaven sounds
like and maybe if you're like me you're like well what does heaven actually sound like because we
don't know right we've never been there but if you just read your
Bible, you start to learn the verbiage in the heart of heaven. God has something new for us.
Every single one of you, whether you believe it or not yet tonight, the reality is is that you are
a supernova. You're carrying something amazing and incredible on the inside of you that can change
the world. Some of you will change one person at a time. Some of you will change groups of people.
I don't know what your calling is, but I know that God has something beautiful and amazing
on the inside of you that matters to this world. Matthew 5, 14 through 16, the message version
says this. Here's another way to put it. You're here to be light, bringing out the God colors
in the world. God is not a secret to be kept. We're going public with this as public as a city
on a hill. If I make you lightbearers, you don't think I'm going to hide you under a bucket then,
do you? I'm putting you on a light stand now, like putting you out there basically. He's saying,
now that I've put you there on that hilltop on that light stand, shine. Keep open house.
Be generous with your lives. By opening up to other people, you'll prompt people to open up
with God, this generous father in heaven. Y'all keep open house. Think about that just for a minute.
Love is a risk, isn't it? It is. I remember when I was in my heart healing process and I had started
dating again and I met Brian. And even before I met Brian, there were several layers of dealing
with the whole love is a risk and being afraid to actually step into relationship again. But when I
started dating Brian, my now husband, and the reality of, gosh, I really like this guy.
And what if it doesn't work out? It became very real. And I had to face love is a risk on a whole
new level. Loving even friends and family, it's all a risk. But man, when it's great, it's worth it.
So where are you not keeping open house?
You know, that that verse said, excuse me, you've been on lockdown. And he says, I hold the key.
Here's the reality. I think I even said this last week. Many of you are sitting in a prison that
you've created for yourself or religion has created for you. But God already unlocked the
door and the door to the gate of the prison is open. He's already opened it. He did that through
Jesus Christ. It's whether or not we have that revelation, so that we can walk out of the prison.
Back in the day, when I was growing up, my great grandma had this music box. And it had this,
it was a round music box and had this like cage on the top of it. And there was this bird on the
inside. And the bird had this like little, it almost looked like a little cane, but it just
is what helped it stop. But as the music would play, it would kind of go around. And then sometimes
it would spin, but it was this bird in this cage. And after, like, I played that all the time,
when I felt afraid or when I felt sad, or I miss my dad, my dad was gone most of my life,
he was in prison for a lot of it. And then even when he was out, he didn't really ever come back
to take care of our family, got a new family. And so there's just a lot of brokenness. But that
music box, it brought this soothing thing to my soul. And I didn't even know it at the time. But
then after I gave my life to the Lord, and I went on this retreat, and God really ministered to me
and set me free there. During that time, I saw this image of this mouse in a cage. And all of a
sudden, I had this revelation of like, wow, I used to like love this music box with this bird in this
cage and how representative that was of my life back then. I felt trapped. And this bird was just
kind of dancing and it was in the cage. And it was just living life in the cage. But God showed me
at that same retreat, after he showed me the image of the mouse cowering inside of a cage,
I the next vision he showed me was of a little girl skipping down this like stone lane. And she
was happy. And he was showing me that's who I that's who I was. But I was functioning and
operating like I was the mouse inside the cage cowering down. And it's because I needed healing
to step into the little girl that was skipping down the lane. Do you understand what I'm saying?
Some of you actually still feel like the mouse or whatever your thing is inside of the cage.
And God is trying to say to you tonight
Then if you don't fully believe it yet,
you might not feel like the girl skipping down the road
or that girl that feels free,
whatever that image is for you.
Maybe it's a girl dancing,
maybe it's a girl painting or whatever,
but that sense of freedom and liberty and joy,
that is what God has for us.
Romans 8, 37 through 39 says,
"'No, in all these things we are more than conquerors
"'through him who loved us,
"'for I am convinced that neither death nor life,
"'neither angels nor demons,
"'neither the present nor the future,
"'nor any powers nor height nor depth,
"'nor anything else in all of creation
"'will be able to separate us from the love of God
"'that is in Christ Jesus our Lord.'"
So again, think about this.
If God is for us, who can be against us?
If God is for you, Hannah, who can be against you?
No one.
Nothing the enemy sends our way can stop us.
If we choose to say, I'm not gonna believe your lies,
I'm gonna keep going, I'm gonna learn how to keep healing,
and I'm gonna keep moving forward,
and that's for everybody.
Y'all, I think maybe by now,
if you don't know, you're brand new here,
sometimes I just feel led to say someone's name,
and I just trust the Holy Spirit with that.
But God is saying all of your names.
So don't take that personally, receive it for yourself.
It's your time.
Your time for what?
You might be asking, what is it my time for?
Well, not only is it your time,
we believe, eventually, for your spirit mate relationship
for y'all to meet, but we believe it's your time
for the princesses on the inside of you to awaken.
I've been talking to people almost about
the same amount of time, a little over a year,
about this concept as well, and I'm not knocking this.
So if y'all have said this about yourself or friends
or people have said this to you, I'm not knocking it.
But God has started giving me this revelation
about some of the stuff we talk about in our society,
like queen, that's his queen.
You're my queen, I'm a queen.
And again, I'm not knocking that,
but the reality is is there's a lot of queens out there,
people saying they're queens, people being called queens
that literally have never even learned how to be a princess.
We're skipping steps.
So God wants you to learn how to be a daughter
so that you can learn how to be a princess
so that you can grow into a queen.
Does everybody understand?
It's really important because if we don't know
how to function as a daughter that's loved,
well, we're gonna struggle to function as a princess
and believe that we deserve to be at the king's table,
to be at the king's table.
I just taught the little kids in our church yesterday
about Mephibosheth.
You don't know the story.
Mephibosheth is Jonathan's son.
Jonathan and David made a promise to each other.
Jonathan's dad was King Saul who chased David down.
Mephibosheth was dropped after Jonathan,
I think it was after Jonathan died and they were fleeing.
The nurse's aide dropped him accidentally
and he became lame.
At the time when one king no longer was ruling
and a new king moved into ruling,
the new king would typically get rid of,
literally kill the prior king and their family.
But because David and Jonathan made a pact,
they made a promise, David remembered that
and then he went and looked for anybody
that was related to Jonathan and found Mephibosheth.
And not only did he find him,
y'all know the story, he brought him to his kingdom.
And he didn't just bring him to his kingdom
and put him in the slave area in the prison.
What did he do with him?
He brought him to his table and treated him,
the Bible says, like one of his sons.
The same is true for some of you tonight.
You might feel like you're that person that's been lame,
disabled in some way, shape or form,
or like stuck and you just can't move forward.
And you're just feel like God has forgotten you,
but he hasn't.
And he's sending David, if you will, through me tonight,
praise the Lord.
And he's saying, hey, I'm come looking for you.
I'm coming, I'm coming looking for you
because you are not where you belong.
You belong at my table.
You belong in my kingdom.
I have good things for you.
David had plenty and he allowed Mephibosheth
to come and partake of what he had.
He didn't withhold anything from him.
Now, on the flip side, if you're like me,
sometimes you're asking and begging for something
that isn't good for you.
I pleaded and I begged for my spiritual daughter's dad.
I wanted him to marry me.
In the beginning, I thought he was like,
he was the guy the first two weeks.
That's about how long it lasted you all,
but I dated him for six years.
I'm not joking.
Y'all think I'm joking?
I'm not.
The guy I saw for the first two or three weeks,
I waited and waited for that guy to come back.
Because I was convinced that was a real person.
He was a real person, but he was pretending.
He was not being who he truly was.
He was putting on a facade to rope me in.
So, it took me a while to see through all that stuff
and kind of get all the cobwebs off my brain
from all the distortion and things he was saying to me.
And then I started waking up like, wait a minute,
this isn't my family.
This isn't where I belong.
This is not what God has for me.
Was it hard for me to leave that relationship?
You better believe it was.
Why?
Why was it hard if somebody was mistreating me,
cheating on me, all these things he was doing?
Well, it was because I loved his daughters
and I still was waiting for the guy the first few weeks
that I thought was real to come back.
It's a messed up cycle that we can get in sometimes.
But when I finally was like, look, okay,
that guy was not real.
And I started educating myself on all the dynamics
of what I was going through.
God was helping me get revelation
so I could walk away from that and walk into freedom.
And the freedom meant I had to take a chance.
I had to risk losing his girls
because I wasn't their bio mom.
I had no rights to them.
I had already lost my stepson
when I filed for divorce many years ago.
So I was terrified of losing the girls.
But I had to make a decision
that I was gonna actually choose
to invest in my own health and healing.
And then I would be a much healthier woman
for those girls, no matter what.
And I just prayed and believed that God would defend me
and make a way for me to be in their lives.
And y'all, I'm still in their life today.
They were in our wedding.
Their dad tried to fight against that too,
but you know what?
The devil is a liar.
And my girls came and they were in our wedding
and they had a great time.
And they come visit and we go visit them
and they love Brian.
So whoever that's for tonight, the devil is a liar.
You don't need to stay in these old patterns
and old ways and old relationships that do not serve you.
They hurt you and tear you down and take you backwards.
Ephesians 5, 14 says,
"'Awake, awake, O sleeper, and rise up from the dead
"'and Christ will shine on you.'
"'Awaken by what?
"'True love's kiss, like heaven is saying tonight.
"'Hey, come, come higher, go deeper
"'in the understanding of God's love for you.
"'I want you to awaken to your true God-given identity.
"'Again, who you were originally created to be
"'before wounds or trauma ever entered your life.
"'Awaken to restoration and beautiful things
"'that God has more for you
"'than what you have experienced in the past.'"
God wants to awaken you to a big, bold, beautiful future.
You're gonna have dreams awakening in you.
Some of you, you're gonna have dreams in daytime,
you're gonna have dreams in the nighttime
that are like actual dreams that you're dreaming.
Some of you are gonna have childhood dreams coming back
like things that you always wanted to do,
but at some point, someone told you you couldn't do it
and you just quit.
Now, some dreams you all, like,
I don't know if you're like me,
I can't play softball anymore.
I love to be athletic.
Maybe I'll play again one day,
but I'm just not there right now.
There's some things we might not be able to do again, right?
But there are some things you can absolutely still do.
You're not too old for school.
I don't believe in that.
And new dreams are gonna be given to some of you.
Some of you are gonna start like,
oh my gosh, I have this idea
to maybe go take a cooking class
and become a bakery chef or baker.
It's a baker.
If you have a bakery, you're a baker.
You get what I'm saying, right?
Some of you, and I wanna encourage you,
when you have those ideas come to you,
don't squash those down like, well, that's so dumb.
Why would I even think of that?
Allow those things to bubble up and start to form.
Even if you never go down that road,
write that stuff down.
Thank God for the idea.
Like, Lord, that's so awesome.
Is that something?
you really want me to do? And hey, guess what? Even if it's not your end,
longterm goal,
do you know that even just doing it is not going to harm you unless it's
something harmful, obviously. But I'm, I'm trying to give the example of like,
if you get this idea, even if it feels out of left field, follow it,
let's see where it takes you.
And we don't need God to tell us to do every single little thing because
most likely he's giving us the idea anyways.
So just give it a try. Some of you need to take an art class.
You've kind of always wanted to give it a try, but something inside of you,
you see someone else that's an artist and you're like, yeah,
I can't do it like that. And so you just don't do it at all. But for me,
I don't know about you guys. Again, some of this stuff,
like I'm not an artist that paints every day, but I actually love to paint.
I actually love doing art, anything with my hands. But, um,
when I was a kid, I was in an art class. The teacher was amazing.
I looked up to her. I didn't really know her very well,
but everybody spoke so highly of her. Well, then I took her art class.
And I remember, I just remember in particular, this one day,
this one assignment, I was really struggling with it.
And I remember that she wrote something on my paper and said something to me out
loud, basically that I was never going to be able to be very good at doing art
essentially. And I just quit. I never,
I didn't draw again for many,
many years until I left office work,
went to hair school and in hair school,
they started having us mix color and drawing and all kinds of things to
get our creative juices flowing. And y'all,
I started to paint again and I started to draw again and God
healed that stuff from the past. That was important for that to heal.
That woman said something to me that God never intended to be said to me.
The creative in me, while I might not be an everyday artist,
that that awakening in me brings a lot of other things to life and fruition in
me. So again, I don't know who this is for,
but I believe God wants you to whatever that thing is you've been thinking about
that you would start to play and try that and, and just see where that takes you.
We all have to choose what we're going to believe. Again,
remember whose report are you going to believe? All right,
I'm going to get you ready for breakout sessions. It's going to be really great.
You know, please don't a bunch of people log off because you're scared of
breakouts. Okay. If you really have to go or you're at work,
we totally understand.
But I tend to have people log off as soon as I mentioned breakouts.
And I don't want you to miss this because this is an opportunity for you to
connect with your sisters on the same journey with you. It's really important.
Okay. Here's your question.
In what ways does the enemy challenge the real you?
Does he often use comparison, competition,
or imitation? He might use all of those or a combination of those as well.
So don't feel like there's a right or wrong answer to this. Okay.
And then how do those show up in your life? So for example, again,
I'm going to read the question to you again.
In what ways does the enemy challenge the real you?
Comparison, competition, or imitation.
And then how do those show up in your life? So for example,
if you struggle with comparison, how does that show up in your life today?
Does everyone understand? Yeah. Okay. All right.
Let's see here. If I can get these real quick, we'll give you seven minutes.
So you have time to share. And then if you have,
after you talk about that question, take some time to get to know each other.
Where are you from? What brought you to the community? Have some fun with this.
Okay. And once I get you in the rooms, if you get in there, you're by yourself.
I'll move you guys around as quick as I can. I can. So go ahead and, okay,
I've got you seven minutes. Go ahead and click to join those.
Those are popping up on your screen so that you can join.
Praying for you all.
Ariane, you can stay here in the main room.
If you don't want to go into breakout tonight.
I'll move a couple of people around and then I'll start to pray here.
All right, Father, thank you so much for everything you're doing in our lives.
God, we thank you for, I'm hearing in my spirit, a turnaround spirit.
We thank you, Lord, that you would just encounter us in supernatural ways.
What comes to mind as well as God.
is Paul when he was on, well he was actually Saul on the road to Damascus and God encountered him
and that's when the transformation happened and he became Paul. So Lord we just thank you for
divine transformation and healing. God we thank you that you would give us greater revelation,
that you would give us insight, that you would Lord help us to step further into the revelation
of who you originally created us to be. All the things hopefully Lord that are getting stirred
up within the ladies tonight, God I pray that you would make it more and more real to them
every single day. Lord we thank you that in Philippians 1 6 it says there's never been the
slightest doubt in my mind that the God who started this great work in you would keep at it
and bring it to a flourishing finish on the very day Christ Jesus appears. So Lord we thank you
that you give us the promise that the work that you've started in us you're not ever going to
give up on that. You're not going to ever give up on us. You're going to keep working in our lives.
You're going to keep showing up God. You're going to keep leading us to greater truth and greater
revelation. Hebrews 10 25 says this, this is not the time to pull away and neglect meeting together
as some have formed the habit of doing because we need each other. In fact we should come together
even more frequently eager to encourage and urge each other onward as we anticipate that day
dawning. So praise the Lord you guys are here tonight those watching the replay some of you
I know you can't be here because of time differences or schedules but if you're catching
this replay and and maybe you could have been here tonight but for some reason you just got
nervous and avoided it we want to encourage you to come and and come into the fellowship of meeting
together. You know here we are we're we're not in person but it's still just as powerful on
the live as you know we connect as sisters and community together. Ephesians 4 21 through 24
says since you have heard about Jesus and have learned the truth that comes from him
throw off your old sinful nature and your former way of life which is corrupted by lust and
deception instead let the spirit renew your thoughts and attitudes put on your new nature
created to be like God truly righteous and holy. So Lord we just thank you that you would help us to
lay aside every weight that so easily ensnares us so that we can press on toward the high calling
of God for our lives. God that we would you know allow the sinful fleshly nature in us to be
removed. God that um yeah Lord that we would not walk after the flesh but we would walk after the
things of the spirit. We thank you that your your spirit is what brings truth and revelation we know
your truth is what sets us free so God I pray that you would lead us further into all truth
and anoint us for all of our lives and walk in calling and lead us deeper into Jesus and the
revelation of who he is tonight we thank you for the conversations happening in the rooms we thank
you for those that are processing even the questions here in the main room or that are
going to be on the replay Lord I pray that you would help them Lord to hear all the ways that
you want to help waken them up the areas where the enemy tries to challenge the real you that
you create or the real them that you created them to be whether that's comparison or competition or
imitation God that they don't need to be fake or show up in ways with mask and hide from who you
originally created them to be they don't need to shrink down when other people are if you will
large in a room God we thank you that you have given us a voice that matters in this world and
I pray that you would show us how to use that and Lord also how to um wield the sword of the spirit
which to me is different than what I was praying but that's what came to mind so that we would
wield our tongues that we would know when to speak and when to be silent Lord and I thank you
Lord um yeah Lord speak Lord for your servants are listening we're listening for you Lord I pray that
you would give us ears to hear while your spirit is saying you're in your word declares that your
sheep know your voice and and I believe that we are your sheep for all those that have accepted
Jesus as our Lord and Savior the word declares we are his sheep so praise the Lord that we can
hear him and that we can increase in our ability to hear him more and more and more every single day
um yeah so good so many good things God is doing he's moving and he's shaking um this just stood
out to me I was going through flipping for these scriptures um to keep us going here for a little
bit but it says this boundaries are about identity that really stood out to me boundaries help us to
tell other people's what we like and don't like what we want and don't want what we will allow
and what we will not allow in the relationship so here's the thing another thing and I might
have to circle back to this because it's so important to the process that for all of us
um to find out who we are so many of us don't even know what we like and so then when we're
trying to think of dates or things that we want to do or that person asks us what are some of
the things you like doing we're like
I don't know some of you have been so in like even a lot of single parents get stuck in this place where you're just working and taking care of your kids and so a lot of our single parents have kind of forgotten what they even enjoy doing for themselves.
And that can happen to anybody so even if you're not a single parent that could be happening to you, where again maybe just things along the way they really shoved that stuff down in us.
And so we haven't been living into that we haven't been practicing it so again it's allowing God to awaken us and help us to step into that plan and that purpose that he has for us.
Psalm 147 3-4 says this, He heals the wounds of every shattered heart. He sets his stars in place calling them all by their names.
I love this scripture just in general but it's such a good reminder that God also knows all of our names.
He calls us by name and so wherever you are know that God sees you he knows every need that you have.
I just pray over all the Jesus Cares boards represented by those here tonight those that are going to watch the replay and those that might not ever come that Jesus you see every care that's on those boards and we thank you that you're coming and you're moving in every one of those areas.
I thank you for surprises coming from heaven more and more and more in the days ahead that there would be an acceleration Lord and even as Amos 9 13-15 where it talks about the and suddenly is like one thing happening on the heels of another on another that those would be good things and that we would really know God that we are your daughters who live in the land of the living that good things will start to chase us down that we will no longer believe bad things are going to be chasing us down.
In Jesus name welcome back so glad that you're here when you guys go in there.
I pray I read scripture. I do whatever the Lord leads me to do. So if you ever all want to go back and catch that you can it might encourage you and you don't have to necessarily even listen to the whole session.
You can just fast forward. We're at 9 o'clock. So it's about an hour in to the session or so.
Welcome back. So I'm going to encourage you on just a moment to sorry I forgot to pull something up on my screen to share with us what you shared in your breakout but I do want to just really quickly your activation for this week share it with you. Here we go.
It is the silhouette. It is circling back around for those of you that haven't done it yet. It is here again. It is your time. I know the last couple of times we've done this some people that had not done it in the past did step into it.
I always try to remind everybody don't compare yourself. There's all different ways to do this. There's not like just be you. Okay. Just be you how you feel. We've had some women do these on computers.
I was even thinking this afternoon if you get really intimidated and I'll show you some that are very simple here in a minute too. But if you get really intimidated and are like I'm not somebody who can draw. Do you know that you can literally go find a little like a little princess coloring book and put a piece of paper on top of one of the coloring pages and just do an outline of a princess and then put yourself on there.
Okay. So I'm giving you an easy way. There should be no reason that you don't do it. Okay. So these are just a couple ladies that have gone through hard work. This first one was a young lady. I love to show you guys all of these. There's something really beautiful and special about every single one.
This one in particular she really struggled to see herself in the mirror as well as on screen. And as she did this process. So what we ask you guys to do. Sorry I forgot to explain this. So the way we do this is you're going to pray and you're going to ask God who do you say that I am. You're asking God who do you say that I am. You're going to write down all of the positive things on your silhouette.
If you hear anything negative it does not go on the silhouette. You're going to put that on a separate piece of paper and then you're going to ask God to help you know the truth to replace that lie. Some of you all are going to have to process that through several times until you get to the positive thing. That revealing for healing cycle will help you do that. But once you get to the positive then you can put that on your silhouette. Nothing negative goes on the silhouette. Okay.
Alright so she felt led to draw these flowers over her eyes to symbolize that she was going to start to see herself like with fresh eyes. With new life if you will.
Alright here's another one. She says right on here who does God say I am. And she drew that lively green growing from her head. I just thought that was so cool because her mind was being renewed and she was starting to think a lot more positively about herself.
And I love on her one arm it says mother in Israel. Powerful. And also the other thing you all when you do this process please please please do not limit what you can.
here okay so if you hear something even if you don't believe it right now if it's a positive
thing i want you to put it on this paper on your silhouette okay because some of you all again
you're going to grow into really receiving and walking in these things here's one we talk a lot
about practicing being princesses this is your second activation there's two this week so the
first one's the silhouette the second one is to hey we're going to partner with princess some of
you all already have your crowns because you've heard this conversation before but i want to
encourage you all to pray about what does god want you to do to invest in partnering with i
am a princess of the king maybe you're going to feel led to buy a tiara maybe you're going to feel
led to buy some fancy shoes because that makes you feel like a princess maybe it's going to be
some kind of pretty robe or literally a veil i don't know whatever you feel led to do all kinds
of people have done different things i want to encourage you to do that and then actually
practice where if you get a tiara practice wearing it we had a lady um in one of our groups that she
when she did this activation she recorded practicing walking down the aisle when she got
married it was so awesome do what god shows you to do and show up courageous and you're just going
to be amazed at how many people are just going to be set free from that too here's another one
beautiful simple she did the silhouette and the pencil and then did all of the real me and she
wrote all the things that god was saying to her hope dealer daughter of the most high there's tons
of peacemaker tons of things on here here's another one simple beautiful she she wrote in
here and i love that you know there's different colors which meant different things to her and
then a couple of them are highlighted that all meant something to her again follow the holy
spirit for yourself i'm going to go a little quicker here here's another one really awesome
freckles really you know leaning into her identity and embracing everything about herself
here's another one with a princess crown she had a thought for every diadem like every jewel that's
on the top of that crown i thought that was really cool and over her eyes it says imaginative
quiet sensitive really awesome here's one this lady is more of an artist so don't get intimidated
but i do love to show you all some of the different ones really beautiful powerful for her
and then naomi i don't know if you all remember she just recently moved into phase two she had
heard this activation several times and had shied away from it but she finally did it and it is
powerful this looks like her it's really awesome so again do what you feel led to do simple artistic
whatever is your thing do your thing okay we're going to celebrate you when you do it then you
want to post it in the group that's how i got those pictures um and we want to celebrate with
you and cheer you on okay i know there were a couple ladies that were here this after in the
afternoon session and you did not get to share um so i don't know if tatiana or lisa grim are here
tonight if you are i would love to have you share tonight and then if you're not if there's any other
ladies that are willing to share what you shared in your private breakout session now if you if
people did go in the afternoon i would rather you all wait so ladies that can you know haven't had
an opportunity to go tonight can go so grace go ahead i saw your hand up as well oh thank you if
the other ladies are here they can definitely go first no no that's okay um so i met with cindy
and um at first when you asked the question i wasn't really sure what to say because i couldn't
really um think of anything um but then as we were talking i realized that one of the ways that um
i feel like i experienced this opposition is through um the voice of accusation and in
particular accusing thoughts in my head and i was saying to cindy cindy that um
often it will start off as a voice of accusation and then i'll kind of just take over
and make it my own and all actually become more my thoughts then um then the the voice
of accusation that it starts off being in the beginning okay so this is this is really good
insight one of the things i want to say though is i i understand what you're saying that like if
at first it's from the enemy but then the way you're interpreting it is you take over but what's
happening is you're partnering with the lie so that's what's happening so we partner with the
lie and then that's where we start kind of living into that like it is true okay so let's talk about
this the voice of accusation what is it saying to you um okay okay so one example that i'll bring
to mind yeah as i've been doing the book and going through the course and everything i keep having
memories that i hadn't had before and just i'll be asking i'll be going through the revealing
for healing and asking the holy spirit where did this come from and one um key thing that
I keep hearing, as a new memory will pop up,
is just this theme of not being chosen,
or other people get to have these things,
but I don't get to have these things.
And before doing this course,
I didn't realize that that was something
that I'd really agreed with,
but it's been really helpful
to have all these new memories pop up
of times when I've done that
and made an agreement with that.
And so I can see that that's an example of a lie,
and then I can see how I've partnered with it.
And even though it's been so good
having the Revealing for Healing journey
and going through that,
I feel like at the moment I'm in the stage
where I notice a lie, I ask the Holy Spirit,
like, what do we do with this?
And now I'm in a place where we're waiting
for that truth to come through.
Okay, and that is such a good point, Grace.
And for anybody else that's kind of in that place
that she's talking about,
sometimes it's not an automatic thing, right?
And that can get tricky sometimes.
But what I can say is just continue to pray into that.
Sometimes you're gonna get that answer in another phase.
And I don't wanna disappoint you all,
because I know we always, we want it right now, don't we?
But know that when God brings it to the surface,
it's gonna be the right timing for you.
But on that, when you said memories
that you haven't had before, that's very common.
If there's any overwhelm setting in,
make sure you're really praying around
what's leading to the overwhelm.
But I wanna kind of process this with you
if you're okay with that.
Okay.
Yeah, sure.
So the not being chosen,
or other people get to have these things, but I don't.
Do you remember like any time when you were a kid
where there was something that you really wanted or needed?
I might even lean more towards the need in my spirit
when I said that to you.
But it can be either or,
where you felt like you got passed over.
Yeah.
So birthdays were a big thing.
And even now, anytime a birthday comes,
like I had this looming sense
because I came from a really poor family
and my dad was away and then ended up leaving the family.
But we went to a private school,
which I don't know how that happened.
So I was around people who were like celebrated and loved.
And like when their birthdays came, it was a big deal.
And when my birthday came
and it was so apparent that we couldn't do anything,
so my birthday's in February,
so we have Christmas and then my brother's birthday
and then my birthday.
And I was born in New Zealand and school starts in February.
So by the time my birthday came,
there was literally nothing in the bank.
We'd already been through Christmas, my brother's birthday,
and then we had to buy uniforms
and all this stuff to school.
So there was nothing left.
And so as I've been going through the course and the book,
the Holy Spirit has been revealing
that one of the lies that I made an agreement with
was just like, other people get to do these things.
I don't at the moment,
but one day when I'm older and I'm an adult,
finally, I'll be loved enough.
Like finally, it will be my time to shine.
Yeah.
So, okay.
So here's the reality,
is that A, you did experience those things,
but, and I know that you probably know these things
in your head, because I heard you just expressing them.
Your mom had you in private school.
You're like, how did that even happen, right?
And so the enemy wanted you to believe
that you were just like,
even though like you're saying it
in the same language essentially,
but by the time it got to your birthday,
you just got passed over, right?
And so what we need the Lord to do is come into a memory
when you were a little girl in that situation.
And so I wanna encourage you to ask the Lord this week,
tonight, start talking to him about it tonight,
and genuinely ask Jesus to show you where he was
like when your birthday came.
Okay, that's great.
When you didn't feel celebrated,
because the reality is you all, this is the truth.
Jesus was with us.
I feel the Holy Spirit even saying this to you.
So like when we ask him, okay, Jesus,
this was really painful.
Like, where were you?
Will you tell me what you have to say?
And will you help me see what you want me to see
about that situation?
And just, you know, really, again, this,
and ladies, this takes time, okay?
Some of you are gonna pray,
and you might be like, I don't hear anything.
Please don't believe the lie that it's not working for you.
Sometimes it just takes time, okay?
But praying it and just writing down anything,
even if you have a little inkling of something,
just write that down and just continue to pray into it
and see where the Lord will take that for you.
I had this happen years ago,
and that's why I don't truly lead the session,
but I encourage you all to pray into those kinds of things
because I had prayed for years for deliverance
in some areas, and I went through a special prayer time
This is what the person had me do.
And I did it specifically regarding the day I was born because my mom and dad,
my mom got pregnant with me on birth control.
She did not want another kid.
My dad left when she like, literally after she had me, she
wasn't even out of the hospital.
He took the car and left.
My mom had no way to even get home.
So how fun was that for me as a baby?
Probably not that fun, right?
But the reality is, is I grew up.
And at one point as a teenager, my mom, that's how I know this.
My mom told me these things.
I never wanted you, you know?
And so that like scarred me deeply.
But the reality is, is I probably already knew that as a kid.
And so when she said it, when I was a teenager, it went into my core.
Right.
And so I needed Jesus to heal that time when I was born.
And when I prayed, you all, I don't even fully remember.
I wish, like, if I could find the journal, it'd be so amazing to share that
with you all in one of these sessions.
But I just remember like hearing what Jesus said the day I was born and like
he's, he was celebrating in the hospital room, you all like, I, I literally had
this image and, and just everything in that moment changed for me because the
reality was it didn't matter if my parents didn't plan me like Jesus was
literally having a celebration and he was helping bring me out of the womb.
And he was excited.
I was here.
Like that was the vision I had and it's changed everything for me.
And so when we invite him to come, Jesus to reveal where he's at in those kinds
of situations, it can, it can literally flip the whole script and that brings
the truth into the core of that area.
And so really want to encourage you to pray into that this week.
Would love to hear whether it's next week, live session, or even in the, in
the community group, would love to hear what he says to you and if it's not
right away, that's totally fine.
You can always come back and tell me in some future time or something in
some way when God shows you, but pray into that and then also, um, the other
thing that came up in my spirit, um, was have you ever, even though it wasn't
your brother's fault, have you ever processed forgiving your brother for his
birthday coming before yours and him getting presents when you didn't?
No, that's never even crossed my mind.
Um, but yeah, that is good.
Yeah.
I think if you do that, I think that's also going to partner with the freedom
in this, because the reality is, is that you, cause you said it a couple times
Christmas came, then my brother's birthday and then mine, but nothing was left for
me.
And so typically as children, we, whether we want to or not, we're going to resent
the people who did get the gifts.
Right.
And then we're going to blame them because it's their fault.
We're getting passed over.
There's nothing left for us because it's, they got it.
Even if we got something for Christmas, the reality is a brother got
presents and then we got nothing less, less than whatever that looks like.
Yeah.
So I really want to encourage you to process that.
And, um, and you might need to forgive your mom for that too, even though she
might've been doing the best that she could have just forgiving both of them
in that process and let's see where that leads you as well.
Yeah.
Thank you so much.
I really appreciate that.
You're welcome.
My pleasure.
Love hearing you tonight.
Appreciate that.
Tatiana, go ahead.
Hey, hi.
Earlier, cause I was on earlier.
Um, the thing that came up for me was jealousy.
Like, I feel like recently there's been a situation where I felt just
jealous of one of my friends and I feel like I need to compete.
Like there's not enough space for everybody to be great.
Even though like, I know that's not true and I've heard it over and
over that's, but that's not true.
But like, I don't know why I still feel like if I'm not at a certain level,
like I'm less than or yeah, it kind of just like, there's not enough for everybody.
Yeah.
So let me ask you a question.
I know that you get along with your mom, but have you ever felt like
you and your mom compete for space?
Or attention, like your dad's attention or space or anything like that?
No, no, yeah, no.
Okay.
That's a good thing.
I'm just trying to make sure there's not, not some kind of connection there to mom.
Um, does mom have friends that are girls?
Okay.
So this could just be the enemy attacking you.
Okay.
It could be totally separate from it.
It might not have anything to do with your family line, but it could just be
the enemy attacking you and your mom.
Um, so what is happening when you feel like there might not be enough space for you all?
Is there anything in particular that she's doing?
Um, the thing that came to my mind is, is singing.
So like, it's always been my dream since I was a kid to like, to be a professional singer.
Um, and I just decided that like, you know, I'm in college and I just decided I want to double major and I want to audition for vocal performance.
And this friend in particular, we got really close.
And like, um, it's been one of those things that like, I've seen how God is healing me and how God is healing her in our relationship.
So it's like, it's been a really good thing.
Um, and she's a senior.
So this year she's like doing everything like we're both audio production majors and she's like recording, mixing, mastering.
And then I know she had been taking vocal lessons, but then I heard her sing the other day and I was like, oh my gosh, like she's so good.
Um, and like part of me was happy for her, but then the other part of me was like, dang, like she can do everything.
And like, I barely know how to do anything in terms of like skill level within our major at school.
So, yeah, it was just when I heard her sing, I was, that's when I got jealous.
That's okay. This is helpful.
So, okay.
So she's a senior and you're what grade?
I'm in my second year.
Sophomore.
Right?
Okay.
So let's just kind of break this down.
And I know you probably know this, but it's helpful, at least from my perspective, when people walk me through this stuff.
A, she's probably been in the class in that structure longer.
Yes or no?
Yeah.
Okay.
So she's had more time to develop her skill and work on these things.
So we're just, remember last week when I talked about, well, you might not have been here, but last week I talked about, you know,
the facts.
What's true?
What are the facts?
Well, the facts are, is your friend has been in this program longer.
So she has more time to develop the skill.
And so immediately the enemy is trying to get you to compare yourself to someone where it's not apples to apples.
Number one.
Okay.
And not that we should compare it all, but I just want you guys to start looking at it kind of from that.
Like, this is the enemy's tactic.
He tries to get us to compare ourselves to people.
Like, I have people right now that come in to the church, newly saved.
They look at my life and my journey and are hard on themselves because they're not being like how I am.
And I'm like, whoa, whoa, whoa.
I've been saved since 1998.
It's been a long time.
28 years I've been walking this journey.
There's no way you're going to, like, your walk's not going to look like mine right now.
You got to learn how to crawl before you can walk and run, you know, all these things.
And so sometimes it's just kind of looking at the things through that lens, number one.
But the other thing is I kept seeing, like, what I want you to do.
And this might sound so simple, but I feel like it's going to really help you.
Okay.
On a piece of paper, I want you to draw two squares.
Okay.
And I want you to draw your friend in one.
And you can stick figure it.
It doesn't have to be a really massive drawing.
Okay.
And I want you to write the things that are great about her.
But then I want you to draw yourself in the other one.
And then I want you to write the things that are great about you.
And while those two are in separate boxes, they're on the same page.
And I want you to kind of use this as a visual.
Even again, I know you know this, but just as that reminder that there is enough space for greatness everywhere.
Like, she can be great without making you less.
Right?
So you guys can exist side by side, if you will.
That's why I want you to put them on one paper.
You both can be great and have wonderful things about yourself and exist at the same time without making each other less than.
Okay.
And I want you to write the things that are great about her.
And then I want you to write the things that are great about you.
Does that make sense?
And the enemy, you know, jealousy breeds on fear.
And one of the things you said is she can do everything and I can't do anything.
So fear is false evidence appearing real.
And then you can be a great person.
So I want you to write the things that are great about you and that you can do anything.
And then the enemy, you know, jealousy breeds on fear.
And one of the things you said is she can do everything and I can't do anything.
So fear is false evidence appearing real.
And one of the things you said is she can do everything and I can't do anything.
So fear is false evidence.
And one of the things you said is she can do everything and I can't do anything.
makes you less. It's like the story I've told before, like when, you know, years ago, I would
be driving and the enemy would like every time I would see another woman and it would typically be
women that had like, and I'm just gonna be real honest, bigger breast or some like blonde hair
or something pretty about themselves that I always felt like I didn't have. And my brothers used to
make fun of me about my boobs. And then my ex-husband said stuff like, and I saw, I always
felt like really insecure about that because I'm not like super busty. And so when I would see these
women, when I would be driving, I would automatically like in that moment, I thought they were my own
thoughts. Like I think something negative about them. And then I'd be thinking and then I'd be
like, what the heck? Why am I even thinking that? I don't even know that woman. Like that,
like it wasn't even like how I functioned. And so it took me a while to catch on
that then there would be other times I'd be driving home and the same thing would happen.
And then I started catching on like, Oh, this is the enemy attacking my mind and getting me to
think about negative things about women. When I started praying into it, what God showed me is
the reason the enemy was doing that is because God was calling me to help women heal
and thrive and grow. And if I was sitting there in that season of my life, if I would have kept
putting other women down, that could have, I'm not saying I wouldn't still be here today,
but I definitely think, you know, the enemy will always try to, you know, get us to partner with
the opposite of what God has for us. God, God wanted to lead me into this place where I could
bless women and help them and love them. And you can be great and I can be great and we can be
great together. And you being great doesn't mean I'm not great. And you being beautiful doesn't
mean I'm not beautiful. But see, the thing is, is I had to heal in my heart more because the way the
enemy was able to get his foot in the door is because I had insecurities. So if you're feeling
insecure about your voice and your gifts and your talents, I think just talk to the Lord about that.
Yeah. And growing in confidence, not just in your identity in Christ as a daughter, as you know,
princess, but like, you know, who are you in your identity as a musician? And like, what does God
say, you know, on your silhouette, you might want to write some things about what does God have to
say about you as a musician? Okay. Okay. Yes. Thank you so much. You're welcome. Thank you for
sharing. Um, L Renee, I always forget what your first name is. I'm sorry. It's Renee. My first
name is Lorena. But Lorena. All right. That's what I was. That's what I was referring to.
So I was debating, I have like 50 things going on. Um, okay, recently, I thought this didn't
bother me, but it does. So my family, I have an engineering background, but I have like three
degrees. So I don't say I don't talk about the degrees, I don't try to, I'm very probably
low key false humility, because I try not to, I don't really talk about it or anything.
But just for an example, I was sitting and I said, I call it a dumb blind moment or whatever,
if I have a question about something, everybody looks at me, I'm just talking about family and
some of my close friends, they're like, I can't believe you have an engineering degree. And you
don't know that they'll say things like that to me. And I'm like, I was trying to for a while,
I just kind of let it go and didn't say anything, but it was really bothering me.
And I just realized how much the other day when my friend said it to me, I came over and fixed
her TV. And then something we were talking about something. And then she says, I can't believe that
you're an engineer. Like, I'm supposed to know everything. And I'm, I'm like, I don't know
everything. And part of it too, is in our family, we all have roles, we have a medical person,
we have an attorney, we have engineers. So I'm the technical person, and I'm supposed to know
all about computers and whatever. And I don't, and I say that I don't, but the expectation is
still there. But, but Sunday, when she said that to me, it kind of felt like a punch in the gut.
And I don't know if it had just been building up. And this was kind of like a last straw, or
maybe I'm just more aware because I tried to just ignore it. And it has been bothering,
but you know how you just like, Oh, whatever. But that thing really bothers me.
Yeah. Well, number one, I'm just going to say, I'm not saying every time, but just hearing about
the dynamic with your friend. I think some of these people are
saying that out of their own insecurity, honestly, um, you know, sometimes like when I first met
Brian, he has like three degrees. He has his MDiv, which is like a really high, like theological,
like degree. It's like really, really, he's a doctor. And so, um, I remember feeling intimidated
a little bit and I'm, I'm really smart. I know that I'm really smart, smart, but like,
for whatever reason, I felt this intimidation come on me and I had to recognize that was from
the devil. Like the enemy was trying to make me insecure so that I would not like go forward in
that relationship and that I would feel less than now. I handled that in a healthy way. Thank,
thank the Lord for that because I had grown a lot by that point. But if I had, I don't know that I
would have ever said what your friend said to someone like to you, but people will say things
out of their insecurity to like put you down in a moment where they kind of feel like they have the
upper hand. Does that make sense? And so even in your family, you said there's these expectations
like, you know, medical and technical and you're an engineer and you should know this and that.
So I would encourage you like, you know, with your friend, you're going to want to forgive her.
You're going to want to process a forgiveness prayer sheet, but I would like, did you say
anything to her when she said that? No, I just laughed it off. That's what I've been doing for
like years. I'm just like, whatever. All right. I mean, cause I feel like if I respond to it,
it's feeding into what they're saying. Well, it's not. And so that's the lie of the enemy.
Hold on one second. I'm just writing this. So I don't forget. So here's the thing,
just laughing it off is agreeing with them. Okay. And so I want to encourage you in the days ahead,
you don't have to react and be mean to them, but you can just say, Hey, when you just said that,
that really hurt my feelings. And if they react and they make it a big deal, well,
then that might not be the, you might not be able to have a healthy conversation at that point.
But I think just you standing up for yourself and letting people know that that isn't how you
want to be like, you don't want people to talk to you that way. I think that's really important
because the reality is like, I coach people all the time. Does that mean I know everything there
is to know about coaching someone? Heck no. Do you know how many different people there are
in the world and how many different complex things there are? I'm not always going to know
what to do in every single situation. And that's why I'm a coach and they might need a counselor
or a psychiatrist, you know, like, it doesn't make me less smart because I don't know something
about everything, you know, like everything about something. But if people can, just like I said,
like, if that enemy can get in there and intimidate us and then say things to us like that,
and then we just laugh it off, well, we're dismissing a part of ourselves when we do that,
because that actually hurt your feelings, right? Your feelings matter and your voice matters. So
as you start approaching this from the, and remember, you're just owning your feelings.
Okay. So you don't have to say like, we don't want to say things to them. Like you made me
angry or you made me sad. We want to say, Hey, when you just said that,
that hurt my feelings because, you know, I am really smart, but I don't, I don't love the
pressure of feeling like I have to know everything, you know, whatever it is for you that you need to
express, but I'm just trying to give you some ideas and just pray about whether or not you
still need to have that conversation with that friend, even though that's already happened and
y'all have moved on, because if the resentment keeps growing and you don't deal with that
situation, um, the next time it happens, there may come a day you might, you know, like for years,
you said, I've been, I've been just laughing it off for years, but now you're seeing this
resentment building. Right. So that's what we would call an underneath the surface, like a landmine,
a volcano, if you will. Okay. So pray into that process of forgiveness, prayer sheet,
forgive your friend for doing that, forgive family members for doing that. And then also forgive
yourself for laughing it off because you're actually denying your own feelings when you do
that. So you need to forgive yourself for that. Yeah. And one more thing, I, I, I felt like, uh,
uh, again, kind of with the dimension almost,
hesitant, because it made me hesitant to say stuff now,
almost, or ask the question.
I mean, if I don't know, I'm going to ask.
And then I'm still getting the feedback.
You should know that, that sort of thing.
So ask them a question next time.
Ask them, and we can kind of talk about this in the group
if you want to do a post.
And I can kind of brainstorm some more ideas with you.
But I would ask, I would just pause and say,
hey, why do you think I should know that?
And let's just see what they say.
Now, again, you might not like their answer,
but at least I feel like there can be this dialogue happening.
But then the other side of this, again, the reason
that this is such an important thing
is because, again, when you're laughing it off
and you're diminishing your voice,
you're partnering with your voice doesn't matter.
And so now when the situations are happening,
you're starting to feel that desire
to not say anything at all.
I really believe this.
Even if it doesn't go great, once you stand up for yourself
and actually voice how you felt in that situation,
you're going to start to gain a little more courage,
and your voice will start to get stronger.
And then you can come into the group.
And even if it goes great, awesome.
If it doesn't go great, you can talk to us about it,
and we'll coach you through that.
This is why the community is so important, ladies, truly.
Because you're navigating a situation you haven't really
navigated before because your habit has been to laugh it off.
So you're going to have to learn a new normal,
and you're going to create a new brain pathway in doing that.
OK.
Yeah.
Thank you.
You're welcome.
Great, Cher.
It is 937.
Go ahead.
If you all have to jump off, we totally understand.
I'm going to take Wendy one more,
but I will have like five minutes, Wendy.
So try to keep it short, brief, and powerful for me,
and we'll go from there.
I'm usually pretty good.
Mine's comparison, and I feel like I'm always in competition
with my sister.
My parents teamed us up.
We were trained to be pit bulls against each other.
They teamed up to encourage that.
And I find in the church, I have a hard time with some women
because I feel like as they get to know me,
they always are expecting me to be
the mom in the relationship or the big sister.
And they're older than me, so it's
kind of that's the comparison kind of thing.
And my sister always makes snide remarks
when we have conversations, but I don't really
talk to her that much.
Yeah, I remember you mentioned about your sister and your mom.
That can be a tough dynamic.
So as we've talked about in previous sessions,
as you're forgiving your mom and your sister
and you're continuing to work through the heart healing
connected to them, that's going to change the dynamic of how
women show up with you.
So right now, the people that are coming
and you're having this hard time with them,
they want to kind of put you into the mom role
or the big sister role.
That's happening because of the unforgiveness and things
with mom and sister.
And so unfortunately, because even for example,
in the past when I used to attract
men that would cheat on me or men that were alcoholics
or had some form of addiction, it
was because I still needed more healing regarding
my dad being an addict, my dad cheating on our family,
and I needed.
And I didn't even know, honestly,
because I had processed it before.
There were just other layers that I didn't know
were there until I think it was the third time I listened
to the soul ties video that I got more revelation regarding
my dad and that whole dynamic as well as other things.
But I'm just giving you an example.
Sometimes we're like, oh, I processed that already.
I'm good.
But the reality is these entanglements
happen in the spirit realm or will attract
these unhealthy people if we have actually
these helper dynamics in us.
So maybe it might be that you have
to start setting more boundaries with these women, even
in church, like just really being open to Lord,
like asking him, OK, when this dynamic happens,
what are the similarities that are showing up
with these women at church compared to what happened
with my mom and my sister?
And are there any boundaries I need to set and put in place
so that I'm not attracting people that
want to put me into this role?
And also, do I need to show up differently in relationships
so that I don't step into mom or big sister role?
Because even with it, these will be good practice for anybody
that understands or resonates with this.
When you step into your spirit mate relationship,
Some of you all are going to have to be careful to not attract little boys who want to just be taken care of if you are always momming everyone, okay?
you're going to have a lot more of a relationship
with your mom or big sister.
You're going to have a lot more of a relationship
with your mom or big sister.
And you might not even mean to, you might just slip right into it.
Just like I was kind of talking about with Renee, you know, we have to learn new habits and we have to train our brain and we have to show up differently.
And if we've had tendencies, and I know with things your mom went through and the stuff you've told me about your sisters,
there's been a lot of dynamics where you had to be the mom, right?
And so, again, like that forgiving and continuing to process the layers to all of those dynamics with your mom and your sisters, and your family even,
it's going to keep breaking that free, but you'll have to also shift in the way that you show up.
So I had to stop trying to, for example, when I would date guys, I would see red flags and I would just keep going.
And I would attract these guys that always wanted me to take care of them.
Well, the last time around, you better believe there were guys that came knocking, like, that I even went on a date with the one guy,
and on that date, praise the Lord, it became very apparent, like, this dynamic would never work.
Like, I'm going to end up momming this guy. Like, I just knew.
And because he just was super unhealthy, he had a lot of baby mama drama, which is what I attracted in the past both times.
And so, you know, I had to shift and like, okay, that is not a healthy person for me to keep talking to.
And I had to move on from that. And so, same kind of thing goes with friends.
Like, if they are unhealthy or you're stepping into something unhealthy, well, we've got to make shifts there so that we don't keep attracting the same
and hanging out with the same kind of people.
So shifts on both sides probably needs to happen, but it starts on the inside of us.
Okay.
Yep. You're doing great. Great job on showing up. Thank you so much for sharing and appreciate you.
Let me pray for us. Ladies, it's been a great night.
Hopefully, God is blessing you tremendously.
Father, thank you. Thank you for everything that you've done tonight.
Thank you for the revelation and the truth that you brought forth.
I pray that you would just continue to accelerate these ladies' healing.
God, bring redemption where redemption is needed.
God, that you would bring, yeah, Lord, the balm of Gilead and just place it upon every wound.
God, that you would give them an upgrade in revelation and understanding.
God, that you would call them higher into their intimate relationship that you desire to have with them.
Give them a fresh revelation, Lord.
Bless them while they sleep.
Help them to wake up refreshed for their day tomorrow.
Guard and keep watch over them. Protect them and keep them safe, Father.
We just thank you in advance for all these things in Jesus' name.
And before you all go, I'm going to read the declaration over you.
I love to do this at the end of all these sessions.
So I encourage you all to just close your eyes and let me speak this truth over you as you go forth tonight.
I am a world changer, an atmosphere shifter, a light bearer, a truth teller, and a hope dealer.
My heart is awakening. It's my time to be made whole.
I contain the beauty of all creation.
The mysteries of the entire universe reside inside of me.
I am the image of the almighty God, the offspring of the great I am.
I am a beloved daughter of God.
My original heart is one of love, joy, peace, hope, and innocence.
I was created for community.
I am accepted in the family of God.
I have been created to prosper.
I will not be anyone besides who love God the Father has made me to be.
From this moment forward, every day when I look in the mirror, I'm going to see more and more and more of what God sees.
In Jesus' name, amen.
Be blessed, ladies. Have an awesome night.
Love you all. Bye.
God bless.