All right, welcome to Supernatural Saturday.
I have some sad news to start today off, and I promise we will not end sad today, but we
are going to start.
And it's only sad because it's sad to us.
And the reason why it's sad to us is because we are still living in this current earth
reality and we don't fully understand how much better off the people that go on and
they step over the line into that other dimension, that they trip that line fantastic, right?
They step over into that other reality.
We have no understanding truly of how amazing that is.
And so it's sad to us because out of sight, you know, and we're not able to necessarily
connect and it makes us, it makes us feel sad.
So the news that I have, and I posted it in the women's group, but I haven't really
posted it anywhere else.
And if you haven't been in this program since 2023, you would not know this beautiful bride.
But one of our beautiful brides, Amy Rich, Amy Rich Vice, because she got married in
this program, has gone on to be with the Lord.
So I found out about this just a few days ago, friends, and she actually passed away in October.
I don't always get the news.
People don't always circle back around and tell me, obviously this was a sudden situation.
But you know, I knew Amy and she was a beautiful woman.
She was beautiful inside and outside.
She was a single mom.
She had gone through, like some of you, a divorce that she did not want.
Her husband wanted a divorce.
There was infidelity in the situation.
She did not want a divorce.
She did not picture herself as someone who was going to be divorced in her life.
She wanted to fight for that situation, that marriage.
She wanted there to be reconciliation.
That didn't happen.
That caused her to become very disillusioned.
Like so many of us, like, hey God, like what's happening?
Why is this happening?
I don't understand.
And she got very angry, as most of us would as well.
And for a few years, she was in that state until she found us.
And when she found us, because I had conversations with her and she had conversations in the
group back in 2023, which was three years ago, things were run a little bit differently
than they are now.
And she just talked about her process.
And so I posted some of those posts so that those of you that are in phase three, the
VIP community for women, you can kind of see the process.
And so many of you are going through that exact same process.
She came in, she did the heart work.
She started to have some breakthrough.
She started to process some of her deeper fear and hurt that was coming out as anger.
She started to have massive transformation.
And then very quickly, very, very quickly, probably within four or five months after
she went through the whole program, phase one, two, and three, she met Greg.
And they were in love pretty much from the beginning.
It was moving very, very quickly.
And she loved his character.
They really clicked with each other.
They came through Simbus, and I taught Simbus at that time.
And I could definitely attest that they were a great couple and that he was a good man,
definitely a lot of character there to love.
And then they got engaged, like right after Simbus, and they got married.
And then it looks like they were married for about two and a half years before she suddenly
got ill and passed away.
And so I just want to let you guys know that our Earth timeline, and this is not supposed
to be a Debbie Downer, but I know one thing that Amy wanted, and that's she wanted this
area of her life redeemed.
And that definitely happened.
She wanted her spirit mate.
I'm not really quite sure how old her children are now.
They were probably upper in their teens.
They could still be minors.
But I do know that she wanted this area of her life redeemed.
She wanted to see God 828 this area of her life, and he did.
It's very sad to me that she had such a short marriage and that, once again, she got the
promotion.
We don't fully understand how great that promotion is, and that's definitely not what we want
to see happen.
That's not our happily ever after, right?
It's like, oh, you get married, you're married for two and a half years, and then you go
on to be with Jesus.
It's like, wait, what?
Shouldn't we have like 10, 20, 30, 40 years?
Well, here's the thing, friends.
We don't know any of that, do we?
And so I want to encourage all of us.
The takeaway that I have from this, because it's not a sad story, God fulfilled the desires
of her heart.
She went to heaven.
Desires for her heart are really fulfilled now.
But at the same time, we have the storyline in our head like, oh, we have all the time
in the world.
Well, we don't.
And so that's my takeaway from that.
My takeaway is, wow, I didn't see that coming.
That's not how I wanted that to end.
That makes me really sad, but at the same time, it's bittersweet because I know what
she wanted.
And I know that those things got fulfilled in her life.
But then also, and then she went on to her next assignment, you know, she's on another
assignment, friends.
We don't just go patty cake for Jesus in heaven, right?
There's an eternity.
We're eternal people.
And so she transitioned into her next thing.
But I don't know about you, but there's some things I'd like to do on earth while I'm still
here.
I mean, anybody else, are there some things that you'd like to do while you're here on
earth still?
And so we celebrate her earth journey, her earth life.
We celebrate her.
She was amazing.
We give thanks for her.
We pray for her family and her husband.
I reached out to him.
I wish I could have done it earlier, but I didn't know.
And so I just, I just thank you, Lord, that we got to be part of her story or thank you,
God, that we got to be part of her story and we got to help her to fulfill some deep healing
that she needed and that was necessary and step into the desires of her heart.
So thank you for that.
So friends, I really want to encourage us because when I woke up this morning, I heard
the Lord say something very, very clearly to me.
You guys know that's my process.
God's always, you know, waking me up, telling me stuff.
And the thing that he said to me this morning is where we're going to kick off from for
he, from here, we're going to kick off from that point.
But I really want you before we do that to just really think for a second about what
life are you putting off for later, for tomorrow, for next month, for next year.
Once again, not a Debbie Downer.
I'm not saying that you're going to leave the earth in the next six weeks, but the bottom
line is, is why save the good stuff for later?
Why save the good stuff for later?
Amy was divorced seven years before she got to us.
There's some of you that need to be moving forward.
You hear me?
You need to be moving forward.
There's some stuff to accomplish in this life.
This life is a temporal life.
This life has a time limit.
There's some things we need to accomplish here.
You're like, well, what difference does it make?
Because I'll be gone.
Because it's about lineage and legacy.
That's what difference it makes.
That's the difference it makes.
You guys, none of us should still be living just for ourselves.
We're too old for that.
Everyone here is too old for that, okay?
We should be living for what we leave behind, shouldn't we?
And what does that look like?
That looks like us living a big abundant life so that we can make a way for the people coming
after us to live a big abundant life.
The more that you get free from religious thinking, the more the people after you will
be free from religious thinking.
The more that you step out, the more the people after you will step out.
The more you get into your original identity, your guard in you, the more hard work that
you do, the more actualized you become, the more they will be, right?
The more you don't settle for living less than you can, the healthier you become mentally,
physically, emotionally, spiritually, the more they will be.
And you're like, well, I don't have any kids, so who are they?
They could be anyone.
Your life impacts all kinds of people.
You might not know how impactful you are, but you're impactful.
People are watching you.
People are seeing you.
People are learning from you, even when you don't realize it.
And I'm going to talk about kids today, actually, too.
So that's part of what I want to say today.
And it might be a little hard for some of you to actually receive.
So I want you to go ahead and say a little prayer over yourself that God will give you
the heart to receive, the spirit to understand.
Because we're going to go someplace today that maybe none of us really thought we would
go.
So friends, it's up to us.
It's up to us.
We're on the playing field.
We're the team on the field right now on the earth.
We have a part to play.
Our part, and then once again, I'm not trying to be negative, but our part will soon be
over, friends.
Our part will soon be over.
I had a message pop up on my phone from Marco Polo.
It was just reminding me of a message from this time five years ago, a message five years
ago between me and two of my friends that live here in Austin.
One of them hadn't even moved here yet, and we were just this little Marco Polo with each
other.
And it popped up on my phone.
And I was like, oh my gosh, that was 2021.
That was five years ago.
I don't know if it's something that happens when we become adults, but time seems to be
flying by.
Does it not?
You guys, first day of spring was yesterday.
We're already in spring.
If you're in America, we're in spring.
If you're in Australia, I'm sorry.
You heading into winter time.
We're heading into summer.
We paid our dues.
And when I say that, I say it lightly because here in Austin, Texas, we had about two weeks
of winter.
It's not even spring here, you guys.
It's straight up summer.
It's going to be 90 degrees today.
We just went ahead and skipped spring.
Spring does not exist here.
But this morning when I woke up and I opened my eyes, this is what God said, all right?
Are you ready?
Lord, open our eyes, Papa.
Open our spiritual eyes.
Open our hearts to receive the word of the Lord.
When I woke up this morning, this is what I heard, ready or not, here I come.
Ready or not, here I come.
And if you come from my generation, you immediately know that that's hide and seek.
You immediately know that that's a children's game.
And whoever the seeker is, they're counting.
And when they're done counting, that is what they're supposed to yell out to let you know
that they're coming to find you.
Ready or not, here I come.
And that's what I heard the Lord say, but I want us to kind of separate some of those
words really quickly because God has been speaking some version of this to me for the
last few months.
And the version that he's been speaking to me is regardless of whether you're ready,
the season's going to change.
Regardless of whether you're ready, the season's going to change.
Friends, regardless of whether you're ready, meaning like your clothes, okay, so you have
a bunch of winter clothes.
You have your big coat.
For those of you that are up in Minnesota, you got a couple of big coats.
I don't even own a big coat anymore in Austin, Texas.
I look at them.
I think about buying them.
I'm like, why?
Why would I buy this?
I have nowhere to wear a big coat.
You have your thermals.
You have your boots.
You got your warm socks.
You got all your pants.
In fact, some of you ain't shaved your legs in months because what's the use of that?
No one's going to see them.
Well, best get shaving those legs because ready or not, here I come.
You got all that winter stuff, but friends, spring is here.
So you're looking out the window, you're like, well, Jackie, we just had a snowstorm.
I don't care.
Spring is here.
That can melt off in three days and you can have a warm snap.
That's the way it works at this time of year.
That's the way it works.
When a season is transitioning, going from one season to the other, anything is possible
as far as the weather is concerned.
And so if you haven't started looking through your spring stuff yet, you best start looking
through it.
What do I have?
What do I need?
Why?
Because ready or not, here I come.
We got to get prepared.
We got to have what we need.
I know for a fact that when you're pretty much 38 weeks pregnant and hopefully not sooner,
you better be ready for that baby because ready or not, here I come.
That's not the time to be picking out furniture and painting nurseries.
That's not the time to be doing the stuff that you should have done five months earlier.
You don't have any energy.
Your hips, the prolactin has been released and your hips are all disjointed.
You're waddling around like a little duck, like ductavious, you know?
You're about to pop like a tick on a dog.
That's not the time.
Now you can do it if you have to, but I was well done with those things.
Well done with those things.
And I want you to ask yourself right now, are you well done?
The first question that I was going to ask you is what's new in your life?
Because we're in a new season.
The calendar told us we're in a new season.
And once again, it doesn't matter if there are no signs of new season.
I remember one year when I lived in Ohio and Ohio is criminal when it comes to season changes.
Criminal.
We will have a 75 degree day and the next week we will have a snowstorm and it is wrong
you guys.
It is so wrong.
And I'm so glad I don't live there anymore.
Be like, oh, it's springtime, the season has changed only to find out, oh, no, no, same
old season.
Same old season.
That tricks you into thinking that you have a bunch more time, oh, it's not, I can wait
on all this.
That season hasn't changed, no.
Because God told us this morning, ready or not, here I come.
And I'll tell you what's coming in just a second.
We're going to get into that.
But we're still going to talk about this because in Ohio, when I walked out of the front door
of my house, I remember the last house I lived in in Ohio, that's the one with the rosebush.
For those of you that know the rosebush story, I walked out in my front yard and nothing,
my flower beds, everything barren, you know, like winter, winter landscape.
And then I remember coming home from somewhere, you know, maybe two or three days later, I
pull in the driveway.
I'm like, what's that?
And I go over to the flower bed and there is a bunch of green stuff.
It's just a little, it's like maybe an inch popped out of the soil, a bunch of green stuff.
I don't know what it is yet.
It's just green stuff.
In the dark, barren landscape of winter, there's green growth here.
And I'm just like, wow, I wonder what that is.
And then a couple of days later, guess what?
It's a flower.
It's the flowers that brave the season transition, those daffodils, those daffodils.
They're just like, laugh at you winter, right?
The tulips, they come out, they're like, we're here.
What is that?
The first sign of spring.
I went live in my challenge group the other day for the first time in like a year.
And there were two different women named Robin.
You guys, there's only like 20 people there.
What are the chances of two of the women there when there's only like 20 people watching
named Robin?
Spelled different, R-O-B-I-N and R-O-B-Y-N.
But I will tell you, one of the first signs of spring when you live in the north is the
Robin bird.
If you're not familiar with what that is, it's like a grayish bird, grayish brown bird
with a red chest.
The males have like a red, like an orangey red chest.
And when you would see those, and cardinals as well, the red bird, the cardinals, but
Robins were considered the first sign of spring where I used to live in Ohio.
If you saw those, you knew that the season had shifted.
Why?
Because the birds were the first sign.
They were coming back from wherever they had gone.
Okay.
They had a nice little Southern vacation and they were coming back from there to move back
in for the summer, for the spring, for the summer.
Those were signs.
I want you to close your eyes right now.
And I want you to say, Hey, Holy Spirit, can you show me any first little signs of season
change in my life?
Any first little signs?
Are there any signs that I've been ignoring?
Because when we're real busy friends, we just don't notice maybe the signs of a shift.
Are there any signs?
It could just be a restlessness inside of your heart.
It could be that the winds of change are blowing.
You sense it.
You sense something different is happening.
It could be a new idea or thought that you've been having lately, like, Hey, wouldn't it
be cool if I did this, if I tried this, if I went here, if I went here, if I read this
book, if I called this person up.
Oh, I haven't thought of them in years.
Wow.
Man, I should see how they're doing.
All right, go ahead and put in the chat.
There's this little tiny inkling of something.
Something there that wasn't there before, as Beauty and the Beast would say.
People's hearts are softening.
Gwen's like, my heart is softening, I feel like my heart is softening, there's forgiveness
there.
I ain't hating men like I used to.
I'm saying, hey, maybe there are a few good men left in the world.
I told you how my former husband apologized to me, wow.
If that's not a sign of spring, I don't know what is.
If that's not a sign that the barren winter of my discontent is ending, I don't know what
is.
Because friends, I'm not talking about the natural seasons, winter, spring, summer, fall.
Yeah, we're using that as an example because the first day of spring was yesterday and
we really are stepping into a new solstice.
We really are stepping into a new season in the earth.
But some of us have been in long winters.
We've been in Siberian winters of the heart, of our emotions, of our circumstances.
I want to read this scripture and I use this in my challenge all the time, but I'm going
to read it to you guys now.
It is in the Passion Translation.
If that offends you, I'm so sorry, but it's very poetic and I like it.
Song of Songs, The Divine Romance, chapter two.
Arise my dearest, hurry my darling, come along with me.
I have come as you have asked to draw your heart and lead you out.
For now is the time, my beautiful one.
The season has changed, you guys, past tense.
The season has changed.
The bondage of your barren winter has ended and the season of hiding is over and gone.
Woo, baby.
Ready or not, here I come.
What's that mean?
That means if you're hiding, I'm going to find you because the season of hiding is over.
The season of hiding is over.
And in the kid's game, trying to hide in the best spot to not get found is the goal of
the game.
But today, the goal of the game is to come out and say, here I am.
Ready or not, here I come.
Oh, here I am.
In order to win this game, you have to lose the game.
You have to lose the hiding part of the game.
The season for singing and pruning the vines has arrived.
I hear the cooing of doves in our land, filling the air with songs to awaken you and guide
you forth.
Who wants some instructions?
Who would like to get some instructions?
Can you not discern this new day of destiny breaking forth around you?
The early signs of my purposes and plans are bursting forth.
Friends, early signs.
Early signs.
I saw those little green shoots poking up out of the brown soil, poking up out of the
desolate landscape.
But very quickly, within just a few days, they had turned into something beautiful.
Do not despise small changes.
Do not despise small signs of life.
Some of you just need proof of life right now.
You're like, hey, God, can I get some proof of life?
Can I get some proof that you see me, that you care about me?
Can I get some proof that this season changes for me and not just for everybody else?
Can I get some proof of that?
Because I've been in this Siberian winter for a long time, and I need some proof that
you're talking to me.
I need some proof that you're talking to me.
You guys, ready or not, here I come.
Ready or not.
So winter is just a season when everything's dormant, and I know about that because I used
to call us, me and David, the dormant dormants.
The dormant dormants, that's who we were, because we had all kinds of things that had
been fruitful in years past and seasons past, even before we were married.
And when we came together, for whatever reason, everything had died in our lives.
Everything had died in our lives, you guys.
I wish that you could have known us back then so that you could see the miraculous hand
of God.
You're just going to have to trust me and believe me when I say that we were pretty
busted and disgusted when we met each other.
The highlight was that we met each other, but we met each other in a downturn.
We met each other in an unraveling.
We met each other in a hard, hard, hard winter season.
Hard winter season.
The kind of season where you wake up
and everything is gone.
Everything is gone.
For me, my church family, my pastor,
dudes going to prison, my mental health,
my faith.
You guys, if you're getting taught by someone
for over a decade of your life
and then they get arrested and get sent to prison,
you might question your faith a little bit.
Don't you think?
You might wonder, oh my God, is this real?
Like, what's happening?
What's happening?
Is the Bible real?
Is God real?
What's happening?
That happened?
And then you get a divorce.
Now you don't have anyone because you never had a family.
You guys know my history.
Wasn't close to my family.
They're the last people that I would call for help.
And then the guy that I'm married to, that's over.
I have a little kid.
So now it's not just me in the ship that's sinking,
but she's there too.
And my mental health and my physical health
are very impaired.
And so it's not a good season.
It's a winter season.
And then this guy moves in next door to me
and he's not doing that much better.
He's not doing that much better.
He's got two kids instead of just one.
His wife has gone AWOL, right?
She's kind of checked out.
She's not really doing anything, his former wife.
He had a downgrade from a big, beautiful house
in the suburbs to this apartment, this duplex,
where he lived next to me.
Guys, just so you know,
that's how we ended up being neighbors.
We are both neighbors because we are both
in a winter season.
If you guys pictured us living our best lives,
fat, dumb, and happy in the suburbs,
then you pictured wrong, okay?
We were in some new builds
and I'm just gonna get real honest.
We were in some new build duplexes
and the only reason that I was able to rent there
and he was able to rent there
because he was going through a bankruptcy and a foreclosure
and I had already gone through a foreclosure
because of the divorce and because of all the crazy stuff
is because the guy who owned these duplexes
was willing to give both of us a chance.
Separately, separately.
We didn't know each other,
but this guy, he used to be the mayor
of this tiny little town and he was a nice guy
and he was willing, even if bad credit
and all the things, to give a chance.
That's the only reason.
So we had a landlord that was willing to give a chance
and there was probably like, I don't know,
20 units that he had built back here in this cul-de-sac.
That's where we lived and that's why we were neighbors.
We were both neighbors because we didn't have a choice
to live anywhere else
because nowhere else would give us a chance.
Does that kind of change the story a little bit?
Maybe a little.
Maybe a little bit.
And even though, obviously, you guys,
you can see that God's hand was on us,
it didn't feel like it.
I just wanna make sure that you understand that.
It didn't feel like God's hand was on us.
It felt like a demotion.
It felt like a deterioration.
It felt like going backward.
There were times when I lived in that specific duplex
where I didn't think that I was going to live
to see tomorrow.
I really want someone to get a hold of that idea
because I know that we have a tendency
to just rose color everybody else's stories
and not understand that it was really, really hard.
It was the hardest season of my life.
And that's saying a lot
because I had had some really hard seasons
ever since I came out of my mother's womb.
Hardest season of my life.
In fact, I remember one day I told my former husband,
hey, I need you to take really good care of our daughter
because I don't think I'm gonna make it.
I thought I was gonna die.
Thought I was gonna die.
In fact, it was so bad that I actually called my mother.
I called my mother, you guys,
and I know that that really can't hit home with you
because you don't understand the relationship,
but it was so bad that I called my mother
and I asked her to come two and a half hours
to where I lived in Columbus, Ohio,
to just be there because I literally thought
that I wasn't gonna make it.
That was the season where I found love.
That was the season that I was in where this stuff happened.
Can you not discern this new day of destiny
breaking forth around you?
No, God, I can't.
As a matter of fact, I cannot discern it.
But Jackie, the early signs of my purposes and plans
are bursting.
Are they?
Are they God?
Because I feel like I'm in hell with gasoline underwear on.
I do.
And so if that's you too, you're in a good place.
Because God said, ready or not, here I come.
And when I tell you that I was not ready for love, I'm not kidding.
Does it sound like I was ready?
Does it sound like I was someone who was ready to fall in love?
No, it doesn't.
Does it?
Because I wasn't.
I wasn't.
And I will tell you this, friends, because I wasn't, there were a lot of crazy things
that happened in the first two years of me and David being together that were not necessary
if I had had some more time to prepare.
But I can tell you that all during the last and final years, this is where you got to
understand the process, because otherwise it just makes me look like a victim.
But I will be honest with you and tell you in the last and final years before all this
crazy happened, God warned me.
He showed me.
He told me.
I had dreams.
I had words.
I had strangers give me words.
And yet I did not prepare.
I did not do it.
I knew I was supposed to move.
I knew I was supposed to leave.
We knew we were supposed to leave.
In fact, when my former husband apologized to me a few weeks ago, that's what he said.
He said, we should have left.
I was thinking about that season and I know that I should have let us out.
We should have left.
We had an opportunity to leave.
We had an opportunity to move almost three hours away.
A good opportunity, a lucrative opportunity.
And we did sort of, he did, for a few weeks, come home on the weekends.
But we never fully made the move.
And you might ask, Jackie, why would you guys do that?
Because of people pleasing, because of expectations and loyalty to the church, to the leadership,
to the family that was in that area.
Sometimes you got to be loyal to yourself.
Sometimes you got to do what's right for you and you got to let everybody else figure it
out.
That's hard for a lot of people and that was hard for us.
So he would go and then he would come home on the weekends and then we just made a decision
that we were just not going to move.
We were just not going to do it.
We were just going to stay here and we're going to do what other people wanted us to
do.
There's a lot of manipulation happening in that season from the leadership, the same
leadership that ended up going to prison.
But I'm just telling you that when you feel the stirring, you got to follow that.
When grace starts lifting, you got to pay attention to that.
You're like, what does that mean?
It means that you don't have the grace to do what you're doing or be where you are anymore.
You wake up every day confused.
You wake up every day feeling like you're in a winter that's never going to end.
Friends, seasons end.
And if you've been in the same season for a long period of time, that means that you
keep skipping your time of visitation.
But God is here to say, ready or not, here I come.
This opportunity is coming right back around and it's time to take it.
And when I say opportunity, I mean opportunity for change.
Opportunity for new.
How long has it been since you had something new in your life?
I mean, something seriously new.
Put it in.
I don't care if it's a new pair of shoes.
Put it in the chat.
What's new with you is the question right now.
What's new with you?
I saw some of you last summer.
I saw Cindy at Disney.
What's new with you, Cindy?
Come on.
What's new?
What's new with you?
I saw Beth in Austin.
What's new, Beth?
What's new with you?
I want to see it in the chat.
Someone got a new sweatshirt?
Praise the Lord.
Don't buy any more winter clothes, Terry.
Winter's done.
Ms. Young is having a revival in her career.
She's booking some acting work again.
And friends, this is not all just about your love lives.
I want you to see that people are putting in the chat that,
you know, I've always been the barren winter of financial
insecurity.
I've always been in that barren season of not having enough.
That's the winter that I want to step out of.
New job, new TV, new red dress, love it.
Put in your retirement paperwork.
Come on, new season for you.
Interviewing for new jobs.
New, new, new, new, new.
New, new.
Starting to sing again.
Something old becoming new.
New hair, and guys, I love new hair.
New hair is one of my favorite things.
New hair!
New hair, who dis?
Who dis?
New hair, let's go.
I have to admit, some people get their hair done
and I don't even know who they are.
I'm like, who are you?
What is this?
I mean, like, in a good way.
So, winter is the season, friends,
when everything is dormant, everything is hidden.
We know that, but it's not, it's hidden.
It's out of sight, but it doesn't mean that it's not there.
It's important, remember?
I came in my driveway in the green stuff.
The green stuff didn't just magically,
you know, it did magically appear,
but it didn't just, you know, it had already been there.
I don't know the word that I want,
but it had come up, it had manifested,
because it was already there, though.
So, winter is the time when there's stuff that's hidden,
seeds that have been planted,
but the growth has not been seen yet, right?
So, once again, I know that we're in a spring season
in the world, but in parts of the world, I should say,
America being one of those parts,
but I'm talking about your seasons of your life right now.
Lots of you have seed under the ground
that nothing has happened with.
It is dormant seed.
It has been planted, but there has not been any growth.
And that is the kind of season shift that I'm talking about,
then, where the things that you have planted
begin to show signs of life, proof of life,
proof of God's process.
He said, I won't be mocked.
Whatever you sow, you're gonna reap.
And a lot of people use that to scare people.
Oh, you're gonna reap what you sow.
But a lot of you have good seed in the ground.
You've sown a lot of good seed, a lot of good deeds,
a lot of good things, a lot of help,
a lot of hope.
And that stuff has a harvest date too.
So growth is happening.
It's kind of invisible.
It's like everything's been being done behind the scenes
and nothing looks like it's working, right?
Nothing looks like it's working.
Anyone else feel that way?
Nothing looks like it's working?
But have you been sowing to it?
You have.
And remember, when you sow, you're gonna reap.
There's gonna be a harvest.
So just because nothing was visible
or nothing is visible right now
doesn't mean that nothing has been happening.
It's really easy to liken this to a pregnancy
because I've been pregnant
and there's stuff going on in there
that you just don't know about.
You just have to have faith.
You just have to have faith that it's happening.
I didn't show with my baby
until I was like seven months pregnant
because I'm tall, y'all.
I'm really tall.
And I was really, really skinny back then.
And I will tell you that a lot of people were like,
are you sure you're pregnant?
Are you sure?
And I'm like, oh yeah, I'm sure, I'm sure.
But there wasn't much visibly happening.
But if God said, we know that we're in springtime,
we're using that as an example
because we've stepped into that.
But also we know that spring is just God saying
that there's a revealing season.
There's a revealing season.
What was underground comes up.
What was hidden becomes visible.
What he's been working on behind the scenes emerges.
That's happening.
And he's telling us in Song of Songs,
arise, come away with me.
The season has changed already.
The bareness of your winter is over.
The time of hiding is done.
What's it saying there?
It's saying, I wanna reveal you.
I wanna reveal things to you.
The things that you think are not visible,
the things that you don't even know are there.
I want that stuff to come out of hiding.
I want it to come out of hiding.
And there's something else.
This just keeps coming into my spirit.
So I'm gonna say it.
I had no intention of saying this.
But the other day, you guys,
I watched a really good podcast on Oprah's podcast.
I don't know if Oprah has a podcast, but she does.
And you guys remember that,
I wanna say that it was last year that it happened,
but that couple that got caught
at the Coldplay concert together on the Jumbotron,
that CEO and the chief people officer,
her name's Kristen Cabot,
they got caught on the thing.
Is it Kristen Cabot?
Her name's Kristen.
I know that's her first name for sure.
So they got caught canoodling,
hugging on that thing.
And then people were like, oh.
And then of course, when the kiss cam came on.
and they just bolted.
She turned away, he ducked down,
and Chris Martin, who is the lead singer
of that band Coldplay, said,
"'Oh, they must be really shy,"
or, "'They must be having an affair.'"
So he sowed the seed, right?
And because of that, it went viral.
There's lots of people that duck out of a KISS cam.
You guys at baseball games, there's lots of people,
and it's not because they're having affairs,
it's because they just don't want to be on the KISS cam.
They don't want the whole stadium looking at them.
Even if it's their partner sitting next to them,
there are people that just don't like the KISS cam, right?
And nobody thinks anything of it.
But for whatever reason,
when that lead singer of that band said that,
people picked it up in this viral age that we live in,
and they put it on TikTok,
and they put it here, and they put it there,
and what happened after that, friends,
was really, really bad.
The narrative got hijacked.
People assumed that they knew what was going on
between these two people.
All kinds of stories were told,
and both of these people's careers and lives were ruined,
especially the woman.
Her life was ruined.
And this is the first interview that she's ever given.
She's not gonna give any other interviews.
She's a very private person, very proper person,
and when you watch her on the podcast,
you realize she's very intelligent, she's very articulate,
and she was making herself vulnerable
for this interview with Oprah, and it was very sincere,
and I felt very sad for her and for her children,
because she wasn't married when this happened.
She was, in her mind,
allowed to be in a budding relationship,
unfortunately, yes, with her boss,
and she did say, you know, obviously,
as a chief people officer, which is the head of HR,
friends, that's what she was,
you know, they always discourage us from that.
Like, don't date coworkers.
They discourage.
And they had actually been about to go to the board,
which was the only people higher than them in the company,
and tell them about their budding relationship,
and start making some changes in the company
so that they didn't report to each other.
You know, just make things on the up and up.
That was literally about to happen before this happened.
This was a spontaneous, spur-of-the-moment,
concert invitation from one of their friends,
and this is what happened.
This was actually the first time
that they'd ever been in public together,
and it was also the first time
that they'd ever physically touched each other.
They were up there dancing, having fun,
and then this happens.
And friends, the story, the real story,
is quite different than the story
that was made up in the public.
And the reason why Holy Spirit is saying this right now
is because some of you have had a similar situation
where there are stories about you in the world,
in your family, in your friend groups,
in your communities, that are not true,
and they have caused winter seasons in your life.
There are people that think things about you
that are not true.
I had one of those winter seasons end a couple weeks ago
when my former husband acknowledged
that he should have done things differently,
and when he apologized to me for,
and this is what he said,
I apologize for thinking these bad things about you
and for being angry at you all this time.
Come on, y'all.
That's a springtime if I've ever seen one.
Why?
Not because we're getting back together.
Obviously, I've been married to someone else
for almost 20 years.
Has nothing to do with that.
It has to do with that cloud that's been over me lifting
and the sun being able to shine through.
I know we say things don't bother us, but they do.
I know we say that things don't hold us back, but they do.
So what would happen if some long time misunderstanding
in your life was cleared up?
What would happen if some situation
where someone's holding a grudge against you
or someone's believing just whatever they wanna believe
about you, even though it's not accurate,
what if that shifted and changed?
Anybody have a situation like that?
Can I see hands in the chat?
My husband has a situation like that.
He worked at a mega church for almost 15 years
and he was fired at the end of his ministry career.
You know what word God gave me?
God said, tell him, because we had just gotten married.
We've been married for only two months, you guys.
Talk about hard seasons that just don't seem to end.
God said, he'll be vindicated.
What's that mean?
It means the truth will be known.
The truth will be known.
And guess what?
That has happened.
Just recently, that has happened.
The toxicity of this place, of this church,
the way they run it.
things the way they do things. There's even a podcast about this church just outing it.
And you know what, that just shows you, and of course he already knew this to be true because
he was there for 15 years on staff, but it just makes you understand that you dodged a lot of
bullets, didn't you? What you saw as something bad that happened in your life actually was for
your benefit. It just didn't feel good at the moment. It didn't feel good, but it's still for
you. It's still for you. By the way, I just want to say something really important. Romans 8.28
says, God works all things to your good. It doesn't mean that he doesn't say, he doesn't say
God works all things in a way that feels good. It doesn't say that, does it? Can we just talk
about that for a second? He will, if you allow him, because he is sovereign, but only when you
allow him. If you release these broken places of your life, all these pieces, if you give that to
him, he can work that all to your good, but he didn't promise it would feel good.
I know with all my heart that God shut that door for my husband at that place after 15 years. He
probably should have left after 10. I remember what I said earlier about when grace is lifting,
you guys, you have a responsibility when grace is lifting to make action.
When you're waking up every day, confused, upset,
when you know you've done the hard work, but you still feel restless, you still feel unsafe,
unhappy, if all you're noticing is all the negative things about something instead of what you used to
think was great about it, it means the grace for that is probably lifting. Once again, especially
if you've done your hard work. So if you're part of a job, a company, a community, a church,
and you find yourself always just being in quiet judgment in your mind about the stuff that you
know is wrong and should be fixed, but nobody cares to fix it, it means that your grace to
participate is probably ending. Do you guys hear me? Do you guys hear me?
Do you guys hear me? And you know what happens when you outstay your grace?
You start getting bitter. You start getting into judgment. You start getting into gossip.
That's what happens to you. You start having a bad attitude.
But God didn't promise it was going to feel good. And I know I've talked about God's will before,
but I'm talking about it again because there is a storm over on my Instagram with people
who believe that we're predestined. And anytime I put out any content that suggests that we get to
choose, people get really upset. They really do. Because they believe, and the thing is,
they don't call it predestination, but they do call it, like, God's not going to let you miss
out on what's good for you, or God's not going to do this, or God's not going to do that.
Well, honey, this ain't about God. This is about you. And people miss out on what's good for them
every day of the week and twice on Sundays. People miss out on what's best for them over and over and
over and over again because they continue to decide that they know best. And guess what?
They don't. It's ridiculous that people think that, you know, God is full of grace and grace
abounds, friends. And I believe with all my heart that when you surrender and you continue to
surrender, that's why we teach you in heart work that surrender is not a one and done,
surrender is a daily situation. Because you have no idea how strong your will is. Your will is so
strong. And your will trumps God's will all the time. It does. It trumps His will. The belief
systems that you have, they are what direct your course, not the Holy Spirit. I know we walk by
faith and not by sight, but a lot of us are not walking by faith because we're not taking action
because we don't truly believe what we say we believe. And I'm not going to get into all that
right now. But I've taught it many, many, many, many times before, and I've taught it so many,
and I'm not going to get into all that right now. But I've taught it many, many, many,
many times before, and I'm sure that I'll teach it many times again until all of us,
including myself, really start living it. But in order to live that life,
you have to follow the Spirit, not just once in a while, but every day.
It's not that easy. You're going to make mistakes. But the key is that when you realize that you
have chosen some things that are not that great, and that you've made some mistakes,
maybe, in charting your course, that's what repentance is. You say, Oh, God, you know,
I'm not really sure how I ended up over here.
here. You know, I love you and I live for you, but I still ended up over here somehow.
So I'm just telling you, take the wheel. Jesus, take the wheel. That's you repenting. That's
you repenting. I'm turning away from this stuff because this is not good right here.
And I'm asking you to make it good. And remember, it doesn't have to feel good for him to make
it good. The Word of God doesn't say that God works everything. I'm sorry, the Bible
doesn't say God wills everything to our good. He says he works everything to our good. These
people out here believe in God's will and everything. No, if God had his way and his
will is done on earth as it is in heaven, this whole world would look much, much different
friends. And remember his will is joy and peace and righteousness. That's what it is.
It's not specific, like move to Milwaukee and marry Brad. No, that's not, that's not
what God's will looks like. God's will is that you would live in joy and you would live
in peace and you would live in the righteousness of Christ. All the details are kind of up
for grabs. Make sense? All right, you guys, this is a grab bag today of all kinds of things.
So let's get back here. Let's get back here. So we have been hiding. God is seeking. And
I'm encouraging all of us, including myself to come out and say, here I am, because it's
not just God looking for us, like God looking for us, like for relationship. I believe that
there's a lot of things looking for us. We got to be honest with ourselves today about
whether or not we're maybe hiding from some of those things, feeling unready, feeling
unqualified, disqualified, unqualified and disqualified. Okay. But I believe, and this
is one of the things that God spoke to me very early in this movement. He said this
to me. He said, love has heard your name and it's searching for you. I want you to grab
a hold of that. Love has heard your name. Ever since love heard your name, it has been
looking through these streets for you. I want you to get a hold of this idea, you guys.
God said this to me this morning. He's like, tell them someone is praying for a person
just like them. Because someone is praying for you right now. Someone has been praying
for you. And I don't just mean for romance. I don't just mean your spouse. Someone is
praying for someone who can partner with them in business. Someone who's praying for someone
who has a skill set or a gift set like you. Someone is praying for someone who carries
what you carry, to come, to help, to assist in whatever. Someone has a job opening right
now and they're praying for you to fill it. Because they need a team member, they need
a partner. They need someone who's an expert in X, Y, Z. Some single mom right now is praying
for you to be a mentor. If you're a teacher, to be a teacher to their children. They're
asking, oh God, this next half of the school season, please, please let my child, you know,
have an adult in their life that cares about them. Someone's praying for a mentor or spiritual
mentor or pastor like you or whatever it is that you're carrying. It doesn't matter. But
also love. But I need you to understand that opportunities are looking for you too. Healing
is looking for you. Healing is looking for you. It's searching for you. The answers to
the stuff on your Jesus cares board is looking for you. And for those that desire children,
I said at the beginning, there might be something hard in today's Supernatural Saturday, something
hard to receive. For those of you that desire children, even if you still have, you know,
your cycles, even if you could have children yourself right now, but you don't have a partner,
so you can't. Even for those of you that that time, that reproductive season of your life
has ended. For those of you that desire children, I want you to know that there are children
looking for you. I don't mean in heaven coming down, you know, supernaturally and God knitting
them together in your womb. Yeah, those children, but children that are born, children that
were born of other parents, but need a parent like you, they're looking for you. I just
want to let you know that I know what it's like to be a child who doesn't have a caregiver
that's safe. A child who doesn't have someone to turn to, a teenager that is confused and
lost and on their own in the world. And I remember wishing all throughout my childhood
that I had an adult that cared, that I had an adult that I could turn to or talk to.
I would go to summer camp and there's lots of adults there that were counselors and none
of them paid any attention to me. And I went to summer camp every year and I was
hurting you guys. I was being abused at home. No one noticed me."
That might be your story as well. But maybe in this season, that's not just our story
that we get to get healed from. Maybe healing for that story is looking for us, but we actually
begin to become the answer to someone else's desires, wishes, and hopes. And I don't believe
that we have to chase what God has meant for us or what God has set aside for us. I don't
believe we have to earn it, but I do believe that we have to be open to it, we have to
be available to it, and we have to be found by it, which means we cannot be hiding. And
we hide in all different types of ways, but we mainly hide in our mindsets of what we
believe is possible. We mainly hide in our mindsets, our belief systems is where we hide.
So this is your sign. If you've ever thought about adoption, if you've ever thought about
being a foster parent, you're like, I've just been waiting for my partner before I do that.
No, don't wait. There's children that just wish and hope that you don't wait. But a child
needs a mother and a father. Uh-huh, I understand. But we live in 2026. The world is on fire.
Some good parents better than no parent at all. Amen. You know how people always say
in a perfect world, well, you know what? That's never going to happen. There's no such thing
as a perfect world. There's no such thing. You got some time. You know what? There's
some elderly people in nursing homes right now that have never been visited or haven't
been visited in years by any of their blood-related family. You know what? They're praying that
someone sees them or cares about them or comes to visit them. How do I know this? Because
I used to work at a nursing home. I used to be the activities director of a nursing home.
When I was a child, my mom's third husband owned a nursing home. And from the ages of
nine to 11, I spent every single day after school at a nursing home, a big nursing home.
And I used to go and visit all of my favorite old people. They were my honorary grandparents.
I would come into the nursing home after school and I would run from room to room and
wing to wing, meeting and seeing and meeting new people and seeing the people that I loved,
Rose Kostucka and Gwen Wynn. And they'd give me candy and things and going out and helping
Dolores with her garden. I love old people. Why? Because they're great. And maybe you
don't know that because you haven't spent any time with some elderly people, but they
know a lot of stuff and they're very funny. They're very funny. And you know what? Most
of them are very gracious because they've realized that life is too short to be judgmental.
And they give you the type of love and acceptance and wisdom that you wish that younger people
would give you. So perhaps there's someone over there that's waiting for you. Gentlemen,
those of you that are on here, I know for sure that there's a woman waiting for you
to be her partner. There could be a single mom waiting for a kinsman redeemer. There's
all kinds of things waiting for you. There's waiting for a community for you to step up
and just show people what it looks like to be a good man of character. A lot of people
haven't seen one of those in a while. You can be that. I have someone right now that
I'm in relationship with that is a foster dad. He has lots of foster kids. He's fostered
hundreds of kids on his own. He was an orphan in Africa and he grew up to want to do this.
He wanted to get married, just hasn't gotten married yet. He's 50 years old, but he has
given a lot of kids a lot of love and he doesn't care what people think about him being a man
fostering kids, fostering kids of different races. He's a black man. A lot of his foster
kids are white kids because as he says, you don't get to pick. It's not like Baskin Robbins
where you kind of come in and there's 31 kids to pick from and you get to pick your favorite
flavor of kid. That's not the way it works. Okay? Flavor of kid. That doesn't really sound
that right. You don't get to pick your favorite color of kid. All right? Your favorite type
of kid, your favorite age of kid. You just get whatever they send you. And he is a good,
good man. And he's a believer. His name is Peter. He's looking for a wife. Go find him
on Instagram. I can make an introduction for you. You have to be trauma informed though.
These kids are traumatized and he's, he understands how to deal with kids that have trauma. He
has the patience that God has given him as a gift. But you guys, that started as just
someone stepping out and saying, Hey, you know what? There's a need. I'm going to be
the help.
All right, we're at time, friends, so I want you to put in the chat where you're no longer
going to be hiding or what winter in your life is ending.
Come on.
You're like, hey, if this thing's looking for me, I'm available to it.
Let's go.
This winter is coming to an end.
Let's go ahead and put it there because we're at time.
I want you to see yourself not hiding, friends.
That is saying, ready or not, here I come.
Ready or not, here I come.
We're going to do one more little activation.
Don't hop off just yet.
Look at everyone's things.
One more tiny little activation.
The winter of doubt.
New church, relocation, husbands, wives.
Come on, come on, come on.
Springing into a new job.
Yep.
Spring forward, baby.
Spring forward, ministries.
Learning more, helping more.
Job, job, job.
Okay.
All right, I want you to close your eyes really quick after you type your thing, and I'm going
to say what God said.
I'm going to say his line.
Ready or not, here I come, and remember, he comes in a lot of different ways.
The Bible says he comes like the rain, you guys.
He comes like the refreshing.
He comes like the rain on your dry, desert, barren land.
He comes like the rain.
So he's saying, ready or not, here I come, in the form of anything and everything that
you've put in the chat.
Because remember, he comes through people.
He comes through things.
He comes through opportunities.
He comes through blessings.
He comes through healing.
So he's saying, ready or not, here I come.
I want you to close your eyes.
I want you to, we don't usually do this, but everyone unmute yourself.
No one say anything yet.
Everyone unmute yourself really quickly.
Don't say anything.
And if you have something going on in the background, turn it off.
All right, really quick, really quick.
I'm going to say God's line.
Ready or not, here I come.
And remember, it's all those different things.
And then you're going to say, here I am.
Here I am.
Not yet.
Here I am.
Okay.
Listen up.
I'm going to do it one more time.
And then, as soon as I say it, as soon as I say ready or not, here I come, everyone
together.
As soon as those words leave my mouth, everyone is going to say in unison, here I am.
Ready?
Ready or not, here I come!
I am.
Here I am.
All right, you guys.
Here I am.
Live like it.
Live out of hiding.
Love you guys.
See you soon.