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I wanted to just jump in here at the beginning of our activation tonight because after I

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got off Supernatural Saturday, how many of you were there live on Supernatural Saturday

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yesterday morning?

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Let me see your hands.

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Okay.

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We ran a little over because Holy Spirit was moving and we just continued in the activations,

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in the declarations.

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But when I got off of the call, that same spirit of deliverance was just upon me.

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And I got massive breakthrough yesterday morning from the grief that I had been carrying ever

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since my mom passed away.

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My mom's birthday is coming up.

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It's this coming Wednesday.

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It'll be six years since she passed away.

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It just actually just was six years, February 3rd.

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And I've just been carrying this low-level, kind of like a low-grade fever.

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I've just been carrying this low-level heaviness, grief.

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And every time I think that it's gone, it's just really not gone.

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And I was completely delivered of that when I got off the call.

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I felt it lift.

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I felt it break.

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And I haven't felt it since.

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So I mean, today's Mother's Day.

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Normally, I would be feeling some kind of way on this day, even though I am a mother

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and my kids celebrate me well.

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My husband celebrates me well.

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Just not having a mother on earth, as a lot of you know, because you're in that same situation.

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But I do not feel anything but joy.

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And even though I had a really hard childhood, I just really feel like a freedom to kind

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of remember the high points and the good times and the good things.

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And remember my mom for the things she did right instead of wrong.

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And that's just huge.

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I can't tell you how many times I've just only remembered the bad because the majority

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was bad.

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But you guys, nothing is all bad.

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There's no such thing as all bad.

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And I know that when you've been traumatized, especially a post-traumatic stress disorder,

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which I've been diagnosed with, it's easy to be triggered and only remember bad things

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or negative things and to live in a constant state of fight, flight, fawn, freeze, a constant

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state of fear.

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But I'm telling you, yesterday when I got off the call, all of that broke off of me.

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It was really incredible.

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And hopefully some of you got some level of deliverance and freedom as well.

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But I want to go after more of that tonight.

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So Candy, that's why I popped in because I want to go after more of that.

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For the guys that are on, I think that there's a lot of reasons why men are not married is

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because they have lost their mothers or their mothers were emotionally or physically distant

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or unavailable to them.

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And they somehow along the lines just started believing that women are unsafe, that women's

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emotions are unsafe, that women are unsafe, or that they just feel rejected by women.

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They have been criticized by the feminine in their life, and it's difficult for them

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to open up, to let their guard down.

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And one of the things that's necessary in order for you to get into a romantic relationship,

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guys, for the guys that are on this call, is for you to be able to be vulnerable, is

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for you to be able to be emotionally present, emotionally available, as they say, with a

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woman.

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If you're closed off, women need to feel like they're attaching and that they're connecting.

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And so you have to be able to connect at that level.

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And so you wouldn't be able to connect if you're guarding yourself.

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You wouldn't be able to connect if you're constantly scanning the situation for control,

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for criticism, for manipulation.

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And then ladies, same thing.

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If you have been wounded by or hurt by the feminine in your life, it's going to be difficult

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for you to model the feminine.

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It's going to be difficult for you to also really know who you are and your own identity

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as a woman or as the feminine, if that wasn't modeled in a healthy way for you.

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And so there's just so much, there's so much stuff that God really wants to just release

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us from.

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And some of you, you know, you've lost your parent, you know, maybe they were really great

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and they're gone and they've been gone.

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For some of you, they were gone pretty early in life.

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They weren't there for any of the high moments of your life.

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They weren't there when you got married before, when you had children before, when you graduated

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or, you know, just the things that you would have wanted mom to be there for.

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And that grief maybe never got fully processed.

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Maybe you had to grow up fast because of the loss of mom.

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Maybe she was alive, but she was mentally ill.

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There can be all different types of situations that happen.

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happen that keep us from being able to really heal at the time when we were wounded, right?

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And we've just been in this holding pattern for a really long time.

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So we want to just bring more freedom to that tonight.

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Did anyone take on that activation with sending a card to a mother figure that is still alive

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that maybe you wouldn't normally do that?

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Can I see a hand of anyone who activated that?

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Looks like Damaris activated that.

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Ah, several people activated that.

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That's awesome.

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Let me look here at the comments here for a second.

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Alice sent flowers.

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Michael whose mother has passed away quite some time ago was reflecting on his mom's

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history.

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Many people's moms are in heaven.

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And you know, I think that it's really amazing that today is Mother's Day when we're having

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this activation.

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And yes, happy Mother's Day to all of you that are mothers.

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And I think women are all mothers at some level.

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So you know, if you want to claim the title of mother, I think women mother, if you don't

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feel like you're maternal at all and that just offends you to be included, then don't

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be offended.

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If it's not for you, then you can just release it.

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But for those of you that, you know, you have mothered people, you have helped people, you

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have nurtured people, you have mentored people, you have been a feminine force in the earth,

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then you know, we celebrate you.

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We do.

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We celebrate women.

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Women are important.

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The feminine is important.

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Mothers are very vitally important.

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Okay.

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So we can start off with that candy.

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If you want to just go after that Ephesians, you know, putting off bitterness, we definitely

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want to do that.

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We want to release it.

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You guys, once again, I feel like I have been released from some sort of prison that I was

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still living in.

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And I think some of that's connected to victim.

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I did have a really rough childhood.

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A lot of bad things have happened, you know, even losing my mom and not being able to fully

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process with her and being able to fully get that mother daughter relationship that I always

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wanted.

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And then when she got sick, she also became very vulnerable and let her guard down and

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became a lot more approachable and a lot more, I was able to get closer to her than I ever

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have in my entire life.

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And then she left and went to heaven.

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And so, you know, feeling, you know, kind of gypped, if I'm just going to be honest

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about it, feeling a little robbed in that situation of always praying for that all my

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life and then finally getting it under not great circumstances.

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And then, you know, and then it being cut off or not fully lived out.

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So some of you may be dealing with that as well.

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But I feel like I was released from that.

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So let me start with that.

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So Father, I just pray over this time together, that spirit of deliverance would be here.

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I'm just sensing right now that it's actually an angel.

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It's actually an angel of deliverance, sets us free from that victim mentality.

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If you guys, I'm just really just speaking from Holy Spirit right now, that that angel

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that was at the pool of Bethesda, you know, that was stirring the water, a lot of those

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people, you know, it's not just physical illness that we are healed from, you know, a lot of

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physical illness, especially if you're trapped in a situation for a long period of time,

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whether it's emotionally or it's emotional or it's physical, it can come with it.

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What can come with it is that victim type of mentality, like why me, poor me, this has

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happened to me and nothing's ever going to get better, all the things.

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And you see that when Jesus comes on the scene, the man that he talks to that's been at the

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pool of Bethesda for a long, long, long, long time, you know, he asked him if he wants to

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be healed.

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And he basically just makes all kinds of excuses of why he can't be healed, of why he hasn't

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been healed, of he's not fast enough, he can't get in the water, someone always gets there

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before him, you know, there's no one to help him, you know, all the different things.

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And of course, he's talking to Jesus, which makes the entire story ironic, because, you

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know, your healer is standing right in front of you.

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And so it's a situation where I feel like that angel.

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Angel is the angel that is present and stirring us, stirring our hearts, stirring the water

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within us, stirring up the Holy Spirit within us.

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So I feel like that angel is present with me and I feel like the ministry of Holy Spirit

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is present with you.

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I have sensed that angel before at different meetings that I've been at and definitely

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that angel has shown up in my life, in where I am, in the space that I'm in.

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Because, you know, angels are not omnipotent.

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The angel that's with me right now can't be with you.

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You know, it's not in all places, it's just right here, but I'm sensing that it is here.

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And so, Father, I'm asking that you speak to me and you speak through me, that I am

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just angelically undergirded and of course girded up with Holy Spirit and Holy Spirit

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is ministering to all of those that are listening on this call tonight, that there's going to

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be healing in bodies as we come into a place of forgiveness towards our mothers, towards

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the women in our lives that have hurt us.

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There's going to be healing in minds as we come into a place of forgiveness and we align

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ourselves, as we release victim mentalities, as we release poor me, why me mentalities,

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as we release those mentalities, as we forgive ourselves, as we forgive God and others, we

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will be released from prisons that we don't even know that we're sitting in, the door

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has been open all the time, but we have not had the sight to get up and walk out.

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We have not been able to see, we have not been aware.

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So there's a awareness that is going to come over people, that they do not have to live

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however they've been living anymore, that they don't have to put up with what they've

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been putting up with anymore, that they can have what it is that you have promised them,

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God, that they can receive what it is that you have had waiting for them all along.

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And we just believe this and we're receiving it right now.

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We're going to stay in the vein of prayer, we're going to stay in the vein of the supernatural

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because this is a very supernatural moment, Lord.

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So we just thank you for that.

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We thank you for that right now.

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I'm just feeling that there are people on here that you've internalized this.

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It might be an unconscious thought, now listen up, it might be unconscious, but you've internalized

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the idea that if my own mother couldn't love me, if my own mother couldn't admire me, if

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my own mother didn't think I was wonderful and great, if my own mother wasn't fully devoted

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or even obsessed with me like I see so many other people's mothers, then there must be

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something wrong with me.

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I must be damaged and there must be something wrong.

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There must be something lacking.

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There must be something failing in me.

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I must be unlovable or unworthy since the one person whose unconditional love should

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be guaranteed wasn't.

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And God wants you to know that the only love that's unconditional is his.

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The only love that's guaranteed is his.

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People fail, their love fails, even mother's love fails.

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It doesn't mean that you are unworthy, it doesn't mean that you're unchosen, it doesn't

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mean that you are unlovely, it doesn't mean that you're unlovable.

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It just means that your mother was broken and that she wasn't able to love you the way

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that God loves you.

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She wasn't able to be a conduit of God's agape love towards you.

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She wasn't able to do that.

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It has nothing to do with you.

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It's not an indictment against you.

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It isn't.

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It says nothing about your worth or value.

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And so right now, we just speak freedom over you from that lie that you are unworthy, that

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you're unlovely, that you're unlovable, that if your own mother didn't love you or rejected

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you, then no one else is going to love you or accept you.

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Either we break that off of you in Jesus' name, we break that off of you in Jesus' name

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right now.

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All lies about your worth and your value, all the things that have been said to you

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with a sharp tongue, all the things that have been said to you, all the criticism that's

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been heaped on you, you're not thin enough, you're not tall enough, you're not pretty

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enough, you don't do your hair right, you don't dress right, are you going to wear that?

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Are you going to eat that?

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All the fat shaming, all the body shaming that came through the feminine in your life.

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All the, are you stupid?

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All the, can you learn?

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Can't you learn?

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What's wrong with you?

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Why do you keep doing this?

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Are you stupid?

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All the, are you lazy?

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Why are you so lazy?

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Why are you so ugly?

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All the comparing you to someone that they don't like.

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You're just like your grandma.

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You're just like your aunt.

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You're just like your dad.

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Comparing you to someone that they have no respect,

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no admiration for.

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You don't look like me.

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You look like your dad.

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You get that nose from your dad.

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You get that weight from your dad.

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I'm feeling a lot of comments via Holy Spirit

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about body shaming coming from mom.

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Shaming you about how you look,

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how you dress, how you carry yourself.

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A lot of religious ideas of being good,

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of being quiet, of doing what you're told,

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being submissive.

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A lot of people's voices have been shut down by mom.

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Her telling you that what you're saying doesn't matter,

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that you should sit down and shut up,

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that you should stop being so rebellious,

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giving it spiritual reasons.

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You're rebellious.

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You're talking back.

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You're disrespectful.

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When none of that was true,

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you were just trying to speak up.

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You were trying to be heard.

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You were trying to let people know that you had needs.

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Come on, y'all.

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Mom, we're just gonna sit in this for a second.

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Never being hugged or touched or kissed or said I love you.

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Never having any of that.

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Always being criticized,

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always being told that you're not doing enough.

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You're not doing enough.

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Some of you have loved on your moms today,

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even though they don't deserve it,

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which is fine, that's great.

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Love is what we give to people,

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not because they deserve it,

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but because God is love and we're conduits of God's love.

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People have sent voicemails, people sent flowers,

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people sent cards.

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People sent cards that said things that are not true

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in the natural, calling your mom up to a higher level.

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Sarah did, Emma did.

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Jennifer, Damaris, Kevin.

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Kevin said, but she is the best mom.

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That's great.

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Flowers, voicemails, good things, friends.

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I love you.

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Come on, you guys.

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Just lean in a little bit here.

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Some of you just releasing the emotional wounds

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of a feminine voice in your life.

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The emotional wounds, name-calling,

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the emotional wounds of a feminine voice in your life.

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The emotional wounds, name-calling,

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the criticism, painful words, painful actions,

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neglect, abandonment, not feeling important.

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That's all emotional wounds.

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The verbal wounds.

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Some of you releasing physical wounds,

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being hit, smacked, pushed.

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Being slapped is a big one.

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Women tend to be slappers.

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Slapping, being slapped across the face.

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So humiliating, so painful, so hurtful.

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Releasing, releasing, releasing that.

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Spiritual wounds, being told that

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you're not pleasing to God.

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Because you're not pleasing to them.

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Being taught things about God that are not true through their lens because that's their

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lens.

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Whoever God is to you, he will be through you.

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So being taught things that are not true through their lens.

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Being dismissed or neglected or even abandoned because of not holding their religious views

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as you got older.

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A young woman told her story just recently to my daughter that her parents have ostracized

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her because they don't think she is living her life the way that she should.

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As far as, you know, she's charismatic.

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She believes in the Holy Spirit.

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They think that she's in a cult.

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They think that she's not living the way that they raised her or taught her to live.

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And they're not going to have anything to do with her until she does what they want.

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Some of you have to recover and be delivered of the pain that comes from being manipulated,

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the pain that comes from being controlled.

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Only being loved when you're doing exactly what they want you to do.

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Thinking exactly what they want you to think.

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We're just letting all this stuff go so we can begin to, like Michael already is, start

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thinking of some sweet thoughts.

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Remember we can't erase, but we can replace.

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And we're going to release and be at peace.

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You always know it's Holy Spirit when we're rhyming stuff.

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Going to release and be at peace.

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It's going to be great.

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All right, does anyone have those Ephesians scriptures up?

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Kandi, do you have that?

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Yes, I do.

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All right, go ahead.

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You want me to read it?

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Yeah.

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Okay.

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Let all bitterness and wrath and anger.

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You're talking about that one, right, Jackie?

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Yes.

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And clamor.

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This is amplified.

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Perpetual animosity.

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Perpetual anger.

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Perpetual anger.

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Perpetual anger.

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Perpetual anger.

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Perpetual anger.

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Perpetual anger.

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Perpetual anger.

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Perpetual anger.

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Perpetual anger.

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Let perpetual animosity, resentment, strife, fault-finding, and slander be put away from

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you.

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Along with every kind of malice, all spitefulness, verbal abuse, malvolence.

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Be kind and helpful to one another, tender hearted, compassionate, understanding, forgiving

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one another readily and freely as God and Christ also forgave you.

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And gentlemen, this includes women that you've been in relationship with, not just your mothers,

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women that you were married to formerly, maybe a sister.

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I had one client who was traumatized by his older sister.

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She just, you know, she acted as a second mother in his life and just was very hard

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on him, very critical of him.

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Always thinking that he was up to no good, always, you know, just thinking the worst

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of him.

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And it really, it really took its toll on him.

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So guys, that could also be your former wives, ladies, it can be another figure in your life.

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That's feminine.

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It doesn't have to be your mother.

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It could be a sister.

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There's a lot of sibling rivalry.

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Can be an older or younger sister.

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It's always in competition, always trying to one-up you, always being very manipulative

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or very dismissive, negative towards you.

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It could be a grandparent.

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My grandmother was horribly verbally abusive to her daughters.

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And she tried to be that way to me, but I ain't the one.

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I'm not the one.

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All of those things, putting those things away.

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God wants to give you back a tender heart tonight.

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Scripture talks about having a soft heart.

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There's another scripture that talks about he will take our hearts that are made of stone

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and he will make them flesh again.

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Having a soft heart is really important, friends.

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And that goes back to the idea that we are God-defended so we don't have to be self-defended.

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I know having a soft heart sounds a little scary.

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It's like, oh, you know, if I allow God to soften my heart, then my heart can easily

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be broken.

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Actually, hard things, brittle things are the things that break easily.

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Soft things are, you know, they're much more resilient, aren't they?

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Those things kind of bounce, don't they?

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Brittle things are the things that break.

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Hard things are the things that break.

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So when we're more tender-hearted, I believe we're more resilient, less breakable, more

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moldable and shapeable, and we're God-defended.

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We're God-defended.

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Friends, we have to let go of these ideas of ourself that we have received because of

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the way someone else treated us.

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Do you guys know about my homeless friend, James?

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You guys have heard me talk about him, right?

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For those of you that haven't, he's just an unhomed person that lives near the business

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that we have, Wheelhouse, in central to downtown Austin, and we've been helping him.

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God told me what his name was.

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It was a very supernatural moment when we met him, and we've been trying to help him.

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He's in his early 40s, and we've been trying to help him the best that we can, just trying

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to give him food and clothing and different things, all while trying to find resources

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so that he can be housed, so that he doesn't have to be homeless anymore.

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Well, my friend James was ran over by a car two days ago, and he was taken to the hospital,

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and I went and saw him yesterday in the hospital.

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He had to go to surgery, and they had to reconstruct his ankle, which was completely obliterated

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by being run over.

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And when I got to the hospital room, the nurse was just about to be off duty.

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There was about to be a shift change, and the nurse that was taking care of him, her

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name is Felicia, she was a godsend.

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She understood.

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She was an ally for the homeless.

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She understood his mental health situation.

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She understood that his fight or flight response was really strong because of living on the

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streets for so long and not trusting people, and that he was on medication, that he was

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in pain.

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You know, there was just all kinds of extenuating circumstances.

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So she was being very patient with him.

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But when I went in, she informed me that he had refused for them to help him with added

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resources and that the hospital was going to release him to the street later that day.

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Guys, he just came out of surgery.

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They were going to put him out on the street.

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This is what hospitals do when you don't have insurance and, you know, you're just you're

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taking up a bed that a bed can make money, right?

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It's a big money game, and we all know it's true.

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But this nurse was specifically assigned to him by God because she conveniently didn't

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get his medication from the pharmacy in the hospital before it closed.

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And so he she bought him a whole nother day.

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And when I got there, I talked to him about I wanted to get him into this this program,

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this community program called First Community Village, 300 acres of 3D printed tiny homes.

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And they'll let you have one for you, a tiny home for you for as long as you're alive,

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as long as you follow the rules.

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This place has a year or more long waiting list.

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But because he's hospitalized and because he's now disabled, he goes right to the top

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of the list.

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And they were able to get him into First Community Village if he wanted to go.

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And so I'm like, James, why don't you wanna go?

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This is what we've been working towards.

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This is what we've been trying to do.

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And he's like, yeah, yeah, you're right.

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I wanna go, I wanna go.

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So Felicia puts in the order before she gets off her shift.

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The caseworker Sarah's coming in in the morning

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and she's gonna make sure all the paperwork goes through

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and she's gonna make it happen.

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She comes on shift at 8 a.m.

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So we're gonna be down there at 8 a.m.

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And guess what?

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We get down there at 7.45 a.m.

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And his room is empty.

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He left an hour beforehand because he got mad at someone.

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And he left AMA, which is against medical advice,

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signed himself out of the hospital in a wheelchair,

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unable to walk, unhomed on the streets.

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Started driving around.

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He couldn't have gotten far, right?

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Start driving around, looking for him.

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Friends, he was all the way on the other side of town

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where our business is, where he's unhomed

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and where he stays and panhandles next to the freeway

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and underpass where he got hit by a car.

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He's back there in a wheelchair panhandling

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within four hours of leaving the hospital

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against medical advice and turning down

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the best blessing and offer of his life.

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You're like, well, there must be something

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wrong with him, Jackie.

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I'll tell you what's wrong with him, shame.

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I'll tell you what's wrong with him.

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He does not see himself through the eyes

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of anything except a victim and shame.

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You know what he's out there doing?

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He's out there complaining about his situation.

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Oh, nobody cares about me.

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I'm handicapped now.

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Yeah, this is what the system does to you.

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This is what society does to you.

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He just had an opportunity.

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So I found him and I said, what are you doing?

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Why are you here?

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Well, you know, they weren't gonna,

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yeah, they were gonna help you.

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What you're saying to yourself is not true, it's a lie.

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And some of you, you can shake your heads,

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but I'm telling you, you're living under

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the same imprisoned mind as him.

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It just looks different on you.

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You're putting up with the same crappy paycheck

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that doesn't pay your bills and you're telling yourself,

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well, I just don't have the education or I'm too old

483
00:32:38.420 --> 00:32:40.780
or I can't get a livable wage or, you know,

484
00:32:40.780 --> 00:32:42.020
I've just been here for too long.

485
00:32:42.020 --> 00:32:43.520
There's no other course of action.

486
00:32:43.520 --> 00:32:46.400
No, you're just like him.

487
00:32:46.400 --> 00:32:48.140
I'm not trying to beat you up.

488
00:32:48.140 --> 00:32:50.980
I'm just trying to tell you, you're just like him.

489
00:32:50.980 --> 00:32:53.720
You're believing the same type of lies he's believing.

490
00:32:55.260 --> 00:32:57.140
And it takes someone to come alongside you.

491
00:32:57.140 --> 00:32:59.940
I was there when they offered him First Community Village.

492
00:32:59.940 --> 00:33:01.980
I was there when she put in the order.

493
00:33:01.980 --> 00:33:05.300
I talked to the caseworker, Sarah, on the phone,

494
00:33:05.300 --> 00:33:07.940
but he's seeing things through a filter that doesn't exist.

495
00:33:07.940 --> 00:33:10.640
He's seeing things through a lie that's not real.

496
00:33:14.080 --> 00:33:15.220
And we are too.

497
00:33:16.700 --> 00:33:20.420
And you guys, it all starts with our very first cheerleader.

498
00:33:20.860 --> 00:33:22.260
It all starts with mom.

499
00:33:22.260 --> 00:33:23.780
It all starts with dad.

500
00:33:23.780 --> 00:33:26.500
It all starts with whatever we learned there.

501
00:33:26.500 --> 00:33:28.500
And some of you are like, mom was the best.

502
00:33:28.500 --> 00:33:30.780
She might've been the best in the fact that she loved you

503
00:33:30.780 --> 00:33:33.180
and she baked you cookies and she kissed you goodnight

504
00:33:33.180 --> 00:33:34.860
and she was at all your games,

505
00:33:34.860 --> 00:33:37.260
but she also handed you a poverty mindset.

506
00:33:39.740 --> 00:33:42.780
And so, no, we're not gonna be mad at mom,

507
00:33:42.780 --> 00:33:45.200
but we are going to need to forgive her

508
00:33:45.200 --> 00:33:48.340
and we're also going to need to throw out what she taught us

509
00:33:50.520 --> 00:33:52.080
and it's time to be free.

510
00:33:58.560 --> 00:34:00.460
It's time to be free, you guys.

511
00:34:04.880 --> 00:34:06.260
It's time to be free.

512
00:34:08.659 --> 00:34:11.340
Some of you are dealing with problems in your body

513
00:34:11.340 --> 00:34:14.620
that are being caused by just lack of care.

514
00:34:14.620 --> 00:34:16.620
You're just not taking care of yourself.

515
00:34:17.560 --> 00:34:18.780
You know why?

516
00:34:18.780 --> 00:34:20.639
How can someone else, you're here to meet a mate,

517
00:34:20.639 --> 00:34:22.800
how can someone love you when you hate you?

518
00:34:23.679 --> 00:34:25.780
And you know why you hate you?

519
00:34:25.780 --> 00:34:29.620
Because mom hated either you or herself.

520
00:34:30.500 --> 00:34:32.360
Some of you had moms that told you

521
00:34:32.360 --> 00:34:33.840
that you could do anything,

522
00:34:33.840 --> 00:34:35.880
but you watched them tell themselves

523
00:34:35.880 --> 00:34:37.199
that they could do nothing.

524
00:34:37.199 --> 00:34:38.560
You watched them look in the mirror

525
00:34:38.560 --> 00:34:41.360
and call themselves ugly and call themselves fat.

526
00:34:41.360 --> 00:34:44.320
You watched them kill themselves slowly with their fork.

527
00:34:45.300 --> 00:34:49.000
Diabetes, heart disease.

528
00:34:49.000 --> 00:34:50.659
You saw them sit around all day

529
00:34:50.659 --> 00:34:53.500
and watch soap operas and zone out,

530
00:34:53.500 --> 00:34:58.500
eat bad food, not move their body, smoke, drink.

531
00:35:00.000 --> 00:35:06.120
Am I wrong?

532
00:35:06.120 --> 00:35:12.080
You saw them prematurely age, prematurely die.

533
00:35:12.080 --> 00:35:17.820
And some of you saw them be the sweetest and nicest person on earth that put every single

534
00:35:17.820 --> 00:35:21.220
person above themself and you're like, oh, they were a saint.

535
00:35:21.220 --> 00:35:22.220
My mom was a saint.

536
00:35:22.220 --> 00:35:23.520
My grandma was a saint.

537
00:35:23.520 --> 00:35:26.600
No, they weren't.

538
00:35:26.600 --> 00:35:31.040
They were helping everyone while killing themselves.

539
00:35:31.040 --> 00:35:37.540
You don't get an award for that.

540
00:35:37.540 --> 00:35:40.640
You know why they were helping other people and this is going to hit differently and I'm

541
00:35:40.640 --> 00:35:45.860
sorry to have to say it because they were trying to earn self-worth from helping others.

542
00:35:45.860 --> 00:35:50.020
They were trying to finally feel like they were a good person inside.

543
00:35:50.020 --> 00:35:55.160
They were trying to feel like they were worthy or worth something because other people were

544
00:35:55.160 --> 00:35:57.960
praising them or being thankful for them.

545
00:35:57.960 --> 00:36:04.400
But they were just a giver that was being used and attracting a bunch of takers, being

546
00:36:04.400 --> 00:36:11.340
taken advantage of all in the name of being thought of as a good person and being loyal

547
00:36:11.340 --> 00:36:16.520
because they didn't think of themselves as a good person because of whoever hurt them

548
00:36:16.520 --> 00:36:21.520
or told them that they were unworthy of love.

549
00:36:21.520 --> 00:36:27.640
Do you see what I'm trying to say?

550
00:36:27.640 --> 00:36:31.900
Some of them were even full-time ministers, but they died early.

551
00:36:31.900 --> 00:36:33.560
They died prematurely.

552
00:36:33.560 --> 00:36:39.040
They died of sickness and disease because their bodies were broke down.

553
00:36:39.040 --> 00:36:42.400
Some of them are still caught up in the same toxic cycles.

554
00:36:42.400 --> 00:36:43.560
Some of you love your mom.

555
00:36:43.560 --> 00:36:44.560
She's the greatest person.

556
00:36:44.560 --> 00:36:45.560
You love your grandma.

557
00:36:45.560 --> 00:36:46.560
You love your auntie.

558
00:36:46.560 --> 00:36:48.920
You love whoever, but they're still married to an abuser and user.

559
00:36:48.920 --> 00:36:55.040
They're still married to someone who's bad and treats them badly.

560
00:36:55.040 --> 00:36:57.880
And you know, the whole family thinks they're a saint for putting up with it, or they think

561
00:36:57.880 --> 00:36:59.840
that they're stupid for putting up with it.

562
00:36:59.840 --> 00:37:03.000
But the truth is, is that they just don't love themselves.

563
00:37:03.000 --> 00:37:05.160
And that was modeled for you.

564
00:37:05.160 --> 00:37:18.400
So we're going to do a little forgiveness work.

565
00:37:18.400 --> 00:37:19.400
Okay.

566
00:37:19.400 --> 00:37:20.400
That's all of those people.

567
00:37:20.400 --> 00:37:23.400
And then there are some of you that, you know, you've struggled with infertility in your

568
00:37:23.400 --> 00:37:24.400
marriages.

569
00:37:24.400 --> 00:37:25.400
You miscarried.

570
00:37:25.400 --> 00:37:31.520
Let's get the hands up of all the people that have miscarried.

571
00:37:31.520 --> 00:37:32.520
My hand is up.

572
00:37:32.520 --> 00:37:33.520
I have a daughter in heaven.

573
00:37:33.520 --> 00:37:34.520
Her name is Abigail.

574
00:37:34.520 --> 00:37:38.960
I miscarried in my second trimester.

575
00:37:38.960 --> 00:37:48.280
I was 18 years old.

576
00:37:48.280 --> 00:37:49.280
Just a couple.

577
00:37:49.280 --> 00:37:50.280
Okay.

578
00:37:50.280 --> 00:37:56.760
Let's see the hands of all the people that wanted children, but never got to have them.

579
00:37:56.760 --> 00:38:02.080
Let's see all the people who want children and still hope to have them, but they're not

580
00:38:02.080 --> 00:38:06.440
sure if it's going to work out or happen.

581
00:38:06.440 --> 00:38:07.440
It's a dream.

582
00:38:07.440 --> 00:38:09.600
It's a hope.

583
00:38:09.600 --> 00:38:11.040
Everyone get your hands up.

584
00:38:11.040 --> 00:38:12.040
You wanted them.

585
00:38:12.040 --> 00:38:15.000
You never got them.

586
00:38:15.000 --> 00:38:20.000
And now let's add to all these hands, people who have children, but your relationship with

587
00:38:20.000 --> 00:38:24.840
your children is just really not that great.

588
00:38:24.840 --> 00:38:26.480
They're not doing the right things.

589
00:38:26.480 --> 00:38:28.680
You're blaming yourself.

590
00:38:28.680 --> 00:38:30.640
Your relationship with them is strained.

591
00:38:30.640 --> 00:38:35.520
You were in a bad marriage during their life and now they're just dealing with a lot of

592
00:38:35.520 --> 00:38:37.520
stuff.

593
00:38:37.520 --> 00:38:43.400
Come on.

594
00:38:43.400 --> 00:38:47.040
You feel super sad that they had to go through the abuse that you went through in whatever

595
00:38:47.040 --> 00:38:48.200
relationship you were in.

596
00:38:48.200 --> 00:38:56.640
They're having behavioral problems.

597
00:38:56.640 --> 00:38:59.120
Maybe they're adults and they're having relationship problems.

598
00:38:59.120 --> 00:39:03.680
You see them making all the same bad mistakes you did, picking all the wrong people.

599
00:39:03.680 --> 00:39:04.680
Okay.

600
00:39:04.680 --> 00:39:08.560
There's quite a lot of hands up for all different types of things right now, so let's deal with

601
00:39:08.560 --> 00:39:09.560
all this.

602
00:39:09.560 --> 00:39:10.560
Okay.

603
00:39:10.560 --> 00:39:17.080
Let's deal with all of you that didn't get married or you did and you just didn't have

604
00:39:17.080 --> 00:39:18.640
any children.

605
00:39:18.640 --> 00:39:20.000
Maybe you struggle with infertility.

606
00:39:20.000 --> 00:39:21.000
Maybe you miscarried.

607
00:39:21.000 --> 00:39:25.720
A lot of you that prayed prayers that you feel are still unanswered in this situation.

608
00:39:25.720 --> 00:39:28.760
You felt that they were unanswered, but they're still unanswered.

609
00:39:28.760 --> 00:39:37.760
You watched everybody else kind of get those things in life and you didn't get them.

610
00:39:37.760 --> 00:39:40.800
You thought you definitely would be married and have children by now.

611
00:39:40.800 --> 00:39:47.240
Mother's Day is incredibly isolating for you because you're grieving something that you

612
00:39:47.240 --> 00:39:53.480
always thought would happen and didn't happen.

613
00:39:53.480 --> 00:39:55.400
God wants us to acknowledge that, you guys.

614
00:39:55.400 --> 00:39:57.680
We have to acknowledge that grief tonight.

615
00:39:57.680 --> 00:39:59.320
We're not going to pretend we're fine about it.

616
00:39:59.320 --> 00:40:00.040
We're going to acknowledge it.

617
00:40:00.000 --> 00:40:03.640
it so that we can get freed from it.

618
00:40:03.640 --> 00:40:07.200
Because a lot of times it doesn't just show up as grief, it shows up as shame.

619
00:40:07.200 --> 00:40:09.980
You feel shamed that you didn't have any children.

620
00:40:09.980 --> 00:40:11.240
You feel bitter.

621
00:40:11.240 --> 00:40:15.840
You feel like you're stuck in a comparison, especially for those of you that have siblings

622
00:40:15.840 --> 00:40:17.460
that have children.

623
00:40:17.460 --> 00:40:21.800
You're the only sibling maybe in the family, doesn't have any children, isn't married.

624
00:40:21.800 --> 00:40:25.080
You feel disappointed with yourself, like, what's wrong with me?

625
00:40:25.080 --> 00:40:26.080
What happened with me?

626
00:40:26.080 --> 00:40:29.200
You're probably disappointed at some level with God, even if you don't want to admit

627
00:40:29.200 --> 00:40:30.200
it.

628
00:40:30.200 --> 00:40:36.360
I just want to let you know tonight, you need to know that your value was never defined

629
00:40:36.360 --> 00:40:44.120
by one role called mother or one role called married.

630
00:40:44.120 --> 00:40:45.640
I'm not saying that you're not going to be married.

631
00:40:45.640 --> 00:40:46.640
I believe you will be.

632
00:40:46.640 --> 00:40:48.000
I believe that's why you're here.

633
00:40:48.000 --> 00:40:53.160
And I believe for everyone who wants to parent, mother or father, I believe that there are

634
00:40:53.160 --> 00:40:56.600
lots of children that need that.

635
00:40:56.600 --> 00:41:01.320
And if you will let go of what you feel like it needs to look like in order to be that

636
00:41:01.320 --> 00:41:05.060
promise to be fulfilled, God will fulfill it.

637
00:41:05.060 --> 00:41:09.520
I had one student, you guys, she wanted that more than anything.

638
00:41:09.520 --> 00:41:13.180
I think she wanted the baby more than she wanted the marriage even.

639
00:41:13.180 --> 00:41:14.920
She just always wanted to be a mom.

640
00:41:14.920 --> 00:41:21.380
Her name's Angela and she was one of my first students in this program.

641
00:41:21.380 --> 00:41:26.540
So back in 2020, and she had a dream one night.

642
00:41:26.540 --> 00:41:30.160
During the early stages of this program, we did a lot of supernatural work just like we're

643
00:41:30.160 --> 00:41:31.160
doing right now.

644
00:41:31.160 --> 00:41:32.420
And she had a dream.

645
00:41:32.420 --> 00:41:37.660
And in the dream, this cousin of hers that she hadn't seen in years, and she really didn't

646
00:41:37.660 --> 00:41:39.420
have any contact with.

647
00:41:39.420 --> 00:41:42.420
In the dream, this cousin was pregnant.

648
00:41:42.420 --> 00:41:47.940
And this cousin was pregnant under bad circumstances and couldn't keep the baby.

649
00:41:47.940 --> 00:41:53.660
And she was asked to take this baby in this dream.

650
00:41:53.660 --> 00:41:59.220
So she woke up from that dream and it felt really real, really real.

651
00:41:59.220 --> 00:42:01.500
And she asked me, hey, you know, what do you think about this dream?

652
00:42:01.500 --> 00:42:05.080
And I said, I think it actually could be prophetic.

653
00:42:05.080 --> 00:42:13.420
So she contacted her mom and said, hey, mom, this cousin was her mom's sister's daughter.

654
00:42:13.420 --> 00:42:17.820
So she contacted her mom and said, hey, mom, have you talked to aunt so-and-so any time

655
00:42:17.820 --> 00:42:18.820
lately?

656
00:42:18.820 --> 00:42:23.340
You know, what's, what's going on with, with my cousin so-and-so?

657
00:42:23.340 --> 00:42:24.540
And she said, no, I haven't.

658
00:42:24.540 --> 00:42:26.620
She said, I have no updates at all.

659
00:42:26.620 --> 00:42:29.260
You know, she's not really close to that sister.

660
00:42:29.260 --> 00:42:31.500
She hasn't really talked to her.

661
00:42:31.500 --> 00:42:34.880
And so Angela tells her mom about the dream.

662
00:42:34.880 --> 00:42:40.020
So her mom contacts the sister and just says, hey, you know, just reaching out, just catching

663
00:42:40.020 --> 00:42:41.020
up.

664
00:42:41.020 --> 00:42:42.020
How are you doing?

665
00:42:42.020 --> 00:42:43.020
How's the family?

666
00:42:43.620 --> 00:42:49.740
And then the sister proceeds to tell her that this cousin is pregnant.

667
00:42:49.740 --> 00:42:54.180
She's pregnant by like a one night stand, like she's pregnant by like a bad situation.

668
00:42:54.180 --> 00:42:55.580
I forget all the details.

669
00:42:55.580 --> 00:42:59.440
They're not important.

670
00:42:59.440 --> 00:43:05.700
And so the mom relays it back to Angela, yeah, you know, she really is pregnant in real life.

671
00:43:05.700 --> 00:43:08.880
And Angela's like, wow, that's crazy.

672
00:43:08.880 --> 00:43:13.360
So after this cousin has the baby, exactly what happened in the dream happens in real

673
00:43:13.360 --> 00:43:15.360
life.

674
00:43:15.360 --> 00:43:18.760
They ask Angela because she's always wanted children.

675
00:43:18.760 --> 00:43:20.220
She doesn't have any.

676
00:43:20.220 --> 00:43:26.080
If she wants to adopt this child, like just adopt this child right from the birth.

677
00:43:26.080 --> 00:43:27.880
And so guess what?

678
00:43:27.880 --> 00:43:33.640
She became a mom that fast through a family member.

679
00:43:33.640 --> 00:43:38.660
And her story is that she had a hysterectomy pretty young, even though she was in her forties.

680
00:43:39.440 --> 00:43:43.020
You know, she could have probably still had a biological child, but she had a lot of health

681
00:43:43.020 --> 00:43:47.660
issues that were not going to allow that to happen.

682
00:43:47.660 --> 00:43:50.460
Crazy, right?

683
00:43:50.460 --> 00:43:57.820
And I just say that to say this to you, that if you will allow God, if you'll surrender

684
00:43:57.820 --> 00:44:04.460
the pen in this area of motherhood, and you really just allow God to write the rest of

685
00:44:04.460 --> 00:44:11.140
the story, I don't mean kind of allow it, really allow it.

686
00:44:11.140 --> 00:44:15.460
God will do things that will just blow your mind.

687
00:44:15.460 --> 00:44:18.040
He will.

688
00:44:18.040 --> 00:44:19.720
He will do things that blow your mind.

689
00:44:19.720 --> 00:44:26.140
And I know that people think that you can only really truly attached to something that

690
00:44:26.140 --> 00:44:27.540
has come from your own body.

691
00:44:27.540 --> 00:44:30.720
And I'm here to tell you that's not true.

692
00:44:30.720 --> 00:44:36.440
As someone who has bonus children that came from another woman's womb that I have raised

693
00:44:36.440 --> 00:44:42.840
since they were nine and 11 years old, and now they are 31 and 29, I am telling you that

694
00:44:42.840 --> 00:44:51.480
is absolutely a hundred percent a lie.

695
00:44:51.480 --> 00:44:57.640
They are just as much my flesh and blood as any baby that came from me, which was just

696
00:45:00.000 --> 00:45:07.440
For those of you that know Reagan, Thursday prayer leader, come on guys.

697
00:45:07.440 --> 00:45:13.080
You are still so deeply valuable regardless of your womb.

698
00:45:13.080 --> 00:45:16.020
Your value was never in your womb.

699
00:45:16.020 --> 00:45:22.040
You are so deeply valuable, ladies, as a mother.

700
00:45:22.040 --> 00:45:23.840
There are people for you to mother.

701
00:45:23.840 --> 00:45:28.240
There are children for you to mother if that is what you seek and desire.

702
00:45:28.240 --> 00:45:31.680
You are valuable and I can't convince you of that.

703
00:45:31.680 --> 00:45:36.960
Only you can decide to believe it, but your story is still unfolding.

704
00:45:36.960 --> 00:45:39.040
It's not over.

705
00:45:39.040 --> 00:45:41.400
It's only over if you want it to be.

706
00:45:41.400 --> 00:45:47.560
It's only if you want to go sit in traffic like our friend James and tell yourself that

707
00:45:47.560 --> 00:45:53.800
that's the only place that you have to be.

708
00:45:53.800 --> 00:45:56.580
No one can stop you.

709
00:45:56.580 --> 00:46:01.700
If you choose to believe a lie, no one can stop you, but just because you believe it

710
00:46:01.700 --> 00:46:11.420
does not make it true.

711
00:46:11.420 --> 00:46:19.580
That broke my heart today and I had to release my friend James.

712
00:46:19.580 --> 00:46:24.420
There's nothing more I can do.

713
00:46:24.420 --> 00:46:29.100
He said he would meet me back down at the hospital at five o'clock because the social

714
00:46:29.100 --> 00:46:32.760
worker said that if he came back, they would check him back in and they would finish the

715
00:46:32.760 --> 00:46:37.740
process because he left against medical advice, AMA.

716
00:46:37.740 --> 00:46:40.900
He told me he'd meet me at five.

717
00:46:40.900 --> 00:46:43.900
I went, I waited, I waited.

718
00:46:43.900 --> 00:46:45.180
He didn't show up.

719
00:46:45.180 --> 00:46:49.420
I went home.

720
00:46:50.420 --> 00:47:02.780
Friends, who's waiting for you to release these wounds and to come into your right mind

721
00:47:02.780 --> 00:47:06.260
and into your rightful identity?

722
00:47:06.260 --> 00:47:09.500
Who's waiting for you?

723
00:47:09.500 --> 00:47:11.820
Who's waiting for you?

724
00:47:11.820 --> 00:47:16.380
There's somebody waiting for you.

725
00:47:16.380 --> 00:47:19.020
It could be your spirit mate.

726
00:47:19.020 --> 00:47:20.900
It could be your children.

727
00:47:20.900 --> 00:47:24.220
It could be your future children and grandchildren.

728
00:47:24.220 --> 00:47:27.780
And I'm not talking about the ones that just come from your body.

729
00:47:27.780 --> 00:47:31.540
There are two four-year-olds that live in Columbus, Ohio, that call me Nona.

730
00:47:31.540 --> 00:47:36.380
They share no DNA with me, but you know what they do share with me?

731
00:47:36.380 --> 00:47:38.100
Heart.

732
00:47:38.100 --> 00:47:39.740
They called me today on FaceTime.

733
00:47:39.740 --> 00:47:40.740
Happy Mother's Day, Nona.

734
00:47:40.740 --> 00:47:41.740
We can't wait to come to your house.

735
00:47:41.740 --> 00:47:42.740
We're going to have so much fun.

736
00:47:42.740 --> 00:47:43.740
We love you.

737
00:47:43.740 --> 00:47:44.740
We miss you.

738
00:47:45.740 --> 00:47:46.740
Uh-huh.

739
00:47:46.740 --> 00:47:47.740
I share no DNA with them.

740
00:47:47.740 --> 00:47:48.740
Zero DNA.

741
00:47:48.740 --> 00:47:49.740
But I'm their grandma.

742
00:47:49.740 --> 00:47:50.740
And trust me, they know who loves them, and it's Nona.

743
00:47:50.740 --> 00:47:51.740
Nona.

744
00:47:51.740 --> 00:47:52.740
Nona.

745
00:47:52.740 --> 00:47:53.740
Nona.

746
00:47:53.740 --> 00:47:54.740
Nona.

747
00:47:54.740 --> 00:47:55.740
Nona.

748
00:47:55.740 --> 00:47:56.740
Nona.

749
00:47:56.740 --> 00:47:57.740
Nona.

750
00:47:57.740 --> 00:47:58.740
Nona.

751
00:47:58.740 --> 00:47:59.740
Nona.

752
00:47:59.740 --> 00:48:00.740
Nona.

753
00:48:00.740 --> 00:48:01.740
Nona.

754
00:48:01.740 --> 00:48:02.740
Nona.

755
00:48:02.740 --> 00:48:03.740
Nona.

756
00:48:03.740 --> 00:48:04.740
Nona.

757
00:48:04.740 --> 00:48:05.740
Nona.

758
00:48:05.740 --> 00:48:06.740
Nona.

759
00:48:06.740 --> 00:48:07.740
Nona.

760
00:48:07.740 --> 00:48:08.740
Nona.

761
00:48:09.740 --> 00:48:12.740
And trust me, they know who loves them, and it's Nona.

762
00:48:17.740 --> 00:48:18.740
Come on, you guys.

763
00:48:18.740 --> 00:48:19.740
Who's waiting for you?

764
00:48:19.740 --> 00:48:25.740
Is there some child waiting to call you Nona or Mimi or Gigi or whatever the heck you want to be?

765
00:48:27.740 --> 00:48:28.740
Granny?

766
00:48:28.740 --> 00:48:29.740
Grandma?

767
00:48:29.740 --> 00:48:30.740
Mom?

768
00:48:32.740 --> 00:48:34.740
Who's waiting for you?

769
00:48:36.740 --> 00:48:37.740
Are you going to sit in traffic?

770
00:48:39.740 --> 00:48:41.740
What are you going to do?

771
00:48:43.740 --> 00:48:45.740
Are you going to keep living like this?

772
00:48:48.740 --> 00:48:54.740
I know the people that came before you lived this way, but it's not disloyal for you to have a better life than them.

773
00:48:55.740 --> 00:48:58.740
It's not unfaithful for you to have a better life than them.

774
00:49:09.740 --> 00:49:11.740
It's not about condemnation, you guys.

775
00:49:11.740 --> 00:49:13.740
It's just about a wake-up call.

776
00:49:14.740 --> 00:49:20.740
Sometimes we need something to wake us up.

777
00:49:24.740 --> 00:49:27.740
For some of you, tonight's going to be a turning point.

778
00:49:28.740 --> 00:49:32.740
You're going to forgive the people that didn't know how to do any better than what they did.

779
00:49:32.740 --> 00:49:35.740
They were all the mother that they could be.

780
00:49:36.740 --> 00:49:39.740
They couldn't have been any better of a mother than they were.

781
00:49:39.740 --> 00:49:41.740
That is the best that they could do.

782
00:49:41.740 --> 00:49:44.740
You guys, I know we say all the time, if they wanted to, they would.

783
00:49:44.740 --> 00:49:46.740
I know that we say that.

784
00:49:46.740 --> 00:49:49.740
And sometimes in dating, it's kind of true.

785
00:49:49.740 --> 00:49:52.740
And I'm not saying I don't believe that, but I am saying this.

786
00:49:52.740 --> 00:49:54.740
It's not always true.

787
00:49:55.740 --> 00:49:59.740
Some people really do want to be something different and they just can't.

788
00:50:00.000 --> 00:50:03.720
They don't have the tools.

789
00:50:03.720 --> 00:50:05.920
They don't have the healing.

790
00:50:05.920 --> 00:50:08.360
It's not sustainable for them.

791
00:50:08.360 --> 00:50:09.360
But guess what you have?

792
00:50:09.360 --> 00:50:10.360
You have the tools.

793
00:50:10.360 --> 00:50:15.760
You have the access.

794
00:50:15.760 --> 00:50:24.920
Gentlemen, some of you are horribly avoidantly attached.

795
00:50:24.920 --> 00:50:28.880
I've watched you go through this over and over again, and it's because you do not trust

796
00:50:28.880 --> 00:50:29.880
women.

797
00:50:29.880 --> 00:50:31.920
You do not feel like you can be vulnerable.

798
00:50:31.920 --> 00:50:33.720
You're so afraid of disappointing a woman.

799
00:50:33.720 --> 00:50:37.840
You're so afraid of disappointing a woman, and what women become when they're disappointed.

800
00:50:37.840 --> 00:50:39.120
They become harsh.

801
00:50:39.120 --> 00:50:40.200
They become judgmental.

802
00:50:40.200 --> 00:50:42.880
They become critical when they're disappointed.

803
00:50:42.880 --> 00:50:46.400
And because of this, you will not choose a woman.

804
00:50:46.400 --> 00:50:50.040
You are single because you will not choose a woman because you are afraid that you are

805
00:50:50.040 --> 00:50:51.640
not going to be enough for her.

806
00:50:51.640 --> 00:50:54.880
Now, that's not what you think you're afraid of.

807
00:50:54.880 --> 00:50:59.960
You think that she's just not the right one, that the circumstances just aren't right.

808
00:50:59.960 --> 00:51:03.640
She doesn't live close enough, or she's not tall enough, or she's not thin enough, or

809
00:51:03.640 --> 00:51:07.640
she's not young enough, or she's, you know, I don't feel attracted to her when I'm around

810
00:51:07.640 --> 00:51:08.640
her.

811
00:51:08.640 --> 00:51:14.680
Well, yeah, it's hard to feel attracted when you're scared.

812
00:51:14.680 --> 00:51:19.160
And you're dealing with this, and you're dealing with it because you're trying to avoid rejection.

813
00:51:19.160 --> 00:51:28.680
You're trying to avoid disappointing people and letting people down.

814
00:51:28.680 --> 00:51:34.760
And then those same people being bitter or wounded.

815
00:51:34.760 --> 00:51:40.000
And so it's easy just to, you know, never be attracted or to never think it's the right

816
00:51:40.000 --> 00:51:46.720
circumstances or to never actually choose.

817
00:51:46.720 --> 00:52:00.560
God wants to deliver of you of that.

818
00:52:00.560 --> 00:52:09.360
So right now, let's just say that we forgive the mothers, the grandmothers, the stepmothers,

819
00:52:09.360 --> 00:52:16.520
the ex-wives, the female leaders, the teachers, the friends, the authority figures that were

820
00:52:17.320 --> 00:52:21.040
female who hurt us knowingly or unknowingly.

821
00:52:21.040 --> 00:52:22.240
Go ahead and write their name down.

822
00:52:22.240 --> 00:52:26.360
Go ahead and speak their name out.

823
00:52:26.360 --> 00:52:31.620
We forgive these women who wounded us.

824
00:52:31.620 --> 00:52:40.760
We repent for having resentment towards women just in general.

825
00:52:40.760 --> 00:52:46.640
We release them from the debts that they owe us.

826
00:52:46.640 --> 00:52:59.240
And God, we are asking for a deep release from fear, from bitterness, from people-pleasing,

827
00:52:59.240 --> 00:53:24.320
from hyper-independence, from self-protection, from striving.

828
00:53:24.320 --> 00:53:27.640
I'm going to look at the comments, Candy, so if you want to take it for a little while,

829
00:53:28.560 --> 00:53:30.600
I'm going to pray into what I feel needs to happen.

830
00:53:34.480 --> 00:53:35.720
Wow, this has been so great.

831
00:53:35.880 --> 00:53:42.760
I have what's highlighted to me right now is what Jackie said about God loves us.

832
00:53:43.480 --> 00:53:45.160
And I've heard the word shame.

833
00:53:45.920 --> 00:53:47.520
He loves us so much.

834
00:53:47.960 --> 00:53:54.560
His thoughts, as Jackie said on Saturday, are as many as the sand and the stars.

835
00:53:54.960 --> 00:54:00.240
He wants to be a mother and a father to us, maybe that we didn't have.

836
00:54:02.640 --> 00:54:03.040
Yeah.

837
00:54:06.000 --> 00:54:07.880
And our identity is not secure.

838
00:54:08.160 --> 00:54:13.920
We're not secure in our identity by a perfect parent or a parent that did a great job or

839
00:54:13.920 --> 00:54:17.160
us being a perfect parent or having a child.

840
00:54:17.880 --> 00:54:18.680
I love that.

841
00:54:19.520 --> 00:54:28.760
And I love what Jackie said about release and be at peace.

842
00:54:29.840 --> 00:54:35.960
Can we release that person, those people, the mom, the dad, even ourselves, if we need

843
00:54:35.960 --> 00:54:38.680
to do some self-forgiveness as well.

844
00:54:40.040 --> 00:54:45.360
We're trying to get our needs met or our identity in the wrong thing or a person.

845
00:54:46.640 --> 00:54:48.320
That's what was highlighted to me.

846
00:54:48.680 --> 00:54:59.520
Our value is not based on performing.

847
00:55:00.000 --> 00:55:14.000
And can we leave, can we leave this call by releasing, release and be at peace?

848
00:55:14.000 --> 00:55:16.640
Yes, we can.

849
00:55:16.640 --> 00:55:22.260
Just like Jackie said that she was encountered after Saturday, on Saturday, she was encountered

850
00:55:22.260 --> 00:55:25.800
and God healed her.

851
00:55:25.800 --> 00:55:27.560
Who wants to be healed?

852
00:55:28.040 --> 00:55:34.000
What was just recalled in my mind was when Jesus said at the pool, he said, do you want

853
00:55:34.000 --> 00:55:35.000
to be healed?

854
00:55:35.000 --> 00:55:39.520
He just kept asking, do you want to be healed?

855
00:55:39.520 --> 00:55:44.880
It was a question for him to answer and make a decision.

856
00:55:44.880 --> 00:55:52.440
And it's sad to me that the homeless young man didn't say yes at that moment.

857
00:55:52.440 --> 00:55:54.520
I pray that he comes back.

858
00:55:54.520 --> 00:55:57.440
But who wants to say yes?

859
00:55:57.440 --> 00:55:59.760
If you want to put it in the chat, say yes.

860
00:55:59.760 --> 00:56:00.760
I want to be healed.

861
00:56:00.760 --> 00:56:03.440
I want to be healed right now.

862
00:56:03.440 --> 00:56:04.440
Holy spirit is here.

863
00:56:04.440 --> 00:56:13.160
Like Jackie said, angel, holy spirit is right here.

864
00:56:13.160 --> 00:56:14.160
He's a person.

865
00:56:14.160 --> 00:56:15.440
He's right there in your living room.

866
00:56:15.440 --> 00:56:17.560
He's right there inside of you.

867
00:56:17.560 --> 00:56:19.420
He knows the journey.

868
00:56:19.420 --> 00:56:25.320
We could share our journeys and we have, thank God for Jackie and this community had a lot

869
00:56:25.320 --> 00:56:29.400
of heart healing.

870
00:56:29.400 --> 00:56:32.040
Thank you, God.

871
00:56:32.040 --> 00:56:34.160
Let's break off.

872
00:56:34.160 --> 00:56:40.320
You guys, anything that has been spoken to you and sometimes, you know, parents are trying

873
00:56:40.320 --> 00:56:44.840
to keep us, you know, they think that they're trying to keep us, mothers are trying to especially

874
00:56:44.840 --> 00:56:47.360
keep us from pain.

875
00:56:47.360 --> 00:56:51.640
So they may say stuff like, hey, you know, stop being so sloppy or, you know, stand up

876
00:56:51.640 --> 00:56:53.280
straight or act like a lady.

877
00:56:53.360 --> 00:56:57.560
They might say to their sons, you know, stop being a little baby or, you know, be a man

878
00:56:57.560 --> 00:56:58.560
or whatever.

879
00:56:58.560 --> 00:57:04.260
I want you to put in the chat something that, you know, some label, maybe something, some

880
00:57:04.260 --> 00:57:09.480
phrase that you're leaving behind tonight that you're being delivered of some kind of

881
00:57:09.480 --> 00:57:15.240
thing that was spoken over you, whether it's a label, a word, a criticism, a description

882
00:57:15.240 --> 00:57:21.480
of you that's not accurate, that was given to you by some female in your life.

883
00:57:21.480 --> 00:57:27.080
You know, possibly your ex-wife gentleman called you a narcissist.

884
00:57:27.080 --> 00:57:28.080
Guess what?

885
00:57:28.080 --> 00:57:29.080
You're not a narcissist.

886
00:57:29.080 --> 00:57:34.960
That's a very, very specific personality disorder and less than 1% of the population has it.

887
00:57:34.960 --> 00:57:39.720
But people call people narcissists because they're emotionally unavailable or they work

888
00:57:39.720 --> 00:57:45.680
too much or they didn't, you know, say I love you or, you know, just it gets thrown around

889
00:57:45.680 --> 00:57:46.680
so much.

890
00:57:46.680 --> 00:57:47.680
It's ridiculous.

891
00:57:47.680 --> 00:57:48.680
Okay.

892
00:57:48.680 --> 00:57:49.680
So come on.

893
00:57:49.680 --> 00:57:50.680
Let's put it in there.

894
00:57:50.880 --> 00:57:51.880
Maybe you were called your mom.

895
00:57:51.880 --> 00:57:56.960
Maybe you were said, maybe you were called like, that you were, that you were spoiled

896
00:57:56.960 --> 00:57:59.920
or you were, it was said that, you know, you're vain.

897
00:57:59.920 --> 00:58:01.560
My mom used to say that to me.

898
00:58:01.560 --> 00:58:03.440
I loved fashion and things.

899
00:58:03.440 --> 00:58:07.320
And she'd be like, you just think that you're, you just think you're just so great.

900
00:58:07.320 --> 00:58:08.800
You just, you're so vain.

901
00:58:08.800 --> 00:58:12.000
You're so conceited, which of course I'm not at all.

902
00:58:12.000 --> 00:58:15.360
But that made me feel, that made me feel really self-conscious.

903
00:58:15.360 --> 00:58:18.600
Now I was just walking around like, oh, nobody look at me.

904
00:58:18.600 --> 00:58:22.960
Nobody think about me or, and I don't want to look nice because, you know, I'm just don't

905
00:58:22.960 --> 00:58:26.160
want to be a vain person.

906
00:58:26.160 --> 00:58:27.160
So dramatic.

907
00:58:27.160 --> 00:58:28.160
There you go.

908
00:58:28.160 --> 00:58:29.160
Come on.

909
00:58:29.160 --> 00:58:36.540
And I really want to challenge those of you that have spoken things over your children

910
00:58:36.540 --> 00:58:38.580
because you're used to verbal abuse.

911
00:58:38.580 --> 00:58:40.800
You were very verbally abused by your mother.

912
00:58:40.800 --> 00:58:44.000
And so you became a verbally abusive mother.

913
00:58:44.000 --> 00:58:46.640
You called your children names.

914
00:58:46.680 --> 00:58:50.800
I want you to repent of that tonight and I want you to be healed of it.

915
00:58:50.800 --> 00:58:52.880
Some of you even did it in the chat.

916
00:58:52.880 --> 00:59:02.000
You described your children using words that are unkind and I'm not judging you and I'm

917
00:59:02.000 --> 00:59:07.080
not condemning you, but I hope that you can see what's happening.

918
00:59:07.080 --> 00:59:13.800
It doesn't matter even if you think it's true about your child, you're their mother.

919
00:59:13.800 --> 00:59:17.960
You're the last person who should use your words to tear them down.

920
00:59:17.960 --> 00:59:20.920
You've got to use your words to build them up.

921
00:59:20.920 --> 00:59:23.640
You got to ask God to help you see the best in them.

922
00:59:23.640 --> 00:59:27.080
You're their mother.

923
00:59:27.080 --> 00:59:31.080
Come on.

924
00:59:31.080 --> 00:59:35.240
Stop calling your kids selfish.

925
00:59:35.240 --> 00:59:39.440
Stop saying things about your kids that are bad.

926
00:59:39.440 --> 00:59:40.960
Call them up into their identity.

927
00:59:40.960 --> 00:59:41.960
Call the gold out in them.

928
00:59:51.960 --> 00:59:58.360
Yeah, so many, so many things.

929
00:59:58.360 --> 00:59:59.360
Look at all this stuff.

930
01:00:00.000 --> 01:00:13.680
So many, so many things, you guys.

931
01:00:13.680 --> 01:00:14.680
I'm so sorry.

932
01:00:14.680 --> 01:00:28.800
I'm so sorry that your mother said things like this to you.

933
01:00:28.800 --> 01:00:41.240
It's so painful and also so not true.

934
01:00:41.240 --> 01:00:45.440
But once again, you're the only person who can decide that this stuff isn't true.

935
01:00:45.440 --> 01:00:49.160
You're the only person who can decide that you're not going to sit in a victimhood, that

936
01:00:49.160 --> 01:01:08.440
you're not going to sit in, you know, in shame.

937
01:01:08.440 --> 01:01:09.520
Let's make some declarations.

938
01:01:09.520 --> 01:01:14.120
I will not build my identity around what wounded me.

939
01:01:14.120 --> 01:01:18.120
I forgive these words that were spoken over me.

940
01:01:18.600 --> 01:01:22.240
It's time for me to release and be at peace.

941
01:01:22.240 --> 01:01:24.200
It's time for me to move forward.

942
01:01:24.200 --> 01:01:25.360
I release bitterness.

943
01:01:25.360 --> 01:01:26.680
I release resentment.

944
01:01:26.680 --> 01:01:29.680
I release shame.

945
01:01:29.680 --> 01:01:33.760
And I will not pass down what was passed down to me.

946
01:01:33.760 --> 01:01:38.120
I will be the healed person in my bloodline.

947
01:01:38.120 --> 01:01:42.760
I will.

948
01:01:42.760 --> 01:01:49.080
I will be the healed person in my bloodline.

949
01:01:49.080 --> 01:02:00.160
Guys, one of the things that happened when I got that deliverance yesterday is my mom

950
01:02:00.160 --> 01:02:02.600
was a phenomenal woman.

951
01:02:02.600 --> 01:02:03.600
She really was.

952
01:02:03.600 --> 01:02:05.760
She was physically beautiful.

953
01:02:05.760 --> 01:02:07.960
She was so funny and fun.

954
01:02:07.960 --> 01:02:17.120
I started actually just remembering the good things about my mom and actually seeing the

955
01:02:17.120 --> 01:02:24.880
things that I'm carrying inside of myself that are like her, being fun, being funny,

956
01:02:24.880 --> 01:02:25.880
being fun.

957
01:02:25.880 --> 01:02:31.120
I mean, I am much funnier than her if we're being honest, but she's super fun.

958
01:02:31.120 --> 01:02:32.480
She was like a grownup child.

959
01:02:32.480 --> 01:02:36.360
That's why she worked at Disney for 27 years.

960
01:02:36.360 --> 01:02:37.360
Everybody loved her.

961
01:02:37.760 --> 01:02:39.440
She could win anyone over.

962
01:02:39.440 --> 01:02:41.120
Winning others over was her gift.

963
01:02:41.120 --> 01:02:50.920
She just was so good at making everyone feel like they were her best friend and just incredible

964
01:02:50.920 --> 01:02:52.120
in so many ways.

965
01:02:52.120 --> 01:02:53.120
So giving.

966
01:02:53.120 --> 01:02:58.040
The reason why I care about people that are less fortunate than I am is because of her

967
01:02:58.040 --> 01:03:02.360
and because of her modeling.

968
01:03:02.360 --> 01:03:06.800
And actually, I can't just really remember anything bad about her.

969
01:03:06.800 --> 01:03:09.120
I just feel like I've just been totally healed.

970
01:03:09.120 --> 01:03:10.120
It's just crazy.

971
01:03:16.800 --> 01:03:18.280
Yes, Beth.

972
01:03:18.280 --> 01:03:24.000
My funness is her gift because once again, she's actually not that funny.

973
01:03:24.000 --> 01:03:25.000
She is fun though.

974
01:03:25.000 --> 01:03:26.000
Yes, Lord.

975
01:03:26.000 --> 01:03:27.000
Yes, Lord.

976
01:03:27.000 --> 01:03:45.440
I want everyone to put in the chat something wonderful about your biological mother, if

977
01:03:45.440 --> 01:03:47.600
you knew her at all.

978
01:03:47.600 --> 01:03:48.600
Just put something.

979
01:03:48.600 --> 01:03:52.680
An adjective about something special about her.

980
01:04:18.600 --> 01:04:36.760
So beautiful.

981
01:04:36.760 --> 01:04:37.760
So beautiful.

982
01:04:37.760 --> 01:04:44.560
You guys, let us not forget that our mothers or the mother figures in our life, they're

983
01:04:44.560 --> 01:04:45.560
just humans.

984
01:04:45.560 --> 01:04:47.520
There's people with their own problems.

985
01:04:47.520 --> 01:04:49.760
They're just people with their own brokenness.

986
01:04:49.760 --> 01:04:54.040
They're just people trying to figure out this life just like us.

987
01:05:00.000 --> 01:05:17.200
I love that memory, Rhonda, that's so fun.

988
01:05:17.200 --> 01:05:18.520
So fun.

989
01:05:18.520 --> 01:05:22.960
For those of you that are missing a wonderful mother that's gone on to heaven, I pray shalom,

990
01:05:22.960 --> 01:05:26.960
shalom over your heart today on this day.

991
01:05:26.960 --> 01:05:31.260
For those of you that are estranged from your children and you're feeling sad, you're feeling

992
01:05:31.260 --> 01:05:35.680
left out and left behind because your children don't honor you and they don't respect you,

993
01:05:35.680 --> 01:05:41.400
I just pray healing and restoration, rejuvenation over your family, reconciliation over your

994
01:05:41.400 --> 01:05:47.520
family, that your children would have breakthrough, that they would receive healing, and that

995
01:05:47.520 --> 01:05:52.960
they would be able to reconcile with you in the days to come.

996
01:05:52.960 --> 01:05:57.360
For those of you that have a hole in your heart where children should be, where family

997
01:05:57.360 --> 01:06:01.480
should be, Father, I pray that you would fill that space.

998
01:06:01.480 --> 01:06:05.600
You said that you take the solitary and you set them in family, and so Lord, I declare

999
01:06:05.600 --> 01:06:10.240
that all of the children that are solitary will be set in family.

1000
01:06:10.240 --> 01:06:13.600
I really want to encourage for those of you to go watch that movie, I think it's called

1001
01:06:13.600 --> 01:06:15.840
The Sound of Hope.

1002
01:06:15.840 --> 01:06:18.960
Sound of Freedom is about human trafficking, I think it's called The Sounds of Hope or

1003
01:06:18.960 --> 01:06:20.720
something like that.

1004
01:06:20.720 --> 01:06:27.360
It is made by Angel Studios as well, if I'm not mistaken, and it's about a family that

1005
01:06:27.360 --> 01:06:31.960
they were actually pastors of a church, they're real people, but they sparked an adoption

1006
01:06:31.960 --> 01:06:40.720
movement in their region, in their church, and then in their community that just changed

1007
01:06:40.720 --> 01:06:48.600
the whole fostering system in the small community and county that they were from.

1008
01:06:48.600 --> 01:06:50.920
Go watch that, be inspired.

1009
01:06:50.920 --> 01:06:55.560
Father, fill those holes in people's life with children.

1010
01:06:55.560 --> 01:06:59.080
I saw several of you say that you're waiting for your husbands to foster and adopt.

1011
01:06:59.080 --> 01:07:02.600
You don't have to do that.

1012
01:07:02.600 --> 01:07:05.280
Who knows, maybe that's how you meet your husband.

1013
01:07:05.280 --> 01:07:08.680
The bottom line is, is that if you have a desire to do that, there shouldn't be anything

1014
01:07:08.680 --> 01:07:10.440
holding you back.

1015
01:07:10.440 --> 01:07:18.680
Where there's God's will, there's always a way.

1016
01:07:18.680 --> 01:07:22.840
And last but not least, for those of you that are still sitting in prisons like the man

1017
01:07:22.840 --> 01:07:28.280
at the Pool of Bethesda, like my friend James, you're still sitting there, you're still sitting

1018
01:07:28.280 --> 01:07:33.460
there waiting for someone to come and rescue you when the rescuer is standing right in

1019
01:07:33.460 --> 01:07:36.040
front of you.

1020
01:07:36.040 --> 01:07:38.840
My friend James is still, he's back on the street.

1021
01:07:38.840 --> 01:07:43.120
Now worse off than he was before because he's in a wheelchair, at least before he had both

1022
01:07:43.120 --> 01:07:44.800
legs working.

1023
01:07:44.800 --> 01:07:50.320
Now he's unhomed in a wheelchair, but he's still saying the same thing.

1024
01:07:50.320 --> 01:07:53.400
He's saying, I'm waiting for someone to help me.

1025
01:07:53.400 --> 01:07:54.400
Who's going to help me?

1026
01:07:54.400 --> 01:07:56.920
Why won't anyone help me?

1027
01:07:56.920 --> 01:08:00.920
Well, God sent you a boat, friend.

1028
01:08:00.920 --> 01:08:03.480
Are you going to drown?

1029
01:08:03.480 --> 01:08:05.880
God sent you two boats, three boats.

1030
01:08:05.880 --> 01:08:09.440
He sent you a helicopter.

1031
01:08:09.440 --> 01:08:22.479
He sent you strangers named the Dormans.

1032
01:08:22.479 --> 01:08:26.800
He sent you a nurse named Felicia.

1033
01:08:26.800 --> 01:08:28.340
He Romans 8, 28'd you.

1034
01:08:28.340 --> 01:08:34.319
He used the car that ran you over to put you in proximity to the front of the waiting list

1035
01:08:34.399 --> 01:08:45.600
for something that could never happen any other way.

1036
01:08:45.600 --> 01:08:53.279
We can judge James or we can ask God to show us how we're like him because all of us have

1037
01:08:53.279 --> 01:08:57.479
something that we're waiting to be rescued from when the rescuer is right in front of

1038
01:08:57.479 --> 01:08:58.920
us.

1039
01:08:58.920 --> 01:09:02.560
All of us have something that we're waiting to be healed from and delivered from.

1040
01:09:02.560 --> 01:09:07.520
All of us have something that we're waiting for that has already arrived.

1041
01:09:07.520 --> 01:09:16.800
And we can't see it because we are looking through the eyes of victim.

1042
01:09:16.800 --> 01:09:19.520
Come on.

1043
01:09:19.520 --> 01:09:22.479
There's Holy Spirit right there, right there.

1044
01:09:22.479 --> 01:09:25.439
Deliver us, deliver us from victimhood.

1045
01:09:25.439 --> 01:09:27.439
Clear our lens so that we can see clearly.

1046
01:09:27.439 --> 01:09:29.399
Let us see that we've already been rescued.

1047
01:09:29.399 --> 01:09:32.399
Let us see that we're already in proximity to the promise.

1048
01:09:32.399 --> 01:09:35.120
Let us see that we've already been given the keys to the kingdom.

1049
01:09:35.120 --> 01:09:40.960
Let us see that it's right here, right now, available to us.

1050
01:09:40.960 --> 01:09:44.120
We're not waiting anymore.

1051
01:09:44.120 --> 01:09:47.859
We've never been waiting, but we're certainly not waiting now.

1052
01:09:47.859 --> 01:09:49.000
We have access.

1053
01:09:49.000 --> 01:09:51.920
We have access.

1054
01:09:51.920 --> 01:09:56.480
It's right there.

1055
01:09:56.480 --> 01:09:57.480
It's right there.

1056
01:10:00.000 --> 01:10:09.360
Well, Kandi's your fearless leader for Sunday nights, but I know a different version of

1057
01:10:09.360 --> 01:10:10.360
Kandi.

1058
01:10:10.360 --> 01:10:16.360
I know a version of Kandi that came in here six years ago, and she was not in a good place.

1059
01:10:16.360 --> 01:10:21.920
And she had some pretty messed up relationships with her mother, with her kids, and she's

1060
01:10:21.920 --> 01:10:24.520
not the same woman that she was.

1061
01:10:24.520 --> 01:10:32.920
And it's not because anything really huge shifted except for her view of what was happening.

1062
01:10:32.920 --> 01:10:36.080
And when her view shifted, guess what?

1063
01:10:36.080 --> 01:10:37.080
Everybody else shifted.

1064
01:10:37.080 --> 01:10:43.680
I hope you don't mind me sharing that, Kandi, because it's just amazing the miraculous change

1065
01:10:43.680 --> 01:10:48.200
that has happened in the relationships around you.

1066
01:10:48.200 --> 01:10:52.520
Hey, Jackie, can I say something really quick?

1067
01:10:52.520 --> 01:10:54.080
Yeah, say it.

1068
01:10:54.080 --> 01:10:56.880
I was just thinking that when I was coming to lead this call tonight.

1069
01:10:56.880 --> 01:10:58.920
I was like, I'm not the same person.

1070
01:10:58.920 --> 01:11:03.400
Number one, I reconciled with my brother and my sister in the last month.

1071
01:11:03.400 --> 01:11:04.400
Yes.

1072
01:11:04.400 --> 01:11:05.400
Oh, wow.

1073
01:11:05.400 --> 01:11:07.080
I mean, that was a wreck.

1074
01:11:07.080 --> 01:11:11.600
And my sister was a bully, but she apologized.

1075
01:11:11.600 --> 01:11:14.900
And my dad said, it's because you have changed.

1076
01:11:14.900 --> 01:11:18.680
It's because you have gotten so healthy and you had your boundaries.

1077
01:11:18.680 --> 01:11:22.880
And I just, yeah, I just, I'm so excited about what God's done and what he's going

1078
01:11:22.880 --> 01:11:23.880
to do.

1079
01:11:23.880 --> 01:11:24.880
Yes.

1080
01:11:24.880 --> 01:11:25.880
Amen.

1081
01:11:25.880 --> 01:11:30.200
Man, that's a long list of relationships that have been restored for Kandi.

1082
01:11:30.200 --> 01:11:34.220
She's had like five relationships restored now.

1083
01:11:34.220 --> 01:11:35.560
So praise God for that.

1084
01:11:35.560 --> 01:11:36.960
But it might not even be relationships.

1085
01:11:36.960 --> 01:11:40.240
It might be other things, you guys, where you have that mindset.

1086
01:11:40.240 --> 01:11:42.840
You have that victim mindset.

1087
01:11:42.840 --> 01:11:47.160
It's like that old joke that's not very funny where the guy's in the flood and he's on the

1088
01:11:47.160 --> 01:11:50.680
roof of the house and the boats come by to pick him up.

1089
01:11:50.680 --> 01:11:51.680
And he's like, oh, no, no.

1090
01:11:51.680 --> 01:11:52.680
You know, I prayed.

1091
01:11:52.680 --> 01:11:54.560
God's going to save me.

1092
01:11:54.560 --> 01:11:58.520
And then, you know, the other thing that comes by the helicopter, you know, and then he eventually

1093
01:11:58.520 --> 01:12:01.400
drowns and he goes to heaven and he's like, hey, God, why didn't you save me?

1094
01:12:01.400 --> 01:12:06.040
He's like, well, I sent you a boat.

1095
01:12:06.040 --> 01:12:07.880
I mean, it's kind of morbidly funny.

1096
01:12:07.880 --> 01:12:11.960
I sent you a helicopter, you know.

1097
01:12:11.960 --> 01:12:15.680
Come on, you guys.

1098
01:12:15.680 --> 01:12:24.200
Please let's not believe that we are above being blind to what's right in front of us

1099
01:12:24.200 --> 01:12:29.600
because we are not above it.

1100
01:12:29.600 --> 01:12:34.880
We're not above it.

1101
01:12:34.880 --> 01:12:40.000
Some of you have circumstances that you have tried to overcome and you just can't.

1102
01:12:40.000 --> 01:12:43.080
And I'm not referring to that right now.

1103
01:12:43.080 --> 01:12:47.360
I'm referring to the lie that you believe that you can't have good things because those

1104
01:12:47.360 --> 01:12:50.080
circumstances still exist.

1105
01:12:50.080 --> 01:12:55.960
You're thinking that when those circumstances go away, if they go away, that that is when

1106
01:12:55.960 --> 01:12:57.320
you can have nice things.

1107
01:12:57.320 --> 01:12:58.560
That's when you can get married.

1108
01:12:58.560 --> 01:13:02.560
That's when you can, you know, pay, be able to pay your bills, whatever those circumstances

1109
01:13:02.560 --> 01:13:03.560
may be.

1110
01:13:03.560 --> 01:13:04.560
It could be a health issue.

1111
01:13:04.560 --> 01:13:06.160
It could be a relational issue.

1112
01:13:06.160 --> 01:13:09.000
It can be whatever it is.

1113
01:13:09.000 --> 01:13:14.640
But I promise you, it doesn't, that's not holding you back.

1114
01:13:14.640 --> 01:13:15.840
The prison door is open.

1115
01:13:15.840 --> 01:13:18.520
Just walk out.

1116
01:13:18.520 --> 01:13:21.760
That's not holding you back.

1117
01:13:21.760 --> 01:13:24.960
It's not.

1118
01:13:24.960 --> 01:13:26.800
The anxiety is not holding you back.

1119
01:13:26.800 --> 01:13:30.880
The mental health diagnosis is not holding you back.

1120
01:13:30.880 --> 01:13:34.600
You think it is.

1121
01:13:34.600 --> 01:13:39.840
But it's not.

1122
01:13:39.840 --> 01:13:45.480
And so I want you tonight to just go ahead and claim your freedom.

1123
01:13:45.480 --> 01:13:50.240
Claim your freedom.

1124
01:13:50.240 --> 01:13:53.640
And before you go to bed tonight, I want you to pray to God, teach me, show me, heal me,

1125
01:13:53.640 --> 01:13:54.640
grow me.

1126
01:13:54.640 --> 01:14:03.800
God, I do not want to be like our brother James sitting by the pool of Bethesda when

1127
01:14:03.800 --> 01:14:10.520
the rescuer is standing in front of me.

1128
01:14:10.520 --> 01:14:15.400
I don't want my blessings to show up and for me to think that it's a trap, that it's a

1129
01:14:15.400 --> 01:14:22.120
prank, that it's something that I can't trust.

1130
01:14:22.120 --> 01:14:29.080
I don't want my spirit mate to show up and for me to have such a hard heart that I can't

1131
01:14:29.080 --> 01:14:33.600
let them in.

1132
01:14:33.600 --> 01:14:38.800
I want to receive right now in real time the blessings that you have for me.

1133
01:14:38.800 --> 01:14:41.880
No more self-sabotage.

1134
01:14:41.880 --> 01:14:44.640
No more self-limitation.

1135
01:14:44.640 --> 01:14:49.760
No more glass ceilings that don't exist.

1136
01:14:49.760 --> 01:14:53.600
In Jesus' name, amen.

1137
01:14:53.600 --> 01:14:56.040
Claim freedom, friends.

1138
01:14:56.040 --> 01:14:57.040
Claim freedom.

1139
01:14:57.040 --> 01:14:58.280
Some of you are going to have huge breakthroughs.

1140
01:15:00.000 --> 01:15:04.380
You're going to have huge breakthroughs, and they're going to manifest as promotions at

1141
01:15:04.380 --> 01:15:10.260
work where you think that you just were capped out because of your age.

1142
01:15:10.260 --> 01:15:16.260
For some of you, this is even an age thing, just like you've believed a lie that, you

1143
01:15:16.260 --> 01:15:20.480
know, this is as far as it goes.

1144
01:15:20.480 --> 01:15:24.500
Some of you are going to have relationship breakthroughs, like what Candy was talking

1145
01:15:24.500 --> 01:15:28.660
about, where hatchets will be buried.

1146
01:15:28.660 --> 01:15:30.420
Long-time feuds will just end.

1147
01:15:30.420 --> 01:15:36.100
No one will even remember what they were arguing about in the first place.

1148
01:15:36.100 --> 01:15:40.060
Some of you are no longer going to let some physical diagnosis that you've received hold

1149
01:15:40.060 --> 01:15:46.980
you back from going after your dreams, regardless of what it is, whatever handicap, disability,

1150
01:15:46.980 --> 01:15:51.020
limitation, you're just not going to do it.

1151
01:15:51.020 --> 01:15:55.460
I have a student who had chronic Lyme disease, almost killed her several times.

1152
01:15:55.460 --> 01:15:58.300
She almost died.

1153
01:15:58.300 --> 01:16:00.460
She got married, and she had a baby.

1154
01:16:00.460 --> 01:16:02.420
They told her she would never have a baby.

1155
01:16:02.420 --> 01:16:06.020
That baby just turned a year old.

1156
01:16:06.020 --> 01:16:08.020
Why?

1157
01:16:08.020 --> 01:16:09.540
Just because she just did.

1158
01:16:09.540 --> 01:16:13.820
She just decided she just was going to.

1159
01:16:13.820 --> 01:16:23.060
She's a professional dancer, used to be a professional cheerleader for an NBA team.

1160
01:16:23.060 --> 01:16:24.340
She went back to dancing.

1161
01:16:24.340 --> 01:16:25.900
She went back to acting.

1162
01:16:25.900 --> 01:16:33.540
She used to do all kinds of arts and entertainment stuff, and she just did it.

1163
01:16:33.540 --> 01:16:39.180
One day at a time, one step at a time, she just did it.

1164
01:16:39.180 --> 01:16:42.780
You can do it too.

1165
01:16:42.780 --> 01:16:44.660
Let go of the lie.

1166
01:16:44.660 --> 01:16:45.660
You're not stuck.

1167
01:16:45.660 --> 01:16:48.500
You don't need anyone to put you in the pool.

1168
01:16:48.500 --> 01:16:52.460
Yes, I have an angel right here with me.

1169
01:16:52.460 --> 01:16:55.740
I don't say that lightly because I'm not a woo-woo weirdo.

1170
01:16:56.580 --> 01:16:59.580
I just know it's true.

1171
01:16:59.580 --> 01:17:07.700
I've sensed this angel before, about 15 years ago.

1172
01:17:07.700 --> 01:17:08.700
But guess what?

1173
01:17:08.700 --> 01:17:11.100
You have angelic undergirding as well.

1174
01:17:11.100 --> 01:17:15.140
I'm not asking you to worship angels, but you can ask Holy Spirit to tell you what kind

1175
01:17:15.140 --> 01:17:19.860
of undergirding you have in your life right now that's helping you be successful.

1176
01:17:19.860 --> 01:17:21.660
What's that look like?

1177
01:17:21.660 --> 01:17:23.540
What are those angels here to do?

1178
01:17:23.540 --> 01:17:25.580
What are they there to do for you?

1179
01:17:25.580 --> 01:17:32.580
What kind of favor have they brought, and what kind of obstacles are they removing?

1180
01:17:32.580 --> 01:17:34.100
That's real stuff.

1181
01:17:34.100 --> 01:17:35.100
That's Bible stuff.

1182
01:17:35.100 --> 01:17:37.220
Go read your Bible.

1183
01:17:37.220 --> 01:17:41.180
I promise you it's there all over the place.

1184
01:17:41.180 --> 01:17:45.340
You think that that was just for those people?

1185
01:17:45.340 --> 01:17:50.700
We need that.

1186
01:17:50.700 --> 01:17:54.780
Part of the reason why we don't try to do things, part of the reason why we feel so

1187
01:17:54.980 --> 01:18:02.260
inadequate is because we forgot who we are and whose we are, who lives inside of us,

1188
01:18:02.260 --> 01:18:07.660
the Spirit that we're walking after that lives in us and is with us and dwells in us.

1189
01:18:07.660 --> 01:18:10.500
Like Jesus said, it's good for me to go because I'm going to send another, and he's going

1190
01:18:10.500 --> 01:18:12.140
to be with you and in you.

1191
01:18:12.140 --> 01:18:13.140
Who is that?

1192
01:18:13.140 --> 01:18:14.140
Holy Spirit.

1193
01:18:14.140 --> 01:18:15.140
Ephesians 3.20.

1194
01:18:15.140 --> 01:18:18.900
To him who, God, who is able to do what?

1195
01:18:18.900 --> 01:18:21.140
Exceedingly, abundantly, above all you can ask, think, or imagine.

1196
01:18:21.140 --> 01:18:22.140
By what?

1197
01:18:22.140 --> 01:18:23.140
The power that works in you.

1198
01:18:23.140 --> 01:18:24.140
Who do you think that is?

1199
01:18:24.140 --> 01:18:25.140
That's the Spirit.

1200
01:18:25.140 --> 01:18:31.300
So you have that, but then you also have these angelic messengers.

1201
01:18:31.300 --> 01:18:33.140
You have these angelic warriors.

1202
01:18:33.140 --> 01:18:38.060
If some of you could just see in the Spirit realm and see what's with you and what walks

1203
01:18:38.060 --> 01:18:43.340
with you, you'd stop being so scared all the time.

1204
01:18:43.340 --> 01:18:48.080
If you just knew.

1205
01:18:48.080 --> 01:18:52.060
And I want to say this right now because it's Mother's Day and we're healing mother wounds,

1206
01:18:52.060 --> 01:18:55.380
but some of you don't have a great relationship with the Holy Spirit because of those mother

1207
01:18:55.380 --> 01:18:56.620
wounds.

1208
01:18:56.620 --> 01:18:57.980
You're not good at being nurtured.

1209
01:18:57.980 --> 01:19:00.880
You're not good at being comforted.

1210
01:19:00.880 --> 01:19:05.700
You don't trust the ministry of Holy Spirit and you don't realize it, but it's because

1211
01:19:05.700 --> 01:19:09.700
you've had resentment built up against the feminine, because remember, God is both masculine

1212
01:19:09.700 --> 01:19:10.820
and feminine.

1213
01:19:10.820 --> 01:19:15.820
And for whatever reason, in my experience and in ministry for the last 29 years, the

1214
01:19:15.860 --> 01:19:25.620
people that had the biggest block to the Spirit were people that had the biggest mom wounds.

1215
01:19:25.620 --> 01:19:27.340
So pray into that.

1216
01:19:27.340 --> 01:19:32.740
You don't have to stay that way.

1217
01:19:32.740 --> 01:19:37.740
Holy Spirit is amazing, wonderful.

1218
01:19:37.740 --> 01:19:38.940
He is God.

1219
01:19:38.940 --> 01:19:39.660
You know that, right?

1220
01:19:46.780 --> 01:19:52.460
You will be comforted.

1221
01:19:52.460 --> 01:19:53.460
You will be held.

1222
01:19:53.460 --> 01:19:54.460
You will be nurtured.

1223
01:19:54.460 --> 01:19:55.580
You will be loved.

1224
01:19:55.580 --> 01:19:59.460
You will be counseled.

1225
01:19:59.460 --> 01:20:00.100
You will receive.

1226
01:20:00.000 --> 01:20:05.400
Steve downloads, you will receive wisdom, you will receive strategy.

1227
01:20:05.400 --> 01:20:08.360
I would love to let you guys go, and if you have to go, go ahead and go, but I just don't

1228
01:20:08.360 --> 01:20:09.360
feel a release yet.

1229
01:20:09.360 --> 01:20:14.160
I'm just going to just wait a couple more seconds here.

1230
01:20:14.160 --> 01:20:20.040
The angelic undergirding that you guys specifically have, and it is a changing of the guard.

1231
01:20:20.040 --> 01:20:23.240
I do believe that there are some angels that are assigned to you during your life.

1232
01:20:23.240 --> 01:20:25.760
That's wonderful, but there's a changing of the guard.

1233
01:20:25.760 --> 01:20:29.960
There's a certain angelic undergirding that comes into your life for particular seasons

1234
01:20:29.960 --> 01:20:40.000
and reasons, and so asking God to show you what is with you in this season of your life

1235
01:20:40.000 --> 01:20:45.960
and for what reason it's with you, that would be a really good prayer.

1236
01:20:45.960 --> 01:20:54.900
Not so that you can be weird about it and sit around and try to talk to the angels that

1237
01:20:54.900 --> 01:21:00.380
you can't see, no, no one's doing that, okay?

1238
01:21:00.380 --> 01:21:04.620
It's just helpful to know what's going on in the spirit realm.

1239
01:21:04.620 --> 01:21:09.040
The Bible says that we can understand.

1240
01:21:09.040 --> 01:21:13.820
We can seek understanding and we can gain understanding, and I think some of you just

1241
01:21:13.820 --> 01:21:18.300
need to understand Psalm 91.

1242
01:21:18.300 --> 01:21:22.560
There's angels with you, protecting you.

1243
01:21:22.560 --> 01:21:27.840
Some of you are afraid of this new virus that just came out, this, I don't know, Pandora

1244
01:21:27.840 --> 01:21:28.840
virus.

1245
01:21:28.840 --> 01:21:29.840
I forget what it's called.

1246
01:21:29.840 --> 01:21:39.040
Hantamama, antamama, I don't know, but here's the thing.

1247
01:21:39.040 --> 01:21:45.480
Psalm 91 says, if 1,000 fall at your side and 10,000 at your other side, the plague

1248
01:21:45.480 --> 01:21:52.320
will not come to you, didn't that what it says?

1249
01:21:53.080 --> 01:22:01.880
I read some stuff about it today, just randomly, and I was like, that sounds bad.

1250
01:22:01.880 --> 01:22:18.480
That sounds real bad, but again, if we only knew what's with us, isn't that what the prophet

1251
01:22:18.480 --> 01:22:19.480
said to God?

1252
01:22:19.640 --> 01:22:22.680
He said, can you open my servant's eyes so that he can see that there's more with us

1253
01:22:22.680 --> 01:22:25.840
than there are against us?

1254
01:22:25.840 --> 01:22:29.640
Isn't that a scripture?

1255
01:22:29.640 --> 01:22:32.320
Pray that scripture.

1256
01:22:32.320 --> 01:22:37.520
Say God, open your servant's eyes, meaning yourself, open your servant's eyes and let

1257
01:22:37.520 --> 01:22:45.200
me see that there are more with me than there are against me.

1258
01:22:45.200 --> 01:22:48.200
Help me to understand that I roll deep.

1259
01:22:48.200 --> 01:22:51.560
It's not just me out here by myself, and those of you, because you're single and you

1260
01:22:51.560 --> 01:22:57.160
probably do feel very solitary, but remember, God's not only placing you in community and

1261
01:22:57.160 --> 01:23:00.480
family like this one, where you're surrounded and defended.

1262
01:23:00.480 --> 01:23:05.400
This is part of your God defense system, but you also have, you know, angelic undergirding

1263
01:23:05.400 --> 01:23:06.400
with you.

1264
01:23:06.400 --> 01:23:08.680
And I don't know, I, you know, I, you guys know me for those of you that have been around

1265
01:23:08.680 --> 01:23:09.680
for a while.

1266
01:23:09.680 --> 01:23:10.680
I never talk about angels.

1267
01:23:10.680 --> 01:23:15.400
I just really feel like God wants me to talk about angels tonight.

1268
01:23:15.400 --> 01:23:19.280
And as you can see, my knowledge of this is very limited.

1269
01:23:19.280 --> 01:23:20.920
I just know what the Bible says.

1270
01:23:20.920 --> 01:23:22.160
I know what it shows.

1271
01:23:22.160 --> 01:23:24.160
I know that we don't need to overthink this.

1272
01:23:24.160 --> 01:23:30.800
We don't need to get books on it and dig into it and try to, you know, communicate with

1273
01:23:30.800 --> 01:23:32.040
angels or worship angels.

1274
01:23:32.040 --> 01:23:33.040
This is what I know.

1275
01:23:33.040 --> 01:23:38.440
I know that angels are part of the God defense system, and they're also part of the God delivery

1276
01:23:38.440 --> 01:23:39.440
system.

1277
01:23:39.440 --> 01:23:43.760
God uses angels to deliver things to us, okay?

1278
01:23:43.760 --> 01:23:51.560
To defend us, to deliver us, to walk with us, to fight for us, to clear the way, to

1279
01:23:51.560 --> 01:23:56.000
give us favor.

1280
01:23:56.000 --> 01:23:57.000
Angels bring revelation.

1281
01:23:57.000 --> 01:23:58.000
They bring strategy.

1282
01:23:58.000 --> 01:24:05.600
They bring all kinds of stuff, and it's okay for you to pray and ask, God, what are you

1283
01:24:05.600 --> 01:24:08.640
strategizing in my life?

1284
01:24:08.640 --> 01:24:16.560
What kind of protection plan is in my life right now?

1285
01:24:16.560 --> 01:24:23.320
Help me to feel surrounded by you, by heaven.

1286
01:24:23.320 --> 01:24:25.920
I know my friend James, and you guys pray for him.

1287
01:24:25.920 --> 01:24:26.920
Please pray for him.

1288
01:24:26.920 --> 01:24:27.920
I'm not mad at him.

1289
01:24:27.920 --> 01:24:28.920
I don't want you to think I'm mad at him.

1290
01:24:28.920 --> 01:24:35.000
I'm just mad at the devil, and I'm also really, really mad that this horrible victim-mindedness

1291
01:24:35.000 --> 01:24:39.160
is keeping him from the very thing that God is trying to bless him with, and I don't want

1292
01:24:39.160 --> 01:24:40.840
that for myself, and I don't want that for you.

1293
01:24:40.840 --> 01:24:45.680
God's trying to bless you with something right now, and your fists are closed, and I don't

1294
01:24:45.680 --> 01:24:49.200
want that for you, and I don't want that for me, but you know what?

1295
01:24:49.200 --> 01:24:53.960
The only reason James is alive is because there's angels with him.

1296
01:24:53.960 --> 01:24:56.520
He should not be alive.

1297
01:24:56.520 --> 01:24:58.480
He should have died many, many, many times.

1298
01:25:00.000 --> 01:25:05.800
But he didn't because he's being angelically protected, and that's true of some of you

1299
01:25:05.800 --> 01:25:06.800
too.

1300
01:25:06.800 --> 01:25:07.800
You've been in some weird situations.

1301
01:25:07.800 --> 01:25:10.160
You've been in some precarious situations.

1302
01:25:10.160 --> 01:25:14.920
Some of you have been in situations where you should have not lived, and you don't even

1303
01:25:14.920 --> 01:25:15.920
know.

1304
01:25:15.920 --> 01:25:18.160
You don't even know what you were spared or saved from.

1305
01:25:18.160 --> 01:25:20.080
You won't even know on this side of heaven.

1306
01:25:20.080 --> 01:25:25.400
You're not going to ever know.

1307
01:25:25.400 --> 01:25:33.600
Some evil spirit determining evil against you through a person or through a situation.

1308
01:25:33.600 --> 01:25:36.480
Some of you know this story because you've been around for a really long time.

1309
01:25:36.480 --> 01:25:44.520
But when I was a teenager, I moved to a new town to live with my biological dad.

1310
01:25:44.520 --> 01:25:51.200
After failed girl's home and failed foster situations, I tried to live with my biological

1311
01:25:51.200 --> 01:25:52.200
dad for three months.

1312
01:25:52.200 --> 01:25:53.200
It didn't work out.

1313
01:25:53.200 --> 01:25:54.680
He kicked me out.

1314
01:25:54.680 --> 01:25:57.400
But during that time frame, I was new to this town.

1315
01:25:57.400 --> 01:25:59.520
It was kind of a rough scene.

1316
01:25:59.520 --> 01:26:04.680
I went over a friend's house from school, my only friend that I met at school.

1317
01:26:04.680 --> 01:26:08.920
I went over their house, and there were some other people there.

1318
01:26:08.920 --> 01:26:15.720
And long story short, I got kidnapped by a gang.

1319
01:26:15.720 --> 01:26:24.680
Now, they didn't like, you know, put a blindfold on me and stick me in a trunk or something.

1320
01:26:24.680 --> 01:26:30.920
They just very persuasively, like, hey, you don't have a choice, had me get in the car

1321
01:26:30.920 --> 01:26:34.640
and go with them.

1322
01:26:34.640 --> 01:26:40.640
And while I was in the car, I was 16 years old, while I was in the car with five huge

1323
01:26:40.640 --> 01:26:44.040
dudes.

1324
01:26:44.040 --> 01:26:50.960
One of the guys in the backseat started to take his pants off because he was going to

1325
01:26:50.960 --> 01:26:56.360
force me to, you know, you know.

1326
01:26:56.360 --> 01:27:00.480
And I don't even know what language I would be able to use right now, but you understand

1327
01:27:00.480 --> 01:27:02.160
what was going to happen here.

1328
01:27:02.160 --> 01:27:09.040
And you guys, when I tell you, and I didn't know Jesus, and I tell you that the craziest

1329
01:27:09.040 --> 01:27:10.720
calm came over me.

1330
01:27:10.720 --> 01:27:11.720
What was that?

1331
01:27:11.720 --> 01:27:13.440
That was an angel.

1332
01:27:13.440 --> 01:27:16.000
The craziest calmness came over me.

1333
01:27:16.000 --> 01:27:21.040
Instead of freaking out, screaming, and yelling, and trying to jump out of the car, I got really

1334
01:27:21.040 --> 01:27:27.480
calm and I began to say things that made no sense to my human mind.

1335
01:27:27.480 --> 01:27:31.560
I started saying things like, hey, you know, why don't we just wait till we get back to

1336
01:27:31.560 --> 01:27:32.560
the house?

1337
01:27:32.560 --> 01:27:34.800
You know, come on, baby, not here, not like.

1338
01:27:34.800 --> 01:27:37.160
I started talking crazy, y'all.

1339
01:27:37.160 --> 01:27:43.120
And he's like, oh, yeah, yeah, girl, yeah, you know, that's good, that's good.

1340
01:27:43.120 --> 01:27:48.360
So they were taking me to like their gang house.

1341
01:27:48.360 --> 01:27:54.560
And right before we got there, this is a true story, we were in the outskirts.

1342
01:27:54.560 --> 01:27:58.560
And as soon as we came into the town and we went down the street, we turned the corner

1343
01:27:58.560 --> 01:28:02.800
and the whole street, this is 10 o'clock at night, the whole street was filled with people.

1344
01:28:02.800 --> 01:28:05.840
All kinds of people were out in the street.

1345
01:28:05.840 --> 01:28:09.080
And the driver of the car rolled down his window, he's like, what's going on?

1346
01:28:09.080 --> 01:28:16.640
Their house had been shot up by a drive-by shooting.

1347
01:28:16.640 --> 01:28:21.680
And so all of them, they barely even put the car in park, they jumped out of that car so

1348
01:28:21.680 --> 01:28:25.640
fast and they ran into this mob of people.

1349
01:28:25.640 --> 01:28:28.200
They ran, they jumped out of the car, they ran into the mob of people.

1350
01:28:28.200 --> 01:28:33.680
And when they did that, I started running like crazy.

1351
01:28:33.680 --> 01:28:37.600
I jumped out of that car and I just started running in the direction of my dad's house.

1352
01:28:37.600 --> 01:28:38.600
I was far away.

1353
01:28:38.600 --> 01:28:41.480
I was a couple of miles from it.

1354
01:28:41.480 --> 01:28:46.440
But I was also almost six feet tall and an athlete at 16 years old.

1355
01:28:46.440 --> 01:28:47.720
I was running and running.

1356
01:28:47.720 --> 01:28:50.880
And one of them, the guy who had been in the back seat next to me who had started to take

1357
01:28:50.880 --> 01:28:56.080
his pants off, he saw me take off and start running and he started chasing me.

1358
01:28:56.080 --> 01:28:57.080
But guess what?

1359
01:28:57.080 --> 01:29:01.400
He was too fat and he could not catch me.

1360
01:29:01.400 --> 01:29:02.840
He could not catch me.

1361
01:29:02.840 --> 01:29:04.760
I was a gingerbread man.

1362
01:29:04.760 --> 01:29:08.120
There was no catching me if you can.

1363
01:29:08.120 --> 01:29:12.040
But you guys, I didn't know Jesus and I was just like, whoa, you know, that's amazing.

1364
01:29:12.040 --> 01:29:13.280
I escaped.

1365
01:29:13.280 --> 01:29:14.280
God knows what.

1366
01:29:14.280 --> 01:29:16.280
God knows what.

1367
01:29:16.280 --> 01:29:18.280
Okay?

1368
01:29:18.280 --> 01:29:21.040
Gang rape, probably.

1369
01:29:21.040 --> 01:29:26.560
But I will tell you this, when I became a believer at 22, so like six years later when

1370
01:29:26.560 --> 01:29:32.720
I became a believer, I remembered that and I was like, oh my God, you saved me.

1371
01:29:32.720 --> 01:29:34.640
That was you.

1372
01:29:34.640 --> 01:29:35.640
But it was angelic.

1373
01:29:35.640 --> 01:29:39.400
You guys, it was angelic.

1374
01:29:39.400 --> 01:29:52.680
So I don't know why God wants you to be just aware in this season of angelic help and assistance,

1375
01:29:52.680 --> 01:29:55.600
but he does want you to be aware of it.

1376
01:29:55.600 --> 01:29:56.600
I feel it so strongly.

1377
01:29:56.600 --> 01:29:57.880
Candy, do you feel it too?

1378
01:30:00.000 --> 01:30:01.000
Do I lose her?

1379
01:30:01.000 --> 01:30:02.000
Absolutely.

1380
01:30:02.000 --> 01:30:03.000
Absolutely.

1381
01:30:03.000 --> 01:30:04.000
I do.

1382
01:30:04.000 --> 01:30:05.000
Okay.

1383
01:30:05.000 --> 01:30:07.000
Do you have anything to add to the angel conversation?

1384
01:30:07.000 --> 01:30:09.000
Oh, absolutely.

1385
01:30:09.000 --> 01:30:10.000
Yeah.

1386
01:30:10.000 --> 01:30:11.000
Okay.

1387
01:30:11.000 --> 01:30:12.000
Go ahead.

1388
01:30:12.000 --> 01:30:17.280
You know, I'm in the Dan McCollum trainer school again, so there's a, yeah.

1389
01:30:17.280 --> 01:30:18.280
Thank you, Lord.

1390
01:30:18.280 --> 01:30:23.360
I could have my good friend, Dan, come and teach on angels, but you add what you got.

1391
01:30:23.360 --> 01:30:25.240
Well, thank you, Lord.

1392
01:30:25.240 --> 01:30:27.640
First, I just want to sit here for a second.

1393
01:30:27.640 --> 01:30:28.640
Thank you.

1394
01:30:28.640 --> 01:30:32.440
We acknowledge your presence.

1395
01:30:32.440 --> 01:30:38.320
We acknowledge your angelic, the angels.

1396
01:30:38.320 --> 01:30:39.320
Thank you, Lord.

1397
01:30:39.320 --> 01:30:43.200
Let's just sit here for a sec.

1398
01:30:43.200 --> 01:30:45.760
Wow.

1399
01:30:45.760 --> 01:30:48.760
It's so thick.

1400
01:30:48.760 --> 01:30:50.800
Wow.

1401
01:30:50.800 --> 01:30:56.520
Okay, so here's what I feel led to say.

1402
01:30:56.520 --> 01:31:03.240
I have angels on my property, and God has shown me what they look like.

1403
01:31:03.240 --> 01:31:08.960
They look like soldiers that are at the castle in England with the black and the red, you

1404
01:31:08.960 --> 01:31:13.560
know, soldiers, and they've never moved.

1405
01:31:13.560 --> 01:31:15.960
They're just there, right?

1406
01:31:15.960 --> 01:31:17.840
I know they're there.

1407
01:31:17.840 --> 01:31:20.760
They're protecting me.

1408
01:31:20.760 --> 01:31:28.640
So what I feel also led to say is let's make sure we're aware.

1409
01:31:28.640 --> 01:31:31.760
Let's make sure that we're cognizant.

1410
01:31:31.760 --> 01:31:44.320
Let's make sure that we are acknowledging the angel protection.

1411
01:31:44.320 --> 01:31:47.840
And Psalm 91 is what's highlighted mostly to me.

1412
01:31:47.840 --> 01:31:50.080
Yes, I agree.

1413
01:31:50.080 --> 01:31:57.000
A prayer that I have prayed every day for I don't know how long now is in Revelation,

1414
01:31:57.000 --> 01:32:03.640
and it says, by the word of my testimony and the blood of the lamb, I and my family and

1415
01:32:03.640 --> 01:32:08.560
my property and their property and this community are protected.

1416
01:32:08.560 --> 01:32:12.840
The enemy cannot touch us.

1417
01:32:12.840 --> 01:32:17.480
And it says that we have everything that Psalm 91 says.

1418
01:32:17.480 --> 01:32:20.280
We are hidden under the shadow of the Almighty.

1419
01:32:20.280 --> 01:32:26.480
No foe can withstand because of the word of our mouth, the blood of the lamb and the word

1420
01:32:26.480 --> 01:32:30.080
of our testimony and believing it.

1421
01:32:30.080 --> 01:32:32.520
We believe it and we receive it.

1422
01:32:32.520 --> 01:32:33.520
That's it.

1423
01:32:33.520 --> 01:32:34.520
We believe it.

1424
01:32:34.520 --> 01:32:35.520
We receive it.

1425
01:32:35.520 --> 01:32:36.520
We acknowledge it.

1426
01:32:36.520 --> 01:32:37.520
Jackie, did you want to say something else?

1427
01:32:37.520 --> 01:32:41.000
No, I was just saying, I agree.

1428
01:32:41.000 --> 01:32:42.000
I agree with all that.

1429
01:32:42.000 --> 01:32:44.760
I agree with everything that you're saying right now.

1430
01:32:44.760 --> 01:32:46.000
I agree with it.

1431
01:32:46.000 --> 01:32:50.400
I'm coming to agreement with it.

1432
01:32:50.400 --> 01:32:52.080
You asked what revelation.

1433
01:32:52.080 --> 01:32:55.880
So it is and I would love to read it actually.

1434
01:32:55.880 --> 01:33:08.640
I have it memorized at this point.

1435
01:33:08.640 --> 01:33:09.640
Go ahead and read it.

1436
01:33:09.640 --> 01:33:10.640
You can.

1437
01:33:10.640 --> 01:33:14.640
I'm at my mom's so I'm slow to get my verse, but I'm getting it.

1438
01:33:14.640 --> 01:33:15.640
Okay.

1439
01:33:15.640 --> 01:33:22.200
We overcame him by the blood of the lamb, it's revelation 12, 11.

1440
01:33:22.200 --> 01:33:27.240
And by the word of their testimony, y'all come on Jackie's testimony, my testimony,

1441
01:33:27.240 --> 01:33:28.240
our test.

1442
01:33:28.240 --> 01:33:30.880
We all have a testimony and they loved not their lives.

1443
01:33:30.880 --> 01:33:33.940
It goes on to, you know, to some other things.

1444
01:33:33.940 --> 01:33:41.320
But the main key is we overcame, we've he's already, the enemy's already defeated.

1445
01:33:41.320 --> 01:33:44.920
I'm just saying it out loud.

1446
01:33:44.920 --> 01:33:52.840
And when I say it out loud and I mean it, it's true.

1447
01:33:52.840 --> 01:33:55.640
It's true.

1448
01:33:55.640 --> 01:34:01.280
And also, you know what else with that is I'm not only protected and we're not only

1449
01:34:01.280 --> 01:34:04.640
protected, but we're healed.

1450
01:34:04.640 --> 01:34:08.520
We're delivered and we're set free.

1451
01:34:08.520 --> 01:34:09.520
I love what you said.

1452
01:34:09.520 --> 01:34:12.180
And I'm feeling that we're protected and directed.

1453
01:34:12.180 --> 01:34:13.940
This is how we get direction.

1454
01:34:13.960 --> 01:34:18.740
This is how, you know, you think that, Oh, you know, I think I'm just going to go to

1455
01:34:18.740 --> 01:34:23.260
Chick-fil-A today and you know, I haven't been there in a while and I'm just having

1456
01:34:23.260 --> 01:34:29.340
a hankering for some Chick-fil-A, you know, that could be angelic assistance.

1457
01:34:29.340 --> 01:34:31.060
That could be what that is.

1458
01:34:31.060 --> 01:34:32.060
Okay.

1459
01:34:32.060 --> 01:34:39.340
Holy spirit leading you, angels directing you, you know, divine appointments happening.

1460
01:34:39.340 --> 01:34:45.740
I can't tell you how many times I've been in the right place at the right time.

1461
01:34:45.740 --> 01:34:46.740
Weird stuff.

1462
01:34:46.740 --> 01:34:58.620
And it's always that.

1463
01:34:58.620 --> 01:35:00.020
I've had so many encounters.

1464
01:35:00.000 --> 01:35:06.480
Just in the last, like, I don't know, six months, like almost every day.

1465
01:35:06.480 --> 01:35:09.760
So thank you, God, for the presence.

1466
01:35:09.760 --> 01:35:16.820
Your presence is so, it's 100% tangible right now.

1467
01:35:16.820 --> 01:35:18.600
It's open heaven, y'all.

1468
01:35:18.600 --> 01:35:19.600
Ask.

1469
01:35:19.600 --> 01:35:26.560
The thing that separates us from the dimensions, you guys, I'm just, I have nothing.

1470
01:35:26.560 --> 01:35:28.680
I have no proof of this.

1471
01:35:28.680 --> 01:35:33.680
I have never heard this before, but I'm telling you, I feel Holy Spirit saying that it's

1472
01:35:33.680 --> 01:35:36.920
very thin right now.

1473
01:35:36.920 --> 01:35:38.440
It's very thin.

1474
01:35:38.440 --> 01:35:42.120
What separates us from the dimension, we're all our loved ones, some of your mothers that

1475
01:35:42.120 --> 01:35:46.880
have gone on, like my mothers, all the people that we love, the whole angelic realm, all

1476
01:35:46.880 --> 01:35:52.360
the things, what separates the dimensions, you know, from us, like just being in that

1477
01:35:52.360 --> 01:35:56.600
dimension, the separate dimensions, is very, very thin right now.

1478
01:35:56.600 --> 01:35:59.400
There's lots of angelic activity right now.

1479
01:35:59.400 --> 01:36:00.880
And I don't just mean right now tonight.

1480
01:36:00.880 --> 01:36:06.880
I mean, right now in this season, lots of angelic activity, lots of intercessions happening.

1481
01:36:06.880 --> 01:36:09.560
There's lots of supernatural stuff happening.

1482
01:36:09.560 --> 01:36:11.920
For those of you, I know Michael was a missionary.

1483
01:36:11.920 --> 01:36:13.120
He still feels called to missions.

1484
01:36:13.120 --> 01:36:18.200
A lot of you missionary-minded people, you go overseas, you see all kinds of crazy miracle

1485
01:36:18.200 --> 01:36:25.200
signs and wonders, and these places where it's thin, there's thinness for whatever reason

1486
01:36:25.200 --> 01:36:28.400
between the supernatural dimensions.

1487
01:36:28.400 --> 01:36:33.520
For whatever reason, America, there's just been a huge block to the supernatural.

1488
01:36:33.520 --> 01:36:34.520
There's just been a huge block.

1489
01:36:34.520 --> 01:36:36.800
I feel like there's been a lot of opposition.

1490
01:36:36.800 --> 01:36:40.840
There's also just been a lot of obstacles for whatever reason, but it's thin.

1491
01:36:40.840 --> 01:36:41.840
I can feel it.

1492
01:36:41.840 --> 01:36:42.840
It's thin.

1493
01:36:42.840 --> 01:36:46.760
And so we're going to see all kinds of miracle signs and wonders in America.

1494
01:36:46.760 --> 01:36:51.720
We're going to see the kind that we only see when we go overseas, where people's legs grow

1495
01:36:51.720 --> 01:36:54.960
and people's eyeballs come back into their sockets.

1496
01:36:55.720 --> 01:37:00.640
My good friend that I know personally, that used to be my pastor, literally prayed for

1497
01:37:00.640 --> 01:37:05.920
someone and saw them grow an eyeball right in front of his eyes.

1498
01:37:05.920 --> 01:37:07.020
He's not lying, friends.

1499
01:37:07.020 --> 01:37:08.020
He's not making it up.

1500
01:37:08.020 --> 01:37:10.120
I know him personally.

1501
01:37:10.120 --> 01:37:11.400
He's seen so many things.

1502
01:37:11.400 --> 01:37:16.320
He's raised several people from the dead in other countries, but I'm telling you, I just

1503
01:37:16.320 --> 01:37:17.320
feel it.

1504
01:37:17.320 --> 01:37:21.200
I feel that there's a shift that's happening and there's just a thinness.

1505
01:37:21.200 --> 01:37:22.960
I can't explain it any other way.

1506
01:37:22.960 --> 01:37:24.440
I don't even have language for it.

1507
01:37:24.440 --> 01:37:27.480
I couldn't even give you language for it.

1508
01:37:27.480 --> 01:37:32.080
If you get in the spirit with me right now and you don't think that I'm kooky and crazy,

1509
01:37:32.080 --> 01:37:36.200
you will also feel, you won't need me to give you language because you'll feel what I'm

1510
01:37:36.200 --> 01:37:39.200
feeling right now.

1511
01:37:39.200 --> 01:37:40.680
It's not just for tonight.

1512
01:37:40.680 --> 01:37:41.680
It's a thinness.

1513
01:37:41.680 --> 01:37:42.680
Sorry.

1514
01:37:42.680 --> 01:37:44.640
I feel like it's in the mind.

1515
01:37:44.640 --> 01:37:46.880
Like my, my head is on fire.

1516
01:37:46.880 --> 01:37:47.880
Yeah.

1517
01:37:47.880 --> 01:37:49.760
I feel like something going on.

1518
01:37:49.760 --> 01:37:55.800
you said about declaring, like break the lie off and then declare and decree the truth.

1519
01:37:55.800 --> 01:37:59.200
My, my whole head is just literally on fire.

1520
01:37:59.200 --> 01:38:04.600
So if you want a renewed mind, take it, take it.

1521
01:38:04.600 --> 01:38:06.200
He's doing something.

1522
01:38:06.200 --> 01:38:09.800
Yes, yes, yes.

1523
01:38:09.800 --> 01:38:12.160
We declare that right now.

1524
01:38:12.160 --> 01:38:15.560
We declare that right now.

1525
01:38:15.560 --> 01:38:19.960
Kandi's mom was supposed to pass away years ago, but she didn't.

1526
01:38:19.960 --> 01:38:22.400
She had all kinds of stuff going on with her head.

1527
01:38:22.400 --> 01:38:25.000
Kandi had stuff going on with her lungs.

1528
01:38:25.000 --> 01:38:26.840
I've had all kinds of stuff going on.

1529
01:38:26.840 --> 01:38:28.560
There's been all kinds of different things.

1530
01:38:28.560 --> 01:38:31.800
Different people have been healed right on these calls.

1531
01:38:31.800 --> 01:38:34.600
One of our guys got healed.

1532
01:38:34.600 --> 01:38:38.280
One of our ladies got healed.

1533
01:38:38.280 --> 01:38:41.840
Clean bill of health kind of healings, like, you know, whatever was going on is gone.

1534
01:38:41.840 --> 01:38:48.960
Like, you know, you know, catastrophic diseases, all the different things, whatever, but not

1535
01:38:48.960 --> 01:38:49.960
just that.

1536
01:38:49.960 --> 01:38:59.920
You guys, not just physical healing, but also being able to tangibly encounter God.

1537
01:38:59.920 --> 01:39:02.880
I really want to encourage you when you get off this call, just take some time to pray.

1538
01:39:02.880 --> 01:39:04.400
If you have your prayer language, pray in it.

1539
01:39:04.400 --> 01:39:07.960
If you don't, just walk around.

1540
01:39:07.960 --> 01:39:11.160
Don't just stay, don't just stay still.

1541
01:39:11.480 --> 01:39:12.480
Walk around.

1542
01:39:12.480 --> 01:39:15.720
I have this carpet, the toucan carpet in my, in my dining room.

1543
01:39:15.720 --> 01:39:16.960
I'm on it right now.

1544
01:39:16.960 --> 01:39:18.880
I'm walking around in circles.

1545
01:39:18.880 --> 01:39:21.440
Just walk and just, and just pray.

1546
01:39:21.440 --> 01:39:26.440
If you don't have your prayer language, just pray, say, God, I'm listening.

1547
01:39:26.440 --> 01:39:27.800
I'm your servant.

1548
01:39:27.800 --> 01:39:29.240
Open my eyes.

1549
01:39:29.240 --> 01:39:33.200
Show me that there are more with me than there are against me.

1550
01:39:33.200 --> 01:39:35.000
God doesn't care if you're repetitive.

1551
01:39:35.000 --> 01:39:39.760
You don't have to figure out some great stuff to say to God.

1552
01:39:40.280 --> 01:39:43.280
Ask him about what we're talking about right now.

1553
01:39:43.280 --> 01:39:45.000
Jackie said there's a thinness.

1554
01:39:45.000 --> 01:39:46.040
She doesn't know what that means.

1555
01:39:46.040 --> 01:39:47.040
I don't know what that means.

1556
01:39:47.040 --> 01:39:49.000
God, show me what that means.

1557
01:39:49.000 --> 01:39:51.360
Show me how that impacts me.

1558
01:39:51.360 --> 01:39:53.960
Show me what angels are assigned to me in this season.

1559
01:39:53.960 --> 01:39:55.360
What are they doing in my life?

1560
01:39:55.360 --> 01:39:57.600
Tell me, show me, teach me, grow me.

1561
01:39:57.600 --> 01:39:59.960
Come on, you guys.

1562
01:40:00.000 --> 01:40:05.640
thinness. I get so frustrated. I drive the streets and I see all these elderly people

1563
01:40:05.640 --> 01:40:11.120
that are homeless and there's nothing I can do. I feel so powerless and I feel so helpless.

1564
01:40:11.120 --> 01:40:14.960
I give them 20 bucks here and there and I'll take them some food or whatever, but I can't

1565
01:40:14.960 --> 01:40:21.760
solve this problem. I feel like we're in a thin place where supernatural stuff's going

1566
01:40:21.760 --> 01:40:28.120
to start happening. For all these things that we've been so concerned about that are way

1567
01:40:28.120 --> 01:40:43.360
out of our control. Supernatural stuff. Supernatural vision and provision. Supernatural miracles.

1568
01:40:43.360 --> 01:40:46.680
And I don't mean just little miracles. It was a miracle that my brother is finally not

1569
01:40:46.680 --> 01:40:50.960
homeless and he has a home and that's great and wonderful, but I don't want just that.

1570
01:40:50.960 --> 01:40:54.600
I want him to be fully in his right mind. I want him to be restored to family and to

1571
01:40:54.600 --> 01:40:58.240
his children. I want him to be someone his children admire and look up to. I want all

1572
01:40:58.240 --> 01:41:02.760
the gifts and talents of his youth because he was so talented when we were kids. I remember

1573
01:41:02.760 --> 01:41:06.920
being so envious of him because he could do anything and he was good at everything. I

1574
01:41:06.920 --> 01:41:12.360
want it to be restored to him. I want him to be able to have a livelihood that he is

1575
01:41:12.360 --> 01:41:23.840
respected for and to be a person that he is not ashamed of. Why not? Why can't that happen?

1576
01:41:23.840 --> 01:41:33.400
It would be a miracle. It would be a miracle of miracles. It's then, you guys. Father,

1577
01:41:33.400 --> 01:41:39.080
we just lean into you right now as we end our time together. Everyone is going to go

1578
01:41:39.080 --> 01:41:45.080
off into their separate places and I pray, God, that there be a stirring. You're stirring

1579
01:41:45.080 --> 01:41:49.040
just like the angel stirring the water. That same angel that stirred the water at Bethesda

1580
01:41:49.040 --> 01:41:54.000
is here walking this carpet with me right now. I just want to say right now that their

1581
01:41:54.000 --> 01:41:58.960
water is being stirred right now. The sound of my voice, Lord, is stirring the water,

1582
01:41:58.960 --> 01:42:03.840
Lord, inside of them. It's stirring them up. It's stirring up things that are inside of

1583
01:42:03.840 --> 01:42:09.200
them. The dormant things are becoming alive inside of them. Desires and ideas are coming

1584
01:42:09.200 --> 01:42:16.160
alive. Passion is coming alive. Hunger is coming alive right now inside of them. Inside

1585
01:42:16.160 --> 01:42:19.440
of them, they're being stirred up. They're being stirred up. They're being stirred up.

1586
01:42:19.440 --> 01:42:23.680
They don't want status quo. They're not going to sit anymore in victimhood. They're not

1587
01:42:23.680 --> 01:42:28.360
going to sit and just look at everybody else having what it is that they want and never

1588
01:42:28.360 --> 01:42:31.920
reaching out for it, never believing that they can have it. They're not going to do

1589
01:42:31.920 --> 01:42:35.400
that anymore. They're not going to. They're going to break through. They're going to break

1590
01:42:35.400 --> 01:42:41.440
free. Freedom. We just declare freedom right now, but not just freedom for the moment,

1591
01:42:41.440 --> 01:42:46.240
but freedom for momentum. There is going to be an understanding of the thinness that

1592
01:42:46.240 --> 01:42:51.360
we're all experiencing right now in this season. There's a thinness, and we can understand

1593
01:42:51.360 --> 01:42:56.740
what the thinness means in our lives. We can move in the Spirit like we never have before.

1594
01:42:56.740 --> 01:43:05.040
We can have supernatural movement of heaven flowing through our lives and our circumstances.

1595
01:43:05.040 --> 01:43:09.840
We can have it. We can have it. It belongs to us. We can have it, and it's here right

1596
01:43:09.840 --> 01:43:16.480
now. It's available to us. We declare it, Laura. We declare it. We thank you for it.

1597
01:43:16.480 --> 01:43:23.680
Stir them up, Lord. Stir them up, Lord. Break all the lies off of them that are keeping

1598
01:43:23.680 --> 01:43:27.960
them sitting in the traffic, God. Break all the lies off of them that are keeping them

1599
01:43:27.960 --> 01:43:33.880
from being able to activate whatever it is right now that you're activating in them,

1600
01:43:33.880 --> 01:43:38.720
all of them being activated right now. You guys, this is a very unusual call. There's

1601
01:43:38.720 --> 01:43:43.560
only 81 of us on here. I know that there's going to be people available, this available

1602
01:43:43.560 --> 01:43:47.760
for people in replay because I did hit record at the beginning, but we've all almost been

1603
01:43:47.760 --> 01:43:52.400
on here for two hours. We don't usually do this, but I'm telling you, there is something

1604
01:43:52.400 --> 01:43:58.280
that's changed. There is something that is shifted. There is a great amount. I've walked

1605
01:43:58.280 --> 01:44:03.040
with Jesus for almost 30 years. I'll celebrate 30 years in the summertime, and I'm telling

1606
01:44:03.040 --> 01:44:11.520
you right now, I have never, ever felt this amount of angelic movement. The angels are

1607
01:44:11.520 --> 01:44:18.080
on the move. I don't think that you understand how many of them there are. I don't think

1608
01:44:18.080 --> 01:44:25.560
that you understand how many of them there are. The sheer numbers of heaven, the host

1609
01:44:25.560 --> 01:44:30.840
of heaven is much greater than you think it is. For some reason, there's a great amount

1610
01:44:30.840 --> 01:44:39.480
of movement that we can actually sense and feel. A lot of it, it goes under the radar

1611
01:44:39.480 --> 01:44:43.960
of the humans. Some of us have gifts where we can see and sense into the spirit realm

1612
01:44:43.960 --> 01:44:49.920
like my friend Deanno that Candy was talking about, and that's great. But for most of us,

1613
01:44:49.920 --> 01:44:54.560
those movements go undetected. Yes, God's still working through angel assistance. We

1614
01:44:54.560 --> 01:45:00.320
just aren't aware of it at all. But I'm telling you, the awareness right now

1615
01:45:00.000 --> 01:45:04.240
is, like, level 10.

1616
01:45:04.240 --> 01:45:06.200
And I'm not someone who feels this kind of stuff.

1617
01:45:06.200 --> 01:45:07.520
I'm not a feeler.

1618
01:45:07.520 --> 01:45:08.520
That's not what I do.

1619
01:45:08.520 --> 01:45:11.000
That's not my gift.

1620
01:45:11.000 --> 01:45:12.000
I feel it.

1621
01:45:12.000 --> 01:45:18.120
I know that it's true, and I know that it's very, very thin, so I'm asking you to press

1622
01:45:18.120 --> 01:45:23.280
through into it for your own sake and for whatever it is that God's doing.

1623
01:45:23.280 --> 01:45:26.200
But the angels, they're moving.

1624
01:45:26.200 --> 01:45:27.880
Things are moving right now.

1625
01:45:27.880 --> 01:45:33.880
And we've got to be part of that, okay, in our individual lives and as a company of people

1626
01:45:33.880 --> 01:45:34.880
together.

1627
01:45:34.880 --> 01:45:35.880
All right?

1628
01:45:35.880 --> 01:45:38.080
So, Father God, help us to move with it, Lord.

1629
01:45:38.080 --> 01:45:41.200
Help us to move with it.

1630
01:45:41.200 --> 01:45:42.200
Sorry about that.

1631
01:45:42.200 --> 01:45:43.200
Can I say something really, really quick?

1632
01:45:43.200 --> 01:45:44.200
Yes.

1633
01:45:44.200 --> 01:45:48.800
And I am going to have that angel teaching, you guys, because this isn't just for tonight.

1634
01:45:48.800 --> 01:45:50.160
It's not like it's going to end tonight.

1635
01:45:50.160 --> 01:45:51.160
Don't worry.

1636
01:45:51.160 --> 01:45:53.360
It's not going to just end after tonight.

1637
01:45:53.360 --> 01:45:54.360
We're just sensing it.

1638
01:45:54.360 --> 01:45:57.120
God's just bringing us into the revelation of it, but it's not ending.

1639
01:45:57.360 --> 01:45:59.680
Yeah, go ahead, Candy, and then we're going to go ahead and close.

1640
01:45:59.680 --> 01:46:00.680
Yeah.

1641
01:46:00.680 --> 01:46:01.680
Yeah.

1642
01:46:01.680 --> 01:46:05.400
When you were praying, Jackie, I saw the blood of Jesus on everybody.

1643
01:46:05.400 --> 01:46:12.440
So I just thank you for that, Lord, that blood that covers us from head to toe and covers

1644
01:46:12.440 --> 01:46:13.440
this.

1645
01:46:13.440 --> 01:46:14.440
Wow.

1646
01:46:14.440 --> 01:46:15.440
I just feel it and I see it.

1647
01:46:15.440 --> 01:46:20.240
But I also wanted to say that I had an encounter once when I was on a Zoom call, long story

1648
01:46:20.240 --> 01:46:23.960
short, and there was an angel on my shoulder.

1649
01:46:23.960 --> 01:46:28.840
And one of the global students said, I didn't tell them, and they said, I see an angel on

1650
01:46:28.840 --> 01:46:29.840
your shoulder.

1651
01:46:29.840 --> 01:46:32.720
And I said, I know, because I could feel it.

1652
01:46:32.720 --> 01:46:36.080
And the angel literally pulled me up in the spirit.

1653
01:46:36.080 --> 01:46:40.800
I could feel myself being pulled up in the spirit.

1654
01:46:40.800 --> 01:46:46.920
So there's more to that story, but things like that have happened to me a lot in the

1655
01:46:46.920 --> 01:46:48.480
last five or six years.

1656
01:46:48.480 --> 01:46:51.200
And so I just want to say it's real, y'all, and it's wonderful.

1657
01:46:51.240 --> 01:46:56.880
And I just thank you, Lord, for you dispatching your angels into every single person's lives

1658
01:46:56.880 --> 01:46:58.320
and our families as well.

1659
01:46:58.320 --> 01:46:59.320
Thank you, God.

1660
01:46:59.320 --> 01:47:00.320
Amen.

1661
01:47:00.320 --> 01:47:01.320
Amen.

1662
01:47:01.320 --> 01:47:02.320
All right, you guys, go with God.

1663
01:47:02.320 --> 01:47:05.600
We'll pick this up on prayer all week long.

1664
01:47:05.600 --> 01:47:06.920
I'll tell the prayer leaders.

1665
01:47:06.920 --> 01:47:11.520
I'll talk to Dano about possibly coming and talking to us more about, you know, pressing

1666
01:47:11.520 --> 01:47:12.520
into whatever this is.

1667
01:47:12.520 --> 01:47:15.320
I'm going to tell him what it is that I've been feeling.

1668
01:47:15.320 --> 01:47:19.560
And I just, like I said, thinness is the only word that I have to describe it.

1669
01:47:19.600 --> 01:47:26.400
But you guys, it's just so available for everyone, even the non-feelers to feel and to just get

1670
01:47:26.400 --> 01:47:28.200
into alignment and agreement with.

1671
01:47:28.200 --> 01:47:33.180
Remember, the way that you agree with the angels is just by speaking the word of God.

1672
01:47:33.180 --> 01:47:35.760
Speaking the word of God, you guys, you don't have to speak to the angels.

1673
01:47:35.760 --> 01:47:37.320
You don't have to try to command the angels.

1674
01:47:37.320 --> 01:47:39.560
You just speak the word of God over your life.

1675
01:47:39.560 --> 01:47:42.040
So start speaking the promises God has given you.

1676
01:47:42.040 --> 01:47:44.000
Start speaking what you learned tonight.

1677
01:47:44.000 --> 01:47:45.640
Start declaring things.

1678
01:47:45.640 --> 01:47:51.360
That is how you come into agreement with all angelic activity from heaven.

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I love you guys.

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We'll see you soon.