WEBVTT 1 00:00:02.760 --> 00:00:04.540 Hello, hello. 2 00:00:04.540 --> 00:00:06.880 Happy August. - Happy August. 3 00:00:06.880 --> 00:00:07.760 Hi, Tracy. 4 00:00:07.760 --> 00:00:08.680 Hey, Ashley. 5 00:00:08.680 --> 00:00:11.800 Hello, hello. 6 00:00:11.800 --> 00:00:14.080 Heidi is in her car showing up. 7 00:00:14.080 --> 00:00:14.980 Well done. 8 00:00:14.980 --> 00:00:16.320 I love it. 9 00:00:16.320 --> 00:00:19.440 Tracy is here listening. 10 00:00:19.440 --> 00:00:20.760 Oh, there we go. 11 00:00:20.760 --> 00:00:22.020 Hi, Tracy. 12 00:00:22.020 --> 00:00:23.920 Hello. 13 00:00:23.920 --> 00:00:26.480 And we see Ashley who's pretending to be Nick Collins, 14 00:00:26.480 --> 00:00:29.160 but she is actually Ashley Collins. 15 00:00:30.000 --> 00:00:32.920 And it's the Zoom fun. 16 00:00:32.920 --> 00:00:36.680 We are so excited to have everyone here, 17 00:00:36.680 --> 00:00:38.840 everyone who is watching later. 18 00:00:38.840 --> 00:00:43.520 Thank you for watching later and thank you for joining. 19 00:00:43.520 --> 00:00:47.760 This middle of August is a bit bananas. 20 00:00:47.760 --> 00:00:50.720 It's a little bit bananas for everybody. 21 00:00:50.720 --> 00:00:52.000 I'll tell you guys really quickly 22 00:00:52.000 --> 00:00:54.280 why my middle of August is bananas. 23 00:00:54.280 --> 00:00:58.120 We talked about puppies last month. 24 00:00:58.120 --> 00:01:00.160 We do have the puppies. 25 00:01:00.160 --> 00:01:03.640 One of the puppies, it turns out her special leg 26 00:01:03.640 --> 00:01:04.879 was causing her pain. 27 00:01:04.879 --> 00:01:07.600 And so it was amputated on Tuesday. 28 00:01:07.600 --> 00:01:11.000 So she's wrapped up and she's recovering. 29 00:01:11.000 --> 00:01:14.600 And it's just bananas at my house. 30 00:01:14.600 --> 00:01:17.040 So it's one of those things where 31 00:01:17.040 --> 00:01:21.560 you just learn to stay in the moment. 32 00:01:21.560 --> 00:01:22.960 Like we talked about last month 33 00:01:22.960 --> 00:01:24.560 with God teaching me to stay in the moment 34 00:01:24.560 --> 00:01:27.080 and not think 10 miles in the future 35 00:01:27.080 --> 00:01:28.560 and 10 months in the future. 36 00:01:28.560 --> 00:01:32.280 But I prayed yesterday morning 37 00:01:32.280 --> 00:01:36.120 and he brought to mind this thought 38 00:01:36.120 --> 00:01:38.800 that I always think to myself, 39 00:01:38.800 --> 00:01:40.120 but when I was praying yesterday morning, 40 00:01:40.120 --> 00:01:41.760 like I'm so overwhelmed Lord, 41 00:01:41.760 --> 00:01:44.000 but it wasn't a scripture. 42 00:01:44.000 --> 00:01:47.400 It wasn't a hymn or a song. 43 00:01:47.400 --> 00:01:49.120 He just brought to mind the phrase, 44 00:01:49.120 --> 00:01:50.320 you can do hard things. 45 00:01:50.320 --> 00:01:55.480 I was like, okay, I can do hard things, 46 00:01:55.480 --> 00:01:58.800 work in the middle of one puppy being crazy 47 00:01:58.800 --> 00:02:01.800 and one puppy recovering from surgery. 48 00:02:01.800 --> 00:02:04.000 It's been crazy. 49 00:02:04.000 --> 00:02:04.880 It's been a lot. 50 00:02:04.880 --> 00:02:08.840 Lindsey, how is your life been since we were last together? 51 00:02:08.840 --> 00:02:10.280 - Well, I mentioned on our last call, 52 00:02:10.280 --> 00:02:13.000 the Lord was bringing me into a deep revelation 53 00:02:13.000 --> 00:02:14.800 of being light-hearted. 54 00:02:14.800 --> 00:02:17.480 And then I was going to be baking a lot of bread 55 00:02:17.480 --> 00:02:19.240 and getting a hobby. 56 00:02:19.240 --> 00:02:20.800 It's going, that's going great. 57 00:02:20.800 --> 00:02:21.640 Like you said, you know, 58 00:02:21.640 --> 00:02:25.880 in the middle of August school starting for a lot of families, 59 00:02:25.880 --> 00:02:27.160 we were homeschooling this year. 60 00:02:27.160 --> 00:02:29.320 I have a kindergartener. 61 00:02:29.320 --> 00:02:32.160 We are planning to start in September. 62 00:02:32.160 --> 00:02:34.160 I had all this margin in place. 63 00:02:34.160 --> 00:02:36.120 We were going to, you know, go slow. 64 00:02:36.120 --> 00:02:38.880 It was going to be not rushed or disorganized. 65 00:02:38.880 --> 00:02:42.200 I was turning my office into our beautiful school room. 66 00:02:42.200 --> 00:02:43.880 And my daughter, end of July, 67 00:02:43.880 --> 00:02:46.520 was like, I want to start now. 68 00:02:46.520 --> 00:02:47.800 And I even tried to put her off 69 00:02:47.800 --> 00:02:49.440 and I was like, you know, we're always learning, 70 00:02:49.440 --> 00:02:50.520 learning as a lifestyle. 71 00:02:50.520 --> 00:02:53.720 And she's like, no, I want to do school now. 72 00:02:53.720 --> 00:02:55.200 And my husband's like, 73 00:02:55.200 --> 00:02:57.160 I think she needs some mental stimulation now. 74 00:02:57.160 --> 00:02:58.840 And I'm like, well, the curriculum's not here yet. 75 00:02:58.840 --> 00:03:02.160 He's like, babe, order a math workbook off of Amazon 76 00:03:02.160 --> 00:03:04.160 if you need to, and just put it in front of her. 77 00:03:04.160 --> 00:03:06.000 She's ready to go. 78 00:03:06.000 --> 00:03:08.400 I was telling my Sierra for a call in three days. 79 00:03:08.400 --> 00:03:11.480 She finished this kindergarten math workbook 80 00:03:11.480 --> 00:03:12.520 that I had got that, you know, 81 00:03:12.520 --> 00:03:14.320 supposed to like last you a semester. 82 00:03:14.320 --> 00:03:15.160 (laughs) 83 00:03:15.160 --> 00:03:16.720 She just went through it. 84 00:03:16.720 --> 00:03:18.880 So all my plans, but it was, you know, 85 00:03:18.880 --> 00:03:20.480 you mentioned things like, you know, 86 00:03:20.480 --> 00:03:22.320 the puppy and the surgery. 87 00:03:22.320 --> 00:03:25.120 I think this is all the training ground, right? 88 00:03:25.120 --> 00:03:27.120 Like it's all the opportunity to practice 89 00:03:27.120 --> 00:03:30.360 and to permanency in the big and the small, 90 00:03:30.360 --> 00:03:31.560 in the great and the little. 91 00:03:31.560 --> 00:03:34.440 And so, you know, I'm learning 92 00:03:34.440 --> 00:03:39.440 that like the mess is kind of where the magic is made. 93 00:03:39.440 --> 00:03:43.480 You know, it's not when you have everything in control 94 00:03:43.480 --> 00:03:44.800 and everything on the shelf. 95 00:03:44.800 --> 00:03:47.600 And so that's what I've been walking through. 96 00:03:47.600 --> 00:03:50.440 And it's been sweet, but you know, 97 00:03:50.440 --> 00:03:55.040 it's learning to like remain steady in the noise of life 98 00:03:55.040 --> 00:03:56.960 and recognizing that a lot of the noise of life 99 00:03:56.960 --> 00:03:58.360 is the treasure. 100 00:03:58.360 --> 00:04:00.200 So that's all the things that I'm, 101 00:04:00.200 --> 00:04:03.000 I'm not gonna despise the fact that it's, you know, 102 00:04:03.000 --> 00:04:05.240 there's not as much margin as I would like 103 00:04:05.240 --> 00:04:08.000 or it's not as organized or tidy 104 00:04:08.000 --> 00:04:10.440 or I feel, I don't feel as in control 105 00:04:10.440 --> 00:04:15.080 learning to prioritize has been huge. 106 00:04:15.080 --> 00:04:17.519 And usually priority means one. 107 00:04:17.519 --> 00:04:20.360 So you can't prioritize a lot of different things. 108 00:04:20.360 --> 00:04:24.640 I mentioned in the group a couple weeks ago, 109 00:04:24.640 --> 00:04:28.520 this kind of aha moment I had around low capacity 110 00:04:28.520 --> 00:04:29.960 and focus capacity. 111 00:04:29.960 --> 00:04:31.920 'Cause so much of our lives, I think, as women. 112 00:04:31.920 --> 00:04:33.160 And this is a generalization, 113 00:04:33.160 --> 00:04:35.760 but you know, just kind of what I see on the scroll 114 00:04:35.760 --> 00:04:39.440 is there's this need to be doing more and more and more 115 00:04:39.440 --> 00:04:41.200 or doing it better, better, better, right? 116 00:04:41.200 --> 00:04:42.400 Like there's always this opportunity, 117 00:04:42.400 --> 00:04:43.760 like you could be doing your health better, 118 00:04:43.760 --> 00:04:45.040 you can be doing your home better, 119 00:04:45.040 --> 00:04:46.240 you can be doing your work better. 120 00:04:46.240 --> 00:04:47.200 And there's all these, like, 121 00:04:47.200 --> 00:04:49.360 there's all this voices on our scroll 122 00:04:49.360 --> 00:04:51.440 to teach us how to do it better. 123 00:04:51.440 --> 00:04:54.080 And there could be this feeling where you walk away feeling, 124 00:04:54.080 --> 00:04:56.600 well, I just don't feel like I have the capacity 125 00:04:56.600 --> 00:04:58.080 to do all of that. 126 00:04:58.080 --> 00:04:59.800 And if you're conscientious, 127 00:05:03.520 --> 00:05:09.280 intelligent people. We start to like become super self-aware to the point where we think, well, 128 00:05:09.280 --> 00:05:13.440 I'm just, I must be low capacity. I must not have what that other woman has to be doing. 129 00:05:13.440 --> 00:05:17.600 All these things are doing it this well. And the Lord interrupted that thought one day as I was 130 00:05:17.600 --> 00:05:23.040 driving down the road and said, no, it's focus capacity that you're in in this season. So you 131 00:05:23.040 --> 00:05:28.000 have chosen what to prioritize for some of that us that's motherhood because of the the age of 132 00:05:28.000 --> 00:05:32.720 our children that were in for some of that us were in a career mode where where I know there's 133 00:05:32.720 --> 00:05:39.200 been a lot of prayer and chat in the community around promotion and work being super busy. 134 00:05:39.200 --> 00:05:44.720 And it's like, that's my focus capacity right now. Some of us are caretaking for loved ones. 135 00:05:44.720 --> 00:05:49.520 And so there's this temptation to take on this thought of, well, I must be low capacity because 136 00:05:49.520 --> 00:05:54.080 I can't do it all. But the invitation is, no, what are you called to be focusing on right now? 137 00:05:55.040 --> 00:06:01.760 And when we do that, this is the point. I know I'm talking a lot, but we begin to lighten the burden 138 00:06:01.760 --> 00:06:09.360 of trying to carry it all. And we can begin to choose what we can truly be lighthearted about, 139 00:06:09.360 --> 00:06:15.920 right? And so anyway, that's what that's what I've been practicing this month 140 00:06:15.920 --> 00:06:19.680 and reaping some reward from and some treasure and some fruit. 141 00:06:20.640 --> 00:06:25.920 Oh, that's wonderful. Thanks for sharing. I'd love to hear from anyone else in the car, 142 00:06:25.920 --> 00:06:33.040 call if you'd like to share how you've been, what God has been teaching you this month. 143 00:06:33.040 --> 00:06:40.640 We'd love to hear from you and not have it just be Lindsay and I sharing. Lily, how about you? 144 00:06:40.640 --> 00:06:45.280 You always have such great, great thoughts to add in the community. 145 00:06:46.080 --> 00:06:52.240 Oh, thanks, everybody. Good morning. Good morning. It's great to be here. Well, it's been a, 146 00:06:52.240 --> 00:06:59.360 it's been a crazy year for us. We just celebrated or commemorated, I guess not celebrated the year 147 00:06:59.360 --> 00:07:08.560 of my dad's passing this week. And my dad was not a believer. So the grief is, it's double fold. 148 00:07:09.280 --> 00:07:16.320 And, you know, coming alongside my mom and just trying to be as present as we can with her 149 00:07:16.320 --> 00:07:23.120 in this season has been challenging. And it's also been 150 00:07:23.120 --> 00:07:30.320 life-giving because it's been a new ministry opportunity that I really prayed for. You know, 151 00:07:30.320 --> 00:07:36.320 for many years, I prayed for the opportunity to just be able to do good things for her because 152 00:07:36.320 --> 00:07:43.200 she was in such a difficult marriage. So it's been a blessing just to see how God's been healing my 153 00:07:43.200 --> 00:07:50.640 mom. And my prayer for her has just been that the Lord would restore the years that the locus has 154 00:07:50.640 --> 00:07:57.920 eaten. And this weekend had a great opportunity. My husband was out of town visiting his sister 155 00:07:57.920 --> 00:08:04.080 who's having some issues of her own and he was trying to be supportive to her. And I took my mom 156 00:08:04.080 --> 00:08:11.360 to one of the satellite campuses of our church and it was closer to her home. And at the end of the 157 00:08:11.360 --> 00:08:19.040 service, we were worshiping and I had my hands uplifted and my eyes closed. And at one moment, 158 00:08:19.040 --> 00:08:24.240 I just happened to just open my eyes and I noticed that my mom was also worshiping with her hands 159 00:08:24.240 --> 00:08:32.000 up in the air. And it was just a testament to how God has been working in her life. And I'm just 160 00:08:32.000 --> 00:08:38.880 so thankful for that to see, you know, how God is slowly healing my mom. And so 161 00:08:38.880 --> 00:08:47.120 very, very thankful and just kind of an awe of what God's doing in her life and just, you know, 162 00:08:47.120 --> 00:08:52.800 a reminder to me that, you know, just keep praying, keep, you know, doing simple things and 163 00:08:52.800 --> 00:08:59.920 leave that work up to the Lord. And, you know, he's gonna do a work in the lives of our loved ones. 164 00:09:00.800 --> 00:09:03.040 So, you know, I still have other loved ones that I'm praying for. 165 00:09:03.040 --> 00:09:09.520 Some of us work currently not speaking to me. But just praying that, you know, God's work, 166 00:09:09.520 --> 00:09:13.840 God's at work in ways that I can't see some often. So that's really what he's been teaching me in 167 00:09:13.840 --> 00:09:21.520 this season. That's wonderful. Thanks for sharing, Lily. Yeah. Don, I know you just joined us. We are 168 00:09:21.520 --> 00:09:28.240 sharing what God's been teaching us this month since we were last together. I'm not gonna call 169 00:09:28.240 --> 00:09:34.080 on you yet, because you just got to the call. But what did you let you know what we were going 170 00:09:34.080 --> 00:09:39.840 over? Now, Heidi, I know you're driving. Can you share? Are you, are you stopped somewhere? 171 00:09:39.840 --> 00:09:48.000 Oh, you're still muted, though. I tell you what, when you stop unmute, don't stop 172 00:09:48.000 --> 00:09:52.240 by, don't unmute while you're driving. We'll get you next. Tracy, how about you? 173 00:09:57.280 --> 00:09:59.920 Don't we might-- Oh, there we go. Tracey! 174 00:10:02.600 --> 00:10:03.440 in your life. 175 00:10:03.440 --> 00:10:08.840 - Okay, am I unmuted? 176 00:10:08.840 --> 00:10:09.840 - Yeah. 177 00:10:09.840 --> 00:10:10.680 - Okay. 178 00:10:10.680 --> 00:10:17.240 Oh goodness, God has been letting me walk alongside 179 00:10:17.240 --> 00:10:22.480 of a friend for the last four years 180 00:10:22.480 --> 00:10:26.840 while she and her husband were separated 181 00:10:26.840 --> 00:10:31.000 and living separately and I have just gotten 182 00:10:31.000 --> 00:10:33.880 to watch over the last eight months, 183 00:10:33.880 --> 00:10:38.080 God bringing them back together after this four years 184 00:10:38.080 --> 00:10:41.720 and I've just been learning so much. 185 00:10:41.720 --> 00:10:43.200 And in the midst of all of that, 186 00:10:43.200 --> 00:10:47.120 my dad also passed away, my dad was a believer 187 00:10:47.120 --> 00:10:50.640 but not a very kind believer. 188 00:10:50.640 --> 00:10:55.320 He had his own struggles and so 189 00:10:56.560 --> 00:10:58.400 just supporting my mom 190 00:10:58.400 --> 00:11:01.840 and it's just been a really exhausting season. 191 00:11:01.840 --> 00:11:06.800 And I just kind of wanted to give up in the middle of it. 192 00:11:06.800 --> 00:11:08.920 Like, I don't have any more capacity. 193 00:11:08.920 --> 00:11:11.440 I have my own business. 194 00:11:11.440 --> 00:11:14.160 I help take care of my grandson. 195 00:11:14.160 --> 00:11:18.960 I help take care of my, it's just a lot of caregiving 196 00:11:18.960 --> 00:11:22.800 and I feel like I'm in a season of just resting 197 00:11:24.040 --> 00:11:26.640 and it's not that it's less activity in any way 198 00:11:26.640 --> 00:11:30.840 but I've been learning to accept what's been given to me 199 00:11:30.840 --> 00:11:32.960 but first give it to Jesus. 200 00:11:32.960 --> 00:11:35.520 'Cause I was really hit by the loaves 201 00:11:35.520 --> 00:11:38.000 and the fishes story about how 202 00:11:38.000 --> 00:11:41.720 the disciples received the loaves and fishes 203 00:11:41.720 --> 00:11:43.240 but then they gave it to Jesus. 204 00:11:43.240 --> 00:11:45.920 He blessed it and he gave it back to them to give out 205 00:11:45.920 --> 00:11:48.440 and I keep thinking, I can only give out 206 00:11:48.440 --> 00:11:50.240 what I've been given. 207 00:11:50.240 --> 00:11:53.320 And so there were days when my friend would call me 208 00:11:53.320 --> 00:11:55.400 and I just thought, God, I've got nothing for her. 209 00:11:55.400 --> 00:11:57.880 Like, I don't, I don't have anything. 210 00:11:57.880 --> 00:12:00.000 And then I was like, oh, but Jesus, 211 00:12:00.000 --> 00:12:02.200 you listen to me all the time. 212 00:12:02.200 --> 00:12:04.000 I can just listen. 213 00:12:04.000 --> 00:12:08.720 And it's just really helped me realize 214 00:12:08.720 --> 00:12:10.920 I can't give out what I don't have 215 00:12:10.920 --> 00:12:13.680 but he's given me a lot. 216 00:12:13.680 --> 00:12:16.920 So it's been, it's been a really rich season 217 00:12:16.920 --> 00:12:21.920 but it's been a really exhausting season as well. 218 00:12:23.000 --> 00:12:27.160 So anyway, that's what I've been learning. 219 00:12:27.160 --> 00:12:28.600 Thank you for sharing. 220 00:12:28.600 --> 00:12:30.480 I was really brave and honest. 221 00:12:30.480 --> 00:12:33.000 - Yeah, I'm sitting here in my PJs. 222 00:12:33.000 --> 00:12:35.040 So I was like, I'm not gonna turn, 223 00:12:35.040 --> 00:12:38.000 I have to go to an appointment at nine but here you go. 224 00:12:38.000 --> 00:12:39.440 - Oh, you look adorable. 225 00:12:39.440 --> 00:12:41.840 I would not have noticed those are PJs. 226 00:12:41.840 --> 00:12:43.440 Much cuter than my PJs. 227 00:12:43.440 --> 00:12:45.160 They are super cute PJs. 228 00:12:45.160 --> 00:12:46.000 - Yeah. 229 00:12:46.000 --> 00:12:47.640 - My PJs are an old t-shirt. 230 00:12:47.640 --> 00:12:50.200 So I'm like, Tracy, drop your affiliate link 231 00:12:50.200 --> 00:12:51.020 to your PJs. 232 00:12:51.020 --> 00:12:51.860 I wanna buy. 233 00:12:51.860 --> 00:12:54.700 (laughing) 234 00:12:54.700 --> 00:12:56.100 Does anybody else wanna share? 235 00:12:56.100 --> 00:12:59.420 I know Dawn texted in. 236 00:12:59.420 --> 00:13:03.900 What about Macey or Ashley? 237 00:13:03.900 --> 00:13:13.500 - I feel I have nothing to share. 238 00:13:13.500 --> 00:13:15.580 I'm sure I have something to share. 239 00:13:15.580 --> 00:13:17.220 This month has been, 240 00:13:18.140 --> 00:13:22.480 I spent a lot of the month by myself. 241 00:13:22.480 --> 00:13:25.560 My husband did a solo trip in Idaho. 242 00:13:25.560 --> 00:13:26.680 He went and drove to Idaho 243 00:13:26.680 --> 00:13:30.880 and likes to just kind of take time by himself 244 00:13:30.880 --> 00:13:31.920 to just kind of reset. 245 00:13:31.920 --> 00:13:34.840 For the year, he hadn't taken time off work since 2024. 246 00:13:34.840 --> 00:13:38.400 So he was like, I need time alone. 247 00:13:38.400 --> 00:13:39.980 And so he went and went to Idaho. 248 00:13:39.980 --> 00:13:42.480 So it was really nice to be able to take just a week 249 00:13:42.480 --> 00:13:45.320 by myself for the first time ever. 250 00:13:45.320 --> 00:13:48.580 Have I ever stayed alone, which is so spectacular 251 00:13:48.580 --> 00:13:52.180 of my 26 years of life that I've never stayed alone? 252 00:13:52.180 --> 00:13:54.620 So even in the Lord being like, well, you've grown a lot. 253 00:13:54.620 --> 00:13:58.820 You used to be mortified of staying of being alone 254 00:13:58.820 --> 00:14:00.940 for a night rather than being alone for a week. 255 00:14:00.940 --> 00:14:03.860 And it was just a really like being able to rest. 256 00:14:03.860 --> 00:14:06.700 The Lord being like, oh no, it's okay that you're alone 257 00:14:06.700 --> 00:14:09.060 and that you're able to just like, 258 00:14:09.060 --> 00:14:11.500 you don't have to fill all of your time 259 00:14:11.500 --> 00:14:12.980 with all of these different things. 260 00:14:12.980 --> 00:14:14.700 Normally I would be like, I'm gonna go do this. 261 00:14:14.700 --> 00:14:15.800 I'm gonna go see this person. 262 00:14:15.800 --> 00:14:17.440 And I'm gonna go do this and this to fill my time. 263 00:14:17.440 --> 00:14:19.520 And he's like, I just want you to sit here 264 00:14:19.520 --> 00:14:21.040 and be by yourself this week. 265 00:14:21.040 --> 00:14:24.600 So that was my August. 266 00:14:24.600 --> 00:14:25.440 That's all. 267 00:14:25.440 --> 00:14:30.240 It's really fun learning to just spend a week. 268 00:14:30.240 --> 00:14:31.080 - Yeah. 269 00:14:31.080 --> 00:14:31.920 - Yeah. 270 00:14:31.920 --> 00:14:33.000 What was your favorite part of the week 271 00:14:33.000 --> 00:14:34.400 when you look back on it? 272 00:14:34.400 --> 00:14:41.040 I think, okay, this sounds really, really pathetic, 273 00:14:41.040 --> 00:14:42.640 but I watched Grass Grow. 274 00:14:42.640 --> 00:14:45.560 Like we are planting. 275 00:14:45.560 --> 00:14:48.080 We have like a dirt patch in front of our house. 276 00:14:48.080 --> 00:14:50.220 And my husband decided he wanted to plant grass 277 00:14:50.220 --> 00:14:51.200 and it wasn't succeeding. 278 00:14:51.200 --> 00:14:55.660 So I went and did work some grass planting magic. 279 00:14:55.660 --> 00:14:59.900 And the week before he left, like grass by seed. 280 00:15:05.840 --> 00:15:09.120 And this last week I was able to watch it was not growing. 281 00:15:09.120 --> 00:15:13.680 And so I just sat and watered it three times a day for 10 minutes a day every day. 282 00:15:13.680 --> 00:15:19.640 And like by the time my husband got home, he's like, I took a picture before I left. 283 00:15:19.640 --> 00:15:22.720 And after it was like three inches across the whole thing. 284 00:15:22.720 --> 00:15:26.320 So that was my favorite part of the week was literally literally sitting and 285 00:15:26.320 --> 00:15:28.880 watching the grass grow. 286 00:15:28.880 --> 00:15:31.440 That's very cool grass. 287 00:15:31.440 --> 00:15:32.440 It's really hard. 288 00:15:32.440 --> 00:15:34.880 I'll tell you guys, I live out in the country. 289 00:15:34.880 --> 00:15:39.320 So like weeds and seeds, like everything blows in. 290 00:15:39.320 --> 00:15:44.680 I am slowly bit by bit working on replacing the grass in my 291 00:15:44.680 --> 00:15:48.920 yard with kind of specialty clover that I buy the seeds on Amazon because clover 292 00:15:48.920 --> 00:15:54.120 never grows tall and it doesn't sprout up with flowers. 293 00:15:54.120 --> 00:15:57.360 It's just green all the time and soft and low. 294 00:15:57.520 --> 00:16:03.400 So we'll see how it goes because we've lost the battle to weeds in this yard. 295 00:16:03.400 --> 00:16:07.800 It's it's too, too rough living next to fields. 296 00:16:07.800 --> 00:16:08.440 I love that. 297 00:16:08.440 --> 00:16:11.280 Anybody else want to share? 298 00:16:11.280 --> 00:16:14.760 I have more questions too. 299 00:16:14.760 --> 00:16:15.880 So get ready ladies. 300 00:16:15.880 --> 00:16:18.960 This is a we want to hear from you month. 301 00:16:18.960 --> 00:16:27.240 One thing that Lindsey and I we've been really open this whole time with 302 00:16:27.240 --> 00:16:31.560 the the process of building uplift, you know, originally God told me to 303 00:16:31.560 --> 00:16:35.160 build it, I built it, then God put Lindsey and I together. 304 00:16:35.160 --> 00:16:40.880 And we just keep working and iterating and trying to lean into what God 305 00:16:40.880 --> 00:16:46.360 has for us and, you know, like every startup, it kind of starts out as one 306 00:16:46.360 --> 00:16:51.280 thing and you make changes and you make it better and you see what people like. 307 00:16:51.800 --> 00:16:57.160 So we really, we thought, you know, the people who come today, you're, you're 308 00:16:57.160 --> 00:16:59.800 big fans of uplift and we love you for it. 309 00:16:59.800 --> 00:17:00.480 And thank you. 310 00:17:00.480 --> 00:17:05.640 But we'd love to hear, you know, what, what makes you open it? 311 00:17:05.640 --> 00:17:07.960 What are you enjoying? 312 00:17:07.960 --> 00:17:10.760 Um, we just love to hear from you. 313 00:17:10.760 --> 00:17:14.240 And if you can't unmute right now, just put it in the chat. 314 00:17:14.240 --> 00:17:18.800 We'd love to hear, but we'd love to have a talk about how you're using uplift 315 00:17:18.800 --> 00:17:21.680 and and what you're enjoying. 316 00:17:21.680 --> 00:17:26.119 Um, anyone want to go first or do I need to call on people I will? 317 00:17:26.119 --> 00:17:33.200 All right, Lily, you're up. 318 00:17:33.200 --> 00:17:44.680 Well, for me, um, I have a little bit of a coaching background as well. 319 00:17:45.040 --> 00:17:52.600 At least so, um, we, um, the pastor who married, my husband and I became a John 320 00:17:52.600 --> 00:17:53.360 Maxwell coach. 321 00:17:53.360 --> 00:17:54.040 Yeah. 322 00:17:54.040 --> 00:18:00.200 And so we decided that we were going to try to be supportive of Craig and sign up 323 00:18:00.200 --> 00:18:04.160 for his, he had like a weekly call, it was actually a audio call. 324 00:18:04.160 --> 00:18:06.800 And, you know, we just thought we were being supportive of Craig. 325 00:18:06.800 --> 00:18:13.080 So we signed up for the call and I had no idea how transformative it was going 326 00:18:13.080 --> 00:18:14.080 to be for us. 327 00:18:14.440 --> 00:18:20.960 I mean, it was just, it was life changing for us and our marriage and exactly what 328 00:18:20.960 --> 00:18:21.920 we needed for that season. 329 00:18:21.920 --> 00:18:31.000 So we did that for almost two years and, um, around that time, um, my, my bonus 330 00:18:31.000 --> 00:18:36.400 daughter, when I got married, I inherited two, um, almost adult kids who desperately 331 00:18:36.400 --> 00:18:40.800 need Jesus and my daughter struggles with addiction. 332 00:18:40.800 --> 00:18:43.440 And so we had to take in her son. 333 00:18:43.440 --> 00:18:45.160 So I had never parented. 334 00:18:45.160 --> 00:18:46.240 I got married in my forties. 335 00:18:46.240 --> 00:18:47.160 That's my story. 336 00:18:47.160 --> 00:18:53.520 And, um, I became mom to a almost potty trained three-year-olds, uh, during the 337 00:18:53.520 --> 00:18:57.560 season and, um, so yeah. 338 00:18:57.560 --> 00:19:01.320 So all around that time, Craig decided that he was going to stop doing those calls. 339 00:19:01.320 --> 00:19:06.520 So ever since then I've been praying for, you know, something that was within my 340 00:19:06.520 --> 00:19:09.880 budget because I'm currently not working, although my husband likes to say I write 341 00:19:09.880 --> 00:19:11.880 for Jesus, I like to say I'm an employee. 342 00:19:12.160 --> 00:19:18.880 So around the time I started my full-time writing ministry, I, um, lost my full-time job. 343 00:19:18.880 --> 00:19:20.840 So those things coincided. 344 00:19:20.840 --> 00:19:25.160 So, um, my husband has refused to let me go back to work and says I need to just 345 00:19:25.160 --> 00:19:26.280 work on writing. 346 00:19:26.280 --> 00:19:29.200 So, um, so yeah. 347 00:19:29.200 --> 00:19:31.480 So I've been looking for something that's within my budget that I could really 348 00:19:31.480 --> 00:19:37.400 afford that would be coaching and would be, um, you know, along those lines. 349 00:19:37.400 --> 00:19:41.080 And so I had, I had followed you for a long time, but you weren't in my budget. 350 00:19:41.400 --> 00:19:44.160 And you finally came up with something that was on my budget. 351 00:19:44.160 --> 00:19:45.800 And so I was like, this is doable. 352 00:19:45.800 --> 00:19:47.800 So that's how I signed up. 353 00:19:47.800 --> 00:19:50.160 And it was right at the perfect time that I needed it. 354 00:19:50.160 --> 00:19:56.960 Um, I love that there is daily reflection because I really feel like reflection is part 355 00:19:56.960 --> 00:20:00.000 of, um, what we do not do enough of. 356 00:20:06.960 --> 00:20:15.360 really think about my day. And really take those moments to just be still. So that has really been 357 00:20:15.360 --> 00:20:20.800 encouraging for me. And of course, it's great to have you and Lindsay in my ear. There's been a 358 00:20:20.800 --> 00:20:25.680 couple of times where I've just literally re-typed everything Lindsay has said and sent it to a friend 359 00:20:26.640 --> 00:20:34.880 because it's just been so encouraging to have you know affirming words that are scripturally 360 00:20:34.880 --> 00:20:40.880 based in your ear. So I'm really thankful for for this opportunity and for this community. 361 00:20:40.880 --> 00:20:46.720 And you know, sharing you guys on as you figure it out and build it up. I know the 362 00:20:46.720 --> 00:20:51.760 Lord will lead you. So thanks Lily. That's really special. Thank you for sharing. 363 00:20:51.760 --> 00:20:57.520 I want to ask just the follow-up question if you don't mind Lily. What do you feel like you need 364 00:20:57.520 --> 00:21:02.160 in the season? Because you mentioned coaching and encouragement. If you could be specific, 365 00:21:02.160 --> 00:21:06.960 if you're able to be, that's helpful, like what kind of coaching and what do you think like when you 366 00:21:06.960 --> 00:21:11.840 when you're thinking about man, I really need this or I need I really want this. Yeah, even outside 367 00:21:11.840 --> 00:21:18.000 of apps. I know it's going to be different for everybody in the community. But for me personally, 368 00:21:19.360 --> 00:21:26.880 you know, I'm turning 60 next year. So I'm in a season of, you know, what they call the sandwich 369 00:21:26.880 --> 00:21:32.480 generation, right? You've got younger, you've got younger kids and in my case they're step kids 370 00:21:32.480 --> 00:21:37.840 and I'm not involved in their lives every day. It's kind of a dysfunctional relationship, 371 00:21:37.840 --> 00:21:43.040 but I'm where warrior mama for those for those. I think that charged very seriously. 372 00:21:44.320 --> 00:21:52.240 And then I have, you know, older mom now that I'm caregiving for. And then in the middle of that, 373 00:21:52.240 --> 00:21:58.640 I'm trying to figure out, you know, how do I do my life, which is I'm called, you know, to encourage 374 00:21:58.640 --> 00:22:06.080 women. So right now, I think the main thing for me is just the time crunch is I have to figure out 375 00:22:06.080 --> 00:22:15.600 in this season of just upheaval, how I can best use and maximize my time. So, you know, like Monday, 376 00:22:15.600 --> 00:22:21.680 I spent the whole day driving my mom around town and then I had to figure out where am I going to 377 00:22:21.680 --> 00:22:26.240 write? You know, am I going to stay up late? Am I going to get, you know, and so I have to make 378 00:22:26.240 --> 00:22:31.680 those things happen when I look at my schedule. So the coaching really helps me as I see you guys 379 00:22:31.680 --> 00:22:38.240 navigate your lives. It encourages me, you know, to continue on and to say, okay, well, they're 380 00:22:38.240 --> 00:22:45.840 doing it. So I can do it too. So I think that really, that really encourages me to push on. When 381 00:22:45.840 --> 00:22:52.400 I see you doing your thing, that encourages me to do my thing. And so I think that's where this 382 00:22:52.400 --> 00:22:59.520 this group really benefits me. Love that. Thank you, Mary. Heidi, how about you? 383 00:22:59.520 --> 00:23:03.520 Are you somewhere? You're not, you're not driving. It's happy. I can end the office. 384 00:23:03.520 --> 00:23:07.440 Yep, walking into the office. 385 00:23:07.440 --> 00:23:10.960 Oh, do you have a minute to share? 386 00:23:10.960 --> 00:23:23.680 But sure. So I guess I'm realizing that God's always, he's just there for you at all times. 387 00:23:27.360 --> 00:23:34.000 My husband had double knee replacement in June. Oh, that's a lot. It's a lot. 388 00:23:34.000 --> 00:23:46.240 And so trying to navigate work and recovery and caregiving and step backs. It's just rough. 389 00:23:46.240 --> 00:23:54.400 But it's always, it's just beneath that is the piece that God's there. And that we will get 390 00:23:54.400 --> 00:23:57.840 through this. And like he said, Ali, I can't do hard things. 391 00:23:57.840 --> 00:24:03.440 You can do hard things. Sometimes things are just hard. 392 00:24:03.440 --> 00:24:12.000 So just grateful for his presence. 393 00:24:12.000 --> 00:24:17.360 That's great. I love that. That's what he's been teaching you through all of this. 394 00:24:17.360 --> 00:24:21.920 That's kind of Heidi. What do you feel like you need in the season? 395 00:24:22.800 --> 00:24:30.160 I need my routine back. 396 00:24:30.160 --> 00:24:41.840 It's just he likes to be up late. So I'm up late, but I'm a morning person. 397 00:24:41.840 --> 00:24:46.640 And so the morning and the gym and everything is all off-kilter. 398 00:24:48.800 --> 00:24:52.960 It's all right. It's season. We'll get back to normal. 399 00:24:52.960 --> 00:24:57.840 Yeah. It just takes a little bit of time. Yep. 400 00:24:57.840 --> 00:24:58.680 - Yeah. 401 00:24:58.680 --> 00:25:08.680 [BLANK_AUDIO] 402 00:25:01.840 --> 00:25:02.680 - Thank you. 403 00:25:02.680 --> 00:25:09.960 - We have a few more minutes on the call this month. 404 00:25:09.960 --> 00:25:13.640 What Lindsay and I thought we could do is, 405 00:25:13.640 --> 00:25:16.400 if you wanna type in a prayer request 406 00:25:16.400 --> 00:25:20.840 or unmute and share one, 407 00:25:20.840 --> 00:25:25.000 Lindsay is quite the prayer warrior 408 00:25:25.000 --> 00:25:29.040 and we thought we would just have a special time 409 00:25:29.040 --> 00:25:31.680 this month of her praying over you. 410 00:25:31.680 --> 00:25:34.080 So if you wanna put it in the chat 411 00:25:34.080 --> 00:25:37.080 or let us know how we can pray for you, 412 00:25:37.080 --> 00:25:38.680 we'd love to have some prayer time. 413 00:25:38.680 --> 00:25:44.000 - While they're putting in, I'm fine to talk now 414 00:25:44.000 --> 00:25:45.720 as long as we don't want to be dying of sores. 415 00:25:45.720 --> 00:25:48.200 Sorry, we're sitting around the breakfast table, 416 00:25:48.200 --> 00:25:49.960 so that was not a good. 417 00:25:49.960 --> 00:25:52.040 - No, that was a good question. 418 00:25:52.040 --> 00:25:54.640 - You got the prayer sent while Don talks, this is great. 419 00:25:54.640 --> 00:25:56.000 - Yeah, sorry. 420 00:25:56.000 --> 00:25:58.200 You'll still hear of my little one. 421 00:25:58.200 --> 00:26:01.160 But I was gonna pop in and just say briefly 422 00:26:01.160 --> 00:26:04.280 for what God has been showing me as nations, 423 00:26:04.280 --> 00:26:06.840 as a homeschooling mom, 424 00:26:06.840 --> 00:26:09.080 there's always things I want to do. 425 00:26:09.080 --> 00:26:11.520 And my family right now takes up a lot of that, 426 00:26:11.520 --> 00:26:14.560 but I have learned that, and he still gives you a calling. 427 00:26:14.560 --> 00:26:17.920 Like I still have, he still gives you things to do 428 00:26:17.920 --> 00:26:20.760 and the obedience of doing that, 429 00:26:20.760 --> 00:26:23.080 even if it's just for five minutes a day. 430 00:26:23.080 --> 00:26:26.520 And so like the feeling, 431 00:26:26.520 --> 00:26:29.600 so I think like they were saying earlier about capacity, 432 00:26:29.600 --> 00:26:31.440 that just because you're not running 433 00:26:31.440 --> 00:26:33.360 like a race force right now, 434 00:26:33.360 --> 00:26:35.440 in what you're calling is, 435 00:26:35.440 --> 00:26:37.840 my calling was these kids right now for the most priority, 436 00:26:37.840 --> 00:26:39.920 but then anything else outside of that, 437 00:26:39.920 --> 00:26:41.000 then he calls me too. 438 00:26:41.000 --> 00:26:44.880 He just wants you to be an obedience. 439 00:26:44.880 --> 00:26:47.720 It doesn't have to be about the outcome necessary. 440 00:26:47.720 --> 00:26:49.920 So that's my learning. 441 00:26:49.920 --> 00:26:51.320 And then as far as that blurfed, 442 00:26:51.320 --> 00:26:56.000 it's interesting 'cause I do love the reflection. 443 00:26:56.000 --> 00:26:58.320 The daily reflections as well. 444 00:26:58.320 --> 00:27:00.200 I love coming in, I love reading other people 445 00:27:00.200 --> 00:27:02.640 to do comment in the community. 446 00:27:02.640 --> 00:27:04.200 Sorry, lots of dinosaurs. 447 00:27:04.200 --> 00:27:09.800 And I find stuff outside, see what it looks like. 448 00:27:09.800 --> 00:27:10.640 Anyways. 449 00:27:10.640 --> 00:27:15.680 And so yeah, I really enjoy coming into the reflection. 450 00:27:15.680 --> 00:27:19.520 I love being, making me pause and think about some of this stuff. 451 00:27:19.520 --> 00:27:22.240 And then also seeing what others are, 452 00:27:22.240 --> 00:27:23.280 what's going on in others lives. 453 00:27:23.280 --> 00:27:25.120 Like, "Willie, I see you commenting a lot." 454 00:27:25.120 --> 00:27:26.880 And so it's always fun then here in these calls 455 00:27:26.880 --> 00:27:28.280 to see the people. 456 00:27:28.280 --> 00:27:30.680 And I've talked with Ali Burke through Messenger 457 00:27:30.680 --> 00:27:31.520 and things like that. 458 00:27:31.520 --> 00:27:35.000 So I really have been trying to lean into the community part, 459 00:27:35.000 --> 00:27:36.960 which can be hard because we're all in different places. 460 00:27:36.960 --> 00:27:37.840 We don't know each other. 461 00:27:37.840 --> 00:27:40.880 So I think it takes time to build up, 462 00:27:40.880 --> 00:27:43.920 knowing what's going on in people's lives, 463 00:27:43.920 --> 00:27:45.800 and feeling comfortable too, right? 464 00:27:45.800 --> 00:27:50.120 To share, pray requests or things to trust the others 465 00:27:50.120 --> 00:27:51.480 in the group. 466 00:27:51.480 --> 00:27:53.080 But I've been trying to lean into that. 467 00:27:53.080 --> 00:27:54.800 But then I also just love the AI. 468 00:27:54.800 --> 00:27:55.640 Let's chat too. 469 00:27:55.640 --> 00:27:56.480 I'll be honest. 470 00:27:56.480 --> 00:28:00.120 Like, I like it because, of course, 471 00:28:00.120 --> 00:28:03.000 it's filtered through your guys' voice. 472 00:28:03.000 --> 00:28:04.920 And so I know that it's going to come to me 473 00:28:04.920 --> 00:28:09.400 with a more biblical lens, 474 00:28:09.400 --> 00:28:12.200 and also through the lens of how you teach. 475 00:28:12.200 --> 00:28:14.280 And so, and I also love the other. 476 00:28:14.280 --> 00:28:15.880 So one of my suggestions from the original one, 477 00:28:15.880 --> 00:28:18.640 I just do love how it pulls up resources from the app. 478 00:28:18.640 --> 00:28:20.880 So like, if you're having a hard time 479 00:28:20.880 --> 00:28:23.520 with a relationship with my brother 480 00:28:23.520 --> 00:28:24.800 and I could talk about it, then I would say, 481 00:28:24.800 --> 00:28:27.000 well, here's this, or I was talking about trying 482 00:28:27.000 --> 00:28:28.960 to get my private podcasts published 483 00:28:28.960 --> 00:28:31.240 and a lot of your coaching information is in there 484 00:28:31.240 --> 00:28:32.160 that helped me. 485 00:28:32.160 --> 00:28:33.840 But then it also pulled up, you know, the prayer, 486 00:28:33.840 --> 00:28:35.120 a prayer, or things like that. 487 00:28:35.120 --> 00:28:36.720 So I've been using the lens to chat. 488 00:28:36.720 --> 00:28:38.560 I'm like, I feel like I'm a little addicted to it. 489 00:28:38.560 --> 00:28:39.640 I'm trying not to be addicted. 490 00:28:39.640 --> 00:28:44.400 But it's been a good addition 491 00:28:44.400 --> 00:28:46.760 that I think works a lot better than the original app. 492 00:28:46.760 --> 00:28:49.440 So those are the things I use. 493 00:28:49.440 --> 00:28:50.920 I don't say that I necessarily go 494 00:28:50.920 --> 00:28:54.360 to like all your wonderful bank of prayers or things. 495 00:28:54.360 --> 00:28:57.520 But I love it that it comes up in the Let's Chat for me to use. 496 00:28:57.520 --> 00:28:58.720 So those are my things. 497 00:28:58.720 --> 00:29:00.200 - That's great. 498 00:29:00.200 --> 00:29:01.120 Thank you. 499 00:29:01.120 --> 00:29:01.960 - Yeah, thank you. 500 00:29:01.960 --> 00:29:02.800 - And then as far as prayer, 501 00:29:02.800 --> 00:29:03.840 I can put it into the thing, 502 00:29:03.840 --> 00:29:05.920 but while I'm here, prayer requests, 503 00:29:05.920 --> 00:29:09.040 my praying from my mom and my dad, 504 00:29:09.040 --> 00:29:12.000 my brother has done what seems to be trendy these days 505 00:29:12.000 --> 00:29:14.040 where he's basically just cut my parents off. 506 00:29:14.040 --> 00:29:15.320 He's not talking to them. 507 00:29:15.320 --> 00:29:16.920 They don't even know why. 508 00:29:16.920 --> 00:29:19.280 And so they're heading down for a wedding, 509 00:29:19.280 --> 00:29:21.280 actually down by where he lives. 510 00:29:21.280 --> 00:29:23.040 And so my mom is just trying to navigate that 511 00:29:23.040 --> 00:29:24.960 of how I'm going to be nearby, 512 00:29:24.960 --> 00:29:26.000 but I really want to see him. 513 00:29:26.000 --> 00:29:27.880 But he's told us are basically like, 514 00:29:27.880 --> 00:29:30.680 not pretends he's not even alive to us right now. 515 00:29:30.680 --> 00:29:32.760 So she's really struggling with that. 516 00:29:32.760 --> 00:29:35.360 And I obviously am trying to support her 517 00:29:35.360 --> 00:29:38.600 in using your Let's Chat to help to help figure out 518 00:29:38.600 --> 00:29:41.560 like some ways to best tell her to handle it. 519 00:29:41.560 --> 00:29:46.560 So, but yeah, so pray for her and for me as our whole family 520 00:29:47.000 --> 00:29:50.280 as we're navigating this kind of ugly to say. 521 00:29:50.280 --> 00:29:51.880 - Yeah, we will do that for sure. 522 00:29:51.880 --> 00:29:52.720 Thank you for sharing. 523 00:29:52.720 --> 00:29:53.560 - Thank you. 524 00:29:53.560 --> 00:29:56.400 - And I'm glad it's helpful. 525 00:29:56.400 --> 00:29:58.960 The more you guys tell us that what you like 526 00:29:58.960 --> 00:30:00.200 and what you're using. 527 00:30:05.840 --> 00:30:08.640 Lindsay, you want to take over? 528 00:30:08.640 --> 00:30:13.760 Absolutely. Thank you, ladies. It's always good to connect because I feel like, you know, 529 00:30:13.760 --> 00:30:18.160 God is so kind to give us each other. I'm always reminded of that as we connect in. 530 00:30:18.160 --> 00:30:22.880 Just share, share our hearts. I want to read. I'm going to kind of wash us, 531 00:30:22.880 --> 00:30:25.600 not kind of. I'm going to wash us in the water of the Word. 532 00:30:25.600 --> 00:30:33.360 And then we're going to lift up all these prayer requests. In Psalm 18, David writes, 533 00:30:33.360 --> 00:30:37.840 and it just a little sight like note, you know, sometimes it has this at the beginning of a Psalm 534 00:30:37.840 --> 00:30:43.520 who wrote it and when it was written. So this is a Psalm of David who addressed the words of the 535 00:30:43.520 --> 00:30:48.880 song on the day that the Lord delivered him from the hand of all his enemies and from the hand of 536 00:30:48.880 --> 00:30:53.280 Saul. And it's a beautiful Psalm. I won't read the whole thing. I would encourage you guys if you 537 00:30:53.280 --> 00:30:59.840 have time to data to sit with the Psalm because just to think through the other side of your 538 00:30:59.840 --> 00:31:06.000 prayer request, often we sometimes enter into prayer. And there's something wrong with this, 539 00:31:06.000 --> 00:31:10.320 but we kind of have outcome in mind. This is how I would like it to go. This is how I would like 540 00:31:10.320 --> 00:31:18.000 it to resolve. This is the result I would like. And so sometimes, if we're not aware, we can attach 541 00:31:18.000 --> 00:31:22.960 our heart to the outcome itself or to the promise being fulfilled in the way that we're currently 542 00:31:22.960 --> 00:31:31.200 visualizing. And it can take our eyes off of the promise giver and who we're connected to in prayer 543 00:31:31.200 --> 00:31:36.960 and the relationship that we have with the Lord. And that is our, that is our steadfast point, 544 00:31:36.960 --> 00:31:42.000 right? That is our solid ground. It's not the outcome coming to fruition. It's who we're with 545 00:31:42.000 --> 00:31:48.960 in the middle of the waiting. And so just an interesting exercise is when you're reading a Psalm 546 00:31:48.960 --> 00:31:54.000 like Psalm 18, this is the other side of the prayer. David's been delivered from all his enemies and 547 00:31:54.000 --> 00:32:00.480 from the hand of Saul. And in it, in verse 18, he writes, they confront me. They confronted me, 548 00:32:00.480 --> 00:32:08.000 speaking of his enemies in the day of my calamity, but the Lord was my support. He brought me into a 549 00:32:08.000 --> 00:32:17.760 spacious place. He rescued me because he delighted in me. So for all of us, that is the God that we 550 00:32:17.760 --> 00:32:22.800 serve. He brings us into a spacious place. So often when we're in the middle, when we're in the 551 00:32:22.800 --> 00:32:27.040 transition, I see the word even transition in some of our prayer requests that are coming in, 552 00:32:27.040 --> 00:32:33.280 that can feel like a very constricting place. But the Lord does not leave his people cornered. 553 00:32:33.280 --> 00:32:36.720 And that's the promise. So I'm going to start lifting us up. 554 00:32:36.720 --> 00:32:44.720 Ashley, I'm going to start with you. So Ashley, Lord, we lift up this heart's desire 555 00:32:45.680 --> 00:32:50.960 for Ashley to be the mama that her kid needs in this transitional period of life as 556 00:32:50.960 --> 00:32:58.880 they're preparing for what's next after high school. And Lord, we know that you fill the gap, 557 00:32:58.880 --> 00:33:04.400 that gap that says, I don't know what to do. I don't know if I have what it takes or if I have 558 00:33:04.400 --> 00:33:11.040 all the knowledge or the resources to help in this transitional time. But Lord, you do. 559 00:33:11.040 --> 00:33:18.400 You fill the gap. So I pray right now for a tangible infusion of your peace and presence and Ashley's 560 00:33:18.400 --> 00:33:26.240 heart in her mind. And when that feeling of her body or in her soul comes up that says, I don't 561 00:33:26.240 --> 00:33:31.920 know that I'm enough. I don't feel like I'm enough, Lord. I pray that you touch that place right now. 562 00:33:31.920 --> 00:33:39.600 You enter that thought, you enter that emotion, those feelings with your tangible peace and presence. 563 00:33:40.400 --> 00:33:47.280 And I pray, Lord, that you would guard her heart and her mind. And I know with full confidence 564 00:33:47.280 --> 00:33:53.520 that you will fill the gap because before her son was even formed in her womb, you knew him. 565 00:33:53.520 --> 00:33:59.440 That's what your word says. So that's what we can stand on. And his destiny scroll was already 566 00:33:59.440 --> 00:34:06.560 written before he entered this world. And you go before him and prepare the way and you come 567 00:34:06.560 --> 00:34:13.280 behind him and you hem him in. So Lord, I pray for wisdom. That your word promises that you give 568 00:34:13.280 --> 00:34:18.560 liberally without finding fault. Ashley is asking for wisdom. I pray that you would give that. And 569 00:34:18.560 --> 00:34:24.400 Lord, guide her steps, guide her sun steps and her family steps as they start to make decisions 570 00:34:24.400 --> 00:34:31.760 about the future, Lord. Bring the right people into their path, the right resources. And just like 571 00:34:31.760 --> 00:34:36.400 in Isaiah says where there will be a voice that comes behind that says this is the way walk in it, 572 00:34:36.400 --> 00:34:41.679 I pray that Ashley will have that in her son, will have that amount of clarity. And Ashley, 573 00:34:41.679 --> 00:34:47.600 as I was praying, I was just reminded that as much as this is about your motherhood's journey, 574 00:34:47.600 --> 00:34:52.880 it's also about your son's journey, learning to lean in and listen to the Lord. And you can 575 00:34:52.880 --> 00:34:58.800 model that for him. You've already been doing that. And that is enough. So thank you, Lord, for that 576 00:34:58.800 --> 00:35:01.340 reminder. 577 00:35:01.880 --> 00:35:06.880 She's asking for a hearing from God in daily life. 578 00:35:06.880 --> 00:35:09.640 Lord, you love to walk with us in the daily. 579 00:35:09.640 --> 00:35:12.440 This is not a transactional relationship 580 00:35:12.440 --> 00:35:13.400 that we have with you. 581 00:35:13.400 --> 00:35:15.160 We are on a relational journey 582 00:35:15.160 --> 00:35:17.400 and the journey is the point, not just the destination. 583 00:35:17.400 --> 00:35:19.840 So I love Tracy's heart. 584 00:35:19.840 --> 00:35:21.680 I know you do too, Lord. 585 00:35:21.680 --> 00:35:23.200 You know the intricacies, you know, 586 00:35:23.200 --> 00:35:24.680 all she's walking through you. 587 00:35:24.680 --> 00:35:26.800 You understand that, you know, 588 00:35:26.800 --> 00:35:29.720 just the exhaustion even of so many things 589 00:35:29.720 --> 00:35:31.640 coming at her and Lord, 590 00:35:31.640 --> 00:35:35.120 I pray that you would bless her with stamina, 591 00:35:35.120 --> 00:35:38.560 fortitude, inner resilience, 592 00:35:38.560 --> 00:35:43.560 and shalom, shalom from Isaiah 26, 3. 593 00:35:43.560 --> 00:35:47.200 Perfect peace, complete completeness. 594 00:35:47.200 --> 00:35:50.520 Tracy, you have what it takes. 595 00:35:50.520 --> 00:35:51.600 It's him. 596 00:35:51.600 --> 00:35:54.880 It's not you getting any better or stronger 597 00:35:54.880 --> 00:35:57.400 or, you know, trying to strengthen everything. 598 00:35:57.400 --> 00:36:00.160 It's he is your strength and you know that. 599 00:36:00.160 --> 00:36:02.040 But I also, like I prayed for Ashley, 600 00:36:02.040 --> 00:36:04.760 that there would be a tangible sense of that today. 601 00:36:04.760 --> 00:36:08.280 And Holy Spirit, you love to guide us in truth. 602 00:36:08.280 --> 00:36:10.720 It's your, it's your role in our lives. 603 00:36:10.720 --> 00:36:13.680 And so Holy Spirit, meet Tracy 604 00:36:13.680 --> 00:36:18.680 in this desire of her heart to hear from you in daily life. 605 00:36:18.680 --> 00:36:21.960 Lord, I lift up Lily 606 00:36:21.960 --> 00:36:24.520 as they are preparing again in a transition season. 607 00:36:24.520 --> 00:36:29.360 Preparing for the selling of a home and purchasing 608 00:36:29.360 --> 00:36:32.280 and deciding about living situations. 609 00:36:32.280 --> 00:36:35.840 Lord, you desire that your people, 610 00:36:35.840 --> 00:36:40.120 your word says would live in peaceful dwelling places, 611 00:36:40.120 --> 00:36:43.600 undisturbed places arrest your word says. 612 00:36:43.600 --> 00:36:47.960 And I declare that over Lily, her husband, her mom, 613 00:36:47.960 --> 00:36:51.160 her children, Lord, that they would live 614 00:36:51.160 --> 00:36:54.600 in peaceful dwelling places and places of undisturbed rest. 615 00:36:54.600 --> 00:36:57.600 And Lord, I pray that you would go before them 616 00:36:57.600 --> 00:36:59.520 with all the details, bring them the right people. 617 00:36:59.520 --> 00:37:00.520 You know, there's so many people 618 00:37:00.520 --> 00:37:02.320 that touch these transactions, Lily. 619 00:37:02.320 --> 00:37:05.320 And I just see the Lord bringing you the right people. 620 00:37:05.320 --> 00:37:07.120 You know, whether it's loan officers 621 00:37:07.120 --> 00:37:10.160 or real estate agents or mortgage brokers 622 00:37:10.160 --> 00:37:12.080 or whoever's needed attorneys. 623 00:37:12.080 --> 00:37:14.880 There's so much to navigate. 624 00:37:14.880 --> 00:37:18.000 And I just, I see the Lord just highlighting people to you. 625 00:37:18.000 --> 00:37:20.040 Okay, this is, this is the right person. 626 00:37:20.040 --> 00:37:22.520 This is the, you know, and just bringing you 627 00:37:22.520 --> 00:37:25.320 a support system, you and your husband have been a support. 628 00:37:25.320 --> 00:37:28.960 And his word says those who refresh will be refreshed. 629 00:37:28.960 --> 00:37:31.840 So I see you, I just see a picture of you guys 630 00:37:31.840 --> 00:37:34.240 reaping what you've sown into other people's lives 631 00:37:34.240 --> 00:37:36.920 in your caretaking role, whether it's been in the spirit 632 00:37:36.920 --> 00:37:39.440 or even in the practical. 633 00:37:39.440 --> 00:37:43.440 He is going to make sure you reap a harvest from that. 634 00:37:43.440 --> 00:37:45.400 So we say yes and amen. 635 00:37:45.400 --> 00:37:50.000 And what I pray over Dawn in her family situation, 636 00:37:50.000 --> 00:37:56.840 you have given us families, Lord, as a blessing 637 00:37:56.840 --> 00:37:58.480 and the enemy would love nothing more 638 00:37:58.480 --> 00:38:01.760 than to take that away through relational conflict 639 00:38:01.760 --> 00:38:05.720 and people's decisions and choices and inner turmoil. 640 00:38:05.720 --> 00:38:09.400 And Lord, we say enough, no more. 641 00:38:09.400 --> 00:38:11.120 We pray that you would jump in. 642 00:38:11.120 --> 00:38:12.080 You are a good father. 643 00:38:12.080 --> 00:38:16.680 You are a father to us first before our earthly parents. 644 00:38:16.680 --> 00:38:18.960 We have family in you. 645 00:38:18.960 --> 00:38:21.200 We have family in the Godhead. 646 00:38:21.200 --> 00:38:26.200 And it's a divine union that does not get broken 647 00:38:26.200 --> 00:38:28.560 like broken down like earthly relationships. 648 00:38:28.560 --> 00:38:30.960 And so I just pray that there would be a fresh revelation 649 00:38:30.960 --> 00:38:35.800 first in Dawn's life and her heart of belonging 650 00:38:35.800 --> 00:38:38.120 'cause it can get so twisted. 651 00:38:38.120 --> 00:38:40.480 I know from experience, you can get so twisted 652 00:38:40.480 --> 00:38:41.400 in these situations. 653 00:38:41.400 --> 00:38:46.080 So Lord, untwist, unravel, untangle what the enemy 654 00:38:46.080 --> 00:38:48.080 has tried to tie up. 655 00:38:48.080 --> 00:38:51.440 And I pray, Lord, that you would do a miracle, 656 00:38:51.440 --> 00:38:56.000 do a miracle, wonder-working power in this family's life. 657 00:38:56.000 --> 00:38:58.200 This is not the end of the story. 658 00:38:58.200 --> 00:39:01.280 And Lord, there is testimony after testimony, 659 00:39:01.280 --> 00:39:06.280 after testimony of relational, you are the God of Restoration. 660 00:39:06.280 --> 00:39:09.200 So this isn't about another person needing 661 00:39:09.200 --> 00:39:10.400 to fix another person, Lord. 662 00:39:10.400 --> 00:39:12.920 This is about your divine plan for family 663 00:39:12.920 --> 00:39:15.960 coming into fruition in this generational line. 664 00:39:15.960 --> 00:39:18.360 We thank you that Dawn has stood on your truth, 665 00:39:18.360 --> 00:39:22.080 that she has decided, I am not going to bow 666 00:39:22.080 --> 00:39:23.840 to relational conflict. 667 00:39:23.840 --> 00:39:26.200 I'm not going to give my heart and my mind 668 00:39:26.200 --> 00:39:28.880 to what the enemy wants to do in this family, 669 00:39:28.880 --> 00:39:33.040 but I am going to be steadfast in who the Lord is 670 00:39:33.040 --> 00:39:34.800 and who she is in the Lord. 671 00:39:34.800 --> 00:39:37.160 So we bless you, Dawn, for that. 672 00:39:37.160 --> 00:39:39.840 There are seeds that you're sowing in the spirit realm. 673 00:39:39.840 --> 00:39:42.120 There are seeds you're sowing in your conversation 674 00:39:42.120 --> 00:39:43.520 with your mom. 675 00:39:43.520 --> 00:39:48.520 And we bless those seeds that they will reap a harvest. 676 00:39:48.520 --> 00:39:54.080 And Lord, you are the God that takes the captives out, 677 00:39:54.080 --> 00:39:58.160 frees the captives, takes the prisoners out, 678 00:39:58.160 --> 00:39:59.360 sets people free. 679 00:40:01.400 --> 00:40:03.760 So I pray that there would be a divine, 680 00:40:03.760 --> 00:40:07.920 wonder-working power that would start to unfold. 681 00:40:07.920 --> 00:40:12.160 And you know the thoughts of people in their hearts, 682 00:40:12.160 --> 00:40:13.880 so meet them in their thoughts. 683 00:40:13.880 --> 00:40:16.000 Reach her brother the way that he can be reached. 684 00:40:16.000 --> 00:40:18.320 Do you know him better than anyone else? 685 00:40:18.320 --> 00:40:20.320 Reach her parents and speak to Dawn 686 00:40:20.320 --> 00:40:23.320 in ways that she can connect with 687 00:40:23.320 --> 00:40:26.760 and that will awaken her heart to what you have planned 688 00:40:26.760 --> 00:40:28.480 and what you desire. 689 00:40:28.480 --> 00:40:33.280 Dawn, I just, I feel just a tenderness of the Lord 690 00:40:33.280 --> 00:40:35.160 towards you right now in this season. 691 00:40:35.160 --> 00:40:38.000 Like I just, I feel like he wants to take off 692 00:40:38.000 --> 00:40:41.400 any blame, shame or condemnation of like, 693 00:40:41.400 --> 00:40:43.880 you need to be doing this, you need to be doing that. 694 00:40:43.880 --> 00:40:45.720 You know, just the, sometimes we just, 695 00:40:45.720 --> 00:40:49.160 we keep on extra responsibility out of the goodness 696 00:40:49.160 --> 00:40:51.080 of our heart, just wanting to be purehearted 697 00:40:51.080 --> 00:40:52.320 and wanting to do the right thing. 698 00:40:52.320 --> 00:40:54.600 And I just feel like the Lord is taking, 699 00:40:54.600 --> 00:40:57.520 taking off that burden for you. 700 00:40:57.520 --> 00:40:58.880 And he wants you to know, like, 701 00:40:58.880 --> 00:41:01.640 I see him speaking tenderly to you. 702 00:41:01.640 --> 00:41:04.040 There's gonna be moments like in your secret place with him. 703 00:41:04.040 --> 00:41:05.400 So just be open to that. 704 00:41:05.400 --> 00:41:07.440 I know you are, but just, I would say, 705 00:41:07.440 --> 00:41:08.840 have an expectation for that. 706 00:41:08.840 --> 00:41:11.600 If you're starting to feel at any part of your day, 707 00:41:11.600 --> 00:41:13.520 that weight of responsibility of like, 708 00:41:13.520 --> 00:41:15.520 it's up to me and I have to fix it 709 00:41:15.520 --> 00:41:18.200 or I have to make sure that this is communicated 710 00:41:18.200 --> 00:41:22.840 and the feeling of possible abandonment, miscommunication, 711 00:41:22.840 --> 00:41:25.960 misunderstanding all of that, the Lord is wiping away. 712 00:41:25.960 --> 00:41:27.520 He's speaking tenderly to you. 713 00:41:27.520 --> 00:41:29.960 And he wants you to know he's got it handled. 714 00:41:29.960 --> 00:41:30.880 He's got it covered. 715 00:41:30.880 --> 00:41:32.920 So we thank you for that, Lord. 716 00:41:32.920 --> 00:41:35.800 And I lift up Heidi. 717 00:41:35.800 --> 00:41:39.360 I pray for healing, divine healing for her husband 718 00:41:39.360 --> 00:41:41.120 and his recovery, Lord. 719 00:41:41.120 --> 00:41:44.400 I pray, you know, you are the God 720 00:41:44.400 --> 00:41:47.480 that it's better than before. 721 00:41:47.480 --> 00:41:50.280 So I just pray for a better than before. 722 00:41:50.280 --> 00:41:52.640 There's a beginning before the surgery 723 00:41:52.640 --> 00:41:55.120 and I just pray that he is going to be walking 724 00:41:55.120 --> 00:41:57.000 in newness of life in his knees. 725 00:41:57.000 --> 00:41:59.640 I speak newness of life into his knees 726 00:41:59.640 --> 00:42:03.160 and I pray that you would just give an infusion of energy 727 00:42:03.160 --> 00:42:06.120 to Heidi in this, what feels like a very constricting space 728 00:42:06.120 --> 00:42:08.120 where the routine is off and the rhythm, Lord, 729 00:42:08.120 --> 00:42:09.560 you are God of order. 730 00:42:09.560 --> 00:42:13.560 And I pray that you would give her a fresh revelation 731 00:42:13.560 --> 00:42:17.240 that this is your desire for her. 732 00:42:17.240 --> 00:42:19.840 It's not for her to have to fix 733 00:42:19.840 --> 00:42:23.840 and that there can be a resilience in the messiness 734 00:42:23.840 --> 00:42:25.400 and the lack of routine 735 00:42:25.400 --> 00:42:28.200 and that you can also bring to order what feels confusing, 736 00:42:28.200 --> 00:42:30.000 what feels like there's a lack of clarity, 737 00:42:30.000 --> 00:42:31.800 what feels like there's just too much, Lord, 738 00:42:31.800 --> 00:42:33.440 that is yours to carry. 739 00:42:33.440 --> 00:42:37.360 Jesus, you say your burden is easy, your yoke is light 740 00:42:37.360 --> 00:42:39.600 or your burden is light, your yoke is easy. 741 00:42:39.600 --> 00:42:43.120 And if we're weary, we can come to you. 742 00:42:43.120 --> 00:42:45.560 And so Heidi is coming and I pray 743 00:42:45.560 --> 00:42:49.320 that there would be rest for her soul. 744 00:42:49.320 --> 00:42:52.920 And there would be no more delay 745 00:42:52.920 --> 00:42:55.480 in that at all, where there feels like there's constriction, 746 00:42:55.480 --> 00:42:58.280 where there feels like there's stuckness, 747 00:42:58.280 --> 00:43:00.760 where there feels like there's overwhelm, 748 00:43:00.760 --> 00:43:03.120 I pray that you would just lighten that 749 00:43:03.120 --> 00:43:05.760 the way that you, only the way that you can, Lord. 750 00:43:05.760 --> 00:43:08.440 And there's no going back to the way it was before, 751 00:43:08.440 --> 00:43:10.240 it's going to be even better than before. 752 00:43:10.240 --> 00:43:12.000 I really, I feel that for you, Heidi, 753 00:43:12.000 --> 00:43:14.040 for you and your husband, like, 754 00:43:14.040 --> 00:43:16.640 this isn't like a settling into a new normal of like, 755 00:43:16.640 --> 00:43:18.720 "Well, this is as best we could get past surgery." 756 00:43:18.720 --> 00:43:20.360 It's like, no, there's gonna be a better than before 757 00:43:20.360 --> 00:43:22.480 and there's gonna be a newness of life. 758 00:43:22.480 --> 00:43:23.880 So we thank you for that. 759 00:43:23.880 --> 00:43:28.360 Okay, I think that's everyone. 760 00:43:28.360 --> 00:43:31.360 Obviously, Ali, you're walking through it right now, 761 00:43:31.360 --> 00:43:35.080 so we just pray for my three-legged puppy. 762 00:43:35.080 --> 00:43:36.960 - Absolutely, and, you know, Ali, 763 00:43:36.960 --> 00:43:38.240 what I sense for you is, you know, 764 00:43:38.240 --> 00:43:40.240 I know you're about to release a new book, 765 00:43:40.240 --> 00:43:42.560 there's a new project and, you know, 766 00:43:42.560 --> 00:43:43.880 part of the cost of that, 767 00:43:43.880 --> 00:43:45.920 I've watched you walk through this a few times 768 00:43:45.920 --> 00:43:48.520 with your, as your books have launched. 769 00:43:48.520 --> 00:43:49.680 You know, there's some warfare 770 00:43:49.680 --> 00:43:51.560 that you walk through each time 771 00:43:51.560 --> 00:43:54.040 and that's precious to the Lord. 772 00:43:54.040 --> 00:43:56.400 I do feel like there is an invitation 773 00:43:56.400 --> 00:44:01.400 for a greater than before. 774 00:44:01.400 --> 00:44:04.200 It's not, it doesn't have to be the way it always is 775 00:44:04.200 --> 00:44:06.040 when it comes to that book launch. 776 00:44:06.040 --> 00:44:08.360 Like, I just see like this, 777 00:44:08.360 --> 00:44:09.720 I know it's kind of a funny term now, 778 00:44:09.720 --> 00:44:11.240 this hedge of protection 'cause we're like, 779 00:44:11.240 --> 00:44:12.080 "Is that a bush?" 780 00:44:12.080 --> 00:44:12.920 But I just feel this, 781 00:44:12.920 --> 00:44:15.080 I see this force field around you, 782 00:44:15.080 --> 00:44:16.760 which I really feel represents the peace 783 00:44:16.760 --> 00:44:18.840 beyond understanding that rises up to guard 784 00:44:18.840 --> 00:44:20.360 our hearts and minds. 785 00:44:20.360 --> 00:44:23.200 And I feel like there's such a preciousness 786 00:44:23.200 --> 00:44:25.680 to your willingness to like, 787 00:44:25.680 --> 00:44:27.320 and I'm saying this 'cause we're friends 788 00:44:27.320 --> 00:44:28.640 and so you'll get it. 789 00:44:28.640 --> 00:44:30.160 But like, you know, it's almost like we sometimes 790 00:44:30.160 --> 00:44:31.000 we'll walk in and we're like, 791 00:44:31.000 --> 00:44:33.480 "Well, I'll be the beating bag if I need to 792 00:44:33.480 --> 00:44:35.520 of the enemy to get through this next battle." 793 00:44:35.520 --> 00:44:37.440 Like, I know that you have that heart of a warrior 794 00:44:37.440 --> 00:44:38.760 where you're like, "I'll do it, Lord." 795 00:44:38.760 --> 00:44:40.120 Like, I'll take the hit 796 00:44:40.120 --> 00:44:42.040 and you've done it time and time again. 797 00:44:42.040 --> 00:44:44.920 And I feel like there's like a new mode for you. 798 00:44:44.920 --> 00:44:47.920 You're celebrating about to celebrate a new decade, 799 00:44:47.920 --> 00:44:49.440 like you're walking into it 800 00:44:49.440 --> 00:44:51.440 and 50 is a Jubilee year. 801 00:44:51.440 --> 00:44:55.440 So there's something to consider in the spirit for you 802 00:44:55.440 --> 00:44:58.120 of like what that means in the natural as well. 803 00:44:58.120 --> 00:44:59.320 Like, there's a Jubilee 804 00:45:05.000 --> 00:45:06.280 Like it's a fresh restart. 805 00:45:06.280 --> 00:45:09.840 So I just, I saw that as I was like thinking about you 806 00:45:09.840 --> 00:45:10.800 and praying for you. 807 00:45:10.800 --> 00:45:13.480 Like there's a, there's a new mode where it's like, 808 00:45:13.480 --> 00:45:16.000 hey, you've taken the hits and the Lord has been so precious 809 00:45:16.000 --> 00:45:18.080 to the Lord, but it's like a new mode. 810 00:45:18.080 --> 00:45:19.600 Like there's a force field around you 811 00:45:19.600 --> 00:45:21.840 and you're gonna be able to walk through 812 00:45:21.840 --> 00:45:23.880 with greater acceleration than before 813 00:45:23.880 --> 00:45:25.400 as you like go into this launch. 814 00:45:25.400 --> 00:45:29.240 So, and quick recovery for your pet penny. 815 00:45:29.240 --> 00:45:31.440 We pray over that too, a little pub. 816 00:45:31.440 --> 00:45:34.720 And the celebration that might, might need to be delayed 817 00:45:34.720 --> 00:45:35.600 'cause I know that you guys might have 818 00:45:35.600 --> 00:45:36.720 to delay the celebration. 819 00:45:36.720 --> 00:45:38.600 I pray that again, that's a jubilee thing. 820 00:45:38.600 --> 00:45:40.880 Like it's gonna be even better than what you're planning. 821 00:45:40.880 --> 00:45:45.840 So this isn't you like taking another sacrifice. 822 00:45:45.840 --> 00:45:46.860 The Lord's like, no, I really want, 823 00:45:46.860 --> 00:45:48.840 I want, I want Ali to be celebrated. 824 00:45:48.840 --> 00:45:50.720 I really desire that as her dad. 825 00:45:50.720 --> 00:45:53.600 And Macy Mase, girl, I think you're walking 826 00:45:53.600 --> 00:45:55.280 through something really special. 827 00:45:55.280 --> 00:45:59.220 You know, the aloneness, like there's a greater dependency 828 00:45:59.220 --> 00:46:03.560 in the Lord that you're learning in this season. 829 00:46:03.560 --> 00:46:07.400 And it's going to unfold in a greater strength 830 00:46:07.400 --> 00:46:10.200 in a greater measure than I think maybe you're even expecting. 831 00:46:10.200 --> 00:46:13.960 So raise your anticipation. 832 00:46:13.960 --> 00:46:16.440 The things that feel like maybe like extra noise 833 00:46:16.440 --> 00:46:19.840 or feel like maybe, that didn't go the way that I expected. 834 00:46:19.840 --> 00:46:21.440 It's like there's a redirecting 835 00:46:21.440 --> 00:46:23.720 that I think the Lord is bringing you into 836 00:46:23.720 --> 00:46:25.000 and it's a greater dependency. 837 00:46:25.000 --> 00:46:26.160 That's not a word to fear. 838 00:46:26.160 --> 00:46:27.440 Like, oh my gosh, what's gonna happen? 839 00:46:27.440 --> 00:46:28.440 Then we have to be greater dependency. 840 00:46:28.440 --> 00:46:31.340 It's like, it's just an inner piece. 841 00:46:31.340 --> 00:46:33.020 It's like an inner knowing 842 00:46:33.020 --> 00:46:34.660 that you're gonna walk through a greater measure. 843 00:46:34.660 --> 00:46:36.580 And you've been a support to a lot 844 00:46:36.580 --> 00:46:39.100 of like big inner ministries. 845 00:46:39.100 --> 00:46:41.980 And you do so, like you walk with quiet feet 846 00:46:41.980 --> 00:46:43.380 around very powerful people. 847 00:46:43.380 --> 00:46:45.820 A lot of people don't know that about you. 848 00:46:45.820 --> 00:46:47.220 It's like, I'll find out something about you. 849 00:46:47.220 --> 00:46:48.860 I'm like, oh, I didn't know Macy was doing that. 850 00:46:48.860 --> 00:46:50.540 I didn't know she was like working with this person 851 00:46:50.540 --> 00:46:54.140 'cause you just do it so it's such humility and such ease. 852 00:46:54.140 --> 00:46:55.620 But that's like a, that's a superpower. 853 00:46:55.620 --> 00:46:58.640 That's a supernatural thing the Lord has gifted you with. 854 00:46:58.640 --> 00:47:03.040 And I feel like, again, what you've sown, 855 00:47:03.040 --> 00:47:03.880 you're gonna reap. 856 00:47:03.880 --> 00:47:07.140 So we thank you for that. 857 00:47:07.140 --> 00:47:08.060 Did I miss anyone? 858 00:47:08.060 --> 00:47:09.660 I think I've got. 859 00:47:09.660 --> 00:47:11.120 - Oh, that was beautiful. 860 00:47:11.120 --> 00:47:12.920 - Yeah. - Yeah. 861 00:47:12.920 --> 00:47:15.000 - Well, thank you all for joining us. 862 00:47:15.000 --> 00:47:18.160 Big love to everyone watching later. 863 00:47:18.160 --> 00:47:21.320 And we love you guys. 864 00:47:21.320 --> 00:47:23.120 We'll see you in the community. 865 00:47:23.120 --> 00:47:24.720 - All right.