WEBVTT 1 00:00:17.000 --> 00:00:31.000 And as I've been, as I created this community several months ago and I've been doing these workshops, I've been just in the initial stages of getting out what I've been holding kind of in my heart and in my mind. 2 00:00:31.000 --> 00:00:39.000 And so as I've been getting out the message, I've realized that I've been creating and organizing the message into this framework. 3 00:00:39.000 --> 00:00:51.000 So all of the workshops I've done so far have been organizing this healing framework so that it can be replicated so people can follow the framework. 4 00:00:51.000 --> 00:00:58.000 And it works because it's God's framework, it's the order of how things work for healing. 5 00:00:58.000 --> 00:01:07.000 So, so those are the last workshops now this one is very, very important because this is not so much the framework of healing. 6 00:01:07.000 --> 00:01:21.000 But it is one of the most important, I guess, truths and realities that exist that most of us, even people that have walked around in church for 40 years, have not really understood. 7 00:01:21.000 --> 00:01:30.000 I feel like we've just been scraping the surface on the kingdom within and it's not that we don't know the kingdom of God and we don't understand it. 8 00:01:30.000 --> 00:01:46.000 But our understanding has been very small, and there's so much more, and I feel like, so we're living in a time where God is starting to reveal and unveil more. 9 00:01:46.000 --> 00:01:56.000 So more understanding, deeper insight, expanding our awareness because you can only operate within what you know and understand and what you're aware of. 10 00:01:56.000 --> 00:02:14.000 And we have an air of such a small piece of what really exists. And so right now we're in this transition from leaving, we've like maxed out our understanding and awareness of where we were in the church age, but we're leaving that 11 00:02:14.000 --> 00:02:26.000 operating in church as a system into this kingdom embodiment. Yes. Okay. So, this is really exciting because 12 00:02:26.000 --> 00:02:41.000 you know Jesus, Jesus is the is who said, you know, most of us were taught to think of the kingdom as something future, you know what a place you go when you die when you pass on when you pass away. 13 00:02:41.000 --> 00:02:59.000 A reality that arrives later, or even those, even those of us who are part of more of the charismatic movement and into the supernatural in house of prayer, we touched on the kingdom to a degree, but not the full understanding that we could have. 14 00:02:59.000 --> 00:03:14.000 And so Jesus said in Luke 1721, the kingdom of God does not come with observation, nor will they say look here or there for indeed the kingdom of God is within you. 15 00:03:14.000 --> 00:03:28.000 And so this is profound this, this changes everything because back then the people were expecting the people of at the time were expecting something visible, something external. 16 00:03:28.000 --> 00:03:44.000 But Jesus said the kingdom doesn't arrive that way, the kingdom arrives from within. That's how it arrives on earth it literally arrives on earth from within the people that God created to hold the kingdom. 17 00:03:44.000 --> 00:03:59.000 So the print the kingdom is more than a place it's a governing presence, which is so exciting for us because that's means we there's not we don't have to do all the things we're accustomed to trying to do the things like do the fasting and do the 18 00:03:59.000 --> 00:04:17.000 inner healing times and do the soaking and you know all of those and those are all good and they are all it's those are almost like taking vitamins or something if you want physical health it's it's supporting all of that but it's not the origin. 19 00:04:17.000 --> 00:04:31.000 So, when we, when the Hebrew word this is really interesting because the Hebrew word for the kingdom I like to look up the original words is now cut. 20 00:04:31.000 --> 00:04:49.000 The Greek is bacilli so those are both you know translations in the original text, but they mean the same thing. So kingdom in these in this context it means rain rule authority and government governance. 21 00:04:49.000 --> 00:05:00.000 Talking about an actual place. And so it emphasizes the internal personal dimension of God's kingdom. And so this is where 22 00:05:02.240 --> 00:05:05.320 We kind of think of, okay, you've got the spiritual realm, 23 00:05:05.320 --> 00:05:07.040 you've got the physical realm, 24 00:05:07.040 --> 00:05:09.640 but there are multiple dimensions. 25 00:05:09.640 --> 00:05:13.280 Number one, there's multiple dimensions of God's kingdom. 26 00:05:13.280 --> 00:05:16.560 There's multiple dimensions of Jesus. 27 00:05:16.560 --> 00:05:19.960 And we too, human beings are multi-dimensional. 28 00:05:19.960 --> 00:05:22.120 There are multiple dimensions to who we are. 29 00:05:22.120 --> 00:05:24.720 And I don't really have a good explanation 30 00:05:24.720 --> 00:05:27.360 of what that means, like how to really understand that, 31 00:05:27.360 --> 00:05:32.360 except for there are multiple variations and versions. 32 00:05:32.360 --> 00:05:36.680 There can be. 33 00:05:36.680 --> 00:05:40.840 And there are multiple variations and versions of-- 34 00:05:40.840 --> 00:05:43.880 - Layers. - Layers, layers of us, 35 00:05:43.880 --> 00:05:45.040 of God, of the kingdom. 36 00:05:45.040 --> 00:05:47.120 It's not just one or the other. 37 00:05:47.120 --> 00:05:50.720 There's, so this, the kingdom within, 38 00:05:50.720 --> 00:05:53.440 there is the kingdom where God sits on the throne 39 00:05:53.440 --> 00:05:55.560 and Jesus is seated and the angels are there. 40 00:05:55.560 --> 00:06:00.560 That is one layer, one version, one aspect of the kingdom, 41 00:06:00.560 --> 00:06:04.080 but there's another version of the kingdom that's internal. 42 00:06:04.080 --> 00:06:08.080 It's a personal dimension of God's kingdom that we hold. 43 00:06:08.080 --> 00:06:10.100 We contain, we're the containers of it. 44 00:06:10.100 --> 00:06:12.960 And so that's really exciting. 45 00:06:12.960 --> 00:06:16.120 And I'm just now, hey, Lisa, 46 00:06:16.120 --> 00:06:18.840 I'm just now understanding this as well. 47 00:06:18.840 --> 00:06:23.600 And I'm just wanting to share what I'm understanding 48 00:06:23.600 --> 00:06:25.040 because it matters. 49 00:06:25.040 --> 00:06:28.160 It matters if we wanna show up in life 50 00:06:28.160 --> 00:06:33.160 as the manifestation of wholeness that we are, health. 51 00:06:33.160 --> 00:06:37.120 We are, we are divine health. 52 00:06:37.120 --> 00:06:37.960 It's who we are. 53 00:06:37.960 --> 00:06:39.840 If we wanna show up as that, 54 00:06:39.840 --> 00:06:44.840 as a whole healthy, abundant being of light and love, 55 00:06:44.840 --> 00:06:47.440 if we wanna show up that way, 56 00:06:47.440 --> 00:06:49.960 we need to understand this broader, 57 00:06:49.960 --> 00:06:53.400 we just need to understand the kingdom 58 00:06:53.400 --> 00:06:54.760 in this broader perspective 59 00:06:54.760 --> 00:06:57.320 so that we can operate in it. 60 00:06:57.320 --> 00:06:59.280 Because like I said, you can only operate 61 00:06:59.280 --> 00:07:02.000 within what you know and understand and are aware of. 62 00:07:02.000 --> 00:07:04.680 And it's not because we haven't been wrong 63 00:07:04.680 --> 00:07:07.120 in how we've been operating before. 64 00:07:07.120 --> 00:07:11.800 We just didn't know or we're not aware 65 00:07:11.800 --> 00:07:14.880 of the more that exists for us as well. 66 00:07:14.880 --> 00:07:22.320 So God's kingdom is, wherever his word is, 67 00:07:23.080 --> 00:07:27.680 is wherever his ways are allowed to shape reality. 68 00:07:27.680 --> 00:07:31.480 Because where his kingdom is, his rule, his governance 69 00:07:31.480 --> 00:07:33.040 and his authority is. 70 00:07:33.040 --> 00:07:38.560 And when his wisdom, peace and truth and love 71 00:07:38.560 --> 00:07:41.080 begin to govern our inner world, 72 00:07:41.080 --> 00:07:43.960 the kingdom becomes active in us. 73 00:07:43.960 --> 00:07:46.000 And here's the thing is that when Jesus said 74 00:07:46.000 --> 00:07:49.160 the kingdom of God is within you, what he was saying 75 00:07:49.160 --> 00:07:53.080 and he was trying to get the people to understand this 76 00:07:53.080 --> 00:07:54.120 because they didn't know either. 77 00:07:54.120 --> 00:07:58.120 They thought the kingdom of God was a political thing, 78 00:07:58.120 --> 00:08:01.280 that there was gonna be a political takeover 79 00:08:01.280 --> 00:08:03.320 and it was gonna be this thing that was external. 80 00:08:03.320 --> 00:08:04.680 They didn't know either. 81 00:08:04.680 --> 00:08:09.680 And Jesus was saying the kingdom on earth begins within us. 82 00:08:09.680 --> 00:08:11.800 That's how it works. 83 00:08:11.800 --> 00:08:14.480 The kingdom's not gonna come on this earth 84 00:08:14.480 --> 00:08:16.640 except for through us. 85 00:08:16.640 --> 00:08:18.640 That's how he made us. 86 00:08:19.520 --> 00:08:24.000 And so then you get into, I could go so many directions 87 00:08:24.000 --> 00:08:27.720 with that because then you get into how marvelous 88 00:08:27.720 --> 00:08:29.080 human beings are. 89 00:08:29.080 --> 00:08:31.200 Whether people know God or not, 90 00:08:31.200 --> 00:08:33.280 whether they acknowledge God or not, 91 00:08:33.280 --> 00:08:34.799 whether they know Jesus or not, 92 00:08:34.799 --> 00:08:38.840 human beings are so extraordinary and marvelous 93 00:08:38.840 --> 00:08:43.520 and wonderful because we are created with the capacity 94 00:08:43.520 --> 00:08:47.520 to be the containers and the physical structures 95 00:08:47.520 --> 00:08:51.000 to hold God's governance and authority and rule 96 00:08:51.000 --> 00:08:53.280 and then to release it on the earth. 97 00:08:53.280 --> 00:08:55.760 That's what every human being has a capacity for. 98 00:08:55.760 --> 00:09:00.560 Now we can choose to operate in our temporal, 99 00:09:00.560 --> 00:09:04.000 part of our beings, like again, we're multidimensional. 100 00:09:04.000 --> 00:09:07.640 We have a temporal version of us that's just earthly. 101 00:09:07.640 --> 00:09:09.560 We can choose to operate in that 102 00:09:09.560 --> 00:09:11.200 but that's gonna be very limiting 103 00:09:11.200 --> 00:09:13.880 because then you're subject to everything 104 00:09:13.880 --> 00:09:17.080 that you're feeling and experiencing. 105 00:09:17.080 --> 00:09:19.680 You're subject to just all of the, 106 00:09:19.680 --> 00:09:21.960 like the pain and the suffering and the challenges 107 00:09:21.960 --> 00:09:25.960 and the trials and the people around you 108 00:09:25.960 --> 00:09:28.000 and that's gonna kind of govern you. 109 00:09:28.000 --> 00:09:29.680 You don't wanna be governed by all that. 110 00:09:29.680 --> 00:09:32.040 You wanna be governed with something higher 111 00:09:32.040 --> 00:09:32.880 that's within you. 112 00:09:32.880 --> 00:09:36.240 So no matter what's going on externally, 113 00:09:36.240 --> 00:09:38.880 you're solid and you're bringing, 114 00:09:38.880 --> 00:09:42.200 you're the structure that brings God's governance and rule 115 00:09:42.200 --> 00:09:45.120 into those situations and it's coming from within you. 116 00:09:45.120 --> 00:09:50.120 So when God's governance is active within you, 117 00:09:50.120 --> 00:09:58.640 his peace begins to guide our responses to life in the world. 118 00:10:05.680 --> 00:10:10.640 ourselves and others. And the other thing is that where his governance and where his 119 00:10:10.640 --> 00:10:19.600 authority and rule are active, there's truth. And so when that's active in you, truth really 120 00:10:19.600 --> 00:10:27.120 does set us free. And this is what it means for the kingdom to be active within a human being. 121 00:10:28.320 --> 00:10:34.960 So think of the kingdom within like a compass. So a compass doesn't force you to go anywhere. 122 00:10:34.960 --> 00:10:42.800 It simply reveals the direction of true north. And you can ignore it if you choose to, 123 00:10:42.800 --> 00:10:47.040 or you could maybe not even know that you have a compass. So maybe you never use it because you 124 00:10:47.040 --> 00:10:55.440 don't know. Or you can align with it and let it direct you. And in the same way God places his 125 00:10:55.440 --> 00:11:03.680 life, his wisdom, his authority, his rule and reign, his governance, his peace, all of everything 126 00:11:03.680 --> 00:11:13.520 that he is, he places it within us like a compass to be the director and to be the thing that we 127 00:11:13.520 --> 00:11:22.080 operate from and utilize, utilize fully. And when we begin to align with that inner guidance, 128 00:11:22.880 --> 00:11:32.560 then like I said, his peace, his truth, his life, his light begins to orient our lives. Our lives 129 00:11:32.560 --> 00:11:40.880 begin to orient around the kingdom. And what I've noticed, because I've been doing counseling, 130 00:11:40.880 --> 00:11:45.680 inner healing, deliverance, and then like the more energy healing, I've been doing this for so long 131 00:11:45.680 --> 00:11:55.120 now. And what I've noticed with Christian people is that a lot of people are disconnected internally. 132 00:11:55.120 --> 00:12:01.680 So they're either operating in their temporal part of themselves, that physical mind, emotions, and 133 00:12:01.680 --> 00:12:11.360 body, or they're operating in the spirit. But in order to fully be operating from the kingdom 134 00:12:11.360 --> 00:12:17.920 within us, they all need to be connected. So internally, we need to be fully connected. 135 00:12:17.920 --> 00:12:26.800 And so that that government is flowing through us all the time. And most people are disconnected 136 00:12:26.800 --> 00:12:32.800 because we've been taught, Oh, your heart is wicked. You know, you're, you're, you're, there's 137 00:12:32.800 --> 00:12:40.720 something wrong with you and you need Christ to save you, which is true. But there's nothing wrong 138 00:12:40.720 --> 00:12:45.280 with who we are. There's nothing wrong with this. And so a lot of Christians don't, we don't trust 139 00:12:45.280 --> 00:12:51.920 that inner guidance. We don't trust that inner inner inner life, because we think it's wicked or 140 00:12:51.920 --> 00:12:59.200 sinful. And that's not true. Because Jesus took care of that before we were even born 2000 years 141 00:12:59.200 --> 00:13:05.920 ago. And he created a whole new kind of being, he created a new bloodline. So we're not even in 142 00:13:05.920 --> 00:13:12.800 the bloodline of Adam anymore. He crucified that bloodline and started over. We are in the bloodline 143 00:13:12.800 --> 00:13:22.720 of Jesus. We are a whole new kind of being. And so our inner life is, is trustable and reliable, 144 00:13:22.720 --> 00:13:29.920 because the inside is where we're connected to God. And that's where that, that direction and, 145 00:13:31.120 --> 00:13:42.800 and that inner wisdom will direct us. So I want to talk about internal versus external governance. 146 00:13:42.800 --> 00:13:49.840 So on the left, you have the external religion. And this has done a lot of, this is done a lot of, 147 00:13:49.840 --> 00:13:55.680 I think, injury and damage to the governance of the kingdom within us, because 148 00:13:57.680 --> 00:14:03.280 it, it relies on all of these things, like there's this outside pressure that we start to operate 149 00:14:03.280 --> 00:14:07.280 from. And you see it everywhere, you see it in the Catholic, you see it in the Protestant, 150 00:14:07.280 --> 00:14:12.160 you see it in the charismatic, the all of them, they just look a little different in each one. 151 00:14:12.160 --> 00:14:20.000 There's this outside pressure to look a certain way, to be a certain someone, to be someone 152 00:14:21.200 --> 00:14:29.200 specifically to do certain things, you've got rules, performance, outside approval, seeking 153 00:14:29.200 --> 00:14:36.240 external guidance, like, Oh, well, I don't know the pastor, I got to check in and see what the 154 00:14:36.240 --> 00:14:42.000 pastor said, if I don't know if I can trust my inner wisdom or my inner voice or God within me, 155 00:14:42.000 --> 00:14:48.000 I got to, I got to see what the pastor says, you know, I can only, or we're looking at podcasts and 156 00:14:48.000 --> 00:14:54.560 all these external things for guidance. We mistrust, there's a mistrust of our inner discernment, 157 00:14:54.560 --> 00:14:59.840 there's a restricted life, there's a dimmed awareness. 158 00:15:03.080 --> 00:15:05.340 and disconnection from inner life. 159 00:15:05.340 --> 00:15:06.880 So that's that those are symptoms 160 00:15:06.880 --> 00:15:11.800 of the external governance versus internal governance. 161 00:15:11.800 --> 00:15:16.000 And so when we're governed from within 162 00:15:16.000 --> 00:15:20.420 and we allow the rule, authority, 163 00:15:20.420 --> 00:15:24.360 reign and government of God's kingdom that is in us, 164 00:15:24.360 --> 00:15:25.520 'cause Jesus said it was, 165 00:15:25.520 --> 00:15:28.860 and when we allow ourselves to be governed from within, 166 00:15:28.860 --> 00:15:30.640 then in the middle of us, 167 00:15:30.640 --> 00:15:33.480 at the core of us is God's presence. 168 00:15:33.480 --> 00:15:35.120 That's our compass. 169 00:15:35.120 --> 00:15:39.160 God's presence is at the in the core of who we are. 170 00:15:39.160 --> 00:15:42.120 And we don't need to go to a pastor, 171 00:15:42.120 --> 00:15:43.760 we don't need to go to a podcast, 172 00:15:43.760 --> 00:15:48.300 we don't need to go to a Bible study for that. 173 00:15:48.300 --> 00:15:49.840 It's already in us. 174 00:15:49.840 --> 00:15:52.880 And when we allow that, 175 00:15:52.880 --> 00:15:56.160 God's presence in the core of us to govern us, 176 00:15:56.160 --> 00:15:59.240 there's peace, there's love, there's joy, 177 00:15:59.240 --> 00:16:01.680 there's that river of life that says we have, 178 00:16:01.680 --> 00:16:04.480 there's light, there's wisdom, 179 00:16:04.480 --> 00:16:08.200 because it's actually the real version. 180 00:16:08.200 --> 00:16:11.000 This is the truest version of us. 181 00:16:11.000 --> 00:16:13.600 The truest version of us is this, 182 00:16:13.600 --> 00:16:19.640 and that's what we want coming into the rest of us. 183 00:16:19.640 --> 00:16:24.120 We want that this true version, 184 00:16:24.120 --> 00:16:26.720 I would even say the higher version 185 00:16:26.720 --> 00:16:30.120 and variation of who we are of our identity, 186 00:16:30.120 --> 00:16:33.200 we want that coming through into the physical. 187 00:16:33.200 --> 00:16:35.920 But there's a process for that 188 00:16:35.920 --> 00:16:39.160 because in order for something that's spiritual, 189 00:16:39.160 --> 00:16:41.520 because this is true in the spirit, 190 00:16:41.520 --> 00:16:43.480 but in order for something that's real and true 191 00:16:43.480 --> 00:16:48.200 in the spirit to take shape in the physical, 192 00:16:48.200 --> 00:16:51.520 there has to be a physical structure to contain it. 193 00:16:52.640 --> 00:16:56.200 And so our bodies are the physical structure. 194 00:16:56.200 --> 00:17:00.920 We cannot operate from kingdom governance without our bodies. 195 00:17:00.920 --> 00:17:03.960 So our bodies are not shameful and wicked, 196 00:17:03.960 --> 00:17:08.960 our bodies are so miraculous, our bodies are temples 197 00:17:08.960 --> 00:17:13.839 and we need to get this spiritual reality and truth 198 00:17:13.839 --> 00:17:18.079 into our bodies all the way into the cell 199 00:17:18.079 --> 00:17:22.319 so that the cells of our body are governed 200 00:17:22.319 --> 00:17:24.480 by what's at the deepest part of us. 201 00:17:24.480 --> 00:17:28.040 Okay, so I got super excited by that. 202 00:17:28.040 --> 00:17:36.040 Okay, so when life is governed primarily from the outside, 203 00:17:36.040 --> 00:17:39.120 people often become disconnected from their inner life, 204 00:17:39.120 --> 00:17:40.620 which is what I was saying. 205 00:17:40.620 --> 00:17:43.360 Our motivation becomes driven by pressure, 206 00:17:43.360 --> 00:17:48.440 pressure to be something, pressure to do something, 207 00:17:48.440 --> 00:17:53.440 pressure to serve and to pressure to contribute 208 00:17:53.440 --> 00:17:58.760 and set up and lead the Bible study 209 00:17:58.760 --> 00:18:01.080 to pressure to look like you're worshiping 210 00:18:01.080 --> 00:18:03.000 and pressure to look like you have it all together 211 00:18:03.000 --> 00:18:04.720 and all of those things. 212 00:18:04.720 --> 00:18:09.960 And then the inner world can feel restricted 213 00:18:09.960 --> 00:18:12.040 rather than fully alive 214 00:18:12.040 --> 00:18:13.720 because all of those external things 215 00:18:13.720 --> 00:18:15.760 become restrictions to us. 216 00:18:15.760 --> 00:18:18.520 And they actually quench the life out of us. 217 00:18:18.520 --> 00:18:22.080 And so, 218 00:18:22.080 --> 00:18:26.880 and then when the kingdom governs from within 219 00:18:26.880 --> 00:18:31.240 a different atmosphere emerges in our entire being, 220 00:18:31.240 --> 00:18:35.520 the atmospheres of our soul is governed by the kingdom within 221 00:18:35.520 --> 00:18:37.040 which is our mind, will and emotions 222 00:18:37.040 --> 00:18:41.680 and the atmosphere of our physical bodies become governed 223 00:18:41.680 --> 00:18:45.440 by God's authority, rule and reign and by his presence. 224 00:18:45.440 --> 00:18:47.200 Instead of our bodies being governed 225 00:18:47.200 --> 00:18:50.360 by our minds and emotions and our circumstances. 226 00:18:50.360 --> 00:18:57.760 Okay, so John 1-4 227 00:18:57.760 --> 00:19:04.560 says in him was life and that life was the light of humanity. 228 00:19:04.560 --> 00:19:07.000 And so, again, I like to look up 229 00:19:07.000 --> 00:19:09.720 the original Hebrew and Greek words 230 00:19:09.720 --> 00:19:11.440 'cause those have the deeper meanings 231 00:19:11.440 --> 00:19:15.320 and the word here for life is zoey, 232 00:19:15.320 --> 00:19:20.200 the divine life that originates in God. 233 00:19:20.200 --> 00:19:23.280 And so, Jesus is talking about himself. 234 00:19:23.280 --> 00:19:27.960 He was the divine life that originates in God. 235 00:19:27.960 --> 00:19:29.840 And it says that 236 00:19:29.840 --> 00:19:34.040 and that life was the light of humanity. 237 00:19:34.040 --> 00:19:36.240 And so, I'm just using this one verse, 238 00:19:36.240 --> 00:19:38.240 but there are several verses 239 00:19:38.240 --> 00:19:42.480 that bring life and light into the same, 240 00:19:42.480 --> 00:19:44.400 it's the same word. 241 00:19:44.400 --> 00:19:48.960 So, zoey is life and zoey is also, 242 00:19:48.960 --> 00:19:51.800 oh, this is supposed to say, sorry, this is a typo. 243 00:19:51.800 --> 00:19:53.240 In him was life. 244 00:19:53.240 --> 00:19:55.080 Oh no, and that life was a light of humanity. 245 00:19:55.080 --> 00:19:56.000 Okay, that's right. 246 00:19:56.000 --> 00:19:59.200 So, zoey is life and zoey is light. 247 00:20:08.000 --> 00:20:16.760 light of humanity. So light is the, is a version of life. So wherever there's life, there's 248 00:20:16.760 --> 00:20:25.320 also going to be light, which, um, and so right here, it means that John is telling us 249 00:20:25.320 --> 00:20:30.720 that this life becomes the light that illuminates human beings. And what's really exciting and 250 00:20:30.720 --> 00:20:38.800 what I get so excited about is that human beings have light light in them. And not only 251 00:20:38.800 --> 00:20:45.160 do we have this spiritual light because we are new creations and crisis in us, but we 252 00:20:45.160 --> 00:20:49.460 have physical light in our bodies called the mitochondria. The mitochondria, I'd love 253 00:20:49.460 --> 00:20:54.360 to do a whole training on mitochondria, but the mitochondria are the power plants of 254 00:20:54.360 --> 00:21:01.880 the cell. Every cell has mitochondria and the mitochondria glow with light. They somehow 255 00:21:01.880 --> 00:21:06.080 have light in them. What's amazing is that physicists don't know where the light comes 256 00:21:06.080 --> 00:21:13.760 from. We know what it is, but we have a physical manifestation of light. Why? Because we have 257 00:21:13.760 --> 00:21:21.480 life. We have literally a life force in us that originates in God. And that life force 258 00:21:21.480 --> 00:21:26.760 shows up in our mitochondria as light. They're called photons. We have light particles in 259 00:21:26.760 --> 00:21:35.640 our body. And when somebody has an illness or someone has, um, lost their joy or their 260 00:21:35.640 --> 00:21:40.520 peace and they're having anxiety or depression or something like that, the light in the mitochondria 261 00:21:40.520 --> 00:21:47.720 goes dimmer. It dims. Um, the good news is, is that when we are fully connected within 262 00:21:47.720 --> 00:21:52.920 ourselves and the governance of God's kingdom is flowing all the way through into ourselves, 263 00:21:52.920 --> 00:21:59.880 the mitochondria will light up again. And the other thing is that mitochondria replicate, 264 00:21:59.880 --> 00:22:06.480 just like ourselves do. Our cells replicate mitochondria do too. And so far scientists 265 00:22:06.480 --> 00:22:11.200 have discovered that there's no limit to the amount of mitochondria that you can have. 266 00:22:11.200 --> 00:22:18.680 There are limit lists, mitochondria as you can have, you have the potential to have more 267 00:22:18.680 --> 00:22:23.960 light in your physical body than you know what to do with. And that's what I feel like 268 00:22:23.960 --> 00:22:31.080 we're heading towards is, is that where we're in, and Moses did it when his face shown, 269 00:22:31.080 --> 00:22:34.520 when he went up to get the 10 commandments and he came back, the people couldn't look 270 00:22:34.520 --> 00:22:38.560 at him. He had to put a veil over his face because his face was shining. That was the 271 00:22:38.560 --> 00:22:44.640 light life. That was the light life of God in him coming through into the mitochondria 272 00:22:44.640 --> 00:22:49.360 and fully activating the potential of the mitochondria. And it came out physically 273 00:22:49.360 --> 00:22:55.260 out of his body. Um, Elijah had, there's a part about Elijah did the same thing where 274 00:22:55.260 --> 00:23:00.760 he shut, he was shining light and Jesus did the same thing on the amount of transfiguration. 275 00:23:00.760 --> 00:23:06.400 He did the same thing because we're, we're our bodies have the capacity to do that. 276 00:23:06.400 --> 00:23:16.000 So, um, life is light and light is life. And it goes further, it goes even further. There 277 00:23:16.000 --> 00:23:23.040 is also a river of light. So we have the light of life in us. We also have a river of life. 278 00:23:23.040 --> 00:23:28.320 We have so much life in us, you all. We didn't know that we had this much life in us. We 279 00:23:28.320 --> 00:23:34.820 didn't know that we had the potential to contain and to hold and express this much life, but 280 00:23:34.820 --> 00:23:44.840 we do. So John 738 says rivers of living water will flow from within them. And the thing 281 00:23:44.840 --> 00:23:50.200 is, is that the kingdom within is not static. Like if you, if you think of a river that's 282 00:23:50.200 --> 00:23:56.480 become stagnant, that's no longer moving, what happens? Everything dies. Um, but the, 283 00:23:56.480 --> 00:24:05.100 the river of life in us never is never stagnant or static. It's, it's a divine flow. Um, it's 284 00:24:05.100 --> 00:24:10.460 a flow of divine life that's always flowing through us. And we have the potential to be 285 00:24:10.460 --> 00:24:23.020 conducting that flow all at all times. Um, and a river brings life wherever it goes. 286 00:24:23.020 --> 00:24:30.880 And so we are that we are life bringers. We are life bringers, but first the order is 287 00:24:30.880 --> 00:24:38.920 we need to address the flow within our own selves and clear out all of the debris and 288 00:24:38.920 --> 00:24:43.440 the things that have built up so that that river can flow fully within ourselves. And 289 00:24:43.440 --> 00:24:51.360 when that happens, it starts there. It starts from within. Then we bring life, um, to where 290 00:24:51.360 --> 00:24:56.560 we, we are, whatever room we're in, whatever, wherever person we meet up with, we bring 291 00:24:56.560 --> 00:24:59.640 life wherever we go. But it starts from within. 292 00:25:07.600 --> 00:25:21.320 So, if debris, on the left, that's an obstructed river, if debris builds up in a river bed, 293 00:25:21.320 --> 00:25:23.560 the flow becomes restricted. 294 00:25:23.560 --> 00:25:27.600 The water's still there, but it cannot move freely. 295 00:25:27.600 --> 00:25:32.800 And, you know, the kingdom is within us, period. 296 00:25:32.800 --> 00:25:40.120 There's nothing that can ever take that away or make that stop happening, but sometimes 297 00:25:40.120 --> 00:25:45.920 it can be obstructive. 298 00:25:45.920 --> 00:25:51.920 And the kingdom of God is the life of God flowing through human lives. 299 00:25:51.920 --> 00:25:58.120 So on the right, we have a clearer river where life and light are flowing freely. 300 00:25:58.120 --> 00:26:06.960 And when the kingdom of God within us is activating, the life of God is flowing through every 301 00:26:06.960 --> 00:26:16.520 aspect of us, every layer, every version, every dimension is flowing through this, there's 302 00:26:16.520 --> 00:26:20.920 restoration, because the where the life of God flows, restoration follows. 303 00:26:20.920 --> 00:26:23.280 And so again, I want to just keep reiterating it. 304 00:26:23.280 --> 00:26:35.560 The order is for us to activate that restoration potential within us so that we are restored 305 00:26:35.560 --> 00:26:44.000 fully in every dimension, version, aspect, part of our being, and then we become restores. 306 00:26:44.000 --> 00:26:45.560 That's how it works. 307 00:26:45.560 --> 00:26:51.740 And a lot of the Christian culture has been trying to restore and heal and operate in 308 00:26:51.740 --> 00:27:00.400 the kingdom without first applying all of those, applying it within ourselves. 309 00:27:00.400 --> 00:27:08.880 This is interesting that our bodies work in a similar way to this picture here, to a real 310 00:27:08.880 --> 00:27:12.720 river. 311 00:27:12.720 --> 00:27:19.000 The life of God needs structure to flow through us, just like a river needs banks. 312 00:27:19.000 --> 00:27:25.040 If a river has no banks, there's nowhere for the flow, there's nowhere for the concentration 313 00:27:25.040 --> 00:27:27.200 of that flow to move. 314 00:27:27.200 --> 00:27:38.000 And so we work in a similar way that our bodies are the structure, for the gods of river to 315 00:27:38.000 --> 00:27:39.000 flow through. 316 00:27:39.000 --> 00:27:44.760 There are pathways in our body, and there's a spiritual river that flows from within our 317 00:27:44.760 --> 00:27:51.240 hearts, but when it gets into our souls and bodies, it looks like a river of energy. 318 00:27:51.240 --> 00:27:55.080 So we have a spiritual river and we have an energetic river. 319 00:27:55.080 --> 00:28:00.720 And so the river that flows from God's throne that's flowing in us shows up as energy in 320 00:28:00.720 --> 00:28:03.000 the mind and in the body. 321 00:28:03.000 --> 00:28:07.360 And we actually have pathways in our physical bodies for energy to flow through. 322 00:28:07.360 --> 00:28:13.360 And without healthy pathways, that divine energy cannot reach where it needs to go. 323 00:28:13.360 --> 00:28:18.320 Just like if there were no river banks or if the river banks were clogged up, the river 324 00:28:18.320 --> 00:28:21.800 couldn't reach where it was trying to go. 325 00:28:21.800 --> 00:28:30.520 And we want to have living pathways that allow life to move freely. 326 00:28:30.520 --> 00:28:37.640 And so healthy structures in our body give life a pathway to flow. 327 00:28:37.640 --> 00:28:45.200 So we're going to talk about structures because, well, I'll get to structures. 328 00:28:45.200 --> 00:28:51.160 So this is one of my life versus Isaiah 61, and I love the whole passage, but at the end 329 00:28:51.160 --> 00:28:57.360 of Isaiah 61, this is the one that says, "The Spirit of the Lord is anointed me, is upon 330 00:28:57.360 --> 00:29:01.800 me, He is anointed me to preach good news to the poor, to bind up the broken hearted 331 00:29:01.800 --> 00:29:03.320 and to set the captives free." 332 00:29:03.320 --> 00:29:04.320 That's the passage. 333 00:29:04.320 --> 00:29:09.640 At the end, it says, "They will restore the ancient ruins." 334 00:29:09.640 --> 00:29:17.520 Not Jesus, they, those who have gone through the process of the healing and the restoration 335 00:29:17.520 --> 00:29:23.600 and having our hearts bound up, they will restore the ancient ruins. 336 00:29:23.600 --> 00:29:31.440 And so Isaiah describes God's people as those who restore what has been devastated. 337 00:29:31.440 --> 00:29:36.040 And this restoration begins in the inner life. 338 00:29:36.040 --> 00:29:42.680 And I think that what has happened is internally, there are a lot of devastations just like 339 00:29:42.680 --> 00:29:46.760 that river that had dead trees and blockages in it. 340 00:29:46.760 --> 00:29:51.600 There are devastations within us that have been there for generations. 341 00:29:51.600 --> 00:29:56.640 And that's what Isaiah 61 says, that they will restore the ancient ruins, the devastations 342 00:29:56.640 --> 00:29:57.960 of many generations. 343 00:29:57.960 --> 00:30:00.000 So we're, we are. 344 00:30:06.360 --> 00:30:10.440 So it's not just even you and your own life. 345 00:30:10.440 --> 00:30:17.240 It's the Devastations that have been following and passing the generations that haven't been restored yet. 346 00:30:17.240 --> 00:30:26.240 And wholeness, which is who we are, is what the body expresses when the kingdom governs within. 347 00:30:28.960 --> 00:30:34.280 The kingdom within does not have to be created, it simply needs room to flow. 348 00:30:34.280 --> 00:30:46.320 That's why we want to get we want to have all of the dead trees and the things that have come into the our flow and have create have become structures there. 349 00:30:46.320 --> 00:30:54.000 We want those removed so that there's room and space in us for the gods river to flow fully. 350 00:30:54.000 --> 00:31:06.880 Okay, so over time, patterns can form in us and I did this at the last workshop, I showed a picture and I tried to do it just now, but I couldn't pull it up, it didn't work. 351 00:31:06.880 --> 00:31:19.800 But there's there are energetic structures that form in the body and they're like a energy in the body is the same thing as the river that flows is meant to be flowing and moving freely. 352 00:31:19.800 --> 00:31:29.760 But our minds and our bodies create structures they instead of energy flowing, they click it clusters up the energy and creates a structure. 353 00:31:29.760 --> 00:31:35.440 You can think of it as like a wall or a barrier or restriction out of self protection. 354 00:31:35.440 --> 00:31:49.240 And so these restrictions show up as structures that create patterns in the body and these are shaped by survival, trauma, religious pressure, fear. 355 00:31:50.120 --> 00:32:03.360 Shame and false beliefs and lies about who we are, about who God is to us, about our identities, about our position, all of those things. 356 00:32:03.360 --> 00:32:12.000 So these patterns can organize in our inner world around protection rather than life. 357 00:32:12.000 --> 00:32:23.080 And so if you if you and you wouldn't know this, your mind is doing this for you because your subconscious mind works on its own, it works by the signals that it's receiving. 358 00:32:23.080 --> 00:32:37.000 And so your mind can organize you're in a world around protection and set up these structures that create patterns rather than fully living. 359 00:32:37.000 --> 00:32:48.720 But we were actually designed to hold something different, we weren't designed to hold these barriers and restrictions and structures of trauma and shame and fear and lies and all of those things we weren't designed. 360 00:32:48.720 --> 00:32:57.320 We experienced them because we're human and there's a lot of pain and suffering and difficulty and things to be afraid of and worry about on as a human. 361 00:32:57.320 --> 00:33:08.840 So those are real, but we're not designed to hold those in our inner atmosphere and to create and to create structures out of those things. 362 00:33:08.840 --> 00:33:15.400 We were created to carry the life and order of God's kingdom. 363 00:33:15.400 --> 00:33:24.760 And our lives were meant to become vessels that hold his peace, his wisdom, his light, his love and his life. 364 00:33:24.760 --> 00:33:37.080 And so when the kingdom again begins to govern within and that river of life and the river of life is flowing and the light of life is emanating peace. 365 00:33:37.080 --> 00:33:46.920 While the light begins to illuminate our inner world, it shows up in the mitochondria and our bodies and the life of God flows throughout our entire being. 366 00:33:46.920 --> 00:34:00.360 It flows through our, not just in our hearts and our spirits, it flows through the soul, it clears and cleanses the soul and it flows into our physical body and brings abundance of life, abundance. 367 00:34:00.360 --> 00:34:04.600 It never stops giving life to our bodies. 368 00:34:04.600 --> 00:34:12.280 Peace settles the nervous system and wholeness begins to take form because even though we are whole, 369 00:34:12.280 --> 00:34:22.040 in the highest spiritual eternal version of us, we are whole, but in order for it us to be whole in the physical, it has to take form. 370 00:34:22.040 --> 00:34:26.199 And the only way that that wholeness can take form is through a physical body. 371 00:34:26.199 --> 00:34:30.199 It has to be through the physical body, which is why we have to be connected. 372 00:34:30.199 --> 00:34:35.080 Our spirits, our souls and our bodies have to be fully connected and integrated. 373 00:34:35.080 --> 00:34:40.679 So the life and the light are coming all the way through into the cell. 374 00:34:40.679 --> 00:34:45.719 So wholeness is what the body expresses when the kingdom governs within. 375 00:34:45.719 --> 00:34:55.159 Okay, so I'm going to do an activation because the kingdom of God is already present within you. 376 00:34:55.159 --> 00:34:56.960 There's not something that you need to get. 377 00:34:56.960 --> 00:34:59.960 You don't need to get another teaching, another Bible study. 378 00:35:07.680 --> 00:35:16.080 We just need to allow the kingdom to flow and govern within us, but it's a process to get 379 00:35:16.080 --> 00:35:20.960 there. It's not automatic. Everything is a process. Everything is a process. The process 380 00:35:20.960 --> 00:35:28.560 is taking something that exists at some, in some version of us, in the Spirit, where we're in Christ 381 00:35:28.560 --> 00:35:33.840 and getting that to take physical shape and form. That's the process. And that's what we're learning. 382 00:35:33.840 --> 00:35:40.240 And I'm learning it slowly because I'm just recently began to become aware of this bigger 383 00:35:40.240 --> 00:35:44.640 understanding of the kingdom within as well. And so everything that I've been learning, I want to 384 00:35:44.640 --> 00:35:51.440 share and offer to you. So I'm not an expert yet, but this is what we're learning is to how to walk 385 00:35:51.440 --> 00:35:59.120 through the process. And when our inner world is structured by the kingdom's rule, reign, and 386 00:35:59.120 --> 00:36:06.080 governance in its rightful place within our entire being, the life of God begins to move like a river. 387 00:36:06.080 --> 00:36:14.960 The light of him begins to emanate and shine in our mitochondria, in our cells, where no 388 00:36:15.920 --> 00:36:22.400 illness or sickness or issue can be in that light, filling our spirit, soul, and body all the way. 389 00:36:22.400 --> 00:36:34.400 Okay. So I want to do an exercise for us to become aware of that life and light that are already 390 00:36:34.400 --> 00:36:46.800 within us. And I have to just preface it with a little bit, just because I want us to all be on 391 00:36:46.800 --> 00:36:52.800 the same page. And this is where this is advanced stuff. I'm just saying it's advanced because you 392 00:36:52.800 --> 00:36:58.480 don't hear about it in regular Christian culture and teaching. It's there. It's all throughout the 393 00:36:58.480 --> 00:37:08.000 Bible. We're just gods just unveiling it right now. So let me ask you this. Where are we located? 394 00:37:08.000 --> 00:37:14.880 Where are we? Well, we are located in a bunch of different places all at once. We are physically 395 00:37:14.880 --> 00:37:21.120 here on the earth. We are also seated with Christ in the heavenly realms. We're seated on a throne 396 00:37:21.120 --> 00:37:29.280 with him in the throne room. We are in him. We are seated with Christ, but we are also in him. 397 00:37:29.280 --> 00:37:37.840 It says in him, we live in him, we move and in him, we have our being. Our very being originates 398 00:37:37.840 --> 00:37:44.800 out of Christ. But here's another thing. There's another, there are other truths. We were in him 399 00:37:44.800 --> 00:37:49.040 before the foundations of the world. That's what the Bible says. I don't understand that. 400 00:37:49.760 --> 00:37:58.880 But somehow we were already in him. Ephesians 1, 4. He chose us in him before the foundations 401 00:37:58.880 --> 00:38:04.400 of the world. Like I was taught this verse, but I, but there, every verse has deeper and deeper 402 00:38:04.400 --> 00:38:11.920 layers that you can learn, that you can understand. We were in him. And I looked this up. And the, 403 00:38:11.920 --> 00:38:18.560 the point of this verse is, is that we were in him before. So we existed some version of us, 404 00:38:18.560 --> 00:38:26.240 some part of us existed before, in him. He is also in us. At the same time, where is, 405 00:38:26.240 --> 00:38:32.880 where is Jesus? Where is God? They're also in us. We are in them. They are in us. We are the 406 00:38:32.880 --> 00:38:39.520 containers, the physical structures that contain him. When I say God, I, I mean all of them. The 407 00:38:39.520 --> 00:38:46.960 Father, the Son, and the Holy Spirit. So what does all this mean? It means we exist in multiple 408 00:38:46.960 --> 00:38:54.800 realities simultaneously. We are not simply spiritual beings, physical beings, or simply 409 00:38:54.800 --> 00:39:01.920 spiritual beings. We are both at once and more. We are more. And we're going to under, we're going 410 00:39:01.920 --> 00:39:10.880 to start learning what that means. We are in him, held, contained, and encompassed in him. 411 00:39:13.520 --> 00:39:20.480 So there is a lot of stuff going on right now at the same time that we just have, 412 00:39:20.480 --> 00:39:30.320 we haven't tuned into or, or been aware of on an ongoing basis. And Jesus is the same. 413 00:39:30.320 --> 00:39:35.760 Jesus is not limited to one dimension, location, or expression. And neither are we. 414 00:39:36.960 --> 00:39:43.680 Because Jesus exists in multiple versions of him. So Jesus existed before the foundations 415 00:39:43.680 --> 00:39:48.640 of the world. He wasn't just a baby born in a manger. That's the physical version of him. 416 00:39:48.640 --> 00:39:53.680 But he was before, just like we were before. Jesus existed in the beginning. 417 00:39:57.840 --> 00:40:00.000 And he also came and visible. 418 00:40:02.840 --> 00:40:13.480 Jesus is both eternal and he had a temporal, 419 00:40:13.480 --> 00:40:15.720 he's temporal because he lived and walked on the earth. 420 00:40:15.720 --> 00:40:16.620 So are we. 421 00:40:16.620 --> 00:40:23.160 Just like, and Jesus is also, it says all things 422 00:40:23.160 --> 00:40:27.560 were created through him, by him, and for him. 423 00:40:27.560 --> 00:40:30.560 So that means, and I've been studying this, 424 00:40:30.560 --> 00:40:32.360 it's called the allness of Christ. 425 00:40:32.360 --> 00:40:37.360 All, everything that exists was created in him, 426 00:40:37.360 --> 00:40:40.520 I don't know, in him. 427 00:40:40.520 --> 00:40:42.840 So everything that exists came out of Jesus, 428 00:40:42.840 --> 00:40:43.960 came out of Christ. 429 00:40:43.960 --> 00:40:48.880 All things were created in him, through him, 430 00:40:48.880 --> 00:40:51.240 by him, and for him. 431 00:40:51.240 --> 00:40:55.360 So we, just like Jesus, there are many variations 432 00:40:55.360 --> 00:40:58.040 and dimensions and versions of Jesus, 433 00:40:58.040 --> 00:41:01.420 there are, we are many versions, many expressions, 434 00:41:01.420 --> 00:41:05.320 all held together in the reality of Christ. 435 00:41:05.320 --> 00:41:08.660 And this is the mystery, this is a mystery. 436 00:41:08.660 --> 00:41:11.640 And Paul talks about it when he says, 437 00:41:11.640 --> 00:41:15.080 Christ in you, the hope of glory. 438 00:41:15.080 --> 00:41:22.720 Okay, so Paul talks about being in Christ 80 times 439 00:41:23.200 --> 00:41:28.200 and the word N again, in the original word, 440 00:41:28.200 --> 00:41:31.240 in the original Hebrew and Greek, 441 00:41:31.240 --> 00:41:35.440 it means being located within, surrounded by, 442 00:41:35.440 --> 00:41:38.120 or contained in something, that's what it means. 443 00:41:38.120 --> 00:41:43.340 It means operating by means of or through something. 444 00:41:43.340 --> 00:41:48.560 It means existing within the realm or domain of something, 445 00:41:48.560 --> 00:41:51.160 and it means being intimately connected with 446 00:41:51.160 --> 00:41:52.840 or joined to something. 447 00:41:52.840 --> 00:41:56.960 So the word N is pretty big. 448 00:41:56.960 --> 00:42:02.920 So this is who we are. 449 00:42:02.920 --> 00:42:06.920 And so as we do this activation, 450 00:42:06.920 --> 00:42:12.600 we are activating, what we're doing is we're activating 451 00:42:12.600 --> 00:42:15.640 a deeper version of us. 452 00:42:15.640 --> 00:42:19.280 I would say a higher version of us that exists, 453 00:42:19.280 --> 00:42:21.240 that we don't normally tap into, 454 00:42:21.240 --> 00:42:23.600 'cause we just haven't been accustomed to it. 455 00:42:23.600 --> 00:42:27.480 And that is the version of us that is in Christ. 456 00:42:27.480 --> 00:42:29.720 We're here on earth, but we're also in Christ, 457 00:42:29.720 --> 00:42:32.400 and we've been there since the beginning. 458 00:42:32.400 --> 00:42:34.600 So we're gonna activate that part of us. 459 00:42:34.600 --> 00:42:36.920 If that makes sense, if it doesn't make sense to you, 460 00:42:36.920 --> 00:42:40.400 it might take a while to wrap our minds around it 461 00:42:40.400 --> 00:42:45.120 and to begin for this to unfold in a way that makes sense 462 00:42:45.120 --> 00:42:48.040 to each of us individually, but I'm gonna lead you through 463 00:42:48.040 --> 00:42:52.320 and hopefully this just is the beginning. 464 00:42:52.320 --> 00:42:56.640 And again, this is something that I have been practicing 465 00:42:56.640 --> 00:43:00.920 and there are probably infinite ways 466 00:43:00.920 --> 00:43:03.760 you could activate the kingdom within you 467 00:43:03.760 --> 00:43:07.920 and activate this you that's in Christ right now. 468 00:43:07.920 --> 00:43:10.600 There's probably infinite ways you can do this. 469 00:43:10.600 --> 00:43:14.280 And I know that probably some of you will come up 470 00:43:14.280 --> 00:43:16.240 with a way that God shows you. 471 00:43:17.160 --> 00:43:20.200 But this is the way that God showed me 472 00:43:20.200 --> 00:43:21.160 and it's what I've been doing. 473 00:43:21.160 --> 00:43:22.240 So I just wanna share it with you. 474 00:43:22.240 --> 00:43:23.320 And this is basic. 475 00:43:23.320 --> 00:43:27.040 This is not even, this is basic. 476 00:43:27.040 --> 00:43:29.200 You can take what I'm gonna show you even further, 477 00:43:29.200 --> 00:43:31.280 but I'm gonna start out with the basics. 478 00:43:31.280 --> 00:43:32.760 So we're gonna close our eyes 479 00:43:32.760 --> 00:43:33.960 and we're gonna start with the breath. 480 00:43:33.960 --> 00:43:35.520 If you've been at these workshops, 481 00:43:35.520 --> 00:43:40.160 you know that we use the breath to connect 482 00:43:40.160 --> 00:43:42.480 the spiritual part of us to the physical part of us. 483 00:43:42.480 --> 00:43:45.080 That's one way you can do it. 484 00:43:45.080 --> 00:43:48.440 Breath is spirit, God breathed into the breath of life 485 00:43:48.440 --> 00:43:49.640 and he became a living being. 486 00:43:49.640 --> 00:43:53.960 So breath is the spirit of God in us. 487 00:43:53.960 --> 00:43:56.320 It shows up in our body as oxygen, 488 00:43:56.320 --> 00:44:01.320 but it's actually, if you were to zoom in all the way, 489 00:44:01.320 --> 00:44:05.440 you would see that our breath is a spiritual force. 490 00:44:05.440 --> 00:44:08.880 So we're gonna use our breath to connect ourselves, 491 00:44:08.880 --> 00:44:11.840 our spirits and our bodies within ourselves. 492 00:44:11.840 --> 00:44:14.840 And then we're gonna use it to establish coherence 493 00:44:14.840 --> 00:44:17.960 where our soul mind, our soul's bodies and spirits 494 00:44:17.960 --> 00:44:20.640 are functioning as one whole unit. 495 00:44:20.640 --> 00:44:25.640 And then we're gonna activate the us that is in Christ 496 00:44:25.640 --> 00:44:31.720 because that gives us an experience of gods 497 00:44:31.720 --> 00:44:36.440 of the kingdom within us so that our minds can take it on 498 00:44:36.440 --> 00:44:39.080 and start to register and get the signal 499 00:44:39.080 --> 00:44:40.960 that this is who we are. 500 00:44:40.960 --> 00:44:43.720 Okay, so first we're gonna use the breath. 501 00:44:43.720 --> 00:44:45.280 We're gonna take three deep breaths. 502 00:44:45.280 --> 00:44:47.760 We're gonna place our hand on our heart. 503 00:44:47.760 --> 00:44:49.800 This is important as well. 504 00:44:49.800 --> 00:44:52.800 Close your eyes and you're gonna breathe in 505 00:44:52.800 --> 00:44:57.800 for three seconds and hold for four and breathe out. 506 00:44:57.800 --> 00:45:00.200 for four and breathe out. 507 00:45:13.840 --> 00:45:26.400 hold, two, three, four, out. Okay, so that breathing exercise, even if it's your first time to do it, 508 00:45:26.400 --> 00:45:31.600 and you'll get used to that, you can do that anytime, anywhere, and it brings you into wholeness 509 00:45:31.600 --> 00:45:39.120 and coherence, because it connects all the parts of you, spiritual and body. Okay, so now 510 00:45:39.120 --> 00:45:46.080 we're going to keep breathing, and so keep your eyes closed, and I want you to see yourself 511 00:45:46.080 --> 00:45:53.920 in Christ. You are so much more than a person walking around in a physical body. Spiritually, 512 00:45:54.080 --> 00:46:02.880 um, you originate out of Christ. It's your starting point. It's your starting point for 513 00:46:02.880 --> 00:46:08.880 everything. Your origin is in Christ, and you were there before you were there in Christ before 514 00:46:08.880 --> 00:46:18.960 your physical body formed. And then you were saved and redeemed so that you could operate the way God 515 00:46:18.960 --> 00:46:24.800 always intended for you to operate. So see yourself in Christ. And what I see, 516 00:46:24.800 --> 00:46:33.920 what I see when I, when I, um, when I want to look at this and see, because you're, there's 517 00:46:33.920 --> 00:46:41.520 something about seeing and visualizing helps our minds to accept it as reality, as truth. So when 518 00:46:41.520 --> 00:46:47.360 I see myself in Christ, I see and I feel myself almost like I'm inside of a womb. That's the only 519 00:46:47.360 --> 00:46:53.120 thing I could think of. Um, I don't know if Christ has a womb. I mean, they thought of it somehow, 520 00:46:53.120 --> 00:47:01.760 but it's almost like I'm inside of a womb. And there's only safety. There's only warmth. And 521 00:47:01.760 --> 00:47:07.040 it feels like you're just being held like you have a weighted blanket on you. 522 00:47:07.040 --> 00:47:16.960 And there's complete security. And the only thing I can see in this place in Christ, in, in the 523 00:47:16.960 --> 00:47:21.760 womb, heart, I don't know what it is. But the only thing I can see is just golden light all 524 00:47:21.760 --> 00:47:27.440 around. I don't see anything else except for light, just the, it's like the glory all around. 525 00:47:27.440 --> 00:47:34.160 And so continue to take deep breaths. And as you breathe in, you're going to allow that light to 526 00:47:34.160 --> 00:47:43.920 move into you almost like, um, like water pouring in to a sinkhole or something. So as you breathe in, 527 00:47:46.240 --> 00:47:50.880 let the light pour into you from all sides. And then as you breathe out, 528 00:47:50.880 --> 00:47:58.640 one more time, breathe in and let the light pour into you from all sides and fill your heart. 529 00:47:58.640 --> 00:48:09.520 You're wanting to fill right here. And then breathe out, breathe in light and see your heart 530 00:48:10.800 --> 00:48:17.520 start to glow and to start expand the light. Your heart starts to expand. And it just looks like a 531 00:48:17.520 --> 00:48:22.880 heart light. E.T. knew what he was talking about when he said, turn on your heart light. 532 00:48:22.880 --> 00:48:30.960 Okay, I'm going to add one more step. You're breathing in, allowing the light to pour in from 533 00:48:30.960 --> 00:48:37.920 all sides. And as you breathe out, you're going to disperse that light as particles into your body. 534 00:48:40.640 --> 00:48:47.200 And you're going to see those light particles just disperse and go into every part of your body. 535 00:48:47.200 --> 00:48:56.640 So again, breathing in the light and then dispersing it as particles. Again, 536 00:49:04.640 --> 00:49:11.280 and keep breathing in as you disperse it as particles, you may feel your bio field. 537 00:49:11.280 --> 00:49:20.000 All of sudden change. That's what I can feel. Breathe in, disperse the light particles 538 00:49:20.000 --> 00:49:25.840 because you're activating your mitochondria potential to absorb the light. 539 00:49:32.640 --> 00:49:48.720 One more time. Breathe in the light and disperse it in your body. Okay. Okay, so that again, that was basic. 540 00:49:48.720 --> 00:49:54.960 And I'm trying to share something that's very different in a way that 541 00:49:54.960 --> 00:49:59.920 is brief and doesn't take too much time and also that you can 542 00:50:08.080 --> 00:50:14.160 doing all of these types of like using the breath and visualizing, it was hard to focus and I didn't 543 00:50:14.160 --> 00:50:20.080 really notice anything at first, but the more that you do it, the more your mind takes it on and your 544 00:50:20.080 --> 00:50:27.680 and your body will begin to take it on as well. And I start to feel, I can, when I breathe in the 545 00:50:27.680 --> 00:50:34.240 light, I feel and see my heart expanding and getting bigger and just glowing so bright. And then 546 00:50:34.240 --> 00:50:40.640 when I disperse it, that same light breaks up into particles and like disperses throughout my whole 547 00:50:40.640 --> 00:50:47.440 being. And I feel my body and then the atmosphere in my body and the atmosphere fear surrounding my 548 00:50:47.440 --> 00:50:56.720 body. I feel it have like a different, I feel a presence there. I feel a, there's a magnetism, 549 00:50:56.720 --> 00:51:02.080 there's a weight, it's like a weighted glory that you begin to feel. And that's what we're going for. 550 00:51:02.080 --> 00:51:12.240 Okay. So I hope that was okay. I hope that made sense to some of you. And I want to just close 551 00:51:12.240 --> 00:51:18.240 this and then I want to hear from you all. So in closing, I just want you to remember just this 552 00:51:18.240 --> 00:51:23.680 is your takeaway. You're not trying to reach for something distant or waiting for permission 553 00:51:24.240 --> 00:51:31.680 to access what God has already placed within you. The kingdom of God is not a far off promise. 554 00:51:31.680 --> 00:51:40.800 It's the very source of your existence. You were formed in Christ before the foundation 555 00:51:40.800 --> 00:51:48.800 of the world. You would exist in him now. And he exists in you. This is not a metaphor. 556 00:51:49.840 --> 00:51:53.680 This is reality. This is the highest reality. 557 00:51:53.680 --> 00:52:02.320 So stop, stop striving to become, start recognizing what already is. 558 00:52:02.320 --> 00:52:08.240 The light within you is not dim. It's the glory of God taking form. 559 00:52:08.240 --> 00:52:19.280 The life within you is not weak. It is so strong and abundant. It is the eternal life of Christ 560 00:52:19.280 --> 00:52:26.640 himself. You are a living temple already occupied by the presence of a living God. 561 00:52:26.640 --> 00:52:33.760 And as you practice the activation consistently, over time, something profound will happen. 562 00:52:33.760 --> 00:52:40.880 And this is the peace that I want to integrate because we need, again, we need every part of 563 00:52:40.880 --> 00:52:47.600 us, our physical body, our soul and our spirits all powered with the flow of life and all lit up 564 00:52:47.600 --> 00:52:54.160 with the light of life. Your nervous system will begin to harmonize with the kingdom realities. 565 00:52:54.160 --> 00:53:02.800 Your body will become a more aligned vessel for divine life and the gap between who you know 566 00:53:02.800 --> 00:53:07.760 yourself to be spiritually and how you experience yourself physically will close. 567 00:53:07.760 --> 00:53:14.800 And you will move with greater peace, clarity and authority, not because you've earned it 568 00:53:15.360 --> 00:53:21.520 or you did the right thing, you finally fasted long enough, you finally did enough Bible studies, 569 00:53:21.520 --> 00:53:27.360 you finally got enough prayer, but because you've awakened what was always true. 570 00:53:27.360 --> 00:53:36.640 The kingdom within will no longer be a concept you believe. It will be the reality that you embody. 571 00:53:36.640 --> 00:53:45.280 You fully embody it. Your physical body is the structure that allows the kingdom to be concentrated 572 00:53:45.280 --> 00:53:55.040 in you and flow and flow out of you. And then you will allow it to reshape the kingdom within you, 573 00:53:55.040 --> 00:54:00.800 allow it to reshape how you see yourself, how you move through the world and how you steward 574 00:54:00.800 --> 00:54:08.000 the divine life you carry. So this is super exciting. This is super exciting. Okay, so 575 00:54:09.760 --> 00:54:27.760 I want to open it up for questions and you can. Oh, let me see the chat. Sorry, I didn't even 576 00:54:27.760 --> 00:54:35.040 look at the chat. Oh, Shelley, I speak every day. My mitochondria comes into godly order every 577 00:54:35.040 --> 00:54:41.200 minute anything out of a line with light and life. Yes, love it. Okay, everybody can we can use that. 578 00:54:41.200 --> 00:54:48.800 That is perfect because when we're communicating this to ourselves, we're sending the message to 579 00:54:48.800 --> 00:54:53.760 our nervous systems and our mitochondria that this is who we are. So that is a powerful thing to add, 580 00:54:53.760 --> 00:55:02.400 for sure. 581 00:55:09.900 --> 00:55:18.000 Um, uh, we're here. 582 00:55:18.000 --> 00:55:19.000 We can hear you. 583 00:55:19.000 --> 00:55:20.000 Can you see me? 584 00:55:20.000 --> 00:55:21.000 Yeah. 585 00:55:21.000 --> 00:55:22.000 Oh, okay. 586 00:55:22.000 --> 00:55:23.000 My screen just went black. 587 00:55:23.000 --> 00:55:24.000 Okay. 588 00:55:24.000 --> 00:55:27.000 Well, if I can see you and if you can see me, that works. 589 00:55:27.000 --> 00:55:28.000 Yeah. 590 00:55:28.000 --> 00:55:29.000 Okay. 591 00:55:29.000 --> 00:55:31.000 I want to hear number one. 592 00:55:31.000 --> 00:55:41.000 You can ask any questions, anything that any question that was sparked, any kind of curiosity or share any takeaways or anything that you experienced. 593 00:55:41.000 --> 00:55:47.000 I'd love to hear. 594 00:55:47.000 --> 00:55:48.000 And this is a small group. 595 00:55:48.000 --> 00:55:50.000 So there's no wrong answers or no pressure. 596 00:55:50.000 --> 00:55:55.000 This is all just communicating and. 597 00:55:55.000 --> 00:55:59.000 Discussing this is a discussion. 598 00:55:59.000 --> 00:56:03.000 The only thing that I heard is be patient with the process. 599 00:56:03.000 --> 00:56:12.000 Whoa, you know, because you always want instant or I do. I always want these instantaneous results. 600 00:56:12.000 --> 00:56:19.000 And, and the word integrate really jumped out at me. 601 00:56:19.000 --> 00:56:30.000 Um, there's sometimes when I hear things from somebody and I, and I feel like, oh, this is a missing piece. This is a missing piece. And I felt like that today. 602 00:56:30.000 --> 00:56:31.000 So thank you. 603 00:56:31.000 --> 00:56:33.000 Thank you, Shelley. 604 00:56:33.000 --> 00:56:41.000 I love that to be patient with the process because I think we're used to everything quick and fast and the quick fixes and. 605 00:56:41.000 --> 00:56:54.000 Um, you know, that's, yeah, the processes are glorious because they're very thorough processes mean you're not skipping any steps. You're not. 606 00:56:54.000 --> 00:57:07.000 You know, if you build a house and you try to cut corners and like do it fast, it's not a good structure. So you're right being patient and allowing the process to be what it is. 607 00:57:07.000 --> 00:57:17.000 Um, and no, like God is revealing this and unveiling this deeper awareness and expanding our understanding and we know that we can all feel it. 608 00:57:17.000 --> 00:57:33.000 And to just allow the process to be. I think that's beautiful. That's, that's an encouragement to me too to be patient. Yeah. 609 00:57:33.000 --> 00:57:47.000 Hi. Hey, Lisa. Good to see you. I'm at the beach with my. 610 00:57:47.000 --> 00:57:57.000 Oh, you're cutting out. We can't hear you. 611 00:57:57.000 --> 00:58:10.000 We lost you, Lisa. 612 00:58:10.000 --> 00:58:16.000 I hope she can find a good. 613 00:58:16.000 --> 00:58:21.000 I hope she can find a good zone. 614 00:58:21.000 --> 00:58:26.000 Sometimes if you pause your video, your sound will come in. 615 00:58:26.000 --> 00:58:31.000 Oh, lost her faster. Maybe she's trying to rejoin. 616 00:58:31.000 --> 00:58:32.000 Yeah. 617 00:58:32.000 --> 00:58:37.000 How was the exercise, the breathing exercise, Shelley, for you. 618 00:58:37.000 --> 00:58:42.000 It was good, you know, for me personally. 619 00:58:42.000 --> 00:58:45.000 Just because it's just us on right now. 620 00:58:45.000 --> 00:58:51.000 I had an encounter with the Lord. And I said, what is this place? And it was just dark. 621 00:58:51.000 --> 00:58:56.000 It was just dark like a cave. And he said, you're in the womb of eternity. 622 00:58:56.000 --> 00:58:57.000 Okay. 623 00:58:57.000 --> 00:59:05.000 Yes. What is this? What is it? And he said, it's where things that are not yet formed become formed. 624 00:59:05.000 --> 00:59:14.000 Whoa. Yeah. And so he basically compared it to the baby in the womb. It's not yet formed. It's not yet fully formed. You know. 625 00:59:14.000 --> 00:59:21.000 I'm like, it's dark. I don't like it. You know, so today when we did this exercise, I actually saw light go in. 626 00:59:21.000 --> 00:59:26.000 I saw these sparkles and these lights. 627 00:59:26.000 --> 00:59:32.000 Wonderful. Right. Because I keep, I shouldn't say I keep. 628 00:59:32.000 --> 00:59:41.000 There is a paradigm shift. I am working on of seeing everything in my body is light. There isn't this section of dark. 629 00:59:41.000 --> 00:59:46.000 Even though it is an energy that is not fun. 630 00:59:46.000 --> 00:59:55.000 You know, all masses are energy. All they are is energy. So I just take the energy of Christ and I release it into that, you know. 631 00:59:55.000 --> 00:59:56.000 Wonderful. 632 00:59:56.000 --> 01:00:00.000 But it's definitely... 633 01:00:11.960 --> 01:00:16.320 Anywhere. Anywhere. Yes. Yes. And so, it was good. 634 01:00:16.320 --> 01:00:24.600 So, this is fun to be able to discuss with you, just you, because that womb of God, I've been there too, where it's all dark. 635 01:00:24.600 --> 01:00:33.640 I've been there too. That's, that's why I kind of said it was like a womb, because I feel like they're both like, we're in the womb, but we're in Christ to you. 636 01:00:33.640 --> 01:00:40.480 And the end of the, the us that's in Christ is all light. The us that's in God's womb, we're also there too. 637 01:00:40.480 --> 01:00:54.560 It's dark, but the dark is like, it's like a comfortable. It's like, you're being held and there's, there's safety and you feel just comfort, like you're being taken care of, like you're hooked up in the umbilical cord with God or something. 638 01:00:54.560 --> 01:01:06.720 So, that place too, that's what I'm saying. There's, there's multiple, we are in multiple locations all at once. And we are in a womb of God. I call it his heart womb. 639 01:01:06.720 --> 01:01:21.040 And whatever, wherever we are in Christ, the way I see that, it's all light, but it feels like a womb too. So I don't know what that is, but there's a dark womb where the darkness is kind of restful and peaceful. 640 01:01:21.040 --> 01:01:31.880 And here's the light. And so I do both. Yeah, you know, it's not danger, even though it's dark. Yeah, exactly. Yeah. Yeah. Yeah. 641 01:01:31.880 --> 01:01:41.880 And we can direct anything. We can direct light. We can direct life. We can direct anything with, and then there are a bunch of ways to do it. 642 01:01:41.880 --> 01:01:57.080 People move energy with breath. I use magnets. That's why I use the magnets because magnets can move energy. You can use movement. That's why people do the, you know, the Chinese exercises and stuff. You can move it. 643 01:01:57.080 --> 01:02:06.760 You can move in stones. You can do stones. Yeah. There are a bunch of, bunch of different ways to move energy, but you can direct it wherever you want. 644 01:02:06.760 --> 01:02:20.320 Right. And also, I'm telling you this, because you're the only one on here and you would understand, but God also told me that anything that your mind can conceive of, you can do. 645 01:02:20.320 --> 01:02:36.200 You have permission. So, like, I'm absorbing the light of Christ that I exist in into my heart, and then I'm dispersing it into my body. 646 01:02:36.200 --> 01:02:44.960 By breathing it out. Like, if I can think of that and imagine it, I have permission to do it, and it works. Right. Yeah. 647 01:02:44.960 --> 01:03:00.160 So anything that you can imagine or think you can use and you can do. Right. But from your place in the heart, the heart womb of God and in the light and life of Christ. 648 01:03:00.160 --> 01:03:12.520 You do. I'm excited right now, because this is the one thing that I have been attacking is the energy. You know, E equals MC Square. A mass is just energy. 649 01:03:12.520 --> 01:03:16.880 It's either light energy or it's dark energy. Yeah. 650 01:03:16.880 --> 01:03:31.320 But energy is energy. Light dissipates the darkness and the darkness cannot comprehend it. I'm I'm in this place right now. And so you just kind of added another another good layer to. 651 01:03:31.320 --> 01:03:46.560 Okay. And you know, when you were saying that we can direct light and energy anywhere we want, that's why when we get this, when we're fully formed in it, we will be able to even just put our hands out. 652 01:03:46.560 --> 01:04:01.280 And that energy into somebody's sick body. Yep. And that's what that's how we do it. They'll be healed. Yes. Yes. That's right. And, and, you know, we were doing that we were laying in our hands on people and believing it, but we didn't know how it worked. 653 01:04:01.280 --> 01:04:13.160 We didn't have that understanding of what was happening. And now we know that we are the conduit and we're directing all of the life and the light and the love and the truth that we hold and contain. 654 01:04:13.160 --> 01:04:23.360 We're directing it into a person's body and we're transferring it. I have a friend who calls it Christ energy. Oh, I like that Christ energy. I like that. 655 01:04:23.360 --> 01:04:31.840 I'll actually send you the link. She did a teaching for an hour on a Sunday morning and she spoke completely on Christ energy. 656 01:04:32.360 --> 01:04:39.240 And it was about two weeks ago. So I'll have to see if it's posted up yet on our website, but I'll send you the link over. Oh, wow. 657 01:04:39.240 --> 01:04:43.920 It opened another layer. There's just layers. Everybody's getting this. 658 01:04:43.920 --> 01:04:51.320 I know it's being released and I know it's yeah released right now and unveiled. 659 01:04:51.320 --> 01:04:58.240 It's so it's the time. It's the time for the mysteries of God to be released. Yeah. Yeah. All right. 660 01:04:58.240 --> 01:04:59.320 My dear. Thank you. 661 01:05:06.000 --> 01:05:10.000 All right, Holly, thank you so much. I appreciate you. 662 01:05:10.000 --> 01:05:13.000 Yeah, thanks Mary for your help with the slide. 663 01:05:13.000 --> 01:05:13.840 - Thank you.